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#bumfuzzled art#elaina fanart#elainaexe#goose<3#mouse<3#one of my personal favorites#I should be drawing more tiny guys in soft clothes#it’s the weather for it#busy working on personal stuff tho#<- aka trying to draw holiday presents and it’s not working out
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re: "good girl" i think they say it once randomly as a joke and its just one of those things that gets him wayyy more than they expected it would. so now its their secret weapon and they use it very sparingly and every single time he gets super embarrassed about it but it works ill tell you what.
#HES MY PRINCESS IDEK.#i dont think it happens naturally all that much because theyre usually in the business of calling each other names and being mean#so i think this would just be a random night where theyre on top and just think it would be really funny. to yank on his leash and call him#a good girl after bullying him into doing something. and well i just think it would get him is all i dont knowwwwwwwwwwwwww#i havr a lot of thoughts on the matter but i will stop for now#but the tldr is that with each other they tend to switch frequently and are always fighting#so i think itd take someone else being in the picture for hog to even realize how much he likes being a good boy :3#and i also dont think fish would be good at straightforward domming in the way he would want and they both know that#so its something he keeps between him and rat mostly. please dont ask me questions abt jrs sex life i have too many opinions on it#anyways. i think even tho fish knows theyd be bad at that they still feel left out so sometimes they go watch. they dont get anything out of#doing that theyre just sort of taking mental notes#all of this circles back to i think fish has always been the more sexually experienced of the two. and romantically.#i dont rlly think hog is a guy who dates i dont think hes ever been that and i dont think he made much time for hookups#(i think its cute if hes a virgin when they meet but 🤷 im not solid on it)#but i think for him hes just only ever fucked this one person and they do a LOT of stuff and it gets the job done so hes just never really#tried anything else. but. and again i have too many opinions on this but i think rat wouldnt be into their usual shteeze#i think hes a bit of a freak in his own way but the blood and weird anger issues is just not doing it for him most of the time#but i do think if given the opportunity he would LOVE to be The Boss for a little bit so i think he and hog can explore that together and it#will work out beautifully for them. this is great because i am not into strict d/s dynamics like that but i know in my heart that hoggy#would be. and i cant do that for him#again i think fish would be butthurt about this. mostly in a 'why didnt u tell me so we could try this :(' and he would go#'because you would suck at it and wouldnt like it' and they go oh. right. well im still mad#ANYWAYS. circling back. i think the good girl thing would be something fish knows that rat doesnt. and idk if theyd tell him or not#because i do think if they tell him he is using that for evil hog is going to be a good girl forever and ever. rat doesnt have the patience#to space it out the way fish does. which idk maybe thatd be good for hog he could work through some stuff...#but on the other hand i think its fun if they DONT tell him and just bust it out sometime when all 3 of them are doing the deed. or whatever#because again they mostly like how embarrassed he gets about it and i think he would be reallyyyy flustered by it#^ this is essentially part of my fantasy about spitroasting my beautiful wife until he cries just so everyone knows#idk i just think when he lets go of himself hed be a very cute and kind of needy subby bottom and i think hed be really easy to fluster#about it and i want it so bad
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me and the work girlies having socialist convos at the end of the day
#funny as hell like. we finished our workload about half an hour early#because they've hired so many of us temps. who are improving at the job each day#that there's just been less to spread around#yet bc work culture is dumb our manager suddenly told everyone to push the carts we'd already sorted#into a square in the middle of the floor? which we've never done before#and the permanent staff had no idea why either. they were also confused but resigned#I passed one and said ''hey so is this just because we have 20 minutes of the shift left''#and she just laughed and shrugged and was like idk ask him lmaooo#definition of busywork#so we're all just standing around for 10 minutes until the manager starts calling people over to move... other stuff idk.#and I'm walking to join them when this small group of coworkers behind me goes HEY#you don't need to go. look he's got enough people and he's not looking stay heeere#so we just end up swapping stories about the managers giving us tips to process the conveyer faster#even tho we uhhh work SO hard already. :)#and one woman went ''I was thinking. ummm. I could go faster. but you gonna pay me more??? so I worked slower ❤️''#nothing but respect for us grunts here tho vs the management. I've never known a single person in the 3 weeks I've been here#to not come and help someone who looks busy on the opposite conveyer when theirs is slow#turns out people are naturally nice and helpful when you don't take advantage and try and make them work harder#bosses will never learn this <3
