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heartstringsduet · 18 hours
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Happy Wednesday 🥰 Been writing this fic for the last few days and trying not to THINK at all while I do...is that a good idea? idk but it makes me hate my writing less and have a little fun. can you believe I would write Michelle into a fic. thanks for the tags @im-overstimulated-and-im-sad @paperstorm
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Carlos wonders what bad blood lived between them but with how defensive TK seems and how Judd has become more reactionary since the explosion, he can see how they’re matches lighting each others oils. Michelle confirms as much as she delicately picks at his focaccia with two fingers.
“I mostly keep out of firefighter business, but these two are constantly at each other’s throats," she says. "Honestly? It makes me want to shake them and tell them that there are more important things in life.”
Carlos knows not to go further into what Michelle is implying, because they will inevitably talk about Iris’ missing soon enough and the longer he can prolong that topic trying to tip the shield off what he smoothed over, the better.
“Really? Who starts these fights?”
Michelle pops an olive into her mouth and chews. “Not sure but if I were to guess, it’s the captain’s son. He’s been a bit of a seesaw.”
“What do you mean by that?”
“One day he is super open and friendly, joking with everyone, except maybe Juddie, the next he snaps at everyone and takes his lunch out to eat alone. My office is opposite his father’s and I hear him heave a sigh multiple times a day because of his son.” Michelle’s sharp eyes narrow. “Why the interest?”
Turns out, Carlos liked it better when she stuck to talking about herself. “Just asking.”
She hums and leans back into his couch. “I saw you dance with him at the honkytonk. And I’ve known you since you were still squeaky-voiced and hadn’t even reached my shoulders yet. God, your mop of curls was cute, you wear it too short now.” He moxes away before she can tug at his short strands. Her grin grows, then grows smaller. “You had your moon eyes out when you spun him around. But Carlos, he--”
“I know he has a boyfriend.” It still burns on the way up. Great.
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meshiinuma · 2 days
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sighhh thinking abt being in lesbians with fem suguru ,,,,,,,
tw: suggestive
she makes you hang out in the same dressing room stall as her, telling her what you think of every outfit. especially with swimsuits because she doesn't want to be walking around with the bottoms shoved over her underwear, looking silly.
specifically today she was trying on a few swimsuits with you. suguru was toying with the tiny ruffle on the blue gingham tube top. you picked it out for her because of the cute little red bow on the top and the matching bottoms.
"it really looks okay?" she turned to where you were fiddling with your own swimsuit. "of course! you look good in anything sugu," you cooed and kissed her exposed tricep, a detailed sacred heart tattoo taking up most of her left upper arm.
she giggled, "i know," suguru turned back to the mirror and ran her hands over her hips one last time before stripping.
of course you whistled lowly at her bending down to pull the bottoms off fully. she threw them right at your face.
suguru ends up cycling through a few more, choosing which would be worn to satoru's pool party and which would be put back on the rack.
then she lands on a skimpy black bikini set.
"now i wonder who put this here..." suguru turns to you with a knowing smirk as you shy away.
"yeah...i wonder..." she rolls her eyes and starts with the top.
it goes on okay, but she struggled with making it fit right around her tits, "huff i don't think it's gonna fit right," she fiddled with the straps as you got your clothes back on, already completed with your selections.
"lemme see..." you came up behind her and tried to make the straps looser, but found they were extended as far as they could go.
"hm. maybe see if the bottoms fit?" they were equally as strappy with just one thin strip of fabric covering all her lady bits. not too far off from the top, containing two finger sized triangles to cover her nipples.
"i can try adjusting it at home if everything else fits fine, i like how it looks." yet again, she ran her hands over her body and posed like she was in a swimsuit ad made for men who'd never seen a woman as ample as her in their life to jerk off to.
suguru started to pull on the bottoms, but stopped right under her ass. in the mirror, her eyebrows were furrowed and a pout turned her lips downward.
"i think..." you stepped back to give her space as she tried to jump to get the bikini bottom on, "i think my ass is too fat." suguru turned around to look at you in disbelief as the black fabric stretched around her rump.
"...i think you're correct..." you smacked her ass.
then your own hand was smacked away.
"no. later. now help me out of this."
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suguru holds your opinions in high regard, which is why you're always there with her when she's shopping for clothes (and totally not to also fluster you)
bra shopping is even worse
actually when she's out and about she doesn't wear anything too revealing, usually a thick and loose hoodie + baggy carpenter jeans
or if she feels like it, maybe she'll walk around in a crop top and some ripped jeans that she fills out quite nicely
her carabiner is always somewhere on the left side of her and clipped to it are, 1) her car keys 2) her copy of the keys to the house 3) a lego minifig that looks like you 4) a simple bead lizard you gifted her long before the two of you started dating
whenever the two of you are going out somewhere fancy though, she dresses to the nines
once for a mildly fancy dinner party, she walked out of your shared bedroom in a strapless black dress that clung to her like oil with two slits riding up her thighs and a playful smirk on her face
the two of you were late that day
another time she picked up a gown that had sheer fabric showing everything off
the two of you forfeited going to the event completely
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"hey."
you startled at the quiet greeting from behind you.
whipping your head around, your poor heart was eased by the sight of your girlfriend behind you.
"hi. what are you doing here?" currently you were supposed to be reshelving books at the library while suguru taught at the ceramic studio.
"returning a book. what's a pretty thing like you doing here?" she leaned closer, her arm going above your head so she could lean as close as possible to your face.
you pressed against the bookshelves behind you, "...shelving...things..." suguru giggled at the waver in your voice.
it's not your fault you get so flustered and nervous around her! she just smells so nice, like fresh herbs and pomegranate, and is so so strong...with her big buff arms that can crush you into powder or gently mold you like you're a lump of clay being thrown on the wheel.
and her lips, two-toned and smeared with something sheer and plum colored every day. pierced too, a shiny lip ring on the left side and an ashley right in the center. her tongue darted out to swipe at her lip ring. if you looked close enough, you could catch a glance of the bar that goes down the middle of her tongue.
"...you listening to me?" finally, you started to pay attention and looked up.
suguru still loomed over you, an eyebrow raised, "i was asking if you wanted to go out for lunch." right. okay.
"yeah, of course. where are we going?" you turned back to the shelves behind you and quickly put back the thick academic tomes in their rightful place.
"it's this really good brunch place, utahime told me about it."
you turned around, the cart next to you fully empty, "alright, lemme go clock out," before you could leave, suguru leaned down to give you a big kiss on your lips.
readily, you returned her affection, but became disappointed when she pulled away.
"we're in public, baby. save it for home, hm?" you pouted.
"hnng...fine." quickly you turned and swiftly walked off with the cart as suguru giggled behind you. she sounded like little bells tinkling.
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suguru has more downtime at the studio than you do at the library, so she drops in to visit you most of the time
when you come into the studio to visit her, sometimes she's finishing a class while other times she's throwing her newest piece
she actually made most of the dishes and huge plant pots in the house
the second the two of you had fully moved into the house, suguru went ahead and made a lovely dinnerware set that you and her painted together
and then the four huge pots that litter the house
you actually have no clue how or when she made them, but all you know is that they're a bit over half your height and have such an intricate design with dragons and various japanese mythology circling the perimeter
suguru seems proud of them, so you don't mind
she often tries to have date night at the studio because she gets an employee discount
also she can sneak you in after everyone's left and give you a one on one throwing lesson
if you ask about recreating the scene from ghost she'll give you a look then lecture you about your current throwing skills (abysmal) (suguru wants to recreate it with you, she really does! it's just...she's seen couples in some of her classes try it and have incredibly wet clay go everywhere)
suguru tries to make as many functional pieces as possible, pots for her plants, little incense holders she can stick around the house, bookends, and more!
but if you show her a video of something cute (and non functional) you saw on tiktok, you bet she'll try her damn hardest to recreate it for you
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dates are always artsy or outdoorsy in nature when it's suguru's turn to pick.
today, she's brought you out to a small wooded area near the house with a picnic basket.
"are we almost there yet?" you love spending time with suguru, but god your calves were burning.
"just a few more minutes! promise," she turned around to give you a little kiss at your hairline.
"'kay..."
suguru wasn't lying, it was just a few more minutes of walking through the mildly uneven terrain before a clearing with a huge tree in the center emerged.
"wow..." you looked up at the tree, catching a squirrel running across one of the branches.
"i know. c'mon," suguru grabbed your hand and dragged you to the thick base of the trunk.
you laid down the picnic blanket and smoothed it out as suguru connected her phone to the speaker she brought out.
once everything was set out, she kicked her tennis shoes off and flopped onto the blanket with a huff.
"now are you feeling the burn?" you asked as you spread some triple berry jam on the sourdough she baked that morning.
"yeah...gimme some of that." she leaned forward and took a bite out of your bread and jam.
"wow. rude. taking from the poor and disadvantaged." she took another bite, unperturbed.
you took your first bite as she started to dig through the basket.
"found the lemonade!" suguru sing-songed and poured a glass of her homemade strawberry lemonade for you. (you'd kill people for it. honest to god)
eventually the two of you ate through the main course (kabab tabei that she made out of some meat replacement she needed to finish. the basmati rice with saffron was pinched between suguru's fingers as she brought them up to your mouth. you wrapped your lips around the tips of her fingers and licked every grain off, holding her gaze. the potato tahdig dipped in mast-o-khiar ended up being wiped all over the lower half of your face after suguru leaned forward and stole a bite right from your mouth.) and moved on to dessert.
suguru pulled out a plate of knafeh khishneh, freshly made that morning. she pulled you onto her lap, having you straddle her thighs as she carefully cut a piece.
"say ahh," her voice became soft and sensual as she held a forkful out to your mouth.
you leaned forward to take a bite, crispy sweet goodness filling your mouth.
"oh muh goh..." you moaned around the knafeh and savoured the flavors rolling over your tongue.
it slid down your throat to your belly, "that's so good sugu..." she grinned and kissed you.
the way her lips melded to your own always made you weak in the knees, at least you were sitting down this time. suguru tastes like lemon mint tea and her pomegranate chapstick everytime you kiss her, transferring the taste over to your own mouth. it makes you almost euphoric.
reluctantly, you pulled away from the enchantress that is suguru geto.
"your turn," you whispered in her ear and carved out a slice with the same fork she fed you with.
her mouth opened wide when you brought the fork up, closing once it got close enough.
you watched, entranced, as she chewed with her eyes closed and groaned around her food.
suguru swallowed and you watched as the knafeh made it's way down the column of her throat.
"good?" you asked teasingly.
"so good," she sounded breathless.
that's how the two of you were sat as the plate slowly dwindled until there was only one bite left.
