#but actually it's just goblin tony

[justsmth2]

twitter really liked this one (I post more on there) (welp I will until musk destroys it finally)

[gasolinerainbowpuddles]

Pedro memes pt 6

previously, on "Puddles has a problem": ✨part 1✨ ✨part 2✨ ✨part 3✨ ✨part 4✨ ✨part 5✨

I got some requests for more fic reaction type memes, so those are down there somewhere :)

ca-cawww ca-caawwwwwwwww

yah he has two mouths and two noses. so what? it was a creative choice that i will stand by.

Pedro-chu, I choose YOU!

shocked Pedro-chu

float like a buttahfly

Have you ever had a dream that you, um, you had, your, you- you could, you’ll do, you- you wants, you, you could do so, you- you’ll do, you could- you, you want, you want them to do you so much you could do anything?

me after I read @netherfeildren's I Urge You: Bite Me

sneaky sneaky wood go creaky // aight imma head out

you're gonna hear my feedback whether u like it or not (said w love). [[AHEM]] this one's for you: @cavillscurls @frannyzooey @haylzcyon @hier--soir @tieronecrush @ezrasbirdie @pascalisbaby @pascalsbby

sad swirlz 4 sad gurlz

still sad but also in luv

dramamine all day, bb, it's a bumpy ride 'round these parts. @cool-iguana im raising anchor to your dom!Din. "I BRAKE FOR MERMAIDS" is for @psychedelic-ink. "I <3 MY SEAMAN" is for @walkintotheriveranddisappear hahaha

put some motion in my ocean cuz there's se(a)men in that ship. @thetriumphantpanda this is for you for many, many reasons. you, too, @jrrmint

there's 3 of these

no seriously

bc I'm obsessed any nobody can stop me not even myself

HO-HO-HOrny

nurse Pedro has such good bedside manner. sending @fuckyeahdindjarin all the love in the world

i'm fine. this is fine. I LOVE IT.

see?

THIS JUST IN! @chloeangelic this is your line cook!Joel influence

additional sidebar if you care abt the integrity of journalism. @iamskyereads all the extra words are in honor of Compulsion, featuring my fave verbose slut Ezra

y'all. I went back and counted, and in just under two weeks I've posted just under 100 (97 to be exact) original Pedro memes. what in the actual FUCK is wrong with me hahahahahaha.

I'm gonna focus a bit on my writing (yeah, I write fic, too lmaoooo) for a little bit before posting more memes. bc there's always more memes where I'm concerned. in the meantime, you can check out ✨✨✨ MY MASTERLIST ✨✨✨ if you want more from my beautiful goblin brain.

catch ya later, ♥Puddles♥

(mostly) tagging anybody who reblogged the last one:

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[oliveroctavius]

What would be the top ten Harry Osborn that isn't the green goblin stories?

I read this ask and went "ten? Really?", sure I couldn't even come up with ten arcs he had a notable part in. (It's one of the tragedies of Harry Osborn's life that the moments when he's trying to kill his best friend are some of the only times when he has Peter's full attention.)

But then I sat down to write the list and they just kept falling out of my pockets. Not ranked, but in in-universe chronology order:

A childhood flashback. "Nice Things", from Amazing Spider-Man Extra #3. I love this Norman characterization.

Giant-Size Gwen Stacy. High school Harry as Gwen's sidekick... I adore the little friend trio that exists only here.

Obligatory Spider-Man: Blue mention. If you're okay with the background characters truly being in the background, you can also read the non-TLDR'ed version in ASM (1963) #39-47.

Also obligatory ASM #96-98. If people know one thing about silver age Harry, it's the scandalous drug overdose thing. Would be great if they read the actual plotline.

Everyone's read The Night Gwen Stacy Died... so I'll skip ahead to ASM #176-180. Technically he IS the Goblin for a bit during this one, but it belongs here for the finale. Start with ASM #172 for full context, including Liz's side of things.

SSM #63. Getting Harry's house burned down is really not Peter's best moment and that's kind of why I'm putting it on this list.

ASM #260-261, 263: The highest-octane entry in the saga of Hobgoblins harassing the Allan-Osborns. Plus, Normie is born!

"A Matter of Trust", from Amazing Spider-Man Family #4. An exploration of Harry's return in Brand New Day.

"Birthday Boy", from Amazing Spider-Man Extra #1. Short and sweet story about the Peter/Harry friendship.

ASM (2015) #12-15. Rare Slott endorsement. Harry and the ladies bust a supervillain, Peter punches Tony Stark in front of Miles...

As a bonus, the backup story about the Coffee Bean at the end of Amazing Spider-Man Presents: American Son #1. (Ignore the main story, I know he gets shot on the page before the story break, just, don't worry about it, he's fine.)

I'll also drop a handful of underrated bits from the Harryliz era: ASM #188, ASM#249-251, SSM #130, SSM #177... These are more background appearances, but ones that I consider to have solid characterization and/or make up important dots in his overall arc.

[prettypiscesgal]

Bugaboo

Summary: You’re Wanda’s little sister and Peter’s girlfriend and things get messy when you try to help Peter out by fighting Green Goblin.

Warnings:[18+] Lots of angst & a little bit of fluff in the beginning.

Listen while reading:

Apocalypse - Cigarettes after sex

Prey - The Neighbourhood

Safe & Sound - Taylor Swift

I love you - Billie Eilish

Summertime Sadness - Lana del rey

Epiphany - Taylor Swift

Note: Requested by @oyasumimosura This is very, very, very long and will follow NWH plot, with changes, obviously.

You and Peter were know for being the couple. All the Avengers would always tease the two of you ever since you met, knowing you were made for each other, even when you hadn’t know that.

The two of you met during the fight at the airport between Cap and Tony. You, of course, being on Cap’s side with your sister Wanda. You were told to cover Peter since you were the same age, but looking back on it now, you feel like it was a little ploy to get you together.

“I’m sorry, um.. I don’t really hit girls.” Peter had awkwardly said when you approached him.

“I can take it, Spider-boy. Try me.” You’d replied, tying up your hair while a red glow grew in your eyes.

“It’s actually Spider-man.” He corrected politely. “Are you like a mini Wanda?”

“And Pietro.” You smirked as the eyes of his mask squinted.

“Pi-ah-what now?” He tilted his head to the side, not noticing your fist coming at him before it was too late.

“Oof.” He landed to the floor with a thud, quickly shooting a web towards the second floor of the airport when he spotted Bucky and Sam.

When he landed on the second floor, he didn’t notice that you had sped up there before he could, and were now standing in his way.

“How- but.. you were-” He stutters, looking behind him to where he thought he had left you and back to your smug expression.

“Just fight me, Spiderboy. I want to see what you can do.” You replied, walking towards him while he backed away.

“I would, miss, but I really don’t want to hurt you or your pretty face.” He rambles as he backs away, holding his hands up in surrender.

You paused, a smile gracing your lips, “You think I’m pretty?”

“What- Did I say that? No, I mean yes, you’re pretty but.. I- um..” He stumbles on his words and you smiled at his awkwardness.

You reached forward, pulling his mask off, and met with a very shocked and pretty face. He just stares at you while you admired his adorable expression.

The moment was interrupted by the sound of the Quinjet flying off, signaling that your team had won this round.

“Ask me out after this mess and I might say yes.” You said, handing him his mask back before flying off, leaving him a confused and blushing mess.

And then he did ask you out, after a week of chickening out and asking all the other Avengers how he should. And you, of course, said yes when he showed up with flowers that May helped him pick out, practically sweating.

“D-Do you.. um.. Want to go to dinner with me?” He asked, practically shoving the flowers into your hands.

“Took you long enough, pretty boy.” You laughed, “Do you need to use the restroom or do you always look like you’re gonna piss yourself when you ask out a girl?”

“The latter.”

The Avengers always teased you two on how clingy you were, practically joined at the hip all the time. They knew you two were the definition of endgame, though. Everyone who had eyes could see that. The love you had for each other was something straight out of the movies. And through all these years, even though you two lost many people close to you, you never grew apart. You only grew closer together through everything.

You were now living with him and his Aunt May. You’d been staying with him since he asked you out after everything went down with the accords and the airport fight, laying low since you were fugitives. And when everything got cleared up, you’d decided to just stay and Peter could not have been more thrilled.

“Morning, bugaboo.” You murmur, wrapping your arms around Peter’s waist and kissing his neck while he makes breakfast.

“What did you just call me?” His eyebrows scrunch up in offense and you giggle.

