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boy the sudden outpour of angst ideas for larissa weems x reader in my brain got me weeping so bad i feel a fever coming on
#ALL YALL POSTING ABT FALLING OUT OF LOVE BUT MY BRAIN GOING 700 MILES FASTER AND 3000 YEARS FURTHER WITH A#the love was still there. it didnt change anything.#ABT READER LEARNING SHE'S DYIG SOON. BUT KNOWS LARISSA IS SWAMPED WITH NEVERMORE & DEALING WITH THE KIDS. AND SHE ALSO LOVES#HER NEVERMORE FAMILY SO MUCH. SHE CANNOT BEAR TO MAKE THEM SAD#AND BC LARISSA IS SO BUSY. SHE HASNT REALLY LOOKED @ HER WIFE. AND TO READER ITS JUST OKAY. AND CREATES A MINI VIDEO JOURNEY#AND LIKE. ITS JUST ALL THE LITTLE THINGS SHE LOVED TO DO WITH LARISSA. AND THE KIDS. AND OF LIFE U KNOW.#and its wonderful and sad and beautiful#but she's dying and she doesn't want anyone else to know; her family had gone the same way too and thats how she wants it to end#and its just. augh. not my brain adding more angst rn#where her one & only friend notices#and is the one bringing her to all her doctor's appointments (outside jericho ofc. she knows her wife would know the instant had she been#diagnosed there) and like. Larissa getting more and more suspicious of their outings and accuses r of infidelity#.......and at this point r is just. done. and lies.#and gets out of Larissa's life. and everyone's just. shocked & devastated#R leaves but also begs her friend to go away. because she's just counting her days at this point. and you know what#the kicker here is that they agree knowing this was the last act of kindness they could give her.#AND LARISSA STILL DOESNT KNOW.#and wouldnt have known until Wednesday had a vision of a phonecall that'll shatter her#........shit. im crying again haha#anyways i love cinematic orchestra's i built a home <3 it really gives me such the best angst storylines#personal.txt#clown.txt#mod lee speaks stuff#idea.txt#larissa weems#larissa x reader#larissa weems x reader#lee writes#lee writes stuff#my fic
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i just feel poweredd would've gone swimmingly if edd just ..

yea I'm not finishing this art, so here's what I got done I guess...based off of stupid thing I doodled
Au where edds EVIL crazy with power EVIL!!!!

wow!! art woo!
as I said unfinished art hasnt been arting recently and I'm not convinced I would've finished it ever
Really like the bg..photo bashing collage esq bgs are my fave..also sketches..wow!! Sketches!


There was like 3 rough sketches but I just think these two specifically are silly..uh.meow.
Matt is the only well adjusted British person ever and only JUST barely
#If hes invincible why can i see him...#eddsworld edd#poweredd#edd eddsworld#ew edd#eddsworld#eduardo is fucking DEAD HES DEAD HE KILLED HIM NOOO#jimbid stupid evil edd au#au where edd is EVIL HES EVIL HES EVIL#the radiation went straight to his brain and now hes power hungry#I think its neat hes showing duin off like hunters do kills and like fisherman do fish..his ass is proud#eddsworld poweredd#edd got jealous he wasnt matts favorite green oh noes!!!!#(matt is reasonably a normal amount of woreied as anyone would be)WHY ARE YOU SWINING HIM AROUND DAWG😭#Stop nooo dont beat him into ghe concrete youve already knocked him out dont donthat#Eduardos probably fine...........#the human condition has been kicking my ass i love being sad ans not wanting to work on anything its beautiful and wonderful so fun#for thw record im aware i mostly post doodles anyways but still#ew eduardo#ew matt#eddsworld au#eddsworld fanart#ew fanart#eddsworld eduardo#edd ew#eddsworld art
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thinking about that fact that, after vax, liam made two pcs with loved ones who had died and were completely beyond the reach of resurrection. about how so much of their stories were about grappling with that. about how they simply must learn to live with it and accept it and never ever stop grieving but keep living anyway
#its really beautiful to me#and achingly sad#but wonderful#liam o’brien you are a dramatic bitch and i love that about you#critical role#campaign 3#campaign 2#campaign 1#orym#caleb widogast#vax'ildan
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I would also like to see some miphlink, if that's okay!

