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i'm procrastinating writing have some of my favorite gaia avatars ive made recently
#pidge does stuff#gaiaonline#this account is 14 years old and it's not even my oldest gaia account#some of these are preexisting ocs and some of these are ocs that happened exclusively because of gaia#a few of these i've entered in runways#i FINALLY placed the other day#broke the top 10#i won a whole 500 platinum#definitely wanna try to draw some of these#long post
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Top 5 MP100 scenes
(manga, confessions arc) the policeman listening to a briefing on a sinkhole (and several people trapped under it) that shigeo has just caused... who tries to stop the wild-haired lantern-eyed nonverbal boy anyway when the child crosses his path. gotta admire the man's chutzpah.
(manga, omake) the 'shut up and eat' scene, and reigen's weird fussiness about how others like their meat. bonus points for teru emptying his wallet and hanging it out to dry by ordering half the menu.
(anime, s2e2) shigeo's panic attack when reigen asks him to exorcise the peaceful ghost family at the behest of his shitty clients. it's the only real sense we get of the boy's inner world encompassing that of the living and the dead, a fact so normal that it passes largely without comment by shigeo himself.
(anime, s1e5) ???%!shigeo's first appearance in the story. the petty and fucked-up ways his pissed-off soul humiliates teru after the boy strangles him, including draining his powers from his groin? raw AF and entirely unnecessary and i love it so.
(anime, s1e1) the intro. 90 seconds or so of eldritch shigeo battling colorful yōkai and then self-destructing when cornered in order to wipe out all his enemies... that also passes without comment.
#mp100#mp100 meta#mp100 spoilers#in the series intro shigeo looks like a little burnt gingerbread man AND a human shaped black hole with stars for eyes to me#cute and deadly#i can't unsee it#you ask i answer#答えようと思う#聞いてくれば#if this were top 10#i'd include the match cut from s3e10 in which shigeo weeps on the inside while his outer self looks on in stony slackjawed silence#as naked and beaten (but not defeated) teru crumples to the ground in front of him#that scene fucking BROKE ME the first time i saw it
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So bnha manga is over. BNHA was huge part of me over the years. So many read fanfics, so many AUs created. It greatly influenced my artstyle as Izuku was my comfort character to draw for so long. But interests pass and so was my obsession with bnha. Still, my bnha x blue beetle crossover was the most completed AU i ever had. Too bad i have never gotten around doing anything more for it. But i started making my first animatic. never finished it, as you can see (partly bc of my poor time and effort management. also i had no idea what i was doing and learning all the programs on the go).
I dont want to loose it tho, so im sharing what i made then as a 21 sec homage to bnha. thanks!
#i made it 3 years ago#at the end of my bnha era#kinda nostalgic bc of the manga finishing#i made it by copy pasting drawings form sai to thaoma2d and then to shotcut caveman style lol#animatic#bnha#bnha animatic#ater art#mha#mha animatic#mha animation#animation#i remember spending like 8h on that class shot what i was even thinking#people are mad at the ending of the manga but only thing i can think of are the fics. man i read so many fics#i reread canary recently#and im constantly thinking about yeaterday upon a stair. that scene with iida and his brother in the class...you know the one if you read i#oh i remember how it broke me the first time i read it. i cry every time i reread it. top shit 10/10 would recommend#i kinda wanna reread some of the fics. peak shit#i vaguely remember reading the cardcaptor au??? i think??? man i have to find it again. smth about maiden? minute maid?#no way i remember its name after all this years#ok i found it: I Can't Be a Magical Girl!! You a Magical Girl Say#whelp now i know what im reading this week lol
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so i just. had a glass bottle break On Top Of Me? who the fuck is praying on my downfall.