“Bugaboo. Because you’re a bug and you’re my boo.” You explain and he glances over his shoulder to give you a deadpanned look.

“That is the stupidest nickname I’ve heard yet.”

“Well now I’m just gonna say it more.” You tease, biting playfully on his shoulder as he laughs, going back to focusing on the pancakes.

“These are taking forever to cook.” Peter groans, poking at his still runny pancakes. You place your chin in his shoulder to take a look.

“You could’ve just asked me to help.” You reply, bringing up your hand and hitting the pancake with some of your red sparkles, making it instantly perfectly cooked.

Peter pouts, “I could’ve done it myself, you know?”

“I know you could’ve, big boy.” You pat his cute butt walking over to the couch just as May walks out of her room.

“Wow, those pancakes smell delicious.” May comments, giving you a warm smile.

“Okay, we get it! Peter’s bad at cooking!” Peter shouts from the kitchen making both you and May laugh.

“Have you checked the mail, Pete?” May asks while making herself a cup of coffee.

Peter gasps at that, running over to grab the mail from the basket by the door. He skims through all the envelopes and his eyes widen when he finds one special one.

“I gotta go find Ned and MJ.” Peter says, sliding across the apartment to find his things, leaving a quick goodbye kiss to your lips before running off.

“God, he’s like a lost puppy with you.” May says, shaking her head.

“I actually think he’s just a lost puppy in general.” You reply with a smile, staring at the door he’d just ran out of.

“You’re probably right.”

———

You were beyond worried. You only left for a couple hours to go visit Wanda, and when you got back Peter and May were nowhere to be found. Neither were answering your calls so you decided to go look for him in the first place you could think of.

“Ned? Have you seen Peter? He hasn’t been answering my calls..” You trail off when you walk through the front door of Ned’s home to find him waving his arm in circles while MJ shouts out him.

They both freeze at the sound of your voice.

“Are you guys alright? Do I need to call someone?” You ask, genuinely concerned that they maybe losing their mind.

“You’ve missed a lot.” MJ says and your eyebrows furrow.

“Basically we didn’t get into college and Peter tried to get Dr. Strange to fix it and it didn’t work and now monsters from different universes are coming and we’re trying to find Peter with this ring we stole from Dr. Strange.” Ned explains and you get whiplash from shock and also how fast he’s explaining everything.

“Pretty much what he said, yeah.” MJ nods along.

“Okay.. um.. any luck with the ring?” You ask, still trying to process everything that’s going on.

“He’s made a few sparkles, but that’s pretty much it.” MJ shrugs and Ned’s jaw drops in offense.

“They we’re not sparkles, they were sparks. There’s a difference.”

“Okay, Ned. Try again, try harder. We need to find him soon before he gets himself into more trouble.” You interrupt their fighting, speaking sternly as worry starts to fill you.

“What do you think I’ve been doing!?” Ned replies, throwing his arms up in exasperation.

“Well, do it again!” You shout back at him.

“Fine.. bossy.” He mumbles under his breath as he starts trying to open the portal again. “I just wish we could see Peter!”

We all gasp at the sight of the portal successfully opening to reveal a dark alleyway with a figure standing at the end.

“Is that him?” MJ whispers as we all stare in shock.

“Yeah, it has to be.” He replies and we all start to shout for him. He runs over and jumps through the portal, which causes Ned’s grandma to start screaming and throwing pillows at him.

“Hey, hey! I’m a good guy!” He shouts back at Ned’s Grandma, pulling off his mask and holding his hands up in surrender.

“Who the hell are you?” MJ asks as we all stare at him in shock and confusing.

“I’m Peter Parker-”

“Uh, no the hell you aren’t. Our Peter is much shorter and his hair isn’t as.. poofy.” You say, waving your hands around dramatically as you speak.

“Okay, my hair is the perfect amount of poof, thank you very much.” He says, raising up a finger, “And if you would let me finish.. I was saying I’m Peter Parker from my world.”

“The poofy hair world?” You scoff, crossing your arms over your chest.

“Okay, rude.” He sasses back, “I’m Spider-man, in my world, and then yesterday I was just.. here.”

Poofy Peter starts mumbling about nerd stuff as he walks around the room while Ned whispers, “This has to be because of the spell.”

“Spell? Like Magic?” He asks, looking back to the three of us.

“No, there’s no spell.” Ned quickly tries to cover up.

“Nope, no spell.” MJ adds.

“There’s magic here too?” He asks with a shocked smile.

“No.”

“Then what’s that red stuff coming out of her hand?” He replies, pointing to you as everyone turns to look at you.

“Y/N!” Ned whisper yells at you.

“Sorry, I’m in the defense since Poofy Peter from another universe just jumped through a portal!” You whisper yell back, turning back to the suspicious Peter, “Prove it.”

“What?”

“Prove that you’re Peter Parker.” MJ joins in my interrogation.

“I don’t carry an ID with me that kinda defeats the purpose of the whole anonymous superhero thing-”

He’s cut off by MJ throwing a piece of bread at him, then going into a karate stance as if preparing to fight him.

“Why’d you do that?” He whispers.

“Tryna see if you have the tingle thing..” She replies.

“I have the tingle thing just not for bre- OH MY GOD!” He cuts himself off with a shout, jumping out of the way to avoid a chair being thrown full-speed at him.

“Why’d you just throw a chair!” He yells, trying to catch his breath with a hand over his chest.

“Tryna see if you have the tingle thing.” You shrug, using the same excuse as MJ.

“You are deeply mistrusting people.. and I respect it.” He replies, jumping up and using his sticky fingers to cling to the ceiling.

“Crawl around.” MJ orders, waving her finger around while holding a piece of bread, ready to attack again.

“Crawl around?”

“Yes.”

“Why do I need to crawl around?”

“Because it’s not enough.”

“This is plenty.”

“Do it.” She demands throwing another piece of bread, grabbing another as a threat.

“I don’t- Okay, whoa, please put down the chair.” He says, realizing you were picking up another chair to throw at him.

“Only if you crawl around.”

“Um.. my mom was asking if you could- just.. get the cobweb there. Since you’re, like, up there.” Ned cuts in, pointing to the cobweb in the corner.

He sighs, crawling over to get rid of the cobweb before jumping back down to the ground. “Good?”

“For now.” MJ replies and we all turn to eachother to discuss what to do next.

“So I opened the portal to the wrong Peter Parker?” Ned shakes his head in confusion.

“Yeah, so I guess we just keep opening portals until we find the real one.” MJ shrugs.

“Okay.” Ned breathes deeply before repeating the same thing he did last time, “Find Peter Parker.”

Another portal opens behind Ned, a random man stepping through with a confused expression.

“Great, it’s just a random guy.” Ned sighs.

“I hope it’s okay I just stepped through this.. oh, it’s gone now.”

“You’re.. Peter?” MJ asks.

“Yeah. Peter Parker.” He smiles.

“Oh god, is every random man with brown hair Peter now?” You groan, throwing your head back in annoyance.

“Wait, he’s not your friend is he?” The Man Peter says, pointing to Poofy Peter in confusion.

They suddenly start shooting each other with webs and flipping around, until Man Peter hits Poofy Peter’s wrist with his web shooter.

“Okay, let’s stop this and go find the original Peter, please!” You yell, your brain not being able to handle everything that’s going on right now.

“Okay.. um.. is there some place he might go that has meaning to him? Like a place he would go to just-” Man Peter starts to ask.

“Get away from everything.” Poofy Peter finishes his sentence and an idea sparks in your head.

“I think I know where he is.”

You remember one place Peter and you would go to when things got too much. You went there for your first date, after dinner he slung you up to the rooftop to look at the sunset. You always revisited that place whenever either of you got overwhelmed or simply just wanted to see the view.

“What are you taking me up here for Spiderboy? Think you’re gonna get lucky?” You teased him, fixing the collar of the button-up he wore for the date.

“W-What, no, of course not! I mean- not that I don’t want to.. I mean..” He stuttered, his face turning bright red, making you laugh.

“Calm down, Pete. Just teasing you.” You mumbled, kissing him on the cheek and making his cheeks burn even brighter.

“I wanted to show you the view. I thought it was really pretty.. like you.” He mumbled the last part and you smiled.

“How many girls have you used that line on?” You asked.

“N-None.. you’re the first girl I’ve ever brought up here. Actually, the first person.” He replied, scratching the back of his neck.

“You’re adorable.” You smiled, booping him on the nose and going over to sit on the ledge and watch the sunset.

