#This also doubles for programming

[gardenia-nettle-first-floret]

Today's Emotion is: Modding Troubles.

[bluehexagone]

@yellydany’s oc, Danzil!

[supercantaloupe]

ruslan and ludmilla overture on the may concert program. you all wiiiissshhhhh you were me

[iliterallydecepticanteven]

I do hate that I have to be professional and polite at my job. You know how much time it would save me to just say "That's a stupid fucking idea don't do that" but instead I have to say "I don't think that's a good next step for your research project and we should instead backtrack and do some troubleshooting" like I wish I could just call it as I see it

[stephofromcabin12]

Writing motivation tip:

Make pinterest folder of pictures the gods looking real disappointed and annoyed.

Look at the folder and feel judged.

Sit down and write to escape their judgy looks.

[petpetpinixy]

web tumblr keeps functioning less and less and idk if it's normal tumblr brokenness or some weird attempt at trying to stop me from using an adblocker. if it's the latter it's not gonna work i have a pi hole

[ethosiab]

if god gave me the time and energy to draw the things i wanted at the times i wanted it would be over for you bitches

[dykesynthezoid]

*person on the verge of Losing It voice* should I double major with art history. don’t answer that

[megumi-fm]

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[pocket-mobster]

(hopefully) the end of the EMT arc for now. there's a class running nearby this summer so i can stop fucking with my school schedule to try and make the spring course fit. in the meantime i signed up for a first aid class so i can microdose until june hits. i did briefly consider becoming a mortician, but wouldn't you know it, it's a monstrous pain in the ass to become one if you don't happen to live near a school with an accredited program (i don't and you probably don't either)

[roguetaxidermyy]

finals need to end so i can stop focusing on rubidium-strontium dating of pottery used to store fucking pearl millet in 250 bc or indulging my professors incrediblyyyy freudian interpretations of monumental architecture or something when i suddenly have artistic motivation the likes of which i haven't experienced since like 2019.

[asthedeathoflight]

@ myuni 🔮🔮🔮 ooooh you wanna let me double major in environ. sciences and theater soooooo bad you wanna let me have this nonsense fucking degree on my resume forever soooooo bad

[unopenablebox]

came home at 8:45 from work and 🌸 was already fast asleep fully dressed on the bed phone in hand completely unresponsive to sound including name-calling and loud floor creaks

probably they were planning to get more work done this evening but i'm going to sabotage that by turning their light off and ordering takeout so i don't make any cooking noises to wake them up, hopefully causing them to get up to a full 12 hours of sleep for what i think would be the first time in two and a half years

[clownguy]

anybody have any digital art program recs i’m trying to force myself to learn digital. smiles

[autisticlee]

how to make business plans: spend 2 weeks looking for a website to make a visual plan guide that you can collaborate with business partners, but you end up nowhere because all of them require paid subscriptions to do more than a few basic things. except you don't want to pay for these because you don't have a business yet and therefore no money!!!! but you need more than basic features (basically you can only put 50-100 items on your board with free account and i will definitely need more)

[britneyshakespeare]

so i was back subbing at the elementary school today. i had fourth and fifth grade lunch monitoring duties.

i may have mentioned this last may or june or so, but there was this one fourth grade class they put me in several times when that was not on my schedule. from my understanding the main teacher was having some health problems so she would sometimes have unplanned absences or have to leave abruptly. but this class had like a reputation.

because there was like, a pretty identifiable group of like six or seven boys who were all varying degrees of troublesome. i actually do well w the kind of troublesome boys that other educators often have a bias against. it very much bothers me how many boys people just kind of give up on, and so young. it causes so many problems down the road but that's another rant for another day.

and yeah, these boys definitely earned the reputation they gave their class. there was one day i had to send four different boys down to the principal before lunchtime. and im pretty gentle, but when you're the only adult in the room like that... it's impossible to win. you can be kind or you can be cutthroat but everything about the environment is working against you. and most of the time i didn't even have like a para assisting me. awful awful awful.

but anyway on lunch duty today i was talking to them again, because they're fifth graders now. they were all asking me like "do you remember me? do you remember my name? do you remember MY name?" that sort of thing. and i was like "yes, you're ____, you're ____," and they were like, a little shocked but also like. kid it's only been a couple months.

and then i was like. wait a minute. do you guys remember MY name?

and none of them did. LOOOOOL