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h-doodles · 9 months

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boy the sudden outpour of angst ideas for larissa weems x reader in my brain got me weeping so bad i feel a fever coming on

#ALL YALL POSTING ABT FALLING OUT OF LOVE BUT MY BRAIN GOING 700 MILES FASTER AND 3000 YEARS FURTHER WITH A #the love was still there. it didnt change anything.#ABT READER LEARNING SHE'S DYIG SOON. BUT KNOWS LARISSA IS SWAMPED WITH NEVERMORE & DEALING WITH THE KIDS. AND SHE ALSO LOVES #HER NEVERMORE FAMILY SO MUCH. SHE CANNOT BEAR TO MAKE THEM SAD #AND BC LARISSA IS SO BUSY. SHE HASNT REALLY LOOKED @ HER WIFE. AND TO READER ITS JUST OKAY. AND CREATES A MINI VIDEO JOURNEY #AND LIKE. ITS JUST ALL THE LITTLE THINGS SHE LOVED TO DO WITH LARISSA. AND THE KIDS. AND OF LIFE U KNOW.#and its wonderful and sad and beautiful #but she's dying and she doesn't want anyone else to know; her family had gone the same way too and thats how she wants it to end #and its just. augh. not my brain adding more angst rn #where her one & only friend notices #and is the one bringing her to all her doctor's appointments (outside jericho ofc. she knows her wife would know the instant had she been #diagnosed there) and like. Larissa getting more and more suspicious of their outings and accuses r of infidelity #.......and at this point r is just. done. and lies.#and gets out of Larissa's life. and everyone's just. shocked & devastated #R leaves but also begs her friend to go away. because she's just counting her days at this point. and you know what #the kicker here is that they agree knowing this was the last act of kindness they could give her.#AND LARISSA STILL DOESNT KNOW.#and wouldnt have known until Wednesday had a vision of a phonecall that'll shatter her #........shit. im crying again haha #anyways i love cinematic orchestra's i built a home <3 it really gives me such the best angst storylines #personal.txt #clown.txt #mod lee speaks stuff #idea.txt #larissa weems #larissa x reader #larissa weems x reader #lee writes #lee writes stuff #my fic

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creativesplat · 3 months

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I would also like to see some miphlink, if that's okay!

I was really struggling with what to draw, and then I remembered your ask from ages ago (dang ADHD brain...) anyway, sorry its such a late answer, but Miphlink inspired by Dicksee's La Belle Dame

#thank you so so much for the ask stars!! I had completely forgotten about it (I'm so so sorry!!) and it saved me from an artist-not-arting #you know the sort of pent up unpleasant feeling you get when you need to do something creative but its not happening and then its sad?#yeah I didn't get that because your ask suddenly popped into my head! so very happy about that :) thank you!#link is a horse girl and we need more of it in life #also to try and get the flowy fabric look that Dicksee's La Belle Dame has without putting Link in a dress I decided to modify Mipha's fins #and then added some of that gorgeous salmon colour from the original piece #also the reason the reason the champions tunic etc have that grey tinge to it is because the knight was wearing armour in the original piec #with a beautiful duckegg blue grey colour and I thought including that might be fun too!#anyway #the couple that is perfect for one another and should always be together for all time: Mipha and Link #mipha #link #botw #creativesplat draws #breath of the wild #miphlink #lipha #I really need to catch up on the miphlink tag... its so exciting to have so much wonderful art and writing to look through but I am a rathe #busy/ adhd forgetful bean so whenever I get round to reading or looking at art... there will be a long reblog/ queue of miphlink stuff!#eventually #at some point #because fashionably late (coughjustlatecough) is my middle name!#enough rambling sorry #I love drawing miphlink its like a comfort drawing thing #like her head is so squidgy and so easy to doodle so if ever my brain is bored or I want to draw and need happy hormones but can't find the #mipha is the answer because the squishy head is just sooooo good #the designers of mipha were amazing and I love them #epona #tloz #zelda

