#and u r who u r . whatver .

[kidfoundonstreets]

plopsface into the GROUND!!

[five-nights-at-squids]

This was the emo baddie gacha life furry alpha male y/n story me and my friend made. The misspellings are on purpose I swear.

Alr here we go

IN LOVE WITH THE ALPLHA  MAIL WHO IS CHEATING ON ME WITH MY SISTER

*cries and turns to uwu cat kitty boy ans big boy alpha red black gradient male growls menacingly at you and jumps forward at you pinning you to the wall with his demented terrifying claws*

*blushes like y/n anime waifu and runs away crying because it’s the forbidden love alpha mail x peasant girl trope that ends with them both killing each other that we all love to hate*

*aphla mael runs after her yelling y/ns name and saying hes twuly sorry cause he don care whatver happen he wannats to be with waifu uwu gwirl y/n pookie wookie*

*waifu Girl turns around, her face scarlet and blue baddie tears streaming down her cheeks, she utters one sentence “how could you cheat on me with my blonde sister” and then falls to her knees sobbing, her luscious locks pooling around her as she sobs*

*aphala mael slightly blushies at her cryinf faec "bbg pookje bear y/n im srryw it was a darewssrs :((((" apha malf crys a lill wifth y/n an turns emno*

*y/n stands, suddenlllly fury fills your rainbow colored eyes. “I don’t belif yuo” You scream, you r voice echoing across the world. Suddenly, all the over the wold furry baddies realize something. You were the true aplha mail the whole time. All of your furrie baddy army is now at your command and, and you realize your heart’s desire. you want revenge against you r hot blonde supermodel, preppy, spoiled, 12 year old sister that your hot aphla maile 19 yr old bf cheated on you with*

*y/ns aura changed and startkeled aplha mail "y/n pookie it dusnt heav to bea liek this !!!" but it was no use y/n had the powers of the most poerfol ahplha out thrre*

*y/n loojks down wiht discust at fomrer alpah mail. “Plaese” he beegss. “Whateber you dao, pleasr spare your hott 12 year old sisret” with a flicc of you wrist you pin him aginft a wall, useingj yuor newfuond aphla powars, kiss himpassionately him for the wlast time, and throw himmm into the ‘‘em o baddie gacha verse real life William afron but preppy universe of discarded 2016 characters*

*"ily smsmmn bbygrkl awhy u tunr me into a gchavrse charxatcger !!!" were his last wrds bfor bsing trnshagformed into crigne 10000090000*

*then y/n turns to your hot blonde sitser adn smilees menecangli. “P-please no” she begs. “Yuo Alwais had everyting yuo wantde. From thee moment yuo werre booorn. Now it’s my turn to gte hat I want” you reply, and using your badddie furri animmy poowerrss, you turn her into a tree, and set the tree of frie. Y/n relishes thee burning, deathhh screms of her hot blonde 12 yearokd sitster, and rptrunrs to lkoo at her baddie furry gacha life version 0.1 army. They cower in frear, nonne brave enouff to meat her eyes.*

*apphia mail looke so shoskkecj at y/n pkookie "i-i-i-i-t-this is all my afult isnt irt y/n bby?" he lrkooed ashshaghmed at hsi psta acfhytons an hsi appha eers flppded dwon az hee lusksed y/n str8 in tge eyehes*

*yaaaaassss obviouslii, but I can totally forgive u” y/n replies sarcasticliii “ r-r-r-Fr-r-r-r-r-r-r-r-rr-r-rrrrr- really?! Alhpa mailee replies hopfulle. “No” y/n says, and then eats him alive in one gulp. The end

Prolugie poo

Y/n fells siccck. She suddenlii cvomets in the middle of the night, and standiinnggg their i the nasty putrescence I is alpha baddie mail gacha club pookie. “I challenge you for aphla mail titlrr” he says withhh a smile. “On no” you gasoop in fear.*

TO BE. ONTINUUUEDS IN BOK TWOOOO

TYSM FOR READING :))))M))))))

This story was pain to type, but I love it sm anyway

[evanescentdawn]

I want……..soohee lego ninjago au……this is what happens when I have Two fandoms in my brain. anyways.

I think it’d be so<3 NINJAS LETS GO. gasp I didn’t mean that on purpose, but wow that phrase was so perfect. anyways I think it would be infinitely funnier if sensei wu was still sensei wu. I think hsy would want to murder him, DOES try, but he escapes her attempt says something like “a ninja shouldn’t murder” but in more sensei wu way. I think he would drive her crazy. hsy taking kai’s space in Ninjago — as in being the one to enter the team later and horribly Not a team player. and actually. purple fire suits hsy Perfectly. gASP…..Dragons…. ABFD IS HER DRAGON!!!!!!!!! I love the idea of ysa as the ice element, but obvs she isn’t a robot… OR IS SHE. robot!ysa era. anyways. jhw……..cole……..earth ninja. lee jihye as the green ninja. blue goes to lsh, just because. she has that lightening feel <3 ANYWAYS. THIS WAS MEANT TO BE. soohee but u know what. seolsangsoohee. not into poly//ninja in the show bUT THIS. hello yes<3 im into it. also I need yjh to be also apart of the group. YOOHAN SIBS?????????????? WHERE ONLY HSY IS RECUIRED i forgot how to spell but then yjh becomes a ninja later on and is so much better than hsy immediately. also yjh I forgot what words r but yjh. yeah. srry i know this means I’m erasing Mia here BUT WAIT. hold on. mia just being Dropped on their fort or whatver word goes here………..and them going hey she looks exactly like yjh. anyways. okayyyy. yjh is not hsy brother or whatever. but they’ve adopted themselves. it was just yjh by himself and hsy by herself BUT THEY MET AND THEYVE ADOPYED TMEMSLVES. THEYR SIBLINGS NOW!!!!!!!!!!! and during that time, Mia has also dropped into their hands. and then this guy, named Wu, randomly comes, and Yeah. ANYWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS SOUNDS LIKE HECKKNH FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!’ Garmadon is also the same. Because why not. I LOVE THIS IDS SO NUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!! 20:39

