#anastasia lantsov

[foetp]

alina/anastasia x the 3 types of boyfriend

[marsconer]

my anastasiya and kaz agenda

[a-tin-of-crisco]

nikolanastasia

[happyhauntt]

— march fic recs, brought to you by happyhauntt.

a wee fic rec post for a few of the fics i read in march that altered my brain chemistry!! i've put a lil comment next to each rec because honestly writers don't get praised enough for their work these days and i wanted to show my appreciation for these talented souls!!

grishaverse.

➡ kaz brekker.

what do you want from me by @rubysunnday. notes: literally perfect wtf.

dark days by rubysunnday. notes: i reread this literally constantly, it is so perfect, kaz's characterisation is perfect, i adore it.

bloody hands by rubysunnday. notes: i devoured this whole thing like a starving person it was sO good.

when am i gonna lose you? by @crowsmybeloveds. notes: this is so beautiful honestly i have no words.

the lost princess by @ellewritesalright. notes: look it's only part one but elle is a fucking wizard and i'm a sucker for an anastasia au.

you and me (a whole lot of history) by @heliads. notes: this was so cute and such a clever concept i fell in love!!!

schat by @amourology. notes: fully choked this is so adorable.

soulmate by @magpiencrow. notes: KAZ BREKKER SOULMATE AU didn't know i needed this but now i need 100 more!!!!

➡ nikolai lantsov.

nine long years series by @ellewritesalright. notes: i am actively fucking screaming over this fic. i will never stop. this might genuinely be the best thing i've read in a LONG while. everything about it has me sobbing i actively CANNOT COPE. and it's not even finished yet.

one of us by @songofpatrochilless. notes: literally had me sobbing you don't understand the domesticity of it all!!!!!.

come on back to me by @atlabeth. notes: there is a very strong chance that i'll literally never stop screaming about this fic.

dreams of you by @wh0refornikolailantsov. notes: every cell in my body is SCREAMING.

this love by @lantsovsupremacist. notes: did not, in fact, give you permission to hurt me like this do it again.

salt in the wound by @in-my-feels-probably. notes: brain goes brrrr this has everything i need to survive tbh.

wanting was enough by @rubysunnday. notes: beautiful stunning magnificent i want to eat it.

an exhausted smile by @writing-havoc. notes: think i had an aneurysm reading this it was that amazing.

run away with me by @sumsebien. notes: i am still sobbing over this.

in emerald hearts, emerald minds by @undiscovered-horizon. notes: love love love love love. there aren't enough words in any language to describe how much i love this.

➡ alina starkov.

alina starkov x reader by @heliads. notes: alina does not get nearly enough love and this was so fucking sad and cute and brilliant.

➡ nina zenik.

the ten steps to 'i love you' by @sophierequests. notes: this was SO HEARTWARMING AND SWEET i adored it!!!

➡ zoya nazyalensky.

forget-me-nots by @syllvane. notes: not enough zoya fics on this hellsite. but also this ripped my heart out and made me sob so RUDE. i feel devastated.

➡ inej ghafa.

inej ghafa x reader by @heliads. notes: INEJ MY SWEET BABY, this fic is everything to me. everything. and it's so beautifully written!!!

➡ the darkling.

the dark side of the moon series by @myhairpintrigger. notes: this fic is ASTOUNDING. i haven’t cried this much reading something in a long time. i was FULL-BODY SOBBING. i don’t even like the darkling. i am Not a darkling girlie. but i was intrigued by concept of this fic and i can safely say it has ruined my life. this is Emotional Damage Incarnate. i will never recover. author, i salute you.

911.

through the smoke by @borntobewondering. notes: spent twenty whole minutes sobbing after reading this. i felt undone i felt hollow i felt so utterly fucked. author is a genius and that's all there is to say.

not so one night stand by @shmaptainwrites. notes: this was so fuckin adorable i'm in love.

d.c. to l.a. by shmaptainwrites. notes: bobby my guy just doesn't get enough fucking credit and this is so fucking adorable.

criminal minds.

➡ spencer reid.

trouble almost all my life by @januaryembrs. notes: this series is. it's literally. everything. i love bugsy like she's my own child. sister relationships are everything to me. i spent an hour sobbing in my bed over parts 2 and 3. i want this tattooed on my forehead.

➡ aaron hotchner.

found by @benedictscanvas. notes: DADDY i mean what. all jokes aside this was so sweet and beautiful and i'm in love the writing!!!

doctor who.

rage rage (against the dying of the light) by @morganas-pendragons. notes: felt feral after reading this. kayla just gets me in my feels every time.

heartbeat by morganas-pendragons. notes: this was the most emotional devastating thing i've ever read and i fully needed 3-5 business days to recover. rude. i want 100 more.

untitled by morganas-pendragons. notes: PAIN i love this so much.

ache by morganas-pendragons. notes: just scoop my heart out of my fucking chest i don't want it anymore after reading this.

a mind full of blissful terrors by @magiccath. notes: simply fucking amazing.

light in the dark by @i-imagine-my-doctor. notes: screaming please i adore this so much.

baby talk by @kisstherainwriting. notes: THE ABSOLUTE CUTIEST EVER. there's not enough clara fics and this had me squealing and feeling all warm and fuzzy!!!

holding my hand by kisstherainwriting. notes: angst galore this was STUNNING.

in another's eyes by @cas-kingdom. notes: PERFECTION.

where do we go now series by @theetherealbloom. notes: literally so fucking amazing i don't have enough words.

marauders.

the winner takes it all by @ellecdc. notes: brb faye is having a STROKE--

come back, be here series by ellecdc. notes: i think i had a full on stroke while reading this series. the attention to detail is insane. the characterisation is perfect.

i don't know you anymore (maybe i never really did) by @thenyoumightaswellwrestleangels. notes: SCREECHING i'm in love you don't understand.

bridgerton.

➡ anthony bridgerton.

distractions by @peterpparkrr. notes: simply immaculate.

right person, all the wrong times by @wwinterwitch. notes: did you mean one of my favourite tropes bc this is it.

right in front of me by @idontgiveaflyinggrayson69 & @thirteenisles. notes: i felt feral after reading this tbh.

