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alternate scene where Elain actually stabs Azriel with the trembling fork and then immediately feels absolutely awful and reactionary about doing so. She takes him to the kitchen to bandage up his hand and pours them both a little whisky for shame and atonement lol. She is incredibly embarrassed but Azriel is like it's fine im dead inside anyway you are very strange and soft and stunning might i spend more time with you.
#elriel#ehoney drabbles#mah bbys are so weird and i love that for them#adding it to the drafts why not
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people in the Leverage Crime World often know the team members names - like, we’ve seen the shock/awe/fear reaction to eliot using his full name, and many times we’ve heard people say "parker? THE parker?". so i wonder what tara knew or thought about them when sophie asked her to fill in lol… "okay so you want me to basically babysit a guy who used to try to catch us, an infamous killer, a guy with computer skills i can’t even comprehend, and the worlds best and most terrifying thief? yeah, great, no problem, i definitely won’t get myself killed! jfc" lmao
#leverageposting#leverage#tara leverage#tara cole#sophie devereaux#EDITED: was in my drafts bc i was still trying to come up w one for hardison and then i later came across it and posted it w/out making a#description for hardison. this is why u don’t trust ur drafts to be good enough my friends. anyway have added a desc for my fave hacker ofc
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wet dog
#inuyasha#inukag#kagome higurashi#other adventures in digital drawing land#I get to a certain point and then I give up and finish things with the phone filters#mildly shameful#also I slapped a background from the anime and modified it since I couldn't be bothered#it looks so funny to me it's like I'm gesturing vaguely to the area sayin look it's her room ok#but like#it's so blurred I don't even know if it's someone who doesn't know could recognize it#question @myself? the universe? wtf happened to the hand that's touching the ear#why is it so pink#WHATS GOING OOON#small note to say I wrote those notes as I prepared the draft for this like a month ago this one is the only one I'm adding today!#my art
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Showing something from her tab, sharing knowledge like how to pirate stuff, all the important Earth things to know.
A little 2017 doodle I forgot in my drafts.
#This is still in the old Tumblr text thingy format surely that's fine if ever I edit this in the future#I said I was gonna start reblogging posts that I dumped in my drafts but I never followed through RIP#lapidot#Peridot#Lapis Lazuli#SU#my shiz#skedoobles#Steven Universe#Um. I didn't think about scheduling those posts? I don't know why I didn't do that actually.#Flippin. Did I actually digitally added my username signature on the side?? Lmao I forgot I did that. For a moment I thought I was imagining
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I just want to make it a little note (though belated) that if you use character AI for RP purposes, you're no better than the people who use genAI for art
And please don't interact with my page.
It's rude to use people's content like that when they don't know, and it's not a 'what they dont know won't hurt them' either.
Ignoring the obvious topic of theft, or the discomfort of how their media is being used, the uptick of people hurting/neglecting themselves/others because of these bots has risen recently a lot. And you don't know if this may get the artist in trouble when they didn't even know the AI was made.
I've seen too many fic writers & artists quit recently/go entirely private because their stuff has started to be stolen for training the bots, because people are being pressured by fan-demand deadlines, or other rude comments & actions. Without these fan creators there will be no joy to be had whatsoever involving interacting with media you like.
Please respect your artists, your writers, & your creators while you still have them.
#munpost#im not looking to debate ethics or 'where else do i find it then' that's for you to solve. i know my answer.#adding this to my FAQ later probably#this has been sitting in my drafts for awhile alongside 800 other things#because i dont want to sound ungrateful or very rude either#but please#im begging you#respect your creators like you'd respect your friend's wishes. you'd be upset if your friend's art was stolen.#you'd go to bat for them. call out this shit when you see it. hold your friends accountable as well if they're doing it.#if communities aren't safe for creators why would they stay in those communities.
