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Look at this cool bone I found
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I LOVE BONES, that looks like a pretty funny one. Humerus, one might say…
any idea who the bone belongs to??
#Ask#I’m gonna use my investigatory skills to guess….#Pigs were involved#Everytime i see hay with bones im like#YEAH OKAY THE PIGS COMMITTED THIS CRIME CASE CLOSED#mostly because I know they can be cannibalistic#They just eat anything that bleeds#Very fucked up of them I’ll say
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Sebastian: COMPANY IS COMING! I WANT THIS PLACE LOOKING LIKE DISNEY ON ICE IN ONE MINUTE!
Sebastian: DAZAI-SAN IF YOU HAVEN'T MADE YOUR BED THROW IT AWAY IT'S TOO LATE TO MAKE IT NOW!
Sebastian: GET RID OF THE COUCHES, WE CAN'T LET PEOPLE KNOW WE S I T !
#ikevamp#ikemen vampire#ikevamp incorrect quotes#ikevamp sebastian#ikevamp dazai#i had a moment of divine intervention#and now i can't unsee it#i cant get over the fact that sebastian really said his life dream was to be a feral housewife in a mansion full of historical figures#I WANT THOSE PILLOWS LOOKING LIKE MICROWAVABLE POPCORN BAGS THREE MINUTES DEEP#literally i can take no comedic credit for this gayle is just iconic and sebastian is channeling their energy at any given moment#i dont care if we have to throw e v e r y t h i n g out. i want this place looking like a new mediterranean fusion restaurant by noon. AAAA#ISAAC PUT SEA SHELLS ON THE DOOR KNOBS#THIS IS A DISH TOWEL. WE NEED A HAND TOWEL. WHAT ARE WE BARBARIANS!!?!?!#WE LIVE OUTSIDE. WE EAT MUD AND STICKS.#i love how the poor puppy in the background is just watching them like ?????? King in the living room like 'bruh' while sebas has a meltdow#*looking at vlad's flowers that were sent as a gift* MC CAN WE GET THE LESBIAN PLANT OUT OF HERE#i dont care how many years pass its always funny#i feel like the comparison is really made by gayle's intermittent screeching throughout too#honorable mention: this is also theo when anything happens to vincent#I DON'T CARE IF ARTHUR'S BLEEDING OUT VINCENT'S PAPER CUT COULD GET INFECTED#SOUNDS LIKE A HIM PROBLEM NOW GET THE FIRST AID KIT HONDJE#WHAT? GAUZE? WHAT IS THIS 1632? YOU COULDN'T FIND A BAND-AID? STOP CRYING IM NOT DONE--#source: “company is coming” / Chris Fleming
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I try not to think too hard about how souless corpses work on DSaF bc i understand a lot of things (like their ability to... re-die?) are just plot devices and "just work" and i dont wanna start to sound like ben shapiro in the "beach that makes you old" video.
#luly talks#''man i dont know i was fine and now im rotten.'' ''i just find it hard to believe''#but fr tho like HOW are they rotting what does it imply to rot?#everything in their body seems to work jack at the very least as far as we know hasnt had anything Fall Off#like even his most sensitive parts are there well maybe not his nose but tbf we never saw a human w a nose i think#its unclear if that's stylization or what uh#but he has ears he apparently still has his dick he has working internal organs too he can pee and he can eat and he can smoke#we know from dave that organs arent necessary either though because god knows what the fuck henry left inside the poor guy#and we know dave too can bleed despite not having a fucking heart like where is the blood coming from.#dsaf#i just love corpses but i wont question it
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Welp folks we did it we finally know what essence tastes like
#they are just drinking hot sauce without anything else lmao#the gelfling bleed pink because cherry#jade city foods#sauce#hot sauce#essence#the dark crystal#lol#fandom#taste#the essence is white because gelflings can survive having hot sauce in their whole body only with milk#just kidding#i'm laughing#i love capitalism it just turned canibalism and the metaphor of colonization and riches eating everyone into food
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Wow guys it's Christmas in two days! Christmas! Wow
#rare rambling#9ughaoughh#all i want is money so i can buy myself a snack#apparently in the last few months i lost like 6 kg#just bc ive been drinking way less and eating less cus summer has me fainting if im like low on anything#i... waa alos nose bleeding a lot too from how hot it was😭😭#glad its.... 10 c now. wow#mean it could be lower cus i wanna see snow
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Girl you gotta write your term paper and not cry about your poor life choices
#tw eating issues#seriously idk how much detail I'll go into but i had a full blown relapse of my eating disorder i thought I had overcome and i gotta cry#about it now so you've been warned#i didn't think it could get this bad again#I've been having ups and downs over the past 4 years and I've definitely had phases where i felt like I've relapsed more or less#but it was never as bad as it used to be#so now this is annoying#i avoided thinking about it the past few weeks telling myself it was fine even though i knew what I'm doing is stupid as hell#but yeah i guess crying about it isn't gonna solve anything either. i know exactly what helped me overcome it in the first place#and i know exactly why i couldn't get over it for so long. and unfortunately I'm currently in exactly that state of mind that doesn't want#to let me let go of it. i hate it. i hate myself for letting it come to this. i hate myself for everything I've done the past few weeks#i hate that i don't know what to do because one part of me just clings on to the obsession while the other part of me is just tired of my#shit. i don't know how to get myself out of it. it all might get better once I'm back home because food won't be as much of a problem there#I'm torn between not eating anything at all or obsessively calculating my calories and trying to get rid of every single one i consume by#running until my feet are bleeding and i just. don't. know. how. to. stop. it.