like wow it rocks so hard…….. JHW DJ ERA………im obsessed i want this so bad

women ninjas who r so horribly at it. well. not all of them. also I think it would be so funny if lsh was like an assassin before this and just Met Wu after one of her assassin moments. also. i want to slip in lsh/yjh because theyre so <3 OH MY GOD WAIT jaya equivalent HELP?????? because he’s literally nya and lsh is……that was tots on accident but yeah<3 ALSO I LOVE THE IDEA THAT ysa+lsh+jhw just drop kick on hsy and fight with her before they’re like ?! new student & you had students. also I think Dokja should be one of the snakes. ahem. LEE SOOKYOUNG…. SNAKE……..what if. omg. horrible thought: they had eaten all the other snakes in the purple tribe and it was only…….them…………left

WAIT ik green ninja and garmadon gotta have that Connection like Lloyd and lee jibye. What if I made Lee jihye Garmadon’s daughter. LLOYD AND LJH SIBS………Lloyd Actually having someone :’’’’ anyways. this au is so wILD as it should be. IM LOVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it needs to exist….. 20:45

[callilouv]

NOOO I WOULD NEVER BULLY CHILDE HES SO SWEET<I just want him to be safe ,,, dottore cn double leash instead :crying: like those ppl who walk 7 dogs at once

nd his voice is so fun !hes like a very social awkward monster HMM OK WHATVER U SAY :eyes:

HAWJKD cant relate, i will bully the ginger any time fr💪 /lh pls i can just imagine dottore having like 7 leashes and all of them r connected to feral younger dottore's FEJHF

no bc so true!?@(*# hes like a perfect mix of playful, socially awkward, goofy and i think its so cute<3 FKJDHR

[tillman]

from please give me a ds2 remake where the only change made is that the npcs have real questlines please god just give me the ability to actually give these cahracters endings that mean something pl

[justjstuff]

bestieeeee for the salty asks: 1-5, 7, 16 for fdtd obvi (tbh or atla/zutara??? whatver floats ur boat bby)

astriferias <3

honeeeey why u anon??!! ily.

IM GONNA DO ATLA FOR SOME OKAY PLS.

What OTPs in your fandom(s) do you just not get?*

r: KATARA. AND. AANG. >:( the only reason they ended up together is because "Aang is The Nice Guy protagonist and they always get the girl" (COUGH. Ted Mosby. COUGH). I feel like I could write a whole essay about all of the things that's wrong with the pairing (I could. I really could. Don't tempt me) but I'll just leave it at: No 15yo MASTER who traveled the world and has slept next to ZUKO and seen Zuko training SHIRTLESS would ever go for a scrawny 12/13yo.

Are there any popular fandom OTPs you only BroTP?*

r: Z*kka? I think that's the name of the ship I don't remember. But yeahhh I just really really need them to be brothers, it's so cute :')

Have you ever unfollowed someone over a fandom opinion?

r: Yes. lol. But it was more bc I kept seeing it over and over again in my tl and it was starting to get on my nerves. No fight or anything like that.

Do you have a NoTP in your fandom? Are they a popular OTP?*

r: Kat*ang. Yes. Also M*iko. and I know it sounds like "oh I can't stand anything but my otp" but that's not it. I'm absolutely okay seeing them with other people but... these two no. (I also think Zuko should have married another Fire Nation noble just saying, I think him and Ty Lee would actually have made more sense)

Has fandom ever ruined a pairing for you?*

r: Hmm... I dunno? I can't think of any tbh.

Is there anything you used to like but can’t stand now?*

r: Not really. There are things that I couldn't stand but now I kinda like tho. OH. For FDTD. Mexican Honeymoon fics that don't change the outcome of it. Like, I read some that are really good but in the end I'm so unsatisfied with how things happened in the show that I'm just tired of reading any that fit in canon.

If you could change anything in the show, what would you change?

r: THE ENDING. >:( Also a few things from the time between the eclipse and the comet. ALSO. I would have given Aang proper development. I think he's the only protagonist who didn't have to overcome ANY hurdles. The massacre seemed to impact him just for a few episodes in the first season, he got to keep his childish disposition all throughout the series while others assumed leading/caring roles, he didn't have to change anything about his personality to Win (he put the entire world at risk by not stepping up and killing the Fire Lord bc of his beliefs and somehow it was all okay in the end) and honestly, despite thinking he's cute and adorable, I couldn't find a connection with the character? To me, the one who took the role of protagonist was Zuko tbh. And we got to connect to him on a deeper level because we watched him make mistakes, we watched him fall, then pick himself off the ground and get better, become someone better. Anyway, thanks for coming to my salty ted talk.