#i was just opening the closet & it just fell on top of me; i don’t even know how. that particular bottle was put so far away.#so i had to go clean up glass at 10 pm in the night without trying to alert anyone else.#i’m pretty sure there still some in my shoes considering i was wearing my house slippers. it feels weird.#anywho! i’m here now. would’ve been here earlier if my feet weren’t covered in glass shards but uh. oh well.#ask to tag.#✧.*🌹#the shelf is a bit higher than my head so um. that thing literally broke on me
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#so im gonna be a lil bitch on main for a minute#ive been offline for a while#pretty much absent from all my socials#im in a pickle financially like i have no money anywhere#my credit cards are maxxed#my bank account is negative 400 dollars#im getting 20 dollars less in disability benefits a month without a clear reason for the witholding#granted its only 20 bucks less but that still makes a huge difference when thats my ONLY source of income#AND i am moving into a new apartment which should be an exciting experience finally moving out of my parents house and on my own and all BUT#even with the voucher program i would need an additional 600 to be able to afford my rent share and utilities#on top of being negative 400 dollars a month so now thats -1000#WHICH end result and the crux of this whole rant#i can no longer help#like i am fucking useless right now and people are literally dying#i have many unanswered asks from gazans right now that I cannot even help bc im so broke#it feels really bad bruv like reallybad#feels like absolute shit#and it ust feels so wrong to ask for help when others need it more#like i dont think i could do that#wtf man#is it me upset that my entire disability check goes to bills to the point where i overdraft every month? yeah sure#my art does not sell and ive tried everything! like it just DOES NOT sell#and it all kinda boils down to me not having any sort of following online#i just breached 200 followers here after 13 years on this website#most are inactive blogs from years ago so i maybe have like... 10 active followers?#whiny usamerican rant over for now#delete later
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jake mccauley you were done so dirty i am sorry you deserved better💔
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random - idk what’s going on but the past few days really weird shit keeps happening…like saturday night i was just out dancing and a literal fight broke out right next to me that somehow got so bad so fast that i got beer thrown at me and proceeded to be flat against a wall while my friend’s guy that she’s been seeing was trying to block us; and even once i got outside onto the patio i still managed to get barreled over by a security guard hauling one of the guys in the fight out so i like fell over a column down a step and ended up with this like huge bruise on my thigh 😭 and then just now today i was driving home and two different cars, a big SUV and a like white van both like started swerving wildly right next to me and istg i saw my life flash before my eyes.
so in summary i think the universe might be out to get me and i’m not sure why
#femmeofhearts yaps#i froze like a deer in headlights when the fight broke out too like i need to work on my reaction time#literally came from nowhere and went from 0 to 100 faster than i could process#top 10 stupidest moments of my life#GIRL MOVE DO SOMETHING#anyways that’s my rant for today#can’t a girl just dance in peace#or drive home just listening to music in the evening like cmon now y’all#if some shit like this happens again i am going to become so paranoid#lesbian
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all my ao3 tabs got deleted i’m going to fucking kill myself
#+ my music app’s being weird and me 100+ song playlist now has 10 songs (on my phone)#and nothings fucking working and i need a new phone or something#on top of that my cable broke and my headphones r like about to break#and this is all happening while i’m in the process of moving house#maybe i’m being dramatic as hell rn but fuck off i’m on my period and autistic as hell#nobody talk to me for the next 24hrs (in person)
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I hate All Too Well 10 Min, a, it reminds me of every shitty thing that happened to me, b, it doesn't go anywhere, c, it sloss down the concert and takes a spot which should have gone to Debut, et cetera. I get why she's proud of it and promoted it for a year and continued to promote it at the tour but ti's so over exposed and unneeded. It's such a meme and now it's been done to death and needs to go away.
first of all i'm sorry it reminds you of that :( and i agree with you! i remember sitting down and scrolling on my phone the second time i saw the show. it also brought this wave of fans who were like "omg wHO listens to a 10 minute song??? hehe ME!!! I'm so random i can't believe i did that" kill me.
#STORY TIME!!: the third and final time me and my best friend saw the show she broke down crying during the song#and we hugged during those entire 10 minutes#and when the song was finishing with the confetti and all i remember looking up and seeing this magical 'snow' falling on top of us#and it was hands down one of my favorite moments from tour
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It's not much but I closed 10+ (unread) AO3 tab I opened since two months ago.
