#again... my own personal take
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media is open to interpretation, obviously. i do find it a little baffling when people say that the team in general and hardison and parker specifically haven't been taking care of eliot and are only now realizing that he gets hurt for them.
yes, being a hitter is a fundamentally messed up job. yes, it's a reflection of societal patterns of violence. yes, eliot often hates that he's been reduced to this. yes, it's not all he wants to be, so cooking saved him. and yes, he takes those punches for other people, for the team, and his body pays the price.
but in my view, it's pretty clear that the team ultimately gives each other the dignity of choice. they miss each other when one has to take a break, they try to make a case for why someone should stick around, but in the end sophie goes on her journey of self-discovery with no one mad at her, hardison gets to branch out and try to widen his scope. breanna gets taken along on college tours by the wilsons. parker has trouble accepting change but she lets sophie decide for herself whether she wants to go to london.
eliot is an adult man with a lot of life experience. working with the team has shown him a hundred different ways to keep going. he knows fellow vets who've chosen paths that no longer involve physical violence. he knows other hitters that could protect the team. he's taught every single member of the team a thing or two about self-defense.
eliot could stop at any point but he doesn't and that, to me, is a very conscious choice that he makes. hardison telling eliot he doesn't like seeing him get hurt all the time isn't so much about eliot being a poor abused soul as it is a personal truth of hardison's.
eliot being a hitter, taking the punishment, is not because he thinks no one cares what happens to him. it's his reality, it's the path he's gone down and every day he gets up and he decides for himself that his road to making up a little bit of the hurt he's inflicted still involves taking those punches (hardison says that, too, btw, in the very second ep of redemption, as an ultimate example.)
i think the team has shown him that he's cared for, but he's still a person in an imperfect world and both he and the team know this. and they choose who they are andvwhat they do in the confines of that fact.
#this post has been brought to you by me seeing some tags on gifsets of mine that i don't totally agree with#again... my own personal take#leverage#eliot spencer#emspeak#also obligatory disclaimer that i do think it's worth examining why it's this character (white guy) in particular getting this treatment#redemption spoilers
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Here are some Season 2 Arcane GIF comparisons before and after I color and sharpen them! | Season 1 Comparison GIFs
#arcane#arcaneedit#gifmaking#reminder that if ur not a fan of the coloring and sharpening then i dont need to hear ur opinion so fuck off and make your own gifs :)#sooo yeah!!! just sharing this very old coloring comparison i use from time to time to make sure i follow a certain peg for my gifs#but i dont really follow it to the T of course#and now i will use the tags to rant/comment about my coloring process lmao#ok so.... arcane s2 is SOOOOO much brighter than s1 i am so so so thankful we have such bright scenes instead of all the dark ones in s1#because it makes my life so much easier#that being said my coloring isnt really perfect i still cant handle more complex tones like the mel gif......#i used to have a more stylized coloring wayyy back in s1 (esp when u look at my old gifs) but i kinda realized i had to change it#so i scrapped all my old psds and now coloredit EVERYTHING MANUALLY#hence why sometimes i gif the same scene but theyre colored different since i never use a preset PSD now#however it became way more tedious to make gifs... so yeah.... lmao#but in the end i like it more!!! i like that my new coloring just basically matches the show more but is just brighter and more saturated#unless ofc i dont like the tones of the original show i.e. the vi gif you see there where its super green gray???? idk i dont like it so#i recolored the entire thing#anyways thats really it coloring will always be something i continue to try to improve on but recently ive just been v busy so i just#speed color and edit everything and dont rlly take all adjustments into account so no more complex tones and#i just stick to basic things#oh right sharpening! so for sharpening i use a very basic setting: just 500 px and 0.4 radius which is what i use for almost everything#i also dont add noise bc the landscape photographer in me does NOT like it LMFAOOOOOOOOOO#but yeah thats really it for sharpening oh i also use 4k sources as much as possible bc it gives the best quality and if#i cant find any source i just upscale everything by myself then crop stuff again back to 540 px and imo it really just does look better#personal tag
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Sibling Summoning
New DPxDC idea spawned
Twins/Siblings Danny and Tim.
