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what is this??? the consequences of all my actions???? I didn’t sign up for this
#i procrastinated until the last possible second to do this 3d assignment only to find out Right Now#that this assignment is a continuation of another assignment the teacher gave us a few weeks ago that I Did Not Do#the teacher be like ‘export this from your scene’#which scene?????#I got a zero for that assignment i have nothing#bruh#so now i basically have like#four hours left to do this#and i don’t even know how to start#the urge to give up and get a zero again is so big#why do i have to do this let me keep my 2d classes and take this wretched 3d away from me#beedragony life stuff#btw i procrastinated cuz i was reading the newest aftg book#i wanna give up on this and go reread the book again#send help
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can’t let go of laila’s “would it kill you to fuck someone who respects you?” because there is two sides to jeremy’s poor choices in my opinion. on the one hand, i think he’s pretty aware that the guys he picks are disrespectful assholes and picks them for that exact reason. we know that jeremy mostly avoids talking about his past. he even tends to lie about it or at least talk around it. so hooking up with people who don’t respect him works out great for him because the thing about disrespectful assholes is that they don’t care about emotional intimacy or getting to know him—there is safety in that kind of distance. and even if there is a rejection, it’s not a rejection of him, because they don’t really know him. but it’s still a way to experience a counterfeit kind of closeness. on the other hand, i also believe there’s this ugly small part of him that thinks this is the kind of love he deserves. the kind of love he was taught to think he deserves and learned from every barbed and disrespectful comment thrown his way by his family. amd now he keeps reaffirming this belief with every partner he choses who doesn’t care about him beyond what he has to offer in bed, who doesn’t check up on him unless they’re looking for a quick hookup, who roughens him up non-consensually.
so yeah, to jeremy fucking someone who respects him probably feels like handing them everything they’d need to kill him—because it would mean he’d have to open up and make himself vulnerable enough to invite a level of trust and intimacy and love into that type of relationship that could be ripped away or turn into digust, leaving him feeling more rejected and abandoned and isolated than he already does.
#ofc this is not all there is to him but if you get it you get it.#also. don’t even get me start on all this in connection with the jerejean dynamic.#i feel insane. i can’t believe i’ll have to wait for book 3.#i don’t know how i’ll survive i miss them so much already.#jeremy know#jerejean#the golden raven#tgr#tgr spoilers#mish reads tsc#mish reads tgr
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Bulk post of my weekly illustrations!
#mushyrt#svsss#2ha#rotbb#scum villian self saving system#dumb husky and his white cat shizun#return of the mount hua sect#rotmhs#illustration#I DID SO MANYYYY#I don’t know how tf I manage to do one of these every week#I don’t even know how long it!s been since I’ve started it
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Not to get overly sentimental but rap beef is honestly such a creative form of expression. Like we’re going to hold off on kicking the shit out of each other and calling up shooters to make clever rhymes about each other and get the common man saying words like ‘double entendre.’
Here’s a couple of suggestions of other diss tracks to listen to if you’ve found you’ve liked bitchy poetry:
Ether - Nas (2001) - diss track vs Jay Z & widely considered to be one of the best diss tracks ever released. It’s a response to Jay Z’s diss ‘Takeover’ which at the time of its release left people thinking Nas’ career was over and then Nas uno reversed that shit with Ether and it’s still considered to be a miracle that Jay Z managed to maintain his fame.
Hit ‘em up - 2Pac (1996) -diss track vs Biggie & Bad Boy records. Part of the East Coast / West Coast beef. 2Pac was shot 5 times and survived and Biggie released a song called ‘Who Shot Ya.’ Hit em up is Pac’s response and it’s iconic. Plus the tune is groovy as shit.
Real Muthaphuckkin’ G’s - Eazy E (1993) - Dr Dre left his group NWA over a dispute about contracts/pay. He later released a song called ‘Fuck with Dre Day’ where he had a go at Eazy E (the lead rapper of NWA). Eazy released this in response and it’s another groovy, west coast banger.
Story of Adidon- Pusha T (2018) - Pusha T walked so Kendrick Lamar could run. Need I say more.
