#also send me more cowards

[crimson-rain-smoked-flower]

I’m not trying to attack you, but do you know that proshipper means someone who supports and romanticizes pedophilia, incest, and abuse? Your reblog on that post seems to read that you think antis just hate on people for having ships they don’t like. But it’s completely different than that. Just looking on the proshipper side of Tumblr and the internet and you can see people happily shipping children and adults and making nsfw content of such things.

i appreciate that you're not being outright hostile, but i have to say, that on its own put you above basically every anti i've interacted with.

i understand where antis are coming from, i really do. there are a lot of things on the internet that make me deeply uncomfortable, including the minor/adult ships that you mention. i don't want to anything to do with those kinds of ships and i would be happiest if i never saw them again. which is why i'm proship.

nine times out of ten, if i see that kind of ship brought up on my dash, it's because i was following an anti without realizing it, and they brought it up unprompted and untagged, to talk about how bad it is that they exist. they are the ones putting that kind of content in front of my face and making it harder to avoid.

the thing about people who ship those ships is that they're generally very aware that not everyone wants to see that kind of content, and so they tag it. they make sideblogs to talk about it. they don't go out of their way to shove it in people's faces. that means i, and everyone else who doesn't like it, can avoid it.

what antis want is for it to not exist at all. they want the tags to be purged and blocked, and for anyone who uses those tags to have their accounts deleted. and sure, that might get rid of some of it, but do you know what would happen to the rest? it would stop being tagged. people who don't want to see it wouldn't have the tools to avoid it. this isn't just a hypothetical, that's what's happened any time a fan space has tried to do that.

that's not even getting into the rabbit hole of what should be banned and what shouldn't. obviously any content that depicts real children or real life abuse shouldn't exist and shouldn't be allowed to be posted, but basically any platform that people use already enforces those policies, and there's not much of a slippery slope to go down there. if it involves real living breathing people being abused, it's bad. end of discussion.

but the same can't be said for fiction. ask ten antis for a specific list of all the content that should be banned, and you'll get ten different answers. what about kink? what about roleplay? what about horror and murder and anything that involves fictional characters being graphically tortured? what about people using art to process terrible things that have happened to them? what about art that uses dark themes as a horror element? if you just want to ban anything questionable to anyone, that's the line of thinking that gets any mention of lgbt existence banned. and again, this isn't just a hypothetical, this has happened before, and that's generally where it leads.

i know, from personal experience, that antis do, in fact, send harassment to people just for shipping things they don't like. i've gotten accused of absolutely vile shit for shipping two fictional characters who were both consenting adults. i've seen ship wars turn into moral battlegrounds, over ships that an average person wouldn't bat an eye at.

the thing about "romanticization" is a whole other can of worms. the anti logic goes like this: if someone sees something (even if it's very obviously fictional) in a positive light enough times, they will start thinking it's okay in real life, and go on to hurt real people. the problem with that is that it's just. blatantly untrue.

if it were true every horror movie fan would be a serial killer, every person that studies dark media would be an unhinged psychopath, and everyone who is into ddlg would be a pedophile. but they're not. they just aren't. people have directed movies just as fucked up as the darkest shit on ao3, and are still capable of being normal human beings who know right from wrong in real life.

even if someone is that impressionable, scrubbing away the existence of every piece of questionable content isn't going to solve their problem, because they're still going to be vulnerable to con men, scams, and cultists. the only thing that would actually materially help someone like that is developing their own morals and critical thinking.

children are also more impressionable, and there's a lot of content that's not suitable for them, but that doesn't mean that content shouldn't exist. it just means that they should stick to spaces designed for them (which most social media sites, tumblr included, are not) or, if they're old enough to be responsible for their experience online, they, or a trusted adult in their lives, should block and filter out things that they aren't comfortable with.

which is what everyone on the internet should be doing. it's what i do, and it's made the internet a much more pleasant place to be. and it's why i sometimes worry for antis mental health, especially teenagers, because they're being told it's right and moral to seek out content that makes them uncomfortable and to engage with the people making it. and that's just. really bad. it's not good for the creators that they're harassing obviously, but it's also really bad for them! it's not healthy to seek out things that make you feel bad, and it's a terrible internet safety lesson to teach minors that it's okay for them to seek out and engage with people making adult content.

individual harassment and crusading is never going to succeed at removing dark content from the internet. it just isn't. at best you might get a small percentage of people who create that content to stop sharing it, at worst you're just going to make people stop tagging it, and either way, you're exposing yourself to things that make you feel bad, when you don't have to.

if you want to materially change the type of content you see, you can. the block button is your friend, use it liberally. same with content filtering and tag blocking.

