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onyourstageleft · 5 months

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#dan and phil #weed #besties i am so high rn i am losing it #i took like one too many bong hits #started playing flight rising on the desktop computer bc it loads so much faster than my chromebook #opened youtube to have something on the second monitor #found dan and phil's fuckin lofi album???#lost my absolute shit about it #went to post about it from tumblr mobile but wanted to make this meme to do it justice so pulled up a meme editor on my desktop #(the meme editor had so many advanced text options since when have meme editors come this far??)#anyway made the meme realized my phone is at super low battery so decided to just log on to tumblr to post it directly from the desktop #even though i'm nearly exclusively a mobile user now and have been for years #so i have to log in to tumblr and now i'm experiencing making a post from the desktop site while still pretty blitzed #is it firefox that allows me to edit the tags after i've typed them or is that a desktop thing now #oh shit do i have any extensions on #depending on what imported from chrome when i changed my browser like six months ago this may be some sort of extension #whatever it is im okay with it this is great #i'm having such a good time right now genuinely #also watched chappell roan's hot to go music video for the first time during an interlude in the whole meme making process #there is currently a restoration video playing in the other tab that's been going for 10 minutes while i've been making this post #this is me living my best life honestly #i need at least one person to acknowledge the journey of tags on this post if only so i know I'm not alone in knowing my experience

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americankimchi · 26 days

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last night i kept forgetting that i was playing a noble. like i gotta lean into the fucked up hedonistic assholery of the uppercrust otherwise what's the point!!! my next playthrough will be imperial navy or commissar i haven't decided yet....... hmmmmmmmmm

not sure if im gonna go dogmatic or iconoclast....... although as a noble the heresy tree is interesting in terms of roleplay bc aren't they more susceptible to corruption byyyy i dont remember what they're called in w40k. the archdemon equivalents. i know there's one of like. gluttony ain't there??

#liveblogging #liveblogging rogue trader #only putting this in the liveblogging tag for organizational purposes im not actually playin rn #as we all know my first character in any rpg is the sacrificial lamb through which i discover the game's contents #and my second character is the one where i actually sit down and Develop A Character to experience the story with #NOT TO SAY I DONT ENJOY MY CURRENT CHAR. its just sometimes ill pick options to see what happens vs. options that make sense for my char

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sonknuxadow · 3 months

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ive joked about it before but man i really am the only person on earth who remembers the gun commander is a character that exists arent i . because the other day when the shadow panel was happening and the voice actors were talking about their characters and how they were eachothers only friend and maria was completely isolated from other people i was like What about the gun commander . and i havent seen anyone else point the contradiction out . lmao

#okay well i cant find a video of the full panel so i cant recheck that they said those things but i swear they did i remember hearing it #for people who never played shadow the hedgehog and dont know what im talking about #its shown that one of the guys whos currently in charge at gun lived on the ark as a kid and was close friends with maria #but he hated shadow because he witnessed his creation and it scared him and he always blamed him for marias death #and its NOT one of those extremely minor details only hardcore fans would notice either . its shown in the main story #to be clear i dont even care about the gun commander as a character. hes one of the sonic characters i care about the least #i just cant help but notice people always forget about him when talking about stuff related to the ark #(like saying that maria didnt have any friends aside from shadow or that her and shadow were the only kids who lived there around that time #or that shadow was the only person who lived on the ark thats still alive)#i mean hes one of those things that wasnt in sa2/sonic x and was added in later so i guess its fair a lot of people forget. but lmao #now im wondering if sega forgot he existed or if the current voice actors just didnt know he existed in the first place #i think the second option is probably more likely because from the way they talked #it seemed like they dont really know muhc about the sonic lore aside from what theyre told about for upcoming projects #so maybe the gun commander just isnt relevant right now so they werent told about him?

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mint-is-here · 3 months

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hey guyss,,,, if i did a like.. murder drones lmk au would you guys like. be fine iwth it??? pls i need confirmation

#the rabbits are going wild on my head #i just #theres thismd au qhere red son is a murder drone and mk and mei are workers i once saw and i just #i had creted some small ideas in my head about the au months ago and thought that was it but like #it was never really expanded on or at leas thte creator didnt post much aobut it but my head #ooo my head is full of gears and theyre spinning FAST rn #like is it bad if i just take hte concept of red being a murder drone and the other two being workers??#like from what the creator of the au has shown they were doing a whole different thing than I want to do so like #its not plagiarism???#at least wukong's role is diferent._.#and there's no spicynoodles #i find the ship cute but i dont ship it #i just want some traffic light trio content man #with maybe murders and arson and eldritch beings #is that too muhc to ask??#im talking about the trio but the thing im sorto f focusing on rn is wukong and macaque because like #i may be a md fan but i dont undestand the story i just v i b e #so since those two are sort of taking nori and yeva's roles and theyre heavly involved on the Absolute Solver lore #plus the whole 'lets add a new type of drone because i need an explanation as to why theyre a bit stronger than worker drones'#i have no idea what im doing with them XD #the au is not a full roleswap thing i'm mixing and matching a lot #like macaque's current role is more similar to doll's but his bakcstory is a mix between nori and yeva's with my own original bits #almost the same can be said aobut wukong #but he leans moe heavly on nori's part on the current story #i think its funny how much im thinking about these tow because like #i cant find a role for nezha so hes currenlty not part of the au so my mind is just going to the second best option which is macaque #and wukong #stuff #i sohuld go to sleep its like 00:05 #so yeahh