#maybe deleting the three new food and exercise diary apps would be a start... but how do i delete these dumb arbitrary rules from my head#idk. i can't go home because of this obviously. i won't. but i don't want my remaining 3 months be consumed by obsessive thoughts and#self destructive behaviors either. i don't know#it's my fault so idk why I'm crying- i could at least wait until my term paper is done lmao#wasting precious time here#void screams#tbd probably
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The worst part of this all is that I’m going through it while I’m still on my period
#actively bleeding. exhausted. needing much more food than normal to make up for what I’m losing#and it’s exactly in this moment that my body decided it was going to starve itself#not let me get up no matter how much I try to convince myself I need to eat#make me feel sick at the mere mention of eating anything#refuse to give me normal hunger responses so I forget until I’m too tired to rectify the situation#and my mind is right there with it#yelling at me in my own voice. I’d understand if it was mom’s or dad’s or grandma’s but it’s not. I was always my own worst enemy#see. a part of me relishes in what’s happening#I love feeling how my stomach is just the tiniest bit flatter when I haven’t eaten in a while#I know I shouldn’t think that. it’s not healthy. starving yourself is not the way to lose weight#there is no reliable way to lose weight. diet culture is a lie and a plague#of course I know all that#but if my own voice in my head is telling me that maybe if I keep going I’ll finally become thin and pretty like I always wanted to be#how can I not listen to it?#……#I hate this#ever since I was little I never felt like I was in control of myself#it was always like I was a spectator watching a cut scene in a video game#my body and mind are two seperate beings that are very keen on ruining our life#and I’m neither of them#I’m some secret third thing who can’t control them#I don’t know how to explain it#maybe I’m not making any sense and am actually just delusional. trying to explain my own self destructive behaviours#by pretending I have nothing to do with them#and what’s the point of it all anyway? I’m still not going to go eat#even thinking about it is making me nauseous#but not eating makes it worse and robs me of the ability to sleep and of all energy to do things I might enjoy#it’s an awful. vicious cycle. one I don’t know how to break when every fiver of my being is vehemently against any attempts at fixing it#*fiber. whatever#I want to eat. my mind and body don’t
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Losing a family member or a partner is already literally one of the worst parts of life we have to go through but being the person(s) that have to also handle all of the legal, formal, and financial parts of it makes it so much fucking worse like rubbing salt in a wound.
Like here I know you're devastated and grieving but also you need to fill out assloads of paperwork and get things set up immediately and figure out how to pay at the very cheapest $1k for a cremation without even being able to give the person you loved a proper funeral because it costs thousands of dollars more, and having to call Medicare and all the other govt. places to report her death and so fucking much that has to be handled.
Honestly everyone needs to find a way to teach themself at least the basics of everything that has to be handled after death because your family or partner could be perfectly fine one day and then all of a sudden an accident happens like a fall or wreck and it could all fall on you to handle every single thing.
And not a single part of the process is easy which only makes what is already one of the hardest things to go through in life exponentially worse.
And, death is so extremely expensive. Literally the cheapest possible cremation we can find is $995 and that's no funeral or anything just straight to ashes in a box.
You don't want to be struck with such a tragedy and have zero knowledge of what will become your responsibility to handle and pay for.
I know it's awful to even think about your loved ones dying but not knowing what to do when it happens, because death is the one thing that happens to us all and it can happen at literally any time, will only make everything worse and harder for you.
If you know you will be responsible for handling someone's affairs after death, take the time to actually sit down and discuss how they would want you to handle it and seriously consider looking into some kind of life insurance, even if it's not for much, because creation and funeral services require payment upfront and this isn't something that can be put off until you can afford it. Wether or not they had a life insurance policy could be the thing that could completely fuck you financially especially if you were already struggling.
