#Yoongi is my bias but Jimin pulls a real close second

[thatgoddamngingerundercut]

BTS Memories 2016: Making of Blood Sweat & Tears MV Suga and Jimin

[thoughts-on-bangtan]

What’s going on with JK interjecting himself into everything v does? I hate the narrative of Jk being jealous. However you could see this coming to a head with JM. jm looked done during a recent clip of them in green. He kept looking at TK and V arm around Jk and tonight’s muster Vmin had a moment and jk grabbed v. Taejin moment and jk grabs v. Vmin moment jk pours water on JM. Then JM separates TK. I’m starting to feel bad for JM, cause Now he’s being branded jealous. Tae has to see JM hurt.

Usually we ignore asks like this because this constant need for drama and making yourself worry due to things that are not really there is just too much on every level and the only real answer that comes to my head is a single word: No.

But, you know what, here are some of our thoughts beyond that single word, even if it all still boils down to it anyway:

Bangtan are a seven member band and MUSTER is the celebration of them all, their 8th anniversary and a show to entertain us and to give them what they are so dearly missing even if only in an ontact version. They aren't paid actors playing a script, and concerts/MUSTER isn't an episode of some TV show with the question of will they or won't get get together or will the jealous secondary character get in the way of their love once more. JK isn’t jealous and he also doesn’t “ruin” moments, the way some claim (you know who I mean), nor does he try to pull Tae away from members or display some kind of possessiveness over any of them in any manner. 

Why do you insist on basically character-assassinating JK over and over again when we know he isn’t that kind of person based on everything we know about him and have seen of him and his interactions with the members and people around them?

In the past JK said he is basically like an amalgamation of all the members along with parts of himself, that he loves his members dearly and that they all take good care of him (BTSxGame Caterers). Just yesterday for FESTA did JK say that Tae is his friend and Jimin said JK is his younger brother/dongsaeng. Why, instead, can’t we be happy seeing JK and Tae interact again so freely and happily like they used to years ago before their awkwardness arose (according to them)? Why, instead, must you come into our asks and twist the situation into something it isn’t?

How many times do we have to turn around and around and around and think of this question and narrative just phrased differently until we finally stop? Until we can finally lay to rest the evil JK trying to destroy vmin narrative or the weird notion that somehow Tae, Jimin and JK have been living in the worlds most convoluted, unrealistic and dramatic love triangle for the last ten years? These things only happen in teen dramas but not in real life. This isn’t Vampire Diaries Bangtan Edition where at the end of season eight basically every character had a thing with every character or whatever.

Vmin are something special and their closeness and the love they have for each other has no relation to JK, or any of the other members, nor do their interactions with JK, or any other members, change that fact in any way. We’ve seen so many cute and fun interactions today, and just like all the other vminnies and OT7s, we are now going back to enjoying those instead. ByeBye.

From anon: I hope you saw how Jin directly told Joon to hop off the car and he called Taehyung instead. But I guess that goes against the Namjin agenda 🤣

Another Ta*j*nist, hello, only the second time we’ve had one of you come to us. Since I can’t add the video, here is a description of what it shows: Namjoon, Seokjin, Hobi and Tae walk toward two of the Chicken Noodle Soup cars for the next performance. Hobi gets into the first car, Namjoon in the one behind it, Tae without much thought gets into the first one while Seokjin approaches the second car, communicates something with Namjoon who gets out of the car and swaps places with Tae.

The ultimate proof of Ta*j*n being real, is that it, since that’s what the tweet claims? None of this goes against my/the “Namjin agenda”, since there is no agenda to begin with, and everything this moment tells me is that there was a plan for who was supposed to go with who but either Namjoon or Hobi made an error and Seokjin/Tae fixed it. Just like Jimin and JK automatically stayed behind and Yoongi walked toward the third car. Do you really believe that with an expensive and extensive production such as MUSTER something even as “trivial” as who will go into which car with who isn’t planned and discussed in advance? Can you imagine what chaos would take over the stage if everyone would do what they want? And no, this isn’t be “explaining away” “””evidence”””, it’s me being rational when faced with nonsense. Sorry. I usually try to be friendly, nice, but this is ridiculous. 

Also are you really naive enough to believe that moments such as this one, or what the first anon described, on stage can challenge these bonds built and nurtured for nearly a decade? That something as trivial as this (this being the moment anon talked about, not the bond Tae and Seokjin have) is somehow stronger “”proof”” than everything we have of the last eight years? Is this some kind of joke? Are we just being pranked?

EDIT: Since some people love twisting words in my mouth--the anon and the video/profile that the video for this moment came from was a shipper, so if I “trivialized” or downplayed something, then it wasn’t Tae and Seokjin as friends and how much they love each other in that way, there is no doubt about that in my mind even for a second, I merely wanted to show that such a small moment of them taking a car together isn’t “””proof””” enough to discredit both vmin (and everything we have about them that leads us to believe what we believe) and namjin (same case) and “crown” ta*j*n (in a romantic sense) as winners or whatever. Tae and Seokjin are wonderful together and one of my favorite duos (my bias wreckers even) so don’t even try to come for me for trivializing them or downplaying their bond, since I didn’t, just because I basically said I don’t ship them nor see any potential/”proof” for their supposed romance in that moment (or any other one).

What is it with people that instead of focusing on how fun the show was, how much the members enjoyed it, and how lucky we are to see them on stage again, people just focus on either negativity or trying to create ways to have their gotcha moments against other shippers? Aren’t you tired? Are you really ARMY at all?

Just like everyone else we want to enjoy MUSTER and celebrate how fun these two concerts were, so these asks? Any new ones coming in will simply be deleted if they are equally as nonsensical. If you want drama, find someone else who is as into it as you are because we are not.

[manggaetteokkie]

So what are your top 5 favorite BTS songs and then top 5 favorite BTS videos?

Then what are you top 5 favorite Jikook moments? Lol Haaaard questions

Gonna combine these two cause I think these are from the same anonie, who I’m starting to think likes to make people suffer djfhskdh (if it’s not from the same person, then big rip) 

Sorry this took so long, I was really trying to narrow it down to top 5 and I think I still ended up failing... I actually do this with my friends but usually, we’re a little bit more generous by narrowing it down to stuff like: top 5 title tracks, top 5 rap-line, top 5 vocal line, top 5 albums, etc... Asking me top 5 songs from their entire discography is absolutely savage.

For my top 5 BTS songs (IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER BECAUSE I BARELY NARROWED IT DOWN TO FIVE, YOU CANT MAKE ME RANK THEM):

Blood Sweat & Tears: the monarch, the goat, putting it simply, the absolute best. I honestly remember when the Wings short films started dropping, my friend and I panicked HARD because we were like “WTF IS GOING ON WHAT IS THIS”. And then the teaser dropped, and it was so different from the “typical” BTS we’ve been getting, so we were even more confused. But then... The MV dropped and that was honestly just such a massive turning point for everything. Also, as an ARMY with a Jimin bias, I almost didn’t survive it.

Attack on Bangtan: okay this is honestly just such a fun hype song that never gets old no matter how many times you listen to it? It’s honestly a classic and whenever it plays on Run BTS, I know I’m either about to witness an epic moment or it’s gonna send my ass on the floor from laughing. (Also, let us never forget Tae’s “Nico nico niiii~”)

I Need U: okay this was The song that got me learning all their names and holy shit, I’ve listened to this song so much, it’s currently 5th most played song (out of nearly 2k songs) in my iTunes with 1,338 plays. When one hears “Fall...”, one does not simply resist the urge to belt “EVERYTHANG” with feelings. Also, funnily enough, the one that first caught my eye was Yoongi, there was something so eye-catching about the way he rapped in such a despondent manner at the start of the mv. 

House of Cards: I definitely need to put this one because I’ve listened to this song a total of 2,104 times, if you add the Prologue (short) version total (861) to the full length one (1,243). This was my “hoe” anthem long before My Time was born. I deadass fell in love with the song 10 seconds in, there was no saving me and you cannot stop anyone from doing emo bodyrolls when it comes up. Jikook’s bridge? I can’t sing to save my life but you can bet your ass I’m lipsyncing to that shit every single time.

I HATE THIS. I HATE PICKING THE LAST ONE, I WANT TO FIT THEIR ENTIRE DISCOGRAPHY INTO THIS LAST SPOT FFFFFFF.

And now, the last one... can I cheat and throw Euphoria, Serendipity and Seesaw all at my 5th spot? Cause I REALLY can’t pick one out of these 3 skjdhfkshdkf I have such an emotional attachment to Serendipity and Euphoria at this point (DJ Swivel remix of Euphoria? Hello?? I almost cried??? You are me, I am you?? HMMM????), and Seesaw just really surprised me. I absolutely was not expecting it, but holy shit, Seesaw slapped and it slapped hard. At this point, I’m like, anything Yoongi touches turns to absolute gold, I can’t resist him.

Okay I have so many other faves (Spring Day, Baepsae, etc.) but since you only asked for top 5 and not, like, top 100, I have to stop myself here, but I also very curious about your top 5s if you guys wanna share!! Let’s see how well you do, only narrowing it down to 5.

For my top 5 BTS videos (I only counted Bangtan Bombs and live performances, excluding MVs, since you didn’t specify. Otherwise there are too many... just thinking about how many Run BTS episodes I could fit otherwise lmfao):

Perfect Man: I’m a Jimin stan. What did you expect, me to not include this masterpiece??

As I Told You: Good lord, Jungkook was so fkn attractive in a hockey jersey of all things. I honestly loved it so much, I can listen to the live audio as is.

2018 MMA - IDOL Intro Performance (3J focus): Again, I am a Jimin stan. But seriously, from Hobi hitting every. single. beat. while dancing on a raised platform, to Jimin’s fan dance (I streamed the show live and I couldn’t focus on anything else after), to JK lounging like the absolute king that he is, what’s not to love?

It’s Tricky Bangtan Bomb: oldie but goldie, honestly. All of them were babies but holy shit, if their casual dancing didn’t absolutely make me fall in love with them all over again. It honestly never gets old no matter how many times I watch it.

BTS Carpool Karaoke: I have to admit, I honestly got stuck picking the last one so I went with this one because I feel like this is a really really good video to introduce others to BTS to. From their amazing acapella vocals (JK belting Finesse lives in my mind rent free) to how they were so perfectly themselves? You had Hobi’s sunshine smile in the middle, Baby Mochi, Jin’s “I don’t know what he said, but let’s laugh ha ha ha ha”, etc. 

Okay I have to admit something, I probably forgot like 90% of their videos so if any of you guys mention a video, I might go “AH SHIT I FORGOT ABOUT THAT ONE SKDJFHKSH” so take this list more as a “bangtan videos you should 100% watch” :^)

For my top 5 jikook moments (you absolutely devil, how could you ask me such a question), in no particular order because, again, I actually cannot physically bring myself to rank them:

Jimin comforting a crying JK during LY: (6:05) the way Jimin ran over as soon as he saw Jungkook bent over, facing the backstage. My heart. And he kept JK company for a bit, making sure he was fine before leaving. This whole thing just makes my heart melt into a puddle no matter how many times I think/see about it because it’s like, the timing is just? Anpanman barely started and he just looked over, saw, and ran over. Jesus Christ.

That Jikook moment during SY Seoul Finale: Just how much comfort Jimin must represent for Jungkook to let the dam free once again just seeing his face aghhhhhasgdahj I literally made an entire post about that moment because of how incredibly soft it gets me. I’ve linked it but it’s also my pinned so it’s very easy to find. 

“Are you guys dating?”: (start) holy shit okay so this moment is so sdjkfhkdshkfdhks the way both of them were so giggly? It never fails to make me laugh how absolutely done Joon sounded when he said “push quickly!” Also, just how soft did Jimin make his voice when he asked “are you ready”? and how JK, the single most competitive member of BTS, was just giggling the entire time and didn’t even try pushing Jimin before Jimin ended up eliminating himself. Not to mention how JK couldn’t into Jimin’s eyes and only finally made eye contact with at the very end :^)

MMA 2018: lmao okay so I’m just gonna throw this entire fkn night into the mix. I still remember how it was the wee hours in the morning for me when I started following the live stream and damn, they were literally inseparable the entire time. My TL was exploding in Jikook content and between watching them through the official broadcast and watching the fancams, I was BUSY. They did everything: whispering to each other’s ears, slinging their arms around each other’s shoulders, JK massaging JM’s nape, JK pulling JM down to sit... phew.

GCF in Tokyo: Okay so this is one of those things that the more you think about it, the more you can’t believe it’s real. I couldn’t not include this simply because of how meaningful the whole thing was. There’s so much about it that makes me ????? because JK really booked a two-person trip to Tokyo for Jimin’s birthday. And Jimin genuinely had fun on that trip. The whole thing just shows how comfortable the two of them are with each other because they’d never had gone on a trip together elsewise. I recently saw a Korean movie director’s reaction to GCF and the whole thing didn’t have any subs, but the two reactors were like “ohhh... these two... these two must be really close” (they’d reacted to BTS MVs before, but they’re not familiar with how the members are outside of that). From my limited Korean understanding, the movie director then commented “Because the model and the director are so close, it’s very natural” (if I’ve gotten any Korean followers, I’d love to get confirmation on the words said because my Korean understanding isn’t perfect and I don’t want to be spreading crap around). GCF in Tokyo is also the first video posted under the GCF label, with JK editing the whole thing himself. He filmed, he directed, he edited. And his main actor was Jimin.

I was this 👌🏻 close to adding LY lap sitting and Rose Bowl moments but I had other faves to include so I thought I’d go with something else :^) GCF forced its way into my list, I had no say in it.

Okay so I hope this was enough skdjfhkdshfs this post got really long cause I couldn’t help myself from giving reasons for why I included the ones I did, I’m sorry sjkfhdks Please feel free to share you’re own fave songs/videos/jikook moments!!

[h8ani]

BTS Reaction to secretly having a crush on you

Anon Requested: Can you do a reaction thing where y/n thinks that BTS bias does not like her because he’s kind of quiet/shy/cold around her but she realizes that he actually has a huge crush on her. Maybe they get forced alone together by the other members or something. I dunno. Thanks! 

I hope you like this! Sorry it took so long to make! :)

Jungkook: He’s always been more of the shyer type, whether it was around girls or not, but around you? Jungkook could barely speak up let alone process what he wanted to say around you. You on the other hand, you’ve always been outgoing so whenever you were met with Jungkook’s shyness it was hard for you to understand. A part of you couldn’t understand why he couldn’t open up to you like he did with others around you. Didn’t matter if it was the other members or if it was just a random person, Jungkook seemed to open up a lot quicker than he ever has with you. You were complaining about this to Yoongi just venting out your feelings as you’ve gotten close to some of the boys in the past as you’ve been friends with Jungkook for so long it seems. 

“God you two are ridiculous.” He mutters as he stands up from the couch and pulls you up with him. “Jungkook!” Yoongi yelled and you quickly heard Jungkook’s footsteps coming down the stairs and come to a halt when he saw you. “You both are being ridiculous. You like her, she likes you. Fix it.” Yoongi grabs Jungkook as well and within seconds you both are shoved in a closet and the door gets slammed shut leaving you two alone and forced to admit what you both have been keeping from each other for who knows how long. 

Taehyung: As someone who wears his heart out on his sleeve he’s certainly been keeping any of his real feelings for you a complete secret. He tries to make himself believe he doesn’t like you but in all honesty he’s always had little feelings for you ever since you two met, and it’s only grown more and more with the time you spend with the boys or in the same friends group. He may have all these feelings concealed, but to you? He is the most uninterested boy in you. He doesn’t show any interest to keep his feelings a secret which even confuses and convinces some of his members. It’s gotten to the point where you just give up, you stopped coming around as often as you were, you still see the boys but Taehyung noticed the change in how you don’t look over at him anymore, you don’t bother greeting him or try to include him in activities like you used to. You completely gave up on the idea of Taehyung. 

Taehyung noticed this and so did the others, everyone was in a down mood with you not visiting as often as you used to and Jimin being in a bad mood made a snappy comment at Taehyung and completely put the blame on him for you not coming around as often. The comment didn’t lead into an argument like everyone thought. What it did lead into was Taehyung realizing he was the problem with you and made it a mission to tell you his feelings for you whether it ends in a good or bad outcome.

Jimin: “Why doesn’t he like me! He never talks to me like you guys do!” You plopped down on the couch in frustration as you just arrived o the dorm. Jungkook was the only one there at the moment as the others were off doing their own activities. “I just don’t get it Jungkook. He barely talks to me, if I do get anything from him it’s maybe a short sentence if I’m lucky. I just don’t get it.” You sighed and rubbed your temples as a headache was now growing. 

“He’s just shy, he’ll grow used to you.”

“It’s been months Jungkook, no. He just doesn’t like me. That’s what it is. Jimin doesn’t like me and there’s really no reason why and I’m just going to have to live with it.” You huffed a sigh and crossed your arms. Jungkook looked over at you and opened his mouth to say something but you cut him off instead. “Like why!”

“Oh my god! Shut up for two seconds!” Jungkook exclaimed causing you to look over at him shocked at his outburst and the fact that he told you to shut up. “He likes you! He likes you for the love of god!” Jungkook slumped back into the couch and sighed as if that secret had so much weight put on his shoulders. 

“He what...” You say quietly now. Jungkook looked over at you and spoke again. “He’s shy around you because he has a big crush on you. So maybe try and push a little harder and make the first move?” Jungkook leaned over and grabbed his tea from the table and sipped it. “I mean that’s what I would do.”

Hoseok: From underneath his bubbly and sunshine like personality Hoseok had a defense mechanism when it came to his feelings, he acted very cold towards you and it wasn’t necessarily your fault. He didn’t want to get too attached to you and end up hurting himself with his own feelings. The colder he got the further he thought you’d be to having any type of feelings for him. This strategy either way didn’t work. You had feelings for him whether it was because he was so cold towards you or for the fact that you were so curious as to why he didn’t like you so much. You would constantly nag Jin as to what you should do, what Hoseok likes to give you a common ground with him. You could tell Jin was growing less and less fond of the same conversations and the same advice he gives you which you don’t take. “Okay but what about-”

“No.” Jin interrupts you. You simply furrow your eyebrows and go to say something else but he just repeats himself. “No, no, no, no and no. You don’t listen to my advice. You have a crush on him, why don’t you just sit him down and ask him?”

“Because it doesn’t work that way!” Jin rolled is eyes at you and you both started bickering back and forth. As you two were arguing Hoseok was up in his room just scrolling down his phone until his door got kicked open and he sees you getting pushed into his room. “Now talk!” Jin exclaims at you and looks at Hoseok. “And just admit how you feel, we aren’t in elementary school anymore!” And with that Jin slammed the door and you simply turned to Hoseok. “Admit how you feel?”

And with that little question Hoseok was forced to let part of his walls down and admit what he’s been keeping in for so long.

Namjoon: Namjoon was a very quiet person when it came to concealing his feelings for you. He would still be his same smiley self but would only utter a few small words when it came to interacting with you. A small “Hi..” or a simple “How are you?...Oh that’s good that’s good.” Would be all it ever was when it came to talking to Namjoon. Honestly you’d feel a tad bit hopeless when it came to your feelings for him. Yes you had a crush, I mean look at him. He was tall, handsome, talented but the mystery behind the quietness of him intrigued you even more. Nonetheless you still felt dejected to the situation. You’d be slumped down on the couch and huff a sigh when Taehyung felt the need to nudge you causing you to look over. 

“Psst.” He whispered while glancing over to you. “Namjoon is upstairs.” He would say while looking at you watching your expression. 

“So?” You’d say confused. Taehyung wasn’t very good at holding secrets and knowing you had some sort of feelings for Namjoon he just felt the need to say something.

“Namjoon. The feelings you have, they’re mutual.” He would go back to watching tv and admit his band mates feelings to you as if nothing happened. “So go upstairs.”  

Yoongi : Yoongi was cold and shielded due to his own past experiences. He basically convinced himself that he was uninterested in you just so his mind isn’t constantly at war with himself because honestly deep down he wanted to get to know you more but he just always convinced himself that the heartache in the end wasn’t worth it and practically self sabotaged himself when it came to you. The way he would act around you or even with you left multiple band mates wondering why he did what he did. Only a few knew as Yoongi was very secretive when it came to this subject and you coming around more and more only had himself act as if he did not care about your existence at all. It wasn’t until Yoongi walked off to the other part of the dorm that Namjoon blurted it all out. “I don’t get why he’s acting like this, he likes her, why act like he doesn’t see her?” he huffs after saying that. “Makes no sense. If you like someone then say it”

“Huh...” You couldn’t help but say in a small voice as you walked in from the kitchen with water bottles in your hands as you heard Namjoon spill all of what Yoongi once confided in him with. 

Jin : Jin was the opposite to his personality he shows the media when it comes to you. He acts cold almost, he’d give blank stares, makes sure to let you know whenever you cracked a joke with the boys that it wasn’t funny, he’d even go out of his way to not eat the food you’d bring over from your job once you got off of work. You could admit that he was handsome and that you might’ve had a crush on him at one point but his attitude and the way he acted with you was just not something you wanted to put any time and effort into. You eventually gave up on anything that had to do with Jin, even trying to form a friendship. You’d vent to some of the boys about this just trying to figure out why he treated you the way he did but none of them could give you any answers. “I’m just done.” You sighed and admitted to them as you stood up and grabbed your bag. “Enjoy the food, I’m just going home.” You said as you left the dorm. The boys just stared at the door once you left realizing what you had just said. 