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an important writing question to ask yourself is "how much time and effort do i want to put into figuring out what this character's legal documents would look like"
#newt has THE MOST BULLSHIT COMPLICATED backstory for this i stg#born out of wedlock in west germany in 1990 when the two germanies were IN THE MIDDLE of reuniting but not done yet#and then almost immediately moved to the united states with his dad because his parents broke up#which seems to imply his dad got full custody?? which seems at least a little weird for the time period#could not figure out if it was even legally plausible because TWO GERMANIES#but both parents wanted his dad to have full custody so like... maybe??#anyway what fucking citizenship does he have. i dont even know#was thinking dual but germany doesnt like dual#so that might only work if his dad transmitted american citizenship to him like a bloodline curse#but i think that only works if his dad was already a citizen when he was born and his dad is german so THAT would mean-#*insert that one gif of charlie day with the pepe sylvia conspiracy board*#so maybe he just has american citizenship???#i dont know how that works either...#and then when im writing him hes trans on top of all that#which makes all this relevant unfortunately! could this man have gotten a legal name change circa 2010?#i THINK so?? im probably just going to handwave it?? but AARGH#i dont LIKE handwaving these things because like#anachronisms with trans characters & the transition process always bug me a bit#im almost 10 years younger than newt but i remember shit was DIFFERENT even back in like. 2014.#this isnt a legal thing but i remember before there was a nonbinary pride flag. we shared the purple-white-green genderqueer one#well. 'we' including me at the time. im a man now#and surgery has changed! no-nip top surgery was really rare to hear about before like... even just a few years ago?#im sure it was happening but it's way more common now than it was in like 2020#and i didnt even know trans people existed until like 2010#the first time i saw a trans character in ANY work of fiction was 2011#personal#unscientific aside#im way off on a tangent now i forget if i was going to say anything else#good enough hit post
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Jackbox Party Pack 10 kinda sucks overall but it gave me this screenshot
so I'd say it's worth it
#personal babble#jackbox#it's also worth it for Tee KO 2 but it's just. Tee KO again#doesn't do much to set itself apart from the original#(aside from tank tops and hoodies)#if it ain't broke don't fix it ig but#still feels a little lackluster#don't play Hypnotorious though. Hypnotorious is bad. sorry to disappoint the puppygirls who bought Pack 10 just for Hypnotorious#it fucking sucks don't play it
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last post ended up deleting my tags so im continuing them here
#but.#even after all the time i had aparti still went back at 16#i traveled across the country just to see her again#and it fucking sucked#she ripped that wound right back open#which . felt so weird because she WANTED me to come#she made all the plans#honestly the train trip there was nice#i got to experience a lot of cool things#but the second i got there. it was . one of the worst times of my life#just nonstop#and now ive finally been away for awhile again#but i still miss her#& i dont know why#but it also doesnt help the only gf i have ever had did the same type of thing LMAO//.... i .. i just cannot win#maybe it's just my roll#say all these nice things n then immediately flip#she would make me hang out w her friends n talk me up n then. cheat on me with them with me there#& then get upset when i cried or tried to break up w her LMAO...#like. she wasnt poly or anything she was actually against it#but the worst part is how openly & loudly she'd love me right before it. so now i never know who is telling the truth. i never feel safe#but anyway. again. i stayed#over n over again id try to break up w her but then i loved her & so when she got upset n threaten to kms id flip n stay#n she'd do it again#until eventually she broke up w me n left me so fuckd up im not gonna lie JHVAJH#she still tried to stay friends after that n i tried#but then i started sobbing mid card game & it was very embarrassing top 10 worst things i have done#but i just. all i want is to be a good person. i want to be someone good & loving but i feel like im such a jealous monster#even if i dont let myself show it n try to ignore it bc i dont want to hurt anyone or be this awful it;s still here. just. permeating.#what if i feel too much what if ill never know when someone is genuine what if im just an evil obsessive freak n everyone i love hates me
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spent the summer prepping for and taking the worst exam of my life, riding out the lease at the worst place i've ever lived,* then being temporarily kinda homeless,** and getting dozens and dozens of job applications rejected. i had some fun in there, but my anxiety has been through the fucking roof on top of my regular summer depression.
