#and i HATE covering up my hard work with clothes!!!!!!!! 😭

[two-white-butterflies]

invisible string | m33 | part four

Description: You and Max finally get together. Someone makes him jealous.

Pairing: max verstappen/racer!reader

part two | part three

itsmee_yn: gorgtastic sleepover with mrs. wolff 💚

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ingridwolff: is that my mom? 😭 - itsmee_yn: she's my mom now

archiesantosa21: the mercedes girls back with each other OMG

lewiswolff89: BABE WAKE UP L/N-WOLFF PICTURES JUST DROPPED......

lewishamilton: I hope Toto knows that you're using his house. - itsmee_yn: toto doesn't have instagram now, does he?

Max couldn't believe that you chose to spend time with him. He's always admired you - even when you were little kids. Even though his father wouldn't stop comparing him to you - he didn't hate you. Instead, he chose to believe that you were a creature of the gods.

Something perfect and talented.

"I'll be back with Prema next week." you stared deep into his eyes, taking a sip of your strawberry milkshake before releasing a sigh. The premise of being unemployed was amazing, having financial freedom was also amazing. Thanks to your skill in buying and selling land, you didn't need to work for the next decades.

But work was life.

You couldn't live without work - and thus, you'd be spending less time with your best friend. Heck, you didn't even know if you were allowed to call Max that. You were best friends but you knew deep inside that you could be more than that.

"I'll miss you," he mumbled while playing with the sand. "I'll miss you too," you replied even when your heart was saying: I love you.

"It'll probably be a while until we see each other again. I need to focus on our talents actually," you smiled softly - knowing that the drivers that you mentored had potential in making it to Formula One. "Don't tell them our tricks, I don't want anyone beating me." he humored.

You laid on the cloth-covered sand, feeling the heat radiate throughout your body. "Idiot," you mumbled while closing your eyes. You could feel him slowly lay down beside you.

"Do you ever think about getting married?" he pondered.

Your eyes opened wide.

That was the moment you knew - he loved you.

itsmee_yn: lord ur making it too obvious that i'm one of your favorites. with @maxverstappen1

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maxverstappen1: ❤️

lewishamilton: God doesn't have an instagram. fyi 😁 - itsmee_yn: satan does and he's replying to me rn - - lewishamilton: 😅

danielricciardo: Y/N manifested this, and I'm a witness.

badgalriri: I love this.

kimimatiasraikkonen: congratulations 👍🏻

maxverstappen1: exposing my good luck charm.

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danielricciardo: ugly

itsmee_yn: ❤️

landonorris: there's kids on this app. - itsmee_yn: no one asked - - maxverstappen1: man fuck them kids 🤣

(FOUR YEARS LATER)

Y/N's Story

caption: he's stressed ladies and gentlemen.

replies landonorris: take care of your kids pookie itsmee_yn: I AM landonorris: you making max work itsmee_yn: as he should

maxverstappen1: emillia and papa swimming 🌊

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danielricciardo: EMILLIA IS ADORABLE

lewishamilton: proud godfather, present! - hasduhu19: Lewis only comments this way on Y/N and Max's accoutns it's adowable 😭

itsmee_yn: Carlton hates water lowkey - maxverstappen1: probably because his mom doesn't take a bath - - itsmee_yn: slandering ur wife in public is a federal offense

ynprivateaccount: will serve, will kneel, will kadoodle 24/7 with only peeing as rest 😭

badgalriri: Y/N WHAT IS THIS? - ynprivateaccount: remind me to delete this account when emillia turns 10 😭

(MONACO, FOUR SEASONS HOTEL)

itsmee_yn: poolside in monaco 🇲🇨 photo credits: @maxverstappen1

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alano129: MOM? adopt me pls

ynuniverse: you age backwards 😭

Being the mother of two kids was hard work. It didn't help with the fact that they both had mischievous personalities.

Emillia was curious about everything - always poking things that she shouldn't be touching, while Carlton wanted to taste every solid food in existence. You had no idea how the family processed.

But thank god that you were still alive.

"Aren't you supposed to be in the pool?" Lewis asked, exiting his hotel room with Roscoe trailing behind him. "Yeah but I forgot to bring the kids' towels," you smiled, placing the keycard inside your bag. "It's been forever since I've seen Roscoe," you cooed at the dog.

"You look like him in a certain angle," he teased earning an eye-roll.

"Keep lying to yourself, Hamilton."

"Don't go to the deep parts," you warned Emillia, settling the towels on the poolside bed. "Don't worry, I have it handled." Max comforted - knowing that you get paranoid around the water. You smile softly, laying on the chair and allowing the sun to tan you slightly.

You've heard stories about husbands being a nightmare after kids - but Max was a dream come true. He respected your decisions, he did things without asking - and he provided more than the bare minimum. Gods, you'd give everything to marry him again and again.

"Is it your first time in Monaco?" a man suddenly clears his throat from beside you - prompting you to remove your sunglasses. "Well, not really." you answered plainly - not trying to make an enemy of the guy but still making it clear that you weren't interested.

"How many times have you been?" he sat on the chair beside you. "A few times," you answered while popping your sunglasses back in. He looked like young - in his early twenties, so he was probably an aspiring driver attempting to network his way inside Prema Racing. "For racing, or do you watch?" he inquired again.

Did he not recognize you? Shit, you felt like one of those American influencers that everyone ignores. You saw it coming anyways, it's almost been a decade since you've been inside the tracks. "I watch sometimes," your lips pressed into a thin line and he began to take his mobile phone out.

"I-I'm sorry if I sound creepy, but I think that you're pretty and I'd love to have your number." he stuttered softly and you took of your glasses again. "That's nice, but I'm married. What's your name anyways?" you tried to sweeten the situation but by this point - his face was entirely covered in a red blush.

"I'm sorry, I'm gonna go now." he sprinted away from you.

itsmee_yn: monaco, you are kind. 🇲🇨

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lewishamilton: Carlton is the cutest

landonorris: The Verstappen genes are too strong. - maxverstappen1: 💪🏽

badgalriri: 3rd slide 😳

"- and the guy comes to her and asks for her number." Hamilton finishes telling the story and Norris bursts out laughing. "Looks like Max has some competition," he began to tease his friend.

"Don't think that he's the only one - because I saw those moms eyeing him in the pool." you pointed out, defending your husband's honor before any of the drivers have a chance to poke fun at him. "I never thought I'd see the day when you'd become a cougar, Y/N." Daniel giggled - while you flashed him your middle finger.

maxverstappen1: never forgetting this

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itsmee_yn: how does it feel to live for the sole purpose of bullying me? - maxverstappen1: i'm fine hbu?

danielricciardo: SOMEONE STOP ME - maxverstappen1: No thanks. 💪🏽

lewishamilton: fuck, boys. 😜 - itsmee_yn: i'm a mother now, lewis. :(( - - landonorris: i'm not so fuck boyz 🥵

victoriaverstappen: I met Y/N and Carlton today. (Emillia did not want to take a picture) ❤️

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maxuniverse123: DEAR LORD THE CHILD LOOKS LIKE MAX

itsmee_yn: would love to have you anytime vic <3

ynandmaxverstappen: the way that she had to note that emillia didn't want to take a picture because of the haters

maxverstappen1: 💪🏽❤️

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[anonymouscheeses]