➡ sibling!reader.

reluctant caretaker by @rubysunnday. notes: this fic hit my heart in all the right places okay sibling stuff means everything to me.

did she have a cookie by rubysunnday. notes: a joyous read from start to finish i CACKLED the whole way through.

moon knight.

come back to me by @mgparker. notes: still sobbing. immaculate.

the other sarcophagus by @starryevermore. notes: i literally reread this constantly i adore it so much!!

marc spector x reader by @softlyspector. notes: i had an aneurysm reading this and i haven't been the same since.

more marc spector x reader by softlyspector. notes: i am having an intense emotion hold on. anytime i see autistic stuff in canon content for any fandom i SQUEAK. and this is so well done honestly.

star wars.

heartless by @youvebeenlivingfictional. notes: i reread this constantly, it's so amazing and heartwrenching and beautiful and i want to eat it.

little talks by @light-yaers. notes: you simply do not understand how much i adore everything beff writes. i adore this fic more than i need oxygen to breathe.

right where you left me series by light-yaers. notes: personality-defining series. i LIVE for this fic. every update adds five years to my lifespan. if you're not reading this you are MISSING OUT.

a light, a song, a bluebird by @millllenniawrites. notes: made me SOB 10/10 would recommend if you like emotional trauma.

invisible string by @campingwiththecharmings. notes: pining!!! loneliness!!! i adore!!!

hard landings by @softlyspector. notes: no. no you don't understand. this fic doesn't just own my soul it is my soul. i want it tattooed on my face.

misc.

hopper x reader by @luveline. notes: you don't understand this might be the cutest shit i've ever read and jade is a fellow welsh person which automatically makes them brilliant in my book.

muña by @in-my-feels-probably. notes: alicent means fucking everything to me and this had me sobbing.

mistletoe magic by @writingsbychlo. notes: literally the cutest fucking thing ever, had me kicking my legs and squealing!!

[yesimwriting]

⋆｡°✩ yesimwriting's masterlist⋆｡°✩

Below the cut is a full list of all my work :) (updated 10-10-23)

*pls limit interactions if you’re a pro ED/ana acc :)*

SCREAM 1996

Final Girl 

Chapter 1

Chapter 2 

Chapter 3

Chapter 4 

Chapter 5

Chapter 6 

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9 

Chapter 10

To be continued.

Final Girl fic-verse:

First Impressions 

Sick Day

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Final Girl fic-verse blurbs:

Drunk Y/N 

Stu saying the L word

Billy saying the L word

Little Rituals  

Time of Need

Talking about Y/N

Stu’s thoughts about Y/N and POV

Gingerbread

Billy Loomis x S/O with Panic attacks 

Stu waiting for Y/N and Casual Intimacy

 Billy and Stu with S/O who cries a lot 

Billy and Stu Scaring Guys Away

People noticing their friendship 

Driving with Stu 

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SCREAM VI 

Ethan Landry 

One of Them

Ask about Ethan 

Noticing they like Y/N

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LAST OF US 

Joel Miller

First Rule

What Follows

Y/N gets hit on - Protective Joel 

Purpose 

Pulling Away

Pulling Away similar story

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STAR WARS 

Anakin 

More Than This 

Promise

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AMERICAN HORROR STORY 

Tate Langdon 

Modern day fic

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DC TITANS 

Jason Todd

Resurgence 

Slow Nights

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ELVIS THE MOVIE

Business Practical

Chapter 1

Chapter 2 

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STRANGER THINGS 

Steve Harrington

Movie Club

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Times Have Changed

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DAREDEVIL

48 Hours

Chapter 1

A Red Widow

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SPIDER-MAN 

This Time it’s Different 

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

TASM Peter 

Domestic Assertiveness 

Hobbie Brown 

Ask about Hobbie

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YOU

Bloodroot in the Suburbs 

Prologue

Chapter 1: The Babysitter 

Chapter 2: Kill Habits, Not people 

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SIX OF CROWS SERIES:

Searing Starlight

Searing Starlight Chapter 1

Searing Starlight Chapter 2

Searing Starlight Chapter 3

To be continued.

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Kaz Brekker:

Blurb series: The Promise of Rain (i define a blurb series' as a series with shorter chapters where each chapter correlates but can technically be read as a stand alone)

The Promise of Rain (blurb 1).

The Promise of Rain (blurb 2).

The Promise of Rain (blurb 3)

To be continued.

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Falling Angels:

Falling Angels Chapter 1

Falling Angels Chapter 2

To be continued.

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Anastasia (Prologue) 

Bookworm reader 

A Knife in the Back

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SHADOW AND BONE:

The Darkling:

Solace (part 1)

Solace (part 2).

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To Be Alone (smut).

Solutions

All the Good Dreams (might be getting a part 2)

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The Needs of Pain (part 1)_

The Needs of Pain (part 2, smut).

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Corridor Moments

darkling x shy! reader HC

Comforting the darkling HC

Playing Vices

Darkling x anxious! Reader

Kirigan x Soft Girls/Similar personality 

Crossing Lines 

Darkling x Pregnant! Reader 

Possessive/Breeding 

Nikolai Lantsov:

Tranquility.

Handmaid reader x nikolai. childhood best friends to 

lovers fic

Enemies to lovers Nikolai HC (i'm thinking of making a series based on this

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SHADOW AND BONE X SIX OF CROWS:

The Problem With Light Chapter One

To be continued.

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RED QUEEN:

Maven Calore:

Dying Starlight

[ellewritesalright]

I wanna get back into the swing of writing but I don't have any new ideas, so my requests for the following Grishaverse characters are now open :) I write fem or gn reader, so feel free to specify if you'd like in your request

Nikolai lantsov

Kaz Brekker

Jesper Fahey

Tamar Kir-Bataar

Inej Ghafa

Also, I am considering posting part of a Kaz x reader inspired by the movie Anastasia that I mentioned in this post. If anyone is interested in reading this, I'd love to know <3

[worst-siblings-tournament]

Round 1

Skystar and Graywing (Warrior Cats) vs Sasuke and Itachi Uchiha (Naruto)

Scar and Mufasa (The Lion King) vs Jude and Taryn Duarte (The Folk of the Air)

Krauss, Eva, Rudolf and Rosa Ushiromiya (Umineko) vs The Princes of Stormhold (Stardust)

Blitzø and Barbie Wire (Helluva Boss) vs Bardas and Gorgas Lordan (The Fencer Trilogy)

Vinsmoke Ichiji, Niji, and Yonji (One Piece) vs Nikolai and Vasily Lantsov (Grishaverse/Shadow and Bone)

The Batsiblings (Batman) vs Rattlesnake and Sirocco (Wings of Fire)

Dee and Dennis Reynolds (It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia) vs Folgers Coffee Siblings (Folgers Coffee commercial)

