#also absolutely not rn my voice
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Do you take voice requests
i mean sure? but also i dont think my voice is nice 2 listen 2 so idk how much people would even want that
i do talk for real when i am explaining voice related things but not rlly anytime else "the beast speaks (for real)" is the tag if u wana hear ig
idk i just dont rlly think it adds much of anything 2 my posts? and im not a big fan of my voice, sooo i probabley wont be doing many
#also absolutely not rn my voice#is so fucked up rn#im a bit sick and i strained my voice quite a bit yesterday#so its absolutely fucked to hell today#idk ive never had my voice get strained to the point of cutting out this much without like#screaming for long periods#like not even from being rlly sick#it is.#strange#and rlly fucking annoying i wanted 2 call some people today and i also have an appointment n shit#and now everybody who talks to me has to listen to me talk really badly#i sound like im on the verge of tears because my voice keeps cutting and is so cracky#the beast speaks#ask#asks#anon#anonymous
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When a character has the most intriguing backstory and piques your interest but you haven't even gotten to see the character fight
#legends of avantris#finally found a DnD podcast that absolutely delights me and isn't tarnished by my ex#on episode 5 rn and only just saw this backstory blurb and I had to pause cause that's so fucking interesting to me#and yeah in five episodes there hasn't been any combat but honestly hadn't even noticed until the blurb mentioned him fighting with chains#pretty sure there's like 50+ episodes out already so i have a lot to catch up on lmao#I'm very excited to see some fighting#kee speaks#BUT LIKE#Fire genasi forced to power a train?? He uses the chains that bound him to the chain to fight??#I want to read some backstory about how that captivity happened and how he got out#(also the guy that plays him has the best character voice for him and his laughter is the best)
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STARS DONT SHINE THEY BUUUURRRRRN AND THE CONSTELLATIONS SHIFT
#encanto#encanto disney#disneys encanto#mirabel madrigal#mirabel encanto#listening to all of you again#the most underrated in the whole movie btw#stephanie beatriz voice is so !!!!#seriously obsessed#also how she shows miras growth through the vocals>>>>#all of you my absolute beloved#one day I will rant about this song for ages#but no energy for that rn#disney’s encanto
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Another storyboard I got to work on recently, this one focusing more on drama.
This one is a Persona 3 storyboard! Featuring Aigis and Akihiko. Big content warning for mention/discussion of an Eating Disorder. This is based on a story by @halfpennyjones, "Inversion" on ao3.
Done on Storyboard Pro, and (most) backgrounds were done on Blender 3D. Thanks for watching!
#persona 3#cw: ed mention#cw: eating disorder#akihiko sanada#aigis persona 3#p3 aigis#i got this storyboard out right on time for the reload remake lol which was totally not intenional#really#actually i havent even bought the game#played p3p#i have no interest in it rn.....im playing re4 LOL#zgrist#2024#also my absolute favortie part of this is when aigis mentions that koromaru (the fucking dog) gossiped to her about akihiko....#and him just being like. are you fucking kidding me. the dog snitched on me. what world do i live in#Youtube#also me n my friend did the voices lmaooooo we struggled
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hiki and geki matching post
hiki and geki matching post
#utau#kazehiki utau#gekiyaku utau#(this isn't all of them but these are the ones i thought matched the most esp given the poses; these r the 偽薬; 点滴; and 顆粒 vbs respectively)#(also i hope this doesnt go against kuzutokaze's terms?? cause its just low quality screencaps and not the full high res art)#(but ill delete if i have to)#theyre sillyyyy i like them BOTH when u have vsynths that are meant to b counterparts do not separate them!!!#angst siblings angst siblings... (to me.) maybe im particularly based b/c reminds me of my own brother and i#but also ive just read interpretations/fantheories abt these two that have absolutely DESTROYEDDD me sad as fuck man wtf 😭😭#i have a lot of thoughts abt a lot of vsynths. ughhhh curse me not having a lot of time to draw rn#i will admit i was a bit more hiki based at first lmao but ive warmed up to geki; yeah her voice tone def isnt for everyone#i totally get that. but she can roll her rs so good LMAOO... and also just in the way/s i interpret her she reminds me a lot of myself :(#[well ok i project heavilyyy on a lot of my vsynth interpretations but these two. i can do things. *hits them w/ my latine beam*]#[JOKINGG... /hj. in a way. shhhhhhhh dont even worry about it. i NEEED to test out more how they both sound in spanish tho i need]#please ignore these tags for the love of god 😭😭😭 its late and im going a little unhinged
