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sillies,,
#imagining a beautiful world where elves can grow very subtle facial hair..#also a beautiful world where theyre middle aged and happy#dragon age#dragon age fanart#dragon age origins#dragon age awakening#dragon age 2#warden tabris#zevran x tabris#zevran arainai#dragon age zevran#zevran dao#fenris#fenris dragon age#fenris da2#anders#anders dragon age#anders da2#warden kader#orlesian warden#nerith tabris#coryn kader#my art
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ok more thoughts for my married jasico fic(?) idea (that i talked about in my last post)
they are in their mid-late 20s by this point, nico has now taken on a director-type kind of role in camp half-blood and is way more hands-on than either chiron or mr d. the demigods absolutely love nico and look up to him, and nico kind of has this thing going on where he *pretends* to be stern and mature as an authority figure, but the kids thinks he's too cool in like, an edgy epic way, to ever be actually scared of him. (which, of course, boggles him every time and makes his heart twist because these kids like him and arent scared, even though he's been in a staff role on camp for like 7 years and counting now)
nico is pretty much a kindergarten-middle school-high school teacher (because chb's got kids of all ages), pretty much a physical education-arts and crafts-home economics-all around teacher, slash guidance counselor, slash wilderness and survival coach, slash friendship/love advice-giver/mediator -- he does a lot on camp for the kids. and a lot of his time is dedicated to the younger ones, who of course need more guidance and supervision. nico's pretty much settled into the role of everyone's secondary parent (and for some sad cases, he has to play as a primary parent figure). it's demanding work but he wouldnt have it any other way. he's making sure that camp is *home* for the young demigods in a way he wished he had it from the very beginning.
i also like the idea of nico having taken a few psychology and education courses, to help him be a better support figure for demigods who are going through some traumatic stuff. gods know he's been through a lifetime's worth of trauma a kid shouldn't have gone through. he didnt finish an entire degree though, he decided that academics isnt really his thing
jason, on the other hand, went to college to study history and got really into it. now he's pursuing a career as a historian and is starting his phd! everyone, including himself, thought he would be into roman military history, but as he started his historical studies and was exposed to all kinds of different stuff, he eventually settled on a real interest in social history, especially queer history, in the ancient world. he finished his undergrad at new rome but started his postgrad someplace nearer long island/camp half blood, so nico can go to work in camp, and because jason got a good offer at whatever university anyway
they have a house near camp and jason drives nico to and from work since they have 1 car. picking nico up and driving home together after a long day always puts a smile on jason's face, no matter how tiring or frustrating his research was that day. he would always find time to help nico out on camp, and often gives special history classes to the kids (alongside the usual combat training and strategy classes he's always been good at too). nico and jason go jogging along camp halfblood's beach every sunday. the campers know jason and love him as they love nico! he's more open about spoiling them, especially the littler ones, than nico, who also cant help his soft spot for them, but at still tries to be stern (and fails)
by this point theyre more than ready to start their own little family. theyre so so ready to have their own kids! nico cherishes the happy moments with his family from his childhood, before everything got complicated.... jason wants to find that happy family life, that he never really got to have as a kid, with nico.... so they talk about it from time to time until they decide to actually *do* something about it and start looking up their options like adoption or surrogates and then boom, one day a baby shows up on their doorstep, with soft, blond hair like jason and warm, dark eyes like nico, swaddled up in a basket and sleeping soundly, and oh...the baby is a gift from...juno? who's pleased that they're such a wonderful married couple and deigned to go ahead and grant them this beautiful child?
anyway ok much to think about much to flesh out, but god i really want this to be A Fic that i can yknow Read and stuff and just have in my hands. yknow. ugh
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SO i just finished wonder egg priority and i think that with confidence i can say it has been one of my favorite animes like... ever ?? and not even from hyperfixation or obsession over it just... its so fucking real yet so simple in a way that i havent rlly seen shown in any other shows you feel ??
but first i wanna talk about how sexy the art and animation is real quick... HOMIE ITS SO GOOD LIKE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT JUST... serotonin... the characters are all so unique and iconic and fun but not over the top in their designs yknow ??? they seem like regular every day girls but they stand out and theyre all sO CUTE !!!! also i love how the style is like this soft bubbly slice of life lookin stuff with bright happy colors and the most beautiful scenes you could find but they also have the SICKEST fight scenes complete with whimsical animal helpers and terrifying villains and crazy weapons unique to each character. and the animation. god DAMN shawty i am obsessed with everything in this show. i might make a post solely about the art later lol bc i wanna get into the other stuff.
so the themes in the show right ?? it starts just as this cute lil magical girl kinda deal but within the first episode we see that like.. oh damn... thats kinda heavy... tbh i was a little shocked and thought about stopping bc yknow bad mental health BUT i was so intrigued that i had to keep going and i am SO GLAD that i did. because this show just so beautifully discusses all these heavy topics in such an eloquent and artistically expressive way. and also like, , the juxtaposition of the charming childlike vibe with bright colors and 14 yr old girl protagonists against the dark themes of suicide and so much else,, i think is just perfect. bc a lot of heavy animes are more of the seinen genre and have some middle aged dude as a protag or make the entire color palette dim or offer little relief to the pain of these heavy themes right ?? but NO not wonder egg bitches B) because these problems arent just things that ppl face later in life or just problems that need to be talked about among adults or the edgy seinen watching squad,, these are REAL problems that face people of every age, gender etc and i think its awesome that wonder egg addresses that. some may cringe at the thought of their high schooler watching animes that discuss sexual harassment, suicide, abuse, self harm, eating disorders etc,, but in reality it is the most comforting thing i have ever come across and is basically jsut free anime therapy. because not only does wonder egg present these themes to the viewers as something real that happens to all kinds of people (making said people feel heard in a way that maybe they hadnt before), but it also makes sure to vanquish all of these forms of trauma. and the way the trauma is vanquished isnt always beautiful and it isnt always just magically gone with a poof. the struggles of overcoming or living with that sort of thing are shown in such a real and relatable way that addresses every hardship trauma survivors have to go through. and i just. god i cry bro.
oh m y GOD and the lgbtq+ rep in this show ?? like shawty... as soon as i saw episode one i was picking up on some gay/lesbian themes but then again im sapphic and project that a lot so i tend to see that sort of stuff like... everywhere... but NE WAYS... episode ten made me FUKCING CRY BRO LIke i cant believe there was a whole trans character with a whole trans pride hoodie like LKGHKDGH my heart is just so.. so fucking full thinking about him. bc like yeah i know there are trans characters in anime but i feel like theyre always very ambiguous about actually being trans or not or erased or portrayed as a harmful stereotype or theyre constantly misgendered and still refered to as their assigned gender at birth and i hate it. HOWEVEr... Kaoru.. *chefs kiss* it was so amazing to see a character straight up say “yeah im trans” in such a casual yet powerful way bc i personally have never seen that before. and i love love loved how he went into his backstory and talked to momoe about gender bc i think thats what she rlly needed and that it helped her find herself and it makes me so happy oh my god,, and the way they talked about it never seemed forced or like it was the focal point of his existence yknow ?? like yeah he existed to help momoe overcome some of her trauma but he also just existed to be HIM yknow ?? also... personally, i headcanon momoe as a trans girl even though i dont remember it being explicitly stated plus the school scenes of her and stuff would seem like they suggest otherwise ??but,,, SHAWTY THE AMOUNT OF SUBTEXT and her complicated relationship w gender is... something i feel like a cis girl would not go through so harshly yknow ?? with all of the questioning and feeling detached from femininity or feeling like ppl dont see her as an actual girl and only like her as a guy or for her masculine traits,,, but dont take my word on this bc i myself am a cis girl but that was just my take on it as someone in the lgbtq+ community trying to educate myself on the transgender community :) either way,, wonder eggs portrayal of momoe and kaoru and the way that momoe becomes so passionate about expressing herself the way she wants to as a girl is just... good lord im gonna cry its so perfect,,,.so ... i just love this show way too much. i also am honestly super lost about the relationship btwn acca and ura-acca ?? bc i was gonna mention ura-acca as a canonically gay guy bc when i was watching i interpreted ep 11 as him being in love with acca and being jealous of Azusa (bc i mean,, they lived together (i swear to god there was only one bed in that apartment) and had a daughter together and def loved each other and also when Frill said they were husbands and then when ura-acca said he wasnt attracted to azusa but he was def jealous of their relationship ??) but then i saw somewhere that theyre brothers ?? which would make sense ig since they look kinda similar and accas daughter called ura-acca “uncle”.. but at the same time its ANIME SO THEY ALL LOOK SIMILAR and referring to gay couples as siblings is an EXTREMELY common euphemism soooo... IM JUST LOST HERE... but yeah i tried doing research and found different things so i cant say anything for sure >:( however,,, if they are canonically a lil fruity for each other... when frill refered to acca as ura-accas husband i imploded dude you never hear that sort of wording in anime.. but if theyre related i am so sorry.
god this is so much longer than i planned it to be oops but i also love the theme about like.. relying on friends to help carry your weight but at the same time not becoming completely dependent on those friends and using their support to learn how to love yourself and rely on yourself yknow ?? bc that is exactly what healthy friendships look like. bc i think ai sort of had a codependency thing goin on with koito maybe ?? but now she has a whole squad of funky friends that are so so different but all struggle with different kinds of trauma and although they fight over it, they always get through it with each other together. and they push each other no matter what to be the best versions of themselves and they teach other that getting hurt is okay because theyre always gonna be there to pick up the pieces no matter what happens. they can give each other space when they need and adapt to meet each others needs but theyre always able to balance it out with their own needs and thats such a beautiful thing in friendships especially at their age like damn i wish i had that maturity when i was 14 but no all i had was depression. another thing is that through these friendships you get to see all the different sides of each girl; you get to see them being strong or a shining light to their friends when theyre hurting but you also get to see them being hurt and weak and allowing themselves to be on the receiving end of the comfort. their friendships allows them to have weaknesses but it also allows them to highlight their strengths and thrive off of each others. I LOVE FRIENDSHIP DUDE
next i wanna briefly mention some of the themes connected to suicide that ive noticed. a big one is the survivors guilt that ai feels once koito is dead. several times she screams that she wishes she couldve gone with koito and she dreams of a “perfect world” where they committed a double suicide. one of the main reasons for her troubles is that she blames herself for koitos death and feels like it should be her thats dead... but at the same time she feels like too much of a coward to do anything now that koito is gone. she just has all these complex and contradicting feelings that wear away at her in ways that ppl that havent gone through the suicide of a loved one could never imagine. a lot of the times when things like this are portrayed in media i feel like its more in a way thats meant to guilt trip those that have taken their own lives and paint suicide as this selfish sin thats unforgivable but... not only does wonder egg reject that idea and instead portray it as a heartbreaking tragedy with,,, so so many terrible reasons, but it focuses on the feelings of ai separate from koito without blaming her in any way. not once did i feel like the show antagonized koito or that ai blamed koito for doing any of this, but they simply mourned her loss and touched on ais reaction towards the event but separate from koito herself if that makes sense. and i think that discussing survivors guilt without painting koito as the bad guy is something so beautifully done in wonder egg that can really resonate with those that have lost a loved one to suicide and have struggled with these same things.
okay i think this is the last thing ill mention,,, but HOMIE THE PARALLEL UNIVERSE BIT AT THE END. I AM. OBSESSED. i am such a whore for anything about the multiverse okay n e ways...,, not only did this make a super epic trippy ending of season one and add a little bit more magical girl whimsy to the show,, but it had such a powerful message. from the perspective of og ai,, finding out that you killed yourself in another world is... i mean its definitely not a surprise but at the same time it rlly makes you think how close og ai herself couldve been to that point and what decisions led her out of that dark place in her life. if i were in her shoes i would be terrified and id cry bc the thought of going back to such a dark place and actually going through with something like that is my worst fear and probably something that ai fears too. but at the same time,,, think from the perspective of ai two !!! like yeah its true that theres this awful terrible version of ai that dies but theres also a whole version of ai that is a superhero magical girl fighting off monsters to save countless ppls lives !! and she has a badass lizard and a gang of awesome friends !!! at first i was worried that ai two would be jealous of og ai and compare herself to her and feel inferior but like.. THEYRE LITERALLY THE SAME PERSON AND CAPABLE OF THE SAME THINGS !!! and ai two realized that !! just within the span of one episode, she went from the version of ai who took her life,, to the version of ai jumping in front of a friend to take a bullet for them and save their life. and that just inspired THE SHIT OUT OF ME. i think that ai was sent another version of herself to sort of beat her own worst enemy yknow ?? those doubts and fears that shes no good or that shes that same bystander from episode one and that she hasnt changed at all. but getting to interact with her parallel self and see her grow was just what she needed to realize that while yeah sometimes the worst thing can happen and things can be terrible but on the other hand sometimes the most wonderful thing imaginable can happen because she has the power to do either.
so im gonna go ahead and stop rambling bc i got all my thoughts out that i wanted to for this post :D but yeah lol i might make another if i feel like it sometime. long story short: this show is perfect and it is going on my favorite of all times.