Ianthe and Coronabeth Tridentarius (The Locked Tomb) vs Therese and Jeanette Voerman (Vampire: The Masquerade - Bloodlines)

Junko Enoshima and Mukuro Ikusaba (Danganronpa) vs Queen Elizabeth and Queen Mary (English history)

Ruby and Aquamarine Hoshino (Oshi no Ko) vs Richard and Helen Gansey (The Raven Cycle)

The Endless (Sandman) vs Lark and Sparrow Oak-Garcia (Dungeons and Daddies)

The Bridgerton siblings (Bridgerton) vs Clary Fairchild and Sebastian Morgenstern (The Shadowhunter Chronicles)

The Sanderson Sisters (Hocus Pocus) vs Velvet and Veneer (Trolls 3)

The Seven Sisters Colleges (Real Life) vs Zeus and Hera (Greek mythology)

Akio Ootori and Anthy Himemiya (Revolutionary Girl Utena) vs Tom and Jake Berenson (Animorphs)

The Hargreeves siblings (Umbrella Academy) vs Ledroptha Curtain (The Mysterious Benedict Society)

Jiang Cheng and Wei Wuxian (MDZS/The Untamed) vs Rei Asaka and Fukiko Ichinomiya (Oniisama E)

Adam and Eve (NieR: Automata) vs Dys and Tangent (I Was A Teenage Exocolonist)

Percy Jackson and Polyphemus (Percy Jackson) vs Mercer and Gage (The Silt Verses)

King Richard and Prince John (Robin Hood/English history) vs Cleopatra VII and Ptolemy XIII (Egyptian history)

Uru Somezuki and Saito Sejima (AI: The Somnium Files) vs Illumi, Killua and Alluka Zoldyck (Hunter x Hunter)

Andrew and Ashley Graves (The Coffin of Andy and Leyley) vs Belzedar (The Belgariad)

Cersei, Jaime, and Tyrion Lannister (A Song of Ice and Fire) vs Torak (The Belgariad)

Phillip and Caleb Wittebane (Owl House) vs Ogata Hyakunosuke and Hanazawa Yuusaku (Golden Kamuy)

Ruffnut and Tuffnut Thorston (How To Train Your Dragon) vs Andrew and Aaron Minyard (All for the Game)

Goneril and Regan (King Lear) vs Ruby Rocks and Saccharina Frostwhip (Dimension 20: A Crown of Candy)

The Beagle Boys (Donald Duck universe) vs Catherine and Hindley Earnshaw (Limbus Company)

Sam and Dean Winchester (Supernatural) vs John Wilkes and Edwin Booth (US history)

Anne and Mary Boleyn (English history) vs Rodrick, Greg, and Manny Heffly (Diary of a Wimpy Kid)

Anastasia, Drizella, and Cinderella (Cinderella) vs Wolf 40f and Wolf 42f "Cinderella" (Real Life, Druid Peak wolf pack)

Byes: Azula and Zuko (Avatar: The Last Airbender), Cain and Abel (The Bible)

[dancingsunflowers-ocs]

𝙎𝙝𝙖𝙙𝙤𝙬 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝘽𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙊𝘾 ✸ 𝘓𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘢 𝘔𝘰𝘳𝘰𝘻𝘰𝘷𝘢

It started with a women and her son. The women was strong willed, care free, and beautiful. She was elegant and wise. She loved her son deeply and wanted him to be independent and brave. She taught him the ways of the Grisha and she told him stories of how they were ostracized and unwanted from the rest of society. From his mother he learned how to be tough and to stick up for himself. He became very protective of his mother and wanted nothing more for her to be safe and happy. The women one day decided she wanted more for her son. Seeing as a child would want more than just his mother for company, she went into town and sought out a strong Grisha whom she would take to bed.  When the girl was born, the boy knew that he would do anything to keep her safe and happy just like his mother. As she got older she began to show her powers as a Tidemaker differing from her mother and brother. Even though their powers differed, they taught her everything they knew. 

As the boy grew more powerful and gained more control, the girl stayed by his side. He never made a decision without consulting her first and together their grew the second army. Unlike the boy, the girl quickly fit in with all of the other Grisha her age. She ate with them and went to classes with them, even though she was way beyond their knowledge in summoning. She was an extremely social being. As she grew up she became a bigger part in the court. She would often accompany her brother to the Grand Palace and she became an excellent diplomat. She was poised and elegant like her mother and resembled a queen. She was beautiful and quickly caught the eye of many of the boys at the many balls and dinners she would attend at both palaces.

She noticed her brother hovering and did not mind in the slightest for she did not have her eye on any of the boys except for one?

She had met with the royal family many times and quickly became close with the youngest prince because of his witty banter and his playful nature. Them being very close in age, they have hung out together since he was thirteen and her and her brother moved into the  little palace. Other than her brother he was the girl’s closest friend. They often snuck out at night to run through the grounds and play by the lake away from the palace. They confided in each other about their troubles— mainly ranting about their annoying older brothers— and laughed together throughout their growing years. They shared both of their first kisses together and, knowing of her brothers distaste for the girl having a relationship, snuck around the two palaces stealing kisses in empty palace rooms and at their spot along the lake after it was dark. Her brother remained protective of her, and he remained oblivious of their relationship as she promised him she had no interest in anyone. He knew that she was old enough to make her own smart decisions but he was terrified of someone hurting her so he kept her to himself. And hurt was exactly what happened to her

G͏E͏N͏E͏R͏A͏L͏ I͏N͏F͏O͏R͏M͏A͏T͏I͏O͏N͏:

F͏u͏l͏l͏ N͏a͏m͏e͏: Larissa Anastasia Morozova

A͏l͏i͏a͏s͏: N/A

S͏e͏r͏i͏e͏s͏: The Darkest Sea

L͏o͏v͏e͏ i͏n͏t͏e͏r͏e͏s͏t͏: Nikolai Lantsov

A͏g͏e͏: 21

S͏e͏x͏u͏a͏l͏i͏t͏y͏: Bisexual

P͏r͏o͏n͏o͏u͏n͏s͏: She/her

G͏r͏i͏s͏h͏a͏ T͏y͏p͏e͏: Tidemaker

F͏a͏m͏i͏l͏y͏: Baghra (mother) Aleksander Morozova (older brother)

A͏P͏P͏E͏A͏R͏A͏N͏C͏E͏:

E͏t͏h͏n͏i͏c͏i͏t͏y͏: W͏h͏i͏t͏e͏

N͏a͏t͏i͏o͏n͏a͏l͏i͏t͏y͏: N/A

S͏p͏e͏c͏i͏e͏s͏: H͏u͏m͏a͏n͏

F͏a͏c͏e͏c͏l͏a͏i͏m͏: Claudia Jessie

H͏a͏i͏r͏ C͏o͏l͏o͏u͏r͏: Black

E͏y͏e͏ C͏o͏l͏o͏u͏r͏: B͏l͏u͏e͏

P͏E͏R͏S͏O͏N͏A͏L͏I͏T͏Y͏:

Q͏u͏a͏l͏i͏t͏i͏e͏s͏: Witty. Kind. Independent. Confident. Soft. Brave. Emotional. Compassionate.