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okay in my defense here guys i am going through a really weird time right now. so . bwahhhh r+m posting 4eva
#lolaa.txt#absolutely atrocious that this is my comfort show.#i have been watching so much though that my minds voice. like my internal monologue now sounds like morty. and idk how to make it stop#like what im thinking to put in the tags rn? im hearing it in like a morty voice. can anyone save me#also how does one normally recover from American Gun Violence in Schools. this cannot be a healthy coping mechanism
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so i finally got to yank-kiss-yeet with my mom and when zo just leaves joke hanging after calling joke his boyfriend my mom (and me too actually) were already cracking up about it and then the scene continues and then the door opens and zo yanks joke inside and my mom laughs in surprise and goes "ahahah nice!!" and then they're kissing and my mom is like "that's a beautiful kissing scene. yeah, i get it now" and then zo yeets joke back out the door and we're laughing even harder and just continue to laugh all the way until the credits roll
#she's saying ''i get it now'' bc for weekes i kept mentioning how i desperately needed to watch a specific scene with her#bc it's one of the best and the absolute funniest kiss scene i've ever seen#i didn't spoil it. i just told her multiple times that it was a good and hilarious scene#and then my mom finally got to experience it and now she finally understands!!!!!!#the scene ended and my mom immediately went: ''we gotta rewatch this scene!!!!!''#there is a REASON why i've been stuck in that hallway for the past 6 months and now my mom finally gets me#airenyah plappert#mama schaut adrm#mama schaut hidden agenda#hidden agenda#ha ep7#adrm#(i actually have a voice recording of it bc i've been recording all our discussions just in case i ever wanna do sth with it jkkjdfg)#(she's not home rn but i might share the audio if she gives me permission to do so)#(i mean... it'll be a video bc we're speaking german and so i need to translate it)#(and that way i can also add the og scene so it's easier to see what we're reacting too kskjss)#(anyway yeah. guess i WON'T be studying for my exams in march rip)
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ok i might need to force myself to not romance astarion bc i don't want to know what it says about me to turn down karlach, the woman of my dreams, the character made to cater me personally, like, if she was real i'd bring the moon and stars down for the chance to see her smile, she's everything i've hoped for in a rpg companion, what does it say about me if i turn that down for someone like astarion
#ngl karlach would be too good for me and i wouldnt deserve it#shed probably ask me stuff like 'what do you want?' upon which i would be paralyzed with fear my mind completely blank unable#to process why i can't answer a simple question#and she's so up front with her emotions which i absolutely adore but i could not reciprocate that#wait am i actually for real avoiding the karlach romance bc i feel like this fictional character from a video game is too good for me#a real human being. like. i think i would feel guilty about romancing her#which makes no sense bc i romance characters too good for anyone all of the time. but idk#in those cases ive always had like a strong character i play as who is very divorced from who i am#but playing as durge there is no past so idk who my tav is yet so all i can do is project so he feels very. personal#im v sleepy and also ive had brain fog all day so yea idk#i mean i do genuinely like astarion and his character but in his case i dont feel guilty bc i feel like i#i have no idea how to finish that sentence without it sounding like 'i can fix him'#bc i dont want to fix him i want to show him compassion and respect him and his boundaries so he'll be able to reclaim tje feeling of#being in control of his life#so he'll stop putting people down to feel like hes on a pedestal#like i get him and why he is like that but i just feel like being kind and caring towards him would feel so good#it wouldnt fix him and thats a good thing bc i dont want him to change who he is but i do think he needs support#also hes hot im so mad at myself for being so atteacted to him#we wouldnt b here if i didnt have a thing for voices#besides thag back to the main point of astarion its like. ugh! im so frustrated rn bc i dont have the words#to express my emotions toward him bc everything ive said lacks the nuance that im feelikg but idk how to put it in words#i guess i want to protect him? that such a terrible sentence and still not what om going for