#wonder egg priority#wonder egg spoilers#ai ohto#rika kawai#momoe sawaki#wonder egg priority neiru#i forgot neirus name#anime review#wonder egg ai#lgbtq anime
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Anamoduke Sk8ter boi au ramblings
Slight trigger warning for lowkey homophobia and maternal abandonment but it's like 2 sentences
Ok so it's highschool, Patton is very closeted, very conservative family and is in love with Remus, Remus likes him back tries to swoon him.
Patton keeps telling him no but like in a playful way.
Then on the day patton is finally like "im going to say yes and confess my feelings", his parents tell him they found him a nice girl from a good family and like it's clear he has no choice in the matter.
He's devastated and shuts Remus down for real, the girl happens to be with him when he doesn't and sayssome mean thing and patton is too spineless too stick up for Remus.
Like a week later in the lunch room patton is walking by with the girl on his arm sad and tired and he looks over to see Remus with his arm around Virgil. They lock eyes and Remus glares at him.
This does not help pattons sad
It's been 5 years since the last thing.
The girl has accidentally gotten pregnant after graduation, didn't want the kid. Patton did. So she left the baby with him and ran off somewhere.
Patton came out to his parents after she left, it didn't go well, they haven't spoken since.
In present times the baby is Remy and he is 3. So Patton's taking care of baby remy when he sees an ad for concert and Remus is on the poster.
He panics and buys a ticket for the show and meet and great afterwards. Immediately regrets it but he can't get a refund so he might as well go.
He gets all dressed up, but like dad dressed up, gets his babysitter (im thinking teenage elliot) and goes to the concert.
Patton is nervous as all hell. And that's multiplied by hundreds when halfway through the set remus locks eyes with him.
And patton can't help but think how beautiful he is and he's transported back to highschool when he was still working up the courage to tell remus yes. But that daydream is quickly shut down as the band bundles together in a little meeting.
Remus announces they're going to perform a brand new song for the first time.
Then like they hang out some, Virgil doesn't like patton at first,
They play Skater boy, Virgil is the lead. Remus and virgil are being very affectionate on stage, they kiss after the song, patton is crushed but not surprised.
Patton waits to be the very last person to have theyre meet and greet. Virgil and Remus are immediately hostile. Patton understand why. Its kinda goes like "you guys had a great show tonighy it was very nifty."
"Thanks for the money what do you want, [slightly insulting nickname here]?"
Patton explains that he just wanted to come and apologize for high school and tell them he was really happy for them and wished that if the circumstances had been different back then they could have been friends
Remus says something along the lines of "dont you have a wife and 2.5 kids to get home to?"
Patton laughs sadly and goes "only one kid, no wife. Your were close though."
Re and vi are confused and shocked. Patton says its a long story and not suitable for now but they were right and he needed to get back to his baby.
Remus stops him as he goes to leave, gives patton his number like ", this is our last show of the tour then we go on break. "Maybe if's you were serious back there and really less of a prick than you were in highschool we can try to hang out"
one time eliiot gets sick so patton is forced to bring remy on one of their hang out sessions where they finally learn pattons side of everything and patton says somthing like "even though i feel guilty about it, i dont think id do anything different given the chance cause it all led to me getting him. And hes my whole world."
Queue remus and virgil suddenly being very gay for patton cause holy shit that was cute.
Maybe some tension in the middle where patton tries to start dating again but he can't find a guy that's willing to date a 22 year old with a kid so dates don't last long after that.
Maybe some paparazzi angst in there.
And he starts getting really gay for remus and virgil cause of how good they are with remy
Obvs ends with all of them getting together in the end
Misc details
-remy has so many little punk clothes cause remus and virgil keep giving them as gifts
-patton is a waiter and they live in a small one bedroom apartment
-they dont have a lot but patton is doing his best to take care of his son
-connected to the last one the reason he was able to afford the concent is partially cause re and vi try to make tickets as accessible as possible and partially cause pattons coworker gave him some money like "dude please for the love of god do something nice to yourself for once.
-little remy loves to head bop to re and vis music
-logan and janus are part of the band
- they also love little remy
-emile is virgils little brother who is around elliots age
Asfhsfgsaf if anyone wants to write this theyre free to just please tag me!
#anamoduke#intruality#dukexiety#patton sanders#virgil sanders#remus sanders#sk8ter boi au#angst#remy sanders#baby remy#rockstar au
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I wan anything you feel like writing. Fluff, angst, death, anything. As long as it’s Lucifer please
I really want to write some sad, heartaching fics. So theres that. Mightve used this outline from an old fic of mine but ssshhh
Warning: Heartache, cheating, mentions of alcohol
Gone ( LUCIFER X GN!READER )
They say that the first few months of a relationship are the happiest because the two people in it are in their honeymoon phase and fail to see any flaws. They ignore any red flags and any wrong doings from their partner. Instead, they lay in each others arms and talk about the future like it isnt the most uncertain thing in the world and ages away. They talk about how much their hearts swell in each other's presence and the kind of happiness they give one another. How much they could kiss each other's lips for hours on end and how their hands fit together like theyre meant to be. There's always that air of uncertainty when someone flirts with the other and an air of puppy love thats surely to never leave their heads. Lucifer felt just that with you; this seemingly never ending honeymoon phase that brought stars to your eyes and love to your soul.
He's embarrassed by it, really. How much you swoon him and make him feel weak at his very core. Of course, he would never admit that. Not openly, but you can see it. You see it in the gentleness that overcomes him.
He remembers the subtle touches and the soft flirty phrases whispered in each other's ears at the beginning, and the lifelong adventures that you guys seemed to go on. From walking on the beach in the middle of the night, chasing each other in the sand like little children, to rainy afternoons when you guys went to get coffee and you forgot your umbrella; a cliché movie scene he will make sure to seal with a kiss. His brain floods with images of annoying his brothers and releasing a light chuckle at Satan's angry face when a bag of flour got poured over him by Beelzebub, or when you turned to 'accidentally' washing Asmodeus' sparkling white pants that he bought for a special occasion with a bright red t-shirt right before the very important event he had to go to. You made him laugh so many times; relaxed him so many times. Although he has a hard time admitting it.
But he also remembers the soft first kiss that finally broke through both of you guys' feelings, how flushed your cheeks were and how warm you hand felt in his hand.
Most importantly, he remembers how you made him feel. The warmth and love he craved for so long came flooding into him like a tsunami every time he was around you, every time you touched. How your laugh rang in his ears and how his shirt caught all your tears. How he was always there for you because he felt like that is the least he could do after you gave him not just your love, but your time and patience. Yet it seemed like it was never enough and this time he was the one crying.
Lucifer was angry. He felt betrayed. Used. Dirty. But most importantly he felt hopeless. He made a decision a long time ago; that you were the one he was going to keep by his side. That you'd be the one to stand by him for the rest of your life. That he was the one to keep bringing a smile to your face. He would be the one to get your heart beating and your cheeky flushing. Lucifer would make sure that you're taken care of, in every sense of the way. That he would be your knight in shining armor, your angel in disguise, no matter the challenges you guys might face. But how could he still be all that?
To see you, in a sea of rose petals and candles, looking as beautiful as ever, with another demon, crushed him. He simply had gone to get a bottle of champagne to celebrate, because he was so sure that you'd say yes, so sure that you'd be the one to keep making him happy like this, so sure you were the one that he wanted to keep loving for the rest of his life.
Seeing another one balls deep inside you, giving you the pleasure that Lucifer thought only he could give you,.... It crushed him…. But he didn't fall to his knees. No. He wouldnt give you the satisfaction of seeing him like that. Instead, he threw the champagne bottle at the wall, barely missing both of you and your apparent new lovers' heads, which were now turned in shock to look at him. He saw your lips moving, forming apologetic words, but he didn't hear them. He couldnt hear them.
Lucifer stormed out of the room that night, the diamond ring thrown at your face and long forgotten. He ran through the storm filled night that so much represented his feelings. Did Diavolo knew, he wondered? Was he aware of the feelings he felt? The feelings of anger… of sorrow… and heartbreak.
He went back to that liquor store where he retrieved the bottle of champagne… his new best friend, and bought himself several bottles of different things; vodka, rum, red wine, white wine, tequila, bourbon… anything he could get his hands on. Some liquids entered his body, some bottles were thrown at his walls with tear filled eyes and desperate screams, finally and for once, letting his emotions take control. He was gripping his hair, knowing if he pulled just a little harder he'd pull himself apart. Bruises covered his knuckles from where he hit the walls and broken glass bottles, clothes were in disarray on the floor, his life was a mess.
How could someone that he trusted, that he oh so much loved, do this to him? How could someone break his heart into these tiny pieces and stomp on them like it was nothing? Was this payback for all the pain he, himself, caused? The irony almost made him laugh, made him drown himself in another couple bottles.
Days passed, weeks went by. Lucifer has barely slept; kept himself awake and numb on hundreds of different alcohol bottles. His living space was unrecognizable. Walls were stained with various glass, liquids, and blood. Picture frame were broken. His voice was gone from all the screaming and crying. Succubi left his room on the regular. Diavolo was worried. Even his family attempted to reach out to him to no avail. No one has seen him or heard of him. And he cant say he will ever step into the light again, because the Lucifer you came to know and love was gone again, back to his former self. A faint picture of the past.
A picture you took with you the night you decided to break him.
#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me headcanons#obey me scenarios#lucifer x mc#obey me lucifer#lucifer obey me#lucifer#lucifer x reader#angst
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what are your favorite jonas and martha scenes in season3?
oh my god they KILLED me this season!! i always loved jonas and og martha (moreso on my rewatch before s3) but the way jonas and alt-martha interact kills me because like.. she’s the person he loves most in the world but isn’t at the same time and she has no idea who he is but they’re literal soulmates, the origin of everything, adam and eve, and then the angels at the end who save everything and everyone.. s3 for them was just... a lot lol
as far as moments go, one that majorly stands out to me is when they’re in martha’s room after visiting the middle aged version of her and the interaction they have right before they kiss and then have sex is so perfect... like the way she’s like “when you walked in the door i swear i knew you like i had seen you in a dream before” WHICH SHE HAD WHEN SHE WAS A KID BUT IT WASN’T A DREAM!!! and then she gets sad and insecure and upset and is like “the martha in your world.. what was she like? was she like me?” because she knows he loved that martha and she starts crying and then he puts his nasty ass gross dirty fingernails hand on her face to comfort her and then HE starts crying and she also strokes his cheek and UGH THE WAH THEY LOOK AT EACH OTHER AND THE VULNERABILITY OF THAT MOMENT IS INCREDIBLE THE CHEMISTRY IS INSANE like the moment is so delicate and quiet and there’s barely any dialogue for the whole like 2 minutes or so of that moment besides her lines but it’s so so vulnerable and you can tell they’re both scared and confused because they’ve just been told they have to save the world in like 2 days and they both need comfort and he loves the other version of her but not her and she knows that but she needs him in that moment and they’re both crying and ugh i could go on forever about that moment (AND THEN HOW LABRYNTH SONG PLAYS LATER DURING THE MONTAGE WHEN THEYRE HAVING SEX.. THE L Y R I C S like genuinely fits them and the show so perfectly and i’ve thought about making a lyric analysis breakdown of that song in relation to them and the show lol)
and the scene in front of the cave where jonas is explain the suicide mission they have to go on to alt martha and is like “we’re the problem.. we’re the glitch in the matrix”... which is a direct callback to the scene og martha and jonas share in the very first episode where they’re like “déjà vu is a glitch in the matrix” “or a message from the other side”.. THE TWO DIFFEFENT WORLDS ahskdhajs the whole show was in front of us the entire time and i have a post explaining this moment in detail (and other ones that i’m describing here that i’ll link when i’m not on mobile) but oh my goodness realizing that the theme of glitch in the matrix was actually THEM the whole time.. incredible
oh my god wait and speaking of the cave the moment earlier on in the season after she cuts her face and they go to visit eva and he’s like “this is wrong, i’m wrong here” and she’s like “this is wrong??” (they literally just had sex the night before) and kisses him passionately and then just walks away and how that’s a DIRECT parallel to the scene of them in the rain in 1x9.. THE WRITING IN THIS SHOW
oh my god and then later in the cave when he returns the question (after having just met alt martha again for the first time) and is like “the jonas in your world.. what was he like..?” and they’re both crying and THE LOOK ON HER FACE BECAUSE HE DOESNT KNOW WHAT THEY DID TOGETHER AND THAT THEY HAD THAT NIGHT AND THAT THEY KIND OF FELL IN LOVE AND THAT THERE IS NO JONAS IN HER WORLD OH MY GOD UGH and then the blue glitter starts twirling through the air and they both look at it in awe and sadness with tears cascading down their faces because they both know this is their fate, they’re about to sacrifice themselves and not exist anymore and it’s so beautifully filmed and they know it’s what they have to do but they’re about to die so it’s so sad ugh
and then the FUCKING LIGHT TUNNEL SCENE and how he and alt martha have known of each other their entire lives despite living in different worlds and not realizing it until they’re on a suicide mission to save the world.. GOD and the way when they meet up they just looK at each other and know that this is the moment they have to go and jonas sets up the time machine and they walk forwards into the light, hand in hand, leaving their fates of becoming adam and eva behind and instead becoming the angels that save everyone
and then their death scene... the way they realize seeing themselves as children wasn’t a dream, it was a MEMORY!! and martha is like “is that all we’ll be now, a dream?” and they’re both crying AGAIN BECAUSE THEY BOTH CRIED THE ENTIRE SEASON TOGETHER and they start glitter fading away into gold and jonas looks at her, finally peaceful because he’s completed his hero’s journey of stopping his own existence despite he’s about to die, and he says THE LINE to martha one last time “we’re a perfect match” and reaches out his hand for her to hold and she holds it back and he steps closer and says “never believe anything else” and they they both fade away together... i just.. it was the most perfect ending to their story ever and i’m so so happy with the way that scene was done.. the fact that as he’s dying he reminds her that he loves her and that they’re soulmates despite that not being HIS martha or his alt-martha that he spent all that time with.... and they both have no idea that martha is pregnant with their child....just leave me in a puddle of tears
anyways jonas x martha 4ever i love them (og and alt) and their dynamic is just incredible and the way they interacted and pieced together what they had to do in season 3.. so incredible and beautiful and bittersweet and heartbreaking.. also yeah anytime there was any sense of parallel to something earlier that was then repeated between them drives me CRAZY and gets me SO emotional bc the show is all about repetition and time and so the parallels are all symbolic and the creators of this show are pure genuines for the way they craft this and lisa vicari and louis hofmann are just so brilliant and their performances as martha and jonas and the chemistry they have and the strength and vulnerability and complexity they bring to both of their characters.. just incredible i can’t say enough wonderful things i love them and this show so much <3
#SO MANY FEELINGS RN#dark netflix#jonas kahnwald#martha nielsen#alt martha#jonas x martha#martha x jonas#lisa vicari#louis hofmann#asks#this just took me like 30 minutes to write ahdkdj its what they deserve <3333
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As promised, I made Ren suffer tonight.
