#ab na jaa

[hi-avathisside]

Guys I have so much to tell you. LIKE so much to tell you.

(not proofread, will read it later lekin mujhe batana tha yeh sab)

Gup-chup baatein, tumhari aur meri . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁

So, finally, mera aur uska program ban gaya. Paper tha aur phir hum ghar saath main ghoomte phirte vaapis aane waale the. aur paper ho raha tha na aur him baithe the, toh woh mere poeeche baithi thi aur jab mera paper ho gaya toh maine peeche mudkar dekha aur woh itni sundar lag rahi thi itna bada haaayeeee nikla na mere dil se ki haaye itna khoobsoorat koi kaise ho sakta hai, uske baal khule, uski aankhein paper par aur meri uss par aur uska woh golden chashma jaise uski aakhon ki chamak ke saamne feeka pad raha ho. jaise qoh uski aankhon par ek sundar taaj ki tarah ho, jaise chaand ke asspaas taarein, jaise chaand aur yeh samaan. Hum uske baad paper khatam hone ke baad neeche khade ho kar baat kar hi rahe the ki usne kaha chale? mera muh dekh kar woh samajh gayi ki abhi mujhe nahi jaana, usne kaha haan haan thik hai ruk jaate hain. main hasne lagi. maine kaha ab kya karun mujhe tujhse itni saari baatein karni hai, usne kaha baatein tkh mujhe bhi bohot karni hai lekin tu itna muskura kyon rahi hai aaj hm? ab main usse kya bataun ki muskurahat ki wajah woh, zindagi main khushi ki wajah woh, ye baadal aur yeh baarish yeh halki halki si dhoop joh meethi lagti hai, yeh thandi hawa joh badan ko lagti hai, uska haath mere haath main, aur mere yeh laal gaal, aur chehre par muskurahat sabki wajah wahi toh hai. toh ohir maine kaha ab main kya karu main toh tujhse baat karne ke liye bohot excited hoon. ab min tujhe jitna pyaar karti hoon utna tu mujhe nahi karti, himesha one sided love :'( aur phir woh apna sar hilakar boli draamebaaz kahin ki aur phir hum donon hass diye. Kich der baad hum pohonche, aur khoob baatein kari. mera phone aa rhaa tha aur mujhse woh swipe up nahi ho raha tha, woh phoen baje jaa raha aur main usse uthaane ki koshish kar rahi thi, maine uski taraf dekha aur ohir phone ki aur hum donon khoob zor se hasne lage. phone utha liya baad main vaise maine. uske 2nd floor par itni achhi hawa chal rahi thi. aur humne kich pictures khinchi. Uske saath achha lag raha tha. Shaant lag raha tha. Aur phir humne aas paas jagah ghumi thodi si, ghumein ek saath, aur phir usne mujhse poocha tere phone ka password kya hai? aur maine usse bata diya kyonki usne phone pakad rakha tha aur usse mera wallpaper dekhna tha. aur ab realise ho raha hai ki maine usse apna password aise hi bata diya, bejhijhak aur main usse batana chahti thi. main usse apne baarein sab kuch batana chahti hoon. auruska sab kuch jaanna chahti hoon. aur phir kya, waapis ghar aagaye kyonki usne keh diya ki ab ghar chalte hain main thak gayi hoon, toh maine kaha haan thik hai, kyonki jaana main toh kabhi bhi tumhare saath ya tumse thak nahi sakti. maine usse bola ki ghar pohonch kar message kar diyo aur usne kaha tu bhi, aur muskuraayi. aur mera dil maano udd hi gaya. Bas aur kya, thoda sa pyaar aur ho gaya. Usse itni tez gale laagaane ka mann hua na, aur abhi do ghante bhi nahi hue hain lekin uski itni yaad aa rahi hai.

Duniya main jitna pyaar hoga na, mujhe tumse usse shayad thoda zyada hi hoga.

[tufaansthings]