"last one..." this time she grabbed the piece with her hand and fed it to you, bit by bit.
when the last section made it onto your tongue, you licked the sugar off each of her fingers. carefully, like you were at an alter of something more holy than anything that's walked this earth.
suguru just watched you with her lips parted and chest heaving a tad.
once her fingers were licked clean, she gathered you up and held you to her bosom.
"so," kiss! "so," kiss! "adorable!" biiig kiss!
you giggled at the affection and nuzzled underneath her chin as she leaned back until the two of you hit the blanket.
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two times a week is when you and suguru decide to have date night, one day is what one of you decide and the other is something the both of you decide on together
outside of date night, the two of you try to spend as much time together in general
waking up in the same bed, eating meals together, commuting together, grocery shopping together, etc
sometimes date night is just staying in and making dinner together
you know suguru's getting serious when she pulls out the apron made with thick canvas and dyed a deep olive green
the way she ties it around herself emphasizes her figure and unfortunately you're only human (you grab her boobs from behind a lot. it gets you banished from the kitchen)
most of the time you're able to behave yourself and help with cutting things
dinner date nights usually result in suguru making an incredibly elaborate meal with multiple courses, because of course she overachieves whenever she can
if she needs to let some food rest or cook in the oven for an extended period of time, she'll wander over to where you're sitting and melt into you
cooking so much is exhausting!!
suguru gets her energy back from kissing and coddling you, she says
you'd debate the facts of that if you didn't enjoy her attention focused solely on you that much
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it's late. late enough that the full moon is flooding through the window and illuminating the whole bedroom.
suguru faces the window that looks out to the empty space behind the house as she peels her bra off.
you stare at the few jasmine (yesterday it was lavender, day before that was moonflower) petals that fall out of the cups, the rest staying in, and wait for suguru to gingerly pick them up from the ground.
the white of the petal greatly contrasts with the dark of the wood floor, making it look like stars bloom wherever suguru goes.
she picked them up and collected the flowers back into her bra.
tomorrow she would spread them out in the river on her morning walk.
from your point on the bed, on your side and below her, it looked like suguru was something coming down from heaven. with the way the moonlight hit her skin and made her glow, almost.
suguru turned to look at you, something sad in her face.
"hi." she sounds meek. quiet. defeated.
"hi." you wanted to help.
slowly and sluggishly she dragged herself over to the bed where you still laid.
she hovered over you, bare except for her underwear covering her lower half.
her rough hand went to the side of your face and you leaned in instinctively.
your eyes felt heavy with fatigue, but you wouldn't fall asleep. not yet. not without suguru.
silently, her forehead bumped against your own and nuzzled into you.
her lips connected with yours shortly after, no tongue though. just something chaste and light. comforting even. she still tasted like lemon mint tea. still tasted like pomegranate. something bitter and smokey was present this time.
once suguru pulled away and your eyes opened, you saw her bottom lip trembling a bit as she looked upon you.
you tried to sit up, but she delicately laid you back down.
in place of you trying to join her standing, she loosely straddled your middle on the bed.
suguru's inky hair was loose from the usual half up bun and surrounded the two of you like a curtain. like the two of you were the only people in the world.
"what's wrong?" you were so quiet the question sounded almost inaudible.
all she did was bury her head in your shoulder and kiss at any exposed skin she could find. you think you felt hot tears sliding down your neck and soaking into your top.
you kissed the side of her head and let her cry it out, holding her steadfastly.
eventually all her tears dried up and all she did was breathe heavily into you.
"i love you." she was still quiet, but there was some strength in her voice. fullness.
"i love you too." you maneuvered her to be cuddled into your side. if you looked close enough you could see the deepened eye bags under her, normally bright, fox eyes.
suguru clung to you like a second skin until you got too sweaty from the skin on skin contact.
"put a shirt on and then we can sleep, hm?" the suggestion was quiet, but she heard you perfectly fine. she can pick your voice out in a crowd of one hundred, easily.
when she moved to get off the bed and change, you shivered at the lack of warmth. suguru noticed, of course, and spared you a backward glance before taking the huge fluffy blanket at the foot of the bed and tucking you in as gently as possible.
"wait for me, okay?" she kissed your forehead and moved over to the dresser with all of yours and hers clothes.
the way suguru moves, so graceful and powerful, makes you want to get on your knees and do whatever she wished of you. you know she'd do the same for you in a heartbeat.
she flits around the room one more time, picking up a stray sock, closing a drawer, firmly shutting the closet doors. the scrunchie she wears every morning is still on the floor in the same place she flicked it off earlier.
the t-shirt suguru pulled on is actually one of yours. you only noticed after she got in bed and cuddled as close to you as possible.
"that mine?" sleep plagued your voice.
"probably," suguru sounded equally as tired.
you turned to face her fully, "what's up, babe?" your hand extended out to grab her own that rested in front of her face.
suguru's face softened at your worry, "tomorrow. i'll tell you tomorrow." she leaned forward to kiss you on the forehead.
her free hand stroked the side of your face and you sighed at the affection, "promise?" you yawned, getting cozy and cuddly under the toasty blanket.
"promise." suguru yawned after you and tucked herself under your chin.
your eyes closed and you were taken to dreamland with the assurance your lover would be alongside you.
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strangemagicc · 8 hours
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pairings: Eddie Munson x Vampire! Reader, Stranger Things AU
summary: Eddie doesn’t know what it is about you that has him spun, completely under your spell.
author’s note: Uh, I wrote the last 2k with one hand and did my best to edit it, so if you see mistakes (no you didn't) 🖤 i just wanted to write a little something for fun, an idea that popped into my head two weeks ago.
As always any feedback is so appreciated! Thank you for all the support so far 🖤
w/c: 7.7k
warnings: smut - oral (Eddie receiving), unprotected p in v, blood drinking, brief mentions of religion (Christianity) in relation to reader's upbringing, drinking, drugs, death, a small descriptor of reader having hair long enough to tie into a ponytail. Please let me know if I missed any!
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The year was 1740, the year of your birth.
Your second birth. 
You were an average twenty-two-year-old. Desirable by all societal standards but unwed and edging closer to that worrisome age where your family began to question if you would ever marry.
But you didn’t have any desire to be a wife, to give birth to child after child in an endless cycle of pregnancy until the day you died.
It all seemed uninteresting, the furthest thing from your deepest desire. You wanted to be far from ordinary, something so exhilarating that it scared you. Something or someone that even your imagination couldn’t dream up.
One night it seemed like all of your wildest dreams and all your worst nightmares came true at once.
It had been a cold winter night, the snow covered the ground in a thick sheet. Loud underneath your boots as you walked through the town, obscured by your hooded cloak. 
The streets were silent, dark except for the dim light of your oil lantern guiding you on your quest. It was naive in retrospect but your feet moved eagerly toward the secret spot you agreed to meet him. 
Henry Davis was, by all appearances, a gentleman. Minus the usual shrewd regard for anything or anyone considered other. He liked your independence, the way you disregarded societal expectations. 
The way your ass felt pressed against his clothed cock. 
That night was meant to be the night; clothes shed, bodies pressed together, breaths mingling. 
But you never made it there. 
In the dark of night, a shadow shifted and you wrote it off.
Your mind was just playing tricks on you. 
Then another shifted and suddenly you were surrounded, encircled mostly by men you didn’t recognize. Men whose faces were masked in cruelty, their eyes hungry. Angry. The threat of them had sent a shudder through your spine. 
And amongst them was Henry, his gruesome smile the worst of them all. Pride coming off him in waves because you’d been tricked, you’d been had, and it had been his doing.
You were too scared to be embarrassed, your eyes searching for an exit but the men were closing in. 
In an instant, you discovered that it wasn’t your body they wanted. 
It was your blood. 
Their teeth were sharper than the frigid air, cutting into you like knives. 
Stealing your life force. 
Leaving you for dead or close to it. 
You’d laid there dying, vision blurring at the edges as you gasped. Unable to catch a breath. Begging your God for the end.
You’d thought it was a figment of your imagination, that someone had returned and pressed a thick coppery liquid to your dying lips. 
And you thought it was part of dying the way your insides twisted, the way your veins felt like they’d been set ablaze. Heart hammering as it beat wildly against your chest and you clawed at your throat trying to escape what was inevitable. 
Your heart thudded once, twice, and then never again. The final breath that escaped your lips shallow and no longer necessary. 
The silent night turned loud, the sound of the bugs blaring and ringing in your ears. You could see through the darkness, your eyes darting to animals as they scurried in the trees and amongst the fields.
“Hello, my child.” 
His name was Thomas, and he was beautiful. Skin resembling porcelain and free of any blemishes. Captivating blue eyes transfixed on you, hand beckoning you towards him. And without hesitation, you took it.
From that moment he ushered you into a new life. One filled with an endless bloodlust, a seemingly endless need for power and control.
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It is 1989 and you’ve been alive for over two hundred years.
The world around you had changed but you were no different than the day you had died. 
You were the same twenty-two-year-old. Far from average, and beautiful in a way that was unnerving to strangers that encountered you. They were never able to put their finger on it, the way you made them uneasy despite not doing anything for them to feel that way.
Too dumb to realize it was their sixth sense telling them to run, warning them of the immediate danger.
You bored of the hunt long ago, the blood lust not nearly as strong as it once was.
Well…not as fun.
All the money and power hadn’t made you happy.
The joy of exacting revenge and letting Henry meet the sun only lasted a century.
Though it did make you grin when you thought of the way his ashen remains drifted in the wind. 
No one to remember him, no one to care. 
Now, you didn’t know what you wanted but you knew it couldn’t be found in the crowded streets of the concrete jungle and you went searching for something that felt like home.Whatever that meant for an orphaned vampire.
You moved from New York City and made a home out of Hawkins four months ago. 
The small town reminded you of the life you once had. The deafening silence and hushed whispers. Religious nuts with an agenda. 
But you quickly found your crowd, someone you might refer to as a friend if anyone asked. And seeing him every night made your never-ending, suffocating loneliness worthwhile. 
Less daunting. 
You pulled open the doors to The Hideout, their old wood creaking with the force of your strength. 
Eddie’s head cocked up at the familiar sound of your heeled shoes and watched as you approached, a familiar look shading his molten honey eyes.
The kind of look you were used to getting from those around you, their innocent human minds unaware that their attraction was due to the natural vampire allure that exuded from you and made them easier prey. More likely to follow you down a dark alley despite their better judgments.
He smiled at you wide, his dimples piercing the flesh on either side of his plump lips. 
Eddie Munson was a real salt of the earth man beneath the layers of anger and resentment that he hid behind but you’d found that he was easy enough to unravel. Months of nightly visits exposing his molten center and it took him just as long to crack your hardened exterior. 
