#You can also usually get good information about how much weight they can handle before they snap lmao

[shinesurge]

Fun fact: If you have a visual type project that requires rope that looks Nice (like, hanging a banner on the front of a colorful con table perhaps), shibari ropes are strong, durable, easy to work with, and come in any color you could ever possibly need. They're also washable so the dye won't come off on other materials, and a lot of shops will cut them to custom lengths!

Nobody (who doesn't also participate in these activities themself lmao) will ever know and you can get all the cool colorful rope you want for any project forever tell your friends

[daisynik7]

Give You Blue

Epilogue

You are my universe, my everything, my sunset. You still give me butterflies, my lullaby. You are everything I wanted.

Pairing: Eren x f!reader

Word Count: ~2.6k

cw: switching POVs (reader is second-person, Eren is third), fluff, established relationship, smut – PIV sex (cowgirl position), cunnilingus, face-riding, spit play, pet names (sweetie, honey, sweetheart, princess, good girl, baby) 

Previous Chapter

Give You Blue Masterlist | ao3

Author’s Note: Just an excuse to write a little bonus chapter about these two! Fluffy, adorable, and happily in love! Also a little smut added to the mix. Thank you everyone for reading this story all the way through the end! Love and appreciate every single one of you. What a journey this has been. Likes, comments, and/or reblogs are appreciated, as always.

It’s 11:45 PM, New Year’s Eve, fifteen minutes before the start of the new year. You leave your family gathered downstairs to head up to your room, shutting the door quietly, tapping your boyfriend’s contact on your phone screen. 

Eren answers after two rings. “Hey, cutie. Hold on.” There’s shuffling, like you’ve been temporarily put in his pocket. In the background, you hear him announce, “Mom, I’m pretty tired. Going to bed now.”

“But you’ll miss midnight!” she responds. 

You hear his dad chime in. “Let him, honey. He can make his own decisions.” There’s a hint of bitterness in his tone that even you can detect on the other end of the line.

Your boyfriend lets out a nervous chuckle, muttering a quick, “Happy New Year.” There’s more rustling, then sounds of steps going up stairs, ending with a gentle thud of a door closing. “Sweetie? You still there?” he asks, finally alone. 

“Yeah, I’m here.” You smile into the phone, sitting at the edge of the bed. “Hi.”

“Hi,” he greets back. “It’s so nice hearing your voice.”

“I feel the same way,” you reply, falling back into the mattress, gazing up at the ceiling. “How was tonight?”

“Oh, you know, the usual: My mom cooked too much food for three people and my dad has been sneaking little jabs at me. Nothing new.”

Eren officially changed his major before the end of the semester from pre-med to education, a huge weight lifted off his shoulders while a tinier one replaces it, aka his father’s overall disapproval. Dr. Jaeger stood by his word, threatening that he would no longer support his son financially once he made the switch, to which Eren has been preparing for. He has two new on-campus jobs lined up for him at the start of the new semester, along with the weekly music session at the elementary school Erwin Smith’s dad works at. The first week of winter break, he was ready to apply for a few loans to help him throughout the rest of his term. Then, to his shock, his father approached him, informing him that he will actually continue to pay for his education, on the condition that he graduates with outstanding grades and a job guaranteed. Eren’s sure it was his mother who was behind the change in heart, to which he’ll forever be grateful for. Unfortunately, this hasn’t stopped his father from making snide remarks here and there. 

You sympathize with him, saying, “I’m sorry.”

His charming grin is audible through the phone. “Don’t be. I can handle it.”

“Where’s Mikasa? And your brother?” 

“Mikasa left this morning to spend the rest of break with Jean. And Zeke had to head back to prepare for some conference, so he’s actually in your neck of the woods right now,” he answers, referring to your hometown and current location: Marley. He adds, “To be honest, I wish I was there too.”

You smile, kicking your feet, belly fluttering with butterflies. “We’ll see each other in a week. Do you really miss me that much?” you tease.

“More than anything.” 

Swallowing hard, sentimental words dancing on the tip of your tongue (I miss you too, I think about you every day), you remain silent, too shy to get them out. Instead, he continues speaking, changing the subject to talk about what his mom prepared and the new year traditions behind them. She decided to do a spread of German foods this time around: pork sausages for good luck, sauerkraut for more money, and lentil soup for even better luck. He tells you about his childhood, popping open apple cider to tip into everyone’s glasses, watching the fireworks light up the sky from a distance, igniting sparklers outside with Armin, Mikasa, and the other neighborhood kids on the street. You listen to him intently, imagining a young Eren with that same signature bright smile he dons as an adult; warm, genuine, full of light. It’s no wonder you fell for him, especially in a time of your life where you were shrouded in darkness from the fallout of your heartbreak, unsure when you’d ever see sunshine again. 

I love you. Every time you think it, you double back, convincing yourself that it’s too soon, too much in such a short amount of time. After all, it’s only been a little over a month since the two of you officially became a couple. Wouldn’t it be crazy to express such a weighted confession? 

When there’s a small pause in the conversation, finished with his stories, you start, “Eren,” ready to admit it. 

“Oh, it’s already 11:59!” he interjects, excited. “How many seconds do we have left?”

You turn on the TV, switching to a local channel that’s displaying a countdown. “Ah, ten seconds!” You watch the clock, listening to Eren announce the numbers in your ear. At three, you join in. “3…2…1…Happy New Year!”

Downstairs, you hear your family cheering, clinking flutes of champagne or cider with each other. The sound of fireworks bursting can be heard faintly through your window. On the opposite end of the line, Eren says, “Happy New Year, beautiful. Wish I could kiss you right now.”

You smile. “Me too.”

“Are you sure you don’t want to join your family downstairs?” he asks.

“Positive. I want to start the new year with you.”

He laughs softly. “Me too. And you know what? For the first time in a long time, I’m actually excited about the new year. I used to dread going back, always so anxious about my new classes. All the tests and projects I had to work on during the semester. Even interacting with my classmates because it was always so competitive. Now, my new curriculum sounds interesting, and I feel good about my cohort. I just know this year is going to be a great one.” He pauses, choosing his next statement carefully. “I’m also looking forward to us. We’ve got all the time in the world now. I can’t wait to create so many more memories with you.”

Your heart beats faster, taken back by his sincerity. You decide not to confess to him tonight, not because you’re unsure, but because you mean it more. Those three words don’t seem enough to express that to him. Not yet at least. There’s no pressure to rush into anything; as he said, you’ve got all the time in the world. 

~~~

Spring semester of sophomore year starts off smoothly, especially for Eren. This is the only time during his collegiate career that he’s felt at ease. While he’s equally as diligent as he was before, he enjoys the material he’s learning, rather than stressing each passing day like he once was. Having his supportive girlfriend by his side is also a huge help, maybe the biggest of them all. He’s never been happier. 

Technically, it’s forbidden for RAs to date their residents. However, that hasn’t stopped them, often sneaking into his room to do what couples usually do. Quite frankly, neither are worried about hiding it, considering the rest of the dormitory residents are well aware of the relationship and unfazed by it. Still, whenever one of Eren’s managers visits, he’s extra diligent in keeping that information private. 

As for her situation with her ex, she has completely moved on, and seemingly so has he. Occasionally, she’ll spot Reiner walking around campus with his fraternity brothers or classmates. She and him will exchange a cordial head nod, polite wave, sometimes a reminiscent smile, but nothing more. Acknowledging each other’s presence, understanding there’s no more left to their story. A fleeting moment of reminiscence about their past life together, gone as soon as it appears. During these times, Reiner will flash a serious glance at Eren. It’s not threatening or malicious, more like a cautionary warning. He can’t blame the guy; after all, Reiner was her first love, and vice versa. Despite their relationship coming to an end, deep down, they must care for each other to some degree. Even as the new boyfriend, he can understand that, so he remains unbothered by it.

Despite his father agreeing to continue the payment of his tuition, Eren decided to work at least one part-time job this semester to supplement date nights or gifts for his girlfriend. His job is being the front desk of the school library, helping students locate resources or manage the study rooms. For the most part, his schedule is manageable. However, when the week of midterms arrives, it gets a little more complicated. The facility remains open twenty-four hours on weeks like this so students have a place to study at all times. Driven by the increased pay during the night shifts, Eren offers to work them without thinking how it’ll affect his daily routine. It’s only after the first night that he realizes he won’t be able to see his girlfriend until the week is over. With her being just as busy with group projects, there isn’t a time they have free to see each other. So, they settle for voicemails and text message spanning the next few days, which in Eren’s mind, pass by like weeks, maybe months. He misses her. 

Finally, Friday comes, and exams are over. After his last class, he heads straight for his room, knocking out for a long nap. He wakes up to gentle tapping on his door. When he answers, he’s thrilled to see her, smiling brightly at him. “Hi.”

Before he can respond with words, he launches forward, wrapping her in his arms. “I’m so happy to see you.” He buries his nose to the top of her head, inhaling that familiar scent he’s been yearning for all week long. “I missed you so much.”

She laughs, music to his ears, warming his entire soul. “I missed you too.”

He pulls her into his room, pushing the door closed by pressing her up against it with a kiss. They stay like this for a while, his hands caressing her cheeks, her fingers hooked to the waistband of his sweats, tugging ever-so-slightly towards her. They kiss each other, languid, soft, and effortless, like this is exactly where they’re meant to be. He’s been deprived too long without her. He won’t waste another second. 

She pulls away, leaning back to look at him. “Are you hungry? Do you want to get dinner now?”

He smirks, mouth grazing her ear. “I am hungry, but for something else.” One hand trails down to her hip, squeezing. “I’ve been starving for you all week. Dessert first, then dinner.”

She giggles, nipping at his lower lip. “Are we calling this dessert now?” 

“Yup,” he grins. “Because it’s going to be so, so sweet.”

~~~

Within minutes, your clothes are tossed to the floor, stripped and bare in his bed, sheets twisted beneath as your lips smack noisily with each other. “Can I taste you now? Please?” Eren asks.  

You nod, rolling onto your back, spreading your legs for him. He shakes his head, hoisting you over him. “Not like that. I want you to ride my face.”

“What?” you stammer, surprised at the suggestion. 

“Ride my face,” he repeats. 

“Are you sure?” 

“Absolutely sure. I want it so bad, baby.” The way his voice sounds needy and desperate has your pussy throbbing. Carefully, you straddle him, lowering yourself slowly. His hands slide around your thighs, gripping you. “Come on. Smother me, sweetie.” More aggressively, he shoves you to his face, tongue already out and licking at your clit. You grasp onto the headboard, rolling your hips onto his mouth, head thrown back in pleasure. His moans are muffled, vibrating into your skin with his lips puckered to your bud, sucking. 

Soon, you’re coming for him, slick gushing from your slit. He drinks it up, slurping it noisily, his hips thrusting into nothing, cock stiff against his abdomen. “Fuck, you taste so good. Think you can ride my cock now, princess?”

Still reeling from your orgasm, you whimper in response, readjusting yourself so you’re on his lap, sliding your slippery cunt along his erect shaft. He rests his head on his palms, elbows splayed, watching you. “That’s it, baby. Get it nice and creamy with your cum. You’re doing such a good job.”

The praise spurs you on, rubbing yourself on his dick until you’re ready for him, tingling all over. You sink down, cock sliding in smoothly until he bottoms out, your pussy entirely full of him. He plants his feet to the bed, thrusting into you gradually. “I know you already came, but can you give me one more, sweetie? Just one more?” It sounds like he wants to add a pretty please to the end of it, nodding his head affirmatively, looking up at you with innocent eyes while he fucks you relentlessly.

You let out a pathetic whimper, nodding along with him, totally captivated. He smiles so sweetly, the tinge of wickedness in his eyes almost goes unnoticed. Almost. Your boyfriend can be a real menace sometimes, acting tender as he man-handles you like his own personal sex doll. His grip on your hips tightens, his fingers digging into your flesh. He’s breathing heavily, exerting all the energy left in his being to give you the best fuck of your life. You bounce on his lap until your legs are spent, yielding all control to him. One hand travels up your spine and lands at the nape of your neck, caressing you, pulling you in for a sloppy kiss. His tongue swirls into your mouth, pushing his thick saliva past your lips. He halts his brutal thrusts, hard cock all the way inside you, pussy throbbing around it. 

“Open up, sweetie,” he says. You’re high off his cock, too dumbed out to think rationally, so you obey his command, sticking your tongue out. He bites his lip, studying you like you’re the prized treasure he’s about to collect. He tips your head towards him, leaning in close to spit a wad of his saliva in your mouth. “Swallow.” You do, guzzling every drop of it down your throat. 

“That’s it. Such a good girl,” he coos.

“Give me more,” you groan, sticking your tongue out. 

He grins, smooching your nose. “You like it, don’t you sweetheart?” 

