#bear with me yall aaaa

[electromignion]

YALL ONCE AGAIN LOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’ve been lucky enough to c0mmission @parallaks-art who is a very skillful and amazing artist, so I went for their experimental sketch and asked for a Jeremy Bradshaw portrait (and I had been waiting to be able to commission them FOR YEARS because I’ve always LOVED their art style and also because I’ve been always wanting to be able to support them 🥹🥹) and I caved in and also asked for a duo portrait of Vipin Khurana and Olivia Hoskins 🥹💜

And I feel so grateful because they’ve been bearing with me and all the headcanons I had for them all, especially as they weren’t familiar with Bridgewater at all I over shared way too much information (as you know after all Bridgewater has been on my mind 24/24 for a year and half now) AND AAAA THEY WERE SO MINDFUL WITH THE DETAILS AND ALL AND THEIR VIBES ARE SO THEM IT’S SO IMMACULATE AND IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY I HAD TO SHARE THEM WITH YOU ALL /pos

[ravenoclock]

@labyrinthhofmymind

IM BACCKKK

Spoilers for a fic called presque vu by bizzarestars

TYSM FOR UR RESPONSE AAAA UR THE FIRST PERSOM WHO’S LISTENED TO MY RANTS AND AVGUALLY LIKES THWM SO TYSM UR THE BEST <33

CHAPTER ELEVEN MFS

Shit’s getting deep yall I grabbed the tissues just in case.

*clears throat* okay so starting off sad with Lily’s parents dying right off the bat. Holy fuck. And the fact that she didn’t cry until after the funeral?? MY GIRL DJSKSKKSKA. I CANT RN. and Sirius being like ‘I wanna fuck Remus’ and Harry being like ‘nuh-uh’ and crying LMAO. Hilarious.

He lives anyway, in the end. They both do. Rats can survive in even the most dire of conditions, and all dogs were wild once. They both make it through, just not together. Rats and dogs rarely get along.

Foreshadowing comes in many forms.

Fuck. I can’t today. PETER PETER PETER. JUST ARGHH. WHY WHY WHY.

"No," Sirius croaks. "I can't ever imagine grieving you."

I’m on my way to go dig a grave for myself who’s with me? Cuz why? Would? You? Do? That? To? Me? Why? What? What the fuck??? I’ve spent so long deluding myself into believing canon isn’t real and that the marauders grew old and grey and happy together and then I read fics like these because I think im strong enough but in reality I just created a dream I can shatter (catch my reference? No? Yes?) but id rather the delusion shatter than my sanity but at this point idk. BEAR WITH ME. I’ll get therapy dw.

Sirius is right there with him, as that saying goes. She's growing, too, one day at a time even as she digs her heels in for every inch. She's just as imprisoned as him, in her own way. A prison of her own body, her blood, her name. She's been a prisoner her whole life.

Dead. Why is this so amazing??? Like I feel it in the very depths of my soul I swear.

JAMES WANTED CHILDREN. PLURAL. WHAT THE ACTUAL- I CANT. HARRY WAS GOING TO HAVE SIBLINGS. I FEEL NAUSEATED. IM GONNA THROW UP EVERYTJING INSIDE OF ME I SWEAR.

(This, too, is a prison. You feel that, don't you, deep down inside? One day soon, you'll be free from it, only for it to be replaced by another.)

The foreshadowing is crazy. Insane. Every other word for practically amazingly heart wrenchingly horrible.

Lily was pregnant. Lily was pregnant Lily was pregnant Lily was pregnant she had a baby she had a baby there was a baby THERE WAS ANOTHER BABY COMING THERE WAS ANOTHER FUCKING BABY COMING AND THEY FUCKING DIED AND THE BABY NEVER GOT TO LIVE THEY HAD ANOTHER BABY. HARRY WAS GOING TO HAVE A SIBLING. LILY WAS FUCKING PREFNANT. OH LORD IM GOING TO CRY A WHOLE FUCKING LOT NOW.

What if Halloween just doesn’t exist. They’ll live happily ever after right? Right? RIGHT????????

For Peter, this is, as the saying goes, his final straw. The camel's back is not only broken, it's been cleaved in half, and the fear spills out over the sides like blood, leading only to the promise of more. He's been straddling the line between both sides for nearly a year now, giving only bits and pieces of information to the death eaters just to make sure they won't kill him in duels, never enough for the Order to even suspect a proper spy at all, but now he knows which side is losing for sure, after this side has suffered so much loss, so it's time he throws his lot in where he can stop being afraid. He wants to survive like a rat, and gets his wish.

Fucking coward. I hope he dies a painful dead. Oh wait, he does. (I actually don’t remember. Does he? Idk if he dies at all ngl.)

Out of everyone, Marlene's are the only dreams that come true.

God fucking damn. Can I cry now? Oh my god. Oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god. Marlene ml. You will be missed.

I rly can’t. The first death out of the main group came and went. It doesn’t feel as heart wrenching as it does when I read Marlene’s death in The Hand That Feeds cuz it wasn’t in her perspective, and Sirius is awfully and unhealthily detached and it’s just so so fucking sad I can’t even.

She died. I cried.

CHAPTER TWELVE

Strapping in because Zar said so.

The fact that people think the spy is Sirius. Because of his last name. A name she can’t control. A name that came from a reputation they tried so hard to remove themselves from only for others to only see it. The name ‘Black’ and what it’s associated with. I hope they all fuck themselves.

Sirius shouldn't even know about it, nor should Remus, or Peter, or Augusta—but of course, they all find out because Frank and Alice trust the latter, while James and Lily trust the former three. One couple here has made a mistake. Hint: it's not the one with parents.

OHHHHH MY GOD.

"Sirius isn't a fucking toy," James snaps.

Remus arches an eyebrow. "Then why do you treat him like one?"

Oh my lord. Oh my fucking lord.

It's funny. When the doubt creeps in, Remus will think about the question Sirius asked, and Sirius will think about the answer Remus gave, but neither will think about how Peter said nothing at all.

So…I don’t know what to say anymore. I can’t say anything. It’s so awful.

Mary ran. Dorcas died. Peter should die.

The emmary makes me want to die, too. WHY DIDNT EMMELINE GO WITH HER. MARY OBLIVIATED HERSELF TRYING TO PROTECT HETSELF.

Whoever the spy is, Sirius thinks that day, they're smart, and they're brutal, and they're not doing this just out of fear. There's more to it than just that, more that Sirius can recognize in the mirror; a deep, dark pit that the worst crawls out of, unleashed on those who don't think it exists there. This is someone who may not have always been a monster, but knows how to become one, and maybe believes that's the only option they have. This is someone, despite how hard it is to fathom and how hard it is to accept, that Sirius knows.

Irony never misses a chance to take center-stage in the tragic play of their lives. Believe it or not, they're still in act one. They're on their way to act two, though, one cut from the cast of characters at a time.

Peter doesn’t deserve to cry for deaths he fucking caused. He doesn’t deserve Sirius comforting him. He doesn’t deserve any mercy at all.

Very close now, with Dorcas out. Take a wild guess at who's next.

Emmeline. Lily and James. Those are my guesses.

Sirius starting to doubt Remus kills me.

Sirius thinking Remus is Dumbledore’s spy…im pretty sure he wasn’t? Was he? Maybe he was but I only remember Peter being both. Like Peter was the double agent before turning to work for baldy voldy.

The fact that Sirius thinks it’s Remus. The fact that none of them suspect Peter not even once.

Them trying to convince their best friends that the other is the spy. Why. Peter wasn’t mentioned once. I actually want to puke.

Also Dorcas. Just. Dorcas :( And then Mary running tf away cuz she’s done. I wanna die. Wolfstar fighting and falling in love during A WAR. MY LOVES. THEY FONT DESERVE IT.

I read like chapters 13-21 in a haze. Here’s my thoughts (not in any order whatsoever):

- Azkaban is so shitty to the extent that there’s no words to describe how fucked it is and how dehumanizing it makes its prisoners feel, innocent or not

- The entire chapter where Sirius was described without any pronouns was GENIUS and so brilliant I loved it

- Sirius passing time as Padfoot but forgetting a lot because of Padfoot and Azkaban :(

- Sirius using the dementors as a way of sh :(

- Sirius not remembering who his first kiss was (JAMES) actually KILLED ME

- OLDER WOLFSTAR REUNION WHOOP WHOOP I LOVE THEM

- THE HURT/COMFORT SCENE <333333

- THEYRE SO IN LOVE THAT I MIGHT STOP BREATHING

- THE BUGS oh the FUCKING bugs thing destroys me. i cried, threw up, did the whole thing. cuz GOD I WANT SOMEONE TO UNDERSTAND ME LIKE THAT HOLY SHIT. I LOVE THEM.

