#also haha look who started using queue :^))

[pharmacity-weekly]

THE PHARMACITY WEEKLY- FIRST EDITION- 9/23/2024

The first edition of the Pharmacity Weekly is here! For those of you who may not know, Pharmacity weekly is a weekly newsletter summing up the events of the project SEKAI pharmacy community. Inspired by @daily-vitamin-ena and the many other blogs that have popped up surrounding her, this paper's goal is to bring the entire pharmacity together! Thank you all for the MAJOR support this past week, I genuinely wasn't expecting so many people to enjoy this so early on, otherwise I would’ve polished things up here before going around, haha.. You can read more about the blog here! So, without further ado, here’s your FIRST PAPER!

PHARMACITY IS BOOMING-

The pharmacity is in full swing, and whilst many are on hiatus, lore is still coming left and right! Currently, we have Vitahona and their group reuniting for better or worse!! Vitasaki and the mysterious person + SakiAI, Vitaairi giving us the truth, and Vitan seems to have us going through quite the rollercoaster, with what's presumably anon passing out or dreaming constantly. I will be covering different lore every week, so please don’t be afraid to check out the lore threads to catch up! @daily-vitamin-tenma-siblings has made a community discord server! Linked here !! There's lots of silly things going on, it’s also open to both audience and pharmacity mods~

NEW PHARMACITIES-

new to the pharmacity? Pop into our asks and we’ll try to boost ya!

There’s only 2 new pharmacies as I’m aware of this week, which are- @vitalapis-daily and @daily-sekai-rin-vitamins ! Everyone welcome both Fumi and Pharmacist Adi <3 ____________________________________

LORE IN DEPTH-

Keep in mind that this bit of the newspaper will almost always have SOME guessing. The lore wouldn’t be Pharmacity lore without its ominous secrecy, after all..

Anywho. VitaAiri ( @daily-vitamin-airi ) seems to have us in quite the pickle! What were those memories, no one is quite sure yet. But, it seems anon has returned to taking their daily Vitairis consistently, for better or worse. Memories of hers seem to linger.. or are they ours?

VitAn ( @daily-vitamin-an ) seems to have anon passing out often, dreams floating them to places they really shouldn’t be.. they’d like to tell Anthea, but what exactly, the audience hasn’t decided. Their last lore post was an open ended question, maybe if anon answers a certain way in the reblogs or asks, we’ll get more info.

VitaHona ( @daily-vitamin-honami ) has dumped so much fucking lore on 22/9/24 10:48 MST that the summary would not do it justice. Mod bee will post that summary when she can because. how the fuck am i supposed to summarize lore that started FEBUARY 2023. YOU INSANE BITCH/LH

And of course, let’s not forget!

VitaSaki ( @semidaily-vitaminsaki ) whose lore arc seems to have recently began this month~! A missing Saki Tenma found in a computer, her AI an almost perfect version of her, and of course the mysterious person getting… no asks? Cmon guys, I thought we were after the mystery here! Even if the audience isn’t sure about trusting them, it’s still worth trying to ask both rather than one or the other~! Let’s go looking for some answers in those asks yall, chop chop!

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PAPER UPDATES-

Temporary section of the newspaper~! This’ll be a quick section that lets yall know how far I am on threads like lore or theories, as well as any huge changes to the blog!

MODERATOR SITUATION-

I (mod bee) have successfully dragged an irl into the pharmacity~! She'll be helping me run the blog overall, and our oc lores may intertwine a bit~ She also runs @vitalapis-daily , so be sure to follow that if you'd like to peek into her lore!

LORE THREADS-

Mod bee got VitAiri confirmed updated, and I just need to go through and make the buttons. Thank god VitaAiri’s Pharmacist wasn’t too vague this time, otherwise my work would be cut out for me!

Next in my lore queue is:

VitaHona (drafted, unfinished though)

VitaNene (not started)

Tenmamins (not started)

VitaSaki (not started)

VitaRui (not started)

These are blogs/accounts mod bee will be at least LOOKING into lore for. Each blog will have their own doc that’ll be sent to their respective mod(s) and checked for accuracy, as well as asked if they’d like to keep reentry or sideblog posts!

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END OF PAPER! Thank you all for the support once again!!! We'll see you all on the next edition~ - Akko and Fumi!

Have questions or suggestions? Send em over in our asks!

[jedibinx]

Okay so here’s my theory surrounding the Trafik! music video. I haven’t seen anyone else’s takes on this so I apologise if any of what I say has already been said but I have been pondering for many weeks and forming my theory in my mind until it was coherent enough to let loose haha:

Okay, so, overall, I think that Trafik! is a commentary on life and the ‘rat race’. In the video we have pretty much every demographic covered within the cars. We have the elderly, the single people, families and Joost and his friend represent the working class. I think they represent the working class because they’re in a beat up car, it’s old, fast food wrappers, they’re car pooling and Joost’s friend is reading a porno which is a nod towards a stereotypical view of the working class (example, construction workers wolf whistling at passing women). 

At the start of the video we see a really nice car let through a construction site. This would, theoretically be the boss of the site who would represent the richer classes and the workers (H, Mikke etc) are the people who work for this rich person. The road works represent a barrier to a better life the traffic jam represents how everyone is stuck in the rat race, unable to get to a better life, and the workers represent how the higher class people use the lower class people to turn against one another and place barriers in place for them, keeping their hands ‘clean’, as it were. Okay, premise set up.

Enter Kaarija. He’s in a nice car, dressed nicely, representing the more privileged as he manages to get to the front of the queue by skipping over everyone else and gets right to the front. At the front of the queue he meets Joost and they begin to converse, Kaarija being somewhat antagonistic, using his ‘privilege’ in order to piss off Joost and everyone else but also showing how he has more power because he is able to touch Joost but Joost is stuck behind his windshield, or rather, he’s been trained to ‘stay in his place’ as the window is open but he doesn’t reach out for Kaarija despite being able to. 

Everyone within the queue are getting pissed off at one another, the children beginning to learn the same thing; get pissed at one another instead of at who they should be targeting their anger at, the one in charge, the one with power, the one who placed the barrier there in the first place. Representing how in society, we all turn on one another, media distracting us enough to separate us by class, race, whatever, so that we’re so busy hating each other that the culprits are left alone to carry on with what they’re doing. 

As the video goes on, Kaarija turns from antagonizing Joost to actually getting angry himself, almost like the realization has hit him, and Joost and the workers and everyone become friends, dancing and being chaotic together (protesting together?) and banding as one.