More Than a Broken Heart ( JINGUJI REN x Cheater!READER)
They say that the first few months of a relationship are the happiest because the two people in it are in their honeymoon phase and fail to see any flaws. They ignore any red flags and any wrong doings from their partner. Instead, they lay in each others arms and talk about the future like it isnt the most uncertain thing in the world and ages away. They talk about how much their hearts swell in each other's presence and the kind of happiness they give one another. How much they could kiss each other's lips for hours on end and how their hands fit together like theyre meant to be. There's always that air of uncertainty when someone flirts with the other and an air of puppy love thats surely to never leave their heads. Ren felt just that with you; this seemingly never ending honeymoon phase that brought stars to your eyes and love to your soul.
He remembers the subtle touches and the soft flirty phrases whispered in each other's ears at the beginning, and the lifelong adventures that you guys seemed to go on. From running on the beach in the middle of the night, chasing each other in the sand like little children and tackling each other onto the still hot ground, to rainy afternoons when you guys went to get coffee and you forgot your umbrella; a cliché movie scene he will make sure to seal with a kiss. His brain floods with images of pranking his bandmates and laughing at Masato's angry face when a bag of flour got poured over him or 'accidentally' washing Camus' sparkling white pants with a bright red t-shirt right before a very important event he had to go to. But he also remembers the soft first kiss that finally broke through both of you guys' feelings, how flushed your cheeks were and how warm you hand felt in his hand.
Most importantly, he remembers how you made him feel. The warmth and love he craved for so long came flooding into him like a tsunami every time he was around you, every time you touched. How your laugh rang in his ears like the bell of an old church, and how his shirt caught all your tears. How he was always there for you because he felt like that is the least he could do after you gave him not just your love, but your time and patience. He listened to all your problems, made sure you felt needed and important and loved back. Yet it seemed like it was never enough and this time he was the one crying.
Ren was angry. He felt betrayed. Used. Dirty. But most importantly he felt hopeless. He made a decision a long time ago; that you were the one he was going to marry. That you'd be the one to stand by his side for the rest of your life. That he was the one to keep bringing a smile to your face. He would be the one to get your heart beating and your cheeks flushing. Ren would make sure that you're taken care of, in every sense of the way. That he would be your knight in shining armor, no matter the challenges you guys might face. But how could he still be all that?
To see you, in a sea of rose petals and candles that he set up for this oh so special occasion, looking as beautiful as ever, with another man, crushed him. He simply had gone to get a bottle of champagne to celebrate, because he was so sure that you'd say yes, so sure that you'd be the one to keep making him happy like this, so sure you were the one that he wanted to keep loving for the rest of his life.
Seeing another man balls deep inside you, giving you the pleasure that Ren thought only he could give you,.... It crushed him…. But he didn't fall to his knees. No. He wouldnt give you the satisfaction of seeing him like that. Instead, he threw the champagne bottle at the wall, barely missing both of you and your apparent new lovers' heads, which were now turned in shock to look at him. He saw your lips moving, forming apologetic words, but he didn't hear them. He couldnt hear them.
Ren stormed out of the apartment that night, the diamond ring thrown at your face and long forgotten. He ran through the storm filled night that so much represented his feelings. The feelings of anger… of sorrow… and heartbreak.
He went back to that liquor store… his new best friend, and bought himself several bottles of different things; vodka, rum, red wine, white wine, tequila, bourbon… anything he could get his hands on. Some liquids entered his body, some bottles were thrown at his walls with tear stained eyes and desperate screams. He was gripping his hair, knowing if he pulled just a little harder he'd pull himself apart. Bruises and cuts covered his knuckles from where he hit the now bloody walls and broken glass bottles, clothes were in disarray on the floor, his life was a mess.
How could someone that he trusted, that he oh so much loved, do this to him? How could someone break his heart into these tiny pieces and stomp on them like it was nothing? Was this payback for all the pain he, himself, caused? The irony almost made him laugh, made him drown himself in another couple bottles.
Days passed, weeks went by. Ren has barely slept; kept himself awake and numb on hundreds of different alcohol bottles. His living space was unrecognizable. Walls were stained with various glass, liquids, and blood. Picture frame were broken. His voice was gone from all the screaming and crying. Hookers left his apartment on the regular. His friends were worried. Even his family attempted to reach out to him to no avail. No one has seen him or heard of him. And he cant say he will ever step into the light again, because Ren Jinguji is gone. A faint picture of the past.
A picture you took with you the night you decided to break him.
#uta no prince sama#uta no prince shining live#utapri starish stillnotsorry#quartet night#starish#utanoprincesama#utapri headcanons#natsuki shinomiya#camus#ranmaru kurosaki#heartbreak#ichinose tokiya#cecil aijima#jinguji ren#ren jinguji#otoya ittoki#kurusu syo#hijirikawa masato#reiji kotobuki#ai mikaze
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My 100 most listened to songs this year (that are on Spotify) :3
Ateez: Twilight (not even surprised there, its my favourite song ever)
Ateez: Wave (even though I’m an Illusion type of gal Illusion is usually for when i feel good, and Wave is when I want to feel better and keep my spirits up at work so. hence)
Ateez: Say My Name (she’s perfect)
Ateez: Illusion (AYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE)
Ateez: Aurora (shut up its hONGJOONG’S SONG)
Ateez: Hala Hala (DEEP IN MY HEART, DEEP IN MY SOUL)
BTS: Boy With Luv (lies and deceit, this is NOT my most listened to BTS track, last.fm can back me up)
BTS: Dionysus (SHE WAS MY MOST PLAYED BTS TRACK AND thats the periodt on that tea i just aged fifty years)
Ateez: Utopia (WE CAN TOUCH UTOPIA WE CAN REACH THERE UTOPIA)
Ateez: Dancing Like Butterfly Wings (WHOUOOAH WHWOAUHAIFD)
Ateez: Pirate King (for the hundredth time, Hongjoong, i WILL be your friend)
BTS: Make It Right (no)
Seventeen: HIT (listen………………………………………….. shouldve been the title track)
TxT: Crown (i am so happy my most listened to txt track isnt….. something else…. *gulps* good job, hatchlings. and when will i stop calling you hatchlings? NEVER)
Ateez: Sunrise (HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHONGJOONG’S SONG - listen this song is cheesy and im absolutely in love with it. i want. joy. my heart Seeks it, i cant help it)
BTS: Mikrokosmos (like i said fuck joy)
Taemin: Stone Heart (im being called out for being a sad thot. or a horny emo. idk)
GentleBeatz: Cold Night (pls im crying)
ATEEZ: Precious (MINGIIIIYYAAAAAHHHHH. fuck it up, son)
BTS: Home (im exhauussted man. guess wat. i jus wanna go home. ME TOO, namjoon)
Day6: Beautiful Feeling (its the tragedy of my life that there are no caps in hangul. this is truly. the most beautiful song and it brings me so much happiness. and dowoon. it brings me so much dowoon.)
Seventeen: CLAP (*vibrating at a frequency that could shatter glass* bbbBAkKKSSsUUUuu)
Sunmi: LaLaLay (this is why i think this list definitely has a limit on how many songs you can have from an artist on this list because LaLaLay is like my fiftieth most-listened to this year according to last.fm and has a lot of BTS and Seventeen and more ATEEZ before it so idk. anyway sunmi good, release a minialbum pleaaaase?)
BTS: Jamais Vu (its jins song :<)
Ateez: Crescent (*closes eyes* nO)
Day6: Like That Sun (BOIIII day6 really is something else)
Seventeen: Home (honestly? i cry. awh i cant believe this year started with seventeen, it was so so so so nice to become a carat x””””) and this song, man… warmth ♥)
BTS: Intro: Persona (WHO THE HELL AM I)
Ateez: Treasure (hoOOOOBOI thank fuck i watched the dance practice that made me appreciate this song better x””))
Taemin: Want (quote from myself: “I’m not sure about the song but Taemin is a really beautiful man” oKAY)
Seventeen: Our Dawn Is Hotter Than Day (my actual favourite svt song :”””) its. peace ♥)
Lauv: I’m So Tired (bitch i am)
Ateez: Promise (NO ONE TAAAKE YOOUUUUU DOOOOOOOWN)
NCT Dream: Boom (what are these foetuses doing here lmao)
BTS: I Need U (whats THIS motherfucker doing here x”) fuck off)
BSS: Just Do It (the Only Song)
Ateez: My Way (this Hongjoong rap……. i swear, my LIFE)
Seventeen: Boomboom (the LEAST LIKED SVT TITLE TRACK??!?! kiSS MY BUTT)
BTS: Mic Drop (u kno, the steve aoki one)
……………. TxT: Cat & Dog (listen…… its Yeonjun’s rap, i swear! IM INNOCENT!!!)
Ateez: Stay (me: its the Wanted intro song! x”””))
Seventeen: Don’t Wanna Cry (ulgo shipji anha bitch)
BTS: Blood Sweat & Tears (last year’s most listened………. still as horny as ever)
NCT 127: Superhuman (they do have a lot of songs that i love but i feel like this is the song?! like The Song?!?!? The Comeback? its just so well put together and i love LOVE the choreo. doyoung ate the vocals)
Ateez: Desire (another song i really didnt appreciate in the beginning but. I changed my ways, i promise, tHAT OUTROOOOOO)
Stray Kids: Miroh (fine, fINE THEY GOT ME WITH THIS ONE)
Seventeen: Lie Again (bitch. also i realised my favourite line isnt even said by mingyu its said by mr. scoops. anyway im in pain)
BTS: Anpanman (i still cant believe how Actually good this song is x”””))
Ateez: Wonderland (you know for a song that was only released two months ago! only one of which was measured by spotify, its p good! gAJAAAAA)
Taemin: Sexuality (that one perf. you know the one. yeah.)
Apink: 응응 (this was released in JANUARY and its still one of the best songs this year)
BTS: Trivia: Seesaw (he has a CHOREO)
Ateez: Light (yuNHO’S SONG)
Seventeen: Getting Closer (fuck them haters, this is the most well-put together svt song that exists fight me about it)
Shinee: Symptoms (this song is Beautiful, i remember going through shinee’s discography and being FLOORED)
BTS: Go Go (yoloyoloyoloyo)
Ateez: WIN (AAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEE)
Seventeen: Bring It (Hoshi: imma kill everyone in this mofakin house)
Taemin: Artistic Groove (”oh i dont like this song that much” she said “Im a fucking LIAR” she said)
BTS: Pied Piper (why nOT DIMPLE)
Ateez: Mist (WOOYOUNG’S SONG)
Seventeen: If I (The Hip Hop Unit Song)
Taemin: Move (its Her)
BTS: Epiphany (:< lovely jin ♥ i remember getting into bts and deciding to bias jin Immediately and then five days later this bitch drops you ain ever seen an emotional rollercoaster like that)
Ateez: Thank U (dude when yunho and yeosang go hAL MARI ISSEO and the jongho goes nEOL SAENGGAKHAMYEON BYE)
Seventeen: Moonwalker (this is so random x”) WHY NOT ROCKET since i have to be tormented by my sins anyway)
Taemin: Shadow (fair, fair, this was my favourite from this album for a long time)
Trivia: Love (nae sarang sarang sarang)
Ateez: Dazzling Light (CHOREO!??!?!)
