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yellowvixen · 2 months

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week 17: hug

(inspired by the fic "to fear a werehog")

#back on my metonic bullshit yayyy #as if they ever left my mind lol #i think this is the first time i've posted werehog art too #sth #sonic #sonic the hedgehog #metal sonic #metonic #weekly metal #trying to catch uppp #sonic the werehog #werehog wednesday #i love that that's a tag #sonic art #sonic fanart #art #fanart #artists on tumblr #vixenart

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iamnormalaboutblockpeople · 7 months

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Hey i know everyone is worried about the green teams termination announcement later today but i havent seen anyone talk about this yet and wanted to just throw it out there

So in the cucurucho stream theres a moment when it is coming back into its house and it checks the mailbox really quickly, and apparently bbh has been sending it letters?

Im not entirelly sure how the mailbox from this mod works so maybe im interpreting things wrong (if thats the case please let me know!!!) but this is interesting right? Like, theres maybe something there?

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EDIT: nevermind guys this is just what the mailbox UI looks like, it would have been funny if they were secretly pen pals tho

#qsmp #badboyhalo #bbh #im just throwing this out there #this is the first posf ive made in ages #i usually just lurk and rb other peoples stuff #but i have not seen even one singular post about this and it has not left my mind ever since the stream #so i thought id throw my hat out there #do let me know if im misinterpreting things tho!!! i am often delulu about the involvement of my favs lol

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bubblegumflavor · 2 months

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WIP Folder Game

Tagged by @skyf0ckz (Thank you!)

Rules: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! and then tag as many people as you have WIPs.*

Fun fact, I don't have a WIP folder, I'm a mess disguised as an organized person who only has fandom folders and then randomly throws in whatever but I try to find the wips :D

dancinginthefirestory.odt

firstkissfirstlove.odt

dearclarencepart2.odt

jallynewyears.odt

ficidea.odt

90slawrusso.odt

summer84.odt

vampire.odt

@wicked-jade @karatehusbandos @dream-beyond-the-fantasy @dumbponyboykinnie @lulamadison @idontknowkaratebutiknowcrazy @destielblamscilesinfinity @pilvimarja

#i always try to remember and pick people I know are writing too because I don't read so much so don't ever feel left out #a lot of the times the most obvious won't even come to mind because my head is a mess lol and it's saturday morning #good morning =)#tag game

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zooweemama143 · 3 months

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you know what would be kind of cute as a ship? hal/justin

#ever since i saw it on that one preps x greasers fanart post it hasnt left my mind since #dont get me wrong there is no basis to this whatsoever but likeeeee theyre both the silly guys of their cliques #im sure there is perhaps an analysis to be made here but like generally i just think it would be cute and funny #i bet hal would get his egg puns tho. lol #ngl i got reminded of this bc my hal mii wanted to be friends with justin's mii #hal esposito #justin vandervelde #bully cce #bully scholarship edition

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warmspice · 8 months

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It's LITERALLY OCTOBER

#Oouuuuuuuuuiiiiiaaaagh #Saw someone cute today I'm soooo like #So. Like silly goofy I'm like ohhh they're looking at meeeee oh my goodness they're looking at me and I think they're cool #We should chatty taaaaaLk #But this was at a club meeting and I truly. I truly can't tell #If I'm just a bit self centered or if they're like INTERESTED #I'm soooo in soft mode today. This week. This life. Dude it's silly #I hope to see them again. Gonna make my friend who already wants to be friends with them... Let me third wheel 🤠😜🤗#I'm literally so quiet shy bad at talking it's awful. Like I'm sorry. But I'm just. Sooooo bad at talking about things. I don't remember #Anything ever how can I have opinions on songs or shows 😭 I don't even know their names 😭😭😭#But I am sooo full of observations and opinion even... Sometimes.. Sometimes.#I am literally so capable of being normal I just don't understand why it doesn't work out in certain settings. Cries #Anyways um.#IT'S OCTOBER LITERALLY WHO HAS AN OPEN HEART MIND AND ARMS LOL #Void talks #If you're in a club meeting and someone keeps looking over at you even though you're literally not saying anything. This means something?#Or you're just silly and they're surveying the room #Because after we were in a trio conversation n they kept looking over but I'm not sure if it was just to check if I was left out (which #Makes sense bc I could not contribute to the conversation meaningfully 🤧)#But even BEFORE? WHAT'S UR VIBE #Good at making eye contact maybe #I think I just like indulging in silly thoughts and entertaining myself #But also like. I feel like I'm being sooooo silly about it.#Melts.

