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Some things I needed all in one place:
#one of many reasons jc is the best btw #because he was a mature adult who MOVED ON from his dislike of jzx #but not only that #jin ling is constantly treated like this baby who needs to get over the violent murders of both his parents #who’s unreasonable for not wanting to forgive his father’s killers #but he isn’t #he has every right to be angry at wwx and wen ning (via op)
#no i very genuinely think about how isolating this must be. every single new connection jl makes over the course of the novel #is almost entirely unsympathetic to his hurt and anger about his parents deaths. which is the same thing he was told he was filially #obligated as their son to avenge. like?? #that boat scene fucking haunts me because what do you mean a 14 year old broke down and started sobbing about how hes an awful person #and about his fathers sword and no one until jiang cheng even tried to go over?? #that scene where jingyi is like omg r u gonna stab wwx again... like i get his worry but also GIRL SHUT UP #the world TOLD jin ling this hurt and anger was his obligation!! his birthright!! that it was the cause of his pain and isolation!! #and everyone expects him to just not care because wwx is nice actually?? hello?? (via @obsidianstrawberrymilk)
#god yeah #“uh just get over the violent deaths of both your parents lol can't you see the murderer is Nice Actually?” #jin ling please get some other friends (via @qiu-yan)
#i have like. 90+ posts drafted on my blog & at least 5 of them are specifically about the meal at the inn after yi city arc #if i were jin ling i would NOT still be hanging out with those other kids after that. #jin ling should have been on the cell phone amulet being like: 'jiujiu theyre teaching war revisionism at cloud recesses... come pick me up #and when wwx almost tried to hand off jin ling's clarity bell to sizhui for empathy............ #quick jin ling hop into the post-canon political au that only exists in my head! you'll be safe there! #also something something something abt gender analysis & yu ziyuan's narratively unsympathised 'hysterical' anger being passed down #to the 'young mistress'. #man. he should've been angrier & at more ppl. i understand his choice not to be. but at least let me hold his grudges for him. (via @autumnsplight)
#i literally cannot take WWX being confronted with a child he basically made an orphan #and the novel still focusing on how its HIM that suffers because of it because jiejie died being angry at him:((( #jl even talking to him once he learns who wwx is - is a gift (via @whumpbby)
#slightly spiteful au where the sacrifice spell doesn't work successfully/as intended #what i'm saying is instead of wwx coming back to life we dump shen “peerless cucumber” “noted villain-hater” yuan in mo xuanyu's body #for (blah blah reasons) everyone still assumes this is wwx back from the dead #except shen yuan (svsss) isn't aware of the fact that he's in a romance #“it is gross and weird that you all keep excusing this murderer's -- i mean my! -- behavior around this poor helpless child!” (via @ahavaas)
#“The murderer is nice don’t stab him :(” stab him again baby (via @starryribb0n)
something something jin ling’s grief over his parents, especially jin zixuan, is constantly invalidated and made fun of by everyone except jiang cheng
#in some ways i wonder if jin ling serves as proxy for jiang cheng in this#or at least a reflection#if we can invalidate jin ling's reasonable grief and anger over the deaths of jin zixuan and jiang yanli#and ignore the pain and isolation that results#then surely it makes jiang cheng's grief and anger and pain from those deaths even more unreasonable and invalid right?#right??#(no.)#jin ling#jiang cheng#the untamed#a boy and his dog and his jiujiu
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hiiiiii everyone <3 i´m back with a part 3 of the enha texts!!!!!! part 1 and 2 are below if you wanna check it out :) send me an ask if you want to be added to a taglist for this text series thing lol :)) hope you enjoy them :p
part 1, part 2,
based on this ask.
pairings: ot7!enhypen x 8th member f!reader
summary: what happens when their dear sunshine y/n gets involved in a dating rumor?
tags: fake texts, crack, humor (or at least an attempt lmfao), strong language, enha being down BAD for y/n, jealous enha, they’re all insane, BND jaehyun mentioned, use of the word twink lmfao, kind of implied that y/n is around ni-ki’s age (im sorryyy i hate doing very specific traits for a y/n reader, don’t kill me >.<) allusions to a nude pic, profanities, 18+ (i think that's it, if not lmk pls lol)
disclaimer: this is a work of pure fiction. i am not claiming that this depicts enhypen or anyone involved in real life.
