#but I feel so much better

[naareblogs]

Sometimes all you need is not eating fruits for 48 hours to feel better :D!!!

[landlockedcorsair]

I had a decent day. I'm finally okay (physically and mentally), like as good as I've felt for years. Idk what's changed. I'm focused, I'm on the right path. I'm clear-headed. I think this years' gonna be different.

[bee-the-whovian]

“Respectfully, platonically, and as a fellow Christian, I love you very much.”

“Well, respectfully, platonically, and as a Christian… I love you, too.”

[llycaons]

im so glad I didn't have to go in overnight. I slept for 7 hours and was deeply grateful.

[randomalistic]

Selfshippers who ship with weird/unappealing characters. I love you. Like hell yeah you go get with Mr Crocker. Go get with lord faarquad

[uncanny-tranny]

I think so many people are so deeply alienated from themselves that they have no clue how to exercise their free will and autonomy. For some, this alienation runs so deep that they are afraid of their own autonomy and humanity. It is completely understandable why one would have those feelings, but it can be worrisome.

I want to help others who feel this way, so here are small things I have done to exercise my free will:

Add "guilty pleasure" songs to playlists and actually listen to them (I have a ton of late 1990s-early 2000s music I listen to now proudly that I never listened to in the past out of shame)

Getting the décor item, bath set, bed spread, ect. in the patterns you like, even if it's "childish" (I got a dinosaur-themed wastebasket from the kids' décor section and I adore it)

Taking a new route to get to a place you go to often

Eat dessert first

Celebrate well, and often

Collect things that are "odd" or don't seem like an "acceptable" thing to collect (somebody on my "for you" page collects dandelion crayola crayons and it was so cool!!!!!!)

Incorporate one new piece in an outfit you wear frequently (e.g., a new chain, a necklace, ribbons, bracelets, ect.). Challenge yourself to add onto the outfits if you feel up for it.

Sing along to songs without worrying that you sound "good" or your intonation is completely accurate

Read a book from a genre you weren't allowed to read as a kid (comics, thrillers, mysteries, anything!)

Walk without having a specific destination or goal

Pick up a new craft without expecting yourself to master it or to ever be "good" enough. Get your hands messy.

I don't want to shame anybody for not feeling as though they have free will or that they are exempt from exercising it. However, I wanted to give ideas so that you might read this list and find your own ways to express your intrinsic autonomy and will. You deserve to be a person, to feel alive, not just living. That is what our lives are for.

[hansoeii]

crowley

[rumanomarika]

You never know, maybe I do have long hair? Say… long, silk, color of dark chocolate, braided into one thick braid. The end of it tickles your stomach while I’m thrusting into your body. We’re in missionary, your hands tied to the bed head with rough ropes that leave burns on your wrists, maybe even make them bleed. You are bleeding already, from your back because I needed to blow the steam off earlier and from your hole because I couldn’t care less about prepping you.

Finally, it’s over. For now at least. You get the chance to catch your breath while I’m leaving your body to lay there and go to the window. Flick of the lighter. It’s late evening, the outside is dark, just like the room we’re in. Maybe that’s the reason the flame seems so bright? It’s gone in the matter of seconds any way. You hear me taking first drag. Deep and almost desperate one. See my silhouette leaning on the window frame. Soon the smoke gets to you, those are that nasty thick cigarettes with awful smell you hate. But I love them.

Time passes by, your arms are getting numb, you’re thirsty and tired and you just want to sleep. But my presence won’t let you.

Finally I turn around and come back to you. The mattress creaks under my weight. I flick the ash from the cigarette straight on your belly. The ashes are not so bad, not so hot, they have already cooled down. So you lack reaction and I don’t appreciate it that much. The tip is still burning, so I put it out on your skin, close to where ashes have fallen. This makes you flinch, let out that adorable squeak. There is something irrational to it, but that small perfectly round mark just looks so cute. So attractive. And so I lean forward, giving it a wide lick. Taste isn’t that good, not good at all, but it was expected. Before pulling away I leave a kiss on that slightly wounded area. Nasty burn gets covered by my dark brown lipstick.

The surprise on your face is adorable. I let out a genuine smile, for you this is rather rare view. I untie you, not as careful as I could, not as rash as I normally would. I take one more cig for myself before handing you a pack.

“Smoke.” An order. I don’t know if you smoke, I honestly don’t care. This is the best you’re going to get. While we’re smoking you’re able to get closer. I’m not pushing you away. Later both cigarettes will be put out on your tongue, but you won't mind, will you?

AAAAAAHHHHHH OMG!!!! I FEEL SO BLESSED 😣😣😣❤️❤️❤️❤️ THANK YOU THANK YOUUU, I LOVE IT, I LOVE IT, I FEEL BETTER JUST BY READING THIS, THANKYOUUUU

I I I IKDK4KGW sorry I can't get any words out of my mouth cuz of how my brain just melted at the thought 😵‍💫😵‍💫 I'm so sorry, I am really just so desperate that these kind of things really make me sweat... wet.. YK

you're so good at writing I can't stop reading it... I think I re-read it like 10 times!!! ahhh, it's so so good.... now I have something to dream about tonight

[chloesimaginationthings]

FNAF Into the pit? More like into the daddy issues

[sqrkyclean]

being vulnerable for a second to use my pooltoy furry oc to convey what recovering from contamination ocd has been like while undergoing hrt.

[mangozic]

michael shelley I would die for you

[cozylittleartblog]

@staff if you [change] the [design] of the fucking [dashboard] i will kill you

edit. i want it on the actual post that i am not actually making a de-th threat against the staff. that's shitty. the caption quotes the fucking costco hot dog meme, which i originally said in the tags. if any staff member sees this please do Not take it personally

[hinamie]

9 / 266

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Soup solves everything.

[celestiachan]

my mom stopped talking to me and a bunch of my worries went away

[aur0raaura]

Yknow what- you're so right...