[tylermordecai]

fuk ppl who pretend 2 b mentally ill this shit isnt fun ok its traumatizing. its not just a fucking aesthetic on tumblr or twitter or whatever its not cute gifs it shouldnt b "appealing" 2 u in any way?? ik this is random but fuk. idk it jst makes me feel some type of way when ppl post online these pink glittery aesthetic pics w a caption talking abt how u have 16 demons and 13 angels in ur head (or whatver shit u wanna make up) when u dnt irl :/ ppl kill themselves over this shit it shouldnt b glorified. ppl like that r just weird 2 me. like actual mentally ill ppl r being mocked and denied treatment when ur over there glorifying self harm as "pretty girl shit"

i hate it here

dont even rlly want 2 make this a public post cause im not in the mood 2 argue w 12 yr olds

[milflewis]

my family is soooo Unserious

[haram-jaan]

Not the prev anon but thought i should let u know

There's a hadith that says u shouldn't publicly tell your sins to others

And while we all sin differently, we are supposed to hide them def not let people know about what we have done so yeah u r entitled to post whatver u want on ur blog but as one muslim to another i felt like i should let u know.

From a website:

" Speaking about your sin and flaunting it openly in front of people is haraam, and is a major sin. It is one of the ways of spreading immorality among the Muslims, encouraging evil and tempting others to do similar things. It also means that one does not take sin seriously and regards it as insignificant, and that the sinner is damaging his own reputation and exposing his honour to the slander of others. Islam seeks to put people off from doing such things in the strongest possible terms, as in the following hadeeth:

Abu Hurayrah said: I heard the Messenger of Allaah (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) say: “All of my ummah will be forgiven except those who sin openly. It is a part of sinning openly when a man does something at night, then the following morning when Allaah has concealed his sin, he says, ‘O So and so, I did such and such last night,’ when all night his Lord has concealed him and the next morning he uncovers what Allaah had concealed.”

(Narrated by al-Bukhaari, 5721; Muslim, 2990)

Heres the link for the website:

https://www.google.com/amp/s/islamqa.info/amp/en/answers/3365

do u guys never think the person ur advising might already know what ur about to say lol ? u always say the most well known things about very obvious sins and practices n then it’s I’m only advising .

here’s some advice in the least mean way possible: If something is obvious , just don’t say anything. it means they know and they’re choosing to do the opposite. u don’t always need to insert yourself in strangers business! if it bothers u then u can remove yourself from that environment!

[time-is-standing]

top 10 songs from july

for me, this month was all about love, hope, learning how to trust, pain, heartbreak and starting again.

1. Queerball by McCafferty

this song... I met a boy, who I thought I fell in love with. turned out, the situation is more complicated than that and we started going back and forth about our relationship. I listened to it on repeat after a special date and my brain just locked the two things together so I stopped listening to it after things took a turn for the worse.

2. Welcome to the Hell Zone Vague003 Remix

funny for this to be the second track. I started listening to this at the end of the month, when everything fell apart. I think I lost this boy, I got hurt a lot, betrayed by some 'friends', so I have to move out of our current apartment... so much is going on right now. all in all, it's an appropriate title for the feelings, I went through this month.

3. your favorite dress by Lil Peep, Lil Tracy

this song is quite important to me. it has something special in it, that hypes me up no matter what. I started listening to it when the love story was starting to form, but the love didn't end there with this song at least.

4. hostage by Billie Eilish

now this one... I am in love. absolutely. this is the best song ever, I keep listening to it on repeat. even though I only found it a few days ago, I am obsessed. the lyrics inspire me real bad, it's pure beauty (and a bit of pain, but I'm not suprised).

5. favorite crime by Olivia Rodrigo

I like Olivia's songs, but this is the only one that made it to my playlist. this is a calm, bittersweet one. I cried a decent amount listening to this song, especially after the so-called breakup.

6. rosier/punk2 by brakence

a masterpiece! at it's finest. listening to this with headphones and max volume... something else. it is the best thing ever, and the lyrics are making it even better. absolutely the best song ever, especially if you like the bass boost.

7. End of a good thing by Cory Wells

this is a pretty sad song. I cried to this as well, even though I listened to it when I didn't even have good things waiting to end. actually, I did but it's really hard to think about it. I had a crisis in last night's party just about this. I don't want to end the programming lessons because I don't want to stay alone again... and I just don't want to loose whatver I and my 'teacher' have at the moment. he was arguing with me, trying to hype me up but I know how hard it'll be when we stop. I will break into tiny pieces and I'm not sure if I can survive losing him. actually, I'm not sure if I can keep my pinky-promise I just made to him.

8. t r a n s p a r e n t s o u l by WILLOW, Travis Barker

this one is from a tiktok video things we have to if I remember right. nothing special, but a great song with cool lyrics. great to scream at the top of your lungs on a cloudy summer night. 10/10 would recommend.

9. Last night by Tom The Mail Man

it is a great song. there is so much more to the lyrics that you'd think when first listening to it. the lines "God, please make me better I wish I wasn't the way I am" hit way too hard. harder than a boy hit me last night. actually I'll tell the story in a different post, but last night a boy and I were just slapping each-other as a therapeutic thing. I have my problems with this boy but never thought he'd ever be this mad at me (in the best possible way, we both agreed and didn't really hurt each others). this song is somehow about our relationship, and I'm not proud of it.

