#both of them are freaks in a way
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Nosferatu (2024) is unquestionably a multifaceted work, but what I personally consider to be the unifying idea behind its facets is that, for Ellen, Orlok represents validation.
Her fears are dismissed and called childish?.. He's a nightmarish manifestation of them.
She is consistently disrespected by everyone around her?.. He considers her his only equal. She never uses his title, it's permitted.
She is told to fix herself, misunderstood, and always isolated?.. He knows all the darkest parts of her and is delighted by them. He wants her just as she is, so much that he will lie, kill, and cross the ocean to find her.
The scene in their death/wedding bed is a direct parallel to the scene of her waking in that bed at the beginning of the film. She complains to Thomas that the "honeymoon is yet too short" and tries to pull him down with a kiss - however, he is worried about being late for work, and so he extricates himself and leaves. Cut forward to her sharing the same bed with Orlok, similarly early in the morning; he is startled by cock-crow and begins to rise, but she guides his head back down - and, even though he knows that he will die, he stays. He is her sexual and emotional desire, realized.
Given that there is a plethora of emotions Ellen is forced to suppress on daily basis, there is no singular correct interpretation of her relationship with Orlok. To erase any one of them is to render it shallower than it actually is; but there is no doubt as to why their attachment is mutual. To each, the other is something they’ve never had before.
#nosferatu#nosferatu meta#nosferatu 2024#ellen hutter#count orlok#orlok#lily rose depp#bill skarsgård#robert eggers#nosferatu spoilers#nosferatu movie#horror#gothic horror#horror film analysis#the script says their kiss is ecstasy for them both!!! and there is a Reason for that#to reduce ellen to just a victim is. such a disservice to her character#to treat her as a pure little sacrificial lamb feels like some madonna/whore type shit. it's just more infantilization#she has desires. she is sexual. she Wants to be selfish#her primary concern about going with orlok was that she believes he cannot love#not. say. the blood drinking and plagues and carnage#let ellen be a freak#she's so much more interesting that way
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my freakies <<33
#this could go either way#I genuinely dont know which I prefer#both of them are both#but this is how I’m thinking about them today#Superman#Batman#Bruce Wayne#Clark Kent#superbat#ship dynamics#dc characters#dc#insecure clark kent#freak nasty Bruce Wayne
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this one did really well on twitter so i felt like posting it elsewhere too. cool
#deltarune#deltarune fanart#mettaton#mr tenna#tenna deltarune#mettatenna#i’m actually a freak for them you don’t underatand#call me rouxls kaard the way??? idk i want them both
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you always land on all fours
#umineko#umineko spoilers#ikuko hachijo#ikukos turn for a more serious piece... the old man has reigned for too long#now. INCREDIBLY LONG INCOHERENT TAGS RANT INCOMING FAIR WARNING HAS BEEN GIVEN:#it makes me so so sad how little discussion there is about specifically ikuko because imho she fits so neatly into a lot of the more#overarching Big Themes of the game in a way that i have not ever really seen people take notice of or point out in a meaningful way#like even just off of the top of my head. the significance of names and what it means to go by a name that's Not Yours (she has like 4+)#what it Means to be a witch how it represents a person's deepest insecurities and flaws & how its at its core a coping mechanism#the fact that it takes two to create a universe and trying to do it on your own anyways has the capacity to bring you intense misery#^ (how she's shown to be extremely dismissive of her own work and skill until a collaborator comes into her life and helps/encourages her)#and even the family/patriarchy/misogyny stuff that is so prevalent in the rest of the game comes back around to her. even her Only Friend#(young&stupid atp to be fair) remarks that shes Weird for being unmarried + the little she does say about her past invites the question of#to what extent her self-image stems from her family deeming her a freak outcast & effectively disowning her while celebrating her brothers#and i have lot in my mind about the witch thing specifically because i think her particular situation is very reflective of what umineko's#entire magic system and fantasy facet as a whole is meant to represent for an individual. from what little we see of (what is presumably)#her Real personality she is shown to be deeply self conscious in a way that is JARRINGLY diametrically opposed to both 1.) what we see in#featherine and 2.) what we see when she is acting as a Public Figure. because both of the above are very much purposeful acts that she is#putting on in order to obfuscate her true self. and i have always been very resolute & adamant about not totally equating her to featherine#not only because im very firmly in the camp of “featherine is the avatar of the Pen Name & tohya is part of her too” but also very much b/c#i feel very strongly that the stark differences between the two are very centrally relevant to her character & her psyche. as is the case#with most other witches featherine's personality traits serve to reveal/magnify a lot of ikukos inner workings by playing on her#insecurities/reversing them e.g. ikuko being very quick to downplay her skill/achievements becomes