#because i say so jejeje

[kazzykatt]

I have this headcanon that Martin is colorblind, specifically he has deuteranopia. Explains why he was fooled by Toodles so easily in Let The Rhinos Roll 🤔

[misguidedasgardian]

I need to... (4)

... Have fun

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Summary: Jace says you missed all the fun events for the beginning of the school year, well, except for this one, the annual bonfire and hunt

Pairings: Cregan Stark x Fem!Reader 

Warnings: Mentions of past depression and toxic relationship, cursing, might be underage drinking (depends on the country), eating meat, mentions of an inappropriate relationship, might miss some warnings 

Wordcount: 4,1 k

Notes: DUDESSSS I SAID JACE WAS A VELARYON, BUT IN THIS STORY, HE IS A STRONG, JEJEJE JACAERYS STRONG muahaha, sorry it scaped me…for in this AU, there is no incest no no, (Laenor and Rhaenyra were cousins or sm), anyways, Rhaenyra married Harwin, and had her three beautiful legitimate Strong Boys <3

“I’m Cregan Stark”, he greeted

“Nice to meet you”, you managed to mumble, smiling apologetically

Jace’s roommate didn't change a thing in the dynamic, in fact, he enhanced it, they were even more laughs, more stories, more questions for you, more ribs, more french fries, and more beer, you knew you had BBQ sauce in your face, probably that is the reason he kept looking at you and smiling, but the conversation was so good and funny, you didn't even wanted to get up to go to the bathroom…

You were so comfortable

Until the Tavern closed and you had to go. You hugged everyone else goodbye, you still had the weekend ahead of you and you were looking forward to spending it with them. 

That is when you and Jace decided that you needed to talk….

You had a coffee cup in hand, as you and Jace stood face to face in the gas station (the only thing open at that hour)

“Who wants to start?”, he said, amused

“You start”, you offered

“Well…” he scratch his chin, like some hairs wanted to come out, you giggled, jace always had this baby face but you could tell he was growing out of it quickly, “those were tormentous weeks”

“Tell me”, you encouraged, ready for anything, you had to remind yourself continuously that you were thousands of miles away, they couldn’t… he couldn’t… get to you anymore 

“You know we live in Dragonstone, but as soon as vacations started grandpa wanted us back in King’s Landing, for election week and the holidays, my mom doesn’t like to get photographed with the other party, but we went anyways, and then, we found out”, he started very cryptically 

“What?”, you murmured 

“We didn’t know until I got there, you should had seen Alicent’s face, she looked like she was about to throw up”

“When doesn’t she?”, you snickered

“Aemond at first didn’t want to admit it, as always we asked about you and he didn’t want to answer, and after one week, he even reached out to me and asked me if I knew something about you, and then is when the Lannisters didn’t show… and… the bomb exploded”

“What bomb?”

“That you had ran out on him, with Ben, left him for Winterfell, and you convinced your godmother to go with you”, you opened your mouth wide in rage, “that he didn’t want to admit it, that you two had split, Alicent was so angry and disappointed, specially with the Lannisters, she knows the pull you had on them, Aemond exaggerated the whole thing”

“WHAT?”, you asked, enraged, “the matrix, the glitch and the audacity of that bitch!”

“I know there is something else to it, specially when you sent me that text”, he said, and then he looked at you expectantly

“Jace, Aemond cheated on me, with my plastic arts teacher, he knocked her up and I found out because I saw him fucking her in her desk at school”.

Jace didn’t know if to laugh, cry or throw up, and you could tell by his face

“Are you for real?”, he asked cautiously after a while

“Yes”, you murmured

“Well of course he forgot to mention that, he said that you suffered from some sort of psychotic break and left Dragonstone University with Ben Tallhear”

“Of course he did”, you mocked, sipping on your coffee, he laughed bitterly

“Are they angry about the fact that I left Aemond… or the Lannister part”

“Well, Alicent didn’t say anything in front of us, because she knows we like you, but she used very colorful and disrespectful language when your name came up”, you whined, rubbing your face with your hands, “that you were… easy”

“Of course she did”

“my mom, me and her had a huge fight over it, my mom told her probably Aemond had done something, of course, because you wouldn’t do that”

“Really?”, they defended you, you wanted to cry

“And I also believed that, it was impossible for you to do something like that without reason, and I wanted it to hear that from you, I know how you really are”, he said amicably, “and yes they called Jason and Tyland on hours on end and they couldn’t reach them, it was kind of funny actually”, he laughed, “it works for us the Strongs, and my mother you know she is a liberal…”, he teased, and you smiled

“Well, I’m glad I could be of service”, you mocked 

“Did he really knock her up?”, he asked

“Well, I didn’t see a paternity test”, you offered, throwing your shoulders up, “but the dates match”

“For the gods”, whined Jace, “that is messed up”

“It is”, you sipped on your coffee, “well, not my circus, not my monkeys, at least not anymore”

“You did well in running, and I want you to know, you are still in the Strong’s christmas cards list”, he teased, and laughed

“That is all that matters”, you smiled, but then you looked at his face, the face of the guy who was once your very best friend, and you wanted to cry. Your nose tickled, preventing you for the waterworks, you sniffed

“Hey what’s going on?”, he asked, scared 

“I’m sorry for ghosting you Jace”, you whined, tears in your eyes, he only shook his head and grabbed your hand in his, “I can’t say I regret the whole thing with Aemond, but that certainly I regret, you were my best friend”

“I was very angry at first, but then I could tell something else was going on, I sorry I didn’t try harder to stay”, you only shook your head, and whipped a tear from your face

“It's easy for me to say it now that I messed up and everything went to shit you know?”, you cried, “but I thought about you every day, and I missed you terribly”

“I missed you too”, he said softly, “it didn’t help that we moved to Harrenhal with my mother, but no more, right? you are here now, I’m here now, that what matters”, he said with a bright smile, “right?”

“Right”, you said back, regaining your smile

“Do you want me to put laxatives in Aemond’s food? like we did with Aegon in the Red Keep’s annual labor day party?”, you snorted a laugh

“Gods we were a menace”, you laughed

“Remember when they send us together to the therapist?”

“Yes and we made the therapist need therapy”, you laughed back

“Well, that was not our fault, you know what they say, in a blacksmith’s house, a wooden knife”, you laughed even harder 

You shared smiles and meaningful looks 

He walked you back to your dorm and he kept telling you about all the great things Winterfell had to offer

“What do you think about Sara?”, he asked, and you smiled

“She is great”, you said, “what do you think about Sara?”, you teased back, he blushed

“She is amazing, I like her a lot”, he said, “but… she is the younger sister of my very good friend and roommate, you know?”, he asked, “if I take a shot, I can’t miss”, he said

“You know is love when you start to sound like a sniper”, you laughed 

. . .

You love it here

It had been a week and nobody had asked you what your family did for a living, nobody had judged you for bringing the same backpack for class all week, people here were different, lighter, nicer to be around. 

Your classes were incredible even if you were deferred from the original course, and people there actually wanted to be teamed up with you, they were curious and open minded.

“Its a college for hippies and alternatives”

Again that annoying voice

But you also felt different, you were relaxed, open for good things to happen to you, and people here seemed to know this, you stopped trying so hard, and it came naturally 

Jace had promised you in the spring was much nicer, now you couldn’t really enjoy the beautiful parks all around and inside the campus, but you just got happy by being in the roofed patios of the magnificent castle 

You were waiting for your friends to finish their classes in the cafeteria, and you jumped when your phone rang in your pocket, you grabbed it and when you saw the screen it showed a really strange number, and you just didn’t pick up, you weren’t in the mood for a telemarketer, or to change your phone plan 

“There you are!”, Sara greeted you, you smiled back

“Hey”, you greeted with a wide smile 

“Do you have plans for the weekend?”, she asked, she always seemed like she was running a 100 miles per hour, “because there is this thing…”, you were interrupted when a commotion was being made in the entrance to the big hall, people were howling, guys, men, or that is what it seemed, entered the cafeteria running, and howling, many of them were wearing wolf masks. People started cheering and laughing, applauding, some of the guys got atop the tables and howled, they were like thirty. One of them, and one joined them, jumped in front of you in one of the large communal tables 

“Wolves! wolves! wolves!”, even Sara started cheering and you did as well

“Bonfire!, Bonfire!, Bonfire!”, they started chanting. And they, when the show was over, guys howled one more time and then, they got off the tables and merged all over the people there, like nothing had happened, you and Sara looked at the two persons that got close, and then they took of their masks, it was Jace, and Cregan.

“Well, like I was saying”, continued Sara, “this weekend is Bonfire weekend, and if you have no other plans…”

“Oh, no no, your presence is mandatory I’m afraid”, chuckled Jace

“You heard him”, giggled Sara

“Bonfire then?”, you asked, Cregan was looking at you.

“We are celebrating the end of winter”, Cregan said with a smirk, “is a tradition from a thousand years ago, when they say winters lasted years, and when it showed signs the winter was yielding, they celebrated with huge bonfires, hoping to draw the old gods of winter away”

“That is beautiful”, you whispered

“Anyways, but the big bonfire goes after”, said Jace

“After what?”