I was really struggling with what to draw, and then I remembered your ask from ages ago (dang ADHD brain...) anyway, sorry its such a late answer, but Miphlink inspired by Dicksee's La Belle Dame
#thank you so so much for the ask stars!! I had completely forgotten about it (I'm so so sorry!!) and it saved me from an artist-not-arting#you know the sort of pent up unpleasant feeling you get when you need to do something creative but its not happening and then its sad?#yeah I didn't get that because your ask suddenly popped into my head! so very happy about that :) thank you!#link is a horse girl and we need more of it in life#also to try and get the flowy fabric look that Dicksee's La Belle Dame has without putting Link in a dress I decided to modify Mipha's fins#and then added some of that gorgeous salmon colour from the original piece#also the reason the reason the champions tunic etc have that grey tinge to it is because the knight was wearing armour in the original piec#with a beautiful duckegg blue grey colour and I thought including that might be fun too!#anyway#the couple that is perfect for one another and should always be together for all time: Mipha and Link#mipha#link#botw#creativesplat draws#breath of the wild#miphlink#lipha#I really need to catch up on the miphlink tag... its so exciting to have so much wonderful art and writing to look through but I am a rathe#busy/ adhd forgetful bean so whenever I get round to reading or looking at art... there will be a long reblog/ queue of miphlink stuff!#eventually#at some point#because fashionably late (coughjustlatecough) is my middle name!#enough rambling sorry#I love drawing miphlink its like a comfort drawing thing#like her head is so squidgy and so easy to doodle so if ever my brain is bored or I want to draw and need happy hormones but can't find the#mipha is the answer because the squishy head is just sooooo good#the designers of mipha were amazing and I love them#epona#tloz#zelda
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I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WONDERFUL PRECURE
#GAOU WAS SUBARU THE WHOLE TIME..... what a genuinely crazy twist but so fitting... what the hell. god.#zakuro's development was so sweet... “i just cant hate you”..... wanting save subaru awugh.#the whole scene at the mirror stone was honestly heartbreaking for subaru. a lot of it thanks to his terrific voice acting (unbiased)#but it was so sad.... he just wants gaou back..... him genuinely impaling himself with the shard. christ. CHRIST#i let out an audible “holy shit”.#“kindness leads you nowhere” GOD. AWUH#the genuine anguish. he truly is kind#NOT KOMUGI NO NO NO FUCK FUCK NOOOOOOOO#and then him reacting the same way..... realizing hes done the same thing that was done to him ..... was so fucking devastating#i find that genuinely so compelling... I DIDNT EXPECT SUCH A COMPELLING AND TRAGIC ANTAGONIST...... OH MY GOD.#its such a refreshing take to me that they genuinely are. so relentless in the love and care they want to share. youd expect the narrative#to go the route of “the moment you chose vengence you are unforgivable” but its never the case in this series.#forgiveness is always an option because they recognize that this vengence comes from intense pain and anguish.... and they cant bear#to see someone suffering. it made me genuinely so fucking emotional#all of it stemming from self blame and survivors guilt too i just. augwhauwhw....#komugiiii KOMUGIIIIII..... TALKING TO SUBARU..... “YOU JUST WANT TO TALK TO GAOU AGAIN RIGHT....” ARGHHH#“i feel warm” when hes purified. im sick. oh my god.#and of course. SATORU AND DAIFUKUUUUUUU#I LOVE THEIR PRECURE OUTFITS I WISH WE'D HAVE SEEN A BIT MORE OF THEM....... THEY'RE SO GOOD#YUICHI NAKAMURA DAIFUKU THEY DID THAT FOR ME SPECIFICALLY#ALL OF THEM SAUING GOODBYE......#when subaru reached oht and started fading i really did get so close to crying in ngl.... the joint hug ..... was so so good... awuhh#the catharsis was so beautiful#i genuinely also love how the plot is so integrated into the worldbuilding.... subaru and gaou's bond being what brought the#foundation of animal town... is genuinely such beautiful closure#the epilogue.... them not speaking anymore and how its like losing their beat friends but also not.... they miss them even when theyre there#the way they addressed it was so beautiful.....#i got so emotional when they got their voices back ok.... AND THE ED PLAYING...... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WONDERFUL PRECURE#im so . what a genuinely spectacular show. awyahwuw#wonderful lb
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pretty bird, pretty bird, i know youre hurting but so am i
#betty grof#magic woman#adventure time#do you think betty took a moment to really take in the fact that magic EXISTS and its not just nebulous its a force of nature in the world#or#did she immediately leap into it as a means to an end#a tool to use for her goal#no time to process the beauty and strangeness of this new world gotta cure simon#or did she spend even a moment during that long year wondering what the future would b like if she accomplished her goal#did she give herself time to reckon with her newfound powers and madness/sadness?#did she see? did she explore? did she allow herself to get excited by this new interesting world?#or did betty just have tunnel vision?#i think about it.