- Sirius and Crookshanks are cool asf

- DUMBKEDORE YOU MAD MAN WHY DO I LIKE YOU

- KINGSLEY

- Remus being jealous of Kingsley low key had me giggling and twirling my hair cuz Sirius is so oblivious like ‘oh he’s funny, and we’re mates’ AGAHSHGAA

- also Remus being like ‘we’re just friends’ you and who buddy? Ain’t no one buying that. And Sirius glaring holes into his head is so AHAHAHAHH. And then Sirius holding it against him for the next few chapters is actually hilarious. He’s so petty. I love them.

- Sirius: ‘hello buddy, best mate, my best of all pals’

Remus: ‘I sense I’ve made a mistake somewhere’

ZAR WRUTING THAT IS SO FUNNY. I think i might’ve cried from laughter.

- REMUS TELLS SIRIUS EVERYTHING. WOLFSTAR IS COMMUNICATING. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. I LOVE IT.

- Sirius being upset that she’s not allowed to be there on Remus’ full moons is so cute, and then Remus letting her take care of him after, always, is so so adorable.

- MOLLY. THE WEASLEY TWINS. HERMIONE. HARRYYY MY DARLING.

- WE MET THE GOLDEN ERA KIDDSSSSSS

- also the doubt that maybe Peter wasn’t the spy and he had a reasonable explanation for it is so heartbreaking I actually wanted to puke. I think i did puke.

- PROFESSOR LUPIN. ENDEARING. FOND. SIRIUS COMBUSTING EVERYTIME REMUS FLIRTS WITH HIM. PERFECTION.

- Sirius singing in Azkaban :((

- the cross words. WAXING MOON.

THEY WERE MADE FLR EACHOTHER YOUR HONOR.

Thx for coming to my Ted Talk <3.

Btw I’m so sorry i haven’t been on tumblr recently. Been a bit busy.

[almalvo]

STAR TREK: DISCOVERY | S1E5 "Choose Your Pain"

[I will react to each episode individually and in full, raw reception and then post as is unrevised here onto my tumblr for the full span of every and all NuTrek episodes and series that have been and will be released. If this falls under your field of interest - I welcome your company in joining me. Enjoy the ride.] -------

yeah i still dont like a black woman being "someone to fear burnham" idk guess we'll see. hmm i feel like there could be something in that telescope oml this view into the bridge and other facilities onboard discovery at the start of this episode is SO PRETTYYY let me LIVE. there. oh this is weird oh so space bear gets the titty stab but not burnham XD ofc ofc awww space bear depressed let him outttt id be depressed too, stuck in there with only a slop bucket and no moss in sight :/

ayyyyeee vulcan aboardd also why katrina's eyes are so red is she ok? bruh i been preoccupied by tardigrades too um ok lorca, mr. isaac clarke over here with your eye stabbery i kinda like lorca's face. hes so "f everything idgaf" oh my god the scale of the ship next to the shuttlepod

beat em up oh crap hmm hes gone so acting captain'll be saru thatll be interesting ugh i love this intro theres this feeling of utter suspension hearing and seeing it ugh seeing discovery fly through all these things and spin its so nice ugh the handssssssssssss i love the measurements and all these things and the constellations left behind ugh so much to see look at saruuuu cant wait till he frkn understands burnham's previous decisions and can stop treating her so blah i love his eyes WHO ARCHER JONATHAN AAAA PIKE CHRISTOPHER OH FUCKKKKK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AND THEN IT WILL BE you know. you know. YOU. KNOW. oh my god ok shaking okokokokok MUDD DID YOU JUST SAY YOUR NAME IS MUDD MUDDDDDDDDDDD AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA oh my god this is so cool

oh dang. this poor guy. he was just in there to get foot in face. you sure are mudd. you sure do do that survivin. hi stamets. lmaooooo he knows hes brilliant - get it stamets own that shit it is kind of odd hearing burnham say such praise haha oh yeah its all BURNHAMS fault uhuh. cool to see some lone captain scenes its so odd to see such serious lighting in a trek production. listen. this is still all so NEW to me k. this guy ash tyler is pretty what is that its cute but also id be way to scared to come anywhere near that thing ughhh this outside shot of ncc discovery is so PRETTY thats so interesting? warp freeways because of space shrooms. damn. im with it.

DI DID DID DID THE THEY USE THE F WORD ON S T A R T R E K ???? DID THEY FUCKING USE THE FUCKING F BOMB ON FUCKING STAR TREK, ON THE FUCKING STAR TREK ARE YOU FUCKING SHITTING ME RIGHT FUCKING NOW HOLY FUCK I DID NOT I DID NOT HEAR THAT. my fucking mandible fell off when i heard that. i cannot believe what i just witnessed. i cannot believe my ears. not even AOS did the "fuck". oh my god "fuck" is canon in trek. that brought tears to my eyes hang on yall holy. shit… ima table that cuz i cant get over that idk when i can wow

saru has the perfect voice its so saru. its really cool to see his face like this the prosthetic is so great. it looks more real than (almost) anything pure cgi. cuz it IS real. i love it. beautiful example of practical effects. beautiful execution. also sorry but "predator"? really…? i dont appreciate burnham's treatment at all when its already bad enough that black women are almost always represented racially or with such a societal disdain cuz fucking EVERYONE hates black women. it is what critically annoys me in this series above all else so far :/ also sorry but WHAT THE FUCK DID STEWART DO HOW DARE YOU FUCKING THROW IT FUCK. YOU.

#LorcaNotMyCaptain

ugh not again with the titty stabbers. dude. this is slavery. let the fucking space bear go. look what you did to it. he shriveled up to survive. i HATE the treatment of other lifeforms in this series so far. CRACK IT OPEN? fuck you saru. fuck you too stamets. man everyone is so unlikeable. thats another issue i have in this show so far almost everyone is unlikeable af.

i didnt get to know phillipa that much so not much to say. burnham is so standoffish, idk if we have anough time to unravel her dimensionally. sylvia is kind of more annoying than endearing. lorca is lorca. ofc i dont like him (except i DO like an unperfect captain - i just wonder if hes redeemable). stamets is so catty like i get it yes be proud of your ideas that people might be ignorant towards but bruh still theres not enough good quality to counterbalance it so far. saru looks cool sure but hes so blatantly crass towards even other non-human lifeforms when he himself is non-human, cuz sry all that "crack it open" bullshit is gross af, desperation or not. i would NOT want him as my acting captain, ill say that, no matter how pretty he might be. i like ash tyler the most so far. i mean i get it its only episode 5 of 15 in s1 of 5 seasons - but still maybe im not too used to this many characters simultaneously being difficult to connect with. im gonna wait and see if this all develops. saru's feet. are hooflike his hands are so expressive his shape is so hes so lank. im SO impressed with how amazing he looks up close. i can SEE the subsurface scattering of his skin and the blood in his veins yeah please. we need this small talk with saru. thanks. k. i needed to see this redemptive quality in saru and co. cuz the getgo, everyones so adverse to alignment and connectivity

poor space bear i really hope you will be happy out there, mossie. youre FREEEE oh my god. space bear just warped. oh my god WARPING space bear. i need a plushie of it. mossie. stamets and doc. they gay for each other. they hubbies. they are literally brushing teeth together. yeuip. they gay. mhm. for sure. wow. first ever fucking explicitly gay couple in star trek. and it took this FUCKING long. i aint talking about TOS yall, we all know the love story that is the first 4 seasons + 6 classic films + 3 alternate reality films of Star Trek k - i just mean very literal and established archetypically, that makes sense. about fucking time. IDIC is literally mother gay but this took half an entire century to fucking show a gay couple onscreen. fuck me. k well. SNW Season 2 and 3, dont let us down. Im going to fucking die if theres even a wisp of something near Lower Deck's "K+S" carving scene. i digress.

alright DISCO, ima see how you unpack all this universal animosity, cuz damn are you thick with it in the first entire third of your first season.

[tinyliltina]

Breaking waves

Chris peered over the edge of her rental boat. Murky ocean water met her gaze with the sun’s glare. She shook her head and returned to ensuring her engine was off. It had been a bad idea watching Jaws before she came onto the open water. With a sheepish chuckle, she slid into the shaded viewing area of her boat. The peaceful lapping of water became all she heard, and all she saw was peaceful water. Every once in a while, it was nice to have a break from the chaos. She smiled.