M͏o͏r͏a͏l͏ A͏l͏i͏g͏n͏m͏e͏n͏t͏: Neutral Good

M͏y͏e͏r͏s͏ B͏r͏i͏g͏g͏s͏ T͏y͏p͏e͏: ENTP

H͏o͏g͏w͏a͏r͏t͏s͏ H͏o͏u͏s͏e͏: Ravenclaw

L͏I͏K͏E͏S͏:

↳ reading books

↳ adventure

↳ visiting the coast

↳ respect

↳ stating opinions

D͏I͏S͏L͏I͏K͏E͏S͏:

↳ manipulation

↳ arrogance

↳ disrespect

↳ forced marriages

✨ Taglist: @eddysocs @megandaisy9 @ginger-grimm @arrthurpendragon @misshiraethsworld @faerieroyal @daughter-of-melpomene ✨

[witch-pxnk]

CHARACTERS I WRITE FOR

N.B: these are written in order of my preference of writing for them. i’m not necessarily opposed to writing for ones not listed, but it will depend entirely on whether the request inspires me/my mood. also, any character with an asterix is one who’s media/book i haven’t finished. i’ll still write for them, but it might not be as accurate.

MARVEL

(all movies/Netflix shows, since i haven’t read the comics)

MCU: Pietro Maximoff, Steve Rogers, Bucky Barnes, Peter Parker

Daredevil: Matt Murdock

The Punisher: Frank Castle

X-Men: Alex Summers, Charles Xavier, Logan Howlett,

The Amazing Spider-Man: Peter Parker

DC

(also only movies/shows)

Supergirl: Winn Schott, Mon-El

The Sandman: Dream of the Endless

DC: Barry Allen, Cavill!Clark Kent, Bale!Bruce Wayne, Jason Todd

Titans: Dick Grayson, Garfield Logan

SCI-FI

Star Trek: Bones McCoy, Jim Kirk,

Star Wars: Poe Dameron, Hans Solo, Obi-Wan Kenobi, Din Djarin

Firefly/Serenity: Malcolm Reynolds, Simon Tam

Doctor Who: 10th Doctor

FANTASY

The Witcher Netflix: Jaskier, Geralt

Lord of the Rings: Legolas, Eomer

Narnia: Prince/King Caspian

Merlin: Gwaine, Merlin, Arthur

*Once Upon A Time: Killian Jones

MISC TV SHOWS

Bridgerton: Benedict Bridgerton, Anthony Bridgerton

*Peaky Blinders: Thomas Shelby

Gilmore Girls: Jess Mariano

Teen Wolf: Stiles Stilinski, Derek Hale

Supernatural: Dean Winchester

Julie and the Phantoms: Reggie Peters

B99: Jake Peralta

CAoS: Nicholas Scratch

*Stranger Things: Steve Harrington

MISC MOVIES

Kingsman: Eggsy Unwin, Agent Whiskey

6 Underground: 4/Billy

The Grey Man: Sierra Six/Courtland Gentry

Sky High: Warren Peace

HTTYD: Hiccup Horrendous Haddock the Third

Howl’s Moving Castle: Howl Pendragon

Indiana Jones: Indiana Jones

Pacific Rim: Raleigh Beckett

Anastasia: Dmitri

BOOKS

Marauders: Sirius Black, James Potter, Remus Lupin

RiordanVerse: Percy Jackson, Jason Grace

ACOTAR: Cassian

The Hunger Games: Finnick Odair

*Grishaverse: Nikolai Lantsov, Matthias Helvar

The Darkest Minds: Liam Stewart

[yet-still-just-a-moth]

Ok, so apparently I was tagged. *Obviously hiding a delighted grin and trying to scowl through their mirth*. Moreover, I was tagged by @reybeeze in a thing I wanted to participate in so I guess I have to participate now, do I?

Ten characters from ten fandoms, here we go:

- His Excellency Duke of Ankh Commander Sir Samuel Vimes, Discworld

- Crowley, Good Omens

- Elizabeth Bennet, Pride and Prejudice

- Nikolai Lantsov, Grishaverse

- Mirabel, The Starless Sea

- Gandalf the Grey, The Lord of the Rings

- Remus Lupin, Harry Potter

- Mobius, Marvel Cinematic Universe

- Howl, Howl's Moving Castle

- Anastasia, Anastasia

I literally have two mutuals and one of them has tagged me on this, so I'm gonna tag the remaining one @morciaisthebestbiouthere

[oohnoniall]

The Lantsov Emerald [Kaz Brekker x OC] - Chapter Seven (Anatasia)

Warnings: cursing, fantasy violence, family drama

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three 

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

        The wind blew the curtains away from the window, which only caused shadows to fall on the woman's face. She didn't have the courage to be frightened. She had suspected that she had been followed. There was no real way for Ravka's Princess Anastasia to escape, even if she wished she could. Her marriage would mean the safety of her country. They would not allow her to get away. 

        It didn't matter that those sorts of arrangements had never worked in the past. It didn't matter that she didn't want to marry.

        "Your Highness," the voice was not one that she expected. She had assumed that one of the Second Army would have been tasked to find her. She had thought they would have sent a Grisha to drag her back to the palace. She wasn't exactly worth it, but at the same time they couldn't risk a mortal man failing to deliver her.

        The woman stepped out of the shadows. It was the same one that had been seated next to Kaz. Her eyes were kind, despite the obvious threat she possessed. Anastasia had no idea if she could trust her or not. Well, actually, she knew the answer to that. The streets were much like the courts of Ravka. None could be trusted, none could be expected to keep to their deals. She supposed that Kaz had sent the woman to kill her.

        "You should return to the palace." The woman said, her voice as soft as the wind. "Kaz will try to keep his bargain, but surely you realize how dangerous it is to cross the Fold. With or without a skiff."

