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vnknowcrow · 6 months

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Ily "I would have died for Carla, but now I'll live for courier", ily "Carla always managed to make you forget but courier always made you remember" ily healthy boone fanfic writers please never stop

#i hope everyone knows that im still going insane abt the boone fanfic you wrote in 2013 #and that its remembered dearly #ily craig boone fic from 2011 on fanfiction. com #craig boone #fanfic

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jenna-louise-jamie · 5 months

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i think it's so interesting how different book!yassen and tv!yassen are.

first off how book!yassen sent alex to scorpia, it was a mistake because he wasn't thinking clearly. tv!yassen did it on purpose (to the best of my knowledge).

book!yassen did not want alex to kill. he tells him this twice, “killing is for grown ups.” and asking alex if he can really pull the trigger and shoot him, when alex breaks into the boat during eagle strike. going into great detail to dissuade alex from doing it, and all of me believes not just because yassen didn't want to die in this moment. this makes sense for book!yassen because he himself didn't want to kill. so he's trying to save alex from his own fate.

tv!show yassen doesn't seem to have any issues with killing. he doesn't particularly enjoy it, but it's his job and he does what he has to do so he can survive. so he's okay with encouraging alex to do it. by telling him he should view the people he's assigned to assassinate as nothing more than targets. tricking him into helping assassinate max. encouraging him to let go of his emotions. he wants alex to join him by his side.

ultimately while their methods are different, their end goals are the same. they both want to protect alex. book!yassen thinks he can achieve this by pushing alex away, and tv!show yassen thinks he can achieve this by pulling alex in closer. and both work because they're so compelling.

#i didn't phrase this very sensibly but i hope the point comes across!!!#they both love alex very much and don't want to see him die #also worth noting. i can't see tv!show yassen putting alex in a bullfighting ring. for really any reason #alex rider #yassen gregorovich #alex rider tv #alex rider books #there was another thing i wanted to mention but its completely gone from my mind. if i remember maybe ill add it in a reblog.#they're the same character but they're different. i love them both dearly they mean a lot to me.

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lunarharp · 2 months

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uhh another modern au agott follow-up. They've gotten progressively sillier

#witch hat tag #orufrey #hopefully you remember where she's at. the original one about her turmoils with art was so sincere....#but this is sincere too. being a 12 year old autistic lesbian is one of the most stupid things to experience. Like what is happening.#Yeah OK maybe i'm a wee lesbo. but i'm focusing on my CAREER rn so idc about that. SO i'm very upset that other ppl are not FOCUSING!!!!#A-AND FYI MY TEACHER HE CARRIES AROUND A GIRLY LIL PURSE!!! SO THERE!!!! Why are they walking away #agott helps me have to decide how to draw expressions i have never drawn before.#i actually realised looking at the concept art book stuff more carefully that coco is canonically 14? Ok....#it's a little too cruel if theyre dealing with periods on top of saving witch society from its foibles..but ok.. i do feel that riche is 12 #also coco's hair is going to turn dark green when she's an adult or something. it's 'blonder' now due to being a kid🤔#abba is bc after a big long modern au orufrey comic where they got together i just strongly felt that they slowdanced to abba that day #feeling the mirth and hope of life and 'young and sweet only 17' why didnt we get together sooner but its ok like this & i love you dearly.#teen qif secretly listening to abba heartache songs after olly's caretaker drives him away..in that faded neopets hoodie.#it became 'their music' their silly little music.. right up there with the faerie bubbles theme.. (<- frustrating neopets minigame.)

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winter-kh-sideblog · 1 year

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Kingdom hearts really made a character and said “hi this is naminé, she’s a sweet little girl in a bad situation and basically she’s made out of… she’s what would happen if you had kairi’s heart in sora’s body” and then they LATER came back and said “actually she’s not made of kairi anymore, she’s her own person. She has her own heart. But like. In riku’s body. In a body made to look identical to riku” and it is so funny to me that no one noticed she was transgender because they were too busy crying over kingdom hearts lore. Anyway go namine ,,, trans rights

#kh namine #namine #kingdom hearts #no i will not shut up about this #every once in a while i Remember that shes canonically transgender #its definitely not on purpose #but irs also undeniably canon #i love her so dearly #she and xion are such trans icons and theyre both trans on accident #good for them

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faaun · 5 months

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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months #to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them #in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought #i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are #and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it #its worth missing i think #i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over #(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think #i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat #they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand #how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much #i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around #something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode #arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully #last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing #and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets #and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably #have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused #blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like #i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much #my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to #music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads #i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says #what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.

