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#and then i wake up again as the hrs go on
skitskatdacat63 · 9 months
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Why am I half asleep before 12, I've literally only been aware for like 8 hours. 11 pm is rhe worst, I'm always slumped
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slavhew · 2 months
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daily affirmations: im the shit
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danielnelsen · 1 month
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things aren’t going well with peach. while i think my dad’s very right to be concerned that she hasn’t eaten anything in nearly 60 hours (obviously i am too), im becoming increasingly concerned that she hasn’t slept at all in around 36 hours and prior to that she was under anaesthetic, which isn’t exactly restful, so it’s closer to 48 hrs
like dad took her back to the vet today and we’ve got injections for her painkillers now because she’s not eating, and also injections for fluids (because she doesn’t drink; she only gets water from her food), so the not eating is Bad but also kinda under management, but if she doesn’t sleep soon i’m extremely worried. dad was like ‘if she doesn’t eat by tomorrow afternoon we’ll take her back because the injections will run out’ but like. if she doesn’t sleep tonight we have GOT to take her back first thing in the morning so they can sedate her or something
#her pain doesn’t seem to be too bad now that she’s got pain relief so idk what’s stopping her from sleeping#she won’t even lie down unless i’m sitting next to her. she just sits there staring out the window#her pupils are also taking up her entire eyes and have been all day#that’ll be a side effect of the medication and maybe the lack of sleep? but it won’t be making her feel any better#she can probably barely see at this point#like imagine you’ve been awake for 2 days after surgery and you’re in a lot of pain and haven’t eaten since before surgery#and are also on strong painkillers. and you also have no idea what’s wrong with you or why everyone’s doing things that hurt you#bruh your brain would be COOKED. there’s no way she has any idea what’s going on rn but she’s clearly feeling terrible#personal#like i think she’ll be ok in the long-term but she’s gotta somehow get through all these immediate issues#last time something like this happened she stopped drinking and never started again#not eating or sleeping don’t have workarounds as simple as putting water in her food#it really doesn’t help that there’s so much other shit going on rn#i’m doing a whole bunch of stuff with my phone and computer that’s taking a lot of work#but also my sister’s going on a long overseas trip that she’s leaving for tomorrow#so the combo of dad and sister coming and going constantly and also like 6 random deliveries for tech stuff in the last 2 days—#has the dogs really wound up. so georgie’s been howling at absolutely everything#and it’s rainy so my clothes aren’t trying and they’re hanging on a rack hooked on the hallway door so the door can’t close#which puts one less door between my room and the dogs so they’re waking me up every time anything happens#and i sleep during the day so that’s ALL THE TIME. i’ve had like 8 hrs of sleep between the last two afternoons#my sister always has so much random life stuff she wants to talk about and was getting really annoyed that i wasn’t very receptive#like ‘im about to go away for 3 months’ sorry i know its a big thing but i can’t just reschedule peach’s medical emergency
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kuiinncedes · 4 months
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:c
#i luv my friends ;-; i feel like i’m gonna lose my mind when i’m not living right by all my friends lmao 😭#i’ve literally been hanging out w ppl like at least every other day if not every day#we made semi spontaneous plan to go to pride tmrwwweww 🥹🥹 i’m excited#i just am so happy that i get to spend sm time w ppl rn bc we’re all somewhat free bc summer 😭#also idk i was just thinking abt this recently but like#it’s kinda new to me to like actually be comfortable/confident in knowing my friends want/like my presence ;-;#even then i’m not that confident LMAO bc after sm time together i’m like surely they’ll get sick of me#like we’ve seen each other every day the past like three days#but no 🥹 ugh like idk man i had one elementary to sort of middle and high school friendship#that like fucked me up i feel like lmfao 💀#like girl sidelined me so much for other friends that i just#:l and cried so much bc of that 😀 anyway 😀#so like idk i’m just so grateful rn 😭😭😭#also was thinking abt it recently bc my mom made me feel judged/ made me feel like she was annoyed that i was staying here on campus#when i technically don’t need to and my main/only reason is bc friends#and after that conversation w her i got kinda annoyed bc i was like#i have had so many conversations w you where i was sad af or frustrated that my friends wouldn’t reach out to me ever#or my friend who never paid attention to me when other friends were around#like i don’t think she’s actually judging like me staying for friends but it was that one conversation we were both kinda annoyed idk#and i was just like . pls#anyway 😀 i always have so many friend thoughts i always be overthinking it LOL#anyway anyway i need to be up in like 6 hrs LOLLLLLL pride tho yay 🥰🥰🥰#rip me not having clean cute clothes for this LOL 🤪#ong last yr i tied my hair in a ponytail w like rainbow hair ties tied down the ponytail……#idk if i have those but if i do maybe i should do that again LOL#idk might be too lazy tho we’ll see how much time i have to get ready when i wake up 🤡#jeanne talks#TOO MUCH BYE
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otter-pop-supreme · 2 months
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"we got 2 hrs of sleep, let's start the day 🥰✨"
No, brain, we went to sleep at 12 and work up at 2, why do I have to keep informing you 2AM is not a "good time to wake up", not is 3 or 4. Let me go back to sleep, the sun won't be up for another 2-3 hrs u ass-
I don't know how it manages to actually FUNCTION on said 2 hrs, and seemingly prefers it.