♡ my requests are open if anyone wants me to make a specific scenario :p ♡
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a/n: i hope u all enjoyed this part 3. the people have spoken and i uploaded it today instead of tomorrow lol. this one was a bit of a longer one :p i feel beyond grateful for the amount of support and love I’ve received for this mini series thing. i love you all, your comments really make me so happy you have no idea :’)
if you want more of these lmk, my requests are open heheh :) or if i should stop pls lmk too lmaoooooo
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The Ultimate Universe Falls Starter Guide!

Hey, you! You, reading this post! Have you heard about a fun little Gravity Falls/Steven Universe crossover fanfiction known as Universe Falls? Well now you have! Welcome to the club! This post is meant to introduce you to all things there is to know Universe Falls in one conscise place. Keep in mind that this post assues that you already are fully familiar with the plot and characters of each show individually, and will only really cover fic-specific things.
Now those of you who are already familiar with UF may be wondering, Jen, what is this post? Well, its mostly meant to be an introductory guide to help folks who stumble across my blog and may be interested in checking UF out, but are initially indimidated by it for whatever reason. It'll broadly introduce terms and concepts and characters unique to the fic, as well as connect you with valuable rescources to get the most out of all of the UF content there is to consume. So with that intro out of the way, let's get started!
What the Heck Is a Universe Falls Anyway?
Universe Falls is a silly idea I had back in 2015 (that's right, 10 years ago!) that aimed to combine the plots of Gravity Falls and Steven Universe into one narrative. The basic gist is that instead of settling in Beach City back in the day, the Crystal Gems make their base in Gravity Falls, intruiged by all of the strange creatures that live there. Hence we have Steven and Connie, who already live there, meeting and befriending Dipper and Mabel (who are spending the summer with their Grunkle Stan) to form a group fondly referred to as the Mystery Kids. Throughout the summer, they experience plenty of adventures, perils, life-lessons, and maybe even save the world a few times. You know, normal kid stuff. Mix in all of your favorite GF and SU characters, and you have a unique blend of the stories of both shows, melded together to create something that's both a little familiar and a little new, with plenty of unexpected twists along the way.
Vibe Check Time! What Can I expect?
When it comes to UF, you can expect... pretty much anything tbh. From tooth rotting fluff to the most devestating angst you've ever read, UF kinda covers it all. It has plenty of lighthearted, fun moments towards the beginning, but as we go along, things start to gradually get darker (much like they do in the canon of both shows). I will say, this fic is rated T for a reason, and its tags on Ao3 are fairly accurate. The main ones I should point out are harm to children, blood/violence, and emotional trauma. Generally though, I do try to keep to the vibes of both of the shows UF is based on, so that's mostly what you can expect.
Wait, Didn't You Already Write This Fic?
I did, again ten years ago. I stopped working on it around 4 years ago, largely due to burnout and a variety of other factors. But with the revival of the GF fandom thanks to the Book of Bill, I was struck with the inspiration to pick the fic up again last year! Hence we have what I refer to as "New UF". New UF is a revised version of the OG fic, rewritten from the ground up with a lot of the fat trimmed from it. I'm trying to get to major plot and character points as quickly as possible, so some might feel it has something of a quick pace, but I think it's just right, really, to keep the fic from feeling like its dragging its feet the same way it used to. New UF has frequent updates, each with their own accompanying artwork, so you can not only expect new content to read, but new content to feast your eyes upon too! A win win for everyone! (BTW before you ask, the original UF is still up; you can read it if you want, but I wouldn't encourage it. It's kind of a mess writing-style wise).
UF? UF2? UFF? Why so many UFs?