“It really is beautiful. How’d you find this place, pretty boy?” You asked, swinging your feet as you see him take the spot next to you out of the corner of your eye.

“Found it while swinging around, you know? Fighting crime and all that.” He said and you giggled and nodded. “It looks a lot prettier when you’re watching it with someone else, though.”

“Wow. You are quite the romantic, aren’t you? Who would’ve thought?” You nudged your shoulder with his, causing him to giggle and look down to his lap with a flushed face.

You two sat in silence while watching the sky merge into different colors. You glanced over to see Peter’s face, his side profile looked mesmerizing with pink and orange dancing across his face. Plus a little bit of red from his constant blushing.

“You really are a pretty boy.” You admitted, causing him to turn to you with wide eyes as if he hadn’t expected you to say that.

“T-Thanks. You’re a really pretty girl.” He replied.

“You suck at flirting, but it’s kind of endearing.” You smiled softly, “Get over here and kiss me, Spiderboy.”

———

“Peter!” You call out, looking around the roof to find the boy. You see in the darkness, a figure huddled up by the edge of the roof. “Pete.” You gasp, running towards him.

You fall to your knees next to him, grabbing his face and finding his absolute heartbroken expression. “Baby, oh god.” You feel tears brim in your eyes as you look at his red ones. He’s bloody and bruised, but you could tell that wasn’t even the worst part.

“May.. she-” He starts to say, but is cut off by his own choked sob. You heart breaks and you hold him so tightly, his head against your chest as you try not to cry.

“Shh. Just breathe, Pete.” You whisper, your voice coming out cracked as you try and fail at keeping your own emotions in. “I’m so, so sorry, bug.”

May was one of the sweetest people you’ve met, taking care of you and letting you live with her when she absolutely did not have to. And now she’s gone.

You look over to MJ, Ned, and the other spider-man’s who are looking at the two of you with solemn expressions.

“Peter.” You whisper in his ear, “There’s some people here to see you.”

Peter sniffles and looks up to you, “W-What?” He stands up, groaning and looking ready to fight, only to find his friends and two figures sitting on top of the tower behind them. They begin to jump down and Peter raises his arm, signaling for them to stop, “Hey- woah, wait!”

You place your hand in his arm, letting him know it’s okay.

“Sorry.” Man-Peter spoke, “About May.”

“Yeah. Sorry. I got some understanding of what it’s-” Fluffy Peter starts to say.

“No, no. Please don’t try to tell me you know what I’m going through.” Your peter cuts him off, “She’s gone. And it’s all my fault. She died for nothing, so I’m gonna do what I should’ve done in the first place-” He says, reaching for the button to undo everything.

“Peter-” Man Peter tries to reason with him.

“Please don’t. You don’t belong here. Either of you. So, I’m sending you home. Those monsters were from your world, so if you kill them, that’s on you. I don’t care anymore. I’m done.” Hearing Peter talk like this breaks your heart, hearing him lose his morals. But you stay quiet, knowing the only people who can help him now are himself. As weird as that sounds.

“I’m really sorry that I’ve dragged you into this, but you’ve got to go home now. Good luck.” He reaches to press the button again, but MJ moves it from his reach as Man Peter begins to speak.

“My Uncle Ben was killed.” He says, catching Peter’s attention. “It was my fault.”

“I lost-” The other Peter struggles to get the words out, “I lost Gwen. My- uh.. She was my Y/N.” He points to you and and you look at the pained expression on his face with a quivering lip. Both Peter’s explain how much the grief affected them, how they stopped pulling punches and didn’t care anymore. And how none of it helped.

“I wanna kill him.” Peter speaks up, his voice rough and broken. “I wanna tear him apart. I can still hear her voice in my head-” His voice broke and you immediately interlock your fingers with his, giving a comforting squeeze. He looks to you, before turning back to speak in a quivering voice, “Even after she was hurt, she said to me that we did the right thing.”

“She told me that with great power..”

“Comes great responsibility.” Man Peter finishes for him.

“Wait, what? How do you know that?”

“Uncle Ben said it.” Fluffy Peter says, nodding.

“The day he died.” Man Peter says, “Maybe she didn’t die for nothing Peter.”

———

The three Peter’s were each working on their own cures for the guys from the other worlds while you, Ned, and MJ all just watched.

“This is so freaky.” You whisper, watching them all move around and speak almost identically.

“Yeah.” Ned and MJ nod along.

You walk over to sit next to Peter, your Peter, giving him a small smile, “How you doing, bugaboo?”

He sighs, “I thought I told you not to call me that.” You can see the little smile threatening to break on his face, which makes you smile.

“Yeah, but when do I ever listen to you?” You tease, kissing his cheek while he still focuses on tinkering with the cure.

“True.” He smiles softly, setting down his stuff and suddenly turning to you, “I’m so sorry. I never told you what was happening because I wanted to keep you out of it. May, Ned, and MJ weren’t suppose to know either and I somehow dragged them into this, and now you too, and I-”

“Peter.” You grab him by his cheeks to get his attention and stop his rambling.

“Yes?” Both of the other Peter’s ask, looking up from their projects.

“No, I meant-” You motion towards your Peter and they nod in realization. “We got to get something figured out, I’ve just been calling them Man Peter and Fluffy Peter.”

Peter laughs breathily and you hold his face in your hands before speaking, “You didn’t drag me into this. You didn’t drag any of us into this. We made our choice to stay, Pete.”

He looks into your eyes and he looks scared, “Y/N, you can’t fight this with me. You have to stay with Ned and MJ-”

“No!” You immediately shake your head, “Peter, you’re not the only one with powers here, remember? I can fight.”

“I don’t care.” He replies, eyebrows furrowing in frustration, “I can’t lose you too. I can’t.”

You falter for a second, your face softening as you hold his in your hands, softly running your thumbs along his cheeks. “You could never lose me, bug. No matter how hard you try. I’ll always be there, even when my heart stops beating.”

“What!? Why would it stop beating!?” Peter panics and you laugh, pulling him in to kiss his lips softly.

“Calm down, Pete. I’m just trying to be poetic. I’m never gonna leave you, and if you try to leave me I’ll hunt you down.”

He laughs, kissing you again. “Just.. be careful.”

“I always am.”

———

“Shit, shit, shit.” You whisper under your breath, currently running from sand.

Yep, sand.

You weren’t running in fear, no, you were running in more of annoyance. The last thing you need is sand stuck anywhere on you. It’s just uncomfortable.

“Peter!” You yell, jumping up and grabbing onto a pipe to pull you to the top floor of the Statue or Liberty.

“Yes?” You hear all three of them in your earpiece.

“One, Peter One!” You shout, very confused as you watch the sand start to build up towards you.

“What’s wrong?” Peter breaths heavily, landing beside you as you motion to the sand.

“You really tried to put me in gladiator armor to fight some sand!?” You scold him, talking about earlier when he tried to put you in a full body metal suit that was about two sizes too big for you.

“I just want to keep you safe!” He defends, throwing his arms up in surrender.

“I can’t believe you left the sand to me! You know I’m stronger than that!”

“Hey!” The Sandman, who was actually quite polite compared to the others, says in offense.

You give him a deadpan look, raising your hand up and collecting all the sand into one big ball, raising your other hand to fly the cure over, using it on him quickly and watching as he turns from sand to a man, dropping him back on the floor.

You look back to Peter with an annoyed expression and he removes his mask, offering an awkward smile.

“You know, I love you sooo much-”

“Don’t even try.” You cut him off. “Peter. Let me fight Green Goblin. Give me his cure-”

“No, no! Not happening!” He yells, backing away, trying to escape the conversation.

“Peter!” You grab him by the collar of his suit, pulling him back towards you, “Don’t try to swing away from me.”

“Y/N, no. You know I can’t let you do that. He’s mine. I’m not letting him even go near you.” He says, grabbing your face in his hands and looking deeply in your eyes to make sure you understand.

“Peter, you can’t fight him and you know why. I can take care of myself.” You reply, holding onto his wrists as he frowns.

“No, no, I can’t let you do that.” He shakes his head, his eyes welling up with tears, “I can’t let you go too, I can’t miss you too-”

“But you won’t miss me and you won’t let me go. I’m there. I’m always there and even when I’m not, I come back, don’t I?” You smile sadly, your voice thick with emotion as you wipe tears from his face.

“Yeah.” He nods, sniffling. “Okay, yeah. But you have to come back. Promise me.”

“I-” Your promise is cut off by the sound of cackling and then a green device landing by yours and Peter’s feet.