Big fckn redesigns here. Well mostly Charlie but Vaggie somewhat too 🥰🥰

Blue fits Charlie soooo much and I cease to see that many redesigns with this color. I still want red to be used in most of their designs because well. They are in hell, but not too present so to make way for other unique colors. Charlie has several physical traits from her parents but also she has some details in her clothes that match with them. When I uhh, introduce their designs you'll see lmao. I also tried to make her have a more roundish design, I jst LOVE those typ of designs omg. I just want the characters with not too many sharp corners pls Viv bro... 😔 oh yeah she's mixed cuz her mom's are darker in their redesigns. Alot of their genetics went down to Charlie so she doesn't look like an exact copy of Lucifer, I kind of hate that trend with hh and hb characters, like did the moxxies dad give birth to him bro 😭 also I kept her bow because it looks so cute and silly on her it just fits, I wish they made it bigger in her show design because it would fit her silliness so much. She has a cape with stars because morningSTAR smh why didnt they do something fun with that, missed potential but whatevs yknow I still love og designs no matter what anyone sayss. Did you know I love Charlie, I could ramble for days. I think I love Charlie guys. Maybe jst a hunch idk... also... s-snake fangs.. jeepers anddd..... snake tongue.... shiver me timberz

The wife ever. I had animation in mind more when I designed her, not like in a "How easy or hard would this be to animate" way. But I like to imagine when she's shocked her hair kind of fluffs out plus her actual fluff, when she's mad her bow turns into kind of horns and then her jacket expands like wings. Gave her a more hotel like outfit, she likes to work for fun (ew). Her socks are socks but she has some fluff under them she just tries to cover it up because she hates herself 🤪 (she doesn't hate her bigger body she actually feels much more comfortable chubby than when she was skinny with Adam. She was burdened with the weight of Adam's image of women... In this sorta rewrite she gained weight when she goes to the hotel because she's more happy. I'm dying I love chub Vaggie so much guys please) headcanon: she kind of likes fashion, it's like a fun hobby of hers to stitch together clothing and go out and buy clothes she'll never wear. She taught Charlie how to stitch and she SUCKS so you can jst see it on Charlie's pants.

Second outfits! Charlie's hotel uniform for. Well. Hotel stuff. She usually only wears it when new people come to the hotel, which.... isn't often, if at all. She still likes to keep it just in case. Also she goes really cartoonish when it happens, she does the looney tunes run and changes into her clothes in like 2 seconds. Can you see my vision? 😭😭

Vaggie's is in her armor. She has several pairs of armor lying around in the hotel in completely hidden spots. It's kind of surprising uhh. Yeah she wears it alot more than Charlie wears her alt uniform but still rare to find her in it. I don't get the whole thing with the exterminators and them not being able to fight according to Carmilla. Which is kinda stupid, I'm not gonna lie. So, instead of that, Vaggie has just let her guard down and has gotten much more comfortable in her surroundings so she feels like she doesn't need to fight anymore, she's just gotten rusty 's what I'm sayin. I have no idea how to draw armor. You can tell...

Extra below cut vvvv

BABY CHARLIE!!! With the heads of my redesigns for Luci, Eve, and Lillith. Haha you still cant see them. Uhh, ill definitely finish the thing one day. Its not even that big of a project thing, i think i jst keep going to other drawings so im like not focusing on one thing lmao. Lucifer has heterochromia because he was cursed to forever be reminded of his betrayal. I only explained that because Charlie has it too, it's kind of a curse on the entire blood line where at least one eye is red. This is like. Slightly older Charlie than the baby Charlie in show? I jst wanted to put her in overalls cuz omg that's jst so cute ughhh 😭😭

[knyontop]

im in my creepypasta phase right now and my demon slayer phase >:) and I made this little characters who are like 12-14 and their silly little twins who fight or kill in a double like daki and gyutaro! And I was wondering if you could just do silly little HCs of Slender,ben,Jeff,masky,and hoodie reacting to the twins pranking everyone in the manor and they catch them?>:3

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I will do F!Reader and M!Reader for this!!^^ sorry to

NB people!☹️☹️💕

Creepypasta x M!Teen!Reader and F!Teen!Reader

Ft: Slenderman, Masky, Hoodie, Ben drowned, Jeff the killer, and F!reader

And M!Reader.

Slenderman:

・He is impressed withboth of your skills, and you both intrigue him.

・But when you all do your pranks his dad side comes out.

・He gets your both dumb teens but this dude is a grumpy old man.

・He might chuckle a little bit, some of the pranks you both pull are amusing.

・But he has to be a party pooper.. sorry kids!

・He finally caught you both in the act and he actually found this one an interesting one..

・You both some how managed to steal Bens hat and try to hide it in his office. 😭

・But he knows how special Bens hat is to him and you both know it to! But your both kids

So he just scolds you both and makes you two apologize to ben and give it back.

・And as for punishment you both had to have a sleepover with LJ.. (I hate that clown sm)

“Children, why do you do these things?”

Masky/Tim:

・Same with Slender on the prank stuff, he finds some of them funny but also finds

Them annoying at times😭

・I mean hes a grumpy old man who wants to get his work done so Ig it makes sense-?

・Still hes a partypooper. >:/

・So he caught you both putting hello kitty stickers on his mask when he went out to smoke..

・He was amused but also annoyed.

・He kinda had to take a second to process everything.

・When he realized what you guys where doing he sighed and was like “Really?”

・He took you both to slender and let him deal with you guys because he was to tired to

Deal with you two.

・He already deals with you both half of the time give the poor guy a break😭

“Are you two serious?” He sighed. “Lets go to slender..”

Hoodie/Brain:

・He doesn’t really care THAT much. That much.

・But sometimes he can get frustrated with you two.

・Hes found some of them funny, like he might have actually laughed. Unlike Masky/Tim.

・But he likes to make things quick and you both make that hard.

・He was going to go and grab his gun for a mission but he found you both replacing the bullets with..

Blueberrys..?

・He was standing there like:🧍🏻‍♂️

・He then snatched the gun away from you both and said “This is not a toy.” In a low kinda deep

Voice.

・He then turned to F!Y/N and was like “I thought you where smarter then your brother.”

・ANYWHOOOOO

・He kept your prank a secret but gave you both a little lecture.

・Hes like the cool uncle.

“You both stay out of my stuff, there not toys, but pretty cool prank.”

Jeff:

・Hes one of the ones who find your pranks hilarious.

・Like when he saw Maskys mask with a whole bunch of hello kitty stickers on

It he died.

・He ruffled yalls hair and was like “Good job kiddos!”

・BUTTTTT

・All of that changes when hes the one getting pranked.

・There was a time where you both put some of sallys pink clothes with

His WHITE hoodie in the washer. He did not find this one funny.

・He was mad because he has an attachment to his hoodie,kinda like how Ben is attached to his hat.

・One time he walked into Toby’s room to tell him that he has to go on a mission and he saw yall tying his shoes together he had to hold in his laugh and he gave yall a thumbs up and left the room.

・He covered for both of you!

“Yeah no it wasn’t the two brats.”

Ben:

・He also finds both of yalls pranks funny as shit.

・I mean how could he not?

・He was impressed with the jeff hoodie thing, like how are you guys even alive?

・And he doesn’t really care THAT much if you guys prank him.

・Except the time when you guys came to the mansion and didn’t know that

Hated and had a fear of water.

・You both dunked a whole bunch of water over his head.

・HE WAS PISSEDDD

・That made you both have a rocky start with him, buttt he knows that you two are just kids

So he lets it slide.

・He isolates himself for sometime, you both felt bad so you went to try and

Talk to him, surprisingly he answered. He heard you both out and he sighed.

・Then some time goes bye, you both are good with him! But he walked in on you guys trying to

Do something with his GAMES!?