[bogkeep]

it's been over a whole month since i had a stupid argument with my parents about driving, a skill that i legally possess but hate doing because i have a special brain illness that makes me fear death and injury, but i'm still chewing over an absurd claim that it's "equally dangerous to go on a 14 hour train ride like you just did". literally how is that more dangerous. in what way. in what world. public transport is nice and good and i like it and i don't have to enter my personal torment nexus

[ghostiezone]

REQUESTING. GHOSTKICKS MORAILS... looking up at u with my big wet sopping creature eyes. alternately i would LOVE 2 see art of ur fish guy the way u have been talking about his biology is so compelling 2 me. OR tide with weird fish biology also.... ;---;

IM SORRY ROS I WAS GONNA DRAW GHOSTKICKS BUT I GOT TOO CAUGHT UP IN FISH BIOLOGY . YOU GET 2/3

i think triton "hair" is not actually hair and is instead a form of algae . i was in the google doc trenches for like an hour last night about hair algae specifically i wrote 6 paragraphs about it and made up a fake scientific name for it and everything. when it's wet, freshly out of the water, it's slimy and straight and dark in color. after it dries (partially- the roots are still kept wet/alive at the scalp by a triton's natural moisture) it becomes lighter in color and behaves more like a humanoid creature's hair

ALSO TIIIIIDE. im a big "tide can breathe underwater" truther so. he gets 3 pairs of torso gills and one pair of neck gills. bc theyre cool. also partially webbed fingers and his canon ear fins except i made them Bigger :]

[kitsunefyuu]

"Just leave. Like you did last time. Like you do EVERY TIME!"

(From whoever you want. My heart goes to Nagant because guilty pleasure, but also to Inko. Ultimately as you wish !)

𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲𝐚𝐥  𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞  𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬 | Accepting

The cries of someone who has been betrayed so many times before by someone who claimed to care about them. It is different from Yoichi as his brother was stubborn but so much stronger. He didn't cry he would look him in the eye as those lips upturn into a sneer of defiance. It made it easier to justify to himself that he was being attacked or Yoichi is just being unreasonable.

He can't justify it here.

Not while Inko's eyes are filled with tears. Not when the pain in her gaze is so palatable. As she has allowed him so much freedom and yet in return he always just leaves her. Alone in this home where they had promised to build a life together. He hates this feeling he hates how his body feels disgusted with himself.

Memories of when he had started to have nightmares of the vestige the disgust and horror that he felt guilt. Now those very feelings have returned wanting to claim he doesn't care. That he doesn't need this relationship and he is not about to let her try to dictate how it goes.

But the tears are what stop him. This was not defiance this is a pained acceptance of his betrayal. As if leaving now might as well be declaring that he doesn't care and everything built is to be thrown away. This shouldn't be something he cares about, he had originally meant to use her. Just another pawn in this game he has with the One for All users.

"Inko," he speaks her name almost softly though can see the way her body tenses. This wasn't aggression it was a subtle warning as if saying to stay the hell away from her right now. Emotional and yet still looking him in the eye. It seems he had taken her patience for granted.

This fear. This pain in his chest as watches her cry at the fact he is once more about to leave.

He knows his feelings are genuine, and it is what makes this all the harder. Trying to figure out all the things he wishes to express to her. That he isn't leaving because he wants to what half-lies does he need to spill. What truths can he expose that won't eviscerate him?

"Please Inko. It isn't what you think," he speaks softly almost pleading. "...I'll come back later today when you've calmed down. I swear I love you and our son deeply."

"Hisashi you bastard! Don't you DARE come back after just leaving! Our son needs you now not later! You CAN'T keep doing this!" She shouts at him but he leaves. Like a dog with their tail between its legs rather than a man in complete control. Knowing that she will destroy him verbally the next time they see each other. She had the patience of a saint but only for herself, he should have expected the moment they had a child her patience would be on a timer.

She is a wonderful mother. Izuku is lucky to have her, it's going to be difficult to make up for this.

[fallowtail]

You're so right! Wallowing in pointless, narcissistic self-pity by posting the same exact whining complaints every single day just to get fake attention from online strangers is MUCH better for your mental health. (especially since you just ignore the people here who try to be sympathetic and instead write yet more of the exact same posts about poor wittle you) Seriously, you don't seem like you want to be happier or better---you're too enamored with being a victim. You should be honest with yourself about that. It's hard but the first step to truly getting better.

