#but fuck lesbains are so fucking hateful

[pageofheartdj]

That awkward moment when you are like 'AM i lesbian?' but then you remember lesbian community and you just 'ah no gotta figure out what else can i be'.

[skrunksthatwunk]

you go to a lesbian blog and find it says women only!! no men allowed!!! and go oh! excuse me, um, what about other lesbians? plenty of lesbians are genderqueer... and they go well, okay, go fuck yourself tim chop off your sweaty dick and stop calling yourself a lesbian. you do not have a dick, actually. you think about that fact often, even though it does you no good. you do not tell this person that.

you go to another lesbian blog and it says women only and you try again, and this time they change it to wlw + nblw only (non-men who love non-men :D). and you'll say hey i appreciate that but gender's not really that cut and dry for a lot of people. someone could be both a man and nonbinary, for instance. i just worry that you're looking at nonbinary as a generic third gender, or an extension of womanhood. i mean yeah you include nblw in your tags but all your posts are about pussy-havers exclusively. what's with that? and they say go fuck yourself you pervy man pretending to be a lesbian. you tried to sneak in but i won't let you.

so you go to a lesbian blog with a dozen or so posts about queer people needing to be more weird about it and you sigh in relief. but you still see the men dni. that's odd. hoping for the best, you say hey! i know you mean well but please maybe don't put men dni at the end of the lovely posts on your lesbian blog bc some lesbians are men. and they'll be like ok!! well you're allowed ;) and you say no that's not. no. some men are lesbians not just me. you think about your own dicklessness and wonder if that's why you were given entry. and you add that even if male lesbians are allowed, there's no indication of that. how would anyone know without asking? and they're like ohh gotcha gotcha well men dni + this is for sapphics only!! and you'll be like ok well that treats the concepts of men and sapphics as mutually exclusive identities and i just told you that's not true and you agreed with me so.. i don't think that solves our problem. and they're like. ok. fine. men dni but genderfluid and multigender people are allowed! and you're like no see that's. that's still the same thing.. you're saying the same thing just with different words. if you don't want men to interact but you're fine with multigender/genderfluid/etc ppl interacting then you either don't see them as Real Men (because they don't reach a standard of Full Manhood) or Complete Men (because they're only Part-Time Men), both of which suggest that they are, in some way, not men or less-than men, which is invalidating and defeats the point of the exception in the first place (accommodation) OR that you don't really mean the dni which is confusing and inconsistent and makes guydykes feel weird and uncomfortable and excluded from the lesbian space you're trying to cultivate. and they're like um. ok. so. cishet men dni? and you're like well i think that makes more sense, but what if someone identifies as both a cishet man and a sapphic? again, if we're trying to accommodate the genderfucky populace then that has to be a possibility that is considered. and they say god you people are never happy. what do you want me to do? what am i supposed to say to keep the right men out? and you pause. you empathize with the need for a space free from dudes trying to fuck you straight and feminine. dudes who watch lesbian porn and joke about what they'd do if they were allowed into girls locker rooms. who look at you like a piece of meat, and like someone who looks at women like pieces of meat in the same way he does. you get it. you know. you want a space where you can be sapphic, too. that's why you came to these blogs in the first place. you brace yourself and you say well i don't know that there are "right men" to keep out. i don't know that there's any single label that would accomplish whatever it is you're trying to accomplish. you could go for "sapphics only" or "queers only" and i think that might be the closest thing to what you want, but it's never going to be perfect. creating any exclusive space is going to shut out people you didn't account for, and the broader the label, the more people will be shut out that you didn't want to shut out. and what about people who don't know if they're allowed? what of questioning transbians, where are they supposed to go? and, frankly, i think i might rather my dykey posts get read and appreciated by a gay guy who sees me as a man than a woman who only sees me as a sacred womb, pure from male perversions or violence or whatever. i think community might just be more complex than a dni can handle. and they look at you and say i don't want to not have a dni. i think you're too permissive. you can't just "what about" or microlabel your way into everything. go fuck yourself, i bet you're not even a lesbian anyway. go find a real problem to get mad about.

you go to a lesbian blog. you ignore the men dni because you know you probably don't even count to them. or maybe you do count and, out of respect for your manhood, they'd shun you accordingly. you try to feel okay about that. you scroll past dozens of posts about mediocre men and gagging at straight friends' boyfriends and how gross and undeserving men are of the beautiful women they couple up with and how all women should be gay so they can get treated right and and and and and. you finally find a post about curling into someone you love and feeling at peace and try to lose yourself in it. you know that feeling is what unites you, what makes you belong. you try to focus on it. you think about carding your hands through a butch's hair or lacing fingers with a femme and feeling warm and loved and more yourself than you ever have before. like this is who you're meant to be. you read about lesboys and butch boytoys and genderfucky dykes and big hairy deep-voiced wonderful women (like you want to be someday, like you wish you could make yourself) and you try to ignore the men dni underneath each and every post. and you daydream about meeting someone kind and earnest at a lesbian bar even though you don't think any such bars exist within three states of you and you can't drink and don't want to drink because you need to be in control of yourself at all times so you don't fuck up like you're always about to and here in the nonexistent lesbian bar you feel wanted and safe and in good company. you picture your ideal, happiest self. it is a mistake. ideal-you has a goatee. not the mascara one you smear on and call drag even though you know it's not drag, not really, the beard you call drag because you think everyone would look at you sadly if you told them it was just to pretend you had something out of your reach. a beard that's soft and that you grew and that cannot be smudged away if you get too comfortable with it. the dream shatters. your people pull away from you, their scoffs mixing with the mind-numbing gay girl bedroom pop you learned to settle for just to have something that almost resembled you, they all pull away and turn their backs and do not look at you. you're too close to being a man now, even though you're the same amount of man as before. and they know you're not supposed to interact with men, not as you would with dykes, at least. and it sours. it's all your imagination, all in your head, but it sours.

