#bts come to canada please

[purpleyoonn]

baby (you complete us) 3

C H A P T E R   T H R E E

summary: Soulmates were a common occurrence, so common, in fact, that the world sought an easier way to find your other half: A bracelet that would scan your mark and match you with those who shared your mark. Within recent years, soul groups were becoming normal, and your own bracelet said you have seven matches.

Or where you wear your bracelet for ten years, and finally give up the hope you would find your soul group, only for BTS to put theirs on and see what they were missing.

genre: soulmate au, idol au, angst, fluff, eventual smut,

pairing: Idol BTS x Disabled MC

warnings: angst, mentions of depression, disabled mc (Ehlers Danlos syndrome), eventual smut, fluff, lots of fluff, mentions of disability, simp bangtan

chapter warnings: lotssss of angst (ofc), nervous mc, nervous bangtan, insecure mc, breakdowns, not much

*words in italics are spoken in Korean*

masterlist // chapter 2 // chapter 4 

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Previously on baby (you complete us):

You clicked on the messages first, tears coming to your eyes as you scrolled all the way to the top, replies waiting to be clicked on for every single one of the messages you have sent over the past ten years.

You couldn’t believe what you were seeing, needing to rub your tired eyes more than once as English and Korean replies were sent, responding to each and every one of your own messages. Hundreds of apologies written as you scrolled, each one sorry for waiting so long to wear their bracelets.

You moved over to the ‘matches’ button, needing to confirm with your own thoughts what was happening. And there it was, seven matches, their profile pictures and names only confirmed that you were the missing soulmate to BTS.

You sat on your bed in shock, not knowing what to do as your brain froze, the seven people in your matches folder staring back at you. You just kept reading their names, over and over again, trying to tell yourself that this was a dream that your subconscious gave you to build your hope up again.

But then you remembered that the official tweet said that they sent a message with the number of one of their team members, a number to call so they knew it was you. You searched your messages, scrolling all the way down to the bottom to see that same number with the message:

“Hello. This is Sejin with BTS’s management team. Here is the number of one of our translators. Please contact us as soon as you receive this. BTS would like to get into contact with their last soulmate and meet you.”

You wasted no time in calling the number, not even thinking if your phone plan had international calling or not. It didn’t occur to you that it could be midnight where they were, you just had the urgency to call them, to see if they were real.

When the translator heard her phone ring, shock and excitement moved throughout the room. Everyone had been waiting in one of the hang out rooms within HYBE, waiting for the slight chance that the boys’ last soulmate would see their message.

“Answer the phone!” Jimin couldn’t help but yell, not wanting you to have to wait too long and think they were ignoring you. He wouldn’t blame you in the slightest if that thought went through your head.

When Sejin gave the translator the go ahead, a simple nod, she answered the phone call and put it on speaker.

“Hello? Is this Miss, Y/n?” The translator spoke through the phone, causing your eyes to widen.

“Uhm, yes, it is. Can I ask who this is?” You wanted to be sure, needed to be sure that this was real.

“This is Sohye with HYBE. I am one of the translators with BTS. Is it okay if I switch this to facetime so we can be sure of your identity before we move any further?” Oh, wow, she was quick with this. It makes sense; you wouldn’t want to give any information out to just anyone.

“Uhm, okay, please just give me one moment.” You answer back, moving to place your phone against your lamp so you could be seen within screen. It took only a couple seconds for your phone to alert that the translator requested a video call. Taking a deep breath, you accepted the call only to be face to face with Sejin.

You were not expecting right away to meet one of the people who had always been by the boys’ side. Everyone loved Sejin for how he treated the boys and took care of them.

“Hello Miss Y/n. If it’s okay with you, I would just like to verify your Soul Connection identification number.” It looks like he has a phone in his hands, and when you start reciting your id number, he seems to follow along on the phone. 

Since your soul mark was only unique to you within your soul bond, it wouldn’t exactly indicate you were their soulmate, as so many have seen their marks throughout the years and have tried to tattoo the mark on their own skin, pretending to be their last soulmate. 

“Okay. Thank you! Well, it seems like you are who you say, so I would like to start with saying thank you for reaching out to us. The boys are ready to talk with you now, unless you have any questions first?” Sejin looks behind the camera before gesturing for someone to move back. A small sigh leaves his lips.

You have so many questions but don’t know if you can even ask them. You want to know why they only just put their bracelets on. Did they even want you? They had been together as a soulgroup for so long, you feel like you would only be messing things up. You had almost nothing in common with the boys, would you even fit in socially?

“Miss Y/n?” Sejin sees the tears pooling in your waterline, can see your lip trembling. You take a deep breath, trying to calm yourself as you look away from the camera really quick.

“What’s going on?”

“Why is she quiet?”

“Is she okay?” Sejin turns to the boys, shaking his head as their questions, motioning them to wait a second.

“Miss Y/n, we can take a break if you need. We can call you back later.” Sejin suggests, and you want to take it but know that if you do, you will ignore the call. You wouldn’t have the courage any longer.

“No, uh, it’s okay. I-I don’t have any questions.” You manage to choke out as you try to hold your emotions back. You didn’t need any of them to see you break down.

“Okay. I will hand you over to the boys then.” Sejin reluctantly moves over so the boys can take his spot. Once they do, they see you visibly regulating your breathing. The tears you’re holding back immediately make Jimin start crying.

It was quiet for a couple minutes as you and the boys take in each other. You weren’t exactly sure how to start a conversation, and neither was Namjoon. They weren’t sure if you knew any Korean, but they also didn’t want to have to use a translator every time they wanted to talk to you.

“Hi.” Surprisingly, Jungkook was the one to start the conversation, his smile almost blinding as he looked at you. He couldn’t believe that you saw their message and called them. He was hoping every second that you might put the bracelet back on and see their matches. He wondered if you read his messages.

“Hello.” Your voice had them wanting to touch the stars, see if they shined as brightly, felt as warm. And when you shyly waved at them, Yoongi wanted to clutch his heart in his hands and offer it to you on a silver platter.

All of them wondered how they could have gone this long not knowing about you, not having you by their side. They could all feel the missing piece in their souls, the ache that teetered on painful as they looked at you, fiddling with the stack of bracelets on your left wrist, just barely covering your soulmark.

You were nervous, and they didn’t blame you.

“We’re sorry.” Taehyung had gotten tired of the silence, wanting to talk with you. He wanted to know everything he could about his baby soulmate. He wanted this awkward time to be over and for you to be with them.

“You don’t have to be sorry. You didn’t know.” And it was true. It was one of the thoughts that crossed your head as you looked at them. You could see their red eyes and puffy cheeks, evidence of their crying.

However, they knew that you had it worse. They didn’t know you existed, they spent ten happy years together while you had none. You knew they existed and waited years for them. Nothing they felt right now could compare to what you did.

“But you did.” And with Taehyung’s words, you broke.

They watched you bring your knees to your chest and place your head on them, sobs breaking through your lips as you tried and failed to hold them in. Namjoon’s hands clenched in his lap at the fact he couldn’t just bring you into his lap right then and there. They couldn’t comfort you.

“Please, baby, do not cry.” Hobi’s english was soft and had you looking up at them.

“You have every right to be upset with us. We forever wish we put those bracelets on sooner. But we cant take that back, no matter how much we want to. What we can do, is work hard in the future to make you as happy as we can. We can only hope that you still want us…” Namjoon finally spoke up, trying his hardest to put all of his emotions into his voice. He wanted you to know that they were willing to do anything to make up the past ten years to you.

“You have to realize, I never thought I would meet my soulmates. I went years thinking you didn’t want me and that was why you didn’t wear your bracelets. That you were happier without me. Who would want a disabled soulmate?” You chuckled at your own deprecating humor, not even seeing the way their jaws clenched in anger.

Who in the world would ever think that? Jin couldn’t help but think after the translator finished. He wanted to hurt whoever planted that in your head.

“I know you read my messages. I went through a lot these past couple years and have a lot of baggage. I have bad days where I can barely walk to the bathroom, and I have good days where I end up pushing my limits because I feel no pain. I need you to really think if you still want me before I end up getting my hopes up and you change your mind.” You lay it all out for them. Every one of your thoughts condensed into a single minute. You didn’t want to meet the, feel the bond and start to fall only for them to not catch you in the end.

“Come stay with us.” Yoongi’s tone was cool as he suggested, like he had everything planned out. Everyone’s eyes widened at his words.

“What?” You managed to ask, wondering if you heard him correctly.

“Come stay with us. We want you and this bond more than anything. Ever since we found out about you, we have spent countless hours reading every message, searching for any sign of your whereabouts and who you were. Let us show you how much we want you. You won’t have to worry about anything when you are with us. Give us a chance to get to know each other. Get to know us before you decide that we won’t catch you.” You always thought that Yoongi was eloquent, but to hear the translation from the translator… you almost wanted to start sobbing again.

You’ve never had anyone outside of your family try to fight for you. Even your friends since childhood wouldn’t fight for you this much. You’ve never really had anyone beg you for your presence. Beg you to give them a chance.

“I—I don’t have the money for a plane ticket.” Were the only words you could articulate at the moment. Everything seemed to blindside you and your brain was overwhelmed. It wasn’t an excuse. Your coping mechanism was humor, and you didn’t want to breakdown again as you knew you were fated to if you said you would give them the chance.

“Don’t worry about that. Let your soulmates handle everything.” Jin was the one to speak this time, a wink accompanying his words. You remember him saying he did that when he was nervous or feeling awkward.

“Can we, uhm, have your number?” Jimin asked, wiping the tears off his cheek. He hadn’t stopped crying the entire time, too much emotion spilling from him now that he was able to see you and hear your voice.

You nod your head before giving it to them, all seven of them and Sejin putting it into their contacts before messaging you so you would have their own numbers. You were quick to receive a selfie from Jungkook, a message saying hello accompanying the picture.

“Please don’t be afraid to message us. We will always make time for you. Also, please let us know when the earliest we could have you fly out.” Namjoon smiled at you, his phone in hand as he tried to memorize your number.

“Well, I work from home, so I can pretty much work anywhere. I need to get some luggage first though and a couple of other things.” Before you could say they could get you a flight for next week, you notice Hoseok has his phone out.

“Don’t worry about the luggage. You can send Hoseok your address and he will have some from our favorite brand delivered.” You felt like your eyes were going to be permanently widened from the number of surprises that kept coming your way.

You wanted to object but from the look they were sending you, you figured it would be better to not argue with them. So, you nodded your head and sent the older man your address, slightly uncomfortable with them knowing it but you knew they would probably ask for it sooner or later.

“What’s your favorite color, love?”

“It’s this light blue color.” You turn to grab your favorite water bottle and bring it close to the camera to show them. They all nod like they were taking notes before looking off screen for a second.

“I’m so sorry, Y/n, but we have a meeting to attend with our directors. Thank you so much for giving us a chance and we will definitely talk to you soon.” Namjoon’s dimple smile had your full attention as everyone said their goodbyes and promises of contact. Even as you said goodbye and the video call was ended, you had their bright smiles burnt into your cornea.

After checking to see if your phone still had some charge to it, you were quick to go to your phone app again, this time to your recent calls list.

“Hey, so I think your joke isn’t so much of a joke anymore…”

Next Chapter

[justin-chapmanswers]

Howdy! I wanted to start off by saying I'm a HUGE fan of the show - you guys have been a massive inspiration for me, and II as a whole has become one of my main comfort shows! (Paintbrush in particular is my favourite - never thought I could relate to a fictional paintbrush as much as I do, but they've honestly helped me realise things about myself, such as healthy ways to deal with anger, as well as a huge one - the fact that I'm nonbinary! 💙)

I was wondering - are there any plans for future BFDI/II meetup tours in other countries? I'd love to go to one, but I live in the UK and travel isn't the easiest unfortunately :( (one day though, I swear I'll be there!)

Also, are there any plans to release bloopers or more behind the scenes content, maybe after the season 2 finale? I know some cast members like Jazzy do, and it's super fun to watch the VAs goofing around and having fun!