You nod, eyes half-lidded as he does it again, his hot, frothy spit coating the inside of your mouth. Arms coiled around his neck, you clutch onto him tightly, electricity rippling from your core throughout the rest of your body as he pumps his cock in and out of you. 

“Eren,” you whimper, nuzzling his ear. Maybe it’s the heat of the moment, or the fact that you haven’t seen him all week and you missed him so much, you’re bursting at the seams. In a breathy huff, it slips out. “I love you.”

Suddenly, he pauses, stunned by your confession. He holds your face between his palms, staring at you with a serious expression. “What did you say?”

“I love you.”

His lips part, dumbfounded and in a daze, with his dick still hard inside you. It’s not what you imagined it would be like, but in this moment, you wanted to get it off your chest. It’s been simmering within you since New Year’s, and while it’s not the most luxurious of settings, it’s intimate and special, especially with the way his eyes twinkle. “You love me?” he reiterates, clearly in disbelief.

With more confidence, you reply, “I love you, Eren.” You nuzzle your nose to his, smiling. “I love you.”

He laughs, pressing his forehead to yours. “I love you, too. I’ve loved you this whole time.”

The two of you giggle into each other’s mouths as you kiss, Eren whispering “I love you” in between. You rock your hips onto his lap, making love slowly until eventually, you come together, skin hot and dewy with sweat, hearts thumping loudly against your chests. He cradles you in his arms, peppering more soft smooches around your face, intertwining his legs with yours. A perfect fit. 

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[mbta-unofficial]

So you want to fix ya City, do ya?

Local activism works better and faster than any other kind, because you don’t need to go as far to get results.

If you want to understand how to make change, here are some steps.

1. Pick a Lane

Your energy is finite. One issue that gets the lions share of it will make way more difference than a lot of blogging and not a lot else about everything. Whatever your lane is, try to pick it thoughtfully and stick with it. A local issue will be way more moveable than a remote one, but the internet can be used to raise money for anything so it doesn’t need to be next door.

You’re gonna worry about other stuff. That’s ok. Let someone else handle it.

2. Lay of the Land

You are not the first person to look at this problem. Organizations exist to take this on, and the knowledge they have is indispensable to your goals. Your first step should be to be to find them: you don’t have to reinvent the wheel here. If you have a local newspaper, read it. If you don’t, go to your city’s reddit page and see where they get their info.

All Cities have an MPO or Metropolitan Planning organization. These are non-profits (usually) who advise the government on a variety of issues. Sign up for their newsletter. Find out when their next meeting is. Go.

Your issue will probably have an activist council, such as the MBTA ROC for transit advocates. Sign up for their newsletter. Find out when their next meeting is. Go.

Your city will likely have public meetings on the subject you are interested in. Find out when they are. Go.

If these aren’t relevant to your issue, you can go find other sources of information but you should try to find

a) a place where you can be in a real room with real people, or at least a zoom room. Watching videos and posting doesn’t count. Twitch streams are borderline, more than 200 or so viewers is just noise.

b) A place with a variety of ages. Old folks know things. they’ve been around the block. Young people have fresh perspectives and lots of energy. A room with just one is unlikely to produce a good plan of action

c) A place with racial and gender diversity. Boys’ clubs are common in politics, as are white only conversations about politics. The city is for everyone, and if you don’t have a diverse movement you will inevitably cater to the interests of your most powerful ally instead of helping everyone.

If you can’t find a meeting that meets these criteria, see if you can change the meeting that exists before starting your own. Institutional weight is invaluable and starting from scratch is possible but a challenge.

When you are at these meetings, do not worry about not understanding technical language. Take notes (or don’t) and google later. You are there to see, and also to be seen, because if you consistently attend public meetings you will recognize the same people there, and they will recognize you. Ask questions if you are given the opportunity but remember that you don’t need to understand everything right away and you will learn more by listening than by guessing.

You are there to make friends and learn, because you can’t do it alone.

3. Planning an action

If you have an idea for something that would help your cause, write it down. Then find out if someone else has already done it. (They almost certainly have.)

Make a list of steps. Ask your new friends about the steps. Revise your list of steps based on that feedback. You should do this at least once, no first draft is perfect. Assess how feasible the steps are. Replace any step that is impossible with an possible alternative. Give yourself twice as much time, money, and help as you think you’ll need. Review your steps.

Start stepping.

Be prepared to throw the steps out, but know that if you do because you had to, you will still have the time, money, and support that you budgeted. If you have to throw the steps out, make new ones. Keep going.

4. Post-op

You did it! You made it to the end of your steps. Get your friends to assess your work for you, and weigh their answers seriously. The problem is probably not gone, but it should be better. More importantly, you have built a system of people capable of carrying out an action. You know more, you are better connected. Go back to step 2. There is always more to learn, and that’s beautiful.

[books-are-my-life-stuff]

Happy 1106 day!

1106 is also known as the Adler dorm number for Rayne Ames (and his roommate Max Land), so November 6th is commonly celebrated in the Japanese fanbase as "Rayne Ames Festival Day".

As a celebration, I've roughly translated Rayne and Max's fan book profiles under the cut! It's full of interesting information about them as an individual character that doesn't manage to get explored much in the main series, so hope you enjoy it!

"A taciturn sword that sticks to his convictions, and a Divine Visionary that strictly speaks on one's back."

Rayne Ames

Quote: "You need to shut your mouth, before I shut it for you." (from Volume 13, chapter 117)

Small memo (near little Rayne and Finn image): A minimalist with a penchant for saving money, except for things related to rabbits and his younger brother.

A magician who becomes a Divine Visionary to change the Magic World from the ground up for the sake of his family. He's pursuing such a dream as he balances his work as a Divine Visionary and his responsibilities as a student. Profile (these have been translated in wiki and thus taken from there)

Birthday: March 3 Age: 18 years old Height: 175cm Weight: 67kg Dominant hand: Left Foot size: 27.5cm Family: Finn Ames (younger brother) Good subjects: Magic History, Magical Zoology Bad subject(s): Fortune telling Hobbies: Rabbit sucking, sewing Favorite food: Bean sprouts, vegetables Favorite words: Say what you want Favorite type of the opposite sex: Never thought about it Dislikes: Talking more than necessary Frequently visited school spots: Purchasing department How to spend money: Savings, rabbit breeding expenses How to spend holidays: Taking care of rabbits

Relationship Chart

Rayne to Mash: A troublesome junior Rayne to Finn: Must be protected at all costs Rayne to Kaldo: Thank you for taking care of my brother Rayne to Max: Only best friend Rayne to rabbit: *sighs softly* Rayne to Wahlberg: Old geezer who likes to boss people around

Magic: Sword Magic

A magic that can summon countless swords. The personal magic, named "Partisan", has a power level measured through percentages that can be adjusted, an average student usually can't even handle 10% of it.

The caption of Rayne calling out Partisan picture: It's one of the most deadly magic in the Magic World, but he brandishes it only for the sake of justice.

Divine Visionary: of Sword Cane, as well as one of the Directors of the Magical Items Department

All the magical items existing in the Magic World have very strict control. Newly manufactured tools are delivered to the Bureau of Magic to ensure safety. After carefully examining them and making sure the new items are safe, they'll be delivered to the citizens.

The caption of the Magic Mirror (used by Cell War against Mash): The loss of the Magic Mirror marks a great mistake for all of the directors of the department.

Pick-up: An Awkward Big Brother

Rayne, who rarely talks but always shows through his actions, makes people have a lot of trust in him, and many students follow his way too. However, his lack of words often causes many misunderstandings.

Quote for upper image: "I've always been really terrible at encouraging people." (Volume 6, Chapter 47)

Caption for upper image: He tried to put himself in the position of the junior who's taking reckless challenges.

Quote for left image: "I'll make sure that brazen kid, goes as far as he can go." (Volume 6, Chapter 46)

Caption for left image: He forced Margarette, who was after Mash, to retreat by using his Thirds.

Quote: "Words only have a meaning when paired with actions. If you can't act, it's the same as not saying anything at all." (Volume 6, Chapter 45)

Caption: This principle came from his late parents who passed away without words or promises. Since that time, he always lived up to his words.

Quote: "I still remember you used to come crying at me over the smallest things. You've grown up." (Volume 14, Chapter 119)

Caption for his moments with Finn: For the sake of his younger brother, he had always been shouldering many burdens. However, after seeing his brother's growth, he changed his mind.

Pick Up: A Genuine Rabbit Lover for Life

It all began when Max suggested Rayne, who was at that time aiming to be the Divine Visionary, to start having rabbits out of concern for Rayne's mental health's well-being. Now, Rayne has never stopped to pour an extraordinary amount of love for his rabbits.

The caption of Rayne surrounded by rabbits: This scene too is a display of Rayne's "survival of the fittest" between the strong and the weak (?)

The caption of Rayne's rabbit handkerchief: Should you ever find a lost rabbit-patterned goodies, please give it to Rayne first and foremost.

Mash's Room Corner (a corner to talk about gossip relating to the character, with Mash's commentary)

"I've been in the same dorm as Rayne since middle school but...that Rayne...there were quite a few times when the screws in his head were loose. He takes jokes a little too seriously, and because of that, I had to teach him lots of them." (from Max)

Mash: An unexpected side of a good person.

The Secret Story of Rayne as told by ***!! (a corner about various characters' opinions of a character, in this case, their opinions of Rayne)

Ryoh: I understand the feeling of pushing yourself away for your family's sake, but sometimes relying on others is what makes a man, Rayne.

Margarette: I saw Rayne trying to help a lost child in the city. However, he accidentally made the child cry even more because of his unfriendly looks and unsociability.

Brad: So you've become the Divine Visionary through hard work. Well, depending on Mash's hard work, my promotion might not just be a dream anymore.

Cell War: Since you're one of the directors of the Magical Items Department, it's really difficult to sneak in. Still, the staff canteen's foods are really delicious.

"Summarizing the Adler Dorm: Honest and full of conscience"

Max Land

Quote: "Let's solve this together!" (Volume 6, chapter 49)

Small memo (near the picture of running Max): His foot speed is number one! He also has a playful side when he pulls a prank and runs.

A third-year at Adler dorm who is open-minded and friendly. Since he is well-liked within the school, he often shares his wisdom and consults others.

Profile (these have been translated in wiki and thus taken from there with slight adjustment)

Birthday: November 19 Age: 18 years old Height: 168cm Weight: 64kg Blood type: O Dominant hand: Right Foot size: 26cm Family members: Father, Mother, Eldest brother, Older brother Good subject: Magic history Bad subject: Broom class Hobbies: Exploring the school while making his body smaller Favorite food: Deep-fried salamander Favorite words: 平凡 (Heibon: Ordinary or commonplace) Favorite type of opposite sex: People who have their own world Dislikes: High places Frequently visited school spots: Purchasing Department How to spend money: Book fees (mainly comic books) How to spend holidays: Going to Marchette Street with friends and taking care of rabbits when Rayne is away

Relationship Chart

Max to Mash: Junior Max to Rayne: You're so awkward I can't leave you alone Max to Finn: Like my own little brother Max to Carpaccio: Lately, when I look around, you're suddenly sitting next to me.

Magic: Size-changing Magic

This magic can change the size of people and objects. Up to 3 different people and/or objects can be resized at one time. This personal magic is very handy for support, as shown during the selection exam where he helped his ally.

Image caption: He made himself and Mash smaller to get away from the eyes of Deadervants.

Mash's Room Corner

I consulted with him the other day, but that guy has the face of an ordinary person but still manages to look handsome. It's plainly and doubly frustrating. (from Dot)

Mash: I feel sorry for Senior Max for being blamed unreasonably like that.

Pick-Up: A Selfish Desire as a Senior

He has a naturally caring personality who won't ever leave his troubled junior behind. But the truth is he just wants to "prove himself like a man", which he despises himself for.

Quote for upper image: "My premonition was right..." (Volume 6, chapter 50)

Quote for left image: "Say, Rayne. Did I do my best for the younger students?"

Caption for left image: Supporting the junior that Rayne is interested in.

The Secret Story of Max as told by ***!!

Tom: I invited him to join Duelo, but he declined because he is scared of heights. Senior Max, you're like a bamboo that's stuck on the ground!

BONUS (from the Q&A session with the original creator Komoto Hajime-sensei):

Q17: In the final chapter, are Rayne and Finn of the Ames brothers able to get along again?

A17: Rayne (addressed as 'onii-tama here) is a tsundere, but I think they're able to get along well!

Q18: Why does Finn call Rayne with "Nii-sama" instead of "Nii-san"?

A18: Because of the distance between them...