Ra's is trying to get Tim as his heir again.
Only this time if he doesn't comply Ra's plans to either sacrifice him or take over his body (Like he planned for Damian)
Thing is Ra's used the Pits in the ritual.
And Ghost King/or Prince Danny senses a family member of his is deep danger and summons himself to the ritual site thinking its Dani (Ellie) in trouble.
Both Danny and Tim weren't expecting to see near identical faces staring back at each other in shock.
#danny phantom#dp x dc#blue rambles#danny fenton#crossover#danny phantom dc#writing ideas#random idea#dpxdc#Tim and Danny are siblings in this one#either twins or Tim being older#im a sucker for baby brother Danny tbh#anyways Danny knows hes adopted in the Fenton family#personal idea that Jack (Fenton) and Jack (Drake) are like distant cousins#Jack D gave Danny to his cousin Jack F exchange to never contact them about him and they get 'sponsored' by DI for their ghost inventions#could be bittersweet if they did actually need the funds but still love Danny as their own#again just my personal idea#could be good or bad Fenton parent's#or we go 180 and do good/decent Drakes and Danny was kidnapped and lost#leaving it open tbh#anyways when Danny shows up he is confused but takes one look at Ras#smells the fruitloop scent is strong on the guy and just feeezes him in his spot#and then notices a tied up Tim in the room
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My brain everyday
#I saw this trend and did my own take on it#kinnporsche the series#love mechanics#4 minutes#ticket to heaven#not me the series#jack and joker#love in the big city#wandee goodday#only friends the series#perfect 10 liners#moonlight chicken#the heart killers#fourever you#love in the air#bad buddy#we are the series#thamepo the series#until we meet again#history 3: trapped#the eclipse the series#my stand in#last twilight the series#be my favorite#happy ending the series#my personal weatherman#love for love’s sake#manner of death#happy of the end#the sign the series
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i think more people need to realize that the circumstances of how jason todd died would make him deeply untrusting of not only other people, not only himself and his own instincts, but specifically other people's proclamations of what they feel about/for him and how he reacts to that in turn
#personal#jason todd#like personally if a major formative moment in my life was trusting someone when they said they cared about me#and taking them at their word on an important topic#only for them to be flat out lying and then say that it's MY fault for trusting them in the first place#which then leads into a series of events that are both physically and mentally incredibly traumatic#i'm not trusting anyone who says anything about how they feel about me ever again#and i'm not trusting my own reactions or my own instincts in response to people either#(also god i forgot what a victim blaming BITCH sheila haywood was i hate dc retconning aditf to try and make it jason's fault)#anyway i'm done batman posting for the day or i'm gonna start pissing myself off
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truly rip Caleb for getting absolutely stuck with the dirt wizard epithet even though the rest of the Nein were content to wash all of the blood off at the wash station in the inn and he was over here like "excuse me, this is not adequate and I have some money now, I'm going to a PROPER bathhouse"
#as a person who WILL take any opportunity (within reason) to shower in my own home i understand sir i get it#I was also betrayed by a campground shower at the age of 12 so. yeah nah#it is also very difficult to properly wash my hair in like. any sort of submerged situation#so like even if washing in the lake is a thing I'm just not worrying about my hair#it's in a braid it'll be fine for a couple days#(obligatory disclaimer that if you're gonna be bathing in a body of freshwater you should bring appropriately ecofriendly soap)#nein again
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i am truly so sick of people—both outside and inside the star wars universe—remembering anakin fondly. this man, though not wholly responsible, played a major hand in the destruction of the jedi order and the death of democracy itself. he slaughtered children, brutally executed his peers and superiors, and continued to hunt them down throughout the years. he is remembered as a good master, as a good leader, but… was he? was he a good master when he led the execution, the genocide, of ahsoka’s people? their people? yes, it would have happened with or without him. yes, he was groomed and manipulated by palpatine. but he, in the end, choose to commit those heinous crimes. he chose to forsake the galaxy, forsake his community, all for a person who genuinely did not want that. it is the very thing the jedi order so deeply tried to teach him, to not let your love blind you, and to not forsake everyone else for your love. he chose his path, and to free him of any blame while putting that blame on the very people who tried to help him (the jedi) is a disservice not only to the tragedy of his character, but the tragedy of the jedi order’s fate itself.
