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tasakesi · 2 years

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aghhh i try my best to put emotions aside and talk through problems without impulsively saying things in the heat of a moment and STILL he sees this as a personal attack

#it should be us vs problem not me vs you get that through your head #yes i might end up sounding cold because i try very hard to keep emotions at bay esp through text #i refuse to have wars #like today i sortof invited him to grab a coffee with me after my practice ended bc i figured it would be a nice way to see eachother #he ended up sleeping in bc his phone ran out of battery and he got home at around 5 #i figured that was the case bc last night he told me he was w/friends #i expressed my disappointment bc we dont rly hang out during the day. i brought up how always something geta in the way and we move the-#-hangout at a later time. i tried my best to be non threatening and accusatory. and somehow it snowballed to where he told me-#-he doesn't feel like explaining himself out of the situation (in estonian the slang is mähkima and idk how to even explain it well rn)#nad i just said that yeah.. okay.. instead of solving the problem you just have to mess with me #and now its just radio silence #and okay i admit i ended up being blamey and around the end a bit emotional #bc im lowkey hurt that he sees this as a me vs him type of a thing..#like aghhh everything else is fine but problem solving is just so horn clashing for us #🪐

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plulp · 1 year

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IM NOT A DOCTOR BUT I THINK I MIGHT BE ABLE TO HELP

#my art #dol #harper the doctor #HIIIIIIIIIIII HI EVERYONE 👋👋👋👋👋👋👋👋👋#its a little bit off so that makes me kinda upset :( but ill figure something out. it might be the colors :(#or maybe the spacing? i left a lot in the top left :( but its fine #and im going to use every lyric of that song for every harper piece i make so that i dont have to think about making captions okay?#but HERE. a HARPER PIECE YOU CAN REBLOG #i give them the stupid messy sidebun because its cute. to me.#im so sorry about the radio silence but i DID warn you all i get artblock often #but!!!!!! i was also accepted into a zine despite my lack of internet presence :) so ive also been busy with that and other stuff too #accidentally made this while practicing for the piece because i couldnt get the style right :( but hopefully ill get a better hold on it #anyways. harper is not a doctor and i love them so much it makes me sick #harper my EVERYTHING. hes my PRINCESS.#MY ANGEL.#i want you all to remember this isnt just an art blog. its a harper fanblog #ohhh but i do have a few few few announcements to make in my next post okay? so dont ignore it alright? kiss kiss love you #IM GONNA BE FUCKING SICK HES HOLDING THE SYRINGE WRONG. AND I CANT FIX IT NOW BECAUSE ITS BEEN RBED

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iheartmoons · 1 year

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i think non-aled fans don't understand why it's so sad that aled was replaced by isaac in the tv show. yes, it is sadder than oli not being there or imogen being added! we're not just kicking up a fuss for nothing - i mean, aled's biggest fear was disappearing. let that sink in. aled was scared of disappearing. something that i relate to, as an aled kinnie. and what did they do? they removed him in the tv show.

#i realise of course that alice hopes to have a movie about radio silence #but somehow i think the odds of that are low #and its just so fucking sad that aled's worst fear was disappearing and that's exactly what happened #now some heartstopper fans don't even know who aled is :(((#heartstopper #heartstopper s2 #heartstopper tv #aled last #radio silence #alice oseman

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princehendir · 7 months

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I try not to engage in such things but truly. Why will they not just show kate middleton.

#if the answer really is ''she got out of surgery and she looks like shit'' then why aren't they staying smthing like that #like there isn't even ''oh she's in recovery but doing well!'' anymore its just radio silence and weird ai pictures #house of windsor pr department i am speaking to you now. from inside your brain. you are blowing this.

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basilpaste · 3 months

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2 paragraphs is better than no paragraphs!

it is!!! im not frustrated at my own lack of productivity exactly. i am frustrated by the thing causing it.

for two and a half weeks i have been trying to get one of my prescriptions filled. for one and a half weeks i have been off of that medication. because i am off my ~fucking stimulant,~ my brain function is capital b Bad. because youre not supposed to go cold turkey off of a stimulant. so i have all of these Ideas and Wants to get done but my brain literally isnt running at capacity. because my doctor wont GIVE ME MY FUCKING MEDS.