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and since im in a musicposting mood you should listen to jellyfish right NOW
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#the 5yncri5e songs have been going OFF they are unreal how good theyve all been so far#i was originally a little annoyed at the 5 member subunit situation i kinda wanted like.#i dunno three groups of three and one of 2? or maybe two of 3 one of 4 and one duet?#and i was particularly annoyed because they put who i consider like some of the strongest singers in such a big group#(chisato and especially shiki's seiyuu. chisato's a bit of dark horse in that people dont notice how beautiful her vocal expressions are)#(at first until they listen closer. but shiki's seiyuu came out swinging man her voice is fantastic)#(rich and powerful but also so expressive. one of my absolute fav voices in liella)#i was worried they would shaft them and not give them enough lines or something but MAN i did not have to worry at ALL#their voices are SHINING along with tomari and kinako. natsumi's been a little shafted tho#i hope later songs will have more natsumi.... but man jellyfish. tomari's like. thin but melodic voice has been FANTASTIC#in their previous song a little love her and kinako kind of own that song. both high and thin voices but kinako is a little flatter but mak#makes up for it in expression and again tomari's is beautifully melodic so their parts around the synth breaks#where they say 'a little love...' SO GOOD so good. and of course everyone sounds great in jellyfish#this one is fully a tomari joint and she OWNS the upward lilts. the lilts. do you hear me? do you hear the lilts#so so good. i like some catchu songs (kage asobi is great) and im really liking the newest kaleidoscore single#but 5ynchi5e has been OWNING the subunit game rn for me. maybe i just like glossy dance pop HJFKDSLHJDKs#i do NOT like their subunit name tho STOP putting numbers in the names#i liked it with qu4rtz but i did NOT like it with r3birth and i really dont like it with 5yncri5e. TWO NUMBERS thats so hard to type#honestly a lot of the subunit name options were....unfortunate but i woulda preferred bampy dancy LOL#at least it would have been something different! i voted for cinquatre (typed numbers are fine LOL) which prob woulda clashed with catchu#but i also voted backwards r meteort for catchu LOL i do like kaleidoscore tho. i voted for that one iirc#love live fans are wild. we will have deep conversations about cartoon music group names. i wanted r3birth to be called l:sm;#so maybe you shouldnt listen to my opinions about this (I ALSO WOULDA ACCEPTED kira killer and tri jokers)#Youtube
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"We should respect trans mascs and butches because they protect us at pride"
So I get what you're doing with trying to argue against the anti-masculinity crowd and trying to say that trans mascs and butches are an important part of pride as a way to emphasize our place in the community
But...
Why us?
Why are we disposable? Why are we not worthy of protection?
When are you going to protect us, too?
#'mascs do the protecting but i prommie its because im woke and not bc i love to reinforce gender norms that posit men as the protectors of#femininity'.#also i wanna say something similar about how ppl sometimes treat trans poc like this#like we are valuable not as people but as battering rams as bodies for white protection#but my thoughts are too messy rn to form the post well#goddd and how ppl treat butches is so fucked up.#i understand that butch lesbians roles are traditionally understood as being protectors but like#when are you going to protect butches? when are you going to get in someones face to protect them? how do you think disabled butches feel?#just... i feel like. ppl forget that feminity can also be weaponised in a good way#(not that you HAVE to weaponise femin. in order to protect mascs for any reason)#but like. im a 5'3 small femme. i very easily pass as an upper middle class woman.#i may be black/mixed but i have a mediumish skin tone and i live in canada#i absolutely have the power to step in front of someone and raise my voice in feminine indignation#what are you gonna do? hit me? youre gonna hit a tiny 5'3 'woman' in a skirt that has kitties on it?#the idea of feminine people as weak can cone in handy! because esp large men know they WILL face social consequences for hurting ppl#like me.#especially if i start crying.#itd be more effective if a white person did it but i have that power too
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okay question
is it possible to be a ‘casual kinnie’
like just
no kin memories (I don’t have those in general) or maybe a singular similar experience to a kin, but just kind of. finding a character relatable, and wanting to be them in the most casual way possible?
