It’s Not Easy To Say Goodbye (Especially When We Just Said Hello Again)
Floyd was relieved.
He was finally free, and he was finally home with his brothers. He knew recovery would take time, but he was ready.
Except he seemed to never get better; in fact, he always felt worse, like his body wasn’t regenerating despite being brought back to life.
At first, he was fine. He could move around, sing, and dance. For three months, he felt like he was getting better.
Until he wasn’t. It started off small; he was always tired, like always tired and fatigued.
God was he tired—so damn tired, his muscles ached every day, and sometimes he could barely move. Why wasn’t he getting better?
“It’ll take time, Flo." Clay said as Floyd lay in bed, too tired to sit up, “You’ve only been out for a few months now; give it time; you did die." Floyd sighed. "Yeah, I know."
Clay patted his head as he walked out, and Floyd turned around, sighing, He’d get better.
Except he never did. As the days went on, his body grew weaker. Soon, it had been 7 months since he’d been freed, and there was no progress.
But the doctors and everyone around him told him to give his body time to heal, saying that draining the life out of a troll took time to heal from.
Floyd groaned, reaching down and puking in the bucket beside him.
That was another thing. He was constantly throwing up; he barely even ate because he couldn’t keep anything down.
John Dory suggested that maybe he had an egg. Floyd, despite how much he loved his big brother, wanted to punch him.
Luckily, Branch did it for him, just not where Floyd would’ve personally preferred. Still, it was a good punch.
Floyd felt so weak.
Floyd felt like his body was shutting down, and he couldn’t do anything.
Eight months after he had been freed, he was having a hard time remembering where he was or who anyone was.
“Thank you, Um." Floyd looked at whoever was in front of him and handed him a glass of water. “Bruce? Floyd, are you okay, buddy?” Floyd stared at something in the distance, unresponsive.
“I’m worried, man." Bruce said, leaving the room, “Floyd’s been getting worse."
"Yeah, but his body just needs time to recover, like the doctors said." John Dory said, "Yeah, but he barely even knows what's going on anymore; like, he’s never focused on anything." Bruce said
“It’s been 8 months and there’s been zero progress; actually, he’s been getting worse.”
John Dory shook his head. “No, he’ll get better. He’s a fighter." He said getting up and leaving
Floyd didn’t get any better.
11 months since he was freed
Sometimes it felt like he couldn’t breathe; his breaths felt short and irregular. Not to mention his body temperature was even more irregular. By this point, he couldn’t even ask for help because he couldn’t remember anything; his brain was all fuzzy. Who were these trolls that kept coming in to see him???
“I’m worried, Peppy; it’s been almost a year and Floyd hasn’t made any recovery; he’s been getting worse. He’s completely bedridden now; he can’t even feed himself,” Branch said, speaking to his girlfriend's father.
“Have you spoken to the doctors?” Peppy asked, “Yeah, but they keep telling us it’ll take time for him to recover, that maybe his body is confused from dying and coming back to life." Branch said, “I’m just worried for him.”
“Completely understandable, son; just do your best to make him comfortable." He advised
“Yes sir” Branch got up and left, thinking of what they would do once Floyd finally recovered.
They would never get to do those things.
12 months, It had been one year since Floyd had been freed. His body was running a high fever, and any medicine he took he threw right back up. He was lost and confused; everything hurt, and he could barely breathe.
He wanted to find someone to help him. Floyd pushed himself up and stumbled out of the room, his body shaking and sweating, his head hurting, his arms hurting, and his stomach hurting. He started coughing, his body sinking to the ground.
Clay eventually decided enough was enough. He scooped his baby brother up and took him to the village hospital.
Hooked up to machines and breathing tubes, Floyd lay on the hospital bed, his chest weakly rising up and down.
“You should’ve come to us sooner." Doctor Sprout said, as if it were the brothers who kept saying Floyd would get better.
“We have been!” Branch shouted, standing up, “You all told us he’d get better!"
Doctor Sprout sighed. "Yes, well, we didn’t know it was this bad. His body is shutting down,” he said, looking at the brothers.
“What do you mean?” John Dory asked. He knew what he meant; he just didn’t want to believe it. “Floyd was meant to die that day; he was freed, but he didn’t. You said he started getting worse. How long after he was back home?"
“3 months later, he started becoming increasingly tired at first,” Bruce said. “Tired, fatigued? Then let me guess: nauseous, disoriented, irregular breathing, irregular body temperature? It’s all signs of the body shutting down; typically with older trolls, Floyd’s still young, but his body was damaged too much."
