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I'll get up by the count of 10
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9
and if I'm not
10
I'll keep counting til I can
11,12,13
even if it takes me to
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I'll still get up
#poetry#original poem#poems on tumblr#hope#learning to move#things get better#and if they dont you keep trying anyway
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Genuinely, and I mean this kindly, but learning to recognize bait and not engaging with it will change your fandom experience.
#once you realize : oh theyre just trying to rile me up and i dont care to give them a response#everything is less stressful#i keep seeing the same arguments rehashed every six or so months#i know a lot of people are new and dont know but the trolls youre arguing with do#theyre trying to burn yall out and send you packing#also i do think there is something very funny about someone spending all that time color coding a bait post#and no one engages with it like wow you tried#i understand the passion people feel AND at some point you gotta let it go#anyway i do feel like the best way to sustain longevity is to just block the tags/people who enrage you
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Taking pride in One's own appearance.
#you people are becoming my guinea pigs for my finally learning how to communicate information via comics. a thing ive needed to practice at#also BLEGH. YUCK. andrew hussie was right candy makes you sick. this is a little too saccharine for me. yeesh. let me get back to the meat.#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#in stars and time spoilers#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#doodlebyte#'let me get back to the meat' i say eyeing something similarly sickly in my sketches. at least it's mildly tormented as a counterbalance...#you people have no idea how much im having to stay my own hand. oh i can draw miserable nudity but the most basic of fluff? visceral#anyway i dont know the logistics of picking up a glass eye or where loop got money (besides pilfering from siffrin) & ive previously drawn#sif with a vague blank middle-grey eye as either being scarred over or a blank occular prosthesis put in quickly at the nearest town#i dont know that they'd have a glass eye during the game but considering prosthesis are reccomended to keep the skull etc from deforming#id imagine it would probably come up postgame as something to do now theyre not on a time limit trying to save the country#plus i assume that having it gouged at by a sadness wasnt exactly a clean wound by any measure#all this to say. idk i just wanted to get some information across in comic form to Test my Abilities#and we're far enough down now to say my absolute most wretchingly sweet fluff headcanon that actually inspired this#which is that i think siffrin gets into the habit of not wearing the eyepatch around loop so they kinda match.#and as a signifier to the other that they're letting their guard down around them. vulnerability etc.#just kinda wearing it around their neck so they don't lose it
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Jason Todd who always notices when (in your attempt to care for him) you serve him the better cuts of meat or the more beautifully plated meals, where the sauce hasn't spilled over into the greens and the scoop of the rice hasn't browned on the bottom...
And Jason Todd, the fucking bastard, who always makes you trade plates with him.
#jason peter#jason todd x reader#i made some meatballs tonight and some of them fell apart... n i was just thinking abt how if you tried to give jason all the nice ones#and he noticed your plate had all the crumbled ones .. he'd be SOOO !!!#it used to p*ss me off so bad bc my grandma would always force us to give my grandpa the nicer plates of stuff#and would make us like. debone his fish for him or butter his potato or heat his plate or w/e#and my grandpa wouldn't even like. care or notice. so it was all so pointless#but i feel like in a gen. relationship with toddy he'd be like. ummmmmmmmm no#and its embarrassing like u dont want to give him the bits that aren't pretty or well cooked !!#and he's like. i don't care. trade with me. now.#GOD#also jason who MAKES YOU THE PLATE??? stops u from getting up.#HELLO???/ GENIU S???#but anyway the boy wonder jason chap really broke my heart and i just keep thinking abt bringing that sad bastard home cooked food#he will never know i picked out the best scoops just for him... until he realizes lmao#he lives in a craphole but he's not letting his partner eat the gristle (altho i love gristle mmm)#my friends dogs hate me bc i eat their scraps lol#now i have to go out and buy bananas bc i have extra banana pudding ingreads#and im seeing my friends tomorrow#but UGH I DONT WANNA#but we dont waste. we try not to waste HERE#shii posts#gen
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rizzle rosehearts cooks for his best friend gone terribly wrong☹️ (the quesadilla smacked tho)
based on this video!: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XUqqgUgTxgg
bonus:
cater ace and deuce bully their boomer friend 💔💔💔
#now tell me why this is the second time ive drawn the back of trey clovers head#HOW do you DRAW FEDRORAS#and also nwhy is there so many different shades of red on the heartslabyul uniform BROOOO#heartslabrainrot#poor riddle bro he cannot keep up with his fucking evil ass underclassmen#twisted wonderland#twst#fanart#meme#memes#twst meme#riddle rosehearts#trey clover#ace trappola#cater diamond#deuce spade#heartslabyul#that one tiktok trend where someones in a dark cave but they smack a characters ass as echolocation and it goes boioioioing#me to trey#trey clover 10 gyatt#...ANYWAYS#trying a new upload technqiue pls dont fuck me uptunbmblr....#hyuckscraps
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See you next year.