Thanks for all that you guys do - it's amazing to look at how far the show has come, and it's plain to see how much every member of the team loves what they do. From the phenominal storytelling, to the charming art style - every detail is made with the utmost care and attention, and that becomes apparent with each episode you guys release :)

I'll stop rambling now, but I'm super hyped for the finale! Here's to our two finalists, and the much-deserved conclusion of season 2! 💙

(P.S. please tell Silver and MePad I think they're awesome!)

- Rei :3

Hihi Rei!

So glad the show could be of comfort and inspiration yay yay! If we continue to do the tours I'm not sure if we'll be expanding outside of the US just yet- but we'd definitely love to! Just wanna make sure we really get a firm grip on the multi-city trip here before complicating it. But whether it'd be this upcoming year or the next or whenever, I do think it has a decent chance of happening at some point! I'd imagine England and Canada would be our next stops, but we'll see in the future!

As for behind-the-scenes content, right now we're very focused on moving through work on the finale, itself, but we definitely have some bts concepts in mind! I recorded a video for my final II2 voice session, for one. After I'm done with finale work I'll look back at the footage and see if it feels useable. There's a lot of content to work with, but I probably wasn't on my A-game in terms of providing goofs 'n such for the camera because I needed to be really reeeeeally in-the-zone emotionally. Fuuuuun times.

[dragonfly0808]

Please please please make the winx rewrite playlist on Spotify

Mkay so… I got way too invested and wound up making a 5 1/2 hours long way-too-detailed playlist

This is the link:

Veiled Wings and Shattered Panoramas Official Playlist

And if you want to know why I chose each song, down here is the way-too-detailed-explanation of the playlist!

First off; I chose 2 songs to represent each season

Season 1- Wings by PIXY and Faerie Soiree by Melanie Martinez

Season 2- What’s up Danger by Blackway and Black Caviar and Different World by Alan Walker and Sofia Carson

Season 3- This is War by 30 seconds to mars and Nightmares Never End by JT Music and Andrea Storm Kaden

Season 4- Tiller’s Prayer by Sabrina Jordan and Ribs by Lorde

Subsection here for the main song of each arc for s4

Arc 1- Generation Why

Arc 2- The Old Therebefore (the singing to snakes version cause it’s more dramatic)

Arc 3- What Was I Made For? By Billie Eilish

Arc 4- Spinnin by Madison Beer

Season 5 will be… Nightmares Come to Life from HSMTMTS and Long Live by Taylor Swift

Next I chose 2 songs for each member of the Winx

Bloom- Rising by Julia Lester and The Albatross by Taylor Swift

Stella- Sober II (Melodrama) by Lorde and skinny dipping by Sabrina Carpenter

Flora- Envy the Leaves by Madison Beer and Mouth of the Eden by Sabrina Jordan

Musa- Whispers by Halsey and the grudge by Olivia Rodrigo

Tecna- Invisible Chains by Lauren Jauregui and idontwannabeyouanymore by Billie Eilish

Aisha- The Tradition by Halsey and Comfort Crowd by Conan Gray

Subsection for my 3 main songs I associate with the girls:

A World Alone by Lorde

WOKE UP by XG

For Good from Wicked

Continuing with the boys

Sky- Lie by Jimin and In My Blood by Shawn Mendes

Brandon- Something Big by Shawn Mendes and Thumbs by Sabrina Carpenter

Helia- Cough Syrup (the Glee version) and Speak Out (Acoustic) from HSMTMTS

Riven- Boy in the Bubble by Alec Benjamin and BLUE by Billie Eilish (cmon ‘I thought we were the same birds of a feather now i’m ashamed’ is so Driven coded it’s not even funny. And the whole final part from ‘you were born bluer than a butterfly’ is just so perfect for him.)

Timmy- The Other Side and Summer Child by Conan Gray

Nabu- Wool by Flatland Cavalry and Die Alone by FINNEAS

Subsection for my 3 main songs I associate with the boys:

Youth by Shawn Mendes and Khalid

ON by BTS

The Story by Conan Gray

Next, songs for the couples!

Skloom: lovely by Billie Eilish and Khalid, Surrender by Natalie Taylor (and in the future) Maybe this Time by Joshua Basset and Sofia Wylie

Stella and Brandon: There’s no Way by Lauv and Julia Michaels and R.E.M by Ariana Grande

Flora and Helia: Canada by Lauv and Alessia Cara and Venus Sunrise by Lia Marie Johnson

Rivusa: Ain’t No Doubt About It from ZOMBIES 3 (partially as a joke but also cause that song is absolutely so them) Alley Rose by Conan Gray and ESPECIALLY Vermillion by Sabrina Jordan

Tecna and Timmy: Someone You Like by the girl and the dreamcatcher and Tell Em by Sabrina Carpenter

Aisha and Nabu: Tornado Warnings by Sabrina Carpenter and safety net by Ariana Grande and Ty Dolla $ign

Next, songs for different characters and a few couples!

Icy- 28 Reasons by SEULGI

Stormy- The Lighthouse by Halsey

Darcy- Partners in Crime by FINNEAS

Darcy and Riven- Getaway Car by Taylor Swift and Astronomy by Conan Gray

The Trix- Lightning by Little Mix

Daphne- Can’t Catch Me Now

Valtor- Burn the Witch by Shawn James and Castles Crumbling by Taylor Swift and Hayley Williams

Daphne and Valtor- Dynasty by MIIA

Now Roxy’s squad!

Roxy- Control by Halsey and How Villains are Made by Madalen Duke

Shirley- Matilda by Harry Styles

Naten- Kid in Love by Shawn Mendes

Alexa- Follow the White Rabbit by Madison Beer

Chimera- Wandering (Don’t Go) by Hues and Lia Marie Johnson

Chimera and Naten- The Alchemy by Taylor Swift

Roxy and Shirley- On My Way by Sabrina Carpenter and Alan Walker

The Sibling Squad- Grow by Conan Gray and Warriors by Imagine Dragons

Then I put a bunch of songs that just remind me of the Winx or help me get into a writing mood, I’ll just put the title here cause I’m getting tired

Rise

odd eye

run for roses

untouchable

ringo

s-class

thunderous

lion

secret story of the swan

panorama

centuries

voltage

flesh & bone

legends never die

lifts

Finally, I put a song for Selina and what will be the main song for season 6

For Selina: Fall Little Wendy Bird Fall by Lydia the Bard <- this is exactly the vibe future Selina will have for reals

And finally, the main song for s6:

Til Forever Falls Apart by Ashe and FINNEAS

Wow… I def put way too much thought into this.

Anyways, hope u enjoy!

[teenytinyjimin]

je ne sais pas (j. hoseok)

dans mon esprit tout divague, (in my mind everything goes wild)

je me perds dans tes yeux (i lose myself in your eyes)

je me noie dans la vague de ton regard amoureux (i drown myself in the wave of your loving gaze)

je ne veux que ton âme divaguant sur ma peau (i only want your soul going wild on my skin)

summary: in which two strangers spend an unforgettable day together without actually getting to verbally understand each other.

pairing: hoseok x reader

word count: 2.8k

tags: fluff, language barrier, idol!hoseok, quebecois!reader, strangers to lovers, im bad at this tagging stuff

warnings: none, just enjoy some sweet hoseok fluff <3

author’s note: im really excited about this one yall 😭 i love the idea of language barrier romance because just think about it... u love someone so much that talking to them doesn't matter as much as the memories u create with them.. god ok ill stop speaking please please enjoy!

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The province of Quebec is often quite peaceful for about 85% of the year, with the exceptions typically being one of two things. First, there's always the typical influx of tourists that happens during peak times of the year like summer, Christmas, things like that. However the second exception is typically related to whatever artist is in Montreal for the Canadian leg of their world tour. It wasn't uncommon for there to be a little bit of buzz around the famous singer in question, however no one seemed to go harder than kpop fans when their group or soloist of choice was coming for a show or two.

You weren't really a fan of kpop in the way that many of your friends were. Sure, you've listened to some songs before, but you never felt the desire to get invested in any of the artists or the lore that came with them. It would be nice to hear your friends babble on about a new song that was released or a new tour that was announced, however you were absolutely not expecting the absolute freakout that was to come when BTS announced that they'd be doing a show in Montreal.

"Can you believe it?" One friend asked you with excitement. Yes, you could. They were famous. Of course they were going to come to Canada for a world tour. It's not that you weren't excited for your friends, who called themselves 'Army', but you just weren't as invested so it didn't mean as much to you. It also didn't help that a lot of their discussions with fellow fans and the things they'd post relating to BTS on their social media profiles were in English.

The majority of Quebecois people were able to communicate in English as well as their native language of French, but for some reason your family lived under a rock and you didn't learn anything beyond basic greetings and conversations in English. You felt rather left out because it felt like you were behind your friends and everyone else around you, however as you grew older you tended to not let it bother you that much. Since French is a prominent language in Quebec, you weren't bothered about language barriers and knew you could get around and live life normally without worry.

Since your friends were much deeper down the Bangtan rabbit hole, they were able to secure floor tickets to their Montreal show and were extremely busy completely overthinking the event and what they wanted to wear. It was now the day before the show and they were last-minute panicking, roaming the stores of downtown Montreal to put together outfits that were both cute and appropriate for the vibe of the concert.

Given that they were rather busy with this, you decided that this would be a weekend to yourself where you could peacefully do whatever you wanted. The quaint cafe you work at full-time decided to close for the weekend given the occasion (apparently the owner was also an Army), so it was a perfect opportunity for you to go down to the local park and do some reading on a bench.

And that's exactly what you did. You found yourself parked on the lawn of Mount Royal Park, right next to the lake. You brought some light reading with you, a small romance novel that involved the typical coffee shop trope, prepared to do some reading but also some people watching in between. It was absolutely perfect, and you couldn't have asked for a better way to spend the weekend. As you peacefully read your cliche novel, cup of iced coffee from a local coffee shop in-hand, you thought the day couldn't get any better. Until it did.

"Hey, excuse me, can you help me?" You looked up from your book to see a boy standing a short distance away from you. He had the warmest smile on his face and his eyes were bright with cheer. You tilted your head slightly, not too sure what he was asking. After a minute of silence, his smile dropped slightly.

"Uh... E-English?" He asked. It was clear that he was struggling with his words as well, even though you didn't speak the language. You shook your head, a slight frown on your face. "Français?" You ask in response, to which he mirrors you and shakes his head in return. The boy looks down for a second, clearly stumped as to what to do at this point. Part of you thought that he was about to walk away, however his feet didn't move from where he was standing.

After a second, he looked back up, his sweet smile once again appearing on his face. With his phone in hand, he pointed at it, then pointed at himself, then pointed at you. Was he asking for your number? Raising an eyebrow, you started to shake your head, however you watched as his smile dropped again and he shook his head rapidly. "No! No!" He said frantically, before mimicking the act of taking a photo, making a little 'click click' noise. He wanted a photo!

Finally understanding what he was saying, you grin and nod, causing him to squeal in delight. He approached you briefly to hand you his phone before backing up toward the lake a little more. You start to turn his phone landscape before he shakes his head and lets out a little yelp, indicating that he wanted the photo to be in portrait mode. You giggle at his antics as he attempts to pose in the way he wants, admiring his efforts to not only have a good photo but also to communicate with you.

Once it seems like he's ready for you to take the photo, you begin clicking the photo button and watch as he begins to move a little bit to hit different styles of poses. And wow, this man was incredible at modeling. You watched in wonder as he effortlessly moved his body in all kinds of directions, going from casual to silly to cute and back to casual. He was absolutely gorgeous, there was no denying that. A ten in a world of fives.

After a couple minutes, he stops posing and giddily bounces back over to you. When he takes his phone back to look at all the photos, he makes a couple of 'woaaahhhh' noises, clearly impressed with your photography skills. You turn away as a blush creeps to your cheeks, flattered that he's happy with the photos. When you look back you watch him slightly bow to you in thanks before pointing to himself. "Hoseok," He says, making sure to enunciate each part of his name in the correct way so that you know how to say it.

You smile and nod, offering your name back to him, to which his smile grows into one of the most beautiful smiles you have ever seen. If it weren't for your impeccable self-control, you probably would have fainted the very first time he smiled at you, given how absolutely charming he was. However, this most recent smile made you a little weak on your feet. You were able to tough it out and stay strong, but God, he was just stunning.