sania ki ammi ki mazhabi chudai ki kahani

Sabhi readers ko mera salam me yeh ek real story batane jaa raha hu jo hamare  saath beeti hai baat tab ki hai jab me 10 class me tha us waqt meri age 15 to 16 thi mom ki age 33 hogi 38 ke boobs e paak gol matol  kamar 34 ki bilkul patli or gaand/ chutad ka kehna hi kya ubhri hui gol tight bilkul 40  kisi bhi mard ko dekh kar bas chodne ka man karega to jab mere 10th ke exams shuru hue mere abu ek job karte the kam hi ghar aate dubai me the unki age 46 thi ptle the to baat tab ki hai jab me school gayi thi us waqt trend facebool social media tha mene apni sabhi saheliyo se milkar ids banayi or ese hi baat cheet hone lagi tabhi mene meri ammi se sab bataya facebook or social media ke baare me ammi asal bht udas hoti thi abu se baat na hone par or ammi bht zyada mazhabi hai 5 waqt namaz hadis yeh sab me hi hoti thi kuch din baad ammi kuch badli badli si lagne lagi pata nhi kya hua tha par me khush thi achanak mene esa kuch dekha jise dekh kar meri halaq sukh gaya mene dekha ki ammi ki id me sab boys hai jo saare hindu hai tab mene ammi ke phone lekar dekha to usme bht si gandi baate likhi thi  or ammi nangi quran pakad kar pic le kar bhej rahi hai yallah use dekh kar mera sar chakra gaya mene khud se sawal kiya kya hogaya hai ammi to ek deen daar khatoon hai or mene dekha kai hindu maŕd ammi se dosti kar chuke the or ammi badh chad kar reply deti thi ek din mene dekha ki ammi kuch ajeeb se orange colour ke dupatte me thi jab me school se ghar aayi mujhe shak hone laga to me samaj gayi dal me kuch to kala hai mai ab ammi ka phone lene nhi de rahi thi or vo hamesha phone me hi dekh kar muskurati or chat me hi magan rehti beet ja samne aayi jab jummah ke din me jaldi ghar aagayi ghar hamesha khula hota tha aaj band qu hai or aaj to jummah hai mujhe laga ammi namaz padh rahi hai par me bahar wait karne lagi lakin bht der hogaya kuch samaj nhi aaya mene faisla kiya ki  me khud andar jaungi me khidki dèkhne lagi ek kismat se khidki khuli thi me ahista andar chaligayi jese mene ammi ko dekha us haal me mere to chakkar aagaye ammi ek kaale hatte katte aadmi ķe saath janimaaz par bethi thi unke pao ke pass quran thi or vo aadmi ammi ke safed boobs ko masal raha tha or me dang reh gayi lakin khud ko sambhal te hue apne bag rakh kar wapas jaakar dekha vo aadmi chala gaya tha ammi janimaaz par nangi leti thi ammi ki gaand e gumbazi mere muh ke tarf thi me saaf dekh rahi thi ki ammi ki doodh jeso gaand aaj ek laal bandar jesi ban gayi thi or us gaand se ajeeb sa chip chipa paani nikal kar janìmaaz par gir raha tha me samajh nhi paayi  mene ammi ki is harkat ka jayza mukammal lene ke liye socha ki qu na me agle jummah school na jau or yeh kya kar rahi he dekhu lakin 1 hafta mujbe chain nhi mila meri bhi chut us manzar ka maza lene lagi or me kai dafa us manzar ko yaad kar chut me ungli ki hu

Or aakhir jummah ka din aagaya mene plan ke mutabiq school se chutti leli or ghar se bag lekar nikal gayi or mene khidki khuli chordi or me ghoomne firne lagi ese hi kuch der baad me ghar gayi to dekha ghar ka kaam sab ho chuka hai ammi gate me kisi ke intezaar me thi mene yeh bhi dekha ammi burqa phni thi jo bahar jane ke liye hi phñti hai kuch der baad vahi aadmi ghar aaya bag lekar ab ammi use andar bhejdi or kuch der or khadi rahi ese hi bahar or bahar se door lock kaŕ diya ammi ne or bahar chali gayi mene socha yeh kya hai tabhi ammi piche ke door ke raste ghar me dakhil gogayi or me samaj gayi kya mamla hai yeh or me bhi plan mitabiq ghar me khidki se chali gayi mene dekha vo kafir tha ek dum se hatta katta kala or voh ammi ke namaz ki jgha par khada tha or bilkul nanga yallah kya batau uski baazu e napaak ekdum se mote body builder or uska to yallah kalala uncut tha jo ese latak raha tha jese koi kaala sota hua naag ho or uspar se uski kaali chamdi aahh yallah mujhe to dar hi lagne laga

Ammi jese andar aayi azan hone lagi or ab voh kafir ke samne ammi burqe me khadi thi ammi jhat se us kafir ke gale mil gayi jses hi us kafir ne ammi ki gale lagaya ammi ese sehem uthi jese unki yaad me kab se tadpi ho

Ab voh habshi ammi ko kiss karne laga yallah kesa manzar hai ek namazi deendaar ammi jo ek kafir ke saath azan ke waqt lipti hai or uski emaani momina beti apni ammi ko dekh lazzat e paak le rahi hai yallah

Fir us kafir ne ammi ko 20 mint kiss kiya or uske baad jo hua me to dang reh gayi

Ammi jese burqa hatayi ammi ke jism par allah likha hua tha khaas unke emaani boobs e anwar e muqadas par or unki chut ke paak rasta e noorani or chutad e azmati e azadari ke darmiyaan aaahh meri ammi aahh allah

Us kafir ne kaha chal randi wazu karva apne aqa ko keh kar vo kafir janimaz ke samne chote se stool par tange fayla kar beth gaya ammi jhat se uske trishool e napaak par jhapat padi or bulnadi se bislullah allah bullah alshuru keh kar muh me lund e trishool uncut pevast karliya or ese chaatne lagi jese koi bacchi lolipop choosti hai

Apni ammi ko esa karte dekh meri to inteha na rahi mujhe apni ammi ki noorani gaand saaf nazar aane lagi jisse kafir ki haatho me khul masal rahi thi me apni ammi ki islami namazi gaand ko masalta hua dekh azan sun rahi thi aaahhh

Kuch der baad ammi khadi hogayi or musalle par karir let gaya or ammi us kafir ke muh par beth gayi or kaha bislullah or kafir ke muh par apni namazi islami 5 waqt namazi chut e ala islami ko rakh kar apne emaani boobs e paak ko masalne lagi yallah ammi jaan ki islami chut kis kafir ki napaak zubaar se choosrahi yallah ammi jaan ki chut ul al ameen aahh ammi jaan

Esa kuch derbaad ammi kafir ke lund par jhat se gir padhi or uskafir ke muh par chip chipa sa paani laga hua tha jise usne chaat poora peeliya ab

Us kafir ne kaha chal mulli wazu to karli ab namaz ada karle ammi jhat khadi hokar kafir e trishool ko maslne lagi or choosne lagi kuch der baad ammi sajde me chali gayi or kaha kàfir malik ap yaha aajay apki sajdedaar islami ap ki lund e uncut ki bhook se tadap rahi hai malik