No Vaseline - Ice Cube (1991) - vs remaining members of NWA. Cube was the first to leave NWA over contracts/pay disputes. The remaining members released an album, with subtle disses against him. Ice Cube, as Ice Cube does, got pissed.
Life’s on the Line - 50 Cent (2003) - adding this because 50 Cent hates as easily as he breathes and it’s something to marvel at. His beef with Ja Rule started in ‘99 when Ja Rule was robbed by 50’s people and then one thing lead to another and 50 was stabbed and then he was shot 9 times. ‘Time is the best medicine-‘ no. no it’s not. If anything 50 gets angrier through the years. 19 years later 50 bought 200 tickets to Ja Rule’s concert so the front rows were completely empty.
#maybe i’m just being hormonal but what a weirdly wholesome way to channel anger#this beef has resulted in some of Kendrick’s best work since DAMN#‘grown men rap beefing-’ STFU#rap started off with slam poetry this is how the culture was born#kendrick lamar#drake#kendrick vs drake#hip hop#2pac#edited to add no vaseline cuz i don’t even know how i forgot that#thanks person who tagged it
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prompt failed he thought it was pretty sick actually
(👍if you ship scc go away)
#the art gallery#deltarune#scc#capsei#anyway so i actually had already started drawing the first image before receiving the ask ! it just gave me an idea for a sort of follow up#being The Rest Of The Comic#anyway the conceit here is like. ralsei asked them to build/repair soemthing Hence Why Ralsei Is There#also i worry that it’s not clear this is castle town with hie#with how Red everything is when castle town is normally dark purpley-blue(mostly black)#It’s Just Hot. and castle town is within a school closet you KNOW it’s stuffy and humid. they don’t even keep classrooms cool.…… nightmare
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i don’t think we talk enough about declan being equally as down bad and ‘all or nothing’ with romance as ronan is. like yes ronan said he would start wars and burn cities for adam’s true smile, begged god for adam after he first saw him and fortuitously had all his objects of worship were in one downtown block etc but ronan had known adam atleast 18 months at this stage. whereas declan really risked it all to get tyrian purple overnight for a first date gift after ONE conversation…the man was discussing their marriage as a ‘when’ not an ‘if’ before we even saw them kiss like what’s his excuse lmaoo
#and I know he went all in bc he never could before and honestly this is the only accurate way to respond to Jordan’s presence#like your real king it’s ok I understand#and I know that there is a deeper character growth at play with their relationship development and I could get into the analysis of it#but on a surface level this is really funny to me#like Declan is scowling over Ronan telling Adam his secrets in cdth acting like Adam is a loose thread#but then proceeds to upend his life for Jordan after probably 2 week-2months of knowing her#I love men who love like this to be clear#at dinner someone makes a joke abt ronan being downbad for adam early on and declan is joining the teasing & jordan is like hm remember when#the person teasing ronan is either henesssy or adam himself#like ronan jokes about how gross and romantic bluesey is or soemthing when asked how their friends are doing#and adams like don’t let him fool you he made me a mixtape before we got together all teasing#and henessey is like pffft I saw some class A pining from this fucker#and right when Declan joins in Jordan is like lmao Declan you mentioned our wedding before we kissed don’t even try to tease your brother rn#and then Matthew starts asking questions that unintentionally embarrass both his brothers abt them being romantic#and Declan and Ronan are sitting there embarrassed and glaring at each other out of annoyance and also solidarity#but also they wouldn’t change a thing and are secretly proud that they love their partners so much#the urge to write jordeclan with background pynch fanfiction is returning#declan lynch#ronan lynch#the raven cycle#trc#tdt#the dreamer trilogy#adam parrish#jordan hennessy