(A/N: In the original Japanese version, Finn does not call Rayne by name, but calls him "Nii-sama", this has a lot of meaning and nuances that unfortunately are hard to translate and doesn't have an English equivalent, hence the change. "Onii-tama" on the other hand is a baby talk version of "onii-sama".)

[chevvy-yates]

Ticket to the Major Leagues for Ryder, Thyjs and Falco on the ask game pls!!

How did they react to their first chrome? (Not including the neurosocket, shard slot and wrist plug).

Ryder’s first chrome were Kiroshi optics when he was still a Corpo. He used to wear contacts and/or glasses as he was born astigmatism. He wasn't allowed to get optics until he turned 18 (his family hates cyberware) When he eventually was allowed to get some they had to be in his same eye color (ice blue). The reaction to this was nothing special. He's had a headache for a few days and needed to adjust to see everything clearly now without contacts or glasses. So nothing really special But I want to add how he reacted to his first real chrome that definitely changed his body forever: his mantis blades: You have to know that he replaced his well functioning organic arms with these weapons. He decided it from 0 to 100. I mean he literally walked into a ripper doc's office and demanded "Cut off my arms and install me some with blades!" having literally no clue what Ryder was demanding there. At this point of his life he literally changed everything about himself drastically, often not thinking about whether this decision is good or not. Hate and anger mainly for Cyberpsychos drove him towards this decision. Of course the blades made it so he could protect and defend himself in the first place as he always carries them with him 24/7. and he finally had something that was added to his overall look that can be frightening plus he could fight with them. If trained right mantis blades serve you well. What he did not have in mind: learning how to live with two cybernetic forearms from now on that have sharp blades, he didn't know how to handle at first. Also the fact that he will never feel touch again like he used to hasn't been on his mind back then either. He was only to discover it afterwards because the ripper doc didn't care much to inform him about it since Ryder seemed to be bold and harsh. At the start Ryder often second-guessed himself about this decision he made. In the beginning he often sat at home having problems just to grab a beer because he had to learn that his brain and connected muscles around the elbow accept the cyberware and the given commands were set into the right motion. The ripper doc did a good job and Ryder payed all of his money left for getting the best ones the market had at this time. He didn't feel any pain and they adjusted fast once Ry found out how it works. Nonetheless he kept them and accepted his decision. He gets them checked frequently.

Like Ryder, Thyjs first chrome have been Kiroshi optics. As albino he's had photophobia and decreased visual acuity since he was born. So he definitely was in need to get a better eyesight as soon as he started Military school. The first day of having them felt weird for him, needed some adjustment and to get used to it. He had the usual headache right after he received them but no further problems. They felt like his real eyes before just way better.

Garnet's first cyberware is the one on his neck and the chest. He was diagnosed with lung cancer in a very early years of his life as he already started smoking "wie ein Schlot" at a very young age. So his entire lung including the trachea and the thyroid are cybernetic. Falco didn't do well in the beginning as he had been laying in bed before the operation for weeks to months already. They tried to fight the cancer off via chemotherapy before but it didn't work out so he opted in as last chance to stay alive to get that whole bunch of chrome installed inside his body. When he woke up after the operation and the meds losing their effect he felt insufferable pain in his throat and in general the weight of his body seemed very heavy (up to that he was still super weak, almost reduced to a skeleton). He needed months long rehabilitation and even today a medtech frequently has to check as everything works appropriately. He had to pay the huge bill for probably all his life if he didn't become popular in the music industry. After five years he was free from his debt. Today he's healthy, fit (trains frequently) and takes his needed medication as he should.

[electricbluebutterflies]

and if you felt like it, kiss in the rain for poe/rey!

PG-ish and also on ao3.

Rey is losing track of how many new experiences she’s had how quickly.

It’s a big world out there, it turns out now that she gets to experience more of it, and there are a lot of people who want to meet the girl who saved it, and-

She’s not sure who exactly calls a break from the whole victory-tour thing that may consume the next few years of her life, but she knows who figures out the details of said break and that’s enough information for her.

Really, if she’s followed the situation correctly, what’s happened is Poe hasn’t been home in years and there are some more personal oh-you’re-still-alive situations he needs to handle relatively soon, and somehow this gets spun into an indefinite several-week vacation, and-

Rey owes him. So, so much. She may just have to be more careful with their droid for a while. Maybe.

They have been here for nearly a week, on the greenest planet she’s ever seen and she can only imagine what it might be like to live a life here, and their group has spread out a little and the whole trip has been fantastically unorganized and more familiar and fun than the past year of her life combined, and-

She stands in an empty green space, overwhelmed. The air has a weight to it here, a signal that the skies above are about to open, and no one needs anything from her at all today and she has nothing to prove and-

She could stay, she thinks. She may have to stay. BB-8 likes her better, and she’s not sure she wants to figure out a custody arrangement for a high-personality droid, and it would be… easier if she lays her roots where her counterpart is most inclined to, and-

Oh, speak of the-

She hears that familiar chirping in the distance and coming her way, followed by an equally familiar human, and there’s just something delightful about it. Her world is bigger than this, her heart is bigger than this, but if she has to make choices, if she has to-

“Thought you’d be out here.”

“Is that a problem?”

He laughs, and there’s just something inherently comfortable about that man, something like sunlight, like warmth and-

“You, never.”

That may be a slight understatement, she thinks, but as long as she isn’t explaining that she didn’t tell their shared pet to follow her into possible peril…

“I see why you love it here.”

“You could… come back, if you wanted, when everything’s over, if you-“

She suspect he’s given the same offer to quite a few people and it doesn’t necessarily mean anything, but-

She can see outlines of a future in those eyes, a future where she’s safe and it’s quiet and maybe she gets time to decide how she feels about somebody touching her and maybe she gets to decide she likes it, maybe she gets a life where she isn’t so alone, maybe-

It’s a lot to hope for, and Rey is no daydreamer, but-

“You may be stuck with me forever if someone has any say.”

“Wouldn’t be the worst thing.”

Maybe there’s a life like this, she thinks, maybe-

She feels soft cool rain on her skin, and still she stands rooted in what feels like the middle of nowhere, just her in the middle of everything, and she could stay, and she could want that, and-

Something about her current situation feels electric, like anything could happen and maybe she can be impulsive for once like she never gets to be, maybe-

She’s kissed a lot of people, she reminds herself as she decides she might as well take the moment as it is. Doesn’t usually mean anything more than survival. This could, if she lets it, if she-

She’s never put her mouth on someone who didn’t ask for it or at least see it coming. She tastes the heartbeat of shock, and then something like delight, like-

“So I was wrong about you.”

“Oh?”

“Wasn’t sure you’d… done things like that before.”

“I survived,” she murmurs, rolling her eyes. “I’m good at that.” And if she ever says anything more about that, the people she loves may react a little too much, but-

“Was that-“

“That was because I wanted to.” A little flip of her hair, and there’s just something so light and calm about this, about-

“Okay.”

“Is it… okay if I want you?”

From her current position she can’t quite see the what-am-I-supposed-to-do-with-this look he still defaults to around her, but-

“If you can take your time with it…”

She takes another kiss, sweet, different kind of spark, different kind of-

Whatever happens to her otherwise, she thinks, is going to have to happen around this little crush or whatever it is. She is not coming back from what she’s just done the same person.

“I can try.”

“I’m not saying no, I’m saying… don’t do anything you’re not sure about, Rey. You don’t have to-“

“If I thought this was transactional, I would’ve jumped you a year ago.”

“And that is a mental image I do not-“

“Clearly I haven’t done that, so-“

“Warn me, if you start thinking-“

“I’m not sure if I want that. It would mean something, if I did, and… I want it to mean something, and-“

She’s gotten used to being held, at least, the caution of his hands on a very covered part of her back, and-

She’s laid her body down next to this man, gotten through nightmares no one else could ever understand with him, done some pretty incredible groundwork for something stable even ignoring the currently chirping ball of metal just out of her reach, and-

If this is what life is, Rey thinks, she could be alright.

“If you still want… next time we get this kind of a break, in a year or two if we’re lucky…”

“You’d make me wait that long?”

“Still a lot of galaxy you haven’t seen. Don’t want you settling for-“

“I don’t think I would. But if you need to wait…”

“Something like that?”

“I’ll live.”

[theangryjikooker]

https://www.tumblr.com/theangryjikooker/731993396101726208/i-also-felt-the-live-to-be-a-bit-awkward-it

Why do people always go “it seems like they hadn’t seen each other in a while” when Jimin and Jk say certain things? You honestly don’t even have to ship Jikook to know that they probably see alot of each other atleast at the company if u don’t think they see each other outside of work. We know that Jk is extremely busy and with his album preps so he is at the company alot, and Jimin too is at the company alot. So why do u think they haven’t seen each other in while? Jimin commenting on Jk’s weight is absolutely normal cuz sometimes some pieces of clothing make u look slimer, or sometimes we all just comment on the same things over and over cuz it could be shocking while u are immediately looking at the thing you are commenting on. For example, u could tell someone they smell good once, but then later on u get a whiff of them again and comment on it again, not because u hadn’t gotten the smell before but because u just got it again. Same way u could comment on someone loosing weight once and then you see them again and u are still kinda shocked at how much they lost weight and u comment on it again.

Also, Jimin never asked Jk to stay and he said no. Why do y’all spread stuff without fact checking knowing how much hate Jimin constantly gets from taekookers and solos? Jimin was the one who asked Jk to go rest cuz he was tired and sweaty from practice. And you too admin, please try to fact check some information before agreeing with anons who are misinformed themselves. Jimin already gets alot of hate from taekookers and solos who have a boner for twisting his words to fit their own agenda, if we have to discuss stuff, lets discuss things that actually happened and not misinformation or lies cuz u cannot even come to an accurate conclusion with misinformation can u? Here u are thinking Jk said no to Jimin again after the rehearsal thing when nothing of the sort happened.

Lastly, Jk wasn’t trying to be standoffish with Jimin. That is how Jk copes with situations that are kinda uncomfortable for him especially when it concerns Jimin. This alone should show people that Jimin and Jungkook clearly don’t have the same relationship with each other that they have with the other members. We can speculate about the true nature of their relationship but we can all see that the way they act around each other is obviously different from how they act around the other members. Jk has always been the kind of person who would say a no even if he means a yes when he us flustered or shy. He could come off standoffish or cold around Jimin when he is trying not to give too much away. Jk literally told us years ago that he was usually cold to Jimin on camera and ignored him cuz he was shy. This statement alone should make us understand that he “acts” cold towards Jimin when he is shy and that is kinda his defense mechanism when he doesn’t know how else to handle situations or circumstances that fluster him or make him uneasy. Ofcourse this is only a suspicion based on the things he has said and done in the past but i think it makes perfect sense.

We have to try to stop over analyzing these guys actions and words sometimes people. Sometimes they are literally goofing around or making small talk just to keep things interesting and we take those things so seriously. Just like how Jk was obviously teasing Jimin when Jimin asked him to come back and watch him practice and he said no. Jk teases like that sometimes with all the members but pple only wanna make a big deal outta it when it comes to teasing. Before Hobi left for the military Jk told him he wasn’t going to miss him (he was obviously kidding) but no one batted an eye over it. But all hell would have broke loose and all analyzers would have crawled outta their holes if he said that to Jimin. Don’t y’all goof around with your friends sometimes? Don’t y’all tease each other? Isn’t it possible for your friend to ask u to do something and u tell them u don’t feel like doing it? Why are all these things normal in our everyday lives but y’all have to analyze the hell outta these things when it comes to Jikook. Why is it a big deal if Jk didn’t feel like going back to watch Jimin’s rehearsals? Why does that automatically mean he doesn’t care about Jimin? Do u always say yes to everything your partner wants? Do u go with them wherever they want you to go? Does saying no to your partner or friend mean u hate them? Why don’t we apply this examples from our own lives before judging jikook? Some of y’all are coming on here to say alot when u just literally denied your partner sex or something cuz u didn’t feel like it. Did u say no cuz u don’t care for them? What makes some of y’all thing to show that u care for someone, the only word that have to say to them is Yes? Don’t y’all realize how unrealistic this is? Jimin and Jungkook are idols and famous people yes, but they are normal human beings just like u and me so stop thinking there are certain things they shouldn’t do. Real life doesn’t work like that.

Oh my god. Literally woosh.

I’m not even sure where you got half of what you’re complaining about here or how it’s relevant.

If it’s not PJMs and other solos, it’s shippers. Please get the fuck away from me.