“Busy night, Munson?” you asked and gave him an equally broad smirk as you glanced around and slid onto the stool before him, a small chuckle escaping your lips when you noticed Mr. Cartwright falling asleep with a beer in hand.
The bar was nearly empty except for a few regulars spread around in varying states of inebriation. Madonna played on the jukebox, a cute blonde danced offbeat to the insipid song. Her partner held onto her like a life raft. 
It was the typical crowd for a weekday. The Hideout’s only busy nights were on Fridays when bands came to play or the weekends when there were specials on the drinks.
“Nothing crazier than a Wednesday night,” he responded, his words heavy with sarcasm and a raise of his eyebrows. His strong hands already reaching for the ingredients of your usual drink.
A strawberry Negroni; a bitter drink with an eerie color resembling blood before it oxidized.
“Am I that predictable?” Your brows quirked as he pushed the glass towards you.
“Just a little, City Girl,” he teased and began to rinse the mixer he’d used to concoct your drink.
You took a swig, jaw clenching as the alcohol burned your throat. The warmth still felt as it settled into your empty stomach.
If you were honest, you enjoyed the quiet lull of the bar and the fact that you got Eddie’s undivided attention. 
At first, you were guarded; completely thrown by his dramatics and how he talked to everyone without restraint. Slowly he had chipped away at your marble exterior, teasing you and asking you questions, at least one, every time he saw you. Doing his best to get to know you better, a concept that had been foreign to you for some time. 
Where are you from?
Why’d you leave New York?
Is it as great as they say?
Why the fuck would you choose to live in Hawkins?
He knew your favorite drink, the songs you hated from the downturn of your mouth whenever they came on the radio, that black seemed to be your favorite color, and he’d noticed that you only came out when the sun had set.
“I have a question for you,” Eddie remarked.
“Don’t you always?” You grinned around your glass and took another sip.
He ducked his head, a hint of embarrassment vibrating off him—the thrum of his heart loud.
“There is one thing I still haven’t figured out,” Eddie began.
“You’ve been trying to figure me out?” You interrupted, settling your glass back onto the wooden counter. A cheeky grin pulling across your lips.
The banter between friends had become passive flirtation weeks ago when you began to crave more than just his blood.
You loved to tease him, to watch how his eyes would always go wide in surprise, or how a crooked smile would spread across his lips. 
“I’m sure everybody in this small town is,” he laughed, though his cheeks turned a brilliant red at your question.
“And what have you uncovered, Detective Munson?” You played along, voice sing-songy in your encouragement.
“Not much,” he raised his hands as if to show you he was empty-handed.
“Why is it that I never see you in town and only see you here when the sun has set? You must work some crazy long hours. You a nurse or something?”
“‘M not a nurse, blood makes me queasy,” you lied. 
Eddie’s lips pursed at your confession, mind working overtime to figure you out. 
“Then what are you? Come on, you’ve got to at least give me a hint,” he crossed his arms and raised his eyebrows at you expectantly. 
Your gaze traced his lean muscle, eyeing the way his biceps bulged beneath the plain black t-shirt he wore. The way his hair was tied into a low bun, loose strands framing the sharp lines of his face. The veins in his hands were pronounced, the blood that coursed within them a low hum. 
If your heart still beat it would’ve been racing with want.
“Now what would be the fun in that?” Your gaze met his as you raised your glass to your mouth, rubbing the cool rim of it against the swell of your lower lip.
You were teasing him despite how close he was to discovering your secret; why you could only come out at night or risked being roasted by the sun.
An intensity passed between you, a stimulating silence that filled the small bubble you shared with him.
“That’s it? No other guesses?” You asked, breaking through the tension.
He shrugged, trying to appear unaffected by the energy buzzing between you.
“Maybe a creature of the night,” he joked and wiggled his fingers at you, making a noise that resembled a caricature of a ghost and for the first time in centuries you giggled.
A light sound that made Eddie feel a pang of pride.
“And if I was?” You arched your brow at him, gazing into his big amber eyes from below your lashes. 
A little hypnotizing. Enticing him despite the looming threat.
“Are we talking furry friend or something closer to Nosferatu?”
“Well, I don’t have a tail to wag and you don’t see me outside howling at the moon tonight.” You pointed a sharp nail toward a window and to the full moon that cast a yellow glow into the darkened parking lot.
Eddie chuckled at your dramatics.
“I mean, I’ve seen Vampira. Undead chicks can be hot,” Eddie shrugged.
“Oh? You don’t mind a little biting?”
You wiggled your eyebrows, listening as the blood rushed to his cheeks, noticing how his breathing quickened at your words.
It had always been a fun little game, toying with a potential meal. Flirting until they were stuttering, unable to produce a sentence. You could still hear what your old master used to say.
Don’t play with your food.
But Eddie wasn’t food and you reminded yourself, repeating the words like a mantra.
Eddie is not food.
Eddie is not food.
“I’ve never shied from a little nibble,” Eddie interrupted your internal battle and leaned his elbows onto the counter, openly flirting despite the thrum of his heart. The nerves that seeped into his sinew.
“I should’ve known,” you pointed your finger at him, fighting the smirk that threatened to give your enjoyment away. 
Eating up his words.
“What is that supposed to mean, city slicker?” Eddie moved a half an inch closer, playing into your game; teasing you just as you were teasing him. 
Daring you to say exactly what it was you meant.
Your usual game of cat and mouse had new stakes. Leaving you to question who was the cat and who was the mouse.
“I could just picture you covered in love bites, dabbling with handcuffs.”
Your eyes drew the brunette in, bewitching him despite your lack of immortal abilities.
“Are you trying to find out?” He challenged you. 
You tiptoed near the line; the one that put you at risk.
“Are you trying to show me?” 
You finished your drink, swallowing hard before setting the glass onto the counter with a thud; fingers playing with the condensation. Eying the way Eddie’s adams apple bobbed as he swallowed hard, his carotid thrumming with exhilaration.
He was caught off guard, your conversation turning from the typical flirty banter to an open invitation. 
The hesitancy was written on his brow, etched into the lines of his forehead and you wished you had the power to read his mind. 
“What if I am?” 
“Then you should come to my house once you close up.” You whispered, leaning closer. 
Instinctively Eddie closed the space, his mouth inches from yours.
You gave him a teasing smirk, reaching over the counter for a napkin before settling back into your seat. He watched as you opened your purse and fished for the spare pen sitting at the bottom. Quickly you sprawled your address on the paper, pushing it toward him once you were done along with what you owed him for your drink.
You didn’t wait for his reaction, hopping off the barstool and walking through the doors. Back into the warm summer air.
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Hawkins smelled a lot like how the world used to before it got itself into a hurry and became a flurry of machinery; polluting the sky with waste from industrialization. 
But this air was sweet; maple leaves and wet soil. The corn fields exuded an aroma that mingled with the rest. 
And the night was loud, the chirping of the crickets amplified. Creating a song with the cicadas that lived in the trees. In the distance, you heard the sound of idling cars and whispers from a pair of lovers near the lake. It had been hundreds of years since you couldn’t hear everything around you. Couldn’t read people based on their increased heart rate, or the sound of their quickening breath.
It was in the streets of New York where you began to long for the mystery, to miss wondering what came next. Trying to guess what someone’s intentions were. It made life less predictable, less monotonous.
Cars whizzed past you as you walked the dirt path that led to your home; an abandoned Victorian mansion that townspeople believed to be haunted.
You’d encountered ghosts before but they didn’t live within your walls. The only thing spooky about the home was its murderous past; though those killings didn’t compare to the trail of bodies you’d left behind.
There was never a knock on your door or any questions raised about your renovations as you scraped and cleaned the dirty interior.
You figured the towners were too polite or scared to ask questions opting to gossip amongst themselves instead. 
But you didn’t mind the whispers. 
Finding amusement in their sideways glances, and increased heart rates when you were around. Fear of the unknown taking hold of them. 
The only challenge of the small town was its population. 
Hawkins had a mere ten thousand citizens, a far cry from the sprawling city you’d retreated from making it harder to hunt. To find food that satiated your hunger. 
You’d settled for rabbits, bobcats; really whatever you could find. But their gamey blood didn’t compare to the richness human prey had to offer. 
Every human had a special flavor based on their dietary preferences and varying lifestyles. Some had bold, deep flavors while others were light; almost tasting of fruit. A select few tasted as polluted as the air around you, toxins mingling within their life force and tainting their taste.
You couldn’t help but wonder what Eddie would taste like. Imagining his strong flavor as his blood coursed over your tongue and your incisors grew, poking into your lips at the thought.
Eddie is not food.
Eddie is not food.
Eddie is not food.
The words repeated over and over, engraining themselves into your brain. 
The door creaked as you stepped into your home, the dank smell of mildew and dust greeting you despite the hours you’d invested trying to clean the place. 
You dropped your purse onto the coat rack nestled by the front door, kicking off your heels and pulling up your hair as you walked further into the home. 
The original chandeliers gleamed above, flashing occasionally due to the old wiring. You’d decided to paint the walls a forest green; a color that stood out against the wood paneling covering half its surface and matching the tiles lining the fireplace in the foyer. 
Candles were perched on nearly every surface, wax melted below them and clinging to the candelabras that held them. 
You ran your hands along the wooden banister above the fireplace, glancing at the grandfather clock that marked the passing minutes in loud ticks.
There were several hours between now and when Eddie got off work. And you debated whether to change into something a little more comfortable. Questioning if that would be too obvious.
Did you really care if it was?
Taking the stairs two at a time you walked to your room and opened the armoire that sat against the wall closest to your bed; rifling through its contents until you found something indecent. Something that left little to the imagination. 
It was a burgundy dress hemmed in black lace that had a deep v-cut down the middle and a high slit on either side revealing the length of your legs. The curve of your ass was nearly exposed and barely covered. 
You sat at your vanity and reached for your red lipstick, swiping the vibrant color along your lips. Smiling at yourself despite the lack of reflection. 
Completely aware of just how good you looked. 
The snap of a twig caught your attention and you stilled as you listened to the approaching footsteps outside your home; recognizing the heavy tread of his shoes.
He’s early.
Eager.
You grinned to yourself and slowly made your way downstairs, anticipating the moment his hand rapt against the wood.
Giddy when it finally did.
Slowly, you opened the door. Measuring his response, enjoying the way his eyes widened and nearly bulged out of his head as he took you in.
“I could’ve sworn the Hideout was open until one,” you tapped a thoughtful finger against your chin. Pressing your lips together to fight the smile that threatened to give your satisfaction away.
“The customers understood I had more pressing plans.” Eddie pushed his hands into the pockets of his jeans, shrugging his shoulders and trying his best to conceal how antsy he was.
And you did your best not to notice.
“Do you want to come in?” You tilted your head and held the door open wide.
