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niallandtommo · 2 years

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#one day i will stop talking about my crush. today is not that day #i am so sorry i just need to talk about it somewhere lol #so like i kinda accepted the fact that he's not interested and like it's fine. i'm fine. absolutely ok.#but i genuinely can't stop thinking about him #and it doesn't fucking help that we live in the same street and i see his living room window every single day when i go to work #and again when i go home #i'm always looking for his stupid car and when i see it i look up to his window #even when i go for a walk i will go there just to see if he's home #this is so fucking stupid i feel like a stalker #the last time i saw him was 4 weeks ago and we haven't said a single word to each other since then #but for some reason my brain doesn't want to think about anything else but him #literally all day every day #i am TIRED #can we pls just move on #i don't wanna do this anymore #🥲🔫#having a crush sucks

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ionomycin · 6 months

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#artists on tumblr #the horrors are neverending #by horrors i mean waking up early and going to work #even though i currently work from home #i remember alarms going off at 7am like it was yesterday #waking up early when it's pitch black outside and going out into the cold is torture #every day i dread the day i have a 7am alarm again #you never really escape it unless you're crazy rich #the horrors persist and always lurk behind the corner #can we make working from home the norm...

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corpsentry · 3 months

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pick your battles

#my art #my stuff #art #comic #original art #pride 2024 #pride month #trans allegory..... or not even allegory. just trans .... ^_^#i technically cannot come out yet but i don't think the people who i need to not see this stalk my tumblr #i know they stalk everything else like my twitter and my instagram but this might be safe #so fuck it we yap. this is a comic about picking your battles #this is a comic about how for almost a year now everyone at home in singapore has been crying about my sore throat #my terrible fucked up voice. my you know. etc #i came out as not cis and using they/them pronouns in 2015 when i was 14 #but no one ever used my pronouns. none of my classmates or friends even up until i left for college in 2020 #from 2020 onwards every year i wrote an angry vulnreable essay about how much it hurts that they dont remember #and people would dm me apologizing on their hands and knees and commending my bravery #and then forget about it all over again. id ont mean 'they misgender me and then catch it and apologize and correct themselves'#i mean they dont even get that far #and so you might ask yourself: why have you kept them around all this time?#and i would have to explain that by pure bad luck i grew up in the most conservative close minded community #that all of my ex classmates that stayed in singapore are cishet and upper middle class and chinese singaporean #that i Am the trans person. that they were able to ignore me for a decade partially because there was no one else #so this is a comic about how there is dignity and grace in staying in the closet sometimes #about how not everyone deserves to see you at your happiest. about how some people can go fuck themselves #you know your truth and THATS THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS!!! YEAH!!! i love you

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merlins-strawberriesandroses · 2 months

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POV you’ve informed the Queen and the Court’s Sorcerer of something and they very clearly know something that they’re not letting on

#hehe just a silly doodle #Gwen’s great at subtlety so would this even happen? debatable #just feel like they’d definitely get up to magical shenanigans post-canon #plus there were enough things in the show that could make a reappearance #Lady Vivian is visiting? Oh no is she still under the curse??? D: *cue mutual looks of alarm*#(it’s okay she’s not. justiceforvivian2024)#but anyway STILL they’d definitely go sneaking around in the vaults or library to find answers to the latest Situation tm #like yeah magic is legal and Guinevere is literally the queen #but that doesn’t stop them from shiftilly snooping!! shiftilly snooping just Happens when ur friends with Merlin #it’s like enrichment for them #ANYWAY yet again I have NO idea what proper anatomy is and I did not use a reference for Merlin and only glanced at one for Gwen so #sorry I cannot do u justice merlin + guinevere </3 #my mom once glanced at one of my doodles when I was home and she was like why does Merlin look like a monkey #WHICH WAS KINDA OUT OF POCKET TBH 😭😭#but maybe one of these days I’ll actually learn drawing-related things so I can better spread my beloved post canon Merlin agenda #Merlin #Gwen #merlin fanart #bbc merlin #my art #art #merwen #EDIT: fixed up the colouring bc it was bothering meee rip

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 9 months

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Welcome to the Dungeons of Fear and Hunger.