You go to sit back down on your spot in the grass, but before you get the chance to you feel a gentle hand grasp your wrist. Face hot with shyness, you peer back over to him and notice his smile has dropped. You watch as he points toward the exit of the park and into the main city, and gives you a 'come on' motion, indicating that he wanted you to come with him. If this would have happened a few minutes ago when he first approached you, you might not have taken the offer. But now that you've gotten to somewhat know this breathtaking stranger, it was an offer you couldn't turn down. Grabbing your book and iced coffee from off the ground, you decide to follow him out of the park.

As you step back onto the streets of Montreal, walking with this random man, you watch as he turns to you and thinks for a second. You can tell he was trying to figure out how to communicate his next thought, so you remain silent and patient. After a second, he points at his eyes, and then gives this huge gesture with his arms, almost like he's expressing something blowing up. Letting out a soft giggle, you tilt your head slightly, resulting in a laugh coming from his own mouth. His laugh was so loud, sweet, and full of joy, and it was like pure honey dripping from his tongue. He retries his previous charades, now acting like he is looking at something with his hand above both of his eyes. He then goes 'woahh!!' and gives an amazed look, and you realize that he's asking to see some of the highlights of the city. With a soft nod, you take his hand, watching a soft blush creep to his cheeks as you pull him along the street and show him everything he needs to see in your beautiful city.

˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗

After spending hours with Hoseok, showing him about everything in Montreal and taking a picture of him with it, you found yourselves once again back in the park where you first met. It was a rather chaotic day, pulling the boy around and watching his face light up at absolutely everything, but what seemed to be weirder was the fact that multiple times during your tour you guys received a few looks and even whispers. Every time that it happened, Hoseok would indicate to you that he wanted to move on and go to the next spot while also pulling up the light scarf that he had around his neck to cover his mouth and nose. You thought that it was rather bizarre but dismissed it as people being disrespectful since he was a rather loud and excited tourist.

Now, though, it was just you and him, sitting in the grass in front of the lake as you ate a late lunch/early dinner. He asked you to go with him to a local store where he went around and picked out a bunch of ready-made food as well as a bottle of champagne, paying for it all and implying that he wanted to eat it with you back at the park. Considering this stranger was doing more than anyone had ever done for you in the last twenty-something years of your life, you were beyond flattered and at this point you were hardcore swooning for him.

You half expected your meal to be quiet and consist of you guys looking at the lake, looking at each other, and silently eating your meal. But this was Hoseok, the man you had learned was anything but quiet. Even though he couldn't speak your language and you couldn't speak his, he was telling you all kinds of stories through the power of charades and sound effects. For most of the time, he had you in tears, laughing at his impeccable sense of humor and all-around silliness. But he also provided you with moments of peace so you could eat without choking, which was rather respectful of him, you thought.

After a while of fun storytelling, you two fell silent. You gazed over at the lake, watching as the sun made the water shimmer, and let out a sigh. When you looked back over to Hoseok, you caught him staring at you, causing a blush to creep to your cheeks. Raising an eyebrow, you nudged him as a way to ask 'what are you looking at?'. Shaking his head, he hesitantly stretched out his arm to wrap it around your waist. Just by looking at him you could tell he was internally freaking out, his eyes wide with nervousness. You smiled softly and inched your way closer to him, accepting his embrace as you rested your head on his shoulder.

There was something about this man that was so much different from anyone else that you had ever met. His charisma, his kindness, his energy – all of it was so attractive. It was the fact that he wasn't just a pretty face, he was a pretty human. You could tell he was raised right with a heart of gold and you felt beyond lucky to have ever met him in the first place. For him to have asked you of all the people in Montreal to take a picture of him made you feel extremely lucky, because had he not approached you, the two of you would have never met.

He pulled back a little bit to prompt you to remove your head and look at him. You watched as he pointed at himself, then cleared his throat before singing a little bit of a song. His singing voice was as sweet as can be, and you were about to just sit there and admire him, until you realized that the song he was singing was familiar. You didn't quite know what the name of the song was, and he wasn't singing it in quite the right tone, but you knew it was by BTS. The kpop group that was currently in Montreal and about to perform the following day.

Your mouth gaped open as you realized what was happening. You didn't even realize that you had been spending the entire day with a member of BTS. The people looking and whispering throughout were probably people who recognized him, not people who were judging him. And he was hiding his face because he didn't want to be recognized. He just wanted to spend the day with a beautiful girl and feel like a normal human being. You didn't blame him for not telling you sooner, though. It's not like you're a diehard fan of his group, but you probably wouldn't have looked at him the same way had he told you immediately.

After processing what was happening, you closed your mouth and smiled, giving him a vigorous nod. Once he gave you a smile in return, you went back to resting your head on his shoulder and grabbing your glass of champagne to hold. You wanted to show him that it was cool, everything was fine, and things weren't going to change. You liked him as Hoseok, the boy he introduced himself as when he eagerly asked you for a picture earlier. Not the kpop idol that stands in front of thousands on a stage and performs for them.

As time continued to pass and the sun got to a point where the day started to become sunset, you two sat in blissful silence while enjoying one another's presence. After a while Hoseok once again nudged you, causing you to look up at him. You watched as he once again admired your face, a blush creeping to your cheeks as you became shy from the eye contact. Just as you were about to look away he reached his hand over to brush a strand of hair behind your ear, and then rested that hand against your cheek.

At this point there was no need for charades because all you needed to do was look into his eyes and he told you absolutely everything you needed to know. He dipped his head down slightly as you both pulled each other in for a kiss, his sweet lips meeting yours in absolute harmony. Your stomach did about five thousand backflips as adrenaline coursed through your veins and your brain went fuzzy. Whether you wanted to admit it or not, this was a moment that you were waiting for practically all day. Little did you know, however, this was a moment that he had been anticipating even before he spoke to you for the first time. It all started when he saw you from a distance and his heart almost beat out of his chest because he was so enamored by your beauty.

As you both pulled away from the kiss, you watched as his mouth curled into the sweetest heart smile and he leaned in once again to peck the tip of your nose. You knew that today was going to be absolutely perfect, but your new romance made it about ten times better than perfect if that was even possible.

It's safe to say that the next day you were at barricade at the biggest concert of the year in Montreal, courtesy of BTS' resident rapper and dancer, J-Hope. Or, as you knew him, your smiley Hoseok.

[colorful-white-ideas]

Bill did promote BKW and we didn't notice it?

I know I've been very critical of Bill lately because of the last marketing fiasco of the Boy Kills world promotion. But one anon brought to my attention something that made me think in some coincidentical events of last year that now make sense. Have time? This is looooong

Anon said "Now that I know that he initially did the voice over as shown at TIFF and he got replaced, maybe that played a part into his lack of promotion, especially as the lead "

2023

- July 22 : Bill is spotted attending a UFC match in London.

- July 23: the BKW trailer comes to light, the famous " Cannes trailer". Someone found it and shared it with the world. Don't ask me who I just remember it was everywhere suddenly I even made a post about it too. Now (2024) is no longer up on that page. In that trailer the boy inner voice was different from the one we have now.

- The bobbysill IG acc caught our attention again after days of speculation if it was Bill's or not . Bob uploaded this :

*Willemandersson is Bill's friend.

-July 24: this same acc had a mental breakdance after someone went to the BKW producers to complain about someone "leaking" pictures of the movie without an official release of the trailer , calling it a hoax and bla bla ( sadly I don't have screenshots of those negatives comments but the pic of Boy is later erased) Bob starts posting a couple of pics that no one has ever seen before and that are absolutely Bill related:

Now let's jump in time.

August 3 The Toronto international film festival announces BKW premiere for sep 9

Sep 2 Bill is seen attending one again a UFC match in Paris .

Sep 9 The day of the premiere in Canada. Bill went to another UFC event , this time in Uppsala.

Coincidence?

Isn't curious that every time something big about BKW was out or about to happen ,Bill , let himself be seen in a UFC match ? It is very well known that he loves those sports, so I don't think these were the first or only times he attended a public UFC event.

Which is more important: the images we saw of him among the public didn't come from fans around him but from the official media present at the event. They were not accidental sightings, he wanted people to see him there. He knows how to hide , he could have gone and refused to be acknowledged in the public but he smiled and played along with the media there.

In 2023 the SAG AFTRA strike paralyzed the industry, no one could really promote upcoming projects without being accused of going against the strike. Maybe this was his way to promote the material, also for what we see now of the BTS shots , he had a really good time filming. I bet he was so excited about this movie he literally couldn't wait to start showing off what he was able to do.

After all HE and his team reached out to the crew asking to audition for the movie. You can look it up. So this movie wasn't just a cash grab for him HE WANTED to be part of it.

But something happened cause that enthusiasm was non-existent this year.

The first critics to the movie at the TIFF were 50/50. Not very impressive.

2024 it is announced that the inner voice now will be done by H. Jon Benjamin. The original voice was replaced just months before the world premiere.

There is a trailer going around with a voice that pretty much sounds like Bill and if it's really his I can hear he put a lot of effort to give the character an identity that went beyond than just the goofy one the director wanted as the final product.

( * personal note I like both results )

Maybe anon is in some way right after all ? Maybe Bill agreed on erasing his voice but as an exchange decided to not use his actual voice to promote it.

A tantrum ? Yes absolutely. But also if you think about it maybe he saw it like they didn't take him seriously, his whole effort was not appreciated so along with the production team decided to "stay in character" and not talk about Boy. Others could do it for him.

****PLEASE do not take this as proof of anything, it's just speculation I did on my way home from my job.

He by all means could be just a diva who just didn't want to be part of the fuss of this premiere and that's it. Only the crew and him know what really happened. ****

[cestlovi]

About Me!

Compiled information about myself to give you a small glimpse into my life and who I am.

This page/post will be updated in the future.

NSFW below the cut!

Contents:

Basic Information About Me

Groups I Follow

NSFW About Me

About My Writing

Random Facts About Me

Basic Information About Me

My name is Lovino, but I go by Lovi or Lino.

I am an '00-liner, and am 22 years old (as of October 2022).

I am AFAB, but am Genderqueer/Non-Binary. I also use any pronouns!

I am Queer (i.e. not straight). I don't care enough about labels to delve further into that.

I am of mixed East & Southeast Asian ethnicity.

I was born in Southeast Asia (Vietnam, specifically!), but I have moved around a lot throughout my life so I've lived lots of places. I currently reside in Canada.

I can speak six (6) languages, but English is the one I'm most confident in, since it's the one I've used the most in life.

My MBTI is INFJ-T.

My Western Zodiac is Scorpio (Scorpio Sun, Sagittarius Moon, Cancer ASC1), and my Eastern Zodiac is the Dragon (Yang, Metal, 庚+辰).

I'm currently pursuing a Bachelor of Arts degree (Anthropology & Psychology Dual-Major). I am a sucker for the arts in general, but especially the study of people (history, culture, language, and how humans function in general).

Groups I Follow...

I follow a lot of K-Pop groups, but I only really regularly interact with the content & fandom spaces of a few of them.

The groups that I follow the absolute most are:

The Boyz (TBZ)

Tomorrow by Together (TXT)

Enhypen (ENHA)

Stray Kids (SKZ)

I also follow Bangtan Sonyeondan (BTS), Seventeen (SVT), Day6, EXO, SHINee, Dreamcatcher, (G)-IDLE, & NewJeans more than other groups, but I do not engage within the fan spaces of these two nearly as much as the previously mentioned four.

I do not have an official bias within any of these groups, as I am incredibly indecisive and also would readily die for any of them as-is.

NSFW About Me...

I'm a sucker for voyeur/exhib stuff.

About My Writing...

I'm very new to writing and not super confident in my abilities, but I will try my best! Please be aware that I can't promise/guarantee high consistency or quality writing by any means.

Please note that I do have real bad ADHD (diagnosed) and stuff going on in my real life, so I may occasionally go MIA for a bit or struggle with consistency. Apologies in advance for that.

Random Facts About Me...