“Yeah,” he breathed and walked past you. Eddie smelled of bergamot and tobacco. Cozy, the way a warm fire used to make you feel. You could smell the spearmint gum hidden behind his lips, the tequila still burning on his tongue and you itched to taste him.
You watched as he glanced around your home, auburn curls free from the hair tie that restrained them before. Loose ringlets framing his face perfectly. 
“Knew I recognized the address,” he laughed, eying his surroundings.
“Haven’t been in here since it was condemned.” 
“Are you another superstitious townie?” You teased. 
“Oh come on, the Creel house is definitely haunted.”
“I’ve never seen a ghost.”
“Maybe they’re lurking, watching.” His voice dropped low, eerie as he began circling you. 
Doing his best to creep you out.
You shivered as his warm breath fanned against your exposed skin and if you were still alive your nervous system would’ve triggered goosebumps to sprout along your arms.
He stopped in his tracks as your fingers grabbed onto the fabric of his shirt and held him in place.
“I don’t scare easily, Eddie.” You walked your fingers up his chest and rested them against his sternum, eyeing him with want. 
He bent his head down towards yours, drawn in like any human would be.
But you weren’t ready to devour him just yet.
“Want some wine?”
You didn’t move, enjoying the way his warm breath felt as it fanned across your face. 
He nodded quickly and watched as you disappeared into the kitchen, his hand rubbing where yours had rested. 
Eddie walked further into the home, glancing at the pictures that lined the wall. Photos from an old world, at least a century ago. Solemn faces long gone, captured in a flash. 
He chuckled at the oddities that adorned another wall, preserved insects and wilted flowers. 
“Something amusing?” You questioned, handing a glass to him and holding onto one of your own. The red wine mixed with blood from a rat you’d just captured.
You weren’t fond of rodents but it would satisfy your thirst for now. Otherwise, you risked ripping Eddie Munson’s throat out.
“Just admiring your collection,” he pointed as he took a sip, trying to hide how the tart flavor made his face twist as it coated his tongue. 
“I have loads more in the study, those just happen to be my favorite.”
“Have you always collected bugs?”
“Bugs, trinkets, people. I go through phases.”
“People?” His lip quirked as he took another sip.
“You know, friends. More than friends. Depends on my mood.”
“What type of mood are you in tonight?”
“I haven’t decided yet,” you answered playfully, both of you knowing it was a lie and reached for his hand, guiding him toward the living room. 
His palm was warm against your own, his pulse fluttering and felt throughout your cold body.
Like a jolt of electricity trying to bring you back to life.
The living room was gilded in antiquity, the walls lined with Victorian-style wallpaper. A green that matched the painted walls. 
A record player sat against one wall next to rows of records. A collection bigger than one Eddie had seen, bigger than the stock at the shop downtown. He dropped your hand, immediately intrigued. 
You watched as his eyes skimmed the titles, an impressed chuckle escaping his lips when he recognized they were alphabetized and organized by decade. 
“You listen to a little bit of everything,” he commented.
“I do but the sixties happen to be my favorite decade.”
For the music, the drugs, the sex.
“Let me guess, you were born in the wrong decade?” He snickered and you shook your head in disagreement. Coming to stand beside him, eyes dancing over features before turning to the covers as you recalled the memory of each one.
“I was born at the exact right time, got to experience everything.” 
Eddie’s face contorted, disbelief covering his features.
“You’re only, what, twenty?” He guessed.
“Something like that,” you smiled coyly and reached beside him, pulling your favorite album from the shelf; Rubber Soul by The Beatles. 
“Out of all of them, this is my favorite. Especially Nowhere Man.”
“Why?” He questioned and took another sip of his wine, fully invested.
“When I heard it, I was at a point in my life where I had lived for so long under someone else’s thumb and by someone else’s rules. I didn’t have any other perspective except the one that was given to me. I was nobody. Stuck in this endless comfortable cycle because I was too afraid to be uncomfortable. That’s the whole idea of the song, the angst of figuring yourself out and being too afraid to step out of what you’re used to.”
Eddie stood in silence, processing your words and suddenly you felt awkward. Like you’d shared too much. Made things weird or too heavy.
“I’m sorry,” you shook your head, “I didn’t mean to, like, drop my existential crisis on you.” You grimaced and moved to place the album back on the shelf but he intercepted you.
“You don’t have to apologize, there’s a lot of songs I feel that way about,” he paused. “My mom was more of an Elvis fan but sometimes she played these guys. Had me dancing in the middle of her kitchen. My little feet on her always clean tennis shoes. Personally, I’m a bigger fan of Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band. It was a little more groovy, psychedelic, but we both know that was because of the drugs,” he chuckled. 
“Definitely because of the drugs but then again, there was nothing better than dropping acid and listening to them back then,” you laughed with him, not realizing your slip.
“Back then?” His head tilted in confusion. 
“Yeah, a few years back in New York,” you waved your hand absently, eyes blink quickly. Anxiously. Suddenly very aware that this was incredibly dumb and you were on the brink of revealing your secrets.
“I have Elvis here, what was your favorite?” You changed the subject.
He hesitated for a moment, and you could feel his eyes studying the side of your face before he responded.
“Stuck On You,” he finally answered with a hint of fondness, his eyes somewhere in the past. You reached for the album and placed it on the platter, placing the tonearm down. Watching as the needle fit into the grooves of the record. 
The familiar crackle of the record player warmed you and you looked to Eddie as the song came through the speakers. 
His head began to bob as he closed his eyes and smiled to himself. You wondered where his mind went. If he was right back in the kitchen with his mom. Little feet on hers, small hands clasped to soft palms. 
Eddie held his hand out towards you, a silent invitation. Welcoming you into part of his world, one that felt more intimate than anything you’d experienced. 
The night taking a different turn than you had expected. 
You hesitated, looking up at him with uncertainty but slowly slid your hand into his larger grasp. There was a moment of visible shock when your cold skin was pressed to his again and he jerked at the temperature. Your flesh frigid like the winter you’d died.
But he pulled you close. Your chest pressed to his, one hand nervously resting on your lower back and the other holding onto your hand. 
It wasn’t so much dancing as it was swaying but you could feel his heart beating rapidly against his ribcage and you wondered if he noticed the lack of thrum from yours. 
You closed your eyes, enjoying the press of him against you. The smell of him, the way his long hair tickled your cheek when you rested your head against his shoulder, how his breath skipped when you rubbed circles at the nape of his neck. 
Eddie pulled away from you but still kept you pressed against him, his face now inches from yours. Brown eyes darting from your gaze to the swell of your lips. 
It was a look you’d never had pointed in your direction but read of plenty; longing. 
An unfamiliar emotion clawed at your throat, one you hadn’t addressed since the days you were human; want. 
You wanted Eddie, more than just his blood or his body. In a way that scared you despite all the horrors you’d seen or experienced.
You leaned closer to him, eyes fluttering closed and hoping he’d close the space. Hoping you hadn’t read him wrong. 
His lips were soft as he kissed you once, measuring your response before he kissed you again. Eddie’s hand dropped yours to hold your face on either side, deepening the kiss. Paying special attention to the swell of your bottom lip. It made your body feel like it was buzzing with warmth, how it used to feel when you’d lay out in the sun many years ago. And you wanted to bask in it, to get lost in the feeling of kissing him. Your hands wrapped in his curls, arms twined around his neck. He moved his grasp to your waist, fingers pressing into the skin. Pinky rubbing circles against your exposed thigh and your desire clouded your judgment when you pulled at his lip, sharp incisor swiping against its flesh.
“Fuck,” he breathed and pulled away from you instinctively. Pressing his fingers to his lip and pulling it back, eyebrows raised at the site of blood. 
“Got some sharp teeth, sure you’re not a vampire?” He teased and pressed his finger to his lip again, attempting to stop the blood.
It felt like your mind went blank, every thought and every excuse evading you. Unable to come up with a convincing lie. You stared at him blankly, hand covering your mouth to conceal the fangs that had sprouted in your arousal. 
Eddie’s eyebrow raised as he looked at you, at the horrified expression that painted your features. 
“I was just kidding, City Girl,” he joked but he could tell that something was off. That something was wrong. 
He reached for you but you backed away, hand still covering your mouth.
“Did you hurt yourself too?” He asked, worried and you shook your head no. 
You knew it couldn’t go on like this, that you couldn’t hide forever and have him too. 
And maybe it was for the best that he knew now so he could run. 
He should fucking run.
Your hand dropped from your face revealing the two fangs that pushed against your mouth, their tips poking out and pressing into your bottom lip. 
Time ticked by slower, the grandfather clock’s arms louder as you waited for his reaction. 
Waited for him to run out of the house and tell everyone that the Devil was real and lived in their town. 
“A-are those real?” He approached you hesitantly, eyes focused on your incisors. 
“Yes,” you whispered, closing your eyes and allowing your shoulders to sag. Feeling defeated and exposed.
“You’re a vampire?” Eddie’s voice rose several octaves as he looked at you, eyes round like saucers. The sound of his thudding heart was loud in your ears and you could only nod in response.
“What, were you planning to have me for dinner?” His voice was incredulous, brows raised high on his forehead and lost underneath his curly bangs.
“Of course not,” your voice was sincere and you began to reach towards him but thought better of it, your hand falling to your side. 
It felt impossible to explain that although you craved him that you had no intention of succumbing to your vampirisitc instincts. 
“Then why didn’t you tell me?”
“Do you think I’ve ever openly told someone I’m a vampire? I’m not trying to get a stake through the heart or be forced out into the sun.”
Eddie hesitated, chest rising and falling in quick succession as he studied you. Uncertainty evident in his gaze.
“All that stuff is true?” He asked quieter. 
“Some movies aren’t too far off,” you shrugged. Why did that matter?
“You owe me answers,” he plopped onto the couch, eyes darting to the cushion beside him.
“Are you serious?” You asked incredulously.
“Spill, City Girl.” He pointed his hands toward the couch and you obliged. 
Happy that he wasn’t running away. That for now he was staying.
“What do you want to know?”
“Everything. I mean, how old are you? When were you turned? How were you turned? What’s real and what’s fake?” He began to ramble off questions with the same curiosity you’d grown accustomed to whenever you’d walked into the bar. And the nerves that had been clawing at your throat began to subside.
“I’m twenty-two but I’ve been twenty-two since 1740.” 
“Holy shit-”
His eyes were wide once again and you could tell he was trying to do the mental math.
“Shut up,” you pushed gently at his head but laughed at his reaction. A certain levity brought to the conversation that allowed your fangs to shrink back to normal so you were more human than ghoul.
“So that makes you?
You groaned, humans and their need to put a number to everything.
“Two-hundred forty-nine. If we’re counting.” 
