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the-haikyuu-trash · 2 years

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m. osamu || tranquillity

summary : in which (Name) throw curses at Osamu Miya for being the reason she’s in pain.

tags : pregnancy labor, (name) pushing out the baby, soft fluff, mentions of sex, cursing and crying, (name) being an absolute menace

a/n: don’t ask me why i created this, idk why, i dont have baby fever ok i just find it hilarious on tiktok when the wives are saying the most out of pocket words when delivering a baby 😭 anyways quick one shot because I haven’t written anything

Fat tears were strolling down (Name)’s cheeks and nothing hurts more for Osamu Miya to know he’s the reason for her pain.

“You did this to me!” (Name) screamed in pain, her hand curling around Osamu’s large one, trying to comfort his wife in labor, ignoring her iron grip that could tear out his hand away from his body, trying hard to supress the pain appearing in his features because (Name)’s obviously having it worse. Yes, she’s pushing that baby with all her might, trying not to dissapoint the doctors who’s helping her trying to get her baby out of her.

“You’re doing amazing, my love.” Osamu whispered, eyes looking at his wife’s feature, even she looks like a messy teenager who got her first heartbreak in seventh grade, she’s still so breathtaking especially she’s the one who carried his kids. Alas, even with words of encouragement, he married a dragon.

“Fuck you, Osamu! We’re never having sex again!” Another whimpered was dragged out to her lips, more fresh tears coming out. “Oh my God, this baby better be cute!”

“I can see the hair—!” The nurse exclaimed but (Name) was quick to retort. “I don’t care! Get her out, I don’t think I can do this anymore—“ another scream of pain shot out through the room. Yes, that’s the woman he married that he can’t help but smile at her lovingly, he wonders if their baby would look like him or her, but he hopes the baby would look like her mother, (Name)’s beauty is a timeless one that he wants their baby to have one, she could get his personality and torment her uncle Atsumu, that would be quite a sight. “Osamu, holy shit you better make me food after all this.”

“We’re about to meet our baby! Few more push, love, you can do it.”

Soon, a small cry could be heard and (Name) slumped down on the bed, exhaustion finally taking over her body. “I’m so proud of you.” Osamu said, his lips pressing her knuckles and (Name) finally calmed down, a tired but small smile graced her lips when she spotted the nurse placing the baby between her chest, she feels so small.

A peaceful feeling bloomed on his chest, seeing his daughter and wife, his family completed, he couldn’t help but fall in love again and harder for Miya (Name) who made his dreams come true, and he promised— all of her hardwork, he will make it up for them. His eyes searched for hers and she looked back at his grey ones with the familliar warmth and love, her hand never letting go of his.

“Look at her, she’s so beautiful.” Osamu whispers and (Name) hummed, eyelids growing heavy. “And heavy too, must got it from you.”

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yuxinmi · 29 days

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holy shit guys-

So i laid down on my bed, listened to Reya's shifting guided meditation, breathing in and out, answering some questions, doing usual guided meditation thingyysss

Then SUDDENLY, just a few minutes in, i could hear Reya's voice immediately fading out of my hearing, It felt like my awareness was fading halfway from my CR 🤭🤭🤭 I remember my hearbeat picking up so quickly that i had to affirm a few times to calm myself down

Eventually i did, i took a few deep breathes and even so, i could barely hear the meditation but i could still pick up what Reya's saying so I followed through with ease. Eventually, I felt confident that i would wake up in my DR so i just fell asleep.

So yea anyways,,,,, i did NOT wake up in my DR 💀

However, i wasn't feeling so down nor dissapointed about it...like seriously i would usually be sooo upset that i didn't shift during a monday morning and yk i hate mondays 😭

BUT, this experience showed me how actually easy shifting is and that all i gotta do is keep persisting and just let go, i'll be redoing the meditation tonight and i'll keep you guys updated!

#this is probably the craziest log i have written in my whole shifting journey #like the last time i had shifting symptoms that was intense was like.....around late 2023??#ohmygod i can't wait to see my man tonite EHEHEHHE #and my besties too I CAN'T WAIT YALL #shifting log #reality shifting #shiftblr #shifting #reality shift #shifters #desired reality #shifting community #shifting realities #shifting antis dni #manifesting #law of assumption #affirm and persist

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tubborucho · 3 months

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Thank God Chun-sik went with Foolish

Tubbo was doing an AWFUL job taking care of him holy shit, didn't even notice he wasn't fed, did not help him AT ALL, distracted all the time, left him and Sunny out, dissapointing...

My friend, do you realize that Tubbo literally has three other people playing for his cubito right now? Plus it’s Friday, there are another 2 days, it’s not like if he didn’t feed him, Chunsik would die immediately?

Weird ass ask.

#liss writes posts #liss answers asks

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seth-burroughs · 2 months

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The Rain Code x Warriors au no one asked for nor will receive an explanation for

What's up I'm still doing bad and feel my last year's mystery stress sickness is coming back and none of my drafts are anywhere remotely close to getting finished anytime soon because of that how are you are you interested in cat

(picked the TPB timeline because it makes the most sense and has the most fitting characters, but I might cheat or bend it a little, we'll see)

Yuma Kokohead -> Rusty/Firestar

Main boy :) because of course he is. Yuma's now an orange cat. Firestar was the name of Number One, and Rusty (canonically Fire's old house cat name, I'm not calling them kittypets I'm sorry) was the name of the trainee he very politely borrowed his identity for.

Makoto Kagutsuchi -> Scourge

In wc canon, Scourge is also Firestar's half-brother (but they don't ever knooow) and they both kill each other + he's canonically stated to be VERY short like one of the smallest cats in the series. After the cloning, Makoscourge painted his fur completely black except for a one white paw (for the aesthetics. or maybe I'll just give Fire a white paw as well, kinda like Yuma's and Makoto's lil ahoges), started wearing the "OwO" mask, the dog tooth studded shrimp color collar, the fucking blood dyed amv bangs, the dog tooth reinforced claws........ The former CEO took him to hot topic for the first time in his life and he was fucking MESMERIZED none of them knew what they have brought upon themselves by this single act. He is a very silly man, lost in the whimsy. When his mask gets pulled off in the Mystery Labirynth, his face is just not dyed at all and it's just ginger with green eyes just like Rusty's/Firestar's/Yuma's/whatever.