If you stick around my blog for any extent of time, you may hear the terms UF2 and UFF thrown around. UF2 stands for Universe Falls 2, UF's eventual sequel covering the second summer after UF. As UF1 ends after the events of Weirdmageddon on the GF side and roughly around the beginning of season 4 on the SU side, we still actually have a lot of ground to cover, and that's where UF2 comes in. Granted, since I'll be out of GF content to adapt by then, there's going to be a lot of really interesting original content that comes into play to look forward too, along with the rest of SU. UFF stands for Universe Falls Future, a sequel series set two years after the events of UF2 which covers the events of Steven Universe Future, but again, has plenty of original content of its own to balance things out. At the time of this writing, neither UF2 or UFF have been written yet, but rest assured I have both pretty much planned out completely from beginning to end because I'm just unhinged like that.
"Seasons"? Bitch, this is a fanfic, not a TV show.
I know lol. So let me explain. I categorize chunks of UF into what I like to call "seasons", mostly to keep myself on track. They don't really mean anything outside of various bundles of chapters that are close together. For instance, Season 1 or S1 of UF is everything from the start of the fic up to Mirror Gem and Waterfall Gem. S2 is everything from Irrational Treasure to Gideon Rises. And so on and so fourth. You can check out the full season list, and a full (semi correct bc its kinda always changing) UF chapter list here on the official UF wiki (btw, we have a Wiki).
Who are all these Blorbos?
So while UF mainly focuses on actual canon characters from both shows, it does have a small handful of original characters in more minor roles to flesh things out. You'll likely hear some of their names thrown out from time to time, so here are the major ones you need to remember:
Stepper and Maven: My babies! These two are probably pretty obvious, but Stepper is the fusion of Steven and Dipper and Maven is the fusion of Steven and Mabel. They both show up a handful of times throughout UF and I love them both dearly.
Dipevebel, Convenper, and Mabonnven: The "trifusions" as I like to call them. They're vairious combo fusions of our four Mystery kids (or MK): Dipevebel is Steven, Dipper, and Mabel; Convenber is Steven, Dipper, and Connie, and Mabonnven is Steven, Connie, and Mabel. We also have Stonipbel, who is the fusion between all four of them.
Aaron and Allison Pines: Dipper and Mabel's parents. We know nothing about these characters in canon, but fuck it, this is my house and I do what I want with them, so we have Aaron, who is kind of a bit of an anxious loser and a bit emotionally absent (while still caring about his kids) and Allison, who is super strict and kind of not the nicest person in the world. They're mentioned a handful of times in UF, but they don't actually show up until towards the end of UF2.
Stonemason: OK so this one requires a bit of an explaination and a bit of UF2 spoilers, so feel free to skip if you need to. The best way I can sum him up is to quote the UF wiki: Stonemason is a cybernetically enhanced human assassin created by Yellow Diamond with assistance from Bill Cipher. The first and only successful product of the Human Bioweapon Operation, Stonemason is a separate entity that is implanted in Dipper's mind, taking control of his body to undertake his orders to shatter "Rose Quartz" (aka). Stonemason makes his debut in Universe Falls 2, where he is a major antagonist for a majority of the fic." So yeah that's a lot, and if you have any questions about that, feel free to ask. Also, all that ^^^ is why Dipper has a yellow metal arm following the halfway point of UF2 in all art I draw post that point, basically his arm was amputated and replaced with a shapeshifting metal one. Ya know, like ya do.
Amber: Amber is a Gem who is related to the whole Stonemason arc mentioned above. She's created to basically be a nurse to humans in Yellow Diamond's human bioweapon program, and eventually ends up developing a close bond with Dipper, despite her assignment.
You mean these MK Poly? I sure do
Ok, so shipping is dumb. I think we can all agree on that right? Buuuuut it does lead to some pretty interesting character dynamics, hence why we see a little of it in UF. Namely between our starring kiddos. Before I continue let me make it extremely clear that there is no incestuous content of any kind in Universe Falls, that shit is fucking gross and I won't tolerate anyone claiming that I engage in that, cause I don't. As for the actual poly MK ship, essentially, its that all these kids (save for the twins, obviously) are in love with each other. So we get Steven x Connie, but also Steven x Dipper (Stedip), Steven x Mabel (Stebel), Connie x Mabel (Conbel), Connie x Dipper (Conper) and eventually even Pacifica joins the polycule too so there's really a lot of fun dynamics to be explored in there. Idk ya'll don't get too hung up on the shipping element here. Love is love.