#Fear and Hunger #D'arce Cataliss #Cahara #Ragnvaldr #Enki Ankarian #Unlike Dungeon Meshi - I cannot in good faith recommend this game to a broad audience.#My background with F&H goes as follows: I am hanging out with a friend. He says “hey try this game I've been playing.” I say “Okay!”#I have never heard of this game. I pick the mercenary. I go through 5 min of character history and background. I am mauled to death by dogs #It took me 4 resets to even get in the dungeon. But I finally get there. I am caught by a guard. He cuts off all but one of my limbs #I am forced to crawl around in a blood and corpse pit until the game tells me 'give up idiot'.#I reset. I am mauled by dogs again. I realize this is not for me but I am intrigued enough to go home and watch some playthroughs #And WOW what an interesting game it is! I really do appreciate games that blend their design philosophy with the theme it wants to set #This is a game about fear and hunger. And persevering. And penis (my god is there a lot of penis)#I recommend this to people who like extremely challenging games and can handle the many *content warnings* within this series #If the idea of Bloodborne/eldenring and undertale having a little RPG maker baby sounds appealing to you - give it a shot #It's made by ONE GUY and it's a great horror game. I am just really bad at it.#My friends just enjoy putting me in situations where I scream and yell. We don't talk about the corn mazes. Or the other horror game nights #Apparently I'm funny when I'm Scared!#As people who follow me on twitter might know; I am deep in the pits of this series right now. I will be back with more art.

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loneleeghost · 4 months

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ok so... i have this headcanon...

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lotus-pear · 1 year

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i think you guys are onto smth..

i unironically got invested in this HELP

#WHERES THE FIC AT IF SOMEONE WRITES THIS I WILL PAY THEM A HUNDRED DOLLARS😭😭#kunikida serving the country while dazai's serving cunt😔#dazai was born to malewife but forced to manipulate and i think that's the greatest tragedy of bsd #anyway some facts i would like to share abt this au thay i came up w while drawing!!#takes place in 1939 (start of wwii) and there was a mandatory draft that required one male over eighteen from each house to serve #both of them are still twenty two and had been engaged for abt two years before getting married that year #newlyweds! unfortunately kuni had to go fight and they were seperated :(#before the war kunikida was a math teacher at the local high school and dazai obviously managed the household and didn't work #he's hopeless at cooking and meal prep even w recipie books so they either get those prepackaged meals or kuni makes dinner when he gets ba #so like when he's making lunch for kunikida he normally just packs a basic sandwich w raw fruit #kunikida always appreciates the effort even tho hes probably sick of having the same thing everyday but he won't complain abt it #when kunikida joined the army he was relieved that the mess hall had better food than dazai #he was the only one in his platoon that never complained abt the food so his fellow soldiers assumed it was bc he came from a tough bg #when in reality he was just used to being poisoned on a daily basis from his dumbass husbands cooking and was hardly fazed from army ration #they write to each other although its more dazai sending and kuni receiving bc hes off fighting and doesnt have time to write back #dazai talks abt life on the homefront and how he has to grow a victory garden (everything is DYING HE CANT EVEN RAISE TOMATOES)#and kuni writes abt his fellow soldiers and how the war is going and when he thinks he'll be home and how he misses sleeping in a bed #ANYWAY yea thought i'd share sry for infodumping in the tags again #this post is for like the four ppl that care abt this specific flavor of knkdz so hopefully this gets four notes at least #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #kunikida doppo #doppo kunikida #kunikidazai #knkdz #lotus draws #bro sry for posting at two in the morning i couldnt sleep until i got this out of my head they have infested my brain

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xxplastic-cubexx · 21 days

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chat if i may speak

#marvel cinematic universe #mcu #xmen #x2 xmen united #xmen the last stand #xmen dofp #magneto #erik lehnsherr #snap sketches #i love the old people !!!!!!#highkey though old people are prob my fave subjects to draw ..#theres just so much line definition- i feel more confident drawing them and saying 'yeah that looks like them'#tho i also feel this way with people/characters who have really defined features and shapes ..... most curious !!!#anyways. i gave him extensions vjalkjlkaejAELJ #long-hair erik is important to me and i simply Had To See with ian mckellens face #at the same time something isnt right ... i cant explain it... im not gonna sit on this any longer tho this just a quick thing vjlkalk #when i inevitably draw older movie erik again ill prob go back to his short hair but i may be subjected to a treat. just this once #i dont wanna drive. totally unrelated. im going home for the weekend and i live so FAR from my dorm i hate it here (no i dont)#i just hate driving VJELAVJAE #whatever its the weekend which means more time for xmen brainrot #i just started S3 of 92 !!!!! in theory im halfway done with the series but S3 is also 26 episodes compared to the previous 13 vjeALVKEJ #OH WELL. im gonna go now i have to start driving at some point i GUESS #i just wanted to leave the people with a silly thing </3 ok bye bye #i have a silly comic planned with younger cherik so heres to hoping i do that !!! it's stupid but funny. i hope #ok bye bye now Truly

