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What language is AWS?

When people first hear about Amazon Web Services (AWS), one of the common questions is: “What language does AWS use?” It’s a valid question—after all, programming is a major part of working with cloud platforms. But AWS isn’t a programming language itself; it’s a vast suite of cloud services. So, the better question is: What programming languages can be used with AWS, and which ones are best suited for it?
Let’s explore the role of programming languages in AWS, and how developers use them to interact with this powerful cloud platform.
Understanding AWS: Not a Language, But a Platform
AWS is not a programming language. It is a cloud computing platform that offers a wide variety of services such as:
Virtual servers (EC2)
Databases (RDS, DynamoDB)
Storage (S3)
Networking tools
Artificial intelligence services
Serverless computing (Lambda)
And many more
To use these services effectively, developers write code in various programming languages. AWS supports many different languages, making it highly flexible and accessible to developers from diverse backgrounds.
Programming Languages Commonly Used with AWS
1. Python
Python is one of the most popular languages for AWS development, especially when using services like AWS Lambda, AWS Glue, and AI/ML tools like SageMaker. The Boto3 library is AWS’s SDK for Python, allowing developers to automate infrastructure and manage cloud resources easily.
Use Cases:
Serverless applications
Automation scripts
Machine learning
2. JavaScript (Node.js)
JavaScript, particularly through Node.js, is another widely used language in AWS, especially for building serverless functions with AWS Lambda. Node.js is known for its speed and efficiency in handling real-time applications.
Use Cases:
Serverless APIs
Real-time applications
Event-driven architectures
3. Java
Java is a classic choice for many enterprise-level applications and has strong support across AWS services. AWS provides an SDK for Java that allows seamless interaction with AWS resources.
Use Cases:
Enterprise applications
Microservices
Backend systems
4. Go (Golang)
Go, developed by Google, is gaining popularity due to its performance and simplicity. AWS has released native SDKs for Go, and it’s often used in building efficient, high-performance cloud applications.
Use Cases:
Backend services
High-performance applications
Infrastructure tools
5. C# / .NET
Developers using Microsoft technologies will find AWS compatible with C# and .NET. AWS supports integration with Visual Studio, making it easier for Windows developers to work in a familiar environment.
Use Cases:
Windows-based applications
Enterprise solutions
ASP.NET services
6. Ruby
Ruby is less common than some other languages on AWS, but it still has solid support through AWS SDK for Ruby. It’s often used in web development and automation tasks.
Use Cases:
Web applications (e.g., Ruby on Rails)
Automation
Lightweight services
7. Shell Scripting (Bash)
While not a programming language in the traditional sense, shell scripting is often used in combination with AWS CLI (Command Line Interface) to automate tasks like deployments, instance management, and resource monitoring.
Use Cases:
Infrastructure automation
Cron jobs
Scripting tasks in DevOps
Choosing the Right Language for AWS
There’s no one-size-fits-all language for AWS. The best language depends on your project requirements, team expertise, and performance needs. AWS is designed to be language-agnostic, meaning you can interact with it using the language you're most comfortable with.
For example:
Want to build fast, serverless APIs? Try Node.js.
Building data pipelines or automating tasks? Use Python.
Working in a Microsoft environment? Go with C#/.NET.
Creating scalable microservices? Java or Go are great options.
AWS Tools and SDKs for Developers
To make development easier, AWS provides Software Development Kits (SDKs) for all major programming languages. These SDKs offer pre-built functions and methods that let you interact with AWS services without dealing with complex API calls manually.
Common SDKs include:
Boto3 (Python)
AWS SDK for Java
AWS SDK for JavaScript (Node.js)
AWS SDK for .NET
AWS SDK for Go
These SDKs are regularly updated and well-documented, making it easier for developers to get started and build scalable applications.
Final Thoughts
While AWS itself is not a programming language, it supports a wide range of popular languages, offering flexibility and freedom to developers. Whether you're a beginner exploring the cloud for the first time or an experienced engineer building large-scale systems, AWS has the tools and language support you need to succeed.
Understanding how to use your preferred programming language with AWS can open the door to countless possibilities—from building web apps and APIs to managing infrastructure and deploying machine learning models.
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accidentally flirts in an attempt to bully: dazai
accidentally bullies in an attempt to flirt: chuuya
#actually Dazai is “accidentally flirts in an attempt to bully in an attempt to flirt”#<- literally the “this is what makes me love you” scene#and Chuuya will not be able to keep swear words out of his mouth even when he tries to flirt with dazai#actually both work for both… their love language is being awful at flirting and bullying#I need to make a graph out of this with different skk scenes#soukoku#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#osamu dazai#bsd dazai#chuuya nakahara#bsd chuuya#bsd
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been thinking about assistant!noah using malicious compliance to get out of singing.