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I love Raph and haven’t said that enough so to be more specific I love that Raph is a soft boy who loves bear plushies, a gross boy who eats an assortment of things that are definitely better left alone, a smart boy who is more than capable of taking down villains through planning and fortitude alike, a strong boy who is dedicated to training his muscles and fighting prowess, a teenage boy who loves his brothers but is more than happy to tease and roughhouse with them, an angry boy who sometimes lets his anger take a hold of him to cover the fear, a gentle boy who is generous with hugs and affirmations to those he loves, a capable boy who takes on more than should ever be expected of a teenager, a good boy who just wants to be a hero and slowly comes to realize the cost of that duty, a good boy who has no reservations about putting himself in the way of harm coming to his family, a good boy who’s a great brother and son and person and deserves only the best the world has to offer.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt raph#rise raph#he’s so wonderful frfr#my poor boy is traumatized but still so proud of what they accomplished because they’re HEROES#what started as something fun - Saturday morning cartoon-like heroes vs villains esque - soon becomes his calling#and he loses himself a little along the way#because the world is TERRIFYING now#if they don’t do something about the bad things in the world then worse things will come#and Raph CARES too much to let it happen#even at the expense of his own happiness and youth#and he luckily reigns back that fear - knowing his family is there to keep an eye out with him#and he finally lets himself be a kid again#he’s very well rounded and his flaws are so good because (like the others) they are ALSO his strengths#I like how it’s softly implied that bears are his fav animal too bc that’s cute af#headcanon that he likes them so much because a stuffed bear was the first toy splinter managed to get Raph#but yeah one of my favorite things about tmnt is that the characters are well rounded and rottmnt exemplifies that immensely#with raph being no exception!!#amazing big brother and character#there’s a REASON in my tmnt main character tierlist he’s S tier!!!!#hot take but in terms of who should be leader I think it should be less who’s the better leader-#-and more who’s the better leader FOR THIS SPECIFIC MISSION#bc all four can be great leaders fight me on that#APRIL can as well 100%#doesn’t need a designated leader for them to succeed#they just need ~communication~#one of my favorite things tying Raph and Leo together is that they both *hide*#I’ve talked about Leo’s many masks a lot but Raph has one too#and it’s the mask of a hero - the mask of the protector
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Prompt 169
Danny is from a world where everyone has wings, even if most have long since lost the ability to fly. Something about loading and aspect ratio, wings being too small, body too heavy, now mostly used as display, whatever.
It doesn’t matter even if he had blueprints from when he was like six of a jetpack to help fly. It won’t work anyway and hey, he has his ghost form! Which uh, might be perhaps, affecting his wings which were maybe sort of scorched black and practically down to the bone thanks to the accident.
It doesn’t matter, he swears. Though he’s admittedly relieved to see the new feathers growing in are different from Dan’s angry sunset. Even if they’re not even supposed to be able to grow back. Alright, this is fine, no one is going to notice! It’s not like everyone knows about the poor Fenton kid whose wings were absolutely destroyed thanks to an accident! It’s fine.
He’s not flying in a half-panic towards the Far Frozen while crying because his wings are coming back and he’s so scared. He didn’t panic and instantly fled the moment Jazz pointed them out while changing the bandages.
He definitely didn’t trip over something while wiping away said tears and blacking out from all the stress and all of his problems that he definitely mentioned to someone and isn’t keeping a secret. Definitely.
Hawkwoman and Hawkman would like everyone to know that neither of them were expecting a very small child to be spat out of the villain of that week’s machine that should definitely not be a portal. A very small child, maybe nine or ten, with a multitude of concerning wounds both old and fresh. Which isn’t even beginning to touch on the wings.
Feathered, like baby down despite the gnarled scars, unlike their own metallic, with the beginning of tiny specklings like stars amidst the darker fuzz peeking from the wounded flesh.
Who?! Who dared?! It’s (at least to the forever reincarnating duo) a literal baby! They still have down! Tiny baby fuzz! Was it the portal?! Oh this villain is going to taste their maces for causing this if that’s the case!
