The Most Unreliable Narrator I Have Ever Seen
soooooo I had a Cyberpunk-obsessed phase pass recently, and this time Johhny Silverhand's character caught my eye. His story, more specifically, and how... inconsistent he seems, depending on each source.
In the game, Johhny acts like a bastard for most of the game. He panic-rages on his first meeting with V, throws many threats around, but is later beaten into the background with the blocker pills Misty gave to V. Even Johnny's friends' are well, they react Loudly to his return. Y'know, make it known his presence alone provokes a lot of anger from them.
Even during his first appearance, when V gets thrown into Silverhand's memories of his SAMURAI concert, the only real thing V recalls is the all-consuming rage that he felt, which he tried to shout out through the microphone, but it never felt like enough.
And doesn't this sound weird then, that the only thing Johnny does throughout the game after that first meeting is help V out? He learns about the Smasher guy hideout at the docks (he does that through dubious means but that's Johnny for you), he helps V out when the seizures become worse, he calmly agrees to Any decision V makes, despite V clearly Not being in any real state to oppose him in the finale of the game, he plans the whole thing with "Alt" so V can get his body back at Johnny's own expense, from the beginning, and he doubles down on that claim at the end of the game.
Do you see the dissonance? The egoist rockerboy that admitted to using his friends to getting what he wants, and the downright self-sacrificing hero and a friend that is Johnny at the end of the game? People change, sure, but this divide is very massive and too sudden, so I wanted to dig into that. And what I've stumbled upon, with the help of canon Cyberpunk materials like the Red sourcebook (or, more specifically, LayedBackGamers' reading of the canon books and his lore videos on different topics), is that
Johhny Silverhand from Cyberpunk 2077 is the Most Unreliable Narrator I've Ever Seen.
Count with me here:
Johhny's personality in general. No matter what your interpretation of him his, it's impossible to ignore that Johhny is very much a people person and he exploits that knowledge and charisma to suit his own goals. If you choose to trust him, then you might have already been played.
2) Johhny has been alone, only his lovely self for 50+ years inside the Arasaka chip. Don't ask me how he is still even remotely sane, I haven't got a clue (hopefully the time as a construct without outside stimulation flies differently and he hasn't felt those 50 years in real time). The thing to mention here, however, is that, being alone with your thoughts and emotions for a long time, having nothing else for entertainment, is a great opportunity to rewrite your own memory of events or emotions you've felt.
3) Lack of a body. The aforementioned constant rage, that was the dominant emotion is Johnny's life (before Alt, at least, if Never Fade Away is anything to go by, and I mean, that's literally a love ballad), is a symptom of his PTSD from his too-young years serving in the corpo war, same as his signature silver hand. I'm not a specialist here, but I do know PTSD, especially for war veterans, is a physiological illness just as much as it is a mental one. Johnny's body literally had trouble living normally after that experience, and knowing this bastard - he never managed to treat that. Existing as a personality construct frees him from the many bonuses of being corporeal, but it also free him from the physiological side of PTSD. His day-to-day existence is fundamentally different from that of the Johnny Silverhand that the world knew 50 years ago, so yes, as a 'time traveler' or a source of information and comparison about the 70's and 20's of cyberpunk world Johhny is not a good source.
4) The chip with Johnny is literary inside the head of another person. The characters in game question, multiple times, just which decisions is V making on his own, and which of them might be Johnny's doing. Not consciously, no, but V and Johnny are clearly not your simple neighbours. They are not your 'close friends that start subconsciously copying each other' too. It is quite possible that the chip with Johhny is adapting to the 'hardware' it is running on, so it is specifically implementing parts of V's personality into Johnny, to minimize the 'friction' between the personality and the body it is supposed to inhabit. Everyone say hi to existential horror)
5) How does Soulkiller ever work? Is there data on how much the resulting engram actually resembles the person it tried to copy? How did the process of copying Johnny go? I can answer the last one - very badly.
