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#and i can't think of anyone else rn
alexvacice · 1 year
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I've come to realise that the bitter ex dynamic is the best ship dynamic and I don't think any other could beat it.
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socksandbuttons · 7 months
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Many in the fandom accuse Lunar of being "childish", but today seeing Blood Moon throw such a violent and illogical tantrum over Monty's preference for Lunar really makes me think that, rather than being crazy, they are a couple of children. small and very spoiled, without control of his emotions
dfbdjk I mean in a sense yeah! Theyre not 'spoiled' though. Straight up neglected and dont know how to handle it without some type of outlet (Monty in this case cause literally before they did not care. Theyre projecting onto Monty when very much they're not even their creator despite giving them a body. Killcode isn't around, Eclipse is DEAD. They want a family and were gonna project to the one person who didn't 'use' them. Until Ruin manipulated this situation.) You can compare them to spoiled children tho, with how ruin treats them soemtimes. It's just obvious that they're handling something they don't know how to handle and are throwing at the one person who they can (Lunar getting special treatment, replacement, being a tool etc etc) Bloodmoon has a bunch of things to unpack here an there and theyre not even aware of it. And Ruin KNOWS that.
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averlym · 9 months
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(it hurts it hurts it hurts )
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"i mess up things and then i don't have the energy to fix them up" yes brain true sentence but no brain the appropriate response is NOT "therefore i should kill myself (and here's how)"
#tw suicide#i wish i was joking#i am just so so tired of keeping myself alive! can't someone else do it for a change? or better yet kill me??#said something to the emergency room psych#she queried it and i confirmed i had said precisely what i intended#she blinked and said 'i usually hear that from jaded forty year olds not twenty year olds'#i won't share what because it was a highly specific explanation of precisely how i might see myself suiciding or how/whether i thought i#could. she asked me and i answered. apparently she wasn't expecting that level of detail and confidence#is it funny to anyone else that i always struggle with confidence but i can confidently tell her specifics about suicide thoughts?#this is reminding me of the fifteen year old yesterday i was conversing with and he randomly started listing all the suicide methods he#could think of and i was internally like you missed a dozen i can think of. didn't say that obvs#i don't know i am. tired. of everything. and i had a long and good conversation with an older woman from church last night (mother of the#boy. i have confided in her before she's great)#she's hte only person irl who now knows about the second suicide attempt (tho she doesn't know it was the second) and she was encouraging m#to see the psych and escalate care#but all day ive been regretting telling the psych or bro or anyone honestly#it would be so much EASIER to have said nothing and gone through with my plan#i wouldn't trust myself not to rn if i had access#i mean. i know multiple ways in this room i could kill myself. but i won't#there's a couple of specific methods that are most of the thoughts usually so they're the specific ones i gotta watch out for more if that#makes sense#ooh gosh im rambling i should shut up xD#personal#puddleglum hours
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spending my whole life trying and trying and trying and trying to be good enough for people who don't give a fuck about me
#im so tired living seems pointless why am i doing this what is the reason#the firm i work at is going thru a merger so it's releasing all the interns except 2#i went into her office and said that id like to stay here bc my dad said so bc i got in cause he was friends with the head#and she said ill think about it based on performance ive not decided yet#and this other guy he went in to tell her that cool he'll leave and she told him that she was hoping that he'd stay#he literally does nothing but play games on his phone he doesn't work at all#i have no idea what he has that i don't#but just. im stuck like this forever right never ever good enough for people i like or care about#not for parents they have a diff fav child not for ex gf not for bestie who has a boyfriend much better at loving her than me#not for that one guy who rejected me in interview bc i don't read the newspaper and didn't know the date of the finance act#im so fucking sick of this i never even wanted to this fuckinh course and obviously even my best isn't enough and ofc im not good enough#for anyone in this field and ill just struggle and struggle and struggle all my life just to earn some fucking money so i can live away#from my sociopathic parents#and the worst part is that i can't stop feeling like maybe it IS me yk maybe i am the problem maybe im not trying hard enough#but how else am i supposed to handle this i prioritize my studies and lose all my friends i prioritise my friends and fail in d#exams#and the trauma keeps on coming every fucking day bc sociopathic parents but i jsut push it down and say not rn i will cry at night anx then#never cry#i wish someone would just tell me that idk you're wrong you're not made for this you really do have some mental illness and you're really#trying your best and do something that's easy and that you love doing#oh god this is now a ventpost#mes
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lemonyinks · 5 months
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I feel as though so many people failed Lori.