Tho it does result in more of me humanizing my brain and sometimes a little bit of extra delulu-ness so it's certified not 100% function
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Kon changes the lyrics of Strawberries and cigarettes to Strawberry Vape Juice to annoy Tim every time he sings it.
(Tim cannot keep having the same argument he wants Nictotine and he’s not gonna fuckin smell/taste like a casino carpet or Jason ergo Vape)
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rudjedet · 2 years
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Just realised that the reason I can't easily write (or at all) in the evenings and/or when C is at preschool has less to do with my mental exhaustion (though that definitely plays a part), and more with the fact that I'm stuck in fucking wait mode. -_-
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seekingthestars · 1 year
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sometimes i get the General Melancholies and i hate it a lot
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skrunksthatwunk · 9 months
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oh man.. slept for like 13 hours today. welcome 2024 ig
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asiancatboy · 1 year
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there's not enough time in the day to do anything meaningful or fulfilling
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prettyboysmlm · 1 year
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vent under the cut
no but. i want to make art. it has been so fucking long since i actually finished a drawing. i want to write too, in fact i have a whole goddamn story in my head that i’ve been working on for over four years that’s almost finished and i haven’t written a single fucking thing for it. i have a blog for writing specifically and i’ve posted maybe three things on it total bc i just don’t have the time. all because school and now work have taken up all my energy and i’m constantly on 1% battery. it used to be that summer was when my art block disappeared and i was free to create and express myself but now? i go back to school in less than two weeks and i’ve only finished one drawing at the beginning of june and that’s it. all the rest are sketches or if they’re lucky half finished line art. i was supposed to have a whole sketchbook filled for one of my art classes but i still haven’t done anything for it because work is fucking killing me. any time i go in i have horrible anxiety fill my chest because i know that it’s gonna suck and that i’m gonna be in horrible pain afterwards and only have $11.75/hr to show for it. i’m this fucking close to quitting bc it’s honestly a really shitty job with unsafe conditions for a place where minors can work and with entitled upper middle class customers who think they own you bc they pay $22 for a carwash.
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cetoddle-archive · 1 year
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computer show me results for how to not sleep so late every day
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southislandwren · 1 year
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Oh actually I think some of my resentment towards my friend stems from the fact she addresses me as “hey girl” like 1. not a girl 2. if I told you that I would immediately be in serious danger seeing as you’re radically christian and we live in south dakota.
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1roentgen · 1 year
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picrew tag game 💥
tagged by @princeofpittsburgh thank u my friend (((o(*°▽°*)o)))
link: https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/1243146
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adding this incredibly crunchy selfie for image scaling purposes but also mod face reveal? ( ̄~ ̄;) (original tag game was just the picrew fyi but dear mutuals it would be pogged to see yall)
tagging any and all mutuals (or even non mutuals) who like picrews / want to do this…….🫵👁️👁️ ❔
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zenyuumi · 2 years
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My grandmother just brought up my body appearance in a normal convo again for the third time this week ^_^ who wants to kill me and slice me open and take my guts so i can hopefully lose some weight
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arnold-layne · 2 years
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i can't sleep again.
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