Seventeen: No F.U.N. (this is such a random selection of svt songs spotify put in here x”””))
Taemin: my current fave from this album :””))
NCT 127: Touch (BITCH IM SO SOFT FOR THIS SONG ITS SO CUTE)
Ateez: With U (cOFFEE SHOP MUSIC)
BTS: Begin (why this. i dont even like jk)
Block B: Very Good - Rough Ver. (of course this is on here x”””) LETS GO)
Day6: Sing Me (that one live did it for me where jae just Goes Missing and then he’s in the middle of the crowd suddenly yes very good)
Ateez: If Without You (little known fact the OOOOH and WhoOOOAOaa sound effects in the background are all Me)
Taemin: Danger (neolhumchyeogayohumchyeogayo)
BTS: Dimple (finally! anyway this choreo was a mistake)
NCT 127: Simon Says (”i dont like this song that much” sHE LIED AGAIN)
Ateez: Beginning of the End (why lmao)
Day6: Somehow (ahhh this used to be my ultimate favourite day6 song and its still v close to the top ahahhHfdjhkéfdosdjágf I love IT)
Seventeen: Hug :<
Oneus: 가자 (GIVE ONEUS THEIR WELL-DESERVED WIN THEY HAD THREE KILLER TITLE TRACKS THIS YEAR THEYRE AMAZING)
NCT U: Boss (jungooooo ♥♥)
BTS: Reflection (Kim Namjoon Made Me Cry In Public????!!?!)
Seventeen: Highlight (get. out. of. my. sight.)
Bastille: Bad Decisions (is…. is this the first (and possibly only…) non k-pop song on this list,!??! hahAhfddéjfdk)
Day6: Shoot Me (DEI SIKSEU DEI SIKSEU WHOOOOOOOOOO that was the fanchant)
Steve Aoki (feat. two random people): Waste It On Me (kim namjoon stop telling me to eat you)
Seventeen: Oh My! (ah when i used to listen to this every morning to give me Good Mood)
Oneus: Twilight (taEYANGI TTEOREOJINDA)
Taemin: Thirsty (same)
Editors: Barricades (oh good, save me, tom, sAVE ME. this song is actually amazing. i love uhhhhh uUUUHHHH frankenstein and the other new ones (i know their titles) but this one is just up there too ♥♥)
Seventeen: Good to Me (and then mingyu outthotted everyone and the world exploded, the end)
Day6: 121U (the song that first got stuck with me!)
Baekhyun: UN Village (this is so random but i mean i wont lie.)
The Boyz: Bloom Bloom (im so happy this is on here. these guyz deserve so much more love and recognition ♥♥ both bloom bloom and ddd are amazing and. theyve had a year)
Seventeen: Very Nice (you could say this song is… aju nice ;-))
Momomeme: Gogobebe (oh does this mean i can be bisexual? since theres a gg on this list? PLEEEEEEASE)
#spotify#spotify wrapped#yey :)#a qUARTER of this is ateez lmao#more even#there was EIGHT bts last year#theres more now i think nine...teen?#idk but lol
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Medieval Sheith AU
So I sent @serpent-princess a post on instagram about the paladins of Voltron with capes, and my mind immediately went to a medieval sheith AU.
Disclaimer: I sent this in random chunks and it’s not a fully coherent thought.
~Now I want a medieval AU where Shiro is the king, and he has his knights; Hunk, Pidge, and Keith. Lance is a master thief who tries to steal the royal jewels, and gets caught...by Shiro. So he gets a choice: get locked up for life, or become a knight. So obviously he chooses to become a knight. Allura and Coran are visiting dignitaries from a foreign land, and she ends up falling for lance. Lotor is like the weird mystic guy that no one really trusts, except for Shiro.
~ (Bc I live for a friendship between them). But the main ship is Shiro and Keith, and everybody sees the tension between them, but they ignore it bc it would be ~scandalous~. Keith is like the captain of the knights so he’s also Shiro’s personal bodyguard and training buddy and so they always get into situations that are awkward and slightly sexual, like Keith pins Shiro, but Keith is sitting on Shiro and they looks at each other, and then immediately get up and start making excuses and go hide and scream at themselves
~ Like Zarkon is the evil guy, and he tries to assassinate Shiro, but Keith saves him, and they’re in that position that Jane and Loki were in in Thor 2, ya know like Loki was crouched over Jane, shielding her? It’s the same, Keith is shielding Shiro with his body, and he gets hurt, and they both think he’s gonna die, so it’s a big sad talk between them, and Keith is all like “I’m so glad I could spend my life serving you, my king” and Shiro’s like “how many times have I told you to call me Shiro.”
~ “I’m sorry *coughs up blood* my ki-Shiro. I don’t think I belong to this world for much longer *coughs up blood again*” then Shiro is crying, tears dripping onto Keith’s face, and he leans down and kisses Keith, who has just enough life to lean into it for a moment before going limp, and Shiro is ugly sobbing over Keith’s body, his head cradled in his lap, and everyone is there now, comforting Shiro, and Lotor creeps into the room, being all creepy, and then he’s like “I can save him”
~So Lotor summons a drink or some shit, but tells shiro that it must be him to make the deal with the demon bc he’s the one that loves Keith the most. *time skip* So Keith wakes up in Shiro’s bed, and shiro is sitting in a chair, looking like he hasn’t slept in days, and his cape is covering his right side, and when he gets up after realizing that Keith is awake, his right arm is revealed
~ His arm is made of metal, and has vast etchings, that are inked (bc I want tattooed Shiro) which is his deal with the demon saying that when he dies (naturally) his soul will go to hell and Keith hates that Shiro sacrificed part of himself to save Keith bc “I’m a knight and it was my honor and duty to protect you with my life, why would you do that, how could you yadda yadda” and Shiro just says “because I love you!” And Keith’s breathe hitches and all that shit, then they kiss
~ And they walk out of the room, arm in arm, and they say it’s bc Keith still can’t hold himself up, but then Lance is like “nawwww y’all are in love, stop lying to us” and so Keith and Shiro are blushing and whatever, but theyre like yes, we’re in love. *time skip* a royal proclamation was made, saying the King is to be married, and everyone is like “whaaat who is the lucky lady, there haven’t been any princesses here lately, and lots of people think it’s Allura
~ And on the wedding day, all the peasants are allowed to attend bc Shiro is a benevolent ruler whom everyone loves, and so Shiro is at the alter in the middle of the crowd and wearing his fanciest kingly robes, and then everyone starts murmuring bc here comes....Keith, in his brand new sparkly red knight armor walking down the aisle, and then everyone is cheering, and Lotor is officiating (and also glaring at people who look like they want to object) and they have super cute vows
~ And Shiro dips Keith when they kiss, and everyone is happy and throwing flowers, and the other knights, and Allura are the groomsmen (and woman) and they are all crying and Keith and Shiro are just so in love walking back to the castle for the reception, and like inside the castle is for noble people but there is a huge feast outside for the peasants (bc shiro is the best king ever) cue cliche wedding scene and then there’s the wedding night and lance keeps making innuendos so they leave
~ And then there’s super romantic soft smut bc they’re ~so in love~ and then it’s a time skip to when they’re older and Shiro is sitting on the throne with Keith by his side doing super kingly duties like holding court or some shit and suddenly there’s a gaggle of children yelling “Papa papa” and they jump on Shiro and everyone is laughing and then Lance and Allura are off to the side, holding children with lovely white hair
~ And Hunk and Pidge are still guarding the kings but Hunk is courting Shay and Pidge lives with their brother who is a sorcerer. Lotor is still weird, but he’s friends with Allura and they talk about Allura’s home country bc Lotor is obsessed with learning about his heritage bc he was abandoned in this kingdom by Haggar and Zarkon. Everyone trusts him but lance doesn’t like him. Keith has a pet wolf and found his mom, bc after they got married, Shiro told him to go find his family
~ Bc he deserves it (but Shiro just wanted to meet his mom and thank her for birthing such a beautiful child) and Lance hates that Keith came back EVEN MORE BEAUTIFUL and stronger or whatever bc Shiro won’t shut up about it
~ And everything is a happy ending and Hunk and Shay get married and have kids, Pidge stays unmarried and fights anyone that tells them that they should have gotten married when they had they chance.
~ Then Keith is gone, and Shiro is super old, and tired, wishing he could follow Keith, but knows that the demon will call in his contract when Shiro dies. The kingdom now belongs to their oldest child, who is doing an even better job than his dad, and Shiro falls asleep, and passes peacefully after a night hanging out with his grandchildren. He wakes in hell, and the demon makes this huge speech about how he’s wanted Shiro’s soul for so long and he’s supremely glad that Shiro never tried to break the contract, but the demon saw how much he and Keith loved each other, and how heart broken Shiro was the two times Keith died (the first time then of old age) and he realizes that it was true love, one of the rarest things in the universe, so he allows Shiro to follow Keith into the afterlife, and they then live on for eternity, happy, and their castle in the clouds ends up inhabited with their descendants, and Pidge, Hunk, Allura, Lance, and Lotor
#voltron#keith#shiro#lance#allura#pidge#hunk#coran#keith kogane#lance mcclain#takashi shirogane#sheith#allurance#shunk#shay x hunk#shiro x keith#allura x lance#sheith headcanon#sheith AU#medieval AU#voltron with capes
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Angel Beats! Review: (LOL this is a long ass review. Please enjoy as i felt like it was appropriate for this one to be more from-the-heart like the anime itself :o and Yes, I highly recommend it as you can see. Happy watching)
How to begin... It was a Saturday night when my coworker suggested we watch this anime that he held in high regard. The three of us had just finished work and planned to relax with food, burritos from La Vics. After deciding that we would enjoy our late night meal with a show, my coworker logged into his Crunchyroll account and then... we all fell asleep. The End Jokes aside, I didn’t expect to binge watch an entire 12 episode series in a night. Especially when I had work the next morning. But like the unreal, exhausting next day where I struggled to stay awake for the next 7 hours of work, there is probably no other that comes to mind in terms anime when it comes to Angel Beats!. Animation, Soundtrack, Emotion, Angel Beats practically topped every expectation that I had whenever I begin a new series that I knew so little about. The animation for Angel Beats! is superb. Every movement the characters made, during fast-paced battles to the high-energy school concerts to even just the interactions the characters have with their friends was all on point. There hasn’t been a moment during my viewing where I thought to myself “huh, the animation quality dipped”, which is rare for any series. Especially when similar series with fluid animation quality still suffered during the middle of the series. But most definitely, the most eye-catching thing about the show that highlights this point is the opening. HOT DAMN!: the piano, the Angel’s movements, camera rotation. I can go on and on. Openings are one of the most important and memorable things about an anime. It get’s you hyped for it each week a new episode airs, you connect the opening to the anime whenever you hear it being played as you walk down the street. The animation team for AB! did one helluva job with this project and it’s become one of the most memorable things that I love about Angel Beats!
Speaking of the opening, everything music related about the series is amazing! Let’s first address the hidden support of any anime ever, the soundtrack. Soundtracks are important imo as it keeps the viewers engaged while watching. The music whenever the Afterlife War Front are plotting their secret operations or just up to no good, are all catchy with their tempos, almost reminding me planning phases of a tactics video game. Which could also be synonymous to how the Afterlife War Front are afterall, while they fight to repel the Angel, it’s almost like theyre plotting to play tricks on their fellow student(s) and live out their lives as if they were alive and causing trouble at school. Meanwhile, you have the anime’s rockband group, Girl’s Dead Monster. Despite being a front so the main protag and his posse can pull off their Operations discretely without getting innocent students involved, the rock band’s music not only do a splendid job keeping the student’s attention but mine as well. It’s almost like how K-On has their own music for the anime but is also commonly listened to on other’s free time. The anime’s “singles” as I would call it, also remind me of FLCL, how the identity of the music is synonymous to the anime and vice versa. It also fits so well in the anime so that it has purpose and reason for being included instead of a gimmick to make viewers go “yeah Angel Beats! is good! did you know it also has a single in it as well?”. It instead makes you go “yeah Angel Beats! is amazing! They even have their own songs that help tell its story!” Also Iwasawa’s “ballad” tho TT_TT Now finally the opening. The opening is beautiful. When the song begins to reach the climax and then hits the chorus, it’s strong as it shakes your soul. It moves you as the piano in both the song and the anime opening strikes each key with power. And the lyrics. While the song is great to listen to without reading or understanding the lyrics, the passion from the singing is fine enough, the lyrics fit so well to the themes and the plot of the anime itself. And honestly, when reading the lyrics during the final episodes of the series, hooo boy does it hit you like a truck.
