#WritingIsHealing

[fangsandsoftgrass]

Thank u @pocket-vvardvark for the tag!!! Sorry this is late I watched attorney woo app day and forgot to post until now KABFKSBF ANYWAY

WIP WEDNESDAY

I'm gonna tag everybody so if u see this I tagged u 🫶 I'm working on a piece that's mainly Cirwedh bc I wanna put her thru shit LOL. The beginning for now to what is her fight with Ulfra and the revealing of her lycanthropy to her companions. Something she's kept secret due to shame and fear of rejection n such y'know how it goes

[imagoosemotherfuckers]

Charles and Delia at a wedding is so funny to me

Because we have Charles, autistic king and resting bitchface extraordinaire, sitting at a table off to the side looking absolutely miserable. In reality he's just a bit awkward and sensory wise its a lot, but he's very happy to be there. He's secretly a bit of a hopeless romantic and enjoys weddings very much.

Delia, on the other hand, is shredding the dance floor and twerking like there's no tomorrow. She's had far to many drinks and would've called several of her exes by now if Charles hadn't taken her phone. She cries like six times before the end of the night and when she see's some guy being a creep to one of the bridesmaids she threatens him with her stiletto.

[iaamshd]

Hi everyone, what you call for person who doubt herself? have tremors, sudden sadness, and anxiety. yes, I have all of them. What should I call myself?

#writingishealing

[moonsoulmama]

This is whats healing the most damaged parts of me right now. I’ll publish a book by the end of the 2023. #recovery #AddictionIsHard #WarAgainstDrugs #writinglife #selfpublishing #authorinthemaking #poetry #healingjourney #writingishealing #writingistherapy #writingislife https://www.instagram.com/p/CoSdTpNJLIj/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[kawanlama]

Writing is Healing

Aku adalah manusia usang yang tergerus zaman. Sekian waktu berlalu hanya ku arungi penuh kesiaan. Hingga kudapati, kini aku tak lebih dari seorang pecundang. Melalui hari hanya dengan ketakutan dan kekhawatiran. Bahkan sering ku berteman dengen kekecewaan.

Tapi, aku mulai berpikir. Bukan kah terlalu hina jika kita diciptakan hanya untuk membuat kerusakan. Aku telah membuang banyak waktu untuk hal yg tak bermanfaat, tapi bukan kah semua tidak ada kata terlambat?

Aku, seorang pendosa yang telah banyak mengutuk ketetapan Tuhan, dan hari ini aku ingin berubah.

Aku akan mencoba berdamai dengan diri, dengan masa lalu dan dengan berbagai mimpi yg terlewati. Terlalu jauh aku berkelana dan melawan kehendak semesta.

Aku akan memulai dengan menulis, aku ingin membuktikan miracle dari "writing is healing". Berusaha mengungkapkan segala rasa yg terpendam agar tak menghujat ketetapan Tuhan. Berusaha menerima bahwa segala qadhaNya adalah baik. Berusaha menjadi manusia yang tak lagi menjadi sampah peradaban.

Jogja,7Desember 2019||23.07WIB

[pulseincorp]

Write It Out Wednesday

[30-secondstomarsdaily]

12/15/18

hi ya’ll. it’s been awhile. it honestly feels like the amount of time it took for mars to release America so let me tell you where i’ve been.

my taurus vibes are real as i dream about soulmates, work hard in school, work on internship applications, and continue to be stubborn [oh us tauruses lol]. i’m finding that being alone with my gratitude and creative self is what i needed. i needed to fill my need to create. to write the words that i didn’t think would ever been spoken. to dance out the emotions i need to feel. to just continue being in alignment with my desires (as hippie as that sounds lol). to escape/live with the growing pains that i’ve been having.

but i learned to sit with my emotions. to come to terms with the fact that (1) i was/am growing up and (2) i’m right where i need to be. that there is no rush. i could literally hear my intuition saying “relax. it’s okay. there’s nothing wrong.” i  was trying so hard to control everything. it was making life very difficult to live.