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ultimate ships challenge - [1/10] she cleans up nicely scenes
#animationedit#nondisneyedit#animationgif#animationsource#animationdaily#anastasiaedit#filmedit#myedit#ultimate ships challenge#nondisney#anastasia#THE OG#this wasn't a prompt on the original challenge list so i added it myself#I MAKE MY OWN RULES#had an issue uploading this where the last gif kept disappearing in my drafts WHY TUMBLR
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this might be controversial, but man am i becoming increasingly convinced that buddie trutherism* is just not (and probably never has been) a very healthy way to engage with this show. *to be clear, by this i don't mean shipping buddie, or hoping it'll be canon, or thinking that it could be, i mean the completely unshakeable belief that it is absolutely going to happen (and to a lesser extent that it's always been the plan).
every single piece of evidence for buddie is evidence of a potential, often very compelling potential, but there is really nothing to suggest some big six season plan or any plan at all.
i'm sure a lot of these ppl (maybe even most) aren't bad, or doing anything out of malice. however, i do think having a large chunk of the fandom make post after post, week after week, season after season going "don't worry guys, buddie's definitely happening because of x, y or z," has helped create the current environment. where ppl have spent so long in a bubble where buddie's been presented as the only reasonable outcome, that they can't conceive of the idea they might've been wrong.
atp a lot of buddie meta isn't a queer reading of the show/relationship it's just straight up lies. no tommy isn't a miserable hater who never smiles at his bf, nor is he a predatory freak preying on sweet baby bi buck, and no eddie wasn't jealous at the wedding, no buck didn't realise he was in love with eddie when he came out to him. truly, after a decade in different fandoms, I don't think i've ever seen shipping goggles this bad.
again i don't think the ppl making meta/analysis about things that genuinely have some queer subtext to them are bad or doing anything wrong. but, when a narrative that you're contributing to is feeding into this much wider ecosystem that's influencing others to harass ppl and peddle homophobic dog whistles in an attempt to bridge the gap between their fanon and canon, at what point do you step back and go, "you know what, i don't think it's responsible for me to feed into this anymore."
and i worry that even the people who aren't hurting others with this kind of engagement, are gonna end up hurting themselves in the long run.
#ngl until s7 i sort of thought we were all just having fun#like when i'd see essay length metas about buck and eddie's shirt colours or w/e i thought that was just for the love of it#i didn't realise some of y'all thought the writers were actually leaving hidden messages in the fridge magnets#this was sitting in my drafts and i wasn't gonna post it but then the daddy issues discourse hit and my god has it worn my patience thin#ftr this is why y'all will never see another piece of gay eddie spec from me ever again. it feels like adding fuel to a fire atp#911 abc#911 discourse#anti buddie#antibuddie#bucktommy#911 spoilers#lmfao apparently this was my 3000th post
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Do you use AI generators to compile or scrape this information?
no
#anonymous#ai has nothing on an over-caffeinated human being copy pasting & taking screenshots past 3 in the morning & queuing everything#no but on a serious note most of these is the product of years of compilations stuck in my drafts & old files as a student#been going through my old bookmarks as well (bc need more space) so there may be random study notes or tips sometimes#thats also why i have a lot of grammar related stuff that i used at school --- still handy notes though#as for the requests i usually do them in one sitting & queue them -- not claiming to be an expert on those topics#i just try to look for the best sources i can -- which is fun bc i learn a lot as well &#i always appreciate when people send me more info or corrections#this genuinely made me a bit self conscious of my posts tho like do they look AI generated#just shoved a lot of queued posts back to my drafts lol will try to edit them better soon i know its a mess here !#also acccidentally clicking the 'shuffle' queue messed up the chronology at one point -- so been trying to schedule posts#instead of adding to queue ---- but will reorganise when i find more time#but yeah most of these are my literal notes -- excerpts / literally copy pasted from my references that may be quite outdated#that i need to delete but still wanted to save elsewhere
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blindsided
' GLIMPSES OF THE PAST ' ask game // blindsided 📼
blindsided – for a scene from my muse's past in which they were betrayed or shocked by what someone did.
time period . 2020 | wc . 1.1k | tw . language, cheating (not on y/n), making out, ooc seonghwa, context for seonghwa's pov is missing so... miscommunication (sort of)
"oppa, are you okay?" you ask the eldest member of the group. you notice he's been distracted the past week, but none of you are completely sure as to why.
thankfully, it was just the two of you currently in the practice room, so you could have a moment alone with seonghwa. to maybe figure out whatever it is that's bothering him. you walk over to where he's sitting on the floor and sit down next to him.
"oppa?" you say again, putting a hand on his knee which seemingly earns his attention.
"huh? oh, sorry, y/nnie, i was just... thinking is all."