The end, I think that the thing in the sky is supposed to represent the better life. Like, look, you’ve realized that the rat race is a scam, you’ve banded together to make something happen, you’ve shown initiative and a brain so… here’s your better life. BUT… the ominous music? It may look attractive and shiny and amazing but underneath is a darkness that will easily consume you, if you don’t have numbers. Everyone is running scared at the end, and it’s just Kaarija and Joost, not enough people to fight against it, fight against the good fight or take it on from the inside, so they end up running from it as well, not having a choice. Therein the cycle starts again. 

So in conclusion: a commentary on how society is constructed and manipulated by the faceless people in power and how we are not strong enough to take it on alone, we have to band together and move the barrier as one. Especially if we no longer wish to live within Trafik.

Thank you for coming to my TED talk. 

[penpinetree]

Rhythm Doctor's tutorials are perfect and why subdivision beats are my favorite mechanic (SPOILERS FOR ACT 5)

before we get into spoilers: Rhythm doctor is a one button rhythm game where you apply defibrillation to numerous characters who each have their own tempo, mechanics and stories as to why they're at middle sea hospital, the game has a great story, amazing characters, and a simple (at first) gimmick, push the button on the 7th beat. its a good game, you should totally play it, and I recommend not reading this post if you haven't, if you have played it, then listen to me word vomit for a minute.

Act 5 is about subversion, even before the act officially starts the game tricks you into thinking it'll be a fun little baseball themed act

the entire act takes place in a new (to you) ward where you've overheard from two other patients that a popular baseball player has just been admitted there.

immediately you'll notice that this is not a ward in a hospital, this is a baseball field, strange, but whatever, doesn't matter. this song introduces a new gimmick, subdivision notes, which are a type of SVT beat (i realize i didn't explain those, basically you're given a get, set, go count and have to hit the beat on go) subdivision beats are simple (at first) where all you need to do is listen for a queue and hit more than one note.

they look like this (it was so hard to time snipping tool to get these). the top image is for a double subdivision and the bottom is for a triple subdivision the tutorial for these notes is really good at getting you used to these types of notes being matched with each other and regular notes respectively and you'll have a good grip on them by the end of it.

the song starts out in the same field that going into the physiotherapy ward brought you to, and the music is nice, mostly just a test to see if you have the subdivision beats down by now.

that is until you reach this point and a baseball suddenly flies into the screen, putting the song to a pause and pulling away the curtain.

it was a dream, this is lucky, the baseball player who was admitted to middlesea hospital for tearing their rotator cuff during a game. after a quick cutscene the song starts again, cutting back to the baseball field, except it's no longer a dream, it's a nightmare, its pouring rain, baseballs fall from the sky in larger and larger amounts, every now and then you can see the eyes of Lucky's fellow teammates staring at you from the dugout. and then it happens, my favorite part of act 5, the one queue that made me fall in love with this game for a third time.

FOUR! TONK-TONK-TONK-TONK

all of the sudden you're hit with a quadruple subdivision beat, they didn't teach you this, lightning strikes in the background as its called out, normally this would be bad game design, throwing something at you out of nowhere without explaining how you're supposed to deal with it. but you hit the notes anyway, because by now you've learned to ignore the visual cues and go based off of the game's rhythm, because the queue's "Tonks" are also in tempo with how quickly you have to hit the divided notes, so without making a sweat you hit the notes perfectly, even while the nightmare sequence starts to fall apart, telling lucky to wake up, you still hit every note perfectly until the end of the song

at the end of the song the screen zooms out from lucky, and you're shown the real physiotherapy ward, this room will no longer look like the baseball field unless you go to it on a new save, act 5 is such a good example of why this game is so dear to my heart (haha) and if you still somehow haven't played it, please, just buy it, give the developers your money.

[fixing-bad-posts]

I looked around and didn't see anything about this on your blog but I apologize if I missed it.

I was wondering, what does doing the work behind this blog...feel like? I guess what I'm asking is if it does anything to you. Like, I had a thought. For a flash, I imagined you as Butters from South Park in that episode where he is tasked with filtering out all the negative comments on Cartman's social media. It ended up really messing with Butters, what with him having to see all that negativity.

You're definitely not being affected to that extreme, I assume, but I wonder if you would have anything to say about the process of finding these negative posts and reading them several times to edit them. Has it exposed you to unpleasantness that you wouldn't have otherwise seen? Or is there perhaps a kind of catharsis in editing such filth?

I'm making a lot of assumptions here. Maybe I'm also asking about your process. I just think what you're doing is neat and would love to hear about your experience with it.

Thanks for reading and I hope you have plenty of reasons to feel joy <3

oh boy, i love talking about myself haha—so thank you for giving me an excuse to do so! i have answered similar questions in the past, though never at length. every once in a while, someone pops into the inbox to ask about my mental health (which, rest assured, is just fine—i don’t put this blog’s operation above anything; it’s honestly pretty low on my list of life-priorities), and it’s always quite sweet. having a mob of strangers following one’s sideblog has its perks: one being that sometimes parasociality results in some well wishes, kind thoughts, and general goodwill. which is very nice, and probably an unearned vanity-boost for my ego.

what does the work behind this blog feel like? in turns: mundane, challenging, vindicating, annoying, amusing… and probably other things that i’m forgetting. most of the work i do on this blog is actually me procrastinating! i am a certified adult with a job™, and i’m definitely guilty of slacking off at work sometimes to queue posts submissions from my inbox, which is more fun than like… proofreading financial documents and making spreadsheets. other times, i’m sitting in a café with my partner, and allegedly i’m “writing” fanfiction. but, uh, if you know any writers, you know that sometimes “writing” means, ‘looking at a blinking cursor’. so it’s in those moments that i open up tumblr and start writing image descriptions and adding tags to prep posts for my queue. that’s mainly when the blog feels mundane.

something that i think helps me avoid negative doomscroll-spirals is that i don’t actively seek out bad posts for this blog. being a citizen of the internet delivers fodder to me naturally. that, and running a semi-popular sideblog on tumblr. when i see a bad post in the wild, that’s when the feeling is annoying/challenging. challenging, because ever since starting this sideblog, hateful posts don’t feel as vicious to me. once i see them, they stop being posts and turn into word-puzzles. and i love word puzzles!