        "I know," Anastasia would not be afraid though. If Nikolai had done it, so could she. She would do anything if it meant seeing her brother again. "But I cannot allow my future to happen without my consent. If I stay, I risk never seeing Nikki again. I risk losing the only parts of myself that my family hasn't destroyed."

        It was dramatic of her, but Nikolai would understand. She hoped he would anyway. There was a very good chance that Nikolai would think she was being a stubborn, selfish idiot who needed to rethink their priorities.

        He wouldn't exactly be wrong.

        "Your future is happening, Princess," the Suli girl stepped out of the shadows then. She was beautiful, like an image of a Saint that Anastasia was supposed to pray to. She wondered how the girl had ended up working with Mr. Brekker, why she was so cautious over this job. Surely, there had been other jobs. Other dangerous positions. "It would be stupid to think you can run from it."

        She clenched her jaw, counting like Vasily had taught her. Her eldest brother may have been useless but he'd always made sure that she and Nikolai knew how to keep up appearances. It was that or be an utter embarrassment to him. Even now, she could not believe that her eldest brother would do anything if it did not benefit him. Maybe it was wrong of her, maybe he felt more for his siblings than he had ever shown. But Anastasia did not believe it for a second.

        "I'm not running from anything. We'll be back before my birthday. You'll get your payment and all will be well." Anastasia had never believed that anything bad could truly happen to her. She'd been protected by the Second Army and her brothers her entire life. The dangers of the Fold were not present in her mind. Nor were the dangers of Kerch. 

        Nikolai would have a heart attack if he ever found out just how reckless his sister had become in his absence.

        "You've never been told no, have you?" The girl raised her brow, giving Anastasia a look that she thought would kill her if the woman was Grisha. She supposed it was a good thing that she was not.

        "No," she answered truthfully. "Nor do I intend to start. I appreciate your concern, but I assure you that I know what I'm doing. As does your Mr. Brekker."

        "Kaz likes impossible jobs. You've just managed to give him one." 

        Before she could open her mouth to make a retort, the girl was gone. She didn't wonder how it had happened. There was no telling how long the wraith-like woman had been doing this. There was no telling when she would come back either.  All she was left with were her thoughts. Thoughts that were going a billion miles an hour, that were certain that she was making a mistake. But one that she could not back away from.

They spent a week waiting for something to happen. For anything to happen. Anastasia had felt as though she were going to go mad from waiting. She had never been forced to wait so long, unless it was word from Nikolai. Then she'd be forced to wait for months on end. 

        The only time she had seen Kaz Brekker and his friends was during meal times. She never sat with them, figuring they'd spend more than enough time together when the time came. Besides, it wouldn't have been smart to draw any sort of attention to herself. She had no idea if they would figure out a way to reveal who she was to the entire pub or not, but she hadn't wanted to risk it. It didn't matter how far from them she sat, though, she always felt his eyes on her.

        It was more than just a bit disarming. His eyes were like sheets of ice. She could feel the cold piercing through her, wrapping her in a vice that refused to let go. She wondered if the others felt the same. If they were each just as worried about what he might do as she was. Of course, she knew that was quite silly. They were clearly just as dangerous as he was. Kaz wouldn't be the most dangerous person in his little gang. That would have been ill-advised. 

        Although, Anastasia did not know much about gangs or about whatever it was that the three were. They made sort of a miss-matched family in a way, but she was not yet brave enough to tell any of them that.

        Those sorts of thoughts seemed to plague her mind more often than not nowadays.

        "The Darkling is coming," he didn't make it sound pleasant as he sat down beside her. "Which means we've got our skiff."

        "And that he'll probably recognize me," she pointed out without looking at him. She didn't need to see the ice-cold glare or the cheekbones that looked as though they were made of diamond. He was much more beautiful than her husband-to-be, which felt as though it were some sort of cruel and unusual joke. Why should a criminal be so fetching and a prince be ... Not.

        "It's either risk this or go back home, Highness," Kaz's voice was gravel, his fingers wrapped around a pint as though it had insulted him. She wondered briefly about his rage. What could make a man so angry? So full of fire and brimstone when he could be no more than eighteen?

        Anastasia glanced at him then, noting the slight furrow in his brow and the way his jaw twitched slightly. This bothered him more than he let on. She never would have noticed had she not been raised in the courts. Those small ticks had been the only source of amusement in the courts of Ravka. They gave away all the best gossip. As long as one knew how to accurately read them.

        "Has something happened?"

        "Nothing you need to concern yourself with," he gave her that ice-like glare. She hated the way it felt as though he were freezing her from the inside out. Hated how she wanted to tell him to go and fuck himself and a number of other regrettable words. She bit her tongue though. There was no point in angering the man who was taking her back to her brother. She highly doubted there would be another who knew Kerch and knew how to cross the Fold.

        "If it puts us in jeopardy, I think it is my concern." Anastasia had lived her life being glared at and told that something wasn't her concern. She would not allow this boy to do the same thing. It was bad enough her brothers had done it throughout her life. The only ones who had ever told her no in any capacity, the only ones who'd cared for her.

        Kaz stared at her. It would have made a braver person look away. But she was stubborn and had glared down generals who had wished to sacrifice Nikolai. She could stare into a dragon's eyes if she needed to. What was Kaz Brekker? A crow without wings? Someone who could easily kill her but wouldn't. Not if he wanted his full payment. Not if he wanted the impossible jobs.

        "He's got another piece of my puzzle," it was cryptic yet it was all the answer she was going to get from him. She highly doubted he would tell her anything else until he assumed the time was right. It felt quite barbaric.

        "And I suppose that means we'll be risking our lives trying to get your puzzle piece and get to Kerch safely?" Her brow rose slightly, despite the fact that she was less surprised and more excited. What wonderous adventure awaited them? Would it be like the ballets had described? Would she one day hear a symphony composed about their triumphs and failings? She was getting too ahead of herself, she knew that. But adventure was far more exciting than she had ever dreamed it could be. 

        "Yes, it does." 

        Anastasia looked at Kaz, their eyes seeming to fight for control. She wasn't entirely sure what they were fighting about. He knew what he was doing. He would be the most likely option to avoid them getting killed, but Anastasia did not want to give up her newfound freedom so easily. It was go along with his mad plan, which would likely end with the Darkling dragging her all the way back to the palace, or she would have to find some other way to Kerch. It was horrible to think that she would have to choose, horrible to think that there was even a choice.

        "Fine. We'll go with the Darkling. But I pray you have an idea on how to keep us from getting killed."