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weekend melancholy is starting to kick in >~<
#im gonna go and do my food shop etc to keep myself busy and hopefully my 2nd meds will kick in and we'll be able to handle it together#i think i kind of do this so regularly bc my brain is just processing everything bc i dont rly have time during the week#all cool tho im doing good overall def on the up n i feel way more capable of coping emotionally which is nice. i <3 meds#also.. possibly settling on the idea that i might be agender. very tentatively. lots of experiences n thoughts coming together rn#ive been reacting in unexpected ways to a lot of gendered shit atm which has made me reconsider the way i think abt myself#but very difficult to articulate it to myself let alone anyone else. so ive been sitting with it for now until it precipitates#gender stuff has never rly affected me much or ive never been in a place to explore it which is why i havent thought abt it super hard#but im not the sort of person who needs a lot of internal exploration to figure out my identity like im v self aware tbh#and while im wildly indecisive abt most things in my life for some reason i never have been abt stuff like this. i learned abt lesbianism#like idk 9 years ago-ish and straight away was like yeah that makes sense for me. never looked back since#n similarly ive experienced forms of gender dysphoria before n just immediately dealt with it symptomatically n moved on#its never been smth to agonise abt for me like i know what makes me comfortable in my skin so theres no question abt doing it#and ik im privileged to be able to do that. and also it helps that gender for me is mostly divorced from external perceptions#+ that im v autistic so social pressures dont stick to me very well. i mean yeah i was bullied for it as a kid but i was stubborn asf#so yeah from the moment i realised i was genuinely uncomfortable/upset abt it earlier this week i was like okay. lets try this instead#its given me pretty instant relief from any distress i was feeling so far which is nice. rare respite from one of my torture labyrinths#just testing out internally whether it frames things more clearly n makes me feel more myself/at peace before i choose to stick w the idea#but not gonna do a whole coming out fanfare either way. dont think i wanna change how ppl interact w me + im still a dyke#so i dont consider it relevant to anyone else unless they share a similar understanding of gender to me. or if we're v close#ill prolly broach it w other trans friends eventually bc insert philosophers talking image. but to everyone else its business as usual#happy to play my cis-sona at work. + w new queer ppl i meet ive been introducing myself recently w mirrored pronouns instead of any/all#and i think i prefer that. virtually indistinguishable but theres smth nice abt inviting ppl to recognise me the way they do themselves#like translating + localising a non-gendered language into a gendered one... simplifying decisions abt how to perceive me#and ofc ppl are still gonna perceive me however but idc much unless we're actually friends. the rest is all a performance anyway#doubtful anyone on here ever has reason to refer to me but if u do for some reason... im freeloading off ur pronouns now btw <3#but yeahhh. much 2 think abt. i need to read more alien/ai sci fi.. non-human sentience has been such a comforting concept lately#but yea tldr i woke up one morning this week like damn im prolly agender but i have a full time job to go to rn so idc abt that#.diaries#okkkk my dex is kicking in im no longer on the verge of tears lets go get these groceries wooohoooo
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I don't not mean this offensively at all but is blows my mind that you are a lawyer but also writing jjk fics bc I work at a law firm and cannot for the life of me imagine any of the lawyers that work there writing fanfiction LOL kudos to u seriously I know how busy schedues can get due to court dates haha
im working in like. big city criminal law stuff right now and have been told by people in my office that i come off as a very deadpan and straight-laced legal nerd so i don't think the people who know me from my attorney life are imagining me writing jjk fanfic in my free time either