“The hunt”, said Jace with a wide smile

“Like… with guns?”, Sara barked out a laugh

“No!”, she laughed, “It's about chasing people in the woods”, teased Sara

“That sounds creepy”, you whined 

“Well at first it was about boys chasing girls”, said Cregan, “then it was girls chasing boys”

“And now?”, you asked

“We are still debating”, he teased and you smiled 

“Anyways, the hunt starts when the sun sets, and then after a few hours of harmless fun in the woods, we come back to campus to enjoy the bonfire, a couple of kegs, vegetarian barbeque, carnivore barbecue, a small get together with the entire campus”, muttered Jace

“I love that”, you smiled

“Anyways, you missed homecoming week, but this is spirit week, and it awesome”, said Jace

“You freshmen know more of the school than I do”, laughed Cregan

“And what activities await us in spirit week?”, you asked, very entertained 

“You get teamed by career”, started Sara, “there is the language department, the law and politics department, the engineering school, the faculty of art, design and architecture, and the scientists, and you compete with each other, everyone on different teams…”

“That sounds cool”, you offered

“The engineers always wins”, muttered Jace, “in most of the competitions anyways”

“And that is next week”, you said

“YES!”, Cheered Sara, your smile was huge, bright and you were so excited, your phone dinged and when you looked at it, you realized you had been added to a huge group chat, of the ADA Faculty

“Ohhh, it started!”, teased Jace and you hid your phone playfully from him

“You go to your own department”, you mocked. Jace was studying public administrations, Cregan was in Business, in the same department.

“How fuuunnnn!”, Sara was as excited as you were, she was an Valyrian Lit mayor, yet another department

Rhaena and Baela entered the Hall, Rhaena was with you in the ADA, but Baela was  in Law

You grabbed Rhaena as she was excited as you

“Teammate!”, you cheered, and you jumped together in fun 

“It’s like a cheerleader on crack”, said Jace

And you felt like you were on crack, I mean, you had never done crack, but you felt ecstatic all the time 

You grabbed Rhaena, forgetting lunch and you trotted outside the hall in the way to the ADA Department building, leaving all of them behind looking at you both walking away with amused glances on their faces 

Specially Cregan, he then looked back at his group of friends with a smile on his face, Jace frowned when he saw him

“Hey”

“What?”, he looked back to catch a last glance of you before you disappeared on the hallway, “she is sweet”, he whispered 

You loved your design career

You had a meeting with the department for spirit week and you had already your shirts made, banners and a plan to win the activities 

And when the sun started setting, you were called in the main park of the college

With all the rest of the Universities

The wolf masks were back on, people were in High spirits, and soon it was even more contagious as you even felt more ecstatic 

“This is officially the beginning for Spirit week!”, said out loud the presenter, that you guessed was a senior, he was a student. Everyone clapped and cheered, “And we have decided that the hunters for this year's hunt will be… all those who identify as girls!”, you cheered, “and the wolfs will be all those who identifies as boys”

Everyone cheered

. . .

“Damn you look good in this colors”, teased Rhaena as she applied “battle paint” in your face, gray lines in different designs all over your face, you giggled

“Gray is a very flattering color, we all look amazing”, you muttered as you finished braiding Sara’s hair

It was like a pagan tradition and you were here for it and to look for the part, so you and the girls decided to meet in the dorm’s huge bathroom to prepare for the hunt, painting your faces, doing crazy and wild hair do’s to each other, you were having so much fun 

After you finished your makeup, you met at the starting line, the sun was about to set, and wood for the huge bonfire was being gathered in the park surrounding the University, in a big valley.

The guys were all gathered in the other side, and they were howling, all with masks, it was hilarious 

“The wolves will start running, and the hunters will follow, five minutes later!”, called a guy with a megaphone

You started chatting with the girls, the school was huge it had many students, and you had gathered a great number

You thought about Jace though, and what he was wearing, this seemed like a cool activity, but you’d rather go and search for someone you knew… flannel shirt and jeans? you believed, with a graphic t-shirt underneath… 

A horn like sound reached the entire valley, and with howls and laughs the great group of people disappeared into the woods, as the sun was hiding

“Remember to stay within the range, and if you get lost just blow a whistle!”, you turned to the girls

“So which strategy are we going with?”

To catch them all, you had to grab the wolf’s ribbon they had around their waist, that is how you hunt them, the one hunter who got most ribbons won a price, probably a six pack of beer or something, nothing mayor

But the girls and you had gossiped all afternoon about which “ribbon” they would like to catch, and who it belonged to

You didn’t even looked at guys’ faces, not yet anyways 

So since Sara hasn't say anything about Jace, you determined you were going to search for your best friend

“Divide and conquer” said Sara with a wide grin

“Divide and conquer”

Were you scared to get lost in the woods? Yes

Did you want to say so? Hell no

This tradition had been going on for years, and nothing ever happened, so you tried to relax, it wasn’t even that dark, even though it was quite early 

“Alright! let’s start this!”, chanted the presenter, “remember you have one hour!”, the horn sounded again and you started running g

it was true what they said about the thrill of the hunt

You felt exhilarating

And as you ran dodging the trees and branches like you were born in those woods, like you knew them by heart, you ran as you felt the chilly air clinging to your clothes and face, and you loved it

You could see your breath ahead of you, it was chilly, winter was clinging on 

You felt like one with the woods as you looked around 

And then, from afar, you saw Jace, or someone who looks like him anyways, and you couldn’t even hold a giggle, and you prepared to pounce, as you approached him quickly and silently

“GOT YOU!”, you announced and you jumped him, literally got over a fallen tree and jumped on top of him, clinging into him like a koala, you searched but his ribbon and removed it, not before feeling his… strange body… not like Jace at all 

As soon as your face landed on his neck, you realized something…

It wasn’t Jace

You released the poor guy from your embrace

He turned around, removing his mask, and you realized, with a comical open mouth, that is was Cregan Stark

“Hey”, you greeted, he smiled down at you, as he was taller than you

“That was interesting”, he whispered with a smirk on his face, and a glint of mischief in his eyes 

“Sorry about that”, you giggled, “for… attacking you… I thought you were Jace”

“Is more than alright”, there was something about him, you couldn’t quite pinpoint it, but there it was was, you immediately trusted him, because he was Jacey’s roommate and friend, so it meant he was also your friend by default, so you just smiled apologetically to him

“Let’s join in the party”, he said with a wolfish grin, you smiled widely, “the hour is almost up”

“Let’s do it”, you giggled, “I hope you know this woods more than me because otherwise…”, he laughed

“Yes I do”

You walked side by side through the woods

“Its unusual for people to change schools mid-semester”, he started, you smiled shyly

“Well… I didn't want to stay where I was”, you said shyly, “my dream was always coming here, are you from here? from the North?”, you asked, and he seemed surprised by your question, he looked back at you with interest in his eyes, and then chuckled

“Yes, Yes I’m from around here”, he said

The music could already be heard, a band was playing live, you could already see the magnificent glow of the huge bonfire, and Cregan saw your excitement with a smile of his own, when you came out of the woods you went to the organizers who were waiting for the hunters and the wolves, to make sure everybody came back safely.

With a grin you gave him the ribbon and they marked you up 

With surprise, you’d realize you were one of the last couples, time had flown, and you felt even more exhilarated. You wanted to join the party that was unleashing in the valley, people were already dancing, having fun, the kegs already were out, snacks too. You looked back at Cregan with a smile

“It was a pleasure hunting you Cregan Stark”, you teased

“Well, it was a pleasure being hunted by you”, he said back, his gaze lingered, but you looked away, and then you spotted Rhaena and Baela dancing in the ground, their beautiful hair hard to miss

“They are here!”, you cheered, and you both followed to join the party

The band apparently was from a group of kids of the music program, and they sang rock songs

“You are heeeere”, Bhaela teased, “and with Creeeegan”, she wiggled her eyebrows at you and you just laughed, “mmmmm”

Nothing happened, and then you looked at Sara and she was looking back at you with an arched eyebrow and a smirk, she looked like her brother so much

“Here”, Cregan arrived next to you and offered you a red cup with ale in it

“Thanks”, you took a sip and couldn’t help but moan, it was refreshing, Jace arrived with more beer and smiled widely

“I got to say I truly believe you were going to get lost”, he laughed 

“Well, I was lucky to tackle poor Cregan here thinking it was you!”, you laughed 

Jace looked at Cregan but said nothing, Sara grabbed you for you to start jumping and dancing at the beat of the song. The brand started playing more popular songs, songs you could sing and dance to. You enjoyed the music in a the group that your friends joined, and more people you haven't seen before 

But when you realized you were dancing too close to Cregan and he turned to you to dance with you, your stomach sank.

You felt nervous, in a way that you didn't like, you felt again that need, that pressure to make a good impression, to not do something foolish, feelings that constipated you, that binded you not to move, not to speak, so before he came closer you turned and kept dancing with the girls

You weren’t ready

Cregan seemed like a good guy

But the wounds were still fresh

The music was blazing, the beer was flowing, the warmth of the bonfire was heating your cheeks, and you danced with your new friends all night. 

And you got… HAMMERED 

Very wasted, you still had control over your actions, but you giggled uncontrollably and hugged Sara who was just as drunk as you were.

Hours had passed, it was over midnight and the party had died down, the bonfire had extinguished and the band had stopped playing.

Jace and Cregan led you back to their place, your dorm had a big and strict policy regarding drunkenness and poor behavior, and they were as drunk as you, and didn’t think things more clearly, their apartment was closest. 

So they took you both to their student building of apartments, 

Cregan helped the two of you get in his bed, the queen bed in one of the rooms, and you cuddled with Sara on the bed under Cregan’s sweet eyes. He left you when you fell asleep, and Cregan went to Jace’s room 

“Our girls invaded my room”, said Cregan with an entertained smile, “so move”

Cregan laid down right next to Jace, and both looked at the ceiling in silence, until Jace frowned

“Our girls?”, he asked, looking at his friend, and he sighed, “what do you mean?”

