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1o1percentmilk · 8 months
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thanks for answering everyone that helps a lot oTL
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0daylighthours0 · 6 months
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A Deep Dive into Milkvan and Byler's Development: If Milkvan Was Endgame All Along, Why Was it Written Like This???
SO. I've been rewatching st with my mother, who's never seen it before. And she was a fan of milkvan throughout seasons 1 and 2. Viewing those seasons again I could see why, they're cute. However, come season 3 and INSTANT distaste. And, listen, my mother is not the consciously shipping gal. She simply routes for main character pairings as writers intend, doesn't read between the lines, doesn't nothing. And she does NOT know my own opinions on the pairing. In other words, completely unbiased, uninternet drama influenced eyes. We've now reached season 3 and, after getting through a chunk of it, I asked her,
"so what do you think of Mike and El?"
and she expressed to me that they seem to be, quote:
"not very good together."
She said El's character doesn't suit the way she's acting now (in the first few episodes, concerning Mike), that Mike is more likeable and interesting when he's away from her. She doesn't like the way they ditched the party, and when it comes to their 'making out' the scenes are seen by her from Hopper's perspective (in other words, distasteful). She claimed that they'd be much better characters as friends.
And ya know what, she's right. And I mean like - duh, that's what we've been saying all this time, I'm not stating anything new here. But guys, wouldn't it be strange if the central couple of the show, pivotal that it is liked by audiences and is rooted for by them as they are THE pair, would be so dislikable like this? So uninteresting, so cliche.
I mean, okay, let's do a little mental experiment I like to do to test if I'm not just acting delulu. Let's play a game. In this game, milkvan ARE meant to be endgame. They are in love, they were all along, and they're here to draw in viewers and appease all El stans. Now, seasons 1 and 2 their relationship is honestly fine. Surface level, yeah, people will watch and appreciate them. They perfectly blend in with all the other neat pairings of the seasons, and have their own unique character traits to stand out as a main couple.
Just pretending our mate Will doesn't exist, we now get into season 3. Now, writers have nothing to lose here. If you've finished season 2, you probably like milkvan already. The issue is that they're already together now, so what's the conflict going to be? The arc? And every central couple needs that conflict to stay juicy.
Just take a look:
Jancy: quarrels, struggle to understand one another
Jopper: not yet together, one sided? will they won't they
Lumax: ...
Lumax? Lumax. Huh, guess they were simply together. Some loveable bickering, maintained a friendly dynamic while clearly in closer proximity. Well then, writers can do the same for milkvan right? Well, yes easily. But one might argue that since they are supposed to be THE pairing they need more going on between them than that. So what'll it be? Well, it seems that writers thought,
"hey, why not break them up?"
ok so.. that's a bit risky. I mean you want people to like this ship, if you break them up then that threats: 1. there being a disliking to one or both characters, 2. coming off generic if done incorrectly, 3. the break up might make no sense considering how in love they came off as just a season ago. But hey.. it could work, if done right. Some kind of misunderstanding, similar to Jancy. Maybe an argument leading to a sudden parting. I mean, yeah, Yeah! I can see that. Perhaps Mike is being too overprotective whilst El's trying to sacrifice herself for something, so she NEEDS to separate herself from him attempting to hurt him less. Or, I dunno, something akin. What's crucial is that us, AS THE AUDIENCE, still know them to be deeply in love. I mean, we have to still want them to be together. And we've seen couple trouble before. Just take a look at Lumax season 4 - did you or did you not want the best for both of them as a pair? You most likely did. See, it's doable. So did people like milkvan season 3 the same way, even after a separation plot? No.
Okay well, there are obviously those who'll always love milkvan no matter but, see, season 3 tainted it. "We need to write them like this cause it's more realistic to teenager behavior" my ars. You can make it messy without making it icky. Not only did it sour their unique dynamic, it flabbergastingly stomped on Mike as a character.
Honestly, I feel Mike has always been a mild struggle to write. Season 1 his motivations were 'find Will' (who still doesn't exist in our mind game yet shh) and 'protect El'. This worked well for him. Afterwards though, El and Will became more separate plots to him. But as a main character it remained integral that he be closely linked to them somehow. This sets him apart from Lucas and Dustin, who can easily be given any arc any season as their plots have the flexibility of a side quest nature. Since what Mike does is meant to matter more - with there probably being a better way of phrasing that but you know what I mean - it's harder knowing what he'll do when El and Will (who we'll GET to sh.) are their own separate people. And Mike is just a boy, he doesn't have super powers and he isn't a cop, which leaves there even less for him to do which is of significance. Season 2 writers decided upon having him support Will's arc, making himself of enough relevance by being able to take credit for some Will development in the story, and the plots that surrounded that, and then Mike was thrown a little bone by being the one to come up with the idea of burning those vines in the finale.
Truthfully, you don't really remember Mike's deeds much when reminiscing the series. It isn't like Dustin who's bond with Dart sticks to everyone, or Nancy and Jonathan responsible for kicking out Hawkins Lab. This is due to them, again, being able to traverse all sorts of adventures without limits. But my guy Mike can't do dat. Sadly, this kind of leads to him coming of as a little.. well... insignificant. And I know I know, the Mike truthers are gonna come at my throat. And hey! I love him too. I only want the best for my boy.
This makes season 3 a unique case cause it seems that, for the plot they decided they wanted, writers actually had to almost entirely change his character. I mean mate s2 Mike and s3 Mike are two different peoples, don't even. And I don't believe that the Duffers had their story and character turnouts completely drawn out from the very start at all. If I was to guess, I'd assume they have vague ideas of little plots they plan to include in future, but there is definitely a lot that has come unpredicted or changed throughout st's runtime. And one of those phenomenons are Michael Wheeler. So they decided to make this guy a di-
So they decided to make him more douchy, more movie typical teenage guy. It's not as if he wholly sucked, he didn't, but he didn't really do much. Whined about his girlfriend, separated the party. I mean what even was his arc? (UnLESS–)
You see, if milkvan is written to be loved, then season 3 was strike one. All of its charm was stripped away. It seems they had some cute scenes after their reconciliation, but it's not enough. It's just sort of
"oh, ok, so they're happy with eachother now. yayy."
and Stranger Things should want to be anything but boring. Sure they often enjoy indulging in tropes, but they always do something different with them. Something standoutish. And from this point on milkvan just got dull. Either writers ran out of ideas or lost interest, honestly (still with our mind game of telling ourselves they're meant to be).
But it's okay. Look, so season 3 was a bit rocky, maybe lost a couple of fans for the guys, but it is salvageable. Easily, easily. Looks like we want a plot of Mike struggling to tell El he loves her. Great! Much to work with.
So let's get into it. Season 4! Choices were... made. And, okay, now we can't go any further without bringing in our boy Will.
Mike is intrinsically tied to Will and El and has been from the start. Maybe Will was more of an accident. Maybe s1 Will was just a plot device for Mike, then s2 Will was a plot device again and Mike needed to be there as the main boy character. Come season 3 and it seems their relationship still matters. Will was sidelined - hard - so most of Mike's moments revolved around El. But as his bond with Mike is the only that's been properly built up, that's the only friend we'll get him interacting with in a way that matters. So the Mike and Will tie continues!
But that does not have to be the case for season 4. Now the writers have a chance.
They made Will gay.
Ok so.. ok so yeah that's fine. Yeah! I mean they didn't have to do that, might put them in hot water with the bylers since milkvan is their golden beauty but.. you know what no no that's okay. He's been hinted at being queer since episode 1, why not make it canon! Cool that works. Explore that, especially since we now have Vecna who can easily target Will for this. Give him a boyfriend! Or a guy crush. He's at a new school now? That's cool. Maybe we can explore some new male character Will's taken interest in. Hey maybe he meets someone who interests him which rises to surface his whole sexuality plot and-
he's in love with Mike.
Ok. No. No. What are you doing? What do you mean?? You didn't have to do that. Strike- strike EFING TWO mates! Strike. 👏 efing. 👏 2!
This was part 1. I am tired and gots to get my ars in bed. But ohohoh, do not worry. I am just getting started.
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sideprince · 1 month
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Do you have any thoughts on how Snape would have acted if Harry had been sorted into Slytherin? While I can’t help but feel that there would be a part of him who would want to joyously gloat about James Potter’s son ending up in Slytherin, I can’t help but wonder if he wouldn’t still hold a mountain of resentment that would be incorrectly targeted towards Harry? Do you have any thoughts on this? Thanks!
I think one of the key aspects of Snape and Harry's relationship is that they don't really know each other and don't get a chance to. If you look at how the rest of the staff treat Snape, there seems to be respect for him and while I'm not sure how many of his colleagues actively like him, they certainly don't dislike him. We see this in how the rest of the staff treat teachers they don't like, such as Lockhart and Umbridge:
...Dumbledore announcing that, unfortunately, Professor Lockhart would be unable to return next year, owing to the fact that he needed to go away and get his memory back. Quite a few of the teachers joined in the cheering that greeted this news.
-Chamber of Secrets, Ch. 18
The upshot of it all was that Professor Umbridge spent her first afternoon as headmistress running all over the school answering the summonses of the other teachers, none of whom seemed able to rid their rooms of the fireworks without her. When the final bell rang and the students were heading back to Gryffindor Tower with their bags, Harry saw, with immense satisfaction, a disheveled and soot- blackened Umbridge tottering sweaty-faced from Professor Flitwick’s classroom.  “Thank you so much, Professor!” said Professor Flitwick in his squeaky little voice. “I could have got rid of the sparklers myself, of course, but I wasn’t sure whether I had the authority...”  Beaming, he closed his classroom door in her snarling face.