i finally let go when my play was read aloud. it was ten minutes. a form that not only my playwriting professor (but jared might advocate for lol). listening to it was nerve-wracking. i kept telling myself “chirst i’m sassy AF” and “man i need to rewrite that” lol. it was like watching dance videos of me. basically: cringy and very, very exposing. Nevertheless, i learned a lot. i forgot how much i loved to write. for a long time i thought that i wasn’t good enough to write. i went to an academically cutthroat high school and therefore it led me to a limiting belief that i would never be an “adequate writer.” i felt that because i couldn’t write a Standford approved paper, that i was nothing. That sounds sad but so true. And when it came to this class I was like “F it.”

okay scratch that.

i said that “i’m writing what my heart needs to say. The Sun and Her Flowers [by Rupi Kaur] has taken over my soul and i need to express a play with the same messages and themes.” Over the past few years, I’ve learned to listen to my gut. To trust the little voice that gets louder and louder the more I listen to it. and i did. and it turned out to be healing. and honest. and all the emotions that i needed to feel. because it felt like i was suffocating myself down a bottomless pit. i’m unsure if it’s successful (in theatre terms lol) but healing. something that maybe you all can relate to.

in mars fashion this will remain a secret until my gut tells me it’s time to release it. i promise you it will be worth it. for the time being you will continue to hear the insane adventures of a 21 year old lol. hopefully it’s fun for ya’ll.

K  i hope ya’ll have a great day. stay awesome, love yourselves, keep it real, and enjoy yourself. life’s too short to take it too seriously.

[stepin2daylight-letitgo]

Thank you, current journal for allowing me to process things for just over a year in you. The spine was falling apart so I taped it up with decorative washi tape. #journallife #journallove #journalingispowerful #writingishealing #edrecovery #findingmyself #recoverytools https://www.instagram.com/p/BvnUv9pnLNe/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=509ffyyivus6

[eloong]

Mau nulis apa ya gue?

Saat ini pukul dua puluh dua lebih empat puluh satu menit, hampir pukul sebelas. Gue masih duduk depan laptop nyoba buat nulis. Nulis apa? Gue juga ga tau. Setelah menghabiskan setengah gelas kopi susu pahit, rasanya mata masih jauh dari ngantuk. Malah gue pengen nambah kopi lagi. Tapi nanti aja. Sekarang gue mau nulis. Meski ga tau nulis apa.

 Karena ga tau mau nulis apa. Akhirnya gue nulis ini, yang lagi lo baca. Nulis kalo gue bingung mau nulis apa. Simple kan? Gue tetep nulis, nulis tentang ‘gue yang bingung mau nulis apa’. Kenapa bingung? Ga tau juga. Lagi mind block aja kali. Nge-blank gitu. Lagi ga ada materi, ga ada inspirasi.

 Tapi ini bukannya sekarang gue lagi nulis ya? Ga tau mau nulis apa aja bisa ngasilin tulisan. Ini rada aneh sih sebenernya. Ga ada materi buat ditulis malah jadi materi tulisan. Hahahaha

 Kadang emang gitu prosesnya. Butuh waktu dan sedikit paksaan. Perlu diperas biar keluar sari-sari yang bisa ditulis. Salah satu metode meras ‘sari-sari’ ini kalo lagi stuck, ya dengan nulisin ke-stuck-an dan kebingungan itu. Ini aja udah lumayan ni tulisan gue jadinya, ada sekitar dua ratus lima puluhan kata. Cara gue sih gitu. ga tau lo bisa gitu juga apa enggak.

 Eh, gue jadi kepikiran sesuatu nih. Gue pengen nulisin gimana sesuatu itu muncul dan berkelindan sampe akhirnya ruwet di otak gue. Dan biasanya ini yang gue omongin sendiri di dalem kepala. Yang akhirnya berbuah tulisan. Mau tau?