Shinigami -> Spottedleaf

In canon, Spottedleaf does infamously end up haunting Firestar's dreams as a ghost to send him cryptic visions and furiously make out with him in front of his pregnant wife, he did have a crush on her before she died and I'm pretty sure she was retconned into reciprocating it was real bad and then they double killed her so Fire won't have to choose between her and his wife in heaven it was REAL bad uhh. I still like her though. I can get you out of the narrative girl just take my hand.... She can be the weirdgirl incarnate she was always meant to be. I wanted to say something else but then I realized holy shit I'm just tweaking her into Bonefall rewrite Spottedleaf am I... What can I say it IS peak Spottedleaf.

Yomi Hellsmile -> Tigerstar

Also extremely obvious. He is evil and has immaculate sexual tension between the protag whoops sorry I forgot literally only me and like 2 other people here ship Yuma and Yomi uhh anyway. While it does fit I'm a little dissapointed that Yomi/Tigerstar is gonna be losing so much of his cringe charm..... Like, say goodbye to deeply unserious insecure prettyboy toothpick Yaoi with silly little insults such as "umbrella sewing machine man operating hand hook car table" and how do I even describe all of this in less than 3 paragraphs. Say hello to broad-shouldered muscular extremely intimidating 100% serious and competent fascist built like a fucking brick shithouse with very broad-shoulders that doesn't need a henchman boytoy to handle all his numerous murders, have I mentioned his massive fucking broad shoulders, Firestar sure did do that a lot. It's like, where's the fun..... Whatever.... I guess...........😔😔😔

Martina Electro -> Leopardstar

Now for an assigned role I'm way more cool with >:)))) for an outrageously long while I had trouble with whether Martina should be Sasha or Goldenflower, fool I was, until I remembered Leopardstar fucking exists. She is literally perfect like I cannot state this enough. AND canonically she was later retconned to have feelings for Tigerstar but I hate to acknowledge it how dare you massacre Lep like that. She can still be his gf alongside vice director though, she's just engaging in acts of deceit whilst putting opioids in his food and trying her darndest to convince herself she's actually 100% in control of the situation before she's dragged to the cube dimension and has a brief "are we the baddies" moment. I don't think she still resigns from being a peacekeeper though Leopardstar 100% would take that fucking promotion the moment she's offered it and a year later when she' done feeling guilty regresses back into being a violent asshole she has learned NOTHING❤️

Fake/Hitman Zilch -> Darkstripe

So many dissapointments happening here sigh..... This one was obvious and honestly the only valid option for FZilch aside from maybe Nightwhisper or Blackfoot? Anyway, the downsides: one, Darkstripe will never be as cool as fake Zilch he thrives on being a cringe mistreated lickspittle. Two, he's definitely not one of Tigerstar's "closest advisors (🏳️‍🌈)" whilst Dark is pretty obsessed Tiger does not give a shit and considers him a looooooser boooo lameee fuck you *canonically swats him away with his tail that one scene*. But, I mean, at least the toxic yaoi became an entire new category of toxic.

Swank Catsonell -> Brokenstar

Pure vibes. It just fits. He employs small children and makes them fight to the death in his office for glory

Seth Burroughs -> Longtail

In canon, another one of Tigerstar's lackeys that didn't know about his crimes and when he found out he immediately left. I thought he was not evil enough to be Seth at first, but it kinda fits and he does make up for it in his cringe value and being noted to be a coward, though that may have been just Fire's opinion. Also, with all the bunny Seth Burrows jokes, I'd like to mention Longtail got his eyes clawed by a rabbit so hard he went blind so do with that what you will

Guillaume Hall -> Russetfur

Aaaand this is where I started having trouble with the remaining peacekeepers. Eventually I settled on Russetfur & Blackfoot/Blackstar for Guillaume and Dominic, because I like this danger duo I and some of the fandom completely made up about them. It's okay, the authors don't know you like we do...... While Blackstar did have a higher rank and Russet was his deputy, I do think she still had at least an equal amount of power as him, they're buddies pair bonded for life Blackstar is nodding respectfully to whatever incomprehensible wisdom she's sharing

Dominic Fulltank -> Blackfoot/star

In canon, started out as a murderous henchman of two major equally murderous evil dictators, before they both died and he finally got that boss promotion he always wanted, then he got ruined by the, you guessed it, retcons, but I don't like to be reminded of his atrocity of a novella. I always imagined Blackstar as like, unbelievably jacked holy shit the muscles on that cat, (and honestly most of the fandom does too so. lmao) and he does indeed canonically unflinchingly do the dirty work of all his bosses such as killing and maiming and destroying an

You get the point. He serious'd. Darkstripe wishes he could be him. And I'm pretty sure that was even canonically implied in the sixth book lmaooooooooo. Loser <3

Dr. Huesca -> um. Goosefeather?

The looks definitely fit, Dr. Huesca indeed bears striking resemblance to that tortured feline. However, while sometimes an asshole, Goose is definitely not evil... But he could be. He deserves to be. As a treat. Also: old man pride

Kurumi Wendy -> Cinderpaw/pelt

Easy, get Cinder'd idiot. They even have a pretty similiar energy too, I feel. This is where I got a bit tired, uhh...It's 11pm. Anyway I love Cinder and I love Kurumi say anything bad about them and I'll start scream crying on the floor

Halara Nightmare -> Yellowfang

Halara gets the old beam. They're now in their fucking 60s or something perhaps 70s. Yellowfang, on the other hand, gets the non-binary spec beam. She already gave off massive butch vibes in canon already, whatever. I don't think I can uhh in short terms explain Yellowfang's whole deal rn but the gist of it she's a very snarky grandma figure to Fire that gradually warmed up to him while she was- my cat vomited. While he was assigned to take care of her while she was taken prisoner into ThunderClan camp. Her personality's pretty funky. And she does seem cool enough in order to deserve to be Halara Nightmare.