#I've got a friend who's clerking for a federal judge rn who's also a big fandom person tho she doesn't write#the legal sphere in general really does try to consume your entire life and i sort of hate that part of the business#like i like being a lawyer but i don't like how aggressively it tries to occupy your whole life#it makes offices very cultish#i like having boundaries in life and i have plenty of friends in my office but like. i have a life outside of it too that i want to keep.#and lawyers are so up their own ass about professional reputation that fandom shit is almost never discussed in a legal environment#you could not waterboard it out of me that I write fanfic for fun at work oh my god#it's not that i'm ashamed of it to be clear i'm proud of my stories i just don't know any of them well enough to trust them yet#lawyers are assholes so often holy shit#like not all of us. some of the nicest people i have ever met are lawyers. but the culture breeds a lot of very big and fragile egos#probably more lawyers than you'd think are into fandom stuff but they absolutely do not bring that shit up#i'd like to think i'll be doing fanfic and fandom stuff for years. it's just a great community and i really really love doing it.#i'm also a kick ass lawyer tho so i'm probably gonna be doing some pretty serious shit at work and just also being a fanfic writer.#but yeah court is exhausting and chaotic and i've been in it every day for like two weeks now so feel free to shoot me
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y'know when i first created grimm i think wolfwood was like. vaguely at the back of my mind as a kinda similar character bc i had recently watched both trigun animes but now i'm reading trimax and i'm like okay. there are Similarities here
#i'm talking about some vibe/personality stuff mostly but like. the dog themes. the black clothing. yknow#also they have the same nose hcfhglfdhl#at the end of the day they're just similar genres of characters grimm is very much its own thing ofc#i was correct in my guess that trimax is the best version of trigun actually i'm like 'okay i knew this stuff went hard but it goes HARD'#remains to be seen if reading it will detonate a hyperfixation tho bc it might just get sucked back into fueling my honeybee brainrot#bc it's already giving me some things to think abt irt p1 and p3 stuff so. we shall see what neurons will be sparked by this#also i neeeeeeeeddd to draw themmmmmmm. it's been like two? three days? i'm dying squirtle. i miss grimm and yarrow :(#i have been so fuckoff busy guys. i'm definitely working self-employed overtime and it is not pleasant. the end is in sight tho#and then art fight.......yes.......#rambles#grimm
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Trying to get ahead of an unsustainability cycle that might be starting up this week,,, (I start work).
#this turned into a bit of a rant whoops#mypost#have been chilling recovering from breast reduction the last month#steadily helping my mom out around the house more and more#but neow imma be working a ~35hr week (not including commute times during rush hour rip)#starting tmr#and I’m remembering that 1) it takes me more time to shower bc I have to be careful with boobz. also I have to wash my bra every night bc da#scars can’t get infected. so the whole process of showering is connected to also washing and drying my bra and putting on lotions n such so#it takes an hour minimum#2) doing stuff for my mom… is always spontaneous and urgent and takes up more time/energy than I think#3) my mom is bad at food stuff on a personal level and that’s transferring to the household bc a lot of stuff including a) she’s hella busy#and stressed. b) the price of food 💀keeps goin up ayoo. c) she is restricting herself to only eating twice a day??? idk why????#d) she also considers a meal to be anything she throws together no matter how unbalanced/nontasty it is#e) I’m also so bad at cooking/meal prep/etc but lowkey have a Thing abt food rn and cannot eat random junk even if I’m v hungry#. all this to say: idk how to do my household duties (communicating with mom. nightly dishes. small stuff that builds) when I have a feeling#imma be hella hungry this whole week.#WAIT I FORGOT THO IMMA BE MAKING MONEYYYY 💰 💴 💵 so I can pay for lunch at work ayooo#((not thinking abt budgeting atm lol 😬. I’m fortunate enough to have a 529 plan for college so semester times are all g)#4) I’m also doing two coursera courses atm (personal finance for young adults and Good With Words) …. I will prob not be able to get much#done in these courses when I have a full week rip#5) I gotta prepare for abroad (applying for visa. dealing with large government structures 😭😭😭) and in general attend to my emails#all dis. hmm#oh and also personal upkeep: gotta order eczema lotion. gotta get in contact with doctors abt leg and jaw PT. gotta follow thru with PT.#falling behind on a productive schedule while balancing my moms needs and my needs and my long-term health/personal project stuff is gonna#be difficult…#hm#writing this out is. hm.#all g all g I am a young adult I gotta handle this stuff now 🧑#great freedom = great responsibility and all that shiz#FUCK I FORGOT I HAVE TO EXERCISE TOO FUCK!!!! DANG NABBIT
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How silly is your Michael on a scale from 1 to 10?
Like a solid 7 I think he's actually a bit fucked up. His dad's like an 11 so he's not quite there but the more Mikey tries to differenciate himself from his silly arse dad the more he becomes like him.