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yutadori · 27 days

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it's so crazy and isolating hearing my friends talk about how they want kids u__u

#i saw my friend for the first time in months on sun (we've still been keeping in touch though so it doesnt feel like that much time has #passed) and she's always been staunchly against having kids #but then we started talking about ivf (thanks to pussypedia when i flipped it open to a random page) and she talked about how she'd conside #having kids in the future and i was like HUH ???#not out loud of course but .#she's been with her bf for almost a year now and i think being with him has changed her mind #she mentioned how he has a big family like he has a lot of siblings and his parents each have a lot of siblings themselves #so i dont really see him shifting towards the idea of not having kids bc of that idkkkk #and she said that she sees it as a chance to give kids a better life than she had and :/#idk i'm really set on never having kids ever because i dont think i could ever do it + i dont have any sort of desire or pull towards the #and i never really felt bad about it or swayed but now that my friend who was really firm on Not having kids is changing her mind i feel #kind of bad about it for some reason !?!?!?#idk it feels a bit selfish to be upset that she changed her mind but idk it's kinda isolating #i think i only have one friend now who doesnt want kids #but if that changes then its going to probably feel .__.#i know none of my friends are going to shame me for it but :/#idk . it feels weird and bad lol but also i dont want to have kids just because i feel left out or looked down on #ss #its even scarier because we're getting closer to the age where people start having kids..... like what do you mean we're not in our late #teens / early twenties anymore....................

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the100isracist · 4 months

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Idk if yall are still active but I just eagerly quit this show around early season two. I was kinda hate watching the whole way, but I started googling spoilers when I saw how fucked they were being to Lincoln and Raven (and more, but they’re my faves). Do you have any show recs that are similar with the shows “building a new civilization after tragedy” (minus the colonization and racism etc)

hey!

i actually binged the entire show recently and i can confidently say it was not as groundbreaking or cool as the showrunner believed. the first 2 seasons were incredible but it just devolved into a mess and the ending was so dark and horrifying. also the fandom was completely unhinged and did not need to act the way they did 😭

onto your question: yes!!!! battlestar galactica is what inspired me to watch the 100 in the first place. it very much shares the themes of mass tragedy, civilizational warfare, living in space, seeking a new home, and humanity fighting for survival without losing its soul. start with the 2003 miniseries (a three hour pilot) tho or it might be confusing. it also has diversity without the weird racist tones of the 100's diversity, although the cast is a lot whiter. the 100 has also obviously borrowed a lot of concepts and terms from it but i don't want to spoil you. all in all, it is one of the best shows i have ever watched and it delivers until its very last second.

lost in space is also quite cool. and i have heard good things about the expanse! another show that shares some themes (without the space element) is the society - very fascinating

#i have also changed my mind on a few things rewatching as a full blown adult without any fandom influences #octavia - not abusive until her annoying blodreina shit but she was traumatized whatever #clarke - yes manipulative but she really believed she was doing it for everyones good and was the first to let herself suffer for others #no one was perfect ever #everyone fucked up hard and the fandom's insistence on making everything black and white was so toxic #it was just more complex than teen stans could stomach #for example. bellamy killing the sleeping army was wrong. but for clexas to extrapolate that grounders = natives and skypeople = colonizers #girls what??? lol #and similarly the insistence that bellamy is a white man so could feel better hating him?? soooo ridiculous #similarly.... bellarkes did set themselves up for disappointment when they chose not to believe the showrunner about it being platonic 24/7 #and lexa was really never bad like even when she left their asses to die i get why... people were just mad about clexa #all this to say everyone would be better off if they watched it with a more rational neutral detached lens and didnt make it about idpol #this includes me lol #the racism was real the homophobia was real and the fans amplified both to insane degrees #the end!

