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self-isolation during times of stress is pretty bad actually shame it took me 2 years of uni to realise this
#not to be cringe but i ended up joining the people on my course today when our lecturer didn't show and one girl was getting on with work#so sat at the same table but not talking to the rest of us#we were having a whole rant session about third year optional modules and i said something that made the others laugh & she was smiling#to herself @ it#u are trying to be serious studying over in the corner but i got u sjhbjkhbsd#they're such nice people and i wish i'd been proactive in becoming friends at the start#because my lecture skipping meant i never gave myself the chance to do so and they all moved on ahead of me#i can talk to them any time and they're always so lovely but i'm not in the core group#and i've done that to myself#:(( hopefully next year .... she says again#i see them often in lectures but not outside of that much and it's my own fault that now i'm at a point where it's weird to request to join#outside of lectures i mean#but today i asked and it was fine <3 small steps#for someone so prone to removing myself entirely from everyone around me#:/ my default is to assume that nobody wants me there and i can rarely gather the strength to be there anyway#deep deep issue that one!! because it extends to my parents#need to shut up and get one with work wow
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you think people actually have sex? naked and everything? I have to laugh.
#'oh but marina I know people have sex because I've done it myself' false that was the wizard's mind prison#marina marvels at life
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A different tomorrow
#not enough pilty siblings moments so I'm creating my own#caitlyn kiramman#jayce talis#arcane#jayvik#(sort of ??)#arcane fanart#league of legends#fanart#artist on tumblr#my art#tw blood#as a little sister with a great big brother myself I really love Jayce and Cait's few little moments... they're really spot on !#at first I only wanted to draw the first page but then I remembered that I was still in the jayvik prison (D:) so I added the second one#I've spend some time on their hands because hands speak A LOT actually#the lineart was done on paper so it's messy but I'm tired of trying to do clean art
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I don't know who needs to hear this, but as a creator -
I am fine with "the audience" -
downloading my fics
printing my fics
copy/pasting or screenshotting my fics
sharing your saved copy of my fics with anyone else who might want them in the unlikely but never impossible case that my fics are no longer available on ao3
making a book of my fic(s) and running your fingers across the pages while lovingly whispering my precioussss
doing these things with anything I create for fandom, such as meta, headcanons, au nonsense like 'texts from the brodinsons,' etc
I am not fine with "the audience"
doing any of the above with the purpose/intent of plagiarizing my work or passing it off as their own in any capacity
feeding my work into ai for any reason whatsoever
Save the fandom things. Preserve the fandom things. Respect the fandom things.
Enjoy the fandom things.
#fanfic#ao3#archive of our own#fandom things#tumblr things#i may have said this at some point#i'm sure i have#but whatever - just in case#i don't say this with the presumption that i'm so amazing and people are clamoring to save my fics#but just if anyone is so inclined that's all#ftr i don't intend on ever removing my fics from ao3 or deleting fandom things from this blog#i've always shared my fandom things with the intent of keeping them shared bc that's the whole point of posting#but the fandom atmosphere and ao3 constantly being under attack who knows what can happen#not that this applies to anyone but should all else fail you can also reach out to me and i will personally give you a copy#at least of fics bc i save everything#not so much the tumblr things but this is a good reminder to myself that i should do that for the things i care about#that i've made or done and only posted here#anyway sorry i have now used up my quota of the putting words into sentences doing for today#i have plans to stare into the void now
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Learning to celebrate the little wins!
#fersona#While I don't have the capacity to do Hourly Comics Day#I did journal my day hour-by-hour and the sheer difference in my self-care and routines is *staggering*.#Honestly both Feb 1 2024 and 2025 were rough days...but this year I had a far better outlook on it all.#The funny part is that when I drew this a few days ago I actually *was* celebrating not crying.#Might have still cried on Feb 1st. A meagre 4 times. But I also had lot of good moments!#January is a very hard month for me and frankly I've been in a fugue state for most of it.#Drawing helped me pull through these last 2 years but this year I've been finding myself so upset at how I can't seem to focus anymore.#So updates and posts have been slow. I'm just slow. I'm tired and burnt out from work and grieving.#But you know what? The days I do manage to post; I'm never shamed for how long it took. You're all just as excited and kind.#I'm coming home and eating better and sleeping more and spending time with loved ones.#This is all to say; you can be a lot happier when you realize that life can be taken a little slower.#I'm more grateful that words can possibly convey.#If you related to the mindset of constantly feeling like you've 'failed' the day; please know you have done more than you realize.#I'm struggling with it everyday! I'm in the trenches with you!#Life is too short and painful to not celebrate what you *do* accomplish! It's hard work but it is worth it!#Bit by bit...we will learn to live. *Really* live. And enjoy it!