Going back to what I said about the anime at the beginning, Angel Beats! topped every expectation I had about it. While the story was familiar, students in another world fighting against a common enemy, what made this series stand out so much from anything else I typically watch was its humor, its suspense and its sad moments. The series is fun as hell to watch as the character’s interact with one another. Though all anime are gonna have this sort of interaction between close friends, the way they make fun or prank each other, Angel Beats! seems to knock that out of the ball park with its flavor of punchlines, references to other anime, but moreso, the memes. There are so many jokes that they use throughout the series and they’ll often reoccur, such as the RIP theme, cutting off other characters whenever theyre talking, so on so forth. Angel Beats! is also memorable as hell for how suspenseful and sad it is. All the characters have suffered most unfortunate deaths, resulting in their revivals in the limbo school/realm (for lack of a better term) where they can continue to live their lives as regular students and fill/replace the voids and bad memories that have occured to them in the past. You have Iwasawa’s inability to live her dream to perform for a live audience due to head trauma caused by her abusive father, Yui’s inability to live a normal life in the first place due to being paralyzed at a very young age, Yuri’s inability to save her own young siblings from thieves/murderers. Though that’s practically the entire list, it’s still nonetheless depressing for an anime, especially when the situations that the characters have lived through in their previous lives are so real and definitely hit so close to home (in a believable sense that is). And goddamn is it especially sad at the last episode. It’s one of the rare and few animes that have made me cry... Anyways, Angel Beats! is a high-tier on my list for good reason and I implore everyone to give it a chance if you haven’t watched it already.
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Oh! Oh! What do you think Leaf's and Green's childhood was like together?
NICE,,
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(this one actually will be a lil angsty)
the oaks have always lived in pallet town, the redwoods moved in when leafs mom was still pregnant, and her dad was still there. they ended up being great friends with the whole oak family!! at this time daisy was 5, and their mom was pregnant with green
leafs dad was a big adventurer type, his first love was his wife and his second was THE GREAT ADVENTURE he liked to explore other regions and such, and he was also fabulously rich (probably from his family). he died in an accident while off in another region before leaf was born, which is why her dad isnt around. her mom did inherit the money however, which is why the mom never had to work LOL
leafs dad is also the reason she went traveling later on. she thought that if she traveled she would somehow. find him. or connect with him in some way. like she would find him in the adventure out there. she never did.
green is about 2-3 months older than leaf!!! so he was born first, and then leaf, both beautiful babies!!!!!!
despite being born in the same town, they didnt start actually interacting until they were about 3 years old.
they first met when green was outside with daisy and their parents, and he looked over and saw mrs. redwood in her garden showing leaf all the pretty flowers. so ofc hes like. WOW ANOTHER PERSON!! FRIEND!!! and goes over
so hes all excited. but polite. with a “Morning Mrs. Redwood!! Whos that???” and leaf is shy af at this age. shes just quiet and kind of scared tbh. her mom has to push her towards him like “Say hi!”
leaf wore her hat all the time, and often hid her eyes because she’d been teased about it before. so greens smiling ear to ear because friend!!!! “Hi I’m Green whats your name???!!!”. hes a happy child. very exicted
and she answers with a really quiet “L-Leaf-” and he IMMEDIATLY “COOL!!!!!! LETS GO PLAY!!!!!” AND GRABS HER HAND AND DRAGS HER OFF TO GO PLAY SOMEWHERE
he was a very cute kid fyi. everyone in the oak family is phenominally beautiful and no one knows why. everyone loves him
so while theyre playing he asks why shes hiding her eyes, she answers because they look weird, and he laughs it off and says he wants to see. at first shes like no!!!! but he starts playfully fighting her over it and takes her hat off and he has this. wow moment. because. her eyes are like shining rubies and he just stares at her for. a reallly long time.
so shes blushing and gonna cry soon and says “I told you-” and meanwhile hes just. completely enamoured. and this moment pretty much stays with him for the rest of his life because he always thinks she has the most beautiful eyes.
so after a while of just staring at her his mouth is just hanging open and he blurts out “Pretty.” and SHES SHOCKED.. this is one of the reaons why starts to develop a crush on him.
ofc from this point on theyre like. best friends. they do everything together . its mostly green dragging her around doing dumb shit and eating daisys baking and watching tv. prof oak completly adores leaf and is thrilled that green is her best friend. he cant wait to see them as researchers or trainers. hes already brainstorming what pokemon he should give them first. hes planning their wedding 15 years in advance.
they spend a lot of time in the lab watching prof oak do his research and playing with his pokemon. he tells them a bunch of stories about his old adventures.
when theyre about 5 they watch one of the pokemon league matches being shown on tv and this is the defining moment. where they both decide independantly that “one day, im gonna be champion too”
greens parents support him 100%. his father tells him that he will always believe in him and that hes gonna be the best champion ever when he grows up, unlike any champion before him, and to never give up on his dream. this is the reason why green is obsessed with being the best trainer in the world.
when theyre 7, green and daisys parents die in an accident. this is the point where green gets more kinda bitter and nasty, and daisy becomes more mature and motherly. Its a few weeks after the funeral when leaf tries to go over and see green, daisy tells her he doesnt want to see anyone.
another few weeks after that, she finds him outside on the oceanside at the end of pallet town. even though leaf lost her father, she never knew him, so she’d never feel the level of hurt that green is feeling. at this age, she doesnt understand the gravity of the situation.
she asks green if he wants to play or watch tv. hes angry, and shes insistant, and when he yells at her to leave him alone, they have a fight. this is the point when green says something mean and hurtful to her and the point where they stop being friends and start being something closer to rivals.
after this leaf goes home and cries, and after a week or so daisy brings green over to apologize to her. hug it out kiddos.
over the years they develop into rivals over grades, sports, and literally everything else. despite their rivalry, theyre still surpringly pretty close, and they become the most competative pair of kids anyone has ever scene.
When theyre about 10 and throughout their middle school, green starts to develop into his snarky and arrogant self. the fact that hes the prettiest, smartest, most atheltic and teacher-beloved kid in school doesnt help his overinflated ego. he starts teasing and kind of bullying leaf more, though he still secretly watches out for her and backhandedly sticks up for her sometimes
meanwhile, leaf becomes more confident in herself and works her butt off to be right at the top with green in everything. even though green is being more of a jerk to her, she still sees that he cares when he does things like defending her against the other kids who make fun of her and grabbing her homework for her when shes sick.
green seems to pick on leaf a lot more now, and mrs redwood claims its because he has a crush on her. at this point, leaf starts to have a crush on green, which stays for p much the rest of her life LOL,,,,
prof oak is developing the pokedex this whole time. hes concerned about green because of how obsessed he is with being the best and worries he wont treat his pokemon right because hes seen this kind of behavior and motivations when he was on his journey (this story is for another time its long). so he wants green to be a researcher like him, but green is hellbent on being the very best. this puts a lot of tension on their relationship.
when they both get to trainers school(high school) DAMN THEYRE LIKE THE BEST STUDENTS IN THE DAMN PLACE. THEYRE BOTH FRICKEN BEAUTIFUL ATTRACTIVE PEOPLE WITH GOOD GRADES AND ATHLETICS AND EVERYONE LOVES THEM ITS FRIHFJGN…WEIRD…….all the girls like green and all the guys like leaf.,,.
leafs crush on green only gets worse, especially since he becomes this tall handsome snarky arrogant hot piece of ass that teases her. green never admits it but hes attracted to her too. he thinks shes the most super friggin cutest girl hes ever seen and he still loves her eyes. but he never says this so instead he picks on her lol.
greens whole trainers school life is p much just. having most of his classes the same as leafs, teasing her probably as an excuse to hang out with her in the halls, getting jealous of any other guy who tries to spend time with her because damnit thats MY RIVAL and whenever anyone sees him with her its just a long session of “…are you SURE he doesnt like her???” “man, idk anymore.”
and leafs trainers school life is trying to keep up with and competeing with green, getting flustered whenever he teases her, being the subject of A LOT of jealousy because she spends the most time with green out of literally anyone, and soft smiles whenever he helps/hangs out with her because shes just. a fool in love
when push comes to shove though, they actually care about each other a lot. green always sticks up for her when another guy or girl is picking on her, or if the teacher is being unfair, or if she gets in a fight with someone, and leaf always takes care of green, gets his homework for him and keeps him on his toes, and they help each other with school subjects and wait for each other after school to go home together and overall, it seems like they dont like each other but they have a good relationship.
#long post#again#anon#ask#headcanons#sorry i love them a lot#IM GETTIN A LOT OF HEADCANON ASKS TONIGHT WHERE YALL COMING FROM#or is it the same person like.....10 times.................
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Look who decided to open up her tumblr again..this bitch. We’ll see what happens with posting this on the internet for others to read if anyone’s out there. When you think about it the world is such a vast fucking place how the hell am i so concerned about what I’m eating for breakfast or who sees what im wearing today. Thats so bizarre to me.
Anyways let me tell you a little bit about myself. I’m A, for anonymous of course. Also it’s the initial of my middle name to really keep it cool. I’m 23, very tall, and fat, woman. Well am i woman? I mean technically yes i am by birth but nowadays i cant tell if my hate for my boobs stems from my weight or because theyre in the way and i dont feel desired with them. I live in a reaaallllyyyy weird state of perception. Beauty standards speaking i have a perfect sloped small nose, my eyes are a perfect distance from each other, i have a perfect eyebrow shape, i was born with naturally long eyelashes, and pretty full lips. my flaw is my weight and my small teeth. seriously they look like 2nd graders teeth in a grown ups mouth. my weight is proportioned just in my lower stomach which makes it look like im carrying triplets. all the time. i cant sleep comfortably, i cant eat in public without feeling peoples eyes on me. its a very real stereotype thin people thrust on fat people. the shame ihave from being fat and feeling attractive constantly runs on my mind at all times of the day. even sleeping, i think about how people stare. my dilema is...men think im pretty but im just a little too fat to be acceptable on someones arm. thats why ive shut myself out from anyone in a physical sexual or romantic experience. theyd never show me off only in the private eye and feel like im being used never shown.
where was i? oh yeah about me. my parents got divorced when i was merely 4 or 5 and they co parented me. one who was a pushover and the other who was a warden to me. having that dynamic in two seperate households and never a balance ofit surely did a number on me. i am just another person with daddy issues but who doesnt? yeah i was happy as a kid when my dad was making remakrs on how much i ate, what i ate, how my clothes fit, instead of letting me live my life and lead by example. he worried about his weight constantly stil lto this day and hes a skinny old me who looks terrible. he was fat when i was young and worked for years on losing it and once he lost it he acted like this know it all who was god when it came to food and diet. now when it comes to my mom she gave me everything i couldve ever wanted. neglected me at some points focused on work. let me go a week without showering, not eating till afternoon, and didnt get out of bed most of the time in high school. she let me waste away and didnt hold me to any stanard which now makes me ahve to work harder to follow daily habits like showering or washing my face, brushing my teeth. those are still things daily i have a hard time keeping up with. im 23 and thats seriously fucked up right? im not crazy im seriously under developed for the age i am and where my prioroties lie in my life.
i guess the reason im writing all this out is to acknowledge my current state and see where i can read, talks i can listen to, people i can meet to get better. theres information out there all i need to do is go out there and find it. but right now i will continue to sit in this ac on this summer day and appreciate the freeloading im getting from living at home. - A
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ANSWER 1 THROUGH 65 HO
65 Questions You Aren't Used To
WPOOOOO LETS GO
Y E E T
1. Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you?
nnnnooooooo. its called holding onto my last marble.
2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you?
1. sometimes i can freak myself out going to the bathroom at night but bro. i take walks at like 11pm or whenever the hell i please. and i LIKE IT.
3. The person you would never want to meet?
i would not care to meet dick face
4. What is your favorite word?
worm
5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be?
well darn i dont really knowwww!!!!!!! the big jungle one from minecraft. but i love weeping willows of course.
6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought?
i didnt think
7. What shirt are you wearing?
my pyjama shirt from new vegas. las vegas. oh my god. not that i went there. my friend did. ive been wearing it for 3 days now. because its fine.
8. What do you label yourself as?
androgynouOOUUSSSSSSS i heard it described the most accurately for me as “in between blue and pink, purple is a blend while not being either of them.” yes this SPECIFICALLY. i could never be feminine while female presenting, but now that im usually read as masculine i go around seeming gay as fuck. and even though this sounds like heresy considering how i instinctively want to throat punch people who feminize me, i have comfortably considered myself a woman lately ONLYYYYYYYY BY being as butch as a butch can possibly butch. maybe without the cars. i would NEVER go by she/her NEVER NEVER NEVER. like there literally are butch women who go on T and use he/him pronouns. that brings me euphoria too and i find people reallllyyyyyy get mind-bent at this point. i really also get irritated at the idea that identifying with both lessens one or the other... thats why i like the purple thing so much. like im 100% of the thing. i was watching on queer eye, once, there was this part where all these women met up and one of them who was really masculine was saying how “a woman can look like this too” and i was like “i am probably crying for an important reason right now” and sometimes i feel attraction to women that is nOT of the ManTM just... i can do what i want.
but my point is it’s like im only happy if i have a blend. theres even a particular quality of it i can put my finger on, like a rugged, handsome feel... and then a flamboyant, passionate feel... mix em all up...