#astra.txt#star wars#anakin skywalker#anti anakin skywalker#i guess?#pro jedi#to blame the jedi for his fall from grace is genuinely one of the stupidest takes i have ever seen#and it completely removes the fact he is a person who makes his own choices#this is my first star wars post of course it’s me being a hater#anyways he is looking up at us rn#i personally believe anakin and darth vader are the same person and that—once again—saying otherwise is a disservice to his character
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do you cook food sometimes?
do you have cats who, lacking both ethical standards and self-preservation instincts, will just jump right on your hot stovetop and lick your spoons?
then you need: metal stove hood + magnetic parts tray!¹

yes you (like me) might one day have a relative come to you like, "hey I ordered way too many of these dish things at harbor freight do you want one", and after taking them up on this offer, you too could be living the dream!²
may not work on all metal surfaces and utensils
may not be food safe³
not that that's ever stopped me
#personal#sbs rambles#I mean it's stainless steel. that's okay for food right?#or is there a different grade of stainless steel that's just for food?#idk#probably tbh#anyway this works well but again it could be poisonous or something#so use at your own risk#take this life hack with a grain of salt#this post is mostly for me to show off yet another of my fun quirks xD
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I've been thinking about trying to form my own sort of order of the Holmes canon (yes, I've been very inspired by other current Holmesian content) since I'm trying to get back into the annotations that I used to do and I'm at a loose end as to what to do with my life at the moment, but I really find it difficult to read the stories as examples of chronology, if that makes sense.
I've obviously been proven wrong time and time again as many people have wrote their theoretical canon chronologies, but part of me seriously feels that that's impossible. If they were supposed to have an order, ACD/Watson would have wrote it that way (again, my own personal opinion, I'm not trying to impose rules in the fandom because that would make all this boring). But, since he's our favourite unreliable narrator, he mixes up dates, changes them- sometimes he tells us, sometimes he let's us figure it out for ourselves.
There's the whole idea of the game, the 'true' meaning of the Holmes books and what ACD was trying to tell us. I, of course, am inclined to think that the mysteries aren't the main story, it's Holmes and Watson's relationships that are supposed to be focused on, so dates just aren't important to me. I don't believe Watson when he feels the need to include exactly when something happened, because it looks like he's establishing an alibi. Diverting attention from something.
And, I don't know, maybe I am taking it too seriously, but half the time I read the 'cases' and I doubt they even happened (as in, within Holmes' London)- a good example is obviously The Blanched Soldier wherein two men are kept apart from each so they don't endanger their reputation... a very diluted version of events, I know, but a brief example of my feelings on this. The cases are metaphorical, symbolic- cover ups.
I'm being extremely cryptid because I'm reevaluating my reading of the canon, and finding it surprisingly easy to ignore virtually everything Watson tells us to find a deeper story running through it all (not that there's anything wrong with serial crime stories- that's why I started reading in the first place).
I plan on actually forming a little bit of work on this- I doubt it'll go any further than this blog, but it'll be entertaining nonetheless, and I hope that at least a few people will understand where I'm coming from.