“Well, she is your best friend, and Sara is my sister, right?”, he said dismissively

 “Cregan… please don’t fuck my friend”, pleaded Jacaerys, “she is been trough enough already…I don’t think she is ready…”

“Oh Jacey, I’m not going to fuck her”, Jace relaxed for a second before he frowned, “first I’m going to date her”, he continued, “then I will ask her to be my girlfriend, then I’m going to make sweet love to her”

Jace sighed, rolling his eyes

“Come on”, he whined

“I’m teasing”, he said softly, “she is going through something, I can see it”, he said looking for imaginary shapes in the ceiling paint, “but I can wait, I want to get to know her”

One day, when you were walking by the oldest wing, the department of Laws and Politics, you stopped suddenly when you saw a huge copper plate by the entrance, curious about what it dais, your faculty was more modern than the rest, more new, so you were truly interested in the history of this campus and town 

“The Stark building, in honor of House Stark, who donated their family estate for the higher purpose of education and development of the children of the North, 1600 AC”, you read, and then you looked up with shame.

More than 400 years ago…

Stark

Oh so he really was from around here, you giggled to yourself 

More notes: I clearly been watching too many american movies JAJA, obviously this is fanfiction in all its glory, Universities where I’m from are bored as f*ck, so I decided to put some color jajaja

This chapter came up weird, Cregan is already smitten and reader is not quite convinced 

I again say that I was not completely sure to share this, I don't why, but I wanted to show reader in a different environment, she is getting to know everyone and that Cregan is already like that wolf cartoon with the big eyes... anyways... next chapter we are back to the drama! wuju

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[anelespyrodrawings]

¡Alastor overpowers Vox!

I am currently studying for one of the final exams in February , for my Licenciatura of Kinesiología y Physiotherapy and involves underextending electromagnetic waves for using electronic machines for therapeutic use

seen that I am also a Fan of Having Hotel made this more fun to study

why? Because Alastor and Vox uses electromagnetic radiación to trasmite their voices and in case of Vox , well the Tv , Wifi and and phone.

and also, it Explain that Alastor is above Vox

How is this?

¡well, first we have to know that electromagnetic radiación is!

wiki

in consists of waves of the electromagnetic (EM) field, which propagate through space and carry momentum and electromagnetic radiant energy.[1] 

Types of EMR include radio waves, microwaves, infrared, (visible) light, ultraviolet, X-rays, and gamma rays, all of which are part of the electromagnetic spectrum.[2]

you did't undestad ? don't worry , I was confuse also ( I am form Argentina so the English terminology is new D)

to simplify , they are invisible ways of energy that go through the sky and any space, the earth, you and I, have energy that its acumulated and tranforme , becuse al goese way back to the Big Bang. the sun radiates this type of ways, that why in the other paragraft you have that it says.

RADIO waves ( Alastor , AM, and FM radio , ) microwaves (yes the one artifact that helps you heat you favorite warm drink), ifrared (LASER!!!) Xrays and Gamma ( the worst ones for your body or any beging)

the radio waves can ve hear! (sound) but not before or when they get too thin.

Take this picture , this the way the electomagnetic ways are repesent for undestanding them ( purple Adove , red and blue in the other) in matematic ( don't panik or stop, it easy I promise) way to represent it it whit this curve, the more frecuent, more taller (Amplitud) less long is the wave and the more it penetrates in objects ,the objects can absorve this wayvs (yes our bodys too) and that why we have more or less tan skin on summer !

¿what the hell ? what are you saing Anele? how the radio of my TV, favorite music or my warm drink has to do whit how tan is my skin?

well that becauseeeeeee ,¡the sun itself radiates this waves! all of them , but some becuse of the mantel of Ozone prevent us to die, yea imagine if All the Ulta violet rays, the C ones that are the most dangerose ones go to earth.... we will die burning as the core of the earth or hell is!!!

Now ultraviolets are really not al bad news, it helps our bodys whit our Vitamine D and to have calsium and stronger bones! (yes tan that body beatiful human, whit Verosica in consert perhaps jejeje...just in the not so agressive for our body Hours, plese

now you have to know there a space between the ifraRED and ULTRAViolet , that ivolves what we can see , the color of the specturm , that it were the TV of color comes ! (go again up to the second picture.

you see the rainbow!

So clearly Alastor is adove Vox in terms of power and also you an see it clearly in the colors pallet , Vox has blue and red , and Alastor only red,

sooo still even of FM and TV are in the same, Alastor controls Am And Adove!

[punkshort]

I just wanted to say I LOVE your writing, I've read a LOT of fanfiction over the years and you really stand out for your storybuilding and your unique characterization in each of your different works :) Roommates has me in a CHOKEHOLD, do you have an idea of when you'll publish the next chapter? Not wanting to pressure you into publishing it sooner than you had planned already (unless.......), I just want to have a vague idea of when I'll be able to breathe again jejeje

Omg thank you so much! 🥺 I'm truly honored you'd think that of my writing, I really can't stress that enough because there's sooooo many amazing authors out there and I'm beyond flattered you like me enough to send in such a thoughtful compliment! ❤️

And I'm glad you asked about Roommates! I have been working my tail off, I am sooo close to finishing it, I actually just have one more scene to write and my goal is to hit you guys with a double feature this weekend: I know who you are finale on Saturday, roommates on Sunday 😘

Get ready to get sick of me 🤣

[eky11]

Ok, so I made that post and I went to check some old notebooks, they are in Spanish so, I'll losely translate what it says

So the thing is, eh, I've always been a lonely child, so I made of Kariya my friend. And so I made comics where he appeared in different situations I had in my life (this started in summer 2019). The thing is that I am not consistent so I didn't do it as much as I wanted, so I loved to see how one notebook was Kariya with me in all of the situations of my life and in the rest he appears in the only comic just to complain that he isn't there. To be honest, I just didn't draw him but he's still going with me everywhere jajaja.

This ones are just before I started making comics jeje

Ohh, and in this one Kirino gives a letter to Kariya saying that he is an exchange student and that he will come to study to Spain (therefore making sense that we are in the same place every day). I was around the same age as him here so it made sense we went together jejej

So I started drawing him everyday going to school with me jajaj

Next summer I started being less consistent but he was already complaining when I didn't drew him in the first page!!! (Real)

And parting from here he would just

Only appear to complain that he is not appearing. This was hand in hand with the fact that I didn't draw digitally that often. (I didn't draw him until the 72nd page, in my defense that's my favorite number)

-"Good day, I bet you weren't expecting a comic format (I talked to an imaginary reader, yes)"

-"What the hell Eky"

-"I bet you weren't expecting Kariya either"

-"I've spent years living in a drawer"

As you can see I didn't draw him quite as often.

But he has always been present in one way or another in my sketchbooks, he is the og, the highest kind of blorbo, my best friend (real).

In last year's notebook he didn't appear but he was still there, in the cover jejeje

(Oh and if you see he changes is because we met with the same age, the age I started drawing him, ever since he's been growing up with me ;p)

Aghhh I miss him a lot I must buy an sketch book and start drawing him again

Bonus me with red hair because I forgot that was a thing that happened

[depressedtheatrekiddo]

Listenlisten>:)

U know about that audio that says "I was talking with the moon last night and she told me something about the sun, I tell her something about u" or something like this.

SO

SO

SO

I was thinking with my goblin brain and thought about ma guy SOKKA<3 (because I started rewatching ATLA) justjust listen, imagine if he tells Yue about his new crush (I will say Zuko JEJEJ but you're free to ship him with whoever u want) like, imagine if he talks with her every night and tell her a little about his day and how is his life going. Like girl, this is so fucking perfect and I'm dying.

Have a nice day sweetheartss<3

[justahappycloud]

20 Questions for Fic Writers

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

i have 16 hi charles fics

2. What’s your total AO3 word count? 

298,743! which sounds like a lot!!!

3. What fandoms do you write for?

i write for the 1D and the f1 fandom nowadays (i sure like my ones)

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

"i hate you" is my love language, Station 28, That's why you shouldn't hear other people's conversations, i see your true colours and the lies we tell (are not always what we think)

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

yes! i love replying to comments. might take me some time, but i always do

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

the fic with the angstiest ending must be taste the ambrosia on your lips because although the ending itself is happy there's a loss that still hurts me to this day

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Bulletproof, for sure. it's the ending with the best character relationship redemption arc (?) of all the ones i've written and the one that makes me really happy

8. Do you get hate on fics?

thankfully i don't

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

"fade to black" is my best friend. i don't really like to write smut. i prefer to alude to it happening if necessary for the story, otherwise i try not to.

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

nope.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

nope x2

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

jejeje. nope x3, although i've had to translate my fics for my friends agesssss ago because they didn't speak english :) but they were definitely not good translations back then aksdjajdh

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

i've tried to but sadly i could never make it work

14. What’s your all-time favourite ship?

i don't think i have a ship to this day that i could describe as an "all-time fav"

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

reputation and the halloweentown series are looking at me right now with such a glare...

16. What are your writing strengths?

uhm..... i'd say i can make good plots? when we talk about long stories. like, they're engaging i think? at least they're interesting enough that they keep me wanting to write so aksdjakjd

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

i can't seem to stick to a regular writing schedule, i take TOO LONG to write

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

only if necessary for the character to not understand, but i try to avoid it

19. First fandom you wrote for?

how to train your dragon :)

20. Favourite fic you’ve written?

haven't posted it yet but i hope i will soon

i tag @enchantedlandcoffee and @wishingforloushair :)

[purpleyoonn]

hi hi !!! just wanted to pop in and say 'm sorry for all the rude comments from other ppl :( ik how overwhelming it can be to write when ppl are expecting and anticipating it, so pls know that there's a lot of us that appreciate your writing and urge you to take as much time as you need, we're just happy knowing you're okay and willing to share your talent of writing with us!

much much much love from one mari to another mari jejeje

take care 🩵

Hi, maribuddie!