        At this, Kaz smiled. "Don't trust your Saints, Highness. Don't trust anyone."

The following morning, they were ready. She was petrified. Something was bound to go wrong. She would be sent back to her mother and her father, who would then ship her to Fjerda before she had the chance to run away again. There wasn't a chance of her ever finding her brother, of becoming someone who had lived her life to the fullest. She would just be a pretty princess trapped within a gilded cage. That was all she was good for.

        Anastasia's wind blew in the hair, blonde locks fluttering everywhere. She nearly looked as though she had been ripped from the pages of a storybook. Even if she did not know this.

        Kaz glared at the strands that nearly brushed his face. "Highness," his gravely voice was almost covered by the sounds of the crowd that had gathered and the wind. "You should hide yourself."

        "Why?" She looked over her shoulder at him, her eyes the brightest they'd been in weeks. Her excitement was nearly palpable. "It isn't like he's going to see me in this crowd."

        "You stand out," Jesper pointed out, wrapping a strand of her hair around his finger. The smile he gave her would have given her butterflies, had she not seen it on the son's of lords all her life. "I doubt most people here have Fjerdian coloring."

        She turned pink as she pulled the silk scarf that Nikolai had once given her out of her pocket. She knew that she couldn't help who her mother was, but she could wish that she had inherited some recessive gene. She thought she would look nice with darker hair. Besides, then she would blend in just a bit easier with her countrymen. Nikolai and Vasily could be the ones who stood out. They were the ones people cared about, after all.

        She hid her hair away, feeling less herself than she had just moments ago. 

        "How exactly are we going to do this?" Anastasia questioned, glancing once at Kaz. 

        He appeared to be deep in thought. He was staring ahead, almost looking at nothing, but she could almost see the way his mind was working through some problem. Some issue that he had yet to solve. 

        "Mr. Brekker?" She tried again, wondering if she should shake him like she had to with Nikki and Vasily. Were most men like this? Going too far into their own heads and having to be brought out of it by a gentle touch. She knew that it was fine to do so with her brothers but she worried when it came to Kaz. It wasn't like she knew him. He might try to stab her the moment she laid a gentle hand on him.

        "Let him thing," Inej's voice was soft enough, but she could still hear the threat in the words. 

        Life in a palace had taught her the intricacies of threats and verbal manipulation. She'd been surrounded by people who had believed they knew best her entire life. What were these criminals? Just different versions of the same people she'd grown up with. Maybe she should have been more afraid. Or maybe she should have known that they would underestimate her. Just as everyone did.

        Anastasia watched Kaz carefully, watched the way his eyelashes fluttered against his cheeks as his eyes traveled back and forth as though they were chasing each thought inside of his head. She didn't want to admit that he was quite pretty when he was like this. All the hard edges of his face seemed to soften, his fingers tightened on his cane and she wondered briefly why. What ideas were in his head? What adventure was he crafting?

        One day, she would daydream about that face. One day, she would think about it as she fell asleep. 

        Now, however, she just wished he would hurry it up and come up with something. They were quickly running out of time. If they didn't come up with something fast enough, the skiff would leave without them. Her only chance at finding her brother would be gone. She refused to go to Fjerda without one final goodbye. For she knew the truth. Once her family shipped her off, they would forget her entirely.

        The princess stared at the criminal. Her eyes never leaving his as he thought things that no one would ever know. She didn't trust him. She didn't trust his friends or the way he looked at her. As though she didn't know anything. As though she was nothing more than a silly little girl. 

        "Quickly," Kaz broke free from his thoughts, eyes landing on Anastasia. "Inej, get her on the skiff. Jesper, cause a distraction."

        "Don't think I'll need to boss," Jesper stated as he nodded once towards the skiff.

        Alina Starkov stood side by side with the Darkling. She had antlers around her neck and appeared to be a dog on a leash. Anastasia's stomach flipped at the sight. What had General Kirigin done?

        "Even better," Kaz's eyes sparked with mischief. "Everyone, hurry. Sneak around the back and don't make a sound."

        The two criminals nodded to their boss. Inej ushered Anastasia away from the crowd, leading her around to the other side of the skiff. There were less people about, everyone having wanted to get a good look at the fools crossing. This side of the skiff mainly held supplies and few guards whose attention was on the sun summoner, not the four people heading towards them.

        "Jes," Inej murmured softly, "can you take care of them?"

        "Thought you'd never ask," Jesper's eyes twinkled as he took his pistols from his belt. 

        Anastasia thought about screaming, about warning the guards that something horrible was going to happen. But she didn't. She bit her tongue in order to stay silent. Jesper had to do it. He had to shoot them, the sounds of the crowd cheering and the Darkling's yells covered the noise almost too well. Yet, Anastasia's ears still rang. How had this happened? How had any of this happened? Was her desire to see Nikolai greater than people's lives? Was her brother truly worth the price of selling herself to Kerch's greatest criminals? Or was she just being selfish?

        She knew that she was being selfish. She knew that Nikolai would hate her for it and yet - there was nothing she could do to stop it. She needed to see him. Needed to be as free as anyone else.

        Jesper led the group onto the skiff, motioning with his hand for them to keep silent. It seemed redundant to her. He had just murdered the guards, had just acted as though his own self-interest were more important. Anastasia would say a prayer for them tonight, she would ask the saints to give them safe passage to the afterlife. She highly doubted she would ever be granted that same kindness. After all, she was unsure if she regretted the fact they were dead. They'd been standing in her way.

        "Watch yourself, Highness," Kaz's gravel voice spoke in her ear. She felt the press of something hard and metal against her back, nearly knocking her off balance as she climbed over the edge of the skiff. "Wouldn't want you to fall."

        Something told her that he wouldn't mind it much at all if she did fall to her demise. But she bit her tongue, not wanting to anger the man who was the key to finding her brother. "I can manage myself just fine, thank you."

        His eyes glinted with something. An emotion that she didn't know how to accurately describe. It wasn't humor, not like she had ever known it at least. But nor was it anything that sent warning bells ringing through her. If anything, it sent a delightful chill down her spine. But for now, she would chalk that up to the wind that was blowing. She didn't want it to be anything else. Anything else would be a distraction that she could not yet afford.

        "We'll see." Kaz did not look at her as he tossed himself over the edge of the skiff, his bad leg almost going out from under him as he did. He straightened quickly enough, almost as though he didn't want her to see. 

        Anastasia wasn't sure that she cared about a bad leg. It made him seem almost human in a way. 