#i think mikey like did his dad's supernatural research busy work for him for like#10 years#so he knows about the child murder and the ghosts being real and stuff#i dont really hold it agaisnt him tho the whole not turning his dad in thing for a couple reasons but mikey himself can be pretty cruel#and not really concider how other people might be affected by his actions#case in point jerry got bitted cus he messed with the toys facial recognition#unlike his dad tho mikey like learns and grows as a person so#he also jokes about tragedies a lot like deadass he'll crack a pun about his little brother fuckng biting it#or the MCI or charlies death#its how he copes okay#yelling about the bear#fnaf#micheal afton#i like hi m a lot#asks#connectionterminated13
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I'm finally AR60,, nice
#caluutalks#took 2.5 years#nice nice#also! sorry for being so dead 😅😅 I'm currently busy w/ final exam season rn#after this semester's over (in around 2-3 weeks) I'll definitely be drawing n doing personal projects more#back on topic-ish:#lantern rite was fun.#well at first i was a bit against xianyun doing the whole reuniting thing with Ga-Ming and his dad#but it turned out better and not in the direction that I initually thought#plus the hugging scene was pretty wholesome#i think its the first time that we get a hugging animation without it being in a cutscene. which I think is cool#who knows? maybe hoyo will be using the hell out of this animation like the crying one#not complaining tho#anyways I'll be back to work n stuff of the sort now so.. yeah bi
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⬆ This woman actively boycotts Naughty Dragon because she refuses to allow CC to corner every market with their products.
Shop small for your dildos and vibrators, folks.
#:: nabooru ☀#.:dash commentary:.#.:crack:.#ish lmao#she absolutely would#the minute she hears bulma and by extension capsule corp has now gone into the sex toy business#she's gonna rebel#it's bad enough you can't escape CC in like every other market#so she's gonna rebel and buy her toys from smaller retailers ✊✊#tho tbh i do see her being a more shop small type person#partially because of her background and partially from learning how capitalism REALLY works#through the frieza force and living on earth#she wants to help the little people over big corps and stuff
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wanted to let everyone who may have seen my tags last night know that I'm feeling much better today! I seem to still be running a low-grade fever on and off, but I got permission from my boss to just come in for a few hours this evening (around 4-8:30), instead of the long shift I was originally scheduled for (noon-8:30). this way I don't have to be there nearly as long and I can get plenty of rest before going in. hopefully my fever will stay down and I won't feel as dizzy and woozy tonight as I did last night 😅
#pretty sure I've caught the flu that's been going around here#it's been working its way through my church and now going around my workplace#hopefully I'll be over it quickly tho#because this is going to be a BUSY week at work#and I want to be able to properly enjoy thanksgiving when it gets here#instead of being too sick to even want to eat anything like I was yesterday#gurt says stuff#personal
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Honestly, the most annoying part of fandom now for me personally is just that... I really don't need to know every detail of the thing I'm a fan of- not to say I don't love learning interesting little things but this obsession with knowing absolutely everything is so draining to me, especially private things. I don't need to know the director of the movie I enjoyed cheated on his wife once 20 years ago. I don't need to know that two actors had a fling once upon a time. I don't need to read every old interview from the guy who created the game I love just because I happen to love the thing he created, if you personally feel compelled to find out every last detail of every person involved in creating something, that's great for you! But please don't expect everyone else to be like that, too.
