I am eagerly watching Mysterious Lotus Casebook*o* so good!
idk what will the ending bring (nothing good, knowing Chinese dramas); but in my mind Di Feisheng (“gay as hell to have arch nemesis; what’s he arching? his back?”- meme personified) will always aggressively care for Li Lianhua (there probably will be threats of the snake pit at least twice a dayXDD)
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I am going to tell you this because it has been huge for me.
I work in a public-facing job. sometimes people like to complain to me. sometimes people like to complain to me for a very, very long time. and for a long time, the best response I could come up with was a quick silent prayer: “help me, Jesus.” or if I wasn't completely overwhelmed in the moment, “help me to see You in this person, Jesus.”
and I did need help, and trying to see Jesus in the person in front of me was what I should have been doing. but the problem with that prayer was that it was often secretly “help me, Jesus (because this person is so incredibly annoying and wrong and I wish they would go away and I can’t take it anymore)” or “help me to see you in this person, Jesus (because I can’t at all because they’re really not acting like You)” or “help me, Jesus (because I am the victim here and You should feel sorry for me because I’m doing everything right”. and don’t get me wrong. those are honest prayers, even psalm-like in their way. but the problem becomes when I’m not really asking for help anymore. I don’t want help to bear it patiently and lovingly. I’m just looking for the correct and justified way to complain. it’s not “help me, Jesus, because everything’s awful and I’m feeling sorry for myself,” it’s really “help me, Jesus, because everything’s awful and I’m feeling sorry for myself.”
a couple weeks ago, for no reason except the grace of God, I switched strategies. now when someone is holding me hostage to their complaints, I just pray: “Jesus, I love you.” just that. there’s no hidden clause that’s bitching and moaning and secret un-Christian judgment. I muster up a tiny act of love that has nothing to do with the person in front of me; I flee from the moment I’m in that’s driving me crazy, and hide in Jesus for a split second. and paradoxically, that makes it much easier to love the person in front of me, and see Jesus in them, and make a genuine offering of my frustration.
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Aight last spam of the day, I have this sketch laying around that doesn't really fit with any other twst stuff I have in progress right now so here you go before I go to sleep aaa
Port fes stuff and Rook without his vest because his groovy card should have had no vest. Saying from a totally objective point of view yes...yes...
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bottom surgery but i have no idea what's going to happen because my owner handles all of it, they're the one who has the conversations with the skilled and highly specialized surgeon, whenever they bring me in i'm blindfolded and have headphones blasting so that i can't hear what they're talking about as they examine and poke and massage and trace their fingers over me, my owner probably edging me or making me cum a couple times just to show something to the surgeon, all of the decisions are made in regard to my owners desires and priorities for me, i just have to trust that whatever ends up happening, my owner had a reason to do it, and my owner knows what's best for me
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again because i watched the gsnk anime literally ten years ago and am only now picking up the manga: for years i was like well why isnt mikoshiba paired with anyone. all the other side characters are paired off in stupid duos but mikoshiba always just hangs out with sakura or nozaki for his specific bullshit. how was i supposed to know the anime was hiding nozaki's "theres something lgbt going on here" little brother
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In MAG 81 - A Guest for Mr.Spider, Jon mentions that he once read and enjoyed a book by Diana Wynne Jones which would most likely be Howl’s Moving Castle. I am choosing to believe that book was Howl’s Moving Castle.
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