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volatile-shorty · 5 months

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pretty bird, pretty bird, i know youre hurting but so am i

#betty grof #magic woman #adventure time #do you think betty took a moment to really take in the fact that magic EXISTS and its not just nebulous its a force of nature in the world #or #did she immediately leap into it as a means to an end #a tool to use for her goal #no time to process the beauty and strangeness of this new world gotta cure simon #or did she spend even a moment during that long year wondering what the future would b like if she accomplished her goal #did she give herself time to reckon with her newfound powers and madness/sadness?#did she see? did she explore? did she allow herself to get excited by this new interesting world?#or did betty just have tunnel vision?#i think about it.

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scalpelsister · 8 months

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also this isnt really proper shade at larian or anything and the writing of this game is SAURE good so dont take it this way but.

i sure do wish. Minthara was not villain batted as hard as she was. Her being locked to "evil" runs and being mutually exclusive with several party members. Her being nothing more than a miniboss for your average player- who does not even know shes a potential party member! Her being so chronically unloved by the community because... shes the "evil" companion. Hell, even the amount of people saying frankly really edgy shit about killing her or hurting her completely unprompted lmao. Like I genuinely think shes been pretty unfairly demonized both by the community and by the meta of just like... the game itself because she's really actually..... kind of, dare I say, sweet? if you get to know her. ugh.

#also if i had two nickles. shes sylvanas all over again lads i fear #idk obviously larian handles her character much better than wow ever handled sylvanas but its genuinely like #kind of eerie how similar they are and how hard they where both villain batted considering how evil they actually are #ESP compared to their male counterparts #like i would argue that neither of them are any more evil- and likely are even less evil- than a lot of the men in the same game that #are not villain batted at all.#like every character in warcraft is a war criminal so sylvanas is hardly uniquely evil on that front #and i have a hard time buying that minthara is anymore inherently evil than astarion lol #idk again larian handles trauma much better and it feels... inauthentic to accuse them of not treating minthara well because shes #traumatized. thats def not the argument im making here but it IS really sad to relate to / find catharsis in another traumatized elf #only for her to be. villain batted just like the last one :/#idk. its just a bummer.#like again thankfully its not a thesis of larians like. karlach and shadowheart and laezel are all beautiful and wonderful examples of like #traumatized women allowed to be angry and validated for being angry #BUT im selfish haha i want my bestie minthara to be able to have a happy ending w the rest of us and i dont want to see her demonized for #idk being a traumatized angry woman like!! it seems outta place for that to be the message but #whatever im rambling ive lost the plot #my post

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ayilings · 5 months

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it feels like you’re getting farther, like you’re flying away 🦋

#bts #bts fanart #min yoongi #bangtan #illustration #2023 #enlistment news aughhh . its sweet that theyre so serious about 2025 but man #ive been planning to make little masterposts of the bts fanart i have by year!!! sometime!!#gotta go rummaging thru google drive and like hundreds of files tho eek #caption is lyrics adapted from butterfly!!!! wonderful song #i rec the butterfly prologue mix specfically the piano is so good and its beautiful and soft and sad and gentle #ayilings

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marsbotz · 3 months

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probably will delete this in like 0.5 seconds but look at my jumperrrrrr so cute ^_^

#say lovely beautiful wonderful things abt me pls #drawing on selfies is the bestttttt btw so fun #this top is supposed to be cropped im pretty sure but its big on me so its just notmal LOL #and the sleeves r huggeeeee ^_^ which i love #sorry for my dirty fucking mirror?! its toothpaste.#my hair is growing so crazy painfullyyyy slow btw. grrrrr #i look so much better now tho im sad i waited so long to grow my hair back out -_-#effects of family constantly hoping u will change ur mind abt being trans -_- watever #ANYWAYYYY. smiles.

