popping on my Complaining Platform to complain about how i have less than 100 euros on my account atm, how my uni and work suck, and how, while i'm trying to get myself into a better situation, it all seems kinda sucky now and it's hard to imagine it working. i feel so blergh ughhhh, and i have no time to feel blergh bc i have to fucking WORK. and people tell me not to work so much, thinking i'm some sort of a workaholic that wants to be productive for the sake of productivity, uwu self-care, but i do not, in fact, work so much to satisfy some imaginary productivity gods, but to get myself out of this misery. i'm responsible for myself and my happiness, and the only thing i figured might work is to like. work hard so i elevate my skillset and get more money in order to get out of here. yes yes i realise you cannot work if you're falling apart, but then i take a short break and i can push again so uhhhh hope i manage pray for me lol (also i am very much not above begging for money, so if anyone can spare a dime for my education thing, my ko-fi is my bio!)
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i wish for peace in our lifetime, i wish for love to seep into every crack of this planet, i wish for it to penetrate every heart and soul. i wish for brutality to face its end, i wish for evil to turn to light. i wish for us to create such a place where cruelty cannot resurface. i wish for communities without borders, i wish for human and nature to be reunited by love and protect each other.
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semi-dark king merlin au, someone from ealdor tells king cenred about merlin and he is captured and held as a slave in essetir. since merlin despises captivity and servitude, he’d rather be dead and free than alive and in chains so he acts out and pisses people (especially the king) off so they’ll think him too much trouble and kill him. at first they stick to beatings until merlin manages to get his chains around a few necks and now has a body count so they kill him…..only he wakes back up a few hours later and king cenred is Intrigued and keeps him close. merlin keeps acting out but no matter how many times they kill him, he won’t stay dead. merlin has this moment after waking up perfectly fine after his twenty seventh death where he is hopeless and believes there to be no escape, not even thru death. a few other sorcerers in chains come and help him clean up and give him a lil peptalk, realizing him to be emrys, and then they revolt and take over the kingdom and crown merlin as king and now uther is like “wtf” bc his neighboring kingdom who was kinda sorta on his wavelength about sorcery, though uther did not approve of keeping them alive, is now a kingdom ruled by magic. he goes to war with them but with magic running free and fucking emrys on the throne, they don’t make a lot of headway. anyways merthur meet on the battlefield, enemies to lovers, you get it
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I mean, Toichi actually being alive was implied all the way back prior to 2014 with the Corbeau case. Like the cousins thing is one thing, but Toichi having faked his own death definitely did not come out of nowhere and is canon in the Magic Kaito manga too.
To be 100% honest i have absolutely no clue about most of the dcmk lore. I've binged the magic kaito anime a few times, watched like 20-ish episodes of detective conan, watched like 3 different movies and that's it. I just started hyperfixating on Kaishin at one point for whatever reason and i absolutely have neither the time nor dedication to catch up on around 30 years of lore. Most of the lore i didnt get from what i watched is from kaishin doujinshis and they're all agreeing on "Toichi is dead" iirc, which matches with what i've seen in the anime so i'm just going with it lmao. I don't consider myself an expert on dcmk by any means.
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HI HELLO DO YOU LIKE AUDIO DRAMAS, WOULD YOU LIKE TO MAKE YOUR OWN AUDIO DRAMA well do I have news for you
for quite some time, I have been working on putting every bit of practical information I have about making a podcast into some kind of readable resource and I'm very happy to say that, by george, I think I've done it.
that link will take you to our resource page which has links to a 35-page handbook that takes you through every step of podcast production (on our merch page, but you can download for zero dollars! do it!) and a direct download of a 15-page pdf about how I take an idea from development through scripting.
this is by no means the be-all-end-all definitive correct guide on how to make an audio drama. as I emphasize many times throughout, this is just how I do things, but it's a pretty thorough rundown of how I do things. if you've been too overwhelmed to start your own show, I sincerely hope this helps you!
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Texas Winter 2023 🌧️
The Common Clover, Smooth Sumac, and various succulents and cacti my dogs photobombed.
The Smooth Sumac is one one of the most vibrant, fall colored shrubs I have ever seen. In a sea of brown and green it is a mini sunset bursting to life.
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I feel you so much....I want to scream so bad with the "multiple chances" for redection that Sun and the others so much say they gave them. like, literally the only ones I remember is that at some point someone gave him a speech like Sun's type "you don't have to be bad guys" ....(1/2)
i dont think they know how to like. develop bloodmoon past blood and murder which
you can keep that.
jjUST IDK HELP HIM NOT BE DEPENDANT... TRUST A LIL MORE BUT ALSO NOT BLINDLY FOLLOWING SOMEONE WHO GIVES THEM BARTERING FOR BLOOD??
we have trust issues, dad issues, even questioning how theyre suppose to be if not blood and murder. death is not answer
you can help this guy even if he doesnt turn good.
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