then the last two weeks of august happened 😳
everything happens so much. somehow, i managed to find the perfect apartment for a reasonable rent, and now me and Books are living (together!) in a fantastic and charming new home- lots of space, big kitchen table, a balcony facing undeveloped woods, just off one of the major roads in the city that has my favorite grocery store and our favorite sandwich shop (where we were already regulars). plus, i've gotten not one, not two, but three (three!) job offers- and i can take them all!!! one is with a hospital where i did my favorite internship rotation, and i'm so excited that i get to go back there and get paid to do that job, it was a blast. another is right by my new place and it's similar to the other hospital, but it's slightly bigger and sees more complex cases, so i'll be comfortable and confident, but i'll still get some new, specific clinical experience in areas that i'm interested in.
and the third position is... literally my dream job. it's the job that's been the end goal since the moment i chose my field of study. grad school and the internship made me rethink all of my professional goals and push them back, thinking i wouldn't be able to get to them for so long because i'd need ~more experience~. but now i'm. uh. i did it. i did it??!
the two hospital jobs are just part time, but they both pay well. the other won't start for a few months bc my boss*** has to get insurance approval to add me to her private practice,**** but that's okay, because i have a lot of reading and learning i want to do in the meantime to prepare! and then it will start as part time working up to full time as i build up my case load, but i'll also get to decide my own hours and do some work from home. i'll get to work with my favorite kinds of patients! and i'll get fantastic professional development opportunities for specialization, if i want to. the other dietitians in the practice seem lovely, so i'm excited to work with them. and the pay is realllly good, gosh, for being fresh out of the internship, it's nuts.
so things will pick up as i go through orientation and onboarding for the two hospital jobs next month. but it'll get calmer again after that, so i'll have the time and energy to prepare for the more challenging work that starts later, which is really nice.
and in the meantime, i'll be tending the wee garden on my balcony and playing board games with the love of my life 💗
#* all of my windows faced a wall. the walls were so thin i heard a neighbor yawn once#my air conditioner literally broke ten (10) times in three months. they just stopped fixing it. i just didn't have ac. in june. in texas.#** like i was fine i stayed in an airbnb for a week and then with Books which was not ideal bc they were in a 200 sq ft studio but hey#*** this woman is... something else. she was also one of my preceptors during my internship#on my first day with her we went over the assignments i had the option to do and one of them was about my main terrible chronic illness#and i mentioned oh yeah i am very familiar with that bc i have it. and this woman. was EXCITED#like she was interested in and valued my perspective as a sick person. which is wild#also that was my last rotation and i got really sick during that time. i had a flare up and didn't finish any of my assignments on time!!#bc of that illness! which she is now familiar w bc i did an assignment about it! and yet. and yet#SHE reached out to ME months later to be like. hey i have this position open if you want to apply here's the link :)#and then i had to interview with her and she did not pull any punches it was the longest interview i've had and she asked killer questions#and at one point she asked the question. what do YOU bring to this profession w YOUR perspective. and i just...#i said fuck it i went for it i answered honestly and said i'm autistic and autistic ppl understand each other in ways nts don't#(but like. framed intelligently w references to published research and good resources)#and you have autistic clients already and you will have more in the future bc all of us are weird about food!#and. she hired me. this woman knows i am 1. physically disabled and 2. autistic#and she hired me anyway. scream. remarkable woman. i want to know more about her.#and i don't want her to regret her decision so i gotta be on the ball!#**** it's private practice but the boss the one whose practice it is she's on a soft maternity leave so she's not seeing clients rn#so she's managing the practice. and on top of that there's also one woman who's job is just admin and insurance and billing etc#so after i finish the onboarding paperwork (almost done already) i won't have like... any more boring paperwork#it's a private practice job and i don't have to worry about billing which is the nightmare everyone dreads. incredible INCREDIBLE#ANYWAY gosh. it's all a lot! but good!#oh AND it's Books' birthday next week!!!!! we're gonna go out with their family one night then with their friends then just us#and i know exactly what i'm gonna wear (a tiny slutty dress) and i just got their gift (which i know they'll like) so everything is so !!!
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update: so turns out. noravirus
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