Every time I stay up till 3AM I am convinced all my friends hate me and yet I do this almost every day.
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“I saw my friends playing fortnite online without me” is such a 12 year old reason to be sad. When am I going to grow up?
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idk if it’s the autism or the trauma or if i’m just a bad person but i genuinely want to hear what my friends have to say and what they’re interested in and how they’re life is but i’m so bad at asking questions.
great at listening and i can ask follow ups but ughhhh idk how to engage another person and i feel like an asshole because i can be engaged easily and i can talk a lot… i do genuinely care and i want to hear from others i just don’t know what to ask or how to talk to people.
this is becoming really frustrating and i feel like i’m a bad friend so i just avoid the people i care about 🥲🥲
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They faces killing me, Why nobody GAF ? 🤣🤣🤣
(I need to die. I need somebody to cry over me. Somebody to tell me it’d be okay and actually show it will be. I need a lot of things. And it’s safe to say, I’ll never feel safe anywhere or with anyone. I should just die. I should just die. )
(What i Need lately is someone to punch me. Not in a horny “puh i wanna be beat up” But in a .. if You Punch me, i Can Beat Ur Ass until You’re unrecognizable . Until you need facial reconstruction surgery. Until you’re bloodied and bruised and begging me to stop.)
(Here’s to another shitty year, nothing will ever fucking get better, will it? I’ll always be That Sick kid, i’ll Never be The object of desire, and I certainly won’t ever be able to be myself. . fuck life. Fuck Everything.)
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Does everyone have phases where they think all their friends hate them, that they’re annoyed every time you message them and they wish you’d go die already or is that just me?
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