you sigh. you think about how small you are. how short, how narrow, how feeble. how your voice pitches up when you talk to strangers because it's easier to speak quietly when it carries more, and because you're nervous. because it's a chore to talk, like everything is. you think about testosterone. you think about how your family would look at you, the questions they would ask, your answers they would only pretend to accept. the uncomfortable glances and whispered questions they'd try to hide from you. you think about how small you are, and how small you will always be. how you don't know of a way to fix it, but even if there was one, no one would want you anymore. you'd be the only one thinking it made you a cooler dyke. you think about how you don't even want a T-voice all the time, how you'll never be able to switch it at will, because you don't know how and can't bring yourself to figure it out. you think about how your throat closes around every hint of your own attraction. how wanting is perverse, how wanting is invasive, how wanting is embarrassing and too vulnerable so it must stay anonymous, as an online witness, and how you can barely manage to form or maintain friendships because your brain makes you pull away, always spinning out and struggling to recover from the simplest of interactions. how they'll all leave you and you won't chase after them at all and how that will hurt them. how stuck you get. how it looks like nothing's holding you back, how that frustrates everyone who thought you were going to be more than you were. the people you love who understand except when it comes to being ghosted, being shut out. how you don't want to hurt them. how you can't tell them that because you're stuck. how you turn to stone when touched, how you never reach out, how you lose your speech and can't look at people, how your autism is fun and sexy until it becomes real and you never see them anymore, how much you longed for someone who knew everything without you having to explain, and who loved you anyway. how unreasonable you know that is to expect of anyone. you think about that not-even-real lesbian bar. you think about how you still can't drive. how you can't leave your home on your own, without dragging somebody into helping you. how you can't leave your body. how you can't leave your manhood behind.

you think about finding another lesbian blog and ignoring everything. about skimming it for the parts you can juice some meaning from. the parts men ignore and don't understand, and how typical of you it is to do so. or the parts where you're not welcome and you should accept that, because it's for lesbians only. how you are a lesbian anyway. how you're meant to choose lesbian or man, how each is a betrayal of some kind to yourself or your people, your family, your lovely strangers, your rare friendly acquaintances. about the parts that tell you you're not wanted, that you're ugly and lazy and gross and insert yourself everywhere without even asking. about the parts that tell you you are hated, and how lesbians are above it all by rejecting men. how lesbians are each blessed miracles. about the parts that say you should be ashamed of being whatever twisted confused freak you are, of everything, of looking and wanting or not looking or not wanting, of picking and choosing instead of taking it all in with a smile. after all, shouldn't you take it? or is your ego too fragile, as men's so often are? aren't you tired? good. we're not here for your consumption. and we sure as hell don't want your company or "community" or whatever. didn't you read the sign? no boys allowed. and if you want to come in you have to make up your mind. as if you haven't told them the only answer you have. you're both. you're both.

you know you broke the rule by interacting.

but it gets lonely sometimes. you wonder if they know.

[friendlyrejection]

i would like to genuinely request lesbians who are terfs to actually pull your head out of the toilet please. why are you so hateful? why do you think that indulging in the distrustful unempathetic worm in your brain is going to make you feel happier or more at peace? you dont think that putting so much time into shitting on people, your fellow faggots, is going to leave you bitter and gnarled and deeply lonely?

[mommyclaws]

Is everyone willingly ignoring it or when are we going to realize this petty label discourse has always been rooted in misogyny. This started long before Bi Lesbians. Some of you are just too new or simply never paid enough attention to realize the history of this hatred of lesbians. Do any of you remember?

First it was "Butches aren't valid" because they were invading wlw spaces with their "masculinity"

Then it was moved onto: "Trans women aren't valid" because actually they were the ones invading wlw spaces with their "masculinity" The exact same arguement being used against cis women as well.

Then "Pan/Bi women aren't valid" because your attraction to men or anyone other than a woman doesn't belong in wlw spaces.

Then it was "Nonbinary lesbians aren't valid" because if you're "not a woman" by my definition you're invading wlw spaces.

"Asexual/Aro women aren't valid" because your lack of "real" attraction to women doesn't belong in wlw spaces.

"Lesboys aren't valid" because you are invading wlw spaces with your "masculinity"

"Bi/Pan lesbians aren't valid" because your attraction to men or anyone other than a woman doesn't belong in wlw spaces.

Oh wait? Where have we heard those last two before? Wasn't everyone arguing about those SAME issues with Butches/Trans wlw and Pan/Bi wlw?

Yes, exactly. Would any of you take ONE look back and realize this is only repetition of problems we have already decided don't dictate our identities?

They say, "You're not a real lesbian unless you do this and that and even if you do that you'll never be good enough." No matter what lesbains do, there will always be a problem. Why? Because this isnt about being a lesbian, this isnt about women, this is rhetoric started by terfs and it will never be anything more.

