#3 am feelings

[love-letters-i-never-sent]

[sugurizz]

At this point having him all over my camera roll is not enough, seeing him f-ck is not enough, fantasizing about his evil ass is not enough, NOTHING is enough, I need his 🐎🐓 inside me, Idc, IDC, I NEED to summon him into reality, fck him for 3 months straight for 4 times a year, every year, I can't keep obsessing over a mythical dude I can't I- 😭😭😭

[creatingnikki]

3 am and you're sitting on the kitchen floor and you keep your phone aside and everything is silent and you realize that this is the first time in a week that you've had silence alone. Have you missed it or have you been avoiding it? A bit of both, always a bit of both. It's been a while since you made spaghetti and it's March already — the moon has missed you (and other lies to hide your irrelevancy). twenty seven is old enough to not repeat a mistake for the third time and yet young enough to say fuck it and do it anyway. there's not much I know now, there's not much I want to know. I just want to be on the beach when the days are gorgeous and eat food without my body hating me and read books that speak to parts of me that can't articulate for themselves. I just want to hug my friend and make my mother smile and write a few lines that will be understood by someone somewhere. It's still these very things. It's always been these very things. Even at 27 when I'm sitting alone on the kitchen floor at 3 am. Especially then.

[sleepyhollowgirlsworld]

battered and bruised, her fragile heart he did use

a pretty little wretch in a pretty black dress

mourns a lover that was never hers, that never loved her in return.

and though he sewed the seed of her insatiable need

to finally feel seen (a little girl's dream),

he tore out her heart and ripped her apart—

left her for dead and the sheets stained red.

[mind-on-recovery]

Mental illness can get in your head and tell you you aren't good enough, or that everyone's mad at you, but it isn't true. People care about you. People love you. You are a beautiful and strong person, you're still here, aren't you? I'm proud of you for making it is far as you did, I'm proud of you for making it until today, and I know you can keep going.

[adhd-merlin]

if you start thinking about all the love arthur had in his heart for his friends and his people and his family you'll start finding him attractive I'm here to warn you never to do this it's too dangerous

[hatetolove-lovetohate]

Is it stupid to be sad over being the author but never the muse? I just want someone to write about me the way I write about my fictional characters

[accidentalslayer]

[creadinginsomercorner]

i talk to the moon wishing it was you talking back but it's my own mind conjuring replies and that's honestly, just sad

[daziedaydream]

he’s all the way gone & i’m still here thinking about the things i would do for him, but all he could feel was my fear, i’ve been burning bridges all year

[la-lil-alien]

[love-letters-i-never-sent]

[vomentallyunstableladka]

Kiven kaddan tenu ve mein Dil Cho ve sajjna,Bas dil wich reh gayian yaadann teriyan.

[zodiyack]

I WISH I was joking.

I just finished stranger things. I'm still fucking sobbing my eyes out. I think I'm gonna cry myself to sleep at this point because it's three AM and I'm crying over Eddie.

Baby boy was is my comfort character (other than Robin) and literally, the events leading up to his death, Dustin's reaction, his uncle's reaction- I've never cried this hard in my life. Not even when I got cheated on. This hit me hard.

He better pull a Hopper. He better be alive. They didn't check for a pulse. He better be alive or I'm gonna sob even harder, it's not even a threat, just the truth. Like, I physically am red from how much I've been crying.

I texted my friends videos of me sobbing so hard that you can barely hear what I'm saying. Edward Munson deserved (it's deserves. He's alive. I refuse.) better.

[sleepyhollowgirlsworld]

I’ve been invisible for so long that sometimes I forget that I am a living, tangible being and not just some flimsy, incorporeal misconception

[mind-on-recovery]

You are not what your mental illness says you are. You are not a burden, you are not a monster, you are not worthless, you are human. Part of being human is having emotions and making mistakes, that doesn't make you any less worthy of love!