Order of the Phoenix, Ch. 28
This leads me to think that since the staff have had some opportunity to get to know Snape, even if it's superficially (given how guarded he is), their treatment of him indicates that he's not as terrible and repugnant as characters like Harry make him out to be. And while it's possible that they were deferential to him because he can be intimidating, I don't really see a bunch of talented, established Hogwarts professors cowering. After all, Umbridge had more authority than Dumbledore and even fired a staff member, but the rest of the teachers didn't seem to be affected by whether or not they were intimidated by her. They also literally took on Voldemort and his army to protect the school.
The reason Snape is able to project so much of James onto Harry is because they don't know each other outside of the classroom. This is the same reason why Harry is able to resent Snape so much. We see a chink in both their armors during Occlumency lessons in OoTP, as Harry shows curiosity and Snape encourages it, but before they can start to get a fuller picture of one another as people, Harry wrecks it by invading Snape's privacy when he goes into the pensieve. It's integral to the plot - and the big reveal at the end of DH - that these two characters maintain a resentful distance.
If Harry had been sorted into Slytherin, they would have had more of a chance to get to know each other. The same way Harry was told by other Gryffindors as soon as he started school that Snape was strict, mean, and played favorites, if he'd been sorted in Slytherin he would have been influenced by their bias in the other direction, ie. in favor of Snape (and potentially against McGonagall given the rivalry with Gryffindor). Whatever resentment Snape had against James would have had an opportunity to soften over time as he inevitably got to know Harry better.
By his fifth year Harry would have been sitting down with Snape, not McGonagall, to discuss his career ambitions, and as his head of house Snape would have known Harry enough to advise him. We see throughout the books that heads of house like McGonagall pay attention to students even if they don't interact with them all that much directly. Had Snape had the opportunity to do so with Harry, and had he been motivated by his role as his head of house to defend him where necessary, he would have gotten to know Harry as an individual enough that whatever of James that rested in Harry's facial features would have fallen by the wayside.
That's only one part of how Snape relates to Harry, though. He's vocal about James, his friends, and his hatred of them, but he never mentions Lily once. We know Snape is a guarded man who frowns on wearing your heart on your sleeve:
‘I told you to empty yourself of emotion!’ ‘Yeah? Well, I’m finding that hard at the moment,’ Harry snarled. ‘Then you will find yourself easy prey for the Dark Lord!’ said Snape savagely. ‘Fools who wear their hearts proudly on their sleeves, who cannot control their emotions, who wallow in sad memories and allow themselves to be provoked so easily - weak people, in other words - they stand no chance against his powers! He will penetrate your mind with absurd ease, Potter!’ ‘I am not weak,’ said Harry in a low voice, fury now pumping through him so that he thought he might attack Snape in a moment. ‘Then prove it! Master yourself!’ spat Snape.
-Order of the Phoenix, Ch. 24
So it's no surprise that he doesn't mention Lily. He protected Harry at risk to his own life for the sake of honoring Lily's sacrifice. Clearly their friendship meant the world to him and left an impact, and because it's so tied up in emotion for him, Snape never talks about it. He isn't the kind of man to show emotion willingly, as we know. He smirks, he speaks softly when angry, he hisses, and he only loses the tight grip he has on expressing his feelings when he's triggered. There's a fair bit of information on the page about his relationship with James and how he feels about it, and how much of it he projects onto Harry (though I think that diminishes significantly from OotP on, especially after Sirius' death), but nothing at all about Lily except in his very private moments with Dumbledore.
What's even less straightforward is how much of Lily he sees in Harry. I wonder whether this was intentional on the author's part, but I'm curious whether Snape might get angry when Harry sasses him and talks back because his personality is so much like his mother's. So while there isn't much to go on, I think it's interesting to consider whether if Harry had been sorted into Slytherin, Snape might not have seen more of Lily in him given the opportunity to get to know each other a bit, and whether he might not have appreciated that about him.
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Not to absolve Toshiro of anything, but I wish Izutsumi could know about that little moment
Maizuru: Asebi is missing! Toshiro: She'll find us if she wants to Maizuru: But she hates us! I made sure of that! Toshiro: She'll Find Us. If She Wants To.
It's not a big courageous gesture, but. Izutsumi, it's another someone who saw you and cared about you.
Okay, I've seen this version of the dialogue around a bit and I've been so confused where it comes from? Apparently it's in the anime dub, specifically. Both translations of the manga use pretty similar language, as does the original sub of the anime:
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It is in an official source now, so I don't think it's exactly wrong to treat it as canon, but... even then, I dunno. I'm not sure I view the interaction as Shuro being supportive of Izutsumi there, and Maizuru as being the bad guy.
I understand that a lot of people really dislike Maizuru, some to the point of discomfort, and that's fine - I have similar character types that can make me too uncomfortable to like/engage with, so I do understand the negative feelings around her.
But I like her! I think she's an intriguing, messy character. I think she's someone further along in the path of compliance with a toxic system, who has settled into her role as both perpetrator and victim within it, and I think that's interesting.
Maizuru acted as she thought she was supposed to, and it hurt Izutsumi, but I don't necessarily think she singles her out or treats her particularly different from the others in her care... I mean, the hag spell is something she used on Shuro too, when he was younger. She fucking SUCKS at childcare, and she treats people like the are sure to eventually fall into their roles. But she also didn't choose to "purchase" Izutsumi, or to be put in charge of her.
She's only 15 years older than Shuro. At what age was she put in charge of caring for him? Did anyone help show her how to do that? Toshitsugu certainly didn't, and his wife resents Maizuru. Also, for that matter, how old was Maizuru when her affair with Toshitsugu started... and how old was he?
She didn't choose the role of childcare at all, as far as I can tell. She was a ninja, before that, and she tried to use that training to raise kids, and it went uhhhh badly! Shocking! But I don't honestly know that like Hien or Benichidori would do that much better, if they had to make that transition.
I think it's interesting Maizuru's hag is specifically pointed out as using its weapon incorrectly. I feel like that's not just meaningful as a lesson for Izutsumi... I think it says something about its creator, as well.
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Anyway, uhhhh, what was I talking about?
Oh yeah, Izutsumi leaving.
I don't personally think Maizuru asking after her was a matter of control rather than concern (it's probably both, really), and don't think Shuro's response is a matter of concern rather than disinterest (maybe that is both too, though).
Even if it was, though, I actually like that Izutsumi isn't there to see it. Shuro should respect her when she's not around just as much (if not more) than when she is. I think it's valuable for people to do well by someone they've hurt (or who has been hurt in the name of the system they benefit from) without that person's gratitude even being an option.
Maybe this is just my personal experience, but I sure know that there are people no longer in my life from whom a choice to respect my boundaries, that I never learn of, would make a positive impact on me. A more positive impact, specifically, than if they made the exact same choice in a way where I'm aware of it.
Sometimes the wounds need time, and sometimes they will never fully heal at all. Sometimes distance is a kindness. Sometimes "she'll make her way back if she wants to," means she'll never make her way back, you know?
Maybe I'm reading too much into it, but that's my wish for Izutsumi, honestly. May she never be asked to grapple with feelings of the people who enslaved her, good or bad. May she never have to think of them again, if she so chooses.
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𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙖𝙣𝙖 𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙨
„Sweet cunt and a sharp tongue, you're a dangerous combo, love.“
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featuring: edward kenway
cw: praise, vaginal sex, semi-public i guess
synopsis: owning a tavern in havana means being used to pirates in your every day life, their crude words and behaviour. but you've never met a pirate going this far in attempt to apologize for a crewmate's bad actions.
note: „fy nghariad“ is a welsh phrase meaning „my love“ or „my sweetheart“ which i thought would be nice to include, but please tell me if i used it incorrectly, that would be kinda embarassing lol
18+ content - MDNI
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Havana is always warm, always welcoming and soft, with sunlight flooding through streets of beige and gold, full of laughter and peaceful existence.
Even at night, it feels like the warmth wraps around people like a soft coat, summer air resting between the buildings and mingling with the scent of the sea, darkness enlightened by warm lanterns and candles. The sound of joyful music, shanties and drunken laughter has become the soundtrack of your nights as bartender in the tavern and restaurant which are owned by your father, and you like to say that Havana is a place of joy, no matter the time of day.
You've done this job since your teenage years, are used to bar fights and lusting gazes resting on you, know how to handle men who try to let their hands wander, think they can whistle at you or spit out crude and naughty things.
Most of them know that it will only get them a ban from the house, or in worst case, a beating from your main visitors or an arrest by the guards, but sometimes, there still are idiots who try it, out of pure stupidity and falsely placed ego.
Citizens of Havana adore your tavern as a centre of the city, they know how to behave and have their fun in peace, but the pirates docking on the shore are a different story.
You can see it in their gazes, in the way they talk, the way they stride through the streets like they own them and the houses forming them, that they're looking for provocation, hungry for a fight.
Thankfully, most of them are more of an inconvience and not an actual threat, and you know how to handle them, know that a tavern is a pirate's favourite place, which gives you a slight advantage against them, even if it's just out of their sympathy for the rum you pour them.
It doesn't diminish your dislike for them, despite them being your costumers.
Pirates are a disease, you've always been told. And yet, you can't help but feel a thrill in your veins, feel your heart leap and your legs trembling when a strong hand grabs your chin from behind, gently, sensually lifts your head.
The soft light filling the dim walls of the empty, closed tavern flickers in your vision, soft tears of passion melting it to a blur along with the dark of the late night and a breathed, blissful sigh leaves your lips, forced out of you by the way the body of the man behind you rocks once more against you.
Pirates are the worst of the worst, you learned early in your life. And Edward Kenway is so good at being a pirate, at getting what he wants, that he might be something even worse, armed with those mischievous eyes, his charming smirk and skilled fingers.