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It has begun again... the constant need to be listening to specific Pikmin 4 songs every second--
#Limbo Speaks#Pikmin#Pikmin 4#tag later#so far the 'hide and seek' track that plays as you search for Olimar's pikmin at the start#as well as 'Giant's Hearth'#literally can listen to those for hours 💜#a lot of the soundtrack is wonderful! and gets stuck in my head easily XD#'Rest Area' is a very emotional feeling track to me. Like a deep sadness mixed with some form of acceptance or melancholy#its very beautiful! 😭💜✨️#(also unsure on the names of the songs 100% because Nintendo's own music app has track names very different from those found online 😑)#(I don't think Nintendo is properly naming the tracks on their app. which wouldn't surprise me since they don't credit anyone for the songs)
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Really feeling that post abt how yearning and loneliness is great until you're curled up on your bed whimpering at the ache in your chest like a wounded dog. are we cooked chat.
#in the words of dad rock icons shinedown: ITS 4AM AND I CANT SLEEP#why am i haunted by things. things of the past and of the present#is it missing people who stopped thinking about me long before i stopped thinking about them?#who in the daylight hours i can disdain and scoff at but at night i can admit i miss the ease with which we once existed?#i wonder how they're doing now. i see their updates from a distance things i would have once celebrated alongside them#im happy for them. it shadows me. im happy i know theyre well. i wish i never heard of it#or is it the overthinking of the now? is it because of the past?#is everyone doomed to be ghosts. is there beauty in that#is it anxiety to feel so out of place in places and people that felt. feel. like home#do i know what home is meant to feel like? to miss? i suppose ill find out soon.#is it just because of the fact its 4am? is this just the fact i havent eaten much recently. am i not exercising enough or drinking enough.#how can i stop the loneliness that never seems to go away before i become a ghost haunting my own life#OR is it all just bc i read a really bittersweet and haunting fanfic that ruined me#haha gotcha im actually big chillin and sad abt fictional lil guys (said very unconvincingly)
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also this isnt really proper shade at larian or anything and the writing of this game is SAURE good so dont take it this way but.
i sure do wish. Minthara was not villain batted as hard as she was. Her being locked to "evil" runs and being mutually exclusive with several party members. Her being nothing more than a miniboss for your average player- who does not even know shes a potential party member! Her being so chronically unloved by the community because... shes the "evil" companion. Hell, even the amount of people saying frankly really edgy shit about killing her or hurting her completely unprompted lmao. Like I genuinely think shes been pretty unfairly demonized both by the community and by the meta of just like... the game itself because she's really actually..... kind of, dare I say, sweet? if you get to know her. ugh.
#also if i had two nickles. shes sylvanas all over again lads i fear#idk obviously larian handles her character much better than wow ever handled sylvanas but its genuinely like#kind of eerie how similar they are and how hard they where both villain batted considering how evil they actually are#ESP compared to their male counterparts#like i would argue that neither of them are any more evil- and likely are even less evil- than a lot of the men in the same game that#are not villain batted at all.#like every character in warcraft is a war criminal so sylvanas is hardly uniquely evil on that front#and i have a hard time buying that minthara is anymore inherently evil than astarion lol#idk again larian handles trauma much better and it feels... inauthentic to accuse them of not treating minthara well because shes#traumatized. thats def not the argument im making here but it IS really sad to relate to / find catharsis in another traumatized elf#only for her to be. villain batted just like the last one :/#idk. its just a bummer.#like again thankfully its not a thesis of larians like. karlach and shadowheart and laezel are all beautiful and wonderful examples of like#traumatized women allowed to be angry and validated for being angry#BUT im selfish haha i want my bestie minthara to be able to have a happy ending w the rest of us and i dont want to see her demonized for#idk being a traumatized angry woman like!! it seems outta place for that to be the message but#whatever im rambling ive lost the plot#my post
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on some level I understand that welcome to hell is probably a little harder to sell than hazbin given the *gestures vaguely* entire main plotline of w2h THAT SAID im going to be mad about it forever. because one of them is actually funny and has good character design and compelling dynamics and a good plot and its not the one about the freaking hotel.