#basil answers #asks #anon #rant #SORRY FOR USING THIS ASK AS AN EXCUSE TO RANT BUT ITS LIKE.#its been radio silence from everyone for over a week now!!!!!!#and my new doctor filled both of my other scripts just fine but NOOOOO it just has to be this one that they cant handle #I WANT MY FUCKING MEDS SO I CAN BEHAVE LIKE A PERSON.

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wolfeyedwitch · 7 months

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Me: *experiences unpleasant things from People Being Crazy*

My inner whump writer: *takes notes about the feelings for more accurate future writing*

#whump #whump writing #whump humor #someone went really nuts on me and i set a boundary and now they have cut all contact #i dont regret it #my mental health has to come first #a guy put me in the girlfriend zone #i firmly said i didnt want a romantic relationship #i thought we'd be ok just being friends #but he kept pushing for more interaction even when i said i didnt have the spoons #and he basically threatened me with his own mental health to get me to respond #which is Extremely Not Okay #i told him in the nicest terms possible to cut that shit out #because it was triggering me (and i dont say that lightly)#and now its radio silence and he deleted all the previous messages he ever setn #which is LITERAL MONTHS OF MESSAGES #and the whole thing was this surreal mess of slowly sinking further into my time being absorbed by him #whether it was intentional or not is pretty much irrelevant at that point #he was really messing w my head #and if he takes me nicely setting a boundary as a reason to cut contact? then NO CONTACT #and yeah. i have more ideas of how bailey got in so deep w supervillain now #it didnt feel like a slippery slope until i was looking back at where i came from #essay in tags

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starryocean · 5 months

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Does anyone know why rpgmaker.net is down? The only explanation they give is a link to their discord and its very irritating to be forced to join a discord in order to find the answer to something as minor as "why is the website down."

I haven't found any explanation anywhere else (their official twitter page doesn't show their most recent posts and I'm not making a twitter just for this, either, reddit doesn't have anything, etc) and I'm only going to join the discord if there's literally no other option to finding out what happened, so if anyone has any info, I'm all ears.

#phoenix says boring stuff #rpgmaker #rpgmaker.net #rpgmkr #rpgmaker dot net #its been two days now hence why I'm bothering to make a post #and its frustrating having only radio silence because no other major rpgmaker community seems to know/care that the site exists #like im sorry but im not joining the discord of a website i dont have an account on & only ever use 2 either download games #or read tutorials just to find out why your fucking site is down #the replacing of any other contact/communication method with discord is a plague upon the internet and its so fucking annoying #esp when it comes to (relatively) niche communities like this #sorry if my tone is really tense here but this is one thing tht infuriates me 2 no end when it comes 2 trying 2 find info on something

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sweetalnazar · 17 days

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a potential hot take, but ngl og Asra 'uses all pronoun, gender isn't real' energy is so sooooo much better than wet meow meow 'he/they Asra'

#random thot of the day #idk when i first saw that i was just like 'damn we re that boring now huh :/'#its nice to make it canon & all but its done in that hmmm how do i say #that way ppl do when theyre trying so hard to be Not Problematique or Wrong or anything #but it ends up stifling them in a way that makes things generic #and honestly. just incredibly boring to me #og Asra had fun at least yknow. like we OWNED the weirdness & joy of not being constrained by gender #anyway hello everyone guess whos back in their Arcana phase after 2 years of radio silence #THIS BITCH

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hoshiyoshis · 2 months

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heartbreak so bad i will fix my sleep schedule over it-