Desuhiko Thunderbolt -> Graystripe

I think I'm taking a break and coming back to this tomorrow actually after all. Hello this is tomorrow Jasper. In canon, Graystripe is Fire's silly goofy boybestie when they're young, then he starts secretly dating Silverstream - hold on i can't fuvking take tjis im making myself hot cocoa again bye. Ok it's done let's see if that makes me feel something. As I was saying he's dating this cat and she's from a rival Clan so that's illegal forbidden love and then she dies during childbirth and he leaves his own Clan for a while to raise their babies there but then he gets exiled and goes back to his own and then his kids almost get publically executed for being half-clan so he and his buddies rescue them. And then he gets abducted by humans and meets this new gal called Millie and they start dating and then she gives birth to his new babies and then a tree falls on one of them. I'm pretty sure Fire was also pretty gay for that guy. Uh, anyway. I think he fits the bill because of his goofy charm but also it's pretty disturbing to imagine any iteration of Desuhiko actually getting bitches

Fubuki Clockford -> um. uh. Silverstream?

Silverstream, in canon, is the only daughter of Crookedstar, the leader of RiverClan, and is (implied to not having a problem with) getting various privileges because of this. Fits with Fubuki's rich timelord parents, plus light blue aesthetic, and a few other things which are hard to articulate. Only thing is that she's generally way more headstrong and impulsive than Fubuki showed to be, could "bend her father to her will with little effort", and disrespects the law if it's stupid to her which, queen shit. I think she'll play a lot of little pranks with her time powers, and devote her free time/time with YumaRusty when he's accused of terrorism crimes (but that's just unrestrained summer fun anyway) to absolutely decimate any peacekeepers they come across with some looney tunes shit

Vivia Twilight -> I'll be honest I have no fucking idea

Zero fucking idea. Literally NOBODY in this arc fits for the 5D chess of a character Vivia is. I'm not even sure if in any of the books. Help me. But also I don't really care because I don't even like Vivia at all anyway he freaks me out get him away from me.

Yakou Furio -> Bluestar?

Protag mentor figure except Bluestar is actually doing a good job at that until she loses her marbles after her mid-arc torment gauntlet and has a corruption arc until she drowns and gets healed of all her issues momentarily before fucking dying. She has a dead husband, dead mom, dead sister, dead baby, dead deputy, dead deputy #2, dead bestie, holy shit that's a lot of motives for suicidemurdering Huesgoose. Btw Goose was her weird voice of god hearing uncle in canon (and he was also dead) but I'm probably taking it out unless. Anyway she's kinda too good for Yakou but. They're also both blue like that is a blue cat

And for some side characters, keyword some:

Aiko -> Littlepaw/cloud

Aetheria's now not an all girls school anymore sorry I cannot do this guys. Littlecloud was Cinder's/Kurumi's good buddy and I like their friendship. Unfortunately, you know what that means.

Karen -> Swiftpaw

Originally was supposed to have Aiko's place before I remembered Little exists. In canon his most notable moment was dying brutally, which I mean also fits the Karen quota. Plus, while not an asshole per se he does have a more fiery/overall angry personality and he did try to impulsively take on a pack of dogs to prove himself and fucking died, if under enough pressure I'm pretty sure he could smash Aiko's/Littlepaw's head in with a brick too👍👍

Yoshiko, Waruna, Kurane -> Brackenpaw/fur, Thornpaw/claw, Brightpaw/heart?

Siblings in canon and two of them are guys so no murderous yuri I guess :(( But I mean I don't have to follow canon to a T anyway lmao so we'll see. In canon, basically the other three remaining apprentices along with Swiftpaw and the ashfern siblings, plus they do function as a trio via just being sibs. Plus some notes from the books: Cinder is the fourth sibling. Brightpaw follows Swiftpaw in his quest to slay the doggy and while he dies she survives but gets her eyeball and half of her entire face's fur torn off.

Real Zilch -> Redtail

He's very dead. Very, very dead. His most iconic moment was dying abruptly and tragically via murder rip in rest

Kei Colan -> Snowkit

He is a child. That's a little boy

Snowkit, signing furiously: MY MAMA GOT FRAMED AND IS GOING TO BE PUBLICALLY EXECUTED BY THE PEACEKEEPERS IF NOTHING IS DONE PLEASE HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEE. HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Yellowfang, signing back in swagful motions: and how much cash does your mama have on her currently

Jiei Colan -> Speckletail

Snowkit's very old mama. Looks like she could kill you but genuinely does not have a body count. Yet.

Ramen Stand Owner -> Ravenpaw

Ravenpaw in canon hit the bricks and ran away from the Clans due to being in danger there, and lived out the rest of his days on a farm with his cowboy boyfriend Barley mostly free of drama. I'd say that fits lmao. We can make his old name Rusty, not a problem.

Margulaw -> Pinestar

90 year old voice "yeah so uhh my fucking son grew up to be a dictator now. When he was a newborn ghosts were yelling at me to kill him because he'll grow up to be a bad man otherwise and of course like any sane kanaiwardian father I said "fuck that" and had to leave ma' family behind run away from the company so the demons would shut up. And y'know little buddy... Sometimes I wonder. Sometimes I just can't help but. Y'know. Anyway. Sigh."

Do you get my vision did that sound comprehensible

#mine #rain code #warrior code au #<- oh hey thats an actual thing in wc lmao.#Not tagging any of those characters hell nooo.#the i did not proofread this tag

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honestmouse20 · 7 months

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Okay, personal thoughts on dragons rising under the cut. Spoilers ahead!

I didn't care too much about Wildfyre going into part 2. she was cool but not really a character I was fully invested in. That is, until her and Kai went on their little quest/mission to get the dragon energy core. They were so Sweet! I loved how Kai had to be the responsible one and how Wildfyre had to learn how to thikn before she acted. They're a really good dynamic and I their relationship growing during this season felt very natrual and good!

Zane! also not one of my favorite characters. But him speaking to a broom with Pixal's photo taped to it got to me okay? I do wonder now where she is.