Thank you! It’s just recently I’ve been getting rude asks and messages about updating. Especially for baby and petrichor. It makes me almost want to do the opposite and just like stop updating all together. Like I’m human too and don’t just write 24/7 all day every day. I get being excited for a work to be updated and even I sometimes get impatient but I don’t go on to message the author and treat them bad because they aren’t updating the story I want.

[alba8688]

Love hurts

Word count :3524

This morning I woke earlier than usual leaving Eddie asleep in the bed. I left him a note saying I had some stuff to do before heading to work .

But in reality I wasn’t going to do anything work related .i was actually headed to the only bakery here in Hawkins. Hopefully they will be able to make me a cake for Eddie for tonight .I was also hoping I wasn’t too late to order him a cake .

I open the door to the bakery and I walk in crossing my fingers praying that they would be able to make it .for today.

"Good morning ." A cheerful old lady greets me

I was barely functioning right now and the lady was so cheerful so early in the morning it was 6am .

"Good Morning I needed a cake for tonight ,I needed this design." I show the picture of the kind of cake I want ,I had taken a picture of Eddie's hellfire shirt before coming over today .

I was really hoping he would like it,and not throw it in my face ,but Eddie wouldn't do that. He might look mean but he is nothing but a big teddy bear .

Plus I Wasn't gonna do anything big, just something small for him and me in my apartment .

I talk to Dustin Yesterday night before going to bed about Eddie's birthday ,Eddie was showering so I had the chance to talk to Dustin for him to give me some ideas .But instead of getting any ideas I found  out Eddie doesn't like celebrating his birthday .Dustin told me Eddie doesn't like to celebrate his birthday and know-one is allowed to give him a gift because he feels that his birth shouldn't be celebrated because of him being born his mother died and his father blame it on him all his life until his father was sent to jail for some drug related things and that's how he ended with Wayne.

Dustin also told me that Eddie told him all of this one night he got really drunk during the summer when he had first met Dustin.So Dustin trusted on me by telling me all of this and I wasn’t planning to tell Eddie but I also wanted to make him a small dinner just at home him and me nothing big I mean that wasn’t nothing bad was it ?

The nice old lady at the bakery said she was able to do the cake today mostly because she had finished all the orders for the day and it would be ready after I got out of work  .And for that I was grateful I even told her I pay her extra for doing the cake for today .She said no but I was still paying her a little bit more .

So After the bakery I headed to the guitar store that was nearby the bakery shop . They open at 7am and I decided to wait in my car till they open .

"Ding "I heard my phone ring and like I had the phone in my hand already I saw that it was Eddie .

Shit why is he awake so early ??

I open the message to write back but I was nervous so damn nervous .

E:"Sweetheart where are you ?"

What the fuck do I respond ?

D:"I had to run some errands baby see you at school okay love you ."

.......💭

E:"I miss You ,you weren't in bed when I woke up  🥲now I'm sad😔"

D:"Ed's I gave you a kiss before I left ,but you were asleep and snoring loudly jejeje ."

......💭

E:"I DON'T SNORE!!!! 😮"

D:"I should récord you one of these days, baby ."

......💭

E:"You fart when you’re asleep and I don't say anything 🤨😷"

D:" what ?!?!  Liar !!! ."

.....💭

E:"But I still love you princess stinky 😷."

D:"Goodbye Edward 😡 and I don’t fart "

.....💭

E:"ok Danielle !!!"

D:"I'm sweetheart to you, not DANIELLE !!!"

.....💭

E:"Well I'm Ed's or baby to you !!! "

D:"ahhhh I hate you !!"

....💭

E:"no ,you don't hahaha,you can't live without me and you know it ."

D:"Fuck you."

......💭

E:"I did last night 😉 "

Cocky bastard I'm not answering him back. He thinks I can't be without him. Well that's true I don't know what I'll do without him but I'm not telling him that because he is gonna get all cocky about it and it's gonna get all over his head .

So I will not be answering his texts anymore even when they kept coming I ignore him and just waited for the guitar store to open .Even when he started calling me I ignore it and put my phone on silence .

As soon as they opened I went in and bought some guitar picks of different colors for Eddie .Then I headed to a different store to get him one of his  birthday presents and I was hoping he would like it as much as I did .

I hurried back to school before my first period started so I could leave Eddie's gift on his desk without him knowing I put it there .

When I arrived i try my best not to stop and chit chat to any of my students who would usually stop me to say hi to me on the halls I wasn’t trying to be rude ,But I needed to be the first one in class before Eddie .So first I headed to the office to clock in and like always Mrs.Lopez the secretary in the front office always compliments my outfits she is a nice old lady,I think she is the only one that I talk to here in school I don't really talk to anyone else but her.

After clocking in I got out of the office and The halls were already full of Students and on the far end I spotted Eddie in his locker talking to Gareth. I try to blend in with the rest of the students so he wouldn't see me .

But trying to walk with these heels was hard ,I can already hear Eddie "babe why do you wear those  shoes !!!" "Wear something more comfortable." "You know you're clumsy as it is."

"Good-morning Miss.Henderson." Someone behind me says I turn around to see Jason with the biggest smile from ear to ear .

Jesus Christ what does he want?

Act polite Danielle just act polite .

I put a fake smile on my face and did my best polite voice .

"Good-morning Jasón ." I say politely 

"Hi." Was all he says and turns around and walks away

What a Weird boy.

I continued on my way to my classroom and the closer I got the faster I walked passing everyone .

"Mission accomplished." I whisper when I got to my classroom and hurry to open the door to my class before anyone else got here .I place the small gift box with the picks inside wrapped in black wrapping paper  and set it on  top of Eddie's desk with a bottle of Yoo-hoo with a small happy birthday card.

When I was satisfied with how I arranged the gift I went back to my desk to get my papers out for today's lesson. As the time went by I lost track of time writing down in the board today's lesson which was "The Great Depression ."

As soon as the tardy bell rang I put down my marker and faced the class and noticed that Eddie still wasn't here .

"Good-morning everyone " I smile at the class then the door to the classroom opens and Eddie walks in with a big toothy grin giving me a flower .

"Sorry I was late Miss.Henderson I was handpicking this flower for you from the school garden ." He says handing me the rose .

Jesus Christ he is so cheesy….

"Thank you Edward ,you can take your seat ." I smile looking down at the flower .I looked down feeling my cheeks turn red as a damn tomato.But was taken out of my trance by someone saying.”Freak ."and the whole class starts laughing like idiots.

"Hey, it is not nice calling people that." I snap at whoever said that .No matter who it was I didn’t like people bringing other people down .

"Teacher's pet freak." I heard Jason whisper.

"Jason!" I raised my voice and Jason panic.I have never raised my voice at my students before but one thing I hate is bullying "I'm sorry ." He says softly blushing slouching back in his seat.

I tried my best to control

Myself and try to calm down so I close my eyes and turn around to face the board and started with the lesson.

"Ok class today we will be talking about the Great Depression,what can anybody tell me about it ." I ask turning around to face the class and looking around to see who would answer and I notice Eddie opening the gift then he lifts up his head and looks at me giving me a smile .

Fucking smile I love that smile and those damn dimples ..

But I need to have self control and control myself because I’m supposed to be a teacher not another student here I need to act professional but with Eddie is so hard sometimes.

"So Knowone then ,ok then, "I went back to the white board where I had written some facts about the Great Depression that the class needed to write as soon as they walked in but I didn't notice anyone take out their paper and pen, only Eddie and Robin ."so I'm guessing everyone finish writing the notes." I say erasing everything from the white board I hated being a mean teacher but I hated more that they didn't take the class seriously .They tend to ignore thinking because I’m a young teacher I’m going to be nice to them and passed them but that’s not how it is .

I turned to face the class and sat on my desk and started giving them some facts about the Great Depression "The Great Depression (1929–1939) was an economic shock that impacted most countries across the world. It was a period of economic depression that became evident after a major fall in stock prices in the United States.The economic contagion began around September and led to the Wall Street stock market crash of October 24 (Black Thursday). It was the longest, deepest, and most widespread depression of the 20th century.."

I started teaching my class but kept my eyes on Eddie whose eyes were glued to me and wouldn’t look anywhere else .Even when I wasn't looking at him I could feel him staring at me .And that’s how it went the whole class with Eddies eyes on me .It was hard not to stared at him but I try my best and survived that class.

During my lunch period I decided to go to the mall. I didn't tell Eddie because I knew he would want to come with me so instead I took Dustin with me.I convinced him by telling him that I was buying him a burger ,fries and a milkshake.

"So what are we doing here ?" He asks with his mouth full of food .

I could literally see the food he was chewing. I know he was doing it on purpose.

"I'm buying Eddie a birthday gift ,you know how he has that pick necklace ." I tell Dustin and he nods "well I saw this really nice necklace at the jewelry store for his guitar pick ."

Dustin's eyes widened when I said to the jewelry store"how much is the necklace ?" He ask

"It doesn't matter how much it is but I need you to tell me if he would like it ." I ask nervously

"Ok let's go ." He stands up throwing his trash away only bringing his milkshake with him.I look at him and hated that he was able to eat without feeling nauseous or without puking because lately that’s all I’ve been doing except for Today.

Today was the first time since I came back from New York I was able to eat something without puking it and I was proud  maybe I did have some kind of bug .

But then I felt as I was realizing that I was able to take in the food ,my stomach started to feel weird .I shouldn't have thought anything, maybe it would just go away while we walk.

Maybe I ate too much.

So I ignore that feeling and headed to the to the jewelry store to look at all of the necklaces until I found the one I had like it was a silver one. It was beautiful. It was white gold .