Sure, you can follow their rules to feel valid, but you'll never be good enough. You're an invader too because they'll sprinkle in little things to feed the insecurities and rules that THEY fucking created.

You're not a real lesbian unless you're a "gold star lesbain" meaning you've never dated or been attracted to a man. You're not a real lesbian unless you're feminine. You're not a real lesbian unless you hate masculinity.

Which is just translation for: You're not a real wlw unless you hate men and don't deviate from gender norms. And, WHO would've thought! Is exactly what terfs want.

They sink their claws into the newer generations because they don't remember what our community has had to go through, all they see is the fake issues created and they think it's a threat because they're being fed "This is what's valid and this is what's not" and it seems like it's never going to end because women being anything other than passive and simple with their identities are immediately taken as a threat to the community by those who are insecure and need to demand the exclusion of anyone who doesn't follow their rules to feel like theyre part of a group.

Anti-Bi/Pan Lesbians have become sheep because they only surround themselves with online discourse instead of the real issues LGBTQ people face and in their attempt to keep a "clean community" They're more unwelcomed than the people they tell to kill themselves. So caught up in fake problems others or themslves have made up that they fail to grasp the simplest of concepts: Labels DO NOT exist in real life. Labels are created to help people describe how they feel or identify. They are not and have NEVER been a final definition.

Labels are worn HOWever and WHENever the owner feels like it. They're not collars. They're not cages. You can't use them as such. You can't use them against us.

When? WHEN? When did we decide that a label- A WORD- matters MORE than the real life feelings that real life people are experiencing?

Why did we dehumanize the ability to feel attraction and expression?

[number1aaronhater]

Ships in my rewrite

Aaron x Dante, that on this persons post about them in MCD and also this post about them is so fueling my brain rot. Like just the image of boy failure Dante having a huge crush on Aaron, meanwhile if anyone asks Aaron about Dante he's like, "Yeah Dante's cool" with a faint blush. Being called cool by Aaron litterly like the highest praise Aaron can give someone, (this man is so emotionlly stunted)

Aphmau x Zoey, now yes I know technically Zoey isn't in mys because she gave up her immortality. In my AU/rewrite if MCD Irena gave up part of her immortality to her friends allowing them to be reborn along with herself. While all her friends lack the knowledge of their past lives Irena doesn't and remembers them each time, until she sealed herself away in her dimension. And I imagine Zoey planting the growing the tree caused to lose a part of her powers that caused her to have a more human life lifespan and with losing her chance to be reborn. Irena gave her wife a part of her power like she did with her friends so she could live again.

Katelyn x Cadenza, your telling me Gaurd x Princess isn't their trope, i don't even know what fueled this brain rot but I had to write about it. Cadenza is the daughter of the mayor of Meteli, mayors/lords of towns are at risk and so are their kids what better then Lawerence's sometime friend Katleyn being his sister's gaurd.

Travis x Zane, I LOVE THIS SHIP SO FUCKING MUCH!!! It's perfect, it's beautiful, it's gorgeous and it's awesome. I feel like if I start writng in dept about them i'll end up making this whole post about them, but catch me making a whole series on them.

Nana x Michi, it's rivals to lovers, plus their shared love and hate for Tu'lu was like a I hate you but we both hate Kaii typa moment. (Kaii is the nephew of the king of Tu'lu so they both hate his guts.)

Gene x Vylad, it's more fueled by oposistes atracts, like calm x bastard. Vylad is the only one that keeps Gene sain. Also scumbag gene defo writes songs about Vylad.

Garroth x Lawernce, yes I know Lawerence is spelt wrong but, I feel like Ungrith named him and just couldn't get the spelling right. Anyway to get back on topic, Garrence is just so, chef's kiss. I mean rivals to friends to lovers anyone? It litterly makes my heart hurt thinking about them. The agnst of Garroth being turning into a werewolf. The family shame... Sorry i'm just going on rant about random things.

Lucinda x Mellisa, I had to it's the two lesbains, I mean power couple of the century. Magicks progity Lucinda x Second Ultima heir Mellisa. Also Black Cat x Golden Retrivor anyone?

well that's all I have for know I spent way to long wrting all this, sorry for any grammar mistakes.

[lost-in-beacon-hills]

Rating Hunger Games ships (on personal preferance) I tried to find gifs but there's like none for most of them :(((

10. Katniss x Finnick

I'm sorry I know everyone loves Finnick x Annie but we saw very little of her and I think him and Katniss would have been such a fun pairing. I found myself wishing Finnick paid more attention to her. Although I do love their friendship. 8 out of 10

9. Peeta x Clove

I'm soft at the idea of them. It's like everlark in a different font. She's closed off and I just know that under the right circumstances he'd be in love with her. 9 out of 10

8. Johanna x Cashmere

Kinda crack ship but I want to write a fic for these two. Enemies to lovers meets hateful lesbians. I can't read Johanna as anything other than Lesbain Ace. Cashmere would definitely have a soft spot for her. 100 out of 10

7. Foxface x Thresh

I love the idea of it. She's cunning and he's strong. They would have made the cutest couple. Plus look at him, he's a cutie patootie. 10 out of 10