Mr. Frohicky (idk how to spell things, i've been up all night. give me a break lol) I did Not expect him to return after the crossroads episode back in part 1. He's actually grown on me a lot. It's still kinda weird bc the tone of this show is just a Bit different than previous Ninjago. But it's not bad and I wouldn't hate seeing more of him in the future

Lloyd. God he got so much character develepment this season but especially in part 2! From him trying to do everything on his own to upkeep the Monastary and then finally excepting help, to getting much better at teaching the new ninja. I really loved all the scenes with him an Arin and how their relationship has gone from Arin being a fanboy, to genuine respect and friendship. 10/10

Speaking of Lloyd. What on Earth was all that stuff he saw Again when he acted as the conduit again? I really hope we get more info on those vision in the next season. That's the one big mystery that they havn't really touched on

last lloyd thing, mayeb it's just the angst lover in me, but I really hope there's some kind of conequence to him acting as the conduit. Maybe it starts really draining him or maybe it just makes accessing his power a little harder. I hope they explain it or at least like, mention it.

I'm actually kinda glad they didn't go the whole route of having Nya distrust the Djinn guy who'se name i can't remember lol. It was a nice expectation subversion. Bc my first thought was that he was gonna be evil/ have heard that *she* was the one who tecnically destroyed Djinnjago. I really like that they helped him the way they did and the lesson it taught Sora

Speaking of Sora. I love her. I still fully belive that her power is creation but if it is just 'tech power' i really like how they're handling it. LIke we all Knew it was never Ryu's power she was using but the moment *she* figured that out still felt genuine and deserved because we saw her go through the process of realizing whta was holding her back. 10/10. no notes

Freaking COLE! So him and Lloyd are tied as my favorite charaters bc yee. But holy shit even tho it was 5 am when i got to his episode and i was exhausted. I sat up on the couch and just lost my shit. One, he's still so good at finding people in trouble/captured and deciding he's their protecter. I love him so much. and two. was it just me or was that whole episode so freaking queer coded it isnt funny? Like, even more so than his true potential episode back in S1.

Shipping aside, I really like how on par with his character his episodes were. Even tho they were short and I really crave more about him, they did a good job of leaving just enough questions to keep us interested while also showing us the important parts. Plys the new ability rock monster thing is cool

in that same vein. what the fuck does 'the earth is screaming' mean? hello that shits terrifying? My theory atm is that its' the realms fighting the merge bc it's like unnatural or something. but idk. i would have liked to hear more about that

Zane's car!!!! I own that set and holy fuck it did not dissapoint! At first i was kinda bummed it didn't do Actual spinjitzu, at least I don't think so. But him spinning wildy and saying 'this is adequate' or whatever, is so freaking funny! also it's super fast and looks epic. no notes lol

and Jay! we see him! I'm not really a big jay fan but I am curious what theyr'e gonna do with him next season

and finally, i Really liked all the references to past seasons/events! Even if it wasn't in your face, it was still really nice to be able to see all the pices of the past sprinkled throughout. It was also funny to see Sora being surprised Lloyd is the FSM's grandson. 10/10

If i think of more I'll make another post lol

god i need to re watch the season already

i have SO many thoughts. HOw am i supposed to go to work later and be an adult while ive got these little plastic ninja running through my head at full speed

#ninjago #ninjago spoilers #d rambles

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hyperray · 4 months

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Just watched the finale and...

I almost feel nothing. I feel weird. I am both excited from the cool moments, and dissapointed by the cringe moments. Its like the cool matter and cringe matter met and they annihilated eahc other to zero. My mood swings about the finale is comparable to the infrared wavelength. Actually let me visualize this by showing the peaks as + and cringe moments as - +Vox laughing at the hotel's preparation -Vox swearing (Actually I'm giving a minus to all the swearing, which OH MY GOD!! There is so much of it, I have an extremely hard time to find this cool and interesting. Viv, STOP IT, PLEASE!) +General Pentious +Charlie's speech +The whole scene where everyone is enjoying themselfes before the fight -Besides Pentious expressing his feelings for Cherri (Which I do ship) the whole concept is rushed, she only appeared one time and when they are eye to eye the ship thing if forced quickly, and she only starts considering him after Angel tells her that he might have two dicks. Like, hmm, that would make it a very one sided relationship -The Charlie and Vaggie song having the same style as the Charlie and Lucifer song makes this all feel somewhat incestious. Am I the only one who feels that way? -Lute is being uncharacteristic with how she is swearing, feels a bit like the Striker treatement +I love everyone's battle outfits! I think Charlie's shield might be a reference to that one christian folklore how someone was using a shield made by Lucifer himself which later broke from another holy weapon +Alastor's shield -Yeah it is pretty weak how the angels can be killed with their own weapons, though I also find this interesting, maybe their own weapons can kill them not out of holyness, but from power-level essence, you get me? +++Besides the swearings and the Lucifer vs Adam fight, this battle was AWESOME!!! Especially Adam vs Alastor -Vox' hard on, or his entire appereance in the episode and Alastor swearing. I really hoped Al would be outside the swearing curse --"Vagatha!" "Not my name" I really feel like this is Viv's spiteful way of saying "Fuck you guys, the way I name my characters is completely fine and stop whining like there is anything wrong with it." +Angel Dust protecting the Egg Boi ++Pentiou's build up of attacking Adam and manning up to kiss Cherri ----------Pentious being casually whiped out by Adam in one pew and everyone imemdiately mourning for him. Seriously WHAT THE FUCK!!! That was the most UNDERWHELMING SHIT I've ever seen! +Razzle and Dazzle becoming Dragon and Vaggie vs Lute fight, as well as her speech to humiliate Lute +Charlie and Adam's fight and interaction +Lute ripping her arm out --The entire Adam vs Lucifer fight and interaction. Okay I expected there to be a large power gap between those two, it is Lucifer after all, but it felt too one sides, and I got second hand embarrasment for Adam by being so casually humiliated by all these silly animal transformations and insult ---Also did Lucifer really sleep with Eve too? That makes the whole view on the Morningstar family relationship so wrong. Luci and Lilith supposedly were deeply in love, but if Lucifer must've slept with Eve too it must've been soon after he met Lilith too, and Luci was trying to be a sort of prometheus figure to Eve, what a massive downplay on so many things! Though I hope he wasn't serious about it and just wanted to get under Adam's skin ----Lucifer saying "I'm going to fuck you" to Adam was the MOST VRINGE INDUCING thing here! --Adam's true face. Look I don't care if this is suppose to reflect his actor's face, why is he this white boy hill billy? Jeez, does Viv even care about the Bible lore and trying to make it more accurate than just the surface level stuff?Would it have been so hard to just make him more lore accurate? I'm seriously starting to think Viv might have a kink on that.