・He wasn’t mad just scared of what was going to happen to his games.

・He goes like “What are you guys doing!?” And startles you both so you drop them.

・He screeches like a little girl and then makes sure there ok.

・There ok, thankfully. He then looks down at both of you for some reason hes not mad..

He ruffles both of your hairs then shoves you both out of his room and then says,

“If I catch you guys messing with my games again You might meet with a terrible fate.”

・Ofc he was joking! (or was he)

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SORRY IF THERES ANY MISTAKESS!! (◞‸◟)

[cattocavo]

Six sketch sunday

Thanks so much for tagging me @thewholelemon

I actually have something pretty exciting to share if i do say so myself!

In november 2022 i did a master study of romeo and juliet by frank bernard dicksee. I was very happy with it. But over time I’ve become less and less happy with it, specifically how baz looks :((

This is due to the fact that i traced A LOT in late 2022 (I was 15 ok, I’m sure we’ve all had one of those phases😭) I traced the whole painting, but baz was hard bc the original painting featured a woman, and her whole figure was covered by a white loose dress. 2022 me did their best interpreting the shapes and forming a new body for baz, but honestly they didn’t do it very well. Ive hated Baz’s face and body for a while now, but still loved simon and the painting in general. Which is why I came to the conclusion that for me to be at peace and happy with it again, I have to remaster it!

And again I’ve had this on my mind for a while now, mulling it over, because it’s quite a big project. But 7 days ago i finalized my decision and started looking at references and whatnot. It took me so long to find references bc I was confused of the angle of Juliet’s head in the original painting (so I’ve changed the angle whoops) and i needed to make sense of it all. Before i knew it i had spent 5 hours (according to procreates tracker) drawing, and literally nothing had changed.. but then i spent like 2 hours more and THAT did it. It was like digging a whole in the ground searching for water. You dig a little and nothing happens, and when you finally dig deep enough the water reveals itself like a goldmine.

Anyways, i haven’t gotten around to do any recoloring yet, so ill show you the sketch (ahem, traced) of my 2022 version versus what I have now

The one on the left is the 2022 version. The one on the right is the current sketch.

I’m trying to incorporate a lot more body language from baz this time around. I think the old sketch of baz was very rigid. His torso is very short 💀 my biggest issue was his face though. It was far too feminine. The bone structure wasn’t exactly giving baz, in fact the whole face didn’t look like baz to me. The expression also bothered me, it was too superficial. Like it’s exactly the predictable expression you expect him to have. I tried to spice it up in the new version by making him appear a bit more anguished. It’s romeo and juliet after all.

Im currently looking at references to what clothes he should be wearing (don’t worry, i wont cover up his sleeves. Even if it’s more time period accurate) so if y’all have any inspo or suggestions, feel free to share them with me!

While baz is the inly thing getting completely redone, I’m also touching up some other thins. Just giving it a more refined, finished look overall. The plants in the original were really messily done, so i’m gonna work a lot on those. 2022 me also slacked on the curtains, so I’m repainting those to match the original frank bernard painting.

Once I’m done with it all i think i might sell some prints. Ive gotten requests to sell prints of this one before, but never really got around to do more than research. If i do make prints, I’m a bit worried they’ll all go to waste bc they’ll have to be shipped from denmark, and shipping in expensive :(( (I’ve tried to set up middlemen and it didn’t work for me. Red bubble wont even allow me to add a credit card😬) but if y’all are still interested in prints, do let me know! Ill definitely put in more of an effort to make it happen if i know it wont be in vain :))

Thats all from me for today :3 see ya next time

(Also check out what my COBB partner @thewholelemon is doing! It’s gonna be so good!)

Tags! @monbons @raenestee @j-nipper-95 @orange-peony

Id love to see what y’all are doing!

[vendetta-if]

𝓱𝓲 💖 (sorry for this asdkjfhjijhj)

im back and i have returned (to everyone's dismay) and i come bearing gifts - i have found the pages where i had my vendetta sequel mc drawn in!! 😈

here's my first doodle of rei when i was designing him - i didnt have the proper markers to colour him in but i used what markers i could get my hands on at the time lol but i did fuck up his face :( (closeup)

now i have lots of doodles i drew alongside this fullbody design of his and without further ado >:)

here are some facts i wrote about him 😊 as well as rei decorating his helmet :D though i'll write it down here if you can't read my messy ass handwriting (sorry about that hsjdhsd) »»————- ★ ————-«« FACTS ABOUT REI 2: ELECTRIC BOOGALOO: ➭ loves all things cutesy and colourful ➭ acts and whines like an actual toddler (because it forces his family to give him attention whenever he's being an actual pain in the ass 💞) ➭ reckless af and hates when people fret over him or protect him (that's his job. 👺) ➭ unironically thinks that blood splatters on his clothes look good on him (rei doesn't care if he's seen covered in blood in public, he can make millions of excuses why it isn't blood >:D) " NO this isn't blood this is paint 😇" " tf did you think this was?? i spilled my kool aid all over my clothes 😪" just to name a few, lol ➭ would honestly sell his soul for a lifetime supply of strawberry milkshakes (this is totally not me projecting myself onto rei when it comes to taro milk tea 💀) »»————- ★ ————-««

now here's another doodle of rei using his blood manipulation powers 😋 also ignore the pencil text below LMAO

so i did mention in my first ask about rei that he loves to explode things- yeah um idk if luka and jackal would give their menace of a son explosives or a grenade launcher if they knew that this is how he'd act with them LMFAOO

i also mentioned that rei makes the best belgian waffles! (send help hes holding me at gunpoint and forcing me to say this) here's rei offering a divine dish of waffles to my vendetta mc, remedy / remi 💕💕 and look at his face! his mouth is practically watering in anticipation to gobble up the waffles! 💗💝💘💓

okay on a side note- i made some small drawings of rei in a different outfit and was actually gonna include this in the ref but i didnt like it because it looked ugly 😭 so i made a poor life decision to cut these two abominations out and now they're on my phone 💟 (closeups)

anyways now here have a drawing of rei as demoman from the hit game tf2!!11!1!11!! 😲😳

(he really looks like a dollarstore demoman lol)

(reference used):

now if you have been on the internet during its baby phase im sure you may understand the reference i used for this doodle 🤭

yknow looking back at this downgraded rip off drawing of the original this is actually a shit drawing LMAO (how tf do you draw flames and smoke pls help 💔) now one thing i like to headcanon about rei is that whenever he starts to get frustrated or is having a hard time with carrying out an assassination he decides to do fuck all and blow everything up with literally anything flammable he could find because no target survives being blown to oblivion! (which happens more often than you think...) i like to think while this is an easy way out for rei, it is an absolute nightmare and a headache for the rest of his family 😌 (they probably would have to deal with unwanted attention because rei doesn't give a shit about keeping a low profile and people may tie him to the Morozovs 🤗 they also may struggle to come up with cover stories as these arson incidents become more frequent - because rei is the type of person who values quantity over quality, where he challenges himself to complete multiple assassinations so he can receive praise from his family 😂🤪 and it also doesn't help that he would rather cut corners and take the easy way out when it comes to his work) luka and jackal: " these fires are getting out of hand, we can't keep doing this... " fucking rei: " DAD 1 AND DAD 2!! LOOK!! THATS ME!! THAT BURNING BUILDING, I DID THAT!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD " (reference used):

now moving on to a somewhat ironic drawing, here's a doodle of rei in a raincoat vibing in the rain ✨(aside from overalls, rei loves to wear raincoats - and would rather wear them instead of wintercoats when it's cold LOL) rei is the type of person to prioritize fashion than comfort :(

now here's a crappy drawing of cousin bonding time (rei and remedy) tbh i dont really like this scribble lol - this is just filler because i hated empty patches in my paper 🤡

now, a word from our sponsor; rei himself!! he is presenting his aforementioned homemade waffles in greater detail :) and now, cue the advertisement that totally is not completely false and not just rei's delusional and stubborn ramblings on that he creates the best waffles and that waffle makers are inferior to him ☺️

(っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ Rei's amazing homemade Belgian waffles! ♥ (𝑀𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒶 𝓌𝒶𝒻𝒻𝓁𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓇!) ♥ 𝗙𝗿𝗼𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗱𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀 𝗴𝗮𝗹𝗼𝗿𝗲! (𝙎𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙩 𝙬𝙤𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙡𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙢𝙤𝙪𝙩𝙝) ♥ ♥ 𝗛𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗲, 𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗰𝗿𝗮𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘄𝗮𝗳𝗳𝗹𝗲𝘀 (𝙏𝙤𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙘, 𝙣𝙤 𝙬𝙖𝙛𝙛𝙡𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙨𝙞𝙡𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙 >:( ) ♥ ♥ 𝗖𝗿𝘂𝗻𝗰𝗵𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗳𝘂𝗹𝗹 𝗼𝗳 𝗺𝗮𝗽𝗹𝗲 𝘀𝘆𝗿𝘂𝗽 >:) (𝙉𝙤𝙩 𝙗𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙩 𝙖𝙩 𝙖𝙡𝙡!) ♥ ♥ 𝟷𝟶/𝟷𝟶 𝚏𝚕𝚊𝚟𝚘𝚞𝚛! (𝙍𝙚𝙞'𝙨 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙙𝙖𝙙𝙨 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙤𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙡𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜! :) ) ♥

i feel like im trying too hard to be funny here, lmao 🤡💀 anyways, here are the full pages of all of the drawings :D

alright so thats finally all i have - if i somehow get my motivation to draw or do literally anything productive ill start working on my vendetta mc's (remedy) ref sheet 👹 (im sorry for this cesspool of cringe again btw LMAO)

Rei sounds so chaotic and kinda sweet at the same time 😆

Also, I love the lil headcanon about the waffle. You can bet that big bro will boast about how his lil brother can make really good waffles to his friends whenever he hang out or has breakfast with them 🥺

Thank you for sharing all these lovely drawings and headcanons about your upcoming sequel MC 🥰

[ilovedilfs4ever]

Winter Wonderland 🎄

Pairing : Daniel Ricciardo x reader

WC : no.

Warnings : none, just sweet fluff! (cuss words??)

Notes : I love this man so much , it pains my heart 😭 anyways, no plagiarizing of my work and be respectful! Any feedback is appreciated though! (Feel free to request, I don’t have any requests at the moment)

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“Daniel, it’s snowing let’s go before it melts!” You said, practically beaming as you lived in a tropical country basically all your life.

“Snow doesn’t melt that quick, darling. But if you say so, I don’t think you would lie about something as silly as the weather, now would you?” Furrowing a brow and laughing, you knew he meant it as a joke but being the power couple of the grid due to both of your sense’s of humor - you just played along for the fun.

Grabbing your puffy coat and gloves, you stood by the door like a puppy waiting for its owner to get home. - waiting for Daniel as he took his belongings and puffy coat. You took off running into the big pile of snow once he opened the front door to the shared lodge.

“It’s so fluffy!” You muffled while being face flat in the snow. It felt euphoric, way better than sweating your ass off during the December holidays in a tropical region while your friends were traveling to the other side of the world where it was cold.

“Click!” The sound could be heard from behind you, following another click when you turned your head back to see what was making the sound - his camera. The forsaken camera which probably had all your unglamorous photos. As much as you hated the camera, you couldn’t deny that the photo quality was fantastic.

Dusting the snow off your clothes, you waddled in the inches of thick snow over to the dork that had been laughing at the photos for the past few minutes.

“What’s so funny?” You asked. Looking at the photo of yourself - face covered with snow and a writing on the snow beside you which said “dumbass who has never seen snow” with an arrow pointing at you - you were offended.

Grabbing a fist full of snow, you threw it at him which ended up hitting his chest.

“Oh two can play this game, it’s on!” He said, tone filled with competitiveness and child-like playfulness.

The game went on for roughly 15 minutes, both of you throwing snowballs of different shapes and sizes at each other, not once backing down.

“Thump!” The sound could be heard echoing throughout the forest. You had stepped on a log and slipped while trying to get the big clump of snow you saw. - causing you to slip on the snow, though the the impact wasn’t that hard, it still hurt like a bitch. Groaning, you managed to sit with the help of Daniel, who looks like a worried-sick mother being scared of her child getting the flu. Even so, he’d be giggling silently.

Regaining his composure, “Are you okay? Are you bleeding? Do you need medical attention?” The stream of questions came out of his mouth could be heard as he began touching your head and checking your arms and legs, checking for any cuts or bruises.

“I’m alright, just hurts a little.” You groaned out, massaging your head with your hand, hoping it’ll reduce the pain.

Closing your eyes for a second, you suddenly squeal at the height change - he was piggy-backing you.

“Daniel! What are you doing, our lodge is literally less than 100 meters away!” You exclaimed confused.

“C’mon you’re injured. Can’t I do something special for my wife?” He said smiling like the Cheshire from Alice In The Wonderland. “Soon to be.” you said while nodding, allowing him to piggy-back you. You liked it anyways, he was like a human toaster for god’s sake.

Snuggling closer, you grabbed the camera that was hanging on his neck and snapped a picture of you kissing his cheek while on his back. And one last one once the both of you reached the shared lodge, where a mistletoe dangled on top of the roof, almost as if it was calling out for the both of you to kiss.

Leaning in, you connected lips with him, tasting the apple-flavored lip balm that you both shared along with the smell of his cologne which smelled like leather and sandalwood - snapping the photo a few seconds later.

Pulling back for air, the both of y’all managed to say ‘I love you’ in unison. Smiling, you both went into the lodge where you would spend the rest of the day decorating the Christmas tree and watching movies. This was one of the many more special occasions you were going to celebrate with him.

[rinhaler]

I need to know every little detail of plug Sukuna bc I'm ultimately obsessed with him. How does he likes his coffee in the morning? whats his fave song? color? he sleeps on light clothing or naked? favorite food? Pls luxie give me any crumbs of his personality, you write him in such and interesting way that I can't have enough of him🤲🏼🥺

AAAAA omg I’ve just seen this for some reason idk why I didn’t see it earlier??

I know that man starts his day with a bong hit Idgaf he’s a pothead through and through. I can imagine him falling asleep in his joggers and a hoodie most of the time, whatever he’s wearing during the day, and just passing out in his clothes when he’s too tired. If he actually has the energy to remember to undress though I know his lazy ass isn’t wearing clothes to bed.

Ass naked with barely any bedding covering him. (Though I can picture him curling up in his duvet when it gets colder on a morning and then he wakes up with his teeth chattering).

Anyway yes he deff starts his day smoking and then probably goes back to sleep. When he wakes up for real it’s probably in the afternoon ranging from 12-2pm depending on what he did the night before and how tired he is.

I don’t see him as a coffee guy but if he was to drink it he’d have it super milky. If he has a girl over and wants to put on an act he’d drink it black but ultimately I think he’d hate the taste, so if he drank it willingly he’d like it milky asf 😭 I think he’d be more inclined to have cereal after he wakes up. Something sugary and sweet to take the gross weed taste out of his mouth before he brushes his teeth!