#daisy.txt #no but rly i woke up earlier and went 'fuck this' and went right back to sleep bc idk. crying took it out of me #so now im just gonna fix my sleep schedule which works out for me ig!!!#bc i have an eye appt coming up at the beginning of august and its at a Normal Person Time #so staying up all night and sleeping during the day is. not good #its not good for me in general but like. still #im just like. im mad ig. like this happened back in march and now that things went Worse and he shut me out entirely......... ouchies!#kinda makes me wonder if i should eventually just leave the friend circle completely #it means the number of ppl i regularly talk to will shrink down by a Lot im sure #but like. if i were in their situation id pick him over me any fucking day #i just... i cant help but wonder what other ppl would think.#what would he say? would i become the villain in his story?#or would he tell the truth? that we're two ppl who drifted and then he shut me out out of nowhere?#this man is fucking 30 now and acting like this and im like. if u dont want to be friends then say thattttt ur old enough to not be cringe #abt it like this!!!!! i can handle a 'sorry i dont want to be friends actually' i cannot stand the radio silence !!

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oflgtfol · 7 months

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shaking my fucking cage my grad school app is due friday and the only thing preventing me from submitting it is that everyone i ask for a letter of rec is taking their sweet fucking time

#asked three profs back in the FIRST WEEK OF JANUARY #and only one has submitted #so i asked two of my supervisors from my other job #but apparently they might not be 'permitted' to write letters of rec for employees anymore #WJATEVER THAT MEANS !!!!#so now im boutta go crawling back to my intenrship supervisor from a whole year ago #like hi bestie my internship had nothing to do with what im going to grad school for or what my current job is #but like. im out of options #also sorry i havent talked to you since i graduated. can you wrtie me a whole letter of rec in . checks my calendar. three days #AUGH #AND EVEN THEN I STILL NEED ONE MORE ?!?!?!?#im literaly about to ask my fucking michaels framing manager at this fucking point #these god damn professors im like HI. HELLO. ARE YOU ALIVE?#and its just RADIO SILENCE #like BRO. you told me you would a month ago and now when im like hey. whats going on. you just ghost me?!??!?!#at least tell me hey i actually dont have the time to do it anymore so sorry #like its the fact i have no fucking idea whats going on with these people #and my other job supervisors are totally willing to write these letters for me its just the fucking corporate higher ups #like hi. its not like i need a letter of rec for another job. im applying to an educational program #and one that will actively make me better at this very job #why the fuck would you not permit my supervisors to help me pursue this when it only possibly benefits liteally everyone involved here #brot posts

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0-dear-rose-0 · 1 year

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#ok i have a bone to pick with whoever wrote that new k2 fic #WHAT THE FUCK #youre literallt gonna oay for mty therapy im not ok #that was really good though like so bittersweet 💔💔#i didnt cry until after i read it when i was just thinking over what i read and it HIT me #like dam💔💔#heart broken right now #shit its called radio silence btw on ao3

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vanyafresita · 8 months

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actually, you know what ? im glad my ex gf ghosted me, i dodged a bullet it seems

#this was two years ago and just a few months ago i started getting over it #on the one hand yeah it fucking SUCKS i wish i had had some type of warning instead of radio silence suddently from one day to the other #on the other i was ready to move to texas (me: poc queer fem presenting nd bitch) and was looking seriously jobs over there #and like- i fucking HATE the usa but she was really scared about leaving the states to come to europe- so i was willingly to travel there to #be with her and not put her through that (ive been traveling since childhood so im used to it- but she has certain mental stuff going on and #taking her away from her family and her childhood city was going to be really tough- of course i'd sacrifice my life for hers)#and like im so sorry to everybody who is stuck in the usa right now bcs ur country is treating yall so poorly i feel genuinely bad #but as someone who was planninh to work over there as a teacher..... IM SO FUCKING GLAD I DONT HAVE TO SET FOOT THERE 😭#every single thing i hear about the education system there seems hellish- as well as the teachers' conditions and wages #like over here its not all rainbows and flowers but at least i dont have to worry about school shootings or getting fired for recommending #books from a banned list 💀#ESPECIALLY as a poc latino queer linguistics and literature teacher- i'd love to talk to students about a big range of things- i cannot #imagine having to censor myself or dance around a subject becs “kids are too dumb to understand queerness” “youre trying to groom them”#“dont brainwash em you commie” like ma'am im trying to help your child develop basic empathy and respect for those who dont look like them #like i hear some serious worrying stuff from teachers over there i hope u guys are holding up somehow 😭😭😭#anyways idk how the phrase in english goes but in spanish we say cuando dios cierra una puerta- abre una ventana #(<- trying to look for the positive in getting ghosted by the girl of their dreams)#its fine guys anyways #yeah that was the first LD relationship ive ever had- never trying that again #also i found out im arospec so im definitely not getting into a romantic relationship lmfaoooooo #only QPRs for me now if anything lol #vanya strawberry flavored