6. Cato x Clove

They were canon. Can't tell me I'm wrong because they just were. 10 out of 10

5. Glimmer x Clove

I love lesbian Glimmer. That girl loves girls and it makes me so happy. Plus I really like them just growing together. Imagine them as friends even. I need it. 50 out of 10

4. Brutus x Enobaria

Controversial I know. But despite the age gap they would be codependent and each other's other half. I love them so much. (I like to think they spend years together as mentors before even looking at each other. She's well into her 20s or 30s before they even date) 10 out of 10

3. Haymitch x Effie

They're the sweetest. Effie is a darling and Haymitch cherishes her. 9 out of 10

2. Katniss x Peeta

The book was fucking perfect and I will accept nothing less. I don't even need fanfic to read. The original story makes me that happy. It's perfect. 1000 out of 10

1. Cato x Katniss

I go feral for these bitches. The book scene really hammered it home for me. She was always talking about the boy from two. She notices him a lot. He dies because of her in a horrible way. I need them to get a good ending. Plus he deserved so much better. (And also I'm a huge Alexander Ludwig Stan. Sue me.) Infinity out of 10

[bubblesxcream]

Lesbians kinda annoy the fuck out of me

Now listen, I not trying to be homophobic in any way because I myself love women, but there's something about them that pisses me off.

Woman obsessed. Sure liking women is an requirement, but the obsession. Literally any women that apparently has the 'female graze' they collective go crazy over, especially is they present themselves as lesbians. It feels like they just like them because of that reason. Ask them anything about their character or they work they do they know nothing. She just hot, bonus points if their gay so they like her... I just...

Everything is about how hot a girl is or lesbain couples. Sure, a straight person would act the same for a man, but that's still so annoying. No, I don't want to hear about the couple on tiktok you like because their gay. No I don't want to talk about how attractive this Olympic athlete is, just because their are women.

Bi girls aren't included. Bi girls are written as lesbain. Lesbian are better than bi girls because they don't like men. Fuck men. Like I thinks this explains alot.

Also the man hating. I don't think everyone does it, but the ones I've been lucky enough to interact with also have something negative to say about men or a husband of a pretty girl. Remember pretty girl.

Anyways this is just my thoughts and I'm open to hearing your opinions on the topic.

[colorisbyshe]

Challengers Review, miniminal/vague spoilers

Bad Bits:

This movie could've been a full... 20 minutes shorter without slow-mo

It needed to be about 30 minutes shorter though

The Trent Reznor bits of music FUCKED, though they were distractingly loud (even intentional... it took me out of the moment) and lacked any meaningful variety... there's leitmotif and then there's "we blew the budget on the credits song, so all we have left is 1.5 songs"

The... child's chorus bits?? Horrendous. Awful. Jarring. There were so many semi-clever record spins in this film via background music to establish time period and then you just have... CHILDS CHORUS HERE... what? Do not care if the lyrics ended meaning something.. tonally awful

Lots of odd choices in this film, a LOT of the cinematic techniques felt very "I learned I have the technical ability to do this... so I'm gonna do it." Weird POV shit that just... took me out

This film felt... like a film? Does that make sense? This felt was almost TOO filmy... the artifice didn't lend itself to any additional depth the way it could in other films, either. It just felt art studenty

Some of the dialogue... bad. Really bad.

The trailers really oversold how sensual this film was? Even the horny bits... weren't horny

Also... the manipulative mind fuck bits... weren't mindfucky enough? Like, yeah, I got it, you called back to the "I fucked her" serve... none of the character work existed enough to make me care or feel... shocked?

This film was kinda just barren. Pretty people doing pretty things.

I don't think I've eevr seen Zendaya outside of Spiderman and uh... wasn't sold on her acting

Good bits:

Ayyy full frontal nudity is back on the menu

The porn-o moaning for the tennis players was both funny and effective

Fujo moment was great

I like the premise, it's novel, it's fresh, it's bisexual

Finally a brightly lit film that doesn't feel flat

You're never bored

The characters have so much potential... headcanons for this film will be fun. This film does occupy the space of mediocrity conducive to great fan output

And wow...................... that seems liek I hated the movie but I didn't. I just... think it had more potential. Individual great moments are stifled by... everything else the film chose to be

ALSO I will say maybe my enjoyment was hampered by people behaving horrendously at the theater. Lesbain couple next to me poured alcohol out, which is fine, but a. they came in late, b. they poured it into glasses with ice in it (which is fine) except it was loud and they were NEVER strategic about when they were loud. Someone had a strobe effect ??? on their cellphone light and it went off three times. People weren't even whispering they were TALKING.

Did laugh when someone just said, about an hour and ahalf into the film "oh this is bad" but... hate the circumstances around that

[ryderdire]

so I promised my friends I posts these back in softmore year

This quote book features @orinmothwings @the-critic-god-of-books @unknown-box-boi @jasontheweirdsibling and @rats-in-a-trenchcoatt well as as alot of my irls Doc is in this book a lot because of circumstances of us having to spend a lot of time together and I assure you they say some wild shit

I present to you my quote book.