Despite his horrendous diet and smoking habits I think he likes working out and keeping in shape because, duh, how else is he gonna maintain that gorgeous body of his?? I think he specifically makes Yuuji buy healthy food so he has to eat it but I think his guilty pleasures are, again, sweet things. He looooves when the reader comes over and is in the mood to bake bc the cookies she makes make his dick hard for real.

I don’t think he has a favourite colour but given his wardrobe in my mind I think if someone asked him he’d probably say black, white or red! Grey too, maybe. I love asking people their favourite colour but I think if I asked him he’d be the type of mf to be like “what do you mean what’s my favourite colour? I’m not five?” 🙄 ALTHOUGH ACTUALLY now that I’m thinking about it, he’s definitely scummy enough to ask girls he’s interested about their favourite colour though!! And when they tell him he’s like “that’s my favourite colour too.” Doesn’t matter what colour she says, it’s his favourite colour 😭 (usually works too, literal scumbag… I want him so bad 😩)

Also nonnie I got a great ask about some of my characters favourite songs a little while ago and plug Sukuna was included! I added his three favourite songs so you can see that here!

Thank you for this sweetheart omggggg I love talking about this loser boy I love him dearly and I’m so happy that people love sending me fun asks about him like this! I hope ur having a wonderful day, take care my love! 💕💕

[strawbrygashez]

any hcs on p1dude and p2dude?????? :0000000

YESSSSSSS!!!!!!!!! I’m sure I’ve made lots of posts of my hcs about them in the past but that’s been a while so 😈😈😈😈😈

P1-

•He has multiple mental illnesses.. and autism.

•He has old and new sh scars

•He is a HUGE nerd. He lowkey wants someone to share all the knowledge he knows with but yknow..he’s scared of everyone and paranoid. He would say he’s fine being a loner but he really wouldn’t mind having a friend. It will just take him a while to get used to having one.

•If he makes a friend, he’s gonna be at their side all the time. He swears it’s only because he wants to protect them from others because ‘they don’t know what’s going on like he does’ but it’s really just because he wants human interaction.. so if he trusts someone somehow, they have to deal with him a lot.

But I can also see him having times where he just suddenly ghosts them bc he’s having mental breakdowns and doesn’t reach out.

•He’s shy!!! And he can have a hard time talking to others. I feel like sometimes he doesn’t even wanna talk while he’s around a friend tho, like being just around them while he works on his own thing makes him happy. He both hates and loves silence.

•Has a really hard time sleeping. He doesn’t like letting his guard down. So he stays up probably on his couch in his living room all night, gun near by until he either falls asleep or he just doesn’t go to sleep for days on end. (Which leads to him getting eye bags)

•He loves baggy clothes & clothes that just covers him up a lot in general. That’s why he decides to wear that trench coat AND sweater :/

•Has a weird relationship with religion. Sometimes he will just think about god and whatnot for hours on end but other times even slightly thinking about religion sends him into a mental breakdown.

•His hair is greasy af!!! I think he actually does have a semi normal shower schedule but he just gets the cheapest shampoo ever. That or he doesn’t even use shampoo… like he just gets his hair wet and calls it a day.

• OKAY SORRY FOR A ROMANCE HC BUT…. I think he would love someone holding his hand :3 or laying on him.. He’s very touched starved. Oh he also blushes easily 💃

• Animal lover!

P2-

•Has lots of mental issues too.. but he’s learned how to deal with them a bit better.

•He LOVES nu-metal. He’d dress even more goth if his wife wouldn’t give him shit for it.

•He’s kinda good at socializing but also not??? Like he can talk to restaurant workers and all those types of people pretty well and can actually be really friendly but he’s also accidentally really creepy. Like sometimes he zones out and will just end up looking at someone for a long time without noticing. And if he likes someone, he gets in their personal space without thinking about it as well.

And he’s also kinda easily annoyed. It doesn’t take much for him to make him feel like threatening someone lol

•Bi :3 He goes to the gay bar near his place somewhat regularly on the weekend since around the time him and his wife started having issues. (Why don’t people make fics about p2 going to that place,…like??? It’s canon he lives close to a gay club and no one does anything with it?? 😭) I think he has a male lean also.

•He’s not good at standing still most of the time. If he’s up he has to be moving in some type of way and if he’s sitting, he’s bouncing his leg.

•Tsundere. He has to make jokes or tease someone when they are being nice to him. He’s not used to it so it’s how he copes :/

•Sleeps on the couch bc his wife takes up the bed. He doesn’t wanna sleep near her or touch her anyways.

•Once he leaves him, he doesn’t clean up after himself at all in the trailer LOL so many things are just thrown around (it’s kinda canon but whatever)

•He never eats a good meal and doesn’t bother cooking for himself often. He needs someone to look after him when it comes to his health like p1. Smh

[andvys]

hi hi hi andy!!! i just read the rest of the chapters and they were SO GOOD 😭😭 IM LITERALLY SO EXCITED FOR THIS STORY and here are my little thoughts 🤭 how are you lovely? - honey anon

They’d been together for over a year and she couldn’t even remember what he liked. Should he even be surprised? No. A small thing like this still managed to hurt him. 

the way stancy never works out 💀

You were the first to jump. 

damn talk about desperation

You were friends with Billy Hargrove? 

girl now THIS is inexcusable

He stares at the one of you first, it looks as though you have cried, but you are smiling, and the only thing that covered your body was a blanket, while pushing the camera out of your face. 

ew i can't get past that sorry blondie 😭

“Fuck no. We weren’t even attracted to each other. I just, at that point we were close and I trusted him so uh.. I just wanted to do it with someone that I felt comfortable with and uh, the beer helped too, I guess,” you say with a small smile on your lips.

oh okay that's better LMAO i let out a sigh of relief

“I told him that it was wrong, what he did, that you did the right thing, that I told him time and time to lay off Max. Damn, I even slapped him across his head when he broke her skateboard.”

good for you girly

“Bla bla bla,” she rolls her eyes at him, sighing in relief when you finish up with the final touches. 

she's so me

Besides, Joyce invited you all to a formal dinner, after all. You can’t show up in jeans and a t-shirt, even Max put on a skirt today and that girl hates dresses and skirts with a passion.

max is so me!! i adore her 😭

On the drive to the Byers/Hopper house, you picked up Lucas before you made a quick stop at the store to buy a cake, none of you wanted to show up with empty hands and you didn’t know what else to get – besides the little bouquet of flowers that Lucas got for Joyce. 

i love joyce and hopper together, they're my fav stranger things ship ❤️

“Honestly, I think a girls only place would be so much cooler,” Max says to him, “just peace all the time, no boys, no stinky clothes lying around… just pure girls heaven.”

SHE'S ACTUALLY ME IF I WERE IN THIS STORY

“Oh,” Lucas smirks, looking over his shoulder at you, “he means, once you and Steve stop acting like you hate each other and you’ll fall in love and get together, you won’t only have a boyfriend, you will also have a girlfriend which is his best friend,” he wiggles his eyebrows at you. 

ROBIN

You eye her up and down, she���s wearing black dress pants, suspenders over her red blouse. Your lips curl into a smirk when your eyes meet hers. She opens her arms for you and you hug her, leaning closer to her ear, “if I was into girls, I’d be on the floor for you right now, Buckley,” you joke, suggestively. 

same

She starts chuckling, “no, I just mean because you’re so gorgeous,” she winks. “I know I’d crash the car, I’d be too busy staring at you.”

blondie should throw the men away and get with robin

“I’m craving something sweet on my lips right now, so please… Can you make me a drink?” You ask with a sickly sweet tone in your voice, not intending these words to sound so… suggestive and you don’t even notice it either. 

she knows what she's doing...