Peter looks up at you, completely fear on his face as he jumps over to reach you and push you out of the way, but you both react too late.

The explosion pushes Peter away from you and you away from Peter, both of you landing harshly onto the not-so-secure metal. Peter groans, disoriented and trying to hear past the ringing in his ears. He looks over to find you knocked out, blood on your forehead and soot covering your hair and face.

“Y/N!” He yells, his voice cracking and hardly carrying volume. He groans as he tries to crawl over to you, fear building in his stomach.

He’s almost reached you when a creaking sound startled him and makes him stop. Suddenly the metal floor beneath the two of you starts to tilt diagonally, causing you to slide with it.

“No!” Peter screams, lifting himself up and limping his way towards you as you slide down the metal, stopping right at the edge, so close to falling 200 feet down to the floor.

You start to gain consciousness, but not enough to understand what’s happening, not until it’s too late.

With one last sound of metal screeching against metal, one last yell from Peter’s lips, your body is suddenly falling, the harsh breeze you feel against your back stirring you from your sleep.

You open your eyes and the first thing you see is Peter’s completely fear stricken face as he dives after you. You can’t comprehend anything fast enough to stop what’s happening.

And when you see Peter’s body knocked away by a green streak of light, it all hits you, but still not fast enough. Even though it feels like everything is moving in slow motion, it’s still moving too fast, way too fast. Until you meet the ground with a sickening thud.

It’s silence.

When did silence become so scary?

Peter picked himself up, looking over to where you landed, where everyone watched in sickening silence. He was waiting for you to stand up, say you were okay, call him that stupid nickname while smiling in your stupid (adorable) way.

You didn’t move.

He couldn’t move.

His body was stuck and he thought the first emotion that would fill him would be sadness, fear, hopelessness. And while those all came, the strongest was rage.

He turned to the man that caused all of this. The man that took May from him, and now you. He knew he probably should’ve gone to you, gone to help you, but all he could think about was killing that man.

He grabbed onto the collar of Green Goblin’s suit, throwing him up in the air and slamming him down harshly on his back. He wasn’t laughing anymore, he was wheezing and groaning in pain.

Peter started to hit him, only this time, he wasn’t holding back. Every punch was his full strength. Goblin was already knocked out by the second punch, but Peter didn’t stop.

“Peter!” The other Spidermen were shouting behind him, but Peter didn’t listen. He didn’t care.

“Peter!” Their voices got closer until they were pulling him by his shoulders and away from the very, very bloody goblin.

“No, no!” He screamed, trying to pull out of their hold to finish the job, “Let me go!”

“Peter, you have to stop. Before it’s too late.” Peter 2 said, pulling him back as he shook his head and tried to free himself again.

“No! He took everything from me!” Peter screamed, his body sagging in defeat as he registers his own words. “Everything.” He cries softly in a broken voice.

“Y/N is not gone yet.” Peter 3 whispers.

Peter’s head snaps up at his words and then he’s running as fast as he can, ignore the ache in his body as he makes his way to you. His heart breaks to find you laying there limp while Ned and MJ sit beside you.

He runs to you, falling to his knees and lifting you into his arms. He holds his head against your chest, reveling in the sound of your faint heart beat against your chest. 

“Hey, pretty girl.” He whispers, his voice wet with emotion as he sniffles and moves the hair out of your face. “I need you to wake up for me, yeah? It’s time to get up, baby.”

You were still. Peter felt his hope slipping, but he continued to whisper into your ear and nudge you to consciousness.

“Peter.” Another voice spoke in alarm, grabbing his attention from you for just a moment.

Dr. Strange was storming towards him, explaining how people from different universes were coming for him. Panic fills him once again as he looks to your unconscious body.

“W-What can we do?”

You were laying unconscious in Peter’s arms as him and Strange found the only solution to be that everyone forgets Peter Parker. He looked down to you, tears in his eyes as he brushes away the dirt and soot from your cheeks.

“Hey, pretty girl. You won’t remember me when you wake up, but know that I love you. I love you, I love you, I love you. Even when you call me stupid names like bugaboo.” He laughs breathily at his own joke, his red-rimmed eyes glances to his friend who are standing with solemn looks on their face. He gives a single nod, which they understand completely, nodding back.

Then he looks to Dr. Strange and everything resets.

———

Peter watched outside the hospital window in his suit, no mask so he could get a clear look at you. It was raining, covering up his tears. It made him sick to his stomach to think about what he did to you.

He shouldn’t have let you come. He shouldn’t have been so distracted. His spider senses should’ve worked faster to save you.

There’s so many things he should’ve done differently.

And now you were sitting in the hospital bed, lifeless, wires attached to you as you continue to sleep.

You’ve been in a coma for two weeks. The doctors say you’re going to live, but you’re paralyzed from the waist down.

And Peter thinks it’s all his fault.

He pulls out a paper from his bag. He knows you couldn’t hear, especially since he was at the window, but he still needs to stay it. The ink was smudge from the rain, but he’d already memorized it by heart.

“I don’t know what I’m supposed to say to you. It’ll be okay? I know it won’t. Because of me, you’re not okay. I don’t know how to fix this, and I’m sorry. That’s really all I can say. I’m so sorry I did this to you. I have all of these powers and I still couldn’t save you. It just sucks, you know? Cause you were the one for me. You were the one and I ruined it all because of who I am and who I will always be. I thought I could have love as long as I kept it safe, but I couldn’t. I couldn’t keep you safe.

“I’m sorry, Y/N. Not just for everything I’ve done, but also because I know I can’t let go of you, even when I’ve destroyed all that we were.”

He can’t bear to watch you anymore. He comes back everyday and everyday it seems to hurt a little more. He swings away, his heart aching as he realizes he’s all alone and it’s his fault.

“Peter.” He jumps as he he closes the window to his new apartment, turning around to find Wanda.

“Wanda? How do you-”

“Remember you? You think I wouldn’t find a way to get out of Strange’s spell? You don’t know me very well then.” She teases with a small smile.

Peter doesn’t notice it though, because all he can think about when he sees her face is you. What he did to you.

“I’m-” His voice cracks in the middle of his sentence as his eyes start to burn with tears and emotion, “I’m so sorry, Wanda.”

“It’s not your fault, Peter.” She replies, shaking her head as she looks at him with sympathy. Of course she was grieving over her sister too, but Peter wasn’t just grieving over her, he was taking responsibility for everything that happened to her.

“Yes, yes it was.” He quickly disagrees, shaking his head as his red rimmed eyes find hers. “It’s always been my fault. I always do this and someone else pays for my mistake. Uncle Ben, Aunt May, and now Y/N.”

“Peter, you know what’s going to happen when you blame yourself. You’re going to end up in a dark and lonely place. I know that place. It happened to me with Vis. You’ll do things you regret, Peter.”

“I already regret everything I’ve done! Do you see all the damage I’ve caused!?” He shouts, throwing his arms in the air.

“She’s alive, isn’t she?”

“Barely.” He spits, “All because of me. She’s probably never going to walk again. And it’s not even like she can hate me for it, like she should, because she can’t remember me.”

“Peter-”

“Just leave. Go to Y/N. She deserves to wake up to someone she can remember.”

———

“Wanda?” Your hoarse voice murmured as your eyes finally open. Wanda lets out a breath of relief, glad you’re finally awake. “What’s going on?”

“Hold on, Y/N, I need to get the doctor.” Wanda says, causing panic to fill you as you realize where you are.

You look around, terrified now that you realize you’re in a hospital with no idea how you got there. You try to move to stand but you can’t feel the lower half of your body.

“Wanda.” You breath out, your face full of fear, “Wanda, I can’t feel my legs.”

“Shh, just lay down, Y/N. It’s okay.” She tries to push you to lay back down, but you’re hyperventilating.

“I can’t feel my legs, Wanda!” You shout, tears filling your eyes as doctors rush in to try to calm you down.

A needle gets put in your arm and suddenly you start to go from hysterical to extremely tired.

Peter watches the scene from his window, a crestfallen expression on his face as he dwells on what he’s put you through. All he can think is “it’s my fault.” He’s starting to wonder if any of it was worth it. If he should have just never been with you in the first place and save you all this despair. But he was selfish and now, once again, someone else has to suffer the consequences.

He’s not sure how much longer he can take hurting people he loves.

Maybe it was a good thing the world forgot him.

It makes it much easier to keep his distance.

———

“I can’t remember him!” You gasp, sitting up in your bed as Wanda quickly runs to your side.

“Shh, breathe Y/N.” Wanda coos, running her hand through your hair.