Man at least be original in what you’re saying and don’t make it look like I’m sending myself anon messages for attention on tumblr dot com, come on. If you’re gonna be shitty about someone being mentally ill on the internet and talking about it on their personal blog and not being able to pull themselves up by their boot straps into perfect mental health just because people on the internet are nice to them (which, as an aside, you say is fake attention from online strangers, but then are also saying that because those same online strangers are nice to me about it that I should be able to use that to magically cure myself, which one is it? If that worked people with loving families wouldn’t kill themselves, man, but guess what: they do! All the time!) can you at least, like, idk, have something interesting or original to say? These are really bold assumptions to make about a stranger, what do you know about my life or how much I’ve fought to “get better��? You think you know me innately because you read vent posts I make while I’m having an episode and think that makes you an expert on me? This is honestly a little pathetic of you to be doing when you can’t even be bold enough to come off of anonymous, lol. Grow a spine man, come on.

[hellofanidea]

another!! monster, nightmare, and pain for thistle?

BG3 OC DEBUT!!!!!

(Also my friend I have updated the character sheet with Additional Thistle Info - sorry for not replying properly, I'll be back to to doing stuff regularly once I'm finished next week!)

Monster - Thistle is a monster in several ways, by several definitions. They are selfish, power hungry, cowardly. They turned their back on their family and faith the moment they didn't serve them. They accepted a deal with an unknowable entity out of self-preservation and aid it with its destructive designs in return for self serving power. They would turn on their friends if the circumstances changed and they couldn't be convinced to join Thistle's latest grab for power. They feed all of their friend's worst impulses, encourage every self indulgent, shortsighted plan, like Astarion's ascension and Gale's bid for godhood. They know they are a monster, but it bothers them much less than it should. Monsters are powerful, after all. Feared. Some are even respected. A monster can protect itself.

Nightmare - Thistle sometimes feels like they have nothing but nightmares. Some are visions more than nightmares, visits from their unearthly patron, but others are memories and fears blended together in a disorienting haze. They are trapped in a burning temple, feet catching fire. They are clawing through the never ending dark. They are sinking, sinking, sinking... Thistle prefers to keep them private, especially those sent by their patron, but the others know when they're having them.

Pain - Thistle's tolerance for pain is unsurprisingly not very high, but that might just be their aversion to it. Their most physically painful experience was the time they drowned - the crushing pressure in their lungs, the panic, the feeling like their eyes were going to pop as they were pulled down to the ocean floor.

[theorderofthetriad]

My stizzy thought of the day: stede bites izzy ONCE during an argument and izzy becomes plagued. he can't stop thinking about it. he keeps subconsciously trying to get stede to bite him again

I almost hate this because the only place i can think Stede would have bitten him in an argument is on Izzy's nose. Like Izzy's face would be up in Stede's with Izzy doing that "I'm being intimidating but also I'm staring at your lips," thing and then CHOMP, like obviously not hard enough to bite off his nose, it barely breaks the skin, but enough to send a message.

And the message is: Stede Bonnet is a complete fucking lunatic.

Oh, but Izzy likes a lunatic, doesn't he? So he's getting in Bonnet's face even more, occasionally so close his nose touches Stede's lips.

[qeyond]

Y'all need to get weirder in my ask box I'm just saying

[friendofthecrows]

Hahah "hate ask". You are the one who started attacking me. And you're also the one contradicting yourself. You say being bad is about actions not intention yet excuse psychopaths cause "they can't help it". So which is it? Also there are people who consciously make mistakes and regret it and do better. It doesn't make them bad. Not wanting to change and not feeling bad for making mistakes is pretty close to the definition of "badness".

You took that from the bit where I was literally talking about what you said

"In fact it's debatable what pushed a person to be bad and if a person can be considered "bad" if they can't help the way they are. Psychopaths may choose to do bad but that's because their brains are wired to disregard others and only think for themselves."

-you, 2023

Prospective worstie, you came onto my blog and started sending angry asks about it, so yeah, hate asks. I tag most negative asks I get with that so that followers who don't want to see them don't have to.

"Also there are people who consciously make mistakes and regret it and do better. It doesn't make them bad." I AGREE WITH THIS. I EXPLICITLY SAID I AGREE WITH THIS

I would just also posit that, not feeling bad about something doesn't make you a bad person. And by the way, you cannot feel remorse but still change your behavior. I did. I know many other people who did as well.

I "excuse" people with antisocial personality disorder because they are not as a whole bad. You keep forgetting you're debating with someone who has aspd and has studied it extensively in college psychology classes. Unless you're going to rip off your clown mask to reveal a psychiatrist, I think I know better than you on this topic.