#yes it's that one alastor meme. i have an awful sense of humor what can i say?#this is so lazy. considering i rushed it out in about an hour and a half.#assistant!noah doing everything in his power to make chris suffer (without losing his job) is the ideal version of him#that includes regularly testing the show's language censoring department. gotta keep 'em on their toes.#is it obvious that i have no idea how comics work?#total drama#td noah#chris mclean#assistant noah#ophe doodles#memes#shitposting#tw suggestive
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a little bit obsessed with this guy
#og post#my art#WxS#wonderlands x showtime#project sekai#pjsk#rui kamishiro#tsukasa tenma#ruikasa#shipping#yaoi#i will not tag emu or nene because they are kind of in the background. even though i tried very hard on them#<- first time drawing any of these guys#i'll be honest i haven't even done much of the stories at all just WxS's main story and One Event Story (the first rui one i think)#had to learn what the fuck is goin on with tsukasa's goddamn jacket. what the fuck is on the sides. i lied i didn't learn#i just drew it#i drew rui's outfit and went aw fuck now i have to draw tsukasa's#the ruikasa isn't important like yeah sure its ruikasa but what's important is rui's strange love language#that one 4koma about rui's flowchart leading 2 an explosion stunt? courting ritual /hell
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The Hawaiian language doesn't attach gender to pronouns, but it does have a complex set of relational pronouns, so you can use a particular pronoun to note for example "all of us (except for that guy)"
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#aw don't exclude that guy what did he do?#this is fascinating it's almost three in the morning and I'm staring at a wall and marveling how languages work#answered#anonymous#I don't know if you're just sharing a cool fact or if you speak Hawaiian yourself anon#but either way it launched me back into another Hawaii-related rabbit hole that I really can't afford right now#I've been having this slow burn interest in Hawaiian history/nature/indigenous culture since I was a kid#and I don't mean to sound silly but I just love the way the language sounds it's so melodic and dense and instantly recognizable#zapped with free serotonin whenever it gets mentioned anywhere
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Ik it doesn't make sense in canon, but he gives "I bleach my roots blonde once a week".
#he's kinda giving a kermit the frog expression here#i wanted him to look like he might be up to something but#lmao#here's the thing#he's AWFUL as a character#but he has a great villain voice in dub and he has really fun pointy shape language#yall would not BELIEVE how long i struggled on those abs#i thought i knew what i was doing but ig not 🥲#humbled#one piece art#one piece#one piece fanart#sketchbook#op art#doflamingo op#doflamingo fanart#doflamingo one piece#donquixote doflamingo#doflamingo art#if he were actually a spider hed be one of those garden rose ones thats camouflaged#what a freak
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Irish (soft season 6 ficlet)
Kara knew something was wrong.
Not dangerous wrong. Lena’s heart rate was steady and calm, and there was no one else in the apartment with her. But as Kara flew above the few buildings left to her apartment, she could see how Lena was hunched over, see the stress and sadness in her body. And it made Kara’s heart ache.
Landing in the open window, Kara stepped inside, the small taps alerting Lena to her entrance. “Kara,” Lena said, trying to hide the distress on her face as she rose from the couch, grabbing at VHS tapes spread in front of the TV. “You’re home early.”
“They put out the fire before I got there,” Kara said softly. “The winds weren’t as bad as they thought.”
Lena nodded, hurriedly placing the pile of tapes into a familiar box. Kara had flown the box back to National City herself - one of the many artifacts carried over from Lena’s mother’s home, which Lena inherited at the age of 18. Lena had only gone once or twice as an adult, until the discovery of her magic made her curious to reconnect to what she could of her mother. “Are you okay?” Kara asked.
“I’m fine,” Lena said.
“Lena.” Kara stepped forward, kneeling on the rug, gently taking Lena’s busy hands into her own. “Lena, I’m here.”
Lena paused, leaving the remaining tapes next to the TV, taking a slow breath as she dropped back to sit on the floorboards instead. “I just didn’t expect to feel this way.”
“Feel what way?”
Lena stared down at the floor, not quite ready to look Kara in the eye. “I was so young. There’s so much I don’t remember.”
Kara took a seat in front of her, still holding Lena’s hands. She waited patiently - silent, and comforting, letting Lena take her time to think or talk as she wished.
“In one of the tapes,” Lena said, her voice a touch deeper than normal, “She sang an Irish lullaby. I haven’t heard it in decades. The melody slammed back into me.”
“I’m sure it was lovely,” Kara said.
“She spoke to me. In Irish. She spoke to me, and I didn’t understand what she was saying,” Lena said, frustrated. “And in the tape, I spoke back, and I didn’t understand what I was saying. It’s all gone.”
And that’s when Kara stiffened, a bolt of lightning running through her as she understood. It was different in her case, of course - she had once thought herself the last to speak a language, carrying a dead culture in her soul. Through sheer luck, she was able to get her father, her mother, her people back - but the feeling of being orphaned, she understood, if in a different way than Lena. “The Luthors don’t speak Irish,” Kara replied.
“Language attrition is common in children who stop speaking their first language before the age of 12,” Lena said softly, in a tone that made Kara realize that Lena must’ve read about this a dozen times before. “I didn’t know what I was losing until it was too late.”
“Lena,” Kara said, leaning forward to give the brunette a hug. “I’m so sorry.”
“I know it sounds so silly,” Lena said. “It’s not like I have much need to speak Irish.”
