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bunnyboy-juice · 2 months

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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???

#personal #i am emotional yes #over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme #nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post #and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity #especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making #if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care #i just needed to scream #and this is one small thing #but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks #saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that #my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten #i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked #-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also #and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb #a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u #idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit #im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved #im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does #wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun

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gomi--neko · 9 months

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Hii

#btw i had 2 stop T so now im really dysphoric and also very hormonal so i feel like i have rabies actually.#so like if my art gets more weird in the next couple weeks that is probably why #kiryu kazuma #yakuza #rgg #art #fanart #artists on tumblr #digital art #illustration

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puppyeared · 8 months

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mascot

#this isnt vent dw!!! i dont smoke either i was just kinda going for some sort of vibe #i know its usually played for laughs or like. dark humor whenever ppl draw mascots without their heads and u can see the actor #but i always found it fascinating and a little sobering. ever since i was a kid ive always been hyperaware of ppl in costumes #like. even if i tried to block it out id be thinking the whole time 'its not real. theres a person in that suit who gets paid to do this'#it used to be an uncomfortable nagging feeling but now its like. oh yeah theres someone with a whole life story doing this. idk #i think when i tell ppl im not conscious of my body its like. im not dysphoric or experience dissociation but. at the same time #it feels like my physical body doesnt fully outwardly represent me..?? like some sort of costume #i like to phrase it as being a giant hairless mecha and inside theres a very tiny puppy piloting the damn thing #and the other thing is. when i draw my sona i dont really see it as what i /wish/ i looked like or how i want people to see me #its like being in a costume and just. fucking around with some sort of barrier between myself and others #plus mascots arent allowed to talk and i dont really. engage with other ppl in public spaces that it kinda feels like ad lib #i share a lot abt my life but ironically im also a private person..... i guess it just gives me some sort of control over my identity #my art #myart #my oc #sona #mascot #furry #??? is this furry art????#twinkle #puppysona #edit: had to outline it bc i just realized it looks really weird on dark mode -_-

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wis-art · 1 year

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Women, so pretty, so shaped, i am so lesbian,,,

#im also incredibly dysphoric tonight #but i was told by my coworker im incredibly feminine by her earlier #and i mean yeah #.....#i am a tall weird internet woman who likes to draw #so funny how i thought i was bi #I'm just really into women...#my ex is a trans guy and he told me he thinks im lesbian and i had a “holy fuck this explains so much moment”#we broke up but we still have a weird queer relationship outside of social heteronormative norms that is hard to explain and only we #can really understand #im not into men because you know #im a lesbian #had a weird period in my life when i was dating a guy and said im a lesbian and i felt sooooo scared #turns out when youre on meds and your brain is working right you just stop caring about such things #i went on a parade wearing big lesbian flag and girls loved it :)#i dont really know if i ever want to date anyone again #but i think if you look at my art you can really tell my sexuality quite easily lolol #funny how love can be so complicated sometimes #i mean it was kind of inevitable we break up cause we're kind of incompatible but tbh #it was better for us #hehe

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gremlingirlsmell · 5 months

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#poll #trans #transfem #trans woman #trans women #trans rights #im kinda curious. i bet also if you do make up and how well and how often also plays into this #I can't wear makeup because it's a sensory nightmare to apply And wear. so i always have a bit of visible stubble even right after shaving.#which is. kinda why im always dysphoric #jeady rambles #jeady rambles in tags

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stormbreaker-290 · 3 days

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Ca n

Can someone just

Can I pretty please be rid of my booba I don't want tgem-

#hhhh #im not like . dysphoric abt them or anything #im just #just when i see em in the mirror whwn im changing i go “ehhhh :/”#i would . much rather be flat thankyou #i mean theyr not that big in the first place-#but id prefer they ✨not be there at all✨#welp #time to get gender euphoria by drawing static shirtless (again)#sigh #i think i broked my gender #im like a girl in the way you call a boat a she #and a guy in the way you refer to a plant or smth like “look at him go!!!#and also neither like a neutral cryptid you meet in a liminal space at 2am #and also both cuz im the beautiful boy girl neither both and in-between you brought with you tonight #wgat the fuck #anygays #can i PLEASE have a flat chest thatwould be swagmas oka y bye #storm rambles #storm loses it #im just using tumblr like a public diary rn dont mind me✨✨

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vodkaslyme · 18 days

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I drew my farmer kinda goofy last time for the bit but I wanted to take a crack at what they'd actually look like.

#fields of mistria #fields of mistria farmer #not the outfit i actually have them in but im too sleepy to draw the cowboy getup #so gender dysphoric cleavage shirt it is #Mostly ignores March but begrudgingly tolerates his presence bc i am severely infatuated w Olric 👉👈💦#also mostly only drawing her out so i have a ref for when i inevitably cave and draw the selfship olric fanart

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spookythesillyfella · 6 months

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three cheers for trans visibility day . hip hip . yippie ..