#posting thoughts on here because it'll actually motivate me to do something#whilst rereading this post i noticed i basically inferred that ACD and watson are the same person and you know what#there's something to that...#again though i'm not saying everyone else in the fandom is wrong#i actually really enjoy reading different takes and opinions from my own#that's what fandom is about#sherlock#acd#acd canon#sherlock holmes#john watson#sherlockholmes#dr watson#watson#acd holmes#the most unreliable narrator to ever narrate
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OC lineup! All the characters that currently exist in this "story"
#oeyä ayskxawngtsyìp#some small details may be subject to change#others might also be added to the “story” later#for example a while ago I was thinking maybe Rolukx and Se'txelu also have a sister because why not#tentatively named her Mingal and she'd be a teenager in the default timeline#(for reference at that time Se'txelu and Neynari are in their early 20s and Rolukx in his late 20s)#but she doesn't have a particular design yet and I haven't decided on many details#me being me i will also prooooobably give Neynari and Se'txelu some kids of their own at some point but again so specific ideas just yet#maybe even give rolukx a love interest#for personal reasons i can't decide whether it would be more cathartic to give him one or to not give him one#idk we'll see#also btw since this is chibi style don't take it as a 100% accurate height comparison lol#fwiw on that front I think Seylana and Neynari are a bit shorter than average#Rolukx is slightly taller than average#and everyone else is pretty solidly Average™ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#also for those who didn't catch it in my previous post about these guys: Awlun is Lunaya's aunt (Awlun's brother is Lunaya's father)#hence the shared surname#also Seylana is not naturally blond; she started coloring her hair after Neynari was born to match her daughter#(there are canon Aranahe characters with hair like this such as Sa'nop and Nilngan)#(and yes I suspect it's artifical color because the tail tufts are still black. hence Seylana's tail tuft still being her natural color too#ANYWAYS#yeah#my art#neynari#se'txelu#rolukx#seylana#vontxu#awlun#lunaya
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one thing bacon and subz are alike in is i think it's very bacon-like to leave everyone & shut himself in a hidden location very far away with a bunch of mobs and call them his friends (as it is also subz-like). i mean we know he loves animals and goes to great lengths to get absurd amounts of them. he's just never done it to a hostile mob before. really not out of character for him at all
#can i be honest i think both him & subz are like that type of person who owns a lot of pets and theyre like sigh#its so much easier to talk to animals than it is to people#ok well not exactly and not at all actually but theyre both are rather. to quote ash. 'socially inept'#or to quote zam 'hard and awkward to talk to'#and the fact that bacon was one of the only people who talked to him and it was sooo painful to watch#but like. subz for sure felt awkward during the talks. i dont think bacon did. with all the awkwardness#he just didnt notice the conversation was. weird. he just talked#idk im just on my neurodivergent cbacon agenda again dont take this as serious analysis#i think i might relate to how he talks to people sometimes#and the way subz shut himself off and wanted to only be with wardens and not people#is similar to his axolotl/panda projects that i always found so fascinating as like#yeah. let me just hide away with a bunch of little guys that love me for long periods of time. hyperfixate on this one thing#& the context of the entire server doesnt even matter in those mob collecting videos its like those projects are his own little world#idk#im just#yeah#lifesteal spoilers#autistic patrick bateman. slash ref
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Redraw of the cape post, because that entire concept deserved better than the illustration I gave it.
#just give 12 a cape it's all I ask#yes I was watching Musketeers again#doctor who fanart#twelfth doctor#clara oswald#whouffaldi#twelveclara#guess who watched Heaven Sent + Hellbent again#I only cried half a tear but I did get Really sweaty#which is an improvement from last time#it took me about 8 years to getting round to watching those 2 episodes because Face the Raven destroyed me so hard#I'm pretty sure I couldnt eat for a whole day after FtR aired#although at that point I had been steadily absorbing Clara's personality into my own for a few years#I don't have a personality I stole it from Clara Oswald#read all of the 12clara books. listened to the audiobooks. Running out of content at a concerning rate#had to buy another comic#one day I'll have consumed all 12+Clara content. Then I'll just have to take matters into my own hands (make it myself)
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Something I really love about the Silt Verses is how, in a world of gods and monsters, how grounded Faulkner's trauma [and relationship with his father] is. Especially as the season moves on, and the stakes amp up [and up] its so unexpectedly piercing to be presented with this exploration of childhood abandonment/negligence, inter-generational trauma, the indignities and stress that comes with unexpected elder care/early onset Alzheimer's. You're so locked in to these grander, more abstract concepts that your defenses are down! Mine were, anyway. TSV is so good at cutting its grand, complex plotlines with simpler [but not shallower] gutpunches, and it just grounds the whole thing.