It wasn’t often she managed to pull away from her daily life. When surrounded with sick creatures and a tight-knit family, Chris hardly had time for herself. Although she enjoyed being a busy body, her coworkers had decided she needed the break. At first, Chris had been bitter. But once the second day of gardening and quiet walks passed, she realized their point. Having one week without pay was well worth keeping her sanity.

Today was a beach day for Chris, the first in a long time. She’d started out on the shore, until the sight of a giant fin caught her eye. Elated at the chance to see something incredible, Chris jumped at the chance for a rental boat and hurried into the open ocean. Of course, she was very precautions about everything. Her family knew where she was, and she was never without her phone, a spare charger, and a life jacket. No point in having a vacation if she died.

While one would think after waiting for twenty minutes without sight of anything living was exhausting, Chris couldn’t complain. It gave her time to read her book and catch up on her water intake. Chris declined in her small captain’s chair, book in hand. She opened the book. Within moments, she was lost in the pages of forbidden love. Hearts that yearned to be together, but an external force ripped them apart. She’d nearly cried when the protagonist had lost all hope.

As she further lost herself in the spellbinding novel, Chris failed to realize movement in the water below. Perhaps there was a reason the ocean was so empty. While a daydreamer, Chris was somewhat aware of what was going on. So when something bumped against her boat, she snapped to attention. Her stomach clenched. Sharks were her first thought. But when a second, stronger force rocked the boat, she questioned herself. A shark wasn’t that heavy. The lovers had to wait.

What happened next would put any shark movie to shame. There was a movement beneath the boat, and then a white crest rose up from the water. The crest was a good fifty feet away. A whale! Chris gasped. She ran to the front of the boat, almost slipping in her rush. Her excitement faltered when she realized the white crest wasn’t smooth. It was ridged and bumpy, instead of a whale’s smooth skin. As more white emerged, followed by a pale skin color, Chris realized this was far from any Jaws movie. This was going to get so much worse, or so much better.

A pair of white ridges were next, followed by the bridge of a nose. A human nose. Chris gaped, staggering back. Two massive pools of grey followed, and two black pupils focused on her. Chris swallowed. Each eye was at least half as big as she was….meaning- She turned her head, and realized her suspicions were true. About fifty feet behind her boat was the same fin she’d seen before. Her attention turned back to the still-emerging face.

Moments like hours passed. Finally, a chin and part of a neck rose for the water. Chris watched plumes of water return to the ocean, the dull roar sending a rock to her stomach. She sighed. This was no shark or whale, but a merman. A giant merman. And he was staring at her. Feeling self-conscious under such a massive gaze, she looked to the side and sighed.

“Well, I was expecting a whale,” she laughed weakly.

“You sound disappointed.” The flat voice made Chris jump. She whipped her attention to the merman. “I’m surprised. Most people are in a pure panic by now…” The, no, he raised a brow. “You broken or something, miss?”

“Ah-....no. Not broken.” Chris collected herself. This was just a giant merman. Nothing she wasn’t used to seeing. He’d just surprised her, that was all. “More...educated. I’m guessing since you haven’t capsized my boat you’re either too curious or not hungry enough to kill me.” She shrugged. “If you want me to panic, I can, but I don’t see how that will do us much good.”

He seemed impressed. “Huh. I have to say, you’re the first human to not scream when first seeing me. You have a name, small fry?”

“Christina, but I go by Chris. You have one, Jaws?”

The reference didn’t stick. “Bastian,” The merman smiled. “Nice to meet you.” His gaze turned more curious. “Seriously, you’re not even a little scared…? Wow.”

Chris laughed. “Well, you’re not my first giant, nor my first merman. I’ve just not seen one as big as you before.” She shrugged, then settled down on the boat’s floor. “Certainly not one that’s as open to introducing himself.”

“Kind of hard to be afraid of something as small as you,” Bastian chuckled. “Most people stay away when they see giant fins in the water. You rushed right towards me. I think I have grounds to be curious.”

“Well, If you must know, I am a mythical veterinarian and self claimed biologist.”

“Fascinating. Please use words I know the meaning of.”

“Basically, I help sick mythical creatures and study them because they’re amazing. You’re a merman, so you fall under the umbrella of mythical creatures. So you’re amazing.” Chris smiled, and Bastian returned the gesture.

“Ah, I see. So you want to learn about me. I’m kind of curious about you. What a coincidence,” he smirked. “Someone should write this down.”

Chris grinned and stood. She retrieved a small journal from the back of the boat, pencil in hand. “I agree, I’ll do that right now.”

Bastian blinked as Chris began to write. For a moment, he remained motionless, curious about what the human was doing. He leaned forwards. With a frown, he peered down at the small woman. She seemed unbothered by his approach, and continued to scribble.

“What’re you writing about?”

Chris looked up. She smiled, and turned the notebook. Bastian squinted, leaning in so he could see. Although the strange characters around the paper made no sense, Bastian noticed a silly looking picture of his face. “If that’s how you see me, we may have some problems. My eyes are not that...are they that big?.” He looked into the water, frowning. “They can’t be that big…”

The human laughed jovially. Bastian huffed, then smiled. He leaned back. A human who didn’t scream or panic when they saw him. Hell, anything smaller than him that didn’t swim or flee was a jewel in his eyes. She even wanted to hear his side of things to boot. He looked out into the water, smiling. It felt a little less empty now.

Once she’d written some more, Chris began to rapidly fire questions at him. It took Bastian a while to answer them all, especially with the detail Chris desired. But once he’d finished to her satisfaction, he asked her questions he’d always wondered about humans. Why they were so afraid, why they couldn’t swim quite right. He also asked why many that had a strange odor stumbled around like a dolphin who’d bumped a puffer fish.

Eventually, with all their questions answered, the two fell into more casual chatter. They told funny, sad, and harrowing tales of their lives. Chris read some from her book while Bastian poured his heart out for the main character. Bastian hummed a few tunes he’d memorized from much larger, older ships. Chris loved those. Soon enough, the two realized they had nothing more to talk about. Chris added she needed more water and sunblock.

Before they parted, Chris promised she would visit again. Bastian didn’t know how seriously to take her, but agreed to keep an eye out. She warned him about dangerous humans, seeming genuinely concerned. Bastian reassured her he would be careful. He was touched. It pained him to bid her well. Against Chris’ insisting she would be fine, he followed her boat for a while. If Chris was going to come back, he preferred it was in one piece.