Your lips part and you start blinking, looking up at him before your eyes fall to his chest and you squirm beneath his stare. 

TENSION !!!

“W-Wait what!?” Dustin shrieks, “you’re getting married!?” 

YES CAN I BE INVITED TO THE WEDDING

His hand touches yours. His hand envelopes yours fully. His chest is almost pressed against your back. Your heart flutters and your knees almost buckle for real, this time. 

the chest against back is giving me finnick flashbacks-

“I-I didn’t know you’d be my ride tonight.”

what kind of ride ya know ;) ;) ;)

He tries not to look at you, but it’s hard not to when he for some reason feels some sort of electric pull towards you tonight. 

you know what else is hard?? ok i'll stop

Not only did he look at you like he was ready to flirt, he also placed his hand on your lower back when he led you into the living room earlier – and as though that wasn’t enough to make you crumble, he also leaned in to whisper ‘cute skirt, Blondie.’ 

i would die (in a good way)

“Do you guys want something sweet?” Steve asks, “I got ice cream in the freezer.” 

I WOULD KILL FOR SOME ICE CREAM RN OMFJHSJSHSJ

“I’m sorry,” he whispers into your ear, “it’s so tight in here.”

that's what he said-

Your whole chest is already wet from all the water you have been hit with and his angry voice irritates you. 

OMG OMG BOOBS

Robin chuckles, “should’ve kept the bra off, babe.” 

robin 🤝 me = thinking about boobs

Steve can’t see your face or the looks you are giving to the man who is staring you up and down with nothing but hunger in his eyes, but by the way you walk past him without even turning your head or looking back, he knows that you’re giving him nothing. And yet, it doesn’t stop his anger when the guy keeps checking you out, shamelessly, following you with his eyes, a smirk tugging at his lips as he looks at your ass. You’re not even aware of it as it seems and it wouldn’t be the first time. 

ANDY I HAVE A VERY IMPORTANT QUESTION. IS THIS STEVE AN ASS MAN OR A BOOBS MAN

“Munson, that girl had a sense of humor, you just have a lack of fucking tact,” Steve says, shaking his head at his friend, in pure disbelief. 

HAHAHAHA YEAH

“Thanks, Sweetheart,” he smirks at her, surprising both you and Steve with the confidence in his voice. 

EDDIE X WAITRESS !!!

He would fuck you right there on this table if he could.

idc i would be willing 🫡

He bites back the smirk as he scoops up the whipped cream off the table, with both his middle finger and ring finger, bringing them up to his lips, he looks back into your wide eyes as he places them into his mouth, watching the way you break eye contact to look at his lips. 

i would die x2

He holds the steering wheel tightly, keeping his other hand on the gearstick, dangerously close to your thigh. He keeps sneaking glances at you, at your soft skin, at the way you press your legs together, at the way your fingers play with the loose string on your shorts. 

i remember when i was doing my driving license and my instructor would sit with his legs spread so wide i once gripped his thigh instead of the gearstick

“Well, I’m going to lay out in the sun, in my new red bikini.”

girl pics or didn't happen

You almost cause his heart to stop beating, when your face is only inches away from him now, and you press your lips against his cheek, kissing him, completely shocking him, leaving him a stuttering mess. 

OMG

He slams the door shut and presses his back against it, hastily unbuckling his belt, the clinking and his heavy breathing being the only sounds to fill the room… for now. He pushes down his boxers and his pants, just enough so he can pull his dick out – his tip is an angry red, already leaking with pre cum, he spits into his hand before he wraps his hand around his aching cock.

OH MY GOD THIS IS NEW!!! THIS IS A NEW TERRITORY SOS SOS SOS

His muscles tighten as he increases the tempo, using his thumb to rub the slit as he imagines it being the tip of your tongue as you look at him with big and teary eyes. 

AAAAAA IM JUMPING IM CRYING IM SCEEAMING!!!!!!

“I’m a good driver, what are you talking about, Eds?”

me to myself every day

“Well look at what the cat dragged in,” he jokes as he steps towards you, “come here, chica.” 

I LOVE ARGYLE SO MUCH

“Wetting his dick with Heidi seems more fucking important today,” she grumbles, rolling her eyes as she raises the beer to her lips. 

NOOOO FUCK THIS GUY

“W-What are you doing, perv?” You stutter as you watch him play with the opening of your towel. 

ITS HAPPENING EVERYBODY STAY CALM!! (IM NOT)

Steve is kissing you. 

YESSSSSSS

“None of that,” he murmurs as he leans over, his hands digging between your ass and the mattress as he suddenly pulls you to the edge of the bed, dropping to his knees before you, he throws your legs over his shoulder and looks up at you with hooded eyes, “I need to hear you first.” 

IM DYING IM DEAD !!!!

He eats you out slowly, yet desperately, fingers and tongue now working together to unravel you. His eyes are closed and he keeps moaning and whimpering as saliva runs down his chin. He looks so content, so pleased from only this. 

THIS IS SO FUCKING GOOD IM SPEECHLESS

“O-Oh fuck…” He shudders, eyes nearly closing at only that. 

my reaction exactly

“You take me so well, holy shit, Blondie,” he whimpers, voicing out his thoughts, brows scrunching together as he watches you, your lips parted, moans that he only ever dreamt of leaving you. “L-Look at you, fuck. If I knew that my cock would shut you up, I would’ve done this a long time ago.” 

OH MY GOD??? ANDY THIS IS--- 😭🤭

Your tears fall freely, your whimpers turning into cries the moment his thumb finds your clit again. 

MY STOMACH IS DOING THE THING

“I know, I know…” He coos, letting his face fall into the crook of your neck. 

HE KNOWS 😫😫😫

He scratches the back of his neck, pressing his lips together as he watches you fall asleep so quickly. He can’t help but feel smug as he looks at the way your thighs are trembling still. 

no cuddles my girl just went straight in 😭

HIIII BESTIE <333 YOU HAVE BEEN MISSED! AND THIS JUST MADE MY DAY OMFG 😭 IM SO HAPPY YOU LIKED THE CHAPTERS!!! (I am currently working on the next one hehe)

YOUR REACTION TO BILLY MADE ME GIGGLE -- I feel the same, don't worry LMFAO

TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTION: I genuinely think he's both, although I kinda lean more towards ass man in this one, I don't know why -- he'd still bury his face in your boobs though no question asked. but he will grab your ass every chance he gets so...

IM GLAD YOU LIKED THE SMUT 🤭 I HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH THIS ONE

ALSO STOPPPPP THE PART WITH THE DRIVING INSTRUCTOR MADE ME BURST OUT LAUGHING THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN SO EMBARRASSING LMFAOOOOO

& I'm doing good! I've been writing a lot and enjoying the sun (finally) 😌 how are you, love???

[baflegacy]

21, 22, 23, 24 for the ask game? :)

aahh tysm!!

21.) Share your favorite piece of dialogue

this part from lmtbgs is a personal fave 😁 i just think it was incredibly silly to have them spell out what they wanna do and Still Not Really Getting It

“Well, I mean—i-it looked like you were having a good time and—and I hate to be the one to leave you high and dry, so.” Amanda’s face reddens. (Oh my god, what the fuck is she saying— ) “Maybe I could…help. Help you. Help you with your problem.”