featherine being the COMPLETE opposite#to the point where she barely registers even other witches as living beings rather than just fun touys. BUT even though i do champion the#ikuko/featherine separation so hard i ALSO think it is purposefully relevant that at first glance the line between them seems so blurry#her introduction implying a more nebulous separation between her reality/fantasy counterpart is i think is an intentional move on her part#like it is part of the front she is putting up when acting as the Author. as opposed to Ikuko the person who we (in a way ironically very#similar to the way that the Real Battler is presumably only shown during the boatscene) only very briefly get to see take up screentime#which even on a meta level lines up very well with her apparent underlying nature as a like. extremely private largely reserved/shy person#hit tag limit but if by some miracle anyone is still reading this thank you... please see ikuko with the love she deserves... ok ily byeee
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THIS SHOT OF NOA AND MAE! EXCUSE ME?! 👀🙈

The intense eye contact. The closeness. The hands around each other. PERFECTION!!! 😭😫
I can feel the intensity just by looking at it. I told yall the Director is intentionally making this tension between them!! 😫😫
Also where was this in the movie??? I NEED A CLIP OF THIS OMYGOD
#WHAT WAS THE CONTEXT IM FREAKING OUT#this shot is making me feel some type of way IM GOING CRAZY#planet of the apes#kingdom of the planet of the apes#owen teague#noa#freya allan#mae#nomae#noa x mae#noamae#pota#kotpota#omygod I love them both so much#bts#wes ball#josh friedman
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when ur in a kageyama glazing competition and ur opponent is hinata shouyou

#i love them so much#its so funny to me how kageyama is genuinely hinata’s view of perfection#like even kindaichi clocked how obsessed hinata was with kageyama#and it goes both ways.. lets not forget kageyama seeing hoshiumi (nation level player) and immediately thinking Oh hinata can do that too#like 😭😭😭😭😭 they really are a freak duo#haikyuu!!#kagehina#kghn#haikyuu#hq
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You're gonna look at me and tell me that I'm wrong?
#rvb#red vs blue#rvb donut#rvb sarge#rvb tucker#rvb grif#rvb simmons#rvb washington#rvb flowers#my art#batsy art#this is absolutely my propoganda for#tucknut#&#Sarge/Flowers#Sarowers? i dont actually know what the hell#we'll go with#sarowers#you gotta see the vision man. sarowers could be a long term ship in the right setting BUT 9 times outta 10 theyre divorced but still like#way too into each other they just like to cause problems for each other#they both owe alimony. its the same like two wrinkled ass 20 dollar bills that they pass back and forth every month#are they threatening each other or flirting? survey says: YES! for them its the same damn thing#wyoming can vibe w florida's freak. sarge CHALLENGES it. HEAD ON. with his SHOTGUN. and flowers is into that. u know im right#i dont have the rant for tucknut i leave that to sabotourist <3#but like. there is a vision there too TRUST i just dont have it as well articulated... theyre rocking on vibes
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day 28: made you smile ♡
(femslashfeb prompt list)
#minifemslashfeb2024#ace attorney#dgs#tgaa#goulstrade#maria gorey#gina lestrade#GOD I MISS THEM#goulstrade is so funny to me. they're both freaks. they're both weirdos#BUT IT AIN'T EVEN ABOUT THAT#IT'S ABOUT THE PARALLELS (yes. again.) AND THE#THE FACT THAT NEITHER OF THEM HAD A NORMAL CHILDHOOD#both outcasts in different ways... both looked up to someone who ended up letting them down... hooh...#on a happier note I do think that maria would find gina endearing#I don't think maria knows what feelings are. exactly.#she just sort of goes 'it's that funny blonde girl again. day 130 of gina not agreeing to let me dissect her'#and gina is just like wat da hell. you're so scary. i need you in my life#girl knows if she befriends maria then she'll never have an enemy again#and she's right!#blah blah blah gina who has seen too much of the world and maria who has seen too little of it#thanks for coming to my goulstrade presentation where I make things up#I really enjoy them. teehee
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The way I literally lost my mind when I saw them in the movie omg...after 40 years, my beloved twins are finally back together 😭🫶💖
(I spent like a good chunk of rewatches just trying to spot every single appearances of them HAHAHA- OTL i hope we DO get a sequel and when we do, hopefully the twins will be there too :"D)
#sideswipe#sunstreaker#transformers one#maccadam#transformers#tf one#lambo twins#i have some doodles but im not done so ill post them in a separate post :3#MY BBYSSSSSSSSS AFTER 40 YEARS WE GET TO SEE U TWO ON SCREEN TOGETHERRRRRRRRRRR#THE LAST TIME WAS IN G1 AND THE 86 MOVIE BRO OMFG#THIS HAS BEEN A LOOOOOOOOOONG TIME COMINGGHSKDJFHS#WHY AM I THE ONLY ONE FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS PLS#this is me drawing them after 4 years lmao#and i actually finished this last month but errr i forgot to post it here whoops HFJKSHFS#IM ALSO WRITING A FIC ABT THEM AND THE DRAFT IS NEARLY 10K LONG HELP ME#IM OBSESSED WITH THEIR MINER DESIGN !!!! the way they both have the exact same frame design except their helm ughhjkhsf so good#also wish we got to see Sunny's cogged mode but alas 😔💔 at least i can kinda base it on Sides'
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I have finally finished 2.4 and oh my GOD watching Dan Heng be so protective of his friends nearly killed me, MY HEART.