Or voh kafir quran par paun laga kar ammi ki fayli hui islami mubarak chutad e sajdedaar ke beech gaya or jaha allah likhata vaha 3 baar thuk kar usne apna napaak lund geela kiya or kaha aaj me ise poora islam sikhaunga

Or ammi ke latakte hue islami emaani nipples bilkul tane hue the or mene dekha ammi ki muh par muskaan thi

Ab ammi ne kaha malik tadpaiye mat mujhe apke trishool se mujhe ibadat karne ka moqa ata karye malik ab raha nhi jata

Yeh sunkar kafir ne ammi ki emaani chut ki darar e chutad par ragadne laga or jhat se ek baar me poora ka poora lund pevast kardiya meri emaani sajdedaar ammi ki islami chut me aaahh allah ammi ke muh se nikala aaahhh allah me margayi aaahhhu malkiyomideeni aaahhhh

Ab kafir be inteha tezi se chodne laga vaha namaz chalu hi yaha ammi ke dhakke chalu hue aahh me apni ammi ko dekhte hue chut sehlane lagi musal sal 20 mint ki chudai tàba tod hui me 5 dafa jhad gayi or ammi janimaaz e muslamme par giri thi mene dekha ki voh kala topa ke gulhabi trishool ab choot gaya ammi ki emaani chut me yallah

Or voh aadmi bahar chalagay

[ishuess]

We meet again♾️

13th Feb, 6:00 AM at the Pandya Abode

*doorbell rings*

Natasha: Hardik can you check the door!

Hardik: itni subah subah kon hai?!

*consistent bell ringing*

Hardik: ARRE AA RAHA HOON. Itni jaldi hai toh darwaza tod hi dee!

Natasha: HARDIK KON HAI?

Hardik opens the door to see a man with a big bouquet of flowers.

Hardik: nahi chahiye *tries to slam door*

Man behind bouquet: Arre bhaiya main hoon

Natasha comes to the living room

Natasha: Kon hai yaar..

Man behind bouquet: Main hoon..Shubman

Hardik: Abbey tu kab aaya..Kahan se aaya?

Shubman: Andar nahi bulaoge bhaiya

Natasha: Come in, come in...I will bring water.

Shubman comes in. All this while Hardik keeps staring at him.

Hardik: Kab se?

Shubman: Kya kab se?

Hardik: Phool bechne ka dhandha kabse shuru kiya?

Shubman: Woh..Ishan ke liye. Ishan kahan hai?

Hardik: So raha hai *with a straight face*

Natasha: Sit, sit Shubman. Drink water...Hardik you're mannerless *whacks him lightly*

Shubman settles himself on couch.

Natasha: Itne subah subah shubman?

Shubman: Haan woh Rajkot to Baroda thoda door hai toh vaapis jaane mein late naa ho isliye.

Hardik: *continues staring at him*

Natasha: *elbows Hardik* stop staring

Hardik: Training nahi hai?

Shubman: optional thi

Hardik: Hmm

Krunal: Arre Shubman! Subah subah idhar

Shubman: Han bhaiya woh bas

Hardik: *interrupts* Ishu se milne aaya hai

Pankhuri: That's sweet. Chai ya coffee?

Shubman: Nahi nahi thik hai bhabhi

Shubman is looking around the house as if trying to find something.

Hardik: Kaisa hai?

Shubman: main..main theek hoon.

Hardik: tu nahi mera ghar..aise dekh raha hai jaise pehli baar dekh rha hai

Shubman: Aap gussa ho mujhse kya?

Hardik: Are u understanding ki team kitni fragile hai abhi aur tu training bunk krke yahan aaya hai. Out of ur mind or what?

Shubman: Ek mahina ho gaya bhaiyaa...ek pal aur wait nahi kar sakta tha.

Hardik: *Hugs Shubman* Yeh tum Romeo log naa

Natasha: Should I wake Ishan?

Shubman: Can I do it?

Natasha: Yea suree..

Krunal: Aa chal tereko tere pyaar se milaun

Hardik: Main nikalta hoon gym ke liye

Krunal takes him to Ishan's temporary abode in their house.

Krunal: Jaa andar jaa..So raha hoga.

Shubman enters the room. His eyes fill with tears as he finally sees his lover sleeping in peace. His face devoid of any pain and stress. Shubman chooses to settle beside Ishan in bed and relish the moment. He traces his finger along Ishan's face and moves his hands through Ishan's hair. Shubman plants a tender kiss on Ishan's forehead.

Shubman(eyes filled with tears): I missed you love..

Shubman plants another kiss just beside Ishan's lips fondly to which Ishan responds with a soft smile unaware of Shubman's presence thinking it's all a dream.

Ishan( in a sleepy voice): Mhmm...I love you Shubii.

Ishan wraps his arm around Shubman in sleep which finally makes Shubman shed a few tears. Shubman tightens his grip around Ishan. As Ishan nudges his face into Shubman's chest to cuddle. Shubman's cologne hits his nose. Ishan freezes yet doesn't open his eyes for he didn't want this beautiful dream to slip away.

Shubman(in a gentle tone): Ishh..

Ishan: Hmm

Shubman: Ishh..uth jaa

Ishan: *shakes his head*

Shubman: Uth..dekh main tujhse milne aaya hoon. Sapna nahi hai

Ishan: *shakes his head*

Shubman kisses Ishan on forehead

Shubman: Dekha main real hoon...aankh toh khol baby.