The shorter of the two gapes at her, and now Amanda feels like she’s the one who’s gonna go into a panic attack until Angela speaks up. “You want…to help me. Get my rockers off.” She says slowly. “After hearing me have a wet dream about you.”

Amanda shrugs. “Looked like it was a good dream.”

22.) Share an excerpt from your favorite scene

this one from close my eyes is. Yeah.

Angela can see it so clearly that it feels like it's a movie playing in front of her: them, living together, in some busy area in Downtown LA. Amanda will make her a cup of tea during a hectic Friday night and she’ll complain that she wanted a coffee, babe, but she’ll still kiss the underside of Amanda’s jaw as she’s handed the mug, puffs of hot chamomile and lavender wafting between them. She’ll curl around Amanda at two in the morning and vehemently deny it when teased by the other woman, but she knows the next night they sleep Amanda will be the one to tuck her head in the crook of Angela’s neck. The taller of the two will complain about the leaky faucet in the bathroom every couple of days to the point where Angela’s ‘forced’ to borrow a toolbox from Damien to try and fix it, and once Amanda spots her playing handyman, eyes dark and hungry, she’ll have no choice but to get pulled into their bedroom.

23.) Share the final version of a sentence or paragraph you struggled with. What about it was challenging? Are you happy with how it turned out?

this part from it’s a risk was a hard one bc i wasnt sure how to end the fic, but i Did want to write them switching clothes as a way to let chanse know they hooked up!

“Why’s everyone shouting alrea—oh, hey.” She hears Amanda say. She turns around, both of their faces red. She notices Amanda wearing her flannel, just small enough on her to barely cover the hickey on her collarbone.

“Fuck.” Amanda winces, once she sees what’s Angela wearing. “That’s my jacket, isn’t it.”

24.) What's something that surprised you while you were working on a fic? Did it change the story?

delores’ backstory in your love is tough was the most surprising because i already had some vague idea of what was gonna be her backstory and then BOOM it was similar to her actual backstory in the flashback/dream ep in sword af 😭 i wasnt Exactly right but i was close so i had to change it up a bit so it would fit with the backstory that was canon!

send some fic writer asks!

[ch4rm4ine]

Hello.

I'm feeling tired lately. Not physically tired, but mentally tired. I'm drained. I feel frustrated, irritated, tired, disappointed, etc.

I just don't feel good 😔

I'm... I can't explain. I don't. I'm trying to cheer up myself but I ended up sighing. Endless sighs.

I'm doing okay on my job, I even get recognized on my hard work. I don't know why am I feeling this right now. I just hate it. I tried to cover it with happy thoughts, watching funny videos, I even watched anime. Still.. at this very moment I want to screammmmmmmmmmmmmm 😭

I feel like I'm wasting my time. I'm not even exercising lately and yet I want to lose some weight 😭 I want to save money but the expenses keep spiking, and making great memories is so costly nowadays 😔

I just wanted to be happy, yet I'm here thinking a lot of things ahead. Thinking of my future.. my parents' health.. our expenses.. my dreams.. things I wanted to do.. my hobbies.. my health.. my body.. thinking about my clothes.. my siblings.. my cats.. my work.. I'm tired of thinking 😭

It's either I want to scream at the top of a mountain.. or I want to lie down the shore and relax listening to ocean waves 😔

I want peace of mind. A peace that will last. Not a temporary. But the state that I will be at ease most of the time.

Lord Jesus Christ help me. Give me the strength to go on 🙏😔

I'm tired of telling myself 'i can do this'.. because it's obviously I can't 😔

I want to go for a walk.. alone.

I'm wishing that the Universe will give me great happiness. PLEASE MAKE ME RICH, MAKE ME AND MY FAMILY BE HEALTHY 😭

I'm tired.

[dejwrites]

Pssst *opens wallet* how much for a Shuya angst fic—after what we just talked about my mind is spinning😭😭

HE WAS SURE HE GOT HIS ANGER FROM HIS FATHER. When you grow up witnessing your father use his hands to express his anger in such a bloody way, what do you expect? Perhaps Shuya's words were a bit harsh. He was a blunt person. An asshole by nature if you asked some. The ones whose face he bashed in when they were late on paying their debt off. Large rough hands that have been stained with others' blood countless times. Burning up his own clothes with blood splatters on them. Being his father's son was the reason he was such an angry man.

Currently passing back and forth in his office, fingers combing through his messy hair, tie to his nicely tailored suit loosened around his neck. Despite hating his father's guts, Shuya still hated to disappoint the guy. So finding out a man who was in debt with his father had fleed New York City caused the eldest Sato brother to grow easy. Guzzling down the expensive scotch in his glass before eventually grabbing the bottle and taking a long sip from it. He's plopping down in the large black chair, his youngest brother on FaceTime on the giant Apple desktop computer screen.

"Don't panic, we have men in each state that could track him down. Plus dad's been getting sicker and sicker, he probably doesn't even fuckin' remember who owes him," Shao answered truthfully. "But we gotta find him, people find out people that are in debt with us is getting away...it's not a good look."

"I know that Shao. Thanks for being fucking captain obvious," Shuya rudely spat at his brother as his head fell back on the chair he was sitting in.

"No need to get rude, asshole, but I have to go. I have to officially finalize this deal with this gang." Shao says. "Just don't stress out about it, make your men work overtime to try to locate him. For all we know, he probably still in New York City."

The call ended leaving Shuya alone with his own thoughts. Even when his father was close to croaking, he still could feel the harsh burden burning at the pit of his stomach at the thought of disappointing him. He took another sip of his alcohol hearing his office door creak open. When he saw the beautiful woman at his door frame, on usual days his cock would instantly get hard at the sight of her. Tugging her in for a stern kiss while his large hands cup at her asscheeks. She always playfully pushes him claiming that his version of PDA is gross. [Y/N].

He didn't really want to be bothered right now. Especially with the shit that's been piling up on his plate at the moment.

"I don't really want to be bothered right now [Y/N], I'll get my driver to drive you back home." Shuya firmly said as his eyes were glued to his phone attempting to get updates on the current situation.

"But you promised we'll go out to dinner tonight. I spent two hours getting ready and you're not even properly dressed and you're already drinking," [Y/N] lip gloss-covered lips parter. Her arms crossed over her chest. Her skin already radiating so much heat in annoyance. He didn't even bother to look at her and take in her beauty.

"I said I don't want to be bothered right now." Shuya firmly repeated as he's leaning over, taking another sip of the alcohol in the bottle.

"You said that last time." [Y/N] argued. Even though he had already made up for canceling the last date (at the last minute), it still pierced her heart even thinking about it. So here the young woman was challenging the eldest Sato brother with so much confidence.

"I know what I fuckin' said. I made up for it, didn't I? You're literally wearing it." Shuya spat at her as his brown-colored eyes went back to his phone.

[Y/N]'s mouth gasps open. Her hands are firmly placed on his desk as she's leaning forward. "Is it another woman? I know you seem to can't keep your shit in your pants Shu, so I wouldn't be shocked if you fucked another woman."

"You're pushing it [Y/N]. Just go home, we'll talk about it tomorrow. I just have-"

"No, we're going to talk about right now. Are you fucking other women?"

Shuya's nostrils flare as he's breathing in a sharp breath. He was getting frustrated at her actions, her words. No, it wasn't frustration. It was annoying. Why couldn't she understand that he just didn't want to be bothered right now? He had shit to clear up right now.

But instead of communicating that with her. He chose the same route his father used to do with his mother, pushing her away.

"Do you want me to fuck other women? I can call up Isabella right now and fuck her right here in front of you." Shuya says as he looks at her. The same challenging eyes that she once was giving him softened. That tug some strings.