And yes, the cutscene where he pushes the trailblazer out of the way and even cushions their fall with his own body, but I mean even before that! When he was already trying to protect them and March 7th from Feixiao and Lingsha!!
Because if you watch the dango trio throughout the main quest, you'll notice that they often position themselves in the same way, which is a detail that makes me super happy that Hoyo thought to include- when the three of them aren't evenly spaced, March 7th and the trailblazer tend to gravitate towards each other and stand very close together, frequently side-by-side. And by comparison, Dan Heng usually stands slightly away, and often even slightly behind them, where he can pull on their leashes to wrangle them keep an eye on them.
This is probably a habit learned through experience, since March 7th said during Belobog she is the "queen of unannounced disappearances" fjdksajfkldjsak
And of course at least a little bit of it is just done for like, aesthetic purposes. It's a video game. Things have to look nice for the player. The trailblazer and Dan Heng are the same height, March 7th is a bit shorter, and Yanqing is even smaller. It makes sense to have the trailblazer and Dan Heng stand on the ends, with March 7th and Yanqing in the middle, it just looks nicer and more balanced that way. But still! Even when they're accommodating for Yanqing in this quest, they still all arrange themselves the same way, almost every time!
But this changes after Dan Heng and Yanqing become suspicious of the visitors from the Yaoqing.
The dango trio still stand around relaxed and in their usual manner when they go to the artisanship delve and meet Skott,
but Dan Heng takes notice of Lingsha when she arrives, and he and Yanqing mentioned her specifically when discussing their worries.
Yanqing worrying so much about Jing Yuan got me right in the heart, he's such a good boy WEH
And when the four of them go out to the alchemy delve to meet Lingsha for tea, the pattern breaks. Suddenly Dan Heng is standing right up front, and even walks in and enters the scene before March 7th and the trailblazer to get to Lingsha before them. He stays a step in front of them the whole time, too.
And then when Dan Heng and the trailblazer have to go be interrogated by Feixiao! The same deal! Dan Heng walks in ahead of them and stays in front of them! Noticeably so! Enough that even Feixiao takes note and voices it!
Dan Heng is so so fiercely protective of his companions, and I love it, I adore hyper vigilance in the wake of trauma like this, I'm so excited to see what else he does in 2.5, I hope we either get to see him get fucked up or the trailblazer gets fucked up in his place, I wanna see them run through the meat grinder!!!