[welderpig]

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[makahimetenshi]

Follow me inside the wastelands - Chapter 18  -Arthur Maxson x Female Sole Survivor Fanfic

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/14242575/18/Follow-me-inside-the-wastelands

Alright people we are getting into the final stage…not final chapters because I kinda counted how much they will be and I expect ten or more…

If you are very very very delighted with one fic and want a continuation I didn’t write or post you can donate me at least $5 bucks, most of this fics have next chapters I don’t finish because lack of motivation but hey a $5 is a $5, I see a few reviews and coments that fics that are abandoned months laters receive coments of wanting to know what happends next. Here it is, I finished my handling with you all, enjoy the fic

Arthur handt seen Nora since the nursery event and hadn’t heard anything also, that was two weeks ago, three plus two were five, since less than 5 minutes of conversation doesn’t count as seeing each other they hadnt seen in a month…were the hell is she this time? She was sick the last time they see, she came back to use the services of the Prydwen as if was her right as sentinel but…He missed her, a lot, she slip again, he thought they were okay, maybe he should confess after all? To make her stick?

He had a lot of work lately anyway, there was good news for him but he cant enjoy life if she wasn’t around, he wanted to came back to his quarters and find her, even just there reading.

His attention tried to focus into reading the papers in front of his deck but he cant, he was worried sick lately, he even was contemplating the idea of sending a patrol to look for her or even…hire…a private investigator…but no, that would compromise his image too much.

His eyes posed on the terminal in the desk: the first email was from Knight Cade, goddammit the man keep sending him the results of the status report of all the brotherhood soldiers, it was okay it was his job it was mandatory for him to send him a copy but he sent already four and the emails had a filter to snich to the writer if the reader had read it or not, so he didn’t even open them. One: he was no doctor, Arthur couldn’t understood most of the words of those reports. Two: he couldn’t care enough? He had thousands of soldiers a board  is not like there was a massive flue or anything to make numbers or estadistics. Three: it was his job to do that numbers anyway…? Four: There was so much people why this was relevant to him. Okay Cade, thanks for the copy, you don’t need to send it four times.

Not one, not two, not with mayus in the title, not with the important filter… Well what the hell, he would open it so the automatical filter will inform to Cade that he read it…looking inside the email there was just an attached file, the usual file but

Subject: “QUARTERLY HEALTH BROTHERHOOD REPORT”

Attached file: “IMPORTANT CLASSIFIED INFORMATION”

Oh wow even the file name was in mayus.

He open it, it was the classical file. This file had the name and info of all soldiers, he included, but separared by range and alphabetically ordered. That means that for example, the four paladins were all together. Of course, as elder, he was first, that’s why it was a classified information file but then curiosity hit him like a coin meeting the end of the jar. Oh my he never thought on this before, Nora must be in this file too! Yeah he never paid too much attention to this information to realize it, after all he was no doctor. Mmm lets see, the first entry was him with the info about her mods updated with the revision from the last weeks…the second file was the second most important range, the sentinel, of course, and there was Nora…just Nora…no surname Nora, although he believed that her surname from her husband was Howard from what he see at her house.

Her height, weight…oh my she really doesn’t weight a shit, aren’t those the numbers of someone underweight? Comparing it with the age and height, his eyebrows crossed, looking at this numbers…oh my god it was horrible, she had awful levels of everything, vitamins, proteins, blood, sugar, colesterol…the only thing that was in a good numbers was the vitamin D, no wonder, walking and traveling that much…hemoglobins were so low…potassium…oh my her bones…ohnonononono this wasn’t acceptable she had an eating problems but if she keep running around the Commonwealth on this health status she is going to end BAD one day…what if right now she was fighting for her life in some corner of the commonwealth? Fainted or without forces from malnutrition? Nora relays a lot on drugs but that isn’t going to help forever! It may give her a boost for some minutes but wit this levels of…of…well he cant read this stuff non understand what it means but anyway she cant process well the drugs, some days she will end up with an overdose! Because her body didn’t process the chemicals enough!

Her triglycerides were shitty? Oh no, a big anxiety took over all his body reading this, there may be a mistake? Maybe? Maybe is someoneelse data?...nono is perfectly possible from here, eating only  one complete meal a day only is totally possible. Should he send that patrol to search for her? Like right now? Arthur keep reading until a red sticker on the lower part on the file caught his attention.

Maternity leave expected in…a date that was three weeks ahead. If he look in that sticker there was a note, saying that she made a sub-unit beta HCG test two weeks ago and her results were 30-300. But that information meant…oh my.

Knight Cade was quickly summoned to his private quarters, this conversation could not go anywhere and not be heard by anyone else

-So I see you received my email Elder –oh the knight was salty, he didn’t have time for this. Nonono he had important QUESTIONS yes questions because with this man he can do questions yes please.

-Yeah sorry about it, I had a lot of work this weeks –it was true, he had work, he had been busy but still this subject very much concerns him, and it was a tickling bomb too!

-I can only imagine, dealing with the fractions in California…

-That is not the theme of discussion today –he stated, making the man shut quickly, as a grown up man he had his boundaries and manners more…polished than Nora.

-Of course –he just simply said, Arthur turned back, he didn’t know how to approach this subject, he stayed in silence for a few seconds before he reunited the guts to speak freely about his lover to another soldier.

-So…the report said that Sentinel…

-Nora is severly underweight –Knight Cade completed the sentence, Arthur sighted, looking back at him.

-Right? Im not an expert but I figured that reading it…

-I was not able to perform a urine test but she has a strong presence of chems in her blood also. Its understandable because she was three weeks in the field and its no place to be clean but considering her numbers doing drugs is anything but safe right now –a balloon of worries started to grow inside Arthurs chest as he heard the explanations –She may have a good health right now because she almost hasn’t experience radiation so her spoileage is more slowly than ours but a large variety of health problems could strike her at any minute considering her levels…of basically everything. She can’t just rely on drinking water and rad-away, eating noodles and trying to find non-radiated pre-war stock, its impossible to maintain.

-The rumours of her not eating are completely true –at hearing the confirmation Knight Cade cover his mouth.

-Damn –he babble

-She wasn’t as skinny before the bombs dropped so its not genetics.

-I have the numbers, as a doctor I don’t need to count every rib on her chest, there’s a math count between her height and  weight that tells me she is 20kg bellow of just skinny.

Arthur felt bad, he knew or had a very palpable idea of this and he didn’t do enough to stop it.

-So she needs to start a diet, what else do we have? –Knight Cade laughed behind his hand, trying to not be disrespectful with his elder worries.

-What else do we have? –he asked to himself low trying to not be heard but  Arthur can, with his mods he can, with his mods he can amplify and separate sounds in different frecuencys to hear and process them separately. It was a lack of respect to the elder, yes, but he keep the focus of the conversation, he needed the man, he only had this secret- well we need to start right away with a threatment or she will not be able to carry on to the third trimester-Arthur blinked, his breathing stopping, his  entire body getting frozen-a pregnancy elder, we didn’t have a pregnancy in the brotherhood in a long time –the last children to be born safely inside the Prydwen had already 7 months old so yeah, soldiers and relationships will go freely inside the brotherhood and still not many children were conceived.

Oh my oh my oh my…he whished to hear those words for so long….

-So she is…-he wanted to clarify, still unable to move, almost without the power to process words from his brain to his mouth.

-Three weeks pregnant by the time the test was made, if I make it again today it should be 500-5000 mui/ml and god knows when im going to perform another  but it she makes it back in two weeks it should be 300000-210000 yes is crazy how the numbers change

Arthur stood in silence, for some moments, trying to gain back his breathing.

-She was informed of the results? –Knight Cade doubted if giving that answer was a good idea or not but…

-Of course, is a quick test, it only take some hours to give the results, she solicited the test, I performed  it in total confidentiality as she asked and she came to know the results.

The elder didn’t understand why.

-And she left? –why not tell him about her…worries?

-I haven’t see her since that day, I don’t know when she left or where –why not tell him to specifically ask for this type of test?

-She left at 19hs that day, that’s the Prydwen ventibird entry –why not tell him anything at all?

-Well yes she came to my office at 18hs I cannot remember so specifically –so she left after having that information.

I was like she just came to take the pregnancy test, confirm her fears…and leave.

“I do fear” She said that day to him.

-Wait she takes pills right? I authorized them –he even sees her bleeding several times, meaning that she had her periods.

-That isn’t a guarantee of anything, the pills are not perfect but yes she did the pick ups chords to the date she started consuming them

-So she is like in danger now or something?

-Its very possible for her to have a sludden misscariage –a drop of cold sweat moved down on Arthurs neck, with what they were talking about this things shouldn’t surprise him but it was still…important to him to not feel about it- On the bright side maybe the cravings and hormones change her eating habits at somepoint, she isn’t 60 days pregnant still so there’s a lot of changes still coming

-We don’t know that she isn’t here –oh my so many emotions were running in all his limbs, so much panic an anxiety.

-If the sentinel wish to carry this pregnancy to end…

-Why she wouldn’t want to finish it? –his worries speak loud for him, Cade look at the elder and at seeing him looking to another side ashamed, the knight continued.

-She needs to start a treatment and stop immediately the consumption of chems –Arthur nodded, he never agrees with that since the beginning but now it was dangerous- Right now theres a extreme risk of abortion, at least in my opinion, with her numbers so low and wandering out there In the radiation.

Oh my no…

-She wishes to end this pregnancy why woudlnt she? –does anybody knows any kind of information he doesn’t? –the safest place for that baby is the brotherhood.

-I cannot agree more elder

Arthur was in a mix of being…exited…and worried sick, and happy and overjoyed but also frighten and so scared and…

-Can we know  now who the father is or? –that words came out from an exited  part of him but of course the knight shake his head in denial.

-No, too early, and I only perfomed a test

-So we are at week five  now –his brain was working so hard with the little information he had- maternity leave is projected in three weeks ahead

-Exactly, the standard  60 days but that’s for women in good state of health right now the sentinel is in several risk, its not only about the baby but imagine if she is in the middle of a fight and she has this abortion, its incredible inconvenient and dangerous, she could bleed to death!

-Nora almost never travels alone and she had the ventibirds signals and the minutemen flares shell manage…

-Im sure she has been before in dangerous situations and scaped death by miracle but…

Cade was right, he said that to reassure himself but oh boy he feared for her safety. His fingers were trembling, and soon his knees will start doing it too

-Maybe she thinks that since is still so early is not that dangerous…

-She was a mother before –the elder stop, he was right, so damn right- truth is I hadn’t the time to tell her about her health so lets…give her that credit –he bited his tongue, trying to suppress the nerves he had on.

It was so difficult to deal with all this uncertainty, she wasn’t around and she was in danger, their pregnancy was in risk, she was at the edge of practically dying too…She slips too hard from his hands this time.

-Thank you for…insisting on this subject with me Knight Cade, I will take action on the matter

He wanted to be alone, not wanting to be seen at the edge of a crisis, so much was going on his head.

-Of course elder, any baby of the brotherhood is a brother or sister we all must protect.

That’s right, It wasn’t just about Noras wishes, not this time.

The knight leave his quarters and Arthurs knees finally failed to him, he fall on the cold and hard metal ground causing an echo in the entire room.

And he cried. He cried and cried and cried so much. In confusion, in fear, in  joy, in happiness, in worry, in pain… he had such a mix of feelings leaving his throat in desesperate cries. There was just no justification for any of this. He can make excuses for her until reaching just a certain point where…theresnt more.

You are nervous and don’t wanna tell me? Fine

You are scared to be just around? Fine, go with the Minutemen

But don’t disappear, don’t put yourself in risk. She make things so difficult. What he imagined as a happy moment since a long time now was making him suffer in distress a  lot. He imagined being a dad with her as something so beautiful that will unite them more and in the contrary she lefts! Again!

The next thing the elder would do was something very very bold, oh dear, Nora will surely hear the news and come back. The elder of the Brotherhood of Steel, four paladins and 2 knights with machine guys arrived at the gates of Diamond City. Surely this was an unexpected event, he even noticed that there was people…taking notes and photographs of their arrival like this was some kind of big event.

-This is interesting, what is the supreme commander of the brotherhood doing in the Commonwealth jewel?  -ask one of the Diamond City guards, with also a commando of his own forces , both groups seemed pretty capable of holding a fight for a long time.

-Your reputation procedures you, im looking for the services of the synth you allow to live here, Nick Valentine –said the man that gave the order to destroy the institute.

Everyone stay in silent until the leader of the guards talked.

-We will escort you to his office…Maxson, in gratitude for your services cleaning the routes next to your base in Hardware Town. It really help with the security around.

When the synth mayor was killed, Diamond City was taken under…a military government, but this guys weren’t militarys, they were just strong, insanely strong and organized group of old guards that care for the people and manage some things for the city to keep functioning like before the mayor was unmasked as a synth

Arthur walked around the city, this place was nothing like Noras settlements, it was chaotic, hostile, dirty and this hallways everywhere were awful.

People look at his bodyguards like they weren’t welcome, they can suck on a Deathclaw cock and perish for all he matters right now.