9. Bright room or dark room?
BRIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
GUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
10. What were you doing at midnight last night?
transition juice, or fucking around with cs paint with some gentle existential dread
11. Favorite age you’ve been so far?
this one, because my life is not hell, and i know a few basics about adulting now
12. Who told you they loved you last?
the sister. i said it for damage control because she had blown a fuse the other day. i was being very fake on purpose because i’m not being vulnerable with someone who will blow up. when she says it all i feel is pain. like cold paralyzing needles in my soul. i cant say i love you to her and mean it, even if i want to. honestly i wish people would say this to me. the most i love yous i remember are from family members putting band aids on the wreckage of our relationships, so i can feel a little twang of guilt and longing for what could have been and should have been. and feel like i should be doing something more. and feeling awkward because you both know they fucked up and it’s the elephant in the room. and i can feel their confusion and sickness causing them pain, feeling that pain for them.
13. Your worst enemy?
hmmm. anyone who made me feel like less than i am. anyone
14. What is your current desktop picture?
cherry blossoms and a city at night that i stole off the internet
15. Do you like someone?
like like crushes right? i fucking wish. i am so god damn sick of myself. i dont feel fuck or shit for anyone. its a fucking wasteland. yes im on T so i want to fuck anything that moves. and yet? can i please have some feelings? please may i have some feelings? not aesthetic appreciation. not moral, personality appreciation. or even just a deep respect and compassion. these are all fine things of course. but cant someone just drive me crazy? cant i have that extra spice of life? cant i just have a little bit of happy crazy? i will know a perfectly lovely person and ill WANT to have feelings for them. but i FUCKEN DONT. I DONT!!!! SHIT!!!!! WHAT IS THE MEANIGN?!?!??!??!?!1 i have fucking YET to meet anyone im more obsessed with than some really gay ocs. come on universe!!!! bring it!!! poor oscar. poor fucking oscar. whatever wavelength im vibing on man you are not on it. i wish you were on it. i wish you were on it oscar. you are hot you are hot with your bike oscar. and the rose quartz i gave you. the rose quartz you wanted. but i feel no authentic electric connection to you. i feel like all i just see is how your brain works with a coolheaded certainty. all i do is analyze what you are wearing so i can be as hot as you. maybe id like to draw you. and girls from work. you are so beautiful and amazing. i see you in bikinis on instagram. and im like oh beauty standards. look at you go, adhering to them. my heart rate goes right along at the same old pace. dont tell me this is principles. does someone have to smell bad? like edward cullen?? CAN SOMEBODY PLEASE JUST SEDUCE ME?!!!?? ID LOVE SOME EXTRA WILL TO LIVE! THEN MY STORIES WILL BE BETTER!!!! see this is the whole problem
16. The last song you listened to?
what am i to you by finn the human or actually that asgore fight song that i do not know the context of and dont want to until i play the game for myself
17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?
i would save this button for a karen.
18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face?
jk rowling. every time i see her face in a news article about why her bland new transphobia anvil book is pretty bland without addressing the raging transphobia in it and around it, i take a minute and contemplate shoving a pie in her face, and agonizing that i cannot do it from this distance.
19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do?
a... slave? is this a kink thing? im fucking laughing this is going to be so honest. probably a toxic person from my past i have unresolved sexual tension with, especially since i was in my abused kid shell and was a huge doormat so now im all vengeful with issues. since this is totally something i am open to considering right now i would like to browse this concept’s menu
20. What is your best physical attribute? (showing said attribute is optional)
yknow what? yknow what? i am just going to say all of me. i am feeling very body positive right now. i often feel isolated as fuck because of trans stuff and male body standards, but thats Also What Makes Me Special :) i like me, i like my face, i think i am very cool and unique, and i can walk fast.
21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do?
GOD DAMN IT THIS FUCKING QUESTION AGAIN
22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it?
yes. but it’s a secret.
23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of?
deep sea creatures. idk. even if its small and not even ugly. i just lose my fucking mind. i jump out of my chair. i get the heebies and the jeebies.
24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal.
okay. chicken. cheese. something spicy so it wont be boring. a fuck ton of veggies so i can be healthy. and some olives, fuck olive haters.
25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it?
IM GOING TO GIVE IT TO MY LANDLORD <3
26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go?
mexico city to see what all my friends are talking about.
27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be?
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w h y
okay. i would go around tasting a bunch of fucking. really fancy old wines. listen i dont really drink okay. but with a very fancy old wine i can go around with a like, glass and look really sophisticated and tell gay things to gay people. hello boys. so id find one that strategically i would like the most for the rest of my life and choose it. and if its expensive i can sell it.
28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place?
i would stick a bell in the middle of it and all of us have to go there at six o’clock and throw bread at each other and fuck.
29. What is your favorite expletive?
cunt. i dont really use it ever, but boy it can pack a punch!
30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno?
that means my trees because theyre living things? good. my phone. i need it to function. everything else i have on the clouds and i can just write on a napkin if i really need.
31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
:(
i wanna say nothing because the good and the bad made me who i am and all that. and they’re learning experiences and healthy stuff. but some of my sisters abuse that has destroyed my psyche, literally just ruined my life, it would make things easier if that hadnt happened.
32. You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world!
WHAT I WANNA KNOW MORE ABOUT THIS LIFE STOP TELL ME HOW I GET THERE
Okay i’m moving to... greece and i’m going to study ancient greek everything and live right on the edge of the sea where the water’s lapping the doorsteps. and im gonna learn greek by immersion
33. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back?
i am not surprised whatsoever death is a cool entity.
probably someone who died really sadly and too soon in my life (no one close to me thank god) but just as a service to society
34. What was your last dream about?
wolves with bombs were chasing me around a giant university. it was all part of the game. i was trying to protect some people... soldiers were chasing me... i was hiding under the floor... hiding from authorities and war are VERY common dreams for me
35. Are you a good….[insert anything you’d like here]?
Writer? Yes. am i saying that to sound full of myself? no. i am fighting very hard to maintain some self-confidence. i have done some writing recently and i am proud as fuck of myself. i caught myself thinking, “now that was banging, i know that was banging.” and so i just admitted it to myself.
36. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital?
nooooot reeeaaaalllyyyyyy. i went in an ambulance for my face swelling up! still dont know if i needed to. still think i was allergic to the person i was talking to at the time. seriously when i stopped talking to them the hives went away. they literally gave me hives sdjfnskjndsjknfkjsfnjskdnfdsjknfjknf
37. Have you ever built a snowman?
yes
38. What is the color of your socks?
they have inuyashas on them
39. What type of music do you like?
dark, longing, aching, angry, raw, disappointed, serious, low songs that get intense as fuck.
40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?
sunrises for the concept, sunsets for the looks
41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor?
you know what? i dont really like milkshakes. they dont feel good in my tummy even if it’s not my stomach having a fucking meltdown.
42. What football team do you support? (I will answer in terms of American football as well as soccer)
the fuck is football
43. Do you have any scars?
yes, most of them are from dermatillomania, two big cool-looking ones on my hands from touching a cookie sheet without an oven mitt and pouring microwaved coffee all over my thumb because literally every inch of the counter had a foot of dishes on it and i didn’t simply heat up the water normally because everything was dirty
44. What do you want to be when you graduate?
i want to be a psychologist and an author
45. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
id like a dong please
46. Are you reliable?
yeeeeeesssssss...... but the adhd wins sometimes
47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be?
future self: even if you’re in a worse off place than where i am right now, don’t regret anything, don’t beat yourself up. sometimes it’s realistic to have hope. you don’t have to be hard on yourself all the time just because it’s familiar and natural to you. so stop thinking “if i see a note from my past self ill be filled with rueful self awareness”
48. Do you hold grudges?
yes. i feel like im saving my soul a little and taking some power back when i am able to say “that hurt, that was wrong, and you don’t get access to me anymore, i don’t have to forgive you” it’s admitting that my own pain is real so i can listen to and protect myself. i wish i was more of a forgiving person but i spent too much time trying to forgive unorganically for the sake of being moral that i just can’t, can’t can’t now. it hurts so existentially and i deserve better. time for me to be mean and hold grudges. a little mean is okay.
49. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create?
a DOG CAT????????
50. What is the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had?
“doesn’t having a human-shaped robot with smoke coming out of it in the corner of your shop scare you late at night?”
“yes, sometimes i see it and jump a little”
51. Are you a good liar?
yes, when i’m dedicated. getting my birth certificate back? oscar worthy
52. How long could you go without talking?
i live like this lmao
53. What has been you worst haircut/style?
once upon a time i had bangs. and a bob cut
54. Have you ever baked your own cake?
yes bitch
55. Can you do any accents other than your own?
yes bitch i can do a convincing british accent but i don’t want to broadcast that fact because being british is cringe and plus my name is gordon and im already trans and interested in cooking and my greatest fear is that people think i am trying to become him when i am deeply offended when people assume i make personal decisions for anyone other than myself. no one has ever actually voiced this theory to me but it haunts me late at night. i can honestly probably do any accent if i listen to it for a little bit. i find it very easy to imitate sounds and like individual speaking styles to the point of stealing them even when i dont want to. like actually this is something that just comes to me easily i think.
56. What do you like on your toast?
fuck toast. i make a grill cheese. cheese and garlic.
57. What is the last thing you drew a picture of?
i tried digitally painting a generic girl who ended up looking really simliar to someone i went to school with only i made the eyes way too small and i would show you except it’s too much work
58. What would be you dream car?
vw bug with giant monster wheels, black with flames, big booming stereo. eyelashes in a drag way. ill run pickup trucks off the road
59. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain.
i sang in the shower back when i felt free to annoy everyone in the house. oH WAIT IT DOESNT ANNOY PEOPLE WHO ARE KIND TO ME
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they taught me i was annoying. ANYWAY. i am too shy to sing in the shower but id love to. i dont really do anything unusual except that i take really long in there but yknow im not actually doing what people think im doing when i take long. im literally just sitting there decomposing, head empty.
60. Do you believe in aliens?
yes, of course, i have been telling everyone theres water under mars since day one and now look. now look
61. Do you often read your horoscope?
yes. im a sagittarius and clearly it is needed because CLEARLY theres no other fucking sagittariuses
62. What is your favorite letter of the alphabet?
G, because my name starts with that and i’m just great. really, i like... it has a chonk to it. like a reliable chonk to it
63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons?
YKNOW WHAT? im going with dragons because of the fantasy, fire breathing and so on but yknow for my wip i was going to have both dragons and dinosaurs at a reptile like shelter
64. What do you think about babies?
i think they should be loved and nurtured, but they are too much work for me to want for myself at this point of life, and you should definitely read some manuals before having one if you can because people can and do mess this the fuck up
65. Freebie! Ask anything interesting you can think of.
you didn’t ask anything here so im just going to tell you something. i am going to tell you that i have always been so hell bent on writing even when i hate it because sometimes when things are going well i feel like i am just so in another world and i feel like im doing something im really really supposed to do. it is such a euphoria and it has an effect on my whole aura. i really wish i had never made myself stop but we can’t change the past so i shall just have to never stop again.
THANKS HOOOOO
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Hiiii (can I call you mom? You seem every motherly I don't know, sorry 😂) soooo, I'm new and have confirmed that I like seventeen, but it's still kinda hard to know who's who, can you help me differentiate them pleaseeeeee
hello hello hello !!!!!!!! ejgwiesugfiuewsg you think im motherly????? im really not sgidhiuegsbuesb but sure thing ofc you can call me mom :’))) as long as you’re comfortable !!!!!!
awwwww im sosssoso happy to hear you slipped into the diamond life !!!!! i love my bbys seventeen sosososo much :”))) and dude i totally feel your struggle it took me ages to tell them all apart !!!! (it took me weeks just to tell mingyu and wonwoo apart rip)
i hope i can make this process a little easier for you!!
(all gifs and photos used are not mine, credit to the rightful owners!!)
okay so seventeen has like a million members (im kidding theyre 13 but when you first get into them it’s overwhelming to say the least)
i find it’s easiest to learn them by their units since it’s a clean and simple way to organize them !!!!!
we’ve got three units in seventeen: hip hop, vocal, and performance
each unit is responsible for a specific aspect, like the hip hop unit is in charge of writing the rap, the vocal unit writes their lyrics and woozi produces all their music, and lastly the performance unit creates all the choreography
(remember that this is completely my opinion and things that i have noticed that makes it easier to tell them apart. if i make any mistakes pls feel free to correct me!! i am in no way an expert!!!!!!!!!!!)
hip hop unit
(from left to right we have Wonwoo, Vernon, S,Coups, and Mingyu)
S.Coups
- he’s the leader
- he’s like a father figure to the others since he’s the oldest and the leader
- treats the other members like his children, he’s so protective of them
- actually one of my fav leaders in kpop tbh
- but anyways
- he’s the one usually being an embarrassment
- like he’s a mess
- an embarrassing dad basically
- he’s pretty easy to tell apart looks-wise
- but he has tiny ears ????? they’re so cute
- also his gummy smile saved my life
- he’s pretty built and the strongest in the group like w o w throw me off a cliff pls
- v v competitive like he does n o t want to lose
- would do anything for his members ;-;
i told you he was an embarrassment smh
can also be hot af
Wonwoo
- aka the loml
- he’s very quiet like hardly ever talks
- but when he does it’s most probably to tell a really bad pun or joke
- that only he’ll find funny
- claps like a damn seal when he laughs
- a lil weird
- likes to randomly burst into song for no reason whatsoever
- lowkey savage
- also emo
- his most distinctive feature is his eyes
- he says while they’re super cold and sharp-looking he’s actually really warm inside
- for real he may look super intimidating and scary, but trust me he’s the biggest dork i love him
- just wants to read his book in peace tbh
-he also wears glasses a lot !!!! and it kills me !!!!!!!!