"do you... want to take about it? can i help in any way?" you offer and seonghwa looks to meet your eyes for a moment before he's looking away.
"me and haneul are having some... issues. she's jealous of you and the others, so we're... taking a break," he confesses and you look at him shocked. the news took you completely off guard, no way was seonghwa and haneul taking a break. the two have been dating since before seonghwa joined the company.
you always thought that nothing could go wrong between them. you were honestly a little jealous at how perfect their relationship was. guess not everything was as perfect as it seemed.
but then something hits you, "jealous? of me and the others? what are you talking about?"
"she thought the nine of us asked a little more... than just bandmates and friends," he explains.
"but..."
"y/n," seonghwa says softly, looking towards you, "she means we were acting more than just friends. which i understand what she's saying when she sees you and the others, but of course she doesn't know you all are dating."
"i'm sorry, oppa, i didn't mean to cause any issues with haneul," you tell him and seonghwa gives you a smile that makes your heart do backflips. you know you shouldn't have a crush on seonghwa, you know it was wrong especially since he was already taken, but... damn did he make it hard not to like him.
"its okay, maybe haneul and i just wasn't meant to work out," he says and you can tell by his tone that he sounds... not upset, almost at peace with the idea of not being with haneul.
the two of you sat in silence, neither of you saying anything more for several minutes until seonghwa finally speaks up again.
"the truth is... i don't like haneul anymore," he says suddenly, looking away from you. "i've been... i have feelings for someone else recently and she's starting to pick up on it."
seonghwa's words come crashing over you. what is he saying? doesn't like haneul anymore, likes someone else?
"who is it?" you ask before you can even realize the words left your mouth.
seonghwa lets out a small chuckle, "is it not obvious?" he says, a teasing tone dripping off his words. you feel like the answer is obvious, but you still want to hear him, himself say it. not just you assuming you know the answer.
"say it," you say looking at him, and he turns to look at you. a little surprised that you would that.
"can i kiss you?" he asks, you feel your heart pounding in your chest, thumping loudly in your ears before you're nodding your head and suddenly his lips are on yours.
seonghwa's lips are just as soft as you imagined them to be. they slot against yours almost too perfectly as his hand comes to cup your face. your own hand coming up to run through his hair and it's equally as soft as his lips. you can feel your breath slowly begin to leave you the longer the two of you kissed.
pulling away a little bit to take a breath, you didn't waste a moment in kissing him again and seonghwa eagerly welcomed your lips. you let out a small gasp when you feel his teeth nibble a little at your bottom lip. you do your best to hold back a smile as you open your mouth to let seonghwa in. his tongue slipping past your lips as his arms wrap around you to hold you more securely to his body. your chest flush against his as his tongue plays with yours.
you find yourself basically drunk on seonghwa's lips, not knowing how long you had been kissing until the male finally pulls away. a trail of saliva connecting your lips, your tongues, together before it thins out and breaks. you're both breathless as seonghwa still holds you close, so close you're sharing heavy breathes between each other. seonghwa's cheeks are flushed and you're sure you look equally as flushed thanks to the heat that had built up on your face.
seonghwa opens his mouth to say something, but the opening of the practice door tears you too apart. you quickly slide a good distance away from your member and pull your phone out to seem occupied. your eyes flicker up and you feel the color drain from your face, haneul had just walked in. a smile on her face as she walks over to seonghwa.
"hwa~" she says and you feel your heart start to sink into the deepest pit of your stomach. you're such an awful person, how could you have kissed seonghwa while he was still dating haneul. how could you give in to your selfish desire and make-out with your taken bandmate?
your eyes flicker over to seonghwa, haneul has now easily taken your spot next to him and you feel something tear at your insides. maybe... he didn't actually mean what he said. maybe he was just... confused and he still loves haneul.
you feel like a fool. like you were just blindsided with the cold, hard truth.
couldn't stand being in the same room as them, quickly getting up and gathering your things, you make a mad dash out of the practice room and towards the one place that felt safe.
hongjoong's studio.
your eldest boyfriend opens the door to his studio with a confused look, letting you in as you set your stuff down and collapse onto the small couch.