Bastian let her be when he could see shoreline, sure that she would be fine on her own. He waited until her boat was far enough away, and dove into the water. His tail slapped at the water, and he hoped Chris saw it as he descended into the deep. While fish and other creatures parted the way for him, he wondered if one day he’d meet more humans. He hoped so. Every once in a while, it was nice to have a break from the quiet.

~~~

AN

Aaaaa!! Another story with Chris because who doesn’t live this little weirdo-

Featuring @tinypancakes ‘ Bastian the shark merman!...who’s a little offput by Chris’ friendliness ;w;

Yes she really is this chill with meeting new people oml ;;w;;”

[chamomile-g-tea]

posts a draw just to post a write,,sizeshifter button au

Amber had been trying to motivate him out of bed, but she ended up slumped against it, knees propped up, with a groggy teddy-bear sized Jules in her lap.

“what are you thinkin’ about, little guy?”

He grumbled against her chest as she ran a finger through his hair. “I have to study. For exams.”

She hummed sympathetically. “I’ll help you.”

“But you have your own thing.”

“I finished early.”

He pulled back to give her a hopeful glance, before sinking back against her legs. “I don’t want to eat into your free time.”

Amber curled up tighter to press him into her, pressing a warm kiss to his forehead. “You’re my free time, tinkerbell. Let me help you.”

Her hair fell around him and he pushed it out of his face, giggling. “Not tinkerbell-,”

“Like that one?”

“God, no.”

“There’s more where that came from.”

“Anything tasteful?”

“Tom thumb.”

“Hm.”

“Thumbelina.”

“those are basically the same thing.”

“Pipsqueak?” He blushed but recoiled. “How about…my love? Little dove? Darling? Little mouse?” She loomed above him, elbows on her knees. “Morsel?” She purred. Jules probably didn’t even realize he was shrinking until she tilted his chin up with a finger to see his face, flush and rosy with a smile he was failing to suppress. “Ahh. Gotcha.”

He rolled his eyes, peeling away from her gaze, arms trying to hide himself. “You can’t just do that.”

“I can do whatever i want, I’m a giant.” She shifted down the side of bed, making him stumble against her.

“You’re cruel.” He propped himself up on her belly.

“You’re pretty.” Her teasing grin faltered for a moment. She’d meant it to throw him off, but she found herself meaning it. The little man in her lap was used to her teasing, but his shell cracked easily, green eyes widening under tousled blonde hair.

He stammered. “I thought you were trying to get me out of bed.”

She took another moment, breath slowing, before a more genuine smile tugged at her lips. “That’s right. You can stare star-struck into my eyes as i make breakfast.”

Jules scoffed and climbed into her awaiting hand, where he stumbled and caught himself on her fingers as she rose to her feet. She could tell his energy was already draining.

He sunk sleepily against her neck as she placed him on her shoulder. “Thank you for helping me.” He said quietly. Amber didn’t pause as she donned her slippers before stepping into the cold kitchen, chuckling softly.

“I love you. You’re not my burden.”

[celebratedbutundisturbed]

i was tagged by @psychedelicfunk !! (thank u angel :,0) aaaa)

relationships - ?msybe one

break ups - one

kids - none!

brothers and sisters - one

pets - 2 dogs! Ollie Bear (my son) and Brubop (my sweet boy) !!!!!1

surgeries - uhhh eeee hard 2 know! if u count wisdom teeth that one and a PICC line which isn’t surgery surgery but a minor one!

tattoos - 3! star cowboy, frog driving a car, and a stick n poke i did at 15

countries i’ve been to - i live in the us so that one and italy, france, and spain

been in an airplane - 4 times!

been in an ambulance - 3 times

sang karaoke - yes!

ice skating - yes which is very bold of me because i am not good at it but it is ok 2b new or bad at stuff sometimes as long as u are having fun

been on a cruise - no! not my vibe

rode a motorbike - i don’t think so

ridden a horse - yes, once, it was all black and its name was macaroni and i love him 

stayed in hospital - yeah for a night when i was 3, a month when i was 14, overnight when i was 19, overnight last oct/nov

favourite fruit or berry - blueberries!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

favourite colour - blue :0)

last text - i lov u angel

coffee or tea - depends on my mood and what kind

favourite pie - cherry mayb? mayb blackberry i think, pumpkin also v good 2 Me and intuitively i know id like sweet potato pie i didnt get 2 eat one before i went vegan :•(

favourite pizza - literally just a bunch of fucken vegetables, a solid vegan pizza

cat or dog - i lov both but i know on a molecular level cats love me and i love them

favourite time of the year - spring!!!!! march baeby!!!! fall (oct/nov) is cool too, but october makes me anxious but she smells nice

met a star - i dont believe in celebrities but i did physically run into, full force, a disney channel star on accident when i was 7

been on tv - yeah

flown a helicopter - no thanks!!!!!! bye

broken a leg - no 

seen a ghost - too many times yall ever heard of boundaries

been sick in a taxi - no i am polite

seen someone die - no (thankfully)

im gonna tag @flowersbythebed @servebagels and anyone else who feels like it!!!

[sparkly-angell]

Stuckony Fic Rec because why not

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ATTENTION! LOST ARM (If found please contact:) by Fakesheep-luna Teen, 8k Bucky doesn't understand why everyone is so worked up. He just went out for a few drinks, made some new friends and passed out in a dumpster. No big deal! "No big deal??" Steve squeaks, throwing his hands up in the air "You lost your arm! And you don't even remember how!" "Well, at least it wasn't the good one."

Guys!! This fic is comedy approved! its really good, made me laugh a lot, and the plot? amazing. Go read!

Break In by Tenspencerriedplease 7k Scott Lang, at least, understood why Tony hated this stupid job so damn much. He had a Masters degree in engineering but Tony was working on a PhD. Unfortunately for him even with his previous experience and schooling- good schooling- he was stuck working in a knockoff version of McDonald’s meets Subway. At least he works there until he meets Steve and Bucky.

askfjnsfdjsn aaaaaaaa I love gang AU and this one is Great. Highly recomend!

Brooklyn Boys - Bakey Au* by Quicksylver28 Teen/Mature 27k Tony is a bachelor college professor who walks into Steve and Bucky's Bakery/ Cafe. Awkward Flirting ensues.... and fluff, we wont forget the fluff.

ITS SO SWEET! Pun intended. Gosh, I wish I could eat all those baked goods. Sounds delicious. Anyways, the fic is sweet. Peter is a good friend.

Bruises and Drunken Heart Tattoos by Akira_of_the_twilight Teen, 6k An older man in his thirties was standing over Bucky with a bottle of aspirin in one hand, and the fingers of his other hand still gripping the rim of the cup he’d set down on the nightstand. Amber eyes blinked at Bucky in mild surprise. The man’s lips curved into a teasing smirk. “I hope I'm not interrupting anything."

I wanna hug Tony so hard over the course of this fic. It’s cute the way they fall in love. And it’s also funny. 

Canvas, Ink & Paint* by Ficlicious Teen, 11k Bucky's got one goal: to rescue a captured SHIELD agent and get out before the guards realize he's not one of them. Unfortunately, apparently he's also got soulmates, and when their messages and sketches start appearing on his skin, his mission becomes a complicated mess of trying not to get caught covered in their ink.

!!!!!! I love soulmate aus and this fic is one of my favorites!! Poor Bucky, tho, he was just trying to do his work. Go read!! 

Carrier by Just_another_tinker Explicit, 49k Steve and Bucky gift Tony with their jacket that survived from the 1940's. Turns out that wasn't the only thing that survived.

YALL. SO. MUCH. ANGST. and with a happy ending? someone said Pining? PERFECTION. I love the group dimensions in this fic. 

Comic Books and Kings by Ashes0909 Explicit, 10k Tony Stark read Captain America comics and everyone knew it, but it was only ever about Bucky Barnes.

Freacking great! Tony having a crush on Bucky before his crush on Steve? Godsent. 

Coffee Love* by Syriala Good, 8k Tony thought his best day was when Steve walked into the coffee shop he was working in. That was until Bucky came in a few days later.

The fluff!! The flirting!! Their kind of pining! *heart eyes*

Cried For Love (Can’t Stand It) by Potrix Explicit, 7k Bucky braces his hands on his hips, and tilts his head to the side, expression caught somewhere between anxious, confused, and nervous. “Well, shit.” “Yeah,” Steve agrees, worrying at his bottom lip, and rubbing at the back of his neck. “That can’t be good.”

Steve and Bucky become spirits and Tony blames himself (which he shouldn’t but thats Tony for you). I love this fic a loooot! (and i wanna hug tony a loooot too)