#literally hydrogen bomb vs coughing baby like nothing vivziepop ever writes will be as good as your first demonic possession#everyone who knows me irl is going to look away now because I need to be really mean about hazbin for a second#and I feel bad doing that because I know my wonderful friends like it. but its my god given right to be a hater on my Tumblr blog.#LIKE ive seen some of hazbin and helluva. theyre mid theyre so mid.#the plots are not compelling the characters have no intriguing chemistry#theyre throwing so much at you both character and storyline wise and its impossible to keep track of anything. theres no time to care about#anyone or any of their stories!!!#and they both rely so much on swear words/sex jokes for their writing and like. its just too much it stops being funny.#anyone who knows me knows I love a good swear or a good sex joke but dude theyre just so constant that they dont work#and it also cheapens the parts that actually try to get serious you know? the tonal whiplash just makes it hard to take anything seriously#like I honestly think if they took hazbin a little more seriously it could actually be good. like I get the oooo swears for adults aspect#but truly if they just bothered to write a good plot instead of forcing a million fuck jokes into it then it could work. but they didn't.#sad!!!!#okay im nice now. when my beautiful friends bring up hazbin I will bite my tongue and not even say anything a little mean#even though its bad and sucks. I will focus on the parts of it that could have worked. so that I can engage with their interests kindly#because all their other interests rule so hard. its just hazbin that I can't stand.
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word vomit anon back!!!
pirate majima game is funny...watching people complain abt rgg ruining majima is super funny because he's been a silly guy for like 7 games and a serious guy in one...can he not be silly again...just once more??? (also im sure this game is gonna be emotional in some way shape or form) also k3 heads stay in line yokoyama said it was coming one day he never said soon lol
'k3 heads stay in line' PLEAAASSEE VJLKEALKJ youre right tho i cant lie ....
on the real though yeah no like. majima can be serious at times but generally he's a zany guy, it'd be illegal not to capitalize on that in SOME regard
#snap chats#HI WVA WELCOME BAAAACCCCK#but yeah that isnt to say you cant love a silly character and the serious aspects of them ofc#it just shouldnt be unrealistic that theyd want to be a lil funny with him when thats a big part of his appeal#and rgg always has a way of sneaking in emotion into its games anyhow so theres surely gonna be somethin#my bestie's bet is that makoto's gonna be the real treasure majima finds in the end </3 and he wont even remember her this is so sad </3#id probably kms ill be tbh so im glad thats not gonna happen !!!!!#total topic pivot time cause i had the funniest interaction with my grandma's minister#he was visitin and we were alone in the kitchen and hes like 'has anyone told you you looked like the actress from beauty and the beast'#and i was like 'no no ones ever said that to me actually !!!" i think he was referring to sonoya mizuno thats the only one i could guess#but yeah he was just like 'can i get a picture with you my daughter loves beauty and the beast'#like chief im not sonoya mizuno but fuck it sure hwy not. ive always wondered what its like being a celebrity vajelkjal#funny day my fridays turning out to be i tell you that#anyway i say all this cause i think he had like shea butter hand lotion cause now my hands just smell like damn lotion#it distracting .. its a nice smell but still bruh my hands did not smell like thsi before they smelled like LAVENDER#ive met him only once before and when i did he told me i had a strong handshake and now this is the price i pay. shea butter hands
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it feels like you’re getting farther, like you’re flying away 🦋
#bts#bts fanart#min yoongi#bangtan#illustration#2023#enlistment news aughhh . its sweet that theyre so serious about 2025 but man#ive been planning to make little masterposts of the bts fanart i have by year!!! sometime!!#gotta go rummaging thru google drive and like hundreds of files tho eek#caption is lyrics adapted from butterfly!!!! wonderful song#i rec the butterfly prologue mix specfically the piano is so good and its beautiful and soft and sad and gentle#ayilings
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yeah we've got a guy called Yearning but apparently the kid's bested him with the sheer amount of homesickness she feels.