"what's wrong, muse?" he says, coming to sit next to you, rubbing your back as you hide your face in your hands.
it takes you a moment to gather yourself, trying hard not to cry, after all did you really have a reason to cry over seonghwa? over letting him take your heart and crush it? finally, you took a deep breath, lifting your head up to look at hongjoong who was still waiting for you to talk to him.
"me and seonghwa kissed."
#୨🍓୧ ask game.#✶ 𓂃 ⋆* 𝓎𝓃. ୨୧ writing.#ateez 9th member#ateez added member#ateez addition#idol!reader#ateez female addition#ateez extra member#ateez ninth member#poly ateez x reader#ateez female member#ateez blurbs#ateez x reader#this plot has been in the drafts for a hot minute too lol#also if you are confused then that's the point haha#we only have yn's pov so that's why it all moves the way it does#this is her memory not seonghwa's so we don't have his pov in this
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Me: *reading and watching My Hero Academia* Well, who shall be my favorite character?
*The two rabbit-coded characters who are pint sized powerhouses who will fight you like they didn't hear the bell exists*
Me: I guess I have no choice.
#i had this in my drafts... why?#but it's true#adding *the fandom just doesn't get them enough for me*#just kiya's thoughts#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#midoriya izuku#izuku midoriya#deku#miruko#mirko#rumi usagiyama#usagiyama rumi
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Welcome to I-just-realized-that-I-only-posted-4-times-in-the-whole-of-last-year. I was largely uncreative throughout 2023 and 2024, unfortunately, but I think I've finally compiled enough stuff for a short queue as a sort of apology to you guys. A lot of the art is over six months old, some of it from more than a year ago, which means I get to dust off my backlog tag again.
A majority of the queue is going to be stuff from my own original works, which I am aware is not the reason most of you guys follow my blog, but alas, the artist must be a slave to the muse. Last month I picked up writing again more than 5 years after setting aside my main writing project, so there's been a lot of character design and other worldbuilding taking up most of my free time lately. Which is exciting for me, but I know it's nothing compared to Tolkien's legendarium and I apologize for that. Unfortunately I haven't worked on much Tolkien stuff for quite a while, which is going to make this a very unusual and jumbled series of posts with artwork from all across the board. Some of it is going to be unfinished in a big way: stuff I meant to share here when it was done but never got around to finishing.
First post should be up tomorrow at 11 a.m. GMT (I think), and then one per day at that same time until the queue runs out.
#the world isn't in your books and maps#don't mind me#/end classification tags#i have two week's worth of daily posts lined up and only three of the posts are tolkien hahahahaha#anybody new to my blog is going to be so misled about what this place is supposed to be like#i will almost certainly be disappearing from the earth for an undisclosed period of time again after this queue ends#that's how i've been rolling lately and i'm sorry about it but i don't know how to do anything else#oh also#just for fun i added image descriptions to the posts i put in the queue today#i've never done that before because it's kind of hard to do with comics#but i don't have any comics in the queue at the moment so i'm going to give this a shot#can't guarantee i'll ever do it again but heck why not try it at least once#oh also for the first time in ages i have more things in the queue than in my drafts folder which is pretty wild#i'm looking forward to actually having an active blog again even if it's only for a couple of weeks
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it came to me in a dream
#WHY WAS THIS IN MY DRAFTS . WHEN DID I MAKW THIS#usagi yojimbo#<- adding the tag so i can find it again
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im sorry yall-
#orange roulette#x reader#x gn reader#I am not adding the f@cking context for that apple.#I got a sh*t ton of tests that’s why I can’t update or show drafts but i do have an almost finished one shot for stoic so there’s dat igues
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I got to participate in the Secret Strahd/Santa on the Misthoppers Discord Server! (:
I was lucky enough to draw @irishandrogyne's Caspian! A reincarnation of Alek!