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tariah23 · 1 month

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Still crying over my friend telling me that they’ve never heard of Chief Keef-

#put me on my ass like heavyweight #rambling #he’s a legend if you never minded drill music and even if you hated it he still kind of became the face of the entire sub genre at such a #young age and he had white kids and nbs in the suburbs and other countries wanting to be a black kid from the hood like he had grown men #growing out their locs 😭…#everyone wanted to be chief keef lmfao #insane #he hasn’t been back to Chicago ever since he left all of those years ago but it’s Better if he never came back anyway for his own safety #tbh #I’m glad he’s still alive lol #lil Reese went to our hs and was in my sisters class and was one of the bad ass kids #one of CK’s friends and stuff #i probably saw him myself before since one of his friends or himself was passing out mixtapes and i remember taking it since it was free #and I didn’t want to be rude #i remember being on my way home back from school I was probably a sophomore in hs or so and it was raining #I felt so bad for throwing it away since I didn’t like drill at the time but after giving his music a chance I was like NOOOOOO #I felt like that person who bought that nge character book and scrubbed off Anno’s signature because they thought it was scrabble bro

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smute · 11 months

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so im moving back home next month to save some money during my last semester of grad school, and as grateful as i am for even having that option, a not so small part of me is very scared that it may turn out to be... not quite as temporary as i am currently hoping it will be🙂

#i am looking forward to getting rid of this expensive apartment #and im just extremely grateful that i get to have a little grace period #where i dont have to worry about making rent for a little while #but im also wondering if i might be putting myself in a situation that will potentially be very difficult to... well. escape #my financial situation is less than ideal #(thats a euphemism)#the interest rate on my student loan has exploded since last year #(up from 3.7% last september to 8%. yes. eight per cent. i actually had to increase my monthly payouts just to cover the interest payments)#and its forcing me to rethink all of my plans #for the future #rn its looking like that might be the final nail in the coffin for my phd plans #(just as i was starting to get over my impostor syndrome too)#so. what the hell do you do with 2 english degrees when you suddenly cant afford to do the one thing those degrees are actually good for?#the answer is not a whole lot #finding another place to live in the near future will be harder than ever #and as much as i love my parents #i cant stay with them for more than a year #i will lose my mind #or what little is left of it lol #so yeah #the sky seems awfully dark all of a sudden #ill be fine once they take me out back and shoot me etc etc #but anyways #just a little life update i guess #do me a favor and ignore this #i dont think i can handle any sympathy rn #and i definitely cant handle any antipathy lmao #i just needed to get this out #tbd

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loverboybrightsideghost · 11 months

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aziraphale has some fucking nerve i'll tell you that

#ONE EPISODE LEFT #to be clear i fucking love him to the ends of the earth and nothing he does will ever change my mind #good omens #he said you go too fast for me but he's like always throwing himself at crowley. getting into situations where he has to be saved #(which: funny and ironic how crowley loved saving aziraphale which is a very Good thing to do lol)#he's always like crowley you're so nice and awesome to me :) and he's always like is there anything k can do for you at all #girl. I SEE YOU. LOOK IN THE MIRROR BITCH ITS BEEN 6000 YEARS #bluebird.txt #like the sheer auDAcity

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akkivee · 1 year

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😭😭😭

#this is vee speaking #the arb chronicles #kuukou: :3 shakku: :) HELP THEYRE SO CUTE #I AM SO DOWN BAD FOR THE MIDDLE COMPARISON ON THE LEFT AND IDK WHY I HAVE A LOT OF EXCITEMENT I CANNOT CONTAIN LOOKING AT IT #absolutely captivated by their eyes bro like i’m pretty sure they’re the same colour????? even down to the light blue secondary colour #but kuukou’s irises are narrower and are slightly bigger in size WHICH KINDA MAKES THEM LOOK EVEN BIGGER AND NEVER MIND THOSE LASHES #i’d say it’s probably because kuukou’s got a wider range of expressions than shakku does that makes his eyes look bigger lol #shakku doesn’t have fangs like kuukou!!!!!! it would have been neat if shakku had old earring holes but he doesn’t!!!!!#and kuukou is so pink y’all 😭😭😭😭😭 like i thought i was over having crises about how pink kuukou is but i’m feeling the crisis again 😭😭😭😭😭😭#shakku’s nose is hooked compared to kuukou’s bruh i would probably have the time of my life drawing shakku lmao #i kinda wanna photoshop kuukou’s hair cut on shakku lmao #like ever since bat’s rep live i’ve been wondering what hairstyle shakku would have #and i think it would actually be similar to that particular stage??? a very classic hairstyle #but like it’d be fun to see lmao esp since shakku’s implied to appreciate classic rock like hitoya lol #c: kuukou👑#c: shakku