solving the word puzzle is amusing for me, as is getting to look at my resulting “blackout poem.” it makes me laugh, it stretches my brain. when i started, i used to have to read a post several times to find the ‘good post within the bad post’ so to speak. these days, i’m so used to it, i barely read the bad posts more than a handful of times. but as i was saying to my partner, one of the reasons i love found poetry (erasure poetry, and cut-up poetry) is that it uses the same part of my brain that loves scrabble (the board game). then, of course, it's vindicating to see my posts get so many notes, sometimes surpassing the original bad post. that's more of my own vanity, i'm sure.

as for the last part of your message: yes, i have plenty of reasons to feel joy. i work with people who respect me, i live walking distance from a bubble tea café, and have friends and family whom i love. i have the good fortune to be safely out as a queer person. i’m a fanbinder. i’m currently working on a long fanfiction which is getting some very nice comments on ao3. and i’ve recently decided to become a poet (like, for real).

i must admit, i’m fascinated by how you imagine me. i often wonder how i am perceived, especially because i keep many cards close to my chest here on my sideblog.

anyhow, thank you for this excuse to ramble about myself and the process of running this blog. i hope you also have plenty of reasons to feel joy 💛

[puppy-phum]

tag game ✨

thanks for tagging me zey @thasorns ♥ i teared up at your addition about me, that is so sweet :( i miss our dff talks too! idk what you're into these days but would love to talk about some show with you again :')

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1. why did you choose your url?

bc am obsessed with one (1) man who belongs to another amazing guy ♥ (been thinking about an url change lately tho bc i'd like to put last twilight and the hurt it caused behind me but haven't found something else to tie myself to yet. maybe we are and phumpeem if the ending delivers?)

2. any sideblogs? if you have them name them and why you have them.

not really. the only side blog i have is my og url vishcount saved for nostalgia purposes but there's nothing on that blog

3. how long have you been on tumblr?

started on this hellsite (affectionate) on the lord's year 2013 and it shows

4. do you have a queue tag?

i don't use the queue much so no. you will only catch me reblogging like ten posts in a row when am online/in the mood and then going back to lurking again

5. why did you start your blog in the first place? 

i was into a bunch of animes and tumblr was filled with amazing fanart. i wanted to be able to look at them in peace

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp?

to show who my url is about ♥ mork my beloved

7. why did you choose your header?

wanted it to fit the theme. also i adore the last twilight rooftop kiss, it's one of the brightest spots of the show

8. what’s your post with the most notes? 

most likely this the untamed edit from 2020. i was truly living my peak back then :'D tbh i feel like the whole of tumblr was living its peak when the untamed was airing and when we all lost it together for the longest time after

9. how many mutuals do you have?

way too many and i adore all of them, tho i probably forget or cannot recognize most of them. especially if you've changed your url/main fandom OR i have, we might not even know each other anymore haha

10. how many followers do you have?

more than i deserve and idk what all of you are even doing here but i like feeling like i'm part of some type of crowd ♥

11. how many people do you follow?

quite recently i unfollowed some inactive blogs and blogs about things i don't really care for anymore so my follow count is a nice number of 205

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

uh. i don't really know? do some posts from my finnish tumblr (suomitumppu) era count? :'D

13. how often do you use tumblr each day?

am chronically online and i open this app like a fridge

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once?

no, not really. am not really one to share strong opinions, especially negative opinions, publicly online which i think is the cause of most arguments ppl have here. i'd rather just keep my peace and be nice

15. how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts 

mostly i don't like doing things when am told to do them

16. do you like tag games?

yes! it always makes me happy to know that someone is thinking about me and i do find these a lot of fun to do ^^

17. do you like ask games?

also yes. i just don't often reblog those bc i don't really have a lot of interactions on this site. if i find an ask game with very interesting questions, i might forward it to kiddo @i-am-just-a-kiddo and we do it together privately to enjoy it like that ♥

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

the first one that comes to mind is hanyi @ruanbaijie who i think deserves all the recognition for her absolutely amazing giffing skills ♥ she's also the sweetest so idk what's not to follow, make her even more famous if you can!

19. do you have a crush on a mutual?

nope. idk if i function like that tbh. i have some huge friend crushes tho and want to be closer with some ppl a lot! not mentioning names bc am shy haha

but i want to say that monica @stormyoceans is very important to me these days. she brightens up my days and makes my whole fandom experience so much better by simply being her enthusiastic and authentic self ♥ never change!

and also jessi @oswlld who i still cannot believe is someone i can call my friend and bestie on this site. i am so happy we've gotten to share bad buddy, vice versa, and last twilight together! also happy to hear about your life at times and to just share silly things with you ♥

third one i want to mention is shannen @icouldhyperfixatehim who always manages to stand out in a positive way. we don't interact much but i cannot help but feel very giddy about their presence on my dash. they leave the best tags and every time they reblog any of my edits with their tags, they manage to make me feel like i've made it and my edit was worth the effort :'D so thank you!

20. tags?

want to tag at least @psychic-waffles @foxofninetales @hils79 @sherrymagic @srnileforme and @thitiponqs ♥ also the ones i mentioned before are free to join and anyone else who wants to do this!

[linagram]

linagram season 3 announcement!

hi hi everyone! thank you so much for waiting! i'm glad to say that linagram season 3 is finally starting!! this post will contain a short summary of season 2 that you can read in case you forgot anything or if you don't know much about linagram but still want to participate and a list of everything you can expect from season 3 (things like voice dramas, interrogations, you get it).

you can read about the first season here.

linagram has (or more like.. used to have) two guards and ten prisoners. the guards' names are (last name, first name order) sanada eiji and andou miki. the prisoners' names are miyagawa akio, hanasaki aimi, ishizu shun, chiba naomi, sanada kei (yes, him and eiji are brothers), yoshioka eiko, yano asahi (who is actually miki's brother), maruyama yurika, kuroki riku and himura reina.

however, season 2 was.. quite intense. because of an injury that happened because the prisoners were somehow able to touch him (and it later turned out to be a punishment for not being a "good guard") sanada eiji had to take a break from being a guard, so the new guard came to take his place- ah, but not, like, completely replace him! he's just here to help miki so that she doesn't feel too lonely, haha..

anyway, i hope you will greet the third guard of the milgram prison, kuroki hinode (riku's older brother), with open arms.

the trial results were much more polarizing than the season 1 results too.

if season 1 ended with seven innocent prisoners and three guilty ones, season 2 ended with five innocent prisoners and five guilty ones. (though to be more specific, one of them actually got a 50/50 verdict, so in the end we went with her canon trial 2 verdict: guilty).