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♥Dear Valentine♥ You Blow Me Away!~
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Happy Valentine's!
Have a little burgeoning romance, as a treat
I don't think I'll ever let go of the head canon that Taka historically has a bad time during Valentine's, or April Fool's or. . . any time in middle school really- but it does mean that the bar is already so low, the only place Mondo can go from there is up! Plus a little positive reinforcement does wonders!

Been a whi~le since I've done a longer comic, and I'll be honest this one fought me the entire time!
Feels good to get back in the saddle tho' Getting some of that juice back!
#danganronpa#Kiyotaka Ishimaru#Mondo Owada#Leon Kuwata#Kyoko Kirigiri#Yasuhiro Hagakure#Chihiro Fujisaki#ishimondo#Happy Valentine's Day#thh#dr1#trigger happy havoc#I think valentine's is the most consistent holiday I've drawn lmao#never done it myself irl#dangan-colourcomic-ranpan#dangan/mainAU#mickules#pink blood#blood tw#hand injury tw
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the price of your mercy
#hi rmbr that wip from seven months ago . well here it is as done as it's gonna get bc i cant take it anymore 💯💯#where are my edward elric fans in the crowd part two#fmab fanart#fmab#fma#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#fullmetal alchemist#edward elric#was gonna post this on oct 3 but didn't have enough timeeee srry guys :(#anime#fanart#the stream of consciousness in tags is so funny bc i'll be having a convo w myself#and then i'm like oh yeah i forgot that tag LMAOOZ#fma brotherhood#digital art#cw eyestrain#tw eyestrain#cw blood#do not ask me what the lighting is doing idk#i've been trying to finish this for seven hrs it's DONE okay#anyway red bg my fav#always does me right#hopefully u guys also like this arc as much as me#i have other versions of this to post but i cant decide which is my fav
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looking for someone on Tatooine
#commander cody#coday#cody day 2224#codywan#tatooine husbands#looking for obi-wan obviously DUH#ARE YOU GUYS READY FOR CODAY????#I've overdone myself and drawn THREE pieces for today like what????#I did not think I'd get them all done but somehow I did#I'll post them all during this day with little gaps in between#cody my beloved#I gotta say#I've never drawn as good looking rocks as I did here#the ones Cody's sitting on like#THEY AREN'T EVEN THAT GOOD but I suck at any type of background shit so I'm so happy they look decent hahaha#I also live for scavenger/ rebel/ hobo -outfit Cody#and also that he still keeps some parts of his armor#just to be able to kick ppl and droids if the need arises ofc#I love Cody so much I'm so ready for today#star wars#my arts
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Please read by opening each image, otherwise it makes no sense lol






This is the most stupid thing I've done all year but I was already too far into it when I started regretting it XD
I don't usually do this kind of thing but the concept had been rotating in my mind for a few weeks and I needed to get it out
I have a few ideas but this was already long enough and it felt like a good spot to cut it off, buut I want to see if people like it so 👉👈 hope you enjoyed it
Sorry if it feels a bit weird, I may be able to draw but not write lol, this is my first actual attempt at making a comic
#linked universe#lu legend#lu hyrule#lu fanart#I speedran the whole thing in a week lol#This was interesting to make since I drew stuff I wouldn't normally#and I couldn't allow myself to be too perfectionist bc otherwise I was never going to finish lol#I have no idea wether this is the best or worst thing I've done. I cringed so many times I had to remind myself I can do wathever I want lo#Anyways they inmediately know what's going on and trust eachother bc I didn't want to draw more panels. Also the power of friendship ig#I had initially planed a different dialogue but realized it made no sense so I had to improvise lul#I think you can tell some of my favorite panels bc I put more effort into cleaning them xD#0 art knowledge applied to this. only vibes and delusion#offmozzart
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I was requested to draw espilver awhile ago and that request is now fulfilled. I really enjoy them just hanging out and doing something mundane together...
#espilver#espio the chameleon#silver the hedgehog#sonic fanart#sth#this took......forever x.x#if there's anything i learned the past month it's that i cannot exist unless i set deadlines ljsdgdshjl#i've been trying to get this done for so long i'm so sorry#you have no idea how hard it is for me to stop myself from going back and editing this even further > >;;#well my conscious is clear now that this is finally done#hope every liker of espilver has a pleasant day#i'm going back to my cave
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Hirohiko Araki unveils his first public art, The Fountain Boy, located at Osaka Station.