10. Forever by Labrinth

and last, but not least, a chill one. I needed some rest this month, so much has happened. this is pure joy to listen to, euphoria's soundtrack is a masterpiece.

[coolgirl]

Jason expert rate Jason’s designs

sorry for being late i was busy with school but now i’m free so to celebrate. jason indulgence.

pre-crisis not robin

very cute. i like that it has a lil more of flair to it? the collar and the lines on the gloves and the shorter cape.. also love it has pants. king rlly king. wonder if they already knew he was gonna be robin anyways or if they were still considering nightbird. anyways, 8/10 bc its cute

pre & post-crisis robin (bc its basically the same)

i mean its a classic.. however it reminds me jason was the only robin who was simply given dick’s clothes rather than like. have an unique look? which sucks. 7/10 middle child syndrome is REAL

post-crisis robin (winter edition)

OKAY NOW THIS. i absolutely love. is it tacky? oh yes without a doubt. i still love the pants and the sleeves. finally winter clothes for this child, especially considering his new titans scene where he was bitching about the costume not being snow proof. he got what he wanted! 9/10

new 52/rebirth costume by

EPIC. IDC I LOVE IT.the circles on his arms and his boots.. the lines on his legs.. i just love it. i love the red mask too… it feels.. not more unique, but feels more jason-y than the other costume. 10/10

NOW. onto older stuff

hush

as u can see im VERY confusion about the pouches and the straps?? why??? whats the purpose.. generally its fine. the white strand moved a nation and i think the chest piece is cool, but everything else.. uglee. like the long as hell jacket and him looking 40 years old like why r u 19 looking like fifty? ugly white man. 5/10

winicks/utrh version

LITERALLY A CLASSIC. i love this costume sooo much. like jason obviously grew out of it, as in it wouldnt make sense for him anymore to go with something like this as his main costume because i feel like this fit the utrh mood (him not veing a vigilante/hero/villain whatver but trying to be a mob boss n shit) and it just. fucks. i love the helmet just being plain with no stupid mouth or nose shape. i simply love it. 10/10

nigthwing

its just. its just the nightwing costume. didnt even try he just stole that from dick. he still rocks it and looks better than dick, and u gotta give him points for accessorizing with his dagger. 7/10

red robin 

im not. a big fan of this costume.. i think the cowl is ugly, it just does not work for someone as big as jason… however i do like why he took this mantle and what it meant.. 6/10 no words head empty. 

oh brother. furryman

ITS SUCH AN UGLY COSTUME. muzzle batman walked so muzzle red hood could run. its just. ugly like ugly. i dont like the ears or again the muzzle or whatever the hell is going on in the arms.. its just so edgy. 5/10

WANNA KNOW WHAT A SEXY EVIL BATMAN COSTUME LOOK LIKE?

Injustice 2 batman

I2 HAD IT IN THE BAG BABY. i like that its like classic batman costume but again! with some jason touches! the red eyes, the electric tiddies making a comeback.. epic genuinely epic. 10/10

and if ur not into evil jason

100% dad ‘i have my life figured out’ batman jason 

just like the nightwing costume this is just. batman costume. nothing special or different from it so its like did u even try? BUT in this scenario it actually means smth that he stuck to bruces costume.. sweet.. but boring. 7/10

speaking of. evil ugly designs. ugh i hate this.

this motherfucker

ive never. ever. felt as humiliated by a costume than thetime jason wore this. like MORTIFYING RLLY. its DISGUSTINGGG. the helmet shape. the fucking WHITE. the SKULL PLEASE WHO DESIGNED THIS WHO HATES ME IN PARTICULAR SO MUCH??? THIS MAN DOES NOT FUCK! HES UGLY! HE STINKS!!!! the red guns are epic that much i can say. LOOK AT THOSE PANS GOD ITS SO HUMILLIATING. 0/10 WORST COSTUME EVER.

HOWEVER. winick and the artist spun GOLD from it, because next time jason wore possibly my favorite costume to date

this motherfucker…2!

like look how much better it looks with a little of swag.. the helmet without eyes.. the belts.. the fucking leather jacket.. keeping the red guns/gloves.. like seriously i dont know a better man. the skull is still awful and i wouldve replaced the white for black and MWAH best costume. like the black part at the top make it all red and the white make it black.. god this jason fucks massively i love him. 11/10 my favorite by a landslide perhaps

new 52/rebirth red hood

OKAY I KNOW theyre slightly different (rebirth has shorter sleeves and a more padded look) but to me its like. same thing. okay i think its.. fine. its not phenomenal but its not ugly.. i like the brown jacket more than the black jacket i have to admit, its more distinctive and i simply like the color more, however i do not.. like jason having the bat symbol.. but thats also a me thing about how badly written this is. anyways. the helmet with the mouth disgusts me and everytime its drawn like that its humilliating. like. 7/10. maybe 7+. when it has the mouth or like nose ANY FACIAL EXPRESSION RLLY its a 5. 