“That doesn’t mean you can’t mourn what you’ve lost,” Kara said, thinking back to a million conversations she’d had with Kelly about her own traumas, even if later they were reversed by fate. “You can still be sad about it.”
Lena sighed, melting into Kara’s arms, and Kara felt relieved. They sat, wrapped in each other’s embrace and breathing in the peace of the evening, Kara rubbing gently at Lena’s back until Lena was ready. “Well, I can put the rest of this away,” Lena said, pulling back, her voice steady for the first time that evening. “We can start cooking dinner.”
Kara nodded, watching as Lena gazed back - a bit mournful, a bit sad, but a certain lightness compared to before. “If it helps,” Kara said gently, with one last thought, “I can learn Irish with you? It may not be like before, but sometimes getting some of the pieces back can mean something.”
Lena looked at her for a moment, before smiling. “I’d like that.”
#I have been trying to draft this all weekend and it kept coming out awful and I kept deleting#and then this spilled out of me in about 20 minutes#definitely projecting here. I was bullied out of my first language.#anyway#is this hurt/comfort? I still don't quite know what that is#supercorp#supercorp fic#supercorp ficlet#mel writes ficlets
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He was taller than them.
Infinitely so.
They knew he wasn't that big - not compared to everything else around them, from the walls closing off his fortress to the island it sat on, to the silvery sea around it or the body it was still housed within. He wasn't even that big compared to them, and they knew that too: he was only about a bio taller than them, maybe a little more, maybe only half. A sizable, immediately noticeable difference, but it wasn't that much. It wasn't enough to make him appear so gargantuan and frightening. They had stood beside similarly large beings, and while a slight awe had made them queasy it had not been so oppressive.
But there was something about him that made him larger than life. Something that crawled out of him like white marble maggots from a white marble corpse, a strange perfect imperfection that made them feel minuscule.
Perhaps their incomplete number worsened it.
He watched them, impassive.
From how close they were to him (they could have walked up to him; they could have turned that small distance to zero and stood directly in front of him; but they didn't. They couldn't. Something inside them couldn't. Something inside them wouldn't.) they could notice that one of his eyes was not facing them: it was stuck halfway upwards, forever gazing into the sky, while the other continued to stare down at them without so much as a glint of emotion. Despite having all the appearance of a mistake on someone's part, that strange physical quirk had not been fixed. Evidently, it was not an anomaly.
"Good." Artakha said.
His voice held no warmth, no anger, no grief, no bitterness. It was clear and smooth, like polished crystal, and wholly pleasant in its completeness. Something about it almost had them recoil and flatten as if they had been just welcomed into a lethal trap of a lair by the famished growl of a gigantic drooling beast.
They had not expected he would have come to greet them himself. He never had before, delegating his disembodied words and the mechanisms of his fortress to do such a thing for him. Yet this time he had taken it upon himself to walk away from his chambers, from the pristine faintly hued greys that snaked behind him into the deeper parts of his small realm, to stand before them as he did now; in their arrogance, in their hope, they had thought upon coming back to their senses after the surprise of truly seeing him that it must have meant something.
But his tone was calm and empty, a white room with carefully set pastel toys, an environment so quiet and sterile that it smelled potently of the dust it looked to have been blanketed in.
In a strange way, it appalled them.
"You have come back to me." Artakha continued.
His mask glowed softly, golden and splendid. The runes deeply hetched upon it made it seem beyond ancient.
Against the barely visible backdrop of his reclusive kingdom, the glimmer distorted the kanohi into the garbled image of a small, sickly moon, incapable of offering all that sat around it the full strength of the light it could barely reflect.
He did not extend his arms towards them.
"Come now." Artakha ordered passionlessly. "Your work is done."
Something about that shook them from the hazy torpor threatening to devour their brains in too small bites.
"We're here to help evacuate the inhabitants of the last remaining islands," Tahu explained, mortified that his voice was even leaving him and yet unable to place why he felt that way, "The robot's insides are not safe - besides, there's so much to be done outside, and we-"
"There is no place for us in that world." Artakha cut him off.
He had not moved an inch.
They knew instinctively, uncomfortably, that his 'us' included them too.
"Our only purpose is here." Artakha stated. "We are not needed outside the bounds of this body."
"But there is life out there," Gali argued, though the mere act of speaking made her bones want to crumble in anguish to shut her up: "There are people who need us, who could use our help! There is so much to be rebuilt, and all of us-"
"You were made for this world, as was I." Artakha interrupted her.
Their lungs shriveled.
Their bodies hurt.
He remained unblemished in the face of their visible agony, perfect and still; his skewed eye ignored them as it continued to watch the now forever dimmed heavens, hanging lower and lower each day as the metal holding them aloft bent under the weight of age and abandonment.
"There is no such thing as a 'life' awaiting you in that world of real things." Artakha told them. "We are tools to be preserved: if your service will ever be needed again by Mata Nui, I will allow your deployment once more."
"And then?" Tahu coughed. He could swear his arms were melting off of him.
"Then you will return to me." Artakha answered. "As you have done now, because that is your purpose, and that is your only existence."