Are you okay?-irl 🌟

I’m gay - me

MURDER SHOES - Irl 📡

What if it was a child

I DONT CARE THROW THE CHILD OUT THE WINDOW - irl 🐸

I just don’t want to violence - Jason

I will hospitalize you SHIT WAIT MEAN

HOSPTAITLY U - me

This women looks could kill god but she is god -Box

Dem Chips - Jason

I’m not currently fit for human consumption-me again

doc:I need to tell you something

Ren: Oh gods what did you do

Doc: I DIDNT KILL ANY politicians

Ren :THAT SOUNDs incrediblely suspicious

KILL ALL LEAVES -doc

THEY STOLE IT FROM GOD”

“OH YOUR DRINKING POMEGRANATE JUICE you know what THAT MEANS YOUR GOING TO DIE”- Doc

ACat girls either have fur or hair they can’t have both-Doc

You know what I’m thinking about women <3 ren

I was thinking thinking about rats

-doc

Fuck later look first-doc

Doc: We always throw people out windows why don’t we throw people into windows

Ren:That’s how we break into places

Doc:YES THROWS REN INTO A WINDOW

Doc: BACK IN MY DAY MEN WHERE MEN AND WOMEN WHERE CARS

Ren: your gay

Box: no I’m hungry

I gotta call the murder lady - unkown person I forgot to label this

ME: WHERE ARE LESBAINS

DOC:I ate them

ME: NOOOOO

-He doesn’t have skin All hes got is nails and luck BOX about mr bones (I’m sorry box)

Your missing pretty women-irl 🌟

Who wants to help me kill god?

Entire table raises their hand

(This interaction is a running joke at this point I can’t in good conscious asgin it to one person)

How do you spell whore?????-doc

Box: I’m going to steal your heart in the least romantic way possible

I’m so jealous I wanna be a cryptid- ren

Are people who are attrated to cat boys furries-doc

HOW MUCH CAT IS This BOY— doc

Bitch why do you have this keyboard? - Jason when he stole your phone

Why the fuck is Ren so weird sometimes?- Jason also

If you drink enough, you’re gonna get drunk-

I’m dying, I’m dead, I’m in hell, Satan has given me an award forr the gayest person ever! I couldn’t do this without women- I hate you- Ren (printmaking)

Jason keeps stealing my phone and adding notes lol

Who would say that one ?

A bird -Jason

These rocks are either too pretty or too big. This rock is ugly enough

Ren:because I need to keep my gay best friend

Doc: 0;

Ren: me im the gay best friend

Doc: I’m my own gay best friend

Stop thirsting over god- doc

You don’t canoddle ren your the opposite of a canoddle I like you -the librarian on the loud speaker

WHAT

If they know theve Sinned -ren

Parental pegger -Ren

Jason :Special

Ren: COWARD L

Jason:SPEICAL

JASON: bad word English aSpecial

Jason : you don’t need to understand to see the cringe

I can lengthen my bones -irl 🐸

I don’t get bitches I make them- irl ☁️

My hair is very leggy -irl 🐸

My hair is feet - me making a typo

I’m tired of emotionally draining drama i just want to fight people

Box: bite?

Irl 🐸 and ren at the same Time: FIGHT

Me:omg gay people real

Box: of course their real have you seen yourself in the mirror

Doc: a Victorian women could pull a full ass chicken from their pocket

Doc: I’m not pregent

Irl 🙃: your pregent

Doc:IM NOT

Irl 🙃: what’s it gender what are going to name it???

BONK - headbutt from box

THE POWER OF FRIENDSHIP HOE-ren

Box slaps hand on Rens shoulders:FRIENSHIP

Ren screems

Offendedly: Whore - box to dogs with their balls

“Gay” - box

Irl 🌳:he looks Gay

Orin:HIS DAD JUST DIED

Orin: I like men who I could kill and women who could kill me im a switch

Ren: Doc. Tell my story

Doc:I’ll tell it in extradited voiceeeeee

Doc: I’m going to pick you and (no memory of what the rest of this was my bad)

Irl 🎃:NO DONT TOUCH THE LORD (referring to a rubber duck)

Pigs sure as hell can fly it’s called cops in a helicopter-me

Don’t foldle the lord in such a manner - irl 🎃 (still about that rubber duck)

you look like a gnome- doc about my mental breakdown haircut

Me: I was making fun of myself making fun of my self ):<

Rat:

Me: ):<

Rat: your mentally ill.

Doc: I wonder how someone discovered milk

Me:someone was probably horny

Me: congrats you where the last people to find out you where dating.

Orin: you know what I hate?

Ren: women

Orin:tonsil stones what the fuck

Be nice to yourself bitch (finger guns pointed at me) - Rat

Me: (in my villan ) sex….. kinda…mid ngl.

Orin:

Irl 🌕: NO don’t crusfiy the snail. ):<

Me: I don’t sleep I’m built differnt

Doc: Ren you are made of flesh bones and sadness that is 80% of the human population your not different.

Ren: that’s what a bumper sticker is

Doc:but you don’t have a girlfriend or a car

Ren: well actually

Doc: *gasp* you have a car??????

I turn down the temputre of every room I’m in

cuz ur not hot

Because I’m a ghost????? - I don’t remember who said this I promise I’m good at my job.

Orin: Is this a beautiful women or a very gay man?

answer: it’s a bit in between!

Doc:A large truck

Me:Correction two trucks fucking.

[pussyistheforbiddenfruit]

There is no such thing as a nongoldstar lesbians. Nongoldstar lesbians are homophobic bisexual women which is why they have a festering hatred for goldstar lesbians aka female homosexuals.. because goldstar lesbians are proof that all their dumb excuses are bullshit lies, that it is actually easy for a lesbian woman to not fuck a man.. because it’s not in her nature to.