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fipindustries · 7 months

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i managed to have lucid dreams again and for once i managed to explore instead of being overcome by hornyness and start having sex with dream projections.

i was inside an old busty mall, and in it i came across a little hidden shop that sold old historical books. most of them fairly boring looking but i was excited all the same because i was really intrigued about what books would my mind generate. this was putting me in the mindset of spontanously generated spaces in the otherverse, like kennet found, which was created with libraries and citizens with "memories" on the spot or an alcazar made of my own mind, and if you check the books inside they will have actual writing in them, writing which might reveal things about me?

so i mainly came across an old periodical about an old forgotten argentinian writer who looked like a mix of bill watterson and groucho marx. obviously this was a guy that never existed. when i tried to read what the journal said i couldnt read shit because writing doesnt work on dreams.

this reinforced a bit this private idea i have that AI image generators and whatever is going on in our visual cortex when we dream are probably similar processes because the results were eerely similar.

i remember thinking that i was really grateful i had consumed so much media and books and comics such that my mind had a lot of material and memories to remix and recombine into new creators and ideas to automatically generate books around me. that if i had only read one or two things my mind wouldnt have any choice but to just recycle them over and over for this scene. i remember looking at the shelves book by book keenly aware that my mind was being forced to generate them on the spot with writing and title and cover

i also found little cardboard boxes on the shelves that were meant to have simple party games and, again, i could not understand he rules at all because the writing was completly incoherent, but i did come across some dice for rol-playing, except these dice were four-dimensional, so they would wildly change shape in non euclidean ways whenever i rotated them in my hand. i was frustrated that i couldnt take them with me to the real world.

then my girlfriend showed up and i showed her the dice all excited and she tried to do the old routine where she tried to convince me that she was my actual girlfriend that had somehow managed to project herself into my dream. that she was in the real world standing next to me talking to me asleep, i was a little hesitant at first.

then i had a fake awakening, in the sense that i dreamed that i woke up and i was hearing a recording of the conversation i just had with my girlfriend and i thought, holy shit! it was all real, we really had that conversation while i slept and she recorded it all and she is showing it to me now to prove it. but then i opened my eyes in the dream and she was not there, so i checked my phone to see if it had been an audio file that she had sent to me through message and looking for it in my cell phone i woke up for real and i was alone and she wasnt there and there was no recording, which was a little dissapointing

none the less, great dream, my most succesful oneironautic expedition to date.

#i am so incredibly sleep deprived you wouldnt believe it #i ate too much last night and i could fall asleep all night #and all this you just read happened in the last hour before i had to get up #where i managed to fall asleep for a little while #fip living life

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thefreakymunson · 2 years

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Anywhere But Here, Chapter 17

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A/N: I'm sad this is the end but it's been such a fun write. Thank you for all the comments and all the love. ABH has been my baby for about a month now and that feels weird to end a months worth or writing, but i have an even angstier fic in the making and will be posting a sneak peak soon! Thank you again for reading! Hopefully this doesn't dissapoint. Anywhere But Here Masterlist

You were now 4 months pregnant, 17 weeks to be exact, and as you stood in the mirror, your bump had certainly grown. Today was an important day. A very important day and you hated the way the dress looked on you already. You had bought it last month, thought you had picked the right size for the day you needed it, and while you were still able to zip it, it just felt…wrong. It bunched over your stomach, making you look bigger than you already felt. The knee length dress should’ve been flowy and roomy, but it was just tight and awkward.

You wanted a small wedding. You didn’t have any family to invite, except for Sam, and Eddie was in the same boat. In the backyard of your house, just before dusk settled, you were marrying Eddie in front of Sam, Wayne, Madison, and the guys from the band. And Steve. Can’t forget about Steve – even if you tried. Sam never shut up about him.

“He’s just…perfect, ya know?” Sam sighed dreamily from your bedroom.

When you walked back out of the bathroom in just your bra and panties, she looked at you skeptically.

“I’m not going,” you shrugged.

“Uh…yah you are,” Sam said as she sat up, “I put on a fucking dress for you, you are going.”

“No, I’m not. My dress looks stupid and it doesn’t fit right over this.” You softly flicked your stomach and groaned, “I have nothing to wear.”

“Y/N-“

“No, this is so stupid. I fucking should’ve bought a bigger size.”

“Can we go get another dress?”

“I wanted this dress,” you frowned, “I just need like…two inches to be taken out on it, you know? If that. It’s supposed to be short and flowy, not short and stuck.”

“What do you want to do?”

With frustrated tears in your eyes, you shrugged slightly and said, “Go tell them I’m a few minutes late because I’m trying to figure out what to wear.”

Sam bit back her frown at the sadness in your voice, but she done as she said. Without another look back, she slipped out of the room and down the hall to see Eddie and the guys standing around the kitchen island.

“What’s wrong?” Eddie frowned.

“The dress doesn’t fit anymore,” she whispered only into his ear.

“Shit,” he nodded, “Okay. We can fix this, yeah?”

Sam was gone just a minute before she came back, grabbed your dress off the bed, and left the room again without saying a word.

When she came back about thirty minutes later, and you were knee deep in your closet trying to piece something together to look nice, she was wearing a smile and your dress was draped over her arms.

“Here,” she said, “Try it on.”

“Sam, I didn’t magically lose five pounds in the time it took you to leave and come back.” You snorted, “I’m already sad enough.”

“Just…try it, yeah?” She frowned, “It’s different now.”

You glared at her before snatching it and storming into the bathroom. You were frustrated and on the verge of tears as you slid it on just to prove to her that it wasn’t going to make a difference. You slid it up past your stomach, sliding your arms into the holes, and – holy shit.

Holy shit, it fit.

“Sam!” You called out to her, turning around to show her that you needed help getting the last bit zipped up, “What did you do?”

“I didn’t do anything,” she shrugged, “And don’t question it too much.”

You looked at yourself in the mirror and you didn’t hate what you seen. The dress was a bit shorter, but for the most part, it looked relatively the same. You smoothed the dress down over your stomach and turned to look at her with a soft smile.