I was born on halloween! (October 31st, 2000)

I was born in Vietnam and spent the first couple years of my life there.

I love Sichuanese food (四川菜) a lot. Mapo Tofu (麻婆豆腐) & Sichuan Hot Pot (四川火鍋) are both among my favourite dishes of all time.

Two of my biggest comfort foods are Zòngzi (粽子) & Dòujiāng Yóutiáo (豆浆油条). They are very nostalgic and remind me a lot of my childhood.

My favourite colours are black, red, and pink.

My favourite books are The Picture of Dorian Gray (Oscar Wilde, 1890) & Demian (Hermann Hesse, 1919).

I don't watch TV. I am very uncultured when it comes to TV Shows & Films. I've never even seen Titanic.

Because I moved around so much growing up, I didn't really make many friends or socialise much. I blame my introversion and chronically online-ness on this. (Also this blog is low-key high-key an excuse/motivation for me to force myself out of my comfort zone by interacting with people.)

I love bugs, but I am afraid of wasps+hornets, centipedes+house centipedes, butterflies, & moths. Pretty much every other bug is chill in my books, though. I think spiders are hella cool, but I keep my distance just in case.

[End.]

[permanentreverie]

Heyyyyyy bestie!

Occasionally, I have the desire to pop onto Tumblr and attempt to relight the candle within me that still loves this hellsite and longs to return, and apparently this is one of those times. So tonight, I decided to come into your inbox and ask you a random question like old times,,,,, pray to god the ask doesn’t get eaten by the tumblr gods, depraved though the may be,,,,, anyway, here’s a thought, perhaps inspired by my impending SKZ concert (still screaming, crying, throwing up, wanting to eat glass, and commit murder over such a statement. Can you BELIEVE it’s actually gonna happen!!!! This isn’t just the fangirl pipe dream it usually is!!!!):

If you could attend any concert (past, present; not even currently in the works, outside of the majesty of your imagination), what would it be?? But like,,,, top 5 concerts because I know you have too much love in your heart to ever possibly choose just one <3

Also, I’m still exploring ATEEZ but I think it vital you know that I was seriously considering just making hongjoong my bias today and sticking by it, and then I found out,,,,,, he’s the shortest member of ATEEZ,,,,,, it was a joke I love my short kings, but idk how much of a joke it truly IS, anymore. I can’t deny the facts that beyond Namjoon, all my biases are the short ones,,,,,,,

Oh, lol, I forgot to share at least some of my ideal concerts:

Bastille for All This Bad Blood and/or Doom Days

5SOS for Youngblood and/or CALM

BTS for literally anything ever (they could make music with those free sound effects you can use for video editing and I would eat it up 😤😤)

Coldplay for Viva La Vida or Death and All of His Friends

Dvicio for literally any album/era post 2016. (I just haven’t given Justo Ahora enough plays to really get into it the way I currently get down to Impulso, Qué Tienes Tú, and EL LABERINTO)

Special shout out to Hozier, Depeche Mode, The Rose, Backstreet Boys, Billy Joel, Panic! At The Disco, and ONEUS <3. They would also be a dream, but I gotta prioritize at some point, and I might as well mention the less attainable concerts first 😭 rip to my favorite eras of these bands and/or the fact that they’ll never tour by me (dvicio come closer than Mexico City challenge,,,,, it’s hard enough to convince me to cross state lines,,,,)

ma'am I am blessing you kissing you tenderly for sending me this, I have been pondering this these past few days and I'm honestly just getting salty that no artist wants to come to Canada, let alone my province rip. Without further ado, here are my Top 5 Concerts:

BTS (I would agree I would literally not care whatever era, for whatever setlist, but if I have to be 100% honest I'd kill to go to their Love Yourself tour, every fancam I've seen, every performance we've gotten filmed, I NEED!)

Taylor Swift - Eras Tour (there still might be a chance for me to attend. Please miss blondie release the international dates I will commit crime to get hands on tickets)

Agust D (can you believe Yoongi is going on a world tour and going to like 10 countries. Askjfs I get it with his enlistment and all and we're for sure getting concert clips but I WANT TO BE IN THE ROOM WHERE IT HAPPENS!!! Plus I'm 90% we're gonna get Tony Montana with Jimin and I would and will go insane when that happens)

Seventeen - Be The Sun Tour (I got legit post concert depression when this ended and I didn't even attend

Twenty One Pilots - The Bandito Tour (bruh I sooo should have caved and got tickets back in 2018. Every single time I listen to Trench - one of my favourite albums of all time - I constantly think of how amazing it would be to hear live. and then I die a little inside knowing I'll never get the chance)

honourable mentions are: Coldplay, Conan Gray, the 1975, Arctic Monkeys, ONE OK ROCK, Nothing But Thieves, Hozier, NF (again), Stray Kids, The Rose, Bastille, The Weeknd, 5SOS, Chase Atlantic, Panic! At The Disco

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LICENSED - GIVING - BIRTH - 2 - PETS - YES -

SNAKES - INCLUDED - FREE - CERTIFICATES -

OF - BIRTH - FREE - REGISTRATION - SO WITH -

PAW - WE - CAN - IDENTIFY - YOUR - PETS YES -

FREE - REGISTER - SO - U - CAN - FIND - YOUR -

PETS - EASIER - ESPECIALLY - NEW - WE - GIVE -

MONEY - 4 - REGISTRATION - SAME -

TONGUES - ALL - AGES - $500 BILLION

HDG - BANKS - WE’LL - TAKE - CARE OF

DETAILS - NEEDED - AS - KIDS - ALSO 2

SING - TONGUES - SAME - ANOTHER

$500 BILLION - HELLO - KITTY - ALSO

PROVIDES - TUTORS - LEGAL - GUARDIANS

HARVARD - LAW - 4 - BRUISES - INCLUDING

ANIMALS - OUR - LAWYERS - WILL - TAKE

THESE - BATTERED - KIDS - ANIMALS AND

WE - UNIFORMED - CONCEALED - CARRY

LETHAL - IN - MARTIAL - ARTS - 4 - ME YES

SAW - BRUISED - OR - BIRTHMARK - DOGS

MIAMI - POLICE - ALLOWS - BRUISES EVEN

ON - DOGS - KIDS - EVERYONE - THUS - AS

HELLO KITTY - WE’LL - IDENTIFY - BODY -

BRUISES - AND - FREE - CHECK UP AND -

WHEN - AS - WE - IDENTIFY - BRUISES - AND -

CULPRIT - THEIR - FINGERPRINTS - AS - WE -

HAVE - HARVARD - LAWYERS - 2 - PROCESS -

AT - ONCE - AS - LEGAL - GUARDIANS - YES -

DOGS - CATS - KIDS - BATTERED - WE - WILL -

IDENTIFY - AS - FREE - 24/7 - CHECK UPS - 4 -

YOUR - NEW - ANIMALS - AS - WE - DETECT -

KIDS - BRUISES - FR - BABYSITTERS - THEIR -

PARENTS - TEACHERS - THEIR - RELATIVES -

THUS - COMING -

HELLO KITTY - STORE - AND - SALON

HELLO KITTY - PETS - STORE - MORE

TENTATIVE - TITLE - BUT - WE - GO FR

THERE - 4:12P - CHECKING - ON - MY

PACKAGES - AMAZON - HUB LOCKER

EATING - LATE - LUNCH - ALSO - TRUE

[hmubangtan]

BTS Reaction to their S/O getting hurt when they're on tour

I sorta changed it a bit from it just being broken or sprained. I hope everyone likes it though! Sorry it took so long!~

^Jin^

“Yah (Y/N) why didn't you tell me you were hurt?! I could've come home earlier from the tour!” Jin asked, his voice coming out panicked on the phone. “It's okay Jin it's just a sprain! I'm fine and (B/F/N) is taking care of me!” You reassured him, laughing slightly. “Yeah, don't you worry, Mr. Worldwide Handsome, I'll look after her.” Your best friend, (B/F/N) yelled from the background. “Besides I should be healed when you come back and then we can have all the fun you want.” You suggested sexily (or attempted to). “HOW COULD YOU EVEN BE THINKING OF THAT NOW?!”

(Ignore the caption lmao)

~Yoongi~

“Hey Yoongi how's (Y/N)?” Namjoon walked up to Yoongi during rehearsal suddenly asking. “I don't know. (Y/N) missed our bedtime phone call last night.” Yoongi answered back slightly shrugging. “So they didn't tell you?” Namjoon asked with wide eyes. “Tell me what?” “(Y/N) fell down the stairs at work and broke her leg. I got a call from (B/F/N) last night and she told me they were at the ER.” Namjoon told him. Needless to say, Yoongi was a bit peeved. Later that night he called you and chewed you out before telling you that no matter what, even if it was just a false alarm, to call him.

|J-Hope|

BTS had just finished their North American tour and were going back to Korea to get started on a new comeback. Hoseok was excited to get back home to see (Y/N) and finally cuddle them after months of facetiming and texting. As he walked into the dorm he noticed the dead silence and became worried, as did the others. He had seen your shoes at the front door so he knew you were home. “(Y/N)? Babe?” Hoseok called out. “One minute!” He heard your voice call back and slightly relaxed. Only for it to all go away once he saw you coming towards him wearing a neck brace and with your arm in a sling. “(Y/N) WHAT HAPPENED?” Hoseok yelled as he rushed towards you. “I may or may not have gotten into a minor accident.” You winced out as you tried to move your arms to hug him. Once you explained everything to Hoseok he instantly went into protective boyfriend mode and pampered you until you got better. He also made it a rule that you were to call him if even a minor thing happened. It (Jung) shook him to see you like that. You had only smiled.

*Rap Monster*

Namjoon had just logged onto the shared BTS Twitter when he noticed the trending hashtag. #GetBetter(Y/N) Needless to say, he freaked out. He clicked on one of the tweets and read the article attached. “Yesterday at 5:34 pm, (Y/N) (L/N), (girlfriend/boyfriend) of BTS’s Rap Monster helped thwart a bank robbery. (L/N) had snuck up behind the robber, grabbing the gun and fighting the robber, eventually winning although coming out with a few injuries. More news to come soon.” Namjoon almost fainted. He just barely managed to dial your number with his hands shaking as hard as they were. “Hello?” “(Y/N) YOU FOUGHT A ROBBER?!” “Oh yeah… Hehe, it's a long story? I'm fine though Joonie just a couple scratches here and there and amndjsja.” You mumbled the end. “And what?” “And maybe a minor gunshot wound?” You peeped out. *THUD* “Namjoon? Joonie?!” You panicked. One of the other boys picked up the phone. “Yeah, (Y/N)... he fainted.”

>Jimin<

“You could've called me you know?” Jimin chastised you lightly as he fluffed the pillow under your leg. “It's not a big deal Jimin. It's just a minor sprain and the guy looked so sorry when he noticed I got hurt. You're a dancer as well so you should also understand.” You retorted, wincing slightly at the throb in your ankle. Your ballet partner had decided it would be a good idea to stop right in the middle of the dance, thus dropping you. “Still it's really stupid how he dropped you mid lift. I bet his feet weren't even in the right position.” He mumbled angrily. Jimin had been on tour when it happened and hadn’t found out until he walked in the dorm to see you injured on the couch. You laughed at his pout and grabbed his hand. “Maybe once I'm better you can practice with me okay?” Jimin nodded and snuggled you.

=Taehyung=

“Babe I'm fine. It's legitimately just a fracture. A kid spilled paint and I didn't notice and slipped. Simple.” You tried reassuring Taehyung over the phone. “What if you had hit your head and died?! Oh god, then I would've come home to your funeral!” Taehyung panicked, practically yelling on the other line. “Babe. I'm fine. (B/F/N) is with me looking after me. I'm all nice and cozy on the couch watching movies. I'll be here when you get home tomorrow.” You soothed. “Okay. I want cuddles though for scaring me!” Taehyung demanded and you could practically hear the pout in his voice. “Sure thing Tae Tae.”