#death#dying#i dont know what we're gonna do im gonna have to make another post asking for help because we absolutely do not have $1000#but it needs to be paid#im trying so fucking hard to keep myself going but this is all literally just the fucking worst#its been 29 and a half hours since she fell. 30 hours ago everything was fine and normal and we were just eating dinner like any other night#she didnt even get to have her dessert which i was literally finishing up making for her when it happened#i ran to her as fast as i could and i called for help and i tried me best to help and stop the bleeding but she hit her head too bad and#there isnt a single thing the drs can do except keep her as comfortable as they can until her heart stops#as she lays there twitching#no im not okay#i know there isnt anything different i couldve done that wouldve saved her but god damnit its all just fucking horrible#its been just over a full day since it happened and i still almost cant believe it fucking happened#it hurt so bad when i first got up and remembered i dont have to make her breakfast today#it hurt every single time i walked by or glaced at her bedroom door#or realized it was just a bit too quiet in the house cause her tv isnt playing the gameshows she loved to watch#or didnt have to make her a plate for dinner or bring her any dessert#jaye shut up
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ichiro’s rhyme anima pose mirrors one of his 2nd drb battle poses and i just think it’s neat lol
#this is vee speaking#my brain wants to babble about hypnosis mic regardless if i have anything of substance to say (and i don’t lmao)#i’m just really excited lol for whatever day two’s live will bring what rhyme anima is going to be like#and whatever direction hypmic is going lol idk where!!!! but it’ll be fun i know lol#i hope day two’s live kills us all thru implications entirely lmao#a sneak peek into what’s to come??? i’ll take it!!!! or maybe the chuuoku drama track bleeding out on stage??? i’ll eat that shit up too!!!!#like you know the ball has to drop eventually lol and i’m excited for when it does lol!!!!!#c: ichibro
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hm. maybe it's my meds but being high doesn't really hold up to the hype
#im just like. why my mouth dry why does everything tingle aaaaaaaa#im not like bothered by it but its kind of just whatever#anything that was fun would have been just as amusing if i were sober#im not panicking or anything i just kinda tingle like my skin fell asleep#and im able to comprehend the sensations#and sometimes the world bleeds together#i can see the appeal (even if its not really something i would do regularly for fun. probably in social situations though)#but also my knees tingle so much#kinda like im half asleep but dreams bleed into reality#OHHHH WAIT. i get it now#this is like those hyper daydreams where people make whole worlds#but anyways ahem definitely feels like a hippie activity#like im being tricked by fairies to enter their realm and eat their food#all representations of drugs ever suddenly make sense#ummm but basically yeah not exactly what i expected#anyway this isnt the first time ive been high but before i was just getting physical symptoms like dizziness and appetite#oh hol on#drug tw#sorry if thats too far back aaa
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oh ok. i just figured out what my fucking problem is. its the endometriosis -_-
#every time ive gotten sick lately its been the exact same#like. first almost fever but fever symptoms and sore throat like a cold#and then stomach pain and nausea and all that#i told mama im feeling a bit better and she was like ‘but what IS it???’#i was like huh. what do you mean isnt it just a somach bug#and she was like no this is totally not just a regular stomach flu#so anyway im sure its the endometriosis i was diagnosed with recently. bleeeghhhh :(#also btw i was looking up what foods are safe to eat shortly after stomach illnessess#and it was all mega lame stuff like fucking. boiled fish and soft white rice#(umm. note both of those are very good. just not what i was hungry for)#and i asked mama anyway and she was like oh they did a study on that turns out the best thing you can eat after stomach flu is just whatever#you wanna like literally anything#which makes sense that your body would make you hungry for what you need#kinda like how when i havent eaten in awhile the number one thing my stomach decides it wants is bread and apples#which is like. yeah that adds up lol#ANYWAY. i guess i just wanted to say im feeling a little better despite my recent swarm of tummy issues#including internal bleeding i guess. but thats apparently been the case for the past 7 years LOL#NOTHING DANGEROUS BTW!!!!!!! it just hurts like a bitch And im gonna get treatment for it soon teehee ^__^
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do not speak to me on days 2 or 3 of my period i am not a person i'm just trying to survive
#cramps and back pain so bad i can barely walk and i'm bleeding my guts out. basically#gonna eat cereal for dinner and if anyone tries to say anything abt it i'm just gonna hiss at them#don't talk to me don't look at me don't judge me i just need to not kms for these 2 days and then it gets better#kara can talk
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Finished out the day with an asshole that came in 4 minutes before close, proceeded to not understand and argue about how his insurance works, and finally my boss kicks him out 20 minutes after close. So like.