I would just like to repeat again that I HAVE ASPD and DID NOT SAY that psychopaths should be excused bc they can't help it. In my initial response, I explicitly said that the destructive/harmful behavior that often accompanies aspd, like all behaviors, can be worked on and changed through practice and appropriate coping mechanisms for the impulsivity and poor emotional regulation most people with aspd experience. Actions are a better measure of morality than remorse because you can change your behavior. Just like the good person who makes a mistake in your example!

I have a feeling that you're a traumatized individual, just like me, but you happened to go a different direction with it. You are very resistant to the idea that someone without empathy/remorse can be a decent person, or else you wouldn't still be finding reasons to argue with me. I understand, I get it. Obviously, I can't assume to know your past, but you can't continue deflecting your hurt feelings onto an entire group of people. If I'm wrong about you, fair enough. Continue sending hate asks if you want. Otherwise, DM me if you want to talk.

[richiewhorezier]

HEY SUPERMASSIVE why didn't you make the 80s outfit update their REAL OUTFITS

[pinkpuffballdude]

I wish homestuck wasn't cringe so I could use kismeis is casual conversation

[buttfacemcgee]

.personal shit in tags.

[mixtapedoh]

also gunshot!!! cast (g)i-dle as your favorite movie heroines. or disney princesses. whichever you prefer <3

join my autumn celebration!

ꨄ — gunshot love, 빌어먹을 four letters

i think i'll do disney princesses <3 because i'm lazy today and there's less disney princesses than favorite movie heroines asdfghgfd. they also have Some Distinct Personality Traits <3

soyeon as tiana (but perhaps raya ? idk, i saw that movie like once, asdsdfg) both hardworking. both no nonsense. both my favorites - say what you will, but it makes sense to me, okay???

miyeon as rapunzel admittedly i know the least about miyeon but she seems so bubbly and sweet, i feel like it fits.

minnie as ana NOW HEAR ME OUT,,,,,,,,, minnie is just so goddamn interpersonal to me, and no one fits that bill better than ana. like, those two just (seemingly) connect with people very easily and enjoy doing it, so i think it works.

yuqi as moana they are both charming but have very strong personalities and opinions, i feel like it fits and mom said it's my turn to decide

shuhua as jasmine another one of the (g)i-dle girlies i see the least of, but to me she has a strong and chaotic feel to her personality

[ayakashibackstreet]

It just hit me, of course I like Eichi, I'm a professional Lanzhu apologist.........

[i23kazu]

GENSHIN MEN AND YOU BURYING YOUR FACE IN HIS MANTIDDIES .

characters. xiao zhongli kaeya diluc childe alhaitham kaveh x reader genre. romantic fluff... crack fic! also kind of suggestive, based on how you look at it an. i am losing my mind. is it obvious (part 2!) & thank u @haliyamori for the idea| please reblog!! im getting back into writing and reblogs with tags and comments will make me want to write more :D

xiao

"y/n, please control your urges-" no. SMOOSH your face into his tiddy window you coward. do not heed his warning. that sign can't stop me, bc i can't read! -> well, you can. but no. but yes. but no. tiddie

zhongli

stands there with you at his chest and goes ???????? again. why do you always make him confused dude. why. how. what is your issue. what is your problem. can you kiss him. can he lift your chin up and tilt your head towards his and kiss you

kaeya

happily lets it happen. when you pull away he runs back into your face because you're at the perfect height for when he runs into you your face gets pressed right there. he thinks he needs help but why get professional help when you can do this for FREE

diluc

sighs. wtf yn, he says for the 87544u5u485459459th time that day. he just watches you bury his face into it. eventually asks if you're okay and tells you to pull away because you need oxygen and he can see that you're literally turning blue wtf yn get your face out of there

childe

whines for you not to do it in front of his family then pulls you into his bedroom to do it privately. have all the tiddieburying you want before his mom calls you for dinner and you have to leave the warm nest that is his tits. he actually really likes this wtf childe (<- same)

alhaitham

pushes you away at first and you have to beg him so that you can do it again.... crazy. why should you have to beg for this. its free. this mfer clearly enjoys you having to wait to bury your face into his tiddie window. please get out of there you're gna have death by titty

kaveh

lets it happen. wishes he could do that too and asks you how it feels. this is so concerning. he eventually buys one realistic body pillow of himself so that he can try. yup, thats you, and your boyfriend, and your boyfriend's realistic body pillow of himself.

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[lovifie]

Newdad!Ghost and Newmom! Reader having their child’s first fever…

I did ramble a bit about this before having the baby, I hope you don't mind ❤️ Also, I have no experience with babies so I hope I didn't write anything completely nonsense

Fluff | 1076 words | Back to Masterlist

Simon Riley thought that he was no longer a coward.