“Why’d you have to go and act like that man!” Hoseok got up and confronted his band mate about. “You want to be mean to the girl because you don’t like her? Fine. You’re being a real dick to her because you like her? Man up!”He shouts at Jin. “This isn’t some sort of playground flirting going on Jin. You’re pushing her away from not only you but us!” Hoseok huffs as he’s red in the face. “All I’m saying is fix it or I’ll gladly tell her how you really feel.”

[fresh-outta-jams]

Plastic Heart - Part 21

Namjoon x Reader Author: Admin Mo Summary: When you get the highly-anticipated BTS dolls for Christmas, your life takes a turn in a way you never could have expected. Note: Hey, so I know it’s been like a literal YEAR since I’ve worked on this, but I wanted to give you guys some more content and wrap up the story. This may or may not be the last I write of this. I’m not sure, but I was kind of winding down to the end of this when I was still actively working on it anyway. Keep your eyes peeled for the Epilogue. Warnings: None? Word Count: 2k

Prologue, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21

A few months passed and your birthday was rapidly approaching. Namjoon was in a panic. He didn’t know what to get you. He’d get you BTS’ new album, but you already had it. He couldn’t get you the BTS Funko Pops because then, you’d just have more living toys running around your already-chaotic apartment.

Jin, currently, was in the kitchen baking a cake. He’d become human a few nights before, and just in time to learn how to make cake before your birthday. So, he was practicing. At the moment, he was putting a crumb coat on a lemon cake, as he’d learned from the internet.

“Jin, I don’t know what to get her.” Namjoon said, pacing around the kitchen. “She’s everything to me and I don’t even know what to get her for her birthday.”

“She will love whatever you get her, I promise. She loves you to pieces, Joon. It’s your first time celebrating ANY birthday, let alone hers.”

Namjoon took a breath, nodding. “Yeah, you’re probably right.”

“He IS right.” Yoongi piped up from his seat in the other room. “You’re overthinking it. Just go to the store and pick out something she’d like. A new sweatshirt or some movies or something. She’s not picky.”

“Or!” Hoseok ran into the kitchen, followed by Jimin. They were still only a foot tall each, but they were looking to change that as soon as possible. The remaining four had agreed to turn one by one, though, as not to overwhelm you with new human roommates. Plus, you were still looking for a bigger apartment to house everyone in. Your cozy little one bedroom was already too small for the four human inhabitants you had so far.

“You could make her something! You know, something from the heart!” Hoseok continued.

Jimin nodded. “I know she’d appreciate that.”

“That’s a good idea…” Namjoon thought, rubbing his chin. “I don’t think I have the skill to make anything, though…”

He was going to continue, but there was a knock on the door. Namjoon walked to answer it. When he pulled it open, Melody was waiting there, holding a reusable shopping bag full of champagne bottles.

“Oh, hey Melody, come on in.”

“I’ll be quick. I just have drinks for the party tomorrow. Figured I’d drop them off because I’m gonna be a bit late.”

“Yeah, of course. You can just set them on the counter.” Namjoon pointed back towards the kitchen, where Jin was still diligently working.

Melody stopped at the sight of him, staring for a long time. Namjoon chuckled a little at her reaction. You had mentioned Melody was a Jin fangirl.

“H-hi. Have we met?” Melody asked, brushing a piece of hair out of her face.

Jin looked up at her with wide eyes. “Um, no, not yet.” It was technically a lie. He vividly remembered the night when she, Ella, and Luna had slept over and he’d been in Melody’s perfect hands all night. “My name is Jin.”

Melody was stuck, staring at him with stars in her eyes. So distracted by his handsome face that she didn’t even notice Hoseok and Jimin quietly sneak back to your bedroom. “I’m Melody.”

Seizing the moment, Jin stepped forward and took Melody’s hand in his, kissing the back of it. “Nice to meet you.”

“Likewise.” She stared for another long quiet patch, her cheeks bright red, before he finally remembered her task. She set the champagne on the counter, giggling through her embarrassment and the butterflies fluttering around in her stomach. “Um, well, I’ve gotta go, uh, do homework. See you guys later!”

She rushed out the front door, positive if she spent one more second with Mr. Handsome, she’d explode.

“Smooth.” Yoongi noted, saluting Jin. “Well done. And nice fake name, by the way. Aren’t we supposed to be throwing people off our scent?”

“It just slipped out!” Jin retorted. “She’s...beautiful.”

“Can we focus here? The party’s tomorrow, and I still don’t know-”

“Tell you what, let’s go out shopping right now and pick out something for your girlfriend. I’ll help. I think I have excellent judgement.” Yoongi stood up from his chair and slipped on his hat and mask.

“Good idea.” Namjoon nodded. He checked his phone real quick before slipping it into his pocket. “Thank you.”

“Of course.” Yoongi nodded. “Jin, don’t burn the place down while we’re gone.”

Jin laughed. “No promises.”

***

You got home about an hour later. Namjoon and Yoongi were still out. You stopped at the mailbox outside and brought in the one thing inside it: a single envelope that said it was from your Aunt Matilda. She was your favorite aunt, the one who had inadvertently sent you on this whole journey to begin with. If it wasn’t for her, you wouldn’t have your amazing boyfriend at all.

You sat down on the couch to open it, but were interrupted by a stubby little arm poking at your ankle. You reached down and lifted Koya onto your lap, petting his little head.

“How was your day today, Koya? Did your uncles take good care of you?”

“Of course we did, (Y/N),” said Tae. “We’re the best uncles ever.”

“Indeed you are. How silly of me.” You chuckled. “Do you know where Namjoon is?”

“He and Yoongi went out.” Tae answered, climbing up onto the couch. “To do some ~secret shopping~...”

“Oooh, secret shopping, huh?” You raised an eyebrow, chuckling as Koya got comfortable, already asleep on your leg. “Sounds interesting.”

You opened the envelope and pulled out not only a note written in your aunt’s gorgeous cursive handwriting, but also a necklace. It had a black chord, a blue crystal dangling from the pendant on it. You admired it for a moment before putting it on, and then you unfolded the note to read it.

“My dear (Y/N),

Happy Birthday! I am so proud of you. You’ve grown into such a beautiful young woman. You are more powerful than you know. I see so much of myself in you and I’m beyond proud to call you my niece.

The necklace I enclosed was one I owned when I was your age. It served me well, and I hope it will serve you also.

I see so much greatness in your future. I hope you have fun on your next trip around the sun.

Blessed be,

Aunt Matilda”

She was cryptic, but she always had been. You smiled and folded the note, letting your fingers drift to the necklace hanging around your neck. Maybe you were going crazy, but you swore you felt it vibrating faintly.

While you were thinking about it, though, you heard a key in the door, and it opened, revealing your beautiful boyfriend and Yoongi, each of them holding a handful of bags.

“Aaah! Baby, close your eyes!” Namjoon said, and you laughed, lifting your hands to cover your eyes.

“They’re closed.”

“Okay, good. I’ll be right back. Stay put.” He said. You heard his voice as he walked past you. You heard him rummaging around a bit in the other room, and then he returned, his large hands gently removing yours from their spots in front of your face. When you could finally see him again, he was crouched down in front of you, the softest look in his eyes.

“What?”

“Nothing, I just missed you.” He replied, taking your face in both of his large hands and kissing your forehead gently.

You laughed. “It’s only been a few hours.”

“I know.” He motioned for you to get up, so you did, and he engulfed you in a hug, Koya cuddled between you. You snuggled deeper into his broad chest. Never did you think this would be your reality, but it was. You were dating the sweetest, kindest guy in the entire world, and the fact that he looked and sounded like your bias of seven years was just the icing on the cake. You couldn’t wait for your birthday and all of the birthdays after it, as long as you had Namjoon by your side.

***

The next night, all of your friends came over for your birthday party. Jin had made a beautiful cake, and there was plenty of pizza, pop, and alcohol to keep the good times rolling. Namjoon doted on your every want and need, making sure you were happy and well-cared for on every level.

“Namjoon, I am FINE. I don’t need anything else.”

“Okay. Just checking. It’s my girl’s big day after all.” He wrapped his arm around your shoulders and pulled you closer, kissing your forehead.

“Happy birthday!!!” Ella called, walking into the apartment with presents and a few bags of chips. “Let’s get this party started!!”

Yoongi set up a speaker and started playing the party playlist he’d put together, and you started dancing with the others, bopping around the kitchen. Hoseok, Jimin, Tae, and Jungkook were all in your bedroom with Koya, but you hoped they were having a good time, too.

It looked like Jin and Melody were hitting it off. You weren’t surprised. Melody had been a Jin stan since the dawn of time, so although your Jin didn’t look EXACTLY like Seokjin of BTS, he was as close as she was ever going to get, probably.

Namjoon watched you happily dancing and smiled to himself. So much had happened since he met you. He remembered a time not so long ago when he’d been a foot tall and made of plastic, hopelessly crushing on someone who didn’t even know he was alive. And then there was the fateful day where Taehyung sneezed and changed your whole lives. He’d been standing on your dresser, trying to calm you down. He’d been so tiny then, he reminisced, laughing softly. He had no idea what was in store for him, then, the giant world he was destined to join.

He wanted to be your boyfriend so bad that he’d manifested an entire new life for himself. One where you and him could FINALLY be together, and he couldn’t imagine things any other way.

“You okay?” You asked, gently tilting his face up towards you.

He was sitting in a chair, taking a little breather and staring at you with a familiar look on his face. “Of course I’m okay. Why?”

“You’ve got your thinky face on.” You laughed, moving his arm so you could sit in his lap.

His arms snaked around your waist and he rested his chin on your shoulder. “Just thinking is all.”

“About what?”

“You. It’s always you.” His deep voice murmured, his chest rumbling softly as he said it. “Happy birthday, baby.”

“Thank you.” You kissed the end of his nose and then his cheek, right on his perfect little dimple.

“Cake time!” Jin declared, lighting the candles. He was eager for people to try his baking.

You stood up from Joon’s lap and walked over to the lit cake. Joon followed, lacing his fingers through yours.

“Make a wish,” he whispered, squeezing your hand.

You mulled over it for a second and then you smiled, leaning forward to blow out the candles in one puff. As soon as the smoke started to rise, the necklace your aunt had given you glowed. You stared at it in shock, unsure of what it meant. It was then that the door to your bedroom opened, and a life size pink-haired Jungkook peeked out. He tentatively walked towards the kitchen, followed by Jimin, Tae, and Hoseok, all of them human.

“(Y/N)...” Ella asked, staring at them. “What the fuck did you wish for?”

“Noona, something weird happened.” Jungkook said, happy tears welling in his eyes. He pulled you in for a giant hug, which you gladly gave him.

“Yeah, you don’t say.” You giggled.

“I’m gonna be busy, aren’t I?” Luna laughed, shaking her head.

“I think we all are.” Yoongi added.

“What’s happening?” Melody asked.

Namjoon rubbed the back of his neck. “It’s a long story…”

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[krreader]

BTS reacting to you telling them how much you love them while you’re drunk.

pairing: bts x reader fandom: bts warnings: language ; sex ; mentions of oral sex genre: crack ; smut ; fluff

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kim seokjin

Jin was pretty sure that this was against the rules of bachelorette parties, but he wouldn't let you take a taxi in this state. By picking you up personally, he could at least ensure that you would get into bed safely.

“What?” he chuckled as you kept staring at him.

“You have no fucking idea of how much I love you, Seokjin,” you said in the most honest and calm voice, despite being so utterly drunk.

Jin immediately started smiling, turning his head when he stopped at a red light to cup your cheek.

“You know, Jagi.. you're so cute, even when you're drunk.”

You leaned into his touch and closed your eyes for a moment, “I'm so happy we're getting married.”

Yeah.. so was he.

min yoongi

“Yooooongi,” Yoongi tried to shut his eyes tighter together, but that was kind of hard when someone's knee was pressing into his crotch area.

“Ouch, what the hell are you doing,” he slid you away from him, “Have you been drinking?”

“I love you sooooooooo much, Yoongi,” you smiled, crawling towards him again and pulling the blankets down, your hand suddenly massaging his dick, “And I love your penis sooooooo, so much.”

“Shit,” his head fell back, his body reacting before his brain could, “No, wait.. no, no, no, you're drunk, you shouldn't..-”

But you were already pulling down his shorts and when your lips wrapped around his dick, there was nothing else he could do besides moan.

If you wanted to treat him, then so be it.

jung hoseok

“Okay, okay, I'll give it to you, your husbands are pretty nice,” you fell against Hoseok's chest, him and the rest of his former members chuckling at how drunk you and the rest of the girls were while they had decided not to drink tonight because they would drive home, “But mine? Fuck, mine is the hottest in the universe.”

“Pfffft, you're biased,” another one said.

“Hell yeah,” you grinned up at Hobi, “He's my ultimate bias.”

“Oh my god, you really need to stop drinking,” he kissed your forehead, still, a happy and proud smile was present throughout the rest of the night.

kim namjoon

“Namjoooooon,” you poked into his cheek, Namjoon's arm immediately tightening around your waist.

“You okay, babe?”

“Jimin and I have been drinking red wine for the past two hours and I think I'm drunk,” you giggled, “And now I want you to fuck me.”

“That's.. no, babe. We're not going to have sex right now,” he brushed his hand over his face and instantly grabbed your hands when they began to wander, “You're going to fall asleep now, okay?”

“But I want an orgasm, Joonie,” you pouted, “Because you're a sex god. And the hottest guy I have ever seen in my entire life..”

“That's very sweet of you, but I won't change my mind, no matter how much you whine.”

And oh boy, did you whine. But only until you threw up. Then you were whining for an entirely different reason.

park jimin

Jimin and you were on your honeymoon, sitting outside and watching the sun set as various empty glasses were on the table in front of you. One of his arms was around your shoulder, the other hand was holding another drink.

He was actually fine, it was you that was fucked.

“Jimin?” you looked up at him, smiling at him like he was the only sun that mattered to you.

“Hm?”

“Do you know that you're the love of my life?”

“Really?” he chuckled, "Why don't you tell me?”

“You're the beeeest thing that ever happened to me. You're handsome, sexy, cute, attractive, the best lover I've eeeever had..-”

“Ooooh,” he chuckled and put down his drink, “Is that so?”

“Mhm,” you giggled when he started kissing your neck.

And before you knew it, he was sleeping with you on the terrace.

Hopefully none of your neighbors was out right now as well, because drunk you apparently liked to be louder than you normally were.

kim taehyung

“THAT'S MY BOYFRIEND!” you screamed as Taehyung finally entered the club, stumbling against him, “Hey baby boy..-”

“You're drunk,” he sighed, looking at your friends who looked just as drunk as you were.

“It's a birthday party and the drinks were freeeee,” you giggled, wrapping your arms around him as you kissed him sloppily, “I missed you so much, Tae.”

“Come on, let's go home..-”

But even on your way to the car, you did not stop talking for a second.

“I love you so much.. it's insane,” you sighed, wrapping your arms tighter around his middle, “And you're miiiiine.”

“I really don't like it when you drink so much, you know? I'm always worried about you..”

“You're worried?” and when you started crying, he picked you up like a bride with a heavy sigh, “I really have the best boyfriend in the world.”

jeon jeongguk

Even if his days in BTS were over and he would be getting married in two months didn't mean that he was out of the industry.

Take today. You and Jeongguk had been invited to an award show and while he was sitting somewhere in the audience, you were backstage with a few other guys and girls that were dating idols, drinking your night away.

And Jeongguk only knew how much you’ve actually had to drink, when he saw you again two hours later.

“Jeongguk! (Y/N) told us how good you are at oral sex,” a friend of yours said with a giggle, “Think you can teach my husband? He’s horrible at it.”

“I.. think we should go home now,” he gently pulled you away from the woman and then towards the car, “What the hell?!”

“What? I was only telling everyone how great you are and how happy you make me.. in every aspect of our relationship. And let's be real,” you giggled, waiting to be in the car before you pulled him in for a kiss, “You're the best at making me cum with your tongue..”

Fuck. Now he would have to drive home with a boner..

[justbtsstuffsforfun]

Heartbeat

Pairing: Namjoon x reader (f)

Word Count: 1.4k

Genre: Fluff

Summary: Just a cheesy moment between you and Namjoon in the karaoke room!

“Okay! There’s no turning back now.” You take in a deep breath, before walking towards Room 12. Though quite famous for its playlist, the corridor of this karaoke center seemed murky and dull. Probably due to the simple white-washed walls and white lights. Nevertheless, you keep walking through sound-proofed rooms till you reach yours, the one in the far left, right beside the stairs. You quickly turn the knob and walk inside.

“Not bad,” you murmur to yourself, staring at the small, yet cozy-looking room in front of you. Being brought up in a rich family in America has raised your expectations and spoilt you for sure. On further inspection, you quickly spot the gold mic Yuki keeps talking about. Yuki is your best friend, your former roommate and, Jimin’s wife. 

Out of everyone in the whole world, Yuki’s eyes land up on your boyfriend’s best friend. That too in a surprise birthday party you had arranged for Namjoon. What’s even more surprising is the fact that she and Jimin somehow spend more time than the two of you do, and even got married before you did. 

And speaking of Namjoon, you doubt he would even make it to the date this month. Firstly, extra time as the leader. Extra dance practice as it takes time for him to adjust to the beats. Extra studio hours since he’s involved in the composition of all the new songs. And finally, stupid, extra time with all the managers, since they’re promoting in America. And he’s the only one who’s fluent in English. Video calls, although convenient, doesn’t make anything better since…it’s a video call. A small reminder that he’s far away from you. You can’t watch movies together, cuddle under the soft teddy blanket, make out in the rain- gods! You don’t get to go on real dates?! It’s a miracle (and love, of course) that your relationship has been steady for eight years. 

You quickly switch on the Karaoke box and start shuffling through the playlist searching for something soothing and peaceful. Some English, some Korean and most Japanese. “Aha!” you exclaim in excitement after spotting your favorite song, Heartbeat. Yep, others might think it’s not one of their best, but you can’t seem to walk away from the idea of fate and destiny. Namjoon and you together? Destiny. 

You quickly press the play button and pick up the mic lying on the sofa. The soft beats begin, trying its best to calm your racing heart. Though all alone, you’re still nervous. What if someone walks in? What if your voice is way too hoarse? What if people in the other rooms start laughing listening to you?

Before you have time to collect and prepare yourself, the song greets you with Taehyung’s part: “It leaves me feeling seasick…”

“Baby…” you continued singing watching the English subtitles for reference. Crap, you sound so pathetic. But, being your favorite, you continue.

“It spins me around and drives me crazy, hannaje tteun dal gateun nainga bwa..”

You could sense your voice wavering when you sing. Nope, not because you’re nervous, but because how much you relate to those lyrics. 

There wasn’t a single night when you haven’t thought about your relationship with Namjoon. The way you hid from Saesangs when the two of you met at the library in Osaka. The way he poured the Americano on your shirt (you still thank god that it was cold!) during your second encounter in Seoul. How the two of you met for the third time under the cherry blossoms a few weeks later in Tokyo. That’s when you believed that you would meet each other once again. You still remembered Joon’s expression that evening under those pink flowers. Probably the moment when two rationalists started believing in fate.  

“And every time our heart, beats, bal matchwobwa dashi…” 

‘What if the two of you meet again today?’ you wondered, enjoying the cheesy, pathetic idea like a kid while singing Jungkook’s part ‘I’m feeling the destiny in me.’  

“When you hear my heartbeat baby, you give new life you give me new birth…” A deep voice harmonizes with you. You instantly turn back and cover your mouth in shock. Namjoon smirks, giving you a quick thumbs up whilst singing-rapping his part perfectly as ever. He points at you when he says the word ‘universe’ making you blush miserably.

“Korean is hard to pronounce.” You reply, closing the gap between the two of you. In a matter of seconds, Namjoon’s hand have already claimed your waist. He gently pushes you down on the sofa and connects his lips with yours.

“You know how much I missed your soft lips?” he asked, pulling you closer. He rests his head on your shoulder, his hand busy caressing your cheeks. You merely lie on his shoulder, one hand playing around with his hair, while the other holding the mic. 

“You made me miss Hoseok and Yoongi’s part.” You pout. “My bias and bias wrecker.”

“Aww…then what am I?” Namjoon playfully asks his heart-eyes staring at his one and only. 

What do you think you are?” you asked, mouthing the word “Destiny”.

Namjoon smiled. He knows that word quite too well. Destiny was a huge part of his life, even before you made an appearance in it. Every time someone mentions the word, he could hear Seokjin laughing, smile at Yoongi’s gummy smile and Hoseok happy claps, enjoy Jimin’s hug, Taehyung’s boxy smile and Jungkook’s shy one. 7 of them from different walks. Every single moment with them was a part of his destiny. And he couldn’t be happier. 

“My hearts on fire for your love…” Namjoon sings his dimples on full display.

“My hearts on fire for your love” you sing back, staring at him. “I thought you weren’t going to make it this time too.” You replied, turning your gaze towards his owl hoodie. “I missed you. A lot.”

“I’m sorry, I missed it last year.” He replies, slowly breathing into your neck. “I would never do that again. I tried calling you multiple times today on your phone and- “

“Holy shit!” you quickly get up and search all around the sofa. “My phone is missing! Oh My God, how can I be so irresponsible! I thought it was just- “

“Y/N, relax.” Namjoon pulls you back into his arms. 

“How can I be when- wait, how did you…get it?” you ask, quickly taking the phone from his hand. 

“You left it at home, silly.” Joon gently smacks you on the head. “Yuki told me that you were in here. So, I went home, picked your phone up and came right here.”

“Oh…Thank you, Joonie!”

