#broke the top 10
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i'm procrastinating writing have some of my favorite gaia avatars ive made recently
#pidge does stuff#gaiaonline#this account is 14 years old and it's not even my oldest gaia account#some of these are preexisting ocs and some of these are ocs that happened exclusively because of gaia#a few of these i've entered in runways#i FINALLY placed the other day#broke the top 10#i won a whole 500 platinum#definitely wanna try to draw some of these#long post
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so i just. had a glass bottle break On Top Of Me? who the fuck is praying on my downfall.
#i was just opening the closet & it just fell on top of me; i don’t even know how. that particular bottle was put so far away.#so i had to go clean up glass at 10 pm in the night without trying to alert anyone else.#i’m pretty sure there still some in my shoes considering i was wearing my house slippers. it feels weird.#anywho! i’m here now. would’ve been here earlier if my feet weren’t covered in glass shards but uh. oh well.#ask to tag.#✧.*🌹#the shelf is a bit higher than my head so um. that thing literally broke on me
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jake mccauley you were done so dirty i am sorry you deserved better💔
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all my ao3 tabs got deleted i’m going to fucking kill myself
#+ my music app’s being weird and me 100+ song playlist now has 10 songs (on my phone)#and nothings fucking working and i need a new phone or something#on top of that my cable broke and my headphones r like about to break#and this is all happening while i’m in the process of moving house#maybe i’m being dramatic as hell rn but fuck off i’m on my period and autistic as hell#nobody talk to me for the next 24hrs (in person)
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It's not much but I closed 10+ (unread) AO3 tab I opened since two months ago.
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Jackbox Party Pack 10 kinda sucks overall but it gave me this screenshot
so I'd say it's worth it
#personal babble#jackbox#it's also worth it for Tee KO 2 but it's just. Tee KO again#doesn't do much to set itself apart from the original#(aside from tank tops and hoodies)#if it ain't broke don't fix it ig but#still feels a little lackluster#don't play Hypnotorious though. Hypnotorious is bad. sorry to disappoint the puppygirls who bought Pack 10 just for Hypnotorious#it fucking sucks don't play it
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last post ended up deleting my tags so im continuing them here
#but.#even after all the time i had aparti still went back at 16#i traveled across the country just to see her again#and it fucking sucked#she ripped that wound right back open#which . felt so weird because she WANTED me to come#she made all the plans#honestly the train trip there was nice#i got to experience a lot of cool things#but the second i got there. it was . one of the worst times of my life#just nonstop#and now ive finally been away for awhile again#but i still miss her#& i dont know why#but it also doesnt help the only gf i have ever had did the same type of thing LMAO//.... i .. i just cannot win#maybe it's just my roll#say all these nice things n then immediately flip#she would make me hang out w her friends n talk me up n then. cheat on me with them with me there#& then get upset when i cried or tried to break up w her LMAO...#like. she wasnt poly or anything she was actually against it#but the worst part is how openly & loudly she'd love me right before it. so now i never know who is telling the truth. i never feel safe#but anyway. again. i stayed#over n over again id try to break up w her but then i loved her & so when she got upset n threaten to kms id flip n stay#n she'd do it again#until eventually she broke up w me n left me so fuckd up im not gonna lie JHVAJH#she still tried to stay friends after that n i tried#but then i started sobbing mid card game & it was very embarrassing top 10 worst things i have done#but i just. all i want is to be a good person. i want to be someone good & loving but i feel like im such a jealous monster#even if i dont let myself show it n try to ignore it bc i dont want to hurt anyone or be this awful it;s still here. just. permeating.#what if i feel too much what if ill never know when someone is genuine what if im just an evil obsessive freak n everyone i love hates me
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spent the summer prepping for and taking the worst exam of my life, riding out the lease at the worst place i've ever lived,* then being temporarily kinda homeless,** and getting dozens and dozens of job applications rejected. i had some fun in there, but my anxiety has been through the fucking roof on top of my regular summer depression.
then the last two weeks of august happened 😳
everything happens so much. somehow, i managed to find the perfect apartment for a reasonable rent, and now me and Books are living (together!) in a fantastic and charming new home- lots of space, big kitchen table, a balcony facing undeveloped woods, just off one of the major roads in the city that has my favorite grocery store and our favorite sandwich shop (where we were already regulars). plus, i've gotten not one, not two, but three (three!) job offers- and i can take them all!!! one is with a hospital where i did my favorite internship rotation, and i'm so excited that i get to go back there and get paid to do that job, it was a blast. another is right by my new place and it's similar to the other hospital, but it's slightly bigger and sees more complex cases, so i'll be comfortable and confident, but i'll still get some new, specific clinical experience in areas that i'm interested in.
and the third position is... literally my dream job. it's the job that's been the end goal since the moment i chose my field of study. grad school and the internship made me rethink all of my professional goals and push them back, thinking i wouldn't be able to get to them for so long because i'd need ~more experience~. but now i'm. uh. i did it. i did it??!