You did not question the leathern bracers wrapped around his lower arms, the hidden blades you saw shimmering in the dim light when you served him and his men, and you didn't question the hooded robe hanging over the back of his chair, could only focus on the white lace-up shirt on his body, the cleavage that slightly revealed the tattoos spreading over his chest.
It was no surprise and nothing new when one of his men hit on you, spitting rude words from a drunk tongue in an attempt to seduce you. What did surprise you was how fast Adéwalé grabbed him by the scruff like a puppy to kick him out of the tavern, and the way Edward apologized to you, genuinely and gentle.
Most men did not act like this when they came to drink in your tavern, only laughed when their comrades harrassed a girl. It did not fit your world view, disturbed the evil picture you carried of pirates all these years of your life.
You couldn't help but smile at the way Edward looked at you, a mixture of apologetic and enthrilled, felt your breath hitch when he asked you what he could offer to beg your forgiveness.
The way his hands are now roaming your body, his husked breaths against your ear and his body pressed against yours is not what you had in mind at first, but you'll gladly take it as a form of apology.
He lets out a groan as he fills you, slides into you like you are made for him, slicked walls hugging his cock, clenching around his girth.
He fills you just right, hits spots you have never felt, makes you see stars despite the roof above both of your heads.
„What do you say, sweetheart? Think this'll make up for the inconvience?“ he husks against your ear, sends a new shiver down your spine that ends up right inside the heat pooling in your lower stomach, and you lightly lean your head back, feel the stubble of his beard brushing your ear.
Just when you're about to answer, he hits you with another thrust from behind, knocks the air out of you with the sheer depth of his movements.
You need a second to catch your breath, collect yourself, before a little smirk spreads on your lips.
„Thought a world-class-pirate would have more to offer“, you respond, with a low, seducing voice, a tone that lures him in, makes his breath hitch lightly, bearly hearable if he wasn't so close to your ear.
He's so close even that you think you can feel the way an amused smile tugs at the corners of his mouth, and you shudder again when his breath fans your cheek.
„Sly little thing, aren't ya?“
Before you can answer in an even brattier tone than before, you feel how he slightly pushes you down, makes you lean further forward until you're forced to hold onto the bar, driven further and further into the wood by his harsh thrusts.
He quickens his pace, makes you whine and moan with the way he fills you, tip kissing your womb, his slight curve brushing your sweet spots just right.
„Sweet cunt and a sharp tongue, you're a dangerous combo, love.“
His words and the deep tone of his voice only make you arch more in his grasp, make you hold onto the bar with one hand, while the other carries your balance on its wooden surface.
You feel your own arousal run down your thighs, feel yourself getting higher and higher on the wet sounds echoing through the room whenever he enters your aching cunt, your brain spinning around mixed feelings of confusion and arousal.
He's a pirate, a well wanted one as well, and yet you can not help but love the way he grabs you, the way he fucks you, the way he makes you feel.
When he leans over your back, one hand placed next to your body, the other one on your hip to hold you steady, you somehow forget how much his head is worth, how dangerous his hands should feel on your body.
It feels strange, but a spark of sympathy arises within you when he leans in further, buries you in his shadow as he pushes a soft kiss against the back of your neck, drowns you in the illusion of intimacy when he gently closes his teeth around the shell of your ear.
Edward doesn't seem like other pirates, doesn't initiate fights he can not win, doesn't harrass others, doesn't cause unnecessary ruckus to prove his ego. He smells better than most of them, covered in the scent of the sea, of salt and a hint of rum, but with an underlying note of herbs, probably because of salves that are used to treat wounds lingering his body.
And above all, he looks so handsome, a dark angel within a bunch of dirty, fattened and drunk pigs, his cheeky smirk more intoxicating than alcohol or money.
A smirk that is directed at you, resting on you as he observes you, watches you writher and shake beneath his movements. When you catch it from the corner of your eye, it fuels new fire inside of you, and your lips curl sweet and mischievously when you slightly raise your head to respond.
„Maybe you shouldn't provoke my sharp tongue too much then, captain.“
The word does something to him, you can feel it, notice the way he gasps for a second, slows his thrusts for the shortest bit. Then he suddenly slips out of you, both hands grabbing your hips and pulling you up, your back straightening for the shortest second before he turns you around, pulls you in by the waist and leans forward to push his lips against yours, catching you in a heated kiss that steals your breath, makes your knees weak.
You bury your right hand in his blonde hair, hold him close, while your other hand rests on the textile of his shirt, trying to hold onto soft linen while you sigh and feel your legs tremble.
As if he's feeling it, he lightly bends his knees, slides his hands from your hips to the back of your thighs to pick you up, makes you wrap your legs around his waist while your hands cradle his face and you sink further into his kiss, melt against his lips. You hear the rustling of clothes, feel how he picks up your discarded dress from the edge of the bar and spreads it on the counter, adjusting the textile before he sets you down on the wood, just to break from your mouth a few seconds later.
He smirks at your little gasp, licks his lower lip before raising his voice.
„Captain, huh? That a hidden request to join my crew?“
You gasp when you feel his fingers dig into the softness of your thighs, need a second to collect yourself before you scoff at his words, look at him through a glimmer of competition before you breathe out an „In your dreams, pirate.“
He only grins at that, eyes slightly narrowing as they slide down to his hands on your thighs, watches them when he spreads your legs to get new access to your leaking centre, his eyes staring shamelessly at it.
And just when you think to finally have the air to add another snarky comment, he suddenly thrusts back into you, one switft motion with which he fills you to the brim, makes you throw your head back as he falls back into a relentless rhythm, his cock slicking in and out of your warm wetness.
He leans over you again, holding you by the waist as he pounds into you, forcing high pitched moans and whimpers out of your throat that you simply can not hold back.
His thrusts feel so deep, hit you so perfectly and when he grabs one of your legs to raise it to his shoulder, you almost choke on the air in your throat, bliss filling you at the pleasure washing through you by his deepening movements.
You curse out an „Oh god-“ as you throw your head back, hear a breathed laugh from Edward when he grabs you by the hips again, adjusts your body on the textile of your dress, pulls you in to take his hard thrusts.
Another whimper leaves you as he partially folds you in half, sass and mockery leaving your body with each new thrust, slowly melting in the heat of a building orgasm within your body.
It doesn't help how he reaches out with his hand to search for your clit, forcing a loud moan from your throat when his finger presses against it.
„That it, darling? That the spot?“
Through your panting and heavy breathing, the dizziness in your vision, you see how he smirks at you, pure confidence written in his attractive features and you can only nod, breathe out a „Please-“, a word that only makes his smile widen.
Your lower body tenses, a coil clenching deep within your core, tight enough that it almost hurts.
„Don't hold back. Let me feel you come, fy nghariad.“
His voice slightly falters, breathless because of his own arousal, the tension with which he holds himself back, and his words only add fuel to the fire in your body, make the flames lap higher, reaching your chest, making your heart race.
Whimpers and gasps leave your throat, you tense, feel your thighs shiver, your entire body short-circuiting until eventually, you feel yourself breaking apart, tension and arousal reaching their peak, knocking you into an abyss of white noise, making you cry out in pleasure, your head falling back as arousal floods your veins.
His thrusts never waver, seem to get even harder, fucking you through your orgasm, almost making you pass out with the sheer overstimulation. Your brain turns to mush, simply melts away and when you look up at him, with tear-filled, flickering eyes and your tongue slightly peaking over your lower lip, he takes in a sharp, hissing breath, slipping dangerously close to an orgasm just by your gaze and your walls spasming, clenching and relaxing around him.
His hand trembles a little as he trails it further up your body, fondling your chest for a second and making you whine out at the soft feeling, before his fingers graze your neck, eventually rest on your cheek.
He spreads his thumb, runs it over the corner of your mouth, doesn't expect the way you push out your tongue to taste salt, gunpowder and rum on his skin. Not a second later, you allow his finger to slip into your mouth, relish in the way he draws a sharp breath when you lazily swirl your tongue around it.
The facade in front of his face cracks the slightest bit, and you see how he bites his lower lip, how his brows furrow a little in what seems to be despair, before he breathes out a „Shit, you're gonna make me cum, sweetheart.“
It's the cue you need and while you whine, shudder beneath each of his thrusts, you at some point slightly bite down into his finger, hard enough to make him jolt, hard enough to break his facade.
He gasps for air, lets out short „Fuck-“, before he holds onto your hip, digging the fingers of his free hand into the skin when he forces himself to pull out, holding you in place as warm, white seed spurts over the skin of your abdomen.
For a few moments, you only look at each other, breathe into the space between both of you, wallowing in the heat of each other's body. Your head is still spinning when Edward slightly leans forward, gently rests his forehead against yours before he lets out a heavy breath.
His eyes are dark and dominant when they dig into yours, captivate you with the slight glimmer within them.
„Aren't you just something else... Maybe I'll pick you up and simply take you with me. Wanna know what else that sweet mouth of yours can do.“
It doesn't matter what you learned your entire life, his words make you giddy and thoughtless, make your heart leap in joy and your lips curl to a smile.
„Careful, Kenway. My lips may seem sweet, but they come with a pair of teeth.“
He lets out a little groan, a sound of playful despair and frustration, before he leans further against your forehead, gently nudges his nose against yours.
„Fucking heavens, you're perfect.“
You smile when he kisses you, wrap your arms around him and become a mess of sweet nothingness beneath his hands when they start roaming your body again, not taking long until you throw your head back once more, sending sighed versions of his name into the warm night.