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widevibratobitch · 7 months

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do i let feminism lose and spend all of my savings on a rhinoplasty or do i continue to just. live Like That lol

#kms idk what to do #it's doing research on best surgeons in your country hours while your friends with normal noses are sleeping #anyway it's been a great little vacation and i had a lot of fun but the absolute fucking dread whenever someone is taking a picture #and i cant control how it looks. is ruining all the fun.#i said fuck it once today and then saw that picture my friend took of me and wanted to yeet myself into traffic straight away #the worst thing is im obsessed with big unusual conventionally unattractive noses. i love them.#but mine is not this hot sexy aquiline kind. its just a huge round bulbous fucking potato in the middle of my face #its the kind of nose no one will ever find pretty or hot or even interesting. its just comical. it looks like a fake clown nose.#and while it is indeed very in character of me to have a fucking clown nose attached to my face 24/7 forever #its literally making me wanna wear a paper bag over my head #goddd idk. cause like. what if something goes wrong lol knowing my luck it definitely could #and then uhhhh idk i guess i really would just kms lol #funny thing - didn't even really notice it before uni. like i always knew there was something seriously fucking wrong with my face #but could never put a finger on what it is exactly #and then this uni friend made that one comment about my nose and suddenly everything clicked into place #you're absolutely right queen the fucking nose aka the CENTRAL thing on my face is the main culprit here lol #anyway not a day has gone by since then that i wouldnt look into the mirror and felt awful and pathetic about it <3 #i am ready to go against all of my ideals and just do it. ill have no money left but maybe its worth it. to get a little peace of mind. idk.

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savage-rhi · 9 months

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I'm very much a, "fuck yeah and fuck you, I don't need validation! I'm me, cunts!" kinda fella, but sometimes I could use support.

#today i fucked up by reactivating my fb account which i haven't done in 2 yrs just to check on some folks id been sending good thought to #place is depressing everyone is miserable and everything feels fake and my mind is like #LOL this is why we left bitch byeeee #so i deactivated again went to work and idc what anyone says there are folks like me that can and do feel the energy and emotions coming of #people and it can fucking suck especially when so many are disregulated so i got a sensory overload and boss was nice enough to let me take #a bunch of breaks today and even scream in her office cause She Gets It (TM)#the weather is rainy and cold i'm getting so many fibro flares idk how i'm moving anymore #ive missed so many days of work already and it's not even fully winter yet i still have my job and im thankful i have an understanding team #but that doesnt pay the bills im still trying to find a way to pay for that doctor appointment coming up #graduate courses began for college and i think i'm gonna be okay but damn did they throw too much info all at once at me and that made #my adhd brain go WELL SHIT #ive been feeling incredibly lonely and not wanted in so many spaces that im struggling to even communicate with the few that i know do #love me for me and nothing else im trying so so so hard to keep being there for people and to keep loving #people that need it cause i don't ever want another human being to ever feel as miserable and unwanted as i have felt #but im also tired because i feel like thats all anyone ever sees me as just this being that can take their woes away and make them feel #amazing and i love that i can do that and listen to so many traumatic stories and help folks process that trauma my boss and many throughou #life have told me i have a gift for healing people and a vibe to me thats different than most and it feels good being around me but today i #just felt like people keep taking and taking and taking and i dont expect anything back thats not who i am id rather give than receive #but damn it i just wish someone could just give me the biggest hug in the world dont even have to say a thing just hold me and be present #and hold space for me to just feel weightless id cherish that more than anything in the world right now #on a positive note...#my dinosaur vo stuff got traction im getting a new cosplay put together i havent done that in 4 years i got to pet a wild deer i made #a coworker laugh so hard his juice went out his nose and my boss peed a little #im slowly taming another wild flock of turkeys and i got a bag of my favorite takis the guacamole flavor #i got a lot to be thankful for and i acknowledge it #but damn it im tired #thank you for coming to my Ted Talk rant and rave #if you made it this far: you're an incredible human being and i love you #please go treat yo self to something nice and know i love you for you