 Nanti aja lah ya. Hehehe

 depan laptop, 17 Februari 2019 sekitar 23.03

[nina-wrote-this]

Write "Kill or Die" has been so different to me. I still have some brainstorm and plot ideas for another stories and fanfics, but my Billy's Series catch my attention, creativity and passion so hard that keep this discipline to dedicate myself entirely for this! And see people reading, interacting and enjoying my work is such an honor and pleasure that I can't even externalize! Thank YOU, my dear reader, for being so good to me, you change my life every day! 🤍

[subhinure]

You’re unattainable 💔. * —•— Follow @subhinure for more. —•— • • • • • • • • • • #poetry #solitude #breakuppoetry #lovepoemsofinstagram #rhymingpoetry #poets #subhinure #englishpointersofinstagram #writingismyfreedom #writingishealing #girlwhowrites #breakup #quotesofwisdom #poésie #诗 #poetrycontest #nightpoetry #darkpoems #solitudequotes #darkwritings #fool #dwelling #brokenheartpoetry #rhymingwords #whyhim #unrequitedlove #poetryspeaks #writerslove #horizon #writinglife (at Paris, France) https://www.instagram.com/p/CX1BJZiMsAd/?utm_medium=tumblr

[iaamshd]

Personality

What is your MBTI? is it to clasify and justify yourself as your MBTI?

I heard about some people pull out themselves from society as their personality as introverted. and many of them coerce to be understood.

but, introvert is human too isnt it? Introverted person can sosialize as human. I am an introverted and no doubt about it. I spent more time lay in my bed than go out. But if I have to, I will go. I can be nice person to talk with. I can be clown to make others laugh. I can be your friends to play, I competitive too. I can be your enemy to argue or fight with. But, i will do with right persons. You know, have interaction with people you dont like to interact is exhausting. Like battery leak ... lost lots energy. but I life with humans as human. Have relation with others as human.

#anxiety #writingishealing

[moonsoulmama]

a heart that always understands gets tired…

🌻🖤

[pulseincorp]

What's the funniest thing you've heard today/this week?

[edengayle]

It’s been quite awhile since I’ve posted any real writing. Partly because my passion has withered under life’s bustle, partly because it doesn’t feel like it matters anymore. When Love Begins is published, I’m mostly happy and content, and creative output takes an effort it didn’t used to. Am I alone in this? I don’t know if anyone takes the time to read pieces this long on Instagram or not, but here it is. ～ #poetrycommunity #writingishealing #indieauthor #lifeandallthat #spilledinkpoetry #growthmindset #spilledink #instagramisnotreallife #writingcommunity #wordsbyeg https://www.instagram.com/p/B8bh_TClh7a/?igshid=1k9wm9cbxbx5u

[bussybeesworld]

Bismillah.. . . Ada banyak yang tidak bisa saya lupakan ketika menjadi anak magang di Yayasan Indonesia Mengajar. Salah satunya adalah pesan pendiri YIM, Bapak @aniesbaswedan pada saat pelatihan @pengajarmuda angkatan ke 3. Beliau menceritakan alasan diadakannya pelatihan survival bagi para Pengajar Muda sebelum ditempatkan di daerah pengabdian. . . Pengajar muda sengaja ditempa dengan kesulitan dan kekurangan agar jika nanti bertemu hambatan di tempat pengabdian mereka dapat berkata pada diri mereka "saya pernah melewati yang lebih sulit dari ini". Pesan tersebut sangat membekas di hati saya walaupun tidak ditujukan untuk saya. Benar sekali, kita diberikan masalah dan kesulitan oleh Allah agar kita siap menghadapi esok hari yang mungkin jauh lebih berat. . . "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger". Kata kata ini pernah diucapkan oleh mbak @chikupunya kepada saya ketika saya galau. Bahwa apa apa yang tidak membunuh kita akan menjadikan kita kuat. Tinggal bagaimana kita menghadapinya. Karena yakinlah semua yang kita lalui, sesulit apapun itu, pasti akan terlewat. . . Semua pasti terlewat . . #ceritasarah #selftalk #muntahkata #writingishealing #nulisyuk #resolusi2019 https://www.instagram.com/p/BtufN75hrS7/?igshid=15qw5i0iauauu