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Fucking begging supposedly leftist people to stop being sanist while trying to advocate for marginalized groups or talking about politics. Being bigoted in one way isnt helping combat other forms of bigotry or helping you to fight against fascism and other harmful ideologies. For example, when you call all transphobes/terfs etc "insane/crazy/psycho" etc you are not helping me as a mentally ill trans woman, you are just being bigoted to me in a different way. You are also validating the sanism that a lot of those exact people believe in.
Viewing bigotry, hate, terrible ideology and all things you deem bad in the world as synonimous with people like me is just hatred. You are part of the problem. Using denigrating terms for people like me as equivalent to those persecuting me is not fucking helpful.
Y'all can understand how someone who calls everything they view as bad "gay" is homophobic but then can't seem to piece together that calling everything you view as bad "crazy/insane etc" is sanism. Hint if you view a marginalized group as synonimous with everything wrong in the world you're a bigot too.
I am just so so so sick of how obvious it is that most of you see people like me as the embodiment of evil. You need to accept that sane people like you are just as capable of terrible acts and beliefs, above and beyond that you are going to have to reconcile with the reality that the vast VAST VAST majority of bigots are "sane" like you. That the vast majority of violence done in this world is done by sane people. I get that sanism is your emotional support bigotry that helps you sleep at night, because you get to Sit there going "I cant do and believe terrible things, I'm not "insane" like those bigots and fascists. I have the essentially good brain, unlike these evil bad brain people." but from where I'm standing your sanism is dangerous to me just like the people you're incorrectly calling crazy are, and you need to take a long look in the mirror and start deconstructing that. Because until you do, you are no ally, accomplice, or safe person for me. Big fucking hint those people you are decrying hate people like me and say the same shit about everyone they dislike that you do. Centrists and neoliberals and bigots and conservatives and fascists are not terrible because they're insane or crazy or whatever diagnosis term you're incorrectly throwing around this week, they are terrible because of their beliefs and because of how they seize and use power.
If you have ever agreed with something I've said you have agreed with a crazy person. If that sentence makes you uncomfortable or squeamish you need to unpack where that comes from or you are going to keep hurting marginalized people like me.
Just thoughts from one of those scary insane people you spend so much time ostracizing and demonizing.
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Everyone's Love Pt.1!
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“You guys are useless.”
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Yandere!alltotaldrama x angry!reader
Warning: Reader is GN!, There's a bit of yandere to it because right now I can't think of anything, Rated 16+, if you're under 16 you should watch from your parents, may be rude. a little bit
This is my AU!! Yandere High School AU Yay! Before you guys read on. Let me tell you, I'm not good at English. Apologies in advance for my English. And this is the second time writing this time!
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y/n is your name You study at the most prestigious school in Canada. You don't understand how you can study here. But even then, you don't care because you don't care at all. (except for some things) You are a woman who looks like a man. You must accept! You look a lot like your father and that makes you rank among the 2 most handsome people in school. Then think to yourself, is it necessary??
You are a woman who is quite a bit taller than men and women. Your main personality is irritable. You are an easily irritated person. Have you ever punched someone in the face for simply saying (the coolest thing in the world and they said it sucked)
You are the leader of the girls' basketball club. You are very good at sports. But when it comes to studies, you're only good at (your two favorite subjects) and physical education....Yes, your father isn't okay with it........but even so, he's still proud of you. And you are proud of your life. But recently you've started to realize that more people are approaching you than usual. And that annoys you. At first you are happy to have friends but after a while you start to dislike them because they make you scared and disgusted at times.
But you still view them as friends......right?
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— You first met her in the cafeteria. You saw she was looking for something so you walked up to her. And then you realize she can't find her friends. You volunteer to help her walk around. cafeteria so you can help her find her friends
— After helping her find her friend You have already concluded that Her friend was sitting near the entrance and it was very visible. And you looked at her like “😐”
— But even so, you weren't mad at her. Because you think she's short-sighted. Because she wears glasses After you escort her to the table You told her “Next time, don't go anywhere alone again. It's dangerous.”
— You heard her screaming with her friends and it scared you.
— You met her again in one of your classes. You saw her and it made you a little surprised that she had ever studied with you on this subject?? In truth, she had been studying this class all along but you just didn't notice her.
— After that you started talking to her. Overall, she's a fun friend for you to talk to. But here's a little bit of a problem she likes to follow you wherever you go And she will always walk near you And it makes you a little scared........
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— You first met him in the school park. While you were running away, someone came to eat here. You found him sitting and playing with a rabbit.
— And you thought to yourself, “Do we have rabbits here???????”
— And soon he notices you!
“Hey, are you okay?”
“Yeah, I'm fine...”
— Even if you answer him like that He must know you're stressed. Because your face looks like a person who hasn't slept. So he asked if he wanted to play with rabbits to make you better.
— You refused because you came here to eat, not to play with the rabbits.
— Oh no!...He made a sad face! Oh my god that's what you don't like. Because that makes you act incorrectly.
“I mean.....yes!! I will play with it!”
— He's smiling! That made you breathe a sigh of relief Afterwards, you went to play with the rabbits and eat lunch.
— He's quite big But he is also a gentle person, which makes you surprised by his personality. But even so, you liked it.
— While you were holding the rabbit, his hand touched you many times. Until you make a face like this at him “🤨”
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— You first met her on the bus. Because at that time your father was busy so he was not available to drop you off at school like he used to do every day.
— After you got on the bus, you sat on a random empty seat and you turned to face her Yes, she was extremely shocked It shocked you too Before you apologize to her
“I…I'm sorry, I accidentally startled you..”
"no! It's okay!!"
— The truth is, she wasn't shocked that you accidentally leaned too hard But I'm shocked that you came to board the bus. Because normally you would never go up. And she also drew a picture of you.
— And she sat closer to the car window. And that makes you feel guilty for accidentally being too rude.
— You first met her on the bus But she first met you at the racetrack At that time you went to compete with another school and she went because her parents dragged her to watch While waiting for the action to begin She notices you You are a tall person (The color of your skin) is outstanding! Plus good looks You have a little muscle in your arms And that made her start to like you.
— And later, when she came to study, she saw you! She is surprised that you study at the same school as her. But even so, she was happy She decided to talk to you.
— There was that time when you were about to take a shower after practice. You go to the women's bathroom. And she walked in so she could start a serious conversation with you But she happened to see you taking off your clothes one by one and it made her shy and look at it inadvertently.
— And that's how she drew a picture of you back then on paper And she doesn't want you to watch it because she's afraid you'll hate her.
— The bus stopped and you were getting up from your seat and Gwen got up before you and a piece of paper fell down.
— That is, she drew you! And you pulled it up!!!!
— “Oh Anatomy so cool, you drew it so beautifully I like the leg raises.”
— She sighed in relief and you gave her the paper back Luckily you didn't notice the Anatomy face she drew.
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— He first met you at the ice cream shop At first, he just had his heart broken with a woman he had been flirting with for a long time.
— And you saw him crying and eating ice cream And you made a face at him “😨”
"Why!! Have you never seen anyone cry?!”
— And you saw him again in physical education You and him were forced to play together.
— You and him had fun playing passing the ball together And there were many times when you and him accidentally held hands with him.
— And that made him start to like someone again! He doesn't like that you're handsome or that you accidentally held hands But he likes seeing you smile It makes him happy every time you smile.
— After finishing gym class He immediately walked towards you.
“Hey! Would you be interested in coming to my party? I'll make it at home tonight!”
— You agreed because you didn't have practice this evening And you don't know what to do when you're in the room.
— That night after you went to a party at his house There are some people you know there and he saw you He was delighted and quickly walked towards you.
“Hey, I'm glad you came!”
— You smiled back at him and he blushed and blushed Which made you laugh a little before walking off to the party with the others.
— As you leave the party because it's late. And you have to hurry home because your parents will be really angry. And he notices it and offers to take you home.
“Hey, I'd rather you take me home.”
“Well.......if you're okay with it. I'm okay with it.”
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— She met you for the first time in the cafeteria She saw you with the cushion and she was instantly stunned by your handsomeness! And she'll probably like you right away.
— After that, she immediately approaches you! She tries to talk to you all the time Or sometimes she comes to watch you practice.
— She often invites you to go shopping, watch movies,and eat together That's where she takes you every Saturday.
— She loves to hold your arm because it acts like a couple! Tyler is jealous of both of you.
— She will beg you to come hang out at her house Because she wants to cuddle you while you sleep.
“Plsssss🥺”
— You immediately rejected her Because you have practice But she fusses over you and she tries to get you to sleep with her.
— She tried hard. In many invitations you accept because you are starting to get annoyed with her.
"yay!!"
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— Yeah, she didn't really like you when we first met Because she thinks you like messing with her friends.
— Are you annoying, too tall, too handsome, what? Too handsome??? I think she's weird????
— You've seen her go on dates with the handsome boy from school, Alejandro They go on dates twice a week, where you'll see her holding hands with him.
— Or sometimes you'll see her with him at your practice field Which makes you confused as to why they came They will come on dates here when you've been dumped by your date And you will always make this face at them “🙄”
— You first started hanging out with her when you went to the mall with Lindsay while you waited for her to undress. You decide to invite her to talk.
— At first, she ignored you so you didn't continue talking. And she turns to you and asks why you didn't continue talking.
“I think you don't want to talk to me anymore.”
“Sigh...just sayin”
— After that, she talks to you playfully. You and her get along quickly. Even if your tastes are different, you can still be friends!
— On the way home while you and her were parting ways, she asked you for a line.
“Don't misunderstand! I'm not going to flirt with you!!”
“Then why are you telling me.....”
— You think she's a little strange. She is bossy and easily angered. But when I think about it, she's still weird. But she might be a good friend.....maybe??