“Wanda, I can’t remember him. Spider-man. I can’t remember who he is.”

Wanda is shocked by this. You shouldn’t have been able to remember that you even knew who he was.

“I dreamt him, but I know it was a memory. And I can’t remember his face or his name. Who is he, Wanda?” You beg and Wanda gives you a look of pity.

“Even if I told you, he wouldn’t want to see you.” She admits solemnly.

“Why?” You whisper, your voice so small and sad that she feels bad even telling you about any of this.

“Because he couldn’t save you, so he thinks he doesn’t deserve you.”

“But I love him and he loves me. I can feel it. I can’t remember who he is, but I remember him.” You didn’t care if you were paralyzed, you knew it wasn’t his fault. You knew he could never hurt you.

Wanda now had tears in her eyes as she watched yours spill down your cheeks. She knew you were right, but she also knew Peter had so much self hatred that he could not bare to even try forgiving himself. Everyone seems to forget he’s just a kid. A kid isn’t meant to carry so much guilt and trauma on his shoulders.

“I’m sorry.” Wanda whispers, pulling you into her as you sob violently.

He couldn’t save you, but he loved you like you were made of all things bright and beautiful. Why would you care if he dropped you when you know he could pick you up better than anyone ever could?

———

I told ya it was long

[simperoniandcheese]

Just For Us- TJ/Cora (The Good Cop)

Just For Us

simperoniandcheese

Summary:

Cora and TJ have secrets. This is one of them.

Tall and tan, and young, and lovely,

The girl from Ipanema goes walking,

"God, Caruso, change your alarm already, it's driving me insane," Cora groaned, burrowing deeper into the mattress.

TJ chuckled, and leant over to silence his phone before settling back into the sheets, gently peeling them back until his wife's face was looking back at him.

"Think that's annoying?" He smiled, to which she tilted her head in amused confusion. "On the morning of my 18th birthday, Dad changed my alarm--he switched the English segment around with the actual start of the song, which is in Portuguese. I thought I was losing my mind."

"Jesus, that does sound like Tony." Cora replied, her voice straining as she stretched, then returning to normal as her head came to rest on her husband's lap, where he began to softly caress her hair, the tips of his teeth showing in a brisk grin as she reached back to cup his cheek with her free hand, the other pinching, grasping at the hem of her singlet.

"Do you think we should tell him, though? About..." TJ frowned a little, trailing off.

Cora's hand on his face slackened, and her other hand went up to the now-noticeable slope of her stomach, where it stayed as she breathed, her expression one of deep thought, and TJ's mind went into overdrive, the cogs of his brain tick-tick-ticking as he spilled out. "I-I mean, we don't have to, it's your choice, I--" but eventually stopping as he caught her withering look.

"Assuming we're 17 or so weeks along, it won't be too far ahead before everyone in the force cleverly deduces that this little goblin here isn't just a case of going ham on the takeout." She sat up to nearer his level, her focus so clear like a mirror on her face he could've smashed it with a hammer.

Although, he thinks bemusedly as they lean into each other like magnets, as the younger guys in the squad would put it, I "definitely smashed" something else entirely to get to where I am now.

Nevertheless, TJ nods, gesturing for her to go on as she shifts her head against his collarbone.

"My point is that there's not much point trying to hide anything soon. I'm thinking we could just tell people straight off, with none of that Hollywood-type 'we're pregnant!' shit."

"That sounds good, I think." He trembled slightly, his words cutting out with a nervous bob of his Adam's apple.

"Shit-I didn't mean to stress you out, TJ, I'm sorry," She gasped, grabbing his hands firmly. "I want you to tell me if something's bugging you, 'kay?" She looked into his eyes, her pupils almost entirely swallowing her irises because of the lack of light that was in the bedroom.

"I'm just terrified that I'll slip up and everything will be ruined because of me. You know me, I make horrible decisions 80 or 90 percent of the time, and screwing up is even less of an option because now there's gonna be our child in the picture," He stressed, 

She cut him off again with the type of hug that silences. 

"Okay, okay. Think of this as that one Star Wars movie where Darth Vader's wife is pregnant and he's like 'you're gonna die in childbirth, nooo', and she doesn't actually, she's killed by him because of his anger and evil, the very evil that sprouted from the fear he had of not being able to save her." Cora articulated with a squeeze of her hands in his, and he looked back at her with a mildly concerned expression.

"...I've only watched the original trilogy, Cora." He exhaled.

"Well now you've watched the prequels. Anyway, I wanted to show you something I bought," she told him, a certain something sparkling in her eyes as she led him down the stairs and to the small table, where a small box was lying.

"I have a feeling I'm going to be pleasantly surprised," TJ remarked with a small smile on his lips.

"Open it, open it," Cora giggled, her face aglow like she knew something he didn't. (Which, to be fair, was exactly what it was.)

"I hope it's not a razor, Burl got me that as a little joke one ti..." He faltered, his words, all that he was going to say, gone in a flash. 

It was a mug. A mug that said "#1 Dad". He felt himself tear up a little, as his brain apparently hadn't woken up to the fact that yes, they were bringing a child into the world.

Out of love.

Him and Cora.

"Thank you," TJ choked out, at a loss for words. 

He opted for the non-verbal approach instead, pulling her into his embrace tearfully and pressing his lips against hers, and he was crying and she was crying and all he could muster was a small sob while she patted him on the back softly, her voice whispering into his ear.

"You're gonna be the best dad,"

[imposterogers]

Hi, I love your blog and I was just wondering what your thought are on No Way Home? Personally I disliked it way more than Endgame.

I only cared about the characters from the other spiderman films. tobey!peter, andrew!peter, and their villains. I liked that my faves were treated relatively well (all the villains got redemption arcs) and andrew!peter was able to work thru some trauma (not being able to catch gwen). BUT there were a lot of things I didn't like now that I can look back on them.

-tom's peter getting an origin story in his THIRD film.... and stealing a quote from spiderman 1 to do so.

-the reliance on nostalgia and fan service for the film to even begin to work

-the uwu-ification of norman osborn. like bestie was not a good person even before the green goblin. he tested the formula on himself so he wouldn't lose a military contract and was a cutthroat business man who treated people like shit (actually did they uwu him bc they wanted him to be a pseudo tony stark? # billionaires deserve love too?)

-dr strange acting Like That. (tbh the whole nwh plot shouldn't have even been possible if strange has shown even 1% competency)

-& of course CGI hell

[drago-boy-the-grate]

eyup it's a real person woah, not actually Claus EGAD!! ok just want to clarify this, so here's 10 reasons as to why i will smite any shippers who interact with this page:

1) Shipping kids is gross

2) Only canonical ships are tolerable here (e.g, Hinawa x Flint and Black Sesame Seed x White Sesame Seed and things like Ness x Paula etc. only things that are done right and would actually make sense, like Jeff x Tony where they're like best friends but a bit closer, no kissing or yucky stuff at all thabk you very much)

3) Love and romance is very eugh yucky disgusting gross

4) Ness and Lucas don't even know who eachother are because Ness is most likely quite literally dead when Lucas was born, and even if they were around at the same time, Lucas would probably hate him. And Claus literally eats mud and calls couples "gooey goblins with smelly breath", why would he want to be one himself like broski 😭

5) I would rather die than interact with shippers

6) The Mother community must remain cleansed of yucky shipping

7) Shipping is straight up nasty, leave them alone

8) I don't wish to associate with people who ship characters at all, ever, in any series at all i dont care

9) I just don't like it at all so keep it away from here

10) eugh

i will instantly block any people who i think ship characters from the Mother series because i don't want you on my page, sorry not sorry broskies. i won't answer any asks from shippers either, unless i myself don't think "EUGH YUCKY THAT SHIP IS GROSS GO AWAY" so you can still submit one idc. however, if you are one of those gross Nesscas, Ninten x Ness, Ninten x Lucas, Clausten or.. i dont even want to think about that other one, then please bugger off you disgusting little maggots, you don't get any stupid Claus content that i put time and effort into eeughhhh

if you read all of this then cheers, that's swag of you now I SHALL GO BACK TO CLAUSING NOW THANK YOU RRUURHRUFURURUHRUFHRURURURUURRARSRARARRARAAAAA

[tobiasdrake]

And speaking of this scene being a mess, we come to... I want to call it the worst thing in No Way Home but there's actually something just as bad coming down the pipe much later, and it's hard to decide which is the bigger black mark on the film.