“Wow-”
“I know, I’m old,” You interrupted as you looked at your nails, avoiding his reaction. As though this news was worse than hearing that you were undead.
He grabbed your hand and entwined his fingers with yours. You looked at where you connected and back up at him, warmth spreading in your chest at his dimpled smile.
“I’ve always had a thing for older chicks,” he joked and you rolled your eyes.
“But you weren’t kidding, you have seen everything.”
“Well, mostly everything. I haven’t been around as long as some of the others.”
Eddie’s eyebrows shot up at your revelation. 
“Some of the others?”
“There’s an elder who’s a few thousand years old,” you shared, slightly uncomfortable. It was against the rules of the coven to share your secrets, your history, with humans. Only the Elders could decide who was worthy.
“Is that who turned you?” 
You’d never talked about that night before, it wasn’t a conversation you had with other vampires. They didn’t focus on how they became just on what they were and it was easy to adopt that mindset, to try to push the cruel memory to the recesses of your mind. 
“No,” you shook your head. 
“My maker’s name was, is, Thomas. I don’t know his exact age but I imagine he is older than even the world that I was born into.” 
“Did you ask him to change you?”
You couldn’t help but laugh. Some of the humans who’d offered themselves as concubines or servants to the Elders had begged for the gift but you couldn’t imagine being a vampire now that you’d lived the life of one and endured the years of suffering. The endless hunger and the isolation.
“Back then, the church saw anything that wasn’t scripture as the work of the Devil. There were whispers of witches and worshippers. Talk of animals that had been butchered around the village but the idea of a vampire had never even occurred to me. That night, I was out to meet a boy but it was all a lure so they could drain me. They’d left me for dead when Thomas took pity on me. It was the worst pain I’d ever experienced.”
“I’m so sorry,” he whispered and you shook your head at him. A bloody teardrop ran down your face and you quickly wiped at it, hoping he didn’t notice.
“You have no reason to apologize, it’s practically ancient history after all,” you joked with a small laugh. Trying your best to bring a bit of mirth to the situation. 
But Eddie didn’t buy it and pulled you closer until you were flush against him in a warm embrace.
“Why’d you choose Hawkins?”
“I don’t know,” you answered honestly.
“I closed my eyes, put my finger on a map, and decided to go wherever it landed.”
“Too bad it didn’t land on a much more interesting place.”
“It’s pretty interesting so far,” you hummed, letting the insinuation settle over him without another word. 
Eddie’s pulse had quieted to a steady thud, his fear subsided and it made butterfly wings unfurl at your center. 
The dormant feeling making itself known again. 
“Would you ever drink from me?” He asked barely above a whisper while he played with your fingers.
“Of course not!” You pulled away from him, gaze serious and set on his.
And he looked hurt by your words, as though there was something wrong with him that prevented you from feeding on him.
“Why not?” 
“E-Eddie, I-” you stammered, trying to compose your thoughts. Debating how honest you should be.
“I haven’t fed on a human since I moved here. I don’t know if I could stop,” you answered frankly. 
“What have you been feeding on?”
“Squirrels, rabbits. The occasional bobcat.” 
“Do they taste the same as…you know?”
“Humans? Gods no,” you sighed. 
“Do they satisfy you?”
“I haven’t been satisfied in ages.” Your gaze danced back and forth between his. A hidden meaning to your words.
Your eyebrows arched with a bit of jest.
“You can feed on me,” he insisted. 
“Eddie-” Your fangs began to grow at the thought, your jaw clenching as you imagined the way his blood would taste.
“I trust you.”
“You barely know me,” you chuckled.
“I could list everything I know about you, City Girl.”
“Name one.”
“You so want to taste me,” he baited, his words teasing and silly. 
You were happy you couldn’t blush. Even though it didn’t seem to matter, he could read you like a book. 
He pulled your hand up to his mouth, kissing the back of your hand and up your arm as you watched with eager eyes. His lips left a trail of fire behind, felt in your marrow. You stilled as he neared your shoulder, his thick curls brushing against your bare skin.
Eddie pulled you onto his lap and you went willingly, head tilted back as his tongue swiped along your neck and his mouth formed an “o” to suck at your skin. 
No bruise formed but the sensation was heavenly, a low moan escaping your lips. 
Your hips circled on his lap.
His fingers inched under your dress, warm against the jut of your hips and he pulled you closer until your lips crashed into his.
It wasn’t slow or sweet. 
It was a feral hunger unleashed. A scraping of teeth, a pull of lips. Frenzied as your mouths meshed together.
You allowed yourself to get lost in him, the world around you falling silent until the only thing you could hear were the small groans that escaped his lips.
His hands wandered further into your dress, nails scraping along your skin eliciting your own moans. 
You pushed at the hem of his shirt. 
Up
Up
Up
You pulled away to drag it over his head until his pale skin was displayed, tracing the ink etched onto his chest with your fingers lightly.
You’d always been fascinated with them; the way mortals could create beautiful scars to display.
Eddie tilted his neck, revealing his carotid that thrummed with life. You could hear the blood rushing through him. An invitation you weren’t ready to accept.
Instead you kissed his pulse, trailing lower and moved off his lap. He watched you with hooded eyes, the way you pulled at his jeans and tugged them down his thighs. Throwing them absently, your focus still remained on him.
You dragged your nails over the thick skin that covered the lean muscle of his lap, relishing the way Eddie shivered in anticipation. 
Your hand gripped his clothed cock firmly, your center aching when you felt the girth of his dick against your hand. 
He helped you push his boxers down and you watched as it sprang free, his pretty pink tip already leaking for you. Your tongue darted out, humming as his pre-cum coated your tongue; a slightly salty taste that made you hum.
Your gazes remained linked as you ran your tongue along the vein on the underside of his shaft, your saliva dribbling down its length and coating his balls. 
His hands gripped your hair, nails scraping along your scalp as you stroked him. Tongue teasing his tip once more before your mouth slowly wrapped around his cock. Mouth widened, saliva trickling from either side due to his size, and Eddie about came at the sight of you. 
You started slow, allowing his length to push against the back of your throat before hollowing your cheeks out and sucking to his tip with a loud pop.
Teasing, testing, and taking your time to drive him a little mad. 
Eddie’s moans only encouraged you, and you relished in the way his head was thrown back, curls fanned against your couch, his grip tightened on your hair as you continued to tease.
Increasing your pace, one hand following you up and down his shaft. The other massaging his balls. 
“Fucking hell-” he groaned and you continued.
“‘M not going to last like this,” he mumbled between deep sighs, losing composure.
“I want to taste you,”
“I need to feel you,”
You both stated in unison. 
Your chest was heaving despite the lack of breath and slowly you stood, positioning yourself over his lap. Holding yourself over his cock. 
Eddie took his time, kissing along your shoulders as he pushed the straps of your dress down. Mouth moving lower and lower until they hit the tops of your breasts. 
“Can I take this off?” He asked despite your obvious need, ever the gentleman.
“Please.” 
He removed your dress and hung it over the back of your couch. 
Eyes always on you, taking you in.
“You’re perfect, sweetheart,” he remarked and ran a finger along the curve of your breast. His gaze fixed on yours. 
Your nipples were hard as you anticipated the feel of his mouth, gasping when his tongue finally ran alongside the budded flesh. 
He pulled your nipple into his mouth with a tug of his teeth, tongue flicking across your perked breast. 
Instinctively, your hands curled in his hair as your hips jutted against him. The evidence of your arousal coating his cock and making a mess of his lap. 
The need was overwhelming, the lust heightened as you reached between your bodies and lined his cock up with your dripping cunt. 
He watched as you lowered yourself onto him, his eyebrows marrying in the middle at the sensation.
The stretch was delicious, causing you to ache in the best way as you wrapped around him.
You took him slowly just as you did with your mouth. 
Inch by inch, teasingly pulling off his cock to hear his gasps of pleasure. To feel his fingers press deeper into your hips. 
Until teasing wasn’t enough and you took every inch of him, moaning loudly when he was fully seated inside of you. 
Allowing yourself a moment to adjust to his size. 
“You feel so good, Eddie,” you sighed and could feel the way his cock twitched inside you at the compliment. 
You used his shoulders as leverage and began to ride him, swirling your hips to hit the spot you most enjoyed. 
“Feed on me,” he insisted, exposing his neck to you once more. 
For a moment you hesitated, thinking of all the humans you’d had. All the ones who died unintentionally and those who perished on purpose. 
But pure want overcame any hesitancy you had and you leaned closer, swiping your tongue over his pulse before you plunged your fangs into the thick skin that lined his neck.
He groaned, hands gripping your waist harder as you began to feed.
Eddie tasted just as you imagined, the richness of his blood unlike any other you’d tasted.
The lewd noise of his cock inside your wet cunt filled your home as blood began to trickle down his chest.
You licked it up not wanting to waste a drop as Eddie gripped your ass and began rutting himself deeper inside you. 
“Oh Eddie,” you whined and reached between your bodies to rub your fingers against your sensitive bud. 
You titled your head back, losing yourself in the sensation, and he began to trail kisses up your chest and to your neck. Mouth searching for yours as your hips matched his pace. 
Each of you edging closer to coming undone. 
“So fucking perfect,” he groaned into your mouth, his pace not wavering. 
Steadily pumping every inch into you. 
“Eddie, I’m going to cum,” you moaned and he began to encourage you between kisses. Coaxing your release from you and pushed his larger fingers on top of your smaller ones that worked your clit. 
It was an ecstasy you’d never experienced before; the high of human blood combined with the weightlessness an orgasm offered you. 
Your head was buzzing and it was as if the whole world disappeared around you as the orgasm took over, coursing through you in violent waves as Eddie continued to worship you. 
You repeated his name like an old prayer you once knew; over and over with conviction. 
“Sweetheart, where do you want it?”
“Fill me,” you pleaded and Eddie bucked beneath you, his seed coating your walls as he groaned your name. 
The two of you stilled, his labored breaths warm along your chest and you looked at him with a wide smile. 
You loved how his warm body felt against your cold skin, the way his heart was beating wildly against his chest, and how perspiration made his bangs cling to his forehead. 
His cheeks blossomed a bright pink. Eyes hooded and body spent. 
So beautifully human. 
He helped you off his lap but kept you close, holding you next to him as you lay on the couch. Your legs slotted between his, long nails grazing along his chest as he pressed kisses to your forehead. 
Eddie’s breathing became heavier and you knew that he was sleeping.
You felt that familiar pang, deep in your chest where your heart once beat. 
It didn’t feel like falling in love, it felt like recognition. 