- when he laughs his nose crinkles and it’s the cutest thing i cry
- sings sometimes and it makes me sob
- voice deeper than my love for him
look at the eyes !!!
did i mention im in love with his laugh :((
Mingyu
- he’s the tallest
- he’s also the visual like the other members say he’s the best looking (theyre all good looking tho so like wtf)
- has the most beautiful brown skin you will ever see like it g l o w s
- the best cook and cleans like hes lowkey a mom
- loves to eat pls feed him
- super caring and a total sweetheart always lowkey taking care of the others
- is super artistic and stuff like he created bongbong out of his bare hands and designed their latest album cover
- can be a mess sometimes
- okay all the time he’s the clumsiest someone help him
- always laughing and smiling what a joyful person :’)))
- he has long canines?????? and they’re beautiful ????????
- actually a model like w o w
- looks older than he actually is tbh
- also lowkey built bye
a r m s
look at that smile !!! and the canines !!
Vernon
- he’s half-white, so pretty easy to tell apart
- he doesn’t speak a lot either, but when he does he’s the biggest meme
- always lost in his own world tbh
- never knows whats going on
- pls protect him
- the others say hes like a mini leonardo dicaprio so there ya go
- visuals af tbh
- he’s usually the one people can tell apart first
- you can probably find him by his bf’s seungkwan’s side
- he was on show me the money so a lot of people recognize him from there
his smile is v v cute :’)))
look at those visuals !!!!!
and that concludes the hip hop unit !!!!!
we’re 1/3 of the way there…..
vocal unit
(from left to right we have DK (aka Dokyeom), Seungkwan, Woozi, Joshua, and Jeonghan)
Woozi
- leader of the vocal unit
- a musical genius w o w
- the tiniest
- deadass looks so smol and cute i cry
- but if you call him cute he’ll dropkick your ass
- a mini yoongi tbh (literally everyone call them father and son)
- is cute ???? but hates aegyo????? even tho he does it so naturally ?????
- the actual cutest okay
- usually has pastel coloured hair
- is shy af
- but also savage af
- don’t wake him up unless you have a death wish
- may look innocent and adorable but will be planning your death behind that sweet smile
- pretty easy to tell apart tbh
- just look for the smol one
the actual cutest o my god (he cringed so much im crying)
a baby!!!!! must protect!!
Jeonghan
- also pretty easy to tell apart
- h a i r
- had like super long hair and everyone mistook him as a girl rip
- but now it’s shorter (rip long hair you will be missed ;-;)
- is actually the most savage
- has everyone wrapped around his finger
- literally gets away with everything
- king of cheating and succeeding
- likes to call dino his baby
- l a z y a f
- hes the one that’s lying down 99% of the time
- the other 1% he’s trying to get out of doing work so he can lie down
- likes to mess with everyone
- an actual angel o my god
look how soft !!!
v i s u a l s (i miss his long hair ;-;)
Joshua
- a m e r i c a n
- ????? looks like a prince ?????? literally all of the time ????????
- like im not even kidding his visuals have me in awe
- like okay the one who blows you away by his royal looks yes thats joshua
- randomly says words in english (along with vernon)
- is super sweet and precious wow i dont deserve him
- also makes terrible jokes
- has the prettiest eyes
- will be extra sometimes
- calls himself a gentleman (he is)
- likes to rap but can’t for shit
- seriously is rhymes are the worst
- has a really really soft voice wow fit for the prince he is
- is a little awkward but it’s okay he’s still adorable
- will do pin drops like his life depends on it
okay so he has a lot of ear piercings that can tell him apart and im in love with his piercings ajkfeauwf
his visuals ?????? a prince ?????? i just gasped w o w
DK
- the human personification of sunshine
- loud af
- literally will never shut up
- but it’s all in good faith he just wants everyone to be as happy as him :)))
- always laughing
- will make himself a fool to make the others laugh
- he has a very prominent nose (if that makes sense????)
- kinda hard to miss since he’s always yelling
- vocal king
- like literally his vocals are out of this world
- has a very infectious smile that can cure cancer
- certified cutie patootie
a cute !!!!!!!!!! also look at that nose !!!!!!
when will his extra ass stop (im mingyu in the back with the mop)
Seungkwan
- human definition of extra
- s a s s to the m a x
- literally sass king
- booty so great kim kardashian is quivering
- never thought i’d say that sentence in my life
- wants to be a variety king and is doing a damn good job at it
- his reenactment of american movies when a tsunami hits is iconic pls watch it
- he has a really round face and chubby cheeks i wanna squish them :((
- cries a lot same
- literally scared of everything my poor boy
- he’s probably the one overreacting
- also never shuts up
- has incredible vocals too that kill me
i wanna pinch his cheeks :(((( i love my boy :(((
probably slaying everyone with those bomb ass vocals
that’s it for vocal unit!!!!
and last but not least…
performance unit
(from left to right we have: Jun, Dino, Hoshi, and The8)
Hoshi
- leader of the performance unit
- part of the extra squad that i totally made up on the spot rn
- but okay hes really extra too
- “naega hosh”
- super cute and funny i cannot believe
- he has eyes that are positioned at 10:10 on a clock and thats what he calls himself
- like his nickname is 10:10 bc of his eyes
- pretty iconic eyes tbh
- he looks super cute and adorable one second but the next he is ummmm a lil too sexy bye
- the duality of man is real within him
- he’s always super hyper
- his voice is really recognizable ????? at least for me ???? like it sounds so cute ??????
- aegyo is his middle name
- dancer extraordinaire
- a mess basically
look at this fucking tease bye
someone pls stop him
Jun
- underappreciated af
- chinese !!!!!!!!!!
- an actual visual god
- hardly speaks
- always in the background doing weird and questionable shit
- not even kidding whenever they’re filming something you will find him making hearts or just doing something super random in the background where he thinks no one will see him
- but we see everything
- his eye stare is something the majority of the earth’s population cannot handle
- his smile is the 8th wonder of the world
- has a v v sharp nose w o w
- the biggest flirt this world has ever seen someone stop him
- k n o w s he’s hot af
- makes everyone’s heart flutter and breath hitch
- but also gets super super awkward but its okay i love him with all my heart
- voice of an angel
- never knows what to do with himself rip
look at this smol baby laughing so pure ;-;
he has a really sharp nose and he makes me melt
The8
- s a v a g e
- will fight you
- also underappreciated, also chinese
- v v fashionable
- pretty sure him and mingyu are the best dressed
- looks super cute :’))
- lowkey reminds me of bambam tbh (looks wise)
- he couldn’t speak korean for the longest time but now that he can no one is safe
- out here to expose his members
- always judging
- dabs
- lowkey a meme too
- b-boying king
- can do flips like it’s second nature
- he has a v v cute voice it’s so precious ;-;
him judging jun’s ass (but he still looks cute all is well)
look how cute !!!! a precious !!!!! pls love him!!!!!
Dino
- the maknae, an actual baby
- i couldn’t recognize him for the longest time rip im sorry my son ;-;
- has a really loud voice and talks quite a bit
- lives and breathes dance
- michael chanson (he’s a huge michael jackson fan)
- everyone in the group treats him like their lil bro, their baby
- esp jeonghan
- but he is a growing boy !!!!!!!!!
- meaning he doesn’t wanna be called a baby anymore jeonghan is v bitter about this
- he’s still a baby tho
- he raps, and quite well
- aegyo is his friend
- he actually looks pretty distinct from the others
- like in mansae era he had that astro boy hair that still haunts me
- has a sweet smile
- prominent cheekbones
- loves himself lmao
wow my son my child look how cute hes a mess
here we have the hair that still haunts me to this day rip
and there we have it!!! i really really hope this was helpful!!! welcome to the diamond life !!!
if you have any more questions feel free to ask :’))) my ask box is always open :))
also if you ever feel like making some more carat friends, or just want to see more seventeen content, don’t be afraid to join a network!! i’m the admin of a hip hop unit network (applications are still open !!!)
also a good way to learn more about hem is to watch a shit ton of videos, that’s what i did!!!!
here are some videos to get you started
One Fine Day (you can find the new japan season floating around on here !!!)
weekly idol (i still havent watched the new one im a fake but this is the one from last year)
also just watch their vlives :’)))
i really hope this is helpful !!!!!
in conclusion pls love seventeen a lot theyre really talented and deserve all the love in world ;-;
#this took a whole day to create omg#i hope it makes sense sfjeusefe#i only introduced svt to two of my friends before so like typing it out like this was really hard#seventeen#scoups#wonwoo#mingyu#vernon#woozi#jeonghan#joshua#dk#seungkwan#hoshi#jun#the8#dino#answered#tahira speaks
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literally do them all lmao For the strawberry: a lizard person, a little gray alien, an orb, and the Burger King himself For mr horse: ur opinion on the Charmin toilet paper bears
thank you so much anon fuc ily
🐰 what is one secret that you’ve never told anyone?
yikes startin out w a hard one then um when i was a kid i had such a stressful emotional time that it caused me to wet the bed until i was like 12 or 13? it was fuct up
💗 if you could hug anyone, who would it be?
probs my crush or my friend jacob bc he gives gr8 hugs ♥♥
🐹 what are some of your favourite Pokémon and why?
Lugia bc when i was little i had a card that was all holographic and it had lugia on it. i never really got super into pokemon lol
🌠 if you were in charge of the world, what would the world look like?
oh god it would be a mess
👀 what was the most recent vivid dream that you had?
honestly the only one coming to mind is the one i had as a kid where this creature opened up its head and ate my sister and im still scared of going outside in the dark to this day bc of it
☀️ what do you like the most about your best friend?
i have multiple best friends but theyre mostly all there for me whenever i need them? like one time jacob drove from the other side of town to give me earbuds bc i had lost mine
😘 talk about your crush or partner
GOD my crush is a literal angel???? like????? hoy fuk i love her so much she’s so sweet and kind and caring and she just radiates light and love and i got to kiss her on new years ♥♥♥♥
💁 if someone was rude to you, would you be rude back?
depends on HOW rude they were. like,... i was nice to my ex for so long lol
🌟 what do you like about yourself? (must choose at least 3 things!)
i like my nose, freckles, and the fact that im Nice
🐾 what are you scared of most? how will you overcome it?
well its being abandoned by everyone i love and guess what thats starting to happen and im coping lmao
🎁 what never fails to make you happy?
this video
💙 what annoys you about some people?
if they chew with their fockin mouth open i die
😤 do you get angry easily?
nope i actually am pretty slow to anger lol
🐇 what do you always daydream about?
do intrusive thoughts of people coming on to me count
🌻 if you could change 3 things about the world what would you change?
well no offense but republicans would be illegal. sent off to an island not allowed to communicate with the rest of the world lol, strawberries would be in season year round, and weed would be legal bc i cant think of anything else
🍓 send me 4 names: kiss, befriend, kill or marry?
kiss: orb ♥♥befriend: lizard person kill: k i l l t h e b o r g (burger king) marry: gray alien
✈️ what is your dream city and why?
ive not been to any good cities so i dont know
☕️ talk about your ideal day
hanging out with all my friends, they dont all hate each other, we all watch movies in a big cuddle puddle and im in the middle of it ♥♥
🌸 are you an introvert, ambivert or extrovert?
definitely an ambivert.
💧 when was the last time you cried?
fuck????? i dont remember???? my eyes welled up yesterday does that count
🎵 name 5 songs you love at the moment
in no particular order: 1. Come On Eileen 2. Insomnia (by Dirty Heads) 3. Birdhouse in Your Soul4. Ana Ng5. Moving On (by James)
⚡️ if you had any superpower, what would it be and why?
pyrokinesis so i can light all abusers on fire lol
💛 if you could talk to your younger self, what would you say?
Listen, kid, there’s a reason you hate yourself and there’s a reason you wanna die all the time but lemme tell you, it ain’t worth it. those hospital stays aren’t worth it. you might not believe it but you’re over 250 days clean! didn’t think you’d make it this far, huh? you also made it to 18 years of age. you’re gonna be okay, kid.
💚 who are you jealous of and why?
myself when i’m in a nice mood bc like??? shut yo nice ass up
💎 which one would you rather have more of: intelligence, beauty, kindness, wealth or bravery? why?
bravery honestly. i have reasons but i dont have words for the reasons rn
🙊 what are you ashamed of?
um that secret i told the fuck
🌺 which languages do you know? which do you want to learn?
i know English and tiny bits of French and i’d love to become fluent in French and Italian?