+Jungkook+

Jungkook would become Jungshook after hearing that you had broken your wrist. And you had broken it in the stupidest way too. Some of the younger neighborhood boys had challenged you to the punching machine that was in the old arcade. You admit that you were competitive and agreed only to soon regret it when your clumsy self had missed the pad and instead punched the machine. “How did you even manage to do that? Honestly (Y/N) I need to hire a babysitter for you when I'm on tour.” He sighed as he looked at your face on his phone screen. “I'm fine. The boys that challenged me took me to the hospital and they said it was a tiny little fracture that will get better in no time.” You laughed as you waved your cast covered wrist on screen. “Still. I think I should lock you in a padded room. Even then you would still hurt yourself.” Jungkook smiled. “Well, I'll try not to kill myself when you're gone! By the way, I'm going skateboarding now! Talk to you later babe!” You rushed out. “WAIT (Y/N)!”

So I finished it! I really hope you guys liked it. I tried to get it out ASAP cause I’m going to be busy for a little while. Night school is being a pain in the bum and work isn’t so hot either. Thank you all for being patient with me. I’m sorry I’m not posting as much as Admin Sav or Admin Jay ;-; I’m going to be posting my personal schedule on this page because I think it would help you guys as well as helping me.

GOOD NEWS THOUGH: My Birthday is coming up soon (October 25th) and I’m going to Disney with my friend and her family. I don’t think anyone would want any pictures or stories but when I go I’ll open asks for myself and let you guys ask me stuff I guess.

Thank you my lovelies <3

-Admin Rhi

[oliviadrawsbts]

Me when c*vid is "over" and we can go to concerts:

[lavenderbang]

Don’t you hate it when your favourite groups are coming to your country but they only visit one venue and it’s on the other side of your country?!

[purpleyoonn]

baby (you complete us) 6

C H A P T E R   S I X 

Summary: Soulmates were a common occurrence, so common, in fact, that the world sought an easier way to find your other half: A bracelet that would scan your mark and match you with those who shared your mark. Within recent years, soul groups were becoming normal, and your own bracelet said you have seven matches.

Or where you wear your bracelet for ten years, and finally give up the hope you would find your soul group, only for BTS to put theirs on and see what they were missing.

Genre: soulmate au, idol au, angst, fluff, eventual smut,

Pairing: Idol BTS x Disabled MC

Warnings: angst, mentions of depression, disabled mc (Ehlers Danlos syndrome), eventual smut, fluff, lots of fluff, mentions of disability, simp bangtan

Chapter Warnings: not much, aftermath of dislocation, insecurities, anxiety attack, mc rethinks her decision, boys being sweet, 

*Words in Italics are spoken/written in Korean*

masterlist // chapter 5 // chapter 7

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Previously on baby (you complete us):

“Thank you, Namjoon. You are right. I don’t think I would be too comfortable staying with you all so quickly.” You were shy admitting that, the boys could tell. It had Yoongi scooting down further in his seat. Jin practically pouting at the thought of you not wanting to stay with them, but he knew you needed time.

By the time it was time to hang up, Emilia had come back over and told you that you were going to be leaving in a couple of minutes.

“Well, I have to get going. I should be in Korea within an hour maybe? I’m not too sure.” You tell them, truly thankful for them, and glad they didn’t mention your hip again.

“Okay. Well please let us know when you touch down and when you get to the hotel.” With that, you say your goodbyes and you buckle back up into your seat.

You love women. That’s it.  

Emilia was absolutely the sweetest person you had every met. Once the plan took off and left the Tokyo airport, she came and sat by you and asked you in the politest way what had happened and if there was anything she could do in her own capacity to help you. She brought you a heating pad that she found in the medical bag on the plane and helped you rest your leg on the seat in front of you.

She spent the rest of the hour-long trip talking and laughing with you. You found out she heard your phone call with Namjoon but didn’t hear any specifics, just understood that you found your soulmates and that you were on the way to meet them.

“They must be super rich if they are flying you all by your lonesome to meet them.” You could only nod at her, laughing a little bit at just how right she was.

By the time you got to the airport in Seoul, you felt that you made a friend, even if you knew it would probably be the last time you saw them.

You sent the boys a text in the group chat that you had arrived and would be making your way to customs. However, you didn’t expect for someone from Bighit to be waiting for you when you got off your plane with a wheelchair. The wheelchair had your name printed in script on a sign and the man holding the wheelchair seemed like a huge body builder. Scared you a little bit and had you pausing with your cane.

You hadn’t even grabbed your suitcases yet, waiting for them to be unlocked from the compartment they were in within the plane.

“Are you Miss Y/n?” The man had pushed the wheelchair over to you, his words soft, completely the opposite of his physical appearance.

“Yes I am, uh..” You trail off, not at all knowing who the man was but you saw his HYBE lanyard and badge.

“I am Songun, Miss. I am here to take you to your hotel. I was also told by Mr. Kim to tell you that you do not need to go through customs due to your special passport.” You blink slowly at him, in your own head trying to figure out why you don’t need to go to customs.  

“Oh, okay.” You go to move forward when you hear someone moving behind you. Turning around you see one of the attendants with your luggage.

“Thank you.” You smile at the man before grabbing the handles. It was a little difficult since you needed your cane but you made it work. Until Songun came over.

“Please Miss, I insist.” He gestures to the wheelchair that now has no sign on it. He helps you into the chair while talking in Korean to a man that was behind him.

“Lee, grab her things. We need to be quick.” The man nodded before grabbing your luggage, walking behind us as Songun began to push you towards the exit. It was still light out as it neared three in the afternoon. And you were hungry. And needed a good soak in the bath.

“Alright Miss. The hotel is only about a twenty minute drive and I will help you check in.” You nod at Songun as you maneuver yourself into the back of the vehicle. It was really spacious and you almost fell asleep at the feeling of the comfy backrest.

Songun and the other man get into the front seats, leaving you along and looking out the window at the scenery.

Seoul was different than anything you could have imagined. The closest you could think of would be a busy Sacramento at night on a Friday. But this was way more. It was peaceful in the way that you knew no one would think to look at you as you walked by. Everyone at home would stare as you walked with your cane.

It was busy in the way you could see hordes of people in every direction. The deeper you got into Seoul the more entranced you got.

“That is the HYBE building Miss.” Songun pointed out as you drove past, your eyes trailing to the large building. You knew the boys were in there at the moment, the tingling in your chest and the burning feeling in your mark telling you they were near. It had you pushing down the feeling to run to them, to just complete the bond with them before they could change their mind.

That’s what you think you were most afraid of. That they would change their mind about wanting you.

You only had to wait five more minutes before the vehicle pulled into an underground entrance. The parking garage for the hotel seemed to be a private one, Songun pulling out some papers to be allowed in.

Once you were allowed in and parked, Songun insisted you get back into the wheelchair. You tried to tell him that you were fine using your cane but it wasn’t working.

“I’m sorry Miss. Mr. Kim insists you use the wheelchair until you are at least within your room.” You wonder if this was the same Mr. Kim who he spoke of before. If he was talking about who you were thinking of, then there were at least three “Mr. Kims” he could be mentioning.

Too tired to argue or complain, you comply and get into the wheelchair, the same man moving to grab your bags from the trunk of the car.

The hotel was simply the nicest thing you had ever seen. It had a huge gold chandelier in the middle of the room and chairs you knew were too expensive to sit in just beneath. The entire room screamed “rich” to you and made you feel like you should be staying somewhere else.

“Uhm, Songun? Are you sure this is the correct hotel?” You turn your head to the Bighit employee, obvious apprehension written all over your face making the man smile.

“Yes, Miss.” You just nodded your head, thinking the man was probably sick of your questions by now.

You sat as he rolled you up to the front counter where the receptionist smiled brightly, as if waiting for your arrival. She looked from Songun to you, glancing behind you to the man who you still didn’t know his name before looking back to you.

“Welcome! Can I have the name for the reservation?” She looked at you, thankfully speaking English as she moved to start typing on her computer.

“Uhm… I’m not sure what the name would be under.” You tell her before looking up at Songun. He tells the woman Jin’s name, causing the woman’s eyes to widen and her mouth to open for a couple of seconds before she switches, her mask coming back on and her fingers typing wildly at the keyboard in front of her.

“Alright, Mrs. Kim. Here are your key cards, along with a pin for access to the amenities within the room. Breakfast is at eight o’clock. Please enjoy your stay.” She gestures for someone behind you, making you turn around, packet in hand, to see a bellhop like you’ve only ever seen in a show when you were a kid, with the luggage cart and everything.

However, the bellhop moves away when the man holding your luggage walks past him, Songun shaking his head, refusing the service and moving you towards the elevator.

“Miss, please move one of the cards in front of that there.” Songun motions to a pad like thing on the wall in place of a button. You cautiously remove one of the key cards from the packet and swipe it in front of the pad, watching as the elevator instantly opens.

“Wow.” You mutter, unable to hold back your amazement.

Once Songun wheels you in and the man holding your luggage comes into the elevator, the doors close. You see the buttons on the wall and holding your key card in front of you to see your room number, you press the number that corresponds to the floor you were assigned. You were pretty high, you thought, as the elevator took its time to move to the 7th floor. You smiled, wondering if the floor number was a coincidence.

Once the doors opened, Songun once again pushed you out and to the right, moving down the floor until you came to a room on the left side of the hallway. Not needing the hint, you moved the card in front of the familiar pad on the wall on the side of your door. When the door opened, Songun spoke up.

“Okay Miss. Mr. Kim’s instructions were to stay out of your room for your privacy unless you tell us otherwise. Would you like any help getting inside?” You think about it, silently thanking the boys for their detailed thoughts.

S“No thank you, Mr. Songun. I think I’ve got everything from here.” You move to lock the wheelchair so you could get out.

Holding onto the handlebars, you slowly move up and out of the wheelchair, not noticing Songun’s hands up and near your back, there to help you if needed. You turn around and test your weight on your left hip, only feeling a little pain. You deem this good enough and move to put your cane on your arm again. Adjusting your duffle on your shoulder, you grab your luggage from the man and thank him.

“Here is my number. I have been assigned to you while you are here. Please let me know if you wish to leave the hotel.” Songun hands you a card that includes his business title and number. You nod at him again, before thanking them for the help.

Closing the door behind you, you slowly figure out how to make your way to the bed where you place your luggage on the edge before sitting down. You were beyond tired and even the room couldn’t bring you to widen your eyes in amazement.

The bed was bigger than anything you had ever seen and the room was the same. On the wall opposite the bed was a large dresser and entertainment center, a very large television attached to the wall above it. There was an opening to the left of the dresser which seemed like a hallway. From the bed you could only make out a large tub? That seemed to poke out from the right of the end of the hallway.

To the left of you and just past the entryway that seemed to house a small shoe closet, there was a large cabinet that was floor to ceiling, making you wonder if it was clothes closet. To your immediate left and right were nightstands. On your right was a sitting area with a small couch and a very comfy looking recliner chair. A coffee table was in the middle of a circular rug, marking the sitting area, and was aimed at the television.

Past that, was the large glass, sliding doors that opened up to a small balcony, accompanied by a small table and chair set.

“I’ll explore everything tomorrow.” You spoke aloud, now alone to your thoughts.

Now that you were here, in South Korea, about to meet your soulmates, everything seemed to hit you at once. You could feel the tears begin to fall from your waterline as you laid back onto the bed.

Ten years.

You waited ten years for your soulmates.

Never did you imagine even a similar scenario for where you were now. You never dreamed that this could happen. Yeah, like most people, you dreamed for your soulmate to sweep you off your feet, or to be someone famous who could take care of you. But this, this was that times a hundred.

Would they even be able to support you on your bad days?

Would you be able to support them?

A sob breaks through your lips as the thought comes to you. You could barely support yourself and your needs most days, how in the world were you going to be able to support and help seven world famous men.

At this point, your thoughts were spiraling deeper, making you think this was just a huge mistake. That you would never be able to fit into an already established soulgroup and be able to love and support the boys.

Your phone had been ringing for a couple minutes now. You were unable to hear it through your sobbing and had missed two calls from Namjoon now. Once you were able to calm down enough, physically not mentally, you could barely hear the generic ringtone you had set.

“Hello?” You managed not to sniffle as you spoke.