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soup-child · 19 days

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My favorite kind of aspec character is one who doesn't know theyre aspec and get fed up whenever other people are allo

#like yeah i guess its kinda bad that the only real confirmation you can have for these characters is word of god style and saying the words #in cannon is like important or whatever but sometimes that doesnt fit the genre #this is mostly about riz gukgak but also includes jonathan sims because i just finished the magnus archives #you'll have to pry aroace riz from my cold dead hands #<yeah sure ill put my aroace riz tag in here why not ill want this post when i look at that tag #no but i just think its so funny when aspec characters are like come on get it together guys we have work to do #and then the work is them spiraling on whatever project theyre currently working on #i say this as an aroace person who spirals on whatever project im working on just one of the projects happened to be what is my sexuality #so i guess a second option for this trope is they know theyre aspec but still get upset about people being allo which is even funnier

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arolesbianism · 3 months

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Man oni can't do this to me I'm supposed to be preparing for artfight but all I can think abt is Them™ from the second I wake up to the moment I go to bed how am I supposed to prepare in these circumstances 😔

#rat rambles #oni posting #and dude the beta is probably still going to be going during that time klei how could you do this to me #like I will still be participating in artfight but I fear Ill be on oni lockdown for the first week or smth dhskdhkdh #Ill try to at least sketch some stuff out but god if I can get my hands onto any amount of lore its so jover #now thats not a guarantee this is a beta after all but god man. fuck.#also I need to know the new dupes name right now its important #mostly because I want confirmation that I got z on the cypher right lol #chances are theyll just have another a name or smth #who knows maybe theyll have a w name and be the second ever contender for being sent to the constant #although for all we know there could be plenty more w names in the cast that are just hidden in the full names like with nails #I am in such agony rn with seemingly every place ppl post abt oni being dead silent still hello is anyone there #I thought Id at least see some more speculative stuff on the gameplay side of things but Ive seen like 2 things where ppl even bring it up #tbf some of the new stuff seems pretty obvious to deduce to me like there's no way the new fox deers dont produce lumber #and we already know the bunny guys (or the big one at least) provides reed fiber at least #the plants are mostly more mysterious tho #we have the obvious one being our new bestie the oxylite plant and the lil puffball tree thats probably the new decor plant #and the crystal grapes are probably going to be a new muckroot equivalent and at least one of the new plants probably produces smth edible #as for what recourses they need we know that at least 2 of them need watered in some way #Im currently betting theyll need ethanol but thats not based on a lot #honestly if any of them use plain ol water or even any water variants Ill be surprised #I wouldn't be surprised if most of them take ethanol or some liquid gas or smth #I still am holding out on a plant that consumed liquid carbon dioxide but Im not too hopeful #one thing Im very curious on is just everything abt how the oxylite plant grows I wanna know how good itll be so bad #because I am a proud member of the desperately wants more viable oxygen production option in oni gang and I wanna see this baby flourish #but based on how seemingly abundant it is Im afraid itll just join the squad of early game oxygen options that become too much of a hassle #to sustain late game so you're usually just going to switch to exlectroliszers each time #I hope Im wrong but I wont be surprised if Im not #they already took one oxygen plant out back and shot it dead so this guy might just be a corpse on arival if we're unlucky #well hey thats why there's a beta ig gotta make sure things are balanced or whatever

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theygender · 4 months

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What are you talking about. Exactly zero of these things are essentials

#i hate new cars sm man 😭#i cant even afford a car payment rn but i know i need to get a new car asap #bc my 11 year old ford exploder keeps having parts fail on me and also theres a concerning rust issue going on #so im looking into car options a lil bit so i can maybe get an idea of whats out there #once im done with my payments on like braces and other stuff and hopefully have a bit more wiggle room #and i was already not liking the idea of looking at New new cars bc like #i want buttons man. i dont want some touch screen bullshit thats gonna distract me while im driving you know?#i got spoiled with my 2003 and im worried what its gonna be like if i have to get a New car #so im looking into new car options for literally 5 seconds and immediately find this #'well the interior is made out of shitty fabric but at least it has essentials like [things i absolutely dont need or even want] :D'#like. everything there is completely unnecessary. and fucking ALEXA??#why would i want muskrat to be able to spy on me while im driving. wtf is this bullshit #maybe ill just need to look into used cars specifically but its always such a crapshoot #last time i bought a used car secondhand i ended up with something that broke down literally two days after i bought it #(only reason my current car was good when i got it was bc i bought it from my grandma)#i guess maybe a used car dealership might be better bc then at least i would have some accountability if they sell me something shit?#but i dont even know where to start looking when it comes to finding a used car that i would like...#and i dont exactly just wanna walk into a dealership clueless to see what they have there. i wanna be prepared so they cant fuck with me #idk. still gonna be a while until i can get to that point anyway #rambling #edit: just realized alexa is bezos not musk. but fuck em both i dont care. two heads of the same hydra