Joon just chuckles. The two of you just sit silently, enjoying each other’s presence. Namjoon just stared at the ceiling, his hand never losing hold of yours. You, simply stare at Joon and his perfect features, thinking about going to the beach together.  

“Do you have any plans for today? How about the beach? Or an art museum?”

“Hmm…” Namjoon sighs. “How about something better than that.”

“Something better?” you ask, eyeing him curiously. 

“Yeah, like becoming my fiancé?” Namjoon turns to you, clumsily pulling out the box. You, being way too shocked stare at him dumbfounded. 

“Um…hello?” Namjoon shakes his hand in front of your eyes, hoping for a better reaction.

“Don’t you want to be Mrs. Kim?” 

“Joon…I…” your voice begins to choke, as soon as your brain starts collecting itself together.

“It’s okay if you don’t want to Y/N, I-“

“WHAT TOOK YOU SO LONG?! Yes Yes YES! I would love to be Mrs. Kim!” You jump on him, laughing in excitement and relief. “I love you Joon!”

“I love you too.” Namjoon giggled like a cute little kid. “I thought you were about to cry.”

“Oh, I was going to. But that would be so cliché so…nope!”

“You are so weird.” Joon laughs and immediately starts attacking you with kisses. 

The two of you laugh and proceed to have fun by tickling each other. After becoming completely exhausted, Joon quickly pulls you up and makes you sit on him. 

“How about we go crab hunting tomorrow morning?” You asked, bopping his nose with your finger. “Anything with you is fun. But first,” Joon took a hold of your left hand. He quickly opened the navy-blue box that he had kept aside on the table, revealing the beautiful sapphire ring. He slowly picks it up and inserts it into your ring finger. 

“Happy nine years, my love.” He replied, leaning his head on yours.

“Happy forever, my love.” The two of you gave a knowing smile, before your lips locked together.  

[chimchimsauce]

Sanctuary (15)

Yes, I know Mythomania won, sue me

YN is a young girl, bright and ambitious, but due to her busy schedule, she’s been unable to make any real friends. When an ad for Saint Mary’s Sanctuary catches her attention, she never expected her life to be changed by a certain hybrid named Jimin.

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Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fifteen

Despite his promises, it takes Taehyung two whole days to call YN back with a solution.

Two whole days of Jimin clinging onto YN like a madman, whining and begging and pleading. She's had to turn the AC all the way on despite it being the middle of winter, Jimin's hot flashes making him so uncomfortable he nearly faints on multiple occasions.

He's barely wearing anything at all, just an oversized, baggy Shirt YN had lying around as a makeshift nightgown. Nothing underneath.

The wolf had nearly collapsed when she suggested wearing underwear, the mere thought of the fabric clinging onto his overly sensitive parts sending him into a panic.

“Hello?” YN whispers, ignoring Jimin's pleading for her to join him in the ice bath she forced him into.

“YN,” Taehyung says, sounding relieved, “I finally figured out something. I'm sorry it took so long, I had a lot of dead ends,”

“Well, I'm glad you found something. One more minute of this and I'll either explode or give in. Neither option is preferable,”

“Well, we have three options if you don't want to be dealing with a horny hybrid for the next two and a half weeks. You already shot down the first option, which was to sleep with him yourself. The second option is to go and have him neutered, but I'm sure there's no way in hell he's going to let anyone chop his balls off.  The last option,” There's a pause, almost as if Taehyung has to hype himself up for his next words, “Is to take him to a breeding farm,”

“A what?!” YN shouts, surprise coloring her tone.

“I know. It's not great. But the farms are the only place near here with females in heat. They don't ask questions either, not as long as they get to continue breeding hybrids,”

A sick feeling twists in YN's gut, pure disgust bubbling inside of her.

“You want me to send Jimin to get some random hybrid pregnant?”

YN cannot believe Taehyung could even suggest such a thing. How cruel could he be?

“That's the thing. There aren't any wolf hybrids in the compound. Even though he'd be dropping live ones, their incompatible animal DNA would prevent any offspring from being conceived,”

“YN!” Jimin calls out, the sound of splashing water indicating his impatience for her return.

“Tae I - I can't make that decision for him. That's wrong. I can't do that to him,”

“You're running out of choices, YN. No matter how sweet Jimin normally is, his judgment grows cloudier every day. He won't make it through this cycle without pinning someone down. It's very possible you'd be woken in the middle of the night by a very unwelcome surprise,”

“Jimin wouldn't do that. He wouldn't touch me if I don't want him to,”

But even as she says those words, wet feet hit the floor behind her with a loud smack, arms wrapping around her torso and a nose being shoved on her neck.

YN drops her phone in fright, the device landing hard on the floor with a crack.

Jimin is burning up despite the frigid water he's doused into. His fingers work their way under the hem of her shirt, trails of fire being traced on her skin. The wolf's breath is labored and heavy, steam rushing across her neck.

“Jimin,”

He whines a small, heartbreaking noise. He seems to bring himself even closer to her, the entirety of his frame pushing into her back. The only thing separating them is the soaked material of his shirt.

She's painfully painfully aware of how close they are, how much the wolf is aching. His fingers tremble against her stomach. YN ignores the way her heart rate spikes, pretending that Jimin can't hear it.

“Jimin, there may be a way to help you. But let's get you dressed, okay?”

“No . . . no, it's too hot. Let's just stay like this,”

YN swallows.

“What if, what if I told you I know a place where there are some female hybrids who can help you through your heat?” Her words are soft, spoken with uncertainty.

Jimin stiffens instantly, fingers digging into the flesh of her stomach. YN winces but doesn't make a move against him.

“Taehyung told me about a place I could take you . . . it's Tae so we can trust that it's a good enough place. I'm sure you'll feel much better if you go and work your heat off instead of suffering here and making come ups on me,” YN says.

The wolf pulls away from her sharply, taking a large step back. Jimin shakes, fingers trembling so badly he interlocks them in a vain attempt to calm their movement. His heart is beating a mile a minute, a million thoughts running through his head all at once.

“You . . . want me to go through heat with someone else?” his words are breathless, the entire sentence coming out in a single exhale.

YN turns around to look at Jimin, tilting her head in confusion.

“Jimin, what do you mean? Won't that make you feel better?”

A strangled sob escapes his throat before he can disguise it, tears welling up in his eyes.

“Why . . . why would I sleep with someone else? Why would I touch another person when I'm in love with you?”

YN's eyes widen and her breath catches, Jimin's words taking her by surprise.

“What?”

He blinks and a tear slides down his cheek, taking all of his hopes and dreams with it. The clueless, confused look on her face says it all.

It feels like he's been punched in the stomach, all the breath pulled out of him by her single word.

“Oh, God,” he exclaims, taking a step backward, then another and another until his wet form hits a wall, his legs giving out from under him.

“Jimin!” YN shouts, scrambling over to him and kneeling on the floor, taking his face into her hands.

The man cannot see through the well in his eyes, but the familiar feel of her skin against his, the feel he's been craving for burns him.

He pushes her hands away, drawing his legs into himself.

“How could I have been so dumb? How could I have thought for a single moment that the way you treat me means anything deeper than simple affection? Oh, God, oh God!”

He can't breathe.

“All those stupid fantasies - I - I - oh my God!”

YN is frightened by his sudden breakdown, hesitantly reaching for him again.

“Don't touch me! DON'T TOUCH ME!” he sobs, unable to look at her, look at the girl he's hopelessly, stupidly in love with.

YN ignores him, dusting away his tears and tilting his head up, heart breaking at the sight of his teary gaze.

“Oh, Jimin, baby, no,” she says, “It's not stupid. You're not stupid,”

All is quiet for a moment.

“What am I to you?”

She can't answer him.

With one more choked sob, the wolf pulls away from her, standing on shaky legs and stumbling out the front door.

YN can't help but feel like it's the last time she'll see him.

Chapter Sixteen (Final)

[btshogwartsauheadcanons]

Beating Some Sense Into You

Pairings: Yoongi x Hufflepuff!Reader 

Summary: After five years of friendship and one year of being his girlfriend, Min Yoongi breaks up with you in the train on the way to Hogwarts. But something tells you he’s hiding something else. Or maybe it’s just you not wanting to face facts? 

Ratings: slow burn, slight angst, pining, lovers to enemies kind of

Featuring: Rogue Bludgers, Wise Maknae Jungkook, Taehyung’s vendetta against Jungkook, NamJiin playing Wizarding Chess in every scene they’re in, Hoseok as the bestest friend, and Jimin as the bestest friend ever but with alcohol

Word Count: 9.6k 

A/N: This was actually one of the first fanfic ideas I had but I never really knew how to progress the storyline until now. Even though Yoongi is my bias I kind of find it hard to write in his perspective because he’s pretty complicated. Anyway, hope you guys like this!

That damn Min Yoongi.

Considering the odds, it felt unlikely that you two would ever meet. He was a Slytherin in his second year while you were an incoming Hufflepuff. You spent most of your time swinging at Bludgers in the Quidditch field, he spent long hours playing the piano in the Room of Requirement. And Hogwarts was a big school, bigger than you ever imagined.

And yet, chance somehow brought you two together on your first day of class. You were wandering the hallways lost when a silver, swan Patronus swooped in and led you to your room. Min Yoongi tried to hide from you that day, but the sight of his dark, green robes and inky, black hair remained imprinted in your memory, saving it for the day when you would finally thank him.

That damn Min Yoongi. 

That damn Min Yoongi who somehow made his way from hallway greetings to Quidditch games, lunch meetings, and more. He was there when you needed help for your first midyear exams, during the first Christmas you stayed in Hogwarts, the first time you went to Hogsmeade, and all the birthdays, feast days, and mini-celebrations in-between. He was there when you lost the Quidditch championships and cried all night and when you learned that some of your closest friends betrayed you. In turn, you were there for him through his panic attacks, through his long nights of playing, and through the mental battles he waged with himself.

You were always there for him, and him for you. That damn Min Yoongi.

The one who somehow made you feel breathless and excited and complete throughout the day just by knowing you two would meet after classes in the courtyard. The one who didn’t hesitate to have a snowball fight in the morning even though it was a Saturday. The one who made you feel like scrolling through black-and-white stock photos of couples with love quotes calligraphed on them. The one who confessed that he would do almost anything for you because of how much he loved you. That damn Min Yoongi, who could make you forget your anger and the steal the words from your mouth with only a smirk.

The one who really, really, really, convinced you to believe in a ‘forever’ or ‘the one’ like how girls and guys do in sappy, trashy, novels.

And now, he’s saying that he doesn’t love you anymore.

You’re dumbfounded, still stuck in that haze of good vibes you got since you woke up this morning and knew that you were going to see Yoongi again on the train to Hogwarts. You get this instead. And you feel yourself shattering into tiny pieces but at the same time you know that with a smirk and a joking laugh, Yoongi can put you back together again.

But he doesn’t, and you remain broken. Because he has that kind of power now.

That damn Min Yoongi, breaking your heart.

…

Yoongi was wrong to think that he could fully bring himself to see you like this. Before, he loved the fact that he could melt your heart just by saying the right words, no matter how few, during the right moments. Now, he knows that this power he has of some sort is a double-edged sword, because it could break you as well.

And now, he’s watching the full extent of it.

“Please tell me you’re joking,” you said, your voice barely louder than a whisper. “I-If you just told me you’re joking, even if it is a bad joke, I’ll forgive you. Just please, please tell me you’re joking.” The sound of your voice makes Yoongi’s breath catch in his throat. He knows you’re about to cry and he knows he can erase all these negative feelings by doing what you’re begging him to do. But he can’t.

“This girl can’t possible be any good for you. And if you’re not going to do anything about this relationship, then I will.”

Yoongi should have known he couldn’t possibly keep his relationship with you a secret from his parents for so long. It wasn’t like lying to them about joining his friends to watch the Quidditch World Championships in Bulgaria. Yoongi would allow his parents to lock him up for a week or two or three for that for all he cared, but if they knew about you, it wouldn’t just be him getting punished. Especially since you were Muggle-born.

And that’s why he had to do this right now. Telling you about it would only make you interfere with things and get even more hurt.

“Please tell me you’re joking,” you repeated, shaking your head. Yoongi could tell just how excited you had been earlier to see him. He could even tell that you dressed up extra nicely and even put on a bit of make-up this morning. Of course, Yoongi loved how you looked no matter what, but seeing you go out of your way to dress yourself up made him feel even softer.

He wanted so badly to say that it was all a joke. Telling the truth would make things hurt less, for the both of you. Yoongi just didn’t trust himself to be able to protect you.

“It’s not a joke,” he shakes his head. “I don’t think I love you any more.” Yoongi feels his own hands shaking and clenches them into fists. It wouldn’t surprise him if you suddenly started screaming at him or yelling ‘I hate you’, even if it was against your nature to. That would make things easier, if you hated him. But of course, you do neither of those things.

“Is something wrong?” you ask instead. “I-I know that you never do anything without proper reason and it’s probably me who’s been doing something wrong so please tell me. P-please tell me if I’m doing anything wrong.” You reach out to take his hand but quick as a flash, Yoongi slaps it away.

The sound is deafening and Yoongi turns away to shield himself from the look of hurt and disbelief on your face. ‘Such a pathetic loser,’ his mind echoes. Yoongi swallows, once, before saying “I’ve said what I’ve said. You’re just making this harder than it already is.” He doesn’t even have to lie.

And with that, he walks out of the train compartment, leaving you all alone.

It feels as if his entire world collapses.

…

For the most part, you are kind of glad that Yoongi left you alone in the train compartment.

The last words he said sounded so cold that it made you tear up almost instantly. You couldn’t even stand to see his face right now, or anything else. It didn’t take long before you had your knees curled up to your chest while you sobbed into your arms. Even now, you would accept Yoongi if it was still a joke. Sure, you’d beat him to a pulp for doing such a bad joke, but you would still accept him. From the looks of it though, it didn’t seem like he was coming back.

‘What did I do wrong?’ you thought as you continued to cry, searching through your mind for any mistake that you might have done that would cause Yoongi to break up with you. But that only made you sadder. Even in those moments when you thought he would break up with you, like when you accidentally skipped out on a date because of Quidditch practice, Yoongi didn’t. And if he didn’t like something that you did, he would tell you straight away.

“Y/n-noona?”

The sound of the train compartment door sliding open and Jimin’s voice startled you. You looked up with tears still running down your face to find Jimin and Hoseok standing in front of you.

“Hey, what happened? Is something wrong?” Hoseok asked, sliding into the seat next to you while Jimin took the one in front.

“Where’s Yoongi-hyung?” Jimin looked around. But one look at your face and a small shake of your head caused them to understand what had just happened.

“Was the fight that bad?” Hoseok asked, running a hand down your back soothingly. You felt your face scrunch up as you swallowed back a sob.

“H-he… broke up with me,” you hiccupped.

“N-no way…” Jimin breathed out in surprise. Even Hoseok had a look of disbelief on his face. “Hyung’s crazy about you. Did he say why?” You shook your head in response again.

“Oh Y/n…” Hoseok sighed, wrapping his arms around you and pulling you close to let you cry on his chest. You accepted the invitation gladly. Besides Yoongi, your housemates Hoseok and Jimin were always there for you during troubled times.

“Why would hyung hurt you like this?” Jimin wondered out loud and gently stroked your hair.

“I don’t know if it’s something I did wrong,” you sniffed. “Maybe I screwed up.”

“Not even that would cause Yoong-hyung to break up with you,” Hoseok reasoned. “I know he loves you too much for that.”

“Do you think something happened to him?” Jimin asked. “I mean, this doesn’t sound like him.”

“I thought so too,” Hoseok agreed. You sniffed and wiped your eyes before facing your friends.

“Well, if he did, wouldn’t he tell me?” you asked. “He always told me about his problems. Maybe he lost his trust in me…”

“Stop thinking that it’s all your fault noona,” Jimin shook his head. You bit your lip and looked down.

“It still hurts,” you said softly, clutching at the sleeve of your shirt. You always thought that heartbreak wasn’t a real thing but now it felt as if you were running short of breath. “Like, really hurts.” You felt yourself replaying Yoongi’s words again in his head, therefore causing the sobs in your chest to come out again.

“I know…” Hoseok sighed and patted you on the back. “Just let it all out Y/n.”

“We’re here for you, you know?” Jimin added, sitting beside you on the seat and giving you one of his signature soft hugs. It did little to ease the pain you felt though. Because it was either that Yoongi broke up with you because of something you did, or because of something he didn’t trust you enough to tell you about.

“Do you want us to talk to him?” Jimin asked gently. Hoseok nodded in agreement. You looked up at the two of them and contemplated the suggestion for a minute. They weren’t just your best friends after all, they were also Yoongi’s. And you knew that they would do anything to help you two out.

But right now, you felt too drained to confront anything. Sighing, you shook your head.

“Thank you, really. Maybe sometime but not now,” you said. “I think it’s best if I don’t see him yet.”

“We understand,” Hoseok nodded, rubbing your shoulder.

“We could always ask Jungkook to beat him up,” Jimin suggested. “But like, lightly.” You looked at him and laughed slightly at the sudden appearance of Jimin’s sadistic side.

“Maybe save that for later.”

…

Yoongi was completely numb by the time he entered the compartment on the opposite side of the train car from yours. Inside, Namjoon and Seokjin were there playing Wizard Chess. Normally, Yoongi would have said or at least waved hello in greeting but now, he slumped down on his seat the instant he got in.

“What’s wrong?” Seokjin spoke up, looking up at Yoongi right before he moved his knight across the board.

“I didn’t even say anything,” Yoongi mumbled as he stared out the window, hoping that the distraction would somehow help him hide his turmoil of feelings inside.

“Exactly so,” Seokjin answered.

“And didn’t you plan to sit with Y/n on the way to Hogwarts?” Namjoon added. Yoongi felt himself wince at the sound of your name.

“Something happened, didn’t it?” Seokjin pressed. Yoongi turned to look at his two friends who already abandoned their chess game once they sensed something was wrong with him. He could hide his feelings from you, most of the time, but man was it difficult to hide from Namjoon and Seokjin. Especially considering he’s known Seokjin all his life.

“…I broke up with her,” he finally said.

“What the fuck?” Seokjin stated without hesitation.

“I second the motion,” Namjoon raised his hand.

“I… I don’t want to talk about it,” Yoongi sighed and shook his head. But as usual, his friends ignored him and pushed further.

“Did she like… cheat on you or something?” Namjoon asked.

“Idiot,” Seokjin elbowed him harshly. “Y/n would never do that.”

“Can’t you two just drop it?” Yoongi snapped impatiently. The look on Seokjin’s face darkened.

“Your family found out about it, didn’t they?”

Yoongi bit his lip, feeling himself relive the harsh conversation he had with his father when he discovered the song he had wrote for you. Who knew the old, pureblood man knew how to turn on a CD player? He looked up at Seokjin and finally gave up trying to hide from his childhood best friend.

“Yeah…” he finally nodded.

“Shit…” Namjoon said. “So, you broke up with Y/n to keep her safe from them?”

“Pretty much,” Yoongi sighed. “I couldn’t tell her the real reason. She might end up really getting hurt if she chooses to get into the situation too much.”

“But… you still told Y/n you were breaking up with her,” Seokjin said. “She must have felt terrible about it.”

“She did.” Yoongi closed his eyes and found himself thinking about how he left you crying in the train compartment. Hopefully one of your friends came by to comfort you. Especially now since he couldn’t.

“The two of you don’t deserve to go through all of this,” Namjoon shook his head. “I can’t believe people are still close-minded about Muggle-borns.”

“We’ll help you find a way around it,” Seokjin said. “I mean, we’re in our seventh year! Only one more year of sticking around your parents.”

“That’s true,” Yoongi smiled a bit, but only a bit. “I am really trying to find a way out of this. I… I don’t think Y/n is the kind of person I want to lose in my life.” It was a miracle, after all, that a friendship between the two of you grew. That made your relationship practically a double miracle.

Yoongi’s fingers drifted from his lap into his pocket where he still kept the tape he was planning to give to you. Even though he used a laptop and sound mixing software to produce music, in his attic of course, away from his parents’ prying ears, there was still a specific kind of charm in mixtapes. Especially if Yoongi was planning to give it to someone. He was a sap at heart after all. Composing and finally recording the song Yoongi wrote for you himself made him a double sap.

But instead, he broke your heart, making him an award-winning asshole instead.

…

“Y/n… Y/n!”

The sound of Professor Sprout repeating your name finally snapped you out of a haze. You looked down and found that you poured way too much squid ink into the soil of the potted Saturnian Heather you were taking care of. The petals of the blossoms, which were supposed to be a light lavender, had turned into a dark purple.

“S-sorry Professor,” you stammered, putting away the pitcher of squid ink. Beside you, Hoseok glanced at you with a concerned expression on his face.

“Dear child, are you alright?” Professor Sprout asked, looking at you worriedly. You counted yourself lucky that the class you spaced out in today was hers. Professor Sprout never got mad at you, or anyone for that matter. “You seem quite… under the weather.”

“Just lacking a bit of sleep, Professor,” you smiled in reassurance. But nowadays, it was getting harder and harder to smile. Professor Sprout gave a small smile of concern before turning around to address another student.

“Here, you can neutralize the squid ink with this,” Hoseok said, passing you a small pail of extra Dragon Dung.

“Thanks…” you mumbled, taking the pail from him and half-heartedly sprinkling some inside your Saturnian Heather flowerpot.

“Hey,” Hoseok nudged you gently. “Want to sit this class out?” he asked.