#revue starlight#revstar#daiba nana#nana daiba#shoujo kageki revue starlight#ramblerogue#illustration#artists on tumblr#fan art#helloooooo everyone please look at my beloved most sweetest most totally normal girl in the whole world#daiba nana is an eternal character to me#she's everything#like i will Always be insane about her i love her SO much#she should never change (and I think she'd agree with me about not changing and keeping things Exactly The Same lol)#ANYWAY EVERYONE GO WATCH REVUE STARLIGHT!!!#fun fact i started this drawing about... a year and a half ago. got half way through and then dropped it for like a year#so im pretty pleased that it's finally finished i hope you all like it :]#fighting for my life trying to do lineless coloring however i like how the end product turned out haha#also praying hoping to god that the image quality doesn't turn to shit#pls click into it if so i dont know how to fix that
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EVIL MARK, EVIL MARK, EVIL MARK!!! I want to be coherent about this season but please picture me foaming at the mouth and running on the walls. S2 being what if Mark's just like his Dad? Insanity. I love this show. Anyways, AU where an Evil!Mark tries to make Our!Mark worse, and Our!Mark tries to make the other better. Something something confronting your idea of the worst version of oneself. Plus, tweaked black and yellow costume because I saw it and immediately went murder hornet lookin' ass and knew I had to draw it. Evil ass Mark. Horrible. I think he should be dragged kicking and screaming into redemption.
#mark and the fact he is fighting for this fucking life to avoid the Many Bad Endings???? im pacing. getting out the red string.#when the season is about who you are and what you could become. when trying to be good is an active choice and a struggle.#RAHHHHHHHHHHH#chewing on the bars of my enclosure...when every mark is evil OUR mark is the outlier. the exception. the OTHER. RAHHHH#dog poetry being mark poetry because how often can you kick a dog before it starts snarling before you raise your hand?#how often can you beat it before it rips into you without mercy? when it bites not at your hand but at your neck?#when does violence for survival and violence for vengeance start and end? when your opponent is down and you keep drawing blood?#circling and pacing and losing my mind over this btw if you care#anyways self vs self gets me going crazy. did you know i loved the end of atsv? because it shows.#i think o!mark would lose his fucking mind at what evil wasp looking mark has done + this mf wasp would LOATHE mark's kindness#they both see the other as the WORST version of themselves and they can't stand it. They can't shatter the mirror but they think they can--#--change the reflection.#evil mark seeing mark and seeing what he USED to be#mark seeing what he COULD be#CAN U SEE THE VISION??????#digital art#invincible rotating in my mind#invincible fanart#fanart#mark my beloved#mark grayson fanart#mark grayson#invincible s2#invincible show#mark like hello this is my secret twin and he is NOTHING like me hahahaha anyways wanna debate about having mORALS and LIFE#mark grayson vs the urge not to accept every responsibility as his own#he's batman coded that way#ok im done yapping#if this happened in the comics in any way shape or form dont tell me JACK SHIT or i will PUMMEL YOU with my SHOES
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How would you redesign Headmaster Magneto? Just out pf curiousity because while he served it didn’t feel like… Erik.