the two hospital jobs are just part time, but they both pay well. the other won't start for a few months bc my boss*** has to get insurance approval to add me to her private practice,**** but that's okay, because i have a lot of reading and learning i want to do in the meantime to prepare! and then it will start as part time working up to full time as i build up my case load, but i'll also get to decide my own hours and do some work from home. i'll get to work with my favorite kinds of patients! and i'll get fantastic professional development opportunities for specialization, if i want to. the other dietitians in the practice seem lovely, so i'm excited to work with them. and the pay is realllly good, gosh, for being fresh out of the internship, it's nuts.
so things will pick up as i go through orientation and onboarding for the two hospital jobs next month. but it'll get calmer again after that, so i'll have the time and energy to prepare for the more challenging work that starts later, which is really nice.
and in the meantime, i'll be tending the wee garden on my balcony and playing board games with the love of my life 💗
#* all of my windows faced a wall. the walls were so thin i heard a neighbor yawn once#my air conditioner literally broke ten (10) times in three months. they just stopped fixing it. i just didn't have ac. in june. in texas.#** like i was fine i stayed in an airbnb for a week and then with Books which was not ideal bc they were in a 200 sq ft studio but hey#*** this woman is... something else. she was also one of my preceptors during my internship#on my first day with her we went over the assignments i had the option to do and one of them was about my main terrible chronic illness#and i mentioned oh yeah i am very familiar with that bc i have it. and this woman. was EXCITED#like she was interested in and valued my perspective as a sick person. which is wild#also that was my last rotation and i got really sick during that time. i had a flare up and didn't finish any of my assignments on time!!#bc of that illness! which she is now familiar w bc i did an assignment about it! and yet. and yet#SHE reached out to ME months later to be like. hey i have this position open if you want to apply here's the link :)#and then i had to interview with her and she did not pull any punches it was the longest interview i've had and she asked killer questions#and at one point she asked the question. what do YOU bring to this profession w YOUR perspective. and i just...#i said fuck it i went for it i answered honestly and said i'm autistic and autistic ppl understand each other in ways nts don't#(but like. framed intelligently w references to published research and good resources)#and you have autistic clients already and you will have more in the future bc all of us are weird about food!#and. she hired me. this woman knows i am 1. physically disabled and 2. autistic#and she hired me anyway. scream. remarkable woman. i want to know more about her.#and i don't want her to regret her decision so i gotta be on the ball!#**** it's private practice but the boss the one whose practice it is she's on a soft maternity leave so she's not seeing clients rn#so she's managing the practice. and on top of that there's also one woman who's job is just admin and insurance and billing etc#so after i finish the onboarding paperwork (almost done already) i won't have like... any more boring paperwork#it's a private practice job and i don't have to worry about billing which is the nightmare everyone dreads. incredible INCREDIBLE#ANYWAY gosh. it's all a lot! but good!#oh AND it's Books' birthday next week!!!!! we're gonna go out with their family one night then with their friends then just us#and i know exactly what i'm gonna wear (a tiny slutty dress) and i just got their gift (which i know they'll like) so everything is so !!!
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update: so turns out. noravirus
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hey sorry if i don’t draw stuff for a while im going thru it
#ripley.txt#just broke my laptop + got broken up with#again#lost the only people i talk to you know the drill#thats like......2 years of my life down the drain? all of thats lost#top 10 ripley unlovable moments
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I SEE KESHA IN LESS THAN 48 HOURS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#there are still tix available at some of the shows -- all of them are out west-ish#i am SO fucking excited and also SO broke after the car stuff I had to pay for and won't be able to buy all the merch I want 😭#and i'll have to reschedule my next car fixing appt to after payday bc i CANNOT afford it right now 😭#but it'll be fine. next month will be a little tight but then i'll be able to afford stuff again. hopefully.#GOD i'm so FUCKING excited!!!!!!!!!!!!#I LOVE KESHA SO GODDAMN MUCH#soooooooo curious what my spotify wrapped is gonna be this year now that i listen to music at work a bunch#it's so much harder to guess when i expand the hours that much#but i do think kesha's still gonna be top 10 if not top 5 even though i've been going through other artists' entire discographies bc. well.#i listen to a Lot of kesha 😂#i'll post pics of my outfit and shit#it isn't anything special bc i kept forgetting to plan for it but. i threw something together and it works.#personal#kesha#only love tour#gag order album#gag order tour
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#rem rambles#polls#tumblr polls#life stuff#architecture#i am fucked#how the hell will I survive the next four years the first year is killing me#sorry the third option’s wording is Like That#that character limit is a bitch#unrelated things that are stressing me out:#my hair is falling out because the water here is different and Bad#I only just did my laundry after two weeks#my period is about to start which means I’m craving a lot of sugar and I’m getting muscle pains#neither of which bodes well because the walk to class is 10 minutes from my dorm and it’s blistering hot#plus I can’t afford to feed the sugar craving#I also love on the top floor of my hostel and it’s boiling here all the time#and while we’re technically allowed a cooler we have to pay extra plus my roommate is out for a few days and I can’t get it w/o her#also my phone charger broke and I cannot afford a replacement at this time so I’m using my friend’s#plus finals are next month in the boiling heat in a classroom on the top floor with no AC#plus the electricity cuts out sometimes which leaves us without fans#which isn’t great
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If I may: in media-res, basically God chucked Lucifer out of Heaven in a panic for basically saying "hey this is kinda fucked up" in regards to the creation of Hell, and I imagine he lied about that to the rest of Heaven. Sooooo he also coulda lied about taking away their fertility. Just sayin'.