“Nah, there’s only twenty minutes left,” you shook your head. “And besides, I’ve skipped too many classes already…” you added. Ever since Yoongi broke up with you, practically three weeks ago, you were miles away from your usual self. Not only did you feel so lonely, even with Hoseok and Jimin around constantly taking care of you, but you were stuck in this haze of worry over Yoongi. But as much as you wanted to ask him, it felt like he was trying to avoid you. And seeing him do that hurt. A lot.

“You don’t have to go to Quidditch practice later if you’re not so up to it,” Hoseok added.

“No way!” you protested.

“As team captain I—”

“Hey, I may be heartbroken but I’m still the team’s number one Beater,” you cut him off. Hoseok raised an eyebrow in surprise before cracking a smile.

“Right you are,” he said, patting your head.

“And besides, maybe hitting a few Bludgers might cheer me up a bit,” you added, smiling to yourself at the thought. Quidditch always managed to cheer you up. In addition, the first match of the season was Hufflepuff against Slytherin. The match was also moved earlier in the year, meaning your team was going to face Slytherin in a few days. Despite the short length of time the Hufflepuff team had to prepare, you trusted Hoseok to have a few tricks up his sleeve.

Right after Herbology class, you headed straight for your Common Room to put on your Quidditch robes. You always had about four extra spares, especially considering how much Hoseok murders the team with practice. Three of them were still getting laundered but you dug an arm inside the chest at the foot of your bed to pull out your last spare from underneath.

“Got it!” you smiled in triumph once your fingers found the soft, silk-like fabric of your Quidditch robe. You gripped it tightly, yanking it out of your trunk, along with a few other things.

Namely, all the mixtapes Yoongi gave you.

The smile on your face stayed static before slowly disappearing once your eyes landed on the cases and cases of mixtapes, each one with a playlist title and tracklist on the cover written in Yoongi’s handwriting. Even though you teased Min Yoongi for six years for being an ‘old school sap’ because of all the mixtapes he gave you, there was no doubt that you treasured every single one of them.

You reached out a hand and picked one of them up. The word ‘Confession’ was written on the side of the case. Yoongi always resorted to music whenever he couldn’t find the words to say how he felt. It was about a year old, a year of you listening to it over and over again.

Five years of friendship, one year of being in a relationship. Was it really just going to end here?

You shook your head, not wanting to think about it unless you were prepared to end up crying by yourself again. Carefully, you tucked all the mixtapes back into your trunk, grabbed your Quidditch robes, bat, and broom before heading out of the door. Maybe swinging at some Bludgers would clear your mind.

…

It was an exaggeration to say that Min Yoongi missed you terribly. Late at night he found himself holed up in the Room of Requirement. Not necessarily to play the piano, he actually didn’t have the strength to ever since he broke up with you, but just because he wanted to be by himself more than ever. When the loneliness became unbearable, he’d go talk to Seokjin or Namjoon, the only ones who really knew what was going on with him, or Jungkook around the Common Room. Despite the fact that he was still pretty young, Yoongi had to admit that he had this uncanny ability of knowing when something was wrong with him.

Right now, he was sitting on his bed in the empty dormitory area. Yoongi still had a free cut since he wasn’t taking Herbology class any more in his last year. In his hand was a picture of the two of you from a few months ago. It was taken after Hufflepuff won the Championship match against Gryffindor. You were carrying the trophy with an exhausted but fulfilled smile on your face. Yoongi stood beside you with an arm wrapped around your shoulders and a proud, gummy smile on his face.

He missed you terribly.

“Hyung! It’s lunchtime!” Yoongi heard Jungkook call as he climbed up the stairwell leading to the dormitory.

“I’m not hungry…” Yoongi replied, tucking the photograph away under his pillow. Jungkook emerged from the doorway and sighed when he saw his hyung.

“You look terrible,” he said bluntly, walking over and sitting down on the bed. It was true. The lack of sleep formed dark circles under Yoongi’s eyes and he was pretty sure his face looked thinner than usual because he wasn’t eating well.

“Thanks for the compliment,” he rolled his eyes and flopped down on the bed.

“Still thinking about Y/n?” Jungkook asked, hovering over him. “I’ve been talking to Jimin. You know she’s just as wrecked about this as you are.”

Leave it to the maknae to be incredibly frank. If Yoongi didn’t feel so fucked up inside he would have laughed. “So, what are you implying?”

“For you two to talk it out?” Jungkook shrugged. “I’m Y/n-noona’s friend as much as I am yours’. I don’t like seeing either of you hurt…”

“It’s not that easy…” Yoongi sighed.

“I know,” Jungkook nodded, rubbing the back of his neck. “But you know what is easy? Getting you to eat lunch at least.”

“I’m not hungry…” Yoongi muttered.

“Not an option,” Jungkook said. And with that, he hooked his hands under Yoongi’s arms and pulled him right off the bed.

“Hey! HEY! Let go of me!” Yoongi fought. But Jungkook’s muscles were way too strong.

“Time to eat lunch,” Jungkook sang as he continued to drag Yoongi out of the dormitory, only letting him go once he was sure that Yoongi was coming with him to the Great Hall.

“Ahh, you finally dragged him out,” Seokjin greeted once Jungkook dragged him over to the Slytherin table. Seokjin and Namjoon were already there eating and playing yet another Wizard Chess game.

“Hey,” Yoongi greeted and sat down beside Namjoon.

“Here, you need some protein,” his friend said, passing him a plate of grilled meat.

“I’ll have some,” Jungkook volunteered, clicking his chopsticks to get a piece before Seokjin pushed a plate of salad in front of him.

“You need less protein, you muscle rabbit,” Seokjin said. “Eat some vegetables this time.”

“Fine,” Jungkook pouted, doing as he was told. But judging by the way he eyed the plate of fried chicken next to him, he was still bound to get his share of protein.

Lunch with his friends did turn out quite okay, especially since Yoongi was able to finally get himself out of his room and eat a little. He could also tell his friends were working hard at cheering him up or distracting him somehow. Still, everything felt kind of different from when everyone was around eating together. Not only you, but Hoseok, Jimin, and Taehyung as well. But now, he could tell they were off taking caring of you instead. Yoongi found himself really missing his other friends.

After about twenty minutes, Yoongi decided to go back to his room and get ready for his next class. As much as he really didn’t feel like going, he knew that maybe it would distract him from thinking about other things. However, once he passed by the Quidditch field on the way, he couldn’t help but notice the Hufflepuff team in their bright yellow robes flying around the pit.

‘Right, they’ll be facing Slytherin soon,’ Yoongi remembered, leaning back against a wall to watch you guys. You were there too, swinging your bat at Bludgers like it was nobody’s business. Yoongi smiled as he watched you, you always were in your element whenever you played Quidditch.

Hoseok was busy drilling the Chasers at the other end of the court while the Beaters and the Seeker trained by themselves. You and your partner Beater seemed to be practicing by chasing after Bludgers and batting them at each other. But today, you seemed a bit… out of focus. The other Beater, Yoongi couldn’t remember if his name was Mike or Michel, managed to hit Bludgers that you were narrowly able to miss or bat back. Usually, you were the one doing that in practice. Now, you seemed to be distracted as you stared blankly ahead during some points.

“Y/n…” Yoongi found himself calling out loud when Mike/Michel hit the Bludger a bit to close to your head. You raised your bat a bit to block, but just barely. You didn’t seem notice, however, that Mike/Michel hit another Bludger right after, aimed at your broom. “Y/n!” he yelled even louder, running out on the Quidditch field to warn you. Yoongi saw you turn to him right as the Bludger hit the back side of your broom. Sending you spinning.

By now, everyone else in the Quidditch team came to watch. Yoongi watched in fear as you gripped your broom tightly while spiraling in the air. Finally, you managed to stop spiraling by leaning your body against one side long enough. Yoongi’s fear completely dissipated by the time he saw you and your fellow Beater fly down slowly to the ground.

…

“A-are you okay?” Mike asked once your feet hit the ground. “I-I should have been more careful. I’m sorry.”

“It’s alright,” you smiled reassuringly despite the fact that your brain still fell a bit scrambled.

“Hey!” you suddenly turned around at the sound of Yoongi’s voice and saw him stalking over to you. There was an murderous expression on his face and before you knew it, he was yelling at Mike.

“You idiot! What are you trying to do, murder your teammate?!”

“N-no of course not,” Mike stammered.

“Yoongi, get off him. He said he’s sorry,” you scowled pushing Yoongi away.

“You clearly saw that she had just blocked one Bludger and yet you batted another one at her!” Yoongi continued.

“It’s p-part of practice,” Mike defended himself. “That’s how we always practice for a game.”

“You could have hurt m girlfriend!” Yoongi yelled, eyes widening once he realized what he just said. You felt your mouth hang open slightly. Yoongi turned to you, blinking in surprise at himself. “I… I meant…”

“Your ex-girlfriend?” you said coldly. You never heard your own voice sound like that. But all the sadness you had built up from before was replaced with rage. “That’s what you meant, right?”

“Y/n… I… I didn’t mean—”

“You didn’t mean to what?!” you snapped. Yoongi looked down, at least he had the decency to look sorry. By now, everyone in your team was approaching you and Yoongi, no doubt to watch the spectacle. You knew Hoseok and Jimin would be the ones to reach you first before everything blew up. But right now, you could care less.

“You know why Mike didn’t do anything wrong?” you hissed. “It’s because he trusts me. He trusts that I can dodge or bat a Bludger and that I won’t fall. Something you seem to have trouble doing.”

“Yoongi,” Hoseok said, appearing beside you. You couldn’t read the expression on his face or what he was thinking. But taking a wild guess, you figured Hoseok was hurt having to talk to his best friend like this. “I think it’s best if you go.”

“Hoseok…” Yoongi bit his lip.

“Why can’t you just trust me?!” you yelled at him. “Why can’t you just trust us? Tell us what’s wrong.”

Yoongi opened his mouth, paused, before closing it again. His fingers fidgeted, his nervous habit, but he didn’t say anything. Appalled, you shook your head and stepped back.

“Unless you really don’t love me…” you said softly.

“Hyung…” you heard Jimin speak up beside you. You looked up and saw tears forming in his eyes. This must be hurting him as much as it hurt you. Beside you, Hoseok stood stiffly. It was so strange that your best friend, who always found something to say, was at a loss for words. You could barely handle the feeling of Yoongi breaking up with you, but it was so hard to watch your friendships falling apart too.

“Fine… don’t talk,” you shook your head, turned around, and walked away.

…

“Hey Y/n, watch yourself,” Hoseok reminded you. Your last Quidditch practice before your match with Slytherin tomorrow had ended hours ago but you, Hoseok, and Jimin were still in the field. You were the one who elected to stay for a while and practice your swing, even though you didn’t exactly need it. Hoseok and Jimin decided to practice by throwing the Quaffle around but part of you knew that they were just around to make sure you didn’t overexert yourself. Right now, you were quite near your breaking point.

“Yeah…” you panted, dropping your bat on the ground and stretching your tired muscles. “Let’s head back already.”

“Good call,” Jimin grinned. The corner of your lip tugged up in a small smile as you picked up your bat and followed your friends out of the field.

“Hey, when we win tomorrow, you should treat all of us to barbecue for dinner,” Jimin suggested, elbowing Hoseok.

“Why am I the one treating?” Hoseok frowned.

“You’re the team captain, of course you’re treating,” you stated.

“Exactly,” Jimin winked at you.

“Treating all of you would finish of three months of my allowance,” Hoseok protested.

“Ooh I have an idea! Why don’t you dance for the owner of the barbecue restaurant. I’m sure the manager has a soft spot for you,” Jimin suggested.

“But by then I bet I’ll be so tired so all I’ll do is this,” Hoseok stopped walking and waved his arms sideways like an octopus.

“Isn’t that just an imitation of Seokjin-hyung?” you snorted and the three of you laughed. Ever since the incident at the Quidditch field, the three of you found yourselves simultaneously ignoring the elephant in the room. Even though you were laughing, it was undeniable that there was still this empty feeling inside.

“I’ll go ahead to dinner,” Hoseok spoke up, rubbing the back of his neck. “Just need to get some notes from Namjoon and all.”

“Right,” you nodded, knowing full well that Yoongi may or may not be with Namjoon at this time.

“See you later,” Jimin waved as Hoseok left the two of you alone.

“So, the match really is tomorrow, huh?” you said, trying hard not to let the silence fall between you two.

“We deserve a break,” Jimin sighed.

“Yeah, I feel like my arms are going to fall off,” you groaned, rubbing the muscles on your shoulder.

“Not just that kind of break,” Jimin looked up at you. “A break from all this… emotional stuff too.”

He meant Yoongi. But right now, it seemed as if just mentioning his name was taboo. And now that Jimin mentioned it, you realized that maybe you do need this emotional break.

“What do you suggest we do?” you asked. Jimin gave you one of his smiles that bordered on shy and sly.

“Want to get wasted?”

…

“Hey, eat something,” Jungkook said, tossing a wrapped sandwich at Yoongi who was lying down on his bed.

“Not hungry,” Yoongi mumbled, brushing the sandwich off his chest to lie down on his side. He felt one side of the mattress give way as Jungkook sat down.

“Jimin told me what happened.”

“Everyone knows what happened.” The entire Hufflepuff team was there after all.

“It’s still not too late to fix tings,” Jungkook spoke up. Yoongi turned to him.

“How is it not ‘too late?’” Yoongi snapped. “I broke up with Y/n. I hurt her because she thinks I don’t trust her and that I don’t love her either. And now, even Hoseok and Jimin are pulled into this mess!” Jungkook blinked at him in response and looked down.

“Sorry…” Yoongi reached out to touch his shoulder. “You don’t deserve to be yelled at.”

“I understand, hyung,” Jungkook smiled slightly. “What is the truth behind all of this? I know Seokjin-hyung and Namjoon-hyung know but, you never told me.”

Yoongi sucked in a breath. ‘I guess it is okay to tell Jungkook,’ he thought.

“My father found out about our relationship,” he sighed. “And he threatened to harm her and her family once he finds out who she is and with all the power that he is, it’s all going to be too easy for him. I need to protect Y/n and this is the only way I know how.”

“Can’t you run away?” Jungkook asked. “I know you never cared about him.”

“I did think about casting that Obliviate charm but, where would I go?” Yoongi shrugged. “I still don’t quite know what to do with my life.”

“Well, erasing your father’s memory seems like a good place to start,” Jungkook pointed out.

“Yeah,” Yoongi laughed bitterly.

“I still mean it though,” Jungkook said softly. “I don’t think it’s too late for you two. Far from it actually.”

“How so?” Yoongi asked, sitting up on the bed. Jungkook sat down next to him and curled up his knees.

“You fell for her years ago, didn’t you?” Jungkook smirked at him. “Even I could tell and I was eleven years old at that time. And you waited for how long to tell her?”

“About five years,” Yoongi found himself smiling wistfully.

“Five years!” Jungkook exclaimed. “And Y/n knows that. That’s not something you forget easily. If you told her about everything, the issue with your father and everything, I’m sure she’ll understand. Maybe she’ll punch you for not telling you sooner, but she’ll understand.”

“But if she stays close to me, my father will find a way to hurt her,” Yoongi bit his lip.

“Y/n’s strong,” Jungkook insisted. “Even more so when she knows she has you watching her back. And if you think you friends are going to leave you guys to fend for yourself I’ll be really disappointed in you, hyung.” Yoongi chuckled.

“You know, you really are smart,” he said, ruffling Jungkook’s hair.

“Always have, always will be,” Jungkook smirked.

…

“Whoa, how did you get that in?” Your mouth hung open in surprise when you saw Jimin pull out a half-empty bottle of Firewhiskey from his backpack.

“I caught our previous Hufflepuff prefect with it,” he grinned. “He’s not an alcoholic but he does like having a drink or two sometimes to de-stress. I didn’t tell on him so he left this with me once he graduated.”

“Damn Jimin,” you shook your head at him in awe.

“I guess we kind of need this now,” Jimin sighed, leaning back. The two of you had climbed your way to the roof from the observatory room, far from everyone else. You hugged your knees and watched as Jimin uncorked the bottle and passed it to you.

“To an non-stressful night,” he said.

“To a non-stressful night,” you repeated, taking a drink. They didn’t call the drink Firewhiskey for no reason. The liquor burned through your mouth and down your throat. It tasted bitter at first, but with a semi-sweet aftertaste, like burnt honey. It made you feel warmer on the inside despite the cool, wind on the rooftop.

“That hits the spot,” you sighed and passed the bottle to Jimin.

“You said it,” he grinned and drank as well. “We shouldn’t drink too much though, there’s still the game tomorrow.”

“Yeah,” you nodded. “You really think Hoseok will treat us to barbecue?”

“Not if he knows we’re drinking,” Jimin giggled. You laughed and took the bottle from him to take another drink.

“Remember when everyone else surprised us with a party?”

“You mean Taehyung’s so-called Post-Quidditch ‘Yacht Party’ but the ‘yacht’ was actually a giant red crocs shoe floating on the lake?” Jimin laughed.

“That one!” you grinned. “Geez, it’s hard to believe that was a year ago.”

“We threw Seokjin-hyung in the lake then.”

“And got into detention.”

“But busted out anyway,” Jimin completed. He sighed and drank some more Firewhiskey. “Those were good times.”

“Yoongi confessed to me that night,” you said quietly. “Right here on the rooftop.”

“You’re really going to talk about your ex here?” Jimin raised an eyebrow. “Aren’t we supposed to de-stress?”

“He still doesn’t feel like my ex,” you said, hugging your knees close to your chest. You closed your eyes for just a second, but in that second, you felt yourself being transported back to that night. It was as cold as it was now on the rooftop and the warmth you felt then wasn’t from alcohol but from having Yoongi sitting close next to you, shoulders pressed against shoulders. It didn’t take much for you to remember the first feeling of his lips on yours, or the slight crack in his voice when he said ‘I love you.’

Before you knew it, tears started falling from your eyes.

“Let it all out, Y/n,” Jimin sighed, wrapping an arm around your shoulder while you buried your face in the long sleeves of your sweater. “We still have some time in our schedule tonight for some crying.”

“Pass me the Firewhiskey again?” you sniffed and reached your hand out. Jimin nodded and passed you to the bottle after taking a drink himself. The burn in your mouth and throat didn’t hurt so much and the Firewhiskey tasted a bit sweeter this time. But not even that was going to make you forget about Min Yoongi.

…

Yoongi didn’t quite plan for him to end up on the rooftop on a Thursday night, but here he was. Or, almost, that is.

After talking to Jungkook, and being force-fed a sandwich, Yoongi found himself wandering through the Hogwarts hallways, not quite planning where he was headed. And before he knew it, he was walking up the stairs leading to the Astronomy tower and the rooftop that held so many memories. ‘The universe really loves torturing me, doesn’t it?’ he thought leaning against the window frame when he heard two all-too familiar voices on the rooftop below.

“Noona! That’s enough! You’ve had way too much to drink.”

“Come oooon Jimiin. I only drank a bit.”

“Clearly that’s way too much. Geez, who knew you were such a lightweight?”

“You’re a lightweight!”

‘Jimin and Y/n?’ Yoongi frowned. He leaned down farther over the balcony where he was at and spotted Y/n and Jimin sitting on the rooftop just below. Jimin appeared to be holding a bottle up in the air while you were swatting at the air to reach it. Judging by the slight slur of your voice and your shaky balance, you were drunk.

‘What’s Jimin doing getting her drunk?’ Yoongi frowned. Of course, he knew Jimin would never make a move on Y/n. But proposing a drinking night was just plain stupid.

“You were just drinking and crying about Yoongi-hyung a minute ago,” Jimin groaned, holding you away at arm’s length once you tried to make a grab again for the bottle. “What the hell happened?”

‘She was crying about me?’ Yoongi blinked in surprise.

“Min Yoongi!” you practically screeched. “I hate you Min Yoongi!” Yoongi practically felt the hairs on the back of his neck stand up at how hostile you sounded.

“I know I know I know!!” Jimin hurriedly covered your mouth. “Now shut up or someone’s going to hear us.” You pulled away from Jimin and sat down again.

“I didn’t mean that.” Yoongi could practically hear your voice shaking as you spoke. “I still love him.”

He felt his heart drop into the pit of his stomach as soon as he heard those words. Even after all of the hurt he caused you, you still loved him. ‘Could I still make things right?’ Yoongi thought, feeling his hands grip the railing of the balcony tightly.

“Come on Y/n. Let’s get back to the room,” Jimin sighed, tucking away the bottle he was holding earlier and holding out a hand to help you stand up. “It’s late so there shouldn’t be that many people around.”

“Fiiine,” you stood up shakily before completely passing out.

“Aish, you’re so much trouble,” Jimin groaned, lifting you up in his arms. Yoongi leaned down farther over the railing of the balcony until he was right on top of you two.

“Need some help?”

Jimin almost dropped you in surprise at the sound of Yoongi’s voice. “H-hyung?” he squeaked.

”Up here,” Yoongi said. Jimin looked up and Yoongi waved in greeting before jumping over the railing and landing right next to the two of them. It took about five years for him to fully master that.

“How long were you there?” Jimin gazed at him in surprise.

“Long enough,” Yoongi shrugged. He held out his hands, gesturing to take Y/n from him. Jimin hesitated for a bit before handing her over. Y/n was completely passed out with her mouth partially hanging open. She was warm too and Yoongi felt himself smiling slightly at the feeling of his arms around you again.

“Let’s head back to the Common Room,” Jimin said simply, walking ahead to pass through a nearby window. Thankfully, there were less students roaming around the castle at this time. And those who passed by didn’t seem to notice anything suspicious. After a few minutes, Yoongi and Jimin were standing in front of the Hufflepuff Common Room.