"HOLY SHIT!!! That's expensive !!!" Dustin shouts making a  bunch of people turn our way "Dustin language ?!" I whispered, "That's expensive Eddie is not gonna accept that ." He tells me by pointing at the necklace behind the glass counter  "why not?" I ask nervously "I mean he is gonna love it but he doesn't like expensive gifts ."

"But we won't tell him are we ?" I turn to look at Dustin "Or I won't take you on a vacation on spring break ." I leaned in closer to  him threatening him "fine I won't say anything ." He finally says slurping on his milkshake .

So I ended up buying the necklace for Eddie and headed to the food court to buy Eddie something to eat.Hopefully we make it on time before his lunch is over.

Well now that I remember he has a free period after lunch so he will be able to eat.

I decided to buy him a double cheeseburger with Fries and Dr.pepper cause I know how that man loves his Dr.pepper but not as much as he loves his Yoo-hoo.

So Right before we were gonna leave, Dustin decided that we should buy milk shakes for Lucas ,Mike and Will, which I can't deny to my little brother even though he was annoying as hell. I would do anything for him .

When we arrived at school we got just time before lunch ended and I headed to the cafeteria with Dustin to help him with the milkshakes and Eddie's food ,we ended up buying milkshakes for Gareth and Jeff as well.

So our hands were full ,when we walked in the cafeteria Eddie turned and saw us walk in and got up running our way to help with the milk shakes .

My man always the gentleman..

"Let me help you ." He says softly, taking the tray of milkshakes "Thank you Eddie ." I tell him nicely"Thank You Eddie ." My little brother says in a high voice mocking me .

"Shut up you dingus ." I smack the back of his head slightly

"Ouch!!" He winced walking away from us flipping me off.

"Hey ,Miss.Henderson "one of my students said while I passed their table.

"Hi." I wave back at them .

"Hi ,Miss.Henderson ." Jason stops in-front of me, giving me a Hershey chocolate.

"Thank you Jasón ." I smile politely

"I heard that's your favorite chocolate and I thought it would be nice to get it for you ." He says blushing ,Jesus Christ don't  tell me he has a crush on me !!!

Someone clears their throat next to me and guess who it was ? If you Guess Eddie yeah indeed it was

"Well shit someone has a crush ." Eddie lets out a sarcastic chuckle

"What?" Jason stood there standing looking like a tomato, his cheeks blushing pink .

"Just messing with you Carver ." Eddie laughs in Jason's face making him flinch.

For the first time ever Jason didn't say anything back. I was actually surprised thinking a fight was gonna start but it didn't .Eddie just walked away and headed to the Hellfire Table with the rest of the boys handing them their milkshakes .

I excuse myself from Jason and walk to the table handing Eddie the bag of Food ."Dustin made me buy you this ."I lied he didn't I was the one who bought it for Eddie cause I know how much he loves those burgers but I wasn't gonna say that in front of the whole cafeteria .

"We'll have a nice lunch guys ." I turn around to walk away but someone grabs my hand and spins me around .

"Eddie !!" I said softly, catching me off guard.

"Thank you for the guitar picks and the Yoo-hoo." He tells me giving me a smirk

"No problem,j-just a-a little "gulp" something ." I stutter with my words. I don't even know why I was stuttering if it was Eddie or it was probably the way he was looking at me right now with those brown chocolate eyes that were making me weak on my knees.

Or the fact that we were in school and he was holding my hand in the cafeteria.Which brought me back to reality janking  my hand out of his grasp .

"I'm sorry ." I mouthed and he just nodded and went back to his table .

As soon as school was over I didn't even bother staying today. I grabbed all my stuff and headed to my car to go pick up the cake for Eddie .

Before leaving I asked Dustin if he needed a ride but he said he was going to Mike's house and Nancy was giving him a ride .

So I guess that left me to go to pick up the cake and head home to decorate for when Eddie gets home .

On my way home I protected the cake with my life and even put the seatbelt on it so I wouldn't  tilt or something I know myself .

I really hope he did like the cake and hoping he didn't get mad at me for surprising him like this .

My nerves were killing me honestly .

I was prepared for the worse

When I arrived home I noticed my door was unlocked even though Eddie had told me he had locked it before leaving this morning .

Or was he here already ..

"Please don't be Here .please don't be Here "i said on my head

I grabbed the doorknob and turned it to open the door and to my surprise it wasn't Eddie but in fact Dustin and Gareth.They had decorated with red and black balloons they were everywhere in the apartment .

Everything looked so beautiful .

"Guys these is so beautiful." I tell them my eyes scanning all round the apartment .

"Well ,we wanted to surprise Eddie if that's ok with you ." Dustin tells me battling his eyelashes

"Well I don't mind, I had actually gotten him a cake for you guys to celebrate with him ." I placed the cake on the table and opened the white box to show it to them .

"Holy shit Dani!!" Dustin gasped "language Dustin." I said sternly

"That's the hellfire logo ." Gareth said

"Yup ,I had it done today ." I tell them

Looking at the cake proudly ..

“Eddie is going to love it!!” Dustin jumped up and down excitedly..

I was hoping Eddie had the same reaction well

At least for him to be as happy Dustin was .

"Thank you so much guys I really appreciate you helping out. I was in a hurry to get here on time before Eddie got here ."

"No problem sis ,but you owe me big time ." Dustin picks up his Thinking cap putting it on his head on his way out grabbing  his backpack .

"We also left some gifts for Eddie ."Gareth points to the stack of gifts in the corner

"Thank you so much guys, you guys are the best ." I went to hug Dustin goodbye and he  hugged me back "love you sis ,tell us if he gets mad ."

Jesus Christ I really was hoping he doesn't .

"Bye we leave before he gets here !!" Gareth shouted from the door and both of them left, leaving me here with nothing to do .

"I'll guess I'll order Chinese to eat ." I tell myself

After ordering our food I went to take a shower ,I still had some time. I guess Eddie usually gets here around 4 but today he said he was stopping at Wayne's after school but he didn't tell me why .

But I kind of figured out why.I didn't bother asking him, I just told him I'll wait till he got home .

....:

2hrs later

So here I was just In my towel looking through my closet I didn't know what to wear ,I didn't want to scare Eddie either dressing all fancy .

"Hmmm." I scanned around until I found one of Eddie's hellfire shirts and put it on without panties and no bra for easier access for Eddie .

I was gonna blow dry my hair but I decided to let it dry by itself.

"Baby I'm ....Holy shit !!" I heard Eddie's voice from the living room .

"Shit ,shit ,shit !!" I ran to open the door to my room and outside to the living room where Eddie was standing looking at the balloons with wide eyes .

"Happy birthday baby ." I got on my tiptoes and pecked his lips ......

Next chapter

[silversdragonemporium]

Fanfic ask meme answers

B: Any of your stories inspired by personal experience?

I take a lot of little things that I experienced/had people tell me because I'm apparently a very good listener.

For example, Good Uncle Rufus turning on that Latin Salsa music at the start of Be Not Afraid for I Am Here is me when I'm too scared to drive around at night alone so I put on the peppiest songs to not be afraid anymore.

C: What character do you identify with most?

When I write a "close 3rd person", I tend to closely identify with whoever I'm focusing on, so I can't really say that I feel a character more than other. However, some characters (like Dimitri) are easier to "tune into" than others.

J: Write or describe an alternative ending to The Forest

Dimitri and Byleth escape from the final story. She tells him "don't talk to me ever again". Dimitri respects her wishes and goes 0 contact. 10 years later, Dimitri becomes the president/prime minister and his first act of office is to send Byleth a letter with an official pardon for her felony and removal from the SO database. He attaches a note saying "I'm sorry for contacting you, but you had to receive this. I will never bother you again."

J: Write or describe an alternative ending to I sought for many things, and I only found DESPAIR

For the longest time, the draft had this ending (TW suicide): Byleth returns to Dr. Seteth after Dimitri kills himself because his love is unrequited and life really isn't getting better. Byleth thinks she's malfunctioning because she leaks out coolant liquid from her camera sockets and just says "That's...sad"

K: What's the angstiest idea you've ever come up with?

Angstiest idea… man. That’s tough. But probably the worst is a story where a girl gets arranged-married to some dude that only wants her as a trophy wife. Her One True Love vanishes without a trace. Eventually they reunite and her lover had forgotten her and married someone else. Like, 10ish years had passed and she even had a kid but she still clung on to “someday my true love will return” only to be utterly obliterated when she realizes that the person the loved most would never truly come back.

L: What's the weirdest AU you've ever come up with?

I’m pretty sure that the “Byleth is some kind of alien that absorbs people into their collective consciousness and Dimitri is sad he's not getting mindsucc’d until the end where he gets to actually be one with them”, is probably the weirdest one I’ve made so far, yeah.

The second weirdest AU is probably the bullet-point ramble I got somewhere where Dimitri ends up pregante (actual system undecided, but its byleth’s). He finds out before Corny tries to sentence him so he flees and gives birth alone in some forest and almost bleeds to death. Man.

N: Is there a fic you wish someone else would write (or finish) for you?

Man, I really want a fic set in SS where Dimitri survives (somehow) and Byleth takes him in as her super-secret husband and he gets to be a stay-at-home dad and just relax and not worry about King-ing… that, or any of my requests from the dmlth winter exchange jejeje

O: How do you begin a story—with the plot, or the characters?

I almost always start with the plot. Or what I call “the bullet list” of what I wanna see in a fic. Generally I just make this bullet list in a single sesh, just to keep the ideas fresh. When writing I can cut out or take detours, but I do like having some idea of where I’m going.

Q: Do you have any discarded scenes/storylines/projects?