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mattodore · 1 year
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hello, do you have any recommendations for TV shows?
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you want my opinions? you're interested in MY taste? omg... okay
the x files <3
twin peaks
succession
severance
pose
chewing gum
fleabag
the bear
i may destroy you (look up the trigger warnings first... this is a life changing show PLEASE watch it but like be careful)
hannibal
yellowjackets
killing eve but like just the first two seasons
the wilds (EYE personally liked the boy season sawrry... if you watch this one check the trigger warnings too)
man like mobeen
mythic quest
we are lady parts
derry girls
fresh prince of bel air
the nanny
abbott elementary
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sonego · 6 months
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how do israeli soldiers live with themselves. how
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oifaaa · 2 years
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Since Jason's hero name was Puck iirc, maybe his new one should also be based off of classic literature. There are plenty of characters you could use to base a name on. Or if you want to be edgy, you could always call him "Ghost" or something similar lmao.
Don't really like Ghost just bc unless it's like ghost maker it really has the same problem as phoenix in that it kinda implies you have ghost powers which Jason does not he's not even dead anymore that being said I do like the idea of a classic lit character name just as a evolution of his og name being Puck
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sibelin · 1 year
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i'm so very sorry for the intense mood swings these days.
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heybaetae · 6 months
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chenziee · 2 years
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The knowledge of the eternal youth surgery and what it does to the user implies there was at least one successful operation in history
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this is a stupid question but what are you supposed to do when you try to put an earring in and your ear starts bleeding, like a lot. hypothetically. if someone was apparently too stupid to put an earring in right, or something. and if that someone had a habit of fainting when seeing or thinking about wounds/injuries of any kind. the hypothetical piercing is like 3 months old and healed, but still a little sensitive.
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heatobrienswife · 1 year
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half-doomed · 1 year
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Tagged by @infintyonhigh​, thanks isa!
choose an artist you like and use the names of their songs to answer these questions as closely to the truth as possible!
ARTIST CHOSEN: idkhow because i like a challenge
what is your gender?: clusterhug
describe yourself: razzmatazz
how do you feel?: leave me alone
if you could go anywhere where would it be?: door
who is/describe your best friend(s): debra
your favorite time of day: kiss goodnight
if your life was a tv show, what would it be called: nobody likes the opening band
what is life to you?: new invention
relationship status: from the gallows
what do you fear?: absinthe
Tagging @coulson-is-an-avenger @methaim @iggy-flump @vanweezer @neoncomets and anyone else who wants to do it (:
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astrxealis · 1 year
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my head.. so full of themis thoughts...
indulge me for a second and imagine modern au!themis with me......
i paused seeing this ask oh my GOD esther !!! modern au!themis wwhwbwhwbwhbhbwhbajbjge he makes my mind go Haywire. themis. themis. him taking you to a fancy dinner in a suit and taking his hand in yours. lil sweet texts from themis (i feel like he'd be the kind to always say gm and gn tbh or maybe i just want him to LMAO). going to a bookstore and kind of finding each other between the shelves and all. reading together quietly in a library. watching a movie and he can't help but stare at you for a bit instead. early mornings in bed. themis would look so good in modern clothes too oh my GOD. dancing to music in the night, late night adventures out. it's nice walking with him, hand holding yours or around your waist! or yk. driving. heheh. listening to music with one earbud each, themis laying a head on your shoulder. i feel like yeah modern au but themis would like to send little letters! and also leave little notes in the morning. he's so sweet and cute djbdjdhsksnksd. getting back from an errand or school or work and him melting in your arms immediately. or the utter delight in the smile on his face as he rushes to welcome you back home. morning routines together (him being a lil mischievous, too). walking around together and the whole time he has a smile on his face as he holds your hands because he's just happy to be with you. him noticing something you're eyeing, and so he gets it for you! cheeky smile and puppy eyes, you can't say no at all. also likes winning prizes for you so true. wearing his hoodie fjsvsjbsdn. yeah. modern au!themis. also i think dressing him up would he really cool bcs he'd look good in anything tbh. he's the prettiest ever
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