"And yours?" Gali hissed. Her head felt about to split into a thousand pieces.
"My purpose is to remain here and create, and see that you are used well." Artakha answered. "It is my only use; there is nothing other than this."
He spoke with the certainty of a man off to the gallows, the kind who knows well no dashing stranger or loyal friend will come to save him, and who thus accepts the coming execution with the mellow tiredness that brings the cattle into the slaughterhouse; but unlike the convict marked for death he held no sadness, no despair in his words, no roaring blasphemies nor tear-soaked regrets, not even that drowsy desire for it all to be done. He felt himself not a victim, and not like a victim he spoke, for that was not what he was.
He spoke like a machine that knew why it had been made, and that its function was now unnecessary. There was no poetry about it, and there was no injustice either. The world had begun with duty, and with this new lack of duty it would simply stop to one day begin again: he had known it would have happened since the start.
He had been made to wait until the lack of purpose passed, to one day be put to work again.
But they could not accept it.
They could not, because they were not him.
They were not machines. Not fully. Not anymore.
"We can't leave it all behind," Onua said softly, because his throat was coarse and dry as though burning inside his neck, "We have our Matoran to take care of - our Turaga, too - our friends, our-"
"You have nothing but your duty and yourselves." Artakha corrected him.
They flinched.
"As I have nothing but my duty and my creations." Artakha continued.
Few were aware that he had no brother anymore.
They did not inquire how he had come in possession of such information: beyond their inquiry being a waste of time, certainly it had not reached him in the same way it had them. Like for his reason of existence he simply seemed to have already known, somehow, that his only kin's death upon return would have been inevitable.
After all, one does not keep a broken instrument.
"We're not complete," Lewa fought back feebly, struggling through the tightness that threatened to crush his middle into a jagged heap, "Kopaka and Pohatu - they are-"
"They will come to me eventually, as you have done." Artakha sentenced. "And in the most dire of cases, I will simply make them once more."
The weak glow of his mask sent chills down their spines and almost sent them to their knees.
He had said it so carelessly. Without any inflection, any intonation, any difference in his speech. His voice had remained polished and clean, sanitized, pale colors melting into a greyish nothingness as though the images he conjured through them had not been nightmares woven into song.
He watched them as they contorted and writhed in place as composedly as they could, still slaves to the stilling awe he commanded. He did not blink.
"How many times have you made us?" Onua wheezed. Dark spots stole the sight from his eyes.
"For now, once." Artakha responded.
They wanted to cry.
They wanted to scream.
They wanted it to be over.
"We can't stay." Lewa breathed. He felt only an impossibly wide, horrible, biting cold.
The waves rocked behind them softly, gently, anchoring them to their bodies and selves as they struggled to do so on their own.
He remained unperturbed.
"Come now." Artakha only repeated. "You are to be preserved in sleep: that is my duty as well. You overshot your time active - two weeks had been calculated as the maximum amount it would have taken for you to deal with any issue; after all that has happened whilst you were awake, I assume this will be a... Pleasant... Change of pace."
(He said 'pleasant' strangely. As though he was using that word only out of politeness, without intention, without understanding it. As though the very concept behind it existing was alien to him.)
Then he turned, and walked through the open gate once more.
He did not look back when it became clear no other footsteps would have followed his own; he did not stop when the heavy entrance to his realm closed definitively behind him and he found his fortress once more lacking his most useful tools.
He walked to his chamber, passing the Matoran he had been given across the millennia: they worked in thoughtless silence, as Matoran were always meant to do, some repairing the signs of age upon the floors and walls, some taking materials to their rightful places, some finishing up the count of this or that's inventory, more still tinkering away much like he'd long been used to - perfect clanging cogs of a well-oiled clockwork. Soon enough they would complete their endless work, for nothing else would be there to be done; only then they would stop, and sit, and wait, in a blank torpor that fools might have called sleep, in order to be ready to return to their duties when their toiling would once again be required.
He arrived to the room (not the forge, not for now) and stood before his useless throne; there he stopped, and sat, and waited, staring forth with one eye as the other gazed upon the ceiling in a vaguely aware torpor, patiently existing in a stasis borne of lack of duty.
He was ready to remain for ages.
He had been made to, after all.
But movement distracted him.
A crooked thing walked into the chamber, smiling.
He recognized not the vessel, but the neutral miasma which slithered from its mangled form: it wriggled through the space around him like larvae burrowing in prey, used to permeating every mind it touched, and only regarded him curiously when it found him impervious to the complex, confusing charm of its ever winding workings.
"You." Artakha said dispassionately.
The crooked thing stood before him, smiling.
"There is nothing in this world for you." Artakha stated simply.
"The toys belong to the box, the box belongs to the child, and the child belongs to the parent."
"Leave my realm at once." Artakha insisted without animosity. "There is nothing for you here."
"In the smith's forge the furnace is indeed king amongst the tools, but a tool itself nonetheless."
"I am aware of myself and my duty, my eternity." Artakha spoke. "You cannot impede my function."
"Of course I can!"