AUs of AUs? That's a Bit Redundant don't ya think?
Maybe so. But Universe Falls does have a whole host of Alternate Universes to its made, some made by me, some made by fans and my friends. The main UF AUS are Reverse/Diamond, Swap AU, and Relativity/Gem Kids, but there's plenty more you can read up on here on the AU page over on the wiki.
Nice Art, you ask a fuckass AI to make it?
Absolutely not. All my art is drawn by yours truly. You can look through my past works here on my blog using the tag "Jen Draws" or check out my DeviantArt page.
How do I solve those Goddamn Codes?
Each chapter of UF has a cryptogram to accompany it, mostly just meant to carry the spirit of Gravity Falls and do some fun references and foreshadowing. Every code in new UF can be decoded using a keyword that's found somewhere in the author's notes at the start of each chapter, usually the word relates back to the chapter itself. As a bonus hint, this is the website I use to create all my codes, and you can decode them there as well: https://themysteryofgravityfalls.com/
Cool stuff. Where can I read this thing/learn more?
This is the part where I mostly just list off a bunch of helpful links and such for folks who want to read/explore UF. Starting with, where you can read it! I post all new chapters here on tumblr, but UF's main home is on Ao3 (though I do still crosspost to FanFiction.net for some goddamn reason). The links to the fic itself are listed below:
Universe Falls on Ao3
Universe Falls on FanFiction.net
You can also read up on all of the hot UF lore on the official wiki! Please note that this wiki is still very much a work in progress, and if you want to help us build it, please feel free to!
You can also check out my Discord server for more exclusive UF content and conversations! This is honestly the best place to check out all things UF, especially to get a pulse on what fans are creating surrounding the fic. I won't post the link here bc Discord links expire, but if you're interested in joining up, please PM for an invite!
Aw, we're already done? But I got even more questions!
Then feel free to hit up my inbox! It's always open and I'm always down to discuss UF with ya'll. With all that said, if you do decide to check UF out, I sincerely, wholeheartedly hope you enjoy it (and I hope it overtakes your every waking thought the same way it has mine lmao)
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THOUGHT OF CALLING YOU (torchie to clancy) BUT YOU WONT PICK UP (put on the damn jacket) ANOTHER FORTNIGHT LOST IN AMERICA (dema) MOVE TO FLORIDA (dema) BUY THE CAR YOU WANT (escape dema) BUT IT WONT START UNTIL I TOUCH YOU (becoming a bishop)
#are y'all picking up what i'm putting down?#i'm talking to a brick wall probably#btw i should be working but instead i'm doing this#alaska is typing...#the pilots are back at it again
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pov you're on sae's line messages with me
p.s. i might srb this but please don't reblog!! i am open to replies but i'm feeling a little shy about this ahaha <3 thank you for your kind understanding!
#please do not save & do not reshare/repost as your own thank you!!!#i've had this saved for ages HAHA i will leave rbs off for now <3 sorry! just feels really intimate so i don't want it to leave my confines#i'm gonna post another thing that will be rb-able in the near future tho!!!#but yes i wants to share my hard work on this nodsnods#i did this on powerpoint HAHA#cora selfship talk#corae talk#sae sending an airport pic instead of just telling u he's otw home HAHA#anw if u don't know the saecora lore basically we have like a 3 ish month break where we don't have time to talk to each other#and it's a whole thing because people around us fully think we're not dating / we broke up bc we also never talk about each other#like "btw how's your bf doing?' 'i have no idea how he's doing / we haven't talked in a while' etc.. so ppl think we have problems#but we both just Suck in this regard LMFAO this is the relationship issue we both have to work thru#career is everything but it's also not everything yk?#i think this happens like about 1.5 years in like we've both kinda relaxed over the initial honeymoon phase and we both know#the other person will understand that we're busy but then it gets too much#anyways!#i wasn't sure about posting this as well bc of the Timing of the posts. not that i expect anyone to read into it dw ahaha#but clearly this happens over xmas and i was back and forth about when it should happen#i think it's interesting if it's over xmas bc that means we spent one beautiful one together and so maybe the next we agree to spend w#our own families (xmas is very important in my family. we're not christian my mom just loves the holiday haha)#so it's like a time spent w family and we didn't include each other which is Interesting#very much especially because christmas is a common date/romantic type holiday in japan
