#and like lowkey it worked. and i passed
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more of theemmmmmm exams are over so i can thik abt them forever (i was already doing that)
#i was really freaked out abt one of my tests and just kept telling myself#“monkey d luffy would also fail this exam” in hopes it'd make me less stressed#and like lowkey it worked. and i passed#celebrating with kidkiller yaaayyyy#kidkiller#eustass captain kidd#eustass kid#kid one piece#massacre soldier killer#killer one piece#law is also here but im not tagging him sorry#kidler#one piece#one piece fanart#my art
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In order to turn a very embarrassing moment of my life into something funny have this stupid Timbern au:
The Drakes are alive so Tim is still on track for being the heir of D.I. but is interning at W.E. for the summer because Bruce offered a position
Bernard has been interning at W.E. as well, for volunteering hours
The both work in a small, newer branch of W.E. that focuses on cultivating more information about Gotham’s history
Bernard’s there because it's the most teen focused thing and Tim’s there because he wants to figure where exactly the Lazarus pit is under Gotham so he can mess with Ra’s
They are currently stationed at an old house that was made into a museum which is managed by Wayne Enterprises, but since most of it is a museum there are only a few rooms to actually work, however it being a teen thing it’s very much choose your own hours so that prevents too many people from being there at once
Tim, who doesn’t want someone to come in a see the fact that he’s already finished cataloging all of the 2023 Donations to the museum and is instead using the time to further research the numerous curses in Gotham and/or watch Demon Slayer, is very happy about this fact and only comes at either the earliest or latest times so he gets a room to himself and only has to pretend to be going through boxes when someone checks on him
Bernard immediately messes up Tim’s plan
He’s always there- morning, night, even when Tim changes up his schedule
And no matter how many how many empty rooms there might be he always finds Tim and sits with him, even the time Tim tried to hide in the attic under the guise of organizing a couple boxes up there
Being the paranoid idiot that he is Tim assume that Bernard is a from the League of Assassins and enacts a 46-step plan to figure out what he’s planning (read: stalks him) and in the course of it ends up falling in love
Meanwhile on Bernard’s side, the first week of the internship he walked into the room Tim was in and wanted to be friends with the cute boy
The reason that he kept finding Tim was that he was talking to Dick Grayson, his gymnastics instructor, and Dick had realized that the boy in question was his honorary little brother and told Bernard that “Timmy’s shy, you just have to break down his walls to get to know him” and tells him when Tim’s going to the museum
Dick is well aware of what Tim thinks the situation is because he’s the one Tim rants to, but he thinks it’s funny and will make for a great story to tell at their wedding
#tim drake#dick grayson#bernard dowd#timbern#the real life version of this is far less cute and funny#I intern at my local museum along with about 20 kids from my school#i do not want to interact with these people so I always try to get to the archive room of the museum when no one else is there#Because you only really go into the archive room if your project has to do with organizing collections and catologing them#the first week I took note of which days the other two people whose projects are like that come#so I could avoid them and have the archive room to myself#so after I finished my work i could watch demon slayer in peace while still getting hours#but this one girl who’s project is working on the blog for the museum (does not need the archive room) keeps coming and sitting with me#it first happened like 4 weeks in so I assumed that there weren’t enough chairs in one the other rooms and that this was a one time thing#but it kept happening and when I moved to a different room she ended up sitting with me again#I happened to talk about this with a friend in passing#and my friend just started laughing because it turns out they were friends with the girl and she was trying to make friends with me#And i was an asshole who ignored her because i lowkey thought she was watching to make sure i was always working#I guess the next time i go I'll have an actual converstation with her instead of inquestive side-eyes
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been up to some stuff
#ragebaiters/trollers are kinda weird like lowkey i don’t understand the point of even trying to get attention from ‘trying’ to be funny vro#had a run-in with a guy like that just now sorry (some Annihilation John Doe guy on the wiki :p )#artists on tumblr#kerosnes#digital artist#roblox forsaken#forsaken fanart#forsaken roblox#homicidalporkchops#forsaken#forsaken art#take a chance with chance!#we hate chance#chance#forsaken 1x1x1x1#1x1x1x1#forsaken elliot#elliot work at a pizza place#elliot forsaken#forsaken two time#cat and dog#that’s part of my dog chance work..!#I’m lowkey annoyed but it’ll pass anywayss
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waiting to finish silver's bday art is killing me so i snapped and now im. making a glorious masquerade animatic. i. silver's barely even in it this SUCKS
#it's like. lowkey mallerollo but it's more gen than anything#most of my work tbh. lowkey shippable but meant to feel gen more than anything. WHY AM I DOING GLOMAS VID IN 2025???#I HATE MAKING ANIMATICS WHY AM I DOING THIS ***AGAIN*** im not coloring this one. i refuse. i fuckgn refuse#IVE NEVER DRAWN ROLLO IM SO SCREWED. its a rollo animatic more than anything actually now that i think abt it#blame takoazul on ao3 aka rolloollor aka my number one enemy specifically bc reading ur fics makes me want to work on this#grumbling. i fucking hate it here. head in my hands. this is gonna take FOREVER. i dont have STORYBOARD PRO ANYMORE#AND AFTER EFFECTS WONT OPEN. I HAVE PHOTOSHOP IMOVIE AND A DREAM#the song is esmeralda sung by adriel genet. heard it in passing like 2 yrs ago and here we are#oh yea#hush catríona#okay that's better. how's everyone doing. sorry im not drawing im stuck doing THIS now while i wait for silver to age
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Looking back at the early seasons of Bridgerton, Anthony gave his family a lot of grace because the amount of stress they put him under....chile, I would've blown my fuse way earlier than he did. Especially with Violet!