like I don’t want to share their experiences, but I do have their mannerisms and relate to them and are generally like them, so does that count?
yours truly,
-a possible Wirt (OTGW) kinnie (he/blur)
I RAISE YOU:: this kintype
#glad 2 help with kin related shiz :3#*shitty bitcrushed voice* youve got mail!!#ALSO . sorry 4 the absolute Influx of answered asks rn . im cleaning out my askbox a bit
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the way she is so consistently bad at understanding herself (lol) (affectionate🫶) but i love these lil lines a lot...... even though hakuno struggles to contextualize her feelings properly, she does have them and cares a lot more than she realizes 🥹 !!!!! and i am a big fan of hakuno coming to understand the heaviness of feelings that come from small actions like these 👍
#&&. out of#AND LIKE- egad h.akuno fr doesn't realize the extent of her feelings until later into the games#but u can rlly see that it's been gradually building up and developing from lil interactions like these 🥹🥹 ITS SO GOOD HRRNGGHHH#it's so small and subtle but so endearing;;;#ALSO WOW IMAGINE LOVING SOMEONE SO MUCH JUST THEIR VOICE/TOUCH CALMS YOU DOWN 😭😭❤️#/context would Absolutely make these better and hit harder but that would make this post so much longer too so DGSKSHFKD#and i'm still trying to kickstart my brain into working rn actually 🏃♂️💨 (but ofc my first coherent thought is h.akuno <3)#I THINK THESE LINES ARE STILL SO GOOD WITHOUT CONTEXT THO AND I CRYYY /POS
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#coming to tumblr for the first time in three days just to bitch because i feel like shit <333#sorry if i havent responded to your message i will as soon as i get a grip but rn im just too busy#both with uni and with crying because a friend said a mean thing to me lol#and because im tired of this new friendship already and tired of hearing this girl talking how great she is lol#am i jealous? fuck yeah i am.#and it's not like she's mean like straight up. cause like.#when i say im really considering quitting and dropping out she tries to encourage me ig#but then she follows it up with 'ofc *I* never had a problem with this and that because it always just came naturally to me teehee#but yknow. dont give up uwu'#and she keeps sending me recordings of her singing to tell her how good she is and always tells me how her teacher praises her#and like. its cool. like i get it that its a nice feeling when you do something well and wanna share that joy with a friend#but idk. i just think its kinda. well not mean but a litt#*a little tone deaf? when ive just been telling her that im in a Bad Place rn and my voice isnt working as it should#and my pianist is bullying me and i end up crying on almost every lesson#and she hits me with a 'damn that sucks fuck that pianist dont give up tho <3#now do you wanna listen to me sing bel raggio lusinghier like a pro and my professor telling me i am sublime?'#also when i tell her that im sorry that im not very social and i just cannot stay and chat cause im having a horrible day today#and really dont feel well and she's like 'yeah i havent noticed anything you're always like that... *side eye*' in a way that suggests#im a horrible friend cause im not talking with her enough and yet again im disappointing her (aint that familiar lol)#i just. idk. the last two-three weeks have been absolutely horrible to me. i cant get out of bed i havent done a single colorful make up#in so long ive basically forgotten how to do that. and i loved doing fun make up looks that make people tell me i look like a clown.#but i just dont have the energy to do anything more than put on a random tshirt and spray dry shampoo on my unwashed hair#i dont even wear my rings anymore. ive stopped caring about being the pinkest slayest queerest looking bitch in the room cause i just. cant#and even some casual friend of mine asked me yesterday if im okay cause they can see something is Not Right. but SHE not only doesnt notice#anything. i have a feeling she feels like im disappoing and neglecting her because i cant be bothered to text with her 24/7#like idk. maybe its just my imagination but i barely even feel like an actual person. more like just a homunculus made to trail after her#and listen to her bragging about how pretty/talented/unbothered she is#oh and also for her to keep dissing m/ozart lol like idk why it hurts me so bad but then ig its not that unusual to feel shitty#when someone keeps talking shit about something you really love and are passionate about and making you feel like an idiot#because you like it. because its stupid and boring and you're a simpleton for enjoying it instead of liking sth more 'ambitious'