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boygirlctommy · 5 months

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i love you bedrockverse :')

#my post #bedrockverse #i finally read all the Announcements (was putting it off bcus :(( )#and like. man #thank you to everyone whos worked on that story bcus its wonderful and hilarious and sad and beautiful and the canon ending to d.smp #(in my heart)#i showed up late to the party but man ive had so much fun sending stupid anons and drawing stuff and laughing and crying and #telling my therapist about the rpbee divorce #also brv made me a t.ntd.uoer. what. how. how did you do that.#anyways ive loved every second of this :D thank you guys again its been amazing :]

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opens-up-4-nobody · 6 months

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#ugh. i have such specific desires its impossible #like how am i supposed to find movies that r kinda pretentious and fucked up and sad with like layer upon layer of symbolism? like what is #that. just like best pretentious films???#or like i want music thats like. ugh how do i describe. like mostly instrumental but with people talking #so it sounds like youre listening to old home videos. its sad and nostalgic #or i dont even kno how to describe it #just listen to zammuto. my dog's eyes or it can feel so good #songs that make me wanna weep bc theyre like so. so like grounding? like there r good things in the world. value the simple things #these r the children who havent yet lost their sense of wonder. makes me so sad and happy #ugh. i should just rewatch sunshine #i just want media thats so gut wrenchingly tragic and so full to the brim of beauty #is that so much to ask? is it #idk. i feel ill. probably lack of sleep #if u have movie recs id love to hear them #unrelated

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hecksupremechips · 22 hours

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Girl like. The reason he said "this is how it should be" and faced death with a smile....is cuz he wanted to die. For 2 years he sat there thinking he was worthless and deserved to die. If he hadn’t be shot, his death would’ve been suicide, he was fully planning to die in a gutter somewhere undetected. When saying "this is how it should be" hes literally saying "don’t cry because I’m dying, my death is a good thing actually because I fucking suck and you are better off without me". I don’t think that’s badass even slightly, it’s actually really sad and really shitty. Shinjiro is so convinced that he deserves to die and hates the idea of anyone giving a shit about him because he literally can’t wrap his mind around the idea that he will be missed when he’s gone, that his death is a bad thing actually. And his last words were meant to be comforting because he fully did not intend for anyone to be there when he died, he intended to die alone, so he says them as a reminder that he’s not worth crying over

Personally, if it were me, if I was holding my dying best friend in my arms who was deeply depressed and suicidal and he said "this is how it should be" uh. I wouldn’t admire him for it??? Like am I losing my mind when I say the way this game handles Shinji is bad or is anyone else seeing this too 😰