Difficult Conversations by Yumekiumono Mature, 34k HYDRA had brainwashed their Asset into silence, and then muzzled him to boot. It's not that surprising that Bucky no longer considers talking to be one of his strong suits. So why does he keep having to have difficult conversations? Or, the road to loving Tony Stark is never an easy one.

!!! Man! Tony/Bucky is strong in this fic, but also Steve is there and he is cute. Ive read some WinterIron fics with a similar plot, but the fact that this is Stuckony makes it 100% better. 

Don’t Say It by Bibliomaniac Teen, 35k Tony Stark is autistic and nonverbal. Which is fine, obviously, except for it means that Steve and Bucky don't have his words, and it only takes him a few minutes to decide they don't need to know he has theirs. That's also totally and definitely fine, until he goes and falls in love with them.

So. Fuckin. Good! Soulmate au. Its a must read fanfic. For real. The pining and the angst. Gosh, Tony is the best fuckin person. He doesn’t deserve all this pain.

Eagles by Spqr Teen, 6k Natasha presses her hand over her heart, and – Tony has heard rumors, that her skin is blank, or that she killed her other half, but he doesn’t believe them. “They deserve to know, don’t you think?” “They’ve been together for ninety years, Nat,” he says. “They’re practically married. There’s no room for me.”

Gosh!! Another soulmate au. Me addicted in them? yes. This one hurts more. I think i really cried while reading it. But has a happy ending so its worth it! 

From Winter’s Cold by 27dragons Explicit, 64 Thanks to one of Thor's crazy stalkers, Tony finds himself stranded in the past. If he significantly changes the course of history, he might never get home again. The choice, when it appears, turns out to be not nearly as difficult as he might have expected.

I simply love this fic. One of my personal favorites! Tony is taken back to 1945 and he finds no one other than.... Bucky. Go read! 

Liebestraum No.3 in A Flat by Daecyan_Shikoba Teen, 10k I humbly request to the pianist: Liebestraum No.3 in A flat

Im actually just doing this rec because of this fic. sfdjnsdkjfsn i love it SO much. Pianist Tony has a crush on his neighbours and has anonymous requests to play the piano. Its great. This fic is so relaxing to read.  

Long Distance by Notevenclosetostraight Explicit, 44k At the end of a bad day, Tony gets drunk and texts Rhodey all his woes. Except he typed the wrong number, and has been texting someone named Steve– who is blond, 28, teaches art and somehow charmed by Tonys drunk rambles.

Go read!!!!!!!! Its cute, full of sexy times and fluff. 

Hands by ezazahaz Teen, 1k He pushed harder, feeling the suit start to crack under his metal hand, the arc reactor giving way. Just a bit more force, and it might push through the grafted skin and false sternum that had replaced the device that had once been a part of the man. This time, instead of saving the man's heart, it would crush it, and he could never hurt Bucky again, never hurt Steve again. Bucky has a nightmare.

I know this one is smoll. But! it’s full of emotion and hurt/comfort. It’s cute. Mostly Bucky/Tony

Hollowness by amobisan Explicit, 63k It feels like a hollowness, when Tony first realizes. First sees. And the first thought, the first thought his useless, traitorous, genius brain can come up with was "At least this time when he leaves, it wasn't your fault."

So. Many. Feels. Tony is so selfless and sad it’s painful. But there’s also so much fluff!!! And a Lot of sexy times. 

How Good You’ve Got It by Orphan Account Mature, 2k Tony was only trying to work on deciphering Loki's power signature, which admittedly what Steve would call 'poking an angry brown bear with a pointy stick'. But if he could just- Shit. It wasn't supposed to do that.

Goddamn. One of my favorite fics!! I’ve already reread this like, three times. It’s small, I know, but the plot? Incredible.

Me through Him to You* by sahiya Teen/Explicit, 71k “You’re sick, you need someone to look after you. This mission could take a couple of days, and I want you in one piece when I get home.” Tony sighed. “Why do you care?” Steve’s mouth twisted unhappily. “I hope that’s the fever talking.” He stepped closer. “When I get home,” he said, so quietly that Tony didn’t think even the nosiest of their nosy friends could hear it, “we’re going to talk, all right? Until then, please let Bucky look after you. Consider it me looking after you, through him.”

First fic: sick fic, sick fic, sick fic!! Fluff!!! Love! Second fic: all. the. angst. you never knew you needed, with ahappy ending, tho. 

Not Like That At All by Catchclaw Explicit, 8k One last gig. That’s what Steve tells himself this'll be.

Hilarious! I s w e a r it’s so funny. I mean- theres a lot of smut that happens but the end? comical. And sweet. Go read!

One Date Wonder by Arukou Explicit, 20k Every week, the same guy comes into Steve and Bucky's diner and every week, he's got a new date on his arm. Guy just can't seem to catch a break, and after a particularly bad date, Steve and Bucky start taking matters into their own hands to help him out.

Sweet, cute, fluffy! Poor Tony I want to hug him :’( Amazing Diner!Au, a must read.

Pretend You Don’t Know Me!  by Aknightofagoodking Teen, 16k Peter forgets that his class is taking a field trip to Stark Tower. Tomorrow. ["So you want us to pretend we don't know you that well?" Mister Stark asks, looking somewhat unhappy. "Yes! Exactly! Pretend I'm actually just an intern. Can you do that for me, please?"]

Ok, so this focus more on Peter. But Stuckony as Peter’s dad? Isn’t that just the best thing in the world? 

Scientific Heresy by Antigrav_vector Mature, 34k In the process of running the particle accelerator in his basement and fixing the arc reactor, Tony finds himself flung into the past where he has to take on a fight not his own if he wants to get home to stop Vanko. At least he had a chance to replace the old rector that had been killing him with the new one before everything went sideways... But now he has no choice but to face off with family, friends, and old heroes, and none of that sounds remotely appealing. Well, okay, getting to meet them all during their glory days kinda does.

AAAA Ok, I love time travel stories, so i might be biased a little, but this is the best!! There’s a lot of action scenes which are great and engaging. It’s a must read. 

That Damn Flight Suit by Orphan Account Explicit, 2k James and Steve make a very interesting discovery about what really is under the Iron Man suit. Cue awkward boners, oblivious Tony, and slightly possessive super-soldiers who really don't want to share his...assets... with the world.

I mean- It’s smut. 

The Sex Shop Around the Corner by sadieb798 Mature, 16k Tony really hates his job. When he tries to figure out what he wants to do next, Tony decides that instead of making weapons for war, he should make things for pleasure. So he decides he's going to open his own sex shop.

cmon, tell me this isn’t the best au out there. skdjfsdkfsn but for real tho, the fic is full of fluff, some pining and kind of a mis communication? perfect. 

The Shirt by Sailorchibi Explicit, 3k How an impulsive decision that Tony made at sixteen and an equally impulsive decision that Tony made at forty-three combined to have the best outcome ever.

Smut. Again. But its damn good as well.

The Stories We Write by Notevenclosetostraight Mature, 33k A question at an interview leads to Steve and Bucky discovering fan fiction, and after piles of coffeeshop au's and fake dating tropes (and screaming over ABO fics) they find an author that writes some of the best fics they've ever read-- reader inserts starring a dark haired, dark eyed male reader as their shared love interest.

This fic is so freacking amazing!! Steve and Bucky are such nerds. Tony is mostly unaware until--

Thats it!!! Hope you enjoy reading them all :) If you want more, you know where to find me ;)

[im-basically-logan]

yelling about “Dealing with Intrusive Thoughts”

under the cut as always, folks.

deadass thought he was virgil for a hot second

oof

this is just a big oof lmao

“the human connection will make me feel like a person again” mood

“that one was supposed to stay up here” ah, Remus is doing his job

oh no

I’m Patton for a hot second

Patton, honey, please. you’re so bad at lying which I guess is fitting but--

why didnt Roman know about Remus fucking w Thomas?? until he got whapped with a mace

“You can’t have a ball without a prince” BRUH hkfvchgkj

he summoned Logan hghfjkh

“FALSEHOOD”  yeah virge you were the first to encounter the falsehood how do you forget that....

blinders.....? why.... thats what im wondering

“So sushi” hdfhjghkjh

“I’m going to prohibit your breathing” fgdhkjkj

aaaa talking about something else... repression.... fun.... they’re all good at that huh

tbh the first time watching i thought Roman said “Of course I’m not a dick”

OOOFFFFF first time watching tHAT WAS SHAKING

AND REMUS’ HANDS

IDHDFJCHFJK

TEMPEST TONGUE JGFHFKJDF

REMUS WHY

son of a bitch

it’s the Duke, fun

THE MUSIC BABEYYYYYYYYY

music number babey

ok the opening of the musical bit is weird as fuck