Ishan: *opens one eye*

Shubman: Ab main aa gaya hoon tere paas

Ishan realises it's not a dream and jumps up from Shubman's arm.

Shubman: Kya huaa?

Ishan: Yeh sapna nahi hai

Shubman: main sach mein..

Ishan: *interrupts Shubman with a kiss*

Shubman: *cups Ishan's face and deepens the kiss*

As Shubman kisses Ishan, he feels tears streaming down Ishan's eyes while few tears escape his eyes too. Ishan felt more complete than he ever felt as they join forehead to share breath. A gentle smile adorned both their faces.

Ishan: I missed you.

Shubman: Main toh yahan hoon na *points at Ishan's heart* miss kaise karsakta hai tu?

Ishan: Paagal *laughs softly*

Shubman: Tere pyaar mein *hugs Ishan* I didn't miss you though

Ishan: Kya?

Shubman: *moves away and cups Ishan's face*.. I missed us.. *kisses Ishan's tears*

Ishan: aaj training nahi hai?

Shubman: poora mahaul kharab kar diya

Ishan: I am serious Shubman.

Shubman: koi training tere se important nahi hai... Ek mahina ho gaya mile huwe.

Ishan: Har second ek saal jaisa tha *pecks Shubman*

Ishan and Shubman settle in bed with their arms wrapped around each other sharing every little news of their life. Absorbing every bit of each other and wrapped in their love, they didn't realise they had an audience at door

Agasthya: Chachu!!Mumma calling

Ishan: Aggu tu kab aaya..

Shubman: Aggu kitna bada ho gaya..idhar aa junior

Ishan: *picks up Agasthya and settles him in his lap*

Shubman: *ruffles Agasthya's hair* Cutie kaisa hai tu?

Agasthya: strong hoon

Shubman and Ishan: *laugh*

Shubman: Meri yaad nahi aati?

Agasthya: Aati hai na par chachu se zyada nahi..Woh toh..

Ishan: *interrupts Agasthya* baatein toh hoti rahegi..breakfast is ready.

Shubman: *takes Agasthya on his lap* Tu bol...Aggu kya bol raha tha?

Agasthya: Chachu toh almost roz aapko miss karte karte rote hain..Aap unhe chorr ke mat jaana ab

Shubman: *hugs Agasthya and looks at Ishan who has his eyes lowered* Kabhi nahi jaaunga..apne saath le jaaunga.

Agasthya: Nahi...Phir main khelunga kiske saath?

Shubman: U have ur friends Aggu.. Main kiske saath khelunga *winks at Ishan*

Ishan: SHUBMANN!! *slaps him lightly*

Shubman: Cricket kiske saath khelunga.

Natasha: Oyee lovebirds.. breakfast is ready.. come on Aggu.

As they are their breakfast together, Shubman's eyes couldn't leave Ishan's face. The table echoed with their shared laughter and banter as the bouquet lies untouched in the living room.

(The fandom is filled with angst due to the current situation and as ur hero my job is to bring smile to your face. Hope you loved this chapter of their life and make sure to drop ur lovely comments.)

May God bless our precious couple Ishman and Ishan makes a banging comeback soon 🧿🧿🧿🔱🔱🔱🙏🙏🙏✨✨✨

[ipkkndlovescenes]

Gadbad...or attraction/P4

Nothing will be the same...

Read Part 3 Here

“There is a strange feeling concerning you. As if I had a string under my left ribs, tightly knotted to a similar string in you. And if you were to leave, I’m afraid that cord of communion would snap. As for me, I’d take to bleeding inwardly. As for you, you won't forget me either and bleed with me.” ~Mysticaldivine~

Khushi came to pick up her DeviMaiya yet after feeling his presence near her heart changed everything in her. Her mind and heart were not listening to her, which was the scariest thing ever. She had no idea why she was feeling the way she was. A girl with a sheltered lifestyle and with a certain layout of life, where marriage was the one that could bond two people together with love and all those sacred relationships. There was no space for the unfathomable emotions she was feeling right now in front of this man. This was not right, not pure, it was a sin, a man in her thoughts, dreams, her words, in her life by all means so far, from the moment she met him. He was creating havoc in her, bringing out the woman she was unfamiliar with.

No, this wasn't right at all. He was an arrogant, khadoos, money-oriented, stubborn, rich, powerful man who didn't even believe in DeviMaiya, but today he saved her from falling as well.

Who really he is?

The one who can put her life in danger without putting two cents on it or the one who brought her home safely. All of these contradict her mind because midst of all, she thinks of him all the time, dreams of him talks about him, her heart wants to see him, and beats erratically near him. All of this was enough to enrage her as a woman; a commanding woman in her is tired of these unfamiliar emotions, and at the top of his temper, echoes in her crazily.

Her voice started rising, and her nerves started shaking, but Khushi had to be in command. The duel of mind and heart was dancing its own tune lyrically with the fire of passion and essence of desired need.

And her need to be out of there, away from him as soon as possible and at any cost. "pehle aap darwaza khol dijiye. [first, you open the door.]

In her heart, she knew he would open the door, and he won't hurt her...

They backfired by testing each other's limits, waiting for the other to give in. Arnav was losing his grip every moment his voice raised, but something snapped too in him, finding her eyes wide open, a bit scared, and that feeling made him retreat... . she was in command until the very end. He stormed to the door and started kicking it vigorously until he kicked it down. Violent yet in control with one mission in his head...to make her listen to him.

ab sunogi? will you hear me out now?