He stiffened suddenly; his neck bent under the weight of his head and his body sagged where he sat. His chest convulsed briefly, just enough to push a murky liquid through his crevices, coating his body in blackened rivulets doomed to dry out.
His mask laid cracked and half made dust where it had fallen from his face.
He did not move.
The crooked thing turned, and walked through the door once more, smiling as it crept out of the fortress amongst heaps of stilled machines, crumpled into a pantomime of its mangled shape and silent even of their inner mechanical song, that until moments earlier had been so hard at work on maintaining the broken life-sized diorama of a bustling holy island.
#bionicle#artakha#tahu#gali#onua#lewa#velika#random writing#me trying to explain artakhas voice: you know those AWFUL monochrome childrens bedrooms. he sounds like they look#also u know when ur having a convo w someone and they give a vibe that makes u physically ill. thats what the Mata are havin#death tw#see my previous posts tags for my thoughts on artakha and why he's like this in here. also say hello velika as he kills hundreds#also uve been tricked into reading part of my organicd au as evidenced by the lack of kopaka n pohatu (theyre havin a bad time too)#ANYWAYS. Artakha said 'pleasant' weird bc its like an afterthought. hes not here to be pleased hes got a job and so do his kids#but theyve been getting more people-like and theyre pretty upset so using people-like language will help them get in work mindset right?#(the answer is no) (he makes an attempt anyways)#i explained kinda his deal w remaining in the robot in an ask post abt the bahrag post canon if youre curious btw#artakha shittiest dad of the MU!!! congrats!!! collect your prize -> matau sawing his knees off w his buzzsaw#it is. late af in the night. the rapture of creation got me. enjoy
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#beastars#beastars fan art#fan art#legoshi#legoshi beastars#legoshi fanart#need him carnally#what a man#artists on tumblr#digital art#art#i sketched this back in february can u tell that exams are beating my artistic ass#idk why i said “back in” february was last month#also can i say something february is such an awful word#like#february#who the fuck thought it was a good idea to put an “r” in the middle#no one says the r bitch!!!!!!! get it OUT#but THEN you have the problem of “febuary” looking wack as fuck#god#it only works in my native language#R should know its place#and its NOT america#'MERICA GRAAAAHHHHH#also watch beastars#sticks art
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Oh yeah, guess I should mention what put me on hiatus ahaha — Aside from regular burnout, I was also busy working on a mod for Stardew Valley these past few months!
After playing Stardew Valley for a while, you might've gotten married and wound up having or adopting children with your spouse... in which case, you would've ended up with two kids who never grow past the toddler stage and run about the house aimlessly. Well...
Growing Valley - Child NPCs lets those funky untalkative toddlers that wander your home grow up into fully-fledged NPCs!
More details under the cut! (or you could visit the mod page for even more details ahaha)
This mod comes with six unique kids designed in appearance and personality to resemble six of the vanilla marriage candidates! There's also customizable kids to fill in for remaining situations, whether because you've married a modded spouse, or because your spouse of choice hasn't gotten a unique kid yet.
So far, Alex, Leah, Penny, Sebastian, Elliott, and Emily have gotten unique kids designed after them, but any child can be manually selected through the config to show up in place of the defaults.
Customizable kids!
Questionably dishonest antics!
Young ma'am, that's not edible (or potable)!
Aside from being goofy little buggers who want to drink dye (well only Emily's daughter would try that... right?), they'll also wander around town, chat with you, and accept gifts like any other character. Winter outfits were recently added too, so look forward to seeing them bundle up for the cold!
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On a more personal note, I've been real happy to be able to return to pixel art; it's how I started out as an artist, so getting to flex exercise the skills I've developed since those early days has been a delightful opportunity!
Now I'm sick of doing it though so I need to take a hiatus from this and return from my hiatuses elsewhere ahaha
#is it excessive of me to link the mod page four separate times#I kept seeing opportunities to add links... I had to seize each and every one of them#sdv#stardew valley#stardew#sdv mods#stardew valley mods#stardew mods#uhhh stardew has an awful lot of potential tags#silicon-arts#yeah I'm taking a break from making nice json files to instead write spaghetti code in an assembly language. what of it
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gah now i'm getting On My Shit about the discworld again and like i've said what i want to say about the witches and the watch but there's also small gods like i will never be over small gods i finished it and i was like... has this... has this healed some of my religious trauma?
if you've never read it, the plot is thus: on the disc, gods get their power from belief. therefore, the more believers a god has, the more powerful they are. and so, there is this god -- om -- who has risen in power, who has a country devoted to His worship, which hunts down and slaughters heretics and infidels, to whom people pray multiple times a day and make pilgrimages to His holy city, which has a huge citadel and huge structure of a complex religion devoted to his worship. and, on a whim, He comes down one day to see how things are going.
and discovers that he has no power.
that, in this country of millions who profess to worship Him with all their hearts, there is only one person left who actually believes in Him.
and there's a lot of meat there, and a lot more plot to delve into, but the core theme ends up boiling down to this:
can you forgive your god for how they failed you?
and do they deserve that forgiveness? how can they earn that forgiveness?