the five innocent prisoners are miyagawa akio, hanasaki aimi, sanada kei, yano asahi and himura reina.

the five guilty prisoners are ishizu shun, chiba naomi, yoshioka eiko, maruyama yurika and kuroki riku.

a lot happened after the trial too. since sanada eiji, who was responsible for punishing the guilty prisoners, got injured, it was kuroki hinode's responsibility to come up with a new punishment. he decided to go with something that the guards simply call a "memory machine": a small device that they can use to "steal" the prisoner's memories. they can take any memories they like and they can give them back whenever they want. i sure wonder how that went..

the prisoners also got some presents in the christmas special and uh.. this may sound weird, but i think you should pay attention to those presents more. they are actually kind of important.

one prisoner even found out that her parents are most likely associated with milgram and they may even be responsible for all of this.. how scary..

but oh well! that's all for season 2!

now, let's take a look at what awaits us in season 3.

i know that it would most likely be better to post a schedule and i know that people can miss something but. i find schedules too stressful, because my life is just. like that and i'm afraid i won't be able to follow it. (i know i can just queue stuff or something but the tumblr queue has failed me before. i do not trust it)

but if you need to know when you can expect an update, i try to post stuff weekly or at least once in two weeks.

i use tumblr polls and everyone's trials last a week simply because 1) i am impatient and 2) i just think that's enough.

the prisoners' voice dramas usually get posted once in a week (but there may be exceptions) and each pair's interrogation usually gets posted a week after the both prisoners' voice dramas. (all interrogations have already been written) each voice drama also includes the prisoner's music video description and a poll.

anyway, this is how season 3 will go!

- linagram season 3 albums info (album covers, original song titles, cover songs, album trailer + song trailer voicelines)

- linagram season 3 designs info (this time we're going without the character profiles, apologies for that. instead of that, i will simply put all designs in one post and talk about them a little bit. hopefully i can show how the characters have changed through their designs and the voice dramas.)

- pre-t3 voice drama #01 (the linagram verdict system will be explained. i've made a poll earlier and asked if people would prefer the verdict system to be revealed or to stay a mystery and the first option won)

- pre-t3 voice drama #02 (this one is the usual discussion of the previous trial's verdicts and how they have affected the prisoners)

- miyagawa akio's trial

- hanasaki aimi's trial

- akio and aimi's interrogation

- ishizu shun's trial

- chiba naomi's trial

- shun and naomi's interrogation

- sanada kei's trial

- yoshioka eiko's trial

- kei and eiko's interrogation

- yano asahi's trial

- maruyama yurika's trial

- asahi and yurika's interrogation

- kuroki riku's trial

- himura reina's trial

- riku and reina's interrogation

- the end of the third trial voice drama

- [REDACTED]

-[REDACTED]

anyway yeah, that's it! please be careful with your verdicts everyone. this is the last trial after all.

(and no, voting them all innocent won't make it any better... sorry </3)

[fapper]

full story of what happened in office hours 2 days ago and how i accidentally rizzed up the TA who is also my crush

*note: FAAM stands for "fine ass asian man" who is like, an acquaintance of mine idk

okay mind you this happened only 2 days ago bruh. okay buckle up cuz i cant stop thinking abt it 😭 so me and FAAM went to this review session for our midterm that was wednessday (i got a 75% btw) anddd i only went bc my crush who is also the TA was going to be teaching. soooo i came into the room and mans was sitting in the front so he didnt notice me, but later on he got to the blackboard and started yk teaching shit, and i made sure i was consistently looking at him to see if he'll look at me anddd i think he did like 3 times. not that many tbh anyways after review session we had office hours in a differrent room, so me and FAAM immediately head to office hours, and they have this annoying queueing system and there were A LOTTT of ppl in offce hrs that night, the room was full and there were only 4 TA's, and i only had my eyes on one guy HAHAHA ok so i mind u office hrs was from 6 - 8pm. i couldnt get help from him and i was waiting and waiting and waiting and me and FAAM kept talking abt him while he was in the room omfg 😭 FAAM was like 'wait so its him?' and he proceeded to point to the wrong TA and i was like, bruh FUCK no ITS NOT HIM DUMBASS like i think our behavior was hella obvious in hindsight bc we were literally talking abt him in front of himmmm bro 😭 FAAM was like 'you should go talk to him' BRO STFU YOU KNOW IM NOT! and i was likeeee 'what do u think of 'eagle' for my nickname for him?' (cuz he had a really big hairdo and it reminded me of wings ok) and FAAM was laughing and we were just kikiing like 2 old bithces bruh.

okay so it was 7:50pm. and at this point i was waiting for my turn to get help so i was literally on TIKTOK bored as shittt 😭. and i feel my crush stand up from his seat and slowly walk to stand behind me... and i was thinking 'aint no way' and then he says 'y/n?' (OKAY FIRST OF ALL HOW DO U REMEMBER MY NAME) and i was surprised at first so i jumped a little and he said 'sorry! 😭' and FAAM immediately says 'do you need a seat?' to the TA cuz we were sitting together and the TA goes 'noo its fine hahaha' but i told FAAM to be a wingman so he was insisting on it and so FAAM moves to the next chair and my crush sits next to me to help me. ight so boom

so immediately i start asking him questions and he was explaining hit to me and i couldnt focus fr. FAAM and i kept making glances at each other and every time we looked at each other we smiled real hard meanwhile the TA probably noticed all that shit HELPPPP I JUST KNOW MY CRUSH NOTICED ALL THE EXCHANGED SMILES ME AND FAAM HAD LIKE U COULD JUST TELL WHAT WAS GOING ON OKKKK!!! at one point when FAAM and i made eye contact and smiled i literally stoppped typing whatever he said and lost my train of thought bc i was trying not to laugh sooo hard bruh. meanwhile the TA is witnessing all this shit happen in front of him rn bruh (the TA was sittin between us 😭) so i notice my crush was starting to struggle in answering the question/ explaining shit so he started looking into the distance to think, and every time he got quiet i would look at his face and just look at him reallll good lmfaoooo omfg i kept looking back at his face while sitting next to him bruh. and one time when i looked at him, he smiled and closed his eyes and looked down like DAMN ARE YOU FR HAVING THIS REACTION TO ME LOOKING AT U RN? OMGGG so immediately i was like. ight he wants me. andddd lo and behold. my crush gives up and puts his laptop on our table and says "okay so im just gonna show you the solution dont tell anyone haha" *nervous laugh* meanwhile everyone in the class heard him and they look at our direction 😭 so me and FAAM laugh at this and when i looked back at the TA his face was literally PINK broooo.... im not fucking kidding he was blushign or something. and so as i was taking a pic i jokingly said "bro is about to get fired" and he was like no its fine and laughed it off. also hes just generally a nice guy like i had CHATGPT open in one tab and i said 'ohhh sorry not me having chatgpt open rn' and i closed the tab and the TA noticed and laughed and i said 'women in stem' and he laughed and said 'no yeah exactly' (i made the same joke the last time in office hours with him, he said 'i believe you' when i hinted that the hw answer i had was NOT INDEED MINE LOL) so i guess u could say i have that joker rizz the way he supports me and laughs at my jokes bruh. anyways after that i was like. 'thank you! *makes thumbs up gesture with both my hands* and he stands up and says something bla bla and i say thank you again and he makes the same thumbs up gesture with both his hands and turns around to help the next person.