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This is working soooo well btw
#i think the key to making it work is using it for very clear amounts of time#if it were for a whole month or an indeterminate length i would put too much or keep adding#up to two weeks with a trip at the end? Ideal#things i love about it:#can see all the writing tasks at once and can cross them off as i make progress instead of just having ''write'' on every day's list#can see which days are particularly full and can reallocate tasks depending#can put good things on there too to blackmail myself into doing them#and they're just there for an 8-day span rather than trying to decide which of the good things i should do on a given day#with the pressure that if i don't do it today i might never remember to#if i so desire i can put on a list of daily tasks and then when i finish something i can cross it off TWICE#and if a given day doesn't accomplish a certain thing it's fine because i know i can get to it later#btw i am rambling about this because i'm trying to avoid working on my conclusion. agh
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Hiiii I made a core picrew if u wanna check that out I think that would be super cool <3
#i spent way longer than i thought i would on this#turns out making your picrew lineless brings up a lot more problems than you'd think#i am open to suggestions on this btw!!! if u make anything with this i would love to see it if u want also : )#the color palette may be a bit wack bc its my first time making something like this but!! it was fun!!#its been in my drafts for a few months and then suddenly motivation showed up at my door and i finished the rest of it in two days#thanks adhd very cool can you do this for my school work instead actually please (I'm literally procrastinating while writing this)#<- (its not happening)#portal#portal 2#picrew#im gonna finally let myself make a self reblog sometime later#i should probably reblog this onto my reblog account maybe#can u tell i really want people to see it bc im very happy with the result :3!!!!!#���Storage Room☆#☆Testing Gallery☆
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GAHHHH I WANNA SHOW OFF MY AU DESIGNS BUT THE REFS AREN'T DONE YETTTT
The colors are there I just haven't done the polished sketch and line art I wanna show off my guysssss sob
#Chip Chatter#let me be dramatic for like five seconds pretty please (<-is always dramatic)/silly#I promise I'm dramatic 4 the funnies I'm not actually like that LMAO#but I do also wish I could just project my sillies onto a canvas and show them off instead of spending hours working on their refs rjigehek#art.........................................#let me ramble about my creatures damn ye “the need to show stuff off before talking about things I love”#alright I'm done now back to work#oh wait no I gotta sleep#FUCK#btw Gregory is so adorable and so fucked up someone please help him#(literally the first thing that happens at the start of the AU is Freddy helping him as he should)
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Post canon Kalos League vacation to Unova..... What could go wrong? (a lot of things. Maybe.)
Im kinda curious on that offhand mention,,,
Tbf I didn't really do much with the idea now as it is, but it's just one of those fun crack plots that I would like to do if I'm free of the main part of the AU and am still kicking heh. Basically, you are 100% right: everything that can go wrong, will go wrong. We're talking about missed trains, lost in caves, lots of random splitting up (intentionally or unintentionally), getting more lost, trying to stay undercover with random fanclubs, sneaking into places they shouldn't be, more getting lost, and tons of other problems lol.
Totally not a solid 'fic' as it is, but I'm thinking that they went to Unova to just unwind and see another point of view as part of a vacation therapy professional training. They do have outings before but not on this large of a scale, and basically they have to choose replacements before leaving and it's a whole mess back in Kalos as well lol. But even in Unova they do not have peace (not even the plane ride was safe from shenanigans!).
They do meet the Gym Leaders in Unova and have... a relationship (although how good or beneficial it is seems questionable) and the Kalos Gym Leaders are basically just stuck with each other for like a month in a different region. They have to wear different clothes. They sign in the same PokeCentres (because some of them wanted that experience again) (also anonymity). They're all distracted and have to deal with each others shortcomings and while it has a lot of (and I mean a lot) of diffiulties and issues arising, it does bring them more together. And they learn to have fun. And also just learn about each otehr too and how to support each other.
