#body problems

[asexualglimmer]

I had a legitimate referral to a specialty denied, with a comment to go to obesity medicine. This is not the first time this has happened, but it is the first time it has happened when I had actual labs showing a problem that I require specialty medicine to address.

This is an unconscionable level of medical fatphobia. I can only hope this was done in error, somehow, and that the referring doctor I saw is going to fight back or get me routed elsewhere. I do not blame myself for being livid & not believing that will happen.

[astro-likes-tea]

"Your thighs look weird. Like, I couldn't even wrap my hands around them with 2 hands."

"Casoh but female"

oh my God shut up shut up shut up shut up I thought you were my friend I thought you cared I know we fight like siblings and make fun of each other but not like this oh my god I can't do it anymore

[variablejabberwocky]

yaknow body it would be really nice if i could catch up on the sleep i've been missing do to your other tantrums without you giving me a goddamn literal migraine about it

[onionone]

my thighs when I sit down <\\3

[swamp-spirit]

Ah, the first class with new teachers, meaning waiting after every new class to have The Talk*.

(*the talk is just 'if I look like I'm having a seizure, it's a panic attack, I'm fine, please do not call an ambulance. if I start slurring and collapse/faint, I'm fine, let my lay down for a bit and do not call an ambulance')

[shadowbrightshine]

My body cracks like a glow stick but it's not just my back or knees.

It's my arms wrists elbows and shoulders.

... ow

[nerdyautumnlover]

When I look at myself undressed in the mirror I don’t see the nice compliments I’ve been given. I see rolls of fat and flab. I see this big blob of a person with the manly shoulders and double chin. The wide belly. The thighs that rub. I see ugly. Just ugly. Then I beat myself up mentally by saying to myself “that’s why people don’t like you. That’s why people make fun of you. That’s why he doesn’t touch you when you’re laying next to him. You’re too ugly”

[readxwritexsleep]

i hate you spray tan that comes off if i sweat or scratch i hate you nail polish that prevents me from washing dishes i hate you shirts i have to buy a special bra for i hate you dresses that require thongs i hate you shoes that i can’t wear for more than an hour i hate you makeup i hate you jewelry i hate you hair products i HATE YOU BEAUTY INDUSTRY FOR TELLING ME MY BODY IS NOT ENOUGH

[snake-habitat1]

i hate my body . i can only wear one pair of pants comfortably . i hate clothes shopping because when im in a dressing room and i can’t fit something, i have a mini meltdown. i feel gross in everything. when im in stores, the only things that’ll fit me are too expensive or ugly. and with the other stuff, i look at it and can just tell it won’t fit me. i feel like a million pounds. when i look at myself in the mirror i want to cry.

[cottoncanines]

my body is a temple

ancient

crumbling

haunted

[m1kaxx]

Ever wondered how you actually look like in other's pov's? I do.. Yes it's pretty obvious im an insecure bitch who has an ugly nd asymmetrical face. Thing is, im so anxious of how ppl see me, ik looks may not matter to some ppl but to me it's more than anyone could ask for.

My face in the mirror and front cam looks great (for me it does) i look pretty, there's symmetry and i just look fine. I've always thought that what i look like in the mirror is how they see me. But i growing up, i began to be so curious and tried experimenting. And no, they don't see u as u see urself. We come up as more attractive on our eyes.

Guys on the internet be saying to just accept it as how it is and not let it bother you. But it's never that easy.

How do people see you in their pov?

And how do you make ur face more symmetrical?

[asexualglimmer]

Anyway, on the positive side, I got a new CPAP mask and holy shit. I did not realize how poorly the last mask was fitting me!!! This mask is so much better!!!!!

Compliance starts now - I need to get 4 hours of use 30 days in a row. My current plan is to practice while working/watching TV/etc for 2 hours, and do the other 2 in bed. Hopefully I fall asleep. It’s a work in progress, but it’s getting somewhere.

[twirlingfairies]

hey besties... I've been eating so much lately ... haven't weighed myself since probably september.... #terrified

[marxalittle]

Saw one of those "anon msg me your kink and I'll rate it" posts but that was scrolls ago and I've been high all day soooooo

Hand to god, I do not remember what my kinks are unprompted. Like someone at a dungeon asked me if I play and what kind of play I like and I said "I don't remember." I was there for a birthday party.

[hiimsaraandyou]

I can't help but feel that my size defines me.

I'm on new medication that made me gain some weight, at first I was happy - my boobs got bigger and rounder and I couldn't help but be proud of them when my bestfriend said how jealous she is or when my boyfriend praised me. But now I'm so sick of it. I see myself and get urges to go back to my old habits of skipping meals, throwing up and counting my calories.

My favourite pair of jeans, they were always loose on me, now are a great fit and it pains me. I feel so disgusted and physically sick when I see that it's tight on my skin. I bough them specifically because they were to large for me.

I can't help but mourn my old body.

[astro-likes-tea]

I want people to like my body and think it's pretty, but I also want people to completely ignore my body and not ever see it becuase I think if they ever see my body it's all they're gonna wanna see😻