Yeah, that's right. It's time to talk about Aunt May's fridging. May dies to prove how much of a Very Serious Bad Guy the Green Goblin is. So much manlier and bad guyier than those other villains in those other movies!

But she doesn't die just for that. Her death is more insidious than that. See. There's this Fix Fic quality to her death that drives me up the wall.

See. People had, at this point, been complaining for years about Uncle Ben. The MCU movies decided not to rehash Ben's death. They didn't think we needed to see him bleed out from a gunshot and say The Words for a third time, so they skipped over it.

The reasonable takeaway from here is that Uncle Ben was a person who existed, and he did die, and he did say The Words, and the movie just didn't think we needed to see Ben die over and over and over again in every single piece of Spider-Man media. But that's not what happened.

Civil War had Peter sit with Tony and talk about his motive, and he didn't say The Words. They had him say a different thing. And the fandom has never forgiven the MCU for the audacity of using different words. It's the BIGGEST CONTROVERSY IN SPIDER-HISTORY.

I mean. Not really. The biggest controversy in Spider-history is the comic that this film's an adaptation of, ironically enough. But the point is, people have been mad for so long. Because we didn't see Ben die, and didn't hear him say The Words.

So here we are. Moments before passing away from her injuries, Aunt May fills Ben's spot. We get to watch her die, and she says The Words. It's fixed! Spider-Man is no longer ruined forever! Because someone died and they said The Words, and that's all Spider-Man is!

And this? This infuriates me. It infuriates me that they took a torch to an entire character because they were mad about how a sentence was phrased. Tore down a significant supporting character and guiding influence in Spider-Man's life, because a line of dialogue in a Captain America movie was written differently than they wanted.

May is dead now because someone decided that nine words of spoken dialogue are more valuable to the Spider-Man mythos than Aunt May's entire existence. And because they couldn't think of any better way to make the Green Goblin look scary.

[kiraridertime03]

Talking Ultimate Spider-Man (2024) #1

So, Spider-Man, right?

(FULL SPOILERS FOR ULTIMATE SPIDER MAN (2024) #1, BY THE WAY!)

I want to have full disclosure here. This is my first Spider-Man comic. Most of my Spider-Man content came, before, from different adaptations. I mean, there was a period of my life where I didn't like Spidey, but that was in the unholy era of Ultimate Spider-Man (2012) and The Amazing Spider-Man (2012), two adaptations I am not a fan of. But I love the Tobey films, I love Spectacular, I even really like the Tom films. However, I am by no means a Spidey expert. I have heard the woes of modern Spider-Man comics, you know.

However, I did get excited when I heard of this new run, mainly because of the writer, Johnathan Hickman. Of all the American Comics I've read, a ton of them have come from Hickman, oddly enough. My first event comic was Secret Wars (2015), which sold me on him as a writer because, despite it being a multiversal event, it still worked on a small scale, on an emotional level. Then, though I didn't have time for the main books, I felt really fulfilled in reading House of X (2019) and Powers of X (2019). It is oddly compelling as an introduction, setting up this really interesting new status quo. Therefore, hearing he was writing a new Spidey book, I was intrigued. I knew about the other new Ultimate Universe intros he wrote, I just wasn't as hooked at them as the Spider-Man book.

It starts off promisingly. After giving a quick recap of what happened before to help explain things (which is simple yet necessary) recap, we spend most of the issue just learning about Peter. You know, he's a dad, however, unexpectedly to me, it focuses much more of its time on Peter's relationship with Uncle Ben. I don't mind too much, though. In creating an alternate universe, you want to discuss things that are different from what you can write in the main universe, and given this world's premise, this seems the most interesting. I fully didn't expect the Old Man Yuri, though.

This does lead to some endearing moments with J. Jonah Jameson, though. I love the moment seen above in particular, it really shows that, while abrasive, Jonah has a good heart, and cares for Peter. However, most of this helps to reveal concerns both JJ and Peter have been having about Ben's well being. Well, because May is dead

That teensy weensy, itty bitty tewwowism mentioned in the recap comes to a full head, as it turns out May died in it, alongside Norman Osborn, seemingly. They all go to this really interesting wake, headed by Matt Murdock, now a Priest, and Harry, who gives a heavy speech about it. He seems particularly scarred by these events, which I hope is explored further in later issues.

After this, we get a bit more plot as JJ and Ben storm out of the Daily Bugle as Kingpin tries to influence them in a way the two don't like. But as Fisk leaves, we meet another character, The Goblin.

I like this suit, and looking at its subtleties reveals the interesting merger of Stark and Oscorp, which can lead to interesting implications to the future. This also builds some mystery to their character, as they bomb the Kingpin... Intriguing. I am actually really excited to see where this goes, as it is likely that, if this is Harry, he'll be against Spidey due to his links to Tony Stark alone. However, this seemingly more heroic bent is an interesting use of this new universe.

Well, anyways, we cut back to Ben and JJ on a date...

They're actually talking about a new business, forging a new journal based on not lying. They have a really cute dynamic, and I hope to see more of them in future issues. However, from here, the issue pivots. The first half was mostly focused on establishing the Status Quo. Peter is married, Ben's alive, May isn't, so on and so forth. From here, though, things get more interesting.

Seeing Ben going forward in his life so bravely, Peter begins to speak on his mid life crisis. He starts asking about a longing, a desire for change. In this, Ben plays his usual inspiring role, but in a completely new context. Rather than great power and responsibility, it's more about seizing the day.

It continues to another scene of him and MJ, where they discuss the same thing. However, there seems to be a more specific focus to it. This scene, while important for Peter's character, also gives a brief moment to really build Peter's domestic life. With the pacing of the issue to this point, there hasn't really been much of this, but I also see there wasn't really much time, so it's good that it is here, if anything. However, MJ seems fully supportive of whatever it is as Peter leaves the room, we get a brief flashback.

This is were things get weird and multiversal, as Hickman tends to do. Peter learns of the whole, "Maker stole the future" thing, giving Peter the promise of his proposed future, if he will take it. We then get a brilliant scene where we watch as he gets bit, and becomes Spider-Man. There's this brilliant edit, which I'll link below, that really adds the gravitas that the moment has, taking it to the extreme.

Overall, this series seems to be about lost potential. Other people have noted this, but it is, incredibly, both a story that is metacontextually interesting, as well as emotionally resonant without that.

Look at it. On one end, this seems to be addressing the image of Spider-Man's Stagnation. It fells, with this, that his married, developed life, and his Spider-Man life were split with OMD, and this book seeks to make up for lost time. It also hits hard in a modern context, as many people's prospects have felt a sense of stagnation as well. It's brilliant, and an interesting direction to take this Peter's character. It leaves me excited to see where this book takes his character next.

Overall, what I can say about this book is that it feels like a great pilot. It gives me a good, brief taste of the characters, sets up the world, and builds intrigue, both in Peter's character and the purpose of the Goblin. There isn't a ton of Spider-Man, but all things considered, that's the least important to sell here, as people have gotten used to Spidey based action. We'll get time for it later, I'm sure.

If anything, I wish we got more time for meeting with the kids. We get a bit of them at the start, and I don't think there was really time for it in this really packed issue, but it is a tad disappointing. Here's hoping for some in the future.

Overall, a really strong, interesting issue of Spidey comics that will hopefully build into an all timer of a run.

[annab-nana]

okay this is gonna be a huge request but can we get an angst prompt, 11. “can you shut up for once in your life?” and a fluff, 8. “sleep over? please?” with peter 🫶 a hurt to comfort enemies to lovers tysm 😭🤍

i love huge requests and i love your mind!! i hope you enjoy it :)

warnings: not proofread, it's a tad long, tony's and may's death mentions, no way home bits used, reader has hydrokinesis and can control water temperature, angst and sadness with a slightly comforting ending

❀ masterlist ❀

the last year for you and peter both had been utter hell. it started off strong with the only thing that held you two together, your beloved mentor tony stark, dying at the end of one of the hardest battles you or peter had ever fought. looking back, that strengthened your bond with peter, but it also worsened your likeness for one another. when he saw you and when you saw him, you both thought of tony and it hurt all over again.

then came mysterio and his illusions, playing with your heart and mind and not to mention him leading you both onto the tracks to be hit by a train. if it weren't for peter catching you and pulling you onto the train with him, you wouldn't be here right now. you often wondered why he didn't leave you with how much he seemed to hate you.

the summer before your senior year after you thought you and peter had dealt with him, his face showed again on the daily bugle billboard, doxxing you both to the city and the world. you looked to peter who grabbed mj and swung away, leaving you to fend for yourself.