i’m logan to be completely honest

hey, yall can see his pants

oooooof Deceit

so Deceit unlocked Remus kind of. and probably the rest of the Other sides

“Look Mister Duke I’m really stupid right now” MOOD

his voice is fucking funny tbh lmaoo

hey.... Remus’ neck cracked reaaal creepily lmao

here we go guys, gals, and nonbinary pals. Logan giving us the facts!!!

why didn’t they just use a white bear

oh right the ears. thats fun :)

they should’ve just used a white bear instead of a goldfish in a condom

patton bby. trying his best

roman on the floor is such a fuckin mood

“stinky?” kjfhjk

“or a him problem” virgil angst virgil angst virgil angst

ok why did they believe Remus when he said Logan was deceit....?

also i love how Virgil is offended for Roman

“i called logan a whale penis” remus shut the fuck up fghjgkfdhkjd

hfkhgkjf joan would do that. (they flipped off the others w an arm)

remus why are you like this.

“Uh, bitch, what is your deal?”

“If I have a deal then Thomas has a deal”

“Not all thoughts have profound meaning behind them” logan is so proud of virgil for saying that

and honestly thats true. intrusive thoughts are a bitch that you make but they dont mean a thing if you dont go into action about it

“Why do you keep asking that?” god he sounds so distraught

to be entirely honest but I’m logan in this situation

Logan standing up to Remus is so good. (during the little split screen shot. didnt blink an eye)

also there was a subtle nod to how trigger work. good job team

remus what the fuck

he just summoned..... those two actors??

“That’s what repression is?!” oof

“This is not about me wanting to be listened to. You all need to listen to Thomas” yES LOGAN TELL THEM

seeing Remus in semi-regular clothes looked weird as hell

OOFFFFFH when Virgil and Remus said “but what about Jeffery Dommer” (idk how to spell his name)

wouldnt.... wouldnt logan know that thomas is religious?

whatever i guess

hey why does remus blink like that hfgdkjhgfjgfhjk

so glad they’re listening to logan yesss

“I said figuratively. And that is why I say it” YESSS MY BOI!!!!!!

“I love being given two D’s at once” FHDJKFHDSSJK

“ReCoRd ScRAtcH??”

HKJGHJFKDHDJK

patton is being too strict whack

“Am I being cool?”

i love how Logan is just inconvenienced by his teeth being taken out

remus really just ate deodorant

LOGAN JUS TAKES A HOT SEC TO PUT IN HIS TEETH AGaIN LMAO

logan bares his teeth lmao

“how bout you shut up” roman!!!!

logan comes back from being hit in the head what a badass cool dude

Remus looked at Virgil when he said “I dont hide anything from you”

Remus getting... kind of hit by logans logic is great

“Please pay attention”

love how Logan is not fazed by Remus’ scream at all lmao

intrusive thoughts dont mean shit, patton. its okay.

“No don-” yeah I saw that comin

the jumping out of a moving car thing is a mood

i love how Remus’ disturbing bullshit just gets more and more superficial

“Everything is okay.”

“That was amazing, Logan”

my boys....

talk abt gross feelings, babes!

oh fuck a therapist!! i also cross the line there--

Logan is great i love him

Patton self reflecting is so good hghghghgh

Remus being like “What...?” when thomas goes “and as fOR YOU” is a mood

Virgil telling Remus off is so good. “A mild inconvenience...”

“It was just like old times” it seems like Logan and Patton were even annoyed at that

Roman is back babey. poor lad

aww he felt bad for insulting Logan

Logan smiling is so fucking good

“You’re really cool”

LOGAN BEING SHOOK AT BEING COMPLIMENTED HDHHGHGFHKJH

patton i luv u ur doing ur best hghghgh

i love Remus’ theme so much.

roman poor lad uhghgh

Roman dont repress!!!! bitch!!!!!!!

oh the Virgil angst

we all kinda knew it was coming

but the delivery and timing and the music buildup is so good

he pointedly says “the Others” instead of the “Dark Sides” and I like that a lot better than saying the dark sides

virgil really truly looks like he was about to cry. honestly. oof

i’ve dealt w intrusive thoughts and honestly? they will never be You. after a while it’s like the end card. you’re just kinda like “yeah okay, im brushin’ my teeth dude, shush”

remus as a villain is amazing. he’s great lmao. he’s a terrible person but man i love to hate his stupid existence

oh hey gavin

remus just eating some fucking deodorant i cant

if you made it to the bottom, hello!

[hijirikaww]

WOAAA Emmer got tagged, what's that!? Haha I qm very happy with it, please tag me more yall ♡

I was tagged by my awesome bud @confuseddeputyinhopecounty go check out their blog ^_^

Nickname: Emmer, Em, Emmetjeroo and Emmernoodle are my most regular nicknames, but therr is also sha (from shaman) ^_^

Height: I am a Toll lad, at 1m. And 84 centimetres! ^_^ that is over 6 feet! >~<

Last movie I saw at home: hmmm, oh! That was Ghost in the Shell together with my dad yay~

Favourite artists: I am currently really into Palaye royale~

Song stuck in my head: AJR with Calling (nice and happy♡)

Other blogs: nope, just this one! :D

Do I get asks: some times, I always dream of getting more tho, ask me anything, I would love to get to know you all!

Lucky number: 7!

What I am wearing: I am today wearing my very first dress for the first time! I am bad at trying to describe it, so have a pic of it:

I have the green one :)

Further I have high allstars with spikeys and studs, wearing my family heirloom ring which is so pretty~ BUT GUESS WHAT you can take it apart into four rings cuz its a puzzle! No kidding it is great hahaha.

Following: 205 tumbrs! Woaa hahaha

Amount of sleep: hahaha preferably 10+ cuz of chronic exhaustion, but who am I kidding, I would say my average lies at 7 hours ish.

Dream job: I dream of a job in the direction of my studies, medical biology and laboratory research, perhaps in the area of cancer, or behavioural sciences, and that I can do it with my heart ♡

Favourite food: Ooh I have been a fan for years of tortillas with cheese~♡

Dream trip: Ooh I think will be going on it actually next year, to live in Japan for half a year!! Allthough I am not sure that counts as a trip.... otherwise to Finland, that was amazing with the huskies and reindeer under the northern lighy ♡_♡

Play any instruments: YES I DO! I can play a lot of things like violin, harp, piano and some flutes like the hobo, but what I really do for my own damn enjoyment, is BASS GUITAR! :D

Languages: I natively speak English and Dutch, I took five years of German, three years of French and Spanish! Currently I am taking classes in Japanese of course :)

Favourite song: Oooh man how am I supposed to choose one of my babies Aaaa lets see... right now I am really into the Void by Andy black :3

Random fact: I LOVE NOODLES

Describe yourself as aesthetic: asdfghjkl uhhhhh that. Haha jk um I try to be a bit gothy, but mostly punk and or alternative. Going for a lip liercing some time soon, so ya :3

Pets: Oooh I currently have two deareat darling bunnies, Misha (a fat orca bunny, we are going to have to give her extra exercise this summer hahaha) she is one of a kind though, and LOVES being pet.. and eating XD

Stardust, the most curious and adventurous little bunny.

Two gerbils, Ceesecake (aka. Gerrit the gerbil) and Guardian ♡

I have a bunch of fish, and just got the go ahead to adopt a cat!?!?!!!!! ♡~♡

Stuffed animals: Oooh LOTS! haha I still sleep with them every night, I may have a glbig bed but its always ful ^_^ Big bear is my most important one, and guess what, its a big bear ☆

I had him since my 1st birthday though, and love it so dearly ♡

Who do I tag~

@tudomasapenasisso

@sheepfulsheepyard

@snooziep

[starlitespecter]

secretspawn

replied to your photo

“yall like urzaah or pelula better ?? i cant decide who to choose as my...”

The one on the left cause short and busty

terratrolls replied to your photo “yall like urzaah or pelula better ?? i cant decide who to choose as my...”

if i promise to love and cherish and reblog all art of them will u keep them both please (if not :'{ , right gal... love her energy)

CONFLICTING ONIONS

askavilasandazazal replied to your post “askavilasandazazal replied to your photo “yall like urzaah or pelula...”

TELL ME ABT THEM OR WHO ELSE IS IN THE GROUP

AAAA well, urzaah is a black bear troll, she’s a professional cosplayer/online model + streamer who is super needy and big baby, she jus wants a big guy to lov her also shes wealthy and lives in a big communal living space for people signed to whoever manages her where everyone has like their own floor or w/e

pelula is a weasel troll and she has big dick energy and will drop u in a second flat, she’s a sk8r girl and does choreographed dancing + is super super good at it which helps her kick the shit out of people. half of her body is robotic from an accident she got in when she was younger and the parts of her torso that were salvaged are badly scarred so she always wears like a protective suit under her clothes to hide it 

[riskeith]

you just responded and i nyoomed to answer. yes my days consist of waiting for you. yes i’m not ashamed to admit it. <3