#believe me i have way too many crack ideas as well as just some expanding fic ideas for almost everyone ever#it's a whole thing. it's sad though because they're all so far away from where i am currently writing#and i don't want to lose my train of thought or contradict myself later on#so they're just floating around in my head with strange cutscenes lol#clem is just so fed up with everything at this point. he already journeyed through a region! he's not that close with these guys anyways#viola and grant just having the chespin and pancham dynamic here. yes it was grant who fell off the ferry that one time#but in her defense he said that he could swim the whole way!#you know deep in your heart that korrina will challenge every gym leader there. she won't say anything just show up and battle#and then its just a matter of time until they realise who she is lol. she's going around collecting badges and by the end of it gets seven#all because wulfric couldn't help but run over to brycen before anyone could say anything. cheapskate.#btw yeah that's his only reason for being there. wulfric is just there to see brycen-man and get his autograph#he's chill with everything else though. mostly.#ramos is just inexplicably in the background doing something. no one knows where he goes off to but by the end of it#he has like 10 suitcases full of pokeballs (more grass types) different types of tea gardening tools and other stuff#WAIT i'm just thinking about cynthia's villa lol. imagine the group getting jumpscared by it#valerie is like: yeah elesa said this is where we'll meet someone very good :3#olympia: don't it's clearly a trap and omg korrina why did you open it#and it's just her garchomp standing there with a bowl of cereal#look i'm getting so many ideas as it is lol maybe i should just do this one#i actually have quite a few fics on the gym leaders doing some crazy stuff so there's that#also if you're wondering about the kalos e4 they're just going through the paperwork#dealing with the replacements and generally wishing that they could have the vacation instead#but they already used all their days and also diantha won't give them more. which is totally unfair but if they want more#they'll have to beat her. ...yeah it's not going to work out#diancie delivers#very crack but also lots of feels and open moments as well so yay
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hiii :333 i think i am alive !! ( small update in da tags )
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#WOOOAGHHHHH HAVENT BEEN HERE IN AGES. WOW>#sorry guys im a straight a student in their senior year of hs... i have been enjoying real life ^_^ i miss it here tho. :(#will be active soon bcs school is gna end. fucking sobbing but we don't talk abt that#i am here instead of working on the uh. 2 group presentations i need to work on. and the 1 Solo presentation.............#which is crazy btw bcs it's a whole research event thing bcs im in stem ^_^ closing remarks heehaw. Just Me.#so i'm proud of myself & for better understanding myself lately but there is still sm i want to do!!! like On here <3#in a much better headspace and life and etc. its good yay.#anyway hashtag wanna be an astrophysicist (a+ physics? ez. but also ive always loved math & astronomy) astronomer musician#author video game dev (future compsci student! or physics. still deciding.) uhhh psychologist philosopher blablabla phd one day#yay ^__________^ I MISS WRITING ON HERE THO and interacting w moots :P altho idrk how to get back into that shit#anywhere really but it's ok we find ways. man. i miss it here. before i get active again tho i should rlly makes lists to do and Fix stuff.#bye for now yay just a lil update from me !!! ^_^ it's been at least... 4 months? bcs i rmbr not properly saying happy new year on here HEL#raaaaaaaaaaaaa apollo is so back babaey the world is so beautiful & so am I. anyway. u all take care mwamwamwa
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no stop with your fish i stopped talking to her who the hell even knows how long ago because she didn't respect my boundaries kept dehumanizing and belittling me tried to use me about her insecurities regardless and wanted me in weird hostile math environments with her cultists and that's all there is what you're doing is weird psychological torture at best and just straight up trafficking at worst we're not talking about this anymore
#it's bizarre that you keep thinking about it at all#and fuck the cult for all this shit too none of this is a joke in the slightest regardless of how i like to talk about it sometimes#i'm serious#look all you do is mess with my head for either weird cult reasons or maybe even your own#and then just get all some cornered kind of upset and aggressive when it doesn't do what you want it to do#we should stop talking fr i don't want it to be bad like that :(#no it's fuck the cult and everything you like about them🖕#do you need something from me or?#there's like zero normal reason for you to confuse me and be rude to me and keep me in the cult instead of normal talking if you ask me#idk no more arguing about the cult i can do what i want about their horrors and aside from that you can text me if you need something#that would be cool 🫶#not being weird about not posting anything at all btw just tired and listening to music and watching shows and procrastinating tasks#stuff like that#i had some thoughts and they got nuked and didn't get saved to drafts because no internet so uh#later that i guess#it works yk how it's supposed to work you just get things out of your system and then pretend your life isn't real#if you can#i usually can't#anyway just overall abstract from all that what do you meeean i can't even ask you what you think about jesse pinkman it's all so miserable#i like vibe with him such ultra amount#but then i think like hm what if you're worried about me ultra vibing with fictional characters like it's probably such a realistic scenari#when it's more like why wouldn't you just think all that about him too he's literally epic#so like#yeah#✨#ok that post with thoughts got unnuked but now i'm feeling a bit lazy and distracted so yeah a bit later#it's a post about my feelings yk not like cult again#but god i'm so bad at this#but yeah back on that not encouraging awful dynamics between us grind#see just got weird static in my head again everything is so stupid ouch👎