Death of Johnny is told in excruciating detail in the Cyberpunk sourcebooks. Johnny died on the floor of Arasaka tower, torn in two by a shotgun blast from Smasher. There is no information on how much time it takes Soulkiller to create the engram from the brain, but it better have finished doing that before Johnny's brain started dying from a lack of blood and oxygen, and he clearly didn't have much time either, considering bisection is not the best for bodily fluid preservation, so it's a wonder the engram even works properly. Plus, during the initial heist to steal the chip with Johnny, the chip was damaged further before the idiots decided to stick an unknown harddrive into their heads to preserve it. Basically, it's nothing short of a miracle, that engram-Johnny is actually a whole damn person, that he can function, think and feel properly (well, as much as Johnny can do those things)
It is very sad that V can't talk to Johnny about this, as the man does blame himself over things he hasn't even done, and he had done enough emotional damage to himself and people around him without that kind of burden on top of it.
6) Johnny's memories are literally false. The attentive reader had to pick this up in my previous point - didn't Johnny die in the hands of Arasaka after they interrogated him? Nope. Nope, and I can say that confidently because,
(drumroll please)
Cyberpunk tabletop sourcebooks! Mike Pondsmith, the creator of the Cyberpunk universe and the TTRP series of games, has worked closely with CDPR writers during the production of the 2077. He oversaw everything, and he says that 2077 is in the same cyberpunk universe too, it's not an 'alternate reality' or anything.
Johnny Silverhand died while trying to buy time for his friends to escape, from a shotgun shot from Adam Smasher. That's it, he died on that floor, there was noone to interrogate, no rooftop helicopter he ran for.
The sequence of 'memories' we see from Johnny's POV in the game is a mishmash of two different assaults on the Arasaka towers, yes towers there were two of them. There is a great video explaining all the small and Major details Johnny's version of events got wrong, because we have the sourcebooks and the text inside. You may accuse me of holding a 'holy canon' argument ... and well, yeah, this is kind of holy knowledge, as it was written for gamemasters.
Still, some of the things in Johnny's version are Major, and while the media certainly covered the whole story extensively with corpo propaganda (oh, btw, Johnny didn't bomb anything, he probably didn't even know there was a nuke involved, he is literally just a scapegoat), there are some holes that a citizen of this world might know and wish to poke. The aforementioned Two Arasaka towers, or the absence of the legendary solo Morgan Blackhand from Johnny's story. Interestingly enough, there is a radiostation of Maximum Mike in-game, who is actually just pretty much Mike Pondsmith, and he does propose a couple of questions the 'official' version of the attack doesn't cover (like, where would a rockerboy even get a nuke, he might have been popular, but that's not just something you find without military contracts, and that means corporations). Another thing is that since Arasaka owns Soulkiller and has had the engram for a couple of decades, it is quite possible they are the ones responsible for messing with Johnny's memories.
So uh, yeah, Johnny is the Most Unrealible Narrator I have ever seen. Johnny of 2077 is most certainly not the Johnny of 2020's, but this might be a good thing. Maybe the 'real' 2020's Silverhand could never have made the progress the engram did, or become such a good friend and companion for V, or maybe he could have done those things too. We'll never know. I really love this story anyway.
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"Reg, I'm going out to Ray's."
Regulus glanced up from his desk to Sirius standing in his doorway, "Okay."
"I'll probably be there for a few hours at least."
"Okay", Regulus nodded, turning back to his desk.
Sirius' fingers drummed against the doorframe, "Did you... want to come with me? Ray might have some Grétry in stock?"
Regulus narrowed his eyes, "We haven't gone to Raymond's together in years."
Sirius shrugged, "So?"
"So why now?"
"We might not... be able to again."
"Why wouldn’t we? Raymond isn't closing down, he has one of the most successful music shops in London."
Sirius huffed, "He's not shutting down, it's just- Well, you never know what will happen. What if this is our last chance? Come on, Reg. We used to love going to Ray's together."