When standing in front of the office door, he knocked, a “come in” feminine voice invited them, Arthur open the door just to find a woman and a 2 gen synth sitting in a desk, she was holding a notebook and he was…relaxed…too relaxed to just be in front of the elder of the brotherhood of steel.

-Today you will perform all machines duty, serve to humankind, synth –he just said to the robot playing in detective old clothes.

-Well, good afternoon for you too –Nick just responded, getting in Arthur nerves- Alright, take a seat, make yourself comfortable.

Why are robots were so rude? He sat on the chair in front of his desk while the secretary at his side…waited.

-Do you came here for a private manner or you wish your company to stay here too? –asked the secretary, Arthur made a sign for them to come in, too small place for so many power armors, so the two knights waited outside with their machine guns, menacing everyone that went close to the place to sneak into the brotherhood business.

-When you are trying to find someone whos gone missing, devil is in the details, tell me everything you can –said Nick Valentine giving him the usual treatment like he would do with any first time client.

It was obvious that the rumors about their arrival prepared them, or someone told him that he was specifically there for an investigation.

-I think you know her too well, Sentinel Nora –Arthur was amazed to see the change of expressions in the silicone face of the destroyed robot.

-Nora? Our Nora? The Nora that destroyed the institute? –the elder nodded and Valentine look at him stranged- when was the last time you see her?

-Month and a week

-That’s not missing, that’s the usual time it takes her to appear in front of anyones noses, deadlines are far away, she is on time

-We need her back at the airport

-Im not snitching on my friend, althought im not sure if she wants to be missing or not, Im sure that now she isn’t

-Im also sure that you don’t want her wandering around having a miscarriage –the eyes of the synth and the woman open wide at his comment- she needs to come back to the brotherhood

-So you are the guy…-said the lady, Valentine look at her bad- Piper told me

-Why I wasn’t informed of anything? –asked the synth, Arthur felt his cheeks warm a bit.

-It’s a ladys talk im not gonna spread about her love life with you guys

-Did Nora said anything about me? –ask the elder.

-I hadn’t see her in a while, but Piper is the best journalist on the Commonwealth and she told me something something about preparing a new article about the relationship of the hero of the commonwealth and the elder of the brotherhood of steel, she say it wasn’t just in the  news yet because she needed more material to make it relevant to publish –Nick rolled his brilliant yellowish eyes and went back to put his hands on the desk.

-You said miscarriage? –Valentine asked now getting the whole point of the conversation, analizing each word and falling into the surprise. Arthur affirmed with the head- I never thought she would want to have kids again –his eyebrows crossed in doubt.

-Im not following.

-After what happened between her and her son …-Valentine saw the empty void of ideas in the man's head and shut the  hell up- you don’t know it and it’s none of my business to tell you about it.

-You better told tell me, this is about her!  –what the hell!? This is important! He can't just skip  information! Everybody told him little pieces that didn’t help to connect anything

-No, we are just discussing what's necessary  to find her, that story right now is irrelevant to the case, so im finding her and when she is here , you ask, and if she doesn’t want to answer is her goddam right

Althought he was glad she had loyal friends that respected her the fact that everybody was so secretive wasn’t helping at all.

-So you’ll take the case? –ask the elder analyzing each of his expressions.

-I cant promise its gonna be quick, I really hope that she comes back first on her own because Nora is slippery as fuck –heck he knows about it- but there’s no safest place for an abortion than the brotherhood of steel

Silence, the entire room went into silence.

Even Ellie was shocked

-What!? –Arthur got up from his chair and rapped his knuckles on the desk calling the synth attention.

-Nick! –said the woman actually annoyed with him –you went too far!

-What? I wasn’t joking around I mean it seriously! Why she would want to be a mother again after everything she’s been trought!?

-I think there’s a lot of things I deserve answers –the bitterness in Arthus voice made the synth tremble a bit, he never was intimidated enough but right now he touched a very sensitive spot.

-I think you deserve a lot of explanations –good difference between both words, the man noticed how careful he was being at talking- but im not the one that can provide them, ill search and send her back to the airport before its too late

-8 months are left, there’s plenty of time –Arthur noticed something…he wasn’t the first one to tell him that Nora would want for this pregnancy to come to the end…does Cade knows anything? Apparently anybody knew more than him! He was the ignorant fucker! His theets closed hard an gritted in frustration.

-Does she know? –the elder nodded, Nick  turned his head to the side looking at nothing in the wall- of course she knows. Don’t worry, you will discuss this together.

This was a public subject of the brotherhood now, but even knowing that, he felt ashamed that his brothers paladins knew about this situation between him and the sentinel. How can she not want his child? It was unthinkable that the woman would wish an abortion than a family with the most powerful man on the Commonwealth

Arthur neither talk, or sleep, or heard anyone of his brothers in the way back to the airport on the ventibird. His mind was in blank and stay like that until the next day, when he summoned to his quarters the Knight Cade.

-You said something when we meet yesterday that stick on my brain for a while…” If the sentinel wish to carry this pregnancy to end…” Why wouldn’t she? Why would you say that? –he could understand if she was nerveous, if she had traumas, if she feared about having a baby again but what he didn’t understand is why two different people that doesn’t know between them suggested the same thing.

-I don’t know elder, it just came out of my mouth, a way of saying –Knight Cade was obviously nervous, and confused to be summoned like that

-No, theres a reason behind it, spill it –Arthur was firm today, he consider enough peoples feelings for too long.

-The Chain That Binds… –the elder rolled his eyes, he couldn’t say bullshit out loud but he wont summon that to scape from him today, they knew for so many years and he put that shitty excuse to not, not today.

-Im so glad to have such an attentive and devoted soldier like you on your position, respecting the brotherhood protocols and rules devoutly…-he said before turning his back on the shaky man who didn’t dare to look him in the eyes- don’t worry well look for every knight and paladin in the airport to follow to chain of authority  above you so that way you wont be compromised…

Nonono Cade didn’t want to expand this, if this gets any bigger the sentinel will blow his bald head…

-She ask me to keep the secret of the pregnancy test and do it as subtle as possible…-he said low with his voice all shaky, Arthur paid attention to his words.

-But you didn’t keep the confidentiality on the subject, why?

-Its my job to make a report anyway –the elder was cornering him like the cats of Quinlan did with some creatures that lived inside the Prydwen walls.

-Yeah but you were very insistent to notify to me…why?

-Because it may be your kid Arthur for gods sake! –what’s with this shitty game? He knew the elder since he was a teenager to be mortified like that, he didn’t deserve this treatment- its not of my business what you both have in hands but its will surely turn worse for me if I didn’t notify you that the sentinel is doing chems during a pregnancy! –alright that sounded like a good reason.

-Ill ask again, why she wouldn’t want to continue the pregnancy to the end? –he clearly couldn’t corner the knight much longer, playing with people patience had a limit until they break or get tired of being disrespected.

-She is unhealthy, does chems, has been a mother before and has traumas, disappear after hearing the results –ok that was a very convincing list of arguments, things that were very obvious an noticeable for anyone, probably Cade wasn't to blame for anything and he was just desesperate looking for answers,  quite embarrassing, he should look for a covert apology- but mostly…-the elder went to look at him after that pause- she didn’t look happy at all about the news.

That hit Arthur in the chest like a bomb.

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Finding a good laptop can be complicated because of so many different choices on the market. Maybe you've never had a laptop before and are overwhelmed at this new technology? Or perhaps you are a seasoned veteran and just want to get caught up on the latest technology. Either way, the following article has great tips you will want to read.

If you want a good deal on a laptop, join an electronics forum online. The people in there are always sharing deals on various electronics, including laptops. That way, you can also get opinions on the laptop you might be interested in buying. A forum full of electronics aficionados will help you to know what will work for you.

If you are limited on space, consider a laptop as a desktop replacement. Laptops are smaller and lighter than desktop computers, making them a good option for a small student desk or smaller apartment space. They are also more expensive though, and that should be taken into consideration when making a purchase.

Consider how much security you need for your laptop computer. How much personal and business information is available on your device? Fingerprint scanners are used to prohibit access to the operating system. Only the person whose fingerprints scan as the owner will be allowed to use the system. However, no security measures are full proof.

If you typically only search the web, check email and handle small word processing tasks with your computer, consider purchasing a Netbook. These units are inexpensive and light to carry, but they are also limited in how they function. For the moderate user though, they offer a budget friendly option that is easy to travel with and gets the job done.

Make sure that any new laptop you buy comes with a way to return it if it doesn't work right. Sometimes if you buy a new laptop they will give you a certain amount of time to return it if you have a receipt. Be very careful about this so that you don't end up with an expensive broken computer.

Whenever you have to take your laptop on the go, it is important to pay attention to how you are holding it. Get a sturdy, firm bag that does not bang or bump into you when you walk. This kind of consistent movement can cause damage to your laptop.

To troubleshoot problems that your laptop has with a wireless Internet connection, if things aren't working at first, see which connection the computer has chosen. Sometimes your laptop will choose a connection that is secured or that is no longer the active one in the home, cafe or office where you are working. Make sure your connection is the right one.

Find out what warranty is offered with your prospective laptop. See what warranty the manufacturer offers, how long it lasts, and if it covers software and hardware issues. It should at least have a one-year warranty. Many of the cheaper models have 90-day warranties, so consider whether or not a cheaper computer is worth paying for servicing and part replacements.

Back to school time, in September, is a great time to buy a new laptop computer. Almost all manufacturers offer special deals and discounts at this time. They may also offer discounts on bundles that may include software and add ons, such as printers. Even if you are not going back to school, you can save money.

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Leaving can be rather an inconvenience and usually takes a great deal of effort and time. Generally, individuals are extremely cautious when packing, arranging and also organizing their properties but they are not extremely careful when it comes to the most essential aspect of moving: choosing the very best relocating solutions. Though everybody that relocates desires their ownerships to be taken care of by the finest relocating business offered at a cost effective price, they lack the basic suggestion of exactly how to find one.

Also, the defining variables of the most effective relocating companies likewise differ gently from individuals to people. Some are searching for budget-friendly moving companies who fit in their budget while others could be looking for business moving companies and a little added expenditure does not matter to them.

However, there are particular typical parameters that you can search for to specify the most effective relocating firms. Quality moving solutions, reasonable rates, credibility, and also customer complaint handling are a few of these specifications. Some may be looking for neighborhood moving companies that operate only in select location.

Right here are a couple of steps you can require to select the very best moving service according to your option.

References as well as the Internet

Most individuals you recognize have moved at least once in their lives. Ask for their opinions as well as their experience with the specialist moving companies. This can be an excellent way of thinking of some reputed and great moving firms. Many moving firms have an on the internet website where you can run a background check, consider their service background, and also their location of operation in addition to a couple of rough moving price quotes. Try to find their safety, licensing and also insurance info. If you hear a business stated a great deal on good terms, means it is a trusted company and among the very best ones out there.

Get a quote and also moving evaluation.

After making the listing of recommended moving firms, obtain a few quotes. Some firms bill on a per hour rate basis, a few other by approximated quantity based upon the areas, as well as some by estimating what sorts of furniture as well as goods need to be relocated. Nevertheless, many movers offer relocating quotes by the estimated weight of lots to be relocated. A credible relocating company will certainly never ever refute sending out estimators to clients' homes to put together a quote. The moving estimates ought to consist of the information concerning insurance coverage coverageand/or any added or surprise charges.

It is necessary to get a moving quote in composing. The firm reps ought to discuss the moving quote and likewise offer a complete duplicate consisting of any relevant terms, etc to the client. Anyone not fulfilling these problems is probably not dependable and also absolutely not the very best service readily available.

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Contrast the relocating quotes of various movers versus the services provided. Most of the moment affordable moving companies are not the very best relocating business. Adopt different methods, like staying clear of the end of month, Fridays as well as weekends, for relocating to make it much more economical as opposed to going with cheap relocating business. On these days, moving companies are busy and will charge higher moving rates due to function overload. Instead, pick working days or Mondays as well as you might even get a discount rate as a result of sloth durations. Do not fail to remember that if a deal is as well excellent to be true, it most likely is.

Pick the most effective moving firm according to your demands.

After finalizing the moving companies on basis of track record, quotes and also solutions, ask some sixty-four-thousand-dollar questions before authorizing the arrangements about their experience, even for client recommendations, variety of people assigned to your relocation, company's insurance cover and claims protection, along with its extension.

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The moving company does not supply or accept an on-site examination of your home goods and also gives a quote over the phone or Web.

They demand cash money or a large down payment prior to the move.

The mover does not offer you with a copy of "Your Rights and also Obligations When You Move", a brochure which moving companies are needed by Federal policies to supply to their consumers in the planning stages of interstate actions.

The firm's web site has no regional address as well as no details regarding licensing or insurance coverage.