because ultimately, the forgiveness that the messianic archetype is embodying is not that of the god's grace, but of the people's -- to forgive their god his absence. to give their god another chance to be their god.
and whether or not you, in the end, can forgive, it gives you the language to realize that this is what you were asking for with your last prayers. whether or not you can ever go back, whether or not there have been other reasons since that have convinced you further, it gives you the language to accept that your god failed you. and it is not your fault.
this book speaks loudest, perhaps, to those of us who left our church with grief, not with anger. with hurt betrayal, not with the fires of defiance.
it didn't change my lack of religious belief, but it helped me conceptualize my feelings about the church, the things that went deeper than intellectual arguments. about that sense of betrayal, that hurt, that twisted-up knot within me that it had built, and it gave me the mirror within which i could see that i had been failed by my beliefs. it wasn't that i hadn't believed enough, it was that my belief had been betrayed by the absence of an answer.
there have been other reasons since then that have cemented my atheism, but small gods made me stop hating the church i used to love, because it made me recognize why i hated it so much and said "you're not wrong, it didn't have to be this way. you were betrayed and you were failed and you can let it go, now."
#discworld#gnu terry pratchett#small gods#religious trauma#i won't pretend it fixed everything because it's not that simple#but it gave me the language to understand the core of my emotions coming out of that awful place#and that was a seismic shift#i was steadily veering towards the Angry Atheist archetype but it unraveled that anger within me#i'm no less an atheist and this book never tried to change that - sir terry was a secular humanist and this is very much not one of those#preachy christian books like it is *aggressively* not one of those preachy christian books#it's about religious trauma and working through it and dealing with your complicated feelings about your religion#and having that mirror to recognize that what i was feeling *was* trauma. it *was* betrayal. and i wasn't wrong to feel it.#shifted something deep within me
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New super delightful blog to block if you haven’t already - they are actively going through posts on the anti bt and anti TK tags and writing some truly horrible things and being super insulting - so not cool - I’ve put the screenshot of one of the comments they left me on one of my posts before I reported and blocked them (below the cut as the language isn’t pleasant and this is the tamest one!)
workinthemorning is the url
Feel free to reblog this - so others know too - let’s keep our side of the fandom safe from this kind of person and behaviour (and hope that side of the fandom also blocks them as well - I wouldn’t want to be associated with it if it were coming from this side and I found out!)

#people who go through anti tags and behave in this way are seriously hideous#this is truly awful behaviour - the anti tags are there for a reason#it’s a form of bullying and abuse and is never ok#as is then tagging replies with the same anti tags so people will see them#it’s attention seeking and pathetic - and never ever ok#in what depraved world do you think you have the right to use that kind of language towards people who are minding their own business#tagging correctly so that they and others can enjoy their fandom#I hope they get the help they so clearly need because they must be mentally ill to think it’s okay to do this on any level#respect the tagging system#keep fandom spaces safe#call it out#never ok#911 abc#buddie#- so people can see it who might be affected by this person#anti bucktommy#anti tommy kinard
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i know I've mentioned my interpretation of mizu's gender a million times on here but i don't think i ever fully elaborated on it.
so on that note i just wanna ramble about that for a bit. basically, it's my reading of the show that mizu is nonbinary, so let me dig into that.
putting the rest under the cut because it ended up being pretty long lol. also here have a cute mizu pic of her being happy and most at ease with herself, symbolised by her letting her hair down. <3 ok let's proceed.

thus, when i refer to mizu as nonbinary, i am interpreting mizu as a woman, but not ONLY a woman. not strictly a woman. she is also a man. she is also neither of these things, she is something in between, while at the same time she is none of these at all. i've said as much many times, but i just don't want people to think that when i say nonbinary, it inherently means a "third androgynous gender" that essentially turns the gender binary into a gender trinary. not only is that going against what the term nonbinary was crafted for (to go against rigid boxes and categorisation of gender identities), but also, not all nonbinary people fall under that category or definition, and that's definitely not the way i interpret mizu.
okay before i go deeper i'd just like to address some important things. first of all, this post is an analysis of canon, and thus everything i am arguing for is about my own interpretation of the show, and not some baseless projected headcanon i am projecting onto the character. please remember there is a difference between an interpretation (subjective; interpretations will differ from viewer to viewer, but ultimately it is firmly rooted in evidence taken from the source material) VS a headcanon (unrelated and often even contrary to what is presented in canon; opinions wildly differ and they cannot be argued for because there is no canonical evidence to back it up).