The rest of the Justice League would honestly like to know what just happened and are honestly unsure on if they should stop the two…
#dcxdp#dpxdc#prompts#wing au#Shayera & Carter: THAT IS A BABY#Danny who is still very distressed when he wakes up: I don’t know what’s going on & might start crying at any moment#He got brought to the Watchtower#Y’know what make it where his world is similar to a Flashpoint timeline & that’s why JL never came#He has no idea why he’s tiny and just wanted to go to one of his caretakers#The League is trying to figure out how to get this kid home but also subtly asking how his home life is#Danny: Oh I guess my bio-parent’s house is dangerous but my caretaker’s homes are really cool and safe!#The JL now think this child is in foster care of some sort in his world#Danny does nothing to dissuade this assumption#Honestly it’s really freaky for him to see people without wings & maybe clings to Hawkwoman & Hawkman#Look their wings might be metallic but at least they have them & he can actually recognize their body language#How can anyone deal with not being able to express with wings?!#Even if his were completely scorched from the Accident he could still move them and such!
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Kelvin Harrison Jr, Geffri Maya, Emmy Raver-Lampman, Woody McClain, Keith David and MORE!!!!
I don’t know what this is but I love it already and I need it NEOW!!! Kelvin and Woody?!?!? On my screen?!? GIVE IT TO ME!!!
Please tell me you guys aren’t the only ones freaking out?? PLEASE! Is it because I’m a film nerd? Maybe I should start doing my media analysis on here, because that is my bread and fucking butter, baby. The anticipation of what a masterpiece this could be is already killing me!!!
#I don’t know how I’ll function until I see what this is#you guys don’t even understand the level of sat I’m at right now#production hasn’t even started#people are asking me to leave but I’m simply too sat#kelvin harrison jr.#geffri maya#woody mcclain#emmy raver lampman#keith david#kelvin harrison jr x black reader#kelvin harrison jr. x oc#kelvin harrison jr. fic#kelvin harrison jr. smut#kelvin harrison jr. x reader#kelvin harrison jr gifs#kelvin harrison jr#kelvin harrison jr x reader#jazziejaxspeaks
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Trying to explain how I think about Fifth Doctor era relationships like: Yeah Five and Tegan are a married couple who argue all the time, both before and after getting married, but they would also kill anyone who hurt the other while also about to get divorced. Nyssa is Five’s PhD student and he’s her weird professor but she’s also his adopted daughter and his co-worker too. Adric is Five’s adopted son, but Five also treats Adric like some random kid who’s just wandered into his house and started eating his food while Adric sees Five as his False Impostor Step-Dad who has Killed and Taken the Place of his Cool Real Father. Nyssa and Tegan are both Adric’s sisters. Nyssa and Tegan are also in love but are not married. Tegan and Turlough are catty best friends. Turlough and Five are fucking but they’ve also never had sex and never will. Kamelion thinks of Five and Turlough as family and is in love with Tegan. Five and Turlough think of Kamelion as their weird dog and Tegan actively Hates him and wishes He Would Die. All of their dynamics are also all entirely platonic. Hope this helps.
#the polycule is in fucking SHAMBLES#to be completely clear I do think that they are all basically just friends when you get down to it#and I hate people forcing the Found Family dynamic on them#because these bitches aren’t finding any family they’re in the trenches#but I do also get these vibes from them and I thought it would be funny to write it down because it makes NO sense#don’t even ask me how peri/erimem/marcipor/Abby/Thomas etc. fit into this#I don’t know#actually: peri is five’s replacement student#and five is peri’s replacement step-dad#and travel buddy#but she also has an inappropriate crush on him (???)#but this is all also dispelled as soon as he turns into her False Replacement Blonde Man#at which point they take up the married/divorced/friends dynamic themselves#and the cycle starts anew#fifth doctor#tegan jovanka#nyssa of traken#adric of alzarius#vislor turlough#kamelion#peri brown#doctor who#classic who
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Okay guys, I’ve been seeing stories and ideas about the player/soul/vessel being an inconsiderate and antagonistic force that wants to stay in possession over Kris, and I get it. However, imagine this: the player/soul/vessel actually wanting to get out of Kris just as much as they do.
Think about it. The player created the vessel. The player was so on board to play as a custom character (at least the players that didn’t get spoilers). Then the game discarded the vessel and forced the player into Kris. The player didn’t ask for this any more than Kris did.