you didn't get into mit and peter's stupid ass turned to magic instead of talking to college admissions like everyone else, but you didn't find out that fact until after a man with tentacles tried to choke you. you and peter had to work together to fix his mistake. you did give him a little hell about it until you learned that he included you as well in his wishes to dr. strange.

and then, you had to be there for him in a way you never had before. you'd never seen him break like you did that night when may died and then, you'd never seen him actually have the intent to kill like he did when fighting the goblin. his rage-filled eyes landed on you when you froze him to his spot, but it was for his own good. you knew he wouldn't be happy if he killed norman that day. he wasn't happy with you either.

that was two weeks ago. for both of you, everyone you had ever known had forgotten you except for each other. the only person who knew who you were in the whole world was peter frickin' parker and you were sure he was unhappy that out of all the people, you were the lone one that knew who he was.

since you were all each other had and you both weren't doing too hot as far as finances went, you two decided to live in the same apartment building. you were on the first floor and peter was on the second. your place was actually directly under peter's so you could hear him moving around above you a lot of the time. that's how you knew he was home, so you grabbed your book and bounded up the steps.

you knocked, awaited his usual come in—he knew it was you based on your heartbeat—, and opened the door. "hey, i just wanted to check with you and make sure you got the same answers as me on the ged practice. you and i both know math is not my strong suit."

then, you met his eye when finally looking up from your papers and noticed they appeared to be glassy. it could've been the light, but with everything that has happened, you still wanted to check. you guys may have hated each other, but you were also all you had.

"you okay?"

"yeah," he answered in a clipped tone and then gestured toward your book and papers, "can this wait? i've got stuff i need to do."

"um, yeah," you clutched your items closer to your chest, "by the way, if you're planning on doing laundry, don't do it here. most of the machines are down and of the ones that work, they have been claimed by ms. tomlinson. she isn't as sweet as she appears."

"yeah, i know. i was going to go to a laundromat anyway." his tone sounded agitated and final so you stepped closer to the door before another idea came to your head.

"oh, also, mr. ditkovitch wanted me t-"

"can you shut up for once in your life?" peter snapped, the bite in his voice sending you back a step.

"excuse me?" he had no right to be so rude. you thought that you two were maybe moving past this stage a little given your situation, but apparently not.

"i didn't ask for this. i thought that when stephen said he was going to make the world forget peter parker and y/n y/l/n, you would've been included in forgetting me and me forgetting you. if i got to keep one person, why couldn't it have been ned or mj?" he ranted, not realizing how deep he was cutting you with only his words.

"do you think i wanted this? do you think i wanted to be getting my ged while living alone in a shitty apartment that i can barely afford? do you think i wanted you to be the only person who knew me? you don't think it kills me when i see happy and he doesn't recognize who i am? he was the closest thing i had to a father other than tony but at least tony isn’t walking around acting like he doesn't know who i am. obviously, this isn't ideal, but we've got to make the best of the situation. i know i'm not your favorite person and you are far from mine, but you are all i have peter. it's just you and me," you paused your speech for a breath as you let peter hear your words. his eyes got glassy again, so you reached for the doorknob to give him some space. "i'll, uh, leave you alone now."

just as you twisted the knob, peter's voice stopped you.

"no," he stated, voice slightly wobbling with the word, "you're right. i just have nowhere to put my anger and i'm taking it out on you because that's what i'm used to doing. we're in a shitty situation and we're all we have. i shouldn't be pushing away the only one who knows me and the absolute last thing i want right now is to be alone. i'm so tired of being alone."

"do you want me to stay?" you asked cautiously.

he nodded and you let go of the doorknob. you set your stuff down when he spoke again. "would you want to stay the night, like sleep over?" he inquired in an insecure tone and added, "please?"

you were tired of being alone too. "yeah, that sounds nice."

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Top 10 Spider-man villains I wanna see in the 4th MCU Spider -Man movie

So one thing I like about Spider-Man movies is each one taps into a diffrent baddie from the rogues gallery (With the exceptions of No Way Home where old villains came back and Amazing Spiderman 2 which reused Harry Osborne as Green Goblin )So I feel like we have to continue that tradition.....Problem .....We are running out of the main rogues gallery,and with Sony taking candidates and making dumb solo movies no one wants,th wells getting dry (Yeah if that dumb Kraven movie wasnt coming out,Kraven would be my number one )

10.Beetle-I like his design,could be fun

9.Silvermane-So Marvel says they want the next film to be low key and a way to do that would be Spidey against organized crime .Of the crime boss villains,Silvermane is the one I am least interested in ,butcybernetic old man could work

8.Tombstone:Spectacular Spiderman showed this guy could work as a super intimidating villain,not my top choice but he could work

7.Hammerhead -I dunno if he could work in live action as hes very Dick Tracyish ,but I have a fondness for this guy

6.Mr Negative -I dont have him higher cause he is so recent and I dont know much about him but I know hes popular and I like his look

5.Scorpion-Theyve set him up in the MCU ,not sure I want him as a big bad but want pay off

4.Jackal -The cloning dude.....I dunno how with the way MCU has been handled they can make him work,but hey he is an important villain in Spideys rogues gallery

3.Kingpin-I mean he is technically in the MCU already,and while I am grumpy Spidey hasnt faced a villain that is JUST his in the MCU (Vulture and Mysterio being motivated due to being pissed at Tony Stark and the villains of No Way Home are all from other Spider Men ),I love Kingpin,he is actually my fave Spidey villain,I love Vincent D'Onofrios take,and am admittedly giddy at the idea of them facing off

2.The Chameleon-Been established in MCU ,and honestly Im surprised SPIDEYS FIRST FOE hasnt been a big bad yet

1.Hobgoblin-The villain who I think would be PERFECT for MCU Spidey

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[springmagpies]

I love Marvel, it sparks joy. It makes me happy when I feel down and, though I can have critical opinions about the shows and movies and things I tend to lean more towards appreciating the positives. Along with that, though, there is a critical opinion I’ve been consistently having with the last few projects and I know it’s not a unique opinion but here we go anyway. (I just wanted that preface that I love these shows and movies and this isn’t a “marvel sucks now” post because honestly it doesn’t and the characters they are introducing are actually really freaking good and interesting and the stories are fun it’s just a reoccurring thing that’s been bothering me ANYWAY!) I really liked Secret Invasion when it was the spy thriller stuff or the character driven heart to heart scenes. But, when is Marvel going to realize that it’s NOT the giant over the top, CGI (where you can tell they forced the artists to rush and didn’t pay them enough for) fights that most marvel fans come there for? It’s the character driven action with stakes that matter, complicated heart-felt characters, and interesting character dynamics that make Marvel projects good. This might just be what makes me love Marvel and not what makes others drawn to it, but my favorite Marvel projects all have an incredible heart to them and the action stems from really high stakes fueled by emotion or that are essential to the plot. The bridge fight in Winter Solider, the Steve and Tony fight in Civil War, the last fight in Endgame, the Peter and Green Goblin fight in No Way Home. And with the TV shows, it’s the emotional gut punch of seeing Wanda confront her trauma, the getting to know of Kamala and her family and friends, the exploration of Steven and Marc, the discussion of racism and ptsd through Sam Wilson and Bucky Barnes, Loki’s personal discovery and the formation of his bond with Mobius and Sylvie. You can have the big action sequences but when they feel unnecessary or confusing then it detracts from the more human moments. Anyway, Marvel I love you please pay and treat your CGI artists better thank you so much.

[i-have-one-braincell]

What's your favourite usm episode? And which one made you start shipping spideyfist?

Omg I LOOOVVEEEEEE S1 Ep25 it’s my most favorite episode throughout the entire show. I always rewatch it to move on from my writing blocks and its just SOOO GOODD😭😭.

One can really feel the pain that Harry was feeling in the beginning and the viewer (finally) watching how Peter being Spider-Man affected his relationship with Harry at that moment and his hesistance of leaving Harry from the team’s call. I loved how Peter found it how slightly annoying it is to follow his motto of ‘Great Responsibility’ after ditching Harry and even wish to have his Peter Parker life in order, something that wasn’t really brought into light into the season until that episode.

I also enjoyed the dynamic that Danny and Luke had in the warehouse of Danny reassuring Luke to calm down. I adore their friendship in other media and I haven’t seen them fully interact with each other in private or have conversations together so watching that scene in the beginning of the episode completely healed my PowerFist heart ❤️.

Doc Ock backstabbing Norman was very well done. Watching it, I couldn’t help but feel excited when Doc Ock backstabbed him and his cruel method of controlling him like how Norman controlled him throughout the season.