“I didn’t mean to get her drunk, by the way,” Jimin finally spoke up, rubbing the back of his neck. “She got drunk after a few sips. Sorry about that, I should have watched over her more carefully.”

“I know,” Yoongi nodded. “You’ve been there for her more than I have these past few weeks, so it’s alright.”

“You know, she’s really hurting over you,” Jimin said, raising his voice this time. He never did this, unless he was really upset. ‘He must be bothered by this too,’ Yoongi thought.

“I know that too,” Yoongi said, looking down at your sleeping peaceful face. “But I know I have to explain things to her, and I will. I’m sure that that’s what I have to do now.”

“You better explain things to me too, and Hoseok,” Jimin added. “We’re all worried about you two.”

“I’m sorry about all of this,” Yoongi bit his lip. Suddenly, he felt you stir as you yawned and woke up.

“Shit…” Jimin cursed under his breath as you craned your neck to look up at the person carrying you. Yoongi felt himself tense slightly, remembering how hostile you sounded when you yelled ‘I hate you Min Yoongi!’ earlier.

“H-hi..?” he stammered.

“Jimin… what happened to your muscles?” you frowned, poking at Yoongi’s arm. Jimin and Yoongi exchanged glances and the younger Hufflepuff burst out laughing.

“I think that’s the universe’s way of saying you should work out, hyung,” Jimin teased.

“Shut up,” Yoongi flushed.

“Wait a second… this is Taehyung!” you gasped in surprise. Judging by your half-lidded eyes and very flushed cheeks, you were still very much drunk. Suddenly, the look of surprise on your face was replaced with rage. You clenched your fist and punched Yoongi right on the shoulder.

“Ow… Fuck!” Yoongi cursed. You pushed yourself away from him and dropped down on the floor in a clumsy fighter’s stance.

“You still owe me twenty Galleons!” you yelled. Then, your eyes closed as you passed out again. Yoongi used his uninjured arm to catch you before you fell.

“Geez, why does it hurt so fucking much?” he hissed as he rubbed his injured shoulder.

“She’s our best Beater, what did you expect?” Jimin said as he picked up Y/n again.

“Make sure she doesn’t punch anyone else, okay?”

“Make sure you explain yourself to her too,” Jimin added. “See you tomorrow, hyung.”

“See you,” Yoongi nodded. He might have just been hearing things or something, but you mumbled something along the lines of ‘See you, Yoongi’ before Jimin entered the Hufflepuff Common Room.

…

“God, I’m never going to drink Firewhiskey again,” you groaned, rubbing a hand across your forehead in an attempt massage the headache away.

“Shut up, Hoseok-hyung’s going to hear you,” Jimin nudged you. The Hufflepuff team was assembled at the bottom of the Quidditch field, ready to take off as soon as the game started. “Here,” Jimin passed you an aspirin. You took it gratefully, popping it into your mouth, and breathed out a sigh of relief as your headache slowly cleared away. You couldn’t afford to be distracted by anything else now a few minutes before the game started.

“Hey, what do you remember from last night?” Jimin asked. You frowned.

“I remember saying a bunch of stuff while I was drunk on the rooftop and then passing out,” you explained. The rest of the night was all fuzzy.

“Anything else you remember?” Jimin raised an eyebrow.

“Why? Don’t tell me I did something crazy,” you said worriedly.

“No, not really,” Jimin shook his head. “But man, you really are a lightweight.”

“Shut up, Park Jimin.”

“Alright, time for the first Quidditch match of the year,” the sound of the Quidditch announcer, Kim Taehyung’s voice boomed through the stadium. “Hufflepuff against Slytherin!” The crowd cheered. You, the rest of your team, and Slytherin mounted your brooms and kicked off in the air. The Hufflepuff team flew by where the rest of your housemates were seated, causing more cheers from the Hufflepuffs, before finally stopping at your end of the court.

“Both teams seem to be in great condition,” Taehyung continued commentating. “Will Slytherin win the game early with our Golden Seeker Jeon Jungkook catching the Snitch? Or will Captain Hoseok’s leadership and strategy win enough points for Hufflepuff? Since Jungkook wouldn’t share his chocolate milk with me this morning, I’ll be rooting for Hufflepuff.”

“Kim Taehyung!” Headmistress McGonagall’s scolded him. You sighed and shook your head at the younger boy’s antics.

“Sorry Headmistress,” Taehyung apologized. “I mean both teams are evenly matched, may the best team win. I still hate you Jungkook.”

“Kim Taehyung!”

“Sorry Headmistress.”

The game begins when Madame Hooch tosses the Quaffle in the air and blows on her whistle. You immediately dart off, chasing after a Bludger to your left. You don’t even have to turn around to know that Jimin has caught the Quaffle first.

“Aaaaand we’re off!” Taehyung cheers. “Hufflepuff Chaser Park Jimin is immediately in hold of the Quaffle and headed straight for the goalposts. He may be single ladies but I bet my entire collection of feathers that he only has eyes for Jungkook.”

“Kim Taehyung!” This time, it’s Seokjin-hyung yelling at him. You chuckle as you grip your bat, flying closer and closer to a Bludger. Out of the corner of your eye, you spot one of the Slytherin Chasers flying after Jimin. You speed your broom up to outpace the Bludger before swinging your bat and hitting the Bludger directly at the Chaser. The sound is glorious, and you feel a rush of adrenaline once the Bludger connects with its target.

Then, out of the corner of your eye, you spot Min Yoongi sitting in the stands. It feels as if time slows down and you can feel his eyes on you and you only. You expect to feel a stab of hatred while looking at him but you don’t. He smiles and waves a little before Taehyung’s voice catapults you back into the game.

“Whoa! Tell me you guys saw that! Tell me you saw that awesome hit from our Hufflepuff Beater, Y/n L/n!” The crowd cheers and you feel yourself smile a bit before chasing after another Bludger. “Man, her biceps sure look scary,” Taehyung adds.

Jimin and your other Chasers managed to get more shots in while you and Mike do as much as you can to throw off the Slytherin Chasers, and prevent Jungkook from catching the Snitch too early in the game. Of course, Jungkook’s dodging skills are as formidable as ever.

“And another awesome bat by Y/n!” Taehyung cheers once you hit a Bludger at one of the Slytherin Chasers who was headed right for your goalposts with the Quaffle. They drop the ball only to be caught right after by Jimin again.

“Good work!” Hoseok yells at you. You grin and flash a thumbs-up before eyeing another Bludger. You chase it down on your broom when you notice something strange in its movements. Usually, Bludgers moved erratically in the air, darting to the sides as well as forwards and backwards. This one, however, seemed to have a fairly straight pattern. And… a target.

‘It’s enchanted!’ you thought frantically, tucking your Beater bat under arm and gripping tightly on the broom handle with two hands as you sped up. The Bludger dipped down, heading straight at the crowd of people sitting on the bleachers. Combined with the force of gravity, it was gaining speed even faster.

“Look out!” you screamed at the crowd below you. Your bat fell off to the side as you continued your high-speed chase. As you closed in on the Bludger even further, you finally managed to pinpoint its target.

That damn Min Yoongi.

“NO!” you yelled. Hearing the noise, Min Yoongi looked up just in time to see the Bludger heading straight for him. You urged your broom even closer before jumping off it, wrapping your arms around the Bludger and trying to change its pathway at least a foot to the side before plummeting down onto one of the seats.

Your vision went dark, but in the distance, you could hear Yoongi yelling your name.

…

“She’s going to be fine,” Madame Pomfrey reassured Yoongi, Hoseok and Jimin, for what seemed like the umpteenth time. “No broken bones or anything, thank God. The blow on her head was pretty serious but nothing I couldn’t handle.”

“Will she wake up soon?” Yoongi asked.

“She should,” Madame Pomfrey nodded. “Or she may remain unconscious until tomorrow.”

“Can we see her?” Hoseok asked. Jimin and Yoongi nodded in unison. Madame Pomfrey looked over all of them before sighing and giving in.

“Alright, but only you three.”

“We’ll be quiet,” Jimin reassured her. Yoongi practically ran to the hospital bed where he saw you lying down. There were a few bruises on the sides of your arms from where you hit the bench while clutching the Bludger and there was a bandage wrapped around your head as well. But other than that, you still looked okay. That didn’t stop Yoongi from gripping the bedside railings tightly with rage when he thought about the person who must have enchanted the Bludger.

“Does anyone know who he is?” he asked out loud. “The one who controlled that Bludger?”

“Taehyung and Jungkook are still looking into it,” Hoseok answered, gripping his shoulder.

“It must have been on the Slytherin team,” Yoongi gritted his teeth. “I’ll hex all of them myself if I have to.”

“It’s better if you’re here for Y/n,” Jimin spoke up. “Madame Pomfrey said she could be waking up soon.”

“You’re right,” Yoongi nodded, sucking in a breath to calm himself down a bit. Suddenly, he saw you stir in your sleep before blinking your eyes open.

“Y/n!” Jimin exclaimed, rushing over to your side. You groaned and reached for the bandage on your head.

“What happened? Did we win?” you asked, blinking at the three of them.

“Geez, worry about yourself for once,” Hoseok chuckled. “But the match was canceled. Someone tampered with the Bludger and they’re still finding out who did it.”

“They were targeting Yoongi and—” you paused once your eyes landed on him. Yoongi felt himself swallow as he took a step closer to you.

“Y/n, I—”

“Are you hurt?” you asked, cutting him off completely. Yoongi felt tears well up behind his eyes at hearing your concern for him.

“Like Hoseok said, worry about yourself for once,” he choked out.

“We’ll leave you two alone,” Hoseok said. Jimin nodded and the two of them left the clinic. Yoongi grabbed a nearby stool and dragged it to close to you before sitting down.

“M-madame Pomfrey said your head was injured the most when you fell,” he stammered, still unsure of what to actually say to you. “But she fixed it up quickly. No broken bones or anything.” You studied him for a good while before leaning your head back against the pillow.

“I guess I still care about you more than I should…” you said softly.

“And I should have trusted you more than I did,” Yoongi added, glancing up at you. “I know it isn’t my place to ask, after everything I’ve done to you, but will you give me another chance?”

You bit your lip, contemplating what Yoongi just said. And right when he thought you were going to say no, you gave a simple nod of your head. He breathed out a sigh of relief and continued.

“My father found out about us,” Yoongi finally said. “Of course, he was furious, because of your House and bloodline, and he threatened to hurt you and your family if I didn’t stop seeing you. And with all the power and influence he has, I don’t doubt doing that was going to be difficult for him. He’s even fucking friends with the parents of other Slytherins. So, I had to protect you.”

“By breaking up with me…” you finished.

“It was hard,” Yoongi confessed. “I lost sleep over it. But seeing you hurt because of all this, that was the hardest thing I’ve had to face. I thought that concealing this from you would keep you safe but it ended up hurting you instead. And you’re right, it was wrong for me not to trust you.”

“How did your father find out about us?” you asked.

“That was mostly my fault,” Yoongi said somewhat sheepishly. “But he found this.” He pulled out a mixtape and handed it over to you.

“’One Year,’” you read the title out loud.

“It was supposed to be for our anniversary,” Yoongi swallowed. “The first track was this recorded message for you and my father must have found a way to play it while it was still in the tape recorder and—” Suddenly, you sat up and wrapped your arms around him.

“God, you are such a sap,” you chuckled.

“Y-you’re not mad?” Yoongi stammered, finding that he didn’t quite know what to do with his hands before finally wrapping them around your waist. ‘Yeah, this feels right,’ he thought, pulling you even closer to him.

“Don’t get me wrong, I’m still really mad at you,” you shook your head but clutched him even tighter. “I can’t believe it took you this long to say it.”

“I know, I’m sorry,” Yoongi mumbled. “I’m sorry it all had to come down to this.”

“Young man you have a lot to make up for,” you pulled away from him and grinned cheekily. For the first time in weeks, Yoongi felt butterflies in stomach rather than bowling balls. “You can start with wearing Taehyung’s bling-bling crocs.”

“God, not the bling-bling crocs,” Yoongi groaned as he imagined the red crocs and chains monstrosity that Taehyung created last year. Still, he couldn’t stop himself from smiling at you.

“You’ll have to wear it for a month,” you added. “No exceptions.”

“Fine,” Yoongi sighed. You grinned again before frowning slightly in worry.

“What about your father?” you asked.

“We’ll figure something out,” Yoongi took your hand in his. “I know we will.”

Suddenly, the two of you were interrupted when Jungkook and Taehyung, came running into the clinic.

“Yoongi-hyung!” Jungkook yelled, slowing down to a stop right in front of Y/n’s bed. “You can stay in my house during Christmas break!”

“Um…” you gazed at the two of them. “Is there something I should know about?”

“If you don’t have a place to go to,” Taehyung added. “You can stay in my house too during the summer. Grandma welcomes pretty much anyone to stay.”

“You’re… volunteering your houses for me to stay in?” Yoongi said slowly. Taehyung and Jungkook nodded.

“Aw, he’s going to cry now,” you smiled and patted Yoongi on the back.

“Sh-shut up,” Yoongi stammered, trying very hard not to cry at his maknae’s gestures. “But thank you guys, really.”

“Don’t forget the rest of your friends too,” Taehyung added. “I think Namjoon volunteered to share his closet with you. So did Jimin, mostly because you’re the same size.”

“We’ve all got your back, Min Yoongi,” you held his hand and grinned up at him.

“I know you do,” Yoongi nodded, squeezing your hand.

“Also, if you break up with me again, you’re dead you damn Min Yoongi.” Yoongi laughed and kissed you on the forehead. He didn’t care if Taehyung and Jungkook were watching. They could video the thing for all he cared.

“Who says I will?”

[taeday-bangtan]

BTS Tag Questions

Thank you so much for tagging me, @agustminsuga - you’re so sweet and your answers were so interesting!

1. First BTS song? I think the first song I checked out by them was Dope but I actually didn’t get invested in their music until just after their BST comeback 

2. First bias? Koo and Tae, idk they just stood out to me straight away I guess after I watched BST

3. Current bias? Hmm I’d say Taehyungie, he’s been my consistent bias since the start

4. Put the members in order of your bias list. Oh nooo! At some point every single member has been near the top because I just adore them all so much and I don’t want to say that I appreciate any of them less than they deserve :( I think Taetae and Yoongi on equal footing and then I can’t decide! Like Hoseok killed me with his vocals this comeback as well as Jin, and RM’s intro as well as some of his solo stuff hit me real hard ya know? JIminie is so sweet and makes me melt and him in the MV this comeback was probably my fave?? JK never lets me rest, it’s loving Koo hours every hour pretty much . . . I mean duality much? Basically I’m an indecisive fool :(((

5. Favourite BTS Song? Depends on how I’m feeling usually, but I have so much love for Paradise and Tomorrow! And Fake Love and Don’t Leave Me are just completely my style of music . . .

6. Favourite BTS song that is underrated? Hmm . . . I think even most older songs off their albums the majority of ARMYs would know and love so I can’t really nominate them :( I will say I love Path though! 

I guess it’s more likely some ARMYs might not have checked solo stuff out yet - ‘Seoul’ by RM and ‘Always’ by RM too.  Plus I think so many people didn’t pay as much attention to Trivia: Love as the others and that song hits so hard and I was so sad when I saw a video of people not singing along to it at the concert :( bby deserves all the cheers :((( like YESSSS “I live so I love!!!” yes you rounded my corners to make sarang 사랑 from saram 사람 !!!! 

7. Favourite song of Wings? Love love love 21st Century Girl for some reason! Also like a year ago I suddenly loved Begin - mad props for the footwork in the performance too!

8. Favourite song of LY Her, Tear and Answer? Her: MIC Drop!

Tear: my fave album of theirs!!!! Loved so many!!! Paradise, Fake Love, Anpanman, Outro: Tear (Yoongi wrecked me) . . .  all masterpieces, need I say any more?

Answer: Trivia: Seesaw!!!!! Trivia: Love!!!

9. Favourite music video? Spine Breaker. The only choice. Obviously.

Jokes aside, I’m gonna have to pull a Tae and put forward the queen that she is, Spring Day for this award. I also am obsessed with the Fake Love MV.

10. Favourite dancer? I think it depends what dance they are doing . . . they are all just especially suited for different styles and then they really shine individually in those. Like Jimin doing contemporary and ballet-style in SBS Gayo Daejeon 2016 is just my absolute fave and JK dancing to Begin and Save Your Goodbye hit me in the chest every time. And Hobi dances so sharp and clean I love it too and he always has so much energy.

11. Favourite vocalist? I’m gonna have to put Tae because his voice is just so unique and husky and comforting but Jimin in Paradise . . . oof. As an all rounder though, Koo’s vocals are outstanding - like his lil adlibs in this comeback Boy with Luv live perf??? I can’t leave Jinnie out either, his vocals in epiphany - bless. 

12. Favourite rapper? Suga. Definitely. Ever since I discovered his Agust D mixtape, Yoongi is like second in my bias list and that says it all. He can spit fire and also coax words like he’s melting butter, smooth as. 

13. Favourite hair colour for each member?

RM: I think his current hair (Boy With Luv) might have to be it . . . like he was killing it in Persona. All the love for Joon!

Jin: Pink!Jin is a match made in heaven, but also his blond hair in Fire was iconic.

Suga: Wow there’s too many to name, I think his blond Agust D hair as well as silver/grey and the blue for Love Yourself photos. I think he just radiates confidence any time he is blond and I’m here for it.

Hobi: anytime there is forehead haha. I love his brown hair and also his Tear hair. Hobi honestly pulls off so much and I can’t wait for him to shock us all with a new colour!

Jimbles: Pink from YNWA and current MOTS:Persona hair . . . I’m going through it

Taetae: As my bias of course I think he pulls off so many styles! His red fire era hair and his LY: Her/ DNA long blondish/grey hair is probably my fave. He just looks ethereal and lives up to CGV . . . like a man out of a manhwa (the hair at the Seo Taiji concert was unreal) His blond hair recently though . . . oof esp when it matched his outfit at the end of year awards plus that cute apple hair pic for LY photo book. . . and pink hair in LY:Tear photos gahhhh I love it all. You can tell from the rambles how much I love it aha

Kookie: He looked so good with black war of hormone hair! But red hair kook in Answer was a blessing. Basically the boy can get it whatever his hair colour aha

14. Favourite choreography?

I think Fake Love. But Danger and Fire too!

15. Favourite ships?

My first BTS one was Taekook and still prob my main. However Taegi just has a place in my heart. Yes to Tae making Yoongi soft and Hawaii was their time to shine! Yes to poems and long texts saying I love you! 95s soulmates Vmin are living their best life too honestly, I love their caring friendship so much, and JM really looks out for Tae and in return Tae appreciates Jimbles so much too :( honestly the closeness and brotherhood between all the members is part of the reason why I think so many people love BTS so much.

Tagging: I’m a bit shy and don’t want to pressure anyone so I’m just tagging anyone who wants to do this! I’m curious about your answers too! If you enjoy this type of thing and feel comfortable being tagged in similar stuff, then let me know and I’ll include you in these so we can all have fun together! <3

[binary5tar]

Surrender Love - Chapter 6 (End)

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Summary: When Jimin struggles with his feelings for Yoongi, it has the rest of the members thinking about their own relationships.

Tags:  Jimin/Yoongi, Taehyung/Jungkook, Namjoon/Seokjin, non-au, unspecified era, super innocent maknae, friends with benefits namjin, smut, blow jobs, hand jobs

A/N: This is the last chapter. Thank you so much for reading!! I hope I did okay. This chapter is nearly twice as long as any of the others, but Yoongi is my bias so I shouldn't be surprised. I have plans to write a sequel from Hobi's POV. It will lead to Yoonseokmin but it'll take a lot more angst to get there. So if that’s not your thing then consider this the happily ever after. It is is, be warned I'm really slow at writing so I can't even guess when it will be finished.

Jimin would be the death of him. It felt like everywhere he turned Jimin was there, even when he wasn't. Yoongi’s bed had smelled like Jimin for days after he napped in it. And he could still see Jimin dancing every time he worked on that song.

When he was actually there, he seemed to be particularly determined to be cute and cuddly. Yoongi didn't generally like to be touched. A pat on the back here or there was fine but he didn't see the point in laying all over someone all the time. He needed his own space and most people respected that. Except Jimin.

It should annoy him. But it annoyed him more that it didn’t. He liked Jimin’s casual affection. The easy weight of Jimin against him as they both did their own thing was comforting.

It didn't help that Jimin was hot. Anyone with eyes could see that. They all were he supposed, it was part of the job description but Jimin had an extra charm that made him nearly irresistible. And Yoongi was no exception.

He’d lusted after Jimin from the beginning but he didn't seem the type for a casual fling, and besides those sort of entanglements were risky in a group like theirs. If the leader and the eldest wanted to risk it fine. And the maknae could get away with murder. But Yoongi would not allow himself to get into a relationship with a fellow group member, romantic, sexual, or otherwise.

At least that's what he told himself. But every time Jimin smiled at him, or complimented him, Yoongi fell a little harder. He was lucky Jimin got so absorbed in dance practice because Yoongi regularly got distracted by the way Jimin moved, Hoseok too if he was being honest. Their fluidity was something he envied and couldn't help but admire.

Things seemed to have gotten worse since, that day. Yoongi was sure Jimin must have noticed how turned on he got wrestling on the couch. Jimin was sitting in his lap after all. He figured Jimin would avoid him for a while, instead he seemed to follow him around more and seemed to be going out of his way to be extra hot. It was going to drive Yoongi crazy.