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TYPECAST: First Kanaphan edition
#first kanaphan#the eclipse#moonlight chicken#blacklist series#wolf series#only friends the series#not me the series#wake up ladies#my gifs#my edits#mine: first kanaphan#mine: typecast#mine: a gif but not A Gif#userjamiec#tuserhidden#tuserrowan#tostrangers#idk if any usertags will work bc of how far down they are? but#should i use the edit tags instead of the show names?#i don't wanna use bl source or asian lgbtq~ tags bc they're not all bls#i don't fuckn no how to tag thisssss#i am in DISTRESS#i was about to say presented without further commentary but then i did my alt texts#sorry about that.#i lost my mind making this set btw#nobody's allowed to ask chiara about it#i have khaotung drafted but i have to go download a bunch of episodes to gif some of the characters#u better believe i have typecasts written for a bunch of these boys but lord knows if i'll ever do em#i didn't do kim because 1) i haven't watched the shipper and 2) i just have him described as 'dead' because i think i'm funny#i didn't do f4 or astrophile either bc i haven't watched them and don't intend to
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i just feel like if you cant debate someone w/o insulting them then you're kinda just using it as an outlet for all of your asshole-ness
#you shouldnt have assholeness inside you anyways but. if you do you probably grew up thinking its just like. socially normal#instead of idk. trying to get along?? theres no reason you gotta insult ppl esp for things they cant change#it also makes you look lazy in the way u argue#yes yes ik i call ppl dipshits a lot but to me its more of a 'im worried about u/ur wellbeing/ppl around u for u not knowing better'#rather than a:#'hah u idiot loser ur so dumb and im so so much smarter and cooler and faster than you heh' kinda thing that some ppl do 😒😒😒#ig that can be a bit patronizing but id prefer that over someone whos just an immature full-of-themselves asshole tbh#not tryna say its ok bc ppl dont necessarily know i mean it in that way when i say it but yeah. i dont think im the worst about this ill sa#that much and thats not the reason im posting about it. a looooooot of yall on here are waaaaaaaaay worse about it lmao.#i think we should all try to stop doing it. and that doesnt mean me trying harder than yall if anything yall need to try harder than me#oh and uh me telling you What It Is isnt the same as me insulting you. btw. at worst its patronizing when you Do know better#but otherwise im literally just trying to be helpful. even if it is snappy and said pettily sometimes 💁#at least i can rest easy knowing i tried being helpful rather than feeling like a self-proclaimed 'morally superior' egotistical jackass#💁💁💁💁💁#i dont know better! i know what i know and i work off of what i know and help people from where i come from and my own experience#i dont claim to know everything i dont stand on this rock claiming to conquer all that is to be known about it like some of yall do#i dont get on my high horse trying to preach to people abt How They Should Be Or Else They're Irredeemable (And Also I'm Perfect btw)#and if i ever do its for the least serious thing possible and im probably fuckin joking#and ig rn i am kinda doing a 'i do this better than you' thing but again its a#'i do this better than you. you should be able to do it as well as i do too or better. challenge urself to be better' thing rather#than 'haha look at me im so much smarter than you and better than you and more deserving! everybody praise me!!!' thing
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might have to consider making a dono post in the future cos until the hospice social worker and i get stay-at-home nursing set up for my mom i'll have to work less 😔😔😔
#personal#replies are fine btw i just dont want this reblogged#i have no one who can stay w her while i'm gone and i'm just worried w her new medications#also there's no program in NC that lets you be a paid personal care aide without having nursing credentials#angel was like 'that's not how it works in NY' and i deflated cos like i should just have an honorary degree in nursing at this point#'why not do commissions instead' well i'm about to hit the tax limit so i'd rather not + i'm so emotionally and physically exhausted#that i just cant do it - i'm gonna honor the two that i have ofc but i dont think i can do anything else right now#been crying constantly lately and in between mom and work i just cant find the energy to even LOOK at my tablet
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That's actually a super common task for dementia tests. No, really- it's part of most stroke deficit assessments.