Just kill me.
#earlier post about old man I failed to mention that he interrupted the only 10 min I had today to eat anything#so I’m fucking starving. and I’m not going to the grocery store anymore bc I’m tired and a headache and I’m fucking bleeding and just want#to go home. I have no food at home. and no car. which means there’s a 0% chance I’ll get groceries tomorrow#I will be eating ibuprofen until Monday.#apple talks#to the tune of spam
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. tmi tags .
#my house needs a second toilet#ideally my housemate could have her own#sometimes I'll kinda have to pee and then she goes into the bathroom#and idk if she'll be out in 5 min or 30 min or a full hour#and like. it's frustrating but I'm not mad at her? i just. literally can't get up or do anything once i have to pee#also i have my period right now and i when i got up today she was in the bathroom#so i basically tried to pretend i wasn't a walking crime scene until i was about to sit down to eat#at which point all i could think of was bleeding on the couch 😬#and had to just shower myself clean#I'm not in a good mood today pals
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my head hurts and i wanna cry . affectionate
#we say this is a blood pact and he says my word is my bond. what else is there? when lie and impercision is#some moral crime. you have my word so you have my heart. the philosopher king flies back from philadelphia on 24 hours#of wakefulness and a guaranteed admission to every ivy league he glanced at. elated like he just kissed#the love of his life. blue lenses and a long coat. we talk about philosophy four to eight. we walk out to eat and then talk about#philosophy eight to 11 and then to 12. i tell them i suffer from my own comfort in a belief that makes me#insufferable to talk to. it makes others insufferable to talk to. i do not understand why i must#necessarily accept the existence of anything at all. you tell me to read so and so and so and so. the physics student had watched us#talk about this for 8 hours. i beg them to break down my mind and convince me otherwise. they convince me of one thing otherwise.#at the bus station the philosopher king watches him leave. he lays his head on my shoulder. still with his suitcases.#he told me about the dead person in front of their train and why he was late. i need to be mr president but i can finally be me.#you have my respect for believing in your philosophy wholeheartedly. what is a blood pact against your word?#admiring the ring of fire and my nose started bleeding. amongst books admiring the structure of the eye#and my face started bleeding. all i reached was an unsound half-tautology. by the end of the 8 hours#i was in the dark on my friends couch with my head on fire and all that i certainly knew#all that i certainly know#is that there is some thing . there is some thing that experiences. there is some thing that is experienced. there is such a thing as#experience. this is much more than i initially knew. i had also learned that the philosopher likes to lay his head on my sboulder.#i had also learned that forgiveness is not to pardon and leave. i had also learned that the chemist joined us all.#i had also learned that the cult leader gave his students something to smoke. i had also learned about the infinite indeterminate.#i also learned about your eyes. i had also learned that whenever i hold your face and look past your irises i find a dark pit#which cannot perceive the light in darkness. i also learned about love through your collective#8 hours of convincing me to break down and kill my beliefs so that i can meet you on your terms. i had also learned that#i like peoples heads against my shoulders.
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ARGHHHHHH SYMPHONYYYYYYJFJFJFJ
#how many fucking pills do I need to take before I get the hyper- symptoms#I used to go fucking days without eating and now I can barely go one day bc I’m stupid and can’t control myself#I’m getting some of the symptoms like more sensitive to pain from an overactive nervous system and heat intolerance and fatigue and ik#it will take time but Jesus Christ hurry up I can’t look at myself in the mirror#I can’t tell if I’m actually getting results for not bc I look different every time I look at myself and I look different in everything#that I wear and I just can’t take this anymore#I wish I had more self control#and I get so much guilt#I guess one of the good things is that sh physically hurts mkre but at the same time everything hurts more now#SYMPTOMS HURRY TF UP#tw ed#tw substance abuse#oh I looked it up apparently this qualifies as oding what I’m doing sooo yk :3#I am putting blind trust into random shit but it’s okay#chat I’ll be fine#if anyone reads this ummm please ignore it I just need to get my feelings out#I shouldn’t be left to my own thoughts#and now my skin picking is coming back bc I can’t control anything except how much I bleed#not that I didn’t pick before but it’s coming back worse#so much for wearing shorts#the urge to try and trick everyone into thinking my hypothyroidism worsened so I get a larger dosage#I’ll be fine in the morning please ignore this#tw sh#no but like seriously#I just need to get my feelings out I’m fine
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