        Kaz Brekker couldn't be human. The way he looked at her often made her think of demons, of monsters from fairytales that Nikolai had read her when she was younger. When he was still home. She was certain that her brother would see this man as a threat, as someone who needed to be as far from Anastasia as possible. But that did not matter now.

        "This way," Kaz hissed over his shoulder, not sparing a glance at the three who stood behind him. 

        Inej quickly flanked him, with Jesper following after Anastasia. It was almost as though they didn't quite trust her to remain on the skiff. While she may have been frightened, Anastasia knew that running would just mean giving up any hope of a future. 

        Her future was what she was chasing. Not her brother. Not the feeling of freedom that she had craved for so long. No, she wanted something more. Something better. Something bright.

        Kaz led the trio to a quiet alcove that was just big enough for the four of them to hide unnoticed. It would be a tight squeeze, but it was covered and out of the way. Likely, no one would think to check for them. He squeezed in beside Anastasia. She briefly worried that he would hear her heart rate increase. She assured herself that the only reason she felt anything was because of how tight the actual space was. She'd never been so close to a person in her life. She wasn't sure if she liked it.

        Anastasia felt as though she could not breathe. She felt as though her stomach was going to twist in on itself all while her heart imploded. She closed her eyes tightly, her hands clenched into fists that were hidden by her skirts.

        The skiff took off into the darkness of the Fold before Anastasia could gather her courage. She could hear Inej murmuring prayers and the soft click of Jesper's pistols. Kaz was the only one who was silent. She almost wanted to lean on him because of it. But she didn't.

        For the second that she had made the slightest move to, all hell broke loose.

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Congratulations on your followers! I am so happy for you, because your writing is absolutely lovely!

May I request a romantic x fem reader (she/her) with the song I'm Yours - Jason Mraz with either Azriel, Nikolai, or Isaac Lahey please? The choice of character is up to you (I couldn't decide so surprise me please haha!)

Thank you 💜💜💜

Thank you so much, Rosie!! I really hope you like it!

Pairing: Nikolai Lantsov x fem! reader

Song: I’m Yours - Jason Mraz

Warnings: Spoilers for the grisha trilogy, fluff, swearing, pining, awkward Nikolai

Word Count: 902

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I’m Yours

Nikolai always had something to say, but everytime he saw you, he was rendered speechless. He thought you were the most beautiful creature he had ever seen. The king was visiting his friends at their orphanage, as he sometimes did, when he saw you for the first time. 

“Nikolai!” said Alina, snapping him out of his thoughts.

“Pardon?” he asked looking between the two of you. Alina gave an awkward laugh and repeated what she had just said.

“This is (y/n) (y/l/n), my friend from Keramzin. She helps us here quite a lot!” he looked back at you, who had an outstretched hand for him to shake. ‘Before the cool done run out, I’ll be giving it my bestest’ thought Nikolai as he regained his composure, bringing his lips to your hand and kissing your knuckles.

“It’s a pleasure making your acquaintance.”

“The pleasure is all mine, moi tsar.”

“Nikolai, though I’ve been known to answer ‘sweetheart’ and ‘handsome’” he corrected, grinning at the last part.  

“Are you flirting with me?” you asked, a confused look on your face.

“Is it working? If not, that was just plan A.” he answered, smirking.

“What’s plan B?” you questioned and Mal walked in, putting his arms around Alina.

“To take you hostage, of course.” Alina slapped him on the arm, but you laughed.

“I can’t tell if you’re kidding or not.” said Mal in a humorous tone.

“Of course I’m not, let me just get the rope and we’ll be out of here.” he replied, voice dripping with sarcasm.

“Can you not be sarcastic for once?” Mal asked with a smirk.

“I apologise, but I’m afraid I cannot. You see, sarcasm comes out of my mouth like stupidity comes out of yours.” Mal snickered. You laughed again and Nikolai got even more confident, he liked seeing you laugh.

He remembered the stories Alina told him about you, remembered how he thought you were a good person, funny too, and he liked you even more now. 

He visited more frequently after that, always looking for you. You were very good with the kids and always helped around, he just stared at you in wonder with everything you did.

You were putting tea on the kettle when a little girl came running in your direction, tear stained face and one pigtail loose.

“(y/n)” she sniffed “the boys pulled out my pigtail and said I looked ugly.” your face softened as you looked at the little girl. You crouched down to her height, wiping away her tears.

“Do not listen to them, they are assholes.” the girl giggled at the swear word. “Want me to braid your hair? Or to beat them up?” she laughed again.

“Can you do one of those pretty braids you were wearing the other day?” she asked shyly.

“Of course, sweetie! Come on.” you guided the little girl outside, where you sat on the grass, let her hair down and started braiding it. Nikolai was still paralysed, looking at you in awe.

“You like her!” Alina exclaimed with a smile, he didn’t deny it, only looked at her with a sheepish smile. "I have never seen you speechless before her, you look like a little puppy in love. Though I do have to warn you, telling a girl you are going to kidnap her isn’t the way into her heart.” he laughed at that.

“Just because my charms didn’t work on you, doesn’t mean they won’t work on her.” 

“Yeah, right. Keep telling yourself that, Nikolai.” said Mal, laughing.

“Well, I reckon it’s again my turn to win some or learn some.” Nikolai said, shrugging.

“By all means, go ahead!” replied Alina pointing in your direction, you were still braiding the little girl’s hair in a complicated bun. He straightened his shoulders and walked in your direction. 

“Hello!” he said, a little too loud, and cringed.

“Hello, moi tsar.”

“I told you, call me Nikolai.” 

“Alright, Nikolai.” as soon as he heard his name fall from your mouth, he grinned. The thing is, he kept grinning and staring at you. You finished the braid and the girl kissed your cheeks, thanking you, and left with a smile.

You stood up and met Nikolai’s gaze. He didn’t know what to say, every time he opened his mouth to say something, it didn’t sound right in his head. He never liked moments of silence, especially not awkward ones, so he decided to speak what was on his mind.

“Alright, I’m just going to come out and say it. I’m not usually like this, I always know what to say, but you... You do something to me, you leave me tongue tied, something I’ve never been before. Truth is, I tried to be chill, but you’re so hot that I melted.” you hid a laugh as you heard Mal and Alina wheezing at what Nikolai had just said.

Alina looked at Mal and said “We have to stop this, I think he actually likes her, we have to help.” he nodded and looked back at the two of you.

“Tea’s ready!” Mal exclaimed. 