He had a restless energy that never seemed to go away. He got a bit of relief when he finally gave in the other day and let himself really picture what it might be like tol be with Jimin. The sexual fantasy certainly relieved some of the physical tension. But afterwards, the emotional hit was hard. He wanted closeness with Jimin more than he had ever wanted it with anyone. He just had to decide whether it was worth risking his career and aspirations on. If things with Jimin got messy…

So while Yoongi had accepted his feelings for Jimin, he wasn't ready to admit them. Not yet anyway.

It was a lazy Sunday afternoon. The first real day off they’d had in a while. Yoongi intended to spend it lounging on the couch listening to music and playing on his phone. The others seemed to want to be equally lazy. Hoseok and Namjoon were watching some TV show. Jungkook sat on the floor on his phone. The others were getting ready to go for a walk.

With his headphones in, Yoongi didn't notice Jimin until he was standing a foot away, clearly trying to get his attention. And he managed to quite thoroughly. He was dressed up again, in cut off jean shorts with knee high socks, a white tank top with a loose sweatshirt hanging off one shoulder.

Yoongi pulled his head phones off, trying not to show his appreciation for Jimin's outfit and asked, “what?”

“I’m going to the store, do you want to come?” Jimin asked, clearly hopeful.

Yoongi ignored his urge to give Jimin anything he wanted. “No, thanks.”

Jimin slumped a little then perked back up. “Then can I get you something?”

Yoongi shook his head. “No thanks.”

Jimin pouted, his plump lower lip jutting out temptingly. “Okay.” And he walked away.

From his spot on the other side of the couch Hoseok stretched a foot over and kicked Yoongi while Jimin wasn't looking. Yoongi waved him away.

He tried to focus back on his music.

Jimin left with Jin and Taehyung for the store.

“Hyung!” Jungkook yelled loud enough to get Yoongi's attention.

Yoongi pulled his head phones off with exasperation.

“You know he likes you right?” Jungkook said from his spot on the floor.

Yoongi sighed and looked away and didn't say anything.

Hoseok poked Jungkook on that back of the head. “Of course he knows. He's not as oblivious as you were with Taehyungie.”

Jungkook rubbed the back of his head where Hoseok had poked him, smilingly a little at the mention of Taehyung’s name. His face dropped after a second and he fixed Yoongi with a hard stare. “He likes you, and if you don't do something about it soon he is gonna get hurt. So say something to him already.” With that, he lay back on the floor, and went back to his phone.

Yoongi sighed and put his headphones on. He switched to some old familiar music to help him think, instead of the new album he had been listening too.

He let his brain spin over the ideas and possibilities and tried not to let it focus too much on the negative.

He was lost in thought when the reason for them appeared again and he still hadn't made any decisions.

“Hyung, we bought ice cream, do you want some?”

Yoongi looked up to realize everyone was in the room now chatting and sucking on ice cream treats.

“I saved you a coffee flavored one. There was only one at the store.” Jimin held it out to him, smiling proudly.

Yoongi took it. “Oh, thanks.” He was touched. He didn't usually like sweet things but coffee flavored was always good. Despite having six friends as close as brothers who all took care of each other, he wasn't used to someone thinking of him like this.

Jimin sat down tossing his head to shake the hair out of his eyes. Half of his undershirt was pulled to the side, revealing the lines of his collar bones. Yoongi tried not to stare too obviously, only allowing himself to look from the corner of his eye.

“What did you do while we were gone?” Jimin asked trying to make conversation.

Yoongi shrugged. Think about you, he thought, but didn't say anything.

“Taehyung-ah wants to go shopping later? Want to come?” Jimin asked, clearly trying to keep his voice light.

He did want to go. He heard a new store had opened up and he wanted to check it out. Besides, Jimin was always adorably over-excited when they went shopping. But he worried saying yes would give Jimin the wrong idea. And he didn't want to do that, right?

Yoongi sighed at his own internal struggle.

Jimin must have taken it for a no, or a sign he was annoyed.

Jimin sighed too. He fidgeted, running a hand through his hair again. “It’s okay. Nevermind.” He stood up to walk away.

Yoongi reached out and grabbed his hand to stop him. “I’ll go,” Yoongi mumbled to his feet.

“Really?” Jimin’s excited squeal made Yoongi look up at Jimin’s face, which was a bad idea because he was smiling so wide and bright it made Yoongi’s heart ache and he couldn't help smiling back. Yoongi dropped Jimin’s hand when he realized he was still holding it and tried to keep from blushing. Everyone gathered around then, Hoseok and Jimin on the chair, Taehyung and Jungkook on the floor and Namjoon and Jin next to Yoongi on the couch.

They ate their ice cream, discussing plans for the day. It seemed everyone was up for a shopping trip. Taehyung was happily telling Yoongi about how he needed a pair of socks to match his favorite tie but Yoongi was thoroughly distracted when he noticed Jimin finishing his ice cream.

Jimin had squeezed the it to the top of the tube and was swirling his tongue around to catch the last creamy bites. He got some on the corner of his mouth and tried to lick that up too but couldn't quite reach. He turned to Hoseok next to him, “Do I have some on my face?”

Hoseok swiped the bit of ice cream from Jimin’s cheek with his index finger. Jimin stuck out his tongue to lick Hoseok’s finger clean, wrapping his lips around it. Jimin's eyes met Yoongi’s and he had no question that the whole show was entirely on purpose.

Jimin released Hoseok’s finger, who wiped the spit on his pants as Jimin looked away biting his lip.

“Hyung, are you listening?” Taehyung asked.

Yoongi blinked, looking at him and snapped his mouth closed, unaware until that moment it had been hanging open.

“Huh?” Yoongi asked, his brain not quite fully working yet. He swore he heard Jimin giggle.

Taehyung turned around to look at Jimin, but he was only innocently chatting with Hoseok now.

“Oh, nevermind,” Taehyung said with a smug smile.

Eventually they piled into the car. They were going to the more expensive shopping district where there would be less people but there was still a chance of getting recognized. The decided to split into groups to be less obvious; Taehyung and Jungkook immediately volunteered to be together. Yoongi expected Namjoon and Jin to group together but instead Namjoon suggested a rapline/vocalline split. Yoongi couldn't decided if he was more relieved or upset he wouldn't be with Jimin.

In the end he was happy to be with Hoseok and Namjoon. Their light banter brought him out of his head and let him forget about relationship drama. Things with Hoseok were always easy like that and Yoongi was grateful.

They made their way to the new store, Namjoon wanted to check out the shirts, so they went there first. Yoongi wandered between the racks and displays not really looking at any of it. He wondered where Jimin and Jin went, and if they were having fun. He sighed. Life would be easier if Jimin just stayed by his side. Or if these feelings went away.

“What do you think?” Hoseok asked. He had a pair of neon yellow high waist ankle pants held against his legs and a brown blazer with orange polka dots against his chest.

Yoongi snorted. “It suits you.” He tried to hide another a smile.

“It does, right?” Hoseok said looking down.

“Oh, Hobiyah! That looks good!” Namjoon chimed in, coming around the racks. “What would you wear under the jacket though?”

“I dunno.” Hoseok shrugged. “What did you find?”

Namjoon held up a couple dark t-shirts and a baby pink sweatshirt. “Not much really. I think this store is more your style. I thought Jin-hyungie might like this sweatshirt though.”

“He loves pink,” Hoseok agreed.

Namjoon smiled at the sweatshirt, obviously imagining Jin wearing it.

Hoseok grabbed Yoongi’s hand and started to drag him away. “We’re gonna find a shirt to go with this jacket,” he called over his shoulder.

“We are?” Yoongi grumbled, but didn't pull away.

Namjoon blinked. “Oh, I’ll help. I saw something over there that might work.”

They wandered the racks together this time, Hoseok suggesting wilder and wilder things. It kept Yoongi distracted and laughing, which he was sure was Hoseok’s plan.

After a couple hours of aimless shopping, they decided through their group chat to meet up to eat. Jin and Jimin were already at the restaurant sitting across from each other when they got there. Namjoon sat next to Jin. Yoongi hesitated, not sure where to sit and suddenly hating that somehow this was all so complicated. Hoseok saved him by sitting next to Jimin and Yoongi sat next to Namjoon.

They ordered drinks and waited for the youngest to arrive. When they did, late, it was with red faces and mumbled apologizes.

“Taehyung-ah! Is that a hickey on your neck?” Jin asked loudly. Hoseok shushed him with a laugh but they all craned their necks to get a better look.

Taehyung sat down next to Yoongi, not looking at anyone. Clear as day, there was a dark reddish purple mark just above the collar of his shirt.

“Oh, so that’s why you were late,” Hoseok commented.

“Bet you didn't get much shopping done then, huh?” Namjoon grinned cheekily at them.

Taehyung tried to curl into a ball, groaning and laughing a little from embarrassment.

Yoongi reached up to pull the collar of Taehyung’s shirt aside. “Not bad work for a beginner,” he said to Jungkook, who was if possible, even more red than Taehyung. “Gonna have to learn to leave them where they won't show though.”

Jungkook hid his face in his arms on the table.

“Alright, we should leave them be for now. We don't want them to actually die of embarrassment.” Jin gave them a genuine smile, for about a second. “Glad your finally getting past first base though. I thought the tension would get to us all.”

The youngest groaned but were saved from further embarrassment when the server showed up to get their drinks and the conversation moved on.

They showed off their purchases, Taehyung and Jungkook only getting teased a little more for not having bought anything.

Jimin saved them by tossing Taehyung something, nearly knocking over his drink.

“Socks?” Taehyung asked, holding the bundle of green and pink argyle up.

“They match your tie,” Jimin answered.

Taehyung beamed. “They do! Thanks Jiminah!”

Yoongi watched the exchange with a soft smile. He ruffled Taehyung's hair when he turned his brilliant smile on Yoongi.

Jimin was so thoughtful. He was a careful listener and always trying to do things for his friends. He deserved to be happy. Was Yoongi’s emotional constipation getting in the way of that? And if it was, what could he do about it?

The waitress set Yoongi’s food down in front of him, pulling him out of his thoughts.

They finished their food and headed home. The car ride was awkward. Taehyung and Jungkook took the back corner and spent the whole time kissing and whispering to each other. Namjoon and Jin weren’t much better in the row ahead. Namjoon presented Jin with the sweatshirt he bought and they were lost in their own world after that. With Hoseok in the front chatting with their driver, it left Jimin and Yoongi in the back with the couples.

Jimin leaned forward from his spot in the back seat to try to talk to Yoongi.

“So, uh, did you have fun?” Jimin asked over an unnecessarily loud moan from Jin.

“Yeah,” Yoongi mumbled. His cheeks getting warm. He wasn't usually easily embarrassed by sexual things but his friends groping each other while he tried to make conversation with the guy he’d been fantasizing about just the other day made for an awkward situation.

“What did you think of the new store? You mentioned wanted to go to it.” Jimin leaned forward enough to almost rest his head on Yoongi’s shoulder.

“It was good.” Yoongi cringed inwardly at his inability to make conversation.

“Oh good.” Jimin shifted, sighing when another soft moan filled the silence. “Could this get any weirder?” he mumbled under his breath.

“Hobie could start making out with the driver,” Yoongi suggested.

Jimin laughed. “That would be weird.” He sat back and looked over at the youngest wrapped around each other. “They look like they’re eating each other or something. Are you really that bad at kissing?”

Jungkook’s hand surfaced from whatever part of Taehyung it was groping and flipped Jimin off.

Yoongi looked over at Jin and Namjoon. They were putting on a slightly better show, a flash of tongue between biting kisses.

“They don't look as bad,” Yoongi said gesturing to the couple next to him “Maybe they should trade and give each other pointers.”

Jimin laughed and Yoongi smiled at the sound.

Jin pulled Namjoon closer, clearly not in the mood for sharing at the moment.

“Hey, or you fuckers could stop sucking face for the few minutes it takes to get home.” Yoongi smacked Namjoon on the shoulder.

This time it was Namjoon who flipped them off.

Jimin leaned forward again and made a gagging noise. Yoongi laughed.

“We could just join them you know,” Jimin suggested in a whisper against Yoongi’s ear.

Yoongi suddenly had a hard time breathing. He turned his head to meet Jimin's eyes but instantly dropped them to his lips when he licked them.

Jimin inched closer, his nose brushed Yoongi’s a second before their lips nearly touched.

Yoongi panicked. He turned away and cleared his throat. “Yeah, um, they have no patience.”

Jimin sat back and stared out the window for the rest of the car ride.

When they got back to the apartment, the couple's disappeared into their rooms, Hoseok followed Jimin into their bedroom, which left Yoongi alone in the living room wondering why he didn't just let Jimin kiss him.

He must have fallen asleep because it was obviously really late when Yoongi woke up to Jimin walking towards the kitchen.

Yoongi sat up and stretched. Jimin came in with a glass of water a few moments later.

He didn't sit down and just stood in front of Yoongi. “Hyung! Don’t you like me?” Jimin asked quietly, but the sound carried in the silence. “Sometimes you act like it but other times you're so mean!”

Jimin sighed and sat down, playing with the ends of his sleeves. “I’m sor-” Jimin started but Yoongi cut him off.

“I do like you.”

Jimin was quiet for a minute. “Really?” Jimin sounded like he barely believed it.

“I-” Yoongi swallowed. “I like you, Jimin-ah. A lot.”

“Really? Then why haven't you said anything before now?” There was a hint of a pout in Jimin’s voice.

Yoongi picked at his thumb nail, unable to meet Jimin’s eyes. “I’m… worried. ...Scared.” Yoongi mumbled barely loud enough for Jimin to hear.

Jimin scoffed lightly. “And you think I'm not?” he asked softly.

Yoongi looked up them.

“Don't look so surprised, hyung. Ask Taehyung-ah and Jungkook-ah how scared I was when I realized I liked you!” Jimin laughed. “Of course it's scary but everything good always is, right?” His voice softened at the end and he reached out hesitantly and hooked just his pinky through Yoongi’s. “We’ll make it work. We were friends first, so we won't hurt each other. And neither of us would want this to be a problem for the group. So we’ll make sure that doesn't happen too. You just have to trust us.”

Yoongi didn't know what to say. It was a hard thing to believe in. Nothing was guaranteed. Friends hurt each other all the time. What if they broke up and it did become a problem. But he did trust Jimin, right? He glanced up from where Jimin’s small hand was tangled with his own to Jimin’s hopeful face. Yoongi’s heart felt full.

He reached a hand across to cup Jimin’s cheek and leaned forward slowly. Jimin let out a small noise as their lips met, but he leaned into it. As they kissed, Yoongi wanted to melt at the sweetness of it. He knew. Yes. He could trust Jimin, he could trust this.

They broke apart, and Yoongi could feel himself smiling stupidly wide but couldn't help it. Jimin was smiling too, his cute cheeks sticking out. Yoongi considered poking them just because he wanted too and he could. Before he got the chance though Jimin threw himself into Yoongi’s lap, knocking him into the corner of the couch. He pinned the hand he’d been holding beside Yoongi’s head, effectively recreating the scene from the other day.

Jimin grinned. “I wanted to do this before.” He leaned down and kissed Yoongi again.

This time it was much less sweet and a lot more hot. Yoongi reached his free hand up to clutch at Jimin’s back, sliding his hand down to grab Jimin’s ass. Jimin gasped in surprise but moaned when Yoongi massaged the muscle a little.

Jimin loosened his grip on Yoongi’s wrist so he used his other hand to reach up and pull Jimin closer by the back of the neck. He angled their mouths so he could get deeper, his tongue tangling with Jimin’s in an open mouth kiss.

This was hotter than any fantasy he’d ever had because it was real. Jimin was warm beneath Yoongi’s hands and a solid weight in his lap.

Jimin tilted his hips back, grinding against Yoongi’s crotch in a slow circle, making him gasp into Jimin’s mouth.

“Fuck, Jimin-ah, that’s-” He gasped again when Jimin shifted down a little and changed the angle so Yoongi could feel Jimin's hardening dick against his own.

A small part of Yoongi’s brain worried this was too much too fast but Jimin bucked his hips again and Yoongi stopped thinking.

He wanted this for a long time. And Jimin obviously wanted it too. He trusted Jimin. So instead of worrying, he let his body do the thinking.

Yoongi’s hands found Jimin’s hips and pulled them down, grinding against him.

Jimin kissed along Yoongi jaw, flicking out little kitten licks till he reached Yoongi’s ear and caught it between his teeth. Yoongi matched his movements with Jimin till he found the right rhythm that had Jimin moaning in his ear. It was the hottest sound he’d ever heard and he thought he could almost come from just the sound alone. He do anything to keep hearing it, so he rocked his hips up against Jimin till the friction from his jeans got too uncomfortable. He regretted never changing for bed like Jimin had.

“Hold on,” Yoongi muttered.

Jimin sat up looking concerned despite being thoroughly disheveled. “What’s wrong?”

Yoongi shook his head and just undid his pants and shuffled them over his hips.

Jimin watched, moving a little to help, licking his lips seeing the dark spot on Yoongi’s boxer.

Yoongi had other ideas though and slid his hand up Jimin's thigh toward the waistband of the shorts.

Jimin let him, arching an eyebrow cheekily.

Yoongi bit his lip as he stroked over Jimin’s length and watched for his reaction.

Jimin’s eyes slid shut and he rocked up against it with a soft moan. Yoongi took it as an invitation to pull down the front of Jimin's shorts and boxers freeing his erection and giving it a few firm strokes.

Jimin rocked into it, his heated gaze meeting Yoongi’s, eyes dark with lust, lips red from kissing and hair a mess from Yoongi's fingers.

“Fuck, you are so sexy.” The words slipped from Yoongi's mouth before he could stop them and he was immediately embarrassed.

Jimin bit his lip, and looked away, cheeks pinking up even more from the praise and suddenly Yoongi didn't regret it.

He pulled Jimin down for a kiss and used his left hand to free his own erection. They both gasped at the feeling when Yoongi lined their cocks up and wrapped his hand around both of them.

“You make me feel so good, hyung,” Jimin mumbled, bucking up to meet Yoongi’s hand.

I want you to always feel good, baby, Yoongi thought. You deserve to always feel good. I hope I can make you happy.

Jimin's breathing picked up and Yoongi pushed his serious thoughts aside, focusing instead on his boyfriend who was about to come in his lap.

“Are you close, baby? I wanna see you come for me.” Yoongi nipped little bites against Jimin’s lips since he was too far gone to return the kiss.

“Uh huh,” Jimin panted.

A few more flicks of his wrist had Jimin moaning Yoongi’s name, white spurts landing on Yoongi's hand and stomach. The sound and extra glide had Yoongi not far behind, moaning his release just after Jimin, his orgasm rocking through his body with more force than he expected.

They both tried to catch their breath as they came down. Jimin moved first, tucking himself away and climbing off Yoongi.

Yoongi laid there for an extra second trying to decide if that had actually happened. The come drying sticky on his hand and stomach assured him it did. He sat up making a face, Jimin snorted with laughter.

“What so funny?” Yoongi asked, disgruntled.

“Your face. I mean, you know that's what happens during sex.” Jimin curled over giggling.

“Yeah, doesn't mean I have to like it.”

Jimin was about to make another remark when Yoongi pulled his shirt over his head and used it to clean up the mess on his hand and stomach. Instead Jimin just stared at the exposed skin.

Yoongi smirked. He wasn't sure he had a second round in him right now but with the way Jimin was looking at him, he was willing to find out. He leaned forward for a kiss.

“Get a room!” someone rasped, voice rough with sleep.

Jimin and Yoongi jumped apart at the sound of Hoseok’s voice. He wandered sleepily into the living room, eyeing them, taking in Yoongi’s shirtless state and Jimin’s mussed hair, eyes lingering a moment on the damp patches on their pants before landing on a spot behind Yoongi’s head.

“What is that?” Hoseok pointed, laughter softening the disgust on his face.

Yoongi turned around to see whitish clear stripe of fluid on the back of the couch. He met Jimin’s eyes and they both burst into laughter.

“Really?” Hoseok scolded them. “You couldn't find somewhere easier to clean up?” He threw up his hands and shook his head. “I am never sitting on that couch again.”

“Sorry hyung, we’ll clean it up.” Jimin bowed his head trying to look sorry but still bursting with fits of laughter.

Yoongi used a corner of his shirt to wipe it up.

Hoseok looked at the shirt and glanced over the two of them again. “You guys are gross. Go take a shower.” With that, he wandered back to his bed.

Jimin was still giggling softly, the sound warmed Yoongi’s heart.

They sat on the couch, Hoseok’s shuffling steps fading down the hallway leaving a slightly awkward silence. Jimin grabbed Yoongi’s hand, holding it on the couch not looking at him. “This is okay, right? We’re gonna be okay?” It was barely above a whisper.

Yoongi squeezed his hand, then brought it to his lips to place a soft kiss on the back. He reached out and turned Jimin’s face toward him, cupping his cheek and meeting his eyes. “Yeah, we’ll be great. I know it.” He kissed Jimin softly.

They would be okay. Now that they were together, Yoongi wasn’t scared anymore. Whatever happened, they would handle it.

“Come on. I’m going to shower.” Yoongi nodded toward the bathroom. “Want to join me?”

"Uh huh," Jimin said with a grin and nodded.

tagging: @kimlinebiased @yoonchimhobi

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Part 17; “Let’s play 20 questions”

Silience. {Park Jimin x Mia Thomas (presented as Mia but can also be y/n)-BTS Social Media AU}

You watched, fidgeting with your thumbs and biting your lips nervously as Jimin informed Yoongi and Taehyung that he was going to walk you to work. You were more than afraid that Tae would get mad at you for this impulsive decision when two days ago you literally asked him to not talk to you when you come back. Yet here you are deciding to hang out with the one person you didn’t know yourself you would let get so close.