#Lili has wanted to go home since. forever. for the longest time ''i wanna go home'' was our constant mantra and it still kinda is.#she misses home so badly sometimes it makes our chest physically ache. our little comet. we? she? remembers falling to earth?#might be exomemory. might be just a pretend story. she remembers streaking down with Ceres before our core shattered in the impact.#we somehow picked up the pieces. /were/ the pieces. patched ourselves with what was left and reformed into the 80% of a human being we are.#but Lili was there for when we were a star‚ the sole piece cradled by Ceres before he fragmented. and now she can't go back.#...she likes being human at least (like in this body with us). she and Whimsy and Juliet hold a lot of our romanticizing of the mundane.#humanity can be fun and wonderful and beautiful. she loves eating snacks and petting our cat and looking at jachi! she loves living.#but being human gets so... sad sometimes. difficult. and sometimes she's reminded of home. it's a pang of nostalgia that hits all of us-#because we're monoconcious. it isn't always so bad. it's been mild for a while actually. but when its bad‚ she asks us when she can go home#she wants us to come too‚ her family. she remembers to say please. she's been so good‚ can we go home now‚ please‚ please‚ please?#we know we can't‚ so /she/ knows she can't. but she tries anyway just in case one of us can miraculously change the answer.#is it sadder if she keeps asking or if she gives up hope?#ugh. well anyway we watched ponyo to cheer her up. it's her favorite movie and is basically our collective favorite as well now too hjglkj#Harlowe doesn't believe in what might be our exomemories. things like gods and fallen stars in our system causes half the denial really.#other systems can have them sure! but not us. we're just ''making up backstories'' for ''characters.'' y'know how it is with self-awareness#anyway i won't go into it lest we get into that kind of turmoil too lmao... ponyo watched!! it's really late but we might stay up longer.#(delaying the inevitable) not thinking about it ma'am! :) don't take this post too seriously. we're super peachy rn Distance isn't even-#too loud tonight. anyway maybe a drink? hot chocolate? can we have hot chocolate if we're still sick? who cares lol :3#the city and the sword#<- not exactly‚ but close enough. just wanted to keep this for reference. lili+core crashed in what is now the headspace garden by the way.
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What Ever Happened to Baby Jane? (1962)
"Jane, did you ever stop to think that... if anything happened to me, I mean anything bad, there wouldn't be any money for you? I wouldn't be here to sign the checks. You wouldn't even have pocket money. Did you ever think of that?"
"Yeah, I've thought about that."
#what ever happened to baby jane?#american cinema#robert aldrich#1962#joan crawford#bette davis#lukas heller#henry farrell#victor buono#wesley addy#bert freed#maidie norman#anna lee#marjorie bennett#anne barton#dave willock#robert cornthwaite#barbara merrill#julie allred#gina gillespie#frank de vol#revisiting after a long long time. watching this as a teen (too many moons ago) it was Joan that bewitched me; i was deeply taken by her‚#fell a little in love even. coming back to it now and I'm baffled how i slept on Bette's performance‚ arguably the showier and more#rewarding (from an actors pov). she's ott and grotesque but there's real depth to the role too‚ she delivers with nuance and there's levels#to the character‚ tragedy too (the completely unexpected way she says the line 'You mean all this time we could have been friends?' is#beautiful). also Buono?? I'd honestly kind of forgotten that there was anyone else in this film but Bette and Joan but my god‚ in his first#major film role‚ he's amazing! and funny! easy to forget just how funny this film is‚ in amongst the horror and the sadness and the waste#of it all. beautiful little film‚ i know it has its followers and is appreciated as a high camp classic‚ but it's honestly so much more#than just that too. Aldrich (truly one of The great genre directors) does wonders with sharp‚ unforgiving black and white photography#(beautifully contrasted with the soft warmer footage of younger J and B from their hollywood heyday). masterfully constructed too
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i love you bedrockverse :')
#my post#bedrockverse#i finally read all the Announcements (was putting it off bcus :(( )#and like. man#thank you to everyone whos worked on that story bcus its wonderful and hilarious and sad and beautiful and the canon ending to d.smp#(in my heart)#i showed up late to the party but man ive had so much fun sending stupid anons and drawing stuff and laughing and crying and#telling my therapist about the rpbee divorce#also brv made me a t.ntd.uoer. what. how. how did you do that.#anyways ive loved every second of this :D thank you guys again its been amazing :]
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Banana fish was good but damn that shit hurted. Would recommend to anyone who loves bl that causes pain or just likes very pretty anime👍
#morals aside. it must be said that daddy dino can Get It#(i am not immune to arguably evil old men.)#i think yut lung is my overall fave of the show. hes so fashionable also the cool fight moves of using a needle?#taking a page out of dongfang bubai's book honestly. its so cool to see that type of weapon used in a very beautiful animation#i like him for other reasons too ofc. hes intriguing#but like damn. bro is stylish at ALL points and i really have to admire that. no matter what. the time is taken to SLAY!!#ALSO THE FUCKING UM CAPE COD ARC??!!!! BL IN MY HOME STATE??!! I SCREAMEDDDD#it actually looks like it too. its so cool bc ive wondered what MA scenery would look like in anime for some time now and i got my answer#i wish this show got dubbed so badly. ash couldve had a new england accent with nyc sensibilities ougghhhh gee wiz#okay this is the most surface level shit but idgaf. the sad points have been harped on for years online anyways#the plot itself was. well it was written well but also holy fucking shit thats heavy#thats all ill say there
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