Then she throws a neat surprise to his dazzled state of mind. She gives him a baffled and strange scared look, closes her lips for not uttering anything to make it worse, rushes to pick up her things, and then stands just in front of him to deliver her last word, a last piece of her mind to make peace with her. The final blow, if you say doubt, is She was tired of the duelling with him, with herself, with these feelings, the constant feeling of heightened emotions… she is frazzled and wants to get out of there, get away from him.

"Hamain aapki koi baat nahin sunani, nafrat hai na aapko hamse, hamari aukat se, hamari shakal dekhna nahin chahte na app? to khush hogaiye, kyun keh hum aapki nazron se hamesha ke liye door ja rahe hain Lucknow jaa rahe hai hum, hamesha ke liye."(I don't want to listen to you. You hate my face and my status, so be happy I am going to Lucknow forever).

hamesha ke liye door ja rahein hain... lucknow ja rahein hain hum... hamesha ke liye.

Words are nowhere to be found for Arnav as he looks at her lifeless after hearing all of this; he felt the same after her resignation, but worse than that. He gives her an incredulous look as if he has been struck. Her words are like a blow to his mind. All the frustration and the desperation are forgotten, and he looks at her, totally unconvinced.

She waits to see his reaction and leaves as she can't take this pain any more and can't give him the time he can come up with something new either.

Arnav"Tum aise nahin jaa saktin

Khushi' KHUSHI !

(You can't go like this Khushi) He wants to say, Don't go to Lucknow Khushi.., don't'.

I feel so much pain here, bringing tears to my eyes as his mother left him, and he is hiding this pain behind his rage and confusion because he could not stop her. And here Khushi'...at this moment only'

Khushi, indeed has left an enormous impact on him...

Part 1,2, & 3

[kafkaspupil]

human, do you listen to to retros/ ghazals and stuffs?

i live on ghazals and i do listen retros songs. like all i do listen to at alone times is these stuffs mostly. i listen to Ghulam ali

Iska rona nahi kyu tumne kiya dil barbaad

Iska gum hai bht der me barbaad kiya

Humko kiski gum ne maara yeh kahani phir sahi

Kisne tora dil hamara yeh kahani phir sahi"

and

Chupke chupke raat din aasu bahana yaad hai Humko ab tak aashiqui ka woh jamana yaad hai"

and many more more from him and also who doesn't listen to Jagjit Singh~

Rekhaon ka khel hai muqaddar Rekhaon se maat kha rahe ho

Tum itna jo muskura rhe ho kya gum hai jisko chupa rhe ho"

My personal favourite it's from Chandan Das is this ghazal ~

Kehte hai log jinda hai tujse bichad ke hum

Lekin teri judai me bichde huye sanam

Kandho pe apni lash liye jaa rahe hai hum

jaise koi gunaah kiye jaa rahe hai hum

I talked about few ghazals from my favourites only but i listen to random ghazals and retros also. and it's not like ghazals/retros are only stuffs i listen to. ig maine kuch jyda hi sad sad ghazals like diye so

and and and and

Hai kali kali mai jo mastiyaa teri aankh ka ye khumaar hai

Mujhe kyun na ho teri aarazu teri justaju mai bahaar hai

Ye havaa ye raat ye chaandani teri ek adaa pe nisaar hai

Thanks for asking this question i got a chance to talk about it;❤️ and what do you listen to?

[hopelessromanticme]

I'm totally fed up.... A Desi guy's guide to personality annihilation...

Yaar now im actually fkin confused bhayy... Like on one hand ik for sure that hell nah nobody can destroy Me, only Me can destroy Me but on the other hand bhayy when i go out and i see the world that shit is actually depressing and downright fked up... Like this Tumblr ki duniya is like a giant rabbit hole of all the good things and happiness aur humour aur love... Aur if you'll outside of it bahar ki duniya is full of misogyny, misandry, toxicity, patriarchy, matriarchy... And all those bullshitery likeee SHUTT UP PEOPLE FFS.

I WANNA SCREAM ON TOP OF MY LUNGS SOMEWHERE QUITE.... I'm done with this societal norms aur uski bakchodi bhai... People think that I'm going mad... Well ofcourse koi bhi sane person would be mad... Have you seen the hatred people hold against other religions and castes... Kyunn hai itni hatred saalo tumhare aander... Mat rakho naa itni buraai dusro ke liye... Shaanti se raho na bey pyaar se... I'm sorry for my language but yeh bkl ab meri sarr ke paar jaa rhe hai... Nobody gives a fuck about what's going on Manipur or the farmer's protest but Maxtern aur Elvish ki news aa rhi hai... Like have we gone completely mad... Pagal ho gaye hai kya sab... Dosto se baat karta hoon toh wahin Hindu-Muslim aur Women ko objectify karna.... Abe sab ke sab saale chutiye pagal ho gaye hai... Mere ko maa kasam bhagwaan ji kal ko utha le gaye naa toh main Khushi Khushi chale jaunga... Itni si bhi positivity nahi bachi hai yaar iss duniya mein... Aur yahan Tumblr pe alag he Utopian Society bana ke baithe hai sab... Abey pagal ho kya tum log... Where the fckk is BALANCE BHAYYY... Either I'm here toh I'm super happy and lovey-dovey aur either I'm bahar toh I'm super sad and depressed as fck...

Mujhe moksh chahiye yaar... Kyun na karun main suicide bata... Haan royenge sab 2 din 4 din 10 din... Fir... Fir kyaa... Fir toh society wahi rahegi naa...