wingman

oh i absolutely despise that helmet. he looks like fucking. terminator. its the ugliest shape ive ever seen and the visor is.. huge. i dont like the shoulder pads either idk what the fuck its going on with the thing around his neck either.. like hes. knockout batman and i HATEEE IT. damians costume slaps tho. i just… its… ugly. like.. 3/10. 

get damian back arc red hood costume

oh im a HUGE fan of this design.i love how his costume is designed in a way thats like. if jason was a dnd character he absolutely would be a tank. the padding, the red undertones everywhere, i just.. love it. i like how all the costumes were done to reflect their personalities you know.. i like this robin red hood hybrid. 9/10 would even say 10/10 bc i just enjoy how gleason draws jason.

red hood/arsenal costume

its like. i dont hate it completely (i love the way the hood+helmet looks) and thats.. yeah thats pretty much all i like about it. i HATEEEE the vest i hate it fr.i hate how huge the sumbol is and idk this costume just does not spark joy. 5/10

outlaw costume

okay this one. this one drives me insane. because like. okay i dig parts of it. i like the lack of sleeves. i like the gloves thingies. i like the hood. i could get aboard him ditching the helmet - it breaks all the damn time anyways. i like the stripes on his pants in the boots. ALL SEPARATE? NEAT. now i hate. hate. the muzzle. like WHY IT LOOKS SO UGLYYY LIKE SO UGLY like unless the artist GETS IT and is SEXY it looks awful. look at this

AWFUL. also like it made sense for when he was on the run and he had to make do and assemble a costume from what he had but like now hes sponsored by lex, get that man a goddamn new suit already please. anyways. 6/10.. like i said i like many elements from it but its still.. kinda ugly all together and depends A LOT on the artist.

three jokers

im torn on this one.. i think its a bit boring.. i dont rlly like the top part, it reminds me SOO much of that one tt issue where he beat the fuck out of tim while wearing a robin costume like i understad the implications of him wearing a costume thats similar to the robin blouse but im not a big fan.. also i prefer the brown leather jacket. its like not his worst costume by far but not the best.. like pretty basic?  i would say 6/10

NOW SOME AUS.

tiny titans & lil gotham

okay these two are like. pretty much the canon versions of robin and red hood HOWEVER they both have details that are different from the original version and DESERVE a mention. the curls on robin jason and jasons red gloves/belt are ICONIC. whoever designed them knew what they were about, so 10/10 best bapy jason.

arkham knight

does the person who designed this know how much theyve done for the lgbt community? i hope they do. i love.. a lot about this costume. i love the ears, i love how techno it is, i love the layers to it.. im.. not a big fan of the whole military thingy but i have to admit that applying it to the design itself is kind of neat.. i love the colors too and how.. practical it is while being. well. kinda dramatic? the whole bat aesthetic.. yeah. i love it. 9/10

arkham red hood

this one.. when u think about it the outlaw version is VEEERY similar to this one: the pants, the hood, the jacket eve. however i like this helmet so much more, i have a weakness for eyeless (??) helmets.. i like the little details of it as well, i remember that pic going around of it being held together with like. fuckign stitches and bandaids. legendary. i love this look, i would say 9+/10

injustice 2 jason

okay gonna go ahead and say it: not a big fan of the helmet. it looks like.. a bug? the lenses do not spark joy. this bitch has many styles and like toners etc and i will no rate them all. i think its a pretty basic design, not the best but not the worst either. like if it was an exam i would make them pass but make faces at what im reading like eeehhhgh. 7/10.

hag jason

middle one is like literally, on the outside and superficial level, just. his usual costume. the jacket and the grey kevlar and the bat. now the gloves are sexy as hell.. and in the whit ebackground one u can appreciate the under costume better and i really like it?? i just.. like the design. I HATE HOWEVER the bat helmet. WHY IS IT HOLLOW?? BITCH HELLO?? AND THE BATMAN SYMBOL DOES NOT MAKE SENSE! and i like things making sense!!!. we will not talk about jason in this book. like.. 8/10. maybe 9 if im feeling it.

hag jason 2: the hagger and the furious

hes just.. a little old man.. he cannot change this.. i like this design. i like seeing jason grow old. wish it wasnt in this context. my father rlly. 8/10

—-

am i forgetting any jays.. i wont do all animated robins because they all look the same and the one that doesnt i do not like. SO HERES my thoughts..

[runaways-withme]

I hate it when ppl r like "u can't judge old movies based on modern day morals" when 1. I'm a hater I can do whatver I want 2. Ppl who still think x, y and z is okay , still exist , stupid people didnt run out in the 1980s

[kirigakur3]

hello 👋🏼 i read from your about that you sometimes struggle with your sexual orientation and i'm going through a bit of a rough patch rn with my identity. is there something specific that you remind or ask yourself that helps you feel more secure in your sexuality?