#its like okay listen i understand the basic math of any persona game they say things and everything they say is actually #very bad when you think about it for more than 3 seconds #like what theyre intending to do with the death of this character is be like oh no your sad friend dies tragically thats so saddddd #but that doesnt mean you cant live a wonderful life full of meaning you cant let grief consume you life is beautiful awagga #and i guess shinji is a specific character whos used cuz i guess its more tragic that he never realized he was worthy of life and shit #and i guess its also like ‘dont be like this guy who let grief consume him and then died you gotta Be Different’#which i dont. love. that last part cuz if you think about shinji and what led him down this road #its like. of course hes depressed! he accidentally killed a woman with a child when he was 16!#he himself is an orphan and he just made some other kid an orphan as well and it happened cuz his persona went out of control #which very much can translate to ‘this must mean im dangerous and can hurt everyone if im not kept under control’#so of course he isolated himself and believed he was evil and became suicidal like who wouldnt feel that way #like am i supposed to be mad he left sees and took drugs cuz uh while i dont think isolation or Evil Drug is good for his mental health #i dont think him continuing to fight in sees is something he can just easily do again given how he killed someone like he shouldnt have to #be a part of this thing anymore like how would he even safely get castor to not do that??? he cant kill more people on accident!#so yeah like using shinji as an example of bad coping mechanisms is already just. a big fucking oof to me like it just feels like the game #is saying he shouldve gotten over it and simply not be suicidal and stayed on the team. idk if thats the intent but uh it wouldnt faze me #cuz persona games are notoriously awful at writing characters who are traumatized and abused #but what makes everything even worse is how the game kinda like. acts like shinjis death is a stepping stone #like we’re supposed to use it as a wake up call and understand the stakes but keep going on anyways #and akihiko and Ken get. ‘great character development’ according to the game telling you they have now developed #but damn all akihiko is is just repressed he cries for 3 seconds and then is like I SHOULD MAN UP and then neglects a depressed child #shinjis dying words are words to live by now even though they piss me the fuck off like girl am i crazy HES FUCKING #HES TELLING ME NOT TO CRY OVER HIM BECAUSE HE SHOULD BE DEAD ACTUALLY AND THIS IS A GOOD THING ACTUALLY #like if the game wants us to still find meaning in life despite losing someone it just really hurts that shinji has to die for that to work #apparently. cuz the character i see myself in is shinji. not some perfect prettyboy who does everything perfectly and has 4 gfs #his death seems like a punishment for bad behavior. the bad behavior being of course depression and drug use. and im simply supposed to be #better than that if i want to live. and we dont get to form a connection with him cuz thats gayyyyy #and his death is like a NOBLE HEROIC SACRIFICE idk its just such bullshit to me i hate it so bad #how is killing a suicidal guy and then treating it as admirable that he said ‘this is how it should be’ supposed to make me feel #makes me feel sick personally and it ruins the entire game’s theme to me because its fucking shallow and the story is bad and im tired

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carriehobbs · 12 days

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playing dredge is putting me in my n sewell era honestly fuck the ocean. i get it now there's nothing good in there

#its so sad bc like. ocean i love you <3 <3 <3 #the beauty and majesty of when theres just a dolphin or whale suddenly alongside your boat. so wonderful #and then you get attacked by a big fucking serpent. im just saying i get it n #idk what kind of supernaturals are in the ocean in wayhaven but fuck that place for sure if they're down there #maybe sea serpents are real in wayhaven and maybe theyre pissed off

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likeasoup · 2 months

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it’s so wild to me that if i had heard this shinee news 2-3 years ago i would’ve been devastated but now? i feel like the happiness they gave me will always be there even if i’m removed from it now even if they never do anything together again

#for me at least that time served its purpose and brought me joy (and sadness too) and i can appreciate it and them for that #my feelings have changed over the years so i’m not as attached to them too but i had some good times and good memories #also hoping for wonderful and beautiful (and husbandy and fatherly) things for mr choi because he deserves it #okay bye back to being mia!

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oflgtfol · 2 years

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BORN TOO LATE TO SEE THE SUPERNOVA OF 1054. BORN TOO EARLY TO SEE BETELGEUSE GO SUPERNOVA. BORN JUST IN TIME TO WITNESS THE SPLENDOR OF THE PILLARS OF CREATION !!!

#the pillars of creation isnt like. technically a nebula #its part of the larger eagle nebula #but still. the pillars are like. one of my favorite.... Things....in general #also fun fact apparently the crab nebula is the remnant of the 1054 supernova which drives me insane to think about #like astronomical timescales are so fucking long #but like. sometimes. things happen on short enough time scales that humans can witness it.#like no individual was able to see both the supernova and the crab nebula as it appears now #but like. we as a species have been able to track it #over less than 1000 years too #like sometimes things in astronomy take so fucking long but sometimes they happen so quickly!#and how wonderful is it that it happened during this brief time period that we could actually record it!!!#and now im thinking along those lines with the pilalrs of creation #we have them photographed now and inevitably we will continue to make observations over the next 1000 years #we as a species will get to see in ''real'' (delayed) time their disintegration #and its just. screams. puts my head in my hands #and as like. awe-inspiring that is. it is also kinda sad to think that something as fucking beautiful as the pillars of creation #wont be around in as short of an amount of time as just 1000 years #the ephemeral beauty of nature..... thank god we get to witness it now #brot posts #astro posting