Don’t get me wrong, I absolutely agree that Kris hates the player and has every right to! I also agree about questioning the ethics and morality of being the player, especially when the custom sequence asked us to name the vessel and who created the vessel as separate questions! But to say the soul/player has intentionally possessed Kris and desires for it to remain that way feels…inaccurate. After all, one has to remember that we are all the “player”, so to even label the soul with a singular personality (let alone one so callous and cruel) seems bizarre to me.
I don’t know if anyone else shares this opinion, though. I’m just throwing my two cents into the void that is the Internet. And if you have a different perspective on how the player/soul/vessel is, that is perfectly valid!
#deltarune#deltarune vessel#discarded vessel#vessel deltarune#player deltarune#deltarune player#soul deltarune#deltarune soul#kris dreemurr#kris deltarune#deltarune kris#i hope i don’t accidentally anger or trigger people by saying something stupid in a video game fandom#again#edit: hold eff I just started Chapter Four!#not getting into spoilers#but hot damn#i didn’t know how deep this kris-soul iceberg was going to go!#again just started#haven’t even entered the church dark world yet#so please no spoilers!#also dang more people are agreeing with this post than i thought#so thx ig
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Something something every time Charlie isn’t fighting to be the center of attention, he is always looking around to others to gauge their reactions and silently observing them all something something he is searching for connection, to fit in and be loved but he doesn’t know how to ask for love so instead he gains their attention by acting out in ways he knows they’ll notice and tries to pretend their attention and love are the same thing
#Charlie knows how to push people’s buttons just right to make them pay attention to him because he’s always observing them first; like he’s#not as reckless as we all think he is; he’s fairly smart and also#like Charlie seems so emotionally intelligent in the way he can gauge most peoples reactions from observing them and I think that’s why he#liked keating because keating didn’t act the way he expected and so it was amusing and enthralling to see someone he couldn’t clock#keating would do weird things and Charlie would watch in amusement and he would try to push Keatings buttons in the ways that would make#other teachers upset but they all just slid off Keatings back without him getting upset so Charlie had to try harder but keating seemed to#praise him so Charlie actually started getting what he was craving and so he tried to do something big for keating only to be confused when#keating didn’t like what he did; but then Keating still gave that unconditional support even tho Charlie didn’t get the right action and I#think that’s at the root of their relationship like you can’t have the keating and Charlie dynamic without Charlie being smart#charlie dalton#dps#dead poets society#dps fandom#dps symposium#dead poets fandom#like it’s so interesting to watch him in scenes not about him cause it feels like he is such a more dynamic and complex character when you#do cause we all say he doesn’t know how to be quiet but so often he is silently in the background watch and observing like the walking#scene is a good example and idk I just feel like Charlie is silent and observing more than we think he is we just don’t realize cause he is#so loud in his other moments we take those as him#and ignore him otherwise which feels like exactly what he wants because he wants to connect with people but he wants it to be on his terms#because he spent so long manipulating people’s perception of him that to be vulnerable or not in control makes him scared and he can have#this front he puts on criticized and made fun of because it’s not the real him but if the real him was ever rejected I don’t know if he#could handle it and I think he knows that; idk I just think we need to give Charlie more credit than we are giving him cause hes so complex
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never getting over mac’s texts to dennis 🥺
#tv shows#iasip#charlie kelly#dennis reynolds#mac mcdonald#macdennis#otp: all so i can enjoy a smile on your face#the gang texts#i don’t even know where to start with this like hello#i feel like everyone moved on from this way too quickly#HE LITERALLY TOLD DENNIS THAT HE LOVES HIM SO MUCH LIKE VERBATIM#AND EVERYTHING MAC SAYS HE DOES FOR DENNIS AND ABOUT HOW HE PUTS A LOT OF WORK INTO THEIR RELATIONSHIP#LIKE SOMEONE HIT ME WITH A SLEDGEHAMMER PLEASE#HE TELLS HIM HIS FACE LOOKS SMOOTH AND DYES HIS GRAY HAIR AND MASSAGES HIS PECKS LIKE AKJDKSKSKS#LIKE HE SAID HE PUT IN ALL THAT WORK FOR THEM SO HE CAN ENJOY A SMILE ON DENNIS’ FACE AT THE END OF THE DAY HELPPPPP#also not to be that guy but i am that guy and mac is giving [redacted] vibes a little bit here ngl