“Did you fix it, Sam?”

“Baby, if I attempted it, you wouldn’t have had a scrap left and you know that.” She laughed as she fixed your hair, “You ready? Eddie looks really handsome. All the guys do, really.”

“Thank you,” you said, your eyes trailing over her face, “For all of this, for helping me…for being my best friend. Thank you.”

“Wouldn’t trade ya for the world,” she smiled, hooking her arm in yours as you grabbed your bouquet off the table.

Madison had already tossed the flowers down, and Jeff was lightly strumming along to whatever song was on his mind. He switched to the bridal march when he saw you and Sam round the corner and you heard the chatter stop. Your arm tightened on Sam and you gave her one last look before you smiled and nodded, the two of you walking into view of the small party.

Your and Eddie’s smiles must’ve matched when you laid eyes on each other. Sam was right – he did look handsome. He was wearing black slacks and a black button down long sleeve shirt. His hair was tied back in a low bun. You felt your stomach flip flop as you walked closer to him. Sam gave you a small kiss on the cheek and then dropped your arm into Eddie’s.

“Who gives this woman to be married?” The officiant asked.

“I do,” Sam said with tears in her eyes, “Her sister.” She turned to Eddie and gave a playful glare, “You take good care of my girl.”

“Promise,” Eddie nodded.

The officiant started in on his speech and you couldn’t stop staring at Eddie. He looked so handsome. The past 5 months had been a whirlwind, and some might consider you crazy, but the love you felt when you looked at him just seemed to rattle out of you. He was everything you had ever wanted, and more, and he was going to be your husband.

“You look beautiful,” Eddie whispered into your ear.

“Did you fix my dress?”

“I’ve learned a thing or two over the years of sewing all my patches on,” he gave you a small wink.

It seemed like the officiant went on for hours, but it was only a couple of minutes until you heard the famous words.

“I now pronounce you Mr. and Ms. Edward Munson, husband and bride. You may kiss your bride.”

Nearly twelve hours had been the longest you had went without kissing him. His hands gripped your face and your lips crashed against his, your arms wrapping around his neck as he leaned down and kissed you deeply.

The claps and cheers faded into the background for a moment when he rested his forehead against yours and looked down into your eyes. Nothing had ever felt so right to you. It was crazy. It was insane, even. You knew that. You knew that he knew that. But when he pulled you in closer to him and pressed another kiss to your lips, you knew you had made the right decision.

The small party followed you two back into the house. Eddie slung Madison over his shoulder playfully, her squeals filling the air. When you got inside, everyone was either dispersed into the kitchen or the living room once they had made their plates. You were fixing Madison’s food and her sippy cup when you felt two arms wrap around you from behind and soft lips kiss up your neck.

“You look beautiful,” he whispered in your ear as he rubbed your belly, “Are you sure this wedding was what you wanted?”

You turned in his grasp, standing on your tiptoes to kiss his lips quickly before nodding, “It was everything I wanted. The people I love the most seeing me marry the man I’m in love with. It was everything.”

“I love you,” he whispered. He didn’t say it often, but you felt it. And that’s what mattered to you.

“I love you,” you whispered back, brushing your nose against his You felt that odd feeling in your stomach again, the fluttering flip flopping, and it dawned on you.

“I think I just felt the baby move,” you laughed.

“The stink 2 is just joining in on the celebrations,” he grinned, a hand coming to rub your belly.

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19 weeks pregnant made you feel gross. Morning sickness came in waves that transcended into all day sickness most days. You grinned and bared it, trying to make everything seem okay, but you were miserable. You were backwards, that was for sure. You were laying on the couch, your arm threw over your eyes, as you fought the nauseated feeling.

You felt two small hands on your stomach and you opened your eyes to see Madison staring at you curiously.

“What’s wrong?” her voice was small but full of worry.

“Your baby brother or sister is being a little butthead today,” you said.

“My baby?” Her eyes widened, “That’s my baby?”

“Yeah, you can have it.” You scrunched your nose up at her.

“No, thank you.” She said politely, scrunching her nose up as well, “Daddy?”

“Dads at the studio. He’ll be back home soon.” You said, carding your fingers through her wild hair.

“Kay,” she nodded, and then turned around and walked into the kitchen.

There was a clatter and then she shouted, “I’m okay!”

“Madison, what are you doing?” You groaned, not wanting to get off the couch, but the concern pushed you over thee edge of the cushion.

You walked into the kitchen to find her standing on the stool, stretching her little arms out to reach for a loaf of bread.

“Do you need some help? Are you hungry?” You asked, trying to figure out her motives.

“No,” she huffed, finally grabbing the plastic bag and tugging, “You go sit down, baby. I got it.”

“Baby?” You laughed, shocked at the nickname.

“Yeah,” she nodded digging out two pieces of bread and turning to look at you with a dimpled smile, “Like daddy.”

“Oh, okay.” You laughed. Out of all the things her little ears had heard him say, you were thankful she chose the calmer nickname.

You kept a close ear out on the kitchen as you walked back to sit on the couch. A few seconds later, Madison tip toed around the corner, 3 pieces of bread, a pack of animal crackers, and an orange you had cut for her earlier today that you had suspicions that she didn’t eat on a plate and two bottled waters clutched in her other arm.

“Here go,” she said with a soft smile as she sat the plate down in your lap and looked up at you.

“That’s very sweet of you, Madison.” You gave her a small smile, “Did you make this bread yourself?”

“Mhm,” she laughed wildly, “And the orange.”

“You made this orange all by yourself?” You gasped.

“Yeah!” She laughed harder, her hands covering her mouth.

“Are you fibbing right now?” You glared at her playfully.

“Yeah!” She squealed.

“That’s what I thought,” you laughed.

“Who’s fibbing right now?” Eddie asked, walking into the living room.

“Me!” Madison laughed, running over to jump into his arms.

“And you’re laughing about it?” Eddie looked at you skeptically, “What’s she going on about?”

“She made the bread and the orange she brought me after she called me baby.” You laughed as he flopped down beside of you on the couch, Madison in tow.

“How are you feeling?” Eddie asked, leaning in for a kiss.

“Nauseous,” you nodded, “But I’ve had a good caregiver.”