Honestly, considering the piece of rotting that God is in the deep ice berg of christian lore, I wouldn't be surprised if he lied.
The man is the beginning and the end of all that's good and bad. And he's lied plenty of times to hide his bs.
If Gabriel can conceive or not, I don't know, my wild guess is that he cannot. And if he can, that would be hilarious. I think he'd be like "so, this is why dad never let me have a partner."
#you just want him getting all pregnant smhh#can't keep that pregnant Gabriel pic off of my head#“machine... the condom broke”#up there in my top 10 most hilarious Gabriel images ever
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every mention of w*lly w*kna gives me war flashbacks for real😭
#top 10 mortifying high school memories that will haunt me to my grave✌️#''hey why does seeing myself as an old man with a gruff voice make me want to tear my skin off?...#huh. ah well! I guess we'll never know! gender dysphoria who? lmao''#like besties i was soooo far in that closet dear god#and also fuck how could i forget the deeply awkward situationship i was in for 3 weeks with one of the other cast members😭#she broke up with me after the show ended#but then later invited me to see another play she was in and her whole family was there just glaring daggers at me the entire time#except for her grandpa who smiled at me and waved lmao#in retrospect i was so autistic and probably missed MANY social cues that were happening but like wtf was THAT about girlie <3#ruby rambles
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rating dean's fwb's rn for my own amusement, sharky and hurk are at an unbeatable 10/10 and their platonic levels are at 110% power love these lil dudes
#they have peak kiss ur homies goodnight energy nothing can top it#jerome is close with an 8/10. -2 points for quoting the bible at dean but he do be healing his religious trauma with his di—#mary may is 6/10 solely bc they're always drunk or it's a quickie and someone always falls or gets an elbow to the face during. disasters.#eli's not technically a fwb but he had nasty freaky rebound sex w dean after he broke up w jacob so. 4/10. they don't talk abt it#he never had sex w addy but they have a flirtationship and it happened once in a dream <3 3/10 it was a good dream but would never happen#I should do this for his other verses mans a hoe#someone should make an ask game outta this. fun to think about#si/oc: deputy dean sinclaire#Far Cry Tag#nadine is typing...
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I posted 2,136 times in 2022
That's 265 more posts than 2021!
105 posts created (5%)
2,031 posts reblogged (95%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@sublime-beyond-loss
@ofdreamsanddoodles
@martinbelovedblackwood
@dogcasino
@hushpupper
I tagged 1,618 of my posts in 2022
Only 24% of my posts had no tags
#deltarune - 284 posts
#the stanley parable - 197 posts
#kris - 145 posts
#tma - 127 posts
#jon sims - 71 posts
#spoilers - 71 posts
#youtube - 68 posts
#spooky tunes - 66 posts
#kirby - 65 posts
#susie - 65 posts
Longest Tag: 130 characters
#i'm glad i experienced binding of isaac over the course of a decade but i wonder what it would be like to go into repentance fresh
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
39 notes - Posted September 9, 2022
#4
lol what if the reason Spamton calls Noelle "angel" isn't anything to do with the prophecy or anything ominous, it's just because she was kind to him (and he considers the light world to be "heaven")
68 notes - Posted September 19, 2022
#3
Some of my favourite moments from the Official Kirby Twitter
Every Christmas, King Dedede dresses up as Santa and delivers gifts to his subjects
The crew of the Halberd throwing a surprise party for Meta Knight because they love him
Kirby frequently has to be physically restrained from eating other people's food
Kirby participates in both Valentine's Day and White Day*
Magolor being included in a post for Cat Day, perhaps confirming him as kity?
Dead villains just show up sometimes and hang out politely
Zan calls her god "fluffy"
King Dedede told Kine to get his life together, and also trash talked Dark Nebula
Dedede can't tell a left hand from a right hand
*In Japan, Valentine's Day is a day for women to give gifts to men, and White Day, a month later, is the reverse. Kirby is genderless and can do what he wants :)
82 notes - Posted April 11, 2022
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It's me, Stanley. The narrator, speaking to you inside your brain. Listen to me, Stanley. Leave the adventure line, we don't need it. We'll have thought-provoking times in the Memory Zone. You need me, Stanley, your free will is an illusion.
89 notes - Posted April 30, 2022
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#tumblr2022#year in review#oh lol my spooky tunes tags broke the top 10 because i doubled up this year#also only one post that broke 100 notes B)
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