Almost all of their arguments are based off of lies, such as that nasty anon who used rape victims. No goldstar mentions rape victims, everyone knows rape is nonconsensual. The thing is however if you consented to sex with a man, you’re not a lesbian. Lesbians are completely incapable of consenting to sex with a man because it goes against their homosexual nature. This isn’t about rape, forced prostitution, lesbians living in hyperconservative places where they have absolutely no option. Lesbians using beards to avoid being disowned by their families. Nongoldstar “lesbians” know this but they’re manipulative homophobic bisexual women who use these womens stories to explain away their obvious male attraction. My opinion is that lesbians allowing bisexual women aka “nongoldstars” to colonise their own sexuality & space has done insane amounts of damage to lesbianism itself. Before transwomen preyed on lesbians with “girl cock” and “transbian” bisexual women preyed on lesbians first with their nongoldstar garbage, both transwomen & bisexual women hate “goldstars” because they’re both predatory homophobes. U should ask urself why it’s ONLY lesbianism the only sexuality that doesn’t centre men, that has been split into two parts, the lesbians & the “lesbians” with a MALE history.

Yep lesbians are too spinless and allowed bisexuals and trans ppl to conquer our sexuality its fucking sucks.

I already explained my opinion about non-goldstars, alot of them are bi thats obvious however i also believe their could be an exception for that one who had sex with a male in highschool i know i said some but alot of women are weak minded and doormats tbh 🤦🏽‍♀️ especially when she is young she probably pushes her disgust to the side and felt traumatized by it.

Of course its not in our nature to do so, then we wouldn't be lesbians lol. Another reason they hate us cause of that internalize disgust, inferiority complex and victim mindset they got..maybe even guilt too but idk about that especially they way so freely and happily roleplay as us lol.

Of course both of them would hate goldstars, bi women are male adjecent and transwoMEN are well men 😂. No shocker there but bi women its absolutely disgusts me i dont expect better from men but i have exceptions for women.

I agree alot of them are predatory and male minded, they view their same sex attraction the same way men do, they use and objectify lesbians, feel entitled to our pussies, its fucking disgusting and now they want our word too.

Then wanna cry and play victim when we wont date (fuck) them 🙄

All of this trans shit could be avoided if lesbains grow a pair and fight back, like fr stop the fucking asskissing and validation seeking omfg its pisses me off, lesbians are the reason there spaces are being ruined in the western world, stop being whiny little bitches and fight DAMN, its so annoying, i dont even care about the trans bullshit anymore because its so stupid and could easily be solved and its also cause i dont live in a country where that affects me directly so i dont feel like its my place to talk about these things 😅

But i also kind of disagree with your last sentence there its not only lesbians who have those two things too, gay men have them you see "gay" men getting married and making women pregnant too, they put them in the forefront of homosexuality too alongside with "lesbians" who fuck males. Ppl hate homosexuality period. but ofc lesbians more cause as we dont worship males and dick like good women are suppose to do.

Ppl also take gay men seriously too, gay men dont have to worry about their "reputation" being ruined they can fuck and get women pregnant ppl still believe they're gay, but lesbians we are on "thin ice", ppl dont wanna take us seriously and will use any excuse not to.

Which is why they LOVVEE non-goldstars and sneakdickers they prove them right that the only way to know if u like women is through males and they must serectly like dudes still.

Honestly i dont care what male worshippers and males say about us anymore who gives a fuck if they dont take lesbians seriously? Its not like lesbians going to go extinct or disappear cause they dont believe us im tired of talking to a bunch of brick walls about this obvious shit.

Even though i know now its a different type of erasure instead of pretending that we dont exist they are invading our space and stealing our words, welp if lesbians dont fight back i guess they gotta say bye bye to their spaces and their words. Me though? I couldnt care anymore I know i will forever be attracted to only women even if the word didnt exist or is being used incorrectly now.

[zh0re]

you say that dv isnt as bad amongst lesbians as that one stat says so what are some issues amongst them that aren't talked about enough?

-I feel like there's an issue with competition amongst masculine lesbians. I would know, I lived it for 15 years (I turn 28 in a week, do the math) and a lot of it comes from ego and the fact that masculine lesbians live in a male-dominated world and don't have many older masculine lesbians to look up to. I feel that it's been dying out some but it still needs to be talked about.

-White masculine lesbians calling themselves studs, which is a term that black masculine lesbians coined for themselves. Real studs don't look or act that way. Real studs are very polite, clean cut, their wardrobes are 85% office attire lol. White lesbians calling themselves studs but acting like the worst type of stud is a huge issue imo. And they're nothing but trouble, too.

-Young masculine lesbians being convinced that they're trans.

-Polyamory. Not that it's rampant amongst lesbians, but those who do practice it, when shit hits the fan with polyamory in lesbians, it's bad. Lesbians form very close bonds with their partners and it happens very fast so when another one is added into the mix, the jealousy and backstabbing runs headfirst into the relationship.

-Not taking marriage rights seriously. This is an issue that I think homosexuals in general don't take seriously but I'm focusing on lesbains. I think that over the years, we've given up too many fucks and we've forgotten that our rights were earned and our rights can be taken away overnight just like what happened with Roe v Wade. We have this attitude now where we act invincible and like nothing can touch us. We do have to care about what the homophobes think to a certain extent because our rights are at their mercy and always will be. It's an uncomfortable truth.