When you call the moving company, the telephone is addressed with a generic "Moving companies" or "Relocating firm," as opposed to the business's name.

Offices and/or storehouse remain in inadequate problem or nonexistent.

On relocating day, a rental truck arrives rather than a company-owned and significant fleet vehicle.

At the end of everything, trust fund your intestine reactions. If you have a tension concerning a company although you can't place a finger on it, prevent them as they are possibly not right for you and also are certainly not the very best offered.

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Are you looking to start your weight lifting journey but not sure where to start? Look no further! Introducing Weightlifting Fairy Kim Bok-ju, the perfect guide to get you on the right track. In this blog post, we will discuss all the essential information you need to know to get started with weight lifting using dumbbells. With helpful tips and tricks, as well as a weight lifting GIF for inspiration, you'll be well on your way to achieving your fitness goals.

Why lift weights?

Weightlifting is a great way to get in shape and build strength and muscle. It can help improve your posture, increase bone density, improve your balance, and reduce stress. For those just getting started with weightlifting, using dumbbells can be a great starting point. Dumbbells are relatively affordable and easy to use, so you don’t need to invest in expensive equipment right away. They come in various sizes and weights, making them suitable for both beginners and experienced lifters. Dumbbells are also incredibly versatile and can be used for a variety of exercises that target different muscle groups. So why should you start lifting weights? Well, building muscle helps burn fat and increases your metabolic rate, which can lead to weight loss. It also increases endurance, allowing you to exercise longer and harder. Weightlifting can help improve your overall strength and coordination, as well as reduce the risk of injury by improving joint mobility. Whether you’re looking to tone up or gain strength, weightlifting with dumbbells is a great way to get started. With regular workouts, you can see results in no time!

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What equipment do I need?

If you’re looking to start weightlifting, one of the most essential pieces of equipment you’ll need is a set of dumbbells. But before you go out and buy any old set, there are a few things you should consider in order to make sure you’re getting the right kind of dumbbells for your goals. First, think about the type of exercises you plan on doing with the dumbbells. If you’re looking to do more traditional, full body lifts like squats, presses, and rows, you’ll want to get a set of adjustable dumbbells, as they allow you to easily switch between different weights. If you’re just looking to do some basic bicep curls and tricep extensions, then a set of fixed-weight dumbbells will be sufficient. Next, consider the size of the dumbbells that you need. Adjustable dumbbells typically come in sets of 10 pounds, 15 pounds, 20 pounds, 25 pounds, 30 pounds and 35 pounds. Fixed-weight dumbbells are usually available in 2.5 pound increments from 2.5 pounds up to 50 pounds. Lastly, think about the type of handle you want on your dumbbells. Most adjustable dumbbells have a straight bar handle with a knurled surface for better grip. Some also have a curved handle that allows for more natural movement during certain exercises. Fixed-weight dumbbells generally come with either a straight or a hexagonal handle. By taking into account all these factors when buying your dumbbells, you’ll be sure to get the best set for your needs. So don’t hesitate - get lifting today!

How much weight should I lift?

When you're just starting out with weightlifting, it's important to start slowly and build up your strength over time. The key is to find a weight that you can lift with good form and maintain control of the movement throughout each repetition. Depending on your fitness level, you may need to start with lighter weights such as 5lbs or 10lbs dumbbells, and work your way up to heavier weights. It's also important to remember that everyone is different and there is no one-size-fits-all when it comes to weightlifting. While it's important to push yourself, it's just as important to listen to your body and back off if it feels like too much. You don't want to risk injury or burnout. If you're unsure about how much weight you should be lifting, it's a good idea to consult with a trainer or doctor for advice. Lastly, don't forget that the amount of weight you lift isn't the only indicator of progress. Keep track of how many reps and sets you complete and focus on proper form and technique. As your strength increases, so can the amount of weight that you lift safely and effectively.

What are some good exercises for beginners?

If you’re new to weightlifting, it can seem intimidating and daunting. But with the right exercises and proper form, anyone can reap the benefits of strength training. One of the most common pieces of equipment for beginners are dumbbells. Dumbbells can be used for a variety of exercises that will help you build muscle and strength. Here are some good exercises for beginners using dumbbells:

How often should I lift weights?

Getting started with weightlifting can be a daunting task, but it doesn't have to be! Once you understand the basics of how to use dumbbells, you'll be on your way to achieving your fitness goals. Before diving into the details, it's important to ask yourself how often you should be lifting weights. The frequency of your workouts should depend on a variety of factors, such as your current level of fitness, desired outcomes, and the time commitment you are willing to make. Generally, if you're just starting out, it's recommended that you begin with 2-3 days per week of weightlifting, and work up to 5-6 days per week as your strength and endurance levels increase. When it comes to setting a specific schedule for your workouts, there are a few options available. You can choose to lift every other day or even twice a day for shorter duration workouts. Or, you could alternate between upper body and lower body workouts on different days, which is great for targeting specific muscle groups. Ultimately, it's up to you to decide what works best for you and your individual fitness goals. Regardless of what schedule you choose, the key is consistency. Whether you're just starting out or an experienced lifter, make sure to keep up with your routine and maintain good form while performing exercises. That way, you can stay safe and get the most out of your workouts.

What are some common mistakes people make when starting to lift weights?

When starting a weight lifting regimen, it's important to be aware of the most common mistakes people make when they first start lifting weights. First and foremost, it’s important to start slow and light. Many new lifters jump right into lifting heavy weights without properly warming up or giving their bodies time to adjust to the new movements. It’s important to progress slowly to ensure your muscles and joints are not strained or damaged by sudden increases in load or intensity. Second, it is essential to use correct form when lifting. Without proper form, you risk injuring yourself or not seeing the results you want. To ensure your form is correct, you can use video or picture tutorials online or ask an experienced lifter to observe your technique and give advice. Third, never sacrifice form for more weight or reps. While it may be tempting to add more weight or do more reps than you can handle, this will only lead to poor form and injury in the long run. If you need to reduce the weight or scale back on the number of reps in order to maintain good form, do so. Finally, it is important to listen to your body and rest when necessary. Weight lifting puts stress on the body, so it is important to rest and recover between workouts. This will help your body heal and become stronger over time. By following these tips, you can ensure that you have a safe and successful weight lifting experience.

What are some tips for staying motivated?

If you’re just starting out with weightlifting, it can be difficult to stay motivated. It takes time and effort to build up strength and see results, and it’s easy to give up if you don’t have any progress. However, there are plenty of ways to keep yourself motivated while you’re working towards your goals.

Find a workout buddy. Having someone to exercise with can be a great way to stay on track. Whether it’s a friend or family member, having someone that you can hold accountable for each workout can help keep you motivated. Set realistic goals. Don’t set yourself up for disappointment by setting unrealistic expectations for yourself. Instead, break down your goal into smaller, more achievable goals so that you can celebrate each accomplishment along the way. Track your progress. Create a chart or spreadsheet to document your workouts and track your progress. Seeing how far you’ve come can give you the motivation to keep pushing forward. Reward yourself. Celebrate each milestone with a reward or treat, such as buying yourself new gym clothes or going out for ice cream with friends. Take rest days. Don’t forget to give your body some time to rest and recover between workouts. Taking a break will help keep you feeling energized and motivated to keep going. By following these tips, you’ll be able to stay motivated and reach your weightlifting goals in no time!

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Jean-Francois Geschwind Cancer Doesn't Wait And Neither Should You: Start Treating It Using These Tips

Jean-Francois Geschwind Skilled tips provider. We are all going to need people to lean on at certain times during our lives. This becomes true and exceedingly important when you or your loved one gets cancer. Don't only count on a strong shoulder, however. Make sure you're well informed about the topic. Check out these useful cancer tips.

If you have been diagnosed with cancer the best advice anyone can offer you is to take it in stride. Whatever you do, don't freak out or panic. Rather, take a methodical approach, and try to get yourself cured. While the rates of cancer related deaths are still alarmingly high, they get better every year. There is hope.

You need to follow a workout regimen if you have been diagnosed with cancer. It is important to keep your body as strong as possible, so that it can hold up against the treatments that it is going to have to go through. Simply walking around your block a few times, can be a great start to living a healthier lifestyle.

Learn the symptoms for all major types of cancer so that you know when you need to see a doctor. If you go to the doctor when you first experience symptoms, you may be able to get cancer treated before it has progressed very far. This improves your chances for a long and happy life. Unexplained loss of weight, bloody stools or cramps can all be early warning symptoms of colon cancer. So make sure you get yourself checked out if any of these symptoms occur.

Always work hard to gather information if someone you love has cancer. They might not be in the right frame of mind to soak up the information about what they can do to handle the disease. But you should be at full attention in order to take in and retain this information. It's important that you gather as much as possible.

There is always a chance that a mammogram won't be able to spot any tumor, so a manual breast inspection is in order if you want thorough results. A skilled mammogram technician should also be skilled at giving a manual exam and also skilled in showing you how to give yourself a breast exam.

Berries can be a very strong ally if you are trying to prevent contracting cancer. A wide assortment of berries like raspberries, blueberries and strawberries are full of anthocyanidins, phytochemicals, and other phenolic compounds that have cancer-fighting properties and antioxidant powers. Something as simple as a berry can help prevent cancer.

Numerous studies have been conducted on garlic and its many medicinal qualities, but one of garlic's best medical benefits is that it helps to eliminate the cancer-causing cells produced in the body. People who eat garlic are able to kill upwards of 139% more tumor cells in the body than people who do not eat it.

Never be afraid of the fight. Your life is worth fighting for, so adopt a positive attitude and remind yourself continually that you are going win against the cancer.

Fresh air is definitely underrated but certainly helpful as you're attempting to beat cancer. Enjoying the sunshine and the breeze can be very calm, relaxing and refreshing. And if you can walk around outside, you're also receiving the added benefit of exercise. Get out in the open air if you are able.

Be sure that you're reviewing doctors and treatment options by yourself and/or with the help of your family instead of taking what the medical professionals say as gospel. Even doctors have different beliefs and ideologies and may put more credence in a treatment option that may not necessarily sound good to you.

If you have recently been diagnosed with cancer, it is important that you know the details of your specific case. In order to get an understanding of what you can personally do to help your illness, the details are needed. Ask your doctor where the cancer is located and if it has spread anywhere.

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A lot of different foods, like tomatoes, will help you stave off some kinds of cancer like prostate cancer. Many studies have been produced showing the type of foods that help fight cancer.

Let your loved ones do your housework for you. You need to preserve your energy for your battle against cancer. They are sure to happily take care of all of the housework for you during this time. Do not hesitate to take advantage of anyone's offer to help you with the things that need done.

Avoid participating in risky and unsafe behavior. Anything that makes infection more likely can help lead to cancer. Do not share your needles with others and participate in safe sex.

The hormone fluctuations that result from some cancer treatments can cause hot flashes in both women and men. To control these episodes, wear loose layers of cotton material, keep a fan nearby, and avoid hot beverages and spicy foods. If these methods are not effective, discuss possible drugs and supplements with your doctor.

Jean-Francois Geschwind Proficient tips provider. Obviously, we all want a strong shoulder to lean on, and as much support as we can handle, but the information is equally important if the main goal you have is to defeat cancer and to keep it away permanently. You can do this with the right info and a strong enough will. Now that you have the information, you only need the will to follow through.

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Grounding Techniques

Mental Distraction Techniques

Pick a category of objects and try to think of as many objects as possible that fit within that category (e.g., types of dogs, cities, types of trees, crayon colors, sports)

Pick a letter and think of emotionally positive or neutral words that begin with that letter

Pick a color and look for things of that color. Notice differences in their exact shades

Say or think the alphabet backwards or alternate letters and numbers (A1, B2, C3, D4, etc)

Count backwards from 100 by 3s, 6s, or 7s or count up by prime numbers or perfect squares

Play "fizz-buzz" with yourself. Begin counting to 100 (or over!), but replace any number that contains the number 5 or is a multiple of 5 with the word "fizz" and any number that contains the number 7 or is a multiple of 7 with the word "buzz." For example, 1-15 would be "1, 2, 3, 4, fizz, 6, buzz, 8, 9, fizz, 11, 12, 13, buzz, fizz." When you mess up, compliment yourself and start over

Think of the words to your favorite song or poem or think of facts related to a specific theme

Pick a word or your name and see how many other words you can make from the letters in it

Describe an every day event or process in great detail, listing all of the steps in order and as thoroughly as possible (e.g., how to cook a meal, how to get from your house to your place of work or school, how to do your favorite dance)

Read something technical or meant for children or read words backwards to focus on the process of reading and not the words

Watch a children's television show or movie or watch cute or funny videos on Youtube; it might help to have a playlist already prepared for this

Look at a current news article that is not likely to be upsetting or distressing

Distract yourself with Tetris, Solitaire, Sudoku, word searches, or other puzzle games

Reorientation Techniques

Say or think to yourself: "My name is _________. I am safe right now. I am _____ years old. I am currently at _____________. The date is _____________. If I need help, I am with ________/can call _________. Everything is going to be alright."