bruh moment

do yall think he wants me? it was definitely not his normal or usual behavior, *this is random but his voice is so nice* and i feel like i made it really obvious that i liked him by joking with FAAM.

[raptorsgust]

hello! so i was lucky enough to snag a ticket to the tgcf donghua s2 fan screening right here in singapore, so here's a short report on the happenings! under the read more as there will be spoilers including those from the novel

arrived at around 1:20pm and it already looked like a full house! lots of people queueing at the photobooths and stuff, LOTS of cosplayers, mainly hualian and beefleaf. after a while i asked an usher about the merch booth but it was already closed due to the long queue, so i just went to find my seat which was near the back (in front of a bunch of cosplayers haha)

the hall had at least eight screens but none were positioned in a way where i didn't have to turn/crane my neck lol i can still feel the strain

the screening itself started at about 10 minutes past 2pm! we first had some voice actor greetings first, both of shi qingxuan's voice actors seemed to have received the loudest cheers from my pov! all of them ended their greeting with 天官赐福，百无禁忌

there was also a quick announcement of another tgcf collab cafe in 2024! sg just keeps winning and winning

after that we finally started the screening with a recap of s1 starting from the cart scene all through the banyue arc. xie lian's lines were all newly voiced by his new voice actor deng youxi, and he sounded alright to me! (note: not 100% sure that he did replace jgt's voicing but that's what i remember, correct me if im wrong!)

more than an hour of s1 later, we smoothly transitioned into the first episode of s2, and the following are some highlights and points:

s2 is still based on the unrevised novel as far as i can tell

everyone loves shi qingxuan!!

ghost city is very extravagant and fun! lots of quirky ghosts, there's joss paper flying around everywhere

xl's 不举 was omitted even though it's already rated m18 lol

the part where hc teaches xl to shake the dice has a lot of hand touching and cute reactions from the ghosts and sqx and lqq

a LOT of teasing leading up to the reveal of hc's true form, they'd show part of his face, his hand, his boots, and when he stepped out from behind the curtain and xl laid eyes on him for the first time there were shoujo bubbles

also A LOT OF SCREAMING FROM THE AUDIENCE tbh it was already loud enough throughout the gambling scene it was just hilarious

frankly i couldn't see hc clearly cuz, bad seat, but we all know how he looks like anyway

idk if it's just mE but the audio of the entire screening had its pitch raised, all the songs were a key higher, everyone sounded higher-pitched...... to ward people from secretly recording it?

feels bad for fulgur cuz it feels like most of the audience didn't care about him? half of them left their seats for the photobooths during his q&a segment

quiz time was interesting......

for "what is hc's weapon?" the host accepted the answer E-Ming, as in the person who answered said cAPITAL LETTER OF THE ALPHABET E which i would personally not accept as correct but o wells

the last question was "what did hc give to xl at the end of s1?" and the lucky person who answered very precisely said "his ashes in the form of a ring" and the host went aRe YoU sUrE and tried to make us recall an oBjEcT and i think we were all second-guessing ourselves there lmao please get a host who did their homework next time

pretty sure that was a huge spoiler for donghua-only fans tho HAHA

after the event was over i hung around texting friends and then tried to see if the merch booth was available but all the nice merch was sold out, and frankly just thinking of trying the queues at the photobooths was mentally draining so i just left haha

overall it was a great experience! watching and reacting together with so many other fans is truly a rare experience and despite going solo i had fun!

excellent door gifts too, the acrylic stand is of great quality and is now set up and sitting on my mxtx shelf~

[mekatrio]

anime con log diary whatever

the epic outfit for today:

thankfully no traffic so that was epic. i was there pretty early (10:30-ish) so it was easy to find parking. got lost in the mall for like ten minutes until me and friend found some staff members for the con, and they showed us the way. the entrance was rly out of the way lol, usually theres two point of entries, but one was out of service. u had to follow a rly specific path to get there. there were also a bunch of buddha statues near the entrance stairway?

idk what was up with that. anyways since we were early there was no queue for us to get in. very nice. also its the weekday so i heard that theres significantly less ppl here today than there'll be the next two days. also very nice.

several booths were still being set up while we walked around. we checked out the official vendors first before checking out the artist alley, which was the main reason we were there. immediately my friend finds and starts buying some hoyoverse merch. i check the booths out w her for a while and then i get myself a green tea latte. then we check out the goodsmile booth and i find these

very cool but i do not get them, bc 1.) expensive, and 2.) i do not like plastic figurines. i also stop my friend from buying a persona 5 joker figurine. she goes and buy some more hoyoverse stuff instead. then we go check out the artist alley... and then friend realizes she left her water bottle somewhere. and as per usual with the cons i go to w her, we are seperated. and then we meet up again, but not before i buy two epic items:

i am sooo happy w these two purchases 💜 they were the only ones of their kind, so im glad i got them when i did. the gengar plush will live on my purple bag and be gomamons new neighbor, like so:

^ this was also how my bag looked for the rest of the day 🤭 yayyyy 💞 anyways after looking thru the artist alley some more, we take a break to get some food. cuz we barely had anything for breakfast and we are fucking starving. the food area looks like this:

and everything there was unsurprisingly expensive lol. me and friend get the cheapest thing there, which are pizzas

tho im kinda starting feeling nauseous at this point.. and have to keep myself from throwing up. thats what happens when u take supplements + drive + drink a green tea latte on a nearly empty stomach and little sleep. dont do that. so i go to the bathroom and freshen up, and eventually i feel better. i eat three slices of pizza and give the last slice to friend, and sadly have to throw away the rest of the latte or i would feel sick again. but i feel way better now that ive eaten.