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magpigment · 10 months

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so uhhhh. that blood sure is in the bayou, huh. and those sure weren’t cicadas… <- has stayed up all night listening to bitb and promptly got jumpscared by cicadas outside my window at daybreak

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deus-ex-mona · 2 years

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felt nostalgic, so take this pic that encompasses my entire school life lmao

#really long rambling bc i probably woke up on the wrong side of the bed or something this morning. you’ve been warned—#ngl i’ve never really had any friends since the start of my pathetic life?#and like even if i did get friends，they’d ditch me the first chance they get lmaooooo #i could befriend 2 people independently of each other，only for the two of them to ✨somehow✨ become besties and ditch me… or something #tbh though i’m 10000% okay with being friendless and left alone. i’m more productive when i’m alone!!!#it just gets really annoying when teachers go ‘lol pair up with someone your size (for sports)’ or ‘form your own groups for a project’#bc more often than not，i was the only one who was completely left out of a group lmao #like even the dude ‘leftovers’ would already start moving to group up with each other. it’s just me who’s left out #and the teacher would absolutely refuse to let me do the project by myself >:( and i’d get forced into the leftovers group anyway lol #and it’s not just teachers!! the senior student group leaders during orientation weeks refuse to let me be alone too!! >:((((#i’d just be vibing by myself and the group leaders would sidle up to me and talk to me. like?? why?? there are other loners over there too??#they’d allow the dude loners to remain in peaceful solitude but not me?? it’s not fair!! >:(((#ughhh that reminds me that there was also this guy classmate who refused to leave me alone for some reason #by ‘some reason’ i mean ‘i think he liked me but i can’t be sure bc he was really weird about it???’#like i literally ignored him for over a month and he still tried to get my attention for some reason.#and after that，i’d resorted to telling him ‘dude go away’ and he’d leave for like 1 min，only to return almost immediately ಠ‿ಠ #fun fact: the silent treatment technique never ever works. tried，tested， and failed #but anyway yeah. the pic with arisa was literally me in phys ed class lol #being the only friendless 🐓-less loser in a class with 30 dudes and 11 girls (in total) was fun!#the other girls would pair up with each other and i’d just rot in the corner and write bad fanfics in my mind lol #the only times when i could get a pair were when a single girl was absent for the day lmao #the fact that there were 11 girls made forming groups of 5 for ball games really annoying too.#the other 10 like-biologically gendered people would just split up into 5/5 groups and the leftover’d be me #not that i actually wanted to play or anything. i’d just go ‘i’ll observe as a reserve player from the side!!!’ and it’d work lol #but anyways… yeah. i personally don’t find friendships that necessary to succeed in life? casual acquaintances are good enough for me ig #maybe it was a sign when my friends from my former friend group were making jokes about how i was friendless lmao #i wish i could just completely isolate myself for an entire day… wait no make that an entire week #no texting，no social interactions，✨no worries✨. just me，my cup noodles，and my ✨productivity✨!!!!!!#well! i’m sorry if you actually read all of that… i just needed to get it all off my chest before i erupted like a shaken bottle of soda lol #inedible blubbering

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vespertine-legacy · 1 year

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fucking finally

(screenshot via Frenzy)

#november plays swtor #r4 anomaly #i fucking biffed it with 4% left #healer heal thyself whomphst #who needs a healer amirite #everyone else started dropping like flies after that #because I guess they forgot that i was solo healing and defensives exist?#(and monstrosities were just Chomping on everyone)#anyway Tom did the last 1% by himself lol #Chad hatred sin just fucking destroyed lady dom while the rest of us held up the floor #anyone viewing my cheevos is just gonna be like 'why tf did it take you a year to clear lady dom'#mind your business david #all of us when my cheevo popped: ah man cleanest pull I've ever seen #and no one even died!

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