HELLO... im sorry this is so late. i honestly have been thinking abt a way to answer but it is rly difficult esp as someone who .. Isnt totally secure most of the time.. sometimes i just have to get to the Basics of things. I just think like. Ok when i picture myself in 20 years.. what makes me happiest... am i with a man? or a woman? when i think about attraction i have to think like. It is not straight of me to think about lesbians and be like 😳🥺🥰😳🥰🥺🥰🥺 .. straight people just feel and do things and r like Yes ok this is how things are. if u (me 2... its hard to follow my own advice) are constantly questioning, constantly tginking abt whethwr u fit in the mold, if u are going with the Grain, if u ARE straight or gay or whatver... u probably arent straight bc otherwise like. what would have made u question it? the big issue for me that returns over and over is whether .. I dont want to be wrong, i Could meet a guy who i develop feelings for, as well as thinking about past interactions with men and wondering if i had crushes on them, did i Want to date them etc.. but its so difficult bc i look back on any weird crushes i had on guys witg disgust mostly.. i woild be like yes i have feelings for this guy. NO i dont actually want to date them... it is diffuclt to let urself just live but i rly would trt to just like. let things happen as difficult as that is.. i literally am up like nightly in Anguish over my identity .. i am sorry that this is not very eloquent or helpful but i hope it makes sense at least >_<

[grandmasterofwangxiancultivation]

MDZS ch.100

also said "save wwx and lwj and make them talk or I'll dIE"

Before he could finish, the sharp pain of flesh being lacerated came from his throat. Something dripped down his neck. Lan WangJi’s face was pale. Jin GuangYao, “How could he not listen to me? Just think about it, Young Master Wei, his life is in my hands.”

(I'M SCREAMING STOP THAT SHIT STOP RIGHT NOW YOU ABSOLUTE TRASH I'M GONNA KILL YOU AND TORTURE YOU SO MUCH-)

Lan WangJi spoke a word at a time, “Do not touch him.”

(lwj passive-aggressive is like water for someone living in the desert, guys, that threatening tone... that speaking a word at a time... *shivers*)

EDIT:

Wei WuXian, however, stopped him, “Lan Zhan! I-I have to tell you something.”

*sobbing* please please please I don't know what for but please-

EDIT 2:

Jin GuangYao, “Let’s save it for later.”

Wei WuXian, “No. It’s really urgent.”

Jin GuangYao, “Then you can also say it right now.”

It was only an offhand comment, but Wei WuXian seemed as if he realized something, “You’re right.” Right after, Wei WuXian shouted with all he could, “Lan Zhan! Lan WangJi! HanGuang-Jun! Back then, I-I really wanted to sleep with you!”

(OKAY I went from laughing like an idiot ‘cause this jgy-wwx’s interaction are too much for me to bear, to WHAT THE GELL OMG MY BABIES LOOK AT WWX BEING HONEST AND SO CUTE AND WHAT DID HE JUST SAY SIJGO0IEWRJKG)

[...] Jin GuangYao’s hands loosened, and the string fell. As soon as he felt the stinging at his neck disappear, Wei WuXian threw himself at Lan WangJi, unable to wait a second longer.

(GO BABY G O o O o O o O C L A I M Y O U R H U S B A N D AND KILL THAT KXMSHXKWHZKSBSKS)

EDIT 3: OMG OMG MY BABIES MY BEAUTIFUL BABIES PLS JUST KEEP TALKING WWX, KEEP THAT STUNNED EXPRESSION ON LWJ'S FACE, MAKE HIS HEART LIGHT AND HAPPY AND SPARKLY PLS

Wei WuXian, “Lan Zhan, did you hear what I said?!”

Lan WangJi’s lips moved. A moment later, he spoke, “You…” He’d always been concise and comprehensive with his words, never pausing at all. But right now, he paused with more hesitance than ever. Another moment later, he continued, “You said…”

he broke him- HE BROKE LWJ- LWJ HAS BEEN   B R O K E N

EDIT 4:

Jin GuangYao turned to Lan XiChen, “ZeWu-Jun, it’s raining. Let’s take shelter in the temple.”

at least he shows some decency

EDIT 5:

Lan WangJi’s voice suddenly rang beside his ears, “Sit.”

Wei WuXian’s thoughts immediately returned. Lan WangJi gathered four cushions from the temple, giving two to Lan XiChen and Jin Ling and two to Wei WuXian and him. But for some reason, both Lan XiChen and Jin Ling moved their cushions quite far away from them. And coincidentally, they gazed into the distance in unison.

Lwj talks and wwx stops thinking about whatver he was thinking, i am doomed. Lxc and jl are too clever for their own good. Also, I know they can't do much rn, but they are just gonna sit and watch as jgy explains his evil plan? And I WANNA KNOW WHAT THAT MADMAN IS LOOKING FOR

EDIT 6:

Tugging Lan WangJi, Wei WuXian sat down on the cushion. Perhaps because his mind was far off, Lan WangJi’s figure wobbled from the tug before sitting down properly. Wei WuXian calmed himself a bit before gazing at Lan WangJi’s face.

(LWJ WOBBLED. GUYS. GUUUUUUUUUUUYS. LWJ WOBBLED HE IS SO DONE FOR-)

His eyes looked down. Not many emotions could be seen. Wei WuXian knew that with just those words, Lan WangJi probably couldn’t believe him yet. He was tortured by a smiling, oblivious person who knew nothing of his crimes. It was only natural that he didn’t believe it. After he thought so, Wei WuXian felt his chest go heavy. His heart hurt so much it shivered. He didn’t dare think of it any longer, but he knew that he should increase the dose.

(Omg this scene is so pure and delicate and painful. Wwx pls darling say something DON’T TORTURE YOURSELF SO MUCH YOU DIDN’T FREAKING KNOW OKAY just talk-)

He spoke, “Lan Zhan, l-look at me.”

His voice was still a bit tight. Lan WangJi, “Mn.”