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finished my second book of the year and January isn't even done yet :3
#kee speaks#the tradeoff of me not actually keeping this as an active whump blog is much more reading and also many hours of TotK#cause my friends got me it for christmas/birthday#and really not much else#also i got a second hand phone from my dad cause my 5 year old one had zero storage space left and kept freezing#and so now i have to reteach it how to type what I want and it's super annoying#voice to text on it is absolute ass and doesn't react the same way as my other phone#it's been so long since I've had to break in a new phone#😭😭😭#anyway. i wish i were more active on here but the mental energy to tag things to reblog/queue is non-existent rn 🥲🥲
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hi! I totally understand if the answer is no but I’m just curious, do you think you will be continuing “(why is there) joy in this poison”? it’s one of my favorite fics, so I’m just wondering if that’s something you’ve decided to abandon or maybe continue
hi darling! sorry this reply is a few days late but i was on vacation :')
i absolutely DO plan on continuing (wit)jitp!!! i am actually working on both chapter 11 and a bonus chapter for it currently :D i know it's been. *cough* a year. since i've updated it but trust me i have been very very aware of the passing time.
alas, life simply decided to hit me over the head with several various hyperfixations and an additional handful of stressful issues (that i am unfortunately still dealing with some of) that meant that most of the time i just didn't have the energy to write at all and the times i did have energy, i was writing for whichever fandom my brain was actively attached to at that moment, which was simply never aftg.
but yeah! YEAH!! (wit)jitp is definitely getting continued. hopefully soon, but that really depends on a handful of factors so i make no promises. but it IS being worked on actively.
#rip i haven't even posted any writing to ao3 since FEBRUARY WHAT#jeez :(#but YEAH#i'm working on (wit)jitp as well as maybe another aftg fic#and i've got another project PLUS my capri and yr fics so i HAVE done some writing#but i've just not had as much energy or time or brain to write as much as i wish i did#i am however going to do my absolute damndest to finish this fic bc there is SO SO MUCH still to go#and its such a big and important project for me so#aftg and capri are my backup fixations btw bc i can literally just trigger my fixation by rereading them sdkfgskhg#and when i feel my attention leaving whatever had it then i turn to one of these#capri was simply what i turned to last time so it got triggered sooner than aftg#but#ohhhh i've also gotta finish my aftg touch thing....#i should work on that....#but yeah again i was on a short vacation which was hella fun and i am literally not gonna be able to talk tomorrow probably skhfkshf#my voice is very soft rn#both my sister and i spoke more over the last 3 days than we had in like. the whole month.#but well thats what two 18hr days in a car together will do to you lmao#sucks bc i have to talk kinda loud at work but my coworkers will be fine#askers#(wit)jitp#anon#shh ac
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my mum and i’s favourite bonding ritual is getting a little tipsy and watching tv together and i gotta say. 10/10 activity.
#watching the fall of Troy rn and would i find Odysseus attractive normally? meh probably not#am i tipsy and watching him with rapt attention rn tho? yes absolutely#he’s a dilf#im also bitching abt other shitty Greek mythology retelling media w my best friend over increasingly longer voice memos#it’s great#alcohol tw
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