#i didn't necessarily want to make a piece for today . however because ive seen some moots post about it and also because i felt really bad –#– today i figured i might use this to both pass the time and also make something nice #truth be told . i don't really like knowing the fact im trans and that i see people making posts about today #i don't like seeing people i love encourage my delusion #but i digress #i guess im saying all this because ive been feeling super dysphoric these last few days ..#ik i probably should've drawn colin for this because it's his birthday tomorrow but i really think i needed to draw tony and sketch again #i guess they just make me feel better #okay its fine im fine i promise #dhmis #dhmis art #dhmis au #high voltage au #dhmis tony #tony the talking clock #dhmis hv tony #dhmis sketchbook #dhmis hv sketchbook #transgender #trans #trans visibility day #transmasc #im sorry

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ghostyboys · 15 days

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Being into rollercoasters is gender because uuuh. Uuh

Wicker man

#help im dysphoric as hell but also so rollercoaster brained so im trying to make them balance out #alton towers #alton towers wicker man

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batemanofficial · 24 days

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i need top surgery not because my boobs make me dysphoric but because i am sick and tired of my bras getting so sweaty when i stand over the grill

#speak friend and enter #and because they make me dysphoric. closes my eyes forever #im of a 'im probably trans but i have a job so idrgaf abt that rn' mind about it #also i would hate the idea of being a man who's attracted to women. i can't become the very thing i swore to destroy #but i probably won't get them lopped off bc im petrified of surgery <3 so it goes #but i might look into like. liposuction mastectomy if that's a thing. idk time will tell

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imkazz · 3 months

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come read!! ive joked about making a dnd board for this mission because everyone splitting up confuzzles my brain but ive actually done it now and once i finish writing the chapters for this mission i would want to make a tiktok moving the lil cutouts around!!

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corujalesbica · 7 months

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Okay, a few people have wished me a happy womens day today and like. I appreciate the sentiment, I do, but I'm not a woman. Yes, im afab, and the patriarchy does affect me, so i share lots of struggles with women. I am, however, not a woman. Please dont wish me a happy womens day just cause im not a man either. That being said, I hope every girl and every woman out there has a wonderful women's day. <3<3<3

#lgbtq #nb #non binary #nonbinary #trans pride #trans rights #transgender #trans nonbinary #okay but i also met a kid today and he asked me whether i was a boy or a girl #my friend (a cis guy i met recently and was not sure where stood on me being nb) told him i was a menine #now menina is girl in portuguese menino is boy and menine would be the gender meutral equivalent #i love being a menine!!!#anyways i went on to add that i was neither a girl nor a boy #the kid didnt really get it and kept asking me #im not sure how or if i should explain what nb is to a 5 year old i literally just met and whose parents were like around the corner #so i told him i was the closet monster #he didnt believe me but my friend backed me up on it #it was such a trans joy in a day made a bit more dysphoric by ppl telling me happy womens day :)

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caffeinatedopossum · 5 months

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My friend keeps talking about how small I am. like dude chill you haven't even met me in person

If we meet and he keeps bringing it up, I'm going to sneak into his house through a keyhole, place Legos on all his stairs, dampen all his socks, and rearrange the contents of all his kitchen cupboards just to be a menace. and then slither back out through the crack underneath the door like the grinch

#im not typically an angry or vengeful person. however in some cases it would serve the bit to be absurdly vengeful and petty #also... i am insecure about how small i am. not super bad like its not my worst insecurity but like #people keep pointing out how noticeable it is and i feel self conscious and dysphoric #and being reminded that I'm small by a cis guy kinda hurts extra

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spaghett-onaplate · 3 months

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I tried dieting yesterday but it was fucking awful I'd rather be happy than skinny

#i probably also went about it the wrong way. bc my goal was to not eat anything but dinner #which is stupid especially bc we have dinner between 9-10pm #i ended up caving and having a cheesy bacon roll and salad before dinner #but that was still just. not much food at all i was so hungry #and i don't want to start sobbing at work again and i feel much happier when I've eaten so #idk if i want to diet i could go about it in healthier ways but can i be bothered to do it at all?#not really. i choose happiness i like food #but there's also not really a need to lose weight bc I'm not that fat (and even if i was so what)#i had a look at myself in the mirror for the first time in months and like yeah im fine just incredibly dysphoric #so yeah. i choose food #i chose food when i finally did have dinner and was like my god this is much better than not eating #ofc. anyway knowing my fuckass metabolism i wouldn't even lose weight anyway #and if im going on T soon that will change all that so there's no point doing anything now #and when i go on T ill be hungry asf so i don't want to eat less then

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genderkoolaid · 2 years

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as a multigender person, does international women's day include you? happy birthday if so

It does and thank you!!!

#they were giving roses to women @ my college today #i was like. cool but also puts women who dont ''look like women'' (like me if im not trying) in a weird & potentially dysphoric position #so this was a nice thing to get ty :)#m.#ask box

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tw33k-tucker · 5 months

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Hey, so, I know this is probably annoying, and I'm sorry if it is, but if your a Tweek Fictionkin, or a South Park Fictionkin, or a Fictionkin who knows who Tweek is, or just anyone who's okay with Fictionkins and knows who Tweek is, could you reblog this with a link or links(or just suggestions) with stuff that might help with my Tweek Fictionkin dysphoria? (Under 30 american dollars) sorry, I know this is probably hectic and annoying, but It would just be nice if you could, obviously you don't have to, you can ignore this is you don't want to(I'd completely understand), but if you could, that'd be nice, thanks :D

#south park #fictionkin #tweek tweak kin #tweek tweak fictionkin #sorry if i sound desperate(I probably do tbh) but ive just been feeling dysphoric of my Tweek Fictionkin #and i just wanna find stuff that'd help with that #also sorry #im probably never gonna post something like this again #because i know for a fact im being annoying asf rn

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