You expected for Tae to throw you a disapproving look or even cuss you out, but all he did was nod and sigh at Jimin. Yoongi, on the other hand, looked at you and raised a brow, as a wide smirk spread across his lips. He gave you a thumbs up with a nod and you knew he was going to tease you about this for the next week. You were relieved at least he wasn’t pissed, but it was worse to know he thinks you are doing this to get close to Jimin. Ever since everyone found out Jimin is your bias they have been teasing you about it. Jimin had stopped, which was weird of him since you know he loves teasing the heck out of you.

He walked back at you and you felt yourself still blushing at Yoongi’s reactions. “Ready to go?” He asked you.

You nodded and took your notebook in your hands. You walked out of class and started walking out of college, towards the park that leads to your work. It was a twenty-minute walk from your college to the coffee shop you work at. This is going to be interesting, you thought.

Jimin looked at you as you bit your lips with a sweet smile that he rarely ever shows, but it somehow made you very comfortable. “You’re never this quiet with me. Have I made you nervous this time around, Mia?” 

“No” You snorted. “Why would you?” 

“I don’t know, maybe because we never do this” He said.

“It’s cool. I’m cool. I’m fine” You said, definitely not coming off as calm as you wanted to.

He let out a faint laugh. “I have an idea, to break the ice”

“Hmph shoot”

“Let’s play 20 questions” He suggested. “Get to know one another”

“20 questions? We’re not in high school, Park” I rolled my eyes at him.

“Oh come on, it will be fun! You can’t say that when in your college parties you played beer pong. That is lame” He said.

“Shut up” I hit his arm playfully.

“You go first” He said.

“Uh…” You trailed off. “I’ve never done this, I don’t know what to ask! What is your… favorite color?” 

He let out a hearty laugh, his eyes squinting close as he did so. He looks adorable when he laughs, truthfully. “What kind of question is that? And then you call me a kid! Well it’s baby blue”

“Really? I love that color too, but I do not like to discriminate in the color palette” You said.

“Cool” He smiled. “My turn. When is your birthday?” He asked.

“December 18″ You told him.

“Ha!” He exclaimed with a proud look on his face. “Now you gotta call me oppa. I was afraid you were going to be older than me for a moment, you give that vibe to people. You know, being superior”

“I will never call you oppa, you are an idiot” You rolled your eyes at him and his thought. “But that was a compliment actually, so thanks. What is your favorite song to perform?”

“Hmph, that’s a good one” He thought. “You know, I miss performing House Of Cards. I have a special bond with that song”

“I love that” You said, sounding a little too excited than you wanted to, but embracing it anyway. You’re not even trying to hide how much you love their music anymore. “You go”

“What is in your notebook? I see you write on it almost every single day. Even the first day I met you in the coffee shop, you had it on the counter” He said. “I’m really curious since you are a Literature major”

“I cannot share that, Jimin” You told him. “Yah! It still smells like cappuccino from when you spilled the coffee all over it. At least I saved it”

“I’m sorry about that. I can see this notebook means a lot to you” He nodded with a small frown. 

“Touch it, ever, and I will cut your dick off” You threatened him, teasing. “Although I doubt you have much of that”

“You just gotta wait and see” He smirked widely.

“You wish” You laughed at his remark. “Since you know my notebook is my prized possession, do you have one?”

“Yeah actually” He nodded and ran his tongue on his lips. “I have a Polaroid book. Throughout the years I have been taking polaroids of certain events or some random moments to remember them, especially on tour last year. I actually have my Polaroid camera in my backpack right now. I like to look back at them and remember all the food times, appreciate them and feel better when I’m in a dark place”

You smiled at his confession and the way he wasn’t scared to admit his feelings. “That is very cool and sweet, actually. I’d actually be down to see that photo album someday”

“Any day” He smiled. “You know what?” He stopped in his tracks and pulled your hand to stop you too. Your hand tingled from the sudden contact, his touch warm, smooth and inviting. “I want to take a polaroid of you right now. Like right here, or maybe let’s take one together”

Your eyes widened at his request and you were suddenly very aware of your appearance, for the second time today. “Right now? Jimin I look like a mess”

“You never do, Mia! You look beautiful, come on” He said. “Uh hello, excuse me” He walked up to a random guy who was sitting on a bench with his girlfriend and smiled at him politely. “Sorry for interrupting you, but can you take a picture of us? It will take one second!” He told him.

“Jimin, what are you doing, are you insane?” You whispered to him and he rolled his eyes at you. 

“Of course, no problem” The man said. 

“Thank you!” Jimin smiled widely and handed him the black Polaroid camera. “Come on now, Mia. Smile for me”

“I look like a freaking-”

“Angel. That is what you look like. Now shut up and let’s take a Polaroid together” He said. With a swift move, he slung his arm around your waist and pulled you closer to him, your head laying on his shoulder now. He looked down at you with a smile that you couldn’t quite decipher what it meant, but you wanted to be looking at that smile all day long. There was something so genuine about it that made your heart warm.

“Aaand done” The guy said. “Here” He handed Jimin his camera back.

“Thank you so much” Jimin thanked the stranger.

“No problem man” The guy said and sat down back on the bench.

“But- I literally didn’t even find time to pose!” You whined. “I probably look like crap, I didn’t get a chance to stand and look at the camera properly” You said as Jimin shook the Polaroid for the picture to slowly appear.

He smirked widely and looked down at the photo. “Seems like you were too busy looking at me” 

Your eyes trailed to the photo. You looked at how close Jimin was holding you and how it looked in the picture, the way he looked down at you, making the hight difference evident. You looked at him too in the picture and blushed at the way it looks like you are looking at him. It looks as if you are ready to kiss him and that is just the last thing you want it to look like. The way you are looking at each other in the picture almost makes it look like you are a couple, but you both know that is far from what you are. “This is adorable, I like it” 

“I guess it’s fine” You said. “Why do you want me in your album anyway? What do you want to remember?”

“I want to remember one of the rare moments we hang out” He said. “You know, remember the day I lost my sanity and probably got murdered” He teased you and you laughed.

He nudged your shoulder playfully, the two of you laughing. “God you look small in front of me and it makes me so happy. You, angel, are going to be my photo partner from now on”

“Angel?” You raised an eyebrow at him.

“I think that’s what I will call you from now on. Because it is ironic and you love irony. You are a literal devil, but angel somehow makes sense” He said with a wide grin.

Angel. The sound coming out of his mouth is smooth like honey and you hate how good it sounds coming from him. Now you have to listen to him say it for the rest of your life. Somehow though, you are not mad at that.

AU: This turned to fluff real fast but do not get used to it lol.

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anon asked: Can you do a bts foursome [kehehe] smut with Namjoon x Jimin x Yoongi x Reader

Summary: No one ever taught Namjoon it isn’t nice to brag, but is it bragging if it’s true?

Words: 2734

Warnings: literally too much smut and too many kinks to go through. Highlights include: daddy kink, degradation if you squint and hold your head a certain way, pet names, oral (male and female), foursome.

I tried but I’m so new to the fandom and writing smut in general still. Hope you like it anyway :) Everything is under a read more because it kinda just dives right in with the dirtiness.      

              It is a known fact that Kim Namjoon loves to brag. He’ll brag on the boys and the music they make together, he’ll brag on the ARMYs who support them, he’ll even humble brag about himself. His favorite thing to brag about though, is you. Especially when the boys are around. He likes it when he brags and they squirm, eyes slowly clouding over with lust as they imagine exactly what he’s describing: you, on your knees, lips stretched wide around his cock, the air filled with nothing but the sound of your whimpers as he fucks your mouth. Though he loves talking about your impressive oral skills his absolute favorite thing to mention in his endless bragging is your pussy. You’re always so warm, and wet, and tight, squeezing around him perfectly.

               “If she’s so tight she’s clearly not that turned on,” Yoongi snaps one day when he’s had more than enough of Namjoon’s mouth. “You must be terrible. Maybe she needs a real man to fuck her?”

               Namjoon knows it’s nothing more than another one of Yoongi’s flippant comments meant to sting at Namjoon’s manly pride, but he can’t stop the rush of arousal he feels at the words.

               “Is that an offer, hyung?”

               Yoongi’s eyes widen almost imperceptibly. If Namjoon hasn’t been staring so intently he wouldn’t have noticed at all. But he did notice. He also noticed how quickly Yoongi crossed his legs and looked anywhere except at Namjoon.

               “She told me once you used to be her bias,” Namjoon presses. “She also told me she used to get off to the thought of riding you on those nights she was all alone. Have you imagined the same? Don’t you wonder what it would feel like to have her bouncing on your cock?”

               “Jimin has. Go bother him about it.”

               “Why? So you can take care of your little problem?”

               “Fuck off,” Yoongi growls, standing to leave the room as Jimin walks in. “Like I said, if you want to harass someone about fucking your girlfriend talk to Jimin. He’s certainly talked about it enough with me.”

               Jimin’s mouth falls open in shock. “Because you start the conversation! Every night that’s all you talk about before we go to sleep!”

               Namjoon smirks. “Aw, does Chim Chim want to have sex with my girlfriend?”

               “No!” Despite his fervent protest Jimin’s face heats up in embarrassment. He’s not only been caught but thrown under the bus all thanks to Yoongi. Trying to recover some of his dignity he adds, “I’d only end up stealing her away and what good would you be to us depressed, hyung?”

               “Care to make that a bet?”

               Yoongi perks up, thinking he didn’t hear correctly. “Namjoon-ah, don’t play games like that.”

               “This isn’t a game. She likes both of you more than she should and this gives me the opportunity to finish it once and for all.” Namjoon gets up and heads to the door. “Have the dorm cleared out by nine if you two decide to play along.”

               “I thought this wasn’t a game,” Jimin asks. He watches as Namjoon shrugs and walks out of the room. “Do you think he’s being serious, hyung?”

               Yoongi shrugs, uncertain of what just happened but completely ready for what will happen. “He better be.”

               “So you’re really considering doing it?”

               “No, I’m definitely doing it. He’s been bragging for so long I think I want to see why.” Yoongi looks at Jimin out of the corner of his eyes. “If it makes you uncomfortable then you shouldn’t do it… but this may be your only opportunity to have sex with her.”

               Jimin doesn’t need to hear the word ‘ever’ to know it’s tacked on at the end. “How do we get everyone out by nine?”

               Hours later you’re led into the dorm by an eerily calm Namjoon. Since he met you at your place with news of a foursome of all things he’s been acting like it’s just another day. It doesn’t feel like just another day. It feels like a day where your boyfriend scheduled a foursome and didn’t tell you until six hours before hand. Six hours isn’t enough time to prepare for that kind of thing. All Namjoon, Yoongi, and Jimin have to do is shower at the very least. You have to shower, shave, put on makeup, find nice lingerie, put on lotion-

               “This isn’t a business deal, jagiya,” Namjoon whispers in your ear, one hand sliding up your back to adjust the collar around your neck. “Just fun.”

               “If it’s just fun why make me wear a collar with your name on it?”

               “Can’t let Yoongi and Jimin get too full of themselves, can we?”

               “I doubt they’ll forget they’re fucking their best friend’s girlfriend.”

               “You’d be surprised what can happen in the heat of the moment.”

               “You talk like you’ve done this before.” You try to keep your voice even but a small bit of nervousness slips in. Has he really done this before? Have they all done this together? With who? Will you be better or worse?

               Namjoon’s hand moves from the collar to your chin, gripping it lightly and forcing your head up so you can look at him. He kisses you on the lips. It’s soft and delicate, meant to put all your worries at ease.

               “You’re the first and only. I’m not making any plans to have anyone after you.” Namjoon has actually proposed to you three times and each time you’ve said no. That doesn’t stop him from hoping one day your answer will change. “Take off your coat.”

               “What an abrupt change of subject.”

               “Do you really want to talk about marriage plans right now?”

               “No.” You shed your coat and walk over to the couch in the living room, taking your shoes off as you sit. “But I do want to talk about why there’s no one here. Did Yoongi and Jimin not take you up on your offer?”

               You’ll never admit it but the thought makes you a little sad. Maybe they don’t find you as attractive as you find them. Maybe this embarrassment is what you get for trying to be greedy and not being satisfied with just Namjoon.

               “No, we’re here.” Yoongi’s voice directs your attention to the hallway where he stands with Jimin peaking over his shoulder. “Everyone else went out clubbing. Jungkook refused to go at first, but we eventually talked him into it.”

               “Oh.” You’re trying very hard not to openly gawk at them as they stand before you, both shirtless and wearing only a pair of sweatpants each. They look like all the years of dancing and an active life have paid off.

               Jimin is the first one to approach you. His movements are slow and unsure like he expects you to run screaming out of the dorm any second. When his fingertips finally meet the bare skin of your shoulder you see a slight shiver run through him. His eyes meet yours, gaze dark and hungry. In the back of your head you know you should be uncomfortable with anyone other than Namjoon looking at you like that, but the second Jimin’s lips meet yours all thoughts disappear. The kiss is soft, nothing but lips and tongue, reminding you of that first kiss after you’ve been wanting to kiss someone for so long. Jimin’s hands reach up to cup the side of your face as he leans further in.

               When you break from the kiss and open your eyes you see Namjoon whispering to Yoongi. Both men meet your gaze and smirk, making your mouth go dry. Jimin pulls your attention back to him with a playful nip at your jaw.

               “Ignore them, princess,” he whispers in your ear. “They’re being no fun.”

               You grin and let your nails scratch down the front of Jimin’s torso. He hisses, eyes closing momentarily before snapping back open.

               “I think it’s time to get you out of that dress.”

               He reaches for the hem only to have Yoongi grab his wrist at the last second. “You don’t get to have all the fun, Jimin.” Yoongi is the one to peel the skintight dress off your body, eyes darkening as each new bit of bare flesh is revealed. You’re wearing nothing underneath as per Namjoon’s demands and Yoongi has a rough time catching his breath. Everything he’s ever imagined is immediately put to shame by your real body. Each curve on you is perfection. Hell, even your skin seems to be glowing under all the attention you’re receiving. You’re unbearably gorgeous.

               Jimin licks his lips, eyes flicking to the collar around your neck. He wants to take it off as well if only to be able to feel the skin of your neck under his fingers, but he’s also smart and knows a reminder when he sees one. This is all Namjoon’s orchestration and at the end of the night she’ll be going home with him. Speaking of the devil, Jimin is moved to the side so that Namjoon is the one in front of you now.

               “I talk a big game with the boys, jagiya,” Namjoon says, tracing a finger across your collarbone. “Don’t disappoint me.”

               You grin up at him. “I won’t, Daddy.”

               “Good girl.” He kisses the top of your head before sitting down on the couch. With a flick of his hand he gestures Yoongi forward. “Yoongi was your bias wasn’t he?”

               “Jimin was my bias wrecker.” You wink at Jimin, loving the faint blush that pops up on his cheeks. “But age before beauty, I guess.” Without another word you drop to your knees in front of Yoongi and tug his sweatpants down his toned thighs. You nip at the sensitive skin playfully before taking his half hardened cock in your hand.

               Yoongi looks down at you, not quite believing the sight before him. He never thought he would have you on your knees let alone having you jerk him off with slow, deliberate strokes. His knees almost buckle when you swipe your thumb across his tip.

               “Give me your mouth, baby,” Yoongi moans out, one hand threading its way through your soft hair. He pushes your head down until he feels your lips wrap around his cock. At first you’re almost shy about it, giving little kitten licks until Yoongi’s hips accidentally buck forward and he hits the back of your throat. That triggers something inside you and makes you hollow your cheeks. Soon you’re alternating between licking and sucking him so desperately Yoongi feels like he’ll cum any second.

               “Stop, stop, stop!” Yoongi pulls you away from him, chest heaving with the effort it takes to breath. “Let… let Jimin have a turn.”

               Jimin is more than eager to switch places with Yoongi, ready to feel if you’re as good as Namjoon built you up to be. Although, instead of standing he sits on the side of the couch furthest from Namjoon and lets you settle between his legs, gripping his thighs so hard Jimin knows he’ll have bruises later.

               “Take your time, princess,” he mutters as your mouth envelops him. His eyes flutter shut as you get to work, pumping a hand up and down his length before circling your tongue around his head already red and dripping with pre-cum. Watching you with Yoongi had been more than enough to get him hot and bothered.

               “Fuck, yes, just like that,” Jimin’s eyes fall shut and his head lolls back against the couch while you slowly suck him off. His hips move ever so slightly under your ministrations, but Jimin keeps his eyes closed, loving the feel of your hair tickling his thighs and your mouth on his dick.

               Yoongi watches you carefully and notices how attentive you are to Jimin’s moans of encouragement. It’s like you’re doing things just to get him to tell you what he wants. You’re a dirty little slut and Yoongi’s annoyed with Namjoon for hiding you for so long. He wants you and he wants you now. Yoongi was trying to be a gentleman and wait for you to finish with Jimin- overwhelming you would be no good after all- but he just can’t wait. On impulse he lines himself up with your entrance and before he’s even inside you he can feel the wetness between your thighs. Yoongi whimpers ever so slightly, shoving his cock inside you.

               And goddamn if Namjoon wasn’t right.

               You’re so tight around him that Yoongi has a hard time controlling himself. He doesn’t want to hurt you but fucking hell you feel so good. He lets out a low moan that you copy, pressing back so he’s fully inside you now. His thrusts are shallow at first, testing his endurance and your comfort level, before he goes deeper and harder. You’re slick, and tight, and warm, and the only thing Yoongi can think is fuck Namjoon for not sharing earlier.

               “Oh, God, baby, yes.”

               Jimin’s head snaps up when he hears Yoongi speak and his eyes flutter open to the sight Yoongi thrusting into you from behind. You’ve still got a hand wrapped around Jimin’s cock but your mouth is now preoccupied with Yoongi’s. Jimin finds this unfair. Why should Yoongi get your mouth and your pussy? It’s one or the other when there’s more than one dick in the room in Jimin’s opinion. So he does the only thing he can think of and breaks the kiss himself, grabbing your face and pushing your head back to his dick. You chuckle lightly before resuming the blowjob. This time there’s the added bonus of you humming around his cock when Yoongi gives a particularly good thrust.

               “Fuck, princess…” Jimin starts moving his hips, thrusting his cock in and out of your mouth at his own speed, not caring how fast you want to go anymore. He’s so close to finishing. “Let me cum on your tits. Please, princess, please.”

               Well, since he asked so nicely.

               You pull away from Jimin’s cock just in time for him to spill all over your chest. From the other end of the couch you hear Namjoon tell you to clean it up and you follow his command without question. Jimin can’t do anything other than whimper as he watches you lick his cum off your fingers. Yoongi is watching you as well, eyes pitch black. He feels you clench around him and he’s following Jimin’s lead before long. You let out a sigh as you feel Yoongi fill you up. You’re far from sated but both boys are down for the count. That’s when you look to Namjoon. He meets your gaze evenly, pushing the other boys away from you.

               “Steal her away, huh?” His voice is low and dangerous when he speaks to Yoongi and Jimin. “Neither of them even made you cum, did they kitten?”

               You shake your head. “No, Daddy.”

               Yoongi and Jimin find themselves unable to look away as Namjoon sets you on the couch and settles between your legs. You don’t know why or how, but it feels like he’s mocking the other boys in a way. You don’t complain though. Especially as Namjoon pulls your hips forward and buries his face in your pussy. He doesn’t hesitate in shoving his tongue in your pussy, tasting you and Yoongi mixing together. It’s heady and wrong, Namjoon knows this. But he also knows it’s impossibly hot and can’t help but shove a hand down his pants, jerking off as he eats you out.

               Before long your back is arched and you’re pushing Namjoon away, but he’s relentless. He replaces his tongue with two fingers, curling them inside you just right so that they hit that spot inside you Yoongi just couldn’t manage to get. Where Yoongi and Jimin had neglected your pleasure, Namjoon is intent on repaying you tenfold for the evening. His tongue finds your clit and he licks slowly in time with the thrust of his fingers. He doesn’t cum until you do, his load spilling in his hand while your juices run down his face. Namjoon pulls away from you with a smug grin, licking his lips clean.

               “Better luck next time boys,” he says as he gathers you in his arms. Yoongi and Jimin mumble something in response but your eyes are growing too heavy to make it out.

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Surprise

author: admin Jazzi 

*request* 

warning: smutty smut smut smutty smut

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               You starred at the clock, waiting for the hand to hit 12pm.

You bit your lip, your fingers tapped the table top, impatiently.  You had been waiting, since last night for this. Your professor, Min Yoongi, who you’ve had a heated affair with for the past 6 months, texted you telling you to meet him in his office during your lunch break. You were so excited, watching him during class.

Everything about him made you excited today. His white button up shirt, which fit tight on his body, he left two buttons undone and he sleeves rolled up.  Even his glasses were driving you wild today; he drove you wild when his muscles flexed from reaching up to push them up on his face.

The clock finally struck 12 and the other students rushed out. You followed the crowd and slipped into his office, which was pretty close to his classroom.

You sat down in his chair, patiently waiting for him to enter.

Yoongi tended to take his time when he knew you were waiting for him. It was his way of teasing you, since when he came in he’d get right to business.

This time he was taking extra long. About 15 minutes passed and you decided to text him.

To Yoons: Are you on your way??

Another five minutes passed, before he answered you.

From Yoons : Be patient baby, I have a surprise for you.

Your face lit up. His surprises were always the best, the last time he surprised you, you got good head and a new car.

Yoongi was that type of person. You never asked him for anything; but he spoiled you just because her wanted to. Even though your relationship with him was sexual, there were definite perks that showed you he still cared about your well being. You lived well since meeting him, a new apartment, vacations, and shopping sprees, whenever he felt like it.