“Hey, baby. We were just worried a little. We wanted to know if you made it safely to the hotel room?” Namjoon’s dulcet tone soothed what little worries you had floating in your head. It was as if they didn’t exist. You don’t know how he did it, but you were able to relax into the bed now, feeling how comfortable it was on your aching back and hips.

“Oh, I’m sorry.” You wiped the stray tear from your cheek and sat up a little, groaning at the stretch to your hip. “I was in the bathroom.” Your excuse was light, the boys catching it quickly, but no one said anything.

“That’s okay. As long as you made it.” Taehyung’s husky tone made you want to groan again, for a different reason entirely.

“I made it.” You say back.

“Well, we are all sure that you want to rest so we will let you go.” Namjoon speaks up but Jungkook’s voice is heard at the end.

“Wait! Are we going to be able to see her tomorrow?” You squint your eyes, trying to figure out why he said to wait.

“Err, Jungkook wants to know what your plans are for tomorrow?” Namjoon changes Jungkook’s question a little, not wanting to pressure you.

“Uhm..” You hadn’t thought that far ahead. You knew they probably were hoping you would want to go and meet them, feel the soul touch and complete the bond. But your fear of the unknown had you wanting to step back, to stay trapped in the hotel room and fly back home after the week was over.

“I don’t want to bother anyone…” You begin to say, unable to form the sentence you want to say.

“You won’t ever bother us.” Yoongi’s tone is blunt as he cuts you off, reminding you of the first video call.

“We are not busy tomorrow.” Jin’s voice tags onto Yoongi’s, making you wonder if he could read minds.

You are reminded of the all-access pass the boys sent you for the HYBE building. You remember Songun pointing it out for you on the way to the hotel. Maybe you could walk there in the morning? Do some sightseeing and grab some coffee? You hope the minimal Korean you tried to learn on the plan was sufficient enough to get you by.

You were kind of at a standstill, Namjoon realized. You didn’t feel comfortable enough to ask them if you could visit them tomorrow, and none of the boys wanted to make you feel pressured to see them so early.

“If it’s okay with you, maybe I could visit in the morning? I’m not sure what time I’ll wake up but I plan on going to bed soon.” Your voice was entirely unsure, and you weren’t confident in your words, something the boys noticed and had their heartstrings tugging.

“That sounds perfect, baby.” Namjoon’s dulcet tones once again managed to calm your racing heart. Anything you let them have, anything you were willing to give, they would happily take. They were just happy you were giving them a chance, anything else was a miracle.

“Okay.” You whisper back, still not sure what to say to them.

“We will let you rest, okay. We—” Namjoon paused, seemingly catching those three little words on his tongue.

“Thank you for coming.” Yoongi interjected, seeing his younger mate stumble on the sentence they all wanted to say.

“Goodnight.” Your smile was small as they said goodbye.

Putting down your phone and plugging it into your charger, you finally notice the small basket on the side table by the door. You walk over to it, moving slowly so you don’t bug your hip any more than you already did. A small smile grows on your lips as you see a couple of Korean snacks and candy along with a bottle of red wine and a bank card?

You grab the note in the basket to see that it was written by one of the boys, probably Namjoon.

You made it!

We are happy that you are here and hope you like your room.

We have each picked out some snacks that we enjoy, with the hopes that you too might like them. We have also included a bank card that is attached to our soulmate account for you to use while you are here. Please use it. We want your time with us to be free and fulfilling and don’t want you to have to worry about anything.

Your boys,

They each had signed their name to the bottom, giving you the wistful feeling that rose up your back. Their words and actions made you feel cared for and had you slipping the bank card into one of the slots in your wallet, not entirely sure if you would use it or not. You moved back to the bed, sitting down on it and feeling the way your muscles relaxed into the bed.

You didn’t realize how much hearing their voices had calmed you down, had made you feel relaxed. Relaxed enough to fall asleep with your shoes on and your feet hanging off the big bed.

Next Chapter

[justcallmenikki7]

Mess with One, Mess with All

Split!Au, Poly!Au, Mafia!Au

Pairing: BTS x Reader

Summary: once in every blue moon, your boyfriends alter take over at the same time and it is only when it comes to a threat towards you.

Request: ot7 split!au where all of their split personalities are out at once 😭 please

Warnings: mafia related things, DID (alter egos), torture, JK needing be calmed down, possessive themes, gore, some angst?, mentions of past abuse

W.C.: 1.6k

Notes: I don’t like the ending, but I tried to get some of the characteristics of each member in this. Fjdkjlds the title suckkkss

Lately, the gang has been having a lot of issues surrounding territory and wanting to have the gang, BTS (or Bangtan), overpowered and never heard of again. These two things are very common situations when it comes to being the most powerful gang in the world, along with owning all of Asia, the Middle East, parts of the United States and Canada – stressful is an understatement.

What made this gang so powerful was back in the nineties when seven women gave birth to seven men, who later overpowered their abusive fathers and took over the slowly, but evolving gang. What came from the abuse was an alter ego being created in each boy – a side that was more fearless and threatening – in a few, evil. It was not because of the alters and how they are more sadistic and daring, but it was because of the intelligence and each unique characteristic of the boys that made the gang so powerful. You could list every single one of the characteristics and assets that each man had that made the gang’s name. The alter in each boy, though, is what made the gang feared. When their alter is not fronting, people know who they are talking to because of the clothes they are wearing and the professional vibe that they are giving off because of meetings, but when their alter is fronting…, then it is a whole different conversation.

Why? Because there is no conversation unless you are pleading for your life or deciding that your idea is stupid and that you should go with their idea.

Never in the gang’s history has anyone come across the seven men in their alter form all at the same time. Yes, on basic runs or drug deals a rival or ally sees two of the seven boys in their alters at once because of business. It is just that, never was there a need for all of them to be at one run or deal all together. Plus, at charity balls or any form of get-together they were never in their alter form, unless any of them has had a rough week or is stressing severely that they cannot literally function, even without your help.

But one threat that has never happened or ever appeared was anything involving you. When word got around that a new upcoming gang is wanting to challenge BTS by being cocky and naïve by saying that they can take you from them because they are better than them…, both the boys themselves and their alter had never perceived someone as dead. You were not home during the time of the news due to being at school for classes. Being unaware of the situation that you were walking into at home, you opened the door, ready to greet everyone, but you did not even get the chance to say ‘hello’ – being grabbed by someone – that someone being Jimin. After a few moments of realizing that Jimin was not Jimin, you were greeted with Park, Jimin’s alter.

“Park, Park, hey, what is going on?” You asked, trying to figure out why he was clinging onto you tightly, jumping at another body pressing close to you. You could automatically tell who it was due to the heavy cologne that was worn by the youngest. “JK, my love, what is wrong?” You spoke gently at the youngest, trying to keep yourself calm because of the two hot headed alters are fronting, meaning that their tempers could flare any second.

“A threat has been made by the upcoming gang, Zodiac, which is the stupidest gang’s name ever. Like, why would you choose such a pathetic name. I guess their role model is the Zodiac Killer, but if I was the Zodiac Killer, I would be extremely embarrassed because of how unsuccessful the gang has been PLUS! How basic the name is…” V spoke, getting off track now, tying his bandana and adjusting it to where it sat perfectly on his forehead. What you do not understand is how at the same time, the three maknae’s are now fronting, which has never happened, which began to make you worry even more about the situation at hand.

“What V is trying to say is that Zodiac has threatened us by saying that he could take you from us and make you fall in love with them.” The answer you had been looking for was given by J-Hope.

They have all switched to their alter.

Looking up at you, J-Hope smirked at you before making his way over to you, cradling your face in his hands, bringing your face close to his, his lips pressing against yours gently but possessively. You whimpered when he pulled away from you, a cocky grin on his face as he did so – a blush covering your cheeks as if you were a middle schooler who was glanced at by her crush.

“They can fucking try, but I doubt that they could. Do they not know how easily we can kill them?” Park growled, pulling away from the hug, leaving you to be crushed against JK’s chest, the feeling of his face nuzzling against your neck and his nails digging into your side told you that he was trying to stay calm, but the threat was getting to everyone – their fear of you realizing that you could be better off without freaks in your life getting to them, causing them to switch all at the same time.

“They think that they can take her. Without a fight against the most feared gang in the world? That is rich. JK’s right, we can kill them easily, take them out one by one slowly and painfully,” Suga spoke up, putting his knuckle brasses on both hands. His eyes looked like they were in slits, and you knew that Yoongi was far gone, and it would be a few days until he was able to come back around, and Suga knew that. That is why their alters are there – they are the ones who take the stress off their shoulders for however long they need to and love doing it.

But this stress – oh this stress was a different one that they were dealing with. The fear of being too much and too weird for you was getting to them so badly that they all switched and will be like this for quite a while. But that is okay, and you want them to know that. You want your boyfriends to know that you will forever love them and never leave them.

Pulling your Kook in front of you, you cradle his face in your hands and look him in the eyes, heart clenching at the fear and anger boiling up in his eyes. You cooed at him gently, leaning up on your toes to press a kiss to his nose. You know that sometimes when it comes to the youngest that you must talk to him in a gentle and close to childlike way. One day when Jungkook was stressed and JK fronted, he admitted that sometimes being talked to like that helps both him and Jungkook when JK was in control because it was something that Jungkook craved when he was a child – never having that as a kid.

“It is okay, baby,” you cooed, pressing another kiss on his nose, “I am not going anywhere, alright? Everything is going to be alright; I promise you, all of you,” you said, looking at everyone, finally seeing Jin and RM in the circle now. You saw that Jin put his eyeliner on along with his favorite pair of ripped pants while RM was sporting the same eyeliner but had his favorite necklaces on, one of them being an upside down cross.

“We know that, but they don’t,” RM responded, referring to their selves. “We just need to finish some business before things get calmed down. This has never happened before, you know?” RM mentioned, looking his lovers and you.

“All of us at once? It is like a high school reunion,” J-Hope jokes, causing V to laugh at it, even making JK smile a little. “But we are not celebrating graduation, we are celebrating death!”

Later that night, instead of having to badge up two, or one of the boys, you are bandaging up all of them while they were still driven on blood lust. It was hard keeping them still, never having been in this situation where all your boyfriends were sporting wounds at the same time and having to do a lot at once. But you were not stressing, you were calm, calmer than you thought you would be earlier.

The boys were laughing with each other and talking about their gruesome kill on each of the guys that they dealt with. You did not like hearing about that stuff, never having been into their gruesome talk. Sometimes it is mild, but it is more than half of the time not. You could tell – and it showed – that they felt a lot better after the killing of the Zodiac gang, making them no more and a name forgotten. They all had their turns on the leader who made the threat, torturing him slowly and painfully, but it brought them ease and that is their own way of doing that in this kind of time.

For the next few days though, you were going to be spending time with them in their alter form and you cannot wait to see how it goes since this will be a new thing for everyone – especially the gang. You are internally laughing at the scared faces that will be present on the rookies and the mouthy ones. Looking up at them, your heart swelled at your boyfriends – seeing their relax states and goofy sides.

[1111jenx]

Do you have any astrology observations that aren’t Eurocentric?

Hey there!

I'm truly sorry if you felt that way

But since I started this blog I have never had that idea in mind nor did I ever think my blog would focus on the western culture only, I think this is very subjective as I am a child of asian immigrants myself and I was fortunate enough to grow up in different countries my entire life. I truly believe that most of my observations can be applied for all with an exception of some others who may not resonate with it well, and I have never favoured one race/culture in particular and the common experiences along with physical appearance observations in which I always use words that are pretty "generic", words that do not aim to describe any particular race or culture:)

But i will keep this in mind the next time I'm writing an observation, I'll do my best to do more research for you guys so no followers of mine feel left out🥰 I simply do not like grouping people by their races or cultures, no culture are inferior to one another, and never have I ever intend for it to come off like that!

With that being said here are a few poc focused observations I have in mind! (I'm a vietnamese descent in canada so please bear in mind in no way am i an expert on any race or culture exclusively, this is just strictly from my observation and experiences as well as study guys<3)

I've noticed that most Virgo rising tend to be paler. This means that even if they're black, white or asian, they tend to lean on the paler side! one of my virgo rising friends has a venuzuelan-canadian-indigenous mother and a trinidadian father, she has quite a bit of melanin inheried from her dad yet comparing to her siblings, she's significantly lighter in colous!! (also i have a question for my virgo rising followers: do you guys tan easily?)