Clock Drawing in the Montreal Cognitive Assessment: Recommendations for Dementia Assessment
Clock Drawing in Spatial Neglect: A Comprehensive Analysis of Clock Perimeter, Placement, and Accuracy
Part of the presidential debates now should have to include drawing a clock
#I'm not going to make any claims one way or the other about Trump and Biden's cognitive status#I don't do armchair diagnosis based off verbal fumbles in front of a crowd of thousands#I do think Trump has a worse tendency of doubling down on verbal fumbles instead of correcting himself- but that's entrepreneurial training#though I do think a basic civics test should be required. Do you understand how separation of powers works?#BTW when Trump talked about passing the cognitive test I immediately recognized it was a MOCA test#it's a screener for whether you should get more intensive+specific dementia testing or not#seems odd to be proud of passing unless you have a degenerative condition and you're relieved you haven't hit the threshold for a diagnosis
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𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋ Quotes to keep in mind 𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋



a/n: these are just some sayings that I like to keep in mind while manifesting, you don't have to keep these in mind but I like to and think they help me somewhat, btw if you recognize your quote or someone else's pls dm or comment it so I can give credits :)
# Mind over matter
I believe that this one is pretty straightforward. 4D over the 3D, imagination over the physical, the inner over the outer. You can pretty much say that this is the basis of LOA and shifting.
# Persist because you know it's done not cause you're waiting to see it done
THIS, you already have it so why are you persisting to see it? It's already there. It's like you affirm "I have xyz, xyz is right in front of me." and then in the same breath go "Now because I've persisted a bit let's wait till it appears." meanwhile your xyz is staring at you irritated. I'm not saying that you should actively persist and affirm 24/7 cause you'd get burnt out but just continue your day not stressing cause you know it's done.
# Stop trying, Start being
Be the one who has it even though it's not in front of your 3D eyes you still have it in your 4D eyes. Be the one who's the prettiest in school, the smartest, the strongest, the most famous and so on. There's no "Let's affirm that I'm beautiful and see what happens." There's only "I'm the most beautiful, period." Walk like it, talk like it and act like it. Me personally I don't like forcing it or doing anything in the 3D because it can get tiring so instead I just walk like it, talk like it and act like it in imagination cause it's all you need.
# Be too lazy to doubt
This is something I came up with and it's also pretty straightforward. Whenever I want something I just think about it for a second then instead of worrying about if it'll work and then trying to force a positive mindset I'll just quickly move on cause I'm to lazy for all of that overthinking hehe.. Two times I manifested my teachers being sick and keep in mind these teachers are never sick and I've always "failed" to manifest it but this time I just thought "They're not here and idc or know why." and continued my day being too lazy to doubt and BAAM both of them weren't at school. I was kind of surprised at first but calmed down cause obviously it worked, I'm a master manifester duh. Also this week I had to take school photos and I listened to a photogenic/dreamy sub together with a look cute one and everyone even girls I don't really talk with called me pretty. Heck my teacher said that I was one of those photogenic type of people. Anyways never could have thought being lazy was a blessing in disguise huh..
That's all, have fun with manifesting and shifting y'all and bye!!!!
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