ALSO please note that nonbinary is an umbrella term. this means that it applies to a vast range of gender identities. other identities that fall under the nonbinary umbrella include agender, bigender, genderfluid, and so on. however, it's my personal preference to use the term nonbinary as it is, simply because i'm not a fan of microlabels (more power to you if you do like them and find they suit you more though!).
also, before anyone fights me on this, let me clarify further that gender means something different to everyone. it's not your biological sex or physical characteristics. but at the same time, gender is not mere presentation. you can be a trans woman and still present masculine—either because you're closeted and forced to, or because you just want to—and either way, that doesn't take away from your identity as a woman. same goes for trans men. if you're a trans man but you wear skirts and don't bind or don't get top surgery, that doesn't make you any less of a man. because gender non-conformity exists, and does not only apply to cis people! some lesbians are nonbinary and prefer using he/him pronouns while dressing masculinely, but that doesn't mean they're a man, or that they're any less of a lesbian. neither does this mean that they're a cis woman.
the thing about queer identities in general is that, like i said, they mean something different to everyone, because how you identify—regardless of your biological attributes and fashion or pronouns—is an extremely personal experience. so a nonbinary person and a gnc cis woman's experiences might have plenty of overlap, but what distinguishes between the two is up to the individual. there's no set requirements to distinguish you as one or the other, but it's up to you to decide what you identify as, based on what you feel. either way, by simply identifying yourself as anything under the LGBTQ+ umbrella, you are already communicating to the world that you are not what a conservative, cisheteronormative society wants you to be.
which is why i find all this queer infighting on labels to be so ridiculous. because we're all fighting the same fight; the common enemy is a societal structure that divides us into set roles and expectations purely based on our biological parts. that's why biological essentialism in the queer community is a fucking disease. because by arguing that women are inherently weak and fragile and soft and gentle and must be protected from evil ugly men, while men are inherently strong and angry and violent and exploitative of women, these people are advocating for the same fucked up system that marginalises and abuses women as well as effeminate and/or gay men.
anyway. i'm going on a tangent. this was meant to be a blue eye samurai post. so yeah back to that— the point i'm trying to make is that there's no singular way to identify as anything, as everyone's views on gender, especially their own, is specific and personal to the individual.
so with that being said, yes you can definitely interpret mizu as a gnc cis woman and that's a totally valid reading of the text. however, interpreting her as nonbinary or transmasc also doesn't take away from her experiences with misogyny and female oppression, because nonbinary and transmasc folks also experience these things.
me, personally, i view her as nonbinary but not necessarily or not always transmasc because i still believe femininity and womanhood is a very inherent part of who mizu is. for example, from what we've seen, she does not like binding. it does not give her gender euphoria, but is instead very uncomfortable for her both physically and mentally, and represents her suppressing her true self. which is why when she "invites the whole" of herself, she stands completely bare in front of the fire, breasts unbound and hair untied. when she is on the ship heading to a new land in the ending scene, she is no longer hiding her neck and the lack of an adam's apple. we can thus infer that mizu does not have body dysmorphia. she is, in fact, comfortable in her body, and relies on it extremely, because her body is a weapon. instead, what mizu hates about herself is her face—her blue eyes. she hates herself for her hybridised racial identity, hates herself for being a racial Other. hates that she has no home in her homeland. thus it is important to note that these are not queer or feminist themes, but postcolonial ones.*
* and as a tiny aside on this subject, i really do wish more of the fandom discussion would talk about this more. it's just such an essential part to reading her character. like someone who's read homi k bhabha's location of culture and has watched this show, PLEASE talk to me so we can ramble all about how the show is all about home and alienation from community. please. okay anyway—
nevertheless, queer and feminist themes (which are not mutually exclusive by the way!) are still prevalent in her story, though they are not the main issue that she is struggling with. but she does struggle with it to some extent, and we see this especially during her marriage with mikio, where we see her struggle in women's domestic spaces.
on the other hand, though, she finds no trouble or discomfort in being a man or being around other men—even naked ones—and does not seem stifled by living as one, does not seem all that bothered or uncomfortable navigating through men's spaces. contrast this to something like disney's mulan (1998), where we do see mulan struggle in navigating through men's spaces, as she feels uncomfortable being around so many men, always feeling like she doesn't belong and that she's inherently different from them. mizu has no such experiences like this, as her very personality and approach to life is what can be categorised as typically "masculine". she is straightforward and blunt. her first meeting with mikio, she tells him straight to his face that he's old while frowning and raising a brow at him. she approaches problems with her muscles and fists (or swords), rather than with her words or mind. compare this with mulan, who, while well-trained by the end of the movie, still uses her sharp wits rather than brute strength. this is a typically "feminine" approach. it's also the approach akemi relies on throughout the show—through her intelligence and persuasive tongue, she navigates the brothel with ease. mizu, in contrast to someone like mulan and akemi, struggles with womanhood and femininity, and feels detached from it.
thus, in my opinion, mizu is not simply a man, nor is she simply a woman. she is both. man and woman. masculine and feminine. she has to accept both, rather than suppress one or the other. her name means water. fluid.
as a side note, while i do believe mizu is nonbinary, i also primarily use she/her pronouns for her, but this is a personal preference. i find it's easier to use in fanfic (singular they is confusing to write stories with, but again, that's just my feelings on it, and this is coming from someone who uses they/they pronouns). i also lean towards she/her because it's what the creators and all the official promotional copywriting of the show uses. and even though i am a "death to the author" enjoyer, i feel that when interpreting things that are left open-ended, it does help to look at the creators' take on things. also because, in general, being nonbinary simply doesn't necessitate the use of they/them pronouns. nonbinary is not just a third gender. it's about breaking the binary, in any which way, and that's exactly what mizu does, constantly.
also, i'd also like to mention that one of show's head of story even referred to her with the term "nonbinary", rather than simply "androgynous" (see pic below). and it's possible this could be a slip up on his part, in which he believes the terms are interchangeable (they're not btw), but regardless i find it a very interesting word choice, and one that supports my argument.