#the silt verses#other moments on the list#[the list being small but emotionally devistating grounded moments]#include: the lights coming back on in the aftermath of the strike during hayward and carpenters conversation#and you just. intuit the devistation#after all that. after all the fighting and protest. the lights come back on. you can HEAR the screaming in the silence#Faulkner's whole elder care thing with his dad#where he has to reckon with him as a person who made mistakes#and put his own resolution aside to take care of a man he had complex feelings for#also the Faulkner's dad/trawlerman connection is crazy to me its crazy#oh you want to worship the god with the garden do you faulkner#you want to be this gods enterpriter and favorite#what did your father do again?#oh also the god rocket scene#where we are put in the place of a sacrifice#the claustrophobia! the fear! the tinned patriotic speech! the narrowing down to a needle point of the overall themes of the story#the fucking microcosm of it all!#all the sandwhich shop scenes#the whole hotel episode#charity in the pub running for her life because CARPENTER reappears#also love how interconnected everything is#both carpenter and page knowing von#running back into charity#fantastic writing all round it's all so fucking TIGHT my god#the prose is killer the pacing is killer the acting is killer the STRUCTURE is killer#its just a fucking masterclass of storytelling like its just. GREAT#top to bottom.#like the sheer skill involved in making something like TSV#on all levels#is incredible I really do admire it
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The extremely niche crossover only I want to see... Kingdom Hearts x Monark.
#kingdom hearts#monark#riku#vanitas#if you do not know about the game the mc in monark is some white haired guy#and you get this lil black stuffed rabbit with a yellow button eye but hes missing one eye#and his name is literally vanitas#so yeah sorry that i wanted to play kh2 and got DENIED bc cloud gaming isnt good#so i started playing monark as like well i own it but have never played it may as well#and get dunked on by vanitas real fast is like oh you lil -#and then the white haired guys first ally is a cute lil red haired girl that made me think of kairi a bit ???#and you may be asking well ok but thats not reaally enough to have a niche crossover spawn in your brain#ok the dean lady is named sora thank you case closed i just wanted to play kh2 and was made to do something else#ive played it for like five hours and have been SHAMED by vanitas for being too asexual during the lust quiz thank you kindly#and that actually is what his dialogue bubble is from!#his dialogue is like you know for a quiz to test your lust you have like NO carnal desires huh#and then i get no points added to my lust rank and then 120 added to sloth#also when he says hes not judging you its in the most judging tone#vanitas as a lil floating mascot with bunny ears as i alone deserve#anyway hi im salmon and i like chess themes and seven deadly sin themes and conveniently#monark has both ! hooray once again for me alone#also there are personality quizzes which are also things i like to take for no real reason its fine
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macbeth soundtrack, my beloved
(voice removal is scuffed and i am very much guessing on some of these, i tried my best)
#macbeth#donmar macbeth#david tennant#cush jumbo#aly macrae#annie grace#kathleen macinnes#brian o'sullivan#ws#my edits#also if someone who actually owns the vinyl would like to tell me what the actual track names are i would owe u my life#as of right now the only one i actually know are the ones they name in the radio interview and the rest are titles i made up#also i have a GOLDFISH MEMORY and i DON'T REMEMBER WHERE A BUNCH OF THESE ARE IN THE PLAY#TAKE ME BACK TO WATCH IT AGAIN just for my GOLDFISH MEMORY#Youtube#edit: kind person w a vinyl named 7 of the tracks . thank u @heartinportuairk <33#i think i might have fucked up and split the first one tho because i have eight lmao
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#QSMP#QSMP Horror#QSMP Official#May 20 2024#Someone else said it but I like the idea of them taking a 3 month (or however month long) break after this to organize their stuff#So that they can properly compensate all the admins and resolve all the background issues#Because otherwise QSMP ends here with this event#or it ends with all the CCs leaving#This can't continue without them resolving background issues#Again: I got my own personal opinion on things but it's nothing I haven't said before
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