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— You've heard his name many times. Never even seen his face. But you never cared about wanting to see his face anyway.
— People on your team will always tell you: He's handsome and he's very charming. Every woman wants him. Unfortunately, he already has a girlfriend. His girlfriend is the student council president.
“You should try meeting him sometime!”
"I refuse."
— While you are eating under the tree You saw him walking towards you.
“Hey, is anyone sitting?”
"no..."
— You moved your seat for him to sit. You sit and ignore him for a while and he invites you to talk.
“What's your name? I'm Duncan.”
“y/n..”
“Ha! A lot of people are talking about you. You're very famous.”
“um...”
— You didn't want to talk to him because you didn't like talking while eating. But even then, you listen to him but don't answer him much.
— While you were talking (you were just pretending to be listening), you thought about a conversation you had with one of your team members.
— Do you remember her saying His girlfriend always fights and has broken up many times, but in the end they always talk back to each other.
— Hmm, it sounds like he's the kind of person who has toxic relationships. Okay, it sounds like you have to be careful that he doesn't flirt with you.
“Hey, are you free on Saturday?”
“Why do you ask?”
“I just want to take you to the mall. Are you free?”
— Oh, he flirts with you faster than you think.....maybe if you say no he will stop bothering you.
"Sorry, I'm busy. I have practice."
"Really?"
“Yes, Sunday too. Next week I won't be free all day, I have a competition.”
— Successfully, you can stop him from flirting with you in time. But now you think it's all gone? This is just the beginning, little girl.
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— Tyler was the name you heard the most in your conversations with Lindsay.
— One day she asked you out like she always does. And this time he's with him, Tyler.
“What! You came too?!”
"Why not? Come and visit with a lot of people and it'll be fun."
“It would be fun without you!”
“Tyler, don't be rude!”
— After arguing between the two of you, you separated yourself. you feel free Yay~...Okay, you don't know where to go, so you decide to go to the bookstore because you don't know where to go. You spent 2 hours there because you found a book that was so fun you couldn't put it down.
— After reading the free book, you walked out of the place because you had spent quite a long time there. And you forget Lindsayd and Tyler.
“Hey, where have you been!”
“Bookstore”
“Do you know that I have been looking for you for a long time! I think you are lost.”
“Lindsay, where have hsr gone?”
“Let's change the subject! I've been looking for you for a long time!! You should tell me where you're going!”
— Surprise, you were angry and you were confused as to why he was so angry. Didn't he say he didn't want to be with you? But all he did was find you??
“Uh....then why are you looking for me? I thought you were going to hang out just the two of you with her??”
“That thing!!!- What.........why couldn't I think of it!”
“......”
— Yes, you felt like you were beginning to get angry at him, but even so, you were annoyed and didn't know what to do, so you chose to go home.
“W..what! Where are you going!"
"house"
“What! Don't hurry back! I don't have anyone to walk with!!”
— Okay, now you know the reason he's looking for you. You immediately thought that after the argument was over she would definitely go home. And Tyler probably doesn't know what else to do except find a friend to walk with. Yes, it must be like that.
“Ok, but you have to feed me food in exchange, is that okay?”
“I will if you come walk with me!”
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— You and him are in the same class. You don't talk to him often because you don't know what to say.
— And one day you got to work with him. Your teacher will pair you up so that you can work together in pairs.
— He didn't come to class that day. And you have to go see him tomorrow so we can work together. And it arrived You immediately asked your best friend what the person named Harold looked like. After knowing the information You rushed towards him. And finally you found him!
“Uh...hi..”
“Uh...hi, is there something I can help you with?”
“Uh....well, in science class we worked together. It's a couple event.....so I'm coming to ask if you're free this afternoon. I have a competition tomorrow, so I came to ask you.."
“Oh sure! I'm free. Where can I meet?"
"canteen.."
— After working as a couple back then, you became closer to him. You would often leave practice to play games with him because he was so good at it and you enjoyed it.
— And even though there are people on your team dragging you back to every practice and scowling every time.
"Hey! Am I late?”
"no! You came in time.”
"cool!"
— Even if you come see him from Monday to Friday. But you can come see him during the holidays! So you come to his house or sometimes he comes to your house (but most of the time you go to his house). Because every time he comes to your house, your mother always teases him that he's your boyfriend.)
— Maybe it would be better to go to his house.
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— The musician that every girl likes your friend said He is a musician that all the girls adore. It was seen that he liked a girl and he was heartbroken because the girl he liked already had someone he liked.
“Don't you think you'd like to go on a date with some guy?”
“I used to date men.”
“But that was 2 years ago.....”
— On Sunday afternoon you decide to go to the record store to buy some to listen to at home.
— While you were searching for a song, your hand touched someone's hand. which made you quickly remove your hand
"oh! I..I'm sorry!”
"it..it's okay."
— You instantly recognized that the person you met must be Train (because your friend said he always had a guitar bag that he carried).
— At first you were about to ignore him and were about to turn to the song you wanted. But he cut in front of you.
“Hey, if I remember correctly, you're the school's basketball player, right?”
“Ah, yeah...do you have anything?”
“Oh, it's just that my friends always talk about you. You're..uh...quite prettier than I thought.” He laughed slightly.
— prettier? It's quite new for you because overall, only your parents say you're prettier.
— After you were silent for several minutes. He invites you to chat and asks what kind of music you like, blah blah.
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— On Sunday you go out with your family. Where you go to the beach You were happy to finally be able to rest after so many days of practice.
— You decided to go surfing because you wanted to give it a try. Because you thought it would be fun.
— During your travels you meet a woman. that you have heard and seen before "Bridget"
— She is looking for something, at first you are about to ignore her and go have fun. But she called you
“Oh hey! y/n oh my god it's so good to see you.” She rushes towards you.
— You looked a little emotionless, but even so, you had no choice but to help her.
"So...is there something wrong?"
“Yeah! I need urgent help.”
“So what have you lost...?”
“I lost my wallet!!”
— New mission: Help her find her wallet. Haha I'm just kidding. You help her find her wallet. and tried to ask her where she had last stored her bag.
— After looking for it for more than half an hour You found it at the ice cream shop near the beach. You quickly picked it up and gave it to her behind her back.
— You saw your picture in her wallet.
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— Don't talk about this guy. Even though you have a bad memory But he's the only one you remember.
—The person is the one person who you see in almost every subject you study.
— He always sits next to you. You have to admit, he is very talented. Even though he is a sarcastic person all the time.
— One day, while you were practicing basketball, the teacher called you over to him. And when you go to him He has to tell you bad news. You failed the history test. (If this is your favorite subject, I apologize in advance.)
— The teacher told you that you have to solve this subject within a week and you have to do it quickly. If you don't do it quickly you will definitely get zero points!!!???
— which you cannot accept If you are stuck in the center Your parents must not be okay with this. and they will take away the mobile phone Oh my god, this must be bad!? What...by the way we have someone who got first place in this subject and that is him....Noah.
— Even if you think a little too much, the score comes first. So you tell your coach that you need to hurry and fix your test scores. To which your coach agrees and tells you to hurry up.
— You arrived in front of the library. You took a long time to come to terms with this and after a while you opened the door and walked towards a man.
— After walking for him for a few minutes, you found him. You saw him sitting in front of one of the mirrors. So you walked up to him. And he seems to have noticed you.
"What do you want?"
“Uh...hey, what if I want you to help me revise my history class....”
“Ha, since when did someone like you care about these things?”
“Just tell me whether you will help me or not.”
“Alright....I'll help you, but you'll have to make some concessions.”
— You don't like trade-offs. But you have to do it because of the score!!!!????
“Sigh....fine, what is it?”
“You will be my servant for two weeks”
“Ok....💢”
Because of this, I hate making trade-offs.. - you
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— I want to say this here. She kinda likes you and you're quite popular with the girls.
— You often notice her gossiping about you. But you didn't say anything. It's normal for humans to act like that every time someone does this to you. You always ignore it.
— As you were going to the cafeteria you saw her going down the stairs. And you saw her falling down the stairs.
— You rushed over and grabbed her arm. Luckily you grabbed her arm in time. Your heart was pounding quite a bit because you were afraid you wouldn't be able to catch her in time.
"Hey! Are you okay!?”
— She doesn't answer you. She keeps a blank expression and refuses to answer you. You were confused for a moment, so you released her and gently patted her shoulder.
“Next time, you better be careful.”
— You walked away and didn't look back at her. After three days, she walked up to you and handed you something.
"what?"
“(Your favorite thing to eat) I-I saw you liked it so I brought it to you.”
“For what..?”
“The way you helped me that day..”
“...........Oh yeah, I remember now, thank you.”
“No problem^^”
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— Technically You don't really like him that much. Because there was one time in physical education class. And today there's a basketball game, he's on the same team as you. And he made your team lose.
— If it were anything else, you would have forgiven him. But when it comes to sports, you will never forgive him. One loss equals a lifetime of shame.
— Even so, you can accept the truth. You give him a little But that means forgiveness, right? Yes, I think that's it.
— You often hear his closest friends say that he's cute, blah blah blah blah.
— You basically ignore your friend's words and pretend you're listening when you're not. And there was one day in PE again. That day it was two PE lessons in a row and the teacher had them pair up with friends in the class. Your friend appears paired with someone else. And there was only him left...
— You clearly have no choice. You feel discouraged about life but the score is most important. So you went up to him and asked if he'd be interested in pairing up together.
“Hey, are you interested in matching together?”
— He was shocked that you suddenly asked him this question but stammered your answer.
“O-oh uh...yeah! I i-interested!”
When he's startled, he's like a cat. Hey! What am I thinking!? Ignore him, ignore him, ignore him!!! - you
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— Meeting her for the first time might be a little scary. But life has other things to contend with. Oh yes, I forgot. Fight with her.