we then spend the next two hours going thru the rest of the artist alley. me and my friend joked abt the possibility of finding at least 1 (one) kgpr merch. or possibly tota merch. but unsurprisingly, there was absolutely none Lol. tho i did find vesperia merch instead

literally only one booth was selling vesperia merch haha. also surprisingly there were quite a few ace attorney merchs? its surprising to me cuz the last art event i went to only had one narumitsu sticker in the entire place. but here there were several

^like this artist, who i didnt know was based in malaysia! ive seen their comics on tumblr a few times. didnt buy from them tho, sorryyy.. anyways, various pics from the artist alley:

after we finished looking thru the artist alley and had bought our fill of art (and good god did my friend buy loads of art), i checked out a second hand vendor that i saw earlier. they had loadssss of stuff, and me and friend spent a good 15 minutes digging thru this massive tub of pins and keychains in hopes of finding smth good

i was rly hoping to find something tota or kgpr in here, cuz if they were anywhere in this convention they would be here.. but sadly there was none haha. it was rly funny digging thru this thing, i kinda felt like a racoon/archeologist. oh but i did find these two pins which made me laugh

and in the end i found and bought a bunch of revue starlight merch + a cute embroidered pin

and then after that we finally left the con.. we spent a good 5 hours in there. we went to a store for me to grab some stuff for home, then played 2 rounds of taiko hehe (6 songs total). then we went to grab some food

^ the mall the convention is in also has a fucking river flowing thru it lol. i remember seeing this as a kid, its been over ten years since ive last been here

then i drove my friend home in ATROCIOUS weather... omfg it was raining so heavily. and stupid navigation app sent me to drive on some nearly flooded roads 😑😑😑😑 but we made it in one piece and i chilled in her room for a bit. she took a pic of everything she brought... which was SO MUCH LOL

^her haul. and then finally i arrived back home.. here is my comparatively much smaller haul:

but yayy it was a fun day today ✌️ but now i have work tomorrow.. bahhhh

[fandomconsumesme]

The insanity has struck yet again, and I have been hit with an idea for DTAMHD that will not leave me. So I thought I would subject all of you to it.

It comes in at the middle of the episode, the moment when the gang are finally using the pressure cooker, and Dennis has hit the end of the line. He’s standing at the beach, perfectly still, processing the most recent slight against him. It cuts to the pressure cooker, turned on. Back to Dennis, then back to the pressure cooker rocking a little. Back and forth, quicker each time until the pressure cooker blows up and smoke billows out, meanwhile Dennis runs into the water, kicking and punching and yelling, splashing everywhere. Cut to smoke clearing, queue hiding behind billiards table, and the gang comes out to check the damage. Mac goes looking for the diamonds, and holds up a piece of metal, saying he’s found one. The gang all tells him he’s deluded, but he insists, holding onto the “Diamond”. Dennis, still again, stares out and starts to bawl, mascara running down his face. ad break. Back to the bar, cleaning up damage. Dennis barges in, sopping wet, still with the mascara tears. he says that he’s realized he needs to be more appreciative of those in his life. He goes around, Kind of timesup-esque and says a good thing about each of the gang, expressing his appreciation, starting with Frank, then Charlie, then Dee, and lastly Mac. To Mac he says that he’s the most important person in his life, and it gets startlingly close to a love confession. He finally stops, and stands, even more pathetic looking than usual. Mac walks up and asks “do you want a tissue?” handing one over. Dennis reaches out to hold his face, and leans in, and… it cuts to black like in Risky rat because even in this ideal world, rcgm are jackasses.

(Extra points if Dennis is crying during the confession, and Dee isn’t paying attention because she’s making out with the waitress in the background)

It’s never going to happen, but that’s obvious, and all that has done has been making the eventual letdown greater. I love acting like this is prestige, and not the haha peepeepoopoo show. Also, credit to all of the much smarter people of sunnyblr who helped shaped this delusion, thank you for your service.

[jokertrap-ran]

[スタオケ] La Corda d'Oro Starlight Orchestra Mikado Ukiha Cast Story Chapter 5 Translation

*Starlight Orchestra Masterlist | Mikado Ukiha’s Personal Masterlist *Spoiler free: Translations will remain under cut *Mikado's Route Tag will be #Ukiha’s Star *T/N: Protect Mikado's smile!!! Precious...

Ukiha: …The wind is starting to carry the scent of winter rather than autumn.

Ukiha: The season is about to change… and I suppose our surrounding environment will soon follow suit as well.

Ukiha: I wonder how many times we have already walked the streets of Gion together like this.

Ukiha: It is a place that sees little to no change. Are you not bored by it?

▷Choice: Not at all

Ukiha: I see. That is good then. Ukiha: I am all too familiar with the streetscape here, but I suppose it is still a new experience in your eyes. Ukiha: I am too used to these streets, so I am afraid it is no longer possible for me to enjoy them like before.

▷Choice: I just want to spend time with you, Mikado

Ukiha: How heartwarming. However, I doubt it would be fun to go around with me in this manner. Ukiha: Surely you would find more enjoyment wandering these streets with someone who is equally new to this place. Ukiha: Their reactions would be more candid, and I am sure it would make seeing new things all more exciting.

▷Choice: Then let’s go somewhere else next time

Ukiha: I do not mind. Will you do the honors of deciding our next destination? Ukiha: Nothing really stands out to me anymore since I have gotten used to these streets. Ukiha: People who are here to visit would know where all the good spots are. And I can show you around as long as you know the location.

Guy 1: Yikes, look at how long the queue is! I guess that's unavoidable, considering its popularity…

Girl 1: Let's join the queue since we're already here! The guidebook strongly recommends this place, so I really wanna try it!

Ukiha: …Are you curious about it too? The long queue is for the shop that is famous for its matcha.

Ukiha: They also serve parfaits in the store, but as you can see, they often have long queues due to how small the shop is.

Ukiha: You will not have to line up to enter the store if you purchase it as a takeaway at the counter. We can pop in for a look if you are interested.

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I bought a matcha soft-serve ice cream.

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Ukiha: …I never thought that the day would come when I would be one of those people.

Ukiha: The couples dotting the area along the river here, spaced evenly as they are, can be called a Kamogawa specialty.