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dullahandyke · 5 months

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was gonna make a post bitching about how being a princess of heart works but then i remembered the whole union cross 'the 13 darknesses are sentient' thing and came up with my own theories but ive looped back around to being mad again. goddd why does shit actually work when you think about it im so mad

#i was hung up on the singular sentence in kh3 abt them releasing the lights into new vessels (EXPLAIN PLS?)#and ive come to the conclusion that the 7 lights are their own sentient beings like the darknesses who can interact with their hosts #and they explained the situation and all went 'hey jasmine/belle/etc id usually only do this if u died but like #the baddies all know where we are now. can we fuck off to new hosts so they dont find us'#and the princesses all went thumbs up emoji and off they fucked to arendelle #n then that leaves a couple options for kairi #first off her light went 'oh she has a keyblade? im staying here then. no need to ask her'#second off it asked her and she decided to keep it. which is INTERESTING and i will have to think abt to decide what it means #bcos like. im keenly fucking aware that we get Three whole sentences abt the situation in kh3 #and neither kairi nor the former princesses r there for it. so like. Assumptions R Being Made!#like i know the princess of hearts logic is literally just 'we made the disney princesses into macguffins'. but like. augh #this also brings me to question like. yeah yeah heart wont make a nobody. but like. what ELSE does lightdom grant #bcos we KNOW excess darkness has an impact (hi terra)#and if the only ppl without darkness are those currently hosting the light (and ven. hi ven)#then moving to another host like elsa requires purging them of their darkness. which i feel should. do something #IDKK im pontificating with shaky knowlege but like. u undestand #anywho leftover stir fry is calling my name xoxo

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aropride · 1 year

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i have therapy tmrw and im scared ☹️ i dont want to talk about and process my feelings i want to lie in bed and feel scared

#text #neg #like the two things on mymind currently have been housing for school + The Trauma #and the second i dont really want to work through in therapy bc i feel like itll bring up too much stuff that i dont want to have to #live at home while im remembering and dealing with. and the first im sick of thinking about and i want to ignore it but i CANT #i have to email the disability dept back . and i have to figure out if i should respond to one of my roommates who reached out #who is apparently an awful person . which is really cool and fine #and like #if i dont get a single room and especially if i have to room with that person #i dont think i want to live on campus #but i dont want to live at home #and if i live at home i'll have to take online classes #which has historically never once worked out for me #but if i drop out. then i have to get a job #NONE OF THESE ARE GOOD OPTIONS. i feel like an animal backed into a corner #ears flattened. hissing. baring my teeth. etc

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hearties-circus · 10 months

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I've been having a very strange predicament recently and I think. I think this might entirely kill any hope I had at learning any emotional regulation skills

#gamer txt.#cause cause like. im only confident (and sober) when im anger right so i neber ever stand up for myself and tell the truth otherwise #and yknow. generally this makes me pretty sad #being a people pleaser out of fear especially one too depressed to Actually people please atm is uh. hard to say the least #cause i just do nothing and either hope no one cares or tgat im sufficiently pathetic ebough that theyll back off if they get mad #and neither of those options have been going well for ne currently. so theconstant fear level is increaased #but. but but but if i get angry if someone pisses me off enough i get my confidence #i stop letting ppl walk all over me i stand up for myself i say aaaaaall the things ive veen holding back for so long #and it feels. so. good.#it feels amazing! its a delightful feeling finally being able to snap at everyone its great #but uh. now ive started getting really happy when i get angry even when im not doing anything cathartic #the anger by itself with no actions feels fantastic #and well like there is a reason i tend to try not to get angry #i can get. unnecessary and im too much of a grudge holder and a hardass to apologise after #but when its actual proper rage coupled with a childlike glee? thats. a bit worrying #im already always seconds away from assaulting people even when im normal #if im angry + joyous thats really concerning. like 'i might actually physically really hurt a person' concerning #and ive kind of pavlovd myself into getting happy when im mad! so. its a bit of an issue #but at the same time. there is. admittedly a very large part of me that likes that soooo much #and i keep having to be like a real honest to g-d physical aggravated assault or potentially worse is not a good thing #oh. oh but dont i deserve it? do i not deserve to beat the people i hate to near death? i think i deserve it #so you see the issue!!!!! what the fuck am i meant to do here!!!!!!#i cant trust myself not to hurt people when im angry but im only happy nowadays when im angry #and i Really dont want to continue being miserable

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horrorvampirebatbite · 11 months

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being annoying about them again <3 my evil elven cleric who looks pissed off all of the time. bcuz i think they look so pretty in the underdark setting

#cleric of tiamat which isnt finalised but thats what it currently is and i also enjoy the specific dialogue options it has for them so atm #im learning towards it ig. also my first and second tav shaking hands on looking so awesome in the underdark setting #the only reason i havent shared anything about my first tav is bcuz im still not sure what i want himto look like. by act 3 :/ but tbf the #mirror was only added by th time i was nearly done with act 2 but stilllllll #uploads #bg3 #vash

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bespectacledbun · 1 year

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