He sat Madison down and she ran off upstairs to play, leaving the two of you alone. He turned and gave you a proper kiss, his thumb trailing over your cheek as he leaned in closer, wrapping you in his arms once the kiss ended.

“You ready for tomorrow?” Eddie asked softly, rubbing his hands up and down your sides.

“Yes and no,” you laughed softly, “Ready to see the little blob that’s making me miserable…not looking forward to the naming process.”

“At least we’ll know what the blob is,” he laughed.

“How was the studio?”

“Good,” he nodded, “Got a few solid tracks laid. Gareth looks great by the way and he sounds even better than before. I think this new album is going to be even better than our first.”

“I want to hear,” you said, tucking your head under his chin as you finished peeling the white part of the orange off.

“I’ll take you in tomorrow after the appointment,” he kissed the top of your head, “Promise.”

“What do you think it is?” You asked, leaning your head back enough to fully look at him.

“I don’t know,” he shrugged, “Either way, I’m happy. I just want you and the baby to be healthy.”

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“Congratulations,” the ultrasound technician looked between the two of you, “It’s a girl.”

“A girl?” You gasped as you sat up a bit on the table to get a clearer view of the screen, “It’s a girl?”

“A healthy girl,” she smiled at you.

“You’re going to have a sister, Mads.” Eddie said, looking between her and the screen, his hand tightening around yours as you stared at the screen in shock.

“My baby is a sister!” She clapped her hands excitedly, “Mama, it’s a girl!”

You turned to look at her, a bit shocked, as did Eddie. She hadn’t called you anything except Y/N or ‘Baby’ since you had met her. You had tears in your eyes already, but they flowed freely as you watched her clap her little hands excitedly.

Eddie caught the moment and as soon as your belly was cleaned of the gunk and the technician left the room, he handed Madison to you, smiling to himself as he watched you pepper her face in kisses. It must’ve played on her mind too because once you had sat her in your lap, she was playing with your necklace before she looked up at you sheepishly and whispered:

“Will you be my momma, too?” Her big brown eyes were brimmed with unshed tears and you swore she was a old soul in that moment.

Your thumbs wiped her tears away before they fell, and you tilted her head backwards by her chin so you could look her in her eyes.

“Always, stink.” You said, your voice cracking as you watched her bottom lip quiver, “Forever and ever.”

“Y/N is going to adopt you, Mads.” Eddie said as he soothed her hair back, “That means we’re all going to be a family and no one will ever take you away from us.”

“Stacy?” Her voice trembled and your heart broke. To be so young, she understood so much already. You were determined she was going to have a normal childhood from here on out.

“Never again, baby.” Eddie shook his head.

“Never ever again,” you said, wiping her cheek with the back of your hand

Delivery was a painful 16 hour experience. Your throat was raw from the screams, your body was exhausted, and halfway during the delivery, you cursed Eddie for getting you knocked up in the first place. That was followed by an hour of crying and apologizing. He never left the room. He stayed beside you, and behind you, at every twist and turn.

You were holding the swaddled baby to your chest, watching as she nursed. Your eyes kept drifting down to Eddie, who had finally sat still long enough to fall asleep. Madison was with Sam and Steve and you knew she was safe – she would be here later to meet the baby, but you missed her.

Evelyn Olivia Munson was born on December 30th, 1991 at 4:51 AM. She weighed a healthy 8 pounds, 9 ounces, and was 20 inches long. She had a head full of wild brown hair, just like her sister and her father. Big round eyes and pouty lips and she was perfect.

A few minutes later, Eddie had woken up and rubbed his tired eyes. You slid over a bit in your bed and let him slip beside of you. His arm wrapped around your stomach as he rested his head on your shoulder, his eyes glued to Evelyn just as much as yours were.

“You okay?” He asked softly.

“Couldn’t be any better,” you gave him a small smile, pressing a soft kiss to his lips, “You okay?”

“I’m great,” he smiled.

The two of you were quiet for a few minutes, taking in the sight of her. Every few minutes, one of her eyes would open and she’d look around before falling asleep again. You fixed the strap of your shirt as Eddie took her, holding her in the crook of his arm as he stared down at her.

“I never got to do this with Madison,” Eddie said finally, “Stacy didn’t let me in the delivery room because I wouldn’t go buy her a hit before she gave birth…I didn’t meet Madison until she was three days old and was ready to come home from the hospital.” He looked over at you and shook his head in disbelief, “You amazed me, ya know? I know that had to be painful…but watching you deliver her showed me how strong you really are.”

You sniffled and leaned forward, pressing a kiss to his lips, “I had a pretty cool man here supporting me.”

“I did absolutely nothing. That was all you.” Eddie said, switching Evelyn to the other arm. He wrapped his now free arm around your shoulder and pull you into him.

“I’m sorry for the things I said to you,” you laughed softly.

“Yeah…well you’ve got the rest of our lifetime to make it up,” he gave you a small smirk.

#Eddie Munson #Eddie Munson x reader #Eddie Munson x you #Stranger Things #Stranger Things AU #Thefreakymunson #Anywhere But Here

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stunnedkae · 2 years

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i finished nona last night (and sobbed) so here is my spoiler free review!!!!!

ok so first of all. i am so incredibly grateful that i got the honor of reading this as an arc, and while its absolute AGONY to not be able to talk about its contents i wouldnt trade it for the world. thank you tor publishing ily🫶🫶🫶

now! the review. oh my god. this fucking book. tamsyn has absolutely done it again and she ripped my heart out in the process and then continued to kick my feet out from under me. going into nona i was worried that it wouldnt feel like its own book because of the fact that it stemmed from act 1 of alecto, but holy shit it is absolutely its own book. first of all, the worldbuilding?1!2?2! AMAZING. the way that tamsyn has used the level of worldbuilding in the past 3 novels as a way to characterize the narrator is incredibly unique. nona is so curious about the world around her, so naturally it comes through in her narration. and nonas voice and descriptions throughout the book were SO amazing and effortlessly endearing— she is so sweet. i love her.

the book was also SO funny. i dont think i caught the two (2) singular memes there apparently are but i am in fact just a little guy and probably didnt understand them. but the jokes were SO good. like amazing. like i was genuinely losing my shit. now on the flip side, i did in fact cry. i cried very hard. i know nobodies reading the locked tomb to be happy because these books will Ruin you. rest assured, nona does a great job at making you happy and giving you a false sense of security only to slap you in the face!!!