Regulus stared at Sirius for a moment before turning back around to his book, "I'm busy at the minute. Bellatrix sent me a new book on Ancient potion making and it's really quite interesting."
Sirius glanced to the new poster Regulus had hung above his desk, no doubt sent by Bellatrix along with the book. The snake moved, coming from the mouth of the skull and slithering around the edge of the poster.
"Right. Well then, if your little potion book gets dull then come to Ray's."
Sirius shut the door and left.
Regulus instantly stood up, grabbing his favourite jumper and making his way to Sirius' room. He opened Sirius' wardrobe doors, noting the only clothes left hung up were items chosen by their mother. He reached into the back of the wardrobe, immediately feeling a large duffel bag and pulled it out. Regulus opened it to find all Sirius' real belongings- muggle clothes, pictures of his friends, and records of rock music.
He neatly folded his jumper and placed it in the duffel bag before zipping it back up and putting it back where he had found it.
Regulus refused to go to Ray's. It would only make it harder when Sirius left. The best thing to do was to move on. Replace a wild, loud, impulsive sibling with a new one, one who wouldn't leave him or think worse of him for doing right by his family.
Regulus went back to his own room and started a letter to Bellatrix.
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my sister watches bad buddy - ep 7
- omg their faces are already close. he’s gonna bite his nose. i wanna bite pat’s nose
- pran be like “for someone who says they don’t like me, you seem to like me”
- don’t worry mom I just got sent actual porn
- what a euphemism. you’ve gotta blow it first
- i don’t think i look that different when I take my glasses off
- did his mom just say go be gay
- you have cute dimples - i agree
- “she’s about to get squided” “by what” “ink”
- i think it’s a running joke at family dinners that pat turned ink gay
- write down the position you want (for the play). pran resists writing down the word bottom
- how do you have your sister sharing your room and not have her find out about your secret boyfriend
- pa asks if it’s a boy or a girl. don’t even ask i’ve had that issue too
- wouldn’t it be cute if their wedding rings had just friends inscribed on them
- is he gonna change the printer again? He did that so well last time
- this isn’t the first time ink caused some tension between them
- he’s so smitten. look at him
- *pat takes his shirt off* this is a great montage
- pran’s like “that’s a nice story where can i find it, kindle store?” and wai’s like “more like ao3”
- he isn’t behind the shelves of my library (she works in a library)
- pran may as well as put dtf on his door
- love that pat is trying to make him swoon but pran’s like ok what if we fucked
- “tasty and beneficial” pat: that’s what i call my dick
- well this is feral. this is like soft porn
- *youtube ad comes up* good they know I needed a break
- 🚨🚨he’s down he’s down🚨🚨
- i mean this is not a joke anymore
- don’t tickle me i’m rock hard
- it’s the juice i rlly like the juice
- no we already know this
- pa’s like i’m related to you but i’m not stupid
- pran’s like i can’t (do the auditions) bc pat’s gonna turn up and he’s gonna be gay with someone else and my jealousy is gonna show
- this ep is rlly for the xylophone fans isn’t it
- pat: i’m such a good actor
pran: you’re playing you, gay enemies to lovers, this is your life
- oh he’s got a lil crush good for wai except no it’s not gonna work out for him
- pran’s like aww you guys (pat and ink) are cute friends now i’m not horrendously jealous
- pat looks so soft rn *ad comes on* awwww they took him from me
- it’s like they’re 69ing with nivea
- pat: i’m leaving and i’m taking my nivea with me *comes back in an hour* i’m not forgiving you i just forgot my cotton pads
- pran’s like i need you to beat a guy up for me
- “i tried everything” “did you suck his dick?” “no” “well try that”
- shit it happened i fell in love with him
- there was no game… bc he’d already lost
- wow they rlly caved quickly
- “you’re ending the foreplay already” “we’ve been in the foreplay phase for 6 years”
- imagine falling in love with a man while he’s playing the xylophone
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