Ukiha: I have looked down from this bridge before, but this is my first time experiencing things as they do.

▷Choice: Do we look like a couple?

Ukiha: Who knows? Perhaps we should try sitting in a fashion more befitting of couples. Ukiha: Like sitting closer… Ukiha: Hehe, you have gone all red. I might easily get the wrong idea, considering how easy it is to draw that reaction out of you.

▷Choice: It's a new experience, right?

Ukiha: Oh? Did our previous conversation cause you to worry about that? Ukiha: It is quite refreshing. Plus, this is also my first time sitting by the water while the wind is this cold. Ukiha: I never thought that I would ever get the chance to sit so close to another, just like this…

Ukiha: I know it is cold out here, but that ice cream is going to melt and go to waste if you do not start eating it.

Ukiha: It may not be the best season to enjoy it, but the taste never changes. I hope you enjoy it.

Ukiha: Oh, no need to worry about me. Seeing you enjoy it is more than enough for me.

At his prompting, I turned back to the matcha soft-serve— intact and unmelted…

Ukiha: …Eh?

A strong gust of wind suddenly came out of nowhere. Just what…

…The ice cream I was holding disappeared!!!

Ukiha: …Pfft- Ha! HAHAHAHA!!!

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Ukiha: Ahahahahaha! Oh dear, this is truly an unexpected turn of events!

Ukiha: Haha, it was a black kite. A black kite stole your ice cream!

Ukiha: Look over there. That was the black kite that stole the ice cream you were holding earlier!

Ukiha: Haha! Oh, what a masterpiece!

▷Choice: Laugh along with him

Ukiha: That was amazingly smooth of it! Hahaha, it happened in the blink of an eye!

▷Choice: Quit laughing so much

Ukiha: I cannot help it. I mean, the look you had on your face right after it happened was- Ahahaha!

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Ukiha: Ah… Aha… my stomach hurts from laughing so hard. I have heard rumors, but I had totally forgotten about it…

Ukiha: Rumor has it that there are black kites in Kamogawa, so it is advised not to bring food there.

Ukiha: That really came out of nowhere. Never would I have thought that we would actually experience it first-hand…

Ukiha: Your hair has gotten all mussed up.

Ukiha: Oh my… How long has it been since I last had such a good laugh?

Ukiha: You should have been the one enjoying your time here, but the tables were turned somewhere along the way, and I ended up being the one gleaning enjoyment from it all.

Ukiha: Since your ice cream is gone… Shall we head back?

Ukiha: How do you feel about dropping by my place? We may not have matcha ice cream on hand, but we should have some matcha-flavored dango.

Ukiha: It will be prepared alongside a hot pot of tea, of course. I… would not mind spending a little more time with you.

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[helianskies]

I sent this as another ask ebcause it was just getting LONG!

BUT!! AAAA!! So, first off, it was "For Me?"! ( Also, I really wasn't sure if fyour blog was super active when I sent that ask, BUT IM SO GLAD YOU RESPONDED. DAY IS MADE HAHA! )

I absolutely ADORE Turkey, but also the Netherlands, so seeing them in the fic (and being TOGETHER in a ship)--and one that's pretty well written at that!!--was a real treat for me. Seeing them with Portugal is a lovely mix and works well, but there's not enough strictly NedTurk fanwork out there for me to consume from what I've seen unfortunately.

Not only that, I'm not big on a lot of ships, so it's tough! I'm trying to write more fanfiction myself because that ship deserves more than what little I've seen, but that takes time and energy and I don't always have that.

BUT ALSO YES, VISUALLY, MAN IS A TREAT!!

asks are always welcome so don't worry! also i live on tumblr so i'm guaranteed to reply (timezone allowing) haha,, i just use a slow queue of posts so i might not look too active, and tend to cling to lovely messages like a dragon on a pile of gold before replying :')

anywho, i have to say, you've no idea how happy i am to hear that that is the fic you came back to. it's a fic i love and, at this moment in time, have also been ignoring a lot out of disdain... it's kind of tiring to think about where to even begin with the next bit... but to hear you enjoy it for Sadık and Abel is wholesome as heck! i love them in their trio with port, but i too agree that NedTurk on its own? 👀 yes please!

i love that you're also writing them though! that's kinda how i got seriously into writing for fandom to begin with; it started with engspa a few years back and has since spiralled! and yeah, the time and energy it takes even now is insane, and i certainly commend anyone who writes around working because my gosh is that even worse but whewww, it's also rewarding. especially when you get messages like these!

so yes, thank you for your asks, they really have cheered me up about this fic and given me a bit of a pick-me-up! i will continue to write the man-treat, i do so love him - and maybe NedTurk could be a good place to start branching out from in future... but, in the meantime, i wish you the best with your own writing endeavours ♡

[alexturner]

once again wrote some stuff down from when i went to see AM last night:

i started queueing around 3 pm and i got a pretty good view honestly, but the people who were first in the queue had started queueing at 6 am (😱) in case anyone is interested

there was a lot of pushing around on our side which was tough because we were already so squeezed in, and also because it was so. warm. in the venue. it was a lot. everyone was sweating and wiping themselves down and fanning themselves, including the bands

the start of the show is always pretty much the same; sculptures, brianstorm, snap, crying lightning (BUT: the new solo sounds AWESOME). then they played teddy picker, the view (they played it so fast???), 4/5 (with the new arrangement), big ideas (gorgeous!!!!!!!! and funny because alex was playing piano for the outro and from our side all you could see was his hair bouncing up and down from behind it lmao) and... cornerstone - which they swapped for star treatment (i love more humbug rep but... big 😔 @ star treatment being out). after that it was AM hours with diwk? arabella and high, but with pretty visitors somewhere inbetween.

the real highlight was the back end of the set. the band seemed in such good spirits, there was a lot of smiling, back and forths between all the boys, and alex was blowing kisses to the audience throughout the set and interacting with everyone who was dancing up in the stands (also he kept calling us "rockers" and said "oberhausen" every chance he got)

suck it and see made me cry, it was fantastic (my filming skills weren't because of all the pushing and sweating, but anyway):

fluorescent adolescent was SO FUN. i'm so happy that's back!!!! mirrorball was a really wonderful moment in the set. alex played some acoustic guitar and when the song was over the mirrorball dropped down from the ceiling!!!!!! which was also scary because it dropped in such a way that it looked like it was about to come down from its cables.......... 😅

it made 505 look gorgeous 🥺

they ended with body paint which... goes SO much harder than i thought???? the outro lasted a solid 3 minutes and it was clearly everyone just kinda freestyling and doing what fit the song and it was AMAZING. gorgeous gorgeous.