#bridgerton#like anthony ain't my fave but ill stand by him when his family starts doing the most#especially violet#& im happy that he has kate bc they def can help each other work through their issues#but i was lowkey nervous bc i didn't want her dealing with the stress that are the bridgertons#like no girl stay on that honeymoon for as long as u want#the only ones who get passes are fran (bc she was hardly there) the youngest two & sometimes benny#they didn't seem to raise anthony's blood pressure all that much#and yeah there are somethings that he def needed to be called out on for sure#but the way his family often pushes aside his sacrifices and what he's done to help them needs to be called out#anthony bridgerton#(one of the few good things i say about this man before i go back to dragging him)
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jayvik WIP!!

#was working on this the whole of yesterday i could not decide on the fcuking pose#ughh im still gonna change some things here nd there tho#this aint rlly the final.. color wise yknow#i lowkey like how it looks till now#dknow when im gonna finish this one off tho#ive got so many things mined up next week for uni 😭#but ill be free from almost all my assignments and presentations after next week#so im just praying for the week to pass well and my presentations to go well#im kinda sick rn bec of weather changes ughh#that's all ig#gotta go byee#jayvik#jayvik fanart#jayce/viktor#viktor/jayce#arcane viktor#viktor arcane#jayce talis#krita artist#krita#krita art#art wip#current wip
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If I have another week like this one I’m going to run away and go to nail tech school I am so serious
#one of my friends dropped off the face of the earth for like 3 weeks and i finally caught up to the fact that time had passed#(i live like a vampire and all the days blend into one) and was like ‘hey are you fucking good? i mean i assume so because your mom hasn’t#reported you missing but liiike you didn’t heart react to my video of benji being cute. where are you??’#and she was like ‘oh sorry about that i’ve been at phlebotomy school and i’m hella tired lol’#miss ma’am you dual majored in psychology and social work. where did you get phlebotomy out of that#i get it though. i kind of want to retrain#so i looked at hair and beauty but they charge a hell of a lot if you’re not a school leaver#but i found an in-person nail tech course for ~£400 near me and it would take about a week to do the whole thing#commuting every day is probably too much but private hostel rooms are only like £10 a night#if i get asked to proofread one more dry 5000 word history essay i’m defecting to cosmetology and i’m not kidding#i don’t know yet how i would facilitate my business. maybe i could rent salon premises?#lowkey i also don’t think i have the temperament for working in a salon#but i do have a yorkshire accent which tends to dupe people into thinking i’m a little dumb and then they tell me things. so#personal
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cannot wait for the amount of self confidence it would require to wink at anyone i caught staring at me
#i wore a skirt today#and like lowkey big step for me rn the gender dysphoria demon in my head has been goin Crazy lately ngl#(i wore it bc i knew i was gonna be talking to Hella trans people today)#anyway so like ppl were staring bc i was wearing a bomb ass fit yknow#i dont go to a fashion school any effort is lowkey crazy#also stg everyone decided to dress crusty today and i just was not aware of that#anyway#i just pretended they were staring at me bc they thought i was hot#or at least that i looked like a boy wearing a skirt#and yknow. it worked#i did not feel crazy self conscious#gaslighting myself until i believe that not everyone thinks im a piece of gum at the bottom of their shoe#but yeah i want to get to the point where if i see someone#but ESPECIALLY if its a straight (passing) guy#that i just wink#bc the POWER move that would be#like what are you gonna do about it#oh you like this face? kay ;)#rambles#gender stuff#(ig)
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im seriously winning this semester yall i passed 4 classes AND got a raise at my job AND survived the first semester of college long ish distance with my high school bf . THATS A LOT AT ONCE. BUT I DID IT IM SO PROUD
#i became a manager at my job right before the semester started and recieved a raise after that like 2/3 through it#bc i am awesome#and i passed calc 1 which was THE HARDEST CLASS I HAVE EVER TAKEN OMFG. THAT WAS SO HARD. my prof was a little evil#but i liked her also it was strange. she was so nice but she lowkey just wanted everyone to fail#and i passed 3 other classes but those were p easy#and i kept my romance alive which is great bc my bf and i love each other sm :D#hes meeting my dads family tomorrow too yippee!!!#were besties. in love even.#but ya. yall I FUCKING DID IT i am so proud. i worked so hard lol#tobin talks
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I’ve had a few “whoops this thing I stopped doing is actually helping me” moments recently.