I have A LOT of them, but I do my best to keep "my scraps" just in case I might need them later on. Here's a little sample of one of the scraps from Wolf Lord:

When she grabbed his arm and lifted it just a bit to correct his stance, he felt himself burning, burning, burning. But why? He had never felt that way before?  Something about her touch was like fire. Or like thunder. It burned, it seared and it made him shake like a leaf in the wind. “—Good job.” She said, petting his head. What. “Professor—” It was over far too quick. He wanted her to run her hands through his hair, to whisper in his ear, to— “You should cool down,” she said. “You’re overheating.” Oh, she didn’t know just how much he was overheating just being near her. She made him burn inside.

S: Any fandom tropes you can't resist?

I am an absolutely SLUT for the “hey sad person I care about, you want some food/water? Make sure you take something and just take it easy” thing. Those little acts of service. Taking the time to just sit next to someone and look at them in the eyes and just... being there and trying to gently coax them into doing something really basic that can help them get their minds off their pain by putting something easy to do within arm's reach. It’s in everything I make.

U: A pairing you might like to write for, but haven't tried yet.

In my own time, I'm pretty much a monoshipper and most of my attention is stuck on dmlth. But I have been toying around with the idea of a side story for Wolf Lord ft. the sideships, more specifically the Felix ones. But I'm not suuuper bothered about it.

[antpernas]

this post is just to send to my therapist but read if you want to hear the story of how I fell in love with Scorpio (copied from my instagram posts made at the time)

OK PART 1 STORYTIMEE so it was thursday evening i think and i was at bens house and i wanted to (nothing new) rip my head off bc ben was fucking irritating as always nothing new ! i was swiping on tinder no biggie and i matched with andy so i sent him a message telling him i thought he was cute, already within 5 seconds of convo i thought he was either a) just a really confident and aggressively extroverted person or b) legitimately insane, and then after five minutes he asked (since id only be there til sunday) if i wanted to meet up to play piano for funsies and i said Fuck yea! we met halfway at a cute little park and started chatting and he was suchhh a sweetheart and told me more about what this date was on the way back to his area, we ended up staying the night at a church he works at to play on their piano and just goof off but when i tell youuuuy i wasnt ready to a) be serenaded and b) be so encouraged and supported by himm...!!!! im already nervous about piano and playing for people bc im self taught and definitely playing for somebody whos classically trained (and that im trying to court no less) didnt help either but he was so sweet and so genuinely impressed and from the way he said he was going crazy for me i swearrr my heart started doing flipsss he was so sweet we literally just played music with/for each other with candles lit for like 2 hourss then after that we danced with each other and sang spanish love songs and then i geeked about classical music i liked to him and he listened through all my half baked analyses and he was just 🥺🥺🥺 unbelievaaableeeee

anyway we did end up fucking and sleeping in the church BUT besides the point anyway the next day he had promised to go to a weekend nudist retreat with his friend and i was like yes of course i had a wonderful time with you i hope u enjoy the retreat etc. but on the inside i was using my intestines to snap my ribs and stab myself in the heart and lungs bc i knew i was going to have to stay with ben the rest of the trip after such an amazing night... fast forward to friday evening and andy texts me saying his friend was being a prick and that if i was willing to hang out hed come back early and spend time with me... now mind you im not one to celebrate someones misfortunes nor encourage ill sentiment between people... but i DEFINITELY was very happy that i was going to get to see andy again so of course i said "yes please literally kidnap me" and so saturday morning we meet at the park again and he tells me about why his short trip was shit and i tell him about why mine had been shit bc i forgot to explain it thursday night and then we agree to forget about both our shitty gay friends and have fun so he takes me to laguna beach and we go free diving/snorkeling (its my first time) and as soon as we step back onto the beach from like 30 minutes of diving all he does is shower me in praise and kiss me and tell me how impressed he is and all i could think was 🥺 wow and tbh looking back im not sure if me losing my balance and breath at that moment was because of lack of oxygen or because of him flattering me but anyway we got all our stuff and went to a second point to snorkel again, it was high tide so it was hard to get past the rocky part at first and he ended up getting cut trying to wait for me but he assured me it was ok and we swam out together and saw some beautiful sea grass fields and kelp forests 🥺🥺 then after that we went and got dinner and i managed to cover the bill while he was in the bathroom jejeje >:) he tried to pay me back but i just used the cash he gave me as an extra tip (a 100% tip ! yup yup) then after that we went to a second beach and after like 30 mins of looking for parking managed to find a spot!! continued in next post

PART 3 but yea we found a spot and played volleyball and watched the sunset and once i started getting back into the groove of playing (i hadnt played in a HOTTT minute) he was sooo sweet and playfully competitive and im jushdktnrkdjr just so fun and then after that we walked down towards pier and he was blasting music and dancing and ngl i was rly nervous about it but everybody was just super chill and some ppl even started dancing w him and i thought it was so cutee so i just started dancing along side him all the way down to the showers to rinse off and at the showers we just full on started salsa dancing with each other and everybody was so supportive and im 🥺🥺 then after that we went back to the car and started driving back to LA and we came up w the idea to just get a hotel room and have him take me to the airport in the morning and we DID IT also mind you every single time we were in the car we were showing each other music and it was mostly me showing him music and then me geeking and fawning over different artists or pieces in front of him ANYWAYprobably the weirdest part was dropping by bens place to get my stuff but yknow what the brief minute of awkwardness was WORTHHH getting to spend the rest of my time with andy cuz the hotel was so cute we just cuddled and ordered thai food (they fucked up our order so we got a second batch of food for free) and listened to more music and im just 🥺 the next morning he had to rush out because we woke up late and he had promised a friend of his to pick her up from somewhere and he ended up leaving his shirt behind and i still dk if it was on purpose 🥺 after that i took a lyft to the airport and yeah that was my story of how i became obsessed w this cute music teacher 🗿

[misguidedasgardian]

Another fantastic chapter - thank you for uploading this so quickly. 🥰🥰 I was really fuming after reading the previous chapter. 😂😂 Can I ask why Aemond didn’t seem bothered that Alys was pregnant? Did he know and that’s why he didn’t react? Also please tell me that Aemond and Alys don’t get together? 😬😬🙈🙈 But I’m not sure why I care especially as lovely Cregan is on his way. 🥰🥰🥰

So I’m assuming Cole knows about the affair? 😤😳😬 I was super proud that the reader did not let Aemond have sex with her - what a douche! I wonder what Alys wanted to say?

Smart move that the reader didn’t mention the picture to Aemond too - I can imagine he would have wanted to get his hand on that.

It’s going to be satisfying when Aemond realises the reader is on holiday and hasn’t crawled back to him! 🙌☹️☹️☹️🤩🤩🥰🥰🤭🤭😊

AAYY THANK YOU! I WAS SO INSPIRED! JEJE

Well, he was dying inside, but he needed to contain the "problem" at hand, ever the politician, he couldn't react in front of her because that would be admitting that he messed up and for how long he messed up...

Oh yeah I'm petty and after reader, Aemond is not going to get much far in the love department jejeje And Cregan is coming up to be so dreamy 🥰 I'm already organizing a way for all of them to "meet up", i'm thinking, the anual Intercollegiate aliances, (when the seven most important schools meet up, and play sports, and there are competetions and all) super fun... and dramatic MUAHAHA

Oh yeah cole is a misogynistic prick and I'm sure Aemond boasted to him about him banging the "hottest teacher ever" so yeah...

Poor reader wondering if Aemond even showered before he "repeated the dish" with her after Alys... 🤢🤢🤢 reader didn't even wanted to poke him with a stick

The usush... "We didn't mean for that to happen, it just did...", "it was the heat of the moment", perhaps even throw in a "the heart wants wha tit wants" just to finish up the work...

Uuuffff Aemond knows first hand what kind of scandal that would provoke, (being from a political family and all), and if he knew reader had it... ufff I don't know he would have LOST IT

Aemond waiting on reader like...

I'm going to have SO MUCH FUN writing those desperate emails (because reader blocked his ass off) AJAJAJA

[dearestones]

Hola hola, Devin. ¿Cómo estás? 

Recuerdo que hace un tiempo te dije que te volvería a molestar con preguntas tontas jajaja, y estoy aquí, a punto de hacerlo. Si te hablo en español es porque son “temas” donde mi inglés se vuelve nulo. ;) 

Aquí voy: 

No has hablado mucho de Near (adulto) ¿qué opinas de él dentro de una relación sentimental? (Donde N se encuentre bastante interesado). Quiero decir… ¿cómo él podría mostrar afecto o cómo iniciaría la relación? ¿De qué manera podría confesarse hacia esa persona especial? Y yéndonos más lejos… ¿cómo crees que podría ser la primera vez de intimidad dado su personalidad? ¿Cómo iniciaría esa “plática”?

Amaría si respondieras también las mismas preguntas con L. 

Sería grandioso leer una comparativa de ambas personalidades.

Por ejemplo: en cuanto a momentos más íntimos (sobre todo las primeras veces). Te juro que es muy interesante pensar en las preguntas que L o Near harían para efectuar el primer beso, ¿una confesión quizás?, también la primera petición de sexo ¿cuáles podrían ser esas palabras para dar inicio al siguiente paso? Jajaja O también saber quién podría ser posesivo o simplemente celoso…

En pocas palabras: ¿Qué cosas tendrían L y Near en común y cuáles serían completamente distintas en ambos?

*Solo para aclarar (porque quizás no se entienda) mis preguntas son para L con x persona yyyy Near con x persona. Cada uno con su respectiva pareja. NO shippeo a L y N jajaja. Lo digo porque quizás podrías malinterpretar mis preguntas, ya que el español es bastante confuso a veces.*

De verdad me gusta bastante cómo escribes y amoooooooo leer tus puntos de vista, creo que eres genial en esto. De hecho por ti entro a Tumblr con regularidad.