🍀 if you could be any fictional character’s best friend/lover, which fictional character would you be?
i wanna be best friends with mike wazowski
☁️ talk about your dream universe.
???????
💜 which acts of kindness are you going to do today?
it’s a bit late but did do some dishes for my mom cleaned off my desk so i could start painting again :>
🐬 if you could transform into any animal/magical creature, what would you be and why?
new c/r/yptid: Lance Cube.
🍄 talk about someone/something you really dislike
y’know when ur eyes just start crying when the rest of u is fine?? like wow i didnt know i was supposed to be emotional but ig????
😣 talk about some things that have been making you depressed/angry/anxious lately
i’m anxious because my doctors office isnt giving my medical records to the michigan works people im working with so they cant open a case for me, making it so they cant help me find a job bc of my mental illnesses
🍪 what did you want to be as a kid, and what do you want to be now?
i wanted to be a veterinarian but now i wanna be a zookeeper
🍰 what are some of your favourite sugary foods?
i loooove peach rings and sour patch kids and !!!! strawberry shortcake
🍑 what are you obsessed with?
animal crossing tbh i love it so much
💘 what happens to you when you’re stressed?
i get auditory hallucinations and i just start crying no matter what stressed mood im in. angry stressed? crying. happy stressed? crying. anxious stressed? crying
😪 what are you sick of?
having kidney disease??? ?
🙀 are you an adrenaline seeker?
i mean? sometimes? but yall gotta talk me into going on roller coasters
💥 what are some unpopular opinions that you have?
red beet eggs are my LIFE if i could eat them daily i would die, peppers are fucking gross, and tea is fucking gross unless its Tea
☔️ would you consider yourself a good person?
i like to think i am a good person?
😊 what do you like to do as hobbies?
draw & sing!!!!
🎤 what’s the last song you hummed or sang by yourself?
You Ain’t No Saint by Aaron West and The Roaring Twenties
🐝 what’s your worst trait? how are you planning to improve it?
I’m annoying. I plan on improving it by shutting my ass up
🎨 what do you always doodle when you’re bored?
i draw people and eyes mainly. and the occasional hand
🐻 what’s stopping you from chasing your dreams?
i’m too shy and bisexual for this
🌷 what’s your mbti personality and why do you think it suits you?
fuck i dont remember i just know i have the same one as Fox Mulder and thats why it fits me lmao
🐶 send me 3 fictional people and I’ll choose my favourite!
...u didnt give me 3 ppl....
👑 who are your favourite celebrities and why?
mothman because he’s my boyfriend
🐴 opinion on __? (Charmin Toilet Paper Bears)
they wipe my ass for me
🍋 do you consider yourself an emotional person?
i used to be. now im not so sure.
📚 share 3 books that you love and your favourite quote from them.
yall i’ve only read 3 books
😔 what do you always do when you feel sad? does it help?
i usually mope around and sleep a lot. it doesnt help usually.
😌 what thoughts keep you going when you’re sad?
Death Anxiety
🌍 which country do you live in?
USA!
🐧 describe yourself in 3 words
needy, petty, and damaged
🐵 which quotes changed you?
“What’s your Fursona” - @thebpdevil“Your job is to break death’s heart”
💭 do you keep a diary?
I keep a bullet journal!! i think thats kinda similar
💫 who inspires you?
honestly my dad??? but also idk :/
👻 do you believe in ghosts and why?
hell YES because i am one
🎀 what’s your fashion sense like?
department store clearance section & band merch
🎬 what are some of your favourite films?
Heathers, Taken, Girl Interrupted, and if u watch the OA in one shot it counts as a movie i’m counting it
🍦 what is one treasured childhood memory?
Throwing mashed potatoes at my sister.
🐱 what’s your dream pet like?
Cat snake (ferret) who loves to cuddle and doesnt bite :-)
🐼 if you could meet anyone, who would it be?
probably???? um???? Patrick Stump or Pete Wentz honestly.
HOO THIS WAS FUN AND IT TOOK OVER AN HOUR TO DO THANK YOU
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For the fanfiction questions thing: 1, 3, 8, 10, 16, 18, 22, 27, 31, 36, 40, 44, 46, 48, 50 and 51~
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okay now the actual words:
1. What was the first fandom you got involved in?
[also answered here]
Percy Jackson/Heroes of Olympus. It still sneaks up and slaps me in the face sometimes. Though I hated the ending of the last book but let’s not go there
3. What is the best fandom you’ve ever been involved in?
I mean??? I love the Boueibu fandom, because I feel like I know everyone (even if I don’t know everyone) and it’s nice seeing other people’s fandom things and being like ah, yes, you’re the one who - . And then people recognize you’re own fandom things and you’re just like????? But the fandom also isn’t is-anyone-even-home small *cough* starmyu *cough*.
So yeah I really like the Boueibu fandom kudos to you.
(Also a shout out to the Haikyuu!! fandom for their love of rarepairs. Or maybe that’s just me and who I happen to follow, lol.)
8. How did you get involved in your latest fandom?
What even is… my latest fandom??? The latest fandom I’m actually active in is Boueibu. I actually started watching Boueibu right after watching Hamatora because it was around the time everyone was comparing Kinshirou and Art, so that was like, half of what was making up the Hamatora tag. Then I watched the PV and went hiroshi kamiya and whoa look at that I’m on episode five already where did the time go? (Not even because I’m particularly fond of Hiroshi Kamiya (though I am), but because I’m always oddly proud of myself when I recognize voice actors? Idk why.) I got really into the actual fandom after reading some Enkin fics and also falling in love with the Student Council. The first fic I wrote for the fandom was actually for an exchange.
My latest fandom in general is Mystic Messenger. I’d been seeing stuff pop up for it for a while and then it showed up in my recommended apps on Google Play and I just?? What the hell, why not. Let’s do this. And here I am (though I’ve only finished Yoosung’s route so far ;;;; )
10. Is there a fandom you read fic from but don’t write in?
Yes, very much yes. I’ve read fic for so many fandoms but have only gotten around to writing for 4 of them (5 if you include PJO but I haven’t written for it since I’ve been on AO3). The ones I can think of now are Daiya No A, Joker Game, All for the Game (book series), Kuroko no Basuke, Prince of Stride, Ao no Exorcist, Oofuri, Tsuritama…
16. Are their any popular ships in your fandom which you dislike?
From Haikyuu, I’m not the biggest fan of KuroKen and Kenhina (is Kenhina popular? I don’t even know at this point). And… Asanoya, I guess? It’s not that I necessarily dislike these three as much as I’m just meh about them.
There aren’t any ships that I’ve come across that I actually dislike from Boueibu, and the ones I’m meh about aren’t really popular anyway? So.
And Rintori from Free!. Idk why it just never clicked with me??
18. What ship have you written the most about?
Tsukkikage (hq!!), apparently, though I mostly write about platonic relationships, it seems like.
22. Is there anything you regret writing?
[also answered here]
If I posted it, I don’t regret writing it. I might not necessarily like some of my old writing, but I don’t regret it. However, there are some things I’ve written down or typed out and immediately deleted because hell no this will not see the light of day not on my watch why did I even think to put those words together what was I -
27. What do you hate more: Coming up with titles or writing summaries?
[also answered here]
Coming up with titles. I love writing cute little (or heartbreaking) summaries, but titles? No thanks. It’s like I’m pulling words out of a jar, except the jar is locked, poisonous, and on fire. (Though I usually end up liking my titles, anyway.)
31. What’s the nicest thing someone has ever said about your writing?
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Literally anytime?? Someone comments?? I get really jittery and excited because wow someone wanted to say something about what I wrote??
While the last ask has my favorite comment, I’m going to compile some of the nicest things people have said about my writing just because it makes me happy and I can:
“goddd your writing is so beautiful i’m so jealous” - nardaviel
“and your writing is amazing, it does a beautiful job of evoking the quiet that theyre both having to deal with. i think the present tense is part of the effect because it makes it seem less like a recounting of events (which by necessity is an act of communication, and this whole thing is about an inability to communicate) and more like we’re experiencing these things alongside atsushi. but i think there’s more going on than just the choice of tense.. maybe part of it has something to do with all the parentheticals at the ends of scenes…? they seem like quiet little asides, thoughts that don’t make it out into the main narrative the same way thoughts aren’t making it out of atsushi’s head 3 tbh i don’t really know, i’m just thinking aloud because i’m trying to learn from your talent a;ljsd” - @nardaviel
“Your style is so pretty as always, I loved the descriptions and how you portrayed the characters’ thoughts and perceptions of the world around.” - you, actually
“I know that I’m gonna read this many times over in the future…. I need a moment.” - Rudxinna
“Kudos to you for keeping everyone so nicely in character, for fleshing them out so well as they age, and for showing just enough of each scene.” - chromyrose
“I loved this. I cried and laughed while reading it.” - Pechat
“You really have a gift for zeroing on these quiet significant moments.” - odoridango
“How is everything you write so amazing and perfect??” - odoridango [Honestly everything odoridango has ever commented makes my heart soar]
[I am currently basking in happiness. Thank you for giving me the excuse.]
36. What’s your favourite genre to write?
[also answered here]
Slice of Life, assuming that counts. I love the atmosphere.
40. What do you struggle the most with in your writing?
everything Plot, in general. Trying to connect everything into a coherent storyline. I find it easy with vignettes when you can get away with connecting them with subtleties or repeating lines, but having one event leading into the next without awkward breaks is a struggle. (Which is probably why I mostly stick with oneshots.) I also struggle with writing the beginning. I usually start in the middle of the fic, which will sometimes end up being the beginning anyway, orz.
44. What ship do you feel needs more attention?
[also answered here]
Just. All the platonic ships. All of them. I love platonic ships so much???? Give me all the friendship I will take it gladly.
From Boueibu, the third year OT4, as well as Kinatsuen and AkoIoRyuu (though I don’t actually ship the latter that much.) I feel like people really like them but there still isn’t that much content for them? though the only romantic ship i’ve really written is enatsu so i shouldn’t be talking
For Haikyuu!!, I’m especially fond of TsukkiKage and KuroKage, so. Also Yachi ships. They are adorable.
For Free!, I still miss reiharu, orz. I should write more for them. Other people should write more for them. More reiharu for the soul. Also Gou/Haru friendship??? It just occurred to me now but more Gou/Haru friendship would be amazing.
46. If someone was to read one of your fanfics, which fic would you recommend to them and why?
Hmmmm, I’d probably recommend an endless start of april, which is a KuniKage fic from hq summer hols. I really like the atmosphere, and how I formatted the fic. I also managed to stuff karasuno first year friendship in there. But mostly, I had a lot of fun writing it, and I think it shows. I’m overall really proud of it. (I’m also still really fond of fairy lights, lol).
48. Do you leave reviews when you read fanfiction? Why/Why not?
I try my best to leave reviews, especially when the fic made me really happy and/or really emotional. A comment can make my day, so I try to leave as many as possible. (Though I am guilty of not following through on this). I try my best to be detailed, but most of the time they end up just being really incoherent, orz.
50. How did you get into reading and/or writing fanfiction?
I think it started when I stumbled across a Lazel (PJO/HoO) fic over google search?? Then I read all the obligatory high school and harry potter AUs for PJO and then the tear jerkers and I was totally hooked?? And of course the first thing I wrote was for a rarepair, lol. After that I really wanted more platonic Jasico content, as well as a Nico-centric AU, so they were some of the first things I wrote about.
When I started really really wanting to write fanfiction, though, was after reading the fic Catch a Falling Star (free fandom come cry with me). It kinda became my fic writer’s dream to write a long one-shot like that (still kind of is, and is probably why I fell in love with long one-shots in the first place), and the imaginary friends concept has always stuck with me. That fic inspired me a lot, along with a few others. I’m still stumbling across fics where I go I want to write something like that, but that was definitely the start of it.
And here I am now, lol.
51. Rant or Gush about one thing you love or hate in the world of fanfiction! Go!
[also answered here]
For the other “also answered” ones, I wrote something new(ish, in some cases), but I’m gonna copy paste this one bc I’m not sure what else I want to gush about:
I hate fanfiction’s reputation????? A lot???? Like I’ve seen/read my fair share of horrible fanfiction (have more than likely written some) and, yeah, some of it’s just pointless fluff or smut or the like but???? There’s also some really really really meaningful stuff out there??? And even those that don’t have some life-changing meaning mean a lot regardless - there are fanfics that have lifted my spirits and honest to goodness probably saved me, ones that have made me laugh so ridiculously hard I’ve woken someone up and ones that have made me cry at 3 AM wondering how something this beautiful graced my eyes??? Like???? It might not interest you but give it a chance, or at least keep any trash to yourself (unless it’s like, legitimate trash, but. That’s a very fine line you’re walking. A very fine line.)
And because I don’t want to end on a hateful note:
I love the little communities fanfiction builds???? Especially in smaller fandoms, or in rarepair fandoms (for lack of a better word). I love talking to other writers when I can and seeing how proud they are and getting little comments and I just?? Fanfiction communities are actually great.
And once more for good measure: !?!?!??!?!?!?!?!!!!???!!!!!!!!! thank you!!!!!
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