I’ve felt wretched and like I was coming down with the flu recently. It felt more than my normal PEM symptoms, and I was really concerned. And then I realise it’s spring, a bunch of stuff is blooming, and it’s been sooooo windy. And I stopped taking antihistamines and my nasonex sometime last year (antihistamines bc we thought it might have been causing some side effects, nasonex bc I hate the sensation of nasal sprays and need motivation to use it). Pesky hayfever. Needless to say I’m feeling much better having restarted my regimen. I felt a bit silly that I could have avoided feeing miserable though.
I went out for an appointment yesterday in my “knock about the house” shoes that are podiatrist loathed (nil ankle support, nil arch support, worn down), rather than my lace up shoes with my orthotics. After that appointment, I thought I’d check out a new store that’s opened at the shops nearby. I ended up doing a LOT of walking at the shops and today my ankles are sooooo painful and my hips been acting up. I guess it’s good to know that my shoes and orthotics are doing good things in terms of symptom prevention (as well as better longer-term outcomes) but damn do I feel ouchie.
I’m framing it as “yay negative data also tells us important things” because I gotta remember it’s not my fault when these things happen but it is good to try learn from them. And frankly, when there’s so many things going on with your health and condition management as a disabled person, it’s okay when things fall through the cracks. It’s gonna happen. Especially when there’s lots of non-disability stuff going on too. It’s okay.
#the ups and downs of chronic illness#disability#chronic illness#okay it’s been hectic recently#I had to travel for a funeral recently#and travel always fucks me up a bit#a close family pet also passed away 4 days after the human family member#that makes 4 deaths in my family in the last 12 months and it’s been a bit rough#get back home after the interstate funeral#next day is my ridiculously early class and then a long day#Friday also long with physio appt thrown in#weekend I catch up on life chores and attempt to rest#Monday I start an intensive course for uni#it’s 5hr day 5days per week and while it is an amazing class and I am having so much fun#and the teacher has been great about accomodations#I am also exhausted#I’m also making travel prep for in a few months#and this weekend especially after my shoe oopsie yesterday#I’m just feeling like death#first time in a while that I’ve needed to spend a significant chunk of time in bed#I’ve also had 2 migraines this week which is it’s own kind of warning system#but I think I’ll make it through#as I said I’m having so much fun with this class#which is learning how to do linguistic fieldwork#in a really hands on class where we work with a speaker of an underdescribed/underdocumented language#it’s so so fun and our speaker is fantastic#he’s picking up on linguistic stuff and it’s really cool how much we understand after only 5 days#and I’m getting to use some non-English lingua franca skills as well#first time I’ve used them in a non languge learning environment#unforchies I’m not gonna mention the languge we’re working on or the lingua Franca I mean bc that would lowkey doxx me
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Cup of China 2023 - Adam Siao Him Fa and Shoma Uno during the men’s victory ceremony
#this photo is everything to me I want to frame it put it on my wall stare at it forever#i’ve been lowkey hoping for something like this the whole off season watching adam’s ig and following him posting about his training#I love this boy and I love that he’s the kind of person who keeps quiet and works hard to get what he wants (like shoma)#and I do love his skating - his two programs were my favorite last season after shoma’s#but he really clicked for me at worlds on that first monday of practice (ik I will never shut up about this sorry)#was it the last group of men? it was pretty late and adam went in the group after shoma#and I was already shaky after seeing shoma practice with my very eyes#the way shoma practices is really like a machine - relentless and single-minded and unstoppable#and that night he was really hitting it (and popping a lot of jumps but he was still not holding back)#I think it was the night shoma did more jumping passes than the rest of the other men put together#and then adam’s group came out#and I ended up being unable to look away from adam because I saw much of the same qualities in him#and it went through my mind that of all the guys I’d seen there he was the one that reminded me the most of shoma#(lol it’s always shoma in the end isn’t it)#(and I love that shoma had already recognized his qualities too)#(I was so devastated when worlds went the way they did for adam sdghjkk)#but last season he still didn’t have what it took to fight at the same level with the guys at the top - or the consistency#that’s why this win feels so precious and meaningful#adam kept it together and delivered once more - it wasn’t just another one-time win in france#and to do it like that! tired from back to back assignments jetlagged and with boot issues!! On bad ice!!!#he knew that if shoma went clean it would have been hard or impossible for him to win#but he went for it with all he had and fought hard - i teared up towards the end because I was so worried he’d let his sp mistake get to hi#can’t wait for gpf but no matter how adam does there I’m so proud of him 😭#this was hard for me to watch because I also wanted shoma to win but I think Adam needed it more and it ended up being a deserved win#and I think it will motivate shoma for nhk and I’m so here for it! or literally: will be so there for it afsghjjfghgdh aaaaaaaaahhh#adam siao him fa#shoma uno