encore was i wanna be yours (it was so nice to hear it, and everyone was singing SO loud, but i do really miss the 2014 extended outro 😔), dancefloor and then r u mine? after which they lingered for a long time and i thought they miiiiiight do the extended outro, but they didn't. regardless it was of course so good and energetic, after all those years it's still the best way to be sent home after their set tbh.

my legs were numb afterwards lmao, it was a chore to walk out. i went to see the merch, a lot of t-shirts were already sold out; they had 300 copies of the limited edition poster, i got number 260/300 after the set had been over for a good 30 minutes!!! also in case anyone's interested, haha

i had such a good time!!!! this was the first time i saw AM in a venue after seeing them at a festival twice; both have their charm and it really helps that the band just... always sounds fantastic. they're so, so good live 😩 super excited to continue my mini AM tour in amsterdam tomorrow!!!

[irithnova]

Some tsagaan sar headcanons seeing as its tsagaan sar!

If anyone is unaware of what tsagaan sar, it is the first day of the Mongolian Lunar New Year (white moon) and is a major 3 day holiday in Mongolia - the most major holiday in Mongolia, which has been celebrated since the 13th century.

How I think Mongolia celebrates it depends on the year. Sometimes he accompanies his bosses family (as it is a family oriented holiday), as families during tsagaan sar go and visit nearby family and friends to pass on new year greetings. Seeing as Mongolia is a nation and has no "family" to visit, he sometimes joins in with the family of his boss, probably pretending to be a family friend who is visiting from abroad or something (obviously not wanting to give away his identity as a nation rep).The eve of the moonrise of the new lunar year is called bituun, and most people go home early from work on this day. I like to think he tries his best to take the whole day off - screw it, he's earned it, plus it gives him more time to prepare for the holiday - including cleaning his house. Mongolian families tend to start preparations earlier in advance, cleaning around the house, fixing things, getting their best garments ready. 

Mongolians typically wear their nicest garments on tsagaan sar, the deel. Back in the day, Mongolians used to celebrate tsagaan sar by wearing all white, riding white horses, exchanging white gifts, and eating white food, and a lot of these traditions have trickled down into the modern day. Though Mongolians tend to go for more of a diverse range of colours in their clothing these days, I like to think that Mongolia still wears a really nice white deel that he keeps specially for tsagaan sar! When it comes to gifts, I think Mongolia still likes the tradition of giving out white gifts, and I see him as being pretty nifty at wood-carving. Queue a million different intricately hand-carved figures of white horses and whatnot that he likes to give out. Also, white cookies! (boortsog).

When visiting his bosses family, he does secretly find it funny how he must perform zolgokh on the elderly family members (younger family members/people place their hands beneath the elbows of their elders, as if to lift them up, as a mark of respect) considering that he himself is far older than any of them, being an immortal nation rep haha. He greatly enjoys spending time with his own people during tsagaan tsar, drinking vodka and eating with them.

His boss (president) does have duties during tsagaan sar though, and he accompanies them for it. On the first day of tsagaan sar, the president goes to Chinggis Khan square to pay homage to him, and afterwards they go to the state palace in which they bow to the Mongolian state emblem and the white horsetail banners. They then go to the state palace's reception ger and greet the prime minister and national assembly speaker, and perform traditional ceremonial greetings - and of course, there's lots of food. 

There are musical performances done at this meeting, and I like to think that Mongolia actually does a few of these musical performances himself! I mean, if you've been throat singing/playing the morin khuur for that long you're bound to be good at it. The president then delivers a new year message on national TV. If he's in the  background giving a side-eye, it's probably because he's not too fond of his boss.

Another way he celebrates tsagaan sar is by inviting Tibet over (if he's able to)! Tibet's Losar holiday (Tibetan new year) occurs on the same day, and if Tibet is able to come over/wants to come over, it's a mixture of both of their traditions/foods and whatnot. When Tibet comes over, they typically just celebrate it together with no one else, despite this meaning that Mongolia has to do more preparation beforehand, he really does enjoy Tibet's company , and likes seeing the look on his face when he presents him with his gifts (TibMon posting on main?) .

If I'm going down the TibMon route, this holiday can be quite romantic for the both of them haha.

In the end, Mongolia is probably hungover/in a food coma, so I can see him booking off the rest of the week to recover.

[otrtbs]

Alright. Just woke up after harry's final show. That was a lot. It started a bit rocky because there were so many people that we managed to get in at the 7th song (she) and there were still so many people coming in after it was insane.

Aside from the queue from hell, it was so fucking epic. Didn't manage to get merch unfortunately but it's fine i'm more than happy with just having been there!

Got home at 6 am today and had to sleep in the parking lot last night (thankfully we went with the car) because the line to get out lasted 4 hours like there were so many people the roads were packed packed and we all (me, sister and cousin) had been up since 6am the day before because we had to work before the show like it was crazy we were so tired but so happy!!

Now. For the important things.

WHAT THE FUUUUCCCKKKKK LITERALLY GOT IN AND STARTED CRYING IMMEDIATELY i mean i was crying in line already when se telefonando (mina's song) started playing because shut up that was so special AND THEN LIKE BEST SONG EVER AND TWO GHOSTS INTRO INTO FALLING LITERALLY EVERYTHING ELSE THE SPEECH THE FIT THE NEW INSTRUMENTAL SONG that was such a moment everyone was so quiet idk now there's just a bit of a constant scream in my brain it was beautiful

Also the way he kept saying tante belle cose (which means like many beautiful things amd in italian is used as a goodbye kinda when you see someone you wish them tante belle cose lol or maybe he just wanted to sane many nice things) LMAO like he is basically fluent in italian it was so funny

Alright that's it i'll just keep watching videos from last night and cry a bit more

hello hello hello !!!! hello !!!

the queue sounds so wild omg im glad you made it in!! also yeah who needs merch when you have THE FINAL SHOW MEMORIES !!! YOU LITERALLY GOT BEST SONG EVER AND THEN YOU GOT THE SONG THE INSTRUMENTAL SONG MY SOUL WOULD'VE TRANSCENDED !!

i am also just watching final show videos,,, look at us <33 thank you for stopping by to share your story of the evening it sounds like so much and such a special experience !!! <33 and you were such a trooper haha <333

[ingolds]

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