Disculpa de nuevo por haberte molestado con tantas preguntas. Tómate el tiempo que necesites para responderme porque sé que debes ser una persona ocupada.

Muchísimas gracias de verdad. 🫶

¡Hola! Lo estoy haciendo muy bien, ¡muchas gracias! Espero que no te importe que traduzca tus preguntas jejeje

(También quiero decirte que estoy usando spanishdict.com porque ha pasado un tiempo desde que escribí en español, así que si el español es raro es por eso)

Translation/Traducción:

I remember that a while ago I told you that I would bother you again with silly questions hahaha, and I am here, about to do it. If I speak to you in Spanish it is because they are “topics” where my English becomes null. ;) Here I go: You haven’t talked much about NEAR (adult). What do you think of him in a relationship? (Where N is quite interested). I mean… how could he show affection or how would he start the relationship? In what way could he confess to that special person? And going further… how do you think it could be the first time of intimacy given his personality? How would you start that “talk”? I would love if you also answered the same questions with L. It would be great to read a comparison of both personalities. For example: In terms of more intimate moments (especially the first times). I swear that it is very interesting to think about the questions that L or NEAR would ask to make the first kiss, maybe a confession?, also the first request for sex, what could those words be to start the next step? Hahaha Or also know who could be possessive or just jealous… Bottom line: What would L and Near have in common and what would be completely different in both? Just to clarify (because maybe you do not understand) my questions are for L with x person yyyy Near with x person. Each with their respective partner. I DO NOT ship to L and N hahaha. I say this because maybe you could misunderstand my questions, since Spanish is quite confusing at times. I really like how you write and loooooove reading your views, I think you're great at this. In fact, because of you I enter Tumblr regularly. Sorry again for bothering you with so many questions. Take the time you need to respond to me because I know you must be a busy person. Thank you very much indeed.

First, in Spanish!/¡Primero en español!

Hmmm, como con la mayoría de los personajes de Death Note, especialmente con los personajes más inteligentes y fríos, creo que tomaría mucho tiempo y mucha confianza para cualquiera de ellos entrar en una relación. Si Near estuviera interesado en alguien, hombre o mujer, creo que tendría que establecer una relación que pudiera y debiera soportar muchos años antes de comenzar una relación con ese tipo de persona.

Honestamente creo que N es AroAce y el sexo repulso. En el lado de AroAce, creo que sería extremadamente aromántico, pero si se presiona, demisexual. Esto significa que tendría que formar una conexión emocional con la persona antes de ganar sentimientos románticos. Mientras tanto, en cuanto a la parte asexual... No creo que desee sexo en absoluto. Mientras que creo que L sería bastante cómodo y está más que abierto a pagar a los trabajadores sexuales o invertir en ciertos “juguetes”, lo mismo no puede decirse de N.

La repulsión sexual puede deberse al hecho de que es más frío que L y no parece depender tanto de la conexión humana (pero todavía necesita cuidadores para asegurarse de que sus necesidades sean satisfechas). También creo que él favorece las diferentes texturas y es extra sensible al tacto por lo que si tuviera una pareja, tendrían que respetar eso si tuvieran una relación que se centre en la estimulación mental más que en la gratificación física.

El inicio de una relación tendría que recaer en la persona que está interesada en N. No creo que N expresara sus sentimientos porque no creo que reconozca sus sentimientos, si los hay, son de naturaleza romántica o sexual. Además, podría rechazar a la persona confesando o tratando de iniciar la relación porque podría pensar que no tiene sentido perseguir algo que puede no durar o porque no ve por qué deben cambiar la dinámica de su relación actual.

Intimidad con N... Se centra más en expresar la vulnerabilidad no a través de medios físicos, sino a través de medios emocionales. Creo que se reprime mucho de sí mismo porque toma casos como L y ha sido introvertido y autoaislado de niño. Además, las personas que lo conocían mejor y podían desafiarlo (Mello) ahora se han ido, por lo que podría haber algún trauma que no está dispuesto a admitir que lo persigue. Es raro que se abra, por lo que si un socio tiene éxito, entonces realmente debe confiar en ellos.

L, por otro lado, siento que sería tan frío y calculador como N, pero favorece mejor la conexión humana. Podemos ver en canon que parece haber una afición a Watari (aunque eso podría ser debido a la historia compartida), pero la mayoría de la gente estaría de acuerdo en que su relación con la Luz era extremadamente homoerótica. (No envío estos personajes en absoluto, pero no soy jejeje ciego).

L es probablemente más directo y está dispuesto a ser más directo acerca de iniciar relaciones, e incluso va tan lejos como preguntar sobre el sexo, qué posiciones podrían hacer él y su pareja, juguetes, etc. (MISA tenía razón, es un jejeje pervertido). Pero, son las cosas más románticas como la mano sosteniendo y besos castos en las mejillas o en la frente lo que mueve L. Puede que no lo muestre, pero piensa en el sexo como transaccional y la gratificación del cuerpo.

Claro, hay algunas emociones involucradas, pero eso es principalmente debido a las hormonas y los químicos en el cuerpo. Así que, si su compañero lo llevara de rodillas y prácticamente lo seduciera sin previo aviso, todo lo que tienen que hacer es cepillarse los labios contra sus nudillos... o tal vez acaricie su cabello y lo peine hacia atrás para hacerlo menos desordenado... ¡tal vez incluso apoye su cabeza contra su hombro!

Son los gestos casi platónicos los que hacen que L te quiera aún más que los avances demasiado sugerentes. En cuanto a la dinámica de las relaciones para los dos ...

Siento que N estaría abierto a tener una relación abierta. ¡Para él, las relaciones ya son mezquinas y extrañas! Y también sabe que no puede cumplir todos los deseos de su pareja, especialmente en lo que respecta a la variedad romántica y sexual. Si el socio lo desea, puede traer otro socio (con la aprobación de N) a la relación. La única estipulación es que N confía y es capaz de trabajar y entender al nuevo socio. Es posible que no pueda conectarse emocionalmente con ellos, pero es posible que N comience a confiar en ese nuevo compañero.

N no es propenso a los celos, pero si su pareja se lastima debido a la nueva adición, se volverá frío y enojado en su nombre.

Por otro lado, siento que L sería muy posesivo y celoso una vez que se da cuenta de que la relación entre él y su pareja no es transaccional. En ese momento, dejará de tomar a otros amantes o trabajadores sexuales y se centrará en su pareja principal. Está abierto a todo tipo de relaciones y no se preocupa por los roles de género en las relaciones, pero prefiere mantener a su pareja para sí mismo.

Confía en su pareja, pero no puede evitar sentirse un poco posesivo si su pareja coquetea con otra persona. Si se siente particularmente malhumorado o inclinado, es lo suficientemente mezquino como para promulgar venganza.

En resumen, tanto L como N son caracteres muy similares. Pueden ser fríos y despiadados, pero L es más sexual, mientras que N es más cerebral en las relaciones. Ambos prefieren parejas que sean tan inteligentes como lo son, pero N le gustaría alguien que sea empático y comprensivo de sus deficiencias, mientras que L quiere alguien que no se preocupe por las normas en la sociedad.

Como siempre, ¡muchas gracias por sus amables palabras y apoyo! Estoy tan contento de que te guste venir a tumblr en mi nombre, jejejej ¡Eso me hace muy feliz! :D

¡Y no te preocupes por las preguntas! ¡Me gusta responderlas y formular respuestas! ¡Gracias de nuevo y espero que tengas un día maravilloso! :D

Now in English!/¡Ahora en inglés!

Hmmm, like with most of the characters in Death Note, especialy with the more intelligent and cold characters, I think that it would take a long time and a lot of trust for any of them to enter into a relationship. If Near were to be interested in anyone, man or woman, I believe that he would have to establish a rapport that could and should withstand many years before he begins a relationship with that sort of person. I honestly believe that N is AroAce and sex repulsed. On the AroAce side, I think he would be extremely aromantic, but if pressed, demisexual. This means that he would need to form an emotional connection with the person before gaining romantic feelings. Meanwhile, as for the Asexual part… I don't think he desires sex at all. Whereas I think L would be quite comfortable sex and is more than open to paying sex workers or investing in certain "toys", the same cannot be said for N. The sex repulsion may be due to the fact that he's more cold than L and does not seem to be as reliant on human connection (but he still needs caregivers to ensure that his needs are met). I also think that he favors different textures and is extra sensitive to touch so if he were to have a partner, they would have to respect that if they were to have a relationship that focuses on mental stimulation rather than physical gratification. The initiation of a relationship would have to fall on the person who is interesed in N. I don't think N would express his feelings because I don't think he would recognize his feelings, if any, are romantic or sexual in nature. Furthermore, he might reject the person confessing or trying to start the relationship because he might think there might be no point in pursuing something that may not last or because he doesn't see why they should change their current relationship dynamics. Intimacy with N… It's more focused on expressing vulnerability not through physical means, but through emotional ones. I think that he represses a lot of himself because he takes on cases like L and has been introverted and self isolated as a child. Furthermore, the people who knew him the best and could challenge him (Mello) are now gone, so there might be some trauma that he isn't willing to admit haunts him. It's rare for him to open up, so if a partner succeeds, then he must truly trust them.