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thiscatiscreepy · 2 years

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Pondering the orb (and the wet beast inside)

[ID: digital drawing of Raphaella la Cognizi from the chest up. She is a white woman with long light hair, blue eyes and bat wings. She is leaning her arms and head on a transparent ball, and looks fondly at a slick red creature inside. The creature looks like the human heart, with 7 translucent tentacles coming out of it. The creature us alive and is clinging to the inside of the ball. Two of its tentacles are poking out of tye ball through breathing holes. End ID]

#its been a while since i posted anything #hope i still remember how to write ids #the mechanisms #raphaella la cognizi #the beast is my lil guy i created for a fic that i never finished. i still love it dearly <3 #its a blood parasite. it plants itself into the bloodstream and feeds on blood that passes through.#theyre mostly pretty small but the one in the heart grows to be preddy big #cat draws #body horror #cat talks

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carcarrot · 4 months

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do i really want to make individual drinks again

#reaching back into the file cabinets of my mind to remember how i made certain drinks when i worked at the cafe #in preparation for the possibility of this new job #it would certainly mean far less goofing off time than i have at my current job. and i value my goofing off time dearly #but the people here are so fucking annoying lmao. i hate them soooo much #not that the people at this new job would be any better. we're still dealing with investment bankers #godddddd. what i really would want (which would be impossible)#would be to go back to working at the cafe but like. still have paid time off and insurance lmao #but the cafe was a small business and he was not offering paid time off and insurance. and the pay was way less #but i did get to play whatever music i wanted. unfortunately you cant live on that #like i can always say no to this new job if its offered to me. but is my goofing off time worth:#2 dollars less in pay and a half hour to an hour's more commute. well i dont know #a shorter commute would mean i could sleep more. and have more time at home .#i mean i probably don't Need all this goofing off time. but its nice #i dont knowwwwwww #like even though im a bit nervous abt doing it again i know that i would easily fall back into the routine of making drinks #which i was fairly good at. my one drawback is that i cant do latte art but i dont know that theyd really care here #and (because i found the menu of where id work) theres not a ton of drink options?? just the standard stuff #its being called a starbucks cafe but 1) its not managed by them and 2) it does not have their 5 billion drink options #so thats good. less to worry about #doesnt look like i even have to make anything foodwise which i had to at the cafe #here it looks like people can just buy a pastry and thats it #the hours are like. the same i work now. also good #sorry im like using this post to think through my thoughts.#uhhhh oh i looked up the manager who looks like a weenie so im not keen on the prospect of interviewing with him #but i probably would have thought that about my current manager if id seen a pic of him prior to interviewing. i guess???#and with these kind of catering units it seems you dont often deal directly with the manager that much anyway #i just gotta see if i get good vibes #rn i have unsure vibes. but i need a sign to see if this could be good for me #oh id also save money on transportation. and taxes! bc i wouldnt be working in ny anymore #lol oops tag limit. well i hope you enjoyed my job thoughts you probably didnt i know i didnt

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torchickentacos · 4 months

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Things my middle-aged mother has said that caught me off guard and made me have to pause whatever I was doing and laugh:

Huge if true

Canon

Shrimps is bugs (WHERE DID SHE LEARN THIS ONE????)

Will update as more come in

#reblogs off because she sends me tumblr posts sometimes and I won't risk this specific one taking off lmfao #my sibling and I joke that our mother talks like a twitch streamer sometimes #huge if true was in response to a meme I sent her #canon has a little story behind it #she has this ziploc vacuum sealer for her freezer meals #and I get bad brain fog and can't always remember words #so I called it the food laminator because that's basically what it does #and she said that she's calling it that now and that's its canon name now #and shrimps is bugs was in response to us discussing what seafood is acceptable to add to a country boil #I'm team 'clams/crawfish/shrimp/mussels' and everyone else is team shrimp only. hence her quoting shrimps is bugs out of the blue #I love my mother dearly. She asks me about pride flag discourse so she's certain that she puts up the right one in our yard.#she's more chronically online than I am. I love her

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montanamp3 · 8 months

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i think they should do statistical studies on the melliot fandom like i NEED to put all thirty-five of us under the microscope asap

#people who were adamandians in 2021 does anyone remember midge and harshal who lived like a street down from each other in philadelphia 😭😭#i know midge has a tumblr but i think of harshal dearly ☹️ i haven't talked to him since i deleted discord last year #*2022 sorry!!#anyway i can't say much about my present situation without doxxing both me and avvy so this is the most ill like Post about it but #if i had a dollar etc etc etc #actually tbh i kind of want to use the bracket account to do like a mini melliot census but idk if its weird

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ajdrawshq · 5 months

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watching the missing link stuff.. i want to play this game sso fuckign bad

#KINGDOM HEARTS I MISSED U.........#i Need to throw my keykids into this thing. oh my god #khml spoilers next tags #ALSO I CANT BELJEVE PPL WERENT JOKING ABT THIS JUST. BEING PLAYER AGAIN?? PROBABLY????#I WASNT EXPECTING THAT TO BE REAL..#but also it lines up perfectly w what i had planned for my keykids <3 #the rusted starlight too..... ough.....#and the fact that they cant remember their name?? i need to. make new names for my sillyguys. what would they name themselves #i think if i can play the game myself id play as dia again..#also. i rly hope they add more options to the character creator bc the current lack of skintone options is. hm.#the options for everything else look nice so far at least..#ALSO PLAYER TALKING?????#AND THE MUSIC.. its so pretty..#THE BAROQUE SOCIETYXBXJSJ #im in love w this so far #WHY ARE WE BEING ACCUSED OF ASSAULT ??#oh its that blue guy ive been seeing #that closeup on his eye made him loop exactly like aqua JXBSJ i see what ppl mean when they say he moght be an ancestor of hers #camera backing out to see 2 silver haired fuckers on a roof. yeah this is kingdom hearts #these guys are so silly #this version of dearly beloved is so good whadda hell..#and this scala music?? the whimsy ..#astral dimension and distortions..#welp. hello again gacha game #this world is so gorgeous....#i need. this game #kh