so anyway yeah that's my incredibly long rambling post.
TL;DR nonbinary mizu rights 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻 congrats if you reached the end of this btw. also ily. unless you're a TERF in which case fuck off. ok i'm done.
#shut up haydar#fandom.rtf#meta dissertations.pdf#mizu blue eye samurai#mizu bes#blue eye samurai#blue eye samurai meta#sorry if this is redundant btw i just cant stop thinking thoughts :3#btw i am a mixed* southeast asian who is also nonbinary. just in case that's important context#by mixed* i mean i'm asian+asian but diff ethnicities lol. i dont have a white bone in my body god bless<3#my whiteness is purely learned thru cultural osmosis + bcs my parents taught me english as a first language (boooo 🍅🍅🍅)#also i live in the global south so i think EYE know a thing or two about being gnc in a society of rigid awful gender roles‼️#so likeee i think its ridiculous that its an either-or thing#mizu can be nonbinary while still being a woman of colour ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#also ummm as much as i love queer themes and gay people i wish people would talk more about the racial otherness / community aspect#as mentioned in the post above#you don't need to read bhabha's whole book btw but just take a look at some of his ideas and you'll get what im talking about#like the fact that the fandom mostly ignores those themes in the story makes me feel like :( :/#cuz to me THATS the thing that spoke to me most and its a shame that its just not talked about enough#i mean i know why thats likely the case. but still.#whoops im rambling again 🤪
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Am I going to write the Perciver florist au for Percy's birthday? Yes
Am I going to try to make it up to 30k words? Maybe
Am I going to finish it in time? Idk
Anyway, anyone who would like to be my beta reader? I'm horrible at writing plots and I need someone who knows English to read it. My sister cringes at everything I write because she thinks it to y/n-ish and it basically killing me
Also I cannot spell so that is fun
#percy weasley#oliver wood#perciver#percy weasley x oliver wood#florist au#did i learn about flowers and types of bouquets just for this?#yes#did i know that there where different types of bouquets before?#no#but hey#i'm learning#just doing chapter one and the main plot hasn't started yet#trying to give a mesningful thought at each flower that appears and its awful#and there is only 3 flowers for now#google doc doesn't know in what language i'm writing so a lot is in red#i don't know how to spell#nor grammar
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struggling with the cfmot x objectified au for literally no reason other than the fact that due to the changed naming conventions yaori’s name ‘Я magnet’ will just mean ‘im a magnet’ or ‘i magnet’ .
#i have no clue what language the guys in objectified speak i assume its probably the good old fashioned ‘they have their own language but it#was translated into english for our understanding’ thing . But still. I will still have to deal with it every time I talk about them#also the fact that theyre fridge magnets who are cyrillic letters implies that both cyrillic and likely the russian language exists in this#au. So I guess we’re just not going to think about that ok#Anyway yea their names will SUCK in this au. they will be awful :) so awful :)
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The fact that Emilia Perez got 13 Oscar nominations while Beetlejuice 2 didn't get any is kinda insulting. Like I would have thought that at the very LEAST Danny Elfman's score would have gotten nominated. Or at least the costumes and visual effects! This is a movie using PRACTICAL effects in a very creative and visually gorgeous way in the age of CGI. The creativity alone that went into this film deserves all the recognition. Like, the score might not have won when they have a whole highly popular and wildly successful musical to compete with this year, but the visual effects! That deserved at least a nomination. Like, don't come at me.
For forever I've thought the Oscars are rigged and fake, but now I am convinced. lol
#Beetlejuice#Beetlejuice Beetlejuice#Danny Elfman#Tim Burton#Seriously Tim Burton deserved a nomination#Don't tell me “cry about it” because I swear I'll insta-block your ass lmao#Emilia Perez is an embarrassment#I have watched the clips where they sing in the most awful Spanish ever#Like that song Selena Gomez sings is embarrassing#the spanish I mean#I have the very unpopular opinion that she did GOOD with what she was given#Listen my native language is Spanish#whoever the fuck wrote the Spanish dialogue and song lyrics was either AI or they didn't know a lick of Spanish#The way the dialogues and lyrics didn't make sense even for us hispanics lol#The MOST embarrassing thing is how there's a whole ass song called “Bienvenida” when she clearly should be saying “De nada”#Bienvenida means “welcome” when a woman arrives at a place you tell her Bienvenida lol if it's a guy it's Bienvenido#Or you could say Bienvenida as in “the welcoming” “le damos la bienvenida” means “we welcome (x thing)” 😂#“De nada” means “you're welcome”#which is what I THINK Selena was singing about in that nonsense song#She is singing about how she took care of the kids etc and then she says “bienvenida!” but she should be saying “De nada!"
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