L, on the other hand, I feel like he would be as cold and calculating as N, but he favors human connection better. We can see in canon that there seems to be a fondness of Watari (although that might be because of shared history), but most people would agree that his relationship with Light was extremely homoerotic. (I don't ship these characters at all, but I am not blind jejeje). L is probably more straightforward and willing to be more upfront about initiating relationships, and even goes so far as asking about sex, what positions he and his partner could do, toys, etc. (Misa was right, he is a pervert jejeje). But, it's the more romantic things like hand holding and chaste kisses on the cheeks or on the forehead that flusters L. He may not show it, but he thinks of sex as transactional and the gratificationf of the body. Sure, there are some emotions involved, but that's mostly because of the hormones and chemicals in the body. So, if partner were to bring him down to his knees and practically seduce him without warning, all they have to do is brush their lips against his knuckles… or maybe stroke his hair and comb it back to make it less messy… maybe even lean their head against his shoulder! It's the almost platonic gestures that makes L want you even more than overly suggestive advances. As for relationship dynamics for the both of them… I feel like N would be open to having an open relationship. For him, relationships are already msyterious and weird! And he also knows that he can't fulfill all of his partner's wishes, especially concerning the romantic and sexual variety. If the partner wants, they can bring another partner (with N's approval) into the relationship. The only stipulation is that N trusts and is able to work and understand the new partner. He may not be able to connect with them emotionally, but it may be possibly that N may start to trust that new partner. N is not prone to jealousy, but if his partner gets hurt because of the new addition, he will become cold and angry on their behalf.

On the other hand, I feel like L would be very possessive and jealous once he realizes that the relationship between himself and his partner is not transactional. At that point, he will cease taking other lovers or sex workers and focus on his main partner. He is open to all sorts of relationships and doesn't care about gender roles in relationships, but he would rather keep his partner to himself. He trusts his partner, but he can't help but feel a little possessive if his partner flirts with someone else. If he feels particularly moody or inclined, he is petty enough to enact revenge. In short, both L and N are very similar characters. They can be cold and ruthless, but L is more sexual whereas N is more cerebral in relationships. Both of them prefer partners who are as intelligent as they are, but N would like someone who is empathetic and understanding of his shortcomings while L wants someone who doesn't care about norms in society. As always, thank you so much for your kind words and support! I'm so glad that you like coming to tumblr on my behalf, jejejej That makes me really happy! :D And don't worry about the questions! I like answering them and formulating responses! Thanks again and I hope that you have a wonderful day! :D

[jeffrevolucion]

Mi gente! Happy to share a new Late Horizon with you! I had a lot of fun playing a club gig and some private parties the last couple of weeks. It made me feel like this one should capture some of that spirit and be more loose and fun. Although I couldn’t help myself and started quite chill, with a trippy break in there as well (sorry?). But yeah definitely some house, vocals and fun edits in there. I also had one train wreck, which I’m not that happy about (to say the least). But yeah you just have to go on. Also experimented with some of the effects that the studio's mixer had to offer for a particular break, my very basic mixer at home has no effects whatsoever. I thought it would sound good jejeje. I choose Dub Echo because the name sounds cool, but let’s just say what’s in a name eh? Also a first: trying to beat match ocean waves... Don’t you forget to look back and appreciate what you have sometimes? Well, I sure do. So yeah went back into the archives and found some older stuff I always wanted to play out but somehow did not get the chance to. Some new in there as well though! Last minute additions even, like the new Peverelist (I mean I just had to) on Livity Sound and Doctor Jeep on TraTraTrax. The latest No Future compilation too, it was hard to pick one tune. Enough of me talking too much about music, just listen to it (or not). X

[euphoricfilter]

hi boo it’s birthday anon!!! i decided my “name” and i think it’s gonna be 🌙 anon if that’s okay????? I JUST WANTED TO UPDATE YIH OAKY :D anyways, i got to work at 5:30 am and i haven’t slept, my period and cramps have me so nauseous and i’m about to faint but i decided to come n say hi bc i’ve been a bit in n out of tumblr 😩 i hope u have a wonderful day !! i miss talking to ppl on here bc it’s so fun!! WE R FRIENDS (if that’s ok w u jejeje) <3

babes you’re back!!!!!!!! 🫶🫶🫶

YES THATS LITERALLY SO CUTE AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE ANYRHING SPACE RELATED SO YES ITS BEYOND PERFECT

oh no 🥲 maybe take some medicine, and make sure to drink water. usually when my cramps are bad i take a nap and then feel better but if you’re at work just make sure you’re hydrated and try and take something to ease the pain even if it’s only a little bit ☹️

i’m getting ready for bed now but i had a really good day, ytc in cinemas was literally one of the best things that’s ever happened to me and i had so much fun. i think i’m gonna lose my voice tomorrow though from singing but it was definitely worth it and i got a taehyung photo card so i’m vibrating and i will never recover because he looks so good in it

on another bright note, i think im half way done with your request 🫶 i thought of a theme i wanna go off and i’m sticking to it and hoping it’s cutie lovely cool, i’m still sad i won’t be able to post it in a couple of hours though but it’ll have to be a belated gift

YES WE’RE FRIENDS IM MORW THAN OKAY WOTH THAT I LOVE TALKING TO PEOPLE IT ALWAYS MAKES EVWEURHING SO FUN 🫶

[darlingpwease]

Yep! All /gen

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Children??!!? Oh god I'm not ready for kids orz– what have I done?!! /j

I feel like I need to find a place to go to when I want to hide when moments like these happen. /j!!.../hj

Yess wrote that message for u <33 even tho it's all jumbled and messy lol

Ahhhh pls I like doing it!! Even tho it may not be much I think it's awesome /gen love ur works, ideas, all of it!! It's amazing :DD

AHAHAA I doubt that but that's so sweet <333 I'm happy u find me 'interesting' tho, that's also a new one lolol /pos I trust u on that tho!!! I don't wanna come off as creepy so please let me know if i ever do :'')))

I don't know how to express what I want to do with you </3333

Biting seems to be a theme so I wouldn't be surprised if thats it /t /pos

Well, to be fair, I don't think there's any way for u to come to me lol /neu but I do worry I come to u too much tbh, I don't wanna bother u or other readers that come and view ur profile /neu

As if!! Dw dw, I don't see myself possibly losing interest bubba <333 ur wonderful :)))

NOOO!!! I was honestly worried that it would come off as rude,, all positive I promise I promise!!

¡ESPERAR! ¿Estás diciendo que puedo morderte? Jejeje.... maybe I should? ♡.... me elogias demasiado </33 /pos

Maldito... ¿No ambos? Bueno, valió la pena intentarlo... </33 /t

Me tratas muy bien, cariño. ¡¡Debería tratarte mejor!! Y está bien, ese es un pequeño precio que puedo ignorar fácilmente <33 /t /hj /pos

-panna cotta

hhhhhh,,,,, cutie<3

NOOOOO don't look at me like that!!! </3333 /hj

HFHDHDHFHFH what do you mean you're not ready??? then who wrote a thread with me about slime and yuuta??? then who spoke with me about toge??? then whose written-babies are in the drafts??? whose lovely??! take responsibility!!! take it!!! you should have thought earlier!!! </3333 /j

metaphorically or physically, my lovely sugarheart? <3 /hj /pos

still sounds like surrealism, dear cotta;;; wrote? for me? you were thinking about me when you wrote? hhhhhhh </3333,,,,, /pos

hwhwhwhwhw,,,,, I think I need to hide somewhere now;;; listening to it is so fluttering but strange </3333 /pos

I mean, the only way to test it is to find out, hm? /t

I don't usually say "interesting" because it sounds a little strange in relation to a person, but this, in general, is the most important criterion for me — if it's not interesting, then I don't do it. I move with my momentum, so I assure you that as long as I'm interested in something, nothing else matters — but of course I'll tell you if something goes wrong. there's nothing wrong with that, anyway, so don't worry, panettone, you're too good and respectful to be creepy for me <3 /t

noooo definitely won't bite you; I tell you too often, you stop taking it seriously already </3 I'll think of something that will help me express it, honey.

well one day I can come to you as anon—

you don't bother me, I'm always looking forward to your messages and answers; you're my regular sweetness, I can't be unhappy when I see you <3 /gen /srs

if you are uneasy, we can move on to a new blog for such a chat while I will transfer all the elements of new ideas and works here when they appear, lovely; it's not difficult or weird for me.

sweetest, I don't want to sound passive aggressive, but if they don't like it, they can just unsubscribe. I don't hold anyone by force and they always have a choice to leave; I've already talked about it once and my opinion hasn't changed — and you shouldn't feel uncomfortable because of some metaphorical reader who can theoretically go to my profile and see that I love you very much. after all, I'm not shy about it.

I hope that it will be so, my lovely one!!! I wouldn't want that </3

it wasn't rude; it was a little intimidating </3 I understood that it was unlikely that you would try to sound aggressive, given your peacefulness, and your answer was even pleasant when I translated, but before that it was a little scary </333 /neu!!! /<3

мммм, только если тебе очень этого хочется~ <3 my yakhontovy, пока это ты, я согласен на все, даже позволить тебе укусить меня♡ конечно, я не такой хорошенький для укусов как ты, но это не то чтобы проблема, ммм? <333 /pos /ht

(тебя невозможно слишком хвалить; мне всегда кажется, что неважно, как часто я тебя хвалю, этого просто недостаточно, я должен делать это ещё чаще и больше /hj /pos)

хехехе, нет~ только одна опция, чтобы ты не смог перенасытиться этим, иначе какими ещё способами я буду играться с тобой? <3 /t

ммм, если ты можешь игнорировать эту цену, то я буду вынужден повысить её, пока она не достигнет моей ценности, дорогой, иначе это неинтересно. хотя если ты согласен чтобы я всегда держал тебя с тобой, мне не нужно ничего больше — все остальное я могу получить по мере <3

hehehe, ты определенно должен относиться ко мне лучше~ например, продолжить быть такой прелестной драгоценностью и вызывать у меня желание спрятать тебя в сундуке где-нибудь в море как делают с хорошими порядочными драгоценностями <3333 /t /pos я обещаю хорошо заботиться о тебе и не позволить каким-нибудь герояем добраться до тебя /hj