That the years spent in the military were enough to make him a brave man.

That there was nothing left to make him stutter on his words or feel his knees wobble.

That's what he thought though.

Because ever since the second you came out of the bathroom, positive pregnancy test on hand; he's been terrified, elated but terrified.

Terrified of something bad happening, to you, to the baby, to him... The thought of leaving you alone terrified him the worst.

But nothing happened.

You were already in the last trimester, almost past your due date and everything was perfect.

Whenever you saw the nerves getting the best of Simon you jumped to console him, reassuring him everything would be fine.

He felt horrible, he should be the one taking care of you, not the other way around. So plush and round with his offspring, the baby already sucking your energy.

"Big fucking bairn." As Soap once called it before getting smacked on the back of the head.

It was true, nonetheless, but still.

It was one day, when he saw you wobbling your way to the kitchen that it finally set on his mind.

He was about to be a father.

And fuck if he wasn't going to be the best one out there.

Now that it was the third trimester he could finally put in his parental leave, going home to you and helping with everything.

He finally got to building the crib, fixing the leaky faucet, changing the clothes in the closet for the winter one.

Everything was ready.

He wasn't, of course; when the contractions finally started. And he panicked when you said it was too early to go to the hospital.

5:40. That was the rule you keep repeating.

40 seconds contraction, every 5 minutes.

But he still struggled to stay strong whenever you would groan, holding onto the sink to steady yourself to breathe.

Once he finally managed to get you to the hospital, everything became a blur. He barely managed to send your family a message about the baby coming, and when he went to notify his family, he simply sent Price a message that said: "Baby now. Hospital."

Everything went smoothly, pride overflowing from his heart whenever he would look at you. He was hypnotized by the baby; looking so much like you but his features still looking back at him.

He kissed your forehead, thanking you for reviving Simon Riley. The man he buried so long ago, now rebirth as your daughter's dad.

He could feel people coming in and out of the room but completely ignored them, too busy staring at you and the baby.

Gaz even made you laugh, talking about how he thought pregnancy brain only happened to moms and that he thought Simon must have hit his head on the way in.

The look of unfiltered fear on the four men when the newborn started fussing around from the crib made you laugh. They quickly turned to see what the threat was, only for the baby to start crying at the top of her tiny lungs making the four men jump.

"She must be hungry." You say, leaning forward and looking at Simon. "Can you hand her to me, Si?"

He immediately did, holding the tiny baby with all the care the mountain of a man could muster. Passing her to you, and turning to the men talking about decency and giving you privacy.

They walked out, Price dropping a kiss on your head congratulating you once more on the job well done, leaving you, Simon and the baby.

The three of you.

His tiny family.

That he would kill and die in order to protect.

So he found himself useless, looking at you trying to calm the baby down when she wouldn't stop crying and her fever would keep rising.

He was at the door frame, seeing you pace the room, cleaning the baby's face with a damp cloth. He could see it on your face, the worry, the exhaustion, the fear... How have you hidden it so well? How has he not seen it before?

"She's over 39°, Si." You say, voice trembling with the knot in your throat.

"Let's go to the hospital." He said, grabbing the baby bag and your coat, and opening the door. He could see your doubt, the fear of what taking the baby back to the hospital meant for you. "C'mon, mama. The sooner we get there, the sooner we'll be back."

He needed to be strong right now, he has laid back for long enough. He saw the little cracks on you and he was going to fill them before you noticed them.

Simon Riley thought he was brave.

But he has never been as afraid as when he was driving, baby in the car seat and you sitting beside him in the back. Silent tears sliding down your face as you apologised to the crying baby.

It made him want to skip every red light, get there as soon as possible, so the doctors could tell you that you made the right choice, that you did a good job.

But he would rather relive his nightmare of a life a thousand times before doing such a stupid thing of putting you both at risk.

He sees the way you hug yourself when the nurse takes the baby away, and he quickly engulfs you in a hug. Protecting you from the cold of the night, protecting you from every danger outside and protecting you from every thought inside your brain.

"Everything is going to be alright, mama." He says, kissing your head. Heart sinking when he hears you sob and hug him back. "Everything will be alright, this happens, babies get sick sometimes. It doesn't mean you aren't doing a hell of a job, alright?"

You sob on his chest, tugging his shirt on your hands.

"You are an amazing mother, love. You are doing an amazing job. Our little tadpole has the best mom in the world." He says, swinging softly side to side, rocking you, petting your head. "She'll be fine. She's brave just like you, love. She'll be fine. We'll be fine."

Because Simon Riley always thought he was brave, but as long as you two were alive; he was a coward and losing you both was his biggest fear.