that makes so much sense actually? like A Lot of sense. i don’t think you should feel bad about that at all i mean if you are comfortable with how you perceive them then by all means! haha! what’s fun about fanfics is that people can take one character and shape them in so many different ways. canon doesn’t anyways give us depth to characters yet writers do which 🙏🏽 godsent. but then again, it can feel weird if someone makes them behave like ~someone~ else haha. i remember it used to be a hot topic in voltron actually, where people would portray lance as a weak and emotional guy only even if he’s arguably the bravest and most bamf... people didn’t like that very much. do you know what i’m talking about?

I’M SO EXCITED TO READ ALL OF THESE. thank you so much you just set my late night weekend plans 😏. and oh god esselle is the ao3 writer. i love their bnha fics so much. can’t wait to read their haikyuu stuff as well. kagehina too... 🥺 dude, i saw some oikage things last night and i have my eyes open.. 👁 i know you like them a lot so hm... i’ll definitely read that as well i love the summary already.

he’s puppy-like so would he like to play in the water? i want to say so, just bc i think it would be cute for him to splash around 🥺

just one?? wow now i get what you meant in your earlier messages, shskdhsk. all my current friends i’ve known since we were children, i don’t even know how to make new friends irl tbh.... AND SAME!!!! CHILDHOOD FRIENDS TO LOVERS GO BRR. and god the best thing is how things change but at the same time they don’t? like they start to notice little things and realize they’ve always liked them? or the ‘i thought best friends felt like this towards each other’.... aaaaaaaah. 🥺 but then again enemies to lovers.. the tension and the yearning? the moment everything just snaps? god i couldn’t pick my favorite i don’t think. i just love those two so much equally hahah.

if it’s cyberpunk vibes i will combust. i love those aesthetics so much.. (waiting for ps5 to restock so i can run around in night city in cyberpunk 2077 forever.) but yeah it makes sense for it to be themed like that but it’s so funny to think about transporting from the whispering woods to like... large billboards and grungy streets. AR 35?? oh that’s must earlier than i expected. so i take it the main story isn’t done yet?

how sexy, even though this blog is just our messenger app at this point snskdhkddhj.. once again, i’m sorry riskeith stans.. 🙏🏽

i wish i could get you all the cotton candy in the world. and wow kenma HAIR!! sounds so cute but wait oh my god,,, do you have short hair,....... 😳💗💓💕👁💘💝💓😭💗👀💖💓💘💝💞 do you? 😳💢 how was it shaving everything? must’ve been such a big decision!! 😳

ikr? like most of the fics i’ve read portrays them as a angst ship which i do love a lot but you’re right it’s funny bc in canon they’re just.. supportive idiots. i think it’s the oikawa fangirls thing and iwa being annoyed by it that people get hooked on. at least i think since it’s almost always there in the fics... :+ DO YOU LIKE IT? i’m so obsessed with it i saw a edit on ig with klance and that song earlier and it fits them so well too... 🥺 anyway back to iwaoi, i think i like writing from iwa’s pov actually? i haven’t tried writing much from oikawa’s yet but idk.,, iwa’s personality just speaks to me. also i like that oikawa’s personality is so complex to understand, it’s easier to spice up the angst that way. (I DON’T 🥺 it’s such a sad topic for me bc it’s my ultimate dream to drive but it costs soo much money to get it here and i’ve been too busy to invest... 😭 wbu?????) I KNOW MEMO AND OH MY GODNESS? i’m sure the fic is sooo good oh god.... the vibes. 😭 please tell me what it’s about. please. 🙇🏽‍♀️

OH it means that i’m just gonna reread your fics until you post something new... here i thought i was being clever and cute shshskdhdks

STOP YOU KEEP MAKING ME SO EXCITED aaaa ma’am please... think about my heart. 🥺

here’s a new topic to discuss; are you a coffee or tea person? (or neither.. please don’t say so)

kiss, m.a. 💘

i keep forgetting to check whether you’ve responded or not before shutting down my laptop and i’m left to answer on my phone 😭😭 and i too spend my days awaiting your responses <333 but i always forget to check after a period of time HFJSKFKSKCKNC i swear i’m checking like once every 5 min but the moment i forget you respond NCKSNDN

bro (do you mind being called stuff like that lol) writers give us everything canon is too cowardly to give.… truly blessed 🙏🙏 yeah i do!! there are a lot of complaints about mischaracterisation in hq fandom too actually… which i think is fair enough but at the end of the day just let these people have their fun you know.. it’s not harming anyone and if you don’t like it just don’t read! lol

i haven’t read much of esselle’s bnha actually (aside from tdbk) but i just know they’re absolutely amazing!!!!!! absolute legend i hope (i know you will tho hehe) you enjoy her kagehina toooo. and yes oikage!!!!!! omg pls 😭😭😭 i wish they were more popular aaaa

🥺🥺🥺 razor in one of those baby pools.. RAZOR WITH POOL FLOATIES!!! my goodness 😭😭😭😭

fjksnxksndm yeah but i think i might be an outlier in that… LOL oops. and you’re so right like they just grew up together and like grew in love it’s so natural and just comes to them like they were always supposed to be together and they are <333 bc soulmates <33333 BUT YEAHHH THE MOMENT EVERYTHING SNAPS YOU KNOW IT!!!!! god when person A SAVES person B even tho they’ve “hated” them the entire time...… but when they were faced with a tough circumstance they realised they couldn’t bear the thought of being without them 😩😩👌👌👌👌👌👌

omg ps5.… ngl i considered buying a ps console so i could play the last of us 2 chxjjskskxjxjs. have you seen all the cyberpunk memes tho? lolol. nah main story isn’t done!! i think the main story is supposed to develop all 7 worlds until we find our sibling so like.… it ain’t gonna be over for a LONGGGG time (lol omg could you imagine if mih*y* pulled a me and like 4 worlds in was just ‘ok soz i’m uninterested now you can imagine how the game would’ve gone’ HFJSJFKSKFKDJ)

HAHAHAHHA it legitimately is. riskeith who??? more like marriage anon stan account. fjdkfnnd anyways to my other followers hope y’all are enjoying the show 🤪

i do have short hair rn!!! lowkey a bowl cut but i’m also trynna grow out a mullet djksndksnd. and having a shaved head was so nice.. i literally just couldn’t stop touching it after cjskckksnfks. and it wasn’t that big of a decision to me tbh i’m not that fussed about my hair like i know some other people are djskkd the biggest obstacle was getting my parents to agree 💀💀💀 (much like i am trying now..…) i used to have my hair long for ballet, but once i quit i just kept getting it cut shorter and shorter and then voila! shave. GJDJKSKDND

true.. jealous iwa.. i have that in one of my wips i believe FJSJJCKSKDK (it might even be in the memo fic?) AND UHHHH i didn’t love the song ;–; it’s just… slow HFKALDLAKDK and not the mood i was in when i heard it cjdkslxllskcjskcnkscnkzmxmcm omg no not klance 😭😭 they have a lot of angst too.. (i say, as if there isn’t a single klance fic of mine that doesn’t have angst JFJDJSKDJ) OMG YOU LIKE WRITING IWA POV TOO???? you 🤝 me iwa kin. i joke that it’s because i, much like him, am very much in love with oikawa. (aw no i’m so sorry for bringing it up 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 but i’m on my learner’s rn!) IVE POSTED THE OUTLINE ONCE (not a good sign… LMAO) https://kaheyama.tumblr.com/post/190015338287/yall-want-some-iwaoi-angst THERE!! also wait i just realised it has manga spoilers.… maybe don’t look fjdknfjd (you could stop after “pining iwaizumi hajime” but i don’t want to accidentally spoil you 😭😭)

JFKSKSLAKFKSKCJLSKD IM so sorry it WAS clever and cute my brain was just not big enough at the moment to understand 😭😭😭😭😭 but thank u as always i appreciate 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗 so honoured you would even think about going back to them lord knows i don’t KFKSJSKA

HEHEHE NO MERCY!!! but ok ok i shall lay low until the day comes 😋😋😋

tea!! simply bc i can’t sleep if i drink coffee fjskfjsj. but that’s been happening with tea too so i haven’t even had tea recently 😭😭😭😭😭 flavour wise i think i like coffee more but also you get so much more variety with tea? hm. HAHA. hbu??

hugssss, c.r. 💝

[lesbian-ed]

The girl I’m talking to told me to look outside and she left me a letter and a teddy bear for when I’m leaving tomorrow and I’m!! So!! In!! Love!!

That’s!!! So!!! Sweet!!! AAAA I love yall thanks for sharing your cute stories with us!

/Mod A

[hyucksbf]

nother questions tag !!

yee thanks @renjunsrealm​ for tagging me !! i finally got around to doing this aren’t u proud ??