“So are you saying..." Clay asked, “Start preparing to say goodbye." Doctor Sprout said, nodding, and left.
“Goodbye? We just got him back, though." Branch said, looking down, that he was pulled into a hug by Clay. If this was a joke, it wasn’t funny.
It was now a year and one month since Floyd had been moved back to the bunker; it was a request he had made. Floyd lay in his bed, machines hooked up to him. He looked over, seeing a face that seemed familiar; he just didn’t know why.
"Hi,” he whispered weakly. "Hi, my little Pink Floyd, I miss you." Rosiepuff spoke from where she stood.
Floyd looked over at the two other figures. He couldn’t remember who they were. "Hi, my baby." The lady spoke, smiling softly. “We can’t wait to see you." She said, “Everyone’s waiting." Floyd smiled slightly; he liked her, and the man seemed nice too.
“Floyd?” A voice said, and he looked over, seeing the hospice nurse walking in with a kind smile on her face. He smiled softly. “Hi nurse,” he said, but he couldn’t remember her name.
“You look happy." She said she was smiling and helping him take his medication. “I met some really nice trolls. They said they can’t wait to see me again." He said happy
The nurse smiled and said, "That's wonderful, honey. You get some rest, okay?” Floyd nodded softly as he was laid back down.
“How is he?” Branch asked, and Nurse Daisy sighed softly. “It’s time." She said, “I suggest you go in and say your goodbyes soon."
She left, and the brothers looked at each other and said, “Let’s go." John Dory spoke weakly. They walked in. "Hi, Flo,” Clay said, smiling. Floyd looked over. "Hello."
“I know, you probably can’t remember who I am; I’m your older brother Clay. When you were younger, I used to read you this story." He said, pulling out a book from his hair, He looked at his brothers, who nodded. “And I wanted you to hear it again, even though you probably know it word for word." He laughed slightly, opened the short book up to the first page, and began reading.
A long time ago and far, far away, an old woman was sitting in her rocking chair, thinking how happy she would be if she had a child. Then, she heard a knock at the door and opened it. A lady was standing there, and she said, "If you let me in, I will grant you a wish." The old woman let the woman in firstly because she felt pity and secondly because she knew what she'd wish for—a child. After she washed the lady up and fed her, she saw that she was really beautiful.
The lady slept soundly all night long, and then right before she left, she said, "Now, about your wish. What do you want?"
The lady thought about most people's wishes to be the richest in the world, the most powerful person, the smartest, and the prettiest. But the old woman wished for something the lady could not believe. She said, "I would like a child."
The only thing that could be heard aside from Clay’s voice was the sound of the pages turning.
"What did you say?" She asked because she was astonished at what the old lady asked for. The old lady repeated what she said. "I would like a child."
The lady then placed a tiny seed in the old woman's hand and gave her instructions. "Plant this seed, water it carefully, watch over it, and give it your love. If you do all those things, then you will have a child."
So the old woman did all of those things the lady had told her to. In a week, there was a beautiful yellow flower in place of the seed. The next day, the flower bloomed. Inside the flower was a beautiful little girl who was the size of the woman's thumb, so she called her Thumbellina. She made her a little dress out of golden threads. Thumbellina slept in a walnut shell and brought the old woman joy and happiness.
But one day, when Thumbellina went down for her nap, a frog hopped through the open window and said, "You will be a perfect bride for my son," and she took Thumbellina to a lily pad and hopped off to find her son.
Thumbellina cried, and some little guppies heard her and chewed the roots off the lily pad to help her escape. Thumbellina's lily pad floated away. A few hours later, she finally stopped floating. During the summer, she ate berries and drank the dew off the leaves. But then winter came, and she needed shelter. A kindly mouse let her stay with it, but it said, "You'll have to marry my friend, Mole, because I cannot keep you for another winter."
The next day, she went to see Mole. In one of the tunnels, she found a sick bird and said, "Poor thing, I will bury it." Then she found out that it was still alive, and she cared for it until it was ready to fly. It flew off. That fall, she nearly had to marry Mole. But then she heard a familiar tweet, and an idea popped up in the bird's head.
"You can come down to the warm country," said the bird, so Thumbellina hopped on the bird's back and flew to the warm country. The people there who were like her renamed her Erin. She married a prince, and she lived happily ever after.
The End
By the last few paragraphs, Clay’s voice was shaky—a mix of tears and his voice getting choked up. “I’m sorry. I love you, Floyd." Clay spoke through tears and pressed a kiss to his forehead. Floyd smiled. He had enjoyed the story very much.