For Libra Rising, for those of Asian descent in particular, usually have this "cuteness" or innocence to them🥰 They're very lovable and may have typical charming features in Asian culture such as dimples, thinner lips or pinkish lips and cheeks and usually a very lovable smile too! Like the crescent moon in reverse haha 🌙 Also are very likely to have a "babyface" or really cute cheeks haha!Take a look at Yoko Ono and BTS's Jungkook:

A lot of models(poc models in particular) are Cancer Rising with mild Venus/Mars influences!!

Notice how it's always the Leo rising poc's mothers who are the most traditional and place an important on family values.

From what I've been noticing, my friends and families who are poc with Cancer/Capricorn Risings are also expected to inherit the family business or follow their parent's career! They have their 2H in Leo/ Aquarius and their 4H in Libra/Aries so this is something to think about haha

[nightswithkookmin]

Goldy,

Kind of off topic, but a little on topic. Have you seen the band Maneskin from Italy? They won 2021 Eurovision Song Contest. Beautiful, beautiful people.

I have no idea of their sexual orientation or preferences, but they wear a lot of makeup on and off stage , and smooch on each other a lot on stage. Nobody bats an eye. They are a Metal band and they dress accordingly. I wish that everyone around the world was as accepting as all their fans are. They are super androgynous as well and they are SEXY as hell

Their charm and sexuality is so fluid and just so natural. They are who they are and they are beautiful and fun to watch. Their comfort with each other is how I wish ALL of us would be

Rock bands rock period

I wonder what they look like in brand ads. I wonder if they are given or are required to have a much tamer look with little to no rings and funky clothing or hoop earrings you can barely see.

Where are the dangly chrome earrings?! WHERE ARE THEY?!🤺

I like my BTS the way they are. It's what I bought in. I want to see men in corsets, waist snatched, dark eyeliners selling alcohol to men. Is that too much to ask?! Is it?!😒

This is what happens when they treat queerness as aesthetics and have no qualms drawing on- if not appropriate- gay culture and lifestyle. Y'all just ditch it for your hyper heteromasculinity whenever y'all want😒

Their ability to divorce themselves completly from certain looks at certain times is what gives me whiplash. When that happens, it creates the impression queerness is just a look, gender fluidity is not real and establishes traditional definitions of masculinity as the norm. You do not have to 'look like a man' to sell alcohol 🤺

I was literally waiting for this Kloud, Klout beer ad to drop ever since Winter Package at the end of last year because we all know what most people think about Alcohol and men. I was curious to how how BTS would market to men as compared to women and teens. I feel there is so much room for them to break norms and set new trends in the advertising world. I'm disappointed so far.

For contrast, look at how they look selling a nonachoholic beverage as compared to how they look selling alcohol. Can I weep? Can I?! See how they look like they just stepped off a set for a music video? They look like themselves. Their everyday selves but you look on your left and it's like huh??????

And in case the message and intent is not clear, here is a photo of different models modeling for the same brand.

Their girls look like "girls" and their boys look like "boys." I'd say BTS in those ads look much more similar to the male model here in terms of looks- that clear cut box labeled men- which to me is a problem.

I'm sorry but this is just lazy advertisement. Nothing at all ground breaking. The models look great. Taehyung looks tasty, heteromasculine and perfect.

I feel used to male oriented brands breaking boundaries and participating in the gender discourse in recent times I think my expectations for BTS on this topic in advertisement was this high.

If heteromasculinity is all y'all can tap into to sell a can of drink I'm sorry but that's misogynistic and sexist and homophobic.

If Jimin or any of these boys come out a few years down the lane in another documentary to say these kinds of shit affected them in any way I AM STARTING WORLD WAR III.

I'm tired of seeing Jimin and other Asian men be emasculated and treated as if they aren't men enough just because they look to them 'feminine.' You don't have to fix their masculinity or tweak it to suit your idea and ideals of masculinity. There's no one way of being man.

Don't get me started on the desexualization of Asian men and it's subsequent effects on Asian men. You hear Asian men are not sexy, they do not sell the fantasy, they are not this, they are not that blah blah blah and yet we sit here and wonder why someone like JK, who had probably internalized that shit, would say he wants to be seen as sexy too and perform sexy choreos and shit.

And no, it's not an American Asian problem, it's a global Asian problem. BTS are on the world's stage being socialized by the global community and they do face almost every microaggression prevalent within the regional communities. It's the American's take on them, Canada, UK, Africa, Asia, Europe, all of them. Everyone is projecting on to them their ideals and understanding of gender and who they should be. Did we not see BTS BIOT trending from the Philippines lately? Gay because WHY???? They wear make up and earrings and love androgynous?

Naa, I'm actually getting gassed the more I think about it🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺

The notion that Asians aren't sexy sits on the opposite end of 'Asians are too soft and good looking they are not masculine' all on the something is inherently wrong with Asian men spectrum.

I keep saying Jikook are the two members who've faced and have perhaps had to defend their masculinities the most- from BTS themselves effeminating JK and always bringing his masculinity to question- you know they once said JK is the most feminine within the group? I think so too but that's besides the point chilee.

Then for Jimin, he's always been either over feminized or defeminized, masculated and treated as if his femininity is wrong and invalid. Didn't a certain Karmy call him a fake woman or something like that? It's almost the same microaggressions transfems and gay men steroetyped as bottoms recieve on a dialy basis in this shit hole we call planet. It's all so ghetto.

Ass holes like to masculate and invalidate fems and masculine femininity, it's appalling. And people like to gaslight and pretend these microaggressions cannot have Freudian effects on these people- he is too strong to be bullied, oh he worked so hard on himself he can't crack so easily, oh it's nothing they're just being sensitive, it was joke, they're reading too much into it, and my personal favorite- y'all are over analyzing when you point it out😌

Some people are legit serial gaslighters, they will gaslight you before you can say the Jay in Jesus.

As a black woman growing up in a community that view black women as strong and incapable of being mentally attacked and traumatized by certain experiences- black people don't get depression or mental health issues because they are black and they are strong- being masculated and defeminized on a dialy basis, I tell you- shit is torture.

All of this, and we sit here and wonder why Jimin wants to go to the gym and build muscles and blend in with the boys etc. Could be nothing, could be a response to the over feminization of Jimin, the emasculation or it could be he is internalizing some things. We will never know.

Personally, I feel JM is on the precipice of something and may be its something, may be its nothing but imma put my foot on these companies' neck and keep it there 🤓

Because it's not just about Jimin. It's about all the people who look up to him. All the people he has influence over. For every queer child who sees themselves in him and these men.

Any who. I think I've said everything I want to say on this topic. The weight on my chest is lifted. Asian men are sexy, their masculinity is VALID. Queer masculinity is valid too and they need to be inclusive of it. If you don't wanna include it leave BTS as they are. We get the representation as they are. Don't tweak them in y'all's brand campaigns. Don't fix Jimin's Jawline and make it more chiseled. HE IS PERFECT THE WAY HE IS.

Now please, let's talk about BigHit and the recent shipping agendas.😐

Signed,

GOLDY

[justmywriting1313]

Sad M/C Headcanons (Mammon x M/C)

Heyyyyo friends!!!! Hope you're all good and taking care of yourselves. 

You know I started off with this fic being HC’s points for three brothers but of course I always go overboard and so its become a single character thing sigh!

Anywhooo sorry this got late, because I was in a rush to pack when coming to Canada I forgot to pack my laptop chargers adaptor and so i’ve put off using my laptop in quarantine but then i was like i really want to post this fic so i caved in started using my laptop so here you guys are!! Also I’ve kind of written this in the sense of being a couple but it can also be platonic but like its after spending a lot of time together. If its the first time he has seen you get sad that would be a different scenario. 

Also if you like my writing style then please send in some requests for the BTS boys!!! PRETTY PLEASE!! i really want to write for them!!!

Anywhooo I hope you guys enjoy. As always please like, reblog and request stuff thank you!!!

Trigger Warnings: Anxiety, panic attacks, feeling sad (I think), Unedited any others please let me know 

MAMMON: 

Okay so for Mammon there are a couple of things. So regardless of whether you guys start dating or not, because he is so hyper aware of your presence and just in general because he spends so much time with you, picking up on your moods is not difficult for him at all. Whether its been culminating for a while or just a sudden thing. 

If its just like a small sudden time of you feeling sad and not in your best, because he is way too… not shy but I guess like concerned that people don't see him as weak or anything for liking a human he wouldn't outright ask you. He would just distract you and honestly he would be so good at it that I feel like you would forget your momentary sadness without fail. The distraction could be anything like dragging you into a scheme that leaves him in trouble and makes you laugh, pranking the other brothers and watching them lose control or even just making a fool of himself.  

However if it’s something that has been building up over time. You've been sad, stressed and just not at your best I think that would be more difficult for him to handle. It’s not picking up on it… it’s asking you because in his head it would be this situation of how should he ask you without making it look like he cares too much when he so desperately does though. I think it would have to be some kind of explosive situation that would not only take you to the breaking point but would also cause Mammon to panic and jump into trying to be there for his human. 

He would first notice when the assignments for both of you had piled on and he had a hard time getting you to eat food let alone do anything else. He took a minute in between his whining about getting something to eat to just look at you. Your shoulders seemed way to tightened for his liking. Your usually bright skin seemed to be pale and lacking colour. A semi permanent frown had taken place on your face and your brow remained furrowed. Your jaw was perpetually clenched and you hadn't stopped bouncing your leg. You looked like the definition of a stressed out school student. Yes you guys had to study a lot but you usually kept up good spirits and to see you this down was something new for Mammon. He didn't like it one bit and he had dropped his whining that day in hopes that it would help you loosen up. 

The next time he noticed your sad mood was when it had been a week since his last realisation and you still hadn’t popped up into your usual high spirits. Usually even if you disapproved of one of his ideas you were still involved and talkative, letting him know what you thought and be the listening ear he never found anywhere else, but now your lack of enthusiasm was scaring him. Its not like the tired kind of un-enthusiasm which in your case manifests in this expression which is like a tired smile but still happy eyes. You would usually reassure Mammon that you want to hear what he has to say but he needs to slow down and that you guys need a break and a nap. Since it’s his little M/C who asked him to do that, Mammon does so without even realising it. However, this lack on un-enthusiasm is the kind where you're not really present mentally and no matter how hard Mammon tries to get you to be excited... theres nothing. 

He tried to make the scheme he had in mind more dangerous and worrisome than he usually does in hopes that it would spark something. Excitement to join or even worry for the punishment. However as you both walk back to the dorm one day and he details his new plan there is no emotion on your face this time. It’s like you’re lost in your own world and this far of look seems very sad. The shine in your eyes as you jump up and down and get excited nowhere in sight, 

“Oi M/C are ya even listening to me huh? Come on ya need to pay more respect to me”

“Huh? Oh sorry Mammoney, I was just thinking about stuff”

“Well listen up!”

Though his answer seemed slightly apathetic, in his head he was full on panicking about what should he do. Your smile was so far off your usual boisterous one and you seemed just so mentally tired that it was frightening. He was now thinking of who he could ask to help him improve your mood. Whether or not this is as a romantic relationship or a platonic one you would have sit him down in the future and explain that usually all he had to do was ask and not even in front of the others. He could always take you aside to make sure you're okay like you do with him instead of panicking but for now he was super worried.

This far of attitude of yours would go on for maybe a week which is where Mammon tries to give you space in his own way. He obviously still spends most of his waking hours with you but he doesn't complain as much, he tries to be more diligent in woking so you don't worry about him getting in trouble later and though it’s difficult he does his best. Maybe thats his unconscious way of giving you space or actually just easing things for you. The fact that he cant talk to you about it makes whether he give you space or not a far off thing. He even tries to steele himself to give you and accept your affection in hopes that that would work. 