"You're such an asshole, go-ahead..go fuck Isabella. I don't care."

"I will and I'm going to enjoy it too," Shuya says. He's really watching himself ruin a perfect relationship.

[Y/N] lips parted to argue, but instead, she twirled around in her red bottoms leaving his office. The door slammed shut so aggressively behind her it caused a picture that was on the wall to collapse to the floor.

Shuya's head fell back into the chair once again as he took a sip out of the bottle once again. His hands trembling out of stress, frustration, and anger.

"FUCK!" He would yell before tossing the bottle halfway across the room as it collided with the light-colored walls.

There you go Shuya Sato pushing away people again?

[dervampireprince]

Aw, don't cry love, or well if you need to cry I'm here for you, gonna squish you into the biggest warmest hug you've ever gotten 💕

You look so handsome, I promise, such a pretty face and lovely eyes you have. All your looks are stunning, and Gods I love LOVE how your masc Jinx cosplay is looking so far.

I know insecurities are terrible, and more so dysphoria, but hey, you look like a fantastic handsome boy to me with an astonishing voice to boot, so you should have nothing to worry about and be as proud of yourself as I am 💙

...it's not even just dysphoria i kinda had a rush of dysmorphia earlier today preparing to make these posts and looking at my instagram and hating all the photos of me on there and i wasn't sure i was going to go through with this at all until i decided to just use a tiktok instead

oh you saw jinx! i worked so hard making fishbones and now i'm all sad i can't bring it with me to comic cons because trains said no it's too big. i quickly made the hand gun last night so i'm going to take that instead ohoh but oh i'm glad because yes even though i'm cosplaying jinx i'm cosplaying jinx as a trans man, 'genderbending' if you want to use that term, switching jinx's gender to be a trans man, covering myself in trans and pronoun pins, ditching the cosplay i bought and just wearing my own clothes and the jinx wig

but oh.... 😭 today's been overwhelming and emotionally exhausting and hugs would be very nice right now, i have my ears on and a care bear in my lap and a good snuggle would be real nice and i'll probably fall asleep soon but i want to wake up early in the morning because i want to make bread in the morning (as in literally make bread) because i realised oops i haven't done it since october and my flour is out of date in 2 weeks and i won't have time any other day than tomorrow. busy long weekend ahead travelling and then when i get back i have some sewing to do and hopefully between that i can still be chatting on here

[pen1ag0n]

*clasps hands* You... you get it TwT crotch grabs, omg, I kinda wince every time. It's still hard being a Rain fan (I'm old), he does so many of them. I also wonder if idols are uncomfortable and get used to those kinds of things, or if they enjoy them right off the bat. But yes, aesthetics #1! I will not blink at tasteful nudes, but as soon as it becomes over performative/exploitative , I have to look through half-covered eyes.

Not exactly 90s, but I instantly thought about "Get Outta My Way" by Kylie Minogue--aesthetically pleasing (to me), with a bunch of barely dressed dudes around Kylie, who is powerfully dominating the center.

Also, don't worry, your typos are minor and your text is understandable XD

*highfive* that 2012-2016 era of bg choreos... i hated it. i thought i'm the only one really, it felt like people always focused on gg doing sexy concepts but not at the teenagers doing suggestive shit... sexy concepts can be empowering, i just doubt a 15yo who slept 2hrs, drank 2l of americano and was given meds to push it through... really signed up for this

Rain stages can be so hard to watch sometimes, so only listen to the songs... 30 Sexy was so over the top, it lacked any substance. at least he gave us I Do or How To Avoid the Sun. then again... Love Song 🙈🙈🙈

omg Kylie 😭😭 i love her 😭😭 the outfits during her tours, both for her and her dancers, can be revealing but it never feels exploitative and over the top? it's more like another element in the show, especially her later concerts feel very empowering. that one All The Lovers performance... also Put Yourself in My Place music video, where she slowly takes off all her gear and clothes, floating in a space ship... i think it works because it doesn't pretend to be something it's not? yea it's nudity, sensuality and that's it, there's nothing too .. idk intellectualized? or 'look at me i'm naked!!'.. who cares lol. makes me wonder why do we need to make elaborate reasons to take clothes off, it's just .. a body. bone and tissue. nudity and suggestive stuff can get raunchy, but at the same time i don't think it always has to be put in a context. there is a thin line... but sometimes people are just horny (Hutazone for example)

[creepweirdo]

hey emily! and omg they weren’t my faves lol they never covered that track! plus i doubt they would change the lyrics. i’m glad you enjoyed the cover though. yeah idk i don’t really read genderbent fics which cuts down on the wlw stories and there aren’t enough out there 😭 idk the yuri on ice soundtrack even tho i loved it so i’ll go listen! it can remind me before the new stuff comes out. oh that’s a good idea about the donghua it might help my pandemic brain to focus.

my kpop mutual did send me some art of san lang? and pointed out he looked like my bias which i admit intrigued me into trying to read it. i like all sorts of games, on my switch, rdr2, zelda. i don’t play that much but it’s a nice break if i can’t focus on reading. ive not got far in cp2077 yet but its fun! button mashing is the only way to play. your cc💜

I FORGOT QUESTIONS wow what a terrible cc. for mdzs what sect would you be in/like to join? and what is one thing that can instantly make your day better?

hi classified cultivator!!! 

ALSO WARNING FOR MY LACK OF EMOJIS </3 im writing this on my laptop lol)

whoops sorry that i've been MIA for the last couple of days - i’ve been a slave to capitalism :(((((((((((((((

LMAO that’s so funny that they weren’t your faves!! AND OH HOW INTERESTING - i think i will HAVE to stan them for not changing the gender of the song !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how exciting was the yuri on ice news !!! ahhhhh i totally lost my mind - i didn’t even believe the news at first but if this year has told us anything its that tumblr/twitter memes are the only way to find out about world/fandom news!!!

LMAO IM HOPING IT WAS FROM THE MANHUA (see below haha) !!!!!! BC I AM !!!!!! LOOKING RESPECTFULLY AND AS A LESBIAN OF COURSE BUT AHHHH WHY IS DRAWING SO FINE!!

oooo reading!! Is it mostly fanfic or are you blessed with the ability to read actually books????!!!!! I would love to be able to read a real book one day hahahah O_O

LMAOOOO HAHAH NOOO ur not terrible lol - okay!!! so this is actually really hard. a sect i’d like to be a part of is the lan sect LOL. like, i am pretty lame and have always felt bad if I don’t follow the rules set out for me. and it would be so nice to be up in the nice and cool and tranquil mountains (it’s summer for me rn and im hating my life). AND i actually think the white and light blue uniform/robe/clothes colours are so cute/pretty. and i would like the set and rigid framework life would give me there (i don’t really like spontaneous change hahah it stresses me out so much)

HOWEVER i would like to think that i would leave the lan sect once becoming a senior disciple and become a rouge cultivator bc my world view would have opened up and i would have realised that i can do so much more good for the people by being a rouge cultivator. (OMG not me making up this self insert scenario LOL)

OH AHAHAH this is so lame and such an introvert thing but one thing that can instantly make my day better is when i can have time alone and can decompress!!! especially after social catch ups and work!!! i need that time to myself or else i feel like i'm gonna go insane!! basically me spending time on tumblr and laughing at stupid memes and crying at mdzs makes my day instantly better ahaha <3 it’s a necessity LMAO

hahaha thank you for your questions!!! what sect would you wanna be in/join? and yeah, that’s a cool question - what is one thing that can instantly make your day better?