List reaffirming statements ("I am fine. Everything is going to be okay. I am strong. I can handle this.")

Ask yourself where you are, what day of the week it is, what day of the month it is, what month it is, what year it is, what season it is, how old you are, and other present-focused questions

Notice things in your surroundings that indicate to you that you're safe or that you're in the present (e.g., locks on your door, electronics that didn't exist when you were younger, the presence of trusted people, a phone so that you can call for help if you need it)

Describe your surroundings in detail, including sights (objects, textures, shapes, colors), sounds, smells, and temperature

Name five things that you see, four that you feel, three that you hear, and two that you smell or taste, and then name one good thing that you like about yourself

Pick four or five brightly colored objects that are easily visible and move your focus between them. Be sure to vary the order of your gaze and concentrate briefly on each one before moving to the next

Think about a fun time that you recently had with a friend or call that friend and ask them to talk about it with you

Sensory-Based Grounding Techniques

Run cool or warm (but not too cold or hot) water over your hands or take a cool or warm bath or shower

Spritz your face (with eyes closed), neck, arms, and hands with a fine water mist

Spray yourself with your favorite perfume and focus on the scent

Feel the weight of your body in your chair or on the floor and the weight of your clothing on your skin

Touch and hold objects around you. Compare the feel, weight, temperature, textures, colors, and materials

Keep a small object with you to touch or play with when you get triggered. Good examples include a smooth stone, a fidget toy, jewelry, or a tiny plushy

Bite into a lemon, orange, or lime, suck on a sour or minty candy or an ice cube, chew cinnamon-flavored gum, or put a few drops of Tabasco sauce on your tongue. Notice the flavor, scent, and texture

Eat something or drink warm tea, coffee, or hot chocolate, and describe to yourself the taste and texture in great detail

Place a cool wash cloth on your face or hold something cold like a can of soda

Listen to soothing or familiar music. If possible, dance to it

Hum, sing, recite poetry, or make up a silly poem or story as you go

Pick up a book and read the first paragraph out loud

Hug another person (if interpersonal touch isn't a trigger). Pay attention to your own pressure and the physical sensations of doing so

Hug a tree! Register the smells of being outside, the wind, and the sights around you

Movement-Based Grounding Techniques

Breathe deeply and slowly and count your breaths

Grab tightly onto your chair or press your feet against the ground as firmly as you can

Rub your palms and clap your hands or wiggle your toes within your socks. Pay attention to the physical sensation of doing so

Stretch out your arms or legs, roll your head on your neck, or clench and unclench your fists

Stomp your feet, walk around, run, jump, ride a bike, do jumping jacks, or do yoga

While walking, notice each footstep and say to yourself "right" and "left" to correspond with the foot currently moving

Squeeze a pillow, stuffed animal, or ball

If you have a soft pet (dog or cat), brush its fur and stroke it. If you don't, brush your own hair slowly and without pulling too much

Color in an adult coloring book, finger paint, or draw anything that comes to mind without worrying about quality

Write whatever comes to mind even if it's nonsense. Try not to write about whatever is upsetting you until you're more capable of doing so without increasing the upset

Write a list of things that make you happy or look for cheerful pictures to make into a collage

Pop bubble wrap or blow and pop actual bubbles

Dig in the dirt or garden, jump on a pile of leaves, or splash around in puddles or mud

Rip up paper or stomp on aluminum cans to crush them

Imagery Techniques

Picture yourself breathing in relaxation, calm, positive feelings, or strength. Picture yourself breathing out whatever is upsetting you. It may help to pair this with imagery of breathing in soothing colors (usually blue, purple, or green) and out more intense colors (usually red or black)

If you need to relax, envision a soothing white or golden light slowly moving up your body, warming and relaxing every part of you that it touches. You can also think of it as protecting you from negativity or from harm

If the problem is intense or uncomfortable emotions, physical sensations, or memories, picture them being surrounded and neutralized by a bright and healing light, temporarily placed in a mental box to be stored for later, or dialed back by an internal controller of intensity

If you have a clear mental picture of what's upsetting you, mentally change it to something silly or harmless. If you're a fan of Harry Potter, cast a mental "riddikulus" to banish the negativity

Picture yourself calm, focused, and able to tackle whatever problems you're facing. Focus on how that would feel in the moment. What would your expression and posture be like? Make whatever changes you need to in order to make your reality reflect your goal

How to Make a Grounding Box

Get a box or basket

Personalize and decorate it with construction paper, wrapping paper, ribbon, stickers, drawings, paint, photographs, glitter, sequins, or anything else that you like

Keep within it:

A list of grounding techniques that you know work for you

A list of positive affirmations and happy memories

A list of the contact information of trusted friends or family who are willing to help and support you

Small sensory objects such as: scented candles, perfumes, or lotions; hard candies or gum; soft fabrics, a stress ball, a stuffed animal, or a fidget toy; happy pictures of you with friends; a CD with relaxing music or meditation tracks. Try to cover all of the senses

A list of possible distractions such as books to read or movies to watch

Small portable distractions such as a pack of playing cards, a small game, or a joke book

A list of comforting things to do such as taking a bubble bath, snuggling up in bed, or meditating

A small journal or notebook

In the Case of a Flashback

Tell yourself that you are having a flashback and are safe now

Remind yourself that the worst is over, and you survived it. What you're feeling now is just a reminder of that trauma and does not fit the present moment

Remind yourself of when and where you are, who you're currently with, and who you can contact if you need help (use the reorientation-focused grounding techniques)

Breathe deeply and slowly. Count your breathes and make sure that you're getting enough air

Use other mental, sensory, movement, and imagery techniques in order to distract yourself, calm yourself, and reorient yourself within the present

If possible or necessary, go somewhere where you can be alone or with a close friend, where you will feel safe, or where you feel protected or shielded

If there is anyone who you can trust or who will support you, reach out to them, let them know what happened, and let them know what you need, what would be best for you, or what they could do to help

Be gentle with yourself and take the time to really recover. If what helps you to recover is to color, take a bubble bath, hug a stuffed animal, or watch a children's movie and if it would not be disruptive to do such things at that point in time, embrace those options whole-heartedly

If possible, note or write down what triggered the flashback, what techniques you tried to use to disrupt the flashback, and what techniques helped

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So, You Want To Be A Professor - Part 3 (SFW) Viktor x F!Reader

Not sure how I feel about this, it's the second time I wrote this part, so I hope you guys like it. SFW though it does get just a little spicy toward the end, not much though. We're gonna start getting into the real spice in the next part though so watch out for that.

Words: 4k

Warnings: Some awkwardness, Shy reader, Shy Viktor, Getting into some emotions

Summary: Viktor seems to take such joy in flustering y/n during class presentations or when in public, so why is he so different when they're alone?

How long had you been staring? You couldn’t tell, all you knew was that you hadn’t listened to nearly anything coming from Viktor’s lips as he explained the logistics and experimental processes involved in the early development of several Hextech innovations. You admired the way he stood, on hand gesturing as he spoke, holding the piece of chalk he’d been using to write equations and demonstrate diagrams on the large black board, his handwriting was neat and precise. The other hand curled tightly around the handle of his cane as he rested most of his weight on it as he spoke. For someone who wasn’t fond of public speaking, he sure was good at it, he spoke clearly and confidently, obviously sure of his subject matter, passionate and determined and you could listen to him talk for hours, although you’re not sure how much of what he’d say you’d actually retain, considering you’d probably spend most of the time just staring at him like you were right now. He’d changed up his wardrobe slightly today, forgoing the usual waistcoat and tie, instead just arriving in a grey striped dress shirt, the sleaves pulled up as usual, the first few buttons of his shirt were unbuttoned, giving you the ever so slightest view of his clavicle, you’d spent at least eight minutes staring at that alone before reprimanding yourself for being so mesmerized by a god damned collar bone. His hair was in its usual semi mussed state, perfectly messy enough to be charming, enough to make you want to do nothing but card your fingers through it.

As you watched Viktor address the class, you couldn’t help but think how good he looked when he was so confident, so in his element, you wouldn’t have minded if Viktor had just taken over teaching the class, just to see him so at ease, or at least as at ease as he could be when trying to explain what sounded like thermodynamics to about thirty-five people. Jayce was originally going to be the one giving this lecture; however, he’d had a last-minute council meeting he’d had to attend and passed the torch on to Viktor, who while hesitant at first, very quickly rose to the role of instructor. Heimerdinger sat at his desk, seeming to be grading papers, looking up every once and while to nod along with what his former assistant was saying.

Amber eyes found yours from across the room and for a moment you forgot where you were, forgot there were people around you, forgot you were supposed to be listening, all you saw was an infuriatingly handsome man, his eyes meeting yours once he'd finished his lecture. For a moment that’s where the two of you stayed, just eye contact, and you couldn’t for the life of you tell what he was thinking. The cogs were moving in his head, but his thoughts were hidden from you, sealed inside that iron safe that was the inside of his skull.

“Remember class,” You startled at Heimerdinger’s voice, ripping your eyes away from Viktor’s to look at your professor. “Much of this information will be on the upcoming exam, so make sure you take thorough notes. As always, if you’d like to discuss the lecture, you can meet with me in the library where I will be happy to provide further clarifications, and I’m sure Viktor here would also be willing to join us.” Heimerdinger looked to Viktor for his answer. Viktor was hesitant in his response for a moment, seemingly caught off guard by the request.

“..Yes, I would be happy to provide any needed… clarifications.” Class was dismissed soon after, several girls approaching Viktor, expressing their eagerness to be able to discuss more with him in the library, though you were fairly certain they were more interested in trying to impress him into their beds. Slowly you made your way down the steps and toward the front door, however before being able to actually make it, you were stopped. “Miss (y/l/n).” Viktor’s voice halted you in your tracks as the rest of the students filed out, leaving you alone with him, Heimerdinger already having left toward the library. “Would you be in need of any… clarifications?” He asked once you’d turned to meet his eyes. His gaze was heavy on you, you felt he was asking more than one question, but you weren’t sure what the other one was.

“I don’t believe so.” You answered, trying your best to decipher the look behind his eyes.

“Really?” He said it more as an observation than a question as he walked over to the blackboard, picking up the eraser to discard of what he’d written on it during the class. “You just seemed a little… Distracted.” So, he was looking at you. He kept his back to you as he continued. “It is of course my up most priority to ensure you receive all of the information you need from these next few weeks.”

You thought for a second, trying to decipher exactly what he was doing. “What do you suggest?” His movements halted as he made to turn and face you again, and despite the distance he kept between the two of you, you couldn’t help but feel like he was still so close, it was making you dizzy.

“Well,” He started, taking one slow, tentative step toward you, you could see the cogs turning again, behind those golden amber eyes of his. “I understand how difficult it may be to focus in a group setting,” Another step, breathing was getting harder, and you felt the flush on your cheeks, you were sure he could see it too. “You only have Professor Heimerdinger’s class every other day, correct?”

You paused at the question. “Yes.”

“In that case,” Viktor was right in front of you now, in your space but not nearly close enough. “If you’d like, I’d be more than happy to meet with you on days you don’t have class, just to make sure you’re really… absorbing the information.” Viktor’s expression was soft, gentle and almost seemed nervous, like he was trying to anticipate exactly what you were going to say to such an offer. You felt your cheeks flush and your heart start racing, did Viktor just ask if he could be alone with you for who knows how long every other day, sure maybe it was for educational purposes, but you’re fairly certain he hasn’t made this offer to any other students in the class and holy shit you were going to be alone with him. It was after your mild internal panic attack that you realized you hadn’t answered, and he was still very much looking at you for your response, snapping you out of your stunned silence.

“Any particular time?” You asked, trying to feign as much false confidence as you could, like you weren’t internally screaming at the fact that Viktor wanted to be alone with you. Viktor looked startled for a moment, as if he weren’t expecting you to agree, the sudden realization that he wasn’t always as cool and collected as he tried to appear being quiet refreshing. He seemed to search for words for only a second before the calm and cool exterior was back.

“You could stop by the lab around… 7?” To say you were giddy would be a massive understatement.

“Sounds perfect.” You were surprised you could get words out right now, there was cotton in your lungs and your mind was fuzzy, but the way Viktor was looking at you made you feel warm all over, made your heart race and your face heat up.

“Then I will… See you tomorrow.” Viktor bid you goodbye as he made his way to the door, you watched him as he left, traced your eyes over his broad shoulders and slim build. You would be looking forward to tomorrow.