You looked over at Nikolai, smiling softly and said “We should go.” 

The pair of you walked into the house and Nikolai thought ‘I really like this girl... I’ll make you mine, (y/n), and nothing’s gonna stop me but divine intervention.’ You smiled at him as you sat down at the table and he couldn’t help but think ‘Saints, I’m yours.’

Translations:

☆ moi tsar = my king

Nikolai tag list: @agentsofsheilds

General tag list: @power-of-words23

[musicallisto]

Also this is COMPLETELY only when you’re feeling better so ignore this until you do … but 🎸 for my blog?

Also I don’t wanna cheat but for some reason you really give me the vibes of The Merry Go Round of Life from Howls Moving Castle!

omg I love that piece so much, it's so ethereal and whimsical... I'm obsessed with it. makes me want to fly up to the clouds and dance on them, beneath the sparkling sun. thank you!!

You remind me of... Dmitri Shostakovich's Jazz Suite No.2

[dregstrash]

Lmao Anastasia! Zoyalai au

But it’s Nikolai as the Lost Prince of Russia.

Zoya fully intending to use him as her ticket out of St. Petersburg whether or not she believes he’s really the Lost Prince (of course he is).

Little do they know the ghost of the evil advisor, known as the Darkling, has been resurrected to try to stop Nikolai from coming back.

As Zoya and her trusty companion, Genya, try to train Nikolai to be the prince they are pretending he is, weird disasters follow them and they have no idea why.

All they care about is going to Paris where The Last Lantsovs has taken residence and hopefully pulling off the heist of their lives.

But then what happens when the orphaned boy with a bit of a memory problem starts falling for the thief girl who seems to see a little too much of him? What happens when the thief girl is starting to doubt herself and starts to believe Nikolai could truly be the Lost Prince?

I guess they’ll have to see On A Journey to the Past

[itsthegoldenlover]

Me: I should go to bed

My brain: Dominik x Nikolai Anastasia AU

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Hi everyone! My name is Tricia, and welcome to my blog! As written in my bio, I am a minor, so please keep that in mind. I do write smut, and you can request it, but I won’t accept sexual asks about me. I won’t tolerate me being sexualized in any way. You will be blocked.

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James Potter

Lily Evans

Remus Lupin

Sirius Black

Marlene Mckinnon

Jily

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Elijah Mikaelson

Klaus Mikaelson 

Kol Mikaelson 

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Katherine Pierce

Hope Mikaelson

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Harry Potter

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Ginny Weasley

George Weasley

Fred Weasley

Charlie Weasley

Bill Weasley 

Percy Weasley

Aaron Hotchner

Spencer Reid

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Emily Prentiss

JJ

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Jason Grace

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Annabeth Chase

Leo Valdez

Luke Castellan

Thalia Grace

Anthony Bridgerton

Benedict Bridgerton

Colin Bridgerton

Eloise Bridgerton

Jamie Fraser

Lucifer Morningstar

Mazikeen

Amenadiel

Nikolai Lantsov

Mal Oretsev

Genya Safin

Tolya Yul-Bataar

Kaz Brekker

Inej Ghafa

Jesper Fahey

Matthias Helvar

Nina Zenik 

The Darkling

Cruella de Ville

Oskar (The Imposter Queen) 

Sig (The Imposter Queen)

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Tom Riddle/Voldemort

Peter Pettigrew

Severus Snape

Elena Gilbert

David Rossi

Alaric Saltzman

About Me!

I love to read and write! My favorite book so far is The Imposter Queen by Sarah Fine! I love to listen to music, it’s my comfort! I listen to all sorts of things, it’s a bit of a jumble! I listen to musicals (Anastasia, Hamilton - the best musical ever -, Heathers, Into The Woods, My Fair Lady, Aladdin), Disney (you are never to old for Disney), ABBA, Queen, Tate McRae, Olivia Rodrigo, Jasmine Cephas-Jones, Dove Cameron, Nessa Barrett, Demi Lovato, Madison Beer, Amy Adams-- I could go on and on but I’ll stop! My favorite song right now is between That’s How You Know by Amy Adams, and Speechless by Naomi Scott! 

I like to sing, but I probably sound like a dying donkey when I do.

I have a 100 fictional wives and husbands, you can ask Jae....

I have one little sister, who is my best friend. My mom is a fucking badass, even though she’s super scary when she’s mad. She has a boyfriend is pretty awesome. My gramma is hilarious, especially when we’re in the car listening to Cabinet Battle #2 by Lin-Manuel Miranda. 

I love food. My favorite meal is steak, and asparagus (yes, it sounds gross, but my mom makes amazing asparagus, and her boyfriend makes killer steak), I could survive off of that and ice cream. McDonald’s - or Micky D’s as I call it - has the best french fries, but Sonic’s M&M Sonic Blast is the beez neez. 

I’m extremely possessive of my books. I can’t let anyone other than my mom, gramma, and sister borrow them because I’m scared they’ll get ruined. One time, I loaned my sister’s friend one of my books, and didn’t get back until a year later. It was completely ruined, she left it outside, while it was raining. That ended me letting people borrow my books. I love hardback because my books don’t get ruined as easily. 

My favorite color is blue, but white, black and grey are definitely on the the top five! 

I love wearing sweatshirts, and shorts! I hate pants, but I hope that’ll change soon! I’m going to change my entire closet when I go shopping. I love to shop, but sister does not. I don’t wear makeup, since it’s so much work, and not really worth it. I love my converse, but I probably need new ones. I want to learn about five different language, including sign language! I hate PE, it’s just so stupid, for me at least!

I bit my nails so much when I was little that they’re completely ruin, so I’m gonna ruin them even more and do acrylics! 

When I write it takes me a long time since I had a whole bunch of ideas scrambling around in my head, but it’s like a long way away. I get a lot of book ideas all at once, because of this, I have to write my ideas down in a journal to get them out of my head and not create them all at once. I have seven open unfinished books, with about 14 in my journal. 

I don’t really like going outside, but I love when it rains. When I’m driving and it’s raining, I always have the window down, so I can hear it. I don’t like thunder, it’s scary. Lighting is cool, as long as it’s far far away from me.

I love deers, they’re just so cute! I want one but everyone keeps telling me no. When I’m older, I’m going to get a very big dog that is very fluffy, and a pomeranian! 

I hate sharks. They’re mostly why I won’t go in the ocean. Jaws definitely did it for me. But I love the water! I could swim for days!

Well, I think that’s it! I love all of you, and welcome to my chaotic blog!