— You always admit that you often act angry, but in rankings, she would probably take the number one spot without having to ask why.
— To be honest, the first time you met you, you were afraid. But then you have to trust that even though she acts upset all the time, she might actually be kind.
"What are you doing!!!??????"
— Okay, you seem to be wrong. I'm sorry..
— When you see the terrifying thing in front of you. So I decided it would be better to leave the gym and go somewhere else.
— But God seems to want to punish you for skipping practice. Because the woman you fear has already captured you.
— You turned to look at her with a crooked smile. And she made an angry face at you.
“Where do you think you're going?”
"Go get things...."
— Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you. She will teach you instead of your coach. Because today your coach is on sick leave.
—After failing to escape from her, you reluctantly went to practice with her. Which overall is a bit heavy.....she's quite fierce and every time you do something slow or doesn't please her she gets angry.
— There was a time when you were resting. A woman brings you water, but Eva seems upset and takes your water and you are dehydrated for an hour.
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— The hottest female student council president that guys like and that girls envy.
— As I said, she is the girlfriend of a flirt and a bad boy. Duncan....okay after that You reject him and he flirts with you all the time, every chance he gets.
— and his girlfriend was never okay with that.
— There was the time when she approached you and told you to break up with her boyfriend. To which you replied to her that I didn't like him. I don't like bad boys.
— But she doesn't seem to believe you. And she gave you one more warning before walking away from you. As you think to yourself “Do you not think that you will believe me at all?”
— After that day, she kept her eyes on you all the time. No matter where you are, you will see her everywhere. She reminds you of Beth. which makes you afraid
— and you know that if you keep an eye on your enemies How do you know what your enemies like to eat?? Or what do you like or dislike? Is that right?
— You will be amazed every day. If all your favorite things were in your locker every morning,
— At first you thought it was your friend. But when you ask, they say no. That makes you wonder who exactly brought it to you.
— You think of her, but you think it's impossible. But it's possible because at lunch she told you if you liked things that she liked.
— You immediately looked shocked because you didn't think it was her. (Even though you thought about it, you didn't expect it to be her.)
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— He is the most handsome guy in the school. Yes, I'm not wrong. He is the most handsome in the school.
— You have heard that he is a model. There are often girls going to take pictures with him. Asking for signatures and many other things that I can't think of anymore. sorry..
— You didn't pay much attention to him. He's just a narcissist. You tend to ignore him all the time because if you pay attention to him or talk to him it makes him think you like him.
— and you've always done this. And if you're not lucky enough You won't be this miserable.
— His manager suddenly invites you to a photo shoot because you look good and it stands out in her eyes.
— which of course you have to reject. Because you don't want to waste time on photoshoots, you'd rather use this time to sleep or do whatever you want to do.
— Later that day, his manager told him that he was trying to get you to do a photo shoot with him. which he agreed And every day he always comes and asks you if you want to come and do a photo shoot with me. which you directly rejected him
— and he knew you had to say no. So he further told you that if you agree to go to a photo shoot. You will get a lot of money.
— and you immediately accepted the offer. Who doesn't want money?
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— This woman? I don't know how to explain it to you. Let's just say she's a bit strange. She's the only one who likes to annoy you all the time. Until you get so angry you almost explode. But your friends come to help you get rid of your anger every time.
— and she once won a gold medal in sports. Which sometimes makes you jealous.
— You never talked to her. Even your voice never answered her. She will ask you to speak to her. But you did the opposite of what she asked.
“Hey, what color do you like? What do you like best? What is your best friend's name? Please answer me!!!😭😭😭 ”
— You will ignore her and you will ignore her forever.
— But there was one day while you were happily chatting with your best friend. But someone overhears and pops out of the locker in front of you.
“ Ha! I can hear your voice!!!😈😈😈 ”
— And you make a face like “😐 ”
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— I don't know if I've told you yet. But this guy knows what he's planning. You're not stupid.
— No matter how insidious the plot is, if he uses it against you. It will be broken from the start.
— He may initially view you as an angry person and may use you in his plans. At first you didn't know you were being used. But after five minutes you realized his plan. And you ruined his plans after that.
— You had so much fun ruining his plans every time. Even though he doesn't like (?) the way you always ruin his plans.
— But what you don't know is He becomes more interested in you when you reject or ruin his plans.
— He knows you are smart but you pretend to be stupid. And he likes that you do that.
— and one thing he knows, you know what he thinks of you.
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— THE BEST FRIEND YIPPEE!!!!
— You've probably always wondered - Hmm? Never wondered....well....let's just say you've wondered.
— Okay, let's get back to our story. You may have always wondered who your best friend is in my story.
— Yes, she is your best friend that you don't like. Yea....
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Okay, finally I finished it. Some characters may be short. But if it's short, then I can't figure it out.
I'm sorry some characters aren't included. In the future I will add them. But now...sigh.
Next project : yandere south park x Eri reader ( AU GoodbyeEri )
Thank you for reading to the end. — by Luna
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//cw: sa discussion, hazbin discourse ooouuuughhhhhhhhhh i told myself I was gonna keep my mouth shut from now on on the hazbin discourse but it's getting worse and worse and some asshole keeps putting it on my twitter and my blood is boiling,,,
I. am. SO. TIRED. of the hazbin hatedom acting like all SA victims are a sex repulsed monolith. I'm so fucking tired of seeing people put victims who are sex repulsed up on a pedestal and acting like they're the only "Correct Victims who are coping in the Correct Way" because that's just flat out wrong and insensitive to every single SA victim who found a different way to deal with their pain. NOT. EVERYONE. COPES. THE. SAME. WAY. STOP USING PEOPLE WHO WERE UNCOMFORTABLE BY THE ANGEL DUST SCENE AS A "GOTCHA" MOMENT TOWARDS EVERYONE WHO RELATED TO IT BECAUSE IT REFLECTS THEIR PERSONAL EXPERIENCE. It's infuriating to see and I absolutely despise the mentality thats coming mainly from non-victims that SA victims HAVE to be this traumatized poor uwu sex repulsed little cinnamon roll who needs to be protected from dirty dirty NSFW at all costs or else they're coping incorrectly. There's even people going as far to tell SA VICTIMS THEY DESERVED IT because they related to the stupid ass angel dust song.
I say this as someone who IS sex repulsed but wants to reclaim as much as they can for myself. My abuser took that luxury away from me and I WANT IT BACK. I lost so many parts of myself to that asshole and I'm slowly reclaiming and rebuilding, and it's taken years. According to these dense mfers though it means I'm "coping incorrectly" and "speaking over real victims" when I point this out. Not wanting to watch the scene/episode or disliking the show because of it is 100% perfectly fine, there's absolutely nothing wrong with feeling upset by it. but don't start acting like everyone who sees part of themselves in it is a bad person.
I never thought I'd be defending that shitty ass mess of a show, but jesus christ people. Y'all preach about listen to victims until a victim doesn't fit your ideal cookie cutter idea of one and it shows so hard.
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athena-xox · 5 months
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Okay maybe no one is going to understand what I’m talking about but Taylor Swifts song “thanK you aIMee” is trending on tt and the trend is seriously confusing me
Because I’m a swiftie so i know the meaning of the song (for those who don’t know during the song Taylor is hating on ‘Aimee’ who is obviously Kim K because of the capital letters) so people started making videos with captions similar to thanK you aIMee where they spell out a name of someone who they dislike/want dead/associate with the song.
But then in the comments it’s a whole bunch of ppl looking at “Definitely, thAnKs sO much TAte” and saying “Ako??” when the capitalized letters spell Dakota, or “mOstLy I like VivIAn” and ppl saying “Ola??” when it’s easy to tell its supposed to be Olivia.
Like is that a part of the trend too? Guessing something blatantly wrong? Because maybe one or two ppl have dyslexia or something but the amount of ppl I see “guessing” incorrectly is incredibly high. Do ppl genuinely lack reading comprehension? Also it’s swifties, and most swifties act high and mighty for listening to ivy or my tears ricochet so why can’t they literally read it correctly?
Also I’ve seen people go: I love this trend!! “BLAKE” “SARAH” “PETER” like that’s not the trend ?? That has nothing to do with the ts song you’re just saying the name of someone you hate??