Like a few days in, you walked up to him. This was after your very draining talk with Lucifer and without saying anything you wrapped your arms around his torso and just pressed your forehead against his chest. Usually he would flinch and push you off or just pat your head and then tell you not to do it public. Instead this time he sighed, took a deep breath which he knew you felt and then wrapped his arms around you. He put his chin on your head and lightly ran his fingers through your hair. He could hear you sniffling but he didn't say anything… he really didn't know what to say. He was kind of hoping your sadness would run its course and then that would be it but of course thats not how this works. 

Its a week and a half later that everything finally blows up and Mammon needs to intervene. It was either Mammon himself who accidentally pushed you off the edge or some backhanded arrogant comment from Lucifer the latter more likely but either way it had turned into a shouting match at the dinner table. You had had a bad day to say the least and not a single thing had gone right. You had hoped that at dinner things would be peaceful and you could end the night on a positive note. However Lucifer had found it oh so vital to bring up the fact that your grades for a particular class had been worse than he would have liked. Mammon who had been sitting opposite you had tried to catch your eyes hoping that looking at him might help. He knew about your day and was silently cussing Lucifer out for his insensitivity. 

Lucifer however kept pushing. Usually he picked up on your moods and would back off but clearly he was trying to let off steam as well and the punching bag he had chosen today was you. Mammon stayed quiet because he knew if he said anything you would get pissed because you wanted to fight your own battles... however when you looked ready to break with a touch of someones finger it was hard to think you could fight. Nonetheless you and Lucifer got into it as he berated you and you shouted back at him.

Mammon watched the way your cheeks turn red and puff out in anger as you waved your hands dramatically. Your eyes shining with anger, frustration and tears as you told Lucifer off for his over the top expectations. One bad mark did not end the world and it certainly could be let off with a warning. However Lucifer was also never one to let things pass and he insisted you hadn't worked hard enough,

“Lucifer it was one mark that didn't even count towards the final. Why is this such a big deal... I go to classes, I am always on time and I always work hard... sometimes the tests are just hard okay!!” 

“M/C it would do you well to remember who you are talking to and mind your language. A grade is still something of importance no matter how small and I will not tolerate laziness when it comes to making the program look well. All you have to do is work harder its not that hard though seeing as you are human I can see why you might struggle more” 

You reeled back as if Lucifer had smacked you and he might as well have. All the boys watched shocked at Lucifer’s insinuations. Lucifer himself felt he had gone too far but never one to put his pride aside he stood his grounds. You had worked so hard... if anything too hard to show the brothers that you being human was not your weakness and that they shouldn't hold this against you... so for him to bring this argument back up hurt you very deeply. All the brothers immediately voiced their disapproval, all of them stepping in to defend you, 

“Oi lucifer what the hell?? that ain’t called for!” Mammon exclaimed

“Lucifer!” Asmo said, his tone shocked. 

“What the fuck Lucifer who are you to tell M/C how hard she does or doesn’t work” Belphie growled. Beel not far beyond as he muttered “Lucifer we barely even spend time with her anymore because she is studying... even you don’t see her anymore so how could you say that?” 

Satan turned to you, 

“M/C dear, don’t listen to him okay? his opinion doesn't matter!”

“Yeah your shut in power for studying is better than mine for the TSL and you're a normie.” Levi chimed in what he thought would help.

As the boys continued, Mammon watched as your tears fell. The look of admiration, happiness and love you reserved for Lucifer was overtaken by hurt, pain and what seemed like such a strong sadness that even Lucifers eyes widened at the change. Before Mammon or anyone actually could even say anything you were out of your seat and dashing to your room. 

“Fuck M/C wait!” 

He was out the dining room and running right behind you. He knew his brothers would chew Lucifer out for his behaviour since he made you cry. Right now he needed to see you and hug you... he needed to make sure his human was okay. However, Mammon was a few seconds late as he rounded the corner only to hear you locking the doors. He immediately jingled the handle trying to open it. In hindsight he should be better at asking others about how they feel because if he had just put his pride aside and asked you why you were sad this past week you might not have needed to bottle everything up and today you could have had a civil conversation instead . He banged his fist on the door repeatedly, 

“M/C come on. Ya have to open the door for yer first man yeah… you think I’m gonna let you just cry in there on yer own then ya got another thing coming!”

“Go away Mammon just give me space!”

“A) My name ain’t Mammon its Mammoney for ya and b) whod’ya think you’re talking to with that tone… c) Open this door right now cause I ain’t going anywhere… you had plenty of space this week when I didn’t ask ya whats bothering ya but now ya have to talk” 

“Nu-un I don’t have to and I am not going to so just go away” 

You insisted like a petulant child wanting things your way and Mammon swore that if he didn't love you as much as he did he would have banged your head against the wall by now.Though the same can be said about him.

“If you don’t open the door right now ill break it” 

He warned you. It was odd to hear him sounding like a parent threatening their kid. You continued to ignore him as you gathered your blankets before changing into the biggest sweatshirt you had which you had stolen from Beel before curling under the sheets and crying into your pillow. You let your exhaustion gather in you as continued to sob and cuss out Lucifer in your head. Nothing seemed to work and for awhile Mammon just stood shouting at you to open up but all he heard were small cries as you ignored him. 

Mammon would basically be dying at this point because god dammit his M/C was crying and he couldn't do anything about it. Finally he remembered that you never closed your window since you room got really hot and so before he could think of anything that would have been less dangerous he was outside your window climbing the wall to get in. It took a bit of time and more than a few scrapes but eventually he was up and falling in. 

You had been deep in your pit of self pity when you looked to yelps and noises coming from your window. It was when a white haired boy toppled over your window pane that time caught up with you. You immediately left the security of your blankets and ran over to Mammon.

He was on the ground trying to shake the leaves and twigs out of his hair when he saw you approach him, legs bare except for the hoodie that reached you till just above your knees, maybe slightly higher. Before he could start blushing about that he quickly looked up at your face and he felt frustrated with what he saw. It was clear you had spent the better half of an hour sobbing. Your eyes were red rimmed, your cheeks alarmingly red. some of the tear tracks were smudged where as the others were clear and you had rubbed the tip of your nose raw. Your eyes still had tears that clung to your lashes. Mammon tried not to feel too bad but failed when he felt his heart sting thinking about how much time you had spent on your own just crying. 

“Oh my good lord  Mammon what the hell are you doing coming in the window like that” You said grabbing his elbow to help him up.

“Okay again A) I ain’t Mammon for you I am Mammoney and B) you didn’t open the door what was I s’pposed to do just leave ya alone?” 

Mammon exclaimed or rather questioned, he was frankly hurt that you thought he would just leave you like that... he loved you. 

“Well yeah?” 

You muttered. You made sure he was okay before taking a step back. You knew that he had a hard time when you got too close. This did not escape Mammon and he was quick to dust himself off and walk towards you. With every step he took forward you walked back until he had backed you right till your bed. You both were so close and Mammon could see more signs of your crying. Your hair was sticking to your face or at least the smaller strands. the rest was bundled into a messy ponytail. In rubbing your cheeks with you hands you had managed to even scratch yourself right under the eyes. Mammon could only sigh. 

You were about to ask what he was doing but before you could Mammon pulled you in close by grabbing the front of you sweatshirt and then he wrapped one around around the back of your neck. The other going around your waist. He tucked your head into his neck, putting his chin on you head. He didn't let you pull away as he gripped the nape of your neck, 

“I know I ain’t the best at this shit but did ya really think that low of me huh? You really think that I wouldn't come to look after ya, be there fer ya and listen to ya when you've been sad for so long and have been crying not just today but most nights huh?” 

The sadness in his tone immediately stopped your squirming, along with his silent confession. You looked up at him with a question in your eyes,

“You're not as quiet as you think you are you know that”

“Look I know you're sad and ya need space but don’t shut me out... I tell you when shit hits the fan and I cant cope right?... I tell ya how bad it hurts and I cry to ya... so you can do the same with me M/C. I may not be so good at giving the advice and shit but you should know dam well that when it counts I am going to be there... wether you like it or not you're kinda stuck with me cause I love ya”

There was silence before your sniffling filled up the room. You wrapped your arms under his, gripping the back of his jacket in a tight grasp as you took a gasping breath in before crying again as you let yourself sink into Mammon’s embrace, 

“I love you too Mammoney” 

You wailed out as you clung to him to like a Koala. Mammon just smiled as you blubbered out like a little baby about how much you loved him... to others it may have been confusing or annoying even when you stuffed your face into his chest and probably got his shirt all wet but the thing is  you were his little baby and thats all that mattered. (Ps the other boys had been standing outside your room and though they wouldn't admit it they all cried a little hearing Mammons little spiel)

“Ha love ya more doll, now come on lets cuddle and bitch about Lucifer and then we can sleep yeah? Then tomorrow morning you’ll feel brand new” 

Though he knew thats not how it worked in his mind the sentence made sense and it got you to giggle which was all that mattered. You both curled up under your mountain of blankets as you let out all your frustrations. Mammon was there to hug you through it all and to dry your tears when he needed to. Eventually you had finally drained yourself of all that had bothered you and Mammon could start to see hints of your beautiful happy smile come through. 

You both finally got up to get some food since dinner had been disturbed. You opened the door only to jump back right into Mammon’s arms when five very large and heavy demons fell down in front of you. Mammon was quick to grab and haul you into his arms as you both surveyed the situation. 

The source of your fright had been the rest of the boys minus Lucifer. They all had been leaning on the door in some way to try and listen to what had been happening in your room but they didn't hear you get up and so they were equally surprised and definitely more in pain when you opened the door and they all crashed into the floor. Belphie had fallen asleep against the door while leaning on Satans shoulder who himself had been leaning against the door while reading. Asmo fell on top of those two as he had his ear pressed against the door above them trying to listen to everything. Halfway through he had made Beel hold him up to try and hear better though it in no way worked and so Beel fell on top of all of them.You were so busy trying to get these four up you didn't realise until later that at the bottom of this pile poor Levi had been squashed into the ground and it looked like he had broken more than a few bones as he groaned about how heavy the others were. (I am imaging this in almost like a chibi situation. you know the kind in anime where their bodies get all floppy) 

Eventually they all got up and rushed to see you. They were all quick to give you tons of hugs and kisses as they made sure you weren't still that sad. Belphie stood next to Mammon behind you and placed a hand on your shoulder giving you a comforting smile. Satan stood on the opposite side of them as he affectionately pet your head and pulled your cheek, which of course made you whine and him laugh. Asmo stood inforont of you as he grabbed your face to look you in the eyes and make sure “his little baby” was okay. He then prattled off about the best skin care for a sad cry day. Eventually Beel pulled you in for you favourite bear hugs and kissed your forehead gently as he murmured about he and you could talk later while cooking. 

Though insanely jealous Mammon didn't intervene and only let you be in the comforting presence of all his brothers. It went against everything his instincts said but he knew that right now what you needed most was comfort, love and laughter and he knew his brothers would be best at giving that. Pulling you away would not make you his happy M/C that he was used to. Of course he wasn't going anywhere and would be right there to help alongside. 

You all eventually moved to the living room where you all sat in front of the fire. Everyone wrapped in blankets and warm cushions drinking a drink of their choice. You were sitting on the floor in between Mammons legs. One of his arms around your shoulder the other around your waist as the others bickered. Occasionally you would nuzzle your head into his neck and Mammon did his best not to get a nosebleed at how cute you were being. 

Lucifer also eventually joined in, though it was after he took you aside and quietly apologised while you did the same. You both shared a hug and though it made Mammon feel better about what had happened he still wasn't thrilled and later used this event to milk Lucifer into letting you have a trip to the human realm. 

Overall I think for Mammon unlike the others who would try to diffuse the situation or would try to do things to make sure it wont happen again and all that he just focuses on making sure in that moment you stop feeling the way you do and then going from there. His idea of caring for you is all in showing you that unlike what his reputation states he will be there for you and support you and just be this reliable little bear who might actually cry seeing you cry. He wants to be for you what you are for him and so despite not being the best at accepting and giving affection he will try his best for you because you’re his M/C... His ray of sunshine and he intends to keep it that way!

Okay the end and omg was that long. Anywhoooo hope you like it!! Please reblog and like and all that. 

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