You hardly slept that night, mind racing with what ifs and fantasies. Fantasies of showing up to the lab like you and Viktor had agreed, fantasies of his teasing touches, his eyes on you, his hands on you, his lips. You wondered what it was like to kiss him, would he be gentle or desperate, a gentleman or would he crowd you against a wall and steal your breath away, what did he taste like? Probably coffee. Would things go further? Would he touch you, let his hands wander under your shirt or under your skirt, would he still be tease then, or would he succumb to his own desperation and give you what you wanted. All of these thoughts kept you awake, stirred the hunger in your core, igniting the blood in your veins. It had taken Viktor 4 days to get so thoroughly under your skin, to make you want him, to make you like him. What was he like outside of working? Did he ever stop working? What was he like early in the morning after just waking up, hair still mussed from sleep, voice graveled and not quite awake yet, before that magnificent mind of his really started working? 7 that next day couldn’t come soon enough.

You occupied your time the best you could over the course of the day, you studied, cleaned, went to the chemistry lab, though your mind had such a hard time focusing on what you were doing that you nearly caught your notes on fire with the burner. Time was moving slower than it ever had. Eventually you found yourself just wandering through the halls of the academy, trying to pass the time as you waited for 7, you hadn’t even been trying to walk in the direction of Heimerdinger’s class, but you pretty quickly found yourself approaching its door. You could hear talking from inside, Jayce’s voice as he addressed the class, explaining probably the same thing he’d be explaining to your class tomorrow. You wondered if Viktor was in the room, not having the courage to look around the corner with the risk of him seeing you. You heard Jayce pause, you were about to leave, go back to your room to prepare for that evening but you were halted by a familiar voice.

“It is important to remember that magic is just the transfer of energy from one place to another,” Viktor’s voice carried out into the hall, you could picture the look he wore, focused and confident as he explained his own research. “But you cannot think of it as purely a mechanism as we would a machine, it lives, it breathes in its own right, and it has the power to destroy, if used improperly.” There was something in his tone, almost like sadness but more complex than that, deeper, stronger. There was a feeling in your chest, one that you couldn’t quite place as you leaned against the wall, listening to Viktor’s voice. There was so much of himself that he kept so hidden, so guarded, you wondered what was under the mask.

You felt like it took so long for 7 to arrive but by the time it was 15 till you were begging time to slow down. Your nerves suddenly hit you like a wave, you were going to be alone with Viktor, for who knows how long, talking about inventing and whatever else he deemed necessary, but you probably weren’t going to actually retain anything because you’ll be too busy staring at him. You also had no idea what to wear. Up until this point Viktor had always pretty much seen you in your academy uniform, but you didn’t need that uniform for this, what the fuck were you supposed to wear to this. You were tempted to wear something revealing, like a short dress or a skirt that rode up maybe a little too high, just to see if you’d distract him as much as he distracted you, finally know whether or not he was actually attracted to you or just being friendly, but luckily your logic kicked in before you could do that and you reminded yourself that he definitely could just be being friendly, he may have absolutely no idea what he does to you, unlikely, but possible. You took one good look at what you had in your closet, you wanted something casual, something comfortable but you also wanted to look good, you wanted him to look at you, even if nothing came of it, even if it ended up being a totally normal night, you just wanted him to look at you. Finally you settled on a skirt, short but respectable in length, it said ‘I want you to look at me’ without outwardly also saying ‘I want you to fuck me’, and a top with a collar that dipped just low enough to show off a little bit, but not low enough to be too revealing, and looking at yourself in the mirror one last time before you left, you felt good, confident and ready to hopefully, maybe, get to see a little bit more of what Viktor kept so hidden under that façade of his.

The trip to the lab was almost too quick, although it probably didn’t help that you were going at quite the brisk pace, your excitement to see Viktor overwhelming your nervousness. When the doors to the lab came into view, you stopped, taking a moment to collect yourself, making sure your skirt was laying properly, making sure your hair was where you wanted it, then taking a deep breath and letting your knuckles give a soft rap against the large door. It was quiet for a moment before a muffled, ‘come in’ came from the other side.

It felt odd entering the lab by yourself and not with a group of other students surrounding you, it looked the same it had a few days before, though there seemed to be some added notes to the blackboards and the two Hexgate prototypes were now joining the pile of other inventions shoved into the corner. It seemed like an even bigger space now that it was just you coming in, the ceiling seemed taller, the windows larger and walls further apart.

“Apologies for the mess, as you can imagine keeping a space of this caliber tidy can be tricky.” Viktor’s voice pulled you from your observations. You turned to see he still had his back to you, he was sat at his desk, well presumably his desk, working over what seemed like some type of research notes, a pen held gracefully in his gloved hand.

“I imagine.” You agreed, suddenly feeling quite small. Viktor stopped writing, lifting his head from where it was resting on his other palm. He laid his pen down on the desk before turning to greet you.

“(y/n).” He seemed to catch himself, clearing his throat. “I mean, miss (y/l/n).” You felt your flush, halting in your tracks. The sound of your first name falling from his lips was new and it sent sparks up your spine and released butterflies into your stomach. You wanted to hear it again.

“(y/n) is fine,” you said a little too quickly. Your fingers were fidgety where they were entertained in front of you, suddenly all of the confidence you had felt when you left your room replaced with nerves, Viktor’s eyes on you weren’t helping either, bringing a new heat to your skin as he took you in, you felt very exposed suddenly. Being alone with Viktor was very different from being in class with him, you’d learned. In class he seemed to take pleasure in flustering you, touching you, looking at you, but the second you were alone with him, it was like he didn’t know where the boundary was, he didn’t know how far was too far and when to stop pushing, so he just didn’t push much at all. Even in the chemistry lab, the first time you’d ever been alone with him, he kept his distance almost the entire time, but when he was in your class, with an audience, he touched you and stoked the flame inside you with his words. Viktor was an interesting dichotomy.

“Well (y/n),” Viktor rose from his desk chair, taking his cane from where it had been resting against the desk previously. “Shall we get started?”

Everything Viktor went over with you were things that you’d seen in class, things that Heimerdinger had gone over in great detail, but you didn’t mind, you really liked listening to Viktor talk, listen to him explain. You were sat next to him at his desk, looking over notes from class, going over the same speech he’d given the day before, however the entire time, Viktor was totally formal, he didn’t touch you, he made sure you were paying attention by asking you questions, and it was making you antsy. Where was the teasing? The playfulness that you knew he had in him, the desire to see how flushed he could make you, the same way he had during the first presentation. You were frustrated, even despite the nerves that his touch brought, it was nearly unbearable to be in the same room with him without it. You craved it. Maybe he really had just been friendly this entire time, maybe there had actually not been any flirtatious intent, maybe he really did just want to make sure you knew the material when he’d offered these private meetings.

“(y/n)?” You jumped slightly at Viktor’s voice beside you, looking to see him staring at you; you took in his form, his blue dress shirt, the two buttons undone at the top, the pale skin underneath, the black glove over his right hand, his slightly ruffled mahogany colored hair, and those golden irises, boring into yours. “Are you alright?” His voice was gentle, low due to your close proximity.

“Yes,” you lied. “Just a little distracted is all.” For a second you saw that teasing grin before he schooled his expression again.

“Care to share?” He asked. “Or is engineering just not as interesting as Chemistry?” You could hear the lilt of amusement in his voice, a lilt you really hadn’t realized you’d miss so much once he’d stopped using it. You tried to search his expression, for any hint of him feeling even a fraction of what you were, searched his eyes as their heavy gaze covered you. You decided to take a risk, building any bravery you could find before you opened your mouth again, you took a deep breath.

“Do you do it on purpose?” You asked, keeping your eyes locked on his, despite your overwhelming urge to pull them away, to look anywhere but at them.

“Do what on purpose?” Viktor’s tone was patient, setting the pen he’d been holding down on the table as he turned to face you a bit more, and you felt your bravery fading. You stumbled over your words, a rock forming in your throat, your fingers twitching in your lap before moving to push your hair behind your ears, unable to keep his gaze as you finally looked away.

“Nothing.” You finally squeaked out, trying to turn your attention back to the notes in front of you. “W-where were we?”

“(y/n).” Your heart was pounding in your chest, hesitantly you turned to meet Viktor’s eyes again, he had an inquisitive look to him, like he was trying to solve a puzzle. “This thing that I do. Does it make you…uncomfortable?”

“No.” Your answer was too quick, you knew it was, but there was adrenaline coursing through your veins and your skin was too hot. “I don’t— I don’t mind it at all.” You knew you were red; you always were with him. His expression changed with your words, that grin finding its way onto his lips, a dangerous look sparking in his eyes.

“Well, in that case,” He leaned forward, bringing his lips close to your ear before speaking again. “I’ll do my best to figure out what it is.” He whispered. You felt the buzz under your skin, heat in your core, the fog in your mind, butterflies erupting in your chest. “Now where were we.” He said after pulling back, reaching for a book across the table and opening it in front of you.

That was about how the rest of you visit went, Viktor explaining things you were already familiar with, all the while finding little excuses to touch you, lowering his voice so you’d have to lean closer to hear him, at one point he’d grabbed your chair and actually pulled you closer to his own, the chair making an awful screeching noise on the ground but at the same time effectively sending your heart up into your throat; and the entire time as he brought heat to your face, sent shivers down your spine and brought every nerve in your body to life with his touch, you were sure you would much rather have this than a Viktor who actually managed to behave himself. The rest of the visit seemed to pass quickly after that, before you knew it, it was well past dark outside, most of the academy settling down for the night.

“It’s almost curfew.” Viktor’s voice broke through your thoughts. “Wouldn’t want you getting caught by any guards trying to sneak back into your room.” With that Viktor stood, grabbing his cane before extending a hand to you, providing some very unnecessary assistance in rising from you chair, but was also an excuse to touch him, which you gladly took. The walk to the lab doors was a slow one, leisurely, and even then, it felt like you reached them far too soon.

“I guess I’ll… see you tomorrow.” You supplied once you’d reached the exit.

“I suppose you will.” Viktor replied, his eyes once again falling to you as he placed a hand on one of the door handles, but he halted in opening it, seeming to be thinking, cogs turning like he was suffering some internal debate. You were about to ask if he was okay, but he spoke again before you could. “Yes.”

“I’m sorry?” You questioned, unsure as to what he was referring to. He hesitated for a moment.

“Yes, I am doing it on purpose.” He finally said. You weren’t quite sure how to respond to that. in fact, your pretty sure your mind halted completely.

“Oh,” You choked out. “Good.”

“Good?”

“Yes.”

It was silent for a moment, neither of you moving to do anything else, seemingly just both absorbing the new information. For the first time since you’d met him, Viktor looked completely speechless, like the cogs had come to a halt, someone so sure of their movements suddenly not sure how to progress. You’d find it funny if you weren’t stuck in the same predicament. You decided to make a clarification.

“In fact,” You spoke slowly, you voice quiet, but seemingly loud in the otherwise silent room. Viktor’s eyes snapped to you again. “I wouldn’t mind if you… kept… doing it.” You’re not sure what you were expecting after saying that, but it sure wasn’t to find your back against the door, Viktor’s lips crashed against yours, one of his hands coming up to cradle your jaw, the other taking a bruising grip on your hip. Finally, you were able to tangle your fingers in his hair, finding it just as soft as you thought it would be as you pulled him closer, letting him crowd you against the door, you let him push his tongue into your mouth and you memorized his taste. Of all of the times you’d imagined what kissing Viktor would be like, none of them even came close to what it was actually like, as you felt the weakness in your knees and the heat blooming in your core. The hand that he had on your hip dipped lower, finding the hem of your skirt and pushing it up, letting his palm rest on the back of your thigh as he hiked it up over his hip, getting all that much closer to you.

The back of your head hit the door as Viktor pressed his lips under your jaw, giving a hard suck to your pulse point, no doubt leaving a mark you’d have to figure out how to hide in the morning, but right now you didn’t care as you felt the roll of Viktor’s hips against yours, pulling a gasp from your lips.

“You’re cute when you’re so flustered.” Viktor mouthed against your skin, the hand that was cradling your jaw tangling into your hair, pulling your head further back, giving him more access as he kissed down your throat.

“Is that why you enjoy doing it so much?” You forced out, pulling him back by his hair so you could reconnect your lips.

“Yes.” He said against your lips. The chime of the academy bell pulled the two of you apart. “Last bell before curfew.” Viktor breathed as he rested his forehead against yours, loosening his grip on your leg and allowing you to lower it.

You laid in bed that night replaying the kiss over and over again, remember what it felt like to have Viktor’s lips on yours, his hands on you, how he matched your desperation. You had your answer, he knew exactly what he was doing, and now that he knew you liked it, you had a feeling it was about to get a whole lot worse.

And only in the best of ways.

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