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justhereviewing · 16 days
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ODETTE EXPLAINED
Basically, just me getting into more detail about Odette's Character, story, and details about her outfits in both versions, and a reminder: her lore isn't complete and she will change
I look forward to yapping more about ky other OCS in the cities cus I love my OCS
(Also edit here: I made a mistake and the cuffs in odettes ankles are suppose to he in the false ogron version not in the normal version so ignor that)
Normal vers: "witch of control"
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Story:
Version where odette is around during the fourth season
Ogron asked odette for help in finding the last earth fairy
Odette joined the black circle and plays the role of the planner (or just the over all brains)
Odette forms a little connection with Roxy and basically acts as an adult figure to Roxy and is like Roxy's auntie figure in a way
Personality/characteristic:
Odette is a sadistic little shit to those who she personality dislikes or has a vendetta against (hinted at her side rivalry with Gantlos and her thing with bullying and messing with the specialist)
Outside of her sadistic and crazy persona she's very collected and pretty smart and cunning when she needs to be
Odette makes it obvious that she genuinely loves and cares about her brother and is very overprotective of him and his health
Design details:
She actually has hidden pockets in certain parts of her pants
Everything has a function or purpose including the tight straps which are for helping her hook anything in it for whatever purpose
She wears gloves because she handled with certain dangerouse types it materials which if handled incorrectly or in contact with skin can cause damage and Odettes sleeves are rolled up for the similar reasons
She has a held pocuh for storing all of her personal stuff and knicknacs
The cuffs around her wrist are for her control ability when she summons her strings
Her boots aren't heels due to her combat style being meow on the physical combat and she get every physical with her opponents
The cuffs are red-pinkish, her top is similar to Ogorn and the the over Al Silhouette is similar to the other wizards because it shows she is associated with ogron and/or the black circle
False ogron vers: the red witch/witch of deception
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Story:
It happens during the event sof the fight season and begins after fourth season
Odette found ogorn, gantlos and anagan in the Omega demension and freed them only to find out that due to the state of the blskc circle ogorn was Comatosed
Odette after being filled in on all the vanets that accured Odette will would proceed to start planning on how to being back ogron fork his comatose and remove the black circle for good without harming her brother and in this plan she proceeds to pretend to be ogron
Personality/characteristics:
She's more cunning, deceitful and merciless
She known as "the night mare of a man's dreams" because of her infamoise history fo tormenting many gorups of people before
She somtimes feel an imposter because she's basically pretending to he her comatosed brother and doesn't feel great about it
Odettes obsession with the passed is worse now because she basically is threatened that her brother who she hadnt contacted in so long is basically could he gone forever if she does nothing about it
Odettes doesn't trust ANYONE like how no one trusts her (especially gantlos)
Odette control abilities are more potant/powerful due to her more violently and aggressiveness in combat
While yes she can come off as a sadistic mad woman who'd be willing to kill jus for fun she genuinely does still have a good heart and genuinely doesn't mind having a little fun in many battles Afton even fighting fair by nholsing back when fighting the winx and specialist
Like in the normal vers Odette is genuinely very considerate and caring to those who she genuinely cares about and mean alot to her
Design details:
Because her combat is mostly magic she wears heels but also for intimidation factor because can ausne that she probably owild stabb a man's skull with her heel if she wanted too
Odettes wears a hat to further show her "witch" title
The cape is for more kysteripuse vibes
The green in the cuffs (her magic) hints her disconnations to her brother because green is a opposite color to red and pinkish
The pouches are the same thing but because or magic is more broader and uses magic for her inventory
Odette wears gloves and covers her fulle arms because of the fact she handles much more dangerous magical materials and she's more experienced with it
The cuffs are to represent how she has more control in her own power and how frequently she is Abel to take full contoel of her victims
Her over all silhouette shows how she is disconnected or not associated with the blskc circle aka making her a over al seperate entity and this does include the color scheme and top
Some funfacts:
Odette knew that if she destorywd the black circle to bring back ogoen he would have lost all of his memories of thevhslck circle and his actions which she gatekept from anagan and gantlos because she didn't trust them and knew gantlos and anagam can double cross her (false ogorn vers)
Odette actually keeps a bunch of hair ties so she can keep her hair up when in battle so she can avoid her hair becoming a weakness in physical combat
Odette actually has a girlfriend named Eveline a dark sirenix fairy (she's a prominent character in the False Ogron version)
Darcy is odettes ex girlfriend
Odette has a rivarly with gantlos mostly because of their mutual dislike towards each other
Odette had always had a tomboyish lady
Odette "flirted" with morgana at one point
Odette has a very large venomous snake she adores very much its name is "Phonmy" and it's kept in a pocket dimension if Odette ever needs to call it over to wherever shes currently in
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reading-media · 2 years
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S1e7 doesn't just foreshadow that Fizarolli & Asmodeus are in love , but the issues/resolution they will have in s2 (Analysis/theory).
1. First, we see an obvious pattern during Moxxie's song. Whenever it pans to Fiz/Ozzie- the word "love" is said. This indicates the 2 are in love .
When the song begins and it first pans to ozzie/fix , the lyric is:
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And fiz smiles and turns to look at Ozzie when "our love" is sung. Hinting how Fiz feels about Ozzie. Fiz smiling at Ozzie also fits the lyric "you make me glad". And "our love" implies their love is mutual.
Next...
" I love us just the way we are . WE DON'T HAVE TO PRETEND".
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Notice how they frame both pairings in the shot , during said lyric . It's meant to convey how both pairings love each other in the same way (romantically). Aka ozzie/Fizz love eachother like m&m. Meanwhile it also indicates that Ozzie/Fiz are "PRETENDiNG" not to be in love (unlike m&m). BUT , by the end of s2 they will most likely learn they "DON'T have to "PRETEND".
Why do i say that? well the following lyric alludes to it.
"handle the rest because I love you."
Is the closing lyric of the song. The lyric probably will mean since they love eachother they can "handle ' the negativity they'll recieve for their relationship. Once again when the word "love" is sung: Fiz turns and smiles at Ozzie. Similar to what Fiz does in the opening of the song (except at the end Oz smiles back this time and they cuddle cheeks). Showing once again-it's mutual.
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Also, (before the song began) how did fizz first introduce Ozzie : "Asmodeus himself... come on give him some love"(makes a heart with his arms)
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2. Ozzie and Fiz's s1 song foreshadows their hypocrisy and how it'll backfire on them in s2.
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Fiz/Ozzie's (anti love) lyrics come back to bite them metaphorically in the s1 dance number . Foreshadowing how their "hypocrisy" will also cause issues in s2:
" Singing LOVE songs in my lounge?... ditch the LOVEy dovey . "
What's ironic is Fiz and Oz while teasing Moxie. Sing (in the lounge) the lyric "I LOVE you" multiple times ,to one another. And then cuddle cheeks /act "LOVEy dovey" . They play it off as a joke, but they actually do feel that way for eachother . And behave in a way thay contradicts their own lyrics . When they sing "i LOVE you" their "HEARTS" even glow in unison . They pretty much act in the way - they tell Moxie not to .
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Fiz said he'd "knock out' Moxie for singing about "love", cause only "b*tches sing with the strings of their heart" .
But what happens after fiz/ Ozzie jokingly sing "I love you" to eachother ? well , Fiz is "knocked out " with a "stringed" ("heart" shaped) instrument" . The lyrics backfire on Fiz ,since he doesn't actually practice what he preaches. And is hypocritical. Plus, it's a hint that fiz loves Ozzie, like Moxie does millie.
3. The lyrics Fiz and Oz sing : allude to why they hide their feelings from the public.
"Singing love songs? ozzie's ain't the place for sentimental sounds. what did you expect from a proprietor like us? We have a saying that's popular in these parts : only little b*tches strum the strings of their heart. You wanna hang around this l*stful town? Ditch the lovey dovey or we'll knock you around."
Not only do people expect Ozzie and Fiz to not have romantic desires -given their stage personas being pro-l*st/ anti love . But, also the the l*st ring appears to look down upon romance. Because they incorrectly assume love and l*st are diametrically opposed to eachother.
4. They mock Moxie's song while performing, but when they aren't performing they secretly enjoy the song. They don't actually dislike the song, they just think it doesn't fit with their brand.
5. We also see that fiz/Ozzie are foils to Blitz/stolas. They show their similarities to make their differences more prominent. Blitz/Fiz are both (ex circus) imps who slept with royalty to elevate their careers .
* BLitz/ Stolas don't talk about romantic feelings. And their dynamic,in the present,is PRIMARILY based on l*st.
* while Fiz/Ozzie are (probably) in love but pretend their relationship is only based on l*st .
6. In the song People teased stolas ,saying: "A demon prince... are you sleeping with an imp? how the mighty do fall". So, how would people feel about royalty not simply sleeping with an imp. But royalty (who says they're anti love) being in love with one? Fiz/ozzie's relationship would always cause backlash (because of the hypocrisy). But perhaps it'll be worse because fiz is an imp . He'd be dating royalty despite being the lowest caste of demon . Plus, fiz may be hiding the fact he's an imp (50/50 on the theory). But if he's hiding his imp status, it would be a huge scandal if revealed . It may be why Blitzo called Fiz a "sell out jester" (cause he's a sell-out for pretending he's not an imp, for success). The background details at ozzie's may hint at that. We even see jester-clowns at Fizz's performance , which could be a hint he's pretending to be one of them. Or at the very least, that he may be mistaken for one . The audience also has only the imp characters dressing like fiz: one wears a fiz mask , one wears a fizz headpiece. And one of the workers at ozzie's is an imp with makeup to resemble fiz's (they actually zoom in /linger on her). Which may be a hint fizz is wearing makeup (could be a scar of his though) to resemble a jester .
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The easiest way to tell if a demon is an imp- is their horns. All the imps there, despite their fizz costumes, all display their horns. But fiz hides his (whether for a better clown aesthetic ,to hide he's an imp, or to cover up an old horn injury). It appears Fiz dresses/pretends to be a jester demon (like mammon's species). There is a lot of stigma against imps,so it's hard to believe fiz could become soooo popular (if openly an imp). His image is on cereal boxes,posters + amusement park attractions , and he's comsidered a s*x symbol to the point they have love robots of him - which suspiciously ,none of the robot replicas have his imp tail.
My guess is,in s2, the newspaper article comes out, because fiz/ Ozzie may have been caught saying they "love" eachother (given how the word "love" pans to them often in the s1 song). And the "love-scandal" may cause reporters to look further into fiz's past and discover he's secretly an imp (if he was hiding that fact) .
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kurczakmarty · 1 year
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a weird little drawing I wanted to drop down with some personal thoughts under the cut!