I'm out here assassinating my persona because i wasn't able to find a perfect person to love... Like that how depressing this shit is...

And fckkk practicing Stoitism aur following Sigma Male and Andrew Tate... Fckk them all... Bish I grew up reading Srimad Bhagwat Geeta and Purans... We all are humans we all have flaws... Nahi bann sakte ho tum perfectooo... Nahi hote hai sab ladke 6'0 feet nahi hoti hai sab ladkiyo ki zero figure... Kyaa chal raha hai duniya mein kaunse idols hai bhai sabke...

Have they ever read any sane text either their holy books or anything related to wisdom... This new world I HATE IT... I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT... I HATE WOH PINTEREST KE CUTE COUPLES... YES I'M SALTY AUR HAAN PAGAL HO GAYE HAI HUM...

Yaar... All I'm saying is "Love Me". I need some kind of compassion and female touch... Yes im going insane and soo is this fucked up world... I'm sorry for everything... Sorry for wasting your time reading this note... But at the same time No I am not really sorry...

Either I'll die in this journey... Or will become a lifeless corpse... Shit im not a philosopher but istg if, i not become one in the future...

can't say she was wrong here...

Meri toh kitni kam expectations thi life se... Aur self love kitna he kar lunga... Main toh thak jaata hoon sometimes yk fake scenarios create karte karte... The manifestation of love is the sole reason of my depression...

But idk what should i do... i never loved myself... i always try to love people... maybe because of the lack of love i never got, i don't want to happen the same to them.... I once read on Tumblr on one girl's blog where she wrote "When you are not served love in silver spoons you learn to lick it off knives". Kinda says alot about today's society and people... Doesn't it ...

[shadowseductress]

YOu think that because you can write elegantly means you aren't suppose to do anything? I hope you die

Abe tu ha kon, jaa na lavde, maa chuda

[o-sahiba]

Meri zindagi ki qitaab main kahaaniyan toh boht si hain, Magar qismat toh dekho... Mujhe toh har panna khaali sa lagta hai..

Tum padhne aaye tha na unn panno ko, likhne aaye tha na firse unn kahaaniyon ko, Magar qismat toh dekho... Mujhe toh tumhara meri zindagi main aana bhi khayaali sa lagta hai...

Chalo, ab jaa hi chuke toh phir laut kar matt aana, main awaaz lagau bhi toh ruk matt jana... Haan mohabbat sachii ki thi tumse, Magar qismat toh dekho... Ab toh mohabbat lafz bhi ek gaali sa lagta hai...

[tinysoultimetravel]

When Bonnie Tyler said, “once upon a time I was falling in love, now I’m only falling apart”

When Munir Niazi said, “mohabbat ab aur nahi hogi”

When Paloma Faith said, “only love can hurt like this”

When Jaun Elia said, “sau baar dil ko kaha chal bhul jaa usko”

And finally when Rahat Indori said, “tumse rishta ab kuch aisa hai, na nafrat hai na ishq pehle jaisa hai” and you felt nothing.

[istoleherheart-3008]

Khayal rakhna.

Jab chehra apna dekho toh aankhon mein pyaar rakhna,

Apne charo aur ki khamoshi se ek haath ka faasle rakhna,

Do waqt ke khane ka,

Roz hisaab rakhna,

Apna, khayal rakhna.

..

khayal rakhna,

Ki jab bhi muskurao khulke muskurana,

Koi tumhari hassi ka deewana ho shayad,

Khayal rakhna,

Ki jab tumko darr sataye toh tum usko aankh dikha kar bhaga dena,

Ki woh darr tumse jyada darrta ho shayad,

Khayal rakhna,

Kon dost hai tumhare,

Unn ke paas saath chodne ke bahane pehle se tyaar ho shayad,

Khayal rakhna,

Kab se raah dekh rhi hai woh,

Kitne sapne hai uske, unhe bhi toh pura karna hai,

Isliye apna, khayal rakhna.

..

Khayal rakhna,

Ki tum andhere mein kahi zyada durr toh nahi jaa rhe ho,

Vishwas ki aag jalana mat bhulna,

Khayal rakhna,

Ki tum bhi kahi meri tarah khwahishon ki qaid mein band na ho jao,

Intezaar karna mat bhulna,

Khayal rakhna,

Bhale hi filhal aankhein naam hai, aur mann bechain ho rakha hai,

Khayal rakhna,

Agar awaazein sone nahi deti,

Koi baat nahi

Phir bhi tum, khayal rakhna.

..

Khayal rakhna,

Thodi himmat lagegi,

Magar apne liye nahi, toh kisi aur ke liye, aaj ke liye nahi toh kal ke liye, aur kal ke liye nahi toh apne sapne ke liye, Khayal rakhna.

Bass tum haunsle ko tootne mat dena, ummed rakhna.

..

Haa aur jab tumhe lage,

Ki ab mujhe khayal rakhne ki zaroorat nahi,

Tab kisi paraye ko apna bana lena aur usse kehna, "Suno apna khayal rakhna"

Usse abhi bhi zaroorat ho shayad.

..

Meri awaaz kisi din bheed mein kho jayegi,

Tab meri kabhi yaad aye toh, Khayal rakhna.

Aur kisi din agar bheed mein se madad ki awaaz aye, toh haath badhana mat bhulna,

Meri tarah koi sahare ke liye pukaar rha ho shayad.

..

Apna aur apno ka, khayal rakhna.