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artfight revenge of Muki and Clare for ~sam_and_the_gang
#digital art#other's ocs#artfight#backgrounds are not by any means my strongsuit so i usually avoid doing them#but the characters' main thing seems to be parkour so like... i couldnt just pass that up#i liked the cmy noise i used in the last drawing and i thought it would look good again in this one#and i think im right i feel like it works well with the gradient map i used#i may not do one this involved again. maybe i will#ive been lowkey bedridden for the past few weeks bc of uncontrolled asthma so exhaustion was preventing me from doing more#but i feel better now so maybe..
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I am 1250 words away from minimum requirements to pass the class that's still an Incomplete from fall semester!
#a sock speaks#grad school tag#lowkey the professor is being so suspiciously nice to me that I feel like I probably don't deserve to pass this#but you know what? I'll take it. anything that gets me through these last few weeks and leaves open my options.#unfortunately this does mean that I can and probably should finish the work tonight/tomorrow
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i had my zoom meeting with maestro and the assistant conductor today to talk about the manager job and it all sounds okay to me (i'll feel more comfortable about the whole arrangement once i can come in and shadow the last two rehearsals this semester and get a feel for the job in person) but it's a little funny how frequently maestro kept assuring me that. well if it sounds like too much work or just not something i am capable of or even want to do it's okay no pressure he'll be fine without me it's totally up to me don't sign on if you aren't absolutely one hundred percent okay with it and even if it's too much let me know because we can adjust the duties and help you out it's okay. and also him being like the pay isn't that good i'm going to try to ask for more money to pay you and the assistant conductor and maybe partially fund you if you go on tour with us next summer but it really should be more pay than this i'm sorry anyway here's like seven other ways you can make a little extra cash through related jobs like arranging extra parts for the orchestra and subbing on english horn as needed and maybe i can find some money for you to write program notes also have you considered teaching at the local music school it's a good way to get your foot in the door and make a little extra on the side sorry it's not much i hope it's okay for you
#and the whole time i'm sitting there like Okay 👍 Thamks#i wanna talk about me#it's very endearing how much he seems to care about me. both my comfort with the responsibilities and the pay haha#he was even like You know maybe if you wanted to take conducting lessons.#(with the lowkey implication of 'you could be assistant conductor in a couple of years too and then i could pay you more LOL)#(and he kind of complained about how the hall and the organization have an assload of cash at their disposal they're just stingy with it ha)#i'm not in it for the money rn really. i mean obviously it would be nice haha#but i'm getting by okay rn with my fellowship and gigs#(and the fellowship means i'm hardly paying anything out of pocket for grad school which is certainly a huge help here haha)#i'm not doing it For The Exposure cause like. idk that sounds trite and also exposure to What. i've known maestro for eight years...#but it IS really good experience for me. a job handed to me by someone who knows and trusts in my work#in my target field of work. with a highly regarded youth orchestra at an amazing concert hall.#i'd be such a shithead to pass that opportunity up!!#it's not about only making a thousand bucks per concert cycle or whatever it's about the experience#and getting to put [redacted] concert hall on my cv. invaluable!!#anyway nervous but cautiously optimistic about next week i'm shadowing the last rehearsal before their december concert#i'll feel much better about the whole job and everything involved once i can experience it in person#i'm a 'learn by doing' kinda guy anyway
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@kurjaks
The way Zero pulls Jude into him ヽ(゜∇゜)ノ
#h-husbands …. <3#it (kinda) lowkey looks like them too so it works#(it’s just a blonde with a dark dark haired partner but 😌)#I’m falling asleep but I had to get this out before I passed out so u see it
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