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malwarechips · 6 months

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i found the camera

#i do not remember where i got this avatar but i love it dearly #its the gender #world is the drawing board though #lev.txt

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poliodeuces · 8 months

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mask off i do not like the theory that ramuda's cloned from rei's wife.............

#i cant tell exactly why alright i just do not like it at all.....#ive always been a fan of stella's scientist ramuda. i think it would be cool if the person ramuda's cloned from is just rei's colleague #or a close friend #like i Know his wife could also be both of these which is the only way ypu could sell the theory to me #as far as we know ramuda's clones are also made w being replaceable/disposable as one of its attributes #and i dont want to think thats what rei wouldve wanted w a clone made from his wife who he seems to love v dearly #aaaa idk. what i also want is to see rei have a friend #and nayuta not just be rei's dead wife #i mean shes not confirmed dead but i meant the trope #it's different from how gentsro's brother is handled bc it was hinted from the v start #i know the inherent drama of cloning your dead loved one bc it's a huge part of tales of the abyss lol #but ugh i cant arrange my thoughts coherently sorry...#i remember first having this thought seeing rei give one of the first clones a cigarette and i wanted it to mean something #as in to relive an old memory...bc out of all the first things he couldve done it was that #or does it just mean he was indifferent to the clone's health lol bc it's definitely a choice

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riverblujay · 1 year

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there is no greater mourning than accepting after multiple hours that you will not be able to find a very good fic you suddenly had a hazy memory of. you can only hope it has not been deleted and that maybe, against all odds, it will return home to you someday

#😔 shout out to this one lance & pidge vld fic i suddenly had a memory of #and was SURE i still had in my bookmarks. but cannot find even after trawling through searches/tags/30+ pages of my ao3 history #u are dearly missed. rip #AND to a beautiful zukka fic i have not been able to find #(canon divergence s2e1 where azula manages to capture zuko and he gets put in a prison (NOT boiling rock)#and then post s2 finale sokka is captured and sent to the same prison. and they bond as they break out)#war prisoners zukka fic come home to me someday. pls #BUT ALSO THIS PIDGE & LANCE BONDING FIC. the only things i remember is that its pre-canon at the garrison #and that pidge apologizes to lance for being an asshole abt smth #and i THINK (???) they are both trans???????#if anyone knows either of these and has read this far PLEASE enlighten me. these lost children haunt my brain rent free

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bloomfish · 8 months

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I've been remaking some of my old mixes from 8tracks (rest in peace, most beautiful website) on spotify and honestly some of them were so good I'm impressed with myself. I should do this for a living. wish there was a job that involved putting different songs together in a specific order

#like how much thought i put into the continuity of the songs and the overall cohesion of the mixes lol #and very different mixes like from ambient to like... welsh folk music lmao #every day of my life i miss 8tracks #honestly spotify has been so destructive for every other kind of music platform like... remember pandora? its obsolete now #the other thing i miss dearly is windows media player. hands down the best music software there will ever be #it was ugly but SIMPLE. FUNCTIONAL. my library was immaculately organised

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ubersaur · 1 year

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y'know? after years of dread abt dying alone I think I'm now ok with it. I'm pretty damn grey/demi-aro and Im finally starting to feel okay about that!!

#thanks meds? Thanks representation? thank you all my friends who i love so dearly? I dont fucking know! but #over the last several weeks/months suddenly it's whatever and im accepting the aro aspects of myself!#I'm not gonna shut myself off from the possibility but like. I want to be realistic about it yknow?#crushes/Romantic interest come around very rarely for me. Rarer still for them affections to also be returned.#hell i barely remember why i dreaded being aro. I guess for simplicity #I just didn't want to be alone. But I'm not. I love my friends!#still feels a little alienating sometimes sure #but i already have so many OTHER intersecting queer & alienating aspects abt my identity what's one more lmfao.#imma jsut be a little weirdo its fine #idk just loving myself a lil more every day :)#rambling /#u

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gcldenchild · 20 days

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fucking elitist

lol.

lmfao, even.

#i get to bust out the raku chan icons when i feel like it and this is when i feel like it #nonnie how does it feel to be so mad at me for having basic boundaries #you GOTTA not be from around here this reeks of old fandom rpc entitlement #though at the same time. maybe i didnt censor that One Thing enough. or maybe ur just my one dedicated hater. i remember them dearly #either way this is a lol lmfao moment #{|❂|} the one beyond the gate | ooc.#oh man its been a hot minute since i got an anon like this. i love being back

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