After a deep breath, Wei WuXian whispered, “… I really do have a bad memory. I can’t remember a lot of the things that happened in the past, including the time at the Nightless City. I don’t remember a single bit of what happened during those days.”

Hearing this, Lan WangJi’s eyes widened slightly.

(ARE THEY FINALLY TALKING OH PLEASE. P L E A S E

look at wwx stuttering. look. and lwj’s eyes widening in disbelief omg omg omg)

EDIT 7: OKAY THAT

EDIT 8: hanji.exe has stopped working

EDIT 9: THAT

WAS

THE MOST EPIC, AWKWARD, BEAUTIFUL, HEARTFELT LOVE CONFESSION I HAVE EVER READ. IT WAS PERFECT AND I'M SHIVERING AND LWJ HUGGING WWX AND REPEATING EVERY WORD HE SAID AND CRYING IS LIKE

I DON'T KNOW

IT'S ALL I NEED AND SO SO SO SO SO MUCH MORE

AND

WWX SAID IT

"I WANNA SLEEP WITH YOU EVERYDAY"

WEI YING, EVERY DAY MEANS EVERY DAY.

OH MY GOOOOOOOOD SO THIS IS WHAT THEY MEANT-

OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD

EDIT 10: I’M STILL SHAKING

WHAT-

Oh, back to plot. Sushi is here.

EDIT 11: wwx toying with sushi by playing words-tricks is life. my protective, beautiful baby. also, reading about him saying he doesn't want to die made things to my heart.

Wei WuXian grinned, “Is it because HanGuang-Jun’s had such an icy face ever since he was young, Sect Leader Su, that you think about him this way? If so, then HanGuang-Jun is so unfortunately misunderstood. He’s obviously like this towards everyone. You should be glad you didn’t study at the YunmengJiang Sect, Sect Leader Su.”

Su She’s voice was cold, “Why?”

Wei WuXian, “Or else you would’ve long since been angered to death by me. When I was young, every day I wholehearted believed that I was a prodigy, that I was such a fucking big deal. And not only did I believe it in my heart, I even flaunted it everywhere.”

Veins lined Su She’s forehead, “Shut up!” He seemed as if was about to strike when Lan WangJi pulled Wei WuXian towards his chest, firmly protecting him with his arms. Su She’s movements paused, debating whether or not he should attack.

(I AM LAUGHING SO MUCH, WEI YING WAS SO OVERCONFIDENT BACK THEN, MY BOY

also, lwj protecting him, uuuuuuuhm yessssssssss)

EDIT 12: LAN WANGJI SMILED.

HE S M I L E D.

GuYs this world is amazing, and it is because of lwj's smile. I don't need anything else.

EDIT 13:

Nobody answered. The doors shot open!

From amidst the storm that had just broken inside, a crackling streak of purple lighting struck right against Su She’s chest, sending him flying backwards.

PEOPLE CAN LIVE OF THE SATISFACTION I'M FEELING RIGHT NOW, IT IS THAT POTENT AND ABUNDANT.

GO JIANG CHENG.

G o o o o O o O o O o O o O o O

[chainslaughter]

rant incoming

Tbh a lot of ppl i see on here like.. why dont ppl like me :( when the majority of their posts are them doing nothing but complain, being mean, rude, nitpicky , and generally insufferable, calling others out for the minorest things, always complaining and venting about how much their life sucks and they hate themselves etc.

and then the rare occasion they stop and admit to having no friends in a second of vulnerability (or the closest to what a tumblr post can provide) its like. No one wants to be around someone whos always sad or mean, and literally has no personality behind that. Seriously i know this from experience. Like i get life sucks. But?? Idk its like.. dont yall like anything? Or is everything too problematic. Cause maybe if u just sat back and focused on things that interest you, made posts/fanart/videos whatever about the few things u enjoy. it could be games, shows, books, reptiles, birds, cats, whatver. Maybe if u took time to do that, and maybe attempt to take your mind off your sucky life for a bit.

and personally id rather see people enthuse about their genuine interest even if i have no interest in it myself. you like pokemon or sonic the hedgehog or something and you like to post it? cool, not for me but its refreshing to see a person with interest then..only posting generic tumblr post/meme #545..(because i know some of us r embarrassed about sharing stuff and our interest here, at least thats still something i majorly struggle with)

its just exhausting and i know its difficult to not get caught up in your own misery but please.

I know its hard but i try not to do it, i try not to vent negative shit when i feel unhappy, if i make a negative post i try to save it to my drafts and delete it later or something. And ive tried to focus on different things. I have my own personal project now (my own characters/story- its silly and not much but its fun) which i can usually default to and think about to occupy my time. Ive found things i like even if theyre small in the grand scheme (video games like ark and monster hunter) finding music has helped me exponentially too.

I say this because i understand, and being really depressed, its really hard because you DO stop liking everything, tbh im not sure how i came out of that, when a couple years ago i was so miserable i hated everything and everyone and wanted to kill myself everyday. And its not like im better or cured now i still struggle a lot. But i realize now i am still responsible for what i do. Theres still things i regret and people ill never see again i wish i could apologize to because i was an asshole to them. And sure “because depression” but i cant just use that as an excuse for hurting someone else.