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ellies-enrichment · 1 year

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And the stargazing fic isn’t even out yet (I can’t WAIT!!!)

oh my gosh 2 things.

1, i thought this said "the stargazing fic isn't even worth it" because i have dyslexia and adhd and i was like "oh... rude but ok i get it" like i wasn't even gonna question it but then i saw the "i can't wait" and reread it (ily thank you for being excited🥰🥰)

2, exciting news !!

i do a TERRIBLE job at promoting my own writing because A) I am full of anxiety & B) ... that's it. im just scared all the time. but !! It's finished so you can read it

the stargazing fic with tommy & ellie here (it links to ao3 in the post so here's a direct) - my first last of us fic

and then i have a little movie night movie picking fic with Joel & Ellie (and Tommy) here but it's also on ao3 if you prefer that - something super silly i didnt even spend more than 2 hours on because i woke up and thought of it

i hope you enjoy them if you read them 💌💌

#my writing #anonymous #asks #the transition from writing silly made up characters for 5 years straight #to then writing for something that has existed for 10 years already #big big challenge but i feel like this radio stealing fic im writing and then the other 3 i'm working on i'm getting Very close to #where i want to be in terms of ...how to ..write it #i relate to ellie on such a deep level its hard to access that part of me for writing and not just thinking but it's getting there #we take what we can get #anyway please enjoy <3 #rambling now - im on like number 3 of bella short films today #nancy hurt me personally #3 minutes of silence was very relatable #i loved requiem but i watched that like 4 months ago #im watching zero now

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galactic-drops · 1 year

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Sun doing silly goofy stuff to help you feel better when you're upset.

If that doesn't work then Moon is there to catch you when you feel you've been hit by an emotional train.

#might have radio silence here a bit #the queue still has some stuff but #idk if ill be here a lot to restock it #im fine i think #a lot just happened #one dog had to be put down and now we have a new puppy #for our other puppy so she isn’t lonely #i just #need a bit #hopefully i can write or draw a bit soon #its just... a lot #im numb cant write good when numb

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alexmacc · 1 year

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aight so ik this isnt necessarily what one would call a "hot take" but i really hate aled's mom (i just read radio silence)

#alice oseman #radio silence #aled last #aleds mom sucks #frfr #other thoughts on this book include #i am so happy that platonic relationships can have love story-esque stories #diverse ace rep is rare and its nice that theres many ace characters in osemanverse and they all have their own struggles and stories #anyways.#just got off a plane and im now rambling #:)

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whoreishghost · 1 year

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i feel like im drifting away from everyone like the only person who wants to spend time w me is minte and i dont want to be in that position of having no friends only a partner again but no one is talkign to me for extended conversations everything is so abrupt and like idk,, maybe its all in my head but i do genuinely feel like all of the few friends ive managed to make are just disappearing and im going to be alone again :(

#kankum #im trying to message ppl and talk to them #n i know i havent been great about that either #so its not Totally on other people #i did go kinda awol for a bit just bc of The Stress #but like... no one reached out?#and now when im trying to talk again its like almost radio silence and like i dont expect anyone to be friends with me #no ones obligated to i just get so sad in this drifting apart phase #i dont want to be alone again #brain tag

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