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jacksintention · 1 year

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#I was thinking about the fact that the Abyss started to lose its beauty before Jack's first attempt to drop the world inside #In the panels in which it's told it's told alongside the description of the existence of the Alices‚ Oz and the Will's sadness #And how she finds Jack and gives him Lacie's memories (so she knew Lacie‚ or something of her at least;#I mean‚ she doesn't have Core eyes in that moment)#And idk... It makes you wonder #It makes it have even more sense that Jack sees the Abyss as a cold dark grave‚ when that's the Abyss that swallowed Lacie irrevocably #and that's close to the Abyss the Alices know #But mainly it makes me wonder about why #Is it a body and at least one soul other existing constantly in the Abyss what made it lose its beauty?#It seems to be the existence of the Will as it is also her destruction what makes the Abyss regain its beauty #And we could take it in a literal sense I guess. The Core having a body means a somewhat... decadence of the Abyss #because that's not its natural state #But with the constant of coldness/water/loneliness/even personhood through the story‚ it feels symbolic #The Abyss becoming a place of loneliness and isolation. The Abyss being more and more aware of loneliness and otherness #through Lacie and the Will. The Will going mad with loneliness and grief. The Abyss reflecting what Lacie felt #The Abyss reflecting Jack's inner being in some ways (the Abyss/Core/Jack parallelisms were so idk unexpected at first?#and wow I adore them)#The Abyss becoming the thing Jack saw in it #I talk too much #I should probably delete this later

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aashiqvi · 1 year

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why do u think its easier to romanticise sadness than happiness?

#if anyone wanna share thoughts pls do #i truly wonder u know bc it is true #not that u cant romanticise happiness A LOT. just less easier to learn #its like the secret history ‘beauty is terror’ and etc. but i rly wonder what it is …… ab humans and emotions #and how its easier to romanticise and dwell in sadness etc. ygm ?

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1980ssunflower · 1 year

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**KISSES THEM BOTH AND PICKS THEM BOTH UP OFF THE GROUND

#ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙#tape entry circa 1980 #I WAS ABLE TO LIFT THEM BOTH UP OFF THE GROUND IN MY ARMS IN A DREAM SO THATS REAL NOW HFJDSK #i love them SOO SOOO SOO SO SO SO SOSOSOSOSO MUCH #every day i think of them and long for them #i just long for a happy life w them both... i want the simple things so badly tbh i want to fall asleep and wake up next to them every day #to make food for them and to cook together to go grocery shopping and running errands just whatever as long as its w them #there is beauty in everything even in the simple even in the ugly... and w them that beauty is so blindingly there at all times #i want to experience every little thing w them and be comforted by them and for them to comfort me too...#like when i broke the first elo album i ever owned and just BROKE down crying about it because of how important it was to me #and they went out immediately to try to find another first pressing to replace it #idk i just keep thinking about them and i keep feeling so sad because im not w them #the thought i could ever be w/o them makes me feel such deep dread that it makes me nauseous like ik i wouldnt be able to live w/o them #theyre my everything my life my loves my truest soulmates #id do anything to be home w them in the 80s to go on our rollerskating dates and to browse music for hours and hangout at the mall #idk i just cant stop thinking i just cant... i just love them more than life itself #i think everything in this world has beauty in it but when it comes to min and ryan its like nothing can even hold a candle to them #if the world is beautiful then they are ethereal #i was playing my guitar for a few hours today and just couldnt help but wonder if my min and ryan are proud of me...#if im... enough for them i guess #i havent been playing my whole life like they have so i feel like i cant match up... but ik they love me #and ik im good enough for the band and they would reassure me over and over of that #i just kinda wish they could love and reassure me in person #and then we could play and sing together :"-] id love to hear our voices together... i think my voice would go so perfectly w theirs

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