now let me tell you how beautifully confused i was throughout the book right up to the very last page. these books are definitely not for people who like to understand every plot point and every twist and turn— if gideon was a 300 piece jigsaw puzzle, and harrow was an 1000 piece, id place nona at somewhere around the 700 range. every single time i thought id had a solid theory, it was literally ripped out from underneath my feet and then when i fell backwards i fell into the deep end of a community pool. and let me tell you it was perfect every time. tamsyn knows her audience and knows we like to be confused and she did not dissapoint. i read these books to be able to reread and analyze them, and my god am i going to have fun doing that with nona. you guys will fucking love this just as much as nona loves you🫶🫶

no context spoiler phrases for you: cows watch sunsets, fairy lights but theyre little skulls, sexting, and a handkerchief

#nona the ninth #the locked tomb

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prettyflyshyguy · 2 months

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Alright for the freaks who are oldschool Supernatural tumblr people, or just normal supernatural people, and for the rest who are just like me and don't know shit: I'm dumping all my garbo takes under the cut.

Mostly gonna be me either being really enamored or really upset.

No in-between. These things are either great or the worst. My tastes are specific and I'm picky with vampire fiction and rarely do I find media that ticks the boxes yet, I still watch almost anything I can find obsessively.

Who knows maybe this'll become a new casual TV series if I like the dynamics. Anyway, long post warning under the cut.

They got Bela Lugosi's Dead playing in a room full of nu-metal heads LMFAO

truly the alt communities have always been done so dirty in media

least they did their research on song choices

jesus christ

flashbacks to my steampunk phase circa 2011

I LOVE that this woman looks so normie and looks so delighted when she meets this equally normie looking dude in an alternative bar (i want to go there the people seem chill and the vibes are impeccable)

anyway who is this guy he seems familiar

love that they made the most normal dude in the bar the real monster good on them :)

christ they just took one look at twilight and went yeah lets TV parody this shit just for a laugh didnt they

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SHE'S 17

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO(DID SHE HAVE A FAKE ID I WASNT PAYING ATTENTION)

OK ok ok you get big bonus points just for this bit. Just for this bit.

Thank you supernatural go off

"I'm just scared I'm dreaming and I'll wake up in math class" girl me too

im sorry this woman looks so much older than 17

POINTS DEDUCTED

BAD TEETH

great eyes, horrendous teeth. very dissapointed. I'm only here for the fucked up canines because we already HAVE them and whats better than perverting the existing human form into something subtly wrong

This show has such an aggressive title screen compared to buffy and the x files LMAO

ok i can get behind the chevvy, the chevvy is nice

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

POINTS ADDED - holy shit points added for this cheesy poster alone really capturing the schtick of the late 2000s

ok i get it, i get it guys, they're fun, they're funny, they've got a great sibling energy, the periodic 'screaming' happening in the background of this scene is sending me

this has been too fun so far i feel like somethings gonna ruin it

LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Ok this is so self aware yet the degree they're committing is just.

its marvelous. this is peak. I'm into it.

there are so many ads please i want to see dean have a bad day

Holy shit is that Skinner from the x files i love that guy

the fashion. iconic. if anything I'll be coming back to this for inspiration for myself.

the way Dean just slammed that guy on the car yelling "OPEN YOUR MOUTH"

yeah instant favourite.

you've rounded a corner, a dude has just beat the shit out of your brother and now he's about to force feed him blood and your response is: stand there staring like the shocked pikachu

oh so you wait till after he's done to scream "no!" in a half hearted tone

is there something I'm missing here, i know Sam gets a bit cooked at some point (does he get possessed??? idk) so I'm gonna assume thats whats going on

this is the best 'turning' scene I've ever had the pleasure of witnessing in all my years of trawling through vampire media

holy shit the team that wrote this episode fucking get it

the audio design, the acting, is so on point

Supernatural Crew you cooked so hard and I'm deeply thanking you for it

this was fucking made for me what the fuck what the fruck what the fuck what the fuc

Nooooo dont have an emotional breakdown in the bathroom looking at your fangs, but you're so sexy aha

The constant heartbeats anytime Deans in a room with someone got me grinning like :]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

ok points deducted, again, for bad teeth but my god

the "I gotta go-" scene GOOD SHIT GOOD SHIT

someone get this kicked puppy a sippy cup

a red fanta chug jug

where is his sippy cup

look i know its probably not fun, at all, to drink red mystery meat juice on set but its gotta be cheaper than CGI teeth. Please.

Please let more relunctant vampires reluctantly chug jug (with you)

Oh Never Mind they wrote it in that he can't drink or he's stuck >:(

im still having a good time, just a bit less of a good time

YEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAA

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

using a large serrated knife to cut appart a horde of vampires seems like a great idea and getting covered in blood you're not supposed to drink is inevitable

but watch out

Sam: thats a pretty mentally stable thing to do

I REALLY WANT TO

CHUG JUG WITH YOU

ok this scene of him makes up for the lack of authentic blood chug jug I'll take what I can get

Ok final thoughts: that was a solid 7 and a half out of 10

thank you Supernatural you hit almost all the high notes when most stuff falls flat for me. Still, you came soooooooooo close. And got so far. And Yet in the end it doesnt even matter.

Still, this one's going straight to the pool room, and I can comfortably say I'm throwing it on the shelf of 'comfort media' that I can go back to on a bad day.

This had some fucking BANGER scenes that surpassed my expectations and deeply pleasantly surprised me. Good shit! As someone who is hard to please, this was a riot. Still; a shame they arbritrarily rules-d him taking a chunk out of someone. Would have been sick. Could have had the great slow build up of the initial turning scene - him and the love interest, holding back - then him cracking it after holding out and snapping.

It is not too much to ask, I swear. It's a good trope.

Do I dare take the risk of trawling through fanfiction to find another horribly specific weirdo like me, because Supernatural seems huge and a scary place to fanfic trawl.

#shy talks #not art #supernatural #tagging for archivals sake #but im not about to go crazy here #i hope #fuck it fanfic trawl time pray for me

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