1. nicknames: hoonter, dad/husband if ur in my Band Fam lmao 2. zodiac sign: leo !! 3. height: YALL I GREW ajhdjha i just passed 5′ 4 now yEET (exactly 162.7 cm) 4. orientation: ik im ace but i have no fkn clue what i am romantically 5. nationality: american ::) 6. favorite fruit: uhh either cherries or raspberries,, or grapes shit- 7. favorite season: i dont really have one ?? spring maybe ?? 8. favorite book: the outsiders gud shit gud shit 9. favorite flower: lilies ?? idk i don’t really have a favorite but those come to mind 10. favorite scent: anything fruity and sweet 11. favorite color: pinks and oranges !! 12. favorite animal: lion !!! 13. coffee, tea, or hot cocoa?: hot cocoa !! 14. average sleep hours: 8 or 9 ?? 15. cat or dog: um both dont make me choose 16. favorite fictional character: i just remember nishinoya yuu from haikyuu he was my Man 17. # of blankets: 3 ?? 4 ? 18. dream trip: somewhere with a group of friends,, anywhere with my friends really 19. blog created: i remade my blog a few months ago,, but i’ve been on tumblr since like,, 2014 i think ?? 20. favorite song at the moment: man in a movie by day6 21. # of followers: 913 aaaa u guys i love u all aaaaa 22. favorite bands: nct obviously, DAY6 !!!,,, uhh those are my two faves rn 23. favorite solo artists: dean,, suran (yea i died when 1+1=0 happened), jessi, hyuna 24. song stuck in my head: by lazy by day6 what a Bop 25. last movie i watched: i made my sisters and cousins watch train to busan last night and they all sobbed so hard 26. last tv show i watched: i just caught up w the fosters and im yellinG 27. what do you post: nct, nct, donghyuck, nct, uhhhhhh 28. when did your blog reach its peak: lmao i dont think it has yet aaaaaaa 29. do you have any other blogs: yep yep my band nerd blog @klarinetto and my day6 sideblog @kangkei 30. do you get asks regularly: not really ?? 31. why did you chose your url: well obviously bc donghyuck is my bias,, i love him sm and i knew he had 2 be part of my url and then the dreamies are my fave unit so ?? i combined the two lmao plus i like how when u say it it sounds like “hey dreamers” like idk i like it 32. following: 164 33. posts: 1595 34. hogwarts house: i never read the books/ watched the movies but !! quizzes tell me im hufflepuff so ?? 35. pokemon team: instinct !! but i need 2 actually get the game rip me 36. lucky numbers: idk if its lucky but i like the number 9 ?? and odd numbers are nice 37. what are you wearing right now: a giant sweatshirt thats like xxxxl so its like,, a dress on me wowie,, u cant even see my shorts aaaaa its comfy tho sO

and now to tag some people,, aaa i have so many i wanna tag bc of my new mutuals from the 01 gc oml please bear with me,, @thenctscenarios @makkeuga @hyukhyuck @hiyokoya05 @omgnille1010 @renjae @iwriteblogpostsnotsongs @2monstax @featureless-spy @shinehaechan @mrschaeunwoo @heartrenjun @moonbinpie @myeonnybunny @cent-dix-huit @puppycat-eyes @astro-imagines-that-are-bad @joonielesters @cherriesbombs @heyhyuck @jaehyundd

[drugstore-soulboy]

tagged by @qorillas ☺️ thnx so much aaaa💕💕💕

answer 30 questions + tag 10 people you’d like to know better

-nicknames: i dont really have any tbh! im v open to them tho

-star sign: virgo✌️

-gender: nonbinary ! tends to masc side

-MBTI type: intp! though like im a bit uncomfortable w calling myself an introvert, cos im just like. have a lot of social anxiety but i like being like around people like extroverts? idk.

-height: just barely 5′6″ and v proud of it i wish i was three inches taller

-time: 11:15pm

-birthday: september 11th. comes w the pro that most people dont forget it lol.

-favorite bands: i kinda jump around a lot but the pretty solid ones would be pink spiders, fall out boy, bear hands, fidlar, modern baseball, front bottoms,  mother mother, wavves, and idk yall might not of heard of em but gorillaz? there a pretty sick group ig,,

-favorite solo artists: uuuhm i dont think i specifically listen to too many solo artists? uhm, jake bugg might be one of the only ones ive actually like tried to follow?

-song stuck in my head: ‘its a good day’ i really dont know why?? i tihnk i heard it in a commercial earlier

-last movie I watched: uuuuh baby driver i think!! its really good i seen it twice now big recommendation!

-last show I watched: im watching great food truck race rn its like specifically the south this season though and im, kinda not feeling it

-other blogs: i just got my main that i want to keep like irl ppl that know that one from finding this one yknow,,, but anyone feel free to ask/message for it off anon

-when I created my blog: uuuuh shit, may 23… i decided i was both clogging my main too much and too nervous to talk abt some of the gorillaz stuff candidly w the irl ppl on my main so! also i finally though of a gorillaz url i like well enough that wasnt already taken so lol

-what I post about: i dont have a lot of original content but lmao i made a song sorter im adding to here and their and ive made some aroace icons

-last thing I googled: ……….ooh jeez, “johnny garlic the plant closed” bc we were joking abt guy fieri and how johnny garlics near us is always closed and wanted to know if it was closed-closed and like for how long and dude fieri doesnt even own johnny garlics any more

-following: 1065

-followers: just on this one 42 combined 341 :P

-favorite color: blue and orange!

-average hours of sleep: uuuh probably like 7 ? but i like getting 9 bc im that ho

-lucky number: 32

-instruments: nothing,,  i  im thinkin abt trying guitar rn though bc i got my sisters old one and might as well put it to use right?

-what I’m wearing: orange/blue converse high tops, green shorts, grey tank, primary color/grey flannel and wow this #look is a mess

-how many blankets i sleep with: so many uh 3 is the minimum 5 is like great and then add more in the winter

-dream jobs: whatmakesyouhahaha.mp3 idk. im technically a theatre arts major and intended on doing some technical aspect of that, but im really thinking thats not. how im goin to go,, i tihnk i just like manger-ing things bc its a lot of order? i want to like actually do things for people? and im looking at some environmental shit but thats so far from anything ive like actively done even though i always had an interest in it so i dont even know where that would go so… yea lol it sucks

-dream trip: i dont really have anything really ive never been to into travel, rn though id love to go to disney paris, and maybe just a whole small europe trip bc i want to see were my brother lives in germany

-favourite food: saaandwiches, reubens, phillycheese steaks, burgers, various melts, like just fuck me up

-nationality: white american,,, like im literally just those assorted white memes

tagging:  @empireantsss @fabulouslittlefox @king-faust @re-hashh @gorillazwave @drugstoresoulgirl @stuart-dents-pot @etremely annnd if you wann do this consider yourself tagged by me!!  

[fuwaprince]

Son! When is your birthday?? (I'll probably ask this a lot so bear with me aha) Top 3 characters & also I heard you like cosplay yes? Wanna see mine~?

LESBIAN MOM! My birthday is April 7th! It’s okay if you ask multiple times (just means you care enough to ask honestly so I’m thrilled ehe, thank you for asking in the first place!). And ooo gosh top three??? That’s so hard but Kanna, Sonico, and Madoka are probably among the top three from the top of my head anyways. I like so many TT u TT akkkaesntgkljnmgr…. 

AND YES OH MY GOODNESS COSPLAYING IS SO FUN AND I WOULD LOVE TO SEE CUTIES IN COSPLAY! Please! Send me your pics! This is almost as good as receiving nudes tbh aaaa I can’t wait to see you and @enby-gaymer in cosplay.. if yall ever wanna send me your cosplay pics I’d love to compliment and fangirl over ya

[databot]

i was tagged by @autumntree​ tysm!!

name/nickname: flynn 

gender: trans dude

star sign: pisces

height: 5"7 i think??

sexual orientation: pan romantic, demisexual

hogwarts house: hufflepuff or ravenclaw

favourite colour: orange

favourite animal: dont do this to me

average hours of sleep: idk like 8-12 lmao

cat or dog person: all. 

favourite fictional character(s): mr darcy, peridot, foo (harvey beaks), julian the janitor, papyrus, sally grissom, elizabeth swan, the mad hatter, skulduggeryidrk im so fake lmao

# of blankets i sleep with: 2 + 1 electric throw thing 

favourite singer/band: ed sheeran. hozier. the 1975. & john mayer

dream trip: i pack everything i want to bring. i fall asleep in my own bed. i am sedated. i  skip the organising, travelling, waiting, and talking to people. i wake up in venice to the sound of rain. bear is on my bed, i am alone. i have enough money to do everything i’d like to. after one week i am sedated and wake up in my own bed. 

dream job: idk????? i work at kmart and i rlly like it lol. idk probably something i can do from home

when this blog was created: im on mobile so i cant check but maybe 1-2 years? ive been on here for like 4 though

current number of followers: 175

when did your blog reach its peak: started at the bottom im still here

what made you decide to make this tumblr: i probably impulse deleted my old blog and i remade bc i needed a place to vent 

thanks for tagging me!! idk who to tag aaaa,,, @iamalostboyinneverland @neverlonesometraveler @miserysucculent @jdooleyz @starryrung yall dont have to do it tho