#and im not gonna be able to sleep for a while

[undyingdecay]

im half projecting as someone whos a very light sleeper

somnophilia with john... where reader's home alone because john's out on a mission and decides to go to bed early,, and then wakes up, middle of the night, and johns pistoning inside like crazy and obviously readers not gonna be able to sleep through all that because hes rough and way too loud and kind of a freak with it.

what are we thinking

(cw: reader is technically drugged)

gets off on the whole idea of you knocked out while he helps himself — but the thing is, you’re a light sleeper. always have been. you stitr at the sound of a door creak, the dip of the mattress when he comes home late. so john starts getting v clever with it, starts slipping a couple melatonin tablets into your water on the nights he knows he’s gonna be coming back wound up and mean.

he plays it sweet about it too. cups your jaw, makes you drink while murmuring “stay hydrated, baby,” pressing a kiss to your hairline like he isn’t already half-hard thinking about splitting you open hours from now while you’re limp and useless under him.

it never quite works though. you always wake up. the dull, syrupy haze of sleep dragging behind your eyes, but you feel the rough snap of his hips, the heavy press of his body blanketing yours, hear the low, breathless mutters of “fuck, fuck, missed you, baby — missed this fuckin’ pussy” while he fists the pillow beside your head.

he’s loud about it too, can’t help himself. groans into your skin, heavy panting in your ear, doesn’t even slow when you twitch awake underneath him, a sleepy whimper breaking in your throat. if anything, it makes him worse.

“‘s okay, sweetheart,” he rasps, pace unrelenting, one hand slipping beneath your belly to tug you back onto his cock with each brutal thrust, “just go back t’sleep, baby. lemme finish, yeah? won’t be long.”

but it’s a lie. it’s always a lie. he gets off on the whole thing, on you being helpless and glassy-eyed beneath him, on the way you try to muffle your little gasps into the pillow, on the tremble in your thighs when he hitches them up for a better angle.

it isn’t about you sleeping. never was. it’s about him needing to bury himself somewhere warm after hours of blood and violence, about making sure you’re full of him before the sun comes up. and maybe, just maybe, slipping another pill in your water the next night too, because he knows he won’t be able to keep his hands to himself again.

[radioroxx]

in. clover lives aus or aus where they choose to live in the underground whatnot. i think more ppl should play with the idea that their friends know Jackshit About Humans. please and thanks

[july-19th-club]

i have no mouth and i must scream speech but for about insomnia hate hate hate let me tell you how much i have come to hate being awake

[thebestestpuppy]

You have such a perfect body, just the perfect fairy princess. Time for another stroking session to you, as usual.

🥰

[whatthehali]

Truly how long until the pacers play next has become the only way that I measure the passage of time

[thelastwhimzy]

🙃 found out my amazon order got delayed due to nonpayment and i was so confused why i didnt have the money for it until i checked my bank account and realized that ive had to drop $146 on simply getting to the emergency room this week. chronic illness has ruined my life 😍💜

[bittersweetblasphemy]

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[funshinebf]

i need 2 do this to amber more than i need oxygen rn.

[orcelito]

Good News for me, it seems like my application to the new apartment is being accepted :]

The leasing coordinator messaged me to say she's sending the lease to me to sign tomorrow, & so long as I submit the payment by the start of the term (April 30th), then the apartment will be Mine.......!!!!!

Wonderful News!!!

[aria0fgold]

3 am and not even half way... this is way harder than the d/n/a one...

[thegh0stofwilburtheworm]

its one of those nights pass the variations of a cloud

[ratinthevoid]

why do we have summer already? last time i checked it was february

[snixx]

making new friends irl is so nerve wracking but also so exciting. I remember how much I used to panic over sending my now best friend one text or randomly calling her and look how that turned out BUT also I've given wayy too much of myself to people who ended up not caring and hurting me and it's such a gamble to trust people but I really think it's worth it but why does EVERYTHING feel like such a big step and so scary like??? can we hang out when we're not in college? how often can I text you to hang out before it becomes too much?? can I say I love you?? can I give you a high five? can we hug?? AKFHDGDHHDDH I LIKE YOU SO MUCH. and I know you like me too but I've been known to come on way too strong and and and god I can't wait to get to know you even more. yeah I'm going insane. bye

[zipmode]

I need tosay goodbye to my maman and walk over to the dorms but she's napping and I don't want to wake her up...

[honestmouse20]

i hate summer so much yall

it's already 80 during the day here and my ac doesnt work. Everyone telling me they love the summer is wrong and crazy. come back and tell me you love the summer when your bedroom is 80 degrees at 4am.

I usually sleep prety well these days but tonight i can't seem to stay asleep, even with my fan on and pointed right at me. The ac is on too, set at 65 but the themomerter in my room says otherwise. we've been texting the landord Repeatedly. The Ac repair man never calls

[onecooooooolcat]

idk abt other ppl but like plushies on my bed arent just for having n being there sake they are to be HELD and CUDDLED and SNUGGLED and also you cant snuggle one or two n leave the others they must ALL be HELD at ALL times like if im on bed they need to be on me which wasnt a problem for the first 9-12 ish years of my life when i only had bunny. then for next 12-9 ish years it wasnt a problem bc i only had bunny n hans. things started getting a bit difficult but not too much when bluey entered the picture that year. now one year later we have added gris to the mix n cuddling 4 stuffies at once is a tough job but someone's got to do it so eh