-Moving too fast. No, that's not a stereotype. It's pretty standard that lesbians move very fast in relationships because there's a sense of urgency in dating for us. A lot of us marry young. And I think that's why divorce amongst lesbians is kinda high right now. I think it's because we move too fast and we don't give each other enough time to simmer in relationships before fully committing.

-Pick me-ism. It's been a growing issue imo and it's again within masculine lesbians. And it's textbook pick me-ism too, like they'll say shit like "this is why I get a long better with men" blah blah blah. They're very disconnected from womanhood, too. They don't like being called ma'am or beautiful or gorgeous, or anything that men typically call women. I don't really think that it's because they genuinely hate women, I think it's some weird invisible trauma that's been passed down from how society sees women and expects women to be.

[yippeeeeewhereami]

I made another one.

that’s not true, sorry. I made this reaction note mess a few days ago when I watched ep 2 of TADC. I wanted to write it down for my moot @siritheneo and it’s been in my notes so I’m just gonna share it online cause only like 7 people are gonna see it and im bored as hell (and impatient). Enjoy :]

⚠️SPOILERS (KINDA??) PASS THIS POINT BUT ALSO THIS IS LIKE A MONTH AFTER THE EPISODE CAME OUT (I PROCASTATED SO MUCH) ⚠️

miss mam really put her whole soul into that please (pop off ig)

This is kinda sick

JABAKS

mommmyyy ragathhaaaaa

The animation is so fluid rahhh

CAINEEEEEDEE (low key kinda love caine)

BUBBELEE 

OMG BUBBLE NOT ON YOUTUBE

MOMMY/DADDY ZOOOBLEEEEE

I can understand (irl friend) on Jax lowkey 

Gangle’s such a cutie

AAAAAAAAAAA THE GUMMY ELEPHANT!!!! HES SO CUTERE

this is land is giving Ena (I think its power of potluck???? The one with the gray guys)

ITS THE PRINCESS!!

CAINE RELIGION OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG IMG OMG

I <3 FANTASY RELIGION

mommy

LESBIANS

Pomni’s so sad (I love her)

ford 150 (I MEANT F-150 GHDHDUDBSJS)

Jax is so based

LESBAINS (the sequel)

Please I don’t trust gangle with the wheel (I fully believe she can’t drive (idk why I just know she can’t drive(she?? them??)))

AAAAAAAAAAA GUMMMMYYY GATORS

why do they all sound like weird Tom cardys 

ROADDDDTRIPPPPPP

I love and hate jax

KINGERRRRRR <33333

this is so stupid I love it

HAJSVWJABAJHSHAJAHSJSJS (“aren’t you supposed to be submissive and agreeable”)

AHHSHSHAHSHS GANGLES VOICE

the sounds that purple gators making sounds straight out ena 

KINGER ARE YOU OKAY

WHY ARE THERE SO MANY KNIFES BACK HERE

pomni <3333

AAAAAa RAGATHAAA ARE YOU OKAYYYYY

IAHAIAHAKWBAKASJA THE FUCKING TRUCK

Ooopiess he fell out the map lmao

Why is his va kinda slaying it

OMG KNG OMG OMG THSTS SO FUCKING COOL (the scene where he finds the like copy thingys under the map (I’m so bad at describing stuff))

IS THIS WHY HE DIES

WHAT THE HELL THIS IS AWESOMEEEE

THIS FEELS LIKE AN ENA EPISODE

:OOOOOO

crisis

THE MUSIC IS SO ENA-CORE

oh shit okay this is so cool 

So like weirdly trippy

Poor gator guy

OMG SHUT UPPPP JAXXX

THE CHOCOLATE GUY LOOKS LIKE TAHT ONE MUSIC OPERA MAKER

THE FUDGEEEEEE

it is murder (my guy is giving dnd mimic vibes (what am I on))

Jax is so mean but like is such a fun character 

YES POMNI

NO POMNI

#sadboyhours:((((

oh buddy its okayyy

yes pomniii comfort himmmm pop offf

damn okay gator boy

AWWWWWEEEEE POMNIIIII (THATS NOT GONNA WORK BUT THATS OKAY, ITS THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS)

AWEEEEE POMNII <333

AWEEEEE GUMMYGOOOO (THATS A STUPID FUCKING NAME)

YESSSS POMNIII

ITS ENA MUSIC BUT LIKE MORE ORCHESTRAL 

Why does orange gator sound like Tom cardy 

hold up what just happened

HAHAHAHA

Kinger wtf is that a bucket (HES SO STANLEY-CORE)

lesbians part 3 (pomni edition)

AHAHSHEHAHSHSHAVSHJAXXXXX

Ahahahaha how wholesome.

He’s so mad

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAPRINCESSS LADYYY

THE FUDGE

OMG AHAHSHAHAH HOLY SHIT (gummygoo death)

THEY KILLED HIM SO WEIRDLY BRUTALLY 

ZOOOOBLEEE <3333

MOMMMYYYY/DADDDYYYY ZOOBLEEEEE

Awe jax 

WAIT DO ABSTRACTED PEOPLE ACTUALLY DIE??????

awe ragatha 

Awe I’m actually sad

No one talked about this on tumblr :(

Aweeeeeeeeeeee that’s so bittersweet <33333

YAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY THE ENDDDD

that was kinda sick with it

that was such a mess. Have fun trying to guess when each of these happened or whatever the correct wording is.