[taurusmoon2008]

Purane msg padh liye ab Maro poori raat ro baith kar 😔

Tera kuch nahi ho sakta Kaya mar jaakar bhaad me Jaa kisne kaha tha dm kholne ko ab uske liye aansu baha jo tere baare me soche bhi na

[hand-picked-star]

First of all, Welcome to my blog. This blog is dedicated to IPKKND. I had been a avid fan of IPKKND since forever. For a long time, I couldn't indulge myself to my obsession of it. But right now I got some times to do what I always wanted to do. It's a navigation post,mostly for me, as I am getting lost in my own blog. And for you too,if you ever show interest in my blog.

My scattered thoughts

Namak ishq ka

Bharosha nehi hain mujhpe?

Saza toh milegi

Lay me down by your side

12 labours of Arnav Singh Raizada part 1, part 2 and narratives

sshhh...relax

Teri meri prem kahani

Yeh kya ho gaya

Kahi Ankahi baatein

This is so tough

I love you, damn it

I have no other way

Kabhi khushi kabhie gham

No pun intended

My khawali pulao

Right after kidnapping

During remarriage

After remarriage

Mr. & Mrs.Raizada gif-set

bachelor's party dance

You put a spell on me

Guilty as sin?

She's got you high

Hold me close

Color my world

Crazy in love

The rain

The sun & the moon

Me and you, we were made to break

Five love languages

Out of my head into your arm part 1 and part 2

Just him touching her everywhere

Ab na jaa

IPKKND and BOLLYWOOD

Part - 1

Part - 2

Part - 3

IPKKND & VEER-ZAARA Part - 1

IPKKND & VEER-ZAARA Part - 2

Arshi Comics

New year eve smackdown

Others

Arnav and shyam

Video edit

let me down slowly x main dhoondne ko zamame mein

Munda kukkad kamaal da by siasvms

A x K Saaware by Pastellitesoulx

A x K celebrating 9 years by Riya's Vids

Tu hi haqeeqat by nisazeinn creations

An iconic saga of love & hate by poohbaniparvatix

Arshi x ye ladki hain dewaani by poohbaniparvatix

Afreen afreen by isspodcastkokyanaamdoon

Arnav x khushi: enna sona

Reblogs

Posts I adore(by others)

language of sex in IPKKND

Arnav's redemption

The consumation scene

Favourite Fanfics

Saadi by Expelliarmus

Something about you by Farah

Fanfic by me

Anniversary post (2024)

Whispers of the Heart ( Historical AU)

Chotte vs Chutki

Their happy ending

7 types of greek love

What's a Soulmate?

Arshi comic: New year smackdown

You belong with me

Do you love me enough?

Five centimeters

Saving khushi from evil fairy light

Take my hand

[ishuess]

The Pandya Pack and their Mowgli..

(Ishan running circles around the table. Natasha chasing him with a bowl of salad.)

Ishan: Bhabhi not this..this just looks disgusting!

Natasha: ISHAN!! SIT DOWN..it's healthy for you...

Ishan: What even is this

Natasha: It's a mediterranean chickpea quinoa bowl.

Ishan: Maaroge kya bhabhi..kya khila rahe ho

Pankhuri: Don't run...Arre Ishan gir jaayega na baith jaa

Ishan: Bhabhi aap toh bachao!

Pankhuri: Ishu it's rule of the house. Breakfast is prepared by Nat.

Ishan: Breakfast? You call this breakfast!?

Natasha: Stop making me run ISHAN!! PANKHS HOLD HIM DOWN FOR ME

Pankhuri: Arre gir jaaoge dono.

Natasha (sits down): *tears in eye* Ishan you never understand me..always make me run behind you. Do u not understand I am worried about you?

Pankhuri: Ab jaa manaa use! *pulls ishan's ear* You always get her in mom mode.

Ishan (sits down with Nat): *wipes her tear* Bhabhi yaar...aise matt karo naa.

Natasha: will you eat it now?

Ishan: Laao khila do

Natasha: *feeds Ishan*

Ishan (mouth full of food): PANKHURI BHABHI LUNCH MEIN PARATHE BANANA!! ye khaana toh digest hone se raha..

Natasha: *slaps Ishan lightly* don't speak with your mouth full. God I never had to run around this much for Aggu

Pankhuri: And that's why he gave us another baby *ruffles Ishan's hair*

Ishan: Bhabhi yeh sab toh thik hai but har baar emotional blackmail kyun karte ho!!

Natasha: So that you finish your breakfast baccha.

Ishan: *hugs Natasha* Kanha ji ko bhi sirf do maa ka pyaar mila tha...mere paas toh teen-teen hai

Hardik: GYM TIME..chal Ishu Baby

Ishan: Bye bhabhiss

Natasha: Ayy Ishan...drink water first..

Ishan: OK ok ok...lunch mein parathe yaad rakhna..

Pankhuri: Haan haan ban jaayenge.

Ishan and Hardik leave for gym.

Natasha: I would have never imagined Ishan would become a part of the family so easily. Now I want to keep him here forever like Aggu.

Pankhuri: Yeaa.. kitna pyaara hai! Bhagwan saari khushiyan de ise.

[houseofbreadpakoda]

Pachtaava

Rocky aur Rani fic

Time flows slower when you're lonely. It was true. The loneliness was getting to her. It was strange though. Not like she ever entertained people around her. Then why was it, that the loneliness was only hitting now?

Her thoughts were interrupted by a knock. She fixed her dupatta and looked up. It was Jamini. Dhanalakshmi immediately tried to divert her attention elsewhere.

"Kya mein....?"

"Hmm, aayiye."