Clay stood back, allowing his other brothers to speak.
“Floyd” Bruce spoke next, walking over and grabbing his hand gently. “I know we were never the closest growing up, but I want you to know that I loved you more than anything else in the world." He spoke, looking him in the eyes. “There wasn’t a day or night that I didn’t think about you. My kids grew up hearing stories of their uncle Floyd. They were so excited to meet you, and I’m sorry you didn’t get much time to spend with them. Floyd, I’m so sorry we were too late." Bruce said, tears falling, “I know you’re in pain, baby; you can rest soon." He said, “I love you, Floyd." Bruce pressed a kiss to his forehead and stepped back with Clay.
John Dory walked over. “Floyd, I have no words. I should’ve been a better brother to you; I know I’ve made you cry countless times, so I guess this makes us even, huh?” He joked, “Floyd, you are one of the most incredible trolls I know; you’re talented, handsome, and funny." He grabbed his hand. “You made me better every day, even when we were all separated. I’ll make sure your name lives on, I promise, baby brother." He said, “I love you, Floyd. Give mom, dad, and grandma a hug for us, please." He whispered, pressing a kiss on his forehead before stepping back.
Lastly, there was Branch.
“Floyd, why? I-we-just got you back." Branch whispered weakly, “Don’t go; I’m not ready to say goodbye.”
Floyd smiled weakly and reached his arms out. Branch hugged him tightly. “Floyd, you were and always will be the best big brother I could ever ask for. It’s not fair; you did nothing wrong; you should be able to live longer. We just said hello; I don’t want to say goodbye now. I’ll learn how to one day, though. I love you, Floyd." Branch whispered, pressing a kiss to his forehead, just as his other brothers had before.
“I’m tired,” Floyd whispered weakly. The four brothers gathered around him. “We know, baby; you can rest now." John Dory spoke, holding his hand, and Floyd smiled softly. “Brothers?” Floyd spoke, looking at them.
“Yes baby?” Bruce asked, stroking his hair, “I love you guys." He spoke; his voice was not even a whisper. He closed his eyes and took one final breath, a smile gracing his lips.
His heart had flatlined. Floyd had passed away with a smile on his face, and his family gathered around him. Just like he wanted to.
The brothers hugged each other, and sobs echoed through the bunker. Branch sobbed about how unfair it was; they all did; it really wasn’t fair; Floyd was still young; why was he taken away?
Poppy and Viva had wanted the brothers to spend Floyd’s last moments together.
Once the doctors came in and took Floyd away, they didn’t hesitate to hug the other four brothers. Poppy held Branch, and Viva held Clay tightly. But they didn’t just give their attention to their respective boyfriends. Poppy hugged John Dory tightly. "I'm so sorry, JD." She whispered, rubbing his back, as Viva hugged Bruce, Poppy hugged Clay next, who sobbed into her shoulder, and Viva hugged Branch, who hugged her back tightly.
The funeral was no different; more tears were shed. Floyd had touched so many troll hearts back in his band days, even as a soloist. The brothers were surprised at how many trolls had come to pay their respects. They didn’t know Floyd knew so many trolls. From rock trolls to funk trolls, even country trolls, and so many more. They all came to pay their respects; they had known Floyd way before the reuniting of the trolls. They had stories to share and so much love to give.
In the distance, behind everyone, a small deer watched the funeral and all those gathered. With a small noise, the deer walked off, seemingly more at ease.
What would’ve been Floyd’s 36th birthday? Poppy and John Dory worked to decorate the village with magenta lights in honor of Floyd.
Behind a tree, a beautiful deer watched as the village was illuminated by magenta lights. The deer turned and walked off calmly.
two years later. It had been two years since Floyd had passed away.
Branch and Poppy walked to the gravestone, where they laid Floyd to rest. “Hi Floyd. I wanted to introduce you to someone.
Poppy kneeled down, holding a small bundle in her arms. “Her name is Flora,” she said, smiling softly. The light blue and dark pink-haired troll stirred in her sleep, "fitting, huh?” She said she was laughing.
A small deer walked over to them, and Branch and Poppy watched as the deer pressed its nose to Flora’s small head before nuzzling Poppy and Branch’s cheek before running off.
They didn’t say anything; they just left in a comfortable silence. No words needed to be spoken.
Even if he was gone, he never truly left. Floyd found a way to be in their lives again, just in different ways.
Floyd would live on in their hearts and minds forever and always.
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