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Unfortunately, Sunday wasn't in this place. I wanted to leave but I heard someone crying. As it turned out, Sunday was hiding in a dark corner and trembling. So, I finally found him. I tried to catch him but he bit me a few times. Nevertheless, I grabbed him. He continued to mutter something about Order until he fell asleep.
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I came back. I let Robin out and we began to think about what to do next. I look at Sunday. Outwardly he seemed healthy. But Robin said that I should put lavender oil on him. I took the oil and rubbed it on Sunday's head. He began to wake up. I could barely hold him but Robin helped me. He even left scratches on my hands.
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Luckily, Robin hugged him by her hands and wings, and Sunday calmed down. She persuaded him to fly home together. He refused because he was afraid that they would fly and fall. Meanwhile, I poured myself a glass of something strong, lit a cigarette and quietly laughed at Sunday.
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Robin asked me if I knew another way to fly out of here. I offered her a device similar to a paper airplane but more durable and capable of flying for a long time. In addition, she asked if I could release the other Halovians. I had no reason to refuse her. But how long did it take us to persuade Sunday… He's unbearable.
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Eventually, we climbed onto the roof: me, Robin, Sunday and everyone else. I took the plane with them. Sunday cried and held on tightly to Robin. I turned on the device and sent it into the sky. Other birdies followed them.
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As a parting gift, Robin gave me an oak lyre with a picture of Xipe. I took it in my hands and began to play some kind of melody, looking at the Halovians disappearing in the sky. To the beat of the music, the roof began to overgrow with grass and flowers.
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This is how my dream ended.
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(TW: Dehumanization, talk of opening up a mechanical bird to empty out its stomach, fantasy racism? I guess? Martyn fears one character in this story based on appearances- You'll see what I mean.)
Entry 36
Day 229
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"I told you! Ohh, look who has an upset tummy because they wanted to drink something other than clean oil?" Martyn kept a steady pace as rubbed the bird's back. "But noo, mister smarty pants wanted to drink WATER."
A defeated caw left the sickly bird trapped in Martyn's arm. Poor Brian had been sick ever since this morning. With Martyn's water bottle being knocked over and tiny claw marks all over the metal... It wasn't hard to put two and two together.
"Oh I know. I know. Water and oil don't feel nice now does it? We're going to a shop, don't worry. Get a nice mechanic to take a look at you and empty out your stomach. Then I'll get you some clean oil. Sound like a deal?"
Another quiet caw, with a hint of hopefulness. Martyn would take that response if it meant Brian wouldn't try to take off.
Thankfully the shop was just as the hostess had said. Two blocks down, take a right, and look for... The building covered in all sorts of colors. "This... Is the place we're supposed to go to, Birdy."
A very hesitant caw.
"You and me both, bud." Martyn shouldered his way through the door. "Hello?" His eyes glazed the room, taking note of the rather plain interior. A few wooden chairs, checkered tiles, tools laying about everywhere... Yep. Definitely a mechanic's office.
With nobody in sight.
"Are they closed? Oh I hope not." Martyn stepped away from the door with a small grunt. "Sorry for any turbulence on Martyn Air, Brian. We shall provide you snacks as compensation." He said in response to the flurry of caws.
"I didn't know a crow- Helllllo." Martyn's eyes flicked up to a man leaning through the door. Who just so happened to be covered in an insane amount of colors. "Are you a paying customer by chance? Did you have an appointment with Doc?"
"Doc?" The Doctor? Was he here? "No, no, no, my little friend here decided it would be a smart idea to dunk his beak in my water bottle."
Another caw, sounding apologetic.
"Oh don't apologize to me! It's your tummy that you need to say sorry to." Martyn rubbed his head with a quiet sigh. "If you can't already tell, poor Brian here needs his stomach panel cracked open and checked. Think you could help?"
The other shook his head quickly. "Not me, no can do. I work on chems and spray paints. I can see if Doc is free to help? He works with machines more than I do. He could help you a lot more than me."
"As long as he helps Brian."
The multi-colored man eventually left Martyn in the waiting room. "Well. There you go! We're getting you some help, little fella." Martyn sat down in the closest chair with a small huff. "We just gotta wait a little bit. Get the Doc to look over you. Empty out your poor stomach."
A part of Martyn's mind wondered. What... What if this was THE Doctor? Could his arm problem be solved? Could he finally embark on his way home? Was... The G.U.I.D.E even his home anymore? What about Scott? He's alive! But... He hates his guts. His stupid mouth went blabbering and rage took over... Not to forget that bird guy beside him could have been the Canary Flight Master! He had managed to piss off two people in one day! Embarrassing, really.
"Hello?" A far deeper voice lulled Martyn out of his thoughts. And oh. Oh. He wished that his thoughts would consume his mind at that very moment.
The... THING towered over Martyn by an easy two feet, if not more. (And Martyn was a proud 6"0, a height that isn't all that common in the Crashlands.) But it wasn't the towering height that threw Martyn off. No, it was the pale green skin that clung to the man like glue. The way copper clung to the man's every breath, the twitch of his hand as it rested above his shoulder- The horrific glowing red eye that seemed to bore through his soul. The horrifyingly large horns that looked so impossible and yet were possible all at once.
Martyn had seen some weird things. He'd seen a LOT of oddities and impossible things in the Crashlands. But this. This takes the cake. Whatever this FREAK was, it was a danger. And with how still Brian had gotten in his arms, his bird agreed.
"You were requesting an audience with me? A problem with your... Bird?" That voice sent a shiver down his spine and NOT in a good way.
"Y-You are Doc?" Martyn cursed the way his voice stuttered. "Yeah- Yes! Yes, Brian. He... He drank some water this morning a-and..." His grip tightened on Brian subconsciously. That hand was getting so close to his bird. And the THING noticed. And it smiled.
Fucking SMILED.
"Don't be so jumpy! I promise to not harm him." The abomination assured. "As long as he doesn't peck me, we're fine!"
Brian's small caw rung through Martyn's mind. Right. Brian. Do this for Brian. He stared up at... Doc... And let out a sigh. "Okay. Let's....If it will help out Brian."
"Yes. I think it will."
(More to be added, the author is sleep deprived.)
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hamartia-grander · 4 months
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I want more female characters who are just so bad at comforting others. Not for lack of trying or caring, they just get so so awkward when someone's upset, and they try to repeat things they've heard even if it doesn't necessarily apply to the situation, or they accidentally say the wrong thing and make it worse. If someone cries they panic and throw every single comfort technique down at once and it only helps because it's such bizarre behaviour
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volivolition · 24 days
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suggestion do you have... any wants? like obviously you do but like? suggestion my guy my ourple boy. both the easiest and hardest to write. you need a skill to say something to move conversation along but it doesn't fit any skill in particular? about 80% of the time you can have suggestion say it and it will make sense. but like actually characterizing him... how do i define you dude... what makes your character tick... urgh. i dont get you yet. im trying to understand but you are difficult.
#chemi chats#there are some skills that i just dont understand yet and that just means i have to work on their character study chapter#im reading his bio and i think suggestion is a good manipulator and it's instinctive and he tries not to feel bad about it?#he's clever!! charming!! friends with savvy and drama. planting seeds in the mind and coaxing them to grow towards him like he's the sun.#a crude oil reservoir lying beneath a carefully laid flower bed. taps into the roots. the plants don't know any better than to drink.#he's great at sensing what makes people tick and uses that to his advantage. he needs goals to look forward to so he knows how to best#pull the strings to get them there. otherwise he's a bit aimless. he likes being useful. and since influencing others is helpful#he just keeps doing it? because it's what he's good at. and he tries to convince himself its fun and cool and just cuz hes charming and#it's his role as a skill and manipulation isnt thaaaat bad because it's helpful to them after all... but he does feel bad sometimes.#oh im listening to his voice lines and i just got to ''brother you should have put me in front of a firing squad'' and im sad about him now#but what do you want for short term little guy?? probably for people to like him. he likes chatting with people. i bet he'd like genuine#conversations with no strings attached but there's always some part of him filing information and tidbits away that he can't turn off#subconsciously figuring out things he can hold over them or how he can nudge them into thinking someth-/wait.../ no. no he's just talking.#he's /supposed/ to just be talking stop analyzing them stop falling back into that just have a normal conversation!! but he can't help it..#hm. this is all really helpful for his chapter. he and empathy are very alike but also different. very interesting...#task: swept up#okay good talk everyone i think i understand him a little better now lmao?? still gotta figure him out some more hes not fully there but ye#also i think he goes by whatever pronoun you think he'd use. just ''oh what do /you/ think i am hm?? what /would/ i use; do you think?? :)'#funny fella. i love you.
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lisbonsteresa · 1 year
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i'm going to SCREAM
#tm#you don't get how UNHINGED this makes me it's SO#like he's been out all day trying to track down this missing kid (as part of her case too; to give her another avenue against volker)#and they have their little catch up and at first he's concerned (she's been at this all day and now into the night too#and he GETS it - in a way maybe other people wouldn't - but he doesn't want her to burn herself out; he wants her to be careful#maybe he's about to tell her a version of 'get some sleep')#but then she talks about amanda and it makes me NUTS because she does NOT ask for his help#she doesn't ask him to stay; to read the files with her; to 'burn the midnight oil' with her#she's just...stating her case; explaining why this means so much to her; and he listens; he takes it in; and he makes the choice to help#to sit in this with her and to help her work through it#and i just -- neither of them will ask the other for help (yes i know she did at the end of the last episode the context is different ok)#but they're both so quietly (and sometimes not so quietly) desperate to help each other it makes me sick#it's so interesting to see how they deal with this as the show goes on....idk how to explain it but like#when jane needs help he closes himself off; he keeps secrets and he schemes and he lies ('let me help you' 'you're sweet')#because he's trying to keep the people he cares about - the people he never planned on caring about as much as he does - safe#even as he shares more with lisbon (and sometimes the rest of the team) he still doesn't share everything#because that puts them at risk#and that's what lisbon used to do to - in the earlier seasons she put up walls when she felt vulnerable; and she still does in some cases#but with this case especially she's much more accepting of help - she relies on her team (not that she doesn't usually)#and she's practically an open book to jane - in this scene most of all - she lets herself be more vulnerable#(and open to suggestions/ideas she might otherwise scoff at or reject)#idk idk it's very interesting but this scene makes me so wacky there's something so soft and tender and understanding about it#the way there's no spoken acknowledgement - no 'i'll help' or 'thank you' - just the silent understanding that they're in this together#because they're partners#(also the way he picks at the rest of her food - the 'done with this?' the only thing they say - and the framing through the window#is still somehow very domestic it's like my perfect scene)#spinning my wheels hard i'm not thinking clearly i just love everything about it
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I’m like if a feral cat and a Clydesdale had a baby
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mossflower · 1 year
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how in the name of all things holy do people do curly hair routines
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youssefguedira · 7 months
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i feel like i've been defending why i didn't like [REDACTED] a lot lately because i've been meeting a lot of new people and it keeps coming up in conversation. and whenever i talk about it i feel like i keep adding the caveat of a) i didn't say it was bad, i think it's a very well made film that handles its subject poorly in a lot of ways and i just didn't like it and b) i was never going to like it because of problems i have with both the subject matter and the director, so unless it was something completely unexpected it wasn't going to win me over because it's not the type of film i like even outside of all my issues with it. and i do wish people would take that into account tbh
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poptartmochi · 1 year
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here's to hoping i have tomorrow off bc christ alive i have.. so many chores to catch up on 😨
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darkredmage · 2 years
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I can't deal with this shit anymore
#vent#hooohhhh bpy where do i begin#i feel like my art teacher has obliterated my talent tbh#ever since elementary school my art teachers are all Asshats#but the one im talking about just diesnt fucking care about teaching shit#my teacher almost never teach us all the shit needed to study#and then expects everyone to understand how to do realism#and to the students that do know art and actually enjoy art this asshole is always saying that their style sucks ass because ohhhhhh you#cant draw properly#and a lot of the ppl who were told that are just people just getting started to draw#theres also a few folks whos art talent makes me wanna print and eat them but APPARENTLY fucking OIL PAINTING is not good enough#EVEN GOING AS FAR AS TO RIP HIS FUCKING ASSIGNMENT OFF AND FORCES HIM TO START ALL OVER#god i just want to fucking beat this ahit ass teacher so bad#because of the pandemic a lot of people just drops out of school or get a job. a few folks in my class take commission.#take a while fucking guess what my teacher thinks of them#thats right my teacher is one of those peoplw who says that art can't get you job#but when someone points out that comic artists are. well. artists. who do stuff for comics for money.#she says that you cant get money from just doing that.#fucking.#also. all this shit that fucked me up from all this + my current art teacher is just making me feel worse for doing art#and i feel like quiting doing art sometimes just because its not good enough#so yea#being an art student is great mom /s
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jayhnsl · 2 months
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The A.S.S trio remastered. This time, i wanted to add some details about the designs that cannot be fully appreciated. And some hc's.