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pictureday2005 · 1 year

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DONT REPOST THIS thanks

#home #mine #turning reblogs off and taking it out of tags for a while #i might just delete it #it feels fucking dehumanizing none of you were here nobody knows what happened in these walls #even the people who live there now who probably trashed the place #neither did the people who took that grand piano out in pieces #none of you will ever understand how much i lost when they took me from here #that little girl is dead shes fucking dead and im living in some cruel imitation of her #and every time ive tried to kill myself its been so i could go home again #but i cant ill nevet go home shell never go home home isnt real anymore #r

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puppetmaster13u · 6 months

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Prompts in Memes 7

#batman au #batman #prompts #dc #dcu #cryptid batman #cryptid batfam #cryptid batfamily #memes #meme #“So are we going to talk on how we've all become inhuman creatures or”#“No we're not going to talk about it now finish your food Jays about to scare the shit out of people again”#Alfred is a half-fae #But all the family gives off fae-vibes in their civilian identity #Jason deserves to be a dullahan #Let him remove his head and pull a Shakespeare #Tim is like a Grim or a Banshee to the gothamites #Also I think it's hilarious when the league are oblivious to what's happening in Gotham #And oblivious to the whole batfamily despite Bruce mentioning children once a blue moon #The league thought he was talking about the teams or civilians not whatever the fuck these things are #Bruce: Wow this is a surprisingly peaceful undercover mission #Bruce: . . .#Bruce: Something is happening back home isn't it

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jazzzzzzhands · 1 month

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When Clown talked about reading books to home, i knew i had to draw Wally reading my favorite childhood book to Home!!

Also Wally painted a little heart on Home like face painting! oh and take my line art because i love lineart!

#jazzart #wally darling #welcome home #welcome home wally #ooh it feels good to draw again!!#ive been in a rut for so long #im going through a spiritual journey rn #but im still trying to entertain my 3d world even when it feels 1d #im worried about inktober #i dont want to break my 9 year streak #but im .. very disconnected #anyways anyways #i still love wally!! so very much!!#also this is the worst timing to post so please reblog!! ;w;#give me strenth to keep going please #i draw him so plump and shapely teehee #forgive the book. i have zero experience in photoshop

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hellolulu · 1 month

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Damian + Jon: [playing Minecraft]

Dami: I've secured us some suitable living conditions. We will be safe from enemies now.

Jon: nice oneeeee now help me mine for iron plz you need armor so bad noob

Dami: don't call me that. I've killed people in real life.

Jon: ya ok noob

Dami: 😡😡

(some time later, when they return to the house) (to paint the scene: it is small, square in shape, and it's obvious Damian had no idea how to build a proper house, since a lot of it is made with dirt, which is a very convenient block but makes for an ugly.. ugly build)

Jon: aren't you like.. into art? Why did you build it with dirt??

Dami: it's about functionality right now, for safety. Tomorrow I will begin renovations. Obviously.

Jon: right..

[they enter the house. There is a chest, a crafting table, a furnace, and a double-bed at the side of the room]

Jon: omg... you put our beds together?? Omg I knew you loved me 😭😭😭😭 woooow 😭😭😭😭

Damian: [immediately breaks one of the beds to move it away to the other wall] now you've made it weird. It was for convenience.

#Hey it's me back at it again with the 4am post #they're rattling around inside my brains #in my heart the timey wimey bs never happens and they're 10 forever and being funny #me when I bring coal home to my friends at the server and place it in all the furnaces so nobody #has to go hungry or glassless #bc windows are a RIGHT in my MC society #i love mc but I played it so long ago and now it's so different and scary #so many things... daunting #anyway I wrote this last night mid-breakdown at 4am but got self conscious and didn't post it HAHAHAHA #anyway I'll release it now #he didn't mind sharing a bed with bestie UNTIL bestie made it weird #damijon #i need to cure my mental health but how can I when they're rattling around in there?#jondami #jon kent #damian wayne

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turrondeluxe · 2 years

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