#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr dan heng#dan heng#dancae#danstelle#he loves them so much wehhhhhh#(I know I threw in the ship tags but I mean that love romantically or platonically. tag this either way as you please)#but anyway not to mention the whole cutscene part and Dan Heng promising he wouldn't let them die before him#I could have screamed when I read that oh my GOD#Dan Heng. baby. honey. sweetiepie.#I am going to squish him#I wanna see him get a little freaked out about being stuck in the Shackling Prison again heehee#I hope we get to see his old cell at some point#looking at all this though like yeah no wonder Dan Heng immediately doesn't like Moze haha#Moze is capable of the bigger picture and of being objective. Dan Heng loses that ability when his friends are in danger.#It's just not something they can see eye-to-eye on.#Dan Heng and even the trailblazer both immediately see it as being cold and uncaring.#Moze: *breathes*#Dan Heng: I'm no cactus expert but this guy's a prick.#I love them both I hope they butt heads again later fjkldjaklfd#dango trio#Nameless trio#trailblazer trio#caelus#stelle#hsr caelus#hsr stelle#march 7th
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lapdog yoko lapdog yoko lapdog yoko
#lapfox ig..#hes one of those too big lapdogs except he knowsss he is too big but he doesnt gaf. he enjoys it#cus he gets to both feel like hes treasuring hiei but also viceversa and idk yoko w his theiving n hoarding just been on my mind i think it#just be neat if they were both little freaks n like a bit possessive n shit. maybe in like diff ways but ok no ok no i will stop ranting in#the tags i know yes i need to stop this habit but like have you thought abt them#i wwnnwa draw kurama kurama too. this was just bc uhm big fox kurama make for funnier lapdog n im gay#yu yu hakusho#yyh#yyh hiei#yyh kurama#kurahi#my art#ive crawled my way back to them oaahhgjjhwqhh blinking innocently after chewing through the bars of my enclosure 🥺
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sin eater
#sorry its been a minute!!! the horrors. you understand.#anyways yall ready for another gloom tag essay because here we go!!!#im constantly thinking about the ramifications of uzi literally eating cyn and her now being apart of her.#specifically how it impacts uzi mentally. like dgmw i LOVE the silly cyntail shenanigans in fanart (ive also contributed to this) however#when i really think about it in relation to uzi's arc i go crazy insane#uzi is a character who is grasping for control after a lifetime of not having it.#she has no control over how her peers treat her. she has no control over khan neglecting her for reasons that arent her fault.#she quite literally has no control over the solver taking her over and making her do monstrous things against her will#which solidifies her feelings of being a freak monster who everyone was right to outcast and mistreat.#because im Unwell i interpret her calling herself god as a way to convince herself of having control- and to lock away feelings of impurity#if anyone is in control- if anyone is loved and cherished despite any and all wrong doings- its a god.#and that all comes to a head when she eats the heart of cyn thereby destroying the AS- a literal manifestation of a corrupted god- for good#finally taking back control from the entity that had been terrorizing and traumatizing both her and her loved ones. but did she really?#cyn is apart of her now. powerless sure- but that doesnt take away the horrors she wrought previously#and even so- has uzi ever stopped being just a host? do you think shes terrified of cyn regaining power out of the blue?#do you think uzi ever stops feeling like a monster?#“sin eating” was a thing that happened where someone would consume ritual foods to take on the sins of a recently deceased person#thus absolving said deceased person of any sins and putting them onto the sin eater. being a sin eater ensured eternal damnation.#and i just think about that a lot. when applying that (symbolically ofc(somewhat literally. she very much is a cyn eater)) to what uzi did.#“gloom you're reading way too much into this” THE LITTLE GOTH ROBOT. MAKES ME INSANE IN THE HEAD. OK!!!!!#gloom.art#murder drones#murder drones fanart#murder drones uzi#uzi murder drones#uzi doorman#uzi md#md uzi#uzi fanart
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i like how wyll thinks the fact that gale is even Considering following through with mystra’s orders to explode himself for the the greater good sounds like “nonsense,” and in the very next act he drops that he sacrificed his freedom and his autonomy and his SOUL for his city without even a second of deliberation. at seventeen. okay. wyll “i’ll risk eternal lemurehood or worse for this woman i just met because it’s the right thing to do and never regret it for a second” ravengard and gale “sure i’ll kill myself just because my manipulative groomer ex told me to that sounds perfectly reasonable” dekarios need to slow the hell down and stop trying to sacrifice themselves at every turn please and thank you
#like you two need to chill oh my god#i think bladeweave is funny because they match each others freak in like the worst way#where they are both willing to die at the drop of a hat for insane reasons#shaking them both around until they stop attempting to blow up and or sell their souls for the greater good. at every possible opportunity#wyll ravengard#gale dekarios#wyll#gale#bg3 wyll#bg3 gale#the blade of frontiers#the blade of avernus#the wizard of waterdeep#gale of waterdeep#bladeweave#baldurs gate wyll#baldurs gate gale#baldurs gate 3#baldurs gate#baldurs gate iii#baldur’s gate 3#baldur’s gate iii#baldur’s gate#baldur’s gate wyll#baldur’s gate gale#bg3#dnd#dungeons and dragons
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very important guys' designs
#devil venerable also wants to know#dvawtk#wenren e#yin hanjiang#silly goofy guys. could be more toxic#but its ok i forgive them. cuz theyre cute#i just like cuestionable stuff#and luo binghe altered my brain in irreparable ways#but its fine. theyre not freak/freak but yhj is freak enough for both of them i think
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having seen at least the rough outlines of all the romances now I have to say that I think emmrich's is probably objectively the best in terms of coherence and completeness of story arc (with the understanding that ultimately the 'best' romance is whichever one makes YOUR heart sing anyway so objectivity is a silly thing to claim that way, it just felt like it's the arc with the most well-paced focused content and the least dangling threads)... but lucanis' is my favourite haha. just. the whole kneeling before your beloved full of reverence but without any of the distance that usually implies??? his complete undramatic certainty and calm in every scene with rook after this, having spent the whole game caught between fear and longing???? mr. lives in a pantry but it says nothing about my psyche don't worry about it it's purely for tactical reasons that I keep myself contained in a small dark room not entirely unlike a cell, love among the parsnips -- finally coming to rook in their room and it's so comfortable and comforting???? after all the times rook supports and comforts him through the game he's finally able to return the same to them when they need it while being so calm and steady and it's so fucking sweet and feels so effortless and with no price attached?????? he basically assigns himself the role of your bodyguard and he WILL stab a god over it??????????????? the turn to protector (which was in his heart all along longing to get out and find a place) of it all????? he sounds like he's found himself unexpectedly stumbling into such a soul-lightening state of revelatory existential relief, full on 'you only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves' mary oliver style, and he goes and he shares that with rook and protectively envelops them in it when they're hurting??????????????????????????? hello for the maker's sake hello can anyone hear me?????