This was super fun to be a part of; Irishandrogyne, I hope you like it! (:
#shrimp divorce!!#< the misthoppers tag (:#ok rambling time (:#I got so excited seeing that I was drawing caspian and strahd omg#*and* to mess with my Strahd design and give him fluffy hair#i may have change my usual design for him a bit actually.#it was really fun to draw (:#Caspian's outfit is his masquerade one (: I wasn't sure why he was missing his horns (horn? antler(s?)?) in the piece i saw so i hope i did#the right thing adding them#I decided to experiment with some shading this time (:#the black shadows mainly#but that brush i used for the highlights was a new one#i downloaded it the week i started on the first draft of this#then didnt use it for... over a month? idk the last few weeks have been a blur oops#ok normal tag time#digital art#dungeons and dragons#character art#dnd#curse of strahd#alek gwilym#Caspian - other's PC#other's ocs#strahd von zarovich#strahd cos#described art#if/when the piece i got is posted#i'll be sure to reblog/share it here (:
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oooooof okay I'm trying to get all the tag wrangling for the armor gallery (<- view in desktop browser pls!) sorted and I'd like some more input if anyone is willing!
so. the way I made things sortable is to add a bunch of different (unique or grouping) tags to each post. in HFW it was obvious how to do this but in HZD it's... not as much? in HFW there's the base armor you get, and then dyes you can add to it, and that's all. so the "default" armor (for when sorting by something like tribe or rarity, where you don't want to see all variations of each armor in that category) was the default color. simple.
but in HZD each armor has the possibility of light/medium/heavy variations (or something like that, depending on the armor).
The Question: should the light armor be the "default"? or heavy? my instinct was light because you get access to it first and the base to which the medium and heavy parts are added, but then again there's an argument for heavy as that's the one most people will aim for and use most once they get it (and/or remember the easiest because they've been playing NG+++es with the best gear for years haha).
whatever I end up using, it will be obvious (when viewed via the site, at least, unfortunately not as obvious when viewed via tumblr's dash) which variant is displayed, because the name will be highlighted and there will be links to the other variants right there.
opinions welcome, please and thank you!
#horizon-armor#imma post this again wednesday too bc i'm assuming there will be shenanigans tomorrow :D#GOOD LORD i did Not remember how annoying adding all the tags was#truly a giant pain in the behind#the one good thing about npf is that you can edit already-typed tags (imo the ONLY good thing. lol)#i do miss that ability when i'm working on the old-format drafts i hoarded...#speaking of wtf did tumblr do to the dash again??? when did this happen? why are everyone's names/icons giant af????? tumblr stop it omg
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ok fellas this post is really different from my other stuff so i'm putting it under the cut for people who don't care and also because i'm slightly embarrassed
ok so. is it unusual for a girl to want to have a deep voice and a flat chest and a more square face and also feel slightly jealous of men and want to sound like them and look like them
and also is it unusual to want to be all that, but also simultaneously not be very bothered very much by how you look right now or by being referred to with she/her except for sometimes when you think about it too much. because i usually don't think about it except for sometimes where i suddenly just get really sad about being a girl or i'll always have this faint feeling that i am just unhappy about it
and also is it unusual to try to ignore it and go about your life being unbothered by it even though deep down it does kinda bother you but you can't really. like. say anything to anyone because your family won't react well and neither will your friends because they'll think it's weird and uncomfortable. i feel afraid to ever feel this way because i know the people in my life won't react well to it
so like. genuine question please lmk wtf is goin on because i'm unsure if it's normal and i've felt like this for a long time and it's confusing me and i don't even know what i'm going to do with the information once i know i'm just sort of lost LMAO

#vent#ig???????????#it's not even funny (it's a little funny) how the only reason i've like. thought about this was because i am becoming#more and more jealous of actors in the musicals i watch#greaseball when i get you. when i get you#like i know it IS possible play as male characters in musicals or something as a girl if i ever wanted to#but the thing is i want to look like them and sound like them and i want to be masculine#this is me questioning my gender on my fucking cats the musical tumblr blog everybody point and laugh#might delete later depending on how embarrassed i get ARGH#I FEEL SHEEPISH#had this in my drafts for a long time but i'm caving in and posting it because i had a bad night last night thinking abt it#and i need to know. also i'm lying in bed having to get up and i don't wanna so i'm making excuses#anyway again. i'm embarrassed feel free to ignore this is so stupid#ok. being brave about this#i don't like being negative on here. idk if it's negative but it might come off that way and i don't want to be awkward#also idk how sharing it here will help. but i don't really know what else to go to#if nobody got me i know tumblr got me can i get an amen#keep adding tags to this like it's going to change anything. post the damn thing idiot#why am i adding so many tags like i'm hyping myself up in the mirror JUST POST IT
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