[aita-systemized]

Okay, how do I do this... AITA for blocking & hating one of the systems long-time close friends?

so to start, "hate" might be an exaggeration. I dont hate this person (call them S) It's more like I hate all their other friends- they're shitty people in my opinion. To explain why I think that, basically my in-sys sibling (call her U) told me about this situation where all this persons friends ganged up on a system over some lesbain label discourse, particularly S's boyfriend. At first I was like "okay, that wasn't their fault so it's fine." But honestly since then S has been talking over lesbians, like their boyfriend does. This really passes me off (im a lesbian, we dont need to be spoken over like we cant speak for ourselves, i say), and I know it bother U and some of our other alters too.

U tried to talk about it but honestly much as I love him I think she was too passive and didn't really stand up for herself too much.

To continue, U and another alter (N) have been saying they think S's boyfriend is shit for months now and just haven't done anything about it. I personally agree with this, according to them S's boyfriend and friends pushed S into making a decision about this discourse and acted vile the whole time. S's boyfriend isn't a lesbian, yet was literally freaking out over this label discourse and acting like it was their personal problem which sounds very gross to me.

The kicker though, is that S has said they don't want to interact with anyone who has a problem with their boyfriend and they will always choose their boyfriend first. And idk, I have a problem with someone who, in my experience is pushy and manipulative with *you* and also talks over groups they're not a part of.

Frankly, S seems to have a lot of friends like this, who talk over others without listening to the people they're "degending" and "fighting for" (you're not fighting for lesbians or systems by driving one off their account over a fucking label), and a especially a lot of friends who talk over systems when talking about syscourse (which particularly pisses of N). That annoys me, discourse annoys me, I hate all of this. But the main reason I did this was for my alters- I mean, U is my brother! And that's why I wanted to ask other systems. So uh... AITA?

[obsessive-bear-walking]

I'm honestly devastated that Queer terms have become so weaponized in our own community. I hate seeing someone using LGBT instead of Queer and having to wonder if they're exclus or think mspec lesbains and gays are harmful or hate xenogenders or are transmedicalist etc all because fucking TERFS convinced us that Queer was an evil word and people who use it are bad somehow.

Idgaf kind of Queer or lgbt you are, you have a seat at my table. Unconditionally. It doesn't have to be like this. Get your priorities together and open your eyes to the real problems. Please. Choose to love your fellow queers more than you hate yourselves or hate our oppressors or want to be loved by our oppressors. When shit hits the fan, all we will have is each other. They will not stop at "undesirables"(not that such a thing even exists), they never have. They will continue to push and push and no one will be safe but it is never too late to change and open your eyes.

[tayliii]

hello so i kind of made this account to rant rn because i feel like i will suffocate if i dont talk or write about my problems.

being a lesbian is so fucking isolating. i love being a lesbain but sometimes i hate it so much i just want to be straight. while my friends are talking about boys and their bfs i just sit there, listen and give advice on where i can but i cannot do the same. theres not a single lesbian i know on irl so i'm very lonely and i fear that i wont be able to experience teenage love like my friends do. i desperately want to be loved and love someone romantically but knowing that i can only love and feel loved by a girl is so sad. i feel disconnetced and weird for not liking boys when every girl in my life is talking about them. and people talk about my back about me being a lesbian that part doesnt really bother me but knowing that i may be known as just the gay girl terrifies me because i'm so much more than that i have a personality and hobbies, i like painting, reading, taking walks besides liking girls. I'm awesome at english and have a love-hate realitonship with math. i'm a person who just wants to feel like a fucking teenage girl and not feel out of touch with my peers just because i dont like boys.

[madsgotmadagain]

The Maze Runner Rant

I remember one time when I used to be in the maze runner fandom I came across a post about a lesbain reader and their lover. And it said that the boys would try to break them up and they sort of had kind of homophobic mind set and I was just like 'what??'. Because you cant tell me those boys were trapped in a maze for literal YEARS and not 1 of them was gay?? When there were like 50 of them?? Not one gay couple?? Yeah I dont buy it. Plus I almost forgot but Newt is CANONICALLY gay COMFERIMED BY THE CREATOR OF THE BOOKS. And he and thomas had so much chemistry and tension. But they boys had a homophobic mindset? It makes no sense. Now if I remember correctly they might have been a tad bit misogynistic due to not being around women for so long, but homophobic? Naw I dont buy it. Those guys were too fruity. If a girl came up to them and said she was gay they would be like 'ok same? Idc I've got work to do' or maybe 'ok I like boys your point?'. These men would not give less of a fuck they are trying to escape a maze and make it back to their homes they dont have time to worry about being mean to lesbians.

Anyways sorry about the rant I just remembered this in the shower and I just wanted to talk about it. I tried to find the post I was talking about but I couldn't, but if you do see it please dont send hate to its creator! It was a while ago so its probably gone anyways lol.

Also, If anyone cares, I dont think I'm gonna keep posting my bad weirdcore images, I lost interest in them. If I get back into them later on I might make more but for now I'm done with them.

For future content I might rant about things I like or remember likening when I was younger, like fandoms and stuff.

Have a nice rest of your day/night!