i have to keep it 100 i have no idea without just. rerunning his original design but with a palette swap LOL but we try around here
#xmen#xmen comics#magneto#erik lehnsherr#snap sketches#CAUSE LIIIKEE i want to keep SOMEE elements of the headmaster look obviously#i like its design intent. or how i see its design anyway idfk .... idk what im sayin im sleepy#just gotta. throw a few more things on there .... maybe... again i dont know 😔#the bigass M just makes me think of megaman gigamix i cant even lie#having/wanting to keep this as a one piece/leotard with that big ass m is probablyl whats stumping me if im so tbh#for some reason the lack of 'underwear' and helmet really is doing a lot for it Not feeling like magneto#the helmet i get Thats His Symbol ATP but the underwear ..... girl idk Strong Man or something like that#its just awkward because headmaster magneto is Supposed to be more tame or . 'domesticated' i guess vjALKE#not less powerful but he shouldnt be as intimidating/outwardly powerful if. that makes sense???#the first thought seeing him shouldnt be 'hes going to stomp me to death' it should be. Not That LKVJAEKj#BUT AT LEAAASSST in the back of the mind being likek 'he could probably stomp me to death'#SOME power but not to a threatening degree idfk what im saying my TUMMY IS RUMBLIGN AGAIN#what did i eat todasy. i ate like five hot pockets today thats what i ate. and some grapes#idk im tired. maybe ill try this again down the line#anyway enjoy if you can. saturday is upon us which means i can DOODLE AGAIN
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listened to The Bradys and thought about duck again you all know what that means
#dhmis#dhmis duck#me art#it MEANS i start thinking about duck and forced domesticity and we are a family arent we and sheer delusion#and 1950s wife getups and mixing all that shiny plasticity with the gore and wet felt of the dhmis world#AND i make a reference to Pearl ( the movie) :]#it just KEEPS HAPPENING... I JUST KEEP THINKING OF THAT DAMN BIRD#Anyways. putting this on Art That Makes No Fucking Sense unless you Know Me#and if this makes no sense to u well guess u dont know me :p#[SCREAMING AND CLENCHING MY FISTS] I'M JUST TRYING TO BE YOUR LADY!!!!! YOUR PERFECT MISS BRADY!!!!!!!!#my duck art is just gonna keep getting nicher and nicher until i die#my dhmis postings
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Some process gifs of my paintings this year!
#the art of a lemon wedge#art process#man#i love painting#moat of my focus on these this year have just been committing to loosening up#vary my strokes and just not over working a painting?#most of that just means trying to keep as much of that first painting pass#since its has the biggest strokes and most energy when i lay it down#and also#NO ZOOMING IN#AHHHH#all this is painted with my seeing the entire piece and just working from big to medium then small#which is good cause u can keep track of details and what youve missed but it also feels like a huge mess for so long#at times its hard to see where ur even going#my favorite piece i think might be my otacon one#i didnt include him in here just cause that piece is like....3 layers?#it very much feels like those how to books that are like. circle. now draw the entire owl#BUT thats literally how i figured it out#1. base 2. simple clean 3. fine line detail#i do eventually want to do a full recording but the thing is#i just dont want to ......#ahaha#but i do#its just the idea of constantly being watched you know?#despite me wanting to share it....#anyways#TO NEXT YEAR#wonder what ill make#:D
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Someone come help me kill my ghoul and skeleton so I can have Ragnvaldr and Cahara in my party
#fear and hunger#enki ankarian#ragnavaldr#cahara#enki#funger#digital art#csp#pixel art#my art#I’m 100% certain that any jokes I make have already been made b4 but I don’t care ☺️🌸#you’ll see it agin lmao#really in love w these dither brushes rn#feel free to tell me if u think I’m going overboard tho lol I’m a all or nothing kind of guy#actually now I’m thinking about trying a lineless dither only drawing..that could look cool..I dont know Im good enough at rendering tho hm#anyway I didn’t know you couldn’t swap party members so now I’m just ambling along w my ghoulish and skele wistfully glancing at rag lmao#as soon as one of them dies I’m running back to him#but so far I’m the only one of the party dying ajksdnalj#the ghoul keeps getting me poisoned too smh 😒#also WHY are these men so naked and shredded!!! my muscle knowledge is not good enough for this… I had to look up so many refs lol#enkivaldr#i am putting this in ship tag actually thanks
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Day 30 - Bye Bye There!
HOLY CHEESUS CRUST FINALLY I'M DONE
#things i learned when doing#pizzatober#and other challenges similar to it#1.don't be an idiot#2.dont overscope what you're going to draw#so basically don't spend like a whole week working on like one entry and thinking you're gonna catch up#3. keep your computer storage from being full or else you're gonna spend like a whole hour trying to delete stuff#4. try to plan what you're gonna draw for each entry prior to the day you are drawing that entry on#5. sleep properly or you'll die#okay anyways here's the tags#pizza tower#pizza tower fanart#my art#peppino spaghetti#peppino#doodle draws#pizzatober 2023#pizzatowertober#pizzatowertober2023#pizza tower noise#the noise#pepperman#pizza tower gerome#fanart#fake peppino#pizza tower peppino spaghetti#brick the rat pizza tower#the vigilante#mr stick#mort the chicken
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Rewatched Moist & Magical and thinking about the gender of it all.
"I wanted to be a witch" "You cannae be a witch" "Why cannae I be a witch" "Because you're a boy. You can be a warlock or a wizard" "I want to be a boy witch"
Like initially the premise gets played off as a smart gender joke within the meta of the storytelling and becomes a major plot point along the way, but I can't stop thinking about it.