#idk i think you lose part of the xharm when you do that#and I know!! bc i used to be like that#used to find out every little detail and then i just stopped one day and yk what?#its better this way#being a fan of someone and finding stuff out about them is fine#but im at the point where im more distinctly a fan of the work than the person#idk it just irks me when people try to bring stuff up like... its not my buisness and i dont care#Of course if its something like a person bei g accused of abuse or harrassment etc then yeah i dont want to support them#i.e why i'll never listen to r kelly again#but just little random shit? yeah i dont need to k ow about it i dont want to know about it#its likely to taint shit for me so why would i want to#its like when someone just had to come tell me the voice actor of a character i liked 'cheated on his wife'#okay that sucks I feel bad for his wife i really do#but thats a private relationship issue????#if she wants to blast him publicly than that'd be her right#im not involved tho#also funniest thing about that was the guy was actually in an open sort of marriage so like. who tf am i to judge whatever he and his wife#decided to live like ?????#like again if you told me he got convicted of punching a dog then id be like fuck that guy#but when its just random personal issues ????? why is this any of my business ???????#like I knew everything about kstew once upon a time and now i only know bits and pieces#from when i catch an interview here or there#and i go Oh good to see she seems happier these days#and i leave it at that#idk theres too much information now and i dont want to hear it lol
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i can’t believe layla keating is coming back to me in the busiest weeks of the year
#i will have other busy weeks too but these two weeks are insane#with the amount of stuff i have to do for stats methods and structural theories#i have an exam and a whole lot of stata stuff for stats#and more readings in methods than i've had all year bc we're in measurement week so all that operationaliation stuff#and i was assigned 10 readings for theory and i'm only on the 5th one currently so#busy busy busy busy#ooc.#tbd.#suffice to say if i do not respond to your messages it is not personal#yet a few people in my cohort and i are going to the zoo today so yay?#next week readings should not be bad for theory tho so i can really dedicate my time to stats#this also does not include the work i need to do on my systematic review or finding articles for my gaship#ahhh
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it's so hot i wanna throw up and cry
#um also in a shitty mood bc customers were assholes today#so rude...... like... excuse me who tf raised you?????#this while week little things have been getting to me more and more#but at least the asshole baker has her last day tmrw#i actually tense up whenever she approaches me bc she ALWAYS wants snth from me like coffee or iced chocolate#and she doesn't care if im literally holding a bunch of stuff ir we're busy#the way she treats everyone is so fucking demoralising#she gas no respect for our dishwasher as well#luckily we have a new baker and she's great#and she said she likes everyone here too#but man I'm stressed#bc why are people so fucking rude#even my nemesis at work isn't that bad compared to that woman#we at least can even have fun working together#tho on a personal level I don't trust her one bit
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making progress on leveling jl in sr, and on her light cone (using arlan's 4*) and traces. lucked into a pretty good start on her relics. and making progress on tingyun too, though i may get a bp$ so i can get her light cone from it. but at least have a good start on lvls/traces for her. unfortunately relics i had on hand weren't great. too many people need that fucking hackerspace set.
#idk i'm feeling blah on my games lately#there's so much i need to do in xiv i'm not doing#tons of jobs i need to finish lvls on i need to get working on the latest pvp season#and i need continue the new custom deliveries person i've only done wk 1-2 so far#plus jfc i need to get gather/craft scrips for the new blue gear/wpns so i'm ready for the next xpac#too much not enough sleep so i'm exhausted in the afternoons and too much being distracted by the hs video/characters#but like xiv all i'm doing is wondrous tales and the weekly alli raid and i guess now the fc ex night fridays#tho i guess i'll be busy in it sat since late aft is the masto group's halloween and then eve is my fc's halloween stuff
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kinda on the verge of crying because i thought too much abt my future and how i really wanna do this job. staging at that place really opened my eyes and everything clicked but now i'm terrified i won't be able to do this great job that is perfectly fit for me and it will break me. wahhwah
#like it's a combination of computer stuff helping ppl AND doing creative workshop and all. some sort of routine but we're still doing#different stuff. i can make a difference and help out ppl. that month of staging in August flew by i was always sad when it was friday cos#that meant it was the week end already and another week went by and I didn't have much time working here.#I NEVER HAD A JOB OR TRAINEESHIP OR STAGE THAT MADE ME FEEL LIKE THIS :((( it literally doesn't feel like a job#i'm so fucking heartbroken to the idea i might not be able to do this job#cos they're a non profit organization and even tho they're looking for someone new + liked how invested i was they don't have enough room#for getting another person in the staff and they need to move.#but there's no like. business or company where i could do a similar job#there's prob only non profit organizations like them and it's hard to come by around here +difficult to get hired as they're paid by the gov#or other sponsors '#anyway i'm just hoping to not have to go to a job that'll fuck my body and brain more and truly wishing for a job like what i did at that#stage. literally love at first sight :'((( sniffles sniffles#ALSO THE LIL GRANMAS AND GRANPAS LIKE ME :((( IT'S SO NICE TO BE SURROUNDED BY CARING PPL#I LOVE HELPING THEM OUT#wAHHWAHHHH I MISS IT#my current job is kinda still the same but not really it's at the french job center. helping them out on the puter#still isn't as fun it's only paper work + they can lash out on us for stuff we don't have anything to do with#but i'm still helping out ppl + i have a counselor for the next 7 months to guide me. i hope i'll make something out of my life i'll enjoy#tomtom_is_rambling
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