Abigail:
- 22 y.o
- has a secret tattoo.
- Emily gave her an undercut, but you can only see it if her hair is tied up.
- she still has her blue bow, but it's tied very at the end of her hair (like a mini ponytail.)
- did her piercings herself.
- her aesthetic wants to resemble both, Seb and Sam, but still being her own.
- she was probably into Haley at some point. But as she got to know her better, she lost interest.
- adopted a stray black cat, which lives secretly in her room.
- she ripped her leggings on purpose.
- very into goth music and fashion.
- Rasmodious secretly gave her her sword. But she never knew it was him.
- sarcastic, a little passive-aggressive, and competitive.
- has dark humor, she likes to tease Sam that she will use him as a sacrifice one day.
Sebastian:
- 24 y.o
- has a bracelet with a small toad charm on it.
- has a tattoo on his arm, but it's rarely seen (since he never takes off his sweatshirt.)
- smells like motorcycle oil almost all the time.
- he's wearing socks with cute frogs on them right now.
- probably wears glasses from spending so much time on the screen.
- paints his nails with black marker when he's bored.
- probably the most mature of the group.
- hella shy.
Sam:
- 24 y.o
- hyperactive asf.
- has many skate bruises and scars (like the ones on his face.)
- his skate tricks never go his way. His clothes are always dirty and torn because of this.
- Jodi gets tired of getting him new clothes or sewing up the broken ones, letting him walk with what he has (he doesn't mind at all.)
- very talkative, outgoing, and sloppy.
- the golden retriever of the group.
- smells like deodorant. Too much deodorant.
- Mikey from TMNT personality.
- He probably tried to integrate Alex into the group sometime, but for reasons, he couldn't.
- gets very invested in whatever catches his attention.
- fingerguns to flirt.
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drownedbycoffee · 3 months
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THEY AREN'T THE FEARS ANYMORE!! THEY'RE DESIRES
(SPOILERS for TMA, and all of TMAGP episodes so far)
Okay, here me out
Tmagp1: Darla wants to hear Arthur's voice again. She even says: "I just couldn’t face the thought of the rest of my life never hearing him again, I had to try" and later on she even says: "But I had to know, so I went to the cemetery."
Tmagp1: RedCanary wants to know about the Magnus Institute. They want to know why it's listed under 'cleared' when there's no evidence of it. Hence why they go and explore it.
Tmagp2: Daria wants that absolute perfection. She wants to change who she is and get out of that dark place. When she talks about the thing that she felt was missing, she says, "... and that’s when I decide I need a tattoo. I had a couple already – just little things on my shin and my wrist – but I decided I needed something big. Something that really changed my look." She also mentions when talking about Ink5oul that "they just kept pressing me about my life, about why I wanted the ink" instead of asking what design she wanted. And when she got the tattoo she describes herself as now being, "Someone I wanted to know more about." Afterwards she even says how "For the first time ever [she] wanted to attempt a self-portrait. Something real and physical, [she] wanted to feel the brushes in my hands and the oil on [her] fingertips." I think a lot of her statement is about her desire and impulsive need for that perfection and that wholeness that she has been aspiring to for her whole life.
Tmagp3: Samuel wants to stay hidden. He wants and he "need[s] to get up, get out of here for treatment." He wants to get better and most of his delirious thoughts are the things that he wants, or feels like he needs. E.g. "I so much want to see it [the sun] again. This night seems endless. I want to be warm again. I am terribly afraid. Thank god for Maddie. I need to treat her better."; "I just need to rest."; "I need to be careful or we’ll drift apart." And then obviously as the narrative continues, Samuel wants to grow and 'put down roots'.
Tmagp4: The narrator wants to be revered and accepted into the Royal Court Orchestra of the Palatinate. He wants to show off and impress. The violin "was a creature with needs and purpose of its own. The needs were simple enough. Blood. Flesh." It has these needs and desires.
So far, I'm interpreting it to be that everything so far can be interpreted as a desire of sorts, varying in the strength and intensity of it. Obviously, fear is still a big part of it all, because if you want something so badly, aren't you afraid of it being stolen from you? Of it being out of your grasp? Of it being unachievable or impossible in some capacity? Of it being a lie?
Even Sam wants to find out more. He wants to know the why and the reason for things. Gwen wants Lena's job. Collin wants to fix all these bugs and keep Freddie running. Alice wants to just get on with it because she found out that wanting to know the 'why' of things is dangerous.
I think that somehow when the Web took all the Fears into a different universe, they morphed into something else. Or they changed to fit what was the most prevalent thing in that universe, because after all, everyone wants something, even if it's something small and inconsequential. Life and aspects of it has always been characterised by that desire for something. Like people wanting food, shelter, safety, love, warmth, happiness, etc. And I think since the Web was so intwined with Jon and Martin, it absorbed some of their emotions when it found its way into this new world, because after all Jon and Martin wanted to stop Jonah/Elias, to stop the apocalypse, to destroy the Panopticon, to be safe, and they wanted each other. I think the wanting and fear of things are really entwined in it all, though this could be absolute bullshit haha
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luvwestwood · 4 months
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"AFK" - Choso Kamo (with twt links)
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"..like fortnite, i’ma need your skin.."
3,012 words.
warnings. nsfw(18+), bf/gamer! choso, oral sex (m rec.), humiliation, desk sex, exhibitionism, trying not to get caught, feral choso, p in v, throat fucking, oral sex (m receiving), overstimulation, degradation, choso whimper links included lol,
notes. my previous drabble abt choso had a lil kick to it, definitely had to make it into a full one-shot! hope u guys enjoy, and thank u for 450 followers hehe, so I included twt links! ^^
credits to @/plutism for dividers, @/adrienwithane for banner.
russian translation by @juliabelll ❤���
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Not too long ago, it was Choso's birthday. Being an amazing girlfriend you are, of course you built him a brand new PC. It cost you an arm and a leg, but that didn't matter at all when it came to Choso. Seeing him happy itched a part of your brain, especially when he was the one who would pay for everything: dates, your online shopping carts, you name it.
He never really bought anything for himself. You were getting tired of the countless times that he went on a tangent about how slow his previous machine was. It was doing your head in, so you saved up. For what you now call a 'not-blessing-in-disguise'.
Choso was obsessed with his new PC, and it wasn’t an exaggeration. Part of you was starting to regret it all. The man barely paid attention to you.
Am I the asshole for being mad that my boyfriend likes his gift a bit too much? No, I wouldn't think so. I should be delighted, but it's pretty much getting outrageous.
The fact that he has almost every single game out there on that PC in just a span of one week since he got it - means there's more for him to do. Every day, he'd wake up, do a bit of house stuff then sit his ass down to play with his friends. For as long as he can. Never leaving that room. Hell, he wouldn't even bother answering your messages until an hour later. 'Mb, was on the game' is something that was engraved in your brain by now.
Every time you'd come over, he'd ignore you simply by just gluing his eyes on the screen. If you try to nap, just go home. You've lost track of how many times he's managed to wake you up with his blood-curdling screams. There were times when Choso didn't even notice you leaving, which upset you quite a bit.
Of course, you had moments when you needed him the most. Like, badly. Freshly shaved, he's not even mentally there to take a peek. You could be naked and oiled up in his bed, Choso wouldn't even bat an eye.
…Advice to self, don't get him a PS5 this Christmas.
"Choso," You called out, sat on the edge of the bed behind him. No answer. Per usual, you wanted to rip that headset off his head.
Dark circles were forming around his eyes, endless cans of monster were scattered all over his desk. "Nah let's just fight Oscar, we've got a minute until the circle closes."
Rolling your eyes, a scoff escapes your mouth. Aaand he didn't hear you. Crossing your arms, you furrow your brows. He was honestly testing your patience. "Choso?!"
Choso flinches a bit, pulling one side of his headset away from his ear. His gaming chair spins around to face you. "Baby?"
He knew you were mad. You looked more than pissed. It was really because this recurring behavior of his was getting too much. "Your eyes are always on that screen! Did you even know that I was here!?”
“I-I’m sorry. Look, I'll get off after this game!” From his headset you could hear Choso’s friends teasing and picking on him. They probably heard you scolding your poor boyfriend. You couldn’t care less.
As soon as you were about to speak, he immediately spun his chair back around to face that stupid monitor again. He was too engrossed in the game. It was his squad of four against the only opposing team.
Groaning, you flop back onto his mattress. "..You always say that, and you never do." Muttering under your breath, you stare at the ceiling blankly. What felt like a hammer to your head, Choso's war cries could only get louder each second.