You thought about all the possible things it could be, when Yoongi walked in. You stood up, excited to see your gift, and you were taken aback to see, Park Jimin trailing behind him.

Jimin was a senior, and fine as hell. You took Yoongi’s class together. He was a dance major with an amazing body. You often caught yourself looking at him as he walked, or smiling like a fool when he passed you around campus. He was gorgeous; but what was he doing here?

“Yoongi what’s going on?” you asked starring at the two men.

“Surprise.” Jimin said, walking towards you.  Your eyes followed Yoongi, who locked the door.

He turned around with a smirk, leaning against the wall and watching jimin, as he snaked his arm around your waist.

“I noticed you sneaking away to Mr. Min’s office.” Jimin admitted as his lips made contact with your neck.

“and since I notice you looking at him all the time, I asked him to join us.” Yoongi said.

Jimin kissed up and down your neck slowly, as his hands squeezed and massaged your ass.

You moaned out softly, as you relaxed into Jimin’s touch. He picked you up and placed you on the desk. You watched him carefully as he removed his shirt. Your eyes moved to Yoongi as you heard his footsteps approaching you.

You lifted your shirt, revealing the bra of the red lace lingerie set Yoongi bought you. He bit his lip, a slight smile stretching across his face. He loved when you wore what he bought you.

He walked next to you, placing his hand on your thigh and squeezing firmly.

His finger trailed up to the button of your jeans, only needing his one hand to unbutton them.

Yoongi nibbled on your ear, and Jimin on your neck.

Your moans, constantly flowed as both men undressed you down to your panties. Your clothes and bra slung across the office. Jimin laid you back, dropping to his knees in front of you. He spread your legs, letting them hang over his shoulders, as he thumbed over your clothed clit.

You moaned out his name, your back arching off the table.

Yoongi leaned in and his tongue flicked over your nipple carefully. His tongue swirled around your erect nipple.

You gripped the bottom of his shirt, tightly. Jimin was already driving you at full speed towards your orgasm. His fingers pumped in and out of you, quickly, and his tongue flicking rapidly over your clit.

“come for us, baby.” Yoongi mumbled against your skin.

Your body shuttered to his words. Your eyes shut tightly as you came all over  Jimin’s fingers.

               Your eyes slowly opened your eyes, as Jimin stood up, and removed his fingers from you. He smiles softly and kissing your inner thigh, caressing it gently. He and Yoongi switched positions, while you collected yourself. It didn’t seem real, their hands all over you.

The boy you had fantasized about, and the man that always made you feel amazing, were both making your body shake with pleasure and drip with excitement.

Yoongi moved between your legs, his member springing up as he took off his pants and boxers. The sound of Jimin’s zipper moving, rang in your ear.

You glanced over at the younger boy, marveling at the sight of him.

Your breath hitched as Yoongi filled you up in one quick motion. His hips moving swiftly as he began to pound into your pussy roughly.

You had little time to mask in the pleasure, when your focus was drawn to Jimin who pressed the tip of his member to your slightly parted lips.

You happily welcomed him into your mouth, opening it wide to receive his length. He moaned out lowly, feeling your warm mouth around his cock. He placed his hand on the back of your head. His hips rocked back and forth, slowly, as he  casually fucked  your mouth.              

Yoongi buried his cock deep inside you.                 His hands firmly squeezed your hips. Your moans muffled by Jimin’s cock; but still clearly heard.  You didn’t have anything else to hold on to, so your nails dug into Yoongi’s forearm. The pleasure he was delivering to you sent chills down your spine.  

The taste of Jimin on your tongue and the feel of Yoongi fucking you was sending you over.

You were so close to your second orgasm. Your walls squeezed around Yoongi’s cock. You screamed as his speed increased, his thumb rubbing rhythmed circles into your clit.

Jimin pushed his cock deep into your throat, his own moans growing louder, and his hips thrusting faster.

You watched a he bit down on his lip, probably to keep from moaning loudly, only low grunts escaping from his lips.

He gripped your hair lightly and as he grew closer to his orgasm his lips parted and his head tilted his head back, in pleasure. Moans flowed from his lips along with soft whispers of profanities.

You gripped tightly to yoongi’s arm as your orgasm washed over you.

In the same instance Jimin pulled your head back, with loud moans , he stroked himself, until his seed erupted onto your face, covering your lips.

He let go of your head, catching his breath as he gently kissed your lips.

Yoongi pushed your legs up, spreading them wider, as his thrust became rough. His finger tips dug into your thighs.

Jimin’s hand worked its way to your clit. Both of them working to bring you a third orgasm. At high speed they drove you over once more. Both you and Yoongi coming  explosively.

Yoongi balanced himself over you.

Your eyes were hazy but you could see he and Jimin smiling at each other. Both seemed satisfied with how worn out you wore.

Jimin smiled sweetly as they both cleaned you up and dressed you.

 “looks like we’re going to meet with Jimin more often.” Yoongi said with a gummy smile.

You rubbed your eyes, nodding softly, trying to remove the sleep from your eyes. You were worn out and ready for a nap. You definitely needed to skip your next class.

They both kissed your cheeks, and Jimin walked you out to your car.

Before you got in he pulled you close wrapping his arms around your waist. “Next time, ill be fucking you.” He winked and opened your door for you.

As you drove off you saw Jimin waving through your mirror.

What an exciting time you were going to have with these two.

a/n:bless my soul. Jimin and yoongi are 2 of the biggest bias wreckers. I’m so tired after this.

-admin jazzi🥔

[sopekid]

My experience on the BTS WINGS TOUR IN SYDNEY

For the lighter note, when I went back inside, I stayed towards the back and I was so fucking surprised that I could see MORE than when I was at the front. Even the air was fresh and to my surprise I could actually breathe. I was disappointed though that I didn’t get to see Reflection or Stigma because my pals (we were all separated) all told me that reflection was one of the best performances. I got to see my biases up close and JIMIN LOOKED ME IN THE EYE!!!! even if it was the single moment, I was left in awe.

The boys were so much more beautiful in real life it felt so unreal. My favourite performance had definitely got to be MAMA., AWAKE and FIRST LOVE. I really enjoyed the mini performances of Bangtan’s past songs because that was when the boys decided to walk around (aka the moment I had eye contact with Jimin).

I got to say that Jin’s performance was so fucking pure and wonderful. People need to appreciate him more because honestly after watching his solo, I was left awestruck. It moved my heart so much that all I could do was stand there and god I could go on but y’all honestly need to see this in real because it was a dream come true. Kim Seokjin is a living art. HDJSD ALSO WHILE THEY WERE TALKING MAN LETS TALK ABOUT KING OF EXTRA!!! HE PULLS OUT TO HEART WRIST BANDS AND TELLS EVERYONE THAT HE’S MR WORLDWIDE HANDSOME I HATE THIS MAN MUCH

Kim Namjoon really did shine and I think he out of all the members tried the most to connect with the audience. He really is such an awkward bun in real life it makes me laugh. Whenever he made a joke and people didn’t life he’d just quietly chuckle and boi if I had to pick one out all of them to be my best friend, HAND DOWN I would pick Namjoon in a heartbeat. He shone so much and his smile was so?????? Holy shit. In real life his smile was so… I wouldn’t say gummy but it was so sweet? I don’t know the word for it but I’m honestly so in love.

Okay now Yoongi and JUNG FUCKING HOSEOK!!!!!! Oh my god you guys don’t even understand. I’m a fucking hardcore Jimin stan but after last night I’m going to have to rethink my lanes because yoonseok are my second biases and I seriously think they’re all in the same position now…

Yoongi’s performance throughout the whole concert left in a daze. He’s so fucking passionate and I know he’s done this like a million times but this performance had got to be what moved me the most. It was so powerful and unique. He had such a calm personality throughout the concert. Yoongi is so talented and I think he’s become one of my ult’s now. I’ve biased Jimin for the past three years and this concert experience left me dazzled and confused.

MAMA was too much for me to handle and I’m so confused as to why anti’s always call out Hoseok’s looks because he is honestly the most fucking beautiful man I’ve ever seen. He’s the definition of millionaire playboy but without the playboy. His smirk and ‘lazy but cool’ act at the start of the performance where he gave the audience the half opened look… like you know those gazes in movies where the man just wakes up and he’s looking at his partner with half opened eyes? I don’t know if that makes sense but it was like that and it was so fucking hot I nearly wet myself. Honestly at this point I don’t even know a Hoseok, it’s just Jay.

AHSKAHSKJSA PARK JIMIN SHDOFOSN HOE MY GOD OKAY GUYS THIS GONNA BE A LONG ASS ONE FOR THE LOVE OF MY LIFE okay just kdiding but seriously I’m so shooktd because he’s my bias and he fucking looked at me. He fuckign looked at me, even for the split second and I was fucking dead. I just stood there for 5 minutes, jaw dropped, and so shocked. I was SO shocked and had a ‘what the fuck just happened’ moment. His voice is so soft. It’s not that angelic kind of soft it’s like… a mother putting her child to sleep kind of soft. His voice is made of gold and it’s seriously one of a kind. When they had their talking moment, Jimin was like “make some noise~” and he didn’t yell it but he was like ok ykw i’ll just attach the video

but my dudes, my heart honestly exploded in so many directions. I had so many butterflies and ahsjahskj I felt so giggly like someone meeting their crush face to face for the first time. The split second felt like an eternity of puppy love but that was mainly one sided LMFOAOD I’m so giggly even thinking about it right now sdojoendsikm

Let’s move on to Kim Taehyung. A god. Hell, he’s become my RELIGION! Taehyung’s face is small and his skin looks so dewy I think?? I wanted to feel his skin so bad because it just looked so smooth and mellow. He really is what people say, a real life God. Honestly compared to all the pic that fansites usually post - he’s not very pale but he’s not as tan as others make him out to be either. Of course, it could be because he hasn’t been in the sun lately but his melanin reminded me of the beige colour. His hair also looked to be so fucking fluffy I WANT TO RUN MY HANDS THROUGH IT. Every performance they did, you would literally see his hair fly like wheat moving side to side in a flow from the wind. I seriously wish I could’ve seen his performance but man:(( what could I do? Anyways, he’s a golden boy alright.

Jeon Jungkook lmao. To be honest, I didn’t see much of Jungkook or him during his performance because his solo was one of the first few performances and that was when I was stuck in the crowd. Which honestly disappoints me so much. Throughout the whole concert, I was amazed at how professional he actually is. It made me gummy and warm inside actually and he kind of gave me the boyfriend vibes. He was calm and sort of cheeky I guess? It wasn’t cheeky but he gave me that warm in awe feeling that also kinda made me feel like I had a puppy crush once again. I could listen him talk forever.

Anyways, that was how I felt throughout the concert with them individually. One of my favourite parts of the concert was when I was screaming the fanchants and singing along to cypher!! I could say more but there would be too much so I summarized it in the best way I could. What touched me most was the ending when they all bowed and ahhh it seriously feels like I just woke up from a dream because it honestly did not feel real. I honestly couldn’t believe I just saw my ult group live and I wouldn’t mind doing it again.

Thank you Bangtan Sonyeondan for giving me a chance to live this moment. 

(please don’t reupload my videos without permission, thank you guys.)

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I’m Back!

Hello, everyone. Sorry I’ve been MIA for a little while. The past few weeks have been a little hectic for me. I’m closing drabble requests now and have received lots of good ideas. Thank you to all of those who submitted! Also, two of the requests have turned into oneshots (this is a rare thing, but sometimes I get carried away and it happens lol.) The oneshots will be a pirate!au with some smut for Jimin and a dance camp smut with Yugyeom. I’m also finishing up my first Jungkook smut oneshot that I started working on ages ago and involves Netflix and chill. Hehe. Hope you’re all doing well and please look forward to the upcoming drabbles and oneshots! :)

(replies below the cut beware im drinking vodka while i answer to make my responses more interesting hehe (actually im getting as drunk as i can to deal with my vengeful uterus which is very unhappy i have not conceived any spawn this month and is giving me cramps from hell) you may notice my spelling grammar and punctuation get worse as you read please dont hold it against me)

anonymous asked: Hi Leigh we haven't heard of you since you mentioned having knee surgery the next day and I had this really bad feeling I hope you are ok? For some reason I am genuinely concerned and I don't know why so I hope everything went well??

Yes, all is well! I healed in pretty good time and am already out and about again. It’s a surgery I’ve had before so I knew what to expect and nothing out of the ordinary happened. Thank you for checking on me. Sorry if I made you worry :)

omg-mystarx-neoctech asked: Hell YES JOOHEON.

I SAY THIS ON A DAILY BASIS!

anonymous asked: Can I just say I fucking love the layout and look of your blog. Also I just read one of your smuts and holy shit im deceased.

Thank you! I’ve been revamping some of the pages but I only have a few of them done, so a few things may be blank at the moment. I changed it so fics are listed by member instead of type I hope that’s better but if anyone has opinions on the layout please let me know :)

anonymous asked: OKAY BUT THAT JOOHEON SMUT WAS FUCKING DELICIOUSLY SINFUL. I'M HAVING HEART PROBLEMS.

Jooheon himself is deliciously sinful tbh. I have heart palpitations every time I see a pic of him wearing tight pants. Or just pants in general. i aint never seen such pretty thighs before

neon-flamingos asked: I read Rhythm and omg i criedddddd it was so good i just can imagine Jooheon saying all those dirty thingssss my vayjayjay cries

look i recently saw that vid of him speaking english and his accent is so good which means i can totally hear him in my head saying all them naughty english things this is not good what have i done my lady parts also cry HELP

anonymous asked: Everyone is talking about the Jooheon smut and I'm here still crying because of how hard Chained up hit me

oh god that was not my best work but im glad you enjoyed it the thing never got edited i hope its not a hot mess haha sorry markiepooh but it still got the job done i think hehehe

anonymous asked: A part of me regrets reading Underworld AF....but it was such a good read too... that last chapter HURT but it was a good hurt

oh no dont regret reading it! that makes me sad! its a long ass fic i dont want you to get to the end of it and think holy shit i wasted so much time reading that horror flick i tried to bring it full circle in the end im glad you thought it was a good read i panicked for a second haha

honeyheonie asked: HOLY FUCK!!!! I have sinned. 'Rythm' was 👌👌👌👌👌

me too darling ;) thank ya

anonymous asked: Do you have a quote or prompt list we could use? :)

i do not. i leave it up to you guys that way you have lots to choose from

topaz-and-turquoise asked: For some reason, I only just got to binge-read the last 3 chapters of Underworld. Leigh. LEIGH. YOU ARE THE QUEEN OF BTS-GOT7 CROSSOVERS. YOU ARE THE QUEEN OF CROSSOVERS. THE QUEEN OF ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE AU'S. OF ALL AU'S. YOU ARE THE BEST AT WRITING TENSION AND HEART-WRENCHING SCENES AND THE COMPLEXITY OF PEOPLE AND JUST HOLY FRICK YOU'RE AMAZING. THANK YOU FOR THIS. I KNOW YOU ALREADY KNOW BUT THIS IS MY FAVOURITE KPOP FANFIC OF ALL TIME. I'M SAD IT'S OVER BUT I'M SO SATISFIED. YOU ARE THE BEST.

she calls ME QUEEN! thank you thank you I SQUEAL A LOT AT THIS im actually sad its over too. but im content with it. I HOPE IT IS FOREVER YOUR FAVE you stuck with me through the whole thing thank you i love you

statetheobvious04 asked: I've long been a follower for your underworld series and Jesus christ it's one of the best series of read ever. The storyline was so gripping and full of love and loss that by the time I finished the last chapter my chest was heavy and I nearly cried. Idk how you did it but I feel like I've personally lived through minas insane and perilous journey and felt every single emotion as if it were my own. It's een a while since I've read the earlier chapters but I feel like if I do il start 1/2 2/2 sobbing. You are such an amazing and talented writer that this story deserves to be developed into a book or movie but eve then those may not do it justice. But honestly, thank you so much for sharing and writing. And I’m so happy mina finally got the life she deserves and that everyone else managed to find peace in Iceland 💜💜💜💜

THIS MAKES ME HAPPPY YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW CAN I DESCRIBE MY JOY AT THIS MESSAGE you make me cry thank you for loving mina and thank you for supporting the story and thank you for telling me how it felt to read it i love you <3

anonymous asked: hi leigh! I have a question. I hope it doesn't come across the wrong way, I'm just curious! May I ask why you're not taking exo requests?

you’re good honey :) honestly im just not in an exo mood at the moment. i still write for them i still even have a baekhyun oneshot in my drafts idk im just not feeling like writing for them for drabbles at the moment if that makes sense

anonymous asked: Do you still open the drabble request?

they are closed now.

anonymous asked: I'm a Yoongi at heart but your story Underworld made my heart 'boom boom'. Seriously this is the best mafia /zombie apocalypse AU I have ever read and I read a lot of fan fiction. Keep up the good work. PS: Some drabbles based on Underworld wouldn't hurt. PSS: If you don't understand the heart boom boom reference , go see the latest Buzzfeed interview of BTS.

i can’t help but only hear got7′s boom boom boom though haha im down for underworld drabbles i think i mentioned before that any gang!au drabbles i do will be in the underworld universe before the zombie outbreak so far i only have the one for bambam i would link it but im too tipsy for something that level right now sorry :D

anonymous asked: I fucking love your angst writings, they get me emotional aha

thank you i love angst i like toying with emotions ehehe

anonymous asked: Underworld is amazing!!! One of the best stories I've read, even though it has me crying from Paris all the way to the end.😭😭😭😭 You done good. 😁

we dont talk about paris haha jk that one hurt too much thank you darling that its one of the best you’ve read means the world to me :)

anonymous asked: How can you write like thattttt!!!! I adore you. I'll always be your follower 💖

AND IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU and i’ll always be here! i promise <3

anonymous asked: Who is that in your header gif?

It’s Suga :)

thewriterpixie asked: *squeals* I just finished reading the Suga father/daughter date drabble! It made my day!

Thank you! I love that one so much :)

anonymous asked:  Okay I was reading Wake Up and Play with Me and for some reason it reminded me of their song Paradise?¿¿ Now whenever I hear it I'm gonna associate it with this smut xD

Ooh i like the sound of that! i really love Paradise but I think Sign is my favorite on the album but how do you get your question marks upside down i thought the room was spinning for a second i kid you not lol

anonymous asked: Your Jooheon smut got me looking at Jooheony at a different way now 😏 thank you for writing such a quality one shot! You're one of the best of the best!

YAS come to the jooheon side we have thick thighs and adorable dimples you will not regret this ;)

taecmekai asked: hope you are ok and recovering well from your knee surgery :)

i’m okay! gained a few pounds from being stuck on the couch for a few days but idgaf hehe ;) i’ll get back to yoga when i feel like it

coppertopging asked: I just finished Underworld. holy crap the emotional coaster you took me on! I read the last 7 chaps today & i couldn't stop crying. I didn't when Jae died, but his 'funeral' got me with the reactions from everyone. & then Hobi?! That was the most painful. I had to stop & pull myself together. Yoongi made me laugh a little with his delivery. My favorite part of the ending was the Jk/Yugy part. The only thing I felt was missing was more detail into Namjoon & Jin. But this story was amazing!!!

yeah hoseok was the hardest for me too. i wanted to keep anything namjin related kinda vague and open to the reader’s interpretation that’s why there wasn’t much material there but im very glad you enjoyed the story thank you :)

anonymous asked: holy fucking shit. it's 4am and i just finished reading Underworld and i'm crying so hard there's so many emotions i'm feeling. thank you so much for that masterpiece. it's the first work of yours i've read and omfg you're talented as fuck. i'm actually a bit speechless still tbh it's only fully processing to me ...hobi... he's not even my bias but i'm crying so hard i need help wow SO MUCH LOVE FOR U AND UR WRITING THO

omg i cant believe you stayed up that late to read it i wish i could do that but in my old age i dont bounce back that well anymore (i just turned 27 and am very upset about it) anyway THANK YOU this makes me very happy

danphilandstuff asked: OH MY FUCKING GOD RHYTHM WAS SO FUCKING GOOD THANK YOU SO MUCH ITS ACTUALLY HOW I IMAGINED HIM TO BE IT FELT SO REAL IT WAS ACTUALLY THE BEST FANFIC IVE EVER READ IM CURRENTLY READING YOUR MASTER LIST. you're actually such an amazing writer thank you so much (Could I request more Jooheon fics? ((If you want and have time)) )

i will never stop writing jooheon fics. you have nothing to worry about there haha. WHAT DO YOU MEAN ITS THE BEST FANFIC YOUVE READ IT WAS SUCH A RAUNCHY SEX FEST I SHOULD BE ASHAMED lol just kidding no but in all seriousness THANK YOU I LOVE YOU IM GLAD YOU LOVED IT I HOPE YOU KEEP COMING BACK FOR MORE MUHAHA

anonymous asked: (1/3) Hey lovely! I came across your blog today after reading your monsta x all in one shot and i just wanted to say thank you for writing something so incredible! it had me gripped from start to finish and it was honestly one of the most (2/3) well-written pieces ive ever read, I would love to be able to write at your standard one day. I cant express how grateful i am, it put me through so many emotions and i actually had tears in my eyes at one point! So yeah, apologies for this (3/3) being so long but i just wanted to express my gratitude and say that you are an amazing writer :) x

oh my goodness this was ridiculously lovely. i am very proud of All In and how it turned out. i hope to finish the sequel soon. i keep getting writers block on it and i dont know why but anyway. thank you for sending me this and im thrilled that i could write something you enjoy very much. you are too kind thank you <3