So! This has been a year of discovering a lot of stuff about myself for sure. I had so much space to try and find myself and who I am, and I just ended up finding a very confusing mess. It's getting easier though. I am learning more and more about myself and I found out I have massive problems with understanding other people and their thoughts, signals and emotions. A lot of things about other people are hugely confusing to me, and I can't help feeling like I interpret so much communication incorrectly. I am terrified to communicate myself, since I know that my meaning is not always clear. Thus the illustration, I was thinking about it the other night, that sometimes I wish i could phase my brain with someone elses, to reach some sort of understanding I am lacking otherwise. I am most likely autistic. After talks with my therapist, we will be looking into it, but I probably wouldn't even be able to get a diagnosis because it would hurt me more in the long run to have anything on paper. Truthfully, all I want is to find ways to help myself be happier and more comfortable. I have been trying to let myself talk and act more in a way that is in line with my instincts and ideals, and I am afraid it might make others dislike me, but I have to try. And honestly, all that I do want to do more, is just be a little weirder, show more emotions. Anyways! I am not sure if any of this makes sense! Thanks!
also edit: I want to say I try my best to be kind, whimsical and happy! Not always workign but I try!
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Weird question, but how do you think Subaru would interact with other socially inept anime characters like Tomoko Kuroki from Watamote or Bocchi from Bocchi the rock?
oh i dont think thats a weird question at all, its a pretty fun one to think about! all of these characters for sure have The Social Anxiety but subaru is actually pretty different from bocchi and tomoko. mostly because, unlike those two, he's actually pretty extroverted. this does not stop his social anxiety though.
for subaru, his issue largely came from the need to perform (and emulate kenichi). he acts as energetic and loud as possible, in an attempt to get people to like him. this backfires though, because instead people just find him obnoxious. but this only makes him double down on the "please look at me, please like me" approach, which only makes people more annoyed with him. until he started having panic attacks about it, and stopped going to school all together. iirc in a qna when tappei was asked why subaru didnt have any friends even though he's so out-going, he replied "would you wanna be friends with someone so loud and obnoxious?"
and thats where i think he would sort of clash with characters like bocchi and tomoko. those two are the more "classic" example of social anxiety- they fear interactions with other people, they panic whenever something pushes the limits of their comfort zones, and they dont know how to deal with people. between tomoko and bocchi, i feel like the big difference is that bocchi is more depressive and tomoko is more cynical- bocchi blames herself, tomoko blames others. the latter is literally in the title.
subaru would probably still keep up his usual demeanor, as hyper as ever. and this would NOT sit well with characters who tend to retreat into their shells, but seeing this would likely make him think he has to double down. bocchi would probably be freaked out by him, she wouldn't know how to handle his energy, but she'd also be too nervous to not go along with whatever he's doing in some way... she would probably want to go back to her mango box though. meanwhile, tomoko would be more likely to outright dislike him, probably incorrectly assume he's actually a cool partybro, and start to silently scorn him for it.
assuming subaru could maybe take a cue and tone it down (not likely but maybe eventually) i can see at bocchi warming up to him. she doesnt have anything actually against extroverts (just look at her and kita!) so if he relaxes they could probably get along. tomoko on the other hand... she is very desperate for friendship but she also has a horrible habit of self-sabotage, so even if they start getting along (maybe talking about anime- unlike with bocchi, tomoko and subaru actually have common interests) she'd probably do something that makes her think she blew it, even if he wouldn't actually care lol
however if they did manage to defy all odds and actually become friends, i do think subaru would bring one incredibly vital aspect to this dysfunctional dynamic.... he'd be the only one able to ask for extra ketchup.
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I had a fanfic idea where Sam gets fired from his job for the most stupid and unfair of reasons (not his fault, Morris is just mean), so he and the Farmer (and maybe Shane) team up to ruin the Joja Mart for good (without getting into to too much trouble). Like planting grass inside the store (you can actually do this in the game), rearranging the stock/inventory incorrectly, that sort of thing. Coincidentally, the Community Center gets fixed the very next day…idk if I will write all of this but it’s an idea I have.
Oh ho ho! You know, anon, that would be a great headcanon!
I can imagine Morris really unfairly firing Sam because of a merchandise mover who came and brought out new Joja goods, broke something, and put all the blame on Sam. And Morris, not in the best mood that day, fired Sam without understanding the problem. Even Shane couldn't help Sam when he tried to stand up for him. And when the Farmer found out about this, they decided to give Morris a real hell, and the restoration of the Community Center would finish off the greedy manager Joja completely.
And at the same time... It's quite difficult for me to write such a headcanon, because in this case, Morris will not be the main villain, but the victim.
After discovering the Stardew Valley Expanded mod, I now look differently at the characters that in the vanilla version just act like assholes. Because such an act on the part of Sam, Shane and Farmer will create trouble not for Morris, but for cashiers Claire and Martin. And Morris really only wanted the best for Valley, it was just that his image of "the best" was different. His sad face when the people of the Valley boycott Joja on Community Center rebuilding day. Like wow, I usually dislike Morris, but then...
I'm sorry anon that I'm talking about this mod so often, because maybe you don't know about this mod and I'm just here mumbling about it. But it's just that I've always been interested in being a kind of devil's advocate and looking at the characters as misunderstood personalities, and not cartoonish villains. Such emotions, before the discovery of sve mod, Clint evoked in me, when most people in the sdv community called him creep and 'nice guy', but I always thought that he was simply misunderstood. I hope than makes sense (English is so hard, damn).
But enough of the sad stuff! If you really want to write fanfiction about this, don't forget to notify me, I'm interested in reading it 👀 I might write a headcanon on a similar topic someday, we'll see. Thanks for the question anon! ❤️
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jiangwanyinscatmom · 2 years
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That JC post was so freaking hilarious. Thank you OP for making me laugh at the sheer absurdity and stupidity that were those words.
How entitled do you have to be to suggest that people use tags primarily because apparently our "fanon" metas and discussions aren't true to his character. The way I see it is (copying this from hamliet - aka kate)
Can you back your interpretation up with specific textual evidence that isn’t just “I had a feeling while watching/reading it?”
Does your claim rest upon another claim that is not provable? If yes, then you’ve got a problem.
Does that textual evidence take context and potential counterarguments into account? You have to address this. I don't personally understand why JC's role as an antagonist instills this much rage. Like babe, look underneath the underneath. There's a reason why canon jc is a tag and that's because somehow this dude's main characterization and arc gets the fanon erasure treatment everytime without fail. If you like that, go ahead but let's not act as if fanon JC was how MXTX wrote him nor as if canon JC was written incorrectly.
I'm just baffled at how angry they are over a tag and it not being catered to their preferences, as they had already whined about when it was made. Just block the tag, it's exactly what I do with ships I dislike and if it's not tagged despite the content, I block the user.
Fandom curation for your own sake DOES take some thought on your part as well, it's not my prerogative if how I tag about a fictional guy upsets a stranger. If you don't like how I speak about the blorbo, block, because I'm not changing the way I think of him for the sake of "you discussing him like this hurts my feelings".
I like him as he is as an antagonist, no that doesn't mean I think he's pure evil. But he's not some caricature to use to be disrespectful to the author's intentions for what he is meant to convey, glorifying a rather toxic relationship is something we should have gotten over when it came to Bella and Edward back in 2010. If emotional appeal is all you have, I don't care honestly, because the bias is clearly aimed to your own comfort that can be solved with blocking.
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I also thought I'd make a quick post going over my experiences and observations using the beta editor, as someone who put off switching for months and months and has now been using it for about a week. If you're putting off making the switch because you're not sure what it will be like, and are worried about committing to a broken editor, this post is for you.
General Observations
Overall, the editor itself really isn't that much different. A few things are in different places, such as blockquotes being under the dropdown and being called indented now, but it's not the buggy, broken mess that I half-expected it to be. A lot of the bugs that various people have reported on have already been fixed by staff. (And you can report bugs or just general complaints to staff! There's a feedback section of their form and they are actively taking user suggestions into account. Just remember to be nice about it.)
Sometimes bold, italics, and small text will act up and not apply correctly. But frankly, those would act up on the legacy editor, too. And if things are being weird, it's fairly easy to select the offending text and just fix it.
Things I Like
By far my favorite feature of the beta editor is the ability to disable reblogs on a post. As someone who runs a roleplay blog for a pretty popular canon character, I've gotten used to typing all of the names L.ike Th/is in order to prevent my posts from showing up in search, and slapping a huge "do not reblog" disclaimer onto everything -- only to have some personal who apparently can't read reblog it anyway. But now I can simply take my OOC posts, headcanons, metas, whatever, and set it so that no one can reblog them.
I love the ability to edit tags without having to completely delete and rewrite them. I've gotten so used to having to redo tags over a single typo that the realization of this the other day left me in shock. You can just click inside the tag and change any of the text that you want.
The new content label system is pretty good. You can clearly designate a post as having mature content, and your followers can choose in settings whether they want to have those flagged posts viewable or not. It's another feature I'd love to see Tumblr expand on, and add some more options to flag a post as, it's a really good start.
The post scheduling system is much more clear than before. You can actually schedule a post and feel confident in the exact date and time that it will go up, unlike the previous system that felt like a wild shot in the dark.
You can add colored text to posts pretty easily. There are a bunch of preset colors, and while I haven't played around with it much, I understand that adding custom colors via HTML is pretty straightforward. It's not a feature I personally use much, but it's neat.
There are also additional font and styling options, like Lucille, Chat, and Quote. Again, not things I use very often, but cool features to have.
Things I Dislike
Tumblr will remember your old tags, but without any capitalization. If your frequently used tags have capitalization and you want them to be consistent, you'll have to retype or paste them in every time.
When you paste an image URL into a post, it will insert the image as before, but include that link below it, with no way to easily remove it. This is an issue for those using gifs or icons with transparency, and simply pasting the image in directly will cause it to display incorrectly. As someone who uses a webpage of my icons when working on threads, I now have to download the icon I want to use and upload it, which is a minor annoyance compared to simply copying the image link and pasting it in.
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