The past few days, you had no choice but to use your own fingers to toy with yourself. You were needy, and you missed your boyfriend's touch. Too bad he was too occupied. How come his keyboard and mouse get to be touched by him more than your....
Using all of your strength, you sat yourself up again on the edge of his mattress. Realizing there's no use in scolding him, you quietly walked up behind Choso, combing your fingers through his hair. You loved when it was down, and he loved it when you played with his hair. He found it relaxing. You could tell by the way his body was no longer tensed up, the back of his head falling heavy onto your hand.
Your hands left his hair, travelling down to his nape. With your freshly manicured nails (which he paid for), you gently scratched his skin on his neck. You could see goosebumps forming, but said nothing about it. Choso who was ticklish, tilted his head to the side - "Mmm," He hummed, telling you off as you were starting to distract him.
Letting out a laboured sigh, you stared at the back of his head. Wondering what to do with him, you pouted. Maybe I should just leave like every other day? No, I can't back down.
He seems really busy. Would he even notice if I crawled under his desk? Grinning, you got on your knees, crawling like a kitty underneath his desk but making minimal noise. You glanced behind your shoulder to see his reaction, but his eyes were still gawking at the flashing screen in front of him.
Coming face to face with his sweats, you kneeled, just in level with his lap. Peeking your head out from the shadows under his desk, Choso had only noticed you then. His eyes widened, the sight of you looking up at him like a puppy had started to cloud up his thoughts.
Grabbing onto his wrist, he slowly let go of his mouse. Bringing his hand to your cheek, he took it in the palm of his hand, eventually giving in and using his thumb to softly caress your lips. "..I missed you, Choso.." You whispered, softly sucking on his thumb. "..I need you,"
His breath hitched, your words were doing something to him. What a fool he was for ignoring you all this time? Just then, a cacophony of voices screaming through his headset broke him out of his trance. Choso's warm hand left your face, causing you to frown. Your fun was cut short. Way too short.
You had enough, deciding it was time you finally got what you wanted. Snaking your two hands up the soft cotton of his sweats, they stopped right at his crotch. His eyes anxiously shot down to you underneath him, telling you off and pointing to his headset.
Placing a finger onto your lips, you told him to just be quiet. His eyes frantically flickered from you, then to his monitor. Slowly, you slid down his pants. Smiling at the way he rose himself up from his seat slightly, so it would be easier to take them off. Of course, he wasn't wearing anything underneath.
Taking his long, thick cock into your hands, you jerked it ever so slightly. Choso cleared his throat, keeping his mouth shut all of a sudden in case he accidentally makes unwanted noise. He was practically melting under your touch, into the chair. Gliding your tongue over his pink tip, he didn't dare look at you. Not long after, your warm mouth wrapped over him, Choso letting out a sigh of relief at the feeling.
You knew how to push his buttons, bringing yourself to fully deepthroat his cock for a few seconds. His lips purse shut, Choso slightly biting down onto his bottom lip. His fingers started to press on the wrong keys, unable to focus on the game.
Pulling away, a string of saliva connected your tongue and his aching tip. You brought your lips back onto his cock, bobbing your head and hollowing your cheeks as you used your two hands to jerk him off at the same time.
The man above was folding at the pornographic sight underneath him. Hearing Choso moan by accident, he quickly covered it up with a cough. “…Yeah, no, I’m good- Just don’t- feel well..”Friends concerned, Choso had come up with a convincing lie in just seconds. His hand reached down to rake through your hair until his fist was full of it. [link]
He lightly pushed your head up and down his length, your mouth making sloppy noises all over, buckets of spit dripping down your chin and his balls.
Ripping his headset off, Choso didn't care about the game anymore. Or his friends. He groaned as you fondled with his balls, giving them a suck afterwards. His light grey pants were turning a darker shade than before. His two hands clawed into your hair on both sides of your face, Choso started to fuck his cock into the back your throat.
Moaning, his eyes shut tightly as his head fell back onto the cushion of his chair. His balls tightening as he heard how you constantly gagged over his thick cock. "Fuck.. Just like that.."
His moans were a mixture of curses and long groans, tears started to well up in your eyes. Choso opened his eyes again, looking down at you as he drew your mouth away from his cock. He smiled, seeing your makeup all ruined, your face covered with spit and so did his lap.
Rolling his chair away from the desk, he grabbed you from underneath. Only to pull it back again, placing it in front of his PC. Guiding his hand on your back, he bent you over on the chair, making your two legs kneel on the soft cushion so you wouldn't tire out. [link]
Holding tightly onto your hair, your head fell back towards him. Choso had ripped the fabric of your leggings that was unfortunately covering your cunt. Grabbing his cock, he lined himself up with your hole, his hands shaking from how eager he was.
Easily sliding in from the slick that covered your hole, you grabbed onto the arm rest in front of you; Choso stretching you out completely. Wasting no time, he began to move his hips back and forth, fucking his hard cock into you.
His monitor started to gently shake from how hard his cock was bullying into you, skin slapping as his balls that were full of weeks load cum made contact with your clit.
"C-Choso.." You cried out, your hand reaching back to his pelvis. Staring at yourself getting fucked like a slut through the reflection of his PC monitor, your ass rippled with each and every one of his thrusts.
Maintaining his brutal pace, his fingers were no longer woven into your hair, reaching out to the headset on his desk. Confused, you kept your eyes open to watch Choso place them over your head. "W-What..?"
His hands gripped onto the flesh of your hips, Choso leaned into your ear. "Keep moaning you slut, let them hear you." All of a sudden he groaned, feeling you clench around him at what he just said. "You like that, don't you?"
Spinning you slightly to one side, his leg went up onto the chair with you, allowing him more leverage to fuck you deeper. "Eyes up at that camera too, show them how pretty you look taking my cock," Tears started to stream down the sides of your cheeks, your face had flushed red.
Choso's hands took a hold of your hair again, his tip kissing your cervix repeatedly. "I.." Speechless, you lost your ability to form a basic sentence. His fat cock left you braindead, at this point you were seeing nothing but stars.
"..Use your words baby," A creamy white ring started to form at his base as his cock pistoned in and out of you. Choso's hand kept stamping down on your back from time to time to make sure you kept that arch. "..Isn't this what you've been wanting all week?"
"Y-you're so deep.. I can't.." Your hand reached back to his abs, twisting the white fabric of his tank top until it was all wrinkly. He took a hold of your wrist, twisting your arm behind you. Choso slightly bent over, his warm body resting against your back.
He quietly groaned into your ear, chanting your name like a prayer. You were fucked out of your mind. "You feel so good.. like this pussy was made for me." The pace of his thrusts slowed down, but his hips still rut into you hard each time. His strokes hard and deep, you swear could feel him all up in your guts. Your jaw had dropped, your head falling back onto his shoulder.
Choso's hands reached under your loose shirt, letting your tits spill out of your bra. Gently twisting your nipple between his finger tips, fondling with your whole breast afterwards, he forgot how much he loved wrapping his mouth around those.
"Your cock.. It feels so good.." You babbled, Choso sneaking his fingers underneath to rub lazy circles on your clit. Your legs began to tremble, fortunately your throat managed to choke out a whine.
Also seeing him in the reflection of his monitor, strands of his hair started to stick to his face. Multiple beads of sweat had formed on his forehead. Choso didn't want to leave your pussy. Not even Thor could pull him out. He enjoyed using you like a cock whore.
You felt so dizzy, mind full of his cock. Choso let out multiple whimpers as he felt his orgasm nearing, his index finger hooking onto the side of your mouth. The very last few seconds, his cock bottomed into you, trying to chase your orgasm. The desk hitting against he wall non-stop, his headset that was on you started to fall off your head.
Leaving a trail of wet kisses down your back, his hand grabbed onto the plush flesh of your ass, continuously giving it a spank every now and then.
The wet, slapping noises of your skin continued to follow, until you felt his thrusts come to a sudden halt. His hot cum shooting inside of you rope after rope, just before he pulled out to let the rest out onto your ass. "..Fuck.. look at that."
Using his thumb to spread your hole wide open, his load spilt onto the black leather of his gaming chair. You panted, tired and hole throbbing. You got what you wanted, that’s for sure. Forcing his headset off you, you couldn't do anything but lean against his desk, trying to regulate your breathing pattern back to normal.
"..We're not done here," Choso laughed behind you, your cunt still dripping of his thick load. His hands roughly turned your body around, placing you on top the desk to face him. Using his foot to push the chair away, he lined his cock with your hole again, using his cum that was already inside of you as lube.
"Oh m-my- Choso!" You yelped, one hand taking grip onto his shoulder for support, the other holding knocking his keyboard out of the way, trying to find something to hold onto other than his shoulder.
His forehead rested against yours, the staggering movement of his hips causing the desk itself to shake under the two of you. Choso watched as his cock disappeared in and out of your hole, grunts coming out through his clench teeth as he wrapped his large hands around your thighs. He wanted more, and wasn't going to stop anytime soon.
"..Good girl," He gritted through his teeth, "..I love t-this pussy, and you." Choso's hands pressed flat against the desk, his lips locking onto yours. His cock was coated in a mixture of his and your own cum, your sweaty bodies intimately hugging against each other.
Choso wanted to feel all you, he just craved more and more each minute. His hands shakily held onto the sides of your waist, his lips moving to your jaw to plant more kisses.
"You're so beautiful, look at me baby." Choso lightly tapped the side of your face, telling you to maintain eye contact.
Obeying, you kept your eyes open; looking into his but not a thought behind your own eyes. You only continued to whine under his touch, overstimulated from how much he's used you like a cock whore. You were so close to losing your mind, drunk off his cock.
Choso too, was lost in your pussy. God, was he whipped— If only he could stay inside you forever, he definitely would. This whole time he was busy cursing at himself, how much of an idiot he is to not appreciate what he has - you. Your cheeks were stained with your hot tears, Choso hushing you and wiping them away every now and then.
“S-Shit, I’m gonna cum again.” He pants, feeling his balls tighten for the second time, the tightness of your pussy heightening his stimulation.
Your hands cupped both of his cheeks, pulling him in for a kiss. His thrusts turning sloppy, you cooed. “..Cum for me, I want it all inside..”
This caused the coil inside of Choso to snap, him desperately whimpering into your ear as he hid his face in the crook of your neck. “F-fu-ck..” Tightly holding onto the flesh of your hips, he made sure his second load stayed inside of you.
Sliding his cock out, Choso rested his heavy cock just above your pussy. Making sure he planted a peck on your forehead, trying to catch his breath. The two of you laugh, your bodies aching and sweaty, his entire desk and chair a mess.
Reaching for something, you blinked as Choso grabbed his headset that ended up on the other side of the desk. Placing one side against his ear, he spoke into the mic. "..GG."
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