Goblin’s theme in the episode when he transformed was very chilling that fitted the situation soo well from how uncontrollable and violent he was as Goblin considering of how easily he took down the team and Doc Ock as Peter watched, unsure of what to do and hesitant since he’s Harry’s dad.

The fight between them was well done especially when Peter attempted to help Norman and reminding him of Harry and finally deciding that he wouldn’t hesitate to hurt Norman if it meant protecting his team.

Watching Peter becoming angry at himself for being the cause of hurting the people that he cares about was like music to my ears. I never saw Peter express those worries in the past episodes until this one and that made me very happy that I got the Spider-Man that I wanted until the next episode 😅😅.

And to answer your second question, I have to say that the first episodes that made me ship Spideyfist would be S1 Ep5 and 13.

I just thought it was cute of how Danny was the only one who gave Peter decent advice of being his own person than being like Tony Stark and actually believed in him to control the suit and trusted Peter’s plan unlike the others. The last minute of the episode was really cute also of how Peter slid his chair across Danny with a grin and arm around him and speaking so soft towards him. I really enjoyed the fortune cookie joke that Danny gave to Peter as a comeback to what Peter said to him before his suit gotten hacked.

Danny’s trust in Peter’s actions remains true to Ep 13 of Danny only waking Peter up and actually finds him trustworthy. And also Peter’s spider senses matching Danny’s wavelength, like hello??😭😭 Peter trying to get Danny out of his senses in his nightmare and being the first to discover his insecurities and self-doubt was very cute.

I very much ship them from how wholesome their relationship is and how they can relate and learn from one another like in the episodes. They would have problems in the relationship for sure, dating a hero isn’t easy nor the healthiest, but I believe that they would manage to figure everything out as a couple would.

[greenmenace]

So I can't really give an definitive answer as to how many times I've gone and watched Spider-Man No Way Home but I've noticed that this particular awesome poster from Iron Man 2 likes to pop up in the movie, especially around Norman Osborn who I still can't stop obsessing over!

It's this poster, yes the image is indeed from Iron Man 2 (I actually want to buy one of those posters from Amazon haha). And now here is Norman!

The poster is a bit hidden and blocked by Peter's arm here, but it's there!

There it is again and it's far more noticable now.

And it's blocked by none other than Peter again but you can just barely see it. The poster does pop up earlier in the movie, however it then likes to appear whenever Norman is close to it.

I don't want to sound like one of those click bait and over-the-top theorists but perhaps this is hinting towards Norman becoming the Iron Patriot from the comics? The poster even has the blues and reds of the armor! I think Norman getting the inspiration from Tony Stark and perhaps from the Arc Reactor that Otto maybe kept after removing it from Max Dillon, would make such a great redemption arc in Spider-Man 4 if Sam Rami follows up from No Way Home!

Of course, the poster was probably there for nostalgia and because it is Happy's apartment too, but come on a obsessive girl like me can dream. I'd really like to see Norman getting redeemed for what happened with the Green Goblin by becoming the Iron Patriot and aiding Spider Man and Otto with whatever troubles in the city. Heck maybe he could help fight Mysterio if Sam Rami brings him in?

I really want to see Bruce Campbell as Mysterio please!!!

[cafesascha]

Oh What a Web We Weave

tyler hoechlin, hay, male, he/they, fighter (rogue) «—◦—→ well met, sascha becker! the godling born child of despoina. it’s been 37 years and now they have answered the song in their veins. can he change the course of history with their adaptability, generosity, focus? or will their jealousy, impulsiveness, impatience hinder them? only time will tell before this godling’s name is sung into myth and legend!

name: Sascha Becker

nicknames: Sasch, Beck, Becks

date of birth: October 31st, 1986

age: 37

face claim: Tyler Hoechlin

godly parent: Despoina

height: 6’3”

dominant hand: Lefty

education level: Masters of Business Management

occupation: Runs his family’s coffee shop and has an indie true crime podcast on the side

parents: Tony Becker ( father ), Despoina ( mother ), Susan Becker ( step mother )

siblings: James Becker ( little brother ), Amelia Becker ( little sister ),  too many foster siblings to count.

pets: Puck and Titania ( pet cats)

astrological sign: Scorpio sun / Libra moon / Leo rising. 

positive traits: Adaptability / Generosity / Focus 

negative traits: Jealousy / Impulsiveness / Impatience 

habits: Bouncing his leg / Cracking his knuckles / Playing with pens / Being a cup goblin (always has at least four cups of different liquids at any given point)

quirks: Says goodbye three times / Refuses to wear matching socks / Always carries a pack of cloves even though he has never smoked / Sleeps with the AC on even in the middle of winter

pet peeves: Slow walkers / People who chew with their mouths open / People who play music on their phones in public without headphones / People making fun of anyone’s tastes in coffee

hobbies: Puzzles / Reading / Hiking / Swimming / Podcasting / VIdeo Games

sexual orientation: Homosexual

sexual position: Verse

clothing style: Typically Sascha dresses like a stuffy professor. He loves a chunky knit sweater and just general being cozy. That said, he does have plenty of outfits to scandalise the neighbors reserved for the rare occasion that he actually goes out to a bar which typically consists of a jock strap and one of his many harnesses. 

prominent features: Resting Bitch Face, but also a killer smile, thick hair that is always perfectly mussed, giant dick and perky butt.

what were they doing when they hear the song of their godling blood? He was editing his podcast in an absolute panic because it was nowhere near being ready to publish and was supposed to be released in a couple of hours.

class: fighter 

inspirations: Riz Gukgak, The MC from this delightful series of PI smut books whose name I am totally blanking on, Sherlock Holmes

Biography to come

[i-got-the-feels]

10 characters

Tagged by @ahdriking sorry this took so much time, i kept on forgetting it.

1) Pat Napat - Bad Buddy

A walkikg green flag really. A human who doesn't let his past mistakes or his family's define him and works hard on himself. He made me understand what the term comfort character meant.

2) Baek Yijin - Twenty Five Twenty One

Know how they say, that once God starts giving, they give in abundance?

Yep to meet him and Pat Napat so closely? When I needed comfort? Yep. He is kind, hard working, genuine, respectful and just over all a lovely gem of a person and deserved a happier ending.

3) Kinn Theerapanyakul - KinnPorsche

He is my TO comfort character. Know that if world ia against kinn, the world is wrong. He is such a well written character and mile did great justice in bringing all the layers of kinn to life kn screen.

4) Rahul from Kabhi Khushi Kabhi Gham

Resposible. Takes accountability of his actions. Understands the meaning of respect and commitment. A MAN.

5) Vincenzo from Vincenzo

Mafia consiligere who decides to put a pause on his revenge plans to help the opressed fuck the people in power and supporting a bamf lawyer whom he may have a crush on avenge her father's murder. Gets scared by make up. Is friends with pigeon. Picky abiut food. Says cool one liners. Fights without breaking a sweat but almost looses a lung when lifting bricks. Drinks espressos in really tiny cups. No like they really tiny. Has soft fluffy hair. Cries for his mom and with his mom. Forgives her. Forgives himself.

6) Kashaf Murtuza

Opposed her father's regressive values- father who abandoned her, her sisters and mother btw, to become a government officer. Sloely learns to open her heart and find the joys of romantic love and marriage

7) Grim Reaper from Goblin

THE GRIEF. THE ANGER. THE GUILT. GHE RAGE. THE HATE. THE LOVE.

8) Penelope Featherington - the book series, we don't talk about series Penelope until its to trash the shitty writing

Book Penelope never wrote an article with malignant intention. She never made fun of anyone in a vindictive manner.

9) Tony Stark - mcu

He did so much to change himself, undo his mistakes, take care of others. He just doesn't get the appreciation he deserves and tbh was taken for granted by his buddies.

9) Bucky Barnes - mcu

I feel so much for him. He is still overcoming what happened, repenting his actions as winter soldier - even when he didn't have control on them. His kindnesses, his empathy, his genuineness. Him.

I can't choose between them okay?

10) Arnav Singh Raizada - Iss Pyaar Ko Kya Naam Doon

This a glimpse into my teenage days. Apparently i haven't changed all that much. I still like characters with a rough shell and soft inside. Dude saw his parents die due to his dad's cheating, had his relatives betray hik for property-developed a hard shell and lost faith in love only believing in money. Worked hard to make money and looked down on others-yep very mills and boons but khushi (the fl) actually had a backbone so a level above mills and boons.

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