#featuring some stands !!#IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL OMG#but that's to be expected from araki#araki once again looking younger than the last time we saw him in pictures#i've been waiting for someone to post this so i can reblog it but fck it i'll do it myself#hirohiko araki#araki hirohiko#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#jojo#star platinum#stone ocean#gold experience#november rain#tusk#killer queen#dirty deeds done dirt cheap#d4c
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KOFI
commissions: here!
membership: here!
more in-depth explanation above lol but yes, opening up my kofi for the above stuff! i'll still be posting art to my socials as usual, but there'll be more consistent/exclusive/early-access art and wip posts for members on kofi, along with all the benefits above
thank you very much for any support as always! muah
#my art#commissions#illustration#oc#beas#wellyboot#furry#anthro#i'll probably make a separate post later with some of the painted headshots i've done because i like them and they're fun to do#also sorry i will probably reblog this a bunch lol. forgive me....it's taken absolutely ages to work on all this#graphic design is NAWT my passion but hopefully this is vaguely interesting to look at/read through#i'm hoping to slooowly transition to making art on a more regular part-time job basis so i have to....advertise myself....#mortifying for everyone involved but it will give me more time to make more art (if successful) so also a win for everyone?#also i put it in the pixie tier description but please please PLEASE don't subscribe just to get the cheap birthday art and then unsub....#you will make me cry and wither away and i will have to remove it as a perk#(obligatory: of course feel free to unsubscribe at any time no explanation needed....just don't play the system i beg you)
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... and he was eager moreover to discover all that he could concerning Mankind. He it was that first met Men in Beleriand and befriended them; and for this reason he was often called by the Eldar Edennil, 'the Friend of Men'. (Athrabeth Finrod ah Andreth)
(partially inspired by this)
#small disclaimer: i still haven't completed my annual silm reread#so this mayyyy be a little bit inaccurate#i was having so many thoughts about finrod and the edain again so i couldn't stop myself :)#but!#clarisse! you may ask. whats up with the hands being so realistic but they still have cartoon faces#i don't know. i respond. im at that stage of drawing#you know how sometimes you draw something and stare it for too long and you start having a crisis of whether it was even a good idea#like i've been working on this for the past week! and have no idea if it's even comprehensible#however. i am done with it and methinks is time to release it to the wild#clarisse doodles#tolkien#the silmarillion#finrod felagund#finrod#beor the old#house of beor#baran#andreth#beren
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How did your meeting go with the surgeons?
it was memorable
#sci speaks#the sci files#im glad i've done all the research. i feel okay. i feel safe and confident. and the doctors have all been really kind and helpful.#lots of good vibes. and they're moving me through the system so quickly. i'm glad it'll be dealt with so soon.#feels so crazy that this has been going on. right under my skin. and it's all explained now and i feel so much more in control.#i know whats going on!! with my funky body!! no more unanswered questions!!#i feel really good these days. optimistic. i feel like i understand myself a lot more and it means i'm better to myself.#but you'll all have to be patient with me. please be patient with me like i've learnt to be patient with myself.
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Goodbye Yellow Brick Road! bonus:
#AU where tommorrow tea never happen and the golden power is a bit out of control for sure#lloyd garmadon#ninjago#ninjago lloyd#my art#lego ninjago fanart#If this isn't my last art of the year I'll actually knock myself out#golden ninja#golden lloyd#minus tommorow tea I guess#The power and his eyes being sort of a mix of all the elements is the best thing I've done actually#HE'S SO ADORABLE#hes just a smol bean#Rendering gold is actually awful#IT LOOKS NICE BUT#I have gotten better tho I feel like#this boy's too young to be singing the blueeeessss#Do you guys ever think about how mentally he was like this#I do#alot#lego ninjago
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Happy Glorious 25th of May to all who celebrate!
Have some sketchbook pages I did of various Night Watch characters




I've never posted my art on here before and I don't know if I will again but I'm actually pretty proud of these so I thought I'd post them for today
#discworld#gnu terry pratchett#night watch#discworld night watch#sam vimes#samuel vimes#lord vetinari#vetinari#rosie palm#mrs palm#rosemary palm#reg shoe#some of these were a struggle#especially reg's page#the first drawing went well and then the other two were weirdly difficult#i also meant to do a few other pages with some other characters#but i ran out of energy#anyway i'm pretty proud of myself for what i've managed to get done#i didn't directly use many pose references but I think the only ones I directly used without changing anything were by melonsoup#puddle says stuff
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