#listen I was forged in the fires of garrusmancing. I went through two whole games just to get a gentle headbutt and some tender words#before me3 comes along and rewards you for your tenacity more fully#me? the reyes romancer???? I have the strength and headcanon game to bear the relative lack of content before the end#when the endgame is this good I am willing to hold out for it haha the way he looks at rook towards the end......#I also really liked taash' (it's really sweet) but I don't think I have any rooks ready to go right now who would go for that vibe#emmrich for sure is going to be my either crow or shadow dragon romance it really is very good! and extremely goth not unrelatedly#undeniably that old man has the most game out of anyone in this story. the move with the flower??? I'm sorry????#I actually like that lucanis' romance blooms out of the safety of an established friendship more than anything (again. avowed garrusmancer)#but emmrich... he's got some next level romantic stuff going on and is being both so wholesome and such a freak about it lmao#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#all jokes aside I totally respect and understand that people are a bit disappointed and frustrated -- they're not wrong to feel that!#there really are some gaps in content there for the midgame#however I was personally custom built by experience to get the most out of this scenario as possible and by god I will#just as I feel that ryder and reyes go off and have some soul-shrivingly good sex after the first kiss#(it makes that arc make a lot more sense to me haha)#I think rook and lucanis Get Up To It after the second coffee date. weird of them to not show us that but okay I'll fill it in myself then
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PARALLEL!! In S1E8 of mp100, Reigen reveals the delightfully baffling ethic he works by. When a woman tells him that a fortuneteller told her that there was a spirit on her shoulders, Reigen instantly disapproves of someone telling her that and doing nothing about it. And of course he considers himself so much better than this fortuneteller for... also lying to the woman, but giving her a massage. So he's allowed to lie to people, but he draws the line at not helping them. That... that's perfect. That's what he does with Mob, after all. He lies to Mob constantly about being a psychic, but he considers it fine because he's helping Mob by doing so. The woman had real pain in her shoulders; Mob has real pain in his heart. Reigen helps with both by allowing them to think he's a psychic.
Shortly after that, in S1E10, Dimple makes this remark while possessing a security guard:
IT'S THE EXACT SAME ETHICS. (okay, it's slightly worse because it's just harm reduction rather than actively helping, but Dimple is on the right track, okay?) Dimple's allowed to possess people, to steal their bodies (temporarily), but he's not allowed to let them get hurt. Letting the body he possesses be damaged is a step too far. Reigen's allowed to lie, but heaven help people who lie to others without helping them.
Just. Yeah. Dimple and Reigen both use people. Reigen lies to them, Dimple possesses them. Reigen twists the mind, Dimple twists the body. And yet they're both disgusted and offended by people who would use people without care for their welfare. They're better than that. They're not irresponsible.
edit: alt text for images 1 and 2 provided by @princess-of-purple-prose! thanks!
#mob-blogging#mp100#and that's not even getting into the parallels between Dimple's literal mind control and Reigen's metaphorical mind control#or the parallels between Dimple freaking out in episode three and trying to kill Mob and Reigen freaking out in separation arc and lashing—#lashing out verbally at Mob#IT'S THE EXACT SAME THING okay. those were both moments where Dimple/Reigen panicked and used their powers to kill#despite usually intentionally trying to use their powers only in neutral and/or positive ways#just. AUGH#*and when I say kill in Reigen's case I mean it like Jesus meant it when he said when you're angry at someone you've already killed them#Reigen spoke to kill when he told Mob his friends didn't really like him. and I stand by that#and it was the same as when Dimple got scared of Mob in that cult meeting and decided this child had to die#mob meta#mp100 spoilers
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