I don't want to be a boy or a girl, but some shade between and yet outside it all. I want to be a woman with a beard and long hair and gravel in my voice. I want to be a man in eye liner and a skirt and work boots laced tight. I feel some of my most feminine when I am wearing baggy, heavy clothes or building sets for a show. I still refuse to wear glasses that aren't that hipster square shape and made of dark material because it makes my face look more masculine. I dressed up as a vampire for halloween this year and looking into a mirror and seeing my high hairline and stubble poking through and the corset hugging me and my hair long and fluffy and a dark red lip and an open view of my chest that I don't hide from anymore and I felt so at home in my body in a way that I haven't in years. My relationship to gender not easy to figure out, and, as someone living in it, digesting it is laborious. And I don't expect everyone to get it; that's not the point. That was never the point. The crux of it all: Boys, if magical, can be ONLY a warlock or a wizard.
But I want to be a boy witch.
#something something 4 white british men creating gender metaphors from their improv shows#but truly its a concept ive been trying to describe for forever of feeling outside of gender but deeply entrenched in it as well#going from a point of no concept of gender as a child beyond where you piss or being defined as a mom or dad#to suddenly experiencing puberty and i dont hate everything but its not right and now im something im not#to add on top of the whole autism and poor socialization skills and youve got the real workings of an uh oh sandwich#anyways uhhhh gender is stored in the crystal ball ig#sfth#shoot from the hip#moist and magical#shout out to sam he keeps doing shit that hits me right in the gender about it all
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ive been selfshipping since 2019 (i was primarily an und*rtale fanartist that just self shipped sometimes, never had a separate blog for it)
but i haven't been specifically in the general selfship community till.. this year i guess?
can i be honest you guys. i actually dontttttt.... really like it here . LOL
#ten four over#could be my hunger talking..... but man#i Dont like fandom™️. and to be honest i feel like im still having to participate in fandom nonsense to be here#its all a bit much for me......#again i like selfshipping. i just dont think i give enough of a shit to keep up with the Culture here.#being forced to see selfship drama is like. girl. i dont want to be wrapped up in this with yall. respectfully#i dont think im explaining myself well. but imagine me. cinni. being an oc x oc Exclusive artist for the past three years.#where i have seen no drama about anything forever because you cannot have drama over ocs. there is no fandom for that to be a thing.#getting back into selfshipping/fan ocs where i have to see yall fighting people over who owns a fictional canon character.#ive never heard of the terms sharing/nonsharing till 2025. i have been selfshipping 6 years.#like please imagine how annoying and exhausting that must be for me who has had Utmost Peace for 3 straight years. Please.#tl;dr tired of all that goes on here. i dont wanna deal with keeping up with it bc idgaf. this is my fun blog that is for fun.#perhaps i just stay in my bubble and stop trying to make new friends and moots. anyway i lay down thanks for listening to me yap.
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2011 Italian Grand Prix - Vettonso
#SORRY. I AM GOING THROUGH IT.#this is why i had to put vettonso merchant in my bio bcs if i dont post them at least 5x a week ill die#their dynamic in this race is like actually indecipherable to me#cause this is the race where fernando 'allegedly' said fuck you my boy#but their dynamic is so odd????#like they have that happen in the cooldown room#and then generally ignore each other on the podium#and then we randomly get this cute moment and then they INSTANTLY go back to being awkward#but then in the press con they keep talking about each other and looking at each other???? okay :)#sometimes im just like. yeah no i give up on trying to understand them#not rly noticeable in these buts its so funny how seb pats him to get his attention#and then immediately goes to cheer as if to be like 'huh what i didnt touch uou'#to ref that one post about this race said: he didnt wanna embarrass himself again by getting turned on#stealing this from c cough cough but hes like 'oh no!! if he looks at me im gonna embrass myself on broadcast again!!'#anyways i love this moment and the pics from this are like my fav ever 2010s pics of them so yeah <3#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#we do a little bit of f1#*its so odd i completely remember finishing this and scheduling it last night#*but when i woke up it was only half done??? im still confused#2011 italian gp
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Drawing fanart: wow I'm so unoriginal and annoying Drawing OCs : wow I'm so unoriginal and annoying
#ive been in a weird mood all day#so this is my monthly whinging#cant let you guys forget im bipolar am i rite!#anyway i feel like everytime i draw raha i get booed by the crowd. i dont know why#vent#which is odd because like. nothings wrong. why do i randomly want to break into tears. what is going on#things have been BETTER even#ive been trying to keep a better self care routine...ive been keeping my home clean...ive been getting compliments at work
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