Jamini walked to a chair near the desk Dhanalakshmi sat at. It was a huge room with many windows. But they had all been shut with the curtains pulled over. A pungent scent had taken over the room.

"Aap thik hein-?"

"Yahaan meri thabiyath ke baare mein baath karne aayi hain aap? Toh haan, thik hoon mein. Karodo ka dhandha chalta hain mere wajah se. Thik toh hona padega."

This probably wasn't the best time to talk, but Jamini was already here.

"Jab se Kanwal ji....aapke pathi guzre hain, sunne main aaya hain ki aap zyada kisi se baath nahi karti hain."

"Aisa kuch nahi hain Jamini ji. I have not relied on anybody to earn bread for my house or to take care of my company. I have never been too close to my husband nor my son. Loneliness is not something which affects me."

"You were not lonely before Dhanalakshmi ji. Aapne jisko bhi dhoor rakha tha, apne marzi se rakha tha. You were alone. Alone by choice. Par ab jo Khaalipan hain......it is not by choice. Yahi farak hota. Being alone is by choice, but being lonely never is."

Several moments passed by, neither of them spoke. Jamini cursed her timing. This was definitely not what she wanted to put across. Dhanalakshmi finally broke the silence.

"Meri maa thi na, she was very clever. But where would our household put up with clever women. She assumed she had no choice but to suppress herself. But it suffocated me to see her toil hard to make our house liveable when she could've been doing any job she wished to, with more credit to her name. So when I was married away, I had only one goal. To live life without any credits due. After many years I opened Dhanalakshmi sweets.

But in the process of achieving my goal, I only ever cared about establishing my name and getting my credits. Something which started off as a Woman's fight against the society turned into something personal. Somewhere i forgot that I myself am a woman, a daughter of another woman who was oppressed in this society.

I brought my son up, teaching him only how to run a business, never how to treat people around him. I remember the first time he hit his wife in front of me. We were in a business meeting. But all I wanted was for the drama to end there. I asked her to leave and excused my son. And then I did it again and again and again until i couldn't care about it anymore. But I have nobody to blame. It is all my greed for a name for myself which turned me into the person who brewed my greed. Life has come full circle."

Now it was Jamini's turn to speak.

"Rani ne bataya aapke chitti ke baare mein..." Dhanalakshmi sighed.

"Aap apne aap ko jitni buri samajthi hain, uthni hain nahi. Haan, galthi hui hain. Par koi galti itni bhi badi nahi hoti ki use maaf na Kiya jaa sake."

After a silence of another hundred moments, Dhanalakshmi spoke again. "Magar Maine kab kahaan ki mein khudko buri samajthi hoon?"

Jamini broke a sweat, "Nahi, mera matlab yeh nahi tha...-"

She was interrupted by a chuckle. Dhanalakshmi smiled in turn making Jamini smile. Atleast the visit was a success.

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@janaknandini-singh999 aap hi ke misunderstanding se likha gaya hain ye ;)

[heruntoldfeelingss]

Ek waqt tha jab mujhe lagta tha k kisi insaan ko koi aur insaan badal nahi sakta jab tak vo insaan khud badalna naa chaahe. Lekin ab aisa lagta hai k jab do log saath reh rahe ho, ekdusre k liye baney ho, ekdusre ko samjhne lagey ho, toh vo ekdusre ko mohabbat se acchaiyon ki taraf laa sakte hai. Mohabbat mein bohot takat hoti hai. Sahi mohabbat ek insaan ko bana sakti hai aur waise hi galat mohabbat insaan ko todd k rakhdeti hai. Kisiko badalne ka matlab ye nahi k uss shaqs ki aadaton ko ya akhlaaq ko badla jaa sakta hai - bilkul nahi. Lekin ekdusre se kuch naya seekha jaa sakta hai. Kuch khamiyaan unmei hongi, kuch aapmei. Aapki khamiyon ko pura vo karenge, aap unki karna. Ab in sab baaton mei bas Anah ko jagah na dena. Jab vo baat aajaye na "mei kyun Karu?" Tab mohabbat peeche k darwaze se nikal jaati hai. Fir ye rishta bass ek zabardasti wala rishta bann k rehjaata hai. Mohabbat jisse bhi ho, khuloos waali ho, ikhlaas wali ho, beloos ho. Fir hi uss mohabbat mei itni takat hoti hai k insaan khudse aapki acchaiyon ki taraf mayal hojaaye. Mohabbat mei zabardasti nahi hoti. Mohabbat mei sabr hota hai. Mohabbat waqt deti hai. Mohabbat intezaar karti hai. Pata nahi ye saari baatein asaan hai ya uljhi huei lekin bass ek khyaal tha jo dil mei aaya- insaan mei tabdeeliyaan aati hai, bass waqt dene waala koi mile, sabr karne waala mile, haath pakad k acchaiyon se waqif karaane waala mile. Lekin ab iska hargiz ye matlab nahi k insaan khudse khudpe mehnat naa karke bass dusron ka aadi bann jaaye. Bht se agar magar hain inn baaton mei, lekin samjhdaar ko ishara kaafi hai.

[hindulivesmatter]

h girls ki chut zyada right nyi hoti na jaane kis kis ke lund leti hai randi ki paidayish zaahil aurate meri ex bandi h saali randi ki virginity leke bada maza aaya ab uske husband ko second hand maal milega jisne already beshrm ke jaise apne chut marne diiya use dard hua jab maine uska gand mara lekin chlo gaand tight thi chut toh uski dheeli kar di already maine pel ke

gutter me mar jaa saale