[ocean-butch]

i really don’t mean this in a rude way i’m just wondering if it’s hard to be in love w someone who doesn’t reciprocate it and how r u so optimistic bc i’m so in love w my ex and miss her friendship more than anything but i feel like i would die trying to be just friends w her yaknow so how do u deal w that

hey no worries! i only get offended when people act like i have no self awareness and try to imply that they (literal strangers) know more about me and my feelings than i do. as if i havent thought about this a thousand fucking times!!!! as if me saying “actually this makes me happy” means nothing and i just dont know any better??? but anyways when its not like that, i actually love love love talking about her so ur good dont worry! in fact, asks like yours are 100% encouraged!!

anyways, i know that being in love with people that dont love you back - especially exes - can be very hard and hurtful, and i have kinda sorta been there before, but with her specifically its just… not. she makes me happy and makes me feel safe and comforted and loved. she always has. sure, it might not be romantic love that she feels for me now idk, but there is no doubt in my mind that she cares about me. i dont think there has ever been, actually. and thats what matters. thats more than i can say for like 90% of the people in my life. and even before we started dating, when i still thought that she only saw me as a friend and that my love was unrequited, i still felt this way. and then we dated and we broke up and i still felt this way and so i waited. and then we dated again and we broke up again and for a while i tried to move on because it felt final and it hurt and because i knew she would too, but i still felt this way. and then i texted her and we became friends again and i still feel this way. the point is, never once have i ever felt like loving her hurts me more than it heals me. actually it barely ever hurts at all and when it does is just like,, me being sad cuz i wanna hold her n kiss her or bc i wish she was with me somewhere or just gay longing like that. but anyways i am extremely aware that, if i ever do feel like loving her hurts me, like its bad for me, i will make myself move on because i dont ever want the love i feel for her to be anything negative in my life. what we have is too special, too good for that. i refuse to allow it, even if it means having to let go one day. but, i just Really dont think that’s gonna happen so anyways what im TRYING to get to is: if loving your ex hurts you, if the thought of being just friends with her hurts you - dont do it. dont put yourself through that. ever. you deserve better than that pain. you might miss her and her friendship but i promise you that if it makes you feel bad, then its not worth it. then its not how its supposed to go. then you’re supposed to learn from it and move on. and that means that one day, it wont hurt anymore. and (not that anyone needs a relationship to be happy but if you want to) one day you’ll find someone and it wont hurt like this. like, sure you’ll probably still sometimes hurt each other with little misunderstandings and miscommunications but it wont be the sort of pain you feel from loving someone who doesnt make you feel loved in return.

now, you asked “how are you so optimistic” and the thing is— i dont know. i never tried to be, it just. Happened. it was just Always There with her. when we broke up for the first time we had really only dated for like. A Week but we had known each other for a few months and i got a crush on her on the first week of our friendship so by then i already loved her and when we broke up that time i never even tried to move on. i knew i was meant to love her. i still remember that one of my first thoughts when trying to deal with our break up was “the universe brought my soulmate a little earlier than it was supposed to bc it knew i needed it at the moment, but this little time was enough for me to remember to hold on to myself so it took her away and it’ll bring her back to me when the time is right”. ever since i fell in love with her, i have always believed that she is one of my soulmates, and the love of my life. it varied a little; right after we broke up for the 2nd time the thought that it meant that she wasn’t actually the love of my life was haunting me so then i sorta realized or maybe i just decided that even if we both moved on and fell in love with other people, she would always have been the love of my life for this 16/17yo version of me. and then at one point i tried to think of her as a platonic soulmate, for the little time i spent actually trying to move on. then i gave up and decided that maybe shes my romantic soulmate even if im her platonic one. and the truth is like idk, idk any of it for sure, idk what’s gonna happen in either of our lives and how much everything is gonna change for each of us but i also dont really care at all as long as i get to have her in my life, as long as i get to have her say things like “you’re easily the person i feel most comfortable talking to” and “its never draining” and “you know me so well” and “you’re my no 1 fan” and “i forgot to wish anything i was distracted texting you” and “when something happens you’re still the first person i wanna tell”. the point is that what we have is way, way too special for me to get sad thinking about whether or not the love she feels for me is romantic. i swear i never knew this kind of connection was possible before i met her. i still dont know what the fuck happens with us because it just feels otherworldly. it feels magical, like we’re not really meant to understand it. all i know is things never feel awkward with us and we just sorta fit and i never feel self conscious about the things we say and i never really have to wonder if she cares or not. all i feel with her is comfort and peace and theres really no other way to put it than to say that she feels like home. i’ve said it before and i’ll say it again: not even the universe itself can convince me that we’re not meant to be, one way or another. yes, i hoped the way was romantically and i still do but i also know that im the happiest i’ve ever been whenever she texts me so like does it even really matter? i dont think so.

anyways im aware i got completely carried away and ended up a thousand miles away from what this ask was supposed to be about but also: i!! love!! talking!! about!! her!!!!!!!!!!!! u cant blame me okay im just too in love and i cant actually say any of this directly to her so whenever i actually get a chance to talk about it i gotta Let It All Out yknow? anyways thank you for asking and i hope things work out for you! feel free to text me if u wanna vent or want adivce or just whatver idk im trying not to fall asleep cuz if i do im not gonna wake up early enough to go to the beach tomorrow so i need Distractions (i spent over an hour on this ask so double good)