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from my oneshot, note-taking 🫶🫶🫶
#ok I actually had a lot of fun scribbling this up🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶#(I have the flu so I just sat in bed today and drew a lot bc I was bored)#kind of stressful time but by next week hopefully things have calmed down♥️#I hope you can read my handwriting😆😆 & thst this makes sense…#I tried to make it so that it’s understandable even if you haven’t read the oneshot yet but I genuinely don’t know#anyways it’s super short oneshot unlike clumsy so…#is this good formatting?!?#when I started drawinf this up I realized I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO DO IT !!!!!!#I’m obsessed with this brat mc SO MUCH !!!! 😇#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart#sebastian sallow x mc#hogwarts legacy fic#hogwarts legacy fanfic#anne sallow
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Blue Stray on the brain…
First of prolly like. A billion pieces of fanart I want to draw for @tumble-witch ‘s Bread Girl AU!!!! I wanted to post a bunch at one time but I am so impatient lmao ITS BLUE STRAY HOURSSSS‼️‼️
Gotta draw Golden Beetle next I am 3-1 on Marinette vs Adrien drawings my boy needs some love 🙏🙏 (Im just a sucker for angst)
Went. Insane in the tags bc that’s the best way to yap 💖🌸
#the colours beat me up so bad#I referenced the ones from the Valentine’s Day comic bc they’re so pretty 😭🌸💖#one thing I rlly love about the hero designs in this au is simply that the hair is different#it’s such a small thing but it makes such a big impact#like the length of their hair is completely different to their civilian forms#it’s like they swapped lengths lmao which I’m assuming was on purpose#it makes it sm easier to suspend disbelief that nobody can tell their identies#past just miraculous magic and all#spinning this au in my brain so much#y’all don’t know how much swap aus excite me like#it changes the foundation of the media in such an interesting way without changing the core concepts#ITS SO NEATTTTT#I’ve been brainrotting over bread girl au sm lol#just as much as my s and sh swap au#I’ve just been working on this whilst watching canon miraculous and going ooooo I wonder how that would go in bgau#help me/silly#rainy art#I keep forgetting that tag 💔💔💔#I don’t even know if that IS the tag 😭😭😭#I hope this looks alright I’ve been staring at it for. too long.#I started colouring it last night but it wasn’t looking good so I waited till today to finish it#helped a lot‼️‼️‼️‼️#I GOTTA DRAW BLUE STRAY MORE SHES SO CUTEEEE 💖💖🌸🌸🌸#silliest girl ever (she will face the horrors)#okay I will cease my yapping now otherwise I WILL go on forever and ever
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i just kind of hate how every time someone is writing a female character, there is far more scrutiny on whether she is “good” representation. like no one ever writes a male character and is like “hmm… is this good representation for men?” because they’re ALLOWED to be written as smart or stupid, or serious or funny, or sensitive or mean, or loud or quiet, or competent or irrational, or jovial or angry, or wise or inexperienced, or pathetic or badass, or good or evil, or complex or one-dimensional. and they will ALWAYS be loved in some shape or form.
but the MOMENT a woman is any one of those things (even tho women irl can ALL have these traits), there are video essays and entire blogs and articles dedicated to Why That’s Not A Good Woman. and like YES, good female representation is important. i acknowledge and agree with that to hell and back. but god damn let these writers breathe. no one is ever going to want to write women again if we shove these impossible standards down their throats.
#me when the fuckingn. media illiterates get their hands on my favorite female characters#like what if i killed you!!!#this is an entire rant on One aspect of fandom misogyny…….. what if i kept it going…..#and don’t even get me STARTED on fandom racism. but i’m scared to talk about that